1 00:00:05,739 --> 00:00:08,476 Male voice: PREVIOUSLY ON "IN TREATMENT"... 2 00:00:08,576 --> 00:00:10,511 TEACHERS MARRY STUDENTS. THERE'S NO BIG DEAL ABOUT IT. 3 00:00:10,611 --> 00:00:13,414 WHAT'S THE-- I MEAN, IS IT REALLY WRONG? 4 00:00:13,514 --> 00:00:15,883 OKAY, LET'S SAY I STOPPED LAURA'S THERAPY. 5 00:00:15,983 --> 00:00:17,385 SURELY IN A YEAR, 18 MONTHS... 6 00:00:17,485 --> 00:00:18,986 - NO, PAUL. - ...WHEN IT'S COOLED OFF-- 7 00:00:19,087 --> 00:00:20,688 THERE'S NO COOLING-OFF PERIOD. 8 00:00:20,788 --> 00:00:23,023 BUT THAT'S JUST SOME BULLSHIT SOME LAWYER CAME UP WITH. 9 00:00:23,124 --> 00:00:24,858 NO, IT'S NOT A LAW. 10 00:00:24,958 --> 00:00:26,260 IT'S BEYOND A CODE OF ETHICS. 11 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:28,596 IT'S SOMETHING YOU CARRY INSIDE YOU. 12 00:00:28,696 --> 00:00:30,864 THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO WOULD DISAGREE WITH THIS. 13 00:00:30,964 --> 00:00:32,733 THEN GO TO THEM. 14 00:00:32,833 --> 00:00:36,370 IT'S REALLY TOUGH WHEN I'M ALONE WITH HER, YOU KNOW, 15 00:00:36,470 --> 00:00:40,208 AND SHE'S ASKING ME, "PLEASE, JUST BE HONEST. 16 00:00:40,308 --> 00:00:43,477 PLEASE, TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL," 17 00:00:44,712 --> 00:00:46,480 AND I CAN'T. 18 00:00:47,448 --> 00:00:50,718 PAUL, YOU NEED TO SAY IT. 19 00:00:50,818 --> 00:00:52,586 I LOVE HER. 20 00:01:20,281 --> 00:01:22,483 ( theme music playing ) 21 00:01:43,937 --> 00:01:45,005 - HELLO. - HELLO. 22 00:01:45,105 --> 00:01:47,275 COME IN, COME IN. 23 00:01:49,076 --> 00:01:49,977 HI, GINA. 24 00:01:50,077 --> 00:01:51,712 - KATE, HELLO. - HI. 25 00:01:54,047 --> 00:01:55,783 - IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU. - AND YOU. 26 00:01:55,883 --> 00:01:58,519 YOU'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE, RIGHT? 27 00:01:58,619 --> 00:02:00,388 IT WAS YEARS AGO. 28 00:02:00,488 --> 00:02:03,924 ACTUALLY, IT WAS THE ARGENTINEANS, I THINK. 29 00:02:04,024 --> 00:02:06,427 OH, AN INSTITUTE CONFERENCE. 30 00:02:06,527 --> 00:02:09,497 YES, THAT'S RIGHT, THAT'S RIGHT. 31 00:02:09,597 --> 00:02:11,098 YOU LOOK GREAT. 32 00:02:11,199 --> 00:02:12,833 THANK YOU. SO DO YOU. 33 00:02:12,933 --> 00:02:14,835 OH, WELL... 34 00:02:17,371 --> 00:02:18,839 THIS ROOM'S LOVELY. 35 00:02:18,939 --> 00:02:20,308 THANK YOU. 36 00:02:20,408 --> 00:02:22,109 I DID SOME REARRANGING, BUT I'M NOT SURE 37 00:02:22,210 --> 00:02:23,744 HOW COMFORTABLE I AM IN IT. 38 00:02:23,844 --> 00:02:27,248 I TOLD MYSELF I WOULD WRITE A FEW HOURS A DAY. 39 00:02:27,348 --> 00:02:29,417 DID PAUL TELL YOU I RETIRED? 40 00:02:29,517 --> 00:02:31,985 UH, NO. 41 00:02:32,085 --> 00:02:35,556 NO, PAUL DIDN'T TELL ME. 42 00:02:35,656 --> 00:02:39,927 - WRITING-- THAT'S FANTASTIC. - WE'LL SEE. 43 00:02:40,027 --> 00:02:41,695 ( chuckles ) 44 00:02:41,795 --> 00:02:43,931 YEAH, I MEAN, I'VE OFTEN THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT TRY MY HAND, 45 00:02:44,031 --> 00:02:47,635 BUT I WOULDN'T EVER DARE. 46 00:02:51,572 --> 00:02:54,442 SO, UM... 47 00:02:54,542 --> 00:02:57,511 IT'S A LITTLE UNUSUAL TO HAVE ONGOING SESSIONS 48 00:02:57,611 --> 00:02:59,547 WITH PAUL AND THEN TO SEE THE BOTH OF YOU. 49 00:02:59,647 --> 00:03:02,115 I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE HELPFUL IF WE ALL DECIDED 50 00:03:02,216 --> 00:03:03,551 HOW TO APPROACH THIS. 51 00:03:03,651 --> 00:03:06,119 I THINK I TOLD YOU WHEN I CALLED 52 00:03:06,220 --> 00:03:08,256 THAT THIS WAS KATE'S SUGGESTION. 53 00:03:08,356 --> 00:03:10,324 YOU SAID THAT. 54 00:03:10,424 --> 00:03:12,960 IF I WERE YOU, I WOULDN'T BE SO SURE I'D AGREE TO IT. 55 00:03:13,060 --> 00:03:14,628 WHY NOT? 56 00:03:14,728 --> 00:03:17,898 WELL, WE'VE BLURRED SOME LINES HERE, YOU AND I. 57 00:03:17,998 --> 00:03:20,668 THAT'S TRUE, WE HAVE. 58 00:03:20,768 --> 00:03:24,472 BUT I THINK WE'LL BE OKAY IF WE SET DOWN SOME GUIDELINES. 59 00:03:24,572 --> 00:03:27,241 I WAS THINKING WE COULD MEET THREE TIMES, 60 00:03:27,341 --> 00:03:28,909 RE-EVALUATE AND THEN DECIDE 61 00:03:29,009 --> 00:03:31,679 WHERE WE WANT TO GO FROM THERE. 62 00:03:31,779 --> 00:03:33,381 OKAY? 63 00:03:33,481 --> 00:03:37,117 - YEAH, OKAY. - OKAY. 64 00:03:37,217 --> 00:03:40,888 NOW WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO COME HERE? 65 00:03:44,558 --> 00:03:47,495 PAUL, YOU SAID THAT IT WAS KATE'S SUGGESTION, 66 00:03:47,595 --> 00:03:50,364 BUT YOU'RE GOING ALONG WITH IT. 67 00:03:50,464 --> 00:03:54,234 I THINK I TOLD YOU ABOUT KATE GOING TO ROME... 68 00:03:54,335 --> 00:03:57,070 AND WHO SHE WENT WITH. 69 00:03:57,170 --> 00:04:01,241 SHE GOT BACK AND, UH... 70 00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:03,311 SHE SAID THAT IT WAS OVER WITH THAT GUY 71 00:04:03,411 --> 00:04:07,348 AND I GUESS WE BOTH HAD 72 00:04:07,448 --> 00:04:09,550 THE SENSE OF "SO, WHAT DO WE DO NOW?" 73 00:04:09,650 --> 00:04:13,086 KATE DID OFFER TO TALK ABOUT IT AND I COULDN'T. 74 00:04:13,186 --> 00:04:16,123 I WAS TOO ANGRY. 