1 00:00:06,507 --> 00:00:09,177 - ( thunder rumbling ) - ( rain pattering ) 2 00:00:13,947 --> 00:00:15,549 GOOD MORNING, MIA. 3 00:00:15,649 --> 00:00:18,852 HI. ME AGAIN. 4 00:00:18,952 --> 00:00:21,489 COME IN, PLEASE. 5 00:00:25,993 --> 00:00:29,463 I KNOW 7:00 IS EARLY, BUT IT'S THE ONLY TIME THAT I COULD COME. 6 00:00:29,563 --> 00:00:31,265 NO, IT'S OKAY. 7 00:00:31,365 --> 00:00:33,267 YOU KNOW, IT'S FUNNY-- 8 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:35,203 20 YEARS AGO I WAS IN BROOKLYN, YOU WERE IN THE CITY, 9 00:00:35,303 --> 00:00:37,171 AND NOW IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND. 10 00:00:37,271 --> 00:00:40,074 OH, THAT'S-- THAT'S TRUE. 11 00:00:40,174 --> 00:00:43,711 I KNOW YOU'VE SPOKEN WITH ELLIS ABOUT YOUR CASE 12 00:00:43,811 --> 00:00:45,446 AND HE IS ON TOP OF IT, BUT IF YOU'RE NOT PLEASED, 13 00:00:45,546 --> 00:00:47,581 - I HOPE YOU'LL LET ME KNOW. - OH, THANK YOU, 14 00:00:47,681 --> 00:00:49,617 AND I REALLY APPRECIATE THE REFERRAL. 15 00:00:51,519 --> 00:00:53,721 YOU HAVE MORE LIGHT IN HERE THAN YOU HAD 16 00:00:53,821 --> 00:00:55,589 IN YOUR OLD OFFICE ON 10th STREET. 17 00:00:55,689 --> 00:00:59,627 YEAH, THAT WAS-- THAT WAS A LONG TIME AGO. 18 00:01:02,730 --> 00:01:05,633 IT'S STRANGE TO BE BACK. 19 00:01:08,068 --> 00:01:10,271 THIS COUCH IS BETTER. 20 00:01:10,371 --> 00:01:14,142 THE OLD ONE WAS BLUE WITH BLACK PILLOWS. 21 00:01:14,242 --> 00:01:17,411 MMM. YOU HAVE A GOOD MEMORY. 22 00:01:17,511 --> 00:01:19,613 I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY 23 00:01:19,713 --> 00:01:22,250 THAT YOU HAD A BLACK AND BLUE COUCH. 24 00:01:25,119 --> 00:01:27,621 ( theme music playing ) 25 00:01:45,273 --> 00:01:46,974 I'M SORRY ABOUT LAST WEEK. 26 00:01:47,074 --> 00:01:48,809 OH, IT WAS FINE. 27 00:01:48,909 --> 00:01:52,112 NO, IT WAS UNPROFESSIONAL AND IT SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED. 28 00:01:52,213 --> 00:01:55,115 WELL, AS YOU SAID, THESE THINGS HAPPEN. 29 00:01:55,216 --> 00:01:57,718 WELL, IT WAS EMBARRASSING 30 00:01:57,818 --> 00:02:00,053 AND THAT'S WHY I CALLED-- 31 00:02:00,154 --> 00:02:03,724 I WANTED TO APOLOGIZE AND JUST TALK ABOUT IT. 32 00:02:03,824 --> 00:02:05,626 GOOD. 33 00:02:05,726 --> 00:02:08,829 AND I UNDERSTAND YOUR SAYING NO TO HAVING A DRINK-- 34 00:02:08,929 --> 00:02:10,798 THAT'S TOO PERSONAL. 35 00:02:10,898 --> 00:02:14,568 ANYWAY, I'M HAPPY TO COME IN, HAVE A SESSION 36 00:02:14,668 --> 00:02:17,871 AND JUST TRY TO CLEAN UP THE MESS I MADE. 37 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:20,508 I SHOULD'VE BROUGHT A MOP. 38 00:02:20,608 --> 00:02:25,446 SO YOUR FEELINGS KIND OF CAUGHT YOU BY SURPRISE? 39 00:02:25,546 --> 00:02:27,348 BUT THAT WAS BACK ON LAST MONDAY 40 00:02:27,448 --> 00:02:29,116 AND YOU CALLED ME ON FRIDAY. 41 00:02:29,217 --> 00:02:33,321 DID IT TAKE YOU THAT LONG TO DECIDE? 42 00:02:33,421 --> 00:02:35,055 WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW IF I WANTED TO. 43 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:37,157 YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES IT'S BETTER JUST TO LET THINGS GO-- 44 00:02:37,258 --> 00:02:40,194 DON'T GO FERRETING AROUND FOR MORE PROBLEMS. 45 00:02:43,731 --> 00:02:46,300 I JUST REALLY DIDN'T THINK I WOULD LOSE IT LIKE THAT. 46 00:02:48,436 --> 00:02:51,104 AND YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT HOW I SET IT UP. 47 00:02:51,205 --> 00:02:53,073 I'M NOT SO SURE THAT 48 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:55,876 I SAID YOU SET IT UP. 49 00:02:55,976 --> 00:02:57,745 OH, BUT I DID. 50 00:02:57,845 --> 00:03:01,048 ELLIS COULDN'T BE THERE, I SAW YOUR NAME ON THE FILE 51 00:03:01,148 --> 00:03:02,616 AND I GRABBED IT. 52 00:03:02,716 --> 00:03:05,353 I ACTUALLY THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN 53 00:03:05,453 --> 00:03:06,954 JUST TO NEEDLE YOU A LITTLE 54 00:03:07,054 --> 00:03:09,423 AND IMPRESS YOU. 55 00:03:09,523 --> 00:03:13,060 OH, I WAS IMPRESSED. 56 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:14,928 TILL BENNETT WALKED IN. 57 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:16,997 CAN I SMOKE? 58 00:03:17,097 --> 00:03:19,533 - ACTUALLY, I'D PREFER IF YOU DIDN'T. - OH, REALLY? 59 00:03:19,633 --> 00:03:21,602 - YEAH. - GOD, EVERYONE IS SO HEALTHY. 60 00:03:21,702 --> 00:03:23,671 WHY IS THAT? 61 00:03:23,771 --> 00:03:25,506 EVEN BENNETT HATES THAT. 62 00:03:25,606 --> 00:03:27,975 IF YOU CAN'T SMOKE AFTER SEX, WHAT'S THE POINT? 63 00:03:28,075 --> 00:03:30,978 YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT YOU AND BENNETT ARE INVOLVED? 