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( dials )

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HEY, PAUL, IT'S 7:08
AND I'M DOWNSTAIRS.

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SO IF YOU'RE SLEEPING,
WAKE UP.

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MIA, SORRY.
I GOT DETAINED.

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WHERE WERE YOU?
I'M FREEZING.

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MY APOLOGIES.
COME ON UP.

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( theme music playing )

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YOU GO BACK TO MARYLAND
ON THE WEEKENDS?

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SORRY ABOUT THAT.

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WHAT HAPPENED?
AMTRAK BROKE DOWN?

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ARE YOU UPSET THAT
I KEPT YOU WAITING?

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I'M STOOD UP EVEN
BY THE MAN THAT I PAY.

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IF YOU TOOK THE TRAIN,
IT MUST'VE LEFT AROUND
3:00 IN THE MORNING.

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THAT'S UNUSUAL.

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NONE OF MY BUSINESS.
I KNOW.

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BUT, YOU KNOW, THIS IS
OUR FIRST REAL SESSION.

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AND I'M ALREADY OUT
12 MINUTES.

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WE CAN ADD IT ON
AT THE END IF YOU LIKE.

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NO, I CAN'T.
I HAVE A MEETING
WITH A NEW CLIENT,

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A PLASTIC SURGEON.

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LUCKY YOU DON'T
NEED LIPO.

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YOU GO TO ONE
OF MY GUYS,

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YOU COULD END UP DEAD
WITH NICE THIGHS.

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I'LL REMEMBER THAT.

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I WORKED ALL WEEKEND,
WHICH WAS FINE

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BECAUSE THIS WAS
THE WEEKEND THAT
BENNETT AND I

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WERE SUPPOSED TO
GO AWAY TOGETHER.

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AND, NO, HE DIDN'T CALL
SAYING HE WANTS ME BACK.

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MAYBE THIS IS
A MISTAKE.

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I MEAN, IF I'M GONNA
BE KEPT WAITING
AT 7:00 A.M.--

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DO YOU FEEL
LIKE I WASN'T--

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ON TIME?

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I HOPE
IT WAS WORTH IT.

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WERE YOU
WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND?

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IS THAT
WHAT YOU IMAGINE?

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DO YOU DEFLECT EVERYTHING
THAT'S PERSONAL?

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NEVER MIND.
I ALREADY KNOW.

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MY BEING LATE SEEMS
TO HAVE BROUGHT UP
QUITE A FEW FEELINGS--

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SO THIS IS MORE OF A HOME
REALLY THAN AN OFFICE.

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I THINK YOU SAID LAST WEEK
THAT YOU FOUND IT HOMEY.

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HOMEY, BUT COLD.

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YOU MUST
TURN THE HEAT DOWN

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WHEN YOU GO AWAY.

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IS THIS HOW YOUR
MARYLAND OFFICE LOOKED?

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WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL
OF THOSE PATIENTS?

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I MEAN, I KNOW
WHAT HAPPENED TO ALEX,

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BUT ALL THE OTHERS--
YOU TOLD THEM

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THEIR FEELINGS
WERE IMPORTANT,

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AND THEN YOU JUST
LEFT THEM?

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IS IT POSSIBLE
THAT YOU'RE WORRIED

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THAT I MIGHT
LEAVE AGAIN, MIA?

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WINTER EQUALS
HELL FOR HAIR.

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WHAT'S GOING ON?

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I DON'T WANT
TO BE HERE.

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WHY NOT?

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I DON'T LIKE
BROWNSTONES--

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TOO MUCH BROWN.

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AND THIS HAS ABSOLUTELY
NOTHING TO DO WITH
THE LAST WEEK'S SESSION.

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BECAUSE I HAD NOT
EVEN HAD A CHANCE
TO THINK ABOUT THAT.

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ACTUALLY, I HAVE,

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AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT

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WHAT YOU SAID AT THE DOOR
JUST BEFORE YOU LEFT.

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WHEN I SAID,
"YOU OWE ME A CHILD"?

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THAT WAS A JOKE.

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MAYBE IT WAS.

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BUT I GET THE FEELING
THAT THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN

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A LITTLE MORE TO IT
THAN THAT.

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NO NO, THERE WASN'T.
IT WAS JUST A COMMENT.

