1 00:00:07,007 --> 00:00:08,709 HEY, ROSIE. 2 00:00:08,809 --> 00:00:10,578 IT'S ME, 3 00:00:10,678 --> 00:00:12,213 YOUR DAD. 4 00:00:12,313 --> 00:00:15,183 UM, I HAVEN'T HEARD BACK FROM YOU YET. 5 00:00:15,283 --> 00:00:17,451 AND I JUST WANTED TO CONFIRM 6 00:00:17,551 --> 00:00:20,521 THAT YOU'RE STILL COMING UP NEXT WEEK. 7 00:00:20,621 --> 00:00:24,792 SO I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU. 8 00:00:24,892 --> 00:00:26,927 OKAY? 9 00:00:27,027 --> 00:00:29,563 I LOVE YOU. BYE. 10 00:00:32,133 --> 00:00:34,735 ( theme music playing ) 11 00:00:53,654 --> 00:00:56,624 - DR. WESTON? - YES. CALL ME PAUL. 12 00:00:56,724 --> 00:00:58,926 - WALTER BARNETT. - NICE TO MEET YOU. 13 00:00:59,026 --> 00:01:00,861 WHEW. 14 00:01:00,961 --> 00:01:03,597 I DIDN'T MISS THE ELEVATOR, DID I? 15 00:01:03,697 --> 00:01:04,798 UNFORTUNATELY NOT. 16 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:10,070 THIS WAY, PLEASE. 17 00:01:13,641 --> 00:01:16,110 IS THERE SOMEPLACE I COULD HANG THIS? 18 00:01:16,210 --> 00:01:17,878 I CAN PUT IT IN THE WAITING ROOM. 19 00:01:17,978 --> 00:01:19,780 OH, WELL, NO. IN HERE. 20 00:01:19,880 --> 00:01:23,351 OKAY. 21 00:01:25,219 --> 00:01:27,321 THAT'S THE TROUBLE WITH HAVING NICE THINGS-- 22 00:01:27,421 --> 00:01:30,224 YOU HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THEM. 23 00:01:30,324 --> 00:01:32,226 MY WIFE BOUGHT ME THAT COAT. 24 00:01:32,326 --> 00:01:34,628 I NEVER WOULD HAVE BOUGHT IT MYSELF-- 25 00:01:34,728 --> 00:01:36,664 CASHMERE, ENGLISH. 26 00:01:36,764 --> 00:01:39,400 I SAID, "HONEY, WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH WOOL?" 27 00:01:39,500 --> 00:01:42,636 SHE SAID, "YOU'RE A C.E.O., WALT. 28 00:01:42,736 --> 00:01:46,407 YOU'RE A C.E.O." 29 00:01:46,507 --> 00:01:48,976 AS IF THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING. 30 00:01:49,076 --> 00:01:52,513 ( clears throat ) 31 00:02:01,021 --> 00:02:03,123 WE SHOULD GET STARTED. 32 00:02:03,224 --> 00:02:05,259 HOW DO YOU BEGIN? 33 00:02:05,359 --> 00:02:07,895 WELL, WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME A LITTLE BIT ABOUT YOURSELF? 34 00:02:07,995 --> 00:02:10,531 WHAT BRINGS YOU HERE? 35 00:02:10,631 --> 00:02:12,900 WELL, WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU ALREADY KNOW? 36 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,035 AND WE'LL TAKE IT FROM THERE. 37 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,405 WHAT I ALREADY KNOW? UM... 38 00:02:17,505 --> 00:02:19,173 I APPRECIATE YOUR DISCRETION, 39 00:02:19,273 --> 00:02:21,141 BUT I'M THICK-SKINNED. 40 00:02:21,242 --> 00:02:23,944 IT WON'T HURT MY FEELINGS. 41 00:02:24,044 --> 00:02:28,882 I WASN'T TRYING TO BE DISCREET. 42 00:02:28,982 --> 00:02:31,885 YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I AM? 43 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:34,788 WELL, YOU'RE A C.E.O. WITH A CASHMERE COAT AND A WIFE. 44 00:02:34,888 --> 00:02:37,891 THAT'S ALL I KNOW SO FAR. 45 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:39,293 AND TWO BOYS. 46 00:02:39,393 --> 00:02:40,828 THEY'RE ON THEIR OWN-- LAUNCHED. 47 00:02:40,928 --> 00:02:43,664 AND A DAUGHTER. 48 00:02:46,133 --> 00:02:49,437 SO YOU NEVER READ THE BUSINESS SECTION? 49 00:02:53,241 --> 00:02:55,209 NATALIE-- SHE'S MY YOUNGEST-- 50 00:02:55,309 --> 00:02:57,378 SHE'S A JUNIOR IN COLLEGE, 51 00:02:57,478 --> 00:03:00,281 WHENEVER I VISIT, OR VISITED-- 52 00:03:00,381 --> 00:03:02,283 SHE'S OVERSEAS NOW-- 53 00:03:02,383 --> 00:03:04,051 WHENEVER I VISIT HER COLLEGE TOWN, 54 00:03:04,151 --> 00:03:06,254 THERE'S THIS COFFEE PLACE-- 55 00:03:06,354 --> 00:03:07,888 BAGELS, MUFFINS, 56 00:03:07,988 --> 00:03:10,358 KIDS BEHIND THE COUNTER WITH PIERCED EVERYTHING. 57 00:03:10,458 --> 00:03:13,927 AND I NOTICED ALL THE STUDENTS AND THE PROFESSORS-- 58 00:03:14,027 --> 00:03:16,063 THEY ALL READ THE ART SECTIONS, 59 00:03:16,163 --> 00:03:17,631 THE SPORTS, POLITICS, 60 00:03:17,731 --> 00:03:19,667 BUT NEVER THE BUSINESS SECTION. 61 00:03:19,767 --> 00:03:22,169 THEY HAD PRISTINE COPIES ON EVERY TABLE. 62 00:03:22,270 --> 00:03:23,937 THE ONLY NEWS THAT REALLY MATTERS-- 63 00:03:24,037 --> 00:03:26,507 AND THEY THINK THEY'RE ABOVE IT. 64 00:03:26,607 --> 00:03:29,142 AND IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK I THINK? 65 00:03:29,243 --> 00:03:31,211 NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT. 66 00:03:31,312 --> 00:03:34,582 YOU'RE IN A DIFFERENT LINE OF WORK. 67 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:45,393 SO, TABULA RASA? REALLY? 