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Man:
PREVIOUSLY ON
"IN TREATMENT"...

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WELL,
DAVID WAS MY FIRST.

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DON'T LOOK
AT ME LIKE THAT.
I WASN'T A VICTIM.

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I GOT INTO HIS BED.

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HE WAS A 40-YEAR-OLD MAN,
FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.

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YOUR FATHER HAD NO IDEA
WHAT WAS GOING ON?

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HE WAS ASLEEP
IN THE NEXT ROOM.

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I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT

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THAT YOU TALK
TO YOUR FATHER
ABOUT THIS

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WHILE IT'S STILL
POSSIBLE.

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YOU KNOW THAT THIS THING
WITH ME AND ALEX IS OVER.

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I ENDED IT.

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I CAN'T CONTINUE, PAUL.

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EVERY MINUTE HERE
IS TEARING ME APART.

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- ( shower running )
- DADDY?

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( theme music playing )

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( cell phone ringing )

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YES, HELLO.

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NO, I'M ON MY WAY
SOMEWHERE.

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NO, NOT TO THE WARD.

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NO, ABSOLUTELY NOT.

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BECAUSE HIS TEMPERATURE
IS SLIGHTLY UP,

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AND I DON'T WANT IT
TO GET OUT OF HAND.

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JUST TELL THEM
TO TAKE CARE OF HIM
UNTIL I GET THERE.

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JUST KEEP AN EYE
ON HIS FEVER.

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IN ABOUT 90 MINUTES.

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LOOK, IT'S-- IT'S IMPORTANT.
CAN I COUNT ON YOU?

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OKAY. OKAY, BYE.

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- HI.
- HI.

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- HERE, FOR YOU.
- OH. WHAT IS IT?

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THERE'S A FARMER'S MARKET
ACROSS THE STREET
FROM THE HOSPITAL.

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MAPLE SYRUP.

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- IT'S VERMONT'S FINEST.
- THANKS.

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SURE. YOUR KIDS
EAT PANCAKES, RIGHT?

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YEAH.

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COME ON IN.

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THANKS.

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THANKS FOR SEEING ME.

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WHEN I WAS DIALING
YOUR NUMBER THIS MORNING,

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I THOUGHT, "SHIT,
IT'S NOT EVEN 8:00.

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I PROBABLY WOKE
EVERYONE UP."

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PLEASE, THIS PLACE IS
A CIRCUS BY 8:00.

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I HAD NO ONE ELSE
TO TALK TO.

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I EVEN
CALLED ANDREW,

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BUT, YOU KNOW,
HE NEVER CALLED ME BACK.
ANYWAY, THANKS.

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I THOUGHT MY HOUR WOULD
BE FILLED ALREADY.

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YOUR HOUR ISN'T FILLED.
HOW IS YOUR DAD?

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IS HE STILL IN I.C.U.?

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YES.

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HIS TEMPERATURE WENT UP
AND THEY WANTED TO MOVE
HIM TO THE WARD,

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BUT I WANT HIM KEPT THERE
AS LONG AS POSSIBLE,

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YOU KNOW, WHERE HE'S GOT
ONE-ON-ONE NURSING CARE.

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HE LOOKS SO SMALL,
YOU KNOW.

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SO TINY.

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( sighs )

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HE LOOKS LOST
IN THAT HUGE BED.

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YOU CAN BARELY SEE
HIS BODY UNDER THE SHEETS.

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HE LOOKS LIKE E.T.

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YOU'D THINK I'D BE
MORE RESISTANT, HUH?

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I'VE ALREADY
SEEN PEOPLE SHRINK
INTO LITTLE GREMLINS.

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BUT NOT MY FATHER.

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I TOOK YOUR ADVICE.

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I TOLD HIM
ABOUT DAVID.

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WHEN I LEFT HERE
LAST WEEK, I CALLED
HIM ON THE WAY HOME.

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HE WAS SO HAPPY
TO HEAR FROM ME.

