[Tori] One, two, three.
[Amy] Previously on Little People Big World.
[all cheering]
For a long time, Tori and I have both gone back and forth
on if we should buy the farm.
So Tori and I met with my dad and Caryn to talk about
our offer.
-We're miles apart. -Zach came in real hot,
and he didn't come in to negotiate, you know,
he came in to demand.
The way the negotiation went was hurtful.
There was like, kind of a little bit of talk,
and then all of a sudden, Zach was out.
What Tori said, "He's a businessman, like, what do you expect?"
I expect him to be a grandpa.
We go from seeing them almost daily, you know,
to completely cut off.
-Hey. -Hey.
Then they do show up and, you know, we try
to give them a little bit of our attention.
But they were shut down.
When we see my dad and Caryn, you know,
the relationship's still tense.
And it's not like what it wa
Hey!
[Caryn] Usually people kiss and make up.
But in this scenario, the more time that goes by,
the more dangerous it becomes.
[Amy] Well, we got to make sure everything's okay.
[Amy laughs]
We are expecting our third baby.
Yay.
Did they do measurements?
-It's a dwarf. -Yeah.
Our doctor has a theory that I could have a gene
that basically says every single one of my kids
will be dwarves.
I'm a dwarf breeder.
You are 100% that this is the path.
It's time now to let go and sell the north side
of the farm.
He's planning on putting the house on the market.
[scoffs]
I'm not really sure how the kids will react
when Matt tells them that he's putting it on the market.
You really created a hornet's nest.
Things have changed. Things aren't going back.
-Now you got to understand there's a lot... -But you gotta understand
you gotta say that a 100 times.
There's a lot going on that you don't know about.
My dad sent the information out about selling the farm.
Not one family member replied to the text.
You made your bed, go be alone on it now,
like, clearly said you don't want us to be part of it.
So, you know, go do your thing.
It's all, everything's my fault.
Yeah. I mean, it's crazy.
For the last 30 years, the farm has, you know,
been where we've hosted all the birthdays and the weddings
and the celebrations.
And I'm hoping at some point, everybody gets over
their frustration and their anger.
I'm definitely curious on how this is gonna go.
[upbeat music playing]
[Tori] It's just over three weeks until my scheduled C-section.
For a long time I thought for sure this kid was going
to be average height.
But then my OB was, like, no, they're definitely...
-Yeah, remember, you came home and surprised all of us? -Yeah, mm-hmm.
The journey from, like, having a miscarriage
to becoming pregnant
hasn't been the best experience.
It took me a lot longer with, you know, this pregnancy
to enjoy it and, like, be excited for it
'cause you're so, like, you're so nervous
that something's gonna happen.
-Hey, how's it going? -Hey.
-Hello. Hello, hello. -Holy cow.
How far away are you now?
-Oh, gosh. So far. -What are you, four?
-30, yeah. Hey, how are you doing? -Awesome. Good to see you.
I didn't know we were coming here until about 15 minutes ago.
Our trainer is David. He has his own workout studio.
And with his help, I set a record for my weight class
in powerlifting.
-Yeah! -[all cheering]
[whoops]
My mom and grandma are watching the kids today
because David and I have a little trick up our sleeves.
So you ready for a good, hard work out?
-Yeah. -Okay.
There's a little bit of a twist though.
Okay.
What's that?
You're ready for this?
-You know what the twist is? -I do.
This is gonna be called the empathy workout.
-Empathy workout. -You're gonna have a little empathy for your wife
and what it's like for her
to work out.
[all laughing]
Yay!
Here, man.
I'm gonna break my back.
I know you are.
All right, so you gotta put that to your belly.
-Not even that way. Yeah. -Handle that way, okay.
This is not as heavy it is.
-Right? -Let me see.
Holy sh...
I've been having this idea to make Zach wear a watermelon
and do stuff since I had Jackson.
This is so good.
So I've been working out with David.
The entire time I've been pregnant
and I've been, like, "David, I want to do this.
I want to, like, make him feel it,"
and so it was honestly for six months.
