1 00:00:00,835 --> 00:00:02,167 [Tori] One, two, three. 2 00:00:02,169 --> 00:00:03,919 [Amy] Previously on Little People Big World. 3 00:00:03,921 --> 00:00:05,671 [all cheering] 4 00:00:05,673 --> 00:00:09,133 For a long time, Tori and I have both gone back and forth 5 00:00:09,135 --> 00:00:11,010 on if we should buy the farm. 6 00:00:11,086 --> 00:00:13,303 So Tori and I met with my dad and Caryn to talk about 7 00:00:13,305 --> 00:00:14,738 our offer. 8 00:00:14,740 --> 00:00:17,391 -We're miles apart. -Zach came in real hot, 9 00:00:17,393 --> 00:00:20,394 and he didn't come in to negotiate, you know, 10 00:00:20,396 --> 00:00:21,937 he came in to demand. 11 00:00:22,014 --> 00:00:24,773 The way the negotiation went was hurtful. 12 00:00:24,775 --> 00:00:27,192 There was like, kind of a little bit of talk, 13 00:00:27,194 --> 00:00:30,863 and then all of a sudden, Zach was out. 14 00:00:30,865 --> 00:00:33,532 What Tori said, "He's a businessman, like, what do you expect?" 15 00:00:33,609 --> 00:00:35,325 I expect him to be a grandpa. 16 00:00:39,915 --> 00:00:43,000 We go from seeing them almost daily, you know, 17 00:00:43,002 --> 00:00:45,044 to completely cut off. 18 00:00:45,046 --> 00:00:46,378 -Hey. -Hey. 19 00:00:46,455 --> 00:00:47,921 Then they do show up and, you know, we try 20 00:00:47,923 --> 00:00:49,256 to give them a little bit of our attention. 21 00:00:49,258 --> 00:00:50,591 But they were shut down. 22 00:00:50,593 --> 00:00:52,384 When we see my dad and Caryn, you know, 23 00:00:52,461 --> 00:00:54,011 the relationship's still tense. 24 00:00:54,013 --> 00:00:55,304 And it's not like what it wa 25 00:00:55,380 --> 00:00:56,805 Hey! 26 00:00:56,807 --> 00:00:58,557 [Caryn] Usually people kiss and make up. 27 00:00:58,559 --> 00:01:00,851 But in this scenario, the more time that goes by, 28 00:01:00,895 --> 00:01:02,728 the more dangerous it becomes. 29 00:01:04,273 --> 00:01:06,315 [Amy] Well, we got to make sure everything's okay. 30 00:01:09,487 --> 00:01:10,778 [Amy laughs] 31 00:01:10,780 --> 00:01:12,863 We are expecting our third baby. 32 00:01:12,865 --> 00:01:14,031 Yay. 33 00:01:14,075 --> 00:01:15,199 Did they do measurements? 34 00:01:15,242 --> 00:01:17,910 -It's a dwarf. -Yeah. 35 00:01:17,986 --> 00:01:20,454 Our doctor has a theory that I could have a gene 36 00:01:20,531 --> 00:01:22,039 that basically says every single one of my kids 37 00:01:22,083 --> 00:01:23,207 will be dwarves. 38 00:01:23,209 --> 00:01:25,250 I'm a dwarf breeder. 39 00:01:25,252 --> 00:01:29,588 You are 100% that this is the path. 40 00:01:29,590 --> 00:01:33,175 It's time now to let go and sell the north side 41 00:01:33,177 --> 00:01:34,760 of the farm. 42 00:01:34,762 --> 00:01:37,054 He's planning on putting the house on the market. 43 00:01:37,056 --> 00:01:38,338 [scoffs] 44 00:01:38,340 --> 00:01:40,390 I'm not really sure how the kids will react 45 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:43,477 when Matt tells them that he's putting it on the market. 46 00:01:43,479 --> 00:01:45,896 You really created a hornet's nest. 47 00:01:45,898 --> 00:01:48,107 Things have changed. Things aren't going back. 48 00:01:48,183 --> 00:01:51,151 -Now you got to understand there's a lot... -But you gotta understand 49 00:01:51,153 --> 00:01:52,486 you gotta say that a 100 times. 50 00:01:52,563 --> 00:01:55,072 There's a lot going on that you don't know about. 51 00:01:55,074 --> 00:01:57,950 My dad sent the information out about selling the farm. 52 00:01:57,952 --> 00:01:59,743 Not one family member replied to the text. 53 00:01:59,745 --> 00:02:02,538 You made your bed, go be alone on it now, 54 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:04,623 like, clearly said you don't want us to be part of it. 55 00:02:04,625 --> 00:02:07,084 So, you know, go do your thing. 56 00:02:07,086 --> 00:02:08,418 It's all, everything's my fault. 57 00:02:08,462 --> 00:02:10,170 Yeah. I mean, it's crazy. 58 00:02:10,247 --> 00:02:13,340 For the last 30 years, the farm has, you know, 59 00:02:13,417 --> 00:02:16,093 been where we've hosted all the birthdays and the weddings 60 00:02:16,095 --> 00:02:17,469 and the celebrations. 61 00:02:17,471 --> 00:02:21,348 And I'm hoping at some point, everybody gets over 62 00:02:21,350 --> 00:02:23,684 their frustration and their anger. 63 00:02:23,686 --> 00:02:26,145 I'm definitely curious on how this is gonna go. 64 00:02:35,656 --> 00:02:37,639 [upbeat music playing] 65 00:02:45,416 --> 00:02:48,542 [Tori] It's just over three weeks until my scheduled C-section. 66 00:02:48,619 --> 00:02:50,627 For a long time I thought for sure this kid was going 67 00:02:50,629 --> 00:02:52,004 to be average height. 68 00:02:52,006 --> 00:02:55,632 But then my OB was, like, no, they're definitely... 69 00:02:55,634 --> 00:02:59,386 -Yeah, remember, you came home and surprised all of us? -Yeah, mm-hmm. 70 00:02:59,388 --> 00:03:02,764 The journey from, like, having a miscarriage 71 00:03:02,766 --> 00:03:04,308 to becoming pregnant 72 00:03:04,310 --> 00:03:06,310 hasn't been the best experience. 73 00:03:06,312 --> 00:03:11,064 It took me a lot longer with, you know, this pregnancy 74 00:03:11,141 --> 00:03:14,651 to enjoy it and, like, be excited for it 75 00:03:14,653 --> 00:03:16,612 'cause you're so, like, you're so nervous 76 00:03:16,614 --> 00:03:18,447 that something's gonna happen. 77 00:03:18,449 --> 00:03:20,782 -Hey, how's it going? -Hey. 78 00:03:20,784 --> 00:03:23,660 -Hello. Hello, hello. -Holy cow. 79 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:25,412 How far away are you now? 80 00:03:25,414 --> 00:03:27,664 -Oh, gosh. So far. -What are you, four? 81 00:03:27,666 --> 00:03:30,250 -30, yeah. Hey, how are you doing? -Awesome. Good to see you. 82 00:03:30,252 --> 00:03:32,961 I didn't know we were coming here until about 15 minutes ago. 83 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:37,299 Our trainer is David. He has his own workout studio. 84 00:03:37,301 --> 00:03:41,470 And with his help, I set a record for my weight class 85 00:03:41,472 --> 00:03:42,930 in powerlifting. 86 00:03:43,891 --> 00:03:46,350 -Yeah! -[all cheering] 87 00:03:46,352 --> 00:03:48,227 [whoops] 88 00:03:48,303 --> 00:03:50,479 My mom and grandma are watching the kids today 89 00:03:50,481 --> 00:03:54,274 because David and I have a little trick up our sleeves. 90 00:03:54,351 --> 00:03:56,360 So you ready for a good, hard work out? 91 00:03:56,403 --> 00:03:58,195 -Yeah. -Okay. 92 00:03:58,239 --> 00:03:59,696 There's a little bit of a twist though. 93 00:03:59,740 --> 00:04:00,822 Okay. 94 00:04:01,408 --> 00:04:02,616 What's that? 95 00:04:02,618 --> 00:04:04,284 You're ready for this? 96 00:04:04,286 --> 00:04:05,953 -You know what the twist is? -I do. 97 00:04:05,955 --> 00:04:09,414 This is gonna be called the empathy workout. 98 00:04:09,416 --> 00:04:13,502 -Empathy workout. -You're gonna have a little empathy for your wife 99 00:04:13,504 --> 00:04:16,964 and what it's like for her 100 00:04:16,966 --> 00:04:19,132 to work out. 101 00:04:19,551 --> 00:04:22,261 [all laughing] 102 00:04:22,263 --> 00:04:24,137 Yay! 103 00:04:24,214 --> 00:04:26,139 Here, man. 104 00:04:26,258 --> 00:04:27,015 I'm gonna break my back. 105 00:04:27,092 --> 00:04:28,725 I know you are. 106 00:04:28,769 --> 00:04:31,478 All right, so you gotta put that to your belly. 107 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:34,481 -Not even that way. Yeah. -Handle that way, okay. 108 00:04:34,483 --> 00:04:36,358 This is not as heavy it is. 109 00:04:36,360 --> 00:04:38,443 -Right? -Let me see. 110 00:04:38,562 --> 00:04:39,945 Holy sh... 111 00:04:40,022 --> 00:04:42,656 I've been having this idea to make Zach wear a watermelon 112 00:04:42,733 --> 00:04:45,784 and do stuff since I had Jackson. 113 00:04:45,861 --> 00:04:48,120 This is so good. 114 00:04:48,122 --> 00:04:50,163 So I've been working out with David. 115 00:04:50,165 --> 00:04:51,790 The entire time I've been pregnant 116 00:04:51,867 --> 00:04:53,458 and I've been, like, "David, I want to do this. 117 00:04:53,535 --> 00:04:55,127 I want to, like, make him feel it," 118 00:04:55,129 --> 00:04:57,963 and so it was honestly for six months. 119 00:04:57,965 --> 00:05:01,008 David's... I think, like, in his head, like, this is what I'm gonna have to do. 120 00:05:01,084 --> 00:05:02,676 All right, what are we doing? 