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SOMETIMES A COMMENT IS
JUST A COMMENT, RIGHT?

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HI, HOW ARE YOU?
NICE TO SEE YOU.

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YOU OWE ME A CHILD.

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AREN'T YOU GLAD
I'M BACK?

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WHO'S LAURA?

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LAURA?

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YEAH.

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WHO IS SHE?

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I'M NOT SURE
WHO YOU'RE REFERRING TO.

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IT'S NOT
A HARD QUESTION.

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I'M ASKING YOU
ABOUT LAURA HILL.

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SHE'S AN EX-PATIENT
OF YOURS.

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IF SHE'S A PATIENT
OF MINE,

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THEN YOU KNOW
I CAN'T DISCUSS HER.

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BUT I CAN.

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WHERE IS THIS
COMING FROM?

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AN ENVELOPE WAS DELIVERED
TO MY OFFICE.

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HENRY MUST'VE MADE
A MISTAKE

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AND THOUGHT THAT I WAS
STILL YOUR LAWYER.

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AND I OPENED IT.
AND IT WAS HER DEPOSITION

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REGARDING ALEX'S
STATE OF MIND.

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AND YOU READ IT?

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ARE YOU CURIOUS
ABOUT WHAT SHE SAID?

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I HOPE THAT YOU GAVE
THOSE PAPERS TO MY LAWYER.

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IT'S OBVIOUS SHE WAS
IN LOVE WITH YOU,

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OR IS.

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HOW SO?

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IT'S IN AND BETWEEN
HER WORDS.

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SHE MIGHT AS WELL HAVE
SEALED IT WITH A KISS.

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AND WHAT DOES
THAT MEAN?

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OH, YOU ARE CURIOUS.

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WELL...
( chuckles )

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SHE DESCRIBES HOW SHE
DUMPED HER FIANCE

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FIVE MINUTES
BEFORE THE WEDDING--
THAT'S A NICE STORY--

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AND HOW SHE SLEPT
WITH ALEX.

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AND THAT TELLS YOU THAT
SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME.

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SHE DID IT
TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS.

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IT DOESN'T TAKE FREUD
TO FIGURE THAT OUT.

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SHE WANTED TO WALK
INTO HER SESSION

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AND TELL YOU
THAT SHE WAS FUCKING
A FUCKING WAR HERO.

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AND WHAT ELSE
DID SHE SAY?

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SHE SAID THAT YOU TWO
BECAME FRIENDS

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AFTER THE THERAPY ENDED,

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THAT YOU CALLED HER
ON THE PHONE.

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YOU BROKE THE RULES
FOR HER.

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HOW MANY OTHER PATIENTS
HAVE YOU DONE THAT WITH?

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MIA, WHATEVER HAPPENED-
WHATEVER YOU IMAGINE HAPPENED--

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I THINK YOU HAD
AN AFFAIR WITH HER.

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YOU'RE NOT GONNA RESPOND?

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I MUST'VE HIT A NERVE.

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SO WHAT,
YOU BROKE HER HEART?

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SHE BROKE YOURS.

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OH, SHE DOES SUPPORT
YOUR CASE, THOUGH.

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YEAH, SHE SAYS THAT YOU
DID NOT MISTREAT ALEX,

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SHE MISTREATED YOU
BY SLEEPING WITH HIM.
COME ON.

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LET'S LOOK AT YOUR
ACTIONS HERE, MIA.

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OH, SHE SAYS SHE WANTS
YOU TO KNOW, THOUGH,
YOU'RE IN HER THOUGHTS.

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YOU OPENED A LEGAL DOCUMENT
THAT WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU.

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POINT TAKEN.
I CROSSED A BOUNDARY.

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MORE THAN THAT,
YOU KNOWINGLY VIOLATED

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A BASIC TENET
OF YOUR PROFESSION.

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THAT MAKES TWO OF US.

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AND YOU BROUGHT IT
INTO SESSION.

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PAUL, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA
HOW MANY THERAPISTS

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ARE SUCCESSFULLY SUED
FOR SLEEPING WITH
THEIR PATIENTS?

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WHAT ARE YOU TRYING
TO SAY, MIA?

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HOW COULD YOU?

