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Man:
PREVIOUSLY ON
"IN TREATMENT"...

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- HE THREATENED
TO KILL ME.
- ( chuckles )

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- YOU'RE SMILING.
- I'VE HAD PATIENTS
OVER THE YEARS

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WHO HAVE HAD
THEIR LIVES THREATENED.

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YOU JUST BROUGHT THIS UP
LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.

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DID YOU MEAN
THAT LITERALLY, JAKE?

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OF COURSE NOT!
I'M NOT GONNA
FUCKIN' KILL HER.

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I WANT A DIVORCE.

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I HAVEN'T SLEPT
IN LIKE A WEEK.

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I CAN'T SLEEP,
I CAN'T EAT.

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I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.

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I REALLY--
I DON'T WANT YOU
TO LEAVE ME.

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MM-HMM.

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GOT IT. GREAT.

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GREAT.

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RIGHT. GOT IT, THANKS.

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- AH, HELLO.
- HI.

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I'M A LITTLE EARLY.
I HOPE THAT'S OKAY.

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OH, THAT'S OKAY.
CAN YOU-- CAN YOU JUST
GIVE ME A FEW MINUTES?

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- SURE.
- THANKS.

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( theme music playing )

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I'M JUST GONNA
CLOSE THE CURTAINS.

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HOW ARE YOU, AMY?

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GOOD.

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YOU SEEM A LITTLE...

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RESTLESS.

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I WANTED TO GET HERE EARLY.
I JUST-- I RUSHED A LITTLE.

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WHY WOULD YOU RUSH
TO BE HERE EARLY?

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WELL, ONE OF US
IS OFTEN LATE, SO...

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I DON'T KNOW.

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JAKE'S NOT COMING.

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- OH.
- DON'T WORRY,
WE'RE TOGETHER.

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EVERYTHING'S FINE.

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WE'RE SEEMINGLY IN LOVE,

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AND HE KNOWS THAT I'M HERE
AND IT'S FINE FOR HIM TO KNOW
EVERYTHING THAT WE TALK ABOUT.

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I HAVE TO TELL YOU,
I WAS OFFENDED...

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OUTSIDE, JUST NOW.

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I-- I MEAN,
I KNOW I'M AN ADULT

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AND-- AND YOU HAVE
THINGS THAT I DON'T
NEED TO SEE OR HEAR,

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BUT I FELT LIKE
A SCOLDED CHILD.

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IT-- NEVER MIND.
( sighs )

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IT'S CRAZY.
IT'S NOT YOU,
IT'S-- IT'S ME.

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I DON'T KNOW
WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO ME,
BUT I FELT LIKE...

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A LITTLE EMBARRASSED
BECAUSE I'D ALREADY STOOD UP

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AND THEN YOU
SUDDENLY STOPPED ME.

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WELL, I CERTAINLY
APOLOGIZE IF I--

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I WONDERED IF
THERE ARE PATIENTS

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THAT YOU WOULD'VE LET IN
EVEN IF THEY ARRIVED EARLY.

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YOU KNOW, PATIENTS THAT
YOU HAVE A DIFFERENT
RELATIONSHIP WITH.

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I KNOW JAKE
AND I AREN'T EASY,

51
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AND I JUST THINK
YOU MUST HAVE...

52
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EASIER PATIENTS,
MORE INTERESTING PATIENTS,

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PATIENTS THAT ARE MORE FUN,
PATIENTS THAT YOU LIKE MORE.

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IS MY ENJOYMENT
OF OUR SESSIONS
IMPORTANT TO YOU?

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MAYBE.

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AND SO IT WOULD BOTHER YOU
IF I DIDN'T ENJOY THEM?

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MAYBE NOT.

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FORGET IT.

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HMM.

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YOU SAID THAT
JAKE AND YOU, UH...

61
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WEREN'T EASY
AS PATIENTS.

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HOW WOULD YOU DEFINE
YOURSELF AS A PATIENT?

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BAD.

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( giggles )
JUST KIDDING.

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I MEAN, I WOULDN'T
TRADE PLACES WITH ANYONE.

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IT'S JUST--
I DON'T KNOW.

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HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT
CHANGING PLACES WITH ANYBODY?

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- PERHAPS.
- WHO WOULD YOU
LIKE TO TRADE WITH?

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WHAT KIND OF A PATIENT
WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE?

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MAYBE I WANT YOU
TO BE DIFFERENT.

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ME? DIFFERENT HOW?

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I DON'T KNOW.
HARRISON FORD.