68 00:03:45,493 --> 00:03:49,229 IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WOULD HAVE LIKED ME TO KNOW ABOUT YOU? 69 00:03:49,330 --> 00:03:51,465 WELL, THAT'S NOT ME IN THE PAPERS. THAT'S MY COMPANY, 70 00:03:51,565 --> 00:03:55,336 ALTHOUGH LATELY THAT GIRL REPORTER FROM "THE TIMES" 71 00:03:55,436 --> 00:03:57,170 HAS STOPPED MAKING THAT DISTINCTION. 72 00:03:57,271 --> 00:04:01,241 BUT NO, THAT'S GOOD. THAT'S GOOD. 73 00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:03,977 LET'S LEAVE ALL THAT TOMMYROT OUT OF IT-- 74 00:04:04,077 --> 00:04:06,347 A SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE. 75 00:04:06,447 --> 00:04:09,483 WE CAN DO THAT. I'D JUST LIKE TO BE CLEAR 76 00:04:09,583 --> 00:04:11,785 THAT IF YOU DO WANT TO TALK ABOUT YOUR JOB, 77 00:04:11,885 --> 00:04:14,288 WHATEVER YOU SAY WILL BE COMPLETELY CONFIDENTIAL. 78 00:04:14,388 --> 00:04:16,089 - IS THAT RIGHT? - THAT'S RIGHT. 79 00:04:16,189 --> 00:04:19,593 - CAN I GET THAT IN WRITING? - OF COURSE. 80 00:04:19,693 --> 00:04:21,895 OH, NO NO. SIT. 81 00:04:21,995 --> 00:04:24,998 IT'S OKAY. I TRUST YOU. 82 00:04:25,098 --> 00:04:26,734 YOU SHOULD FEEL HONORED. 83 00:04:26,834 --> 00:04:28,969 I HAVE PEOPLE WORKING FOR ME WHO'VE SPENT YEARS 84 00:04:29,069 --> 00:04:30,671 TRYING TO EARN MY TRUST. 85 00:04:30,771 --> 00:04:34,007 I IMAGINE YOUR POSITION REQUIRES YOU TO BE VERY WELL GUARDED. 86 00:04:34,107 --> 00:04:38,211 YOU'RE GETTING THAT FROM ALL THOSE ARTICLES YOU DIDN'T READ. 87 00:04:38,312 --> 00:04:41,148 I JUST KNOW THAT YOU RUN A COMPANY, 88 00:04:41,248 --> 00:04:44,151 WHICH LEADS ME TO BELIEVE 89 00:04:44,251 --> 00:04:45,786 THAT YOU'RE IN CHARGE OF A LOT OF PEOPLE 90 00:04:45,886 --> 00:04:48,789 WHO I'M SURE NEED ALL KINDS OF THINGS FROM YOU. 91 00:04:48,889 --> 00:04:50,391 ALL THE TIME. 92 00:04:50,491 --> 00:04:52,860 IT'S LIKE ONE CONSTANT MEETING 93 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:54,862 15 HOURS A DAY. 94 00:04:54,962 --> 00:04:57,297 AND SOMEHOW I'M THE ONLY ONE WITH THE ANSWERS. 95 00:04:57,398 --> 00:04:59,633 IF I EVER STOP MAKING DECISIONS, 96 00:04:59,733 --> 00:05:01,402 MAKING CALLS, 97 00:05:01,502 --> 00:05:03,337 THE WHOLE THING WOULD GRIND TO A HALT. 98 00:05:03,437 --> 00:05:04,938 WELL, I'M SURE 99 00:05:05,038 --> 00:05:07,274 FINDING THE TIME TO COME HERE CAN'T HAVE BEEN EASY. 100 00:05:07,375 --> 00:05:11,779 SO WHAT DID YOU WANT TO DISCUSS? 101 00:05:11,879 --> 00:05:14,081 FIRST OFF, IT WASN'T MY IDEA TO COME HERE. 102 00:05:14,181 --> 00:05:17,785 - IT WASN'T? - NO, IT WAS CONNIE'S-- MY WIFE. 103 00:05:17,885 --> 00:05:20,020 OH, AND WHAT DID SHE 104 00:05:20,120 --> 00:05:23,524 WANT YOU TO TALK ABOUT? 105 00:05:23,624 --> 00:05:26,093 SLEEP. 106 00:05:26,193 --> 00:05:28,696 I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING WELL LATELY. 107 00:05:28,796 --> 00:05:32,199 I THINK SHE'S GETTING TIRED OF ME TOSSING AND TURNING. 108 00:05:32,299 --> 00:05:34,134 I SAID, "HONEY, IT'S A BIG HOUSE. 109 00:05:34,234 --> 00:05:35,736 I CAN SLEEP IN A SEPARATE ROOM 110 00:05:35,836 --> 00:05:37,671 LIKE OTHER NORMAL MARRIED COUPLES." 111 00:05:37,771 --> 00:05:40,574 BUT SHE LIKES TO CUDDLE. SO HERE I AM. 112 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:42,576 IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU'VE GOT 113 00:05:42,676 --> 00:05:45,779 A PRETTY STRONG RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR WIFE. 114 00:05:45,879 --> 00:05:47,581 IT DOES? 115 00:05:47,681 --> 00:05:49,983 MM-HMM. YOU'VE ALREADY MENTIONED HER TWICE, 116 00:05:50,083 --> 00:05:52,219 BOTH TIMES REFERRING TO HOW SHE TAKES CARE OF YOU. 117 00:05:52,319 --> 00:05:56,424 YOU SEEM TO APPRECIATE HER A GREAT DEAL. 118 00:05:56,524 --> 00:05:59,660 WELL, LISTEN, DON'T TELL HER THAT. 119 00:06:01,995 --> 00:06:04,231 WHAT ELSE HAVE YOU ALREADY FIGURED OUT ABOUT ME? 120 00:06:04,331 --> 00:06:06,700 YOU SAID THAT YOU WEREN'T SLEEPING. 121 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:09,570 I'D LIKE TO HEAR A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT THAT. 122 00:06:09,670 --> 00:06:11,939 FIRST OFF, I CAN'T TAKE PILLS-- 123 00:06:12,039 --> 00:06:15,075 SLEEPING PILLS, 124 00:06:15,175 --> 00:06:16,977 ANXIETY MEDS. 125 00:06:17,077 --> 00:06:18,446 I'VE BEEN THAT ROUTE ALREADY. 126 00:06:18,546 --> 00:06:21,549 WHO WAS YOUR PSYCHOPHARMACOLOGIST? 127 00:06:21,649 --> 00:06:23,884 ARE YOU KIDDING? THAT'S ALL I NEED NOW-- 128 00:06:23,984 --> 00:06:25,453 THE HEADLINE-- 129 00:06:25,553 --> 00:06:28,656 "EMBATTLED C.E.O. UNDER PSYCHIATRIC CARE." 130 00:06:28,756 --> 00:06:30,758 NO, I WENT TO MY INTERNIST, 131 00:06:30,858 --> 00:06:32,893 HAD HIM PUT THE PRESCRIPTIONS IN MY WIFE'S NAME. 132 00:06:32,993 --> 00:06:35,162 THAT WAY THEY COULDN'T BE TRACED TO ME. 133 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:37,264 WHAT KIND OF PRESCRIPTIONS? 