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WAS SHE THAT YOUNG
AND PRETTY?

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OR DID SHE MAKE YOU FEEL
THAT BIG AND IMPORTANT?

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TAKE IT.
IT'S YOURS.

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DO YOU WANT ME
TO PICK THAT UP
OFF THE FLOOR?

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IT'S ALL YOURS.

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( chuckles )

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I'VE JUST MADE AN ASS
OF MYSELF, HAVEN'T I?

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I BET YOU'RE ANGRY.

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MAYBE I AM.

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MOSTLY, I'M SURPRISED.

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NO, YOU'RE FURIOUS.
I CAN SEE IT ALL OVER
YOUR FACE.

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BUT YOU JUST CAN'T
EXPRESS IT

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BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT
SUPPOSED TO.

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YOU WANT ME TO GO?

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WHY WOULD YOU
THINK THAT?

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YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU CAN STOP.
STOP, 'CAUSE I'M LEAVING.

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IT SEEMS TO ME
THAT YOU'RE PUSHING ME

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SO THAT YOU CAN END
THIS TREATMENT.

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NO, I DON'T BLAME YOU.
AND IT'S NO BIG DEAL.

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ACTUALLY, I THINK
IT'S A VERY BIG DEAL.

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YOU WERE THE ONE
WHO WAITED FOR ME

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IN THE COLD,
ALTHOUGH I WAS LATE.
YOU WAITED FOR ME.

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IS IT POSSIBLE
THAT YOU'RE GOADING ME

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BECAUSE IT'S EASIER
TO FEEL ANGRY WITH ME

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THAN LOOK
AT YOUR OWN PAIN?

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I SAW THIS SHOW ON THE T.V.
THE OTHER NIGHT-- B.B.C.--

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ABOUT MEN AND THEIR

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SPECIALLY-MADE
SEX DOLLS.

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THE MEN PICK OUT THE EYES,
AND THE MOUTH AND THE BODY.

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AND THEY
BUY THEM CLOTHES.

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AND THEN THEY PUT
LIPSTICK ON THEM

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AND TAKE THEM OUT
FOR PICNICS AND BIKE RIDES.

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AND THEY LOVE
THEIR GIRLS

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BECAUSE THEY
DON'T TALK

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AND THEY NEVER
GET PREGNANT

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AND THEY DON'T
GET MAD.

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AND THEY HAVE
THREE PERFECT HOLES

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THAT CAN BE
REPAIRED--

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YOUNG AND PRETTY
FOREVER.

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WHAT WERE YOU THINKING
WHILE YOU WERE WATCHING THIS?

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I WAS THINKING ABOUT

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A RECEPTIONIST
IN MY OFFICE

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NAMED STEFANIE

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WHO LIKES TO WEAR
A LOT OF PINK.

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AND SHE'S SO CUTE
AND FRIENDLY.

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ALL SHE DOES IS
SHOP ONLINE,

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BUT NOBODY WANTS
TO FIRE HER

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BECAUSE SHE'S JUST
TOO ADORABLE, YOU KNOW?

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AND...
( chuckles )

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SHE RECENTLY ANNOUNCED
THAT SHE'S QUITTING

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BECAUSE SOME IDIOT
PROPOSED.

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SO NOW I HAVE TO GO
TO HER ENGAGEMENT PARTY

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AND HER BRIDAL SHOWER
AND HER BACHELORETTE PARTY

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AND HER WEDDING.
AND IT'S ENDLESS TORTURE.

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SOUNDS LIKE YOU'VE BEEN
THERE BEFORE.

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THREE YOUNGER SISTERS
AND DOZENS OF COLLEAGUES.

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WHEN MEN LOOK
AT A WOMAN LIKE STEFANIE,

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THEY JUST SEE
THE WHOLE PACKAGE.

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AND WHAT WOULD THAT BE?

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EASY AND FUN

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AND, YOU KNOW,
WILD IN BED AT NIGHT

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AND MUFFINS FROM SCRATCH
IN THE MORNING.

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AND WHAT DO THEY SEE
WHEN THEY LOOK AT YOU,
DO YOU THINK?

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BLONDE LAWYER,

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MIGHT BE FUN
TO FUCK, BUT--

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BUT WHAT?

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BUT THAT'S IT.