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OKAY.

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( chuckles )
THAT'S A BIT
OF A STRETCH FOR ME,

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BUT, UM-- OKAY.

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( both laugh )

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SO HOW WOULD
DR. HARRISON FORD BEHAVE

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IF-- IF YOU WERE
EARLY FOR A SESSION?

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WHO SAYS I'D BE
SEEING HIM FOR THERAPY?

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HE CERTAINLY WOULDN'T
MAKE ME WAIT OUTSIDE
LIKE A NAUGHTY SCHOOLGIRL.

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SO YOU FELT THAT WAS
LIKE SOME KIND OF REJECTION?

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HM-MMM.

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OKAY, SO...

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WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME
WHAT'S BEEN HAPPENING

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SINCE I SAW YOU LAST WEEK.

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EVERYTHING'S FINE,

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LIKE I TOLD YOU.

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YOU SAID THAT YOU AND JAKE
WERE "SEEMINGLY IN LOVE."

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WHAT-- WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

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"SEEMINGLY IN LOVE"--
I SAID THAT, DIDN'T I?

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( sighs )
TYPICAL.

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EVERYTHING'S FINE.

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WHY IS THAT TYPICAL?

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OH, HE'S MEETING
TODAY WITH SOME GUY

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THAT MIGHT COMMISSION
SOME MUSIC FROM HIM.

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YOU MAKE IT SOUND
LIKE YOU DON'T THINK
THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.

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AND HE SAID TO ME
THAT I SHOULD COME
HERE ON MY OWN,

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THAT TALKING DOES ME GOOD.
IT'S NOT LIKE JAKE TO SEND
ME HERE ALONE, IS IT?

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YOU'VE TURNED HIM INTO
THE NEW AND IMPROVED JAKE,

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THE NEW SENSITIVE JAKE.

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YOU COULD CUT
THE MUTUAL SUPPORT
THIS WEEK WITH A KNIFE.

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"OH, YOU LOOK GREAT.
YOUR MAKEUP LOOKS GOOD.

103
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OH, YOU'LL BE WORKING LATE?
THAT'S FINE. GOOD LUCK."

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THE OTHER DAY...
( laughs )

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BEFORE A MEETING,
HE ACTUALLY SAID TO ME

106
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"GO GET 'EM!"
( laughing )

107
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ISN'T THAT FUNNY?

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W-- WHY IS IT FUNNY?

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IT'S JUST SO... SWEET.

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AND SWEET ISN'T GOOD?

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SWEET'S FATTENING.

112
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AND THEN TWO DAYS AGO
HE SAID TO ME

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"WOULD YOU LIKE
TO HAVE SEX WITH ME?"

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( laughing )
OH MY-- WOULD I LIKE
TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM?

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CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
IT'S LIKE HE WAS OFFERING
ME A CANAPE.

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AND THEN HE KEPT WANTING
TO KISS ME AND TOUCH ME

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AND... BE ALL LOVING
AND AFFECTIONATE.

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HE KEPT SAYING,
"DO YOU LIKE THIS?
DOES THIS FEEL GOOD?"

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IT ACTUALLY GOT
VERY TIRESOME.

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AND AT THE END,
WHEN HE WAS THROUGH,

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I FOUND MYSELF
PATTING HIM ON THE BACK
LIKE I WAS BURPING A BABY,

122
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AND HE KEPT WHISPERING
MY NAME, "AMY, AMY."

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IT WAS SUCH
A TURNOFF.

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AND WHY WAS THAT
SUCH A TURNOFF?

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IT WAS JUST SO...

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SO-- SO WHAT, AMY?

127
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IS IT WORSE THAN
WHISPERING "I'M GONNA
KILL YOU" IN YOUR EAR?

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MUCH WORSE.

129
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GOD, ALL THAT TENDERNESS.

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NOT YOUR CUP OF TEA.

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NO.

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WHY NOT?

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YOU KNOW WHAT?
SEX LIKE THAT IS TERRIBLE.

134
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WHAT WE NEED
IS ANGRY SEX.

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THAT'S WHAT WE HAD.
THAT'S WHAT HELD US TOGETHER.

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EVEN WHEN WE WANTED TO KILL
EACH OTHER, WE HAD THAT,

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PROBABLY BECAUSE
WE WANTED TO KILL EACH OTHER.

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THIS TOUCHY-FEELY SEX
WASN'T THE DEAL.