121 00:05:02,753 --> 00:05:04,452 That's not what we're doing. That's what you're doing. 122 00:05:04,454 --> 00:05:07,556 -Oh, what am I doing? -Gonna hold the ball with that sucker. 123 00:05:07,558 --> 00:05:09,099 Gotta do this smooth and graceful. 124 00:05:09,143 --> 00:05:10,392 Oh, gosh. 125 00:05:10,394 --> 00:05:13,437 -[all cheering] -Big daddy. 126 00:05:13,856 --> 00:05:15,480 All the way up, man. 127 00:05:15,482 --> 00:05:17,607 All the way on. All the way on. 128 00:05:17,860 --> 00:05:19,818 There you go. Nice. 129 00:05:21,322 --> 00:05:24,698 He does not understand whatsoever what I go through 130 00:05:24,700 --> 00:05:26,074 for nine months. 131 00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:28,035 That's the specialness of you, know, women 132 00:05:28,037 --> 00:05:29,369 and what they can do. 133 00:05:29,446 --> 00:05:31,747 It's actually the curse of women. 134 00:05:31,782 --> 00:05:33,999 If you've read the Bible, but... 135 00:05:34,001 --> 00:05:35,667 -Beg your pardon, it is. -Thank you. 136 00:05:35,669 --> 00:05:37,794 That is the curse of Adam and Eve. 137 00:05:37,796 --> 00:05:39,338 Yeah, thank you, Eve. 138 00:05:40,341 --> 00:05:42,507 All right, man, you're ready for this? 139 00:05:42,584 --> 00:05:44,051 Come on, stud. 140 00:05:44,053 --> 00:05:46,178 I can't... It's in the way. 141 00:05:46,180 --> 00:05:47,971 It's in the way. 142 00:05:47,973 --> 00:05:50,057 -[David] What's in the way? -It's in the way. 143 00:05:51,435 --> 00:05:53,894 Story of my life, Roloff. 144 00:05:53,896 --> 00:05:56,605 If Zach had to be the one that went through pregnancy, 145 00:05:56,607 --> 00:05:59,900 -we'd have one kid. -No kids. There would be no kids. 146 00:05:59,902 --> 00:06:01,443 -Is it crushing your spine? -Yeah. 147 00:06:01,445 --> 00:06:03,487 [all laughing] 148 00:06:03,489 --> 00:06:06,073 -Okay. -It's beautiful, man. 149 00:06:06,149 --> 00:06:10,285 Like that pain during pregnancy is miserable. 150 00:06:10,287 --> 00:06:12,162 You would be dead. You would be, like, 151 00:06:12,164 --> 00:06:13,580 like, I can't do anything. 152 00:06:13,657 --> 00:06:15,374 Now get down between your legs, man. 153 00:06:15,450 --> 00:06:17,709 Or get your feet further apart. 154 00:06:17,711 --> 00:06:19,836 You're stuck? 155 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:22,506 Be careful. 156 00:06:23,217 --> 00:06:25,092 I don't want your water to break. 157 00:06:25,168 --> 00:06:27,094 Not being able to like eat, what do you want to eat. 158 00:06:27,096 --> 00:06:29,137 Not able to drink, medicine, like, 159 00:06:29,214 --> 00:06:30,430 no, we're not doing that. 160 00:06:31,850 --> 00:06:33,725 Touch your toes, Zach. 161 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:35,102 Come on, she can touch her toe. 162 00:06:35,104 --> 00:06:36,520 How come you can't touch your toe? 163 00:06:38,690 --> 00:06:40,857 Give me a minute. 164 00:06:43,529 --> 00:06:45,487 -Lot of kids need adopting, I'll adopt. -Oh, just like, 165 00:06:45,564 --> 00:06:47,197 like, he doesn't even know what heartburn is. 166 00:06:47,199 --> 00:06:49,574 I didn't know what heartburn was until I got pregnant 167 00:06:49,576 --> 00:06:51,660 and then I'm, like, heartburn alone 168 00:06:51,736 --> 00:06:54,496 is the most miserable thing anyone can experience. 169 00:06:54,498 --> 00:06:57,165 There's a lot of things though that I do here though, too, 170 00:06:57,242 --> 00:06:59,292 that if I didn't do it. 171 00:06:59,294 --> 00:07:01,878 The amount of, like, trash bags we would have 172 00:07:01,922 --> 00:07:05,132 just sitting on our porch, that wouldn't reach the trashcan. 173 00:07:05,134 --> 00:07:07,259 -You know... -And the cardboard boxes. 174 00:07:08,512 --> 00:07:11,012 If don't even think Tori knows that pathway. 175 00:07:11,849 --> 00:07:13,974 Gotta shift the baby. 176 00:07:13,976 --> 00:07:15,517 Just gonna move it a little bit. 177 00:07:15,594 --> 00:07:17,327 I wish. 178 00:07:17,329 --> 00:07:19,396 -Those are little limitations just with, like... -[mockingly] 179 00:07:19,440 --> 00:07:21,064 sitting on your bladder a little bit. 180 00:07:21,108 --> 00:07:23,024 That was kind of annoying and just your arms. 181 00:07:23,101 --> 00:07:25,026 You can't, you know? 182 00:07:25,103 --> 00:07:26,478 Okay. 183 00:07:26,480 --> 00:07:29,531 All right, put one foot there. Put one foot there. 184 00:07:29,741 --> 00:07:31,366 Okay, you ready? 185 00:07:31,368 --> 00:07:34,911 Push, Zach, push. Come on, push. 186 00:07:34,913 --> 00:07:36,913 Push. Breathe, breathe. 187 00:07:36,957 --> 00:07:38,748 Push, push. 188 00:07:38,750 --> 00:07:40,533 Push. 189 00:07:40,535 --> 00:07:42,836 I think I had a little bit too much fun watching you do that workout. 190 00:07:42,838 --> 00:07:44,287 -You did have too much fun. -I was tickled. 191 00:07:44,289 --> 00:07:46,631 I think you had too much fun looking how ridiculous 192 00:07:46,633 --> 00:07:49,009 -I look. -Yeah, you just looked ridiculous. 193 00:07:49,595 --> 00:07:51,178 You gotta send me this picture. 194 00:07:51,180 --> 00:07:53,263 [both laughing] 195 00:07:53,265 --> 00:07:55,640 You're a good sport, babe. 196 00:07:59,229 --> 00:08:01,730 -We'll see you later, David. -Waddling out there. 197 00:08:21,335 --> 00:08:23,793 Does it feel different with me on it? 198 00:08:24,713 --> 00:08:28,215 Oh, it always feels different. 199 00:08:28,291 --> 00:08:30,884 [Amy] I don't know if I'd ca myself a biker chick, 200 00:08:30,886 --> 00:08:34,721 but I think sometimes there was an element of me 201 00:08:34,798 --> 00:08:37,098 that wants to get "radical." 202 00:08:38,268 --> 00:08:41,811 Hence, I sometimes think riding a motorcycle can be, 203 00:08:41,813 --> 00:08:45,023 I don't know. "Radical." 204 00:08:45,100 --> 00:08:48,902 I think she likes to dress a little wild once in a while. 205 00:08:48,904 --> 00:08:50,153 Yeah. 206 00:08:51,198 --> 00:08:52,697 Got a free picnic table. 207 00:08:53,992 --> 00:08:56,150 Oh. 208 00:08:56,152 --> 00:08:59,955 Even though, you know, I'm n married to someone who ride a bike. 209 00:08:59,957 --> 00:09:02,499 I don't think we'll be getting any tattoos. 210 00:09:02,543 --> 00:09:04,167 I've done my tattoo thing. 211 00:09:04,169 --> 00:09:05,919 Do you want me to get any more? 212 00:09:05,921 --> 00:09:08,421 -Yeah, you're good. -Okay. 213 00:09:08,423 --> 00:09:10,465 -Isn't this nice? -Oh, yeah, man, 214 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:12,509 you even got a little tablecloth? 215 00:09:12,928 --> 00:09:14,803 Wow. 216 00:09:17,057 --> 00:09:20,600 I feel like a prin-- I feel like a princess. 217 00:09:21,770 --> 00:09:24,729 Not my first time wooing somebody with a picnic. 218 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:25,647 [both laugh] 219 00:09:25,724 --> 00:09:27,482 Oh, really? 220 00:09:27,559 --> 00:09:29,943 We've been married for nine months. 221 00:09:29,945 --> 00:09:33,446 I think that it's going well. I mean, I feel like comfortable. 222 00:09:33,448 --> 00:09:35,740 I feel happy. I feel satisfied. 223 00:09:35,817 --> 00:09:38,910 I mean, obviously, of course, there's moments here and there, 224 00:09:38,987 --> 00:09:40,996 but they're like a speck. 225 00:09:40,998 --> 00:09:44,082 I feel like we're already an old married couple. 226 00:09:44,084 --> 00:09:46,459 You know? We're just so comfortable with each other 227 00:09:46,536 --> 00:09:48,086 and around each other, 228 00:09:48,163 --> 00:09:51,881 it I feel like we've been an old married couple for years. 229 00:09:51,883 --> 00:09:53,258 I know. 230 00:09:53,335 --> 00:09:54,801 Oh, I can't wait to eat this. 231 00:09:56,221 --> 00:09:59,431 Well, did I tell you the plan for when Zach and Tori 232 00:09:59,433 --> 00:10:00,724 have the baby? 233 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:03,727 Because, you know, I told them, 234 00:10:03,770 --> 00:10:06,187 I'll go over there and watch the kids while, you know, 235 00:10:06,189 --> 00:10:07,421 they're in the hospital. 236 00:10:07,423 --> 00:10:10,025 Are you happy that you're, you're the go to? 237 00:10:10,027 --> 00:10:12,652 Well, you're darn right I am. I'm the grandma. 