1 00:00:05,773 --> 00:00:08,008 Man: PREVIOUSLY ON "IN TREATMENT"... 2 00:00:08,109 --> 00:00:10,078 MY DAD IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME 3 00:00:10,178 --> 00:00:11,479 IN THIS WHOLE WORLD. 4 00:00:11,579 --> 00:00:13,414 YOU'VE TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF, SOPHIE, 5 00:00:13,514 --> 00:00:16,650 AND YOU DON'T WANT TO TELL THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR WORLD? 6 00:00:16,750 --> 00:00:18,152 HE HAS A LIFE! 7 00:00:18,252 --> 00:00:20,221 IT'S NOT HIS FAULT THAT I TOOK THOSE PILLS! 8 00:00:20,321 --> 00:00:22,256 I'M NOT SAYING IT IS HIS FAULT. 9 00:00:22,356 --> 00:00:23,524 I'M JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 10 00:00:23,624 --> 00:00:25,426 WHY YOU WERE SO READY TO LEAVE THE PLANET 11 00:00:25,526 --> 00:00:27,961 AND NOT TELL HIM. ARE YOU ANGRY AT HIM FOR SOMETHING? 12 00:00:28,062 --> 00:00:30,030 I'M NOT ANGRY AT HIM. 13 00:00:30,131 --> 00:00:31,699 YOU TOLD ME ONCE THAT YOU WANTED 14 00:00:31,799 --> 00:00:34,068 TO MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY TO BE WITH YOUR DAD AND HIS NEW WIFE, 15 00:00:34,168 --> 00:00:36,070 BUT THAT THEY DIDN'T HAVE A ROOM FOR YOU. 16 00:00:36,170 --> 00:00:37,971 I TOLD YOU-- HE LEFT HER BECAUSE OF THAT. 17 00:00:38,072 --> 00:00:40,174 AFTER TWO YEARS, SOPHIE. 18 00:00:41,142 --> 00:00:43,111 HOW COULD HE JUST STOP LOVING ME? 19 00:00:43,211 --> 00:00:45,279 WHAT DID I DO? 20 00:00:58,058 --> 00:00:59,960 LAURA, HI. 21 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:01,829 IT'S-- IT'S ME, PAUL. 22 00:01:01,929 --> 00:01:04,098 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING OKAY. 23 00:01:04,198 --> 00:01:07,868 I'M STILL HOPING WE COULD TALK, 24 00:01:07,968 --> 00:01:09,470 MEET UP MAYBE, HAVE A COFFEE. 25 00:01:11,172 --> 00:01:13,641 OKAY, I GUESS I'LL TRY YOU AGAIN. 26 00:01:13,741 --> 00:01:15,075 BYE. 27 00:01:18,812 --> 00:01:22,750 ( theme music playing ) 28 00:01:41,735 --> 00:01:43,271 Zach: HEY, DOLL. 29 00:01:47,508 --> 00:01:49,210 HEY. 30 00:01:49,310 --> 00:01:51,579 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 31 00:01:51,679 --> 00:01:53,214 ( chuckles ) 32 00:01:53,314 --> 00:01:56,284 WOW, GOOD TO SEE YOU TOO. 33 00:01:57,718 --> 00:01:59,553 COME HERE. 34 00:01:59,653 --> 00:02:01,855 COME HERE. COME HERE. 35 00:02:01,955 --> 00:02:03,524 GIVE ME A HUG. 36 00:02:03,624 --> 00:02:05,559 ( grunts ) 37 00:02:07,261 --> 00:02:09,730 LOOK AT YOU. 38 00:02:09,830 --> 00:02:11,732 YOU'RE A KNOCKOUT. 39 00:02:11,832 --> 00:02:14,001 HOW ARE THESE ARMS? 40 00:02:14,101 --> 00:02:16,504 ( makes whirring sounds ) PERFECT. 41 00:02:17,905 --> 00:02:20,374 HOW DID YOU KNOW I'D BE HERE? 42 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:22,410 FROM MOM. 43 00:02:22,510 --> 00:02:24,978 SHE WAS EAGER TO REMIND ME YOU HAD THERAPY THIS MORNING 44 00:02:25,078 --> 00:02:28,482 AND THAT YOU WERE BENEFITING FROM THERAPY. 45 00:02:28,582 --> 00:02:30,584 GETTING THE ADDRESS WAS A LITTLE HARDER, THOUGH. 46 00:02:30,684 --> 00:02:32,653 MAYBE SHE'S AFRAID I'LL EMBARRASS YOU 47 00:02:32,753 --> 00:02:34,822 IN FRONT OF YOUR SHRINK-- 48 00:02:34,922 --> 00:02:36,757 PROBABLY BECAUSE SHE HAS. 49 00:02:41,662 --> 00:02:46,367 SO THIS IS WHERE THE MAGIC HAPPENS, HUH? 50 00:02:49,770 --> 00:02:53,006 SO I HEAR YOU KICKED ASS AT THE TRIALS, FROM MOM. 51 00:02:53,106 --> 00:02:54,708 YEAH. 52 00:02:54,808 --> 00:02:58,346 HOW COME YOU DIDN'T CALL ME AFTERWARDS? 53 00:02:58,446 --> 00:03:01,282 I WAS REALLY TIRED. I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP. 54 00:03:01,382 --> 00:03:04,318 'CAUSE YOU KNEW I WAS WAITING FOR YOUR CALL, RIGHT, KIDDO? 55 00:03:05,085 --> 00:03:06,487 WERE YOU? 56 00:03:07,688 --> 00:03:09,723 YOU COULD HAVE COME TO THE COMPETITION. 