1 00:00:05,673 --> 00:00:08,509 Male voice: PREVIOUSLY ON "IN TREATMENT"... 2 00:00:08,609 --> 00:00:09,877 I SLEPT WITH HER, OKAY? 3 00:00:09,977 --> 00:00:13,547 BUT I'M SURE YOU GOT A FULL PLAY-BY-PLAY FROM HER ALREADY. 4 00:00:13,647 --> 00:00:15,816 AFTER WE HAD SEX, SHE STRADDLES MY LEG. 5 00:00:15,916 --> 00:00:17,951 SHE STARTS RUBBING UP AGAINST ME. 6 00:00:18,052 --> 00:00:19,887 IT'S SO OBVIOUS SHE'S COMPLETELY 7 00:00:19,987 --> 00:00:22,090 AND TOTALLY HUNG UP ON SOMEONE ELSE. 8 00:00:22,190 --> 00:00:25,226 EVER HEARD OF VERTIGO? WHEN YOU GO INTO VERTIGO, 9 00:00:25,326 --> 00:00:27,228 YOU LOOK ONLY AT YOUR AIRCRAFT'S INSTRUMENTS. 10 00:00:27,328 --> 00:00:30,598 BUT KEEPING MY EYES ON MY INSTRUMENTS IS WHAT GOT ME HERE. 11 00:00:30,698 --> 00:00:32,833 BECAUSE I KEPT MY EYES ON MY INSTRUMENTS, 12 00:00:32,933 --> 00:00:36,704 I DROPPED THAT BOMB SO ACCURATELY, I KILLED INNOCENT PEOPLE. 13 00:00:36,804 --> 00:00:39,307 WHAT'S THE FIRST STEP ON THE WAY TO MY NEW LIFE? 14 00:00:39,407 --> 00:00:41,109 WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO? 15 00:00:41,209 --> 00:00:43,577 I THINK I'LL GO FUCK HER AGAIN. 16 00:00:44,745 --> 00:00:46,547 YEAH. 17 00:00:48,582 --> 00:00:51,719 Woman: Flight 810 estimated time of arrival: 18 00:00:51,819 --> 00:00:53,654 9:55 a.m. 19 00:00:53,754 --> 00:00:55,489 Flight 323 20 00:00:55,589 --> 00:00:59,227 estimated time of arrival: 11:05 a.m. 21 00:00:59,327 --> 00:01:01,229 - Flight 111-- - ( knock on door ) 22 00:01:01,329 --> 00:01:04,098 --estimated time of arrival: 12:21 p.m. 23 00:01:04,198 --> 00:01:07,168 HEY, AM I EARLY AGAIN? 24 00:01:07,268 --> 00:01:10,003 NO NO NO, YOU'RE FINE. COME ON IN. 25 00:01:10,104 --> 00:01:13,374 - FINISH WHAT YOU'RE DOING. I'LL MAKE SOME COFFEE. - NO, IT'S OKAY. 26 00:01:13,474 --> 00:01:15,643 YOU'RE FINE. 27 00:01:17,578 --> 00:01:19,247 "THE RAIN IN SPAIN 28 00:01:19,347 --> 00:01:21,882 FALLS MAINLY ON THE PLAIN." 29 00:01:21,982 --> 00:01:23,684 THAT'S BULLSHIT, YOU KNOW. 30 00:01:23,784 --> 00:01:27,188 I'VE BEEN TO SPAIN, AND THE RAIN IN THE PYRENEES IS A BITCH. 31 00:01:27,288 --> 00:01:30,124 ( theme music playing ) 32 00:01:45,539 --> 00:01:48,542 SO I'LL OPEN WITH THE PUNCHLINE, DOC: 33 00:01:48,642 --> 00:01:49,877 I BROKE UP WITH LAURA. 34 00:01:49,977 --> 00:01:52,346 I WAS ACTUALLY A PRETTY GREAT FUCK THE SECOND TIME. 35 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:55,048 I DRANK ABOUT A HALF BOTTLE OF STOLI 36 00:01:55,149 --> 00:01:56,684 JUST TO RELAX. 37 00:01:56,784 --> 00:01:59,153 I ALSO TOOK A PILL THAT DANIEL GAVE ME, YOU KNOW, 38 00:01:59,253 --> 00:02:01,222 ONE OF THOSE. 39 00:02:01,322 --> 00:02:05,058 I HAD A HARD-ON FOR A DAY AND A HALF, PAUL. 40 00:02:05,159 --> 00:02:06,860 YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME. 41 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:08,796 IT'S A LITTLE STRANGE, THOUGH. 42 00:02:08,896 --> 00:02:12,099 IT'S LIKE A WOODY THAT ACTUALLY FEELS LIKE WOOD 43 00:02:12,200 --> 00:02:14,702 'CAUSE IT'S JUST SITTING UP THERE AND MINDING HIS OWN BUSINESS 44 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:16,937 LIKE IT'S GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. 45 00:02:17,037 --> 00:02:18,972 WORKS LIKE A CHARM, THOUGH. 46 00:02:19,072 --> 00:02:21,509 ANYWAY, I MADE UP FOR THE LAST TIME. 47 00:02:21,609 --> 00:02:23,311 WE WERE FUCKING. 48 00:02:23,411 --> 00:02:26,146 ALL NIGHT LONG, IN THE MORNING TOO. 49 00:02:26,247 --> 00:02:28,749 IN THE END I REALIZED THAT 50 00:02:28,849 --> 00:02:31,952 SHE WAS JUST USING ME. SHE REALLY WASN'T WITH ME. 51 00:02:32,052 --> 00:02:34,855 SHE WAS JUST USING ME FOR AN EXCUSE, 52 00:02:34,955 --> 00:02:37,391 YOU KNOW? 53 00:02:39,327 --> 00:02:42,430 YEAH, AT ANY RATE, IT'S OVER. 54 00:02:42,530 --> 00:02:44,498 IT'S REALLY NOT GONNA GO ANYWHERE FROM HERE. 55 00:02:44,598 --> 00:02:46,800 EXCUSE ME, YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU SAY "FROM HERE," FORGIVE ME, 56 00:02:46,900 --> 00:02:49,603 - BUT DO YOU MEAN FROM THIS OFFICE? - WHAT? 57 00:02:49,703 --> 00:02:53,641 ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY THAT YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH LAURA 58 00:02:53,741 --> 00:02:55,609 HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH WHAT GOES ON IN THIS OFFICE? 