1 00:00:13,547 --> 00:00:17,185 - HELLO, KATE. - ROSIE SAID YOU'D BE HERE. 2 00:00:17,285 --> 00:00:21,122 IS THERE-- IS THERE A PROBLEM? 3 00:00:21,222 --> 00:00:24,058 THESE ARE THE FINANCIAL AID FORMS I ASKED YOU TO SIGN 4 00:00:24,158 --> 00:00:26,327 FOR ROSIE'S COLLEGE APPLICATION. 5 00:00:26,427 --> 00:00:29,063 I DIDN'T KNOW YOUR INCOME THIS YEAR, SO... 6 00:00:29,163 --> 00:00:31,232 I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT. 7 00:00:31,332 --> 00:00:34,202 OKAY. APPRECIATE IT. 8 00:00:34,868 --> 00:00:36,937 OH, AND UM... 9 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:38,672 ROSIE'S AT HER FRIEND BECCA'S HOUSE. 10 00:00:38,772 --> 00:00:41,309 THEY'RE WORKING ON A SCIENCE PROJECT, SO YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT 11 00:00:41,409 --> 00:00:43,311 UNTIL AFTER DINNER TO PICK HER UP, OKAY? 12 00:00:43,411 --> 00:00:45,346 WHY CAN'T SHE DO IT SOME OTHER NIGHT? 13 00:00:45,446 --> 00:00:47,281 I ONLY SEE HER TWO NIGHTS A WEEK. 14 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:49,950 WELL, WHO'S CHOICE WAS THAT, PAUL? 15 00:00:50,050 --> 00:00:52,686 I'M JUST SUPPOSED TO WAIT AROUND UNTIL SHE'S FINISHED? 16 00:00:52,786 --> 00:00:55,156 - WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO UNTIL THEN? - I DON'T KNOW. 17 00:00:55,256 --> 00:00:57,691 MAYBE YOU COULD SEE YOUR OTHER CHILD? 18 00:00:57,791 --> 00:01:01,962 ( stammers ) IT'S-- I'M SORRY. PLEASE, LET'S NOT DO THIS NOW. 19 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:04,632 AND PLEASE DON'T COME TO MY THERAPIST'S, OKAY? 20 00:01:04,732 --> 00:01:07,768 PLEASE DON'T COME HERE. I HAVE ONE FUCKING HOUR TO MYSELF. 21 00:01:07,868 --> 00:01:12,072 - PLEASE. - I THINK YOU HAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO YOURSELF NOW. 22 00:01:12,173 --> 00:01:14,542 WHY DON'T YOU ENJOY IT? 23 00:01:22,082 --> 00:01:25,286 - HELLO, TAMMY. - TIMING. 24 00:01:26,454 --> 00:01:27,955 I HOPE... 25 00:01:28,055 --> 00:01:31,125 - I HOPE YOU DIDN'T HEAR ALL THAT. - OH NO, IT'S NO PROBLEM. 26 00:01:31,225 --> 00:01:34,094 ACTUALLY I'M GLAD I RAN INTO YOU. 27 00:01:34,195 --> 00:01:38,799 I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW SORRY I WAS ABOUT INTERRUPTING YOUR SESSION LAST WEEK. 28 00:01:38,899 --> 00:01:40,634 OH, THAT'S-- THAT'S FINE. 29 00:01:40,734 --> 00:01:44,338 - IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN. - WELL, IT'S YOUR TURN. 30 00:01:44,438 --> 00:01:47,508 - HAVE FUN. - OKAY. 31 00:01:47,608 --> 00:01:49,443 Both: BYE. 32 00:02:00,053 --> 00:02:02,823 ( theme music playing ) 33 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:22,676 TAMMY LOOKED LIKE SHE HAD A GOOD SESSION TODAY. 34 00:02:22,776 --> 00:02:26,046 WE CAN'T TALK ABOUT ANOTHER PATIENT, PAUL. YOU SAID THAT LAST WEEK. 35 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:28,081 WELL, GINA, I SAID A LOT OF THINGS LAST WEEK 36 00:02:28,182 --> 00:02:30,184 AND THE TRUTH IS I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING. 37 00:02:30,284 --> 00:02:34,388 LOOK, I CAN'T BE IN THERAPY WITH YOU. 38 00:02:34,488 --> 00:02:37,658 I MEAN, IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL. IF I WERE TO GO TO THERAPY, 39 00:02:37,758 --> 00:02:40,528 OBVIOUSLY I WOULD COME TO YOU, OF COURSE. 40 00:02:40,628 --> 00:02:44,532 BUT IT'S-- IT'S JUST NOT A GOOD TIME FOR ME TO-- 41 00:02:44,632 --> 00:02:47,301 TO-TO MAKE MYSELF MORE MISERABLE. 42 00:02:47,401 --> 00:02:50,103 IS THAT WHAT WE WERE GOING TO DO, MAKE YOU MORE MISERABLE? 43 00:02:50,204 --> 00:02:52,673 I DIDN'T WANT TO JUST PHONE, YOU KNOW. 44 00:02:52,773 --> 00:02:55,209 ( clears throat ) 45 00:02:55,309 --> 00:02:57,445 - ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THIS? - ABSOLUTELY. 46 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:02,350 I'M SORRY TO HEAR THIS, PAUL. 47 00:03:02,450 --> 00:03:05,453 BUT I RESPECT YOUR DECISION, SO. 48 00:03:05,553 --> 00:03:10,324 - YOU RESPECT MY DECISION? - YES, OF COURSE I DO. 49 00:03:10,424 --> 00:03:13,961 - DO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE? - NO NO NO. 50 00:03:14,061 --> 00:03:17,130 YOU STAY HERE AND WAIT FOR THE KIDS. IT'S FINE. 51 00:03:17,231 --> 00:03:20,968 BUT SINCE I'VE GOT SOME FREE TIME, I NEED TO DO SOME SHOPPING. 52 00:03:21,068 --> 00:03:25,105 - YOU'RE GOING SHOPPING? - YEAH, DO YOU NEED ANYTHING FROM THE MARKET? 