57 00:03:09,823 --> 00:03:11,325 I CAN'T JUST WALK AWAY 58 00:03:11,425 --> 00:03:13,494 FROM STUFF, SOPHIE. YOU KNOW THAT. 59 00:03:13,594 --> 00:03:15,729 AND PLUS, I DIDN'T WANT TO JUST SHOW UP 60 00:03:15,829 --> 00:03:18,131 OUT OF NOWHERE AT THE LAST MINUTE AND SURPRISE YOU. 61 00:03:18,232 --> 00:03:21,269 I WAS AFRAID IT MIGHT MAKE YOU NERVOUS. 62 00:03:24,772 --> 00:03:27,441 WHAT'S GOING ON? HOW COME I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU? 63 00:03:29,643 --> 00:03:31,912 ARE YOU ANGRY AT ME FOR SOMETHING? 64 00:03:35,549 --> 00:03:38,051 THAT'S QUITE A STARE YOU'VE DEVELOPED THERE. 65 00:03:38,151 --> 00:03:40,288 IT'S KIND OF FREAKING ME OUT. 66 00:03:40,388 --> 00:03:41,855 I GOTTA GET IN THERE. 67 00:03:41,955 --> 00:03:45,426 WAIT WAIT, COME HERE, COME HERE. GIVE ME A HUG. 68 00:03:45,526 --> 00:03:47,361 OH... 69 00:03:47,461 --> 00:03:52,165 I'M SO INSANELY PROUD OF YOU, 70 00:03:52,266 --> 00:03:55,235 MY CRAZY, TALENTED KID, 71 00:03:55,336 --> 00:03:58,539 IT JUST KILLS ME WHEN I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU, 72 00:03:58,639 --> 00:04:00,441 SLAYS ME. 73 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:03,344 I DON'T EAT. I DON'T SLEEP. 74 00:04:03,444 --> 00:04:05,613 I CALLED, ACTUALLY, 75 00:04:05,713 --> 00:04:09,182 - A COUPLE OF TIMES. - BUT YOU DIDN'T LEAVE ANY MESSAGES. 76 00:04:09,283 --> 00:04:11,419 MOM ALWAYS ANSWERS HER CELL PHONE. 77 00:04:11,519 --> 00:04:13,521 I'M NOT MOM, HONEY. 78 00:04:15,589 --> 00:04:17,291 COME ON, LET'S GO TALK ABOUT THIS OVER A BITE TO EAT. 79 00:04:17,391 --> 00:04:20,628 - I HAVEN'T HAD LUNCH YET. - DAD, I HAVE THERAPY NOW. 80 00:04:22,430 --> 00:04:24,998 RIGHT. THERAPY. 81 00:04:26,934 --> 00:04:28,969 ALL RIGHT. 82 00:04:29,069 --> 00:04:31,339 I'LL WAIT. WE'LL GO AFTERWARDS. 83 00:04:31,439 --> 00:04:33,407 - YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT FOR ME. - I DO HAVE TO. 84 00:04:33,507 --> 00:04:34,642 APPARENTLY, THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I'M GONNA GET A CHANCE 85 00:04:34,742 --> 00:04:36,444 TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH MY KID. 86 00:04:39,847 --> 00:04:42,015 SO HOW'S IT GOING 87 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:44,151 WITH THIS THING-- THIS SHRINK THING? 88 00:04:44,251 --> 00:04:46,487 - OKAY. - YEAH? 89 00:04:46,587 --> 00:04:48,021 WHAT DO YOU GUYS TALK ABOUT? 90 00:04:48,121 --> 00:04:49,990 STUFF. 91 00:04:50,090 --> 00:04:52,059 WHAT KIND OF STUFF? 92 00:04:52,159 --> 00:04:56,029 BOYS STUFF, GYMNASTICS STUFF, WHAT? 93 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:58,031 SOMETIMES. 94 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:00,634 YOU TALK ABOUT ME? 95 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:03,003 SOMETIMES. 96 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:06,440 YOU TALK ABOUT ME IN THERE? REALLY? 97 00:05:08,342 --> 00:05:10,411 WE TALK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS, DAD. 98 00:05:10,511 --> 00:05:13,013 WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUT ME? 99 00:05:13,113 --> 00:05:15,282 I DON'T KNOW. 100 00:05:15,383 --> 00:05:17,985 YOU DON'T KNOW? 101 00:05:18,085 --> 00:05:21,855 IS THAT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT-- ALL THIS WEIRDNESS BETWEEN YOU AND ME? 102 00:05:21,955 --> 00:05:24,124 IS THAT WHAT'S GOING ON? 103 00:05:24,224 --> 00:05:27,094 IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS THERAPY? 104 00:05:27,194 --> 00:05:29,897 WELL, FUCK ME WITH A RUBBER HOSE. I'M GONNA TALK TO HIM. 105 00:05:29,997 --> 00:05:31,465 - DAD. - COME ON. 106 00:05:31,565 --> 00:05:33,066 IT'LL JUST TAKE A SECOND. YOU CAN COME WITH ME. 107 00:05:33,166 --> 00:05:34,702 IT'LL BE FUN. 108 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:41,909 ARE THOSE FOR ME? 109 00:05:45,446 --> 00:05:48,382 I'M ZACH. I'M SOPHIE'S FATHER. 