David's... I think, like, in his head, like, this is what I'm gonna have to do.
All right, what are we doing?
That's not what we're doing. That's what you're doing.
-Oh, what am I doing? -Gonna hold the ball with that sucker.
Gotta do this smooth and graceful.
Oh, gosh.
-[all cheering] -Big daddy.
All the way up, man.
All the way on. All the way on.
There you go. Nice.
He does not understand whatsoever what I go through
for nine months.
That's the specialness of you, know, women
and what they can do.
It's actually the curse of women.
If you've read the Bible, but...
-Beg your pardon, it is. -Thank you.
That is the curse of Adam and Eve.
Yeah, thank you, Eve.
All right, man, you're ready for this?
Come on, stud.
I can't... It's in the way.
It's in the way.
-[David] What's in the way? -It's in the way.
Story of my life, Roloff.
If Zach had to be the one that went through pregnancy,
-we'd have one kid. -No kids. There would be no kids.
-Is it crushing your spine? -Yeah.
[all laughing]
-Okay. -It's beautiful, man.
Like that pain during pregnancy is miserable.
You would be dead. You would be, like,
like, I can't do anything.
Now get down between your legs, man.
Or get your feet further apart.
You're stuck?
Be careful.
I don't want your water to break.
Not being able to like eat, what do you want to eat.
Not able to drink, medicine, like,
no, we're not doing that.
Touch your toes, Zach.
Come on, she can touch her toe.
How come you can't touch your toe?
Give me a minute.
-Lot of kids need adopting, I'll adopt. -Oh, just like,
like, he doesn't even know what heartburn is.
I didn't know what heartburn was until I got pregnant
and then I'm, like, heartburn alone
is the most miserable thing anyone can experience.
There's a lot of things though that I do here though, too,
that if I didn't do it.
The amount of, like, trash bags we would have
just sitting on our porch, that wouldn't reach the trashcan.
-You know... -And the cardboard boxes.
If don't even think Tori knows that pathway.
Gotta shift the baby.
Just gonna move it a little bit.
I wish.
-Those are little limitations just with, like... -[mockingly]
sitting on your bladder a little bit.
That was kind of annoying and just your arms.
You can't, you know?
Okay.
All right, put one foot there. Put one foot there.
Okay, you ready?
Push, Zach, push. Come on, push.
Push. Breathe, breathe.
Push, push.
Push.
I think I had a little bit too much fun watching you do that workout.
-You did have too much fun. -I was tickled.
I think you had too much fun looking how ridiculous
-I look. -Yeah, you just looked ridiculous.
You gotta send me this picture.
[both laughing]
You're a good sport, babe.
-We'll see you later, David. -Waddling out there.
Does it feel different with me on it?
Oh, it always feels different.
[Amy] I don't know if I'd ca myself a biker chick,
but I think sometimes there was an element of me
that wants to get "radical."
Hence, I sometimes think riding a motorcycle can be,
I don't know. "Radical."
I think she likes to dress a little wild once in a while.
Yeah.
Got a free picnic table.
Oh.
Even though, you know, I'm n married to someone who ride a bike.
I don't think we'll be getting any tattoos.
I've done my tattoo thing.
Do you want me to get any more?
-Yeah, you're good. -Okay.
-Isn't this nice? -Oh, yeah, man,
you even got a little tablecloth?
Wow.
I feel like a prin-- I feel like a princess.
Not my first time wooing somebody with a picnic.
[both laugh]
Oh, really?
We've been married for nine months.
I think that it's going well. I mean, I feel like comfortable.
I feel happy. I feel satisfied.
I mean, obviously, of course, there's moments here and there,
but they're like a speck.
I feel like we're already an old married couple.
You know? We're just so comfortable with each other
and around each other,
it I feel like we've been an old married couple for years.
I know.
Oh, I can't wait to eat this.
Well, did I tell you the plan for when Zach and Tori
have the baby?
Because, you know, I told them,
I'll go over there and watch the kids while, you know,
they're in the hospital.