238 00:10:12,729 --> 00:10:14,070 But were you first choice? Do you know? 239 00:10:14,072 --> 00:10:15,905 Oh, I have no idea. 240 00:10:15,907 --> 00:10:18,533 So that's the plan. 241 00:10:20,495 --> 00:10:22,203 I'll try not to wake you up. 242 00:10:23,540 --> 00:10:26,207 But I'll leave my phone on. 243 00:10:26,209 --> 00:10:30,045 -It's okay to give me a kiss goodbye. -Oh, is it? 244 00:10:30,047 --> 00:10:32,505 -Are you sure? -Just glad you're not expecting me to get up 245 00:10:32,507 --> 00:10:33,923 and get dressed and go with you. 246 00:10:33,925 --> 00:10:35,508 No, no, no, no, no. 247 00:10:35,510 --> 00:10:37,927 There's a lot I don't understand about kid 248 00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:40,180 and babies and, you know, just to communicate with them 249 00:10:40,182 --> 00:10:41,547 and stuff. 250 00:10:41,624 --> 00:10:45,268 Oh, so I just enjoy looking over Amy's shoulder 251 00:10:45,270 --> 00:10:47,729 and watch what she's doing. 252 00:10:47,806 --> 00:10:51,232 And, you know, and then contributing when I can, 253 00:10:51,267 --> 00:10:53,652 or I feel like I have something to offer, which, 254 00:10:53,654 --> 00:10:55,904 at this point hasn't been a whole lot. 255 00:10:55,906 --> 00:10:58,114 I texted Matt about the house. 256 00:10:58,950 --> 00:11:00,408 What do you mean? 257 00:11:00,410 --> 00:11:01,743 I want to know what was going on. 258 00:11:01,745 --> 00:11:03,328 Oh, really? 259 00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:07,916 And, um, no one has seen it yet. 260 00:11:07,992 --> 00:11:10,794 I know he wants to offload that thing now. 261 00:11:10,796 --> 00:11:13,213 The farm went up for sale a few days ago 262 00:11:13,289 --> 00:11:16,925 and I have not been to the farm 263 00:11:17,386 --> 00:11:18,843 since Matt put it up for sale. 264 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,053 Yeah, we haven't been out there for walks 265 00:11:20,055 --> 00:11:21,996 -or anything like that. -Yeah. 266 00:11:22,073 --> 00:11:25,266 The market is definitely shifting, but we're not getting 267 00:11:25,268 --> 00:11:28,853 as many crazy bidding wars way above asking price 268 00:11:28,855 --> 00:11:31,189 like we were a few months ago. 269 00:11:31,266 --> 00:11:33,775 What's the feedback from the kids. Anything? 270 00:11:33,852 --> 00:11:36,361 As far as, as far as the house being sold? 271 00:11:37,906 --> 00:11:41,658 I think they're just still, like, sad, disappointed, 272 00:11:41,660 --> 00:11:43,618 -kind of mad. -Yeah. 273 00:11:43,912 --> 00:11:45,453 Frustrated 274 00:11:45,455 --> 00:11:48,498 how this all went down. 275 00:11:48,583 --> 00:11:51,918 Well, you know, I think that's how Matt survives is, 276 00:11:51,995 --> 00:11:55,755 you know, everything's okay. You know, everything's dandy. 277 00:11:55,757 --> 00:11:59,342 You may be okay with this. But do you not realize that 278 00:11:59,386 --> 00:12:02,679 the people around you, your family, 279 00:12:02,723 --> 00:12:06,182 this is not okay? It didn't go down well. 280 00:12:06,184 --> 00:12:10,061 This was something that I think hit to the core. 281 00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:14,107 And so I think that's hard just to sweep it away underneath 282 00:12:14,109 --> 00:12:15,984 the rug and say, "Okay, yeah, it's all good." 283 00:12:15,986 --> 00:12:18,486 I think it'll take time for them. 284 00:12:18,563 --> 00:12:21,448 I guess the thought of that, you know, 285 00:12:21,524 --> 00:12:23,950 their dad is just saying, "Oh, well, didn't work out." 286 00:12:23,952 --> 00:12:26,244 You know, it's like, "Wait a minute." 287 00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:29,330 It can't just be like that. 288 00:12:29,332 --> 00:12:33,460 It's there's too much personal emotional things 289 00:12:33,536 --> 00:12:35,503 that have happened over the years. 290 00:12:35,580 --> 00:12:38,465 A few days ago, things just got a little crazy 291 00:12:38,467 --> 00:12:41,426 between Matt and I, in regar to the farm sale. 292 00:12:41,428 --> 00:12:43,803 You know, I think if Matt and I have a disagreement 293 00:12:43,805 --> 00:12:46,431 and stuff like that, I think I probably 294 00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:50,643 speak up more than I ever probably have. 295 00:12:50,720 --> 00:12:54,355 I think it's a lot easier when you have some distance 296 00:12:54,691 --> 00:12:56,941 between each other. 297 00:12:56,943 --> 00:13:00,361 And then I feel the same way that I think they do. 298 00:13:00,363 --> 00:13:04,157 I think something could have been worked out. 299 00:13:04,159 --> 00:13:08,036 Right. And I wasn't part of the negotiations at all or anything. 300 00:13:08,038 --> 00:13:11,748 But the path has been paved. 301 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:14,334 Yeah, it is a shame that one of the kids 302 00:13:14,410 --> 00:13:18,546 isn't going to carry on the Roloff name on the farm 303 00:13:18,623 --> 00:13:20,131 that they grew up on. 304 00:13:20,133 --> 00:13:22,842 It's too bad that it couldn't have remained in the family 305 00:13:22,844 --> 00:13:25,136 for many generations. 306 00:13:25,138 --> 00:13:27,430 How long do you think it'll be before... 307 00:13:28,683 --> 00:13:31,392 we can get all the family back together for, like, 308 00:13:31,394 --> 00:13:33,019 a holiday gathering and that sort of thing? 309 00:13:33,021 --> 00:13:34,354 Probably say five years. 310 00:13:34,356 --> 00:13:36,564 Really? Think it'll be that long? 311 00:13:36,566 --> 00:13:39,776 Must be some hurt feelings. Do you think it'll take that long? 312 00:13:39,820 --> 00:13:43,404 Right now, it's still I think very much a kind of 313 00:13:43,481 --> 00:13:47,992 a raw tender, you know, area and that's not something 314 00:13:48,069 --> 00:13:51,162 that's going to just go away with a snap of a finger. 315 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:54,315 Coming up. 316 00:13:54,392 --> 00:13:56,501 It's been so long since we've connected. 317 00:13:56,503 --> 00:14:00,296 I might just... I'm not sure how to fix it. 318 00:14:00,298 --> 00:14:03,550 You know, it's no fun having this feud 319 00:14:03,552 --> 00:14:05,802 I guess between us and Zach and Tori 320 00:14:05,804 --> 00:14:09,597 and not getting to see the kids and miss the kids every day. 321 00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:12,725 I just... I don't have the tools to fix it. 322 00:14:13,311 --> 00:14:14,686 And later... 323 00:14:14,688 --> 00:14:16,354 -Tori's water broke this time. -This time. 324 00:14:16,356 --> 00:14:19,607 This time, for real, my water broke a lot. 325 00:14:19,609 --> 00:14:23,194 It's, like, funny when you go in for your first scheduled C-section. 326 00:14:23,196 --> 00:14:24,737 You're not... it's not really that bad 327 00:14:24,739 --> 00:14:26,114 -'cause you don't know what to expect. -Yeah. 328 00:14:26,116 --> 00:14:28,491 Some rage and heartburn right now. 329 00:14:28,493 --> 00:14:31,411 But, like, your third one, you're like, oh, here we go again. 330 00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:34,414 Like, third time around. This sucks. 331 00:14:34,416 --> 00:14:37,125 I'm pretty ready to get this kid out of me. 332 00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:48,928 [Tori] Good job. I'm proud of you. 333 00:14:49,005 --> 00:14:50,555 [Zach] Argh... 334 00:14:51,182 --> 00:14:52,515 I'm taking this thing off. 335 00:14:52,517 --> 00:14:54,375 Why? 336 00:14:54,377 --> 00:14:57,437 Can't eat, my stomach is like, it's like, pushing my stomach in. 337 00:14:57,439 --> 00:14:59,230 We've been in Battle Ground for six months. 338 00:14:59,307 --> 00:15:01,232 We're getting more and more used to the town 339 00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:03,526 and everything and our surroundings. 340 00:15:03,528 --> 00:15:07,030 I love Battle Ground. Battle Ground suits us 341 00:15:07,032 --> 00:15:08,197 I feel like. 342 00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:09,782 Up in the air. 343 00:15:09,784 --> 00:15:10,783 Where? 344 00:15:10,860 --> 00:15:12,911 -The traffic over there. -Oh. 345 00:15:12,913 --> 00:15:15,538 Since the farm announced, we haven't seen much of my dad. 346 00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:21,169 It's just, it's, it's, it's just not there anymore. 347 00:15:21,245 --> 00:15:23,162 -How's your hips? -Hips are burning. 