59 00:02:55,709 --> 00:02:57,745 HAVE YOU COMPLETELY LOST YOUR MIND? 60 00:02:57,845 --> 00:03:00,648 WHAT ARE YOU GRASPING AT NOW, A WORD? 61 00:03:00,748 --> 00:03:03,917 NO, IT'S JUST THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE THIS BIZARRE CONNECTION 62 00:03:04,017 --> 00:03:05,919 BETWEEN YOU, ME AND LAURA. 63 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:08,589 IS IT ME? 'CAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE ALWAYS MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT. 64 00:03:19,032 --> 00:03:22,570 TELL ME SOMETHING DIDN'T HAPPEN BETWEEN YOU AND HER. 65 00:03:22,670 --> 00:03:25,473 WHAT? 66 00:03:25,573 --> 00:03:29,510 YOU'RE ASKING ME TO TELL YOU WHAT DIDN'T HAPPEN? 67 00:03:29,610 --> 00:03:31,512 YEAH, I'M ASKING. DID SOMETHING HAPPEN BETWEEN YOU TWO OR NOT? 68 00:03:31,612 --> 00:03:34,448 YOU MEAN APART FROM THERAPY? 69 00:03:34,548 --> 00:03:36,584 JESUS, LOOK AT YOU DANCE. IT'S A SIMPLE QUESTION. 70 00:03:36,684 --> 00:03:39,320 YOUR MILLION-DOLLAR TECHNIQUE, 71 00:03:39,420 --> 00:03:41,322 ANSWERING A QUESTION WITH A QUESTION. 72 00:03:41,422 --> 00:03:42,556 WELL, IT AIN'T GONNA FLY THIS TIME. 73 00:03:42,656 --> 00:03:45,225 I'LL TELL YOU WHY I'M ASKING. 74 00:03:45,326 --> 00:03:47,328 EVERY TIME WE WERE TOGETHER, HALF THE TIME 75 00:03:47,428 --> 00:03:48,896 SHE TALKED ABOUT YOU. 76 00:03:48,996 --> 00:03:52,232 SHE KEPT ASKING WHAT I KNEW ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. 77 00:03:52,333 --> 00:03:54,234 SHE WAS PRETTY OBSESSIVE ABOUT IT. 78 00:03:54,335 --> 00:03:57,305 AND I THEN I REMEMBERED HOW JUMPY YOU GET EVERY TIME I MENTION HER NAME. 79 00:03:57,405 --> 00:04:00,341 SO I THOUGHT MAYBE SOMETHING WENT ON BETWEEN YOU. 80 00:04:00,441 --> 00:04:03,577 MAYBE YOU, A MARRIED MAN-- 81 00:04:03,677 --> 00:04:07,281 HOW SHOULD I PUT IT? YOU FOOLED AROUND WITH HER. 82 00:04:07,381 --> 00:04:08,916 WHAT ARE YOU SUGGESTING, ALEX? 83 00:04:09,016 --> 00:04:10,918 CAN YOU JUST SAY THAT NOTHING HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU? 84 00:04:11,018 --> 00:04:13,287 - WHY IS THAT SO DIFFICULT? - ALEX, WE'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS. 85 00:04:13,387 --> 00:04:16,924 I WILL ONLY DISCUSS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH LAURA, 86 00:04:17,024 --> 00:04:20,294 - NOTHING ELSE. - SWEET. SO YOU DISCUSS MINE, BUT NOT YOURS. 87 00:04:20,394 --> 00:04:23,631 THE POINT I'M TRYING TO MAKE IS THAT MY OTHER PATIENTS 88 00:04:23,731 --> 00:04:25,566 HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR THERAPY. 89 00:04:25,666 --> 00:04:27,701 EXCUSE ME. YOU HAVING SEX WITH SOMEBODY I'M DATING 90 00:04:27,801 --> 00:04:29,503 SOUNDS VERY RELEVANT TO MY THERAPY. 91 00:04:29,603 --> 00:04:31,405 DID SHE SAY TO YOU THAT SHE WAS HAVING SEX WITH ME? 92 00:04:31,505 --> 00:04:33,307 - DIDN'T HAVE TO. - BUT YOU'RE CONVINCED THAT SHE DID. 93 00:04:33,407 --> 00:04:34,942 I'M JUST ASKING. 94 00:04:35,042 --> 00:04:36,910 THE ONLY RELEVANT THING IS HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY 95 00:04:37,010 --> 00:04:39,980 OF LAURA HAVING SEX WITH SOMEBODY OTHER THAN YOURSELF. 96 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:42,383 DON'T START WITH YOUR ASININE BULLSHIT. YOU'RE COPPING OUT. 97 00:04:42,483 --> 00:04:45,353 WOULD YOU STOP TRYING TO FORCE ME INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP YOU'VE CONCOCTED? 98 00:04:45,453 --> 00:04:47,054 WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I DO THAT? 99 00:04:47,154 --> 00:04:48,789 MAYBE YOU WANT TO COMPETE WITH ME, ALEX. 100 00:04:48,889 --> 00:04:51,492 MAYBE IT'S LIKE THE COFFEE, THE CHECK, YOUR INTELLIGENCE. 101 00:04:51,592 --> 00:04:53,561 IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN, I'M PAYING TO TALK. 102 00:04:53,661 --> 00:04:56,497 THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT-- YOU AND LAURA, 103 00:04:56,597 --> 00:04:58,165 AND I'D LIKE A STRAIGHT ANSWER FOR A CHANGE. 104 00:04:58,265 --> 00:05:00,334 HAVE YOU NOTICED THAT WHEN AN EMOTIONAL ISSUE COMES UP FOR YOU, 105 00:05:00,434 --> 00:05:03,070 - YOU FOCUS ON MONEY? - YEAH, I HAVE A DIFFERENT THEORY, THOUGH, PAUL, 106 00:05:03,170 --> 00:05:06,273 'CAUSE EVERY TIME WE TOUCH ON SOMETHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH YOU, 107 00:05:06,374 --> 00:05:08,108 YOU GET SCARED SHITLESS. 