Are you happy that you're, you're the go to?
Well, you're darn right I am. I'm the grandma.
But were you first choice? Do you know?
Oh, I have no idea.
So that's the plan.
I'll try not to wake you up.
But I'll leave my phone on.
-It's okay to give me a kiss goodbye. -Oh, is it?
-Are you sure? -Just glad you're not expecting me to get up
and get dressed and go with you.
No, no, no, no, no.
There's a lot I don't understand about kid
and babies and, you know, just to communicate with them
and stuff.
Oh, so I just enjoy looking over Amy's shoulder
and watch what she's doing.
And, you know, and then contributing when I can,
or I feel like I have something to offer, which,
at this point hasn't been a whole lot.
I texted Matt about the house.
What do you mean?
I want to know what was going on.
Oh, really?
And, um, no one has seen it yet.
I know he wants to offload that thing now.
The farm went up for sale a few days ago
and I have not been to the farm
since Matt put it up for sale.
Yeah, we haven't been out there for walks
-or anything like that. -Yeah.
The market is definitely shifting, but we're not getting
as many crazy bidding wars way above asking price
like we were a few months ago.
What's the feedback from the kids. Anything?
As far as, as far as the house being sold?
I think they're just still, like, sad, disappointed,
-kind of mad. -Yeah.
Frustrated
how this all went down.
Well, you know, I think that's how Matt survives is,
you know, everything's okay. You know, everything's dandy.
You may be okay with this. But do you not realize that
the people around you, your family,
this is not okay? It didn't go down well.
This was something that I think hit to the core.
And so I think that's hard just to sweep it away underneath
the rug and say, "Okay, yeah, it's all good."
I think it'll take time for them.
I guess the thought of that, you know,
their dad is just saying, "Oh, well, didn't work out."
You know, it's like, "Wait a minute."
It can't just be like that.
It's there's too much personal emotional things
that have happened over the years.
A few days ago, things just got a little crazy
between Matt and I, in regar to the farm sale.
You know, I think if Matt and I have a disagreement
and stuff like that, I think I probably
speak up more than I ever probably have.
I think it's a lot easier when you have some distance
between each other.
And then I feel the same way that I think they do.
I think something could have been worked out.
Right. And I wasn't part of the negotiations at all or anything.
But the path has been paved.
Yeah, it is a shame that one of the kids
isn't going to carry on the Roloff name on the farm
that they grew up on.
It's too bad that it couldn't have remained in the family
for many generations.
How long do you think it'll be before...
we can get all the family back together for, like,
a holiday gathering and that sort of thing?
Probably say five years.
Really? Think it'll be that long?
Must be some hurt feelings. Do you think it'll take that long?
Right now, it's still I think very much a kind of
a raw tender, you know, area and that's not something
that's going to just go away with a snap of a finger.
Coming up.
It's been so long since we've connected.
I might just... I'm not sure how to fix it.
You know, it's no fun having this feud
I guess between us and Zach and Tori
and not getting to see the kids and miss the kids every day.
I just... I don't have the tools to fix it.
And later...
-Tori's water broke this time. -This time.
This time, for real, my water broke a lot.
It's, like, funny when you go in for your first scheduled C-section.
You're not... it's not really that bad
-'cause you don't know what to expect. -Yeah.
Some rage and heartburn right now.
But, like, your third one, you're like, oh, here we go again.
Like, third time around. This sucks.
I'm pretty ready to get this kid out of me.
[Tori] Good job. I'm proud of you.
[Zach] Argh...
I'm taking this thing off.
Why?
Can't eat, my stomach is like, it's like, pushing my stomach in.
We've been in Battle Ground for six months.
We're getting more and more used to the town
and everything and our surroundings.
I love Battle Ground. Battle Ground suits us
I feel like.
Up in the air.
Where?
-The traffic over there. -Oh.
Since the farm announced, we haven't seen much of my dad.
It's just, it's, it's, it's just not there anymore.
-How's your hips? -Hips are burning.
I haven't really talked to the family about the farm sale.