348 00:15:23,239 --> 00:15:25,673 I haven't really talked to the family about the farm sale. 349 00:15:25,675 --> 00:15:27,759 Like, I haven't talked to any of my siblings about it. 350 00:15:27,761 --> 00:15:29,243 The whole thing is just upsetting, 351 00:15:29,245 --> 00:15:31,721 so I don't care about it. Like I don't think about it. 352 00:15:31,723 --> 00:15:33,348 Because when I do think about it, 353 00:15:33,424 --> 00:15:35,808 it's, like, it's upsetting how we got here. 354 00:15:35,810 --> 00:15:39,354 In my mind, we, like, my dad screwed the family. 355 00:15:39,356 --> 00:15:42,523 And, you know, he's playing the victim. 356 00:15:42,525 --> 00:15:44,651 It's not healthy. It's not healthy for me to be around it. 357 00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:47,737 It's not healthy for Tori. It's not healthy for our kids. 358 00:15:47,739 --> 00:15:51,115 That's why we separated from it pretty quickly. 359 00:15:51,117 --> 00:15:53,826 I, like, I would look at it, like... 360 00:15:54,412 --> 00:15:56,195 The farm is done. 361 00:15:56,197 --> 00:15:58,665 -Your mom's already chuckling. -Yeah, it's them, they're over here. 362 00:15:58,667 --> 00:16:01,042 -You guys have any guesses? -No. 363 00:16:01,044 --> 00:16:03,962 [laughing] 364 00:16:07,258 --> 00:16:08,883 He had to do a workout with... 365 00:16:08,885 --> 00:16:10,426 a baby belly. 366 00:16:12,263 --> 00:16:14,514 Do you have any more sympathy for her? 367 00:16:14,516 --> 00:16:15,598 Nope. 368 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,600 He's complains the whole time. 369 00:16:17,602 --> 00:16:21,187 We're lucky Tori's grandma and mom, you know, 370 00:16:21,264 --> 00:16:22,981 still make the drive up to help us out 371 00:16:22,983 --> 00:16:24,298 with babysitting. 372 00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:25,942 My mom and Marmie love it. They love coming up 373 00:16:25,986 --> 00:16:27,568 and just visiting with the kids 374 00:16:27,570 --> 00:16:29,821 and, you know, spending time with them. 375 00:16:29,823 --> 00:16:33,282 And my... our kids love having them here. 376 00:16:33,284 --> 00:16:36,536 Oh, my gosh, you're gonna have two babies? 377 00:16:36,538 --> 00:16:38,538 -Oh, this is not Jay. -Daddy doesn't have to have a baby. 378 00:16:38,540 --> 00:16:39,789 What is it? 379 00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:41,958 -An egg? -An egg. [laughing] 380 00:16:43,336 --> 00:16:45,628 Jackson just finished his second year of preschool 381 00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:48,089 and he's making friends 382 00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:50,216 and he's even learning to read. 383 00:16:51,928 --> 00:16:53,803 All right, come down here and we're gonna take this off. 384 00:16:53,805 --> 00:16:56,973 Yeah, Jackson hasn't brought the farm up in a while. 385 00:16:56,975 --> 00:16:59,392 He doesn't bring up, like, mule rides or like, 386 00:16:59,394 --> 00:17:01,019 anything like that. 387 00:17:01,095 --> 00:17:02,854 I don't think he remembers. 388 00:17:02,856 --> 00:17:04,897 All right, Jackson, come here. 389 00:17:04,974 --> 00:17:07,316 We got to pull this and go all the way around me 390 00:17:07,318 --> 00:17:09,110 multiple times. Come here. 391 00:17:09,187 --> 00:17:10,611 All right, go. 392 00:17:10,688 --> 00:17:13,573 Earlier this year, Jackson had surgery to hopefully 393 00:17:13,649 --> 00:17:16,409 correct the bowing in his legs. 394 00:17:16,411 --> 00:17:19,037 [Zach] How are we doing, Jackson? 395 00:17:19,113 --> 00:17:22,165 [Tori] Recovery went a little bit rougher than we expected, 396 00:17:22,167 --> 00:17:24,083 but he's doing well now. 397 00:17:24,085 --> 00:17:26,586 You just birthed a baby. How do you feel? 398 00:17:26,662 --> 00:17:29,088 -I feel lighter. -[all laughing] 399 00:17:29,090 --> 00:17:30,798 [Zach] When it comes to Jackson being different, 400 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:32,800 I don't think he's caught on yet. 401 00:17:32,802 --> 00:17:34,677 I think he's very tall in his mind. 402 00:17:34,679 --> 00:17:36,888 I think he's very big in his mind. 403 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:39,849 He's the coolest kid. Like, it's all about me. 404 00:17:39,851 --> 00:17:42,810 -That was in his belly. -Should we wrap it around you? 405 00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:44,353 No. 406 00:17:44,355 --> 00:17:46,689 [Tori] That'd be way too heavy for Mister Mister. 407 00:17:46,691 --> 00:17:48,399 [Zach] Lilah's really grown 408 00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:50,777 She... her personality's coming out more. 409 00:17:50,779 --> 00:17:52,612 She can be very funny. 410 00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:54,322 -She's gonna be, like... -She's very funny. 411 00:17:54,824 --> 00:17:56,223 She's with it. 412 00:17:56,301 --> 00:17:58,618 -See if you can hold it. -Can you hang on to it? 413 00:17:59,204 --> 00:18:01,370 Oh, my gosh. [laughs] 414 00:18:01,372 --> 00:18:03,956 Lilah wears glasses because she has strabismus. 415 00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:07,001 Strabismus is when your eyes cross. 416 00:18:07,003 --> 00:18:09,003 She'll have to eventually have eye surgery one day, 417 00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:10,880 but we're not really sure what that will be. 418 00:18:10,882 --> 00:18:14,133 Don't... there's... you just put your hand in bird poop. 419 00:18:14,135 --> 00:18:17,053 Lilah is gonna get potty trained and, you know, 420 00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:19,388 just... we're keep working on getting her to talk. 421 00:18:19,390 --> 00:18:23,601 Um, I think me especially I think I really try hard 422 00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:25,895 to, like, look at Mom, look at my mouth. 423 00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:27,438 Watch me say the word. 424 00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:29,941 We're gonna be outnumbered with number three. 425 00:18:30,017 --> 00:18:32,735 It's new territory, but I think that Zach and I both, like, 426 00:18:32,737 --> 00:18:34,270 thrive with kids. 427 00:18:34,272 --> 00:18:38,157 And it's, like, we're excited to expand our family. 428 00:18:38,159 --> 00:18:40,952 Oh, what do you think? Is it, is it close? 429 00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:43,871 It's close to the same size, right? 430 00:18:43,873 --> 00:18:46,082 Yeah, it's been a crazy year. You know, the farm deal 431 00:18:46,126 --> 00:18:48,376 didn't go, you know, it went sideways or whatever 432 00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:50,628 and then we moved to Battle Ground. 433 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:52,630 Um, and now Tori's pregnant. 434 00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:55,216 Yeah, crazy year, but hopefully this is 435 00:18:55,293 --> 00:18:59,178 the beginning to the next, you know, 10, 12, 15 years. 436 00:18:59,255 --> 00:19:01,013 -Well, you're a good sport, babe. -Yeah. 437 00:19:01,015 --> 00:19:02,890 I appreciate you're rolling with it. 438 00:19:02,892 --> 00:19:05,852 -David did a fantastic job. -He did. 439 00:19:05,854 --> 00:19:07,895 Everything that happened with the farm was pretty upsetting 440 00:19:07,972 --> 00:19:10,106 and I think it changed the relationship. 441 00:19:10,108 --> 00:19:12,191 We're not really actively looking to strengthen 442 00:19:12,193 --> 00:19:14,235 that relationship again at this time. 443 00:19:14,237 --> 00:19:18,156 To me, Matt is grandpa and I want my kids to know grandpa. 444 00:19:18,232 --> 00:19:21,200 But I think at this time, that's all that it is. 445 00:19:21,202 --> 00:19:23,494 I think a personal relationship with us currently 446 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:26,330 is a little dicey. 447 00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:36,716 -Oregon. Crazy, crazy, crazy. -Weather. 448 00:19:36,792 --> 00:19:40,052 The farm has officially been on the market for a few days now 449 00:19:40,054 --> 00:19:43,639 and it's sort of exciting and scary at the same time 450 00:19:43,641 --> 00:19:47,185 that we're that much closer to, you know, closing 451 00:19:47,261 --> 00:19:49,645 another chapter of the Roloff farm. 452 00:19:49,647 --> 00:19:51,898 Two coffees to start if you don't mind. 453 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:53,173 Thanks. 