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WHAT I USUALLY GET--

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WHAT I USUALLY GOT
FROM MEN IS SEX.

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WHAT DID YOU GET
FROM LAURA?

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DO YOU THINK THAT I CHOSE
HER OVER YOU?

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WELL, YOU HAD SEX
WITH HER.

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WOULD THAT
MAKE YOU JEALOUS?

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WELL, I DID HAVE FEELINGS
FOR YOU, PAUL.

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EVEN THOUGH
IT WAS 20 YEARS AGO,

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YOU MUST HAVE NOTICED.

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AND IT SURE FELT LIKE
YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR ME.

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IT'S SUCH A CLICHE,
ISN'T IT--

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A YOUNG WOMAN FALLS
FOR HER THERAPIST?

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BUT IF YOU WERE GONNA GET
INVOLVED WITH A PATIENT--

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YOU WONDER WHY I DIDN'T
PICK YOU.

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YOU DIDN'T.

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YOU PICKED HER.

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YOU AND LAURA
FUCKING YOUR BRAINS OUT--

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WHAT, ON THIS COUCH?

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THAT MAKES ME SICK.

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I DON'T WANT TO TALK
ABOUT IT.

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DON'T MAKE ME
TALK ABOUT IT.

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WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF WE DID
KEEP TALKING ABOUT IT?

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I BET YOU WANTED HER
FROM DAY ONE.

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YOU WERE SMITTEN.

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HOW DID YOU MANAGE
TO WALK HER TO THE DOOR?

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YOU ASSUME THAT I FOUND HER
IRRESISTIBLE.

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SHE KNEW
HOW TO GET TO YOU.

230
00:14:23,630 --> 00:14:25,966
HOW?

231
00:14:28,401 --> 00:14:30,670
ACT HELPLESS

232
00:14:30,770 --> 00:14:33,540
AND GIRLISH.

233
00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:37,978
SHE PROBABLY HAD
SLIM HIPS...

234
00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:43,150
SMELLED LIKE
CANDY APPLES,

235
00:14:43,250 --> 00:14:45,552
WORE PINK
OR SOMETHING.

236
00:14:45,652 --> 00:14:48,188
OBVIOUSLY,
I HAVE NO IDEA.

237
00:14:48,288 --> 00:14:52,725
GO ON.
WHAT DO YOU IMAGINE?

238
00:14:52,825 --> 00:14:55,462
SHE'D STARE AT YOU
ALL GOOGOO-EYED,

239
00:14:55,562 --> 00:14:59,899
IMPRESSED BY YOUR
BRILLIANT INTERPRETATIONS,

240
00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:05,438
MADE YOU FEEL LIKE
THE WORLD'S BEST SHRINK.

241
00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,009
AND THEN ONE DAY
HER FIANCE GOT MAD

242
00:15:09,109 --> 00:15:10,810
AND SHE FELL APART

243
00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,980
AND SOBBED.

244
00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:16,649
AND YOU FELT SORRY
FOR HER,

245
00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:23,556
SO YOU SAT
NEXT TO HER.

246
00:15:25,658 --> 00:15:28,161
GO ON.

247
00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:33,033
AND YOU TOUCHED HER--

248
00:15:33,133 --> 00:15:36,203
HER CHEEK, HER TEARS.

249
00:15:36,303 --> 00:15:38,605
AND YOU REALIZED
HOW YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL

250
00:15:38,705 --> 00:15:40,807
AND VULNERABLE SHE WAS.

251
00:15:40,907 --> 00:15:44,677
AND YOU THOUGHT,
"THIS IS MY MOMENT."

252
00:15:44,777 --> 00:15:50,217
AND YOU KISSED HER
AND THERE WAS NO
TURNING BACK.

253
00:15:50,317 --> 00:15:53,586
WHY NOT?

254
00:15:53,686 --> 00:15:56,656
YOU HAD TO HAVE HER,

255
00:15:56,756 --> 00:15:58,825
UNWRAP HER.

256
00:15:58,925 --> 00:16:02,429
TAKE HER.

257
00:16:04,364 --> 00:16:06,433
AND YOU HAD TO FEEL
HER PERFECT SKIN

258
00:16:06,533 --> 00:16:10,170
AND HER ROUND ASS
AND HER FLAT STOMACH.