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YOU KNOW, THE KIND OF
SEX WE USED TO HAVE,

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I COULDN'T EVEN TELL
MY GIRLFRIENDS ABOUT IT.

141
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NOBODY WOULD'VE
BELIEVED ME,

142
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OR ELSE THEY'D
CALL SOCIAL SERVICES
AND HAVE JAKE ARRESTED.

143
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NOW IT'S LIKE
HE'S HAD A LOBOTOMY

144
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OR LIKE HE'S BRAIN-DEAD.

145
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ONLY HE'S NOT BRAIN-DEAD,
HE'S JUST A TERRIBLE FUCK.

146
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IT'S YOUR FAULT.

147
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- IT'S MY FAULT?
- HUH, THE MAN IN TOUCH
WITH HIMSELF.

148
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GOD, MIGHT BE BETTER
IF HE KNOCKED ME
AROUND A BIT.

149
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YOU REALLY THINK
THAT'D BE BETTER?

150
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I DON'T KNOW.

151
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MAYBE I DESERVE IT.

152
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HOW DO YOU LIKE
MY NECKLACE, BY THE WAY?

153
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I THINK IT'S--
IT'S VERY NICE.

154
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IT'S A GIFT.

155
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- FROM JAKE?
- A BULGARI FROM JAKE?

156
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NO, IT'S FROM BEN.
DO YOU REMEMBER BEN, MY BOSS?

157
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OH, YES.
MM-HMM.

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I TOLD JAKE THAT
I'D BE GOING BACK
TO THE OFFICE TONIGHT

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BECAUSE I HAVE
A CONFERENCE CALL

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WITH SOME CLIENTS IN BALI.

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I ALSO TOLD HIM THAT
BEN WAS TRAVELING,
BUT THE TRUTH IS

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BEN IS PICKING ME UP
FROM HERE AND WE'RE
NOT GOING BACK TO THE OFFICE.

163
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WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

164
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WHEREVER THE EVENING
TAKES US.

165
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WHAT DO YOU
THINK OF THAT?

166
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WHAT, DINNER WITH YOUR BOSS?

167
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IT WON'T BE DINNER.
WELL, IT MIGHT INCLUDE DINNER,

168
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BUT THERE'S NO
STOPPING THE REST OF IT.

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WHY CAN'T IT BE STOPPED?

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DO--

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DO YOU WANT ME
TO STOP IT?

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IT WON'T DO ANY GOOD.
I KNOW IT'LL HAPPEN.

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I MEAN, BEN AND I
ARE INEVITABLE.

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THE MINUTE THAT
THE THOUGHT ENTERED MY HEAD,

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IT WAS AS IF SOMEBODY HAD
TRIGGERED A TICKING TIME-BOMB.

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NOTHING WILL STOP IT,
NO MATTER HOW MANY
BOMB EXPERTS I BRING IN.

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YOU CAN'T STOP IT,
NO ONE CAN.

178
00:10:04,104 --> 00:10:05,839
SO, WHO TRIGGERED
THE TIME BOMB?

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00:10:05,939 --> 00:10:08,175
( sighs )
THE LOUSY SEX.

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I WAS IN THE SHOWER--
BY THE WAY, IT'S THE FIRST TIME

181
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I'VE EVER BEEN IN A HURRY
TO GET IN THE SHOWER
AFTER FUCKING JAKE.

182
00:10:13,981 --> 00:10:16,784
AND IT DAWNED ON ME
THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO...

183
00:10:16,884 --> 00:10:18,085
SOMETHING'S GONNA
HAPPEN WITH HIM.

184
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SO ARE YOU PUNISHING JAKE
FOR THE BAD SEX

185
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OR BECAUSE OF THIS NEW--

186
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THIS NEW TENDERNESS,
THIS NEW...

187
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ATTENTIVENESS
THAT HE'S SHOWN?

188
00:10:33,667 --> 00:10:35,836
TELL ME.
WHY AM I DOING THIS?
WHY CAN'T I STOP?

189
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- YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING YET.
- BUT HE'LL BE HERE IN A MINUTE.

190
00:10:42,142 --> 00:10:45,713
- DO YOU LIKE THIS GUY?
- BEN? HE'S A PRICK,

191
00:10:45,813 --> 00:10:47,647
BUT IT'S--
( sighs )

192
00:10:47,748 --> 00:10:50,183
IT'S LIKE I NEED--

193
00:10:53,253 --> 00:10:54,988
YOU NEED WHAT?

194
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THE EMPLOYEE-
OF-THE-MONTH AWARD.