75 00:04:16,223 --> 00:04:18,191 I KNOW IN COUPLES THERAPY 76 00:04:18,292 --> 00:04:20,428 YOU TRY NOT TO BLAME EACH OTHER 77 00:04:20,528 --> 00:04:22,330 AND I'M ALWAYS TELLING MY PATIENTS THAT, 78 00:04:22,430 --> 00:04:24,164 YOU KNOW, LIKE IT'S THE SIMPLEST THING. 79 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:26,700 NOW HERE I AM AND, UH... 80 00:04:28,569 --> 00:04:31,138 I CAN'T STOP BLAMING. 81 00:04:31,238 --> 00:04:34,642 INTELLECTUALLY, I GET IT, THAT I'M HALF OF THE EQUATION, BUT... 82 00:04:36,377 --> 00:04:37,911 YOU SAID YOU COULDN'T TALK TO KATE, 83 00:04:38,011 --> 00:04:41,315 SO SHE HASN'T HEARD ANY OF THIS, HOW YOU FEEL. 84 00:04:41,415 --> 00:04:44,952 WELL, I THINK SHE KNOWS THAT SHE HURT ME... 85 00:04:45,052 --> 00:04:46,954 DEEPLY... 86 00:04:47,054 --> 00:04:48,822 AND THAT, UH... 87 00:04:48,922 --> 00:04:50,591 THAT I HATED HER. 88 00:04:54,061 --> 00:04:55,529 COULD YOU GO INTO THAT? 89 00:04:55,629 --> 00:04:58,632 I HATED YOU FOR THINKING YOU WERE ENTITLED TO THIS SOMEHOW, 90 00:04:58,732 --> 00:05:00,901 THAT YOU IMPLIED THAT I BROUGHT IT ON MYSELF. 91 00:05:01,001 --> 00:05:02,336 I COULDN'T SHAKE IT. 92 00:05:02,436 --> 00:05:05,939 EVERY MINUTE, I'D GET A WAVE OF RAGE AND LOSS. 93 00:05:06,039 --> 00:05:08,008 WHY? WHY LOSS? 94 00:05:08,108 --> 00:05:10,778 BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF I CAN FORGIVE HER. 95 00:05:10,878 --> 00:05:13,080 I'VE SEEN COUPLES COME BACK FROM THIS, 96 00:05:13,180 --> 00:05:16,617 BUT, RIGHT NOW, I'LL BE DAMNED IF I KNOW HOW THEY DID IT. 97 00:05:16,717 --> 00:05:18,486 ANYWAY, SHE GOT BACK TUESDAY 98 00:05:18,586 --> 00:05:21,555 AND I SAID, "WELL, SHOULD I MOVE OUT?" 99 00:05:21,655 --> 00:05:25,058 SHE SAID THAT WASN'T WHAT SHE WANTED AND... 100 00:05:30,764 --> 00:05:32,466 YOU TELL HER. 101 00:05:34,535 --> 00:05:37,771 WELL, I JUST ASKED HIM WHY HE COULDN'T TALK TO ME 102 00:05:37,871 --> 00:05:39,507 ABOUT ALL OF THIS, ABOUT, YOU KNOW, 103 00:05:39,607 --> 00:05:41,875 EVERYTHING WE'RE GOING THROUGH. 104 00:05:41,975 --> 00:05:43,577 CAN YOU ANSWER THAT, PAUL? 105 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:46,313 I JUST SAID I COULDN'T. 106 00:05:46,414 --> 00:05:49,583 I TELL PATIENTS THAT HAVING SOMEONE CHEAT ON YOU 107 00:05:49,683 --> 00:05:51,218 IS LIKE MOURNING A DEATH. 108 00:05:51,318 --> 00:05:54,287 WHO YOU WERE AS A COUPLE, THE IMAGE THAT YOU HAVE OF YOURSELF-- 109 00:05:54,388 --> 00:05:58,225 IT IS LIKE LOSING A LOVED ONE. 110 00:05:58,325 --> 00:06:01,161 YOU KEEP TELLING US 111 00:06:01,261 --> 00:06:03,564 WHAT YOU TELL PATIENTS, 112 00:06:03,664 --> 00:06:06,467 BUT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUR MOURNING, 113 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:09,302 YOUR RAGE, YOUR LOSS. 114 00:06:09,403 --> 00:06:11,304 YOU'RE SOUNDING VERY CONTROLLED. 115 00:06:11,405 --> 00:06:13,373 WHAT, YOU WANT ME TO THROW SOMETHING? 116 00:06:13,474 --> 00:06:15,643 TRY TO STRANGLE HER? ( chuckles ) 117 00:06:19,312 --> 00:06:20,914 I CAN BARELY LOOK AT HER. 118 00:06:21,014 --> 00:06:22,750 I'M SO... 119 00:06:24,752 --> 00:06:28,656 I FEEL LIKE I'M FALLING APART, GINA. 120 00:06:30,424 --> 00:06:32,059 I SHOULD TELL YOU THIS, AND KATE ALREADY KNOWS-- 121 00:06:32,159 --> 00:06:33,827 I, UH... 122 00:06:36,597 --> 00:06:39,132 I ATTACKED A PATIENT IN THERAPY. 123 00:06:41,001 --> 00:06:43,036 THE PILOT. 124 00:06:43,136 --> 00:06:45,405 IN THE MIDDLE OF THERAPY, I JUMPED HIM. I LOST IT. 125 00:06:45,506 --> 00:06:47,340 SUDDENLY, I WAS ON TOP OF HIM. I GRABBED HIM. 126 00:06:47,441 --> 00:06:49,910 I ALMOST-- 127 00:06:50,010 --> 00:06:53,581 I ALMOST HIT HIM. 128 00:06:53,681 --> 00:06:56,617 SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME. 129 00:06:56,717 --> 00:06:59,319 OR BOTH OF US, I GUESS. 130 00:06:59,419 --> 00:07:01,288 ANYWAY, MY FIRST THOUGHT AFTERWARDS WAS THAT 131 00:07:01,388 --> 00:07:05,493 I WAS REACTING TO KATE. 132 00:07:07,227 --> 00:07:08,562 SHE CAME HOME 133 00:07:08,662 --> 00:07:10,297 DURING THE SESSION, SHE KNOCKED AT THE DOOR, 134 00:07:10,397 --> 00:07:14,367 BACK FROM ROME. 135 00:07:14,468 --> 00:07:16,937 I HEARD HER OUTSIDE THE OFFICE AND THEN... 136 00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:22,843 WHAT IS IT? 137 00:07:24,011 --> 00:07:27,915 I SHOULDN'T DISCUSS A PATIENT WITH KATE HERE. 138 00:07:29,950 --> 00:07:33,754 YOU CAN'T DISCUSS A PATIENT WHO'S SPYING ON ME? 139 00:07:35,556 --> 00:07:39,159 HE DID ALL THIS RESEARCH 140 00:07:39,259 --> 00:07:41,328 ABOUT KATE AND ABOUT-- 141 00:07:41,428 --> 00:07:43,030 ABOUT MY FATHER. 142 00:07:43,130 --> 00:07:45,933 HE KNEW THAT KATE WAS IN ITALY WITH, UH... 143 00:07:47,300 --> 00:07:49,703 WITH ANOTHER MAN AND HE-- 144 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,772 HE THREW IT IN MY FACE. 145 00:07:51,872 --> 00:07:54,041 - HOW DID HE KNOW THAT? - Paul: HE MADE CALLS. 