454 00:19:53,251 --> 00:19:55,818 I get daily updates and lots of interest. 455 00:19:55,862 --> 00:19:58,487 And so it's going I think better. 456 00:19:58,489 --> 00:20:00,531 From what I heard from the realtor, it's better than 457 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:04,327 what she expected considering the price point that we're at. 458 00:20:04,362 --> 00:20:06,412 How are you feeling, though? How are you... I mean, 459 00:20:06,489 --> 00:20:08,456 -it's... -I'm ready, I'm ready. 460 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:11,334 I felt really good because I was when I walked through 461 00:20:11,377 --> 00:20:13,377 the house when it was staged, and I was, like, 462 00:20:13,379 --> 00:20:17,840 "Oh, it's kind of sad to see it being sold." 463 00:20:17,842 --> 00:20:22,637 Yeah, for some reason, I'm not feeling real emotional about this. 464 00:20:22,713 --> 00:20:24,805 Sadness might come when I sell it, 465 00:20:24,840 --> 00:20:28,935 when, you know, when... May, it may happen. May hit me, 466 00:20:28,937 --> 00:20:32,897 but right now I'm feeling sort of more of a sense of relief. 467 00:20:32,899 --> 00:20:35,733 Um, you know, when you, when you feel like you kick off 468 00:20:35,810 --> 00:20:38,819 the notion you're going to make a change. 469 00:20:38,821 --> 00:20:40,071 A big change. It's exciting. 470 00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:41,739 So once you make that decision, 471 00:20:41,741 --> 00:20:46,869 it's a sense of relief more than emotional sadness. 472 00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:51,290 Well, cheers to you, boss. You pulled it off. You always do. 473 00:20:51,292 --> 00:20:53,251 I know that was a lot to do. 474 00:20:53,253 --> 00:20:57,380 It felt a whole lot like pumpkin season. 475 00:20:57,382 --> 00:21:00,925 Okay? The rush, rush of getting everything ready. 476 00:21:01,002 --> 00:21:02,593 You know, to get the farm ready to sell, 477 00:21:02,670 --> 00:21:05,930 it was a lot of work. We staged it with furniture, 478 00:21:06,007 --> 00:21:08,266 because it's been completely empty. 479 00:21:08,268 --> 00:21:11,477 -Look at the view. -Yeah. 480 00:21:11,554 --> 00:21:14,146 Oh, wow, it looks gorgeous. 481 00:21:14,691 --> 00:21:16,607 Yeah. Beautiful. 482 00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:18,609 Beautiful. 483 00:21:18,611 --> 00:21:21,404 And then took photos and drone shots 484 00:21:21,447 --> 00:21:24,615 and then got it... made a website and got it ready to sell. 485 00:21:32,959 --> 00:21:34,816 I'm very happy with the way it came out. 486 00:21:34,818 --> 00:21:37,295 I mean, you know, I'm obviously proud of the house. 487 00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:40,589 It looks good. I, you know, it's a great little structur 488 00:21:40,591 --> 00:21:42,633 a big structure. 489 00:21:42,635 --> 00:21:46,887 Seeing your house listed on the website really hits y 490 00:21:46,964 --> 00:21:48,622 as to how real it is. 491 00:21:48,699 --> 00:21:52,184 But, you know, now I can fee a little bit less stressed 492 00:21:52,261 --> 00:21:56,355 over there and address my focus back over 493 00:21:56,357 --> 00:21:59,233 onto the south side of the farm. 494 00:21:59,235 --> 00:22:02,153 The farm is very cleaned up because I've been putting 495 00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:06,198 a tremendous amount of time, effort and my own money 496 00:22:06,200 --> 00:22:07,742 into cleaning the place up. 497 00:22:07,818 --> 00:22:11,620 And I was sitting outside just drinking some coffee 498 00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:13,497 and enjoying the beautiful, you know, 499 00:22:13,574 --> 00:22:16,584 I'm trying to soak in the good, nice days. 500 00:22:16,586 --> 00:22:20,296 And Amy came to pick up a little exercise bike. 501 00:22:20,298 --> 00:22:25,926 She came in all hot and literally attacked me. 502 00:22:25,928 --> 00:22:30,139 Amy seems pretty upset about it 'cause I put the farm up 503 00:22:30,183 --> 00:22:32,266 and if Amy's upset about something, 504 00:22:32,343 --> 00:22:34,393 she lets me know about it. 505 00:22:34,395 --> 00:22:36,896 -You don't admit to anything. -I do. 506 00:22:36,898 --> 00:22:38,898 -You don't. -No. 507 00:22:38,900 --> 00:22:41,692 Part of this, I would say the majority of this hornet's nest 508 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:43,486 lays on your shoulders. 509 00:22:43,488 --> 00:22:46,155 Amy and I, you know, we, we crash, we clash, 510 00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,783 we bump. Whether she's coming at me at the wrong time, 511 00:22:48,785 --> 00:22:51,786 or I'm coming at her about something at the wrong time. 512 00:22:51,862 --> 00:22:56,374 But I think overall our relationship is, is mature and healthy. 513 00:22:56,376 --> 00:22:59,585 She had to let go of the farm and I don't think she wanted 514 00:22:59,662 --> 00:23:01,128 the kids to have to let go of it too 515 00:23:01,130 --> 00:23:03,047 -and that's where she's coming from. -Right. 516 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:04,632 But Roloff farm is still going on. 517 00:23:04,634 --> 00:23:06,550 It's just going on on this side. 518 00:23:06,627 --> 00:23:09,970 My original intention and dream of keeping the far 519 00:23:09,972 --> 00:23:12,765 in the family didn't die with selling one little slic 520 00:23:12,767 --> 00:23:17,186 But I can understand why the family is attached 521 00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,479 to the north side of the farm. 522 00:23:18,481 --> 00:23:20,940 There's a lot of memories there. 523 00:23:20,942 --> 00:23:25,027 Well, the 93 acres will eventually go to either 524 00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:26,720 your kids or your grandkids. 525 00:23:26,722 --> 00:23:28,364 You got to, you get them popping out of the woodwork, right? 526 00:23:28,366 --> 00:23:30,241 We got Zach and Tori due any day. 527 00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:32,159 Do you think a boy or girl? 528 00:23:32,236 --> 00:23:34,286 I've always thought girl, but I'm usually wrong. 529 00:23:34,288 --> 00:23:35,454 So what do you think? 530 00:23:35,456 --> 00:23:37,790 I think boy, because I don't know why 531 00:23:37,792 --> 00:23:40,000 'cause everybody's going girl. So that's why I'm... 532 00:23:40,002 --> 00:23:42,211 Well, we've had so many boys. 533 00:23:42,213 --> 00:23:45,506 You know, it's no fun having this feud, 534 00:23:45,508 --> 00:23:47,925 I guess between us and Zach and Tori 535 00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:49,510 and not getting to see the kids. 536 00:23:49,512 --> 00:23:53,347 So I'm just trying to be respectful 537 00:23:53,349 --> 00:23:59,770 and I'm here. I'm hoping that it'll just one day, 538 00:23:59,772 --> 00:24:02,064 we'll start to talk again, something will come up. 539 00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:04,400 I know Matt's working on his relationship with them 540 00:24:04,402 --> 00:24:06,569 and as that foundation gets rebuilt, 541 00:24:06,612 --> 00:24:08,362 I think it'll be easier for us. 542 00:24:08,364 --> 00:24:10,698 This whole thing has been very painful. 543 00:24:10,700 --> 00:24:14,118 It's still painful. I miss the kids every day. 544 00:24:14,236 --> 00:24:17,496 I just, I don't have the tools to fix it. 545 00:24:17,573 --> 00:24:20,624 It's been so long since we've connected. 546 00:24:20,626 --> 00:24:22,960 I'm just... I'm not sure how to... 547 00:24:23,037 --> 00:24:24,587 Yeah, well, they're busy up there 548 00:24:24,589 --> 00:24:26,839 and getting their selves established. 549 00:24:26,916 --> 00:24:28,716 We'll go up there together. I mean, you went for Lilah's birthday. 550 00:24:28,792 --> 00:24:30,468 -Yeah. -That was fun. 551 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:32,386 I think the kids are all, you know, working hard to emotionally 552 00:24:32,463 --> 00:24:34,680 kind of separate themselves from the farm. 553 00:24:34,682 --> 00:24:37,558 That's fair. And I think the relationship with Zach 554 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:39,894 kind of setback, would be putting the farm on the market 555 00:24:39,896 --> 00:24:42,771 and him not feeling like it was done properly. 