64 00:03:31,078 --> 00:03:32,913 I FIGURED YOU HAD FIGURED THAT OUT. 65 00:03:33,013 --> 00:03:36,350 OH, I DID NOTICE YOUR MANNER CHANGED AFTER HE CAME INTO THE ROOM, YEAH. 66 00:03:36,450 --> 00:03:39,186 HE KNEW YOU WERE MY OLD THERAPIST, 67 00:03:39,287 --> 00:03:41,989 HAD TO MARK THE ROOM LIKE THE DOG HE IS. 68 00:03:42,089 --> 00:03:45,259 OH, SO YOU THINK IT WAS TERRITORIAL? 69 00:03:47,328 --> 00:03:49,430 AND KIND OF FUNNY, CONSIDERING. 70 00:03:49,530 --> 00:03:52,633 - HOW SO? - I'M SURE YOU NOTICED HE WEARS A RING. 71 00:03:52,733 --> 00:03:55,469 - I DID. - YEAH, IT'S BAD ENOUGH TO SLEEP WITH A MARRIED MAN, 72 00:03:55,569 --> 00:03:57,571 BUT WHEN HE'S YOUR BOSS, IT'S REALLY PATHETIC, RIGHT? 73 00:03:57,671 --> 00:04:00,741 I'M SURE YOU HAD YOUR REASONS. 74 00:04:01,975 --> 00:04:05,479 YEAH, I HAD BEEN SEEING THIS OTHER GUY-- ANDRE-- 75 00:04:05,579 --> 00:04:07,581 AND THAT WAS FADING FAST, SO I JUST THOUGHT 76 00:04:07,681 --> 00:04:09,617 "WELL, I'LL HAVE A LITTLE FLING WITH BENNETT 77 00:04:09,717 --> 00:04:12,553 AND IT'LL BE EASIER TO LET ANDRE GO IF THEY OVERLAP A LITTLE." 78 00:04:12,653 --> 00:04:14,154 IS THERE-- I THINK THERE'S A TERM FOR THAT. 79 00:04:14,254 --> 00:04:16,757 IT'S CALLED SHINGLING. 80 00:04:16,857 --> 00:04:18,426 ( chuckles ) 81 00:04:18,526 --> 00:04:23,130 - RIGHT, WELL, WHO WANTS TO HAVE A LEAKY ROOF? - ( chuckles ) 82 00:04:23,230 --> 00:04:26,934 I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD LAST, YOU KNOW, PAST A MONTH WITH BENNETT. 83 00:04:27,034 --> 00:04:30,304 BUT IT HAS LASTED. 84 00:04:31,572 --> 00:04:34,642 YEAH, OVER A YEAR NOW. NOBODY KNOWS. 85 00:04:34,742 --> 00:04:37,478 THAT'S A LONG TIME TO KEEP A SECRET. 86 00:04:37,578 --> 00:04:40,414 HE SAID HE WAS GONNA LEAVE HIS WIFE, 87 00:04:40,514 --> 00:04:43,984 HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME, 88 00:04:44,084 --> 00:04:46,420 AND I BELIEVED HIM. 89 00:04:48,088 --> 00:04:49,323 I MEAN, IT DOES HAPPEN. 90 00:04:49,423 --> 00:04:51,024 YOU KNOW, PEOPLE DO LEAVE THEIR WIVES, 91 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:53,160 EVEN FOR OLDER WOMEN. 92 00:04:53,260 --> 00:04:56,497 - THEY DO. - WELL, HE DIDN'T. 93 00:04:59,433 --> 00:05:02,803 SO WHAT HAPPENED? 94 00:05:04,037 --> 00:05:05,673 IT DOESN'T MATTER. 95 00:05:05,773 --> 00:05:07,875 SO NOW I NEED TO MEET SOMEONE ELSE. DO YOU KNOW ANYBODY? 96 00:05:07,975 --> 00:05:11,211 - ( both laugh ) - SO NOW YOU WANT ME TO INTRODUCE YOU TO SOMEBODY? 97 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:13,381 SURE. I DON'T NEED A THERAPIST, 98 00:05:13,481 --> 00:05:15,449 - I NEED A MATCHMAKER. - OKAY. 99 00:05:15,549 --> 00:05:17,851 YOU THINK I WOULD BE A GOOD JUDGE OF CHARACTER? 100 00:05:17,951 --> 00:05:19,720 OH, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE. 101 00:05:19,820 --> 00:05:22,155 JUST FIGURE OUT WHO I'M ATTRACTED TO 102 00:05:22,255 --> 00:05:25,493 AND THEN PICK SOMEONE ELSE. 103 00:05:28,929 --> 00:05:31,231 YOU DO OWE ME. 104 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:32,766 WHAT DO YOU MEAN I-- I OWE YOU? 105 00:05:32,866 --> 00:05:36,437 I-- I DON'T-- I DON'T GET WHAT YOU MEAN. 106 00:05:37,405 --> 00:05:38,806 ( sighs ) 107 00:05:38,906 --> 00:05:40,608 WHAT IF I STOOD BY THE WINDOW AND SMOKED? 108 00:05:40,708 --> 00:05:42,476 YOU CAN STAND WHEREVER YOU LIKE, MIA, 109 00:05:42,576 --> 00:05:45,178 BUT I WOULD STILL RATHER YOU DIDN'T SMOKE. 110 00:05:45,278 --> 00:05:47,448 OKAY. 111 00:05:49,116 --> 00:05:50,951 DON'T SET ME UP. 112 00:05:51,051 --> 00:05:53,286 I'M SURE BENNETT WILL CALL. 113 00:05:53,387 --> 00:05:55,723 ( sighs ) 114 00:05:56,724 --> 00:05:59,126 HIS WIFE NEVER HAS SEX WITH HIM. 115 00:05:59,226 --> 00:06:03,531 I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN STAY MARRIED LIKE THAT. I-- 116 00:06:05,332 --> 00:06:07,601 YOU'RE DIVORCED, RIGHT? 117 00:06:07,701 --> 00:06:09,537 I MEAN, I KNOW I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK, 118 00:06:09,637 --> 00:06:11,639 BUT SINCE I'M NOT REALLY A PATIENT-- 119 00:06:11,739 --> 00:06:13,841 DID YOU HAVE AN AFFAIR? 120 00:06:16,043 --> 00:06:17,711 WHEN YOU SAY THAT 121 00:06:17,811 --> 00:06:19,813 YOU DON'T REALLY THINK THAT YOU'RE A PATIENT, 122 00:06:19,913 --> 00:06:23,651 - I THINK THAT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING IS-- - YOU DID, DIDN'T YOU? 123 00:06:26,887 --> 00:06:29,089 YOUR WIFE FOUND OUT, SHE LEFT YOU 124 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:30,624 AND NOW YOU'RE ALONE. 125 00:06:32,025 --> 00:06:33,927 AND HERE WE ARE, 126 00:06:34,027 --> 00:06:36,063 TOGETHER AGAIN. 127 00:06:37,765 --> 00:06:39,733 HUH. 128 00:06:39,833 --> 00:06:42,202 I'VE BEEN WONDERING THIS PAST WEEK 129 00:06:42,302 --> 00:06:44,705 WHAT WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF YOU AND I HAD JUST RUN INTO ONE ANOTHER 130 00:06:44,805 --> 00:06:46,974 IN SOHO OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. 