146 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,343 PEOPLE THAT HAD RECOMMENDED ME TO HIM. 147 00:07:56,443 --> 00:07:58,345 I DON'T KNOW WHO THEY ARE. 148 00:07:58,445 --> 00:08:00,514 ANYWAY, THAT'S NOT THE POINT. 149 00:08:00,614 --> 00:08:03,817 INSTEAD OF HANDLING IT PROPERLY, I JUMPED IN AND... 150 00:08:07,521 --> 00:08:08,989 I LAY IN BED THAT NIGHT THINKING, 151 00:08:09,089 --> 00:08:11,424 "DO I TAKE A MONTH OFF? DO I TAKE THREE MONTHS OFF? 152 00:08:11,525 --> 00:08:13,360 MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE A YEAR OFF. 153 00:08:13,460 --> 00:08:16,597 MAYBE I'M-- MAYBE I'M-- 154 00:08:16,697 --> 00:08:18,799 MAYBE I'M ALL DONE." 155 00:08:20,033 --> 00:08:22,736 - AND THAT'S MY FAULT? - WHAT? 156 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:26,439 YOUR CREEPY PATIENT, HE'S MY FAULT AS WELL? 157 00:08:26,540 --> 00:08:29,777 ACTUALLY, IT MADE ME THINK HOW MUCH I NEED YOU. 158 00:08:32,412 --> 00:08:34,214 - DO YOU? - YEAH, YOU, THE KIDS, 159 00:08:34,314 --> 00:08:35,616 THE HOUSE-- I NEED THAT. 160 00:08:35,716 --> 00:08:37,517 I NEED THAT OTHER PLACE WHERE I CAN-- 161 00:08:37,618 --> 00:08:39,086 THAT-- WHAT? HANG ON. 162 00:08:39,186 --> 00:08:41,789 THAT OTHER PLACE? 163 00:08:41,889 --> 00:08:44,157 OH, PAUL, 164 00:08:44,257 --> 00:08:48,128 I'M PRETTY SURE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE PLACE. 165 00:08:54,334 --> 00:08:55,803 I'M SORRY. HOW DOES THIS WORK? 166 00:08:55,903 --> 00:08:57,037 DO WE TAKE TURNS? IS THAT HOW-- 167 00:08:57,137 --> 00:08:59,873 SURE, WHATEVER YOU'RE COMFORTABLE WITH. 168 00:09:04,144 --> 00:09:06,847 LOOK, IT'S ALWAYS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME, 169 00:09:06,947 --> 00:09:10,618 TRYING TO DESCRIBE WHAT I'M FEELING. 170 00:09:15,388 --> 00:09:18,025 WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BABY-- YEAH? 171 00:09:18,125 --> 00:09:20,160 --YOU'RE LYING THERE 172 00:09:21,161 --> 00:09:22,896 IN THAT HOSPITAL BED... 173 00:09:24,531 --> 00:09:26,233 AND YOU DON'T NEED-- YOU DON'T WANT 174 00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:28,035 EVERYTHING UNDERSTOOD 175 00:09:28,135 --> 00:09:31,805 AND SHARED AND ANALYZED AND DISCUSSED. 176 00:09:34,174 --> 00:09:37,645 ALL YOU WANT TO KNOW IS THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE 177 00:09:37,745 --> 00:09:40,247 AND THAT YOUR HUSBAND'S HAND IS RIGHT THERE. 178 00:09:42,650 --> 00:09:45,686 BUT TRY DESCRIBING TO YOUR HUSBAND 179 00:09:45,786 --> 00:09:48,255 EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD, 180 00:09:48,355 --> 00:09:50,457 IT'S JUST IMPOSSIBLE. 181 00:09:50,557 --> 00:09:52,525 A FRIEND OF MINE ONCE SAID, 182 00:09:52,626 --> 00:09:55,228 "TAKE AN UMBRELLA, SHOVE IT UP HIS ASS, 183 00:09:55,328 --> 00:09:56,596 OPEN IT AND PULL. 184 00:09:56,697 --> 00:09:59,633 THEN HE'LL KNOW." 185 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:02,369 SO SOMEONE STICKING AN UMBRELLA UP YOUR ASS IS-- 186 00:10:02,469 --> 00:10:05,172 WHAT'S THE UMBRELLA? 187 00:10:05,272 --> 00:10:07,440 PLEASE DON'T ANALYZE ME. 188 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:11,178 WELL, IT'S QUITE AN ANALOGY. 189 00:10:11,278 --> 00:10:13,080 I'M NOT YOUR PATIENT. 190 00:10:13,180 --> 00:10:17,685 HE DOESN'T GET TO INTERPRET EVERYTHING I SAY IN HERE, DOES HE? 191 00:10:17,785 --> 00:10:19,720 IT'S THE SAME HERE AS WHEN PAUL'S AT HOME. 192 00:10:19,820 --> 00:10:21,822 HE'S NOT A PSYCHOTHERAPIST HERE. 193 00:10:21,922 --> 00:10:25,959 HE'S A MAN DEALING WITH A CRISIS IN HIS MARRIAGE. 194 00:10:26,059 --> 00:10:28,929 HE'S NOT A THERAPIST AT HOME? 195 00:10:29,029 --> 00:10:30,698 OKAY. 196 00:10:36,670 --> 00:10:39,773 Gina: CAN YOU GO ON, KATE? 197 00:10:39,873 --> 00:10:43,744 WHEN YOU TOLD ME ABOUT ATTACKING YOUR PATIENT 198 00:10:43,844 --> 00:10:47,414 I FELT LIKE THAT WAS FOR MY BENEFIT, 199 00:10:47,514 --> 00:10:49,549 THAT YOU JUST WANTED TO SHOW ME 200 00:10:49,649 --> 00:10:51,584 WHAT I'D DONE TO YOU BY SEEING EDWARD 201 00:10:51,685 --> 00:10:54,254 AND HOW I'D RUINED YOUR LIFE 202 00:10:54,354 --> 00:10:56,256 AND, WELL, YOUR WORK. 203 00:10:56,356 --> 00:10:58,792 YOU HAVEN'T RUINED MY LIFE. 204 00:10:58,892 --> 00:11:02,763 YOU'RE THE BEST THING IN IT. 205 00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:05,833 WELL, I FELT LIKE YOU WERE PUTTING ON A SHOW. 206 00:11:08,068 --> 00:11:09,703 CHRIST. 