53 00:03:25,205 --> 00:03:27,207 WHAT WOULD I NEED FROM THE MARKET, GINA? 54 00:03:27,308 --> 00:03:29,643 OH, RIGHT. I DON'T KNOW. 55 00:03:33,947 --> 00:03:36,850 DID-- WAIT, DID YOU WANT ME TO ARGUE WITH YOU? 56 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:40,754 DO YOU WANT ME TO PERSUADE YOU TO COME TO THERAPY? 57 00:03:40,854 --> 00:03:43,524 DID YOU WANT ME TO JUST, LIKE, LEAVE YOU A MESSAGE? 58 00:03:43,624 --> 00:03:45,626 NO NO, THIS IS VERY POLITE. 59 00:03:45,726 --> 00:03:49,062 - UM, I'M GONNA-- - WE CAN'T HAVE AN HOUR OF CONVERSATION? 60 00:03:49,162 --> 00:03:53,634 - THAT'S WHAT WE DID LAST WEEK. - I'LL PAY YOU FOR AN HOUR OF CONVERSATION. 61 00:03:53,734 --> 00:03:57,571 - I DON'T SELL MY CONVERSATIONS. - MAYBE WE SHOULD CHARGE FOR CONVERSATIONS. 62 00:03:57,671 --> 00:04:00,941 IF ANYONE LEARNS ANYTHING IT'D BE ALL THE BETTER. 63 00:04:01,041 --> 00:04:03,411 UM, SO ARE YOU GONNA STAY HERE 64 00:04:03,511 --> 00:04:06,079 - WHILE I'M GONE? - OKAY, I GET WHAT YOU'RE DOING. 65 00:04:06,179 --> 00:04:10,183 - WHAT-- WHAT AM I DOING? - WOMEN, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME, EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM. 66 00:04:10,284 --> 00:04:13,854 EXCUSE ME?! MAYBE IT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA FOR YOU TO STAY HERE. 67 00:04:13,954 --> 00:04:17,291 - I JUST WANT YOU TO STAY AND TALK. - YOU SAID THAT. 68 00:04:17,391 --> 00:04:19,927 10 MINUTES, PLEASE. 69 00:04:20,027 --> 00:04:22,696 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF A WEEK I'VE HAD, GINA. 70 00:04:22,796 --> 00:04:24,665 I'VE GOT THIS CEO GUY, 71 00:04:24,765 --> 00:04:28,035 HE PAYS ME BY THE INSIGHT. WHEN I GIVE HIM THE INSIGHT HE DOESN'T WANT-- 72 00:04:28,135 --> 00:04:31,872 YOU KNOW, I REALLY LOATHE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY CAN JUST BUY WHATEVER THEY WANT. 73 00:04:31,972 --> 00:04:35,776 THEN I'VE GOT THIS FORMER PATIENT WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN FOR 20 YEARS 74 00:04:35,876 --> 00:04:39,212 WHO THINKS THAT EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENED IN THE MEANTIME IS MY FAULT. 75 00:04:39,313 --> 00:04:43,317 I JUST WANT TO-- I JUST WANT TO REST FOR A FEW MINUTES, THAT'S ALL. 76 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:48,889 OKAY. 77 00:04:48,989 --> 00:04:52,626 - JUST A FEW MINUTES THOUGH. - OKAY, THANK YOU. 78 00:04:53,293 --> 00:04:55,963 ( sighs ) 79 00:04:57,264 --> 00:04:59,467 YOU CAN'T GET ANY REST ON THE TRAIN? 80 00:04:59,567 --> 00:05:02,169 ON THE TRAIN I TALK TO YOU, BUT YOU DON'T TALK BACK. 81 00:05:02,269 --> 00:05:05,473 NOT JUST YOU, I TALK TO ALL THE PEOPLE I DON'T SEE ALL WEEK. 82 00:05:05,573 --> 00:05:08,342 - LIKE KATE AND THE BOYS. - AND ROSIE. 83 00:05:08,442 --> 00:05:11,244 AND THIS WEEK I TALKED TO TAMMY KENT. 84 00:05:11,345 --> 00:05:13,881 WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT TAMMY KENT ALL THE TIME? 85 00:05:13,981 --> 00:05:15,383 I DON'T KNOW. 86 00:05:15,483 --> 00:05:18,185 I WAS SO HAPPY AT HER HOUSE WHEN I WAS 17. 87 00:05:18,285 --> 00:05:21,321 WAS THAT THE LAST TIME I WAS HAPPY, I WONDER. 88 00:05:21,422 --> 00:05:23,891 I DON'T THINK SO, PAUL. 89 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:27,761 WHAT WAS IT ABOUT BEING AT HER HOME THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY? 90 00:05:27,861 --> 00:05:29,029 I DON'T KNOW. 91 00:05:29,129 --> 00:05:31,932 MAYBE THAT'S SOMETHING YOU COULD WORK ON IN THERAPY. 92 00:05:32,032 --> 00:05:35,836 YEAH. I COULD ALSO WORK ON WHY I SAY SUCH STUPID THINGS ABOUT WOMEN. 93 00:05:35,936 --> 00:05:38,539 THAT WOMEN ARE ALL THE SAME, WHAT A STUPID THING TO SAY. 94 00:05:38,639 --> 00:05:41,642 GINA, I'M-- PLEASE FORGIVE ME. 95 00:05:43,711 --> 00:05:46,714 PEOPLE SAY STUPID THINGS WHEN THEY'RE ANGRY. 96 00:05:46,814 --> 00:05:50,117 ANGER IS ALSO A GOOD THING YOU COULD WORK ON IN THERAPY. 97 00:05:51,452 --> 00:05:53,587 I CALLED MY LAWYER FROM THE TRAIN. 98 00:05:53,687 --> 00:05:56,457 IT TURNS OUT THAT MR. PRINCE'S LAWYERS ARE... 99 00:05:56,557 --> 00:05:59,893 THEY'RE DEPOSING LAURA TODAY. 100 00:05:59,993 --> 00:06:03,330 - LAURA?! - YEAH, SHE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH ALEX. 101 00:06:03,431 --> 00:06:05,499 I KNOW SHE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH ALEX, 102 00:06:05,599 --> 00:06:07,267 WHILE SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU. 103 00:06:07,367 --> 00:06:09,803 THAT'S A DANGEROUS TRIANGLE. 