556 00:24:42,773 --> 00:24:46,609 But I still think that things are moving in the right direction. 557 00:24:46,611 --> 00:24:49,069 I'm happy with, with the progress that 558 00:24:49,071 --> 00:24:51,197 it's made over the last couple of months. 559 00:24:51,199 --> 00:24:56,202 Probably, at some point, you and Zach need to have 560 00:24:56,204 --> 00:24:59,830 another conversation where there's something 561 00:24:59,907 --> 00:25:02,541 to the effect of that you're sorry it didn't work out. 562 00:25:02,543 --> 00:25:05,085 -Oh, okay, yeah. -You know, I think maybe 563 00:25:05,162 --> 00:25:07,463 he needs to hear that. I don't know. 564 00:25:07,465 --> 00:25:09,048 -Yeah, I've been... poking, -You thought he was wrong, 565 00:25:09,050 --> 00:25:11,550 -he thought you were wrong. -poking the bear, you know? 566 00:25:11,552 --> 00:25:14,136 I mean, why when it seems like he's gotten over it. 567 00:25:14,138 --> 00:25:17,806 Well, just because he's not constantly talking about it 568 00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:19,725 doesn't mean he's gotten over it. 569 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:22,436 Zach can be mad at me for not selling the farm to him 570 00:25:22,513 --> 00:25:25,272 and Jeremy could be mad at me for not selling the farm to him, 571 00:25:25,274 --> 00:25:27,399 but I just wanted them to work together 572 00:25:27,401 --> 00:25:32,488 and that wasn't possible and I understand my part, 573 00:25:32,490 --> 00:25:34,949 my role where I went wrong. 574 00:25:35,025 --> 00:25:40,204 So I'm always open and hopin and wishing that things get back together 575 00:25:40,281 --> 00:25:42,831 and there's just some sense of normalcy. 576 00:25:42,833 --> 00:25:44,917 Sometimes you just need to hear the words like, "Hey, 577 00:25:44,919 --> 00:25:46,585 I'm sorry that didn't work out, son." 578 00:25:46,662 --> 00:25:49,296 -Yeah... -But that's your... that's just my suggestion. 579 00:25:49,298 --> 00:25:53,008 You guys, you know him and it certainly can't hurt. 580 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:56,804 [Amy] Coming up. 581 00:25:56,880 --> 00:26:00,057 Tori just went back. Um... 582 00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:02,768 So I wait out here while she gets her epidural 583 00:26:02,845 --> 00:26:05,729 and then I'll go in there and we'll find out the gender 584 00:26:05,731 --> 00:26:07,565 and, yeah will be... 585 00:26:07,567 --> 00:26:09,024 Party of five. 586 00:26:19,745 --> 00:26:21,653 It's happening, babe. 587 00:26:21,655 --> 00:26:24,623 -All right. Tori's water broke, this time for real. -This time [laughs] 588 00:26:24,625 --> 00:26:27,042 for real, my water broke a lot. 589 00:26:27,587 --> 00:26:29,628 It's silly. 590 00:26:29,705 --> 00:26:31,422 But, sorry, you talk. 591 00:26:31,424 --> 00:26:34,216 -This isn't about me. -It's not about you. 592 00:26:34,218 --> 00:26:36,302 No, the first time the water broke 593 00:26:36,304 --> 00:26:38,429 to this time, now 594 00:26:38,431 --> 00:26:39,597 It's silly that we thought the water broke. 595 00:26:39,673 --> 00:26:41,265 It's so silly. 596 00:26:41,267 --> 00:26:42,558 So silly. 597 00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:45,728 But water broke for it... 598 00:26:45,730 --> 00:26:48,689 We broke it, like, 2:30. It's 4:15 right now. 599 00:26:48,766 --> 00:26:53,736 We're driving to the hospital. Amy woke up instantly. Amazing. 600 00:26:53,779 --> 00:26:55,529 -Yeah. -I'm so thankful for her. 601 00:26:56,324 --> 00:26:58,574 -Amy Roloff rally. -Yeah. 602 00:26:58,576 --> 00:27:01,493 But we are having a baby. It won't be in May, 603 00:27:01,495 --> 00:27:02,911 won't be a May baby. 604 00:27:02,955 --> 00:27:07,458 Will be April 30th, 4:15. 605 00:27:08,544 --> 00:27:11,253 Yeah. Yeah, this time though, 606 00:27:11,255 --> 00:27:15,132 it's quite obvious that my water broke a lot... 607 00:27:15,885 --> 00:27:16,967 right? 608 00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:18,177 Yeah. 609 00:27:18,253 --> 00:27:21,055 Yeah, it's kind of fascinating to watch. 610 00:27:21,891 --> 00:27:24,266 Zachary woke up out of the slumber 611 00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:26,810 just so appalled that I was yelling at him. 612 00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:30,230 -No, I was not appalled. -Yeah, you were like, "What? What? What?" 613 00:27:30,307 --> 00:27:33,484 It takes me a minute to register and then, like, okay, 614 00:27:33,486 --> 00:27:35,152 I'm up, I'm up, I'm up. What? What? What? 615 00:27:35,154 --> 00:27:37,821 Like, yelling my name, like, give me action. 616 00:27:37,898 --> 00:27:40,949 -I want action now. Like, what do I do? -Yeah. 617 00:27:41,035 --> 00:27:42,534 Oh, man. 618 00:27:42,536 --> 00:27:44,828 We didn't get to say goodbye to the kids this time 619 00:27:44,830 --> 00:27:46,497 which was kind of hard for me. 620 00:27:46,573 --> 00:27:49,083 -Yeah. -It was kind of, like, they're gonna wake up to Mimi 621 00:27:49,085 --> 00:27:52,503 and, like, I'm not coming home this time without a baby. 622 00:27:52,579 --> 00:27:55,923 So that was kind of hard, but hopefully... 623 00:27:55,999 --> 00:27:59,259 hopefully they'll be okay. They love Mimi, so... 624 00:27:59,261 --> 00:28:02,096 Yeah, Lilah is gonna be all about it, Jackson, 625 00:28:02,172 --> 00:28:04,473 -I think, he's been a little emotional -Yeah. 626 00:28:04,475 --> 00:28:07,351 last couple of days because of everything going on, 627 00:28:07,353 --> 00:28:08,394 but... 628 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:09,561 But... 629 00:28:09,730 --> 00:28:11,063 Yeah. 630 00:28:11,565 --> 00:28:14,024 Anyway. Keep you updated. 631 00:28:23,244 --> 00:28:24,702 [Zach] All right, Tori. 632 00:28:26,455 --> 00:28:27,996 Take off your mask. 633 00:28:29,333 --> 00:28:30,782 You look cuter. 634 00:28:30,784 --> 00:28:32,876 We just got to the hospital and we're super excited 635 00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:34,795 to find out if the baby's a boy or girl. 636 00:28:34,797 --> 00:28:37,214 We got here at, like, what time? We woke up 637 00:28:37,291 --> 00:28:40,008 -at 2:30. -We've been up for a long time. 638 00:28:40,010 --> 00:28:42,219 We got here at, like, 5:00. 639 00:28:42,296 --> 00:28:44,596 Five, yeah. Yeah, that sounds right. 640 00:28:44,598 --> 00:28:47,307 And by the time we got all checked in, 641 00:28:47,384 --> 00:28:49,184 everything was good, it was time for it. 642 00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:51,311 -Nurse change. -Yeah. 643 00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:52,730 Staff change. 644 00:28:52,732 --> 00:28:55,315 And now we're waiting for the next doctor to get here. 645 00:28:55,317 --> 00:28:57,526 Doctor had car trouble. 646 00:28:57,570 --> 00:29:00,028 'Cause your doctor cannot be here. 647 00:29:03,033 --> 00:29:06,034 My doctor cannot be here. 648 00:29:06,036 --> 00:29:08,245 But everything else is going good. 649 00:29:08,873 --> 00:29:11,165 Some rage and heartburn right now. 650 00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:13,167 It's, like, funny when you go in for your first 651 00:29:13,169 --> 00:29:15,335 scheduled C-section. You're not, 652 00:29:15,337 --> 00:29:16,670 it's not really that bad 'cause you don't know what to expect. 653 00:29:16,672 --> 00:29:18,480 Yeah. 654 00:29:18,482 --> 00:29:20,674 But, like, your third one, you're like, "Oh, here we go again." 655 00:29:20,676 --> 00:29:23,594 Like, third time around. This sucks. 656 00:29:23,596 --> 00:29:26,722 It's hard to put yourself back in that mindset of, like, 657 00:29:26,766 --> 00:29:28,640 you know, okay in an hour and a half, 658 00:29:28,717 --> 00:29:30,851 I'm going to be... have major abdominal surgery 659 00:29:30,853 --> 00:29:33,312 -Yes. -and it's not, like, you know, 660 00:29:33,314 --> 00:29:36,231 I'm so excited to meet our baby and, like, 661 00:29:36,817 --> 00:29:39,735 have that... but it is hard to, like, 662 00:29:39,820 --> 00:29:42,404 look past just, like, you're having major 663 00:29:42,406 --> 00:29:44,573 abdominal surgery and that sucks 664 00:29:44,575 --> 00:29:45,908 and it hurts and there's a lot of recovery 665 00:29:45,951 --> 00:29:47,493 that goes along with that. 666 00:29:48,746 --> 00:29:51,205 I am pretty ready to get this kid out of me. 667 00:29:51,665 --> 00:29:53,540 [Zach] All right. 