131 00:06:47,074 --> 00:06:49,242 AND WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD'VE HAPPENED? 132 00:06:49,342 --> 00:06:51,211 ( silent ) 133 00:06:51,311 --> 00:06:52,846 OH, PROBABLY NOTHING. 134 00:06:52,946 --> 00:06:56,216 I MEAN, LOOK AT YOU. I'M SURE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY TROUBLE 135 00:06:56,316 --> 00:06:59,052 FINDING WOMEN WITH THE ACCENT AND THE EYES. 136 00:06:59,152 --> 00:07:00,420 ( breathes deeply ) 137 00:07:00,521 --> 00:07:02,623 YOU PROBABLY ALREADY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. 138 00:07:04,091 --> 00:07:06,259 SEE, IT'S DIFFERENT FOR ME. 139 00:07:06,359 --> 00:07:08,662 HOW IS IT DIFFERENT FOR YOU? 140 00:07:09,863 --> 00:07:12,365 IT JUST IS. 141 00:07:12,466 --> 00:07:15,235 DO YOU FEEL THAT YOU'RE NOT ATTRACTIVE? 142 00:07:15,335 --> 00:07:17,370 NO, I THINK I LOOK FINE. 143 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:19,239 I'M NOT-- I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT HAVING SEX. 144 00:07:19,339 --> 00:07:22,142 - I CAN FIND THAT. - ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT HAVING A RELATIONSHIP? 145 00:07:22,242 --> 00:07:23,944 - YEAH. - MMM. 146 00:07:24,044 --> 00:07:25,646 DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE TO MEET 147 00:07:25,746 --> 00:07:28,849 A SMART, INTERESTING, AVAILABLE MAN 148 00:07:28,949 --> 00:07:31,552 - WHO'S OVER 40? - NO, WHAT'S IT LIKE? 149 00:07:31,652 --> 00:07:34,387 WELL, THE POOL IS EXCEEDINGLY SMALL. 150 00:07:34,488 --> 00:07:35,956 YOU KNOW, THEY'RE EITHER MARRIED 151 00:07:36,056 --> 00:07:37,958 OR THERE'S A VERY GOOD REASON WHY THEY'RE NOT MARRIED. 152 00:07:38,058 --> 00:07:41,529 AND IF THEY'RE DIVORCED, THEY WANT THEM YOUNG. 153 00:07:41,629 --> 00:07:44,031 I BET THE LAST WOMAN YOU FELL FOR 154 00:07:44,131 --> 00:07:45,566 WAS-- WHAT? --30. 155 00:07:45,666 --> 00:07:48,035 ARE YOU ASKING ME IF SOMEBODY LIKE ME 156 00:07:48,135 --> 00:07:50,804 WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO SOMEBODY LIKE YOU? 157 00:07:51,872 --> 00:07:53,707 ANSWERING A QUESTION WITH A QUESTION? 158 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:57,711 YOU SOUND LIKE BENNETT. 159 00:07:57,811 --> 00:08:00,413 LAWYERS SHOULD NEVER BE WITH OTHER LAWYERS. 160 00:08:00,514 --> 00:08:02,816 I WONDER IF HIS WIFE IS SLEEPING WITH HIM AGAIN. 161 00:08:02,916 --> 00:08:05,519 I TAUGHT HIM WHAT TO DO, SHE GETS THE BENEFITS. 162 00:08:05,619 --> 00:08:08,155 AND WHAT-- WHAT DID YOU TEACH HIM TO DO? 163 00:08:08,255 --> 00:08:10,257 GOD, THE FIRST TIME... 164 00:08:11,859 --> 00:08:14,461 IT WAS LIKE-- IT WAS LIKE DOING IT WITH A SALMON. 165 00:08:14,562 --> 00:08:16,363 DO YOU EVER WATCH THOSE-- 166 00:08:16,463 --> 00:08:18,465 THOSE NATURE DOCUMENTARIES? 167 00:08:18,566 --> 00:08:20,367 YOU KNOW, WHERE THE MALE SALMON 168 00:08:20,467 --> 00:08:23,136 FRANTICALLY KIND OF JERKS AROUND 169 00:08:23,236 --> 00:08:27,340 FOR ABOUT 15 SECONDS WITH IT'S MOUTH GAPING OPEN 170 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:29,309 AND THEN IT JUST STOPS. 171 00:08:29,409 --> 00:08:32,479 NOT TO MENTION THERE'S NO HANDS, 172 00:08:32,580 --> 00:08:36,249 TONGUE-- NEVER REALLY TOUCHES THE FEMALE. 173 00:08:36,349 --> 00:08:39,086 SO YOU TURNED BENNETT FROM A-- 174 00:08:40,253 --> 00:08:42,656 FROM A FISH INTO A MAN. 175 00:08:42,756 --> 00:08:46,126 THAT SOUNDS MYTHIC. 176 00:08:46,226 --> 00:08:47,761 OH, YEAH, A REAL FAIRY TALE, 177 00:08:47,861 --> 00:08:50,297 YOU KNOW, THE ONE WHERE THE PRINCESS FUCKS THE FROG 178 00:08:50,397 --> 00:08:51,599 AND TURNS HIM INTO A PRINCE 179 00:08:51,699 --> 00:08:54,868 AND THEN HE GOES BACK TO HIS FRIGID FROG WIFE. 180 00:08:54,968 --> 00:08:57,104 ( chuckles ) 181 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:59,072 WHAT? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? 182 00:08:59,172 --> 00:09:02,109 I'M THINKING IT'S A GOOD THING YOU DON'T WRITE CHILDREN'S BOOKS. 183 00:09:02,209 --> 00:09:04,678 ( both laugh ) 184 00:09:07,180 --> 00:09:09,282 DO I LOOK LIKE I DON'T UNDERSTAND CHILDREN, 185 00:09:09,382 --> 00:09:11,919 BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY AND YOU DO? 186 00:09:12,019 --> 00:09:13,420 NO, IT WAS JUST-- 187 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,488 NO. SORRY, IT WAS A BAD JOKE. 188 00:09:15,589 --> 00:09:17,324 THAT'S FINE. 189 00:09:18,692 --> 00:09:20,894 I'M NOT AT MY MOST JOVIAL. 