259
00:16:13,473 --> 00:16:16,909
IT MUST'VE BEEN
AMAZING FOR YOU--

260
00:16:17,010 --> 00:16:19,979
SO FORBIDDEN.

261
00:16:21,781 --> 00:16:24,317
AND FOR HER?

262
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,920
SHE PROBABLY
DIDN'T FEEL A THING.

263
00:16:28,021 --> 00:16:29,956
SHE'S MADE
OUT OF SILICONE.

264
00:16:30,057 --> 00:16:34,094
RIGHT, THE SEX DOLL.

265
00:16:34,194 --> 00:16:36,229
IT WASN'T ABOUT THE SEX
FOR HER.

266
00:16:36,329 --> 00:16:38,798
IT WAS ABOUT WINNING.

267
00:16:38,898 --> 00:16:41,168
WHAT DID SHE WIN?

268
00:16:41,268 --> 00:16:45,072
YOU.

269
00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:52,179
FOR THOSE MINUTES
YOU WERE HERS.

270
00:16:56,749 --> 00:16:59,052
NOW DO YOU WANT ME
TO GO?

271
00:17:02,255 --> 00:17:04,791
I'D RATHER KNOW WHAT
YOU THINK HAPPENED NEXT.

272
00:17:04,891 --> 00:17:06,959
I DON'T KNOW.

273
00:17:07,060 --> 00:17:11,698
MAYBE YOU HELD HER
GENTLY

274
00:17:11,798 --> 00:17:15,302
UNTIL SHE FELL ASLEEP.

275
00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:17,604
AND SHE WOULD LIKE THAT?

276
00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:25,145
THAT'S WHAT WOULD MAKE HER
FEEL GOOD?

277
00:17:27,847 --> 00:17:30,083
THAT'S WHAT
SHE REALLY WANTS?

278
00:17:32,819 --> 00:17:35,388
YES.

279
00:17:36,489 --> 00:17:40,293
IT'S GOOD TO FEEL
THAT CLOSENESS.

280
00:17:45,198 --> 00:17:48,635
MAYBE THAT'S WHAT
YOU WANT FROM ME.

281
00:17:48,735 --> 00:17:53,273
YOU MEAN, TO FALL ASLEEP
WHILE YOU HOLD ME?

282
00:17:53,373 --> 00:17:58,345
TO BE COMFORTED,
CONTAINED.

283
00:18:01,281 --> 00:18:03,082
THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN.

284
00:18:03,183 --> 00:18:05,752
WHY NOT?

285
00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:09,055
OH, COME ON, PAUL,
JUST ADMIT

286
00:18:09,156 --> 00:18:11,758
THAT I'M DIFFICULT.

287
00:18:11,858 --> 00:18:17,029
I PUSH MEN AWAY.

288
00:18:17,130 --> 00:18:19,432
LOOK AT BENNETT
AND ANDRE--

289
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:21,168
I MEAN, PICK ANY LETTER
IN THE ALPHABET--

290
00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,436
I'VE SENT THEM PACKING.

291
00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:26,105
I'M LIKE A KNIFE
IN YOUR NECK.

292
00:18:26,206 --> 00:18:28,941
IT FEELS GOOD
WHEN IT'S GONE.

293
00:18:29,041 --> 00:18:30,443
RIGHT?

294
00:18:30,543 --> 00:18:32,745
SO YOU THINK I'D BE RELIEVED
IF YOU LEFT?

295
00:18:32,845 --> 00:18:34,481
SURE.

296
00:18:34,581 --> 00:18:37,550
I WALK OUT THAT DOOR--
YOU FEEL RELIEF.

297
00:18:37,650 --> 00:18:41,388
YOU WANT TO PRETEND
IT NEVER HAPPENED.

298
00:18:41,488 --> 00:18:44,491
ACTUALLY, I ALREADY
TOLD YOU,

299
00:18:44,591 --> 00:18:49,296
I DID THINK ABOUT
OUR LAST SESSION

300
00:18:49,396 --> 00:18:52,432
AND THE ONES
FROM 20 YEARS AGO.

301
00:18:52,532 --> 00:18:54,634
YOU KNOW,
IT'S OKAY, PAUL.