195
00:11:01,261 --> 00:11:03,263
THE OFFICE-SLUT AWARD.

196
00:11:16,944 --> 00:11:18,879
I-- I'D LIKE TO GO BACK

197
00:11:18,979 --> 00:11:20,948
TO SOMETHING THAT
WE TOUCHED ON LAST WEEK.

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00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:23,917
YOU-- YOU SAID
THAT YOU WERE--

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THAT YOU WERE OVERWEIGHT
WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD.

200
00:11:26,586 --> 00:11:29,022
( laughs )
THAT REALLY CAPTURED
YOUR IMAGINATION, DIDN'T IT?

201
00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:31,992
WELL, I THINK IT'S SOMETHING
THAT WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT.

202
00:11:32,092 --> 00:11:33,894
I KNOW YOU SAID
IT DIDN'T BOTHER YOU,

203
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BUT YOU DID SAY SOMETHING
ABOUT CHILDREN BEING CRUEL.

204
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WELL, I WAS FAT.

205
00:11:39,900 --> 00:11:42,169
NOT OVERWEIGHT, FAT.

206
00:11:42,269 --> 00:11:44,504
MY SISTER WAS
THE OVERWEIGHT ONE.

207
00:11:44,604 --> 00:11:47,307
I'M KIDDING.
MY SISTER'S GORGEOUS.

208
00:11:51,678 --> 00:11:53,146
IT'S REALLY HARD
FOR ME TO BELIEVE

209
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THAT YOU ACTUALLY
EVER WERE...

210
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THIS OVERWEIGHT KID.

211
00:11:57,751 --> 00:12:00,087
IT'S LIKE YOU'VE
ERASED THAT GIRL.

212
00:12:03,190 --> 00:12:05,793
RIGHT AFTER MY FATHER DIED,
I DECIDED TO STOP EATING.

213
00:12:05,893 --> 00:12:08,929
IT'S-- IT'S LIKE
I WOKE UP 45 LBS THINNER.

214
00:12:09,029 --> 00:12:11,464
HOW DO YOU WAKE UP
45 LBS THINNER?

215
00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:12,966
I JUST DIDN'T EAT.

216
00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:14,734
AND I FELT LIKE
IT WAS THE ONE THING

217
00:12:14,835 --> 00:12:16,436
THAT I COULD CONTROL
IN THAT HOUSE.

218
00:12:16,536 --> 00:12:18,872
SOME DAYS I'D JUST HAVE
ONE CRACKER ALL DAY LONG.

219
00:12:18,972 --> 00:12:20,974
AND I'D FEEL
MY STOMACH GET FLATTER

220
00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:24,477
AND I'D HAVE
THIS WONDERFUL SENSE
OF LIGHT-HEADEDNESS,

221
00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:26,646
THIS WONDERFUL HIGH.

222
00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:28,315
( sighs deeply )

223
00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:36,857
WHAT?

224
00:12:39,392 --> 00:12:41,461
DOESN'T MATTER.

225
00:12:41,561 --> 00:12:43,831
NO, GO ON,
FINISH THE THOUGHT.

226
00:12:46,033 --> 00:12:48,668
MY FATHER WAS
A LOVELY MAN--
SWEET, CHARMING.

227
00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:50,871
I LOVED HIM VERY MUCH.

228
00:12:54,574 --> 00:12:56,776
AND YOUR MOTHER?

229
00:12:56,877 --> 00:12:58,979
MY MOTHER'S DEAD.
( laughing )

230
00:13:03,550 --> 00:13:06,086
YOU KNOW THE JOKE
ABOUT THE FARMER
WITH THE TWO COWS?

231
00:13:06,186 --> 00:13:09,256
THE ONE COW GIVES MILK
AND THE OTHER ONE DOESN'T?

232
00:13:09,356 --> 00:13:11,892
- NO.
- NO?

233
00:13:11,992 --> 00:13:14,928
NEVER MIND. ANYWAY,
MY DAD DIED WHEN I WAS 13.

234
00:13:15,028 --> 00:13:17,931
MY MOTHER'S RATHER LIKE
CINDERELLA'S STEPMOTHER

235
00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:20,934
AND MY SISTER'S LIKE
THE EVIL STEPSISTER.

236
00:13:21,034 --> 00:13:22,936
ONCE, WHEN I WAS 13, UM...

237
00:13:23,036 --> 00:13:26,439
MY PARENTS CAME BACK
FROM MILAN WITH TWO
IDENTICAL DRESSES,

238
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VERY VERY BEAUTIFUL ONES.