134 00:06:37,364 --> 00:06:39,199 HE WANTED TO TRY 135 00:06:39,299 --> 00:06:42,369 XANAX, AMBIEN, THAT KIND OF THING. 136 00:06:42,470 --> 00:06:44,638 BUT EITHER THEY DIDN'T WORK FOR ME 137 00:06:44,738 --> 00:06:47,107 OR THEY MADE ME LOOPY. AND I CAN'T HAVE THAT. 138 00:06:47,207 --> 00:06:50,678 I'VE GOT TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP ANYTIME, AND BE ALERT. 139 00:06:50,778 --> 00:06:54,181 I HAVE 20,000 WORKERS, FACTORIES AND DISTRIBUTORS 140 00:06:54,281 --> 00:06:57,317 ON SIX CONTINENTS, SHAREHOLDERS. 141 00:06:57,417 --> 00:07:01,354 YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN A BRICK'S GONNA COME FLYING THROUGH YOUR WINDOW. 142 00:07:01,455 --> 00:07:03,857 "UNEASY LIES THE HEAD THAT WEARS THE CROWN." 143 00:07:03,957 --> 00:07:05,926 THAT'S PAR FOR THE COURSE, 144 00:07:06,026 --> 00:07:08,996 WHICH IS WHY MY DOCTOR SUGGESTED THAT I TALK TO SOMEBODY ABOUT-- 145 00:07:09,096 --> 00:07:11,098 WHAT DID HE CALL IT? 146 00:07:11,198 --> 00:07:14,635 --AN UNDERLYING ANXIETY. 147 00:07:14,735 --> 00:07:19,006 I THOUGHT YOU SAID THAT COMING HERE WAS YOUR WIFE'S IDEA. 148 00:07:19,106 --> 00:07:22,375 HERE'S THE POINT-- 149 00:07:22,476 --> 00:07:25,445 I'M USED TO STRESS. I'M USED TO CRISIS. 150 00:07:25,546 --> 00:07:27,280 I'VE BEEN A C.E.O. FOR NEARLY 20 YEARS. 151 00:07:27,380 --> 00:07:30,951 AND BEFORE THAT I CARRIED MY BOSSES' WATER, WHICH WAS WORSE. 152 00:07:31,051 --> 00:07:34,555 AND BEFORE THAT I WAS IN VIETNAM. 153 00:07:34,655 --> 00:07:37,691 MY WHOLE LIFE, NO MATTER WHAT THEY HIT ME WITH, 154 00:07:37,791 --> 00:07:40,728 I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP ANYTIME, ANYWHERE 155 00:07:40,828 --> 00:07:42,730 FOR AS LONG AS THEY LET ME. 156 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:46,133 IF I COULD GET IN AN HOUR'S NAP, I WAS GOOD FOR THE NEXT 24. 157 00:07:46,233 --> 00:07:48,602 - ONLY AN HOUR? - THAT'S HOW I GOT WHERE I AM. 158 00:07:48,702 --> 00:07:50,938 IT WASN'T BECAUSE I WAS SMARTER THAN THE OTHER GUYS. 159 00:07:51,038 --> 00:07:54,708 IT'S BECAUSE I COULD WORK TWICE AS HARD TWICE AS LONG. 160 00:07:54,808 --> 00:07:57,277 CONNIE USED TO CALL ME SUPERMAN. 161 00:07:57,377 --> 00:08:02,215 BUT NOW I'M JUST LYING IN BED. 162 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:05,285 I'M NOT SLEEPING. I'M NOT WORKING. 163 00:08:05,385 --> 00:08:08,121 WHEN DID YOUR INSOMNIA BEGIN? 164 00:08:08,221 --> 00:08:09,456 WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES THAT MAKE? 165 00:08:09,557 --> 00:08:11,358 IT JUST MIGHT GIVE ME A CLEARER PICTURE 166 00:08:11,458 --> 00:08:16,930 OF ANY UNDERLYING PROBLEM THERE MIGHT BE. 167 00:08:21,301 --> 00:08:23,203 DID YOU READ THIS BOOK, "BLINK"? 168 00:08:23,303 --> 00:08:25,939 MALCOLM GLADWELL-- SMART GUY. 169 00:08:26,039 --> 00:08:29,810 HIS THESIS IS BASICALLY THAT AN EXPERT CAN TELL 170 00:08:29,910 --> 00:08:31,812 IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE WHAT THE STORY IS: 171 00:08:31,912 --> 00:08:34,314 IS THE PAINTING REAL OR A FORGERY? 172 00:08:34,414 --> 00:08:36,149 IS THE WAR WON OR LOST? 173 00:08:36,249 --> 00:08:38,518 SURE. I KNOW THE BOOK. 174 00:08:38,619 --> 00:08:40,520 BUT I THINK YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT THE KIND OF THERAPY 175 00:08:40,621 --> 00:08:44,091 THAT I PRACTICE-- IT'S NOT A QUICK FIX. 176 00:08:44,191 --> 00:08:46,827 IT'S A PROCESS. 177 00:08:46,927 --> 00:08:49,062 AND EVENTUALLY CHANGE HAPPENS, 178 00:08:49,162 --> 00:08:51,565 BUT IT DOES TAKE TIME. 179 00:08:51,665 --> 00:08:53,934 I HAVE TO TELL YOU I DON'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME. 180 00:08:54,034 --> 00:08:56,069 EVEN BEING HERE, 181 00:08:56,169 --> 00:08:57,571 SITTING ACROSS FROM YOU, 182 00:08:57,671 --> 00:08:59,773 TALKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS OR WHATEVER-- 183 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:02,009 THIS IS COSTING ME MONEY. IT'S COSTING MY COMPANY MONEY. 184 00:09:02,109 --> 00:09:04,211 IT'S COSTING MY EMPLOYEES MONEY. 185 00:09:04,311 --> 00:09:05,946 WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, 186 00:09:06,046 --> 00:09:07,648 YOU DON'T HAVE TO MOLLYCODDLE ME. 187 00:09:07,748 --> 00:09:09,817 YOU HAVE A LOT OF EXPERIENCE. USE IT. 188 00:09:09,917 --> 00:09:14,454 TELL ME WHAT MY PROBLEM IS AND WHAT I NEED TO DO. 189 00:09:14,554 --> 00:09:18,191 IF I NEED TO PAY EXTRA FOR MORE INTENSE SESSIONS, THAT'S FINE. 190 00:09:18,291 --> 00:09:20,193 WALTER, EVERY PATIENT'S THERAPY 191 00:09:20,293 --> 00:09:22,796 IS DIFFERENT. IT DOESN'T-- 192 00:09:22,896 --> 00:09:26,299 YEAH YEAH YEAH. WE'RE ALL UNIQUE SNOWFLAKES. 