108 00:05:08,208 --> 00:05:10,143 WHY WOULD YOU THINK I'D BE SCARED ABOUT TALKING ABOUT MYSELF? 109 00:05:10,243 --> 00:05:13,046 YEAH, BECAUSE YOU WANT YOUR PATIENTS TO THINK YOU'RE SUPERHUMAN, 110 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:15,182 YOU'RE A BUDDHA. YOU DON'T EAT, 111 00:05:15,282 --> 00:05:17,184 YOU DON'T SHIT, YOU DON'T PISS. 112 00:05:17,284 --> 00:05:20,220 YOU DON'T ARGUE WITH YOUR WIFE. YOU DON'T FANTASIZE ABOUT YOUR PATIENTS. 113 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:22,856 NO, YOU'RE ABOVE ALL OF THESE EARTHLY THINGS, 114 00:05:22,956 --> 00:05:25,593 BECAUSE YOU LIVE ONLY FOR YOUR PATIENTS. 115 00:05:25,693 --> 00:05:27,294 YOUR PRIVATE LIFE DOESN'T MATTER, 116 00:05:27,395 --> 00:05:30,631 ONLY THIS-- THIS INNER SANCTUM. 117 00:05:32,433 --> 00:05:34,334 WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME THAT LOOK? 118 00:05:34,435 --> 00:05:36,737 WHAT LOOK? IT'S THE WAY I LOOK. 119 00:05:36,837 --> 00:05:40,140 NO NO NO, THAT LOOK LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, 120 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:42,576 LIKE YOU CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME. 121 00:05:42,676 --> 00:05:45,212 MAYBE LIKE THE OLD MAN IN BAGHDAD? 122 00:05:45,312 --> 00:05:47,848 OH, FUCK. 123 00:05:47,948 --> 00:05:50,518 NOW YOU'LL SAY YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FATHER, RIGHT? 124 00:05:50,618 --> 00:05:54,722 OKAY, WOULD YOU LIKE TO TALK ABOUT YOUR FATHER? 125 00:05:56,356 --> 00:05:58,692 YOU PEOPLE LOVE THIS SHIT. 126 00:05:58,792 --> 00:06:02,530 THIS IS RIGHT IN YOUR WHEELHOUSE. YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT MY FATHER? 127 00:06:02,630 --> 00:06:05,733 GO AHEAD, FIRE AWAY. ASK ME WHATEVER YOU WANT. 128 00:06:05,833 --> 00:06:08,268 BUT HE IS AN AMAZING MAN, MY DAD. 129 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:11,572 - HE REALLY IS. - BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU TOLD ME LAST WEEK. 130 00:06:11,672 --> 00:06:14,374 HE'S A GOOD MAN, OKAY? 131 00:06:14,475 --> 00:06:16,610 THERE'S NOTHING YOU OR 200 SHRINKS CAN CHANGE. 132 00:06:16,710 --> 00:06:18,512 OKAY, LET'S PUT ASIDE FOR THE MOMENT 133 00:06:18,612 --> 00:06:21,348 WHETHER HE'S A GOOD MAN OR A BAD MAN, OKAY? 134 00:06:21,449 --> 00:06:23,617 WHAT INTERESTS ME 135 00:06:23,717 --> 00:06:26,386 IS HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM 136 00:06:26,487 --> 00:06:28,956 AND WHAT YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM IS LIKE. 137 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:32,225 WHEN I SAY HE'S AN AMAZING MAN, 138 00:06:32,325 --> 00:06:35,128 I'M TALKING ABOUT FACTS, NOT FEELINGS. 139 00:06:35,228 --> 00:06:37,765 WOULD YOU SAY THAT 140 00:06:37,865 --> 00:06:41,702 TO A GIRL WHO WAS RAPED BY HER FATHER IN THIRD GRADE? 141 00:06:41,802 --> 00:06:43,737 WOULD YOU TELL HER YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED IN "GOOD OR BAD," 142 00:06:43,837 --> 00:06:45,873 YOU'RE ONLY INTERESTED IN HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP? 143 00:06:45,973 --> 00:06:49,610 WHEN DID GOOD OR BAD GO OUT OF STYLE? 144 00:06:49,710 --> 00:06:52,713 THAT REFERENCE TO THE GIRL BEING RAPED BY HER FATHER, 145 00:06:52,813 --> 00:06:54,815 WHERE DOES THAT COME FROM? 146 00:07:03,390 --> 00:07:05,225 CAN WE GO BACK TO LAST WEEK? 147 00:07:05,325 --> 00:07:08,095 IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, YOU DESCRIBED YOUR FATHER 148 00:07:08,195 --> 00:07:10,263 AS BEING AN UNFAITHFUL MAN. 149 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:12,666 YOU SAID THAT HE WAS UNGRATEFUL. 150 00:07:12,766 --> 00:07:16,236 HE TREATED YOUR MOTHER REALLY TERRIBLY, 151 00:07:16,336 --> 00:07:17,671 BUT THAT AT THE SAME TIME 152 00:07:17,771 --> 00:07:21,141 YOU HAD A GREAT ADMIRATION FOR HIM. 153 00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:22,976 THAT'S CORRECT, YES? 154 00:07:23,076 --> 00:07:26,013 IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT YOUR FATHER, ALEX, 155 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:28,949 ARE PRETTY CONFLICTED. 