239
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A RED ONE FOR MARIA,
MY SISTER,

240
00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:32,512
AND A BLUE ONE FOR ME.

241
00:13:32,612 --> 00:13:34,347
MINE, OF COURSE,
DIDN'T FIT ME.

242
00:13:34,447 --> 00:13:36,416
SO, MY MOTHER TOLD HER
TO SWITCH WITH ME

243
00:13:36,516 --> 00:13:38,886
BECAUSE SHE WAS OLDER
AND HERS WAS SLIGHTLY BIGGER.

244
00:13:38,986 --> 00:13:40,587
SHE, OF COURSE,
DIDN'T WANT TO,

245
00:13:40,687 --> 00:13:42,856
SO SHE STARTED
SCREAMING AND SAID
SHE WANTED THE RED DRESS.

246
00:13:42,956 --> 00:13:45,325
IT'S NOT HER FAULT
THAT I'M SO FAT.

247
00:13:45,425 --> 00:13:47,194
AND FINALLY,
SHE THREW THE DRESS AT ME

248
00:13:47,294 --> 00:13:49,129
AND SAID, "WELL THEN,
TAKE IT, FATSO."

249
00:13:49,930 --> 00:13:51,865
SO I STARTED CRYING.

250
00:13:51,965 --> 00:13:54,034
AND MY MOTHER SAID,
"WHAT ARE YOU CRYING FOR NOW?

251
00:13:54,134 --> 00:13:56,203
YOU SHOULD BE GLAD THAT
YOUR SISTER'S DRESS FITS YOU

252
00:13:56,303 --> 00:13:57,971
AND THAT SHE AGREED
TO TRADE DRESSES.

253
00:13:58,071 --> 00:13:59,739
YOU SHOULD THANK HER."

254
00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:03,143
LATER, I HEARD
MY PARENTS ARGUING
AND MY DAD SAID TO MY MOM,

255
00:14:03,243 --> 00:14:05,745
"WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST GET
THEM THE SAME COLOR DRESS?"

256
00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,614
AND MY MOTHER STARTED
WHISPERING, SHE SAID,

257
00:14:07,714 --> 00:14:09,749
"I CAN'T BUY
HER RED, SHE--"

258
00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:11,584
I COULDN'T HEAR
HER PROPERLY THEN.

259
00:14:11,684 --> 00:14:15,088
SHE SEEMED LIKE
SHE SAID, "SHE LOOKS
LIKE A WATERMELON IN IT,"

260
00:14:15,188 --> 00:14:16,823
OR "SHE'D LOOK LIKE
A FIRE TRUCK IN IT,"

261
00:14:16,924 --> 00:14:19,592
OR "SHE'D LOOK LIKE
A BEACH BALL" OR--

262
00:14:19,692 --> 00:14:21,328
I COULDN'T HEAR
WHAT SHE SAID.

263
00:14:36,043 --> 00:14:38,211
SO DID YOU EVER
TALK TO YOUR DAD

264
00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:41,248
ABOUT WHAT YOU
MIGHT HAVE HEARD?

265
00:14:42,749 --> 00:14:44,985
NO, I NEVER GOT
A CHANCE.

266
00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:51,091
SO, COULD YOU HAVE--
COULD YOU HAVE TALKED
TO YOUR MOM ABOUT IT?

267
00:14:54,694 --> 00:14:56,763
WHY NOT?

268
00:14:56,863 --> 00:14:58,932
SHE'D SAY THAT I WAS
MAKING THINGS UP.

269
00:14:59,032 --> 00:15:00,767
THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID...
( clears throat )

270
00:15:00,867 --> 00:15:04,537
TO MOST OF MY COMPLAINTS.
SHE USED TO CALL ME
THE FABRICATOR.

271
00:15:04,637 --> 00:15:07,174
I HAD A VERY
VIVID IMAGINATION.

272
00:15:07,274 --> 00:15:09,709
I USED TO MAKE THINGS UP.
ONCE, I TOLD HER

273
00:15:09,809 --> 00:15:11,544
THAT I SAW MY SISTER
KISSING THE, UH--

274
00:15:11,644 --> 00:15:13,446
THE GARDENER
BEHIND THE HOUSE.

275
00:15:13,546 --> 00:15:17,150
SHE WENT BALLISTIC.
SHE NEARLY HAD A CORONARY.