190 00:09:20,994 --> 00:09:24,131 - I THINK I HURT YOUR FEELINGS. - NO NO, IT'S JUST-- 191 00:09:25,733 --> 00:09:28,268 OH, NEVER MIND. 192 00:09:29,269 --> 00:09:30,971 WHAT IS IT? 193 00:09:33,641 --> 00:09:36,276 I DON'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN 194 00:09:37,845 --> 00:09:40,347 AND NOW IT LOOKS LIKE I WON'T. 195 00:09:41,715 --> 00:09:45,185 I-- MY F.S.H. LEVEL IS HIGHER THAN IT SHOULD BE. 196 00:09:45,285 --> 00:09:48,555 - OH. - YEAH, AND I'M 43. 197 00:09:48,656 --> 00:09:51,759 I'M A LITTLE YOUNG FOR THAT, AND MY DOCTOR SAID THAT IF I WANTED TO GET PREGNANT, 198 00:09:51,859 --> 00:09:55,829 I SHOULD'VE DONE IT YESTERDAY OR MAYBE FIVE YEARS AGO. 199 00:09:55,929 --> 00:09:58,766 I MEAN, IT'S STILL THEORETICALLY POSSIBLE. 200 00:09:59,967 --> 00:10:01,501 IT MUST'VE BEEN HARD TO HEAR. 201 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:03,637 IT WASN'T A COMPLETE SURPRISE. 202 00:10:03,737 --> 00:10:05,806 I'D STOPPED TAKING THE PILL WITH BENNETT 203 00:10:05,906 --> 00:10:09,109 OVER THE SUMMER AND NOTHING HAPPENED, SO-- 204 00:10:09,209 --> 00:10:12,746 BUT YEAH, I WENT TO SEE MY DOCTOR ON MONDAY. 205 00:10:12,846 --> 00:10:16,183 THE SAME DAY THAT YOU AND I MET? 206 00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:18,051 YUP, THAT AFTERNOON. 207 00:10:18,151 --> 00:10:22,255 YOU-- YOU'RE IMPLYING THAT THERE'S A CONNECTION? 208 00:10:22,355 --> 00:10:24,591 AM I? 209 00:10:24,692 --> 00:10:27,661 WELL, DO YOU THINK THERE IS A CONNECTION? 210 00:10:28,528 --> 00:10:31,264 OKAY. YES. 211 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:36,770 SEEING YOU JUST MADE ME-- 212 00:10:36,870 --> 00:10:38,939 MADE ME THINK ABOUT 213 00:10:39,039 --> 00:10:41,675 MY LIFE. 214 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:49,817 - WH-- WHEN DID YOU GET THE RESULTS? - ON FRIDAY. 215 00:10:49,917 --> 00:10:52,085 - DID YOU TELL BENNETT? - MM-HMM. 216 00:10:52,185 --> 00:10:53,653 AND WHAT DID HE SAY? 217 00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:56,423 - HE TOLD ME TO GET OUT. - GET OUT? 218 00:10:56,523 --> 00:10:58,425 WHERE-- WHERE WERE YOU? 219 00:10:58,525 --> 00:11:00,060 I DROVE TO HIS HOUSE 220 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,229 IN LARCHMONT. 221 00:11:03,596 --> 00:11:05,598 I TOLD HIS WIFE IT WAS A WORK EMERGENCY. 222 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:08,601 HE WASN'T EVEN THERE. I HAD TO SIT THERE AND WAIT 223 00:11:08,702 --> 00:11:11,338 WITH GWEN, THE KIDS AND THE TACKY ANTIQUES. 224 00:11:11,438 --> 00:11:14,607 - AND DID HE SHOW UP? - YEAH, EVENTUALLY. 225 00:11:14,708 --> 00:11:16,243 WE WENT INTO HIS STUDY AND I TOLD HIM-- 226 00:11:16,343 --> 00:11:18,278 I TOLD HIM THAT I WANTED TO SEE A SPECIALIST 227 00:11:18,378 --> 00:11:20,180 AND I NEEDED TO GET PREGNANT RIGHT AWAY. 228 00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:22,716 HE JUST SAID "GET OUT"? 229 00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:24,785 THAT AND... 230 00:11:26,854 --> 00:11:29,389 THAT HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE ME ANYMORE. 231 00:11:30,724 --> 00:11:34,161 OH. 232 00:11:34,261 --> 00:11:37,064 AND THAT'S WHEN YOU CALLED ME-- AFTER YOU HAD SEEN BENNETT. 233 00:11:37,164 --> 00:11:40,567 - YEAH. - WELL, IT'S A HELL OF A WEEK YOU HAD. 234 00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:43,070 YOU GET THESE TEST RESULTS FROM YOUR DOCTOR, 235 00:11:43,170 --> 00:11:44,838 YOU GET REJECTED BY BENNETT, 236 00:11:44,938 --> 00:11:48,876 AND IT KIND OF ALL BEGINS WITH MEETING ME ON MONDAY. 237 00:11:50,177 --> 00:11:51,511 IN A WAY... 238 00:11:51,611 --> 00:11:55,215 IT REALLY ALL STARTED 20 YEARS AGO. 239 00:11:55,315 --> 00:11:59,152 YOU MEAN WHEN I WAS YOUR THERAPIST? 240 00:11:59,252 --> 00:12:02,022 I WAS WONDERING-- 241 00:12:02,122 --> 00:12:05,826 ALL THESE YEARS LATER, NOW THAT YOU KNOW HOW IT TURNED OUT, 242 00:12:07,660 --> 00:12:09,763 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT PREGNANCY? 243 00:12:11,498 --> 00:12:13,200 WHAT-- WHAT DO YOU THINK? 244 00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:15,668 NO. NO, PAUL, 245 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:17,871 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 246 00:12:17,971 --> 00:12:20,573 SEEING ME LAST WEEK, 247 00:12:20,673 --> 00:12:23,343 DID IT MAKE YOU QUESTION 248 00:12:23,443 --> 00:12:25,979 THAT DECISION? 249 00:12:26,079 --> 00:12:29,682 NO, SEEING YOU ONLY MADE IT WORSE. 250 00:12:29,783 --> 00:12:32,752 SO YOU'VE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH THIS FOR SOME TIME? 251 00:12:32,853 --> 00:12:34,287 YOU KNOW, IT'S IRONIC. 252 00:12:34,387 --> 00:12:38,826 WHEN I WAS LOOKING AT YOUR CASE FILE, 253 00:12:38,926 --> 00:12:40,760 I DID THE MATH-- 254 00:12:40,861 --> 00:12:45,032 YOUR WIFE WAS PREGNANT AT THE SAME TIME I WAS, 255 00:12:45,132 --> 00:12:47,600 BUT YOU THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD GET AN ABORTION. 