156 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:30,684 YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAID AT ALL. 157 00:07:30,784 --> 00:07:33,153 WELL, MAYBE YOU COULD EXPLAIN IT 158 00:07:33,253 --> 00:07:34,988 TO ME A LITTLE BIT MORE. 159 00:07:35,088 --> 00:07:38,659 FUCK THAT, IT'S NO USE. YOU'RE GONNA HEAR WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR. 160 00:07:45,365 --> 00:07:47,367 DO YOU AND YOUR DAD TALK A LOT? 161 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:50,904 YEAH, WE TALK, AS MUCH AS IS NECESSARY. 162 00:07:51,004 --> 00:07:52,840 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, "AS MUCH AS IS NECESSARY?" 163 00:07:52,940 --> 00:07:55,876 - I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT QUESTION. - WELL, WHO CALLS WHO? 164 00:07:55,976 --> 00:07:58,646 WE TALK AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. HE'S NOT A CHATTERBOX. 165 00:07:58,746 --> 00:08:00,848 HE'S PRECISE, YOU KNOW? HE'S TO THE POINT, BOOM. 166 00:08:00,948 --> 00:08:03,483 HE CUTS STRAIGHT TO THE HEART OF THINGS. 167 00:08:03,584 --> 00:08:06,253 HE'S LIKE IRON, MY DAD, CAST IRON. 168 00:08:06,353 --> 00:08:09,089 IRON IN EVERYTHING HE DOES, 169 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:10,858 HIS MOVEMENT, EVERYTHING-- 170 00:08:10,958 --> 00:08:14,828 THE WAY HE WORKS, THE WAY HE THINKS, HIS WISDOM. 171 00:08:14,928 --> 00:08:17,397 I DON'T THINK THERE'S A BOOK HE HASN'T READ. 172 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:19,733 I'M TALKING REAL LITERATURE, DOC-- 173 00:08:19,833 --> 00:08:21,802 HISTORY, POLITICAL SCIENCE-- 174 00:08:21,902 --> 00:08:24,738 EVERYTHING. THE MAN IS 70 YEARS OLD 175 00:08:24,838 --> 00:08:28,041 AND HE WORKS LIKE HE DID 30 YEARS AGO. 176 00:08:28,141 --> 00:08:31,244 HE'S AS HEALTHY AS A HORSE. HE CAN STILL BEAT ME IN ARM WRESTLING. 177 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:35,916 HE'S... HE'S IRON. 178 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:38,852 YOU KNOW, WHEN I THINK OF IRON, I TEND TO THINK OF SOMETHING 179 00:08:38,952 --> 00:08:42,556 THAT'S REALLY INDESTRUCTIBLE, 180 00:08:42,656 --> 00:08:45,092 THAT'S INCREDIBLY... 181 00:08:45,192 --> 00:08:46,359 POWERFUL, STRONG, 182 00:08:46,459 --> 00:08:48,328 AND YET AT THE SAME TIME 183 00:08:48,428 --> 00:08:51,264 SOMETHING THAT'S KIND OF COLD. 184 00:08:56,604 --> 00:08:59,039 HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT I DID, 185 00:09:01,474 --> 00:09:04,812 KILLING PEOPLE, DROPPING THE BOMB ON THE MADRASSA? 186 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:08,215 - WHY ARE YOU GOING BACK TO THAT? - SIMPLE QUESTION, DOC. 187 00:09:08,315 --> 00:09:10,417 YOU KNOW, IT'S ABOUT YOUR MAIN THING-- FEELINGS. 188 00:09:10,517 --> 00:09:13,353 HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT I DID 189 00:09:13,453 --> 00:09:15,756 WHEN I DROPPED A BOMB ON 16 KIDS? 190 00:09:15,856 --> 00:09:17,290 I'M NOT HERE TO JUDGE YOU, ALEX. 191 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:19,026 I'M NOT ASKING FOR A JUDGMENT. I WANNA KNOW, 192 00:09:19,126 --> 00:09:22,529 - HOW DO YOU FEEL? - HOW DO I FEEL? 193 00:09:22,630 --> 00:09:25,432 WELL, I THINK IT MUST BE VERY DIFFICULT FOR YOU 194 00:09:25,532 --> 00:09:28,535 TO LIVE WITH WHAT HAPPENED. 195 00:09:28,636 --> 00:09:31,805 ( laughs ) 196 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:33,807 WHAT? 197 00:09:35,042 --> 00:09:38,011 YOU HAVE MADE AN ART AND A SCIENCE 198 00:09:38,111 --> 00:09:41,281 AND A CAREER OUT OF TAKING THE EASY POSITION. 199 00:09:41,381 --> 00:09:44,652 DO YOU REALLY THINK NOT JUDGING YOU IS EASY, ALEX? 200 00:09:44,752 --> 00:09:46,586 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING: IT'S NOT. 201 00:09:46,687 --> 00:09:49,456 WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SAY YOU THINK I'M A MURDERER? 202 00:09:49,556 --> 00:09:50,891 BECAUSE I KNOW THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK. 203 00:09:50,991 --> 00:09:53,994 I KNOW THAT'S WHAT YOU TALK ABOUT 204 00:09:54,094 --> 00:09:56,697 WHEN YOU'RE OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS AT SOME FANCY RESTAURANT. 