276
00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:19,953
YOU KNOW,
ONCE MARIA HAD
A BLIND DATE,

277
00:15:20,053 --> 00:15:21,354
AND BEFORE HE GOT THERE

278
00:15:21,454 --> 00:15:23,690
SHE SAID, "LET'S PLAY
A TRICK ON HIM."

279
00:15:23,790 --> 00:15:25,058
AND SHE TOLD ME
TO OPEN THE DOOR

280
00:15:25,158 --> 00:15:26,526
AND PRETEND THAT I WAS HER.

281
00:15:26,626 --> 00:15:28,328
AND SHE'D WATCH
FROM THE ROOM NEXT DOOR

282
00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,397
AND IF SHE DIDN'T LIKE HIM,
SHE JUST WOULDN'T COME OUT

283
00:15:30,497 --> 00:15:34,201
AND I COULD PRETEND THAT
I WAS SICK AND CANCEL THE DATE.

284
00:15:34,301 --> 00:15:37,137
SO WHEN I OPENED THE DOOR,
HE WAS REALLY CUTE.

285
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:39,906
AND I THOUGHT SHE'D
BE INTERESTED IN HIM.

286
00:15:40,007 --> 00:15:42,075
SO I KEPT TALKING TO HIM

287
00:15:42,175 --> 00:15:44,877
AND PRETENDING TO BE HER
AND CHATTING AWAY.

288
00:15:44,978 --> 00:15:49,782
AND FINALLY, SHE CAME
OUT FROM THE OTHER ROOM
AND SAID, "HI, I'M MARIA."

289
00:15:49,882 --> 00:15:52,352
AND HE WAS
COMPLETELY CONFUSED,

290
00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:55,655
AND I WAS
UTTERLY HUMILIATED.

291
00:15:55,755 --> 00:15:57,624
I-- I WENT SO RED.
ACTUALLY,

292
00:15:57,724 --> 00:15:59,726
I STILL GET EMBARRASSED
WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT TODAY.

293
00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:02,195
AND SHE TOLD HIM
THAT I WAS

294
00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:03,830
JUST CHECKING OUT
HER DATES FOR HER

295
00:16:03,930 --> 00:16:06,333
AND THAT AT IT WAS
ALL JUST A JOKE.

296
00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:11,671
THE THING IS,
I DIDN'T GET THE JOKE.

297
00:16:11,771 --> 00:16:13,240
I MEAN, NOT TILL
YEARS LATER.

298
00:16:13,340 --> 00:16:15,642
I-- I-- I DIDN'T
REALIZE TILL THEN,

299
00:16:15,742 --> 00:16:19,179
THAT ALL SHE REALLY WANTED
WAS TO SEE THE LOOK
OF RELIEF ON HIS FACE

300
00:16:19,279 --> 00:16:21,848
WHEN HE REALIZED THAT
SHE WAS HIS DATE, NOT ME,

301
00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,750
THE FATSO.

302
00:16:24,884 --> 00:16:26,553
HILARIOUS, RIGHT?

303
00:16:29,789 --> 00:16:32,559
( sighs )
DON'T WORRY, I GOT BACK
AT HER YEARS LATER.

304
00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:35,262
I MET HIM AT COLLEGE
AND I FUCKED HIS BRAINS OUT.

305
00:16:35,362 --> 00:16:37,464
AND I TOLD HER THAT
HE DIDN'T REMEMBER HER,

306
00:16:37,564 --> 00:16:39,832
AND I'D HAD TO REMIND HIM.
AND SHE SAID, "OH, WHATEVER.

307
00:16:39,932 --> 00:16:41,868
I DUMPED HIM AFTER
TWO DATES ANYWAY."

308
00:16:41,968 --> 00:16:43,370
AND I SAID
"OH, HE TOLD ME

309
00:16:43,470 --> 00:16:46,306
THAT HE DUMPED YOU BECAUSE
YOU SMELLED LIKE TUNA."

310
00:16:47,907 --> 00:16:50,510
- AND IS THAT TRUE?
- NO.

311
00:16:50,610 --> 00:16:53,746
SO REALLY, YOU SETTLED
THAT ACCOUNT IN BED.

312
00:16:54,547 --> 00:16:56,216
I DID INDEED.

313
00:17:03,323 --> 00:17:06,193
AND NOW YOU'RE SETTLING
ANOTHER ACCOUNT IN BED,

314
00:17:06,293 --> 00:17:08,027
WITH JAKE THIS TIME.

315
00:17:08,128 --> 00:17:10,797
WHAT, BECAUSE HE'S BECOME
TOO SENSITIVE FOR YOU?