104 00:06:11,505 --> 00:06:14,141 ARE YOU WORRIED THAT SHE'LL USE THIS AS A WAY TO GET BACK AT YOU? 105 00:06:14,241 --> 00:06:15,943 I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE'LL SAY. 106 00:06:16,043 --> 00:06:19,379 MAYBE SHE REALLY THINKS THAT IT IS MY FAULT THAT ALEX IS DEAD. 107 00:06:19,480 --> 00:06:24,151 YEAH, GINA, THAT-THAT'S-- THAT'S ANOTHER GOOD THING TO WORK OUT HERE. 108 00:06:25,352 --> 00:06:27,154 FINE. 109 00:06:27,254 --> 00:06:30,090 I'M LIKE MY PATIENTS, YOU KNOW. 110 00:06:30,190 --> 00:06:31,459 I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THERAPY, 111 00:06:31,559 --> 00:06:33,694 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY-- 112 00:06:33,794 --> 00:06:36,530 MY PARENTS. MY PAST IS FINE. 113 00:06:36,630 --> 00:06:40,000 IT'S THE PRESENT THAT CAUSES THE PROBLEMS. 114 00:06:41,502 --> 00:06:43,637 WELL, I'M SURE IT'S OCCURRED TO YOU, PAUL, 115 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:47,475 THAT... THAT WHY YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT TAMMY SO MUCH-- 116 00:06:47,575 --> 00:06:49,309 NO, GINA, NOTHING HAS OCCURRED TO ME. 117 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:51,411 WHY DO YOU THINK I'M HERE? 118 00:06:52,145 --> 00:06:53,447 I'M SORRY. 119 00:06:53,547 --> 00:06:55,583 PLEASE... 120 00:06:55,683 --> 00:06:58,719 TELL ME WHAT'S OCCURRED TO YOU. 121 00:07:00,053 --> 00:07:03,356 IT OCCURRED TO ME THAT YOU'RE INTERESTED IN TAMMY KENT 122 00:07:03,457 --> 00:07:06,494 BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING INCOMPLETE 123 00:07:06,594 --> 00:07:10,464 IN YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF YOUR FATHER'S ABANDONMENT 124 00:07:10,564 --> 00:07:12,299 AND YOUR MOTHER'S BREAKDOWN. 125 00:07:12,399 --> 00:07:15,268 - AND HOW DOES TAMMY FIT INTO THIS? - I DON'T KNOW. 126 00:07:15,368 --> 00:07:18,371 - CAN'T YOU GUESS? - THERE'S AN IDEA. 127 00:07:18,472 --> 00:07:21,875 GUESS THERAPY. YOU TELL ME A PROBLEM YOU HAVE, 128 00:07:21,975 --> 00:07:24,645 AND I'LL TRY TO GUESS WHAT CAUSED IT AND IF I GUESS RIGHT, 129 00:07:24,745 --> 00:07:27,515 - I WIN! - WELL, THE ONLY PROBLEM IS 130 00:07:27,615 --> 00:07:31,451 I'D HAVE TO KNOW WHAT CAUSED MY PROBLEM IN ORDER TO SAY WHETHER YOU WERE RIGHT. 131 00:07:31,552 --> 00:07:33,954 ALL RIGHT, TRUE. 132 00:07:34,054 --> 00:07:38,258 YES, IT-- IT-- IT HAD OCCURRED TO ME TOO 133 00:07:38,358 --> 00:07:40,360 THAT MY RESPONSE TO TAMMY KENT 134 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:43,997 WAS TIED UP WITH MY MOTHER'S DEATH SOMEHOW, 135 00:07:44,097 --> 00:07:47,801 THAT SEEING TAMMY OPENED A KIND OF A WINDOW 136 00:07:47,901 --> 00:07:50,103 ONTO THAT TIME. 137 00:07:50,203 --> 00:07:52,205 SUDDENLY WITH TAMMY THERE, 138 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:55,509 I FELT I HAD TO LOOK IN, 139 00:07:55,609 --> 00:07:57,778 YOU KNOW, I THINK, 140 00:07:57,878 --> 00:08:01,849 TO SEE MYSELF BEFORE THE FALL MAYBE. 141 00:08:01,949 --> 00:08:05,252 AND TAMMY AND I WERE LOVERS-- 142 00:08:05,352 --> 00:08:08,622 AND I'D WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT TOO. 143 00:08:08,722 --> 00:08:11,859 BUT I CAN'T TALK ABOUT TAMMY BECAUSE SHE'S YOUR PATIENT. 144 00:08:11,959 --> 00:08:13,927 SO-- 145 00:08:14,027 --> 00:08:17,397 I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE I'LL JUST TAKE TAMMY OUT FOR A COFFEE SOMETIME, 146 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:20,768 BUT I WON'T GO LOOKING IN THE MOTHER WINDOW. 147 00:08:20,868 --> 00:08:24,437 I'LL JUST LET IT ALL STAY 148 00:08:24,538 --> 00:08:27,507 - DEAD. - THE PROBLEM IS IT'S NOT DEAD. 149 00:08:27,608 --> 00:08:29,577 IT'S THE UNDEAD. 150 00:08:29,677 --> 00:08:32,580 LIKE IN A HORROR MOVIE-- YOU KILL IT, YOU BURY IT, 151 00:08:32,680 --> 00:08:35,583 BUT THEN IT COMES RIGHT BACK, RIGHT OUT OF THE GRAVE. 152 00:08:35,683 --> 00:08:38,251 - MOTHER! - ( chuckles ) 153 00:08:39,753 --> 00:08:43,824 THOSE ARE THE MONSTERS-- THE THINGS THAT WON'T STAY DEAD. 154 00:08:43,924 --> 00:08:47,360 AND ONE NIGHT WHEN YOU'RE TOO TIRED TO KILL THE THING AGAIN, 155 00:08:47,460 --> 00:08:49,362 YOU LET IT KILL YOU, JUST-- 156 00:08:49,462 --> 00:08:53,166 JUST SO THAT IT WILL AT LEAST BE OVER. 157 00:08:59,139 --> 00:09:02,943 IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK HAPPENED TO YOUR ALEX UP THERE IN HIS PLANE? 158 00:09:04,612 --> 00:09:07,314 THAT INSTEAD OF FIGHTING HIS GUILT ONE MORE TIME, 159 00:09:07,414 --> 00:09:09,683 HE JUST GAVE INTO IT 160 00:09:09,783 --> 00:09:11,885 SO IT WOULD BE OVER? 161 00:09:14,021 --> 00:09:16,189 YEAH. 162 00:09:17,825 --> 00:09:19,860 IT'S HARD TO KNOW HOW MUCH FIGHT A PERSON HAS IN HIM. 163 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:21,595 - TRUE. - YOU, FOR INSTANCE. 