110 00:05:48,482 --> 00:05:50,684 OH, NICE TO MEET YOU. 111 00:05:50,784 --> 00:05:53,621 NO, THESE ARE FOR SOPHIE, 112 00:05:53,721 --> 00:05:55,456 FOR DOING SO WELL AT THE TRIALS. 113 00:05:55,556 --> 00:05:58,025 OH, THAT'S NICE. 114 00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:01,361 ISN'T THAT NICE, SOFA? 115 00:06:01,462 --> 00:06:02,996 THERE YOU GO. 116 00:06:04,398 --> 00:06:08,101 SO WE THOUGHT WE'D COME IN TOGETHER TODAY. 117 00:06:08,201 --> 00:06:10,270 IS THAT ALL RIGHT? 118 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:11,872 DID YOU PLAN TO COME TOGETHER? 119 00:06:11,972 --> 00:06:13,807 NO. HE WAS WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE. 120 00:06:13,907 --> 00:06:17,110 - DOES IT MATTER? - ACTUALLY, IT DOES, YES. 121 00:06:17,210 --> 00:06:20,380 WHY? WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? 122 00:06:20,481 --> 00:06:21,982 WELL, I'D HAVE TO TALK TO SOPHIE 123 00:06:22,082 --> 00:06:24,084 AND SEE HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT THE THREE OF US MEETING. 124 00:06:24,184 --> 00:06:26,920 OH, NO, IT'S FINE. 125 00:06:27,020 --> 00:06:28,689 SHE'S FINE. YOU'RE COOL WITH IT, RIGHT, SOFA? 126 00:06:28,789 --> 00:06:31,459 - WHATEVER. - IT'S COOL. 127 00:06:31,559 --> 00:06:33,093 CAN WE COME IN? 128 00:06:35,429 --> 00:06:37,064 WHY DON'T WE SCHEDULE A MEETING-- 129 00:06:37,164 --> 00:06:40,400 A JOINT SESSION FOR ALL THREE OF US NEXT WEEK? 130 00:06:40,501 --> 00:06:42,503 NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT. 131 00:06:44,505 --> 00:06:46,507 I THINK SOPHIE AND I NEED TO CONSIDER 132 00:06:46,607 --> 00:06:49,577 WHETHER OR NOT A JOINT SESSION WOULD BE TO HER BENEFIT. 133 00:06:49,677 --> 00:06:51,512 WE NEED TIME TO PREPARE-- 134 00:06:51,612 --> 00:06:54,047 TIME TO PREPARE FOR WHAT? I'M HER FATHER. 135 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:58,886 - DAD, BE COOL. - NO, I'M-- 136 00:06:58,986 --> 00:07:01,188 - IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL. - I'M TOTALLY COOL, KIDDO. 137 00:07:01,288 --> 00:07:04,157 IT'S THIS GUY WHO SEEMS TO HAVE SOMETHING WEDGED UP HIS ASS. 138 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:06,159 DAD, WE CAN DO IT NEXT WEEK, OKAY? 139 00:07:06,259 --> 00:07:07,661 PLEASE. 140 00:07:30,884 --> 00:07:33,020 DAD, DON'T GO. 141 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,022 I'LL TELL HIM THAT HE HAS TO LET YOU IN. 142 00:07:35,122 --> 00:07:36,624 FORGET IT. 143 00:07:36,724 --> 00:07:38,526 HE'S JUST TRYING TO PROTECT ME. 144 00:07:38,626 --> 00:07:41,495 PROTECT YOU? FROM WHAT? FROM YOUR DAD? 145 00:07:41,595 --> 00:07:43,430 OH, GOOD. THAT'S A RELIEF. 146 00:07:43,531 --> 00:07:45,098 I'LL TELL HIM THAT I'LL CANCEL THE SESSION 147 00:07:45,198 --> 00:07:47,234 IF YOU DON'T COME IN. 148 00:07:47,334 --> 00:07:48,802 DO YOU HONESTLY THINK 149 00:07:48,902 --> 00:07:50,771 I WOULD GO BACK IN THERE NOW? 150 00:07:50,871 --> 00:07:54,041 DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HUMILIATING THAT WAS-- 151 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,176 ME STANDING IN FRONT OF YOUR THERAPIST 152 00:07:56,276 --> 00:07:59,079 LIKE I'M-- I'M WHAT? 153 00:07:59,179 --> 00:08:01,314 WHAT DOES HE THINK I AM? 154 00:08:01,414 --> 00:08:03,984 WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU? 155 00:08:04,084 --> 00:08:05,919 ARE YOU ACTUALLY TAKING THIS GUY SERIOUSLY? 156 00:08:06,019 --> 00:08:10,023 IT'S LIKE HE'S BRAINWASHING YOU OR SOMETHING. 157 00:08:11,458 --> 00:08:14,662 BRAINWASHING ME ABOUT WHAT? 158 00:08:14,762 --> 00:08:18,666 YOU HAVE TO PREPARE TO MEET WITH YOUR DAD? 159 00:08:18,766 --> 00:08:21,034 BOY, IS THAT BULLSHIT. 160 00:08:25,205 --> 00:08:29,176 YOU CAN'T EVEN LOOK ME IN THE EYE. BOY... 161 00:08:29,276 --> 00:08:31,278 THAT JUST BREAKS MY HEART. 