207 00:11:12,139 --> 00:11:14,041 Kate: YOU KNOW, I BELIEVED YOU 208 00:11:14,141 --> 00:11:15,876 WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WANTED ME 209 00:11:15,976 --> 00:11:18,946 TO STOP SEEING EDWARD. I DID. 210 00:11:19,046 --> 00:11:21,114 BUT WHEN YOU SIT HERE RIGHT NOW AND YOU TELL ME 211 00:11:21,214 --> 00:11:23,083 THAT I'M THE BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE... 212 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:26,820 I DON'T BELIEVE THAT. 213 00:11:29,823 --> 00:11:32,192 AND THAT MAKES ME SO SAD. 214 00:11:35,328 --> 00:11:38,698 AND THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME SOMETIMES, 215 00:11:38,799 --> 00:11:40,267 I MEAN, I WILL ASK YOU OUTRIGHT, 216 00:11:40,367 --> 00:11:41,769 "DO YOU LOVE ME?" 217 00:11:41,869 --> 00:11:44,237 AND YOU'VE SAID TO ME-- 218 00:11:44,337 --> 00:11:46,473 YOU'VE LOOKED AT ME AND YOU'VE SAID, 219 00:11:46,573 --> 00:11:48,809 "YES... FOR NOW." 220 00:11:48,909 --> 00:11:50,944 IT'S-- THA-- IT'S A JOKE. 221 00:11:51,044 --> 00:11:54,815 WELL, WHAT THE HELL KIND OF A JOKE IS THAT? 222 00:11:54,915 --> 00:11:57,284 SOMEONE ASKS YOU IF YOU LOVE THEM, 223 00:11:57,384 --> 00:12:00,520 YOU DON'T THINK THAT THEY'RE FEELING VULNERABLE? 224 00:12:00,620 --> 00:12:02,022 A LITTLE INSECURE, MAYBE? 225 00:12:02,122 --> 00:12:03,891 THEY NEED SOME REASSURANCE? 226 00:12:03,991 --> 00:12:05,959 EVERYTHING WE SAY HAS MEANING. 227 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:07,795 - THAT'S YOUR LINE. - BUT WE DON'T MEAN 228 00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:10,063 - EVERYTHING THAT WE SAY. - WELL, WHICH IS IT? 229 00:12:10,163 --> 00:12:12,265 I MEAN, THAT'S PRETTY CONVENIENT FOR YOU, ISN'T IT? 230 00:12:13,767 --> 00:12:15,668 WE DON'T MEAN WHAT WE SAY, FINE, 231 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:18,338 'CAUSE I DON'T BELIEVE A LOT OF WHAT YOU SAY. 232 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:22,976 I MEAN, GINA JUST POINTED IT OUT. 233 00:12:23,076 --> 00:12:25,212 YOU SAID, "I'M HURT," BUT IT SOUNDED LIKE 234 00:12:25,312 --> 00:12:29,082 YOU WERE READING SOMETHING OUT OF A PSYCHOLOGY BOOK. 235 00:12:29,182 --> 00:12:32,752 HOW DO YOU NEED ME? YOU DON'T NEED ME. 236 00:12:32,853 --> 00:12:34,922 I JUST DON'T BELIEVE THAT. 237 00:12:38,358 --> 00:12:41,528 YOU KNOW, WHEN PAUL AND I WERE FIRST SEEING EACH OTHER... 238 00:12:44,731 --> 00:12:47,968 I COULDN'T GET OVER HOW SERIOUSLY HE TOOK ME. 239 00:12:49,837 --> 00:12:52,339 I'D NEVER HAD THAT FROM ANYONE. 240 00:12:54,407 --> 00:12:58,245 UP UNTIL THEN, I'D ALWAYS PRETTY MUCH FELT... 241 00:12:58,345 --> 00:12:59,913 INVISIBLE. 242 00:13:00,013 --> 00:13:03,884 AND THERE WAS ALSO-- THERE WAS THIS-- 243 00:13:03,984 --> 00:13:06,887 THIS EXCITING NEW IDEA 244 00:13:06,987 --> 00:13:10,457 THAT UNDER EVERYTHING PEOPLE SAY 245 00:13:10,557 --> 00:13:11,859 THERE'S ANOTHER INTENTION 246 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,526 AND THAT THERE'S THIS HIDDEN MEANING, 247 00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:16,997 WHICH JUST MEANT THAT EVERYTHING HAD TO BE ANALYZED. 248 00:13:17,097 --> 00:13:20,467 SO, EVERYTHING I SAID TOOK ON THIS IMPORTANCE 249 00:13:20,567 --> 00:13:23,036 BECAUSE HE WAS WORKING SO HARD TO FIGURE ME OUT. 250 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:29,509 AND HE WAS REALLY THE FIRST PERSON 251 00:13:29,609 --> 00:13:31,644 WHO TRIED TO UNDERSTAND ME. 252 00:13:31,744 --> 00:13:33,080 AND I... 253 00:13:41,421 --> 00:13:42,990 THANK YOU. 254 00:13:46,359 --> 00:13:49,062 ...AND I JUST REMEMBER FEELING... 255 00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:51,531 VERY GRATEFUL TO HIM FOR THAT. 256 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:55,768 SO IT WAS QUITE A SHOCK FOR ME 257 00:13:55,869 --> 00:13:58,405 TO REALIZE THAT IT WASN'T ABOUT ME. 258 00:13:58,505 --> 00:14:02,209 IT HAD FUCK ALL TO DO WITH ME, REALLY. 259 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:06,046 I MEAN, IT WAS ABOUT HIM. 260 00:14:06,146 --> 00:14:08,949 BECAUSE YOU DON'T ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND ME. 261 00:14:09,049 --> 00:14:10,717 UNDERSTANDING ME, IT'S NOT ABOUT SUBTEXT. 262 00:14:10,817 --> 00:14:12,619 IT'S NOT ABOUT THE SUBCONSCIOUS. 263 00:14:12,719 --> 00:14:15,655 IT'S NOT ABOUT READING SOME KIND OF AN X-RAY, YOU KNOW? 264 00:14:15,755 --> 00:14:18,358 IT'S JUST SO CLINICAL. 265 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:22,963 ACTUALLY, IT'S WORSE BECAUSE YOU USE IT AGAINST ME. 266 00:14:23,063 --> 00:14:24,464 YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN 267 00:14:24,564 --> 00:14:26,233 BEFORE I'VE DECIDED I KNOW WHAT I MEAN, 268 00:14:26,333 --> 00:14:28,035 AND HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ARGUE WITH THAT? 269 00:14:28,135 --> 00:14:30,637 THIS IS WHAT I'VE GOTTEN OUT OF OUR MARRIAGE. 270 00:14:30,737 --> 00:14:32,940 I'VE GOTTA GO OVER EVERYTHING 10 DIFFERENT WAYS IN MY HEAD. 271 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:35,442 I CAN'T TAKE ANYTHING AT FACE VALUE. 272 00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:37,577 NOTHING IS SIMPLE. NOTHING IS EVER SIMPLE. 