Like, I haven't talked to any of my siblings about it.
The whole thing is just upsetting,
so I don't care about it. Like I don't think about it.
Because when I do think about it,
it's, like, it's upsetting how we got here.
In my mind, we, like, my dad screwed the family.
And, you know, he's playing the victim.
It's not healthy. It's not healthy for me to be around it.
It's not healthy for Tori. It's not healthy for our kids.
That's why we separated from it pretty quickly.
I, like, I would look at it, like...
The farm is done.
-Your mom's already chuckling. -Yeah, it's them, they're over here.
-You guys have any guesses? -No.
[laughing]
He had to do a workout with...
a baby belly.
Do you have any more sympathy for her?
Nope.
He's complains the whole time.
We're lucky Tori's grandma and mom, you know,
still make the drive up to help us out
with babysitting.
My mom and Marmie love it. They love coming up
and just visiting with the kids
and, you know, spending time with them.
And my... our kids love having them here.
Oh, my gosh, you're gonna have two babies?
-Oh, this is not Jay. -Daddy doesn't have to have a baby.
What is it?
-An egg? -An egg. [laughing]
Jackson just finished his second year of preschool
and he's making friends
and he's even learning to read.
All right, come down here and we're gonna take this off.
Yeah, Jackson hasn't brought the farm up in a while.
He doesn't bring up, like, mule rides or like,
anything like that.
I don't think he remembers.
All right, Jackson, come here.
We got to pull this and go all the way around me
multiple times. Come here.
All right, go.
Earlier this year, Jackson had surgery to hopefully
correct the bowing in his legs.
[Zach] How are we doing, Jackson?
[Tori] Recovery went a little bit rougher than we expected,
but he's doing well now.
You just birthed a baby. How do you feel?
-I feel lighter. -[all laughing]
[Zach] When it comes to Jackson being different,
I don't think he's caught on yet.
I think he's very tall in his mind.
I think he's very big in his mind.
He's the coolest kid. Like, it's all about me.
-That was in his belly. -Should we wrap it around you?
No.
[Tori] That'd be way too heavy for Mister Mister.
[Zach] Lilah's really grown
She... her personality's coming out more.
She can be very funny.
-She's gonna be, like... -She's very funny.
She's with it.
-See if you can hold it. -Can you hang on to it?
Oh, my gosh. [laughs]
Lilah wears glasses because she has strabismus.
Strabismus is when your eyes cross.
She'll have to eventually have eye surgery one day,
but we're not really sure what that will be.
Don't... there's... you just put your hand in bird poop.
Lilah is gonna get potty trained and, you know,
just... we're keep working on getting her to talk.
Um, I think me especially I think I really try hard
to, like, look at Mom, look at my mouth.
Watch me say the word.
We're gonna be outnumbered with number three.
It's new territory, but I think that Zach and I both, like,
thrive with kids.
And it's, like, we're excited to expand our family.
Oh, what do you think? Is it, is it close?
It's close to the same size, right?
Yeah, it's been a crazy year. You know, the farm deal
didn't go, you know, it went sideways or whatever
and then we moved to Battle Ground.
Um, and now Tori's pregnant.
Yeah, crazy year, but hopefully this is
the beginning to the next, you know, 10, 12, 15 years.
-Well, you're a good sport, babe. -Yeah.
I appreciate you're rolling with it.
-David did a fantastic job. -He did.
Everything that happened with the farm was pretty upsetting
and I think it changed the relationship.
We're not really actively looking to strengthen
that relationship again at this time.
To me, Matt is grandpa and I want my kids to know grandpa.
But I think at this time, that's all that it is.
I think a personal relationship with us currently
is a little dicey.
-Oregon. Crazy, crazy, crazy. -Weather.
The farm has officially been on the market for a few days now
and it's sort of exciting and scary at the same time
that we're that much closer to, you know, closing
another chapter of the Roloff farm.
Two coffees to start if you don't mind.
Thanks.
I get daily updates and lots of interest.
And so it's going I think better.