162 00:08:34,548 --> 00:08:37,250 I RAISED YOU TO BE SMARTER THAN THIS. 163 00:08:38,451 --> 00:08:40,754 YOU DIDN'T REALLY RAISE ME. 164 00:08:42,623 --> 00:08:44,424 EXCUSE ME? 165 00:08:44,524 --> 00:08:47,194 MOST OF THE TIME YOU WERE FAR AWAY. 166 00:08:50,998 --> 00:08:53,200 I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M HEARING. 167 00:09:13,020 --> 00:09:16,523 HE SAID HE'D NEVER BEEN MORE HUMILIATED IN HIS WHOLE LIFE. 168 00:09:16,624 --> 00:09:18,626 I CAN'T LET HIM IN WITHOUT AN APPOINTMENT. 169 00:09:18,726 --> 00:09:22,129 - HE'S MY FATHER. - EVEN STILL. 170 00:09:22,229 --> 00:09:24,231 YOU LET MY MOTHER IN. 171 00:09:24,331 --> 00:09:27,300 WE'D MADE AN APPOINTMENT WITH YOUR MOTHER AHEAD OF TIME. 172 00:09:28,636 --> 00:09:30,570 WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST LET HIM IN? 173 00:09:30,671 --> 00:09:32,339 IT WOULDN'T HAVE BOTHERED ME. 174 00:09:32,439 --> 00:09:33,641 I KNOW YOU'RE USED TO YOUR FATHER 175 00:09:33,741 --> 00:09:35,809 COMING IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE, 176 00:09:35,909 --> 00:09:37,911 BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN IT DOESN'T BOTHER YOU. 177 00:09:38,011 --> 00:09:40,648 IN FACT, I SUSPECT IT BOTHERS YOU VERY MUCH. 178 00:09:40,748 --> 00:09:43,416 AND HE'S NOT EXEMPT FROM THE RULES OF THIS OFFICE. 179 00:09:43,516 --> 00:09:45,986 YOU AND YOUR FUCKING RULES. 180 00:09:46,086 --> 00:09:48,689 IF YOUR WIFE WALKED IN, WOULD YOU CHASE HER AWAY, 181 00:09:48,789 --> 00:09:50,658 TELL HER TO COME BACK NEXT WEEK? 182 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:53,226 I WOULD ABSOLUTELY TELL HER OR ANYONE ELSE 183 00:09:53,326 --> 00:09:55,963 IF I THOUGHT THEIR PRESENCE IN MY OFFICE WAS INAPPROPRIATE. 184 00:09:56,063 --> 00:09:58,699 I NEED TIME TO PREPARE FOR A SESSION 185 00:09:58,799 --> 00:10:00,768 WITH BOTH YOU AND YOUR FATHER. 186 00:10:00,868 --> 00:10:02,703 SO IT WASN'T EVEN ABOUT ME AT ALL. 187 00:10:02,803 --> 00:10:04,838 YOU'RE SO FULL OF IT. 188 00:10:07,374 --> 00:10:08,876 WHAT? 189 00:10:08,976 --> 00:10:11,712 I SUDDENLY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR MOTHER MUST FEEL. 190 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:16,516 WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? 191 00:10:16,616 --> 00:10:18,786 YOU'RE EASY ON YOUR FATHER. 192 00:10:18,886 --> 00:10:21,789 HE DISAPPEARS FOR MONTHS, THEN BARGES IN UNANNOUNCED, 193 00:10:21,889 --> 00:10:23,857 WANTS TO BREAK INTO YOUR THERAPY. 194 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:26,293 HE INVADES YOUR PRIVATE SPACE, 195 00:10:26,393 --> 00:10:28,628 BUT STILL YOU DEFEND HIM. 196 00:10:28,729 --> 00:10:30,698 HE IS ALWAYS THE KING. 197 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:32,900 WELL, YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY 198 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:34,902 BECAUSE HE'S NEVER COMING BACK HERE AGAIN. 199 00:10:35,002 --> 00:10:36,870 SO YOU CAN HAVE YOUR CROWN BACK. 200 00:10:36,970 --> 00:10:39,572 OKAY, LET'S SAY HE DOES COME BACK-- 201 00:10:39,673 --> 00:10:41,174 - HE WON'T. - BUT LET'S SAY 202 00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:43,410 WE WERE ABLE TO GET HIM HERE. WOULD YOU WANT THAT? 203 00:10:43,510 --> 00:10:45,078 YES. 204 00:10:45,178 --> 00:10:47,314 WHY? 205 00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:50,383 BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT TO HIM. ISN'T THAT OBVIOUS? 206 00:10:50,483 --> 00:10:52,219 TO HIM OR TO YOU? 207 00:10:56,690 --> 00:10:59,126 - DON'T YOU HAVE KIDS? - YOU KNOW I DO. 208 00:10:59,226 --> 00:11:02,629 WELL, DON'T YOU EVER DO THINGS JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY? 209 00:11:02,730 --> 00:11:04,965 THAT'S A VERY DIFFERENT SITUATION, SOPHIE. 210 00:11:05,065 --> 00:11:05,966 NOT REALLY. 