205 00:09:56,797 --> 00:09:58,531 YOU SIT AROUND THE TABLE, AND YOU SAY, 206 00:09:58,632 --> 00:10:01,434 "IT'S TERRIBLE. IT'S AWFUL. 207 00:10:01,534 --> 00:10:05,038 IT'S A MASSACRE. WHAT IT DOES TO THEM, IT'S JUST ATROCIOUS. 208 00:10:05,138 --> 00:10:07,808 WHAT IT DOES TO US..." LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING: 209 00:10:09,309 --> 00:10:11,411 I COME HERE 210 00:10:11,511 --> 00:10:13,546 AND I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU. 211 00:10:13,647 --> 00:10:15,816 WHY CAN'T YOU BE HONEST ENOUGH 212 00:10:15,916 --> 00:10:19,052 TO JUST TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL? 213 00:10:24,658 --> 00:10:26,927 YOU KNOW WHAT MY FATHER SAID 214 00:10:27,027 --> 00:10:28,395 WHEN I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE MISSION? 215 00:10:28,495 --> 00:10:31,231 WHAT? 216 00:10:38,872 --> 00:10:41,041 THAT'S WHAT HE SAID. 217 00:10:42,676 --> 00:10:45,078 AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT WAS THE SMARTEST REACTION I GOT FROM ANYBODY, 218 00:10:45,178 --> 00:10:47,647 INCLUDING YOU AND ALL THE OTHER BLEEDING HEARTS. 219 00:10:47,748 --> 00:10:49,950 'CAUSE THERE'S REALLY NOTHING TO SAY. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA SAY? 220 00:10:50,050 --> 00:10:52,652 SOME THINGS CAN'T BE EXPLAINED AWAY. 221 00:10:52,753 --> 00:10:56,523 SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T PEEL AWAY SOMETHING AND FIND-- IT'S JUST AS PLAIN AS CAN BE. 222 00:10:56,623 --> 00:10:59,059 16 KIDS BURIED, DEAD UNDER A BUILDING. 223 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:01,028 THAT'S IT. 224 00:11:01,128 --> 00:11:03,596 MY FATHER HAD IT RIGHT, THE OLD MAN. YOU GOTTA BE LIKE THAT. 225 00:11:03,697 --> 00:11:05,598 YOU GOTTA BE LIKE IRON, BABY. 226 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:07,600 IT MUST BE VERY DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO HAVE LIVED 227 00:11:07,701 --> 00:11:09,737 IN THE SHADOW OF SOMEBODY WHO THINKS LIKE THAT, 228 00:11:09,837 --> 00:11:12,940 THAT YOU'VE GOT TO BE LIKE IRON ALL THE TIME. 229 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:14,775 DO YOU SEE HOW YOU TWIST THINGS AROUND? 230 00:11:14,875 --> 00:11:16,977 AM I EVER GONNA GET OUT OF THIS ALIVE? 231 00:11:17,077 --> 00:11:19,947 IF I SAID HE WAS A PUSSY, YOU'D HAVE A COMMENT ABOUT THAT. 232 00:11:20,047 --> 00:11:23,416 IF I SAID HE WAS A HERO, YOU'D HAVE A COMMENT ABOUT THAT. 233 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:26,186 YOU LOVE TO SIT HERE. YOU LISTEN TO PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS 234 00:11:26,286 --> 00:11:28,288 SO YOU CAN PROBABLY SIT ON YOUR PORCH AT THE END OF THE DAY 235 00:11:28,388 --> 00:11:31,759 AND JUST TELL YOURSELF, "WOW, MY LIFE IS SO GREAT." 236 00:11:31,859 --> 00:11:34,728 CAN WE STAY FOCUSED ON WHAT THE ISSUE IS 237 00:11:34,828 --> 00:11:37,397 WE'RE TRYING TO DEAL WITH HERE? 238 00:11:37,497 --> 00:11:39,466 THE DIFFICULTY THAT YOU MUST HAVE HAD 239 00:11:39,566 --> 00:11:42,702 LIVING IN THE SHADOW OF YOUR FATHER, 240 00:11:42,803 --> 00:11:45,005 IN A WORLD WHERE YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPRESS 241 00:11:45,105 --> 00:11:48,275 WHO YOU ARE, 242 00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:51,478 YOUR TENDER SIDE, MAYBE YOUR FEMININE SIDE, 243 00:11:51,578 --> 00:11:54,581 FOR EXAMPLE. SO WHAT DO YOU DO? 244 00:11:54,681 --> 00:11:57,184 THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS DEFY HIM. 245 00:11:57,284 --> 00:11:59,519 YOU HAVE TO FIGHT WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE. 246 00:11:59,619 --> 00:12:03,190 BUT YOU KNOW SOMETHING, ALEX? 247 00:12:03,290 --> 00:12:04,792 YOU HAVEN'T DONE THAT. 248 00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:07,160 YOU HAVEN'T DARED TO DO THAT. 249 00:12:07,260 --> 00:12:10,530 YOUR FATHER IS SUCH A POWERFUL, IMPOSING CHARACTER 250 00:12:10,630 --> 00:12:12,399 THAT YOU'RE TERRIFIED HE'LL CRUSH YOU. 251 00:12:12,499 --> 00:12:15,435 SO YOU COME THROUGH THIS DOOR WITH ALL YOUR RAGE, 252 00:12:15,535 --> 00:12:17,404 YOUR RESENTMENT, YOUR JEALOUSY, 253 00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:20,273 YOUR BURIED ANGER TOWARD HIM. 254 00:12:20,373 --> 00:12:22,475 YOU BRING IT IN HERE AND YOU LET IT LOOSE ON ME. 255 00:12:22,575 --> 00:12:24,577 THAT'S WHAT YOU DO, BUT THAT'S OKAY. 256 00:12:24,677 --> 00:12:27,114 THAT'S FINE. THAT'S WHY I'M HERE. 257 00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:33,921 I THINK THAT'S THE MOST PATRONIZING THING I'VE EVER HEARD. 