316
00:17:22,942 --> 00:17:26,846
SO-- SO LET ME MAKE SURE
I HAVE THIS RIGHT.

317
00:17:26,946 --> 00:17:28,781
YOUR FATHER DIED
WHEN YOU WERE 13.

318
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:33,353
- YES.
- YOU MUST HAVE BEEN
PRETTY DEVASTATED.

319
00:17:34,754 --> 00:17:36,289
I WAS.

320
00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:39,326
HE WAS A LOVELY MAN.
HE WAS AFFECTIONATE AND...

321
00:17:39,426 --> 00:17:41,094
GREAT.

322
00:17:42,028 --> 00:17:44,364
PHYSICALLY AFFECTIONATE?

323
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,569
YEAH.

324
00:17:51,204 --> 00:17:52,872
HE'D COME INTO
OUR ROOM AT NIGHT

325
00:17:52,972 --> 00:17:55,041
WHEN WE WERE SLEEPING AND...

326
00:17:55,142 --> 00:17:56,809
KISS US ON THE EYES.

327
00:17:58,678 --> 00:18:02,215
AND THEN I'D HALF WAKE UP,
I'D SMELL HIS AFTERSHAVE

328
00:18:02,315 --> 00:18:04,884
AND KNOW THAT HE WAS THERE.

329
00:18:04,984 --> 00:18:07,854
AND THEN HE'D
WHISPER IN MY EAR
THAT HE LOVED ME AND...

330
00:18:09,489 --> 00:18:11,824
HE'D HOLD MY FACE
IN HIS HANDS.

331
00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:15,162
HE HAD THESE HUGE HANDS,
LIKE A CONSTRUCTION WORKER.

332
00:18:17,797 --> 00:18:19,232
AND HE WAS JUST...

333
00:18:19,332 --> 00:18:23,436
SO... TENDER AND LOVELY.

334
00:18:32,945 --> 00:18:35,081
AND YET,
WHEN JAKE IS TENDER

335
00:18:35,182 --> 00:18:37,250
AND HE EXPRESSES HIS LOVE
THROUGH TENDERNESS,

336
00:18:37,350 --> 00:18:39,352
IT MAKES YOU ANGRY.

337
00:18:40,920 --> 00:18:43,323
YOU SAID
IT WAS DISGUSTING.

338
00:18:45,592 --> 00:18:48,161
DO YOU THINK THAT MIGHT BE
BECAUSE IT SCARES YOU?

339
00:18:48,261 --> 00:18:49,996
THAT YOU'VE LEARNED
YOU CAN'T TRUST PEOPLE

340
00:18:50,096 --> 00:18:52,265
WHO EXPRESS
THEMSELVES TENDERLY,

341
00:18:52,365 --> 00:18:55,668
THAT THEY SEEM WEAK?

342
00:18:55,768 --> 00:18:59,339
THAT THEY'RE GOING
TO ABANDON YOU, DIE
AND LEAVE YOU BEHIND?

343
00:18:59,439 --> 00:19:01,040
AND SO IN ORDER
TO AVOID THAT,

344
00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:02,942
YOU PROVOKE JAKE.
YOU MAKE HIM ANGRY.

345
00:19:03,042 --> 00:19:06,746
YOU CREATE THESE
SITUATIONS THAT
BRING OUT THE WORST IN HIM

346
00:19:06,846 --> 00:19:09,148
AND HE TREATS YOU BADLY.

347
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:23,830
BEN'LL BE HERE ANY MINUTE.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

348
00:19:28,868 --> 00:19:31,838
DO YOU REALLY WANT ME
TO GIVE YOU PERMISSION
TO HAVE SEX WITH YOUR BOSS?

349
00:19:31,938 --> 00:19:33,873
ONCE. JUST ONCE.

350
00:19:33,973 --> 00:19:36,376
JUST TELL ME
IT'S NOT THAT BAD.

351
00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:40,280
I THINK IT MIGHT
BE THAT BAD.

352
00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:42,249
BUT YOU'LL EXPLAIN IT
TO JAKE IF HE FINDS OUT.

353
00:19:42,349 --> 00:19:44,317
CAN YOU--
CAN YOU MAKE SENSE
OF IT FOR HIM?

354
00:19:44,417 --> 00:19:46,686
AND WHAT IS IT EXACTLY
THAT YOU WANT ME TO TELL HIM?

355
00:19:46,786 --> 00:19:48,488
THAT I'M FUCKED UP.