From what I heard from the realtor, it's better than
what she expected considering the price point that we're at.
How are you feeling, though? How are you... I mean,
-it's... -I'm ready, I'm ready.
I felt really good because I was when I walked through
the house when it was staged, and I was, like,
"Oh, it's kind of sad to see it being sold."
Yeah, for some reason, I'm not feeling real emotional about this.
Sadness might come when I sell it,
when, you know, when... May, it may happen. May hit me,
but right now I'm feeling sort of more of a sense of relief.
Um, you know, when you, when you feel like you kick off
the notion you're going to make a change.
A big change. It's exciting.
So once you make that decision,
it's a sense of relief more than emotional sadness.
Well, cheers to you, boss. You pulled it off. You always do.
I know that was a lot to do.
It felt a whole lot like pumpkin season.
Okay? The rush, rush of getting everything ready.
You know, to get the farm ready to sell,
it was a lot of work. We staged it with furniture,
because it's been completely empty.
-Look at the view. -Yeah.
Oh, wow, it looks gorgeous.
Yeah. Beautiful.
Beautiful.
And then took photos and drone shots
and then got it... made a website and got it ready to sell.
I'm very happy with the way it came out.
I mean, you know, I'm obviously proud of the house.
It looks good. I, you know, it's a great little structur
a big structure.
Seeing your house listed on the website really hits y
as to how real it is.
But, you know, now I can fee a little bit less stressed
over there and address my focus back over
onto the south side of the farm.
The farm is very cleaned up because I've been putting
a tremendous amount of time, effort and my own money
into cleaning the place up.
And I was sitting outside just drinking some coffee
and enjoying the beautiful, you know,
I'm trying to soak in the good, nice days.
And Amy came to pick up a little exercise bike.
She came in all hot and literally attacked me.
Amy seems pretty upset about it 'cause I put the farm up
and if Amy's upset about something,
she lets me know about it.
-You don't admit to anything. -I do.
-You don't. -No.
Part of this, I would say the majority of this hornet's nest
lays on your shoulders.
Amy and I, you know, we, we crash, we clash,
we bump. Whether she's coming at me at the wrong time,
or I'm coming at her about something at the wrong time.
But I think overall our relationship is, is mature and healthy.
She had to let go of the farm and I don't think she wanted
the kids to have to let go of it too
-and that's where she's coming from. -Right.
But Roloff farm is still going on.
It's just going on on this side.
My original intention and dream of keeping the far
in the family didn't die with selling one little slic
But I can understand why the family is attached
to the north side of the farm.
There's a lot of memories there.
Well, the 93 acres will eventually go to either
your kids or your grandkids.
You got to, you get them popping out of the woodwork, right?
We got Zach and Tori due any day.
Do you think a boy or girl?
I've always thought girl, but I'm usually wrong.
So what do you think?
I think boy, because I don't know why
'cause everybody's going girl. So that's why I'm...
Well, we've had so many boys.
You know, it's no fun having this feud,
I guess between us and Zach and Tori
and not getting to see the kids.
So I'm just trying to be respectful
and I'm here. I'm hoping that it'll just one day,
we'll start to talk again, something will come up.
I know Matt's working on his relationship with them
and as that foundation gets rebuilt,
I think it'll be easier for us.
This whole thing has been very painful.
It's still painful. I miss the kids every day.
I just, I don't have the tools to fix it.
It's been so long since we've connected.
I'm just... I'm not sure how to...
Yeah, well, they're busy up there
and getting their selves established.
We'll go up there together. I mean, you went for Lilah's birthday.
-Yeah. -That was fun.
I think the kids are all, you know, working hard to emotionally
kind of separate themselves from the farm.
That's fair. And I think the relationship with Zach
kind of setback, would be putting the farm on the market
and him not feeling like it was done properly.
But I still think that things are moving in the right direction.
I'm happy with, with the progress that
it's made over the last couple of months.
Probably, at some point, you and Zach need to have
another conversation where there's something
to the effect of that you're sorry it didn't work out.