258 00:12:36,289 --> 00:12:38,458 ( knock on door ) 259 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:45,933 YOUR WIFE? 260 00:12:48,535 --> 00:12:50,137 IT'S OKAY, GO AHEAD. 261 00:12:50,237 --> 00:12:52,840 NO NO, IT'S FINE, REALLY. 262 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:55,608 I APOLOGIZE. 263 00:12:55,708 --> 00:12:57,777 JESUS, LOOK LOOK LOOK AT YOU. 264 00:12:57,878 --> 00:12:59,646 LOOK AT HOW STRESSED YOU GET 265 00:12:59,746 --> 00:13:02,049 JUST THINKING THAT I MIGHT LEARN THE SLIGHTEST DETAIL 266 00:13:02,149 --> 00:13:04,651 ABOUT YOUR LIFE. SO WHAT? YOU GOT A WIFE AT HOME. 267 00:13:04,751 --> 00:13:06,553 BIG DEAL. 268 00:13:06,653 --> 00:13:08,889 SEE, THAT'S THE REAL PROBLEM WITH ALL YOUR THEORIES, PAUL. 269 00:13:08,989 --> 00:13:11,758 THEY COMPLETELY IGNORE YOUR SIDE OF THE WHOLE EQUATION, 270 00:13:11,859 --> 00:13:14,794 THAT YOU ARE ALSO HUMAN. 271 00:13:14,895 --> 00:13:16,930 YEAH, YOU HAVE THIS NICE THEORY 272 00:13:17,030 --> 00:13:19,666 THAT I SEE YOU AS MY FATHER 273 00:13:19,766 --> 00:13:21,068 AND THAT'S WHY I WANT TO-- 274 00:13:21,168 --> 00:13:23,436 WHAT DID YOU SAY? DEFY YOU. 275 00:13:23,536 --> 00:13:26,139 BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU? WHY DO YOU KEEP MAKING IT SEEM 276 00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:28,675 AS IF YOU HAVE NO PERSONAL STAKE IN THIS, 277 00:13:28,775 --> 00:13:32,512 AS IF YOU'RE ONLY HERE FOR ME? IT'S A DECEPTION, PAUL. 278 00:13:34,447 --> 00:13:37,985 OKAY, LET'S TAKE LAURA, FOR EXAMPLE. 279 00:13:38,085 --> 00:13:41,688 YOU PLAY SUCH A BIG ROLE IN HER LIFE, IT'S UNBELIEVABLE. 280 00:13:41,788 --> 00:13:43,957 SHE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT YOU. 281 00:13:44,057 --> 00:13:47,327 SHE'S SURE YOU'RE ONE OF THE MOST PERFECT PEOPLE SHE'S EVER MET 282 00:13:47,427 --> 00:13:49,729 AND SHE HASN'T THE FAINTEST IDEA OF WHO YOU ARE, 283 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:52,799 WHAT YOUR BELIEFS ARE, HOW LONG YOU'VE BEEN MARRIED-- NOTHING! 284 00:13:52,900 --> 00:13:56,269 DOESN'T IT JUST SEEM A LITTLE INSANE TO YOU? 285 00:13:56,369 --> 00:14:00,173 WHO ARE YOU, REALLY? 286 00:14:01,909 --> 00:14:04,111 HUH? 287 00:14:06,379 --> 00:14:09,082 I KNOW THE WHOLE TRUTH ABOUT YOU. 288 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:11,684 YOU'RE NOT MADE OF IRON, THAT'S FOR DAMN SURE. 289 00:14:11,784 --> 00:14:14,287 NOT EVEN CLOSE. 290 00:14:15,488 --> 00:14:17,790 PAUL... 291 00:14:17,891 --> 00:14:21,161 DID YOU HAVE SOMETHING GOING ON WITH HER 292 00:14:21,261 --> 00:14:24,231 OR NOT? 293 00:14:28,001 --> 00:14:31,004 ( sighs ) YOU... 294 00:14:31,104 --> 00:14:32,772 REALLY ARE PERVERTED. 295 00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:36,043 YOU KNOW THAT SHE'S YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER, MAN. 296 00:14:36,143 --> 00:14:39,446 DURING ALL OUR SESSIONS HERE, I BET YOU SIT HERE 297 00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:41,714 AND YOU IMAGINE HOW I SCREWED HER, RIGHT? 298 00:14:41,814 --> 00:14:45,352 YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME ANGRY? IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO? 299 00:14:45,452 --> 00:14:48,155 HEY, DON'T TRY TO TURN THIS INTO MY PSYCHOSIS. I'M ONTO YOUR SHIT. 300 00:14:48,255 --> 00:14:49,822 BUT YOU'RE THE ONE IN THERAPY. 301 00:14:49,923 --> 00:14:51,458 NO, YOU'RE THE ONE NOT TELLING THE TRUTH. 302 00:14:51,558 --> 00:14:53,693 YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S BULLSHITTING ME. 303 00:14:53,793 --> 00:14:57,264 YOU'RE THE HYPOCRITE. I COME IN HERE EVERY WEEK AND I TELL YOU EVERYTHING. 