211 00:11:06,066 --> 00:11:09,002 HE IS THE PARENT, NOT YOU. 212 00:11:09,102 --> 00:11:11,204 SO WHAT? 213 00:11:13,473 --> 00:11:16,576 - YOU DON'T SEE THE DIFFERENCE? - DON'T PATRONIZE ME! 214 00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:19,880 I AM NOT PATRONIZING YOU. 215 00:11:19,980 --> 00:11:22,082 THESE ARE YOUR SESSIONS, SOPHIE, NOT HIS. 216 00:11:22,182 --> 00:11:24,752 ONE OF THE REASONS EVEN ADULTS GO INTO THERAPY 217 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:26,987 IS TO SEPARATE WHO THEY ARE 218 00:11:27,087 --> 00:11:29,456 FROM WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT THEM TO BE. 219 00:11:32,659 --> 00:11:34,494 DO YOU ANALYZE YOUR DAUGHTER TOO? 220 00:11:34,594 --> 00:11:36,730 NO, I TRY NOT TO. 221 00:11:36,830 --> 00:11:39,299 - WHY NOT? - BECAUSE IT'S JUST NOT A GOOD IDEA. 222 00:11:39,399 --> 00:11:42,202 IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO TREAT ONE'S OWN CHILDREN. 223 00:11:42,302 --> 00:11:44,204 WHY? 224 00:11:44,304 --> 00:11:45,873 PARENTS PLAY A BIG ROLE 225 00:11:45,973 --> 00:11:47,941 IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE CHILD'S PERSONALITY. 226 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,543 SO AS A DOCTOR IT WOULD BE VERY HARD FOR ME 227 00:11:50,643 --> 00:11:52,479 TO KEEP MY ROLE AS A FATHER 228 00:11:52,579 --> 00:11:55,015 SEPARATE FROM THE THERAPY. 229 00:11:55,115 --> 00:11:57,484 BECAUSE YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM. 230 00:11:58,485 --> 00:11:59,953 CORRECT. 231 00:12:03,290 --> 00:12:05,525 I COULDN'T EVEN TELL HIM ABOUT MY ACCIDENT. 232 00:12:05,625 --> 00:12:07,761 THAT IS SO FUCKED UP. 233 00:12:09,997 --> 00:12:13,066 - ( gate opens, closes ) - OH, SHIT. 234 00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:23,176 LET HIM IN, PAUL. LET'S JUST DO THIS. 235 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:26,513 I WANT TO TALK TO HIM. 236 00:12:27,547 --> 00:12:29,082 ARE YOU SURE? 237 00:12:34,587 --> 00:12:36,023 OKAY. 238 00:12:39,192 --> 00:12:41,394 I NEED YOU TO LISTEN TO ME-- 239 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:43,230 COME ON IN, PLEASE. 240 00:12:48,535 --> 00:12:50,470 OH, YOU'VE DECIDED IT'S OKAY, 241 00:12:50,570 --> 00:12:52,505 DAD IS NOT A LEPER? 242 00:12:52,605 --> 00:12:55,108 WOULD YOU CARE TO SIT DOWN? 243 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:22,202 ALL RIGHT, YOU SAID 244 00:13:22,302 --> 00:13:23,971 I DIDN'T RAISE YOU 245 00:13:24,071 --> 00:13:26,573 AND THAT I WASN'T THERE FOR YOU. 246 00:13:26,673 --> 00:13:29,376 SO WHILE I WAS OUTSIDE 247 00:13:29,476 --> 00:13:31,444 I MADE A LIST. 248 00:13:39,552 --> 00:13:42,322 EVERY MORNING 249 00:13:42,422 --> 00:13:44,524 FROM THE TIME YOU WERE SIX UNTIL YOU WERE 10, 250 00:13:44,624 --> 00:13:49,196 I WOULD GET UP WITH YOU AT 5:00, 251 00:13:49,296 --> 00:13:50,964 GET YOU DRESSED 252 00:13:51,064 --> 00:13:52,966 AND TAKE YOU TO PRACTICE. 253 00:13:53,066 --> 00:13:55,402 AND I WOULD WAIT OUTSIDE OF PRACTICE 254 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:58,605 UNTIL YOU WERE DONE, SO I COULD TAKE YOU TO SCHOOL. 255 00:14:02,309 --> 00:14:05,045 AND THEN I WOULD STAY UP WITH YOU, 256 00:14:07,881 --> 00:14:09,082 SO YOU COULD DO YOUR HOMEWORK-- 257 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:11,618 BECAUSE YOU'D FALL ASLEEP IF I DIDN'T. 258 00:14:14,787 --> 00:14:19,659 EXCEPT I SUCKED AT MATH, 259 00:14:19,759 --> 00:14:22,829 SO I GOT EVENING TUTORING LESSONS 260 00:14:22,930 --> 00:14:25,165 THREE NIGHTS A WEEK. 261 00:14:30,803 --> 00:14:32,906 AND WHEN YOU-- 262 00:14:35,375 --> 00:14:37,044 WHEN-- 263 00:14:37,144 --> 00:14:39,312 WHEN YOU COULDN'T SLEEP, 264 00:14:41,648 --> 00:14:43,283 I WOULD HOLD YOU... 265 00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:50,590 AND DANCE WITH YOU UNTIL YOU WOULD GO TO SLEEP. 