273 00:14:37,677 --> 00:14:40,213 I HATE IT. I HATE THAT THAT'S WHAT I'VE BECOME-- 274 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:45,118 JUST THE PATIENT MARRIED TO THE DOCTOR. 275 00:14:46,786 --> 00:14:49,756 WELL, FOR SOMEONE WHO IS ASKING 276 00:14:49,856 --> 00:14:53,026 HOW THIS WHOLE THING WORKS, 277 00:14:53,126 --> 00:14:54,594 YOU'RE DOING A BLUE-RIBBON JOB. 278 00:14:54,694 --> 00:14:56,563 I GOTTA GIVE YOU THAT. 279 00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:02,469 I DIDN'T COME HERE FOR YOU TO GRADE MY PERFORMANCE. 280 00:15:04,671 --> 00:15:09,276 KATE, CAN YOU EXPLAIN TO PAUL WHY YOU WERE SEEING EDWARD? 281 00:15:10,810 --> 00:15:12,345 I DON'T WANT TO EXPLAIN. 282 00:15:12,445 --> 00:15:14,214 NO? 283 00:15:14,314 --> 00:15:16,216 NO, THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M SAYING. 284 00:15:16,316 --> 00:15:18,918 WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE EXPLAINED? 285 00:15:19,019 --> 00:15:20,220 SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T KNOW 286 00:15:20,320 --> 00:15:22,489 AND SOMETIMES I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. 287 00:15:29,129 --> 00:15:30,863 FINE. INITIALLY, 288 00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:34,234 IT WAS JUST EXCITEMENT AND ADRENALINE. 289 00:15:37,204 --> 00:15:39,172 AND THERE WAS THIS POSSIBILITY 290 00:15:39,272 --> 00:15:41,708 WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING THAT I MAY DO SOMETHING 291 00:15:41,808 --> 00:15:43,143 THAT I HADN'T PLANNED 292 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:45,645 OR THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS CAPABLE OF. 293 00:15:45,745 --> 00:15:49,349 AND THAT'S WHO I WAS BEFORE I MET PAUL. 294 00:15:49,449 --> 00:15:51,084 AND, SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY, 295 00:15:51,184 --> 00:15:53,753 THAT PART OF ME JUST DIED 296 00:15:53,853 --> 00:15:55,989 OR-- I DON'T KNOW-- IT WAS SMOTHERED. 297 00:15:58,858 --> 00:16:00,393 THE POINT I'M TRYING TO MAKE IS 298 00:16:00,493 --> 00:16:03,096 WHY CAN I NOT JUST TRUST MYSELF 299 00:16:03,196 --> 00:16:06,966 TO BE WHO I AM AND TO JUST GET ON WITH IT? 300 00:16:07,067 --> 00:16:09,636 WELL, JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOOK, 301 00:16:09,736 --> 00:16:13,373 IT DOESN'T MEAN THERE'S NOTHING UNDERNEATH. 302 00:16:13,473 --> 00:16:15,742 WELL, THAT'S VERY PROFOUND, I'M SURE. 303 00:16:15,842 --> 00:16:17,010 THERE'S STILL A REASON WHY YOU-- 304 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:19,112 WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP IT? 305 00:16:19,212 --> 00:16:21,648 I DO NOT WANT YOUR INTELLECTUAL INTERPRETATION 306 00:16:21,748 --> 00:16:23,283 OF EVERYTHING I SAY. 307 00:16:30,123 --> 00:16:32,592 I DID IT BECAUSE I FELT SOMETHING. 308 00:16:34,694 --> 00:16:36,396 WHAT DID YOU FEEL? 309 00:16:38,798 --> 00:16:40,433 WANTED. 310 00:16:45,972 --> 00:16:47,407 I MEAN, DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY THAT I WANT YOU? 311 00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:49,542 I DO. I WANT YOU. THAT'S WHY I'M HERE, 312 00:16:49,642 --> 00:16:52,245 SO THAT YOU'LL BELIEVE IT. 313 00:16:52,345 --> 00:16:55,215 PAUL, DO YOU FEEL THAT YOU NEED A WITNESS 314 00:16:55,315 --> 00:16:57,884 TO VERIFY YOUR LOVE FOR KATE? 315 00:16:57,984 --> 00:16:59,852 THANK YOU. 316 00:16:59,952 --> 00:17:03,223 THANK YOU. I'M SORRY, BUT I JUST KEEP GETTING THIS... 317 00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:07,594 THAT IMAGE OF BILL CLINTON, THAT FOOTAGE OF HIM. 318 00:17:07,694 --> 00:17:09,562 HE WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ALL THOSE CAMERAS 319 00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:12,199 AND HE'S WAGGING HIS FINGER SO ADAMANTLY, YOU KNOW. 320 00:17:12,299 --> 00:17:14,801 "I DID NOT HAVE SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH THAT WOMAN." 321 00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:17,270 JEEZ, THAT'S SOME COMPARISON. 322 00:17:20,573 --> 00:17:24,511 YOU KNOW, I CAN'T ASSERT ANYTHING STRONGLY ENOUGH, 323 00:17:24,611 --> 00:17:26,813 BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE A CLEAR INDICATION 324 00:17:26,913 --> 00:17:28,948 OF MY... INSINCERITY 325 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:31,218 BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, 326 00:17:31,318 --> 00:17:33,453 IF I DON'T STATE MY FEELINGS, THEN THAT'S SOMETHING ELSE. 327 00:17:33,553 --> 00:17:38,258 FAIR ENOUGH. MAYBE THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN SAY TO ME. 328 00:17:38,358 --> 00:17:40,960 ALL I KNOW IS I HAVE TO FEEL IT IN MY GUT TO BELIEVE IT. 329 00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:43,730 - AND YOU DON'T. - NO, I DON'T. 330 00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:49,502 DO YOU REMEMBER? 331 00:17:49,602 --> 00:17:52,205 DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE WANTED? 