256 00:12:47,700 --> 00:12:49,536 YOU THINK I WANTED YOU TO GET AN ABORTION? 257 00:12:49,636 --> 00:12:51,905 IT WAS A MUTUAL DECISION. 258 00:12:52,005 --> 00:12:54,741 WE MADE IT TOGETHER? 259 00:12:54,842 --> 00:12:57,310 HOW DID WE DO THAT, MIA? 260 00:12:57,410 --> 00:12:59,079 UM, I WAS 22, 261 00:12:59,179 --> 00:13:01,614 YOU WERE MY THERAPIST. 262 00:13:01,714 --> 00:13:03,917 I WAS GETTING READY TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, 263 00:13:04,017 --> 00:13:06,253 I GOT PREGNANT AND YOU DIDN'T THINK I SHOULD HAVE IT. 264 00:13:06,353 --> 00:13:09,522 - AND WHAT TOLD YOU THAT? - OH, COME ON. 265 00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:12,259 - MAYBE YOU CAN REMIND ME. - WHY DON'T YOU LOOK OVER YOUR OLD SESSION NOTES? 266 00:13:12,359 --> 00:13:15,095 OR HAVE YOU NOT EVEN KEPT THOSE? 267 00:13:16,363 --> 00:13:19,332 YOU SOUND-- YOU SOUND KIND OF ANGRY. 268 00:13:19,432 --> 00:13:22,302 WELL, YOU KNOW, YOU APPEAR TO HAVE FORGOTTEN THE WHOLE THING-- 269 00:13:22,402 --> 00:13:23,736 THE GIFT THAT I GAVE YOU, 270 00:13:23,837 --> 00:13:25,705 AND THE DECISION THAT WE MADE. 271 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:28,208 - I-- I DON'T-- - FORGET IT. 272 00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:30,643 WHAT IS THE POINT? 273 00:13:30,743 --> 00:13:33,280 OBVIOUSLY, WE CAN'T BRING THE BABY BACK, 274 00:13:33,380 --> 00:13:35,883 BUT WE MIGHT BOTH LEARN SOMETHING 275 00:13:35,983 --> 00:13:37,684 IF WE TALK ABOUT IT. 276 00:13:37,784 --> 00:13:41,488 IT SEEMS TO ME THAT WE MAY HAVE DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES. 277 00:13:41,588 --> 00:13:45,158 - THERE ARE FACTS. - AND WHAT WOULD THEY BE? 278 00:13:45,258 --> 00:13:47,560 YOU CHALLENGED ME CONSTANTLY. 279 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:50,463 DID I WANT TO GIVE UP LAW SCHOOL? 280 00:13:50,563 --> 00:13:53,533 WAS I READY TO BECOME A PARENT? DID I WANT TO GET MARRIED? 281 00:13:53,633 --> 00:13:55,235 AND WHAT WERE THE ANSWERS? 282 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:57,170 YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD RUIN MY LIFE. 283 00:13:57,270 --> 00:13:58,939 IS THAT REALLY WHAT I SAID? 284 00:13:59,039 --> 00:14:02,709 I DO REMEMBER TALKING TO YOU ABOUT YOUR ANXIETY 285 00:14:02,809 --> 00:14:06,179 IN RELATION TO BEGINNING LAW SCHOOL 286 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:08,348 AND SEPARATING FROM YOUR FAMILY. 287 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:12,185 AND I THINK YOU HAD DOUBTS ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND 288 00:14:12,285 --> 00:14:14,487 AT THE TIME. HE WAS A MUSICIAN, RIGHT? 289 00:14:14,587 --> 00:14:16,990 - A DRUMMER. - YEAH. 290 00:14:17,090 --> 00:14:20,727 YOU WOULD THINK HIS TIMING WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER. 291 00:14:20,827 --> 00:14:24,364 - IT WAS A JOKE, PAUL. - I-- I GET IT. 292 00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:27,467 - WHAT WAS HIS NAME AGAIN? - STEVIE. 293 00:14:29,736 --> 00:14:31,939 HE FIXED CARS DURING THE WEEK 294 00:14:32,039 --> 00:14:34,774 AND DID GIGS ON THE WEEKEND. 295 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:38,145 I'D FOLLOW HIM AROUND TO ALL THESE DIVES. 296 00:14:40,313 --> 00:14:44,151 HE HAD THIS BEAUTIFUL LONG HAIR THAT WOULD GO FLYING EVERYWHERE. 297 00:14:44,251 --> 00:14:45,953 BUT YOU KNOW EVERYONE SAID 298 00:14:46,053 --> 00:14:47,820 "HE'S A MUSICIAN MECHANIC. 299 00:14:47,921 --> 00:14:49,789 - HE'S NOT FOR MIA." - WHAT DID YOU THINK? 300 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:52,092 I THINK I LOVED HIM 301 00:14:53,293 --> 00:14:56,429 AND I-- I LET HIM GO. 302 00:14:58,198 --> 00:15:00,600 DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT'S LIKE? 303 00:15:02,335 --> 00:15:05,939 HE WAS RIGHT THERE NEXT TO ME. 304 00:15:06,940 --> 00:15:08,375 WHAT WERE WE THINKING, 305 00:15:08,475 --> 00:15:10,043 THAT SOMEBODY BETTER WAS GONNA COME ALONG, 306 00:15:10,143 --> 00:15:12,645 SOMEBODY MY FAMILY LIKED? 307 00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:19,086 AND NOW... 308 00:15:19,186 --> 00:15:22,689 NOW I'M HERE AND THIS IS WHAT I HAVE. 309 00:15:27,327 --> 00:15:30,930 - AND I WISH I COULD GO BACK. - TO WHAT? 310 00:15:32,499 --> 00:15:34,101 TO THAT MOMENT 311 00:15:34,201 --> 00:15:36,669 RIGHT BEFORE I LOST HIM. 312 00:15:37,704 --> 00:15:39,672 YOU WERE THERE, PAUL. 313 00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:47,247 MAYBE THIS IS WHY YOU WANTED TO SEE ME, MIA-- TO GO BACK. 314 00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:50,717 TO GO BACK TO THAT MOMENT AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT. 315 00:15:52,319 --> 00:15:56,189 YEAH, WHAT HAPPENED? I MISSED IT. 316 00:15:56,289 --> 00:16:00,193 I DON'T REMEMBER HOW STEVIE FELT ABOUT ALL THIS. 317 00:16:00,293 --> 00:16:02,962 OH, HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS PREGNANT. 