266 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:59,933 AND WHEN YOU GOT INJURED, I SAT WITH YOU IN THE HOSPITAL 267 00:15:00,033 --> 00:15:02,435 DAY AND NIGHT. 268 00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,873 ENOUGH, DAD. IT'S OKAY. 269 00:15:06,974 --> 00:15:09,842 JUST DON'T TELL ME I DIDN'T RAISE YOU. 270 00:15:09,943 --> 00:15:14,614 I MEAN, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA 271 00:15:14,714 --> 00:15:16,283 HOW MUCH IT KILLS ME 272 00:15:16,383 --> 00:15:18,718 WHEN I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU FOR TWO WEEKS? 273 00:15:18,818 --> 00:15:20,253 I CAN'T EAT. 274 00:15:20,353 --> 00:15:22,089 I CAN'T SLEEP. 275 00:15:22,189 --> 00:15:26,559 GOD, LOOK, MY HANDS ARE SHAKING. 276 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:31,331 YOU DIDN'T SEE ME FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS. 277 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:34,501 IT DIDN'T SEEM TO MATTER SO MUCH THEN. 278 00:15:37,037 --> 00:15:39,872 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 279 00:15:39,973 --> 00:15:42,675 WHEN YOU MOVED TO NEW YORK WITH THAT WOMAN. 280 00:15:46,413 --> 00:15:48,915 WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING? 281 00:15:49,016 --> 00:15:50,683 WE SPOKE ON THE PHONE EVERY DAY. 282 00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:52,352 IT WASN'T THE SAME THING. 283 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:55,989 I KNEW EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING ON WITH YOU. 284 00:15:56,089 --> 00:15:58,391 NO, YOU DIDN'T. 285 00:16:05,965 --> 00:16:09,002 WELL, IT WAS TWO YEARS, NOT THREE. 286 00:16:09,102 --> 00:16:10,770 TWO AND A HALF. 287 00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:13,006 LOOK, KIDDO... 288 00:16:14,674 --> 00:16:18,878 YOU KNEW THAT I WANTED YOU LIVE WITH US. 289 00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:22,149 - IT NEVER HAPPENED. - WHICH IS WHY I LEFT. 290 00:16:22,249 --> 00:16:24,484 AFTER TWO AND A HALF YEARS. 291 00:16:24,584 --> 00:16:27,120 WE NEVER WENT A DAY WITHOUT SPEAKING. 292 00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:29,089 I WAS STILL PART OF YOUR LIFE. 293 00:16:29,189 --> 00:16:31,291 YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME NOW. 294 00:16:31,391 --> 00:16:34,361 WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT? WHAT HAVEN'T YOU TOLD ME? 295 00:16:34,461 --> 00:16:36,363 YOU KNEW HOW DEPRESSED MOM WAS. 296 00:16:36,463 --> 00:16:38,865 YOU KNEW IT SUCKED BEING AT HOME. 297 00:16:38,965 --> 00:16:40,200 I WANTED TO COME LIVE WITH YOU. 298 00:16:40,300 --> 00:16:41,668 AND I WANTED THAT TOO. 299 00:16:41,768 --> 00:16:44,404 APPARENTLY NOT BADLY ENOUGH. 300 00:16:45,805 --> 00:16:46,906 I LEFT HER. 301 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,775 AFTER TWO AND A HALF YEARS! 302 00:16:48,875 --> 00:16:51,010 I LEFT HER, SOPHIE. 303 00:16:51,111 --> 00:16:55,482 I LOVED HER AND I LEFT HER FOR YOU. 304 00:16:55,582 --> 00:16:57,817 AND IF SHE CHANGED HER MIND AND LET YOU COME LIVE WITH US, 305 00:16:57,917 --> 00:17:00,453 I WOULD GO BACK TO HER IN AN INSTANT. 306 00:17:01,754 --> 00:17:04,691 TO THE WOMAN WHO WOULDN'T TAKE YOUR DAUGHTER IN, 307 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:07,160 RIGHT? 308 00:17:18,705 --> 00:17:21,574 SOMETIMES GROWNUP THINGS ARE JUST HARD TO EXPLAIN. 309 00:17:21,674 --> 00:17:24,244 GROWNUP THINGS? 310 00:17:24,344 --> 00:17:26,679 GROWNUP THINGS? YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. 311 00:17:26,779 --> 00:17:29,949 JUST GO. LEAVE. 312 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:32,652 I DON'T WANT YOU HERE ANYMORE. 313 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:42,229 YOU THINK YOU CAN WALK IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE 314 00:17:42,329 --> 00:17:45,165 LIKE I'M SOME SORT OF FUCKING TRAIN STATION? 