-Oh, okay, yeah. -You know, I think maybe
he needs to hear that. I don't know.
-Yeah, I've been... poking, -You thought he was wrong,
-he thought you were wrong. -poking the bear, you know?
I mean, why when it seems like he's gotten over it.
Well, just because he's not constantly talking about it
doesn't mean he's gotten over it.
Zach can be mad at me for not selling the farm to him
and Jeremy could be mad at me for not selling the farm to him,
but I just wanted them to work together
and that wasn't possible and I understand my part,
my role where I went wrong.
So I'm always open and hopin and wishing that things get back together
and there's just some sense of normalcy.
Sometimes you just need to hear the words like, "Hey,
I'm sorry that didn't work out, son."
-Yeah... -But that's your... that's just my suggestion.
You guys, you know him and it certainly can't hurt.
[Amy] Coming up.
Tori just went back. Um...
So I wait out here while she gets her epidural
and then I'll go in there and we'll find out the gender
and, yeah will be...
Party of five.
It's happening, babe.
-All right. Tori's water broke, this time for real. -This time [laughs]
for real, my water broke a lot.
It's silly.
But, sorry, you talk.
-This isn't about me. -It's not about you.
No, the first time the water broke
to this time, now
It's silly that we thought the water broke.
It's so silly.
So silly.
But water broke for it...
We broke it, like, 2:30. It's 4:15 right now.
We're driving to the hospital. Amy woke up instantly. Amazing.
-Yeah. -I'm so thankful for her.
-Amy Roloff rally. -Yeah.
But we are having a baby. It won't be in May,
won't be a May baby.
Will be April 30th, 4:15.
Yeah. Yeah, this time though,
it's quite obvious that my water broke a lot...
right?
Yeah.
Yeah, it's kind of fascinating to watch.
Zachary woke up out of the slumber
just so appalled that I was yelling at him.
-No, I was not appalled. -Yeah, you were like, "What? What? What?"
It takes me a minute to register and then, like, okay,
I'm up, I'm up, I'm up. What? What? What?
Like, yelling my name, like, give me action.
-I want action now. Like, what do I do? -Yeah.
Oh, man.
We didn't get to say goodbye to the kids this time
which was kind of hard for me.
-Yeah. -It was kind of, like, they're gonna wake up to Mimi
and, like, I'm not coming home this time without a baby.
So that was kind of hard, but hopefully...
hopefully they'll be okay. They love Mimi, so...
Yeah, Lilah is gonna be all about it, Jackson,
-I think, he's been a little emotional -Yeah.
last couple of days because of everything going on,
but...
But...
Yeah.
Anyway. Keep you updated.
[Zach] All right, Tori.
Take off your mask.
You look cuter.
We just got to the hospital and we're super excited
to find out if the baby's a boy or girl.
We got here at, like, what time? We woke up
-at 2:30. -We've been up for a long time.
We got here at, like, 5:00.
Five, yeah. Yeah, that sounds right.
And by the time we got all checked in,
everything was good, it was time for it.
-Nurse change. -Yeah.
Staff change.
And now we're waiting for the next doctor to get here.
Doctor had car trouble.
'Cause your doctor cannot be here.
My doctor cannot be here.
But everything else is going good.
Some rage and heartburn right now.
It's, like, funny when you go in for your first
scheduled C-section. You're not,
it's not really that bad 'cause you don't know what to expect.
Yeah.
But, like, your third one, you're like, "Oh, here we go again."
Like, third time around. This sucks.
It's hard to put yourself back in that mindset of, like,
you know, okay in an hour and a half,
I'm going to be... have major abdominal surgery
-Yes. -and it's not, like, you know,
I'm so excited to meet our baby and, like,
have that... but it is hard to, like,
look past just, like, you're having major
abdominal surgery and that sucks
and it hurts and there's a lot of recovery
that goes along with that.
I am pretty ready to get this kid out of me.
[Zach] All right.
All right.
Tori just went back. So I'll wait out here
while she gets her epidural and then I'll go in there
and we'll find out.