668 00:30:09,099 --> 00:30:10,432 All right. 669 00:30:10,434 --> 00:30:14,686 Tori just went back. So I'll wait out here 670 00:30:14,688 --> 00:30:17,981 while she gets her epidural and then I'll go in there 671 00:30:18,058 --> 00:30:19,674 and we'll find out. 672 00:30:19,676 --> 00:30:22,653 Um, we'll have a healthy baby and we'll find out the gender 673 00:30:22,729 --> 00:30:26,615 and, yeah, it will be a party of five. 674 00:30:31,038 --> 00:30:33,413 [nurse speaking] 675 00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:58,230 [grunts] 676 00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:12,452 [grunts] 677 00:31:18,627 --> 00:31:20,502 [Zach] What does breech mean? 678 00:31:23,382 --> 00:31:24,756 [doctor] Hey, you ready? 679 00:31:24,833 --> 00:31:26,633 -[Zach] Yeah, yeah, I'm ready. -All right then. 680 00:31:28,888 --> 00:31:32,347 It's a boy. It's a boy, it's a boy. 681 00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:34,975 [laughs] 682 00:31:35,052 --> 00:31:37,978 -Yeah. -[doctor] Yeah, gotta share his Legos. 683 00:31:37,980 --> 00:31:39,980 -[Zach] Look at that! -Oh, my gosh. 684 00:31:39,982 --> 00:31:41,623 We were pretty stoked about it. 685 00:31:41,625 --> 00:31:43,525 -Yeah, we were pretty stoked. -We're trying to be chilled, 686 00:31:43,569 --> 00:31:45,027 -but, like... -We're trying to be chill. 687 00:31:45,029 --> 00:31:47,905 I started crying. You yelled. 688 00:31:47,981 --> 00:31:49,615 -Yeah. -You were pretty stoked. 689 00:32:07,426 --> 00:32:08,842 Mimi. 690 00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:10,093 You got a baby in there? 691 00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:11,637 Come over here. 692 00:32:15,935 --> 00:32:17,559 Where's Mom and Daddy? 693 00:32:20,522 --> 00:32:22,230 Why are they at the hospital? 694 00:32:26,362 --> 00:32:27,527 Oh, that was... 695 00:32:27,905 --> 00:32:29,929 Yeah. 696 00:32:29,931 --> 00:32:31,990 Zach called me to let me kno that things seemed to have gone well. 697 00:32:31,992 --> 00:32:35,369 Tori's doing great and Zach may have leaked out to me 698 00:32:35,371 --> 00:32:39,081 that it's a boy, but I did not know the name. 699 00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:44,294 And, but, they had asked me don't mention that to Jackson 700 00:32:44,296 --> 00:32:48,382 and Lilah, which I said, "Oh, absolutely." 701 00:32:48,384 --> 00:32:51,259 -Watch this. -Whoa. 702 00:32:51,261 --> 00:32:56,556 I got called in very early Saturday morning. 703 00:32:56,633 --> 00:32:59,226 It took me about 20 minutes to pack and everything 704 00:32:59,228 --> 00:33:02,187 and I got here maybe about 3:30. 705 00:33:02,264 --> 00:33:04,564 They were get, just getting ready and everything. 706 00:33:04,566 --> 00:33:07,609 And then and then they were off. 707 00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:09,027 Oh. 708 00:33:09,146 --> 00:33:10,737 Gosh. 709 00:33:10,739 --> 00:33:13,281 Okay, you know, bubbles stay out there. 710 00:33:13,325 --> 00:33:16,326 They, they woke up. I think Jackson was the first one. 711 00:33:16,403 --> 00:33:18,078 It was, like, I got here at 3:30. 712 00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:19,913 He's waking up, like, quarter after six 713 00:33:19,915 --> 00:33:22,916 and I'm like, "Oh, my gosh, I don't know 714 00:33:22,993 --> 00:33:25,002 if I can make it through the day." 715 00:33:25,295 --> 00:33:27,546 [babbles] 716 00:33:27,622 --> 00:33:29,881 When Lilah first woke up, she was really, like, 717 00:33:29,883 --> 00:33:31,967 "Where's Mama?" You know, "Where's Daddy?" 718 00:33:31,969 --> 00:33:34,803 And I've been answering that question, like, 719 00:33:34,805 --> 00:33:37,222 half a dozen times every day. 720 00:33:37,224 --> 00:33:39,057 Okay, look at who I gotta drag around. 721 00:33:39,134 --> 00:33:40,434 Lilah. 722 00:33:40,510 --> 00:33:42,394 Oh, my goodness. 723 00:33:42,471 --> 00:33:46,732 Jackson and his sister Lilah give me a run for my money. 724 00:33:46,734 --> 00:33:48,316 [grunts] 725 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,527 [laughs] 726 00:33:51,822 --> 00:33:55,615 I think, okay, having kids is for the young. 727 00:33:55,692 --> 00:33:57,576 But I've enjoyed every minute of it. 728 00:33:57,652 --> 00:33:59,327 I'm just glad I could be here. 729 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,456 Right? Hang out with my buddy? 730 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,793 I just need a break. 731 00:34:12,551 --> 00:34:14,259 Hey, Mom. 732 00:34:14,803 --> 00:34:16,219 Hi. 733 00:34:18,140 --> 00:34:19,890 I'm so obsessed with him. 734 00:34:19,892 --> 00:34:21,725 I'll go to the other side. 735 00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:24,019 Yeah, Josiah's a little person. 736 00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:26,563 He has achondroplasia, like his siblings. 737 00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:29,024 And, yeah, now there's four of us. 738 00:34:29,026 --> 00:34:32,402 -My little dwarf tribe. -[chuckles] 739 00:34:32,404 --> 00:34:35,113 -Got my little... I got my tribe. -Your posse. 740 00:34:35,115 --> 00:34:36,698 My army, my posse. 741 00:34:37,242 --> 00:34:39,618 He's just so cute. 742 00:34:40,370 --> 00:34:43,038 This has been him. He's so chill. 743 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:47,417 Yeah, we weren't doing visits because of COVID and everything. 744 00:34:47,419 --> 00:34:51,088 We just send out a group text and just the picture, 745 00:34:51,090 --> 00:34:52,464 like, all of our family and friends 746 00:34:52,466 --> 00:34:55,342 I had on the family text message thread. 747 00:34:55,344 --> 00:34:58,386 Send out a picture of, you know, and said, "Hey, this is Josiah." 748 00:34:58,388 --> 00:35:00,889 Once, once, yeah, once we get home and get settled, 749 00:35:00,891 --> 00:35:06,019 we'll invite family up to meet Josiah and hold him. 750 00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:07,729 Gonna call him Joe. 751 00:35:07,731 --> 00:35:09,272 -No. -No? 752 00:35:09,274 --> 00:35:10,941 Molly Joe? No. 753 00:35:11,017 --> 00:35:12,943 -I'll call him Si. -Si. 754 00:35:14,363 --> 00:35:16,446 I'd totally call him Joe. 755 00:35:16,990 --> 00:35:18,198 Joe Joe. 756 00:35:20,661 --> 00:35:22,452 Joe Jr. 757 00:35:24,373 --> 00:35:27,499 I knew, like, I knew I wanted his name to be Josiah 758 00:35:27,501 --> 00:35:29,501 and I think I was a little stubborn about it. 759 00:35:29,578 --> 00:35:31,878 I couldn't come up with anything better though. 760 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,839 -Girl's name would have been Nora. -Nora. 761 00:35:33,841 --> 00:35:35,382 Nora May. 762 00:35:35,458 --> 00:35:38,552 Then we found out with, like, the biblical meaning of it 763 00:35:38,554 --> 00:35:41,805 of God supports and heals and I just feel like that 764 00:35:41,882 --> 00:35:44,391 -was, like, a perfect... -It was very appropriate. 765 00:35:44,393 --> 00:35:47,352 It was a very appropriate just, like, after everything 766 00:35:47,429 --> 00:35:48,669 we went through with our miscarriage. 767 00:35:48,671 --> 00:35:51,314 It was just like he's healing us like this, 768 00:35:51,316 --> 00:35:52,816 like, Josiah is here 769 00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:56,695 and it was the perfect, like, choice. 770 00:35:56,697 --> 00:35:58,196 Who do you think he looks like? 771 00:35:58,273 --> 00:36:00,657 [Zach] I don't know. I don't know. 772 00:36:00,659 --> 00:36:02,993 You can definitely tell he's ours. 773 00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:04,995 -Yeah. -Like, he looks like someone. 774 00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:06,404 Yeah. 775 00:36:08,792 --> 00:36:11,918 -Like, they all look related for sure. -Totally. 776 00:36:13,922 --> 00:36:17,048 It's a huge deal to, like, you know, 777 00:36:17,050 --> 00:36:20,093 at the end of 10 long months, you get to hold your baby 778 00:36:20,170 --> 00:36:23,096 and we didn't know if Josiah was a boy or girl 779 00:36:23,098 --> 00:36:25,473 and, like, that part was just like it was such a relief 780 00:36:25,475 --> 00:36:27,684 to just, like, he was here 781 00:36:27,761 --> 00:36:30,604 and he was healthy and it's, it's just like 782 00:36:30,606 --> 00:36:32,230 a feeling that you can't explain. 