318 00:16:04,397 --> 00:16:07,734 - OH. - YEAH, THE PERSON I TOLD WAS MY FATHER. 319 00:16:07,834 --> 00:16:09,569 HE WAS GREAT ABOUT IT. 320 00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:12,505 - HE WAS COMPLETELY SUPPORTIVE. - IN WHAT WAY? 321 00:16:12,605 --> 00:16:14,807 WELL, I MEAN HE WAS UPSET ABOUT IT AT FIRST, 322 00:16:14,907 --> 00:16:18,011 OF COURSE, BUT THEN HE SAID WHATEVER I WANTED TO DO, 323 00:16:18,111 --> 00:16:20,313 HE'D BE THERE FOR ME. 324 00:16:20,413 --> 00:16:24,717 WE EVEN MADE A LIST OF THE PROS AND CONS TOGETHER. 325 00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:26,319 HE DID EVERYTHING-- 326 00:16:26,419 --> 00:16:28,155 HE FOUND THE DOCTOR, HE PAID FOR IT, 327 00:16:28,255 --> 00:16:30,757 HE TOOK ME TO THE APPOINTMENT. 328 00:16:30,857 --> 00:16:32,559 YOU REMEMBER HIM AS BEING 329 00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:36,429 SO PERFECTLY THERE FOR YOU, SO PRESENT, 330 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:38,765 AND I WAS THE ONE WHO LET YOU DOWN. 331 00:16:38,865 --> 00:16:42,169 - HE EVEN ARRANGED FOR THE ABORTION. - YEAH, OF COURSE HE DID, 332 00:16:42,269 --> 00:16:45,605 SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO. 333 00:16:45,705 --> 00:16:48,541 YOU KNOW, I DON'T THINK YOU TOLD ME THAT 20 YEARS AGO. 334 00:16:48,641 --> 00:16:51,044 DO YOU KNOW WHY NOT? 335 00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:54,947 I DIDN'T COME HERE TO TALK ABOUT MY FATHER. 336 00:16:55,048 --> 00:16:57,250 WE'RE FINE. 337 00:16:58,485 --> 00:17:00,253 HOW MANY FATHERS AND DAUGHTERS HAVE 338 00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:02,122 AS GOOD OF A RELATIONSHIP? 339 00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:04,391 AND YOU'RE STILL VERY CLOSE. 340 00:17:04,491 --> 00:17:06,693 - MM-HMM. - IN FACT, HE CALLED YOU TWICE 341 00:17:06,793 --> 00:17:08,295 WHEN I WAS IN THE OFFICE. 342 00:17:08,395 --> 00:17:10,163 YEAH. I MEAN, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT? 343 00:17:10,263 --> 00:17:12,599 IT'S BETTER THAN FIGHTING ALL THE TIME. 344 00:17:12,699 --> 00:17:14,867 I BET YOU WISH YOU WERE AS CLOSE TO YOUR DAUGHTER. 345 00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:17,570 YOU HAVEN'T MENTIONED YOUR MOM. 346 00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:20,773 OH, SHE DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT. 347 00:17:23,276 --> 00:17:25,445 YOU DIDN'T TELL YOUR MOTHER THAT YOU WERE PREGNANT? 348 00:17:25,545 --> 00:17:27,147 NO. 349 00:17:29,082 --> 00:17:31,818 THAT'S KIND OF STRIKING. 350 00:17:31,918 --> 00:17:33,786 AND YOUR FATHER DIDN'T TELL HER? 351 00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:35,655 NO. 352 00:17:35,755 --> 00:17:40,093 HMM. SO IT WAS A KIND OF A-- WHAT? --A SECRET 353 00:17:40,193 --> 00:17:42,595 JUST BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU? 354 00:17:42,695 --> 00:17:45,898 WELL, THE THREE OF US, BECAUSE YOU KNEW. 355 00:17:45,998 --> 00:17:47,367 OKAY. 356 00:17:47,467 --> 00:17:50,270 WERE THERE ANY OTHER SECRETS? 357 00:17:50,370 --> 00:17:53,106 ALL GIRLS HAVE SECRETS WITH THEIR DADS. THAT'S NORMAL. 358 00:17:53,206 --> 00:17:56,243 LIKE-- LIKE WHAT, FOR EXAMPLE? 359 00:18:00,380 --> 00:18:03,783 WELL, MY DAD LEFT THE APARTMENT BEFORE I WOKE UP EVERY DAY 360 00:18:03,883 --> 00:18:06,085 TO GO AND OPEN THE STORE, 361 00:18:06,186 --> 00:18:09,088 SO I NEVER GOT TO SEE HIM IN THE MORNINGS. 362 00:18:09,189 --> 00:18:12,325 BUT I WOULD LEAVE EARLY TO WALK TO SCHOOL-- 363 00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:15,628 YOU KNOW, IT WAS GREENPOINT, BROOKLYN, 364 00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:17,930 EVERYBODY DID THAT THEN. 365 00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:19,299 AND WHERE WAS YOUR MOM? 366 00:18:19,399 --> 00:18:22,602 OH, I DON'T KNOW. PROBABLY SLEEPING. 367 00:18:22,702 --> 00:18:25,004 --AND I WOULD STOP BY. 368 00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:28,575 IT WAS A CANDY STORE WITH MAGAZINES, 369 00:18:28,675 --> 00:18:31,211 AND HE WOULD GIVE ME THIS BIG SMILE 370 00:18:31,311 --> 00:18:33,746 AND THEN HE WOULD MAKE COFFEE FOR BOTH OF US. 371 00:18:35,682 --> 00:18:39,552 I MEAN MY WAS PROBABLY MOSTLY MILK, BUT IT FELT VERY GROWNUP. 372 00:18:39,652 --> 00:18:42,489 AND WE WOULD SIT AND READ THE PAPER TOGETHER 373 00:18:42,589 --> 00:18:45,858 AND HE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I WAS SMART. 