193 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:29,236 BUT STILL, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING. 194 00:09:29,336 --> 00:09:32,505 YES, I THINK I DO. I THINK WHAT YOU'RE SAYING IS 195 00:09:32,606 --> 00:09:34,374 THIS ISN'T A CASUAL MATTER FOR YOU, 196 00:09:34,474 --> 00:09:37,510 THAT THE STAKES ARE PRETTY HIGH, 197 00:09:37,611 --> 00:09:41,314 AND THAT BEFORE YOU INVEST YOUR TIME IN THIS, 198 00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:44,718 YOU WANT TO BE SURE THAT I REALLY CAN HELP YOU. ALL RIGHT? 199 00:09:44,818 --> 00:09:47,655 SO, BLINK TEST. 200 00:09:47,755 --> 00:09:50,057 HELP ME. WHAT'S GOING ON? 201 00:09:50,157 --> 00:09:53,026 LOOK, I WISH I KNEW THE ANSWERS THAT QUICKLY. 202 00:09:53,126 --> 00:09:54,995 IN THE FIRST PLACE, 203 00:09:55,095 --> 00:09:57,397 I COULD CHARGE A LOT MORE FOR MY TIME. 204 00:09:57,497 --> 00:09:59,532 THE TRUTH IS, IF WE'RE GOING TO FIND 205 00:09:59,633 --> 00:10:02,135 A CLEARER PICTURE OF WHAT'S GOING ON 206 00:10:02,235 --> 00:10:04,471 WITH YOUR SLEEP PROBLEM, 207 00:10:04,571 --> 00:10:07,107 WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DIG A LITTLE DEEPER. 208 00:10:07,207 --> 00:10:09,677 WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO A LITTLE BIT MORE WORK. 209 00:10:09,777 --> 00:10:11,611 WHAT'S GOING ON IS 210 00:10:11,712 --> 00:10:13,947 I NEED TO BE AT THE TOP OF MY GAME RIGHT NOW, 211 00:10:14,047 --> 00:10:18,518 AND I CAN'T GET THERE IF I'M NOT SLEEPING. 212 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:20,253 I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH CLEARER 213 00:10:20,353 --> 00:10:24,224 A PICTURE OF THE PROBLEM I CAN GIVE YOU. 214 00:10:24,324 --> 00:10:26,760 WHEN YOU CAME IN, 215 00:10:26,860 --> 00:10:31,598 YOU MENTIONED SOMETHING ABOUT SOME ARTICLES 216 00:10:31,699 --> 00:10:34,802 THAT WERE IN THE BUSINESS SECTION OF THE NEWSPAPER. 217 00:10:34,902 --> 00:10:36,536 HATCHET JOBS, YOU MEAN. 218 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:39,673 WE HAD TO RECALL CERTAIN PRODUCTS 219 00:10:39,773 --> 00:10:41,909 STRICTLY FOR PRECAUTION, 220 00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:45,012 BUT YOU KNOW THE PRESS. 221 00:10:45,112 --> 00:10:47,114 THEY WANT TO SPIN A SCANDAL OUT OF IT. 222 00:10:47,214 --> 00:10:48,849 UH-HUH. 223 00:10:48,949 --> 00:10:52,686 AND WHEN DID THESE ARTICLES 224 00:10:52,786 --> 00:10:55,155 START TO APPEAR? CAN YOU REMEMBER? 225 00:10:55,255 --> 00:10:57,124 OH, IT'S NO BIG DEAL. 226 00:10:57,224 --> 00:10:59,559 SOME EMPLOYEE WITH AN AXE TO GRIND 227 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,494 IS FEEDING NONSENSE 228 00:11:01,594 --> 00:11:04,197 TO SOME REPORTER WHO DOESN'T KNOW SHE'S BEING USED. 229 00:11:04,297 --> 00:11:06,633 IT'S NOT SOMETHING I'D LOSE SLEEP OVER. 230 00:11:06,734 --> 00:11:09,169 YOU DID ALSO TELL ME THAT UNTIL RECENTLY 231 00:11:09,269 --> 00:11:11,638 YOU'VE NEVER LOST SLEEP OVER ANYTHING. 232 00:11:11,739 --> 00:11:15,342 I GUESS WHAT I'M TRYING TO FIND OUT IS 233 00:11:15,442 --> 00:11:18,045 WHEN YOU THINK THAT CHANGED. 234 00:11:18,145 --> 00:11:20,948 IT'S FUNNY, I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER. 235 00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:23,083 IT MUST HAVE BEEN GRADUAL. 236 00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:25,685 YOU KNOW, YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR ONE MORNING 237 00:11:25,786 --> 00:11:28,021 AND YOU SAY, "WHEN DID MY HAIR TURN WHITE? 238 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:30,257 OR YOU GET AN EMAIL FROM YOUR DAUGHTER 239 00:11:30,357 --> 00:11:32,726 HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD 240 00:11:32,826 --> 00:11:37,097 AND YOU THINK, "WHEN DID MY BABY GROW UP? 241 00:11:37,197 --> 00:11:40,768 YOUR DAUGHTER-- NATALIE, RIGHT? 242 00:11:40,868 --> 00:11:45,438 YOU SAID SHE WAS SPENDING HER JUNIOR YEAR ABROAD? 243 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:47,841 NOT LIKE THAT. 244 00:11:47,941 --> 00:11:50,077 MY BOYS SPENT THEIR JUNIOR YEAR ABROAD TOO-- 245 00:11:50,177 --> 00:11:51,912 ONE DRINKING BEER IN MUNICH, 246 00:11:52,012 --> 00:11:54,948 AND THE OTHER DRINKING CHIANTI IN TUSCANY. 247 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:59,386 SHE'S NOTHING LIKE THEM. 248 00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:02,790 SOMETIMES MY WIFE AND I WILL LOOK AT HER 249 00:12:02,890 --> 00:12:04,057 AND WE'LL SAY TO EACH OTHER, 250 00:12:04,157 --> 00:12:07,961 "WHERE DO YOU THINK SHE CAME FROM?" 251 00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:09,963 SHE WASN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. 