356
00:19:48,588 --> 00:19:50,690
THAT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF.
THAT-- THAT IT'S BIGGER THAN ME.

357
00:19:50,790 --> 00:19:52,459
JUST TELL HIM
THAT I'M FUCKED UP.

358
00:19:52,559 --> 00:19:54,193
BUT EVEN IF
JAKE FORGIVES YOU,

359
00:19:54,294 --> 00:19:57,697
DO YOU THINK THAT YOU
CAN FORGIVE YOURSELF?

360
00:19:57,797 --> 00:19:59,666
I ALWAYS FORGIVE MYSELF.

361
00:19:59,766 --> 00:20:03,102
THAT'S MY PROBLEM.
I-- I JUST CLOSE MY EYES

362
00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:04,871
BEFORE I GO
TO SLEEP AT NIGHT

363
00:20:04,971 --> 00:20:06,138
AND I ASK GOD
FOR FORGIVENESS

364
00:20:06,239 --> 00:20:08,308
AND I FORGIVE MYSELF
FOR EVERYTHING.

365
00:20:13,112 --> 00:20:15,748
EVEN THE UNFORGIVABLE
THINGS, I...

366
00:20:15,848 --> 00:20:17,317
NEVER GET PUNISHED.

367
00:20:17,417 --> 00:20:20,720
YOU THINK THAT
SEX WITH REEVES
WILL GO UNPUNISHED?

368
00:20:20,820 --> 00:20:23,390
WHO'S GONNA PUNISH ME?

369
00:20:23,490 --> 00:20:26,326
WELL, MAYBE YOU'VE ALREADY
STARTED TO PUNISH YOURSELF.

370
00:20:27,827 --> 00:20:30,062
DO YOU REALLY THINK
THAT SLEEPING WITH REEVES

371
00:20:30,162 --> 00:20:32,299
IS GONNA BRING BACK
THE GOOD OLD RELIABLE

372
00:20:32,399 --> 00:20:34,233
ANGRY, CONTROLLING JAKE?

373
00:20:34,334 --> 00:20:36,903
THE-- THE ONE WHO FIGHTS YOU
AND THREATENS YOU?

374
00:20:39,105 --> 00:20:40,907
I DON'T KNOW.

375
00:20:41,007 --> 00:20:43,075
AND NOW THAT HE'S
EXPRESSING HIS LOVE
THROUGH TENDERNESS,

376
00:20:43,175 --> 00:20:46,746
- DO YOU FEEL THAT YOU
DESERVE THAT LOVE--
- IT'S NOT LOVE.

377
00:20:48,815 --> 00:20:52,118
IT'S NEEDINESS.
IT'S WEAKNESS.
IT'S UNBEARABLE.

378
00:20:52,218 --> 00:20:53,786
SO IT'S ONLY LOVE
IF HE CHASES YOU,

379
00:20:53,886 --> 00:20:56,589
STALKS YOU, TAPES YOU,
IS JEALOUS OF YOU.
IS THAT IT?

380
00:21:02,228 --> 00:21:04,030
I THINK YOU NEED
TO LOOK AT THIS

381
00:21:04,130 --> 00:21:05,932
A LITTLE MORE
CAREFULLY, AMY.

382
00:21:13,506 --> 00:21:15,007
IT'S LIKE IT'S
HAPPENED ALREADY.

383
00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:19,278
BUT IT HASN'T
HAPPENED ALREADY.
YOU STILL HAVE A CHOICE.

384
00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:21,648
NOTHING HAPPENS
WITHOUT YOU.

385
00:21:32,692 --> 00:21:34,594
I HAVE TO GO
TO THE BATHROOM.

386
00:21:58,918 --> 00:22:01,554
( phone ringing )

387
00:22:04,223 --> 00:22:06,325
Hi, it's Jake.
Leave a message.

388
00:22:06,426 --> 00:22:09,295
- ( beeps )
- HEY, JAKE, IT'S ME.

389
00:22:09,396 --> 00:22:12,198
UM, IT'S--
IT'S NOTHING IMPORTANT.

390
00:22:12,298 --> 00:22:14,434
I JUST THOUGHT
I MIGHT CATCH YOU.

391
00:22:14,534 --> 00:22:16,803
I JUST WANTED
TO HEAR YOUR VOICE.

392
00:22:18,004 --> 00:22:19,806
OKAY, TALK TO YOU LATER.

393
00:22:19,906 --> 00:22:21,574
BYE.

394
00:22:36,723 --> 00:22:40,560
( theme music playing )