332 00:17:52,305 --> 00:17:55,375 TO BE TRULY DESIRED AND PURSUED? 333 00:17:55,475 --> 00:17:57,577 IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU EXPERIENCE AS A DEBATE. 334 00:17:57,677 --> 00:18:00,213 IT'S NOT AN ARGUMENT YOU NEED TO BE CONVINCED OF. 335 00:18:00,313 --> 00:18:04,251 IT'S JUST THIS-- THIS-- THIS FORCE 336 00:18:04,351 --> 00:18:08,521 THAT HAS TO BE-- THAT HAS TO BE RECKONED WITH. 337 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,360 WHAT? WHAT IS IT? DID I... 338 00:18:14,861 --> 00:18:16,529 WHAT? 339 00:18:23,970 --> 00:18:26,539 WHAT DID I SAY? WHAT'S GOING ON? 340 00:18:33,313 --> 00:18:36,783 DO YOU KNOW WHAT TRANSFERENCE IS? 341 00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:41,621 WHEN A PATIENT HAS FEELINGS FOR THEIR THERAPIST 342 00:18:41,721 --> 00:18:44,991 WHICH ARE, IN FACT, DRAWN FROM THEIR RELATIONSHIPS 343 00:18:45,091 --> 00:18:47,327 WITH THEIR PARENTS. 344 00:18:47,427 --> 00:18:50,863 THEY PROJECT QUALITIES ONTO THE THERAPIST 345 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:52,064 THAT DON'T REALLY EXIST 346 00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:55,535 OR THEY CAN BE JUST EXAGGERATED. 347 00:18:57,670 --> 00:19:00,273 AND THEN WHEN THEY FIND THE COURAGE, THE PATIENT-- 348 00:19:00,373 --> 00:19:02,475 WELL, THEY REACH A LEVEL OF TRUST 349 00:19:02,575 --> 00:19:06,078 AND THEY FEEL SAFE ENOUGH TO EXPRESS THEIR DESIRE FOR THE... 350 00:19:06,179 --> 00:19:09,782 AND SO FOR A TIME, 351 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:13,420 THE PATIENT MAY EXPERIENCE FEELINGS 352 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:15,054 AS IF THEY'RE TRULY INTENDED 353 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:18,491 FOR THE THERAPIST. 354 00:19:27,099 --> 00:19:29,269 DID YOU FUCK HER? 355 00:19:30,970 --> 00:19:32,405 WHAT? 356 00:19:33,773 --> 00:19:35,775 WELL, IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME? I'M NOT SURE. 357 00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:38,445 ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT YOU SLEPT WITH A PATIENT? 358 00:19:38,545 --> 00:19:41,648 Paul: NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M... 359 00:19:41,748 --> 00:19:45,285 YOU ASKED ME IF I FELT SOMEONE'S DESIRE FOR ME. 360 00:19:45,385 --> 00:19:48,087 AND I'M SAYING YES. I HAVE PATIENTS WHO'VE INDICATED 361 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:52,091 FEELINGS FOR ME, ONLY I'M NOT FLYING OFF TO ROME TO FUCK THEM. 362 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,961 IT HAPPENS IN THERAPY ALL THE TIME. 363 00:19:59,466 --> 00:20:01,368 HAS THIS HAPPENED TO YOU? 364 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,672 Paul: I'VE SPOKEN TO GINA ABOUT IT. 365 00:20:05,772 --> 00:20:08,275 IT'S REALLY VALUABLE FOR ME TO EXPLORE MY OWN FEELINGS 366 00:20:08,375 --> 00:20:10,277 WITH ANOTHER THERAPIST, 367 00:20:10,377 --> 00:20:11,644 SO THAT THEY DON'T GET IN THE WAY, 368 00:20:11,744 --> 00:20:13,646 SO THAT I CAN WORK THROUGH MY FEELINGS 369 00:20:13,746 --> 00:20:17,484 BECAUSE THEN I DON'T LET THEM GET THE BEST OF ME AND RUIN MY MARRIAGE. 370 00:20:17,584 --> 00:20:19,886 THAT'S-- 371 00:20:19,986 --> 00:20:23,022 ALL RIGHT, SO EXACTLY WHAT KIND OF FEELINGS 372 00:20:23,122 --> 00:20:24,991 HAS THIS WOMAN PROVOKED IN YOU? 373 00:20:32,465 --> 00:20:34,401 WHAT HAS HE SAID TO YOU? 374 00:20:35,468 --> 00:20:37,837 KATE, ONLY PAUL CAN ANSWER THAT. 375 00:20:42,008 --> 00:20:44,444 IT'S OKAY, HE DOESN'T HAVE TO. 376 00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:55,422 THIS IS WHY HE NEEDED TO MAKE SOME SORT OF A... 377 00:20:55,522 --> 00:20:59,125 DECLARATION OF COMMITMENT TO ME. 378 00:20:59,225 --> 00:21:01,193 THIS IS HIS WAGGING FINGER. 379 00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:02,495 THIS IS HIS "I DID NOT HAVE 380 00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:04,196 SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH THAT WOMAN." 381 00:21:04,297 --> 00:21:05,732 - BUT I DIDN'T. - DOESN'T MATTER. 382 00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:08,200 THIS IS NOT NOTHING. 383 00:21:08,301 --> 00:21:10,770 IF THIS WERE NOTHING, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE BROUGHT IT UP HERE. 384 00:21:10,870 --> 00:21:13,105 IF THIS WERE JUST SOME PATIENT 385 00:21:13,205 --> 00:21:15,608 WITH A SILLY CRUSH... 386 00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:21,147 ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT YOU'VE 387 00:21:21,247 --> 00:21:23,416 FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SOME PATIENT 388 00:21:23,516 --> 00:21:25,718 THAT YOU'RE TREATING? 