252 00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:12,032 THE BOYS WERE ALREADY IN HIGH SCHOOL. 253 00:12:12,132 --> 00:12:14,501 WHEN CONNIE TOLD ME SHE WAS PREGNANT, 254 00:12:14,601 --> 00:12:16,403 I THOUGHT, "YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS. 255 00:12:16,503 --> 00:12:19,106 I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS." 256 00:12:19,206 --> 00:12:22,475 BUT NATALIE WANTED TO BE HERE. 257 00:12:22,575 --> 00:12:24,577 SHE WAS IN A RUSH-- 258 00:12:24,677 --> 00:12:26,546 PREMATURE, 259 00:12:26,646 --> 00:12:30,717 WALKED EARLY, TALKED EARLY, 260 00:12:30,818 --> 00:12:33,620 SO BRIGHT, 261 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,489 SO HAPPY. 262 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:42,129 SHE CAME A GREAT DISTANCE 263 00:12:42,229 --> 00:12:46,199 TO GIVE US ALL SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN. 264 00:12:46,299 --> 00:12:48,535 YOU SOUND INCREDIBLY PROUD OF HER. 265 00:12:48,635 --> 00:12:50,303 I AM. 266 00:12:50,403 --> 00:12:54,441 AND NOW SHE'S HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD. 267 00:12:58,478 --> 00:13:01,281 SOME CLINIC IN RWANDA. 268 00:13:01,381 --> 00:13:03,416 MY WIFE DIDN'T WANT HER TO GO. 269 00:13:03,516 --> 00:13:06,954 SHE WANTED ME TO SAY NO, TO TALK HER OUT OF IT. 270 00:13:07,054 --> 00:13:09,156 BUT I TALKED TO NATALIE AND I COULD SEE IT IN HER EYES-- 271 00:13:09,256 --> 00:13:11,424 THIS WAS SOMETHING SHE HAD TO DO. 272 00:13:13,693 --> 00:13:15,628 SO I LET HER GO. 273 00:13:15,728 --> 00:13:17,898 IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE, 274 00:13:17,998 --> 00:13:21,468 BUT I LET HER GO. 275 00:13:21,568 --> 00:13:23,303 WHEN DID SHE LEAVE? 276 00:13:23,403 --> 00:13:24,604 OCTOBER. 277 00:13:24,704 --> 00:13:26,773 AND WHEN DID YOUR INSOMNIA BEGIN? 278 00:13:26,874 --> 00:13:30,810 I TOLD YOU, I DON'T KNOW. 279 00:13:32,279 --> 00:13:34,681 YOU THINK THAT'S MY UNDERLYING ANXIETY? 280 00:13:34,781 --> 00:13:38,518 NO, BUT I CAN IMAGINE IF I HAD A DAUGHTER LIVING IN RWANDA, 281 00:13:38,618 --> 00:13:41,554 I THINK THAT WOULD KEEP ME UP NIGHTS. 282 00:13:41,654 --> 00:13:44,257 SO THAT'S YOUR BLINK TEST-- 283 00:13:44,357 --> 00:13:45,625 NATALIE? 284 00:13:45,725 --> 00:13:49,062 I'M NOT SURE THAT IT'S THAT ONE-ON-ONE. 285 00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:50,898 WHY NOT? 286 00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:53,200 I JUST THINK THAT THINGS MAY BE 287 00:13:53,300 --> 00:13:57,137 A LITTLE BIT MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT. 288 00:13:58,638 --> 00:14:00,307 YOU SURE YOU'RE NOT JUST TRYING 289 00:14:00,407 --> 00:14:02,542 TO GET ME IN HERE FOR MORE SESSIONS? 290 00:14:02,642 --> 00:14:04,477 IF PEOPLE COULD TREAT THEMSELVES 291 00:14:04,577 --> 00:14:06,813 AND DIAGNOSE THEMSELVES, THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY NEED 292 00:14:06,914 --> 00:14:10,250 FOR ANY KIND OF DRUGS OR FOR THERAPISTS LIKE ME. 293 00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:13,954 SO WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO, DOC? 294 00:14:14,054 --> 00:14:18,658 WELL, I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE, TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH. 295 00:14:18,758 --> 00:14:21,161 I DO THINK THAT YOU ARE SUFFERING 296 00:14:21,261 --> 00:14:23,830 FROM SOME KIND OF AN ANXIETY. 297 00:14:23,931 --> 00:14:26,499 THE ONLY WAY I KNOW TO ALLEVIATE YOUR SYMPTOMS 298 00:14:26,599 --> 00:14:30,370 IS TO FIGURE OUT WHAT'S CAUSING THAT ANXIETY. 299 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:32,605 AND THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO DO THAT 300 00:14:32,705 --> 00:14:36,809 IS TO-- IS TO TALK. 301 00:14:36,910 --> 00:14:39,146 I TALK TO PEOPLE ALL DAY LONG. 302 00:14:39,246 --> 00:14:41,314 IT DOESN'T HELP ME SLEEP. 303 00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:44,351 SOMETIMES I THINK 304 00:14:44,451 --> 00:14:47,620 IF I COULD JUST GET AWAY SOMEWHERE-- 305 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:50,223 THE COUNTRY 306 00:14:50,323 --> 00:14:53,126 OR MAYBE A LAKE. 307 00:14:57,364 --> 00:14:58,631 ( chuckles ) 308 00:14:58,731 --> 00:15:00,300 WHAT? 309 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:02,069 OH, JUST A FUNNY THOUGHT. 310 00:15:02,169 --> 00:15:04,837 WOULD YOU CARE TO SHARE IT? 311 00:15:04,938 --> 00:15:06,406 WITH YOU? 312 00:15:06,506 --> 00:15:09,009 THAT'S KIND OF WHAT HAPPENS IN HERE. 313 00:15:09,109 --> 00:15:11,744 I'M SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT POPS INTO MY HEAD? 314 00:15:11,844 --> 00:15:14,514 - WELL, YEAH. - OKAY. 315 00:15:14,614 --> 00:15:18,051 I JUST THOUGHT, "I'LL SLEEP WHEN I'M DEAD." 316 00:15:19,719 --> 00:15:23,690 - AND THAT STRUCK YOU AS FUNNY? - ( phone buzzes ) 317 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:31,931 GOD, I WISH SOMEONE COULD TAKE CARE OF SOMETHING, 318 00:15:32,032 --> 00:15:34,334 WITHOUT ME HAVING TO-- 319 00:15:38,271 --> 00:15:42,642 I'M SORRY, YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT... TALKING. 