164 00:09:21,695 --> 00:09:24,064 OH, YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME, GINA. 165 00:09:24,164 --> 00:09:27,500 I'M GLAD. BUT I WONDER WHY YOU THINK YOU DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH 166 00:09:27,601 --> 00:09:29,502 LEFT TO FIGHT YOUR MOTHER ONE MORE TIME. 167 00:09:29,603 --> 00:09:32,039 I MEAN, MAYBE THIS TIME YOU'D WIN. 168 00:09:32,139 --> 00:09:33,841 WHAT ARE YOU SUGGESTING? 169 00:09:33,941 --> 00:09:36,777 I'M SUGGESTING THAT MAYBE YOU COULD FINALLY LAY THEM TO REST. 170 00:09:36,877 --> 00:09:39,212 ONE OF THEM-- MY DAD-- IS STILL ALIVE. 171 00:09:39,312 --> 00:09:40,848 OF COURSE I KNOW THAT. 172 00:09:40,948 --> 00:09:45,485 BUT STILL, IF YOU HAD CLARITY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN, 173 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:49,022 MAYBE THAT COULD ALL REST IN PEACE. 174 00:09:49,122 --> 00:09:50,958 AND SO COULD YOU. 175 00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:58,966 - HOW DOES THAT SOUND? - AS A GOAL FOR THERAPY? 176 00:09:59,066 --> 00:10:02,535 AS A GOAL, THERAPY OR NOT. 177 00:10:02,636 --> 00:10:05,538 I DON'T THINK I CAN DO IT WITHOUT THERAPY. 178 00:10:05,639 --> 00:10:08,441 I-I KNOW IT. I WON'T DO THE WORK. I WON'T-- 179 00:10:08,541 --> 00:10:11,611 I WON'T THINK ABOUT IT. I'LL JUST GO ON BLAMING MYSELF, 180 00:10:11,712 --> 00:10:15,883 TAKING IT OUT ON EVERYBODY ELSE. I'LL START SMOKING AGAIN, DRINKING TOO MUCH. 181 00:10:15,983 --> 00:10:19,552 I DIDN'T KNOW THAT DRINKING WAS A PROBLEM FOR YOU. 182 00:10:19,653 --> 00:10:23,791 IT'S... AS LONG AS I DON'T DRINK ALONE, IT ISN'T. 183 00:10:25,592 --> 00:10:29,229 WHY AM I SO RESISTANT TO YOU? WHY DO I COME ALL THE WAY DOWN HERE, 184 00:10:29,329 --> 00:10:32,499 ONLY TO TELL YOU THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THERAPY? 185 00:10:32,599 --> 00:10:37,170 CLEARLY I HAVE TO BE IN THERAPY. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW THIS NEXT PART OF MY LIFE GOES. 186 00:10:37,270 --> 00:10:39,472 I HAVE TO KNOW IF I'M DOING THE RIGHT JOB. 187 00:10:39,572 --> 00:10:41,274 I HAVE TO KNOW IF I'M HELPING PEOPLE. 188 00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:45,012 AND IF I'M NOT, I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO NEXT. 189 00:10:46,814 --> 00:10:48,782 DID YOU REALLY WORRY THAT I COULDN'T HEAR 190 00:10:48,882 --> 00:10:50,851 ABOUT TAMMY BECAUSE SHE WAS MY PATIENT? 191 00:10:50,951 --> 00:10:52,986 OF COURSE I DID. I DO! 192 00:10:53,086 --> 00:10:56,423 - I APPRECIATE THAT. - AND? 193 00:10:56,523 --> 00:11:00,427 SO I THOUGHT ABOUT WHETHER I COULD TREAT YOU BOTH, 194 00:11:00,527 --> 00:11:03,630 ESPECIALLY IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU. 195 00:11:03,731 --> 00:11:06,700 DO YOU THINK SOMETHING IS LIKELY TO HAPPEN BETWEEN THE TWO OF US? 196 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:10,804 NOT NECESSARILY, BUT I HAVE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT SOMETHING COULD HAPPEN. 197 00:11:10,904 --> 00:11:13,874 NO, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 198 00:11:13,974 --> 00:11:16,043 - ARE YOU SURE? - ABSOLUTELY. 199 00:11:16,143 --> 00:11:18,611 AS SURE AS YOU WERE THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO SEE ME FOR THERAPY? 200 00:11:18,712 --> 00:11:20,914 OKAY, 201 00:11:21,014 --> 00:11:24,317 WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE BACK IN BED WITH HIS HIGH-SCHOOL SWEETHEART, 202 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:26,820 THE GIRL WHO LOOKS AT HIM IN THE WAY HE USED TO BE? 203 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:29,622 I MEAN, DON'T YOU THINK ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT? 204 00:11:29,723 --> 00:11:31,558 NO, LET'S TRY AND STAY ON THE TOPIC, PAUL. 205 00:11:31,658 --> 00:11:35,763 OH, SURE. SORRY. I THOUGHT I WAS BEGINNING TO ENJOY MYSELF. 206 00:11:35,863 --> 00:11:37,998 IF I'M GOING TO TREAT BOTH YOU AND TAMMY, 207 00:11:38,098 --> 00:11:40,300 THERE'S GOING TO HAVE TO BE SOME RULES. 208 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:42,235 LIKE? 209 00:11:42,335 --> 00:11:44,271 WELL... 210 00:11:44,371 --> 00:11:48,675 IF YOU WERE THE THERAPIST AND YOU HAD TWO PATIENTS 211 00:11:48,776 --> 00:11:50,210 WHO HAD A HISTORY, 212 00:11:50,310 --> 00:11:53,881 - WHAT RULES WOULD YOU WANT? - OKAY, WELL, 213 00:11:53,981 --> 00:11:58,151 I WOULD MAKE IT CLEAR THAT I COULDN'T TELL EITHER OF THEM 214 00:11:58,251 --> 00:12:02,823 ANYTHING THAT I HAD LEARNED IN SESSION ABOUT THE OTHER. 