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- DR