389 00:21:30,490 --> 00:21:32,425 LOOK, YOU HAVE YOUR INSURANCE GUY. 390 00:21:32,525 --> 00:21:35,728 YOU DON'T GET TO PLAY THE OUTRAGED WIFE HERE. 391 00:21:35,828 --> 00:21:38,498 OKAY, HE'S NOT AN INSURANCE GUY AND YOU KNOW IT. 392 00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:40,132 - WHATEVER HE IS. - THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER ONE 393 00:21:40,232 --> 00:21:41,534 OF YOUR STUPID, PAINFUL JOKES. 394 00:21:41,634 --> 00:21:44,571 AND I DON'T GET TO PLAY OUTRAGED? HUH. 395 00:21:44,671 --> 00:21:46,573 WHY DON'T YOU EXPLAIN THE LAST FEW WEEKS TO ME? 396 00:21:46,673 --> 00:21:48,608 WHILE YOU'VE BEEN RUNNING AROUND LIKE A GODDAMN MARTYR, 397 00:21:48,708 --> 00:21:51,611 THE WHOLE TIME YOU'RE CHASING SOME PATIENT. JESUS CHRIST. 398 00:21:51,711 --> 00:21:53,613 ACTUALLY, LET ME GUESS. WHAT IS SHE? 399 00:21:53,713 --> 00:21:55,848 SOME GIRL WITH NO FATHER FIGURE? 400 00:21:55,948 --> 00:21:59,118 HE DIED? ABANDONED HER WHEN SHE WAS 12? 401 00:21:59,218 --> 00:22:02,088 OH, HE LOVES THAT TYPE. I'LL TELL YOU. 402 00:22:02,188 --> 00:22:03,356 HOW OLD IS SHE? 403 00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:05,592 WHAT TYPE, KATE? 404 00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:09,362 OH, GIRLS WITH THAT PARTICULAR BRAND OF DYSFUNCTION-- 405 00:22:09,462 --> 00:22:10,763 A TASTY LITTLE DADDY COMPLEX 406 00:22:10,863 --> 00:22:12,365 SO HE CAN SWEEP THEM OFF THEIR FEET. 407 00:22:12,465 --> 00:22:14,567 IT'S DAYDREAMING, THAT'S ALL. 408 00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:17,470 MAYBE IT'S A LITTLE MORE THAN DAYDREAMING. 409 00:22:17,570 --> 00:22:20,673 LOOK, I WANTED TO COME CLEAN HERE. 410 00:22:20,773 --> 00:22:24,176 NOW YOU KNOW. 411 00:22:24,276 --> 00:22:26,312 THE REASON I'M TELLING YOU IS 412 00:22:26,413 --> 00:22:28,715 BECAUSE I WANT IT TO STOP. 413 00:22:32,118 --> 00:22:33,753 YOU WANT TO STOP WHAT? 414 00:22:33,853 --> 00:22:35,354 YOU WANNA STOP WANTING TO FUCK PATIENTS? 415 00:22:35,455 --> 00:22:36,823 HOW DO YOU STOP THAT? 416 00:22:36,923 --> 00:22:38,791 I DON'T KNOW, BUT WE MIGHT TRY ACTING LIKE A COUPLE 417 00:22:38,891 --> 00:22:42,094 WHO ACTUALLY MIGHT WANT TO BE TOGETHER. 418 00:22:47,166 --> 00:22:48,968 MAYBE YOU CAN DESCRIBE TO KATE 419 00:22:49,068 --> 00:22:51,237 WHAT YOU'RE EXPERIENCING WITH THIS PATIENT, 420 00:22:51,337 --> 00:22:53,773 LIKE KATE DID WITH EDWARD. 421 00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:56,142 LOOK, YOU CAN'T-- 422 00:22:56,242 --> 00:22:58,945 YOU CAN'T COMPARE THE... 423 00:22:59,045 --> 00:23:01,714 SHE SLEPT WITH SOMEBODY. I ALLOWED MYSELF A FANTASY. 424 00:23:01,814 --> 00:23:04,651 THAT'S ALL. I NEVER ADMITTED IT TO THIS WOMAN. 425 00:23:04,751 --> 00:23:06,986 I CERTAINLY NEVER ACTED ON IT. 426 00:23:07,086 --> 00:23:08,488 BUT YOU WERE DYING TO. 427 00:23:08,588 --> 00:23:10,657 YES, I WAS DYING TO, BUT I DIDN'T. 428 00:23:13,660 --> 00:23:16,062 ANYWAY, SHE QUIT THERAPY. 429 00:23:16,162 --> 00:23:19,632 I FORGOT TO TELL YOU, SHE QUIT THERAPY ON MONDAY. 430 00:23:19,732 --> 00:23:22,301 WELL, GOOD. NOW YOU CAN FUCK HER WITHOUT WORRYING... 431 00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:23,770 OR LOSING YOUR LICENSE. 432 00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:25,404 OR MAYBE NOW I CAN TRY TO SAVE OUR MARRIAGE 433 00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:26,839 OR WHAT'S LEFT OF OUR MARRIAGE 434 00:23:26,939 --> 00:23:29,041 WHICH, APPARENTLY, ISN'T VERY MUCH. 435 00:23:29,141 --> 00:23:31,678 DID YOU SAY MONDAY? 436 00:23:31,778 --> 00:23:34,881 - MONDAY? - MONDAY, YES. 437 00:23:36,683 --> 00:23:40,787 THAT'S WHY YOU WOULDN'T GO WITH MAX ON A MONDAY? 438 00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:43,189 BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT TO MISS YOUR SESSION WITH THIS GIRL? 439 00:23:43,289 --> 00:23:44,957 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 440 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:49,228 MAX-- HE'S HAVING 441 00:23:49,328 --> 00:23:51,598 A LOT OF PROBLEMS AT SCHOOL. 442 00:23:51,698 --> 00:23:53,733 THERE WAS THIS CONFERENCE WITH HIS TEACHERS 443 00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:57,136 AND PAUL WANTED TO RESCHEDULE BECAUSE... 444 00:24:01,641 --> 00:24:03,175 I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. 445 00:24:03,275 --> 00:24:05,044 I KNEW IT. 446 00:24:05,144 --> 00:24:08,881 AND ALL YOUR SPEECHIFYING, ALL YOUR FUCKING SANCTIMONY, 447 00:24:08,981 --> 00:24:10,817 WALKING AROUND LIKE THE MORTALLY WOUNDED 448 00:24:10,917 --> 00:24:12,952 AND THE WHOLE TIME-- OH, JESUS. 449 00:24:13,052 --> 00:24:15,488 MAKES TOTAL SENSE NOW, DOESN'T IT? 450 00:24:15,588 --> 00:24:18,090 A MILLION LITTLE THINGS. 451 00:24:18,190 --> 00:24:19,959 WHEN DID THIS START? 452 00:24:21,561 --> 00:24:23,229 HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN GOING ON? 453 00:24:23,329 --> 00:24:25,231 HOW LONG HAS WHAT BEEN GOING ON? 454 00:24:25,331 --> 00:24:26,599 I TOLD YOU NOTHING HAPPENED. 455 00:24:26,699 --> 00:24:28,300 I'LL TELL YOU WHEN THIS STARTED. 