320 00:15:42,742 --> 00:15:45,812 IT'S NOT AN EASY THING-- 321 00:15:45,912 --> 00:15:48,381 DEVELOPING SELF-AWARENESS. 322 00:15:48,481 --> 00:15:50,350 SOME PEOPLE SAY 323 00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:53,353 THAT IT'S A MAN'S ENTIRE LIFE'S WORK. 324 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:56,756 THAT SOUNDS PRETTY SELF-ABSORBED. 325 00:15:56,856 --> 00:15:58,658 NO OFFENSE. 326 00:15:58,758 --> 00:16:02,029 I WAS TALKING ABOUT YOUR PATIENTS, UNDERSTAND, NOT YOU. 327 00:16:02,129 --> 00:16:04,031 IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE A THING AGAINST PEOPLE 328 00:16:04,131 --> 00:16:07,034 WHO THINK THE WORLD OWES THEM A FAVOR. 329 00:16:07,134 --> 00:16:10,203 MY TAKE-- YOU PLAY THE CARDS YOU'RE DEALT. 330 00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:11,738 YOU DO THE BEST YOU CAN 331 00:16:11,838 --> 00:16:14,841 TO DO YOUR JOB, TO PROTECT YOUR FAMILY. 332 00:16:14,941 --> 00:16:16,809 THAT, IN MY OPINION, 333 00:16:16,909 --> 00:16:19,746 IS A REAL MAN'S LIFE'S WORK. 334 00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:29,422 IT GETS SO QUIET IN HERE, DOESN'T IT? 335 00:16:29,522 --> 00:16:33,093 I'M NEVER USUALLY ANYWHERE THIS QUIET, 336 00:16:33,193 --> 00:16:35,562 EXCEPT ON AN AIRPLANE. 337 00:16:35,662 --> 00:16:38,631 THAT'S WHY I LOVE AIRPLANES-- MY FAVORITE PLACE TO BE. 338 00:16:38,731 --> 00:16:41,401 ( phone buzzes ) 339 00:16:48,108 --> 00:16:49,842 IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 340 00:16:49,942 --> 00:16:52,179 NEVER. 341 00:16:54,214 --> 00:16:56,116 JUST NOW YOU TALKED ABOUT 342 00:16:56,216 --> 00:16:59,886 HOW IMPORTANT YOUR JOB IS 343 00:16:59,986 --> 00:17:03,090 AND HOW DIFFICULT IT IS 344 00:17:03,190 --> 00:17:05,425 FOR YOU TO BE DISCREET, 345 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:07,427 AND THAT YOU'RE NOT EVEN COMFORTABLE 346 00:17:07,527 --> 00:17:10,263 GETTING CERTAIN PRESCRIPTIONS IN YOUR OWN NAME. 347 00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:12,932 ARE YOU SAYING I SOUND PARANOID? 348 00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:14,601 WELL, IT MAKES ME WONDER, WALTER-- 349 00:17:14,701 --> 00:17:17,404 DO YOU HAVE ANYBODY THAT YOU CAN TALK TO 350 00:17:17,504 --> 00:17:20,440 ABOUT THE PRESSURES OF YOUR BUSINESS? 351 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:22,375 NOT AT WORK. 352 00:17:22,475 --> 00:17:24,277 ANYTHING I SAY COULD BE USED AGAINST ME. 353 00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:26,779 AND I DON'T LIKE TO WORRY CONNIE. 354 00:17:26,879 --> 00:17:29,282 AND HOW ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN? 355 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:32,319 NO, THE BOYS DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THEIR OLD MAN'S PROBLEMS. 356 00:17:32,419 --> 00:17:34,020 THEY WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYWAY. 357 00:17:34,121 --> 00:17:35,488 WHY DO YOU SAY THAT? 358 00:17:35,588 --> 00:17:38,825 EVERYTHING CAME TOO EASILY FOR THEM. 359 00:17:38,925 --> 00:17:40,627 THEY NEVER HAD TO MAKE THEIR OWN WAY 360 00:17:40,727 --> 00:17:44,197 OR FIGHT IN A WAR. 361 00:17:44,297 --> 00:17:46,199 THEY JUST TAKE EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED, 362 00:17:46,299 --> 00:17:47,900 INCLUDING THEIR OLD MAN. 363 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,069 AND NATALIE? 364 00:17:50,170 --> 00:17:52,439 I TOLD YOU, SHE'S DIFFERENT. 365 00:17:52,539 --> 00:17:54,441 HERE, I'LL GIVE YOU AN IDEA 366 00:17:54,541 --> 00:17:56,743 OF WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. 367 00:17:56,843 --> 00:18:00,480 I GOT AN INTERESTING EMAIL FROM HER OVER THE WEEKEND. 368 00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:03,850 TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, IT WORRIED ME A LITTLE. 369 00:18:03,950 --> 00:18:06,486 - WOULD YOU MIND IF I READ IT TO YOU? - PLEASE. 370 00:18:06,586 --> 00:18:09,822 - I COULD USE YOUR EXPERT OPINION. - SURE. 371 00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,162 "HI, DAD. 372 00:18:15,262 --> 00:18:18,131 OH, GOD, RWANDA IS HARD. 373 00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:20,367 I'VE NEVER WORKED SO HARD IN MY LIFE 374 00:18:20,467 --> 00:18:22,502 AND UNDERSTOOD SO LITTLE. 