215 00:12:02,923 --> 00:12:05,192 - OKAY. - OKAY? 216 00:12:05,292 --> 00:12:09,797 AND... THEY COULDN'T EXPECT ME TO ANALYZE 217 00:12:09,897 --> 00:12:12,299 THE OTHER ONE AND THEY COULDN'T USE ME 218 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:16,303 TO SEND MESSAGES BACK-- BACK AND FORTH. 219 00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:19,773 - OKAY. - MY SEEING THEM WOULD HAVE TO BE A KIND 220 00:12:19,873 --> 00:12:21,875 OF OPEN SECRET. 221 00:12:21,975 --> 00:12:23,944 WE'D ALL KNOW ABOUT IT, OF COURSE, 222 00:12:24,044 --> 00:12:28,181 BUT WE'D ALL PUT IT AWAY AND JUST NOT USE IT. 223 00:12:28,281 --> 00:12:31,518 ALL? EVEN YOU? YOU THINK YOU COULD DO THAT? 224 00:12:35,488 --> 00:12:37,257 I THINK SO, YEAH. 225 00:12:37,357 --> 00:12:40,460 WHEN ALEX AND LAURA SLEPT TOGETHER, YOU KEPT YOUR RESPONSE TO THAT 226 00:12:40,560 --> 00:12:43,596 - OUT OF THEIR THERAPY? - WELL, AS I REMEMBER IT, 227 00:12:43,696 --> 00:12:46,266 I THREW THE AFFAIR IN HER FACE AND A CUP OF COFFEE IN HIS, 228 00:12:46,366 --> 00:12:48,601 BUT THAT, THAT-- THAT WAS DIFFERENT. 229 00:12:48,701 --> 00:12:50,537 HOW WAS THAT DIFFERENT? 230 00:12:50,637 --> 00:12:52,539 THEIR AFFAIR WAS ABOUT ME. 231 00:12:52,639 --> 00:12:55,008 LAURA SLEPT WITH ALEX 232 00:12:55,108 --> 00:12:57,144 BECAUSE I WOULDN'T SLEEP WITH HER. 233 00:12:57,244 --> 00:13:00,180 AND HE SLEPT WITH HER BECAUSE I WOULDN'T GIVE-- 234 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:03,783 AND HE SLEPT WITH HER BECAUSE SHE WAS GORGEOUS 235 00:13:03,884 --> 00:13:05,518 AND HE FELT LIKE-- 236 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:09,222 WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO SAY, PAUL, BEFORE YOU CORRECTED YOURSELF? 237 00:13:10,390 --> 00:13:12,292 HE SLEPT WITH HER BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T...? 238 00:13:12,392 --> 00:13:15,762 BECAUSE I WOULDN'T TELL HIM NOT TO FLY AGAIN. 239 00:13:15,863 --> 00:13:18,999 BECAUSE I WOULDN'T TRY TO CONTROL HIS RECKLESSNESS. 240 00:13:19,099 --> 00:13:22,903 AND HE WANTED TO SHOW ME WHAT KIND OF DAMAGE HE COULD DO. 241 00:13:23,003 --> 00:13:26,239 - BUT YOU DIDN'T SEE THAT? - NO, I DIDN'T. 242 00:13:26,339 --> 00:13:30,477 I GUESS I WAS TOO INVOLVED SO I DIDN'T GET THE MESSAGE. 243 00:13:30,577 --> 00:13:34,581 HE COUNTED ON ME TO CONTROL HIS SELF-DESTRUCTIVE INFLUENCES. 244 00:13:34,681 --> 00:13:38,952 INSTEAD I LASHED OUT AT HIM, HE LASHED OUT AT HIMSELF AND... 245 00:13:41,889 --> 00:13:44,391 AND DOWN HE WENT. 246 00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:46,426 SO... 247 00:13:46,526 --> 00:13:50,697 YOU CAN SEE WHY I NEED TO REMAIN NEUTRAL IF SOMETHING WERE TO HAPPEN? 248 00:13:50,797 --> 00:13:52,432 OF COURSE. 249 00:13:52,532 --> 00:13:55,903 I NEED YOU TO PROMISE ME THAT NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN. 250 00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:59,072 SURE. 251 00:14:00,874 --> 00:14:03,810 NOTHING WILL HAPPEN WITH TAMMY KENT 252 00:14:03,911 --> 00:14:05,745 UNTIL OR UNLESS 253 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:08,949 WE ARE NO LONGER YOUR PATIENTS. 254 00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:14,754 I WANT YOU TO KNOW, 255 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,856 UM, THAT... 256 00:14:16,957 --> 00:14:19,526 WHAT YOU'VE SAID ABOUT ALEX TODAY STAYS WITH ME. 257 00:14:19,626 --> 00:14:23,430 I'M NOT GOING TO MENTION ANY OF THAT IN THE DEPOSITION. 258 00:14:24,297 --> 00:14:26,099 OKAY THEN. 259 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:31,138 - OKAY. - DO YOU WANT TO PROCEED? 260 00:14:35,642 --> 00:14:37,010 YES, I DO. 261 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:40,113 GOOD, I'M GLAD. 262 00:14:41,748 --> 00:14:44,751 SO LET'S BEGIN. 263 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:47,187 UM... 264 00:14:49,456 --> 00:14:51,858 LAST WEEK YOU MENTIONED YOUR HIGH-SCHOOL SWEETHEART. 265 00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:55,228 YEAH, TAMMY KENT. 266 00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:58,999 LAST WEEK YOU CALLED HER TAMMY KENT-- ALSO BY HER FULL NAME. 267 00:14:59,099 --> 00:15:01,068 THAT'S WHAT EVERYBODY CALLED HER. 268 00:15:01,168 --> 00:15:05,272 THERE WAS ANOTHER TAMMY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD SO WE CALLED THIS ONE TAMMY KENT. 269 00:15:05,372 --> 00:15:08,708 - AND SHE LIVED DOWN THE HALL? - THEY MOVED IN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 14. 