374 00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:49,962 MY MOTHER NEVER KNEW. 375 00:18:50,062 --> 00:18:52,265 THAT WAS A SECRET. 376 00:18:52,365 --> 00:18:54,534 - JUST THE TWO OF YOU? - MM-HMM. 377 00:18:56,369 --> 00:18:59,672 ONE DAY I WAS IN THE BACK ROOM 378 00:18:59,772 --> 00:19:03,776 AND THIS MAN CAME IN TO ROB THE STORE. 379 00:19:03,876 --> 00:19:07,414 AND I WATCHED AS HE POINTED A GUN AT MY FATHER. 380 00:19:07,514 --> 00:19:10,583 AND MY FATHER TOLD HIM TO GET OUT, 381 00:19:10,683 --> 00:19:13,620 THAT HE HAD EARNED THAT MONEY, 382 00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:15,688 THAT HE WASN'T GOING TO GIVE HIM A PENNY OF IT 383 00:19:15,788 --> 00:19:17,224 AND THAT HE HAD PRESSED THE ALARM BUTTON 384 00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:19,058 AND THE POLICE WERE ON THEIR WAY, 385 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,027 WHICH, YOU KNOW, WAS A LIE. 386 00:19:21,127 --> 00:19:23,330 HOW-- HOW OLD WERE YOU? 387 00:19:23,430 --> 00:19:27,166 I WAS IN SECOND GRADE, SO PROBABLY SEVEN OR EIGHT. 388 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:29,536 OH, YOU MUST HAVE BEEN TERRIFIED. 389 00:19:29,636 --> 00:19:31,070 YEAH, I WAS, 390 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,273 BUT I WAS SO-- 391 00:19:33,373 --> 00:19:36,509 I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM. 392 00:19:38,778 --> 00:19:41,448 BUT I DIDN'T-- I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO 393 00:19:41,548 --> 00:19:43,883 AND I TRIED TO CATCH HIS EYE. 394 00:19:43,983 --> 00:19:46,686 HE LOOKED AT ME, 395 00:19:46,786 --> 00:19:48,488 THE ROBBER SAW HIM 396 00:19:48,588 --> 00:19:53,526 AND HE JUST AIMED HIS GUN STRAIGHT AT ME. 397 00:19:59,932 --> 00:20:01,568 WHAT HAPPENED? 398 00:20:01,668 --> 00:20:04,471 HE YELLED, "DO YOU WANT TO LOSE YOUR GIRL? 399 00:20:04,571 --> 00:20:06,205 IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?" 400 00:20:06,306 --> 00:20:10,009 AND MY FATHER, HE JUST EMPTIED THE REGISTER. 401 00:20:10,109 --> 00:20:13,012 AND I REMEMBER THAT IT WAS A FRIDAY, 402 00:20:13,112 --> 00:20:15,181 SO THE TILL WAS FULL. 403 00:20:15,282 --> 00:20:18,618 AND THE GUY RAN. 404 00:20:20,587 --> 00:20:23,456 OH, AND MY FATHER, HE JUST 405 00:20:25,091 --> 00:20:29,195 HE GRABBED ME AND HE STARTED TO CRY 406 00:20:29,296 --> 00:20:31,364 ( stammers ) AND I-- 407 00:20:31,464 --> 00:20:33,266 I HADN'T EVER REALLY SEEN HIM 408 00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:36,002 DO THAT, YOU KNOW. 409 00:20:37,304 --> 00:20:39,272 HE WAS SHAKING AND I TOLD HIM-- 410 00:20:39,372 --> 00:20:41,908 I SAID, "I'M OKAY. AND I'M SORRY, 411 00:20:42,008 --> 00:20:45,278 BECAUSE IF IT WASN'T FOR ME, YOU'D STILL HAVE YOUR MONEY." 412 00:20:46,446 --> 00:20:47,680 WELL, HE'S HOLDING ME SO TIGHT-- 413 00:20:47,780 --> 00:20:49,782 HE DIDN'T LET ME GO TO SCHOOL THAT DAY. 414 00:20:49,882 --> 00:20:51,551 HE WOULDN'T LET GO, 415 00:20:51,651 --> 00:20:54,754 AND HE LET ME EAT MY FAVORITE CHOCOLATES. 416 00:20:54,854 --> 00:20:57,156 AND HE MADE ME PROMISE 417 00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:59,926 NEVER TO TELL MY MOTHER. 418 00:21:00,026 --> 00:21:01,694 WHY? 419 00:21:02,862 --> 00:21:05,932 WELL, BECAUSE SHE WOULD'VE BLAMED HIM 420 00:21:06,032 --> 00:21:08,668 FOR LOSING ALL THAT MONEY, 421 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:11,704 FOR NOT HAVING A GUN, FOR NOT HAVING AN ALARM 422 00:21:11,804 --> 00:21:14,240 AND FOR LETTING ME VISIT HIM IN THE MORNINGS. 423 00:21:14,341 --> 00:21:16,509 ( inhales deeply ) 424 00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:20,580 YOU OBVIOUSLY HAD A REALLY CLOSE BOND. 425 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:24,651 DID THAT MAKE YOU FEEL... IMPORTANT? 426 00:21:24,751 --> 00:21:28,621 YOU KNOW, MY POOR DAD IN THAT AWFUL STORE EVERY DAY-- 427 00:21:30,423 --> 00:21:32,792 HE PAID FOR LAW SCHOOL. 428 00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:36,663 THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE IN THAT MEMORY-- 429 00:21:36,763 --> 00:21:39,098 THE WAY THAT HE HELD ONTO YOU, 430 00:21:39,198 --> 00:21:41,468 THE WAY HE CRIED. 431 00:21:42,702 --> 00:21:45,405 - YOU HAD TO STAY WITH HIM ALL DAY? - YEAH. 432 00:21:45,505 --> 00:21:48,341 I MEAN, IT WAS A LIFE-OR-DEATH SITUATION. 433 00:21:48,441 --> 00:21:50,543 DID YOU FEEL THAT MAYBE THERE WAS 434 00:21:50,643 --> 00:21:54,447 A PART OF YOU THAT COULDN'T LEAVE HIM? 435 00:21:54,547 --> 00:21:56,449 - MAYBE THAT IT FELT-- - YOU KNOW-- NO NO NO. 436 00:21:56,549 --> 00:21:58,651 NO, THAT'S ENOUGH. 