Um, we'll have a healthy baby and we'll find out the gender
and, yeah, it will be a party of five.
[nurse speaking]
[grunts]
[Zach] What does breech mean?
[doctor] Hey, you ready?
-[Zach] Yeah, yeah, I'm ready. -All right then.
It's a boy. It's a boy, it's a boy.
[laughs]
-Yeah. -[doctor] Yeah, gotta share his Legos.
-[Zach] Look at that! -Oh, my gosh.
We were pretty stoked about it.
-Yeah, we were pretty stoked. -We're trying to be chilled,
-but, like... -We're trying to be chill.
I started crying. You yelled.
-Yeah. -You were pretty stoked.
Mimi.
You got a baby in there?
Come over here.
Where's Mom and Daddy?
Why are they at the hospital?
Oh, that was...
Yeah.
Zach called me to let me kno that things seemed to have gone well.
Tori's doing great and Zach may have leaked out to me
that it's a boy, but I did not know the name.
And, but, they had asked me don't mention that to Jackson
and Lilah, which I said, "Oh, absolutely."
-Watch this. -Whoa.
I got called in very early Saturday morning.
It took me about 20 minutes to pack and everything
and I got here maybe about 3:30.
They were get, just getting ready and everything.
And then and then they were off.
Oh.
Gosh.
Okay, you know, bubbles stay out there.
They, they woke up. I think Jackson was the first one.
It was, like, I got here at 3:30.
He's waking up, like, quarter after six
and I'm like, "Oh, my gosh, I don't know
if I can make it through the day."
[babbles]
When Lilah first woke up, she was really, like,
"Where's Mama?" You know, "Where's Daddy?"
And I've been answering that question, like,
half a dozen times every day.
Okay, look at who I gotta drag around.
Lilah.
Oh, my goodness.
Jackson and his sister Lilah give me a run for my money.
[grunts]
[laughs]
I think, okay, having kids is for the young.
But I've enjoyed every minute of it.
I'm just glad I could be here.
Right? Hang out with my buddy?
I just need a break.
Hey, Mom.
Hi.
I'm so obsessed with him.
I'll go to the other side.
Yeah, Josiah's a little person.
He has achondroplasia, like his siblings.
And, yeah, now there's four of us.
-My little dwarf tribe. -[chuckles]
-Got my little... I got my tribe. -Your posse.
My army, my posse.
He's just so cute.
This has been him. He's so chill.
Yeah, we weren't doing visits because of COVID and everything.
We just send out a group text and just the picture,
like, all of our family and friends
I had on the family text message thread.
Send out a picture of, you know, and said, "Hey, this is Josiah."
Once, once, yeah, once we get home and get settled,
we'll invite family up to meet Josiah and hold him.
Gonna call him Joe.
-No. -No?
Molly Joe? No.
-I'll call him Si. -Si.
I'd totally call him Joe.
Joe Joe.
Joe Jr.
I knew, like, I knew I wanted his name to be Josiah
and I think I was a little stubborn about it.
I couldn't come up with anything better though.
-Girl's name would have been Nora. -Nora.
Nora May.
Then we found out with, like, the biblical meaning of it
of God supports and heals and I just feel like that
-was, like, a perfect... -It was very appropriate.
It was a very appropriate just, like, after everything
we went through with our miscarriage.
It was just like he's healing us like this,
like, Josiah is here
and it was the perfect, like, choice.
Who do you think he looks like?
[Zach] I don't know. I don't know.
You can definitely tell he's ours.
-Yeah. -Like, he looks like someone.
Yeah.
-Like, they all look related for sure. -Totally.
It's a huge deal to, like, you know,
at the end of 10 long months, you get to hold your baby
and we didn't know if Josiah was a boy or girl
and, like, that part was just like it was such a relief
to just, like, he was here
and he was healthy and it's, it's just like
a feeling that you can't explain.
Josiah Luke Roloff.
Coming up.
Gotta get used to this infant car seat again.
We've arrived home and it's time for Jackson and Lilah
to meet the new baby.