375 00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:25,638 WE'VE SET UP A RAPE CLINIC IN THE VILLAGE OF"-- 376 00:18:25,738 --> 00:18:29,041 I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO TRY TO PRONOUNCE THAT. 377 00:18:29,142 --> 00:18:32,078 "THIS WOMAN CAME IN. 378 00:18:32,179 --> 00:18:34,013 SHE WAS DESPERATE. 379 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,350 THEY ALL THINK WE CAN GET THEM VISAS BECAUSE WE'RE AMERICAN. 380 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:40,119 I EXPLAINED TO HER THAT I COULD ONLY OFFER HER 381 00:18:40,220 --> 00:18:42,222 SOME EMERGENCY CONTRACEPTION. 382 00:18:42,322 --> 00:18:45,458 SHE MUST HAVE BEEN ANGRY OR DISAPPOINTED, 383 00:18:45,558 --> 00:18:48,961 BUT SHE JUST STARED AT ME, 384 00:18:49,061 --> 00:18:51,030 MUTE, STILL, 385 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,065 AS IF SHE WERE FROZEN. 386 00:18:53,166 --> 00:18:55,502 THEN A GIRL CAME IN, 387 00:18:55,602 --> 00:18:57,570 EIGHT YEARS OLD, 388 00:18:57,670 --> 00:19:00,072 GANG-RAPED. 389 00:19:00,173 --> 00:19:02,275 THE DOCTORS DID WHAT THEY COULD, 390 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:04,577 BUT SHE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. 391 00:19:04,677 --> 00:19:07,680 I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING EXHAUSTED. 392 00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:09,216 BY THE END OF THE DAY 393 00:19:09,316 --> 00:19:11,418 ALL I WANT TO DO IS DRINK. 394 00:19:11,518 --> 00:19:15,154 WE HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER THESE PEOPLE. 395 00:19:15,255 --> 00:19:18,458 THE YOUNG MEN HAVE NOTHING TO DO. 396 00:19:18,558 --> 00:19:24,063 SOME OF THEM ARE SO ANGRY, 397 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:28,968 THEY SPIT AT US WHEN WE PASS. 398 00:19:29,068 --> 00:19:30,937 THE STRANGE THING IS, 399 00:19:31,037 --> 00:19:33,873 I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ALIVE. 400 00:19:33,973 --> 00:19:36,042 THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT-- 401 00:19:36,142 --> 00:19:39,212 HELPING PEOPLE EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. 402 00:19:39,312 --> 00:19:42,749 I'M SO GRATEFUL TO BE HERE. 403 00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,951 I LOVE YOU AND MOM. 404 00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:47,687 I'LL WRITE MORE WHEN I CAN. 405 00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:49,822 NATALIE." 406 00:19:56,496 --> 00:19:58,064 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? 407 00:19:58,164 --> 00:20:01,434 SHE SOUNDS LIKE AN EXTRAORDINARY WOMAN. 408 00:20:02,935 --> 00:20:05,472 I SHOULD GO GET HER OUT, RIGHT? 409 00:20:05,572 --> 00:20:07,039 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, GET HER OUT? 410 00:20:07,139 --> 00:20:08,341 SHE IS IN SOME KIND OF TROUBLE. 411 00:20:08,441 --> 00:20:10,042 THIS IS OBVIOUSLY A CRY FOR HELP. 412 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:11,711 WHY DO YOU THINK THAT? 413 00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:14,113 ARE YOU TELLING ME 414 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:17,250 THAT IF YOU RECEIVED AN EMAIL LIKE THAT FROM YOUR DAUGHTER 415 00:20:17,350 --> 00:20:19,252 FROM SOME RAPE CLINIC IN RWANDA, 416 00:20:19,352 --> 00:20:20,953 YOU WOULDN'T BE ON THE FIRST PLANE TO AFRICA? 417 00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:24,491 THERE'S A FINE LINE BETWEEN BRAVERY AND STUPIDITY. 418 00:20:24,591 --> 00:20:26,393 I CAN'T SIT HERE AND WAIT 419 00:20:26,493 --> 00:20:28,461 FOR HER TO BE KIDNAPPED AND DISMEMBERED. 420 00:20:28,561 --> 00:20:30,530 WHERE DID YOU SAY SHE WAS STAYING? 421 00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:33,333 I DIDN'T. SHE'S LIVING IN KIGALI. 422 00:20:33,433 --> 00:20:35,735 AND THE CLINIC'S SOMEWHERE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE. 423 00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:39,038 KIGALI-- THAT'S THE CAPITAL, ISN'T IT? 424 00:20:39,138 --> 00:20:41,474 WHAT, YOU THINK THAT MAKES IT SAFE? 425 00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:43,443 - HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO AFRICA? - NO. 426 00:20:43,543 --> 00:20:45,978 WELL, I HAVE. AND LET ME TELL YOU, 427 00:20:46,078 --> 00:20:47,614 WHAT WE CONSIDER STABLE HERE 428 00:20:47,714 --> 00:20:49,382 AND WHAT THEY CONSIDER SECURE 429 00:20:49,482 --> 00:20:51,384 ARE TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS, MY FRIEND, 430 00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:53,185 TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS. 431 00:20:53,286 --> 00:20:55,288 THEY'RE TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS HERE AS WELL. 432 00:20:55,388 --> 00:20:57,424 - COME AGAIN? - STABILITY AND SECURITY. 