437 00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,422 I DIDN'T COME IN HERE FOR THERAPY. 438 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:04,424 WHICH-- WHICH PART IS THE THERAPY? 439 00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:06,192 YOU KNOW, YOUR FATHER, YOUR MOTHER AND YOUR CHILDHOOD-- 440 00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:08,361 I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT. 441 00:22:08,461 --> 00:22:11,431 - OKAY. - WHAT I WANT TO TALK-- 442 00:22:11,531 --> 00:22:15,134 I WANT A PARTNER IN MY LIFE. 443 00:22:15,234 --> 00:22:17,169 I WANT A FAMILY AND A HOME 444 00:22:17,269 --> 00:22:20,072 BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE, 445 00:22:20,172 --> 00:22:21,674 WHICH IT MAY ALREADY BE. 446 00:22:21,774 --> 00:22:23,876 - I UNDERSTAND. - CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THAT? 447 00:22:23,976 --> 00:22:26,746 YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU DON'T WANT THERAPY, MIA, 448 00:22:26,846 --> 00:22:28,648 BUT YOU'VE COME TO ME FOR HELP AND YOU KNOW THERAPY 449 00:22:28,748 --> 00:22:30,717 IS ALL I HAVE TO OFFER. 450 00:22:30,817 --> 00:22:34,186 I THINK WHAT WE HAVE TO DO IS LOOK AT THE KIND OF CHOICES 451 00:22:34,286 --> 00:22:36,222 THAT YOU'VE BEEN MAKING UP TILL NOW 452 00:22:36,322 --> 00:22:38,290 AND WHY YOU HAVEN'T FOUND-- 453 00:22:38,391 --> 00:22:40,627 OKAY, HOW LONG DOES THAT TAKE? 454 00:22:40,727 --> 00:22:42,662 HOW OLD AM I GOING TO BE THEN? 455 00:22:42,762 --> 00:22:44,464 I THINK YOU CAME HERE FOR A REASON, MIA. 456 00:22:44,564 --> 00:22:46,599 NOT JUST TO TALK ABOUT LAST WEEK OR LAST MONTH. 457 00:22:46,699 --> 00:22:48,234 I THINK WHAT WE NEED TO DO-- 458 00:22:48,334 --> 00:22:50,269 YOU ARE NOT LISTENING TO ME. 459 00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:52,639 I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT. 460 00:22:52,739 --> 00:22:54,674 DOESN'T IT FEEL LIKE WE'RE IN A SIMILAR POSITION 461 00:22:54,774 --> 00:22:56,643 TO 20 YEARS AGO WHEN THE CLOCK IS TICKING 462 00:22:56,743 --> 00:22:58,711 AND YOU NEED TO TAKE ACTION? 463 00:22:58,811 --> 00:23:01,914 I KNOW YOU FEEL I FAILED YOU BACK THEN-- I KNOW THAT-- 464 00:23:02,014 --> 00:23:04,684 BUT IF I OFFER YOU SOME KIND OF QUICK FIX 465 00:23:04,784 --> 00:23:06,486 THAT YOU KNOW I CAN'T DELIVER, 466 00:23:06,586 --> 00:23:08,955 IT'S GOING TO END THE SAME WAY, MIA. 467 00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:10,923 YOU'LL FEEL ANGRY. YOU'LL FEEL LET DOWN, 468 00:23:11,023 --> 00:23:14,160 LIKE YOU DID BEFORE AND LIKE YOU DID WITH BENNETT. 469 00:23:14,260 --> 00:23:17,597 - BENNETT? - IT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE BENNETT WAS 470 00:23:17,697 --> 00:23:19,766 EVER GOING TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED. 471 00:23:19,866 --> 00:23:22,835 WHAT HAPPENED WAS PAINFUL BUT NOT REALLY SURPRISING. 472 00:23:22,935 --> 00:23:25,137 IT WAS ALMOST SET UP TO FAIL, MIA. 473 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:28,074 AND IF I WERE TO GO ALONG WITH YOUR REQUEST TO FIND YOU A MAN, 474 00:23:28,174 --> 00:23:31,511 - THAT WOULD BE A SETUP TOO. - I-- I HAVE TO GO. 475 00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:35,782 WHAT DO I OWE YOU? 476 00:23:35,882 --> 00:23:39,051 WELL, I-- I CAN SEND YOU THE BILL. 477 00:23:39,151 --> 00:23:41,053 OKAY. 478 00:23:41,153 --> 00:23:44,156 YEAH, WHATEVER YOU WANT-- I PROBABLY MAKE MORE THAN YOU DO AN HOUR, 479 00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:47,794 BUT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH DOCTORS AND LAWYERS ALL DAY, SO-- 480 00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:50,930 AND YOUR OFFICE IS NICER THAN MINE. 481 00:23:51,030 --> 00:23:52,665 IT'S HOMEY. 482 00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:55,835 - WELL, THANKS. - WOULD YOU LIKE TO COME BACK NEXT WEEK? 483 00:23:55,935 --> 00:23:57,670 WHY? 484 00:23:57,770 --> 00:24:01,874 BECAUSE, LIKE YOU SAID, I OWE YOU. 485 00:24:01,974 --> 00:24:03,676 OH. THAT'S-- 486 00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:07,046 THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT. 487 00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:08,548 WHAT DID YOU MEAN? 488 00:24:08,648 --> 00:24:11,150 OH, I MEANT YOU OWE ME A CHILD, PAUL. 489 00:24:12,218 --> 00:24:14,220 THAT'S WHAT YOU OWE ME. 490 00:24:17,657 --> 00:24:19,692 ( door closes ) 491 00:24:22,595 --> 00:24:24,831 ( door closes in distance ) 492 00:24:26,533 --> 00:24:28,668 ( sighs ) 493 00:24:57,129 --> 00:24:59,098 ( cassette clattering ) 494 00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:09,809 ( stereo clicks ) 495 00:25:12,579 --> 00:25:15,782 ( Cho playing on piano )lude"