315 00:17:45,265 --> 00:17:47,200 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 316 00:17:47,300 --> 00:17:50,337 IS THIS WHAT HE TELLS YOU? IS THIS WHAT YOUR MOTHER TELLS YOU? 317 00:17:50,437 --> 00:17:52,071 THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER. 318 00:17:52,172 --> 00:17:53,506 THIS IS ABOUT ME. 319 00:17:53,606 --> 00:17:55,408 ABOUT YOU? 320 00:17:55,508 --> 00:17:58,545 DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU? 321 00:17:58,645 --> 00:18:00,913 - DO YOU? - YOU CAN'T LOVE ME. 322 00:18:01,013 --> 00:18:02,449 YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! 323 00:18:02,549 --> 00:18:04,884 WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT? I'M YOUR FATHER. 324 00:18:04,984 --> 00:18:06,419 WHO KNOWS YOU BETTER THAN I DO? 325 00:18:06,519 --> 00:18:07,820 HE DOES. 326 00:18:15,495 --> 00:18:16,863 HE DOES? 327 00:18:18,798 --> 00:18:21,334 REALLY? BUT YOU'RE NOT THE FATHER, ARE YOU? 328 00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:23,270 ONE DAY A WEEK FOR A FEW WEEKS-- 329 00:18:23,370 --> 00:18:24,604 IT'S NOT REALLY THE SAME THING 330 00:18:24,704 --> 00:18:26,973 AS THE FIRST SEVEN YEARS, IS IT, DOCTOR? 331 00:18:27,073 --> 00:18:28,808 NO, IT'S NOT. 332 00:18:32,379 --> 00:18:34,481 AND WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY TO THIS? 333 00:18:34,581 --> 00:18:37,750 OR IS THIS JUST YOUR VOICE COMING THROUGH HER MOUTH? 334 00:18:37,850 --> 00:18:41,221 I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO SOPHIE FOR QUITE A WHILE NOW 335 00:18:41,321 --> 00:18:44,056 AND WHAT I HEAR FROM HER 336 00:18:44,157 --> 00:18:48,094 IS A GREAT ANGER AND RESENTMENT. 337 00:18:48,195 --> 00:18:50,163 BUT I ALSO HEAR FROM HER 338 00:18:50,263 --> 00:18:52,932 THE NEED FOR YOU TO RECLAIM 339 00:18:53,032 --> 00:18:55,535 YOUR RELATIONSHIP AND TO FIGHT FOR IT. 340 00:19:20,493 --> 00:19:22,161 I-- 341 00:19:25,432 --> 00:19:27,734 I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU. 342 00:19:31,137 --> 00:19:33,540 WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE? 343 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:37,143 YOU WEREN'T THERE. YOU CHOSE HER. 344 00:19:37,244 --> 00:19:40,813 NO, I DIDN'T PLAN IT THAT WAY. 345 00:19:40,913 --> 00:19:43,583 IF I COULD DO IT OVER AGAIN-- 346 00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:44,517 YOU CAN'T. 347 00:19:44,617 --> 00:19:45,985 I KNOW, I KNOW, BUT IF I COULD-- 348 00:19:46,085 --> 00:19:47,820 YOU CAN'T. 349 00:19:49,121 --> 00:19:52,792 YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING OVER AGAIN. 350 00:19:52,892 --> 00:19:55,828 YOU CAN'T SAY YOU'RE SORRY AND MAKE IT BETTER. 351 00:19:55,928 --> 00:19:57,997 YOU CAN'T 352 00:19:58,097 --> 00:20:01,033 MAKE SOMEBODY TRUST YOU IF THEY DON'T. 353 00:20:01,133 --> 00:20:04,337 AND YOU CAN'T PUT A FAMILY BACK TOGETHER. 354 00:20:04,437 --> 00:20:06,573 IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT. 355 00:20:06,673 --> 00:20:09,976 THAT'S GROWNUP. 356 00:20:21,588 --> 00:20:24,724 DID YOU KNOW I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF? 357 00:20:28,895 --> 00:20:30,330 WHAT? 358 00:20:32,932 --> 00:20:34,567 WHEN? 359 00:20:37,103 --> 00:20:39,539 I DIDN'T HAVE AN ACCIDENT. 360 00:20:40,873 --> 00:20:43,976 I RODE MY BIKE INTO A CAR ON PURPOSE. 361 00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:47,380 I GOT TIRED OF BEING ALIVE. 362 00:20:49,816 --> 00:20:51,351 OH, GOD, KIDDO. 363 00:20:55,388 --> 00:20:57,857 I WANT YOU TO LEAVE NOW, OKAY? 364 00:20:57,957 --> 00:20:59,459 NO. NO. NO. 365 00:20:59,559 --> 00:21:01,461 - PLEASE. - SOPHIE, PLEASE. 366 00:21:01,561 --> 00:21:03,663 - NO. - I WANT TO STAY. PLEASE. 367 00:21:03,763 --> 00:21:05,432 LET ME STAY, PLEASE. 