302
00:18:54,734 --> 00:18:58,271
YOU DON'T HAVE TO
FAKE IT WITH ME.

303
00:18:58,371 --> 00:19:00,373
YOU KICKED ME OUT OF HERE
20 YEARS AGO

304
00:19:00,473 --> 00:19:02,709
AND YOU NEVER THOUGHT
ABOUT ME AGAIN.

305
00:19:05,712 --> 00:19:08,215
IT'S OKAY.

306
00:19:31,771 --> 00:19:35,475
( Chopin's "Raindrop Prelude"
playing )

307
00:20:12,479 --> 00:20:14,547
YOU KNOW WHO THAT IS?

308
00:20:14,647 --> 00:20:17,684
THAT'S YOU PLAYING,
ISN'T IT?

309
00:20:18,351 --> 00:20:21,388
IT'S BEAUTIFUL.

310
00:20:21,488 --> 00:20:24,424
YOU KEPT THAT
ALL THESE YEARS?

311
00:20:25,725 --> 00:20:27,660
HMM.

312
00:20:29,195 --> 00:20:32,299
CHOPIN'S
"RAINDROP PRELUDE."

313
00:20:32,399 --> 00:20:35,635
GOD, I LOVE THIS PIECE,

314
00:20:35,735 --> 00:20:39,806
HOW THE EIGHTH NOTES
SOUND LIKE RAIN.

315
00:20:42,074 --> 00:20:43,810
THAT'S FROM A RECITAL.

316
00:20:43,910 --> 00:20:46,813
MY TEACHER, MR. CAMPBELL,
PUT THAT TOGETHER.

317
00:20:49,449 --> 00:20:51,451
HE SAID THAT
I WAS THE BEST,

318
00:20:51,551 --> 00:20:54,220
BUT NOT TO TELL
THE OTHERS.

319
00:20:54,321 --> 00:20:58,791
SO YOU TWO HAD A SECRET.

320
00:21:00,293 --> 00:21:02,194
WHAT AGE WERE YOU THEN?

321
00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:06,499
I MUST'VE BEEN 10.

322
00:21:06,599 --> 00:21:09,168
THAT TURNED OUT TO BE
MY FAREWELL PERFORMANCE.

323
00:21:09,268 --> 00:21:12,972
THAT'S A SHAME.
YOU PLAY REALLY BEAUTIFULLY.

324
00:21:16,075 --> 00:21:17,977
A FEW WEEKS
AFTER THAT RECITAL

325
00:21:18,077 --> 00:21:20,179
I WAS SENT TO LIVE

326
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:23,450
AT MY AUNT'S
IN NEW JERSEY.

327
00:21:23,550 --> 00:21:25,151
I DON'T REMEMBER
YOU TELLING ME

328
00:21:25,251 --> 00:21:26,619
YOU WERE SENT AWAY
WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG.

329
00:21:26,719 --> 00:21:28,388
IT WAS ONLY
ABOUT SIX MONTHS.

330
00:21:28,488 --> 00:21:31,123
BUT WHEN I CAME BACK,
THE PIANO WAS GONE

331
00:21:31,223 --> 00:21:35,328
AND TWIN GIRLS
WERE THERE.

332
00:21:35,428 --> 00:21:38,498
DO YOU REMEMBER

333
00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:40,533
ANYTHING ELSE
ABOUT THE SEPARATION?

334
00:21:40,633 --> 00:21:44,337
MY DAD CAME TO VISIT ME
EVERY SUNDAY.

335
00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,305
HE'D BRING
MY FAVORITE CANDIES.

336
00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:51,611
I LIKED THOSE COLORED DOTS
THAT WERE STUCK TO PAPER

337
00:21:51,711 --> 00:21:55,515
AND THOSE BOTTLES FILLED
WITH THAT SUGARY LIQUID.

338
00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:59,018
AND HE WOULD SHOW ME
PICTURES OF THE TWINS.

339
00:21:59,118 --> 00:22:03,356
AND I WOULD TELL HIM

340
00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:07,126
THAT I MISSED THEM ALL
AND WANTED TO COME HOME.

341
00:22:07,226 --> 00:22:09,562
BUT HE DIDN'T TAKE YOU.