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IT HAD BEEN A MONTH
SINCE WE'D SEEN EACH OTHER,

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SO I WENT AROUND TO HIS HOUSE
AND HE ORDERED TAKEOUT.

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MY DAD NEVER
ORDERS TAKEOUT.

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HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW.

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I SWEAR,
HE ORDERED HALF THE MENU.
I'M NOT EXAGGERATING.

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HE MEANS WELL,
BUT I DON'T THINK
HE KNOWS WHAT I LIKE.

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DO YOU KNOW
WHAT YOUR KIDS LIKE?

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YOU MEAN APART
FROM PANCAKES?

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WHEN I TOLD HIM
ABOUT DAVID HE SAID...

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"I THOUGHT SO."

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WE WERE SITTING
IN THE KITCHEN SURROUNDED
BY TAKEOUT CONTAINERS,

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ABOUT 20 OF THEM.

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HE WAS JUST PUSHING
HIS EGG ROLL FROM ONE SIDE
OF THE PLATE TO THE OTHER,

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DIPPING IT
IN THE HOT MUSTARD
WITHOUT LOOKING UP AT ME

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AND SAYS,
"I THOUGHT SO."

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HMM.

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- DID YOU TELL HIM
THE FULL STORY?
- YEAH, WELL,

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MORE OR LESS.
I TOLD HIM THAT I SLEPT
WITH DAVID AT OUR HOUSE.

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HE ASKED ME
IF IT CONTINUED LATER,

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AND I SAID, "NO, IT WAS
JUST A PASSING THING."

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THAT NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME,
HE DIDN'T NEED TO WORRY,

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THAT IT CAME UP
IN THERAPY

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AND I THOUGHT I SHOULD TALK
TO HIM ABOUT IT.

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IT DOESN'T SOUND TO ME
LIKE YOUR FATHER WAS--

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DOESN'T SOUND
LIKE HE WAS SURPRISED.

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HOW DO YOU FEEL
ABOUT THAT?

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THAT HE MIGHT HAVE
KNOWN ALL ALONG,

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AND THAT HE DIDN'T
DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT?

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I DIDN'T TAKE IT
THAT WAY.

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LOOK, PAUL, THE PAIN,
YOU KNOW, THE SHOCK
OF IT WAS SO BAD,

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HE IMMEDIATELY
HAD TO ACT AS IF
HE'D KNOWN ALL ALONG,

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AS IF TO DEFLECT
THE SHOCK OF IT TO...

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OLD HABITS
DIE HARD, HUH?

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YOU CAN TAKE
THE GIRL OUT OF THERAPY,

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BUT YOU CAN'T
TAKE THE THERAPY OUT
OF THE CONVERSATION.

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IT'S FUNNY.
THINGS FEEL DIFFERENT.

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FEELS LIKE I HAVEN'T
BEEN HERE FOR A YEAR.

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ARE THOSE NEW SHOES?

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THESE? NO, I FOUND THEM
IN THE CLOSET.

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I'D FORGOTTEN ABOUT THEM.
I USED TO WEAR THEM BEFORE--

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- BEFORE I WAS MARRIED.
- THEY'RE NICE.

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THINK SO?

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I'M REALLY GLAD
THAT YOU CALLED.

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REALLY?

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WHAT,
DID YOU MISS ME?

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YES, I DID.

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EVEN AFTER THAT
DRAMATIC EXIT LAST WEEK?

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YEAH.

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REALLY?

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YEAH.

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I GUESS
THE PROSPECT OF--

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OF NOT SEEING YOU
AGAIN KIND OF--

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KIND OF SCARED ME.

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LOSING A PATIENT
IS SUCH A BIG DEAL?

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LOSING YOU
IS A BIG DEAL.

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DOES IT BOTHER YOU
THAT I SAID THAT?

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NO, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU'RE SAYING IT.
I MEAN, WHY NOW?

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IS THIS A TRICK?

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WHY WOULD I BE
TRICKING YOU?