270 00:15:08,808 --> 00:15:12,212 - YES. - AND THAT WAS ABOUT THE TIME YOUR FATHER MOVED OUT? 271 00:15:14,547 --> 00:15:17,450 NN-NO, HE MOVED OUT A LITTLE BIT AFTER THAT. 272 00:15:20,053 --> 00:15:23,723 YOU KNOW, IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE WITH MY FATHER GONE 273 00:15:23,823 --> 00:15:26,193 AND MY MOTHER BEGINNING HER... 274 00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:29,629 YOU KNOW, TO SUFFER HER BOUTS OF... 275 00:15:31,298 --> 00:15:34,567 DEPRESSION, BUT IT WASN'T SAD, YOU KNOW? 276 00:15:34,667 --> 00:15:36,936 I WAS-- I WAS EXCITED. 277 00:15:37,037 --> 00:15:39,306 WHAT WAS IT THAT EXCITED YOU? 278 00:15:39,406 --> 00:15:41,274 TAMMY. 279 00:15:41,374 --> 00:15:44,711 SHE'D SHOW UP OUT OF THIN AIR WHEN I WAS HAVING THE WORST DAY 280 00:15:44,811 --> 00:15:47,347 AND, YOU KNOW, WE'D JUST START TALKING. 281 00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:50,717 AND EVERYTHING BAD ABOUT MY HOUSE, 282 00:15:50,817 --> 00:15:53,620 IT FELT LIKE A MOVIE. 283 00:15:53,720 --> 00:15:56,456 IT FELT LIKE A MOVIE THAT I WAS WATCHING, BUT THAT I WASN'T-- 284 00:15:56,556 --> 00:15:58,458 THAT I WASN'T IN. 285 00:15:58,558 --> 00:16:01,061 AND EVEN IF MY MOTHER WAS CRYING ALL DAY, 286 00:16:01,161 --> 00:16:05,498 I'D TELL TAMMY KENT AND SHE'D SAY, "YEAH, IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY." 287 00:16:05,598 --> 00:16:07,500 WHAT WOULD BE OKAY? 288 00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:10,570 I DON'T KNOW, SHE JUST MADE ME FEEL THAT I COULD GET THROUGH IT. 289 00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:12,939 AND-- AND-- AND THAT 290 00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:15,208 IF I LET MY MOTHER CRY 291 00:16:15,308 --> 00:16:17,544 THAT THAT WAS OKAY TOO. 292 00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:19,979 AND I... 293 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:22,015 HAD THE HOPE THAT WHEN I WENT BACK DOWN THE HALL 294 00:16:22,115 --> 00:16:24,017 THINGS WOULD BE ALL RIGHT. 295 00:16:24,117 --> 00:16:25,818 OR IF THEY WEREN'T, AT LEAST, 296 00:16:25,918 --> 00:16:27,554 YOU KNOW, I COULD-- I COULD 297 00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:29,322 DEAL WITH THEM. 298 00:16:29,422 --> 00:16:33,060 SO SHE HELPED YOU TAKE CARE OF YOUR PARENTS. 299 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:36,263 SHE WAS SO YOUNG TO BE A GRIEF COUNSELOR. 300 00:16:36,363 --> 00:16:39,399 WELL, SHE FELT MORE LIKE MY-- MY GIRLFRIEND. 301 00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:43,203 AND THE WAY I FELT ABOUT IT WAS 302 00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:46,473 IF I HAD A GIRLFRIEND, THEN I WAS, YOU KNOW, I WAS OKAY. 303 00:16:46,573 --> 00:16:48,941 I WASN'T THE POOR KID WITH THE ABSENT FATHER 304 00:16:49,042 --> 00:16:50,943 AND THE PITIFUL MOTHER-- 305 00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:52,912 I MEAN, I WAS THAT KID. YES, I WAS, 306 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:57,550 BUT I WASN'T A COMPLETE FAILURE. AT LEAST I HAD A GIRLFRIEND. 307 00:16:57,650 --> 00:17:00,720 DID YOU HAVE A PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HER? 308 00:17:00,820 --> 00:17:02,955 BACK THEN NO. 309 00:17:03,056 --> 00:17:05,892 WE WERE 14. 310 00:17:05,992 --> 00:17:09,562 DIFFERENT TIMES, NOT LIKE KIDS NOW. 311 00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:13,600 NO, IT WAS ANOTHER THREE YEARS BEFORE WE HAD SEX. 312 00:17:13,700 --> 00:17:16,436 AFTER ALL THAT STUFF HAD HAPPENED AND, YOU KNOW, 313 00:17:16,536 --> 00:17:20,140 I WAS OVER-- OVER EVERYTHING. 314 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:23,009 WHAT WAS WAS IT THAT HAPPENED? 315 00:17:23,110 --> 00:17:26,979 WELL, AFTER MY FATHER LEFT. 316 00:17:27,080 --> 00:17:29,716 AFTER YOUR FATHER... 317 00:17:29,816 --> 00:17:32,385 LEFT... 318 00:17:32,485 --> 00:17:35,355 YOU AND YOUR MOTHER FOR ONE OF HIS PATIENTS? 319 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:37,424 RIGHT. 320 00:17:37,524 --> 00:17:41,528 AND THEN MY MOTHER WENT INTO THIS, LIKE REALLY... 321 00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:46,433 DEEP, UH, DEPRESSION. 