342
00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,533
WHERE WAS YOUR MOTHER?

343
00:22:13,633 --> 00:22:16,836
I DON'T KNOW.
I MEAN,

344
00:22:16,936 --> 00:22:20,373
I'M SURE SHE CAME,
MAYBE AT CHRISTMAS.

345
00:22:20,473 --> 00:22:23,042
WHAT ABOUT
THE REST OF THE TIME?

346
00:22:23,142 --> 00:22:24,677
I WENT TO SCHOOL.

347
00:22:24,777 --> 00:22:26,879
IT SURE WAS DIFFERENT
FROM GREENPOINT, THOUGH.

348
00:22:26,979 --> 00:22:29,949
GOSH, IT WAS SO CLEAN...
( chuckles )

349
00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:31,518
AND MODERN.

350
00:22:31,618 --> 00:22:34,821
AND ALL THE TEXTBOOKS
WERE NEW.

351
00:22:34,921 --> 00:22:36,589
I DIDN'T REALLY
LIKE THE KIDS, THOUGH.

352
00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:38,190
I THOUGHT
THEY WERE BORING.

353
00:22:38,290 --> 00:22:40,460
SOUNDS LONELY.

354
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,463
MAYBE THAT'S WHY YOU
GAVE ME THAT CASSETTE--

355
00:22:43,563 --> 00:22:45,865
BECAUSE I'D KNOW
HOW YOU FELT

356
00:22:45,965 --> 00:22:49,436
WHEN YOU WERE 10 AND YOUR
PARENTS MADE YOU LEAVE.

357
00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:53,606
MAYBE YOU THOUGHT IF I
LISTENED TO IT BACK THEN,

358
00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:56,676
I WOULD CHANGE MY MIND,
LET YOU STAY.

359
00:22:56,776 --> 00:22:58,878
BUT I WAS DIFFICULT
EVEN THEN.

360
00:22:58,978 --> 00:23:01,380
- YOU THINK YOU DESERVED IT.
- I WAS IMPOSSIBLE.

361
00:23:01,481 --> 00:23:02,715
HOW SO?

362
00:23:02,815 --> 00:23:04,651
I FOUGHT WITH MY MOTHER
ALL THE TIME.

363
00:23:04,751 --> 00:23:07,454
- OVER WHAT?
- EVERYTHING.

364
00:23:07,554 --> 00:23:09,756
YOU WERE A DIFFICULT
10-YEAR-OLD WHO LOVED CHOPIN.

365
00:23:09,856 --> 00:23:12,525
YOU KNOW, I DON'T KNOW
WHY WE'RE TALKING
ABOUT THIS.

366
00:23:12,625 --> 00:23:15,227
THEY DIDN'T DO
ANYTHING WRONG
AND I DON'T BLAME THEM.

367
00:23:15,327 --> 00:23:18,998
EARLIER IN THE SESSION
YOU SAID THAT YOU
DIDN'T BLAME ME.

368
00:23:19,098 --> 00:23:22,669
I CROSSED THE LINE.
I VIOLATED ATTORNEY-CLIENT
PRIVILEGE.

369
00:23:22,769 --> 00:23:25,505
YOU THOUGHT
I WAS KICKING YOU OUT.

370
00:23:25,605 --> 00:23:27,640
WELL, I BET
YOU WANTED TO, RIGHT?

371
00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:31,544
I'M WONDERING, MIA,
IF YOU WERE TESTING
ME TODAY.

372
00:23:31,644 --> 00:23:34,113
YOU REPRIMANDED ME
FOR BEING LATE.

373
00:23:34,213 --> 00:23:35,882
YOU VIOLATED MY PRIVACY.

374
00:23:35,982 --> 00:23:39,251
YOU EVEN WANTED ME
TO PICK UP THE DEPOSITION
OFF THE FLOOR.

375
00:23:39,351 --> 00:23:41,621
WELL, I WAS
PRETTY ANGRY.

376
00:23:41,721 --> 00:23:44,423
MAYBE YOU WERE
TRYING TO SEE

377
00:23:44,524 --> 00:23:47,794
IF I COULD BE
PUSHED AWAY.