304 00:14:57,364 --> 00:14:59,466 NOW YOU CAN'T LOOK ME IN THE EYE 305 00:14:59,566 --> 00:15:01,434 AND ADMIT THAT YOU ARE FALLING IN LOVE 306 00:15:01,534 --> 00:15:04,904 WITH A PATIENT 20 YEARS YOUNGER THAN YOU. 307 00:15:05,005 --> 00:15:07,107 I MEAN, COME ON. YOU CAN'T HANG WITH HER. 308 00:15:07,207 --> 00:15:09,542 COME ON, LOOK AT YOU. 309 00:15:11,611 --> 00:15:13,546 YOU'LL LOOK LIKE A FOOL. 310 00:15:13,646 --> 00:15:17,184 TRUST ME. YOU CAN'T KEEP UP WITH HER PACE. I CAN TELL YOU THAT. 311 00:15:17,284 --> 00:15:20,320 LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING: WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SLEEP WITH HER? 312 00:15:20,420 --> 00:15:22,389 I DON'T KNOW. I GOT TIRED OF JERKING OFF. 313 00:15:22,489 --> 00:15:24,724 A THOUSAND WOMEN COULD HAVE FULFILLED THAT FUNCTION. 314 00:15:24,824 --> 00:15:26,426 WHY LAURA? 315 00:15:26,526 --> 00:15:28,528 SHE'S SEXY AS HELL. HAVE YOU NOTICED? 316 00:15:28,628 --> 00:15:31,431 I THINK THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO GET BACK AT ME-- 317 00:15:31,531 --> 00:15:34,034 - OOH! - --BECAUSE SHE WAS MY PATIENT. 318 00:15:34,134 --> 00:15:36,069 THE WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOUR ASS? 319 00:15:36,169 --> 00:15:37,737 I UNDERSTAND YOUR THEORY. 320 00:15:37,837 --> 00:15:40,040 YOU'VE BEEN HINTING AT IT FOR THE LAST THREE SESSIONS. 321 00:15:40,140 --> 00:15:41,841 THAT AIN'T FLYING EITHER. 322 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:43,810 YOU REALLY THINK THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED 323 00:15:43,910 --> 00:15:45,979 BETWEEN ME AND HER WAS MEANT TO HURT YOU? 324 00:15:46,079 --> 00:15:47,780 YOU DID IT TO PROVOKE ME. 325 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:50,350 MAYBE YOU WERE LOOKING FOR A REACTION, SOME KIND OF REACTION, 326 00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:52,285 ANYTHING MORE THAN A PAT ON THE THIGH. 327 00:15:52,385 --> 00:15:54,887 SOMETHING EMOTIONAL, EVEN IF IT'S ANGER. 328 00:15:54,988 --> 00:15:58,625 WOW, THAT'S INTERESTING. 329 00:16:00,027 --> 00:16:02,395 THAT'S ANOTHER BRILLIANT THEORY THERE, DOC. 330 00:16:04,131 --> 00:16:07,234 BUT HOW ABOUT YOU, PAUL? 331 00:16:07,334 --> 00:16:09,302 THE FACT THAT YOUR WIFE IS 332 00:16:09,402 --> 00:16:12,572 SCREWING HER LOVER IN SOME PATHETIC HOTEL 333 00:16:12,672 --> 00:16:16,576 OVERLOOKING THE PIAZZA DI TREVI IN ROME, 334 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:20,513 IS THAT GETTING A REACTION OUT OF YOU? 335 00:16:23,416 --> 00:16:26,719 YEAH, YOU'D BE REAL SURPRISED 336 00:16:26,819 --> 00:16:29,922 THE KIND OF INFORMATION YOU FIND OUT FROM A FEW PHONE CALLS. 337 00:16:30,023 --> 00:16:33,193 YEAH, I FOUND OUT A BUNCH OF THINGS, PAUL, 338 00:16:33,293 --> 00:16:36,096 ABOUT WHOLE BUNCH OF SUBJECTS. 339 00:16:36,196 --> 00:16:39,432 IN FACT, I'VE BEEN TAKING A LITTLE INTEREST 340 00:16:39,532 --> 00:16:40,800 IN PSYCHOLOGY LATELY. 341 00:16:40,900 --> 00:16:43,203 I'VE BEEN MEANING TO CHECK OUT WHAT YOU GOT HERE. 342 00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:46,473 I EVEN READ A BOOK LAURA GAVE ME, 343 00:16:46,573 --> 00:16:50,510 ABOUT THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF RECIPROCITY IN THERAPY, 344 00:16:50,610 --> 00:16:53,546 ABOUT HOW EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN HERE 345 00:16:53,646 --> 00:16:55,415 SHOULD BE RECIPROCAL. 346 00:16:55,515 --> 00:16:57,950 SO IT MADE ME THINK. 347 00:16:58,051 --> 00:17:00,187 YOU SIT HERE, YOU LISTEN TO ME 348 00:17:00,287 --> 00:17:03,423 AND YOU PRETEND TO SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS. 349 00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:06,593 BUT YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE ABOUT YOURSELF. 350 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:08,461 SO I FIGURE-- 351 00:17:08,561 --> 00:17:09,962 NAH. 352 00:17:10,063 --> 00:17:12,832 HEY, I GOT A CHOICE. 353 00:17:12,932 --> 00:17:16,236 EITHER I ACCEPT YOUR SUPERIORITY AS IF YOU'RE SOME KIND OF GOD, 354 00:17:16,336 --> 00:17:19,239 OR I USE MY INTELLIGENCE 355 00:17:19,339 --> 00:17:21,408 AND DO A LITTLE INVESTIGATING, 356 00:17:21,508 --> 00:17:24,911 JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT THIS GOD IS NOT SOME KIND OF DR. RUTH 357 00:17:25,011 --> 00:17:28,281 WHO TELLS EVERYBODY HOW TO FUCK WHILE SHE'S STILL A VIRGIN. 