-I'm definitely nervous. -Yeah.
It didn't go well when we brought Lilah home
-It did not go well. -from the hospital.
I'm, like, expecting the worst, but hoping for the best.
Yes.
[Tori] What is that?
-Okay, we ready for this? -Yeah.
Gotta get used to this infant car seat again.
We've arrived home and it's time for Jackson
and Lilah to meet the new baby.
I'm definitely nervous.
-Yeah. -It didn't go well when we brought Lilah home
-from the hospital. -Did not go well.
Wanna say hi to Mama?
-Jackson, who is that? -What's up, little man?
Can you come give Mama a hug? I miss you.
I'm, like, expecting the worst,
-but hoping for the best. -Yeah.
Yes.
Here, one more?
You'll do the cheese. Okay.
All right.
Oh, oh, wait a minute. Who is here?
That's Lilah.
[kids screaming]
Love you... Hi, honey.
How are you?
Hi, Lilah.
What is that?
She goes straight for the baby.
Lilah, what do you think?
Jackson.
Do you know if it's a boy or a girl?
What do you think?
-It's a boy. -Right.
A boy.
It's Josiah. His name is Josiah Luke Roloff.
Josiah.
We told him that it was a brother and he was excited.
[Tori] Show him your baby.
Oh, my gosh.
I can't get over it.
Lilah, is that your baby?
Look at, she is, like, focused.
-We thought he was gonna lash out or... -[Tori] Freak out.
Freak out, Lilah's going... Everyone's gonna start crying.
His toe was gonna be stubbed. Who knows, like, ever...
I want milk. Like something irrelevant.
You know.
But it ended up being fantastic.
Mm-hmm.
Oh, look at that little guy.
-Oh. -Might cry if he gets...
you might have to just help him with the binky.
Yeah. Oh, my gosh.
Yeah, the baby.
Oh, you sweet thing, you.
His little eyes are open. They are...
They opened a little bit.
My first reaction of seeing, you know, Josiah was,
"Oh, my gosh, he's a cute little person baby."
Lilah, that is so nice.
That is so nice.
Yeah, look at that.
-Best big sister ever. -Oh, look at that.
He likes that very much. Yes, he does.
All these kids have been cute, but I don't know,
just maybe it's been a while since I've seen a new baby.
I, you know, coming right from the hospital,
but, Josiah is a cute little baby.
I didn't wanna give that sweet thing up.
You have to be really careful with his head,
but other than that he's pretty easy.
Gently.
Oh, my goodness.
Is that big brother?
Josiah, you're gonna learn this dude's pretty cool.
[Jackson speaking]
You're kind of good at it.
Who's better? Is Lilah good at holding Josiah?
She's okay.
You love him?
Feel that.
Okay.
That's awesome.
This is, like, best big brother status right here.
Do you think he's hungry?
Where do you think...
[Zach] Do you want to hold the baby?
Okay, wait until after Jackson's done.
[Tori] Do you love the baby?
Put a pillow there.
This is such a difference than the first go around.
I had zero expectations this time, like,
-I had a lot of expectations when Jackson met Lilah. -Yeah.
And my expectations were really high
and it was bad, like, I was really let down.
His expectations were not met.
And this time around, I just had zero expectations.
Do you want to come hold the baby?
Jackson asked to hold Josiah
and, like, I did not expect that.
That's what I'm saying. We set sup...
-we set no expectations. -There's no expectations.
And look what just happened. It's just, like...
-He wanted to hold him and, like, Lilah wanted -Yeah.
to give him all the stuff.
Oh...
What do you think?
-[babbles] -Oh.
Oh.
That is so good.
I was pretty out of it and I was trying really hard
to, like, be present and, like, be there,
but I was really tired. And I also, like, had just
had major surgery.
But I was just so happy and still think...
-am I crying right now? -No, Tori was so happy.
I was just so thankful for it.
-It was just such a, like, beautiful thing. -Yeah.
[Tori] Thank you guys for being such
good, good brothers and sister.