322 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:50,470 I REMEMBER ONE CHRISTMAS EVE, 323 00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:53,406 TAMMY'S MOTHER INVITED US TO COME OVER TO THE HOUSE 324 00:17:53,506 --> 00:17:57,144 AND, YOU KNOW, HER HUSBAND HAD DIED THAT YEAR, 325 00:17:57,244 --> 00:17:59,179 BUT YOU'D NEVER KNOW IT. 326 00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:02,782 SHE WAS THE STRONGEST WOMAN I THINK I'VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE. 327 00:18:02,882 --> 00:18:04,851 THEIR HOUSE WAS ALWAYS 328 00:18:04,951 --> 00:18:07,620 FULL OF LIGHT AND MUSIC. 329 00:18:09,356 --> 00:18:12,559 SHE WAS DETERMINED TO STAY ALIVE FOR HER KIDS, THAT'S FOR SURE. 330 00:18:12,659 --> 00:18:15,595 - NOT LIKE YOUR MOTHER? - NO, NOT LIKE MY MOTHER, 331 00:18:15,695 --> 00:18:20,467 WHO JUMPED INTO THE ABYSS AND PULLED ME DOWN WITH HER. 332 00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:22,569 HMPH. 333 00:18:25,272 --> 00:18:28,341 SO ABOUT CHRISTMAS? 334 00:18:28,441 --> 00:18:31,644 YEAH, ANYWAY, CHRISTMAS. CHRISTMAS EVE, TAMMY-- 335 00:18:31,744 --> 00:18:34,881 TAMMY APPEARS AT THE DOOR. SHE SAYS, "COME ON, COME ON." 336 00:18:34,981 --> 00:18:38,885 SO, UM, I-- 337 00:18:38,985 --> 00:18:40,820 I SAID, "HANG ON FOR A MINUTE." 338 00:18:40,920 --> 00:18:43,590 SO I WENT INTO MY MOTHER'S ROOM 339 00:18:43,690 --> 00:18:45,958 TO SEE, YOU KNOW, DID SHE WANT TO COME? 340 00:18:46,058 --> 00:18:48,328 BUT SHE WAS ASLEEP, 341 00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:51,998 SO I DECIDED I'D LEAVE WITHOUT HER 342 00:18:52,098 --> 00:18:54,867 AND WE WENT OVER TO TAMMY'S PLACE. 343 00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:57,937 IT WAS-- PFFT. 344 00:18:58,037 --> 00:19:02,074 IT WAS JUST AMAZING. 345 00:19:02,175 --> 00:19:04,411 TAMMY'S MOTHER HAD BAKED 346 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:07,880 THIS GLAZED HAM WITH THE PINEAPPLES AND CHERRIES 347 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:10,116 AND THERE WERE CHRISTMAS COOKIES 348 00:19:10,217 --> 00:19:11,718 AND PEOPLE WERE DRINKING PUNCH 349 00:19:11,818 --> 00:19:16,689 AND EVERYBODY WAS SINGING AND IT WAS JUST GREAT. 350 00:19:16,789 --> 00:19:19,459 SO THEN AFTERWARDS, TAMMY AND I WENT TO HER ROOM. 351 00:19:19,559 --> 00:19:23,896 AND WE WERE JUST, YOU KNOW, TALKING 352 00:19:23,996 --> 00:19:26,466 AND TALKING. 353 00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:33,206 I THINK THAT WAS 354 00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:35,542 WHEN I FIRST FELL IN LOVE WITH HER. 355 00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:37,109 YOU KNOW? 356 00:19:37,210 --> 00:19:39,679 I THOUGHT SHE WAS... 357 00:19:39,779 --> 00:19:43,516 I THOUGHT SHE WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE I HAD EVER SEEN. 358 00:19:46,719 --> 00:19:49,656 ANYWAY, SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED MY MOTHER 359 00:19:49,756 --> 00:19:52,325 BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT SHE'D WAKE UP 360 00:19:52,425 --> 00:19:54,294 AND THAT SHE WOULDN'T KNOW WHERE I WAS. 361 00:19:54,394 --> 00:19:56,496 SO I RAN OUT OF TAMMY'S ROOM, 362 00:19:56,596 --> 00:20:00,667 - AND, UH-- - WHAT HAPPENED WHEN YOU GOT HOME? 363 00:20:02,134 --> 00:20:03,903 I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER. 364 00:20:04,003 --> 00:20:08,074 FINDING MY MOTHER UNCONSCIOUS ON THE FLOOR, CALLING THE AMBULANCE, 365 00:20:08,174 --> 00:20:14,347 THE TRIP TO THE HOSPITAL-- I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER ANY OF IT. 366 00:20:14,447 --> 00:20:18,851 YOU KNOW, FROM THE TIME I LEFT TAMMY'S BEDROOM UNTIL I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL CORRIDOR, 367 00:20:18,951 --> 00:20:21,087 IT'S ALL JUST, LIKE, 368 00:20:21,187 --> 00:20:23,923 IT'S ALL A BLUR. IT'S ALL MISSING. 369 00:20:24,023 --> 00:20:26,893 IT'S LIKE IT'S ERASED. 370 00:20:26,993 --> 00:20:30,997 IT'S VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOU TRY AND REMEMBER THAT NIGHT. 371 00:20:31,097 --> 00:20:33,933 I CAN'T. I HAVE TRIED. 372 00:20:35,468 --> 00:20:39,205 HUH-- MY MOTHER'S FIRST SUICIDE ATTEMPT, 373 00:20:39,306 --> 00:20:42,642 THE MOST IMPORTANT NIGHT OF... 374 00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:45,177 THE MOST IMPORTANT NIGHT OF MY LIFE, 375 00:20:45,278 --> 00:20:48,147 BUT I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING. 376 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:50,817 WHY WAS IT THE MOST IMPORTANT 377 00:20:50,917 --> 00:20:52,585 NIGHT OF YOUR LIFE? 378 00:20:52,685 --> 00:20:54,421 BECAUSE IF I'D STAYED WITH HER, 379 00:20:54,521 --> 00:20:56,122 SHE WOULDN'T HAVE TRIED TO, 380 00:20:56,222 --> 00:20:59,626 YOU KNOW, KILL HERSELF. 