378
00:23:47,894 --> 00:23:49,829
SO YOU'RE SAYING

379
00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:52,865
THAT MY PARENTS WERE RIGHT
AND BENNETT WAS RIGHT;

380
00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:55,468
THAT I'M SO FUCKED UP
THAT NOBODY WANTS
TO BE WITH ME

381
00:23:55,568 --> 00:23:57,770
BECAUSE I PUSH
EVERYONE AWAY

382
00:23:57,870 --> 00:24:00,172
AND I'M DEMANDING
AND I'M NEEDY

383
00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:03,643
AND I'M ANGRY
AND I'M WEEPY?

384
00:24:03,743 --> 00:24:05,778
I'M THE SEVEN
FUCKING DWARVES.

385
00:24:05,878 --> 00:24:07,547
THAT'S NOT
WHAT I'M SAYING, MIA.

386
00:24:07,647 --> 00:24:10,983
WHAT I'M SAYING IS
THAT MAYBE YOU ARE ANGRY,

387
00:24:11,083 --> 00:24:13,886
BUT YOU ALSO WANT ME
TO BE CLOSE TO YOU;

388
00:24:13,986 --> 00:24:17,189
AND THAT NO MATTER HOW
DIFFICULT YOU SAY YOU ARE,

389
00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:20,560
THAT BENEATH THE TOUGHNESS
YOU STILL WANT TO BE
CONNECTED TO ME.

390
00:24:20,660 --> 00:24:23,696
BUT YOU'RE ALSO AFRAID.

391
00:24:23,796 --> 00:24:26,799
YOU'RE AFRAID THAT
I'M GOING TO LEAVE YOU.

392
00:24:30,269 --> 00:24:32,238
OH.

393
00:24:39,278 --> 00:24:41,213
( intercom buzzes )

394
00:24:41,313 --> 00:24:42,749
OH.

395
00:24:46,719 --> 00:24:48,420
I'D BETTER LEAVE.

396
00:24:48,521 --> 00:24:51,958
THEY'RE EARLY.
IT'S OKAY.

397
00:24:52,058 --> 00:24:55,327
I HAVE A MEETING

398
00:24:55,427 --> 00:24:56,863
AND I DON'T WANT
TO BE LATE.

399
00:24:56,963 --> 00:24:58,898
AND YOU DON'T WANT TO KEEP
THE NEXT ONE WAITING.

400
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:01,167
OKAY.

401
00:25:01,267 --> 00:25:04,270
SO THEN...

402
00:25:04,370 --> 00:25:07,373
I'LL SEE YOU
NEXT MONDAY

403
00:25:07,473 --> 00:25:10,376
SAME TIME?

404
00:25:10,476 --> 00:25:13,212
YOU OWE ME

405
00:25:13,312 --> 00:25:15,682
THE 12 MINUTES.

406
00:25:15,782 --> 00:25:21,153
OKAY, THEN I'LL SEE YOU
AT 6:48.

407
00:25:21,253 --> 00:25:23,623
OKAY.

408
00:25:23,723 --> 00:25:28,227
UM, DID YOU HAVE SEX
WITH LAURA?

409
00:25:29,929 --> 00:25:32,464
YOU KNOW, THIS IS
THE SECOND WEEK IN A ROW

410
00:25:32,565 --> 00:25:36,168
WE'RE HAVING WHAT'S CALLED
"A DOORKNOB MOMENT."

411
00:25:36,268 --> 00:25:37,837
WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?

412
00:25:37,937 --> 00:25:40,239
THAT'S WHEN RIGHT AT THE END
OF THE SESSION,

413
00:25:40,339 --> 00:25:44,143
A PATIENT SAYS
SOMETHING IMPORTANT.

414
00:25:46,012 --> 00:25:48,214
IS THAT YOUR ANSWER?
'CAUSE THAT'S A YES.

415
00:25:48,314 --> 00:25:52,719
IS IT?
I MEAN, DID YOU?

416
00:25:54,921 --> 00:25:57,023
NO.

417
00:25:57,924 --> 00:26:00,059
NO.

418
00:26:06,733 --> 00:26:09,168
YOU MIGHT WANT TO WATER
THE PLANT OUTSIDE.

419
00:26:09,268 --> 00:26:11,971
I POURED
MY LATTE ON IT.

420
00:26:40,166 --> 00:26:42,669
( music playing )