456 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:29,569 IT STARTED A YEAR AGO, DIDN'T IT? 457 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:31,437 - AM I RIGHT? - Paul: JESUS. 458 00:24:31,538 --> 00:24:33,139 WHAT HAPPENED TO US? 459 00:24:33,239 --> 00:24:34,641 Kate: WHAT HAPPENED TO US? 460 00:24:34,741 --> 00:24:36,242 WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? 461 00:24:36,342 --> 00:24:39,078 WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, PAUL? 462 00:24:39,178 --> 00:24:40,747 EDWARD, HE WAS NOTHING. 463 00:24:40,847 --> 00:24:43,282 - NOTHING? - Kate: CAN YOU SAY IT'S NOTHING? 464 00:24:43,382 --> 00:24:45,417 CAN YOU SAY IT'S NOTHING WITH THIS-- 465 00:24:45,518 --> 00:24:46,786 WHAT'S HER NAME? WHAT IS HER NAME? 466 00:24:46,886 --> 00:24:48,655 I CAN'T TELL YOU. I'M NOT ALLOWED TO. 467 00:24:48,755 --> 00:24:50,389 I WANT TO KNOW AND YOU'D BETTER TELL ME, PAUL. 468 00:24:50,489 --> 00:24:52,124 I AM NOT FUCKING AROUND. 469 00:24:52,224 --> 00:24:54,694 LAURA. 470 00:24:54,794 --> 00:24:56,696 LAURA. 471 00:24:59,065 --> 00:25:01,668 WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME IT'S NOTHING WITH LAURA? 472 00:25:09,441 --> 00:25:11,510 MY GOD. 473 00:25:13,245 --> 00:25:16,415 I MADE A MISTAKE. I MADE A-- 474 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:19,552 WITH SOMEONE I COULDN'T EVEN BE IN... 475 00:25:23,289 --> 00:25:24,891 GOD DAMN YOU. 476 00:25:24,991 --> 00:25:27,159 WHAT DO YOU WANT? DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY IT'S NOTHING? 477 00:25:27,259 --> 00:25:29,962 BECAUSE IT ISN'T NOTHING. 478 00:25:30,062 --> 00:25:32,665 THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE. THAT'S WHY I'M HERE. 479 00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,737 FUCK YOU. 480 00:25:44,777 --> 00:25:47,914 PAUL, YOU CAN UNDERSTAND HOW SHE'S FEELING. 481 00:25:48,014 --> 00:25:50,583 SHE CAME HERE WANTING TO LEAVE HER AFFAIR BEHIND 482 00:25:50,683 --> 00:25:52,952 AND WORK ON YOUR MARRIAGE. 483 00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:56,789 THEN SHE FINDS OUT THAT YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ANOTHER WOMAN. 484 00:25:56,889 --> 00:25:59,325 IT'S NOT THE SAME THING, GINA. 485 00:26:00,192 --> 00:26:01,828 STILL... 486 00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:08,901 YOU'VE BOTH BEEN PULLING AWAY FROM THE RELATIONSHIP. 487 00:26:09,001 --> 00:26:12,304 NOW WHAT'S LEFT IS TO FIGHT OVER WHO'S BEEN HURT THE MOST. 488 00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:16,108 WHY? 489 00:26:16,208 --> 00:26:18,010 WHY IS ANYONE CHEATING? 490 00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:22,314 LOOKING TO SOMEONE ELSE FOR A CONNECTION? 491 00:26:24,651 --> 00:26:27,353 HOW DID THE MARRIAGE END UP FEELING THIS EMPTY? 492 00:26:34,627 --> 00:26:36,663 OKAY, THIS IS A FIRST STEP. 493 00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:38,665 WE'LL KEEP LOOKING AT THESE REACTIONS 494 00:26:38,765 --> 00:26:40,399 AND WHAT THEY MEAN, 495 00:26:40,499 --> 00:26:42,501 WHERE THEY STARTED. 496 00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:44,536 AS I SAID IN THE BEGINNING, 497 00:26:44,637 --> 00:26:47,073 WE SHOULD MEET A FEW TIMES 498 00:26:47,173 --> 00:26:50,376 AND THEN DECIDE TO GO ON WITH COUPLES THERAPY 499 00:26:50,476 --> 00:26:53,279 OR SOME OTHER SOLUTION. 500 00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:54,814 Paul: OKAY. 501 00:26:54,914 --> 00:26:57,650 GINA, I'D LIKE TO PAY YOU FOR MY SESSIONS SO FAR 502 00:26:57,750 --> 00:26:59,418 AND FOR THIS ONE AS WELL. 503 00:26:59,518 --> 00:27:01,420 NO, PAUL, WE DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT NOW. 504 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:03,756 FIVE SESSIONS. HOW MUCH-- 505 00:27:03,856 --> 00:27:05,892 PAUL, AS YOU SAID IN THE BEGINNING, 506 00:27:05,992 --> 00:27:08,127 SOME LINES HAVE BEEN BLURRED HERE. 507 00:27:08,227 --> 00:27:10,296 SO, I HAVEN'T EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THIS. 508 00:27:10,396 --> 00:27:13,700 LET ME FIGURE IT OUT AND I'LL SEND YOU A BILL. 509 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,267 - OKAY? - OKAY. 510 00:27:18,604 --> 00:27:21,307 WHAT EXACTLY AM I GOING HOME WITH? 511 00:27:23,542 --> 00:27:26,612 WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO 512 00:27:26,713 --> 00:27:29,181 WITH THIS BEFORE-- FOR OUR NEXT INSTALLMENT? 513 00:27:33,085 --> 00:27:36,488 KATE, YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME. 514 00:27:36,588 --> 00:27:38,157 PAUL, YOU KNOW THAT. 515 00:27:38,257 --> 00:27:40,226 AND IF YOU WANT TO MEET BEFORE NEXT FRIDAY, 516 00:27:40,326 --> 00:27:42,194 IT'S FINE. I'M HERE. 517 00:27:44,363 --> 00:27:45,865 ( Kate sniffles ) 518 00:27:57,409 --> 00:27:58,610 THANKS, GINA. 519 00:27:58,711 --> 00:28:00,246 TAKE CARE, PAUL.