381 00:20:59,726 --> 00:21:02,261 I KNOW IT TOOK YEARS BEFORE SHE FINALLY DID IT, 382 00:21:02,362 --> 00:21:04,831 BUT THAT CHRISTMAS EVE 383 00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:07,367 WHEN I WASN'T THERE, 384 00:21:07,467 --> 00:21:09,336 THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME SHE DID IT. 385 00:21:09,436 --> 00:21:11,371 THAT'S WHEN IT ALL STARTED. 386 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:15,041 OH, PAUL, YOU WERE A 14-YEAR-OLD KID. 387 00:21:15,141 --> 00:21:18,811 YOU HAD JUST HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL NIGHT OF YOUR LIFE. 388 00:21:18,911 --> 00:21:23,650 - YEAH, BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER. - IT DOES MATTER. 389 00:21:24,917 --> 00:21:27,620 SHE TOOK YOUR WONDERFUL NIGHT AWAY FROM YOU. 390 00:21:28,755 --> 00:21:31,223 SHE PUNISHED YOU FOR NEGLECTING HER. 391 00:21:31,324 --> 00:21:33,793 SHE SHOWED YOU WHAT DAMAGE SHE COULD DO 392 00:21:33,893 --> 00:21:38,297 IF YOU IGNORED HER, IF YOU DIDN'T TAKE CARE OF HER. 393 00:21:38,398 --> 00:21:40,733 AND IT WASN'T JUST THE THREAT ON HER LIFE. 394 00:21:40,833 --> 00:21:43,269 BUT A THREAT ON MY LIFE AS WELL, IS THAT WHAT YOU MEAN? 395 00:21:43,370 --> 00:21:46,339 - YES. - I WAS TOTALLY FINE. 396 00:21:46,439 --> 00:21:48,307 I MEAN, I WAS JUST STANDING THERE 397 00:21:48,408 --> 00:21:51,077 IN THE HALL WITH A STOMACHFUL OF COOKIES. 398 00:21:51,177 --> 00:21:54,614 SHE WAS THE ONE IN THE HOSPITAL WITH THE TUBES STICKING OUT OF HER ARMS, 399 00:21:54,714 --> 00:21:57,450 THE NURSES RUNNING IN AND OUT. 400 00:21:57,550 --> 00:22:00,953 I WAS OUT ENJOYING MYSELF. SHE WAS... 401 00:22:02,221 --> 00:22:04,357 SHE WAS ABOUT TO DIE. 402 00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:08,495 WHAT COULD YOU HAVE DONE? 403 00:22:11,831 --> 00:22:13,466 I DON'T KNOW. 404 00:22:13,566 --> 00:22:18,505 ALL I KNOW IS I LEFT HER FOR ONE NIGHT AND THAT WAS THE NIGHT SHE DID IT. 405 00:22:18,605 --> 00:22:22,041 SO WHATEVER I WAS DOING BEFORE THAT, 406 00:22:22,141 --> 00:22:24,043 OBVIOUSLY I WAS... 407 00:22:24,143 --> 00:22:26,379 I WAS HELPING HER. 408 00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:29,616 IT'S VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOU REMEMBER 409 00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:33,019 EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU THAT NIGHT. 410 00:22:34,487 --> 00:22:38,825 BECAUSE MAYBE YOU'LL DISCOVER SOMETHING MISSING. 411 00:22:38,925 --> 00:22:41,728 YOU KNOW, SOME DETAIL 412 00:22:41,828 --> 00:22:45,097 THAT'LL HELP YOU FEEL LESS GUILTY. 413 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,434 ( exhales ) BUT I AM GUILTY. 414 00:22:47,534 --> 00:22:50,603 I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT YOU COULDN'T SAVE HER. 415 00:22:50,703 --> 00:22:53,239 JUST LIKE I KNOW FOR A FACT 416 00:22:53,339 --> 00:22:55,708 THAT YOU COULDN'T SAVE ALEX. 417 00:22:55,808 --> 00:22:58,478 BUT MY KNOWING THOSE THINGS IS MEANINGLESS. 418 00:22:58,578 --> 00:23:01,681 YOU HAVE TO KNOW THEM. 419 00:23:02,314 --> 00:23:04,383 YOU DO. 420 00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:07,587 OKAY. 421 00:23:07,687 --> 00:23:10,523 SO YOU HAVE TO DO WHATEVER IT IS YOU HAVE TO DO 422 00:23:10,623 --> 00:23:12,725 TO REMEMBER THAT NIGHT. 423 00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:17,864 OH, LIKE WHAT? LIKE-- LIKE HYPNOSIS? 424 00:23:17,964 --> 00:23:20,399 YOU'LL FIGURE IT OUT. 425 00:23:29,442 --> 00:23:31,778 OKAY. 426 00:23:35,081 --> 00:23:36,983 I'LL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. 427 00:23:38,585 --> 00:23:41,353 YEAH, AND THANKS. 428 00:23:41,454 --> 00:23:44,156 YOU'RE WELCOME. 429 00:23:55,502 --> 00:23:58,304 YES, HI, COULD I HAVE... 430 00:23:58,404 --> 00:24:00,573 A PHONE NUMBER FOR TAMMY KENT? 431 00:24:00,673 --> 00:24:04,276 UH, I MEAN MESWICK. TAMMY MESWICK. 432 00:24:04,376 --> 00:24:06,145 THANK YOU. 433 00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:10,950 UM, CONNECT ME. 434 00:24:13,385 --> 00:24:16,556 HI, TAMMY, IT'S PAUL WESTON. 435 00:24:18,090 --> 00:24:21,460 COULD YOU GIVE ME A CALL AT THIS NUMBER WHEN YOU HAVE A CHANCE? 436 00:24:21,561 --> 00:24:24,463 IT... IT'S-IT'S NOTHING URGENT. 437 00:24:24,564 --> 00:24:26,966 I JUST WANTED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING ABOUT... 438 00:24:27,066 --> 00:24:29,068 ABOUT MY MOTHER. 439 00:24:30,102 --> 00:24:32,505 ( theme music playing )