358 00:17:28,381 --> 00:17:30,350 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 70 YEARS OLD AND HEY-- 359 00:17:30,450 --> 00:17:33,286 BUT, HEY, SO I MADE A FEW CALLS, PAUL. 360 00:17:33,386 --> 00:17:35,355 NOTHING TOO COMPLICATED. MORE OR LESS THE SAME PEOPLE 361 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:36,956 I CONSULTED BEFORE COMING HERE. 362 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:39,959 WHAT'S AMAZING IS 363 00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,494 HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE DYING 364 00:17:41,594 --> 00:17:44,331 TO HELP YOU FIND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR. 365 00:17:49,802 --> 00:17:51,971 I FOUND A HELL OF A GOD 366 00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:54,741 IN MY INVESTIGATIONS, 367 00:18:00,447 --> 00:18:03,883 A GOD WHOSE LIFE IS FALLING APART, 368 00:18:03,983 --> 00:18:06,919 WHOSE WIFE IS SLEEPING AROUND 369 00:18:07,019 --> 00:18:08,488 BEHIND HIS BACK, 370 00:18:08,588 --> 00:18:12,091 WHOSE DAUGHTER IS FUCKING JUNKIES, 371 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:15,162 WHOSE FATHER-- 372 00:18:16,463 --> 00:18:18,998 YEAH, WHOSE FATHER IS ROTTING AWAY 373 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:21,134 IN SOME GERIATRIC HOSPITAL SOMEWHERE 374 00:18:21,234 --> 00:18:23,069 IN VIRGINIA, AND WHY? 375 00:18:23,170 --> 00:18:25,071 IS THE SON TOO STINGY 376 00:18:25,172 --> 00:18:27,106 TO PAY FOR A SLIGHTLY MORE LIVEABLE PLACE? 377 00:18:27,207 --> 00:18:30,643 ( scoffs ) WHAT A GOD. 378 00:18:30,743 --> 00:18:32,212 AND THEN LAURA COMES ALONG, 379 00:18:32,312 --> 00:18:34,181 YOUR SEXIEST PATIENT YET, 380 00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:36,983 AND HER ONLY WISH IN LIFE IS TO GET YOU INTO BED 381 00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:40,587 BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT'S GONNA SOLVE ALL OF HER SEXUAL HANGUPS. 382 00:18:40,687 --> 00:18:44,457 AND YOU, YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THAT CRAZY SLUT-- 383 00:18:44,557 --> 00:18:47,827 DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK ABOUT MY PATIENTS, YOU FUCK! 384 00:18:48,995 --> 00:18:51,198 HOW FUCKING DARE YOU! 385 00:18:53,900 --> 00:18:55,835 YOU PRICK. 386 00:19:45,685 --> 00:19:47,587 ( winces ) 387 00:19:50,990 --> 00:19:52,959 ( sighs ) 388 00:20:41,841 --> 00:20:45,378 RICHARD, IT'S PAUL. LOOK, I'M REALLY SORRY. 389 00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:49,416 I HAVE TO CANCEL OUR SESSION. 390 00:20:51,183 --> 00:20:54,487 TODAY, I-- 391 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:57,490 I'M SORRY IT'S SUCH SHORT NOTICE. 392 00:20:57,590 --> 00:21:00,793 SOMETHING HAS COME UP AND-- 393 00:21:02,094 --> 00:21:03,730 I'LL GET BACK TO YOU. 394 00:21:03,830 --> 00:21:06,699 CALL ME IF THERE'S A PROBLEM, BYE. 395 00:21:16,409 --> 00:21:18,311 WHAT'S HAPPENED? 396 00:21:18,411 --> 00:21:21,614 NOTHING. IT WAS-- 397 00:21:21,714 --> 00:21:23,950 WHY ARE YOU CANCELING YOUR APPOINTMENTS, PAUL? 398 00:21:29,188 --> 00:21:30,623 WHEN DID YOU GET IN? 399 00:21:30,723 --> 00:21:33,259 IT WAS ABOUT 10 MINUTES AGO. 400 00:21:33,360 --> 00:21:35,462 WAS THAT YOU KNOCKING AT THE DOOR? 401 00:21:35,562 --> 00:21:37,830 PAUL, I'M SO SORRY. 402 00:21:37,930 --> 00:21:41,968 - HONESTLY, I THOUGHT YOU WERE ALONE. - IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 403 00:21:43,169 --> 00:21:46,406 WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAND? 404 00:21:46,506 --> 00:21:50,042 ACCIDENT. I DROPPED A-- 405 00:22:28,781 --> 00:22:30,750 LET ME SEE. 406 00:22:53,673 --> 00:22:56,809 - YOU'LL SURVIVE, YOU KNOW? - ( scoffs ) 407 00:23:02,482 --> 00:23:04,283 HOW ARE THE KIDS? 408 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:07,720 MAX KEPT ASKING WHEN YOU WERE COMING HOME. 409 00:23:09,456 --> 00:23:11,824 I DIDN'T QUITE KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. 410 00:23:26,205 --> 00:23:29,542 PAUL, WE MOVED INTO SEPARATE ROOMS ON THE FIRST DAY. 411 00:23:31,511 --> 00:23:34,681 IT'S COMPLETELY OVER, IF THAT MATTERS AT ALL. 412 00:23:35,515 --> 00:23:37,383 ( door opens ) 413 00:23:37,484 --> 00:23:39,686 ( footsteps approaching ) 414 00:23:49,028 --> 00:23:51,163 THANKS. 415 00:23:52,899 --> 00:23:54,867 I'VE GOT TO... 416 00:24:35,407 --> 00:24:37,744 HELLO, JULIAN. COME IN. 417 00:24:47,286 --> 00:24:49,756 ( theme music playing )