368 00:21:09,068 --> 00:21:11,304 IT'S MY THERAPY, 369 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:14,741 MINE. 370 00:22:08,728 --> 00:22:11,431 JESUS, I KICKED MY FATHER OUT. 371 00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:15,167 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 372 00:22:15,267 --> 00:22:17,904 THIS IS A GREAT INSIGHT THAT YOU HAD, 373 00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:21,908 THAT YOU HAVE THE POWER 374 00:22:22,008 --> 00:22:23,876 TO LET YOUR PARENTS INTO YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU WANT THEM 375 00:22:23,976 --> 00:22:25,645 AND TO KEEP THEM OUT WHEN YOU DON'T WANT THEM. 376 00:22:25,745 --> 00:22:28,781 I THINK IT'S A SIGN OF MATURITY. 377 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:36,355 I'LL PROBABLY NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN. 378 00:22:36,456 --> 00:22:39,158 I THINK YOU WILL. 379 00:22:39,258 --> 00:22:42,662 YOU KNOW, MAYBE HE'LL REALIZE 380 00:22:42,762 --> 00:22:44,631 THAT HE'S CAUSED YOU PAIN 381 00:22:44,731 --> 00:22:49,201 AND THAT THIS WILL CHANGE HIM. 382 00:22:49,301 --> 00:22:51,303 PEOPLE CAN CHANGE, YOU KNOW. 383 00:22:51,404 --> 00:22:52,972 YOU THINK? 384 00:22:53,072 --> 00:22:54,474 MM-HMM. 385 00:22:54,574 --> 00:22:56,576 I THINK YOU'VE CHANGED. 386 00:23:06,419 --> 00:23:09,288 I'M GOING TO GO OUT AND SEE IF I CAN CATCH HIM. 387 00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:10,890 OKAY. 388 00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,664 I'M GOING AWAY TO DENVER TO TRAIN. 389 00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:26,573 I WANT TO BE BY MYSELF FOR A WHILE, 390 00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:29,976 TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF 391 00:23:31,110 --> 00:23:32,812 WITHOUT MY MOM 392 00:23:33,813 --> 00:23:35,114 OR YOU. 393 00:23:36,849 --> 00:23:38,451 NO OFFENSE. 394 00:23:39,251 --> 00:23:41,087 NO OFFENSE TAKEN. 395 00:23:43,656 --> 00:23:45,792 I'VE GOT TO RUN IT BY MY MOM, 396 00:23:45,892 --> 00:23:48,661 BUT I THINK SHE'LL BE OKAY WITH IT. 397 00:23:54,501 --> 00:23:56,235 IT'S GOOD. 398 00:23:56,335 --> 00:23:58,505 IT'S WHAT I WANT NOW. 399 00:24:00,573 --> 00:24:02,842 YOU KNOW YOU CAN CALL ME ANY TIME YOU WANT. 400 00:24:05,377 --> 00:24:06,646 YEAH YEAH, 401 00:24:06,746 --> 00:24:08,815 I KNOW THE DRILL, DOCTOR. 402 00:24:38,645 --> 00:24:41,080 ARE THERE HUGGING RULES TOO, PAUL? 403 00:24:42,281 --> 00:24:43,716 YEP. 404 00:24:55,394 --> 00:24:57,697 FAREWELL, OLD FART. 405 00:24:59,265 --> 00:25:00,600 FAREWELL, YOUNG FART. 406 00:25:00,700 --> 00:25:02,869 ( both chuckle ) 407 00:25:04,370 --> 00:25:07,607 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, OKAY? 408 00:25:29,829 --> 00:25:32,565 - IS IT OKAY? - SURE. 409 00:25:34,100 --> 00:25:35,902 SO WHAT'S GOING ON? 410 00:25:36,002 --> 00:25:38,437 I JUST SAW THAT PATIENT LEAVING. 411 00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:40,239 DID YOU KNOW SHE USED TO GO TO MY SCHOOL? 412 00:25:40,339 --> 00:25:42,809 YEAH. 413 00:25:42,909 --> 00:25:45,277 - IS THAT HER DAD? - MM-HMM. 414 00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:48,047 HE LOOKS COOL. 415 00:25:50,316 --> 00:25:51,918 WHY ARE YOU SMILING? 416 00:25:53,620 --> 00:25:55,054 NO REASON. 417 00:26:00,660 --> 00:26:02,629 MOM SEEMS A LITTLE TENSE. 418 00:26:02,729 --> 00:26:05,865 YOU MEAN, ABOUT HER DAUGHTER DISAPPEARING INTO THE NIGHT? 419 00:26:05,965 --> 00:26:08,935 NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEAN. 420 00:26:11,503 --> 00:26:14,140 YOU GUYS ARE TALKING ABOUT EVERYTHING, RIGHT? 421 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,575 YEAH, WELL, WE'RE-- 422 00:26:16,676 --> 00:26:18,310 WE'RE TRYING. 423 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:38,731 ( soft music playing )