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I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU'RE SAYING IT.

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TO BE HONEST...
I DON'T REALLY
BELIEVE YOU.

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IT'S THE TRUTH,
LAURA.

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I'M TRYING TO SAY
HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU.

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I THINK
YOU DESERVE TO KNOW.

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I THINK IT'S--

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I THINK IT'S TIME
FOR YOU TO KNOW.

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KNOW WHAT?

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THAT I HAVE VERY
DEEP FEELINGS FOR YOU.

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I KEEP THINKING
ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME.

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I REALLY MISS
YOU SOMETIMES. IT'S...

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NO, NOT SOMETIMES--

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OFTEN.

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I MISS YOU OFTEN.

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OKAY, SO WHAT NOW?

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I MEAN, IF I SAY YES,
THEN WHAT, IT WILL HAPPEN?

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WHAT, THIS ISN'T
THERAPY, SO IT'S OKAY
ALL OF A SUDDEN?

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YOU KNOW WHAT?
THIS WHOLE THING
DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT.

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- IT FEELS WEIRD.
- WHAT, THAT I--

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THAT I SAID THAT
I HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU?

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YOU'RE TESTING ME.
ARE YOU TESTING ME, PAUL?

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NO.

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OKAY.

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OKAY, GOOD.

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YOU KNOW, WE NEVER SAT
ON THE SAME COUCH BEFORE.

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SO WHAT NOW?

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I DON'T KNOW, PAUL.

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( sighs )

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CAN I...

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LISTEN TO US.
IT'S NOT SUPPOSED
TO BE LIKE THIS.

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EVERYTHING'S
SO POLITE.

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I MEAN, WITH ANDREW,
TWO HOURS AFTER I MET HIM,

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I WAS IN HIS BED.

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LUCKY IT WAS DARK.
IF I'D SEEN THE CONDITION
OF HIS APARTMENT,

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I PROBABLY WOULDN'T
HAVE SLEPT WITH HIM.

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NO, ACTUALLY,
I WOULD HAVE,

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'CAUSE THAT'S
HOW IT IS WITH ME.
I ACT ON IMPULSE.

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DO YOU THINK THIS IS
ACTING ON IMPULSE?

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THIS ISN'T IMPULSIVE.

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THIS IS THE LONGEST FOREPLAY
I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED.

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A YEAR OF JUST GETTING
TO KNOW YOU.

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WHAT DO YOU KNOW
ABOUT ME, LAURA?

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SPECIFICS, YOU MEAN?

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I KNOW SOME THINGS.

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I KNOW
YOU HAVE CHILDREN.

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YES, I DO.

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MAX, ROSIE, IAN.
YEAH, AND WHAT ELSE?

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ONCE OR TWICE
YOU HAVEN'T WORN
YOUR WEDDING RING.

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I NOTICED THAT.

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IT'S BECAUSE...

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SOMETIMES WHEN I'M WASHING
THE DISHES, THE...

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THE DISH SOAP
GETS UNDER THE BAND

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AND IRRITATES THE SKIN.

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WHAT ARE YOU THINKING
ABOUT NOW?

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JUST YOU.

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I REMEMBER ONCE
WHEN I WAS--

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( clears throat )
I WAS ABOUT 14,

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I HAD A CRUSH--

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NO, ACTUALLY,
I DIDN'T HAVE A CRUSH.

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I FELL IN LOVE WITH...

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00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:21,268
MY BIOLOGY TEACHER.

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- OH, YEAH? WELL...
- SHE MUST HAVE BEEN
ABOUT 33, 34.

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I USED TO WRITE HER
THESE BIG LONG POEMS,

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AND I WOULD PUT THEM IN
WITH MY HOMEWORK.

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AND I REMEMBER

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SAYING TO HER ONE DAY,
"I'M NOT INTERESTED
IN GIRLS MY AGE.

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THEY DON'T GET ME.
THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME.

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THEY DON'T KNOW
WHO THE REAL ME IS."