433 00:20:57,524 --> 00:21:00,226 THEY ARE TWO VERY DIFFERENT CONCEPTS. 434 00:21:00,327 --> 00:21:02,495 OKAY, FELLOW. 435 00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:06,232 WELL, YOUR DAUGHTER SOUNDS VERY STABLE. 436 00:21:06,333 --> 00:21:08,301 FROM A PSYCHOLOGICAL PERSPECTIVE, 437 00:21:08,401 --> 00:21:11,504 GIVEN THE SITUATION THAT SHE'S IN, 438 00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:13,573 SHE SOUNDS REMARKABLY HEALTHY. 439 00:21:13,673 --> 00:21:16,242 SHE OBVIOUSLY FEELS VERY DEEPLY 440 00:21:16,343 --> 00:21:18,411 AND SHE HAS A VERY LUCID WAY 441 00:21:18,511 --> 00:21:21,548 OF EXPRESSING HERSELF. AND IT LEADS ME TO BELIEVE 442 00:21:21,648 --> 00:21:24,617 THAT YOU SHOULD JUST TRUST HER 443 00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:27,887 AND TRUST HER TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF. 444 00:21:27,987 --> 00:21:30,289 - AS FOR HER SECURITY-- - UNLESS YOU'VE BEEN THERE, 445 00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:33,860 YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE. 446 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:35,628 DO YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER? 447 00:21:35,728 --> 00:21:37,730 IF YOU'RE ASKING ME IF I'D BE WORRIED, 448 00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:39,298 IF I HAD A DAUGHTER IN KIGALI-- 449 00:21:39,399 --> 00:21:41,067 YES, I HAVE TO SAY THAT I WOULD BE. 450 00:21:41,167 --> 00:21:42,402 AND YOU WOULDN'T GO AND GET HER OUT? 451 00:21:42,502 --> 00:21:44,270 I CAN'T SAY WHAT I WOULD 452 00:21:44,371 --> 00:21:46,272 OR WHAT I WOULDN'T DO IN YOUR POSITION. 453 00:21:46,373 --> 00:21:47,840 BUT YOU CAN IMAGINE IT, CAN'T YOU? 454 00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:51,043 COME ON, JUST GIVE ME AN HONEST ANSWER. 455 00:21:51,143 --> 00:21:52,779 I'M PAYING FOR YOUR OPINION, AREN'T I? 456 00:21:52,879 --> 00:21:54,180 IN A SENSE, YES. 457 00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:57,617 BUT WE ARE DIFFERENT PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES. 458 00:21:57,717 --> 00:22:00,687 I'M WONDERING WHY, WALTER, 459 00:22:00,787 --> 00:22:04,491 IT'S IMPORTANT FOR YOU THAT I BACK YOU UP ON THIS. 460 00:22:04,591 --> 00:22:08,461 I DON'T NEED YOUR GODDAMN PERMISSION. 461 00:22:08,561 --> 00:22:11,030 I ASKED YOU FOR SOMETHING VERY SIMPLE. 462 00:22:11,130 --> 00:22:13,633 I HAVE INSOMNIA. IT'S A REAL PROBLEM, 463 00:22:13,733 --> 00:22:16,803 A CONCRETE PROBLEM THAT PREVENTS ME FROM FUNCTIONING. 464 00:22:16,903 --> 00:22:19,138 I CAME HERE AND I SAID, "TELL ME WHAT TO DO"-- 465 00:22:19,238 --> 00:22:22,642 MENTAL EXERCISES, BREATHING TECHNIQUES. 466 00:22:22,742 --> 00:22:27,079 NOW YOU'VE GOT ME READING MY DAUGHTER'S PRIVATE EMAILS TO YOU. 467 00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:28,481 I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. 468 00:22:28,581 --> 00:22:31,751 HOW MUCH DO I OWE YOU? 469 00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:33,986 WALTER. 470 00:22:34,086 --> 00:22:36,188 WALTER, ARE YOU OKAY? 471 00:22:36,288 --> 00:22:39,125 WALTER, ANSWER ME, PLEASE. 472 00:22:39,225 --> 00:22:40,993 - ARE YOU ON MEDICATION? - NO, I'M NOT. 473 00:22:41,093 --> 00:22:42,495 DO YOU HAVE A DOCTOR I CAN CALL? 474 00:22:42,595 --> 00:22:45,031 JUST GIVE ME SOME AIR. 475 00:22:50,937 --> 00:22:52,405 OKAY OKAY. 476 00:22:52,505 --> 00:22:55,575 YOU'RE OKAY, WALT. YOU'RE OKAY, WALT. 477 00:23:01,047 --> 00:23:03,483 IT'S OKAY, WALTER. BREATHE. 478 00:23:04,150 --> 00:23:06,653 BREATHE. BREATHE. 479 00:23:08,020 --> 00:23:09,756 THAT'S IT. 480 00:23:14,226 --> 00:23:15,728 - OKAY? - OKAY. 481 00:23:15,828 --> 00:23:17,630 - ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE OKAY TO GET UP? - YES. 482 00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:20,132 - OKAY, LET ME HELP YOU. - OKAY. 483 00:23:23,503 --> 00:23:25,772 - YOU FEEL OKAY? - YEAH. 484 00:23:28,675 --> 00:23:30,577 YOU CAN STAY FOR AS LONG AS YOU LIKE. 485 00:23:30,677 --> 00:23:34,614 NO NO, I TOLD YOU, I'M FINE NOW. 486 00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:37,517 LISTEN, 487 00:23:37,617 --> 00:23:40,086 I'M SORRY IF I GAVE YOU A SCARE BACK THERE. 488 00:23:40,186 --> 00:23:42,321 - IT'S NOT A PROBLEM. - I KNEW IT WOULD GO AWAY. 489 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:45,291 THEY ALWAYS DO. 490 00:23:45,391 --> 00:23:47,627 HAS THIS HAPPENED BEFORE? 491 00:23:49,395 --> 00:23:51,764 THEY GO AWAY. 492 00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:08,748 ( music playing )