783 00:36:36,945 --> 00:36:38,862 Josiah Luke Roloff. 784 00:36:39,489 --> 00:36:40,906 Coming up. 785 00:36:40,908 --> 00:36:43,575 Gotta get used to this infant car seat again. 786 00:36:43,577 --> 00:36:46,411 We've arrived home and it's time for Jackson and Lilah 787 00:36:46,413 --> 00:36:47,871 to meet the new baby. 788 00:36:47,873 --> 00:36:50,040 -I'm definitely nervous. -Yeah. 789 00:36:50,042 --> 00:36:51,541 It didn't go well when we brought Lilah home 790 00:36:51,618 --> 00:36:53,526 -It did not go well. -from the hospital. 791 00:36:53,528 --> 00:36:56,922 I'm, like, expecting the worst, but hoping for the best. 792 00:36:56,924 --> 00:36:58,048 Yes. 793 00:36:58,050 --> 00:36:59,549 [Tori] What is that? 794 00:37:12,147 --> 00:37:14,814 -Okay, we ready for this? -Yeah. 795 00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:20,695 Gotta get used to this infant car seat again. 796 00:37:20,697 --> 00:37:22,906 We've arrived home and it's time for Jackson 797 00:37:22,983 --> 00:37:24,908 and Lilah to meet the new baby. 798 00:37:24,985 --> 00:37:26,468 I'm definitely nervous. 799 00:37:26,470 --> 00:37:28,870 -Yeah. -It didn't go well when we brought Lilah home 800 00:37:28,872 --> 00:37:29,955 -from the hospital. -Did not go well. 801 00:37:30,249 --> 00:37:31,873 Wanna say hi to Mama? 802 00:37:31,875 --> 00:37:35,252 -Jackson, who is that? -What's up, little man? 803 00:37:35,328 --> 00:37:38,713 Can you come give Mama a hug? I miss you. 804 00:37:40,008 --> 00:37:42,300 I'm, like, expecting the worst, 805 00:37:42,377 --> 00:37:43,510 -but hoping for the best. -Yeah. 806 00:37:43,512 --> 00:37:44,594 Yes. 807 00:37:45,389 --> 00:37:46,930 Here, one more? 808 00:37:47,766 --> 00:37:49,933 You'll do the cheese. Okay. 809 00:37:51,103 --> 00:37:52,477 All right. 810 00:37:52,554 --> 00:37:56,606 Oh, oh, wait a minute. Who is here? 811 00:37:57,693 --> 00:37:59,150 That's Lilah. 812 00:38:01,488 --> 00:38:03,947 [kids screaming] 813 00:38:05,242 --> 00:38:07,784 Love you... Hi, honey. 814 00:38:07,861 --> 00:38:09,327 How are you? 815 00:38:10,163 --> 00:38:11,955 Hi, Lilah. 816 00:38:12,833 --> 00:38:14,291 What is that? 817 00:38:15,627 --> 00:38:17,252 She goes straight for the baby. 818 00:38:17,254 --> 00:38:18,753 Lilah, what do you think? 819 00:38:18,755 --> 00:38:20,714 Jackson. 820 00:38:20,790 --> 00:38:22,716 Do you know if it's a boy or a girl? 821 00:38:23,260 --> 00:38:24,634 What do you think? 822 00:38:25,887 --> 00:38:27,846 -It's a boy. -Right. 823 00:38:27,922 --> 00:38:30,932 A boy. 824 00:38:32,728 --> 00:38:37,605 It's Josiah. His name is Josiah Luke Roloff. 825 00:38:41,361 --> 00:38:42,819 Josiah. 826 00:38:42,821 --> 00:38:45,613 We told him that it was a brother and he was excited. 827 00:38:45,648 --> 00:38:47,449 [Tori] Show him your baby. 828 00:38:48,577 --> 00:38:50,160 Oh, my gosh. 829 00:38:51,496 --> 00:38:53,830 I can't get over it. 830 00:38:54,458 --> 00:38:56,833 Lilah, is that your baby? 831 00:38:57,919 --> 00:39:01,713 Look at, she is, like, focused. 832 00:39:01,790 --> 00:39:04,507 -We thought he was gonna lash out or... -[Tori] Freak out. 833 00:39:04,509 --> 00:39:08,011 Freak out, Lilah's going... Everyone's gonna start crying. 834 00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:12,223 His toe was gonna be stubbed. Who knows, like, ever... 835 00:39:12,225 --> 00:39:14,768 I want milk. Like something irrelevant. 836 00:39:14,770 --> 00:39:16,394 You know. 837 00:39:16,471 --> 00:39:18,396 But it ended up being fantastic. 838 00:39:18,431 --> 00:39:19,481 Mm-hmm. 839 00:39:19,524 --> 00:39:22,525 Oh, look at that little guy. 840 00:39:24,738 --> 00:39:26,488 -Oh. -Might cry if he gets... 841 00:39:26,490 --> 00:39:28,656 you might have to just help him with the binky. 842 00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:31,826 Yeah. Oh, my gosh. 843 00:39:31,828 --> 00:39:33,495 Yeah, the baby. 844 00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:37,957 Oh, you sweet thing, you. 845 00:39:37,959 --> 00:39:40,752 His little eyes are open. They are... 846 00:39:40,754 --> 00:39:42,629 They opened a little bit. 847 00:39:43,590 --> 00:39:47,384 My first reaction of seeing, you know, Josiah was, 848 00:39:47,386 --> 00:39:51,012 "Oh, my gosh, he's a cute little person baby." 849 00:39:51,556 --> 00:39:53,681 Lilah, that is so nice. 850 00:39:53,683 --> 00:39:55,266 That is so nice. 851 00:39:55,268 --> 00:39:56,601 Yeah, look at that. 852 00:39:56,603 --> 00:39:59,771 -Best big sister ever. -Oh, look at that. 853 00:39:59,773 --> 00:40:04,192 He likes that very much. Yes, he does. 854 00:40:04,194 --> 00:40:07,529 All these kids have been cute, but I don't know, 855 00:40:07,564 --> 00:40:09,406 just maybe it's been a while since I've seen a new baby. 856 00:40:09,408 --> 00:40:11,699 I, you know, coming right from the hospital, 857 00:40:11,701 --> 00:40:15,203 but, Josiah is a cute little baby. 858 00:40:19,167 --> 00:40:21,251 I didn't wanna give that sweet thing up. 859 00:40:21,327 --> 00:40:23,211 You have to be really careful with his head, 860 00:40:23,255 --> 00:40:25,505 but other than that he's pretty easy. 861 00:40:27,801 --> 00:40:29,551 Gently. 862 00:40:29,594 --> 00:40:32,095 Oh, my goodness. 863 00:40:32,130 --> 00:40:34,222 Is that big brother? 864 00:40:34,224 --> 00:40:37,517 Josiah, you're gonna learn this dude's pretty cool. 865 00:40:37,594 --> 00:40:39,602 [Jackson speaking] 866 00:40:40,313 --> 00:40:41,896 You're kind of good at it. 867 00:40:45,277 --> 00:40:48,361 Who's better? Is Lilah good at holding Josiah? 868 00:40:50,449 --> 00:40:52,323 She's okay. 869 00:40:54,161 --> 00:40:55,410 You love him? 870 00:40:56,037 --> 00:40:57,620 Feel that. 871 00:40:57,622 --> 00:40:58,955 Okay. 872 00:40:58,957 --> 00:41:00,457 That's awesome. 873 00:41:02,085 --> 00:41:05,545 This is, like, best big brother status right here. 874 00:41:07,924 --> 00:41:09,090 Do you think he's hungry? 875 00:41:09,134 --> 00:41:10,717 Where do you think... 876 00:41:11,678 --> 00:41:13,928 [Zach] Do you want to hold the baby? 877 00:41:13,972 --> 00:41:15,889 Okay, wait until after Jackson's done. 878 00:41:15,891 --> 00:41:17,307 [Tori] Do you love the baby? 879 00:41:17,383 --> 00:41:18,799 Put a pillow there. 880 00:41:18,801 --> 00:41:21,603 This is such a difference than the first go around. 881 00:41:21,605 --> 00:41:24,272 I had zero expectations this time, like, 882 00:41:24,274 --> 00:41:26,566 -I had a lot of expectations when Jackson met Lilah. -Yeah. 883 00:41:26,568 --> 00:41:28,401 And my expectations were really high 884 00:41:28,478 --> 00:41:31,154 and it was bad, like, I was really let down. 885 00:41:31,156 --> 00:41:32,697 His expectations were not met. 886 00:41:32,774 --> 00:41:36,159 And this time around, I just had zero expectations. 887 00:41:36,161 --> 00:41:38,620 Do you want to come hold the baby? 888 00:41:38,622 --> 00:41:41,915 Jackson asked to hold Josiah 889 00:41:41,917 --> 00:41:43,333 and, like, I did not expect that. 890 00:41:43,335 --> 00:41:45,126 That's what I'm saying. We set sup... 891 00:41:45,170 --> 00:41:46,503 -we set no expectations. -There's no expectations. 892 00:41:46,505 --> 00:41:48,171 And look what just happened. It's just, like... 893 00:41:48,173 --> 00:41:50,924 -He wanted to hold him and, like, Lilah wanted -Yeah. 894 00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:52,926 to give him all the stuff. 895 00:41:52,928 --> 00:41:54,511 Oh... 896 00:42:00,185 --> 00:42:01,809 What do you think? 897 00:42:03,897 --> 00:42:05,730 -[babbles] -Oh. 898 00:42:06,316 --> 00:42:07,815 Oh. 899 00:42:08,026 --> 00:42:10,235 That is so good. 900 00:42:10,311 --> 00:42:12,570 I was pretty out of it and I was trying really hard 901 00:42:12,572 --> 00:42:14,614 to, like, be present and, like, be there, 902 00:42:14,616 --> 00:42:16,699 but I was really tired. And I also, like, had just 903 00:42:16,701 --> 00:42:18,826 had major surgery. 904 00:42:18,870 --> 00:42:21,454 But I was just so happy and still think... 905 00:42:21,456 --> 00:42:23,039 -am I crying right now? -No, Tori was so happy. 906 00:42:23,041 --> 00:42:24,541 I was just so thankful for it. 907 00:42:24,617 --> 00:42:28,378 -It was just such a, like, beautiful thing. -Yeah. 908 00:42:28,454 --> 00:42:30,296 [Tori] Thank you guys for being such 909 00:42:30,298 --> 00:42:31,589 good, good brothers and sister.