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WHAT I REALLY
WANTED WAS--

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WAS HER.

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SO ONE DAY,

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I FOUND MYSELF ALONE
IN THE LAB--

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IN THE SCIENCE LAB--
WITH HER.

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AND I HEARD
MYSELF SAY THAT--

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THAT I JUST HAD
TO KISS HER.

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00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:09,016
AND WHAT HAPPENED?

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SHE TURNED OFF
THE LIGHTS,

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SHE CAME
RIGHT UP TO ME

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AND SHE STOOD FACING ME
IN COMPLETE DARKNESS.

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00:14:20,393 --> 00:14:22,462
AND I REMEMBER

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00:14:22,562 --> 00:14:24,731
THE SOUND
OF HER BREATHING

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00:14:24,831 --> 00:14:28,368
AND THE SMELL
OF HER PERFUME.

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IT WAS LIKE I WAS
DRUNK OR SOMETHING.

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SHE LOOKED ME STRAIGHT
IN THE EYE,

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00:14:34,307 --> 00:14:36,977
AND SHE SAID
REALLY QUIETLY...

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"GO ON. DO IT.

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00:14:42,349 --> 00:14:44,317
JUST DO IT."

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- YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?
- WHAT?

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00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:51,925
I GOT THE HELL OUT
OF THERE, RAN AWAY.

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00:14:54,361 --> 00:14:57,464
DID YOU EVER THINK
WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED
IF YOU HADN'T RUN?

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00:14:57,564 --> 00:14:59,399
IF YOU HAD KISSED HER?

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00:14:59,499 --> 00:15:02,235
I USED THINK ABOUT THAT
ALL THE TIME.

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00:15:04,037 --> 00:15:05,838
BUT NOW WHEN
I THINK OF IT,

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I THANK HER FOR IT.
I DO.

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FOR WHAT?
FOR SCARING YOU?

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NO.

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I GUESS SHE SHOWED ME
THAT WHAT I FELT

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OR WHAT I THOUGHT I FELT,

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EVEN THOUGH IT WAS REAL
AND GENUINE TO ME, WAS--

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WAS REALLY
JUST A FANTASY.

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IT WASN'T REAL,

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AND THAT SHE HAD
THE COMPASSION

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TO LET ME GO BACK
TO MY FUTURE.

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DAVID DIDN'T
TURN OUT THE LIGHTS.

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HE SAID HE WANTED
TO LOOK AT ME...

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THAT MY BODY WAS AMAZING,
THAT I WAS BEAUTIFUL.

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HE WENT ON AND ON
ABOUT THAT.

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I CAN'T BELIEVE
HOW NAIVE I WAS.

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WHAT I THOUGHT WAS GONNA
HAPPEN WHEN I WALKED
INTO HIS ROOM, I--

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GOD, ISN'T IT CRAZY
ALL THE THINGS YOU
IMAGINE SEX WILL BE

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WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG?

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I HAD VERY
ROMANTIC THOUGHTS.

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I IMAGINED
AN ANGEL WOULD COME,

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AND WHEN WE WERE IN BED,
SHE'D TOUCH ME...

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AND ERASE
MY FORMER LIFE.

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HE TOLD ME HOW PROUD
HE WAS OF ME.

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WHEN I WAS
IN CALIFORNIA, HE TOLD ME
I WAS RIPE FOR THIS,

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THAT I WAS A WOMAN.

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HE SAID
THAT I WAS READY.

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THEN HE STARTED
WHISPERING TO ME.

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HE SAID HE NEVER
HAD SUCH A HARD-ON
IN HIS LIFE.

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AND HE SAID,
"SEE WHAT YOU DID TO ME?"

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AND HE UNDRESSED

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AND STOOD IN THE MIDDLE
OF THE ROOM, SHOWING ME
WHAT I DID TO HIM.

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THEN HE UNDRESSED ME,

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AND HE WAS
VERY PROFESSIONAL.

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I REMEMBER HE SPIT...

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INTO HIS HAND

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IN ORDER TO WET HIS--

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IT WAS DISGUSTING.

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I THINK THAT WAS THE MINUTE
THAT I WANTED TO RUN AWAY,

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BUT IT WAS TOO LATE,
BECAUSE HE SAID THAT
I WAS READY.

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LISTEN TO ME, LAURA.

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IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT
THAT YOU UNDERSTAND

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THAT NONE OF THIS
WAS YOUR FAULT.

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YOU WERE
16 YEARS OF AGE.

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YOU DIDN'T--
HOW COULD YOU HAVE KNOWN
WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN?

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HOW COULD YOU KNOW
WHAT TO EXPECT?

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I WANTED HIM
TO HOLD ME, PAUL.

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TO TAKE ME AWAY
FROM THE HOUSE,

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TO TAKE ME AWAY
FROM THE DEATH
OF THAT HOUSE.

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I JUST WANTED HIM
TO HELP ME GET AWAY.

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00:18:08,388 --> 00:18:10,757
I NEVER WANTED HIM
TO FUCK ME.

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OH, LAURA.

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( sobbing )

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- FUCK, I RUINED IT.
- NO.

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- YOU DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE.
- NO, IT'S NOT TRUE, LAURA.

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PLEASE LISTEN TO ME.

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I REALLY CARE
ABOUT YOU.

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I REALLY CARE ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU.

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I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING
IN THE WORLD TO HURT YOU.
I PROMISE.

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LOOK, I THINK
THE REAL DAMAGE
THAT DAVID DID

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WAS THAT
HE DESTROYED YOUR ABILITY
TO COMMUNICATE WITH MEN

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- FROM A NON-SEXUAL PLACE.
- THAT'S NOT TRUE.

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00:19:03,009 --> 00:19:05,445
- YES, I THINK IT IS TRUE.
- YOU MAKE ME SOUND LIKE
I'M SO TERRIBLE, PAUL.

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00:19:05,545 --> 00:19:07,680
THERE IS NOTHING TERRIBLE
ABOUT YOU TO ME, LAURA.

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00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:09,616
YOU KNOW WHAT?
IF YOU DON'T WANNA
FUCK ME, DON'T FUCK ME.

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I'M A BIG GIRL.
I CAN TAKE IT.
GO ON, SAY IT TO MY FACE.

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- GO ON.
- LAURA, LISTEN TO ME.

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00:19:15,422 --> 00:19:17,724
I THINK YOU FEEL THAT
IF I DON'T SLEEP WITH YOU,

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I'M NOT GONNA BE
INTERESTED IN YOU,
IN WHO YOU ARE.

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BUT I AM NOT WILLING
TO BETRAY YOU.

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00:19:25,232 --> 00:19:27,367
I AM NOT GOING TO
DISAPPOINT YOU.

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I WILL NOT BE
ANOTHER DAVID.

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THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON
BETWEEN US, PAUL.

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SOMETHING MORE,
AND YOU KNOW IT.

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00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,210
YOU'RE JUST TOO
FUCKING AFRAID.

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00:19:37,310 --> 00:19:40,280
( cell phone ringing )

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IT'S MY BROTHER.

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HI, OLLIE.

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GREAT.

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YOU KNOW WHAT?
TELL THEM NOT TO MOVE
HIM TILL I GET THERE.

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I'LL BE RIGHT THERE,
OKAY?

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OKAY, BYE.

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WELL, HIS TEMPERATURE'S
NORMAL.

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00:19:57,797 --> 00:20:01,401
GOOD.
THAT'S GOOD NEWS.

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00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:09,141
IT'LL BE OKAY,

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00:20:09,242 --> 00:20:11,378
I PROMISE YOU.

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00:20:22,389 --> 00:20:24,724
IT'LL BE OKAY.

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00:20:26,859 --> 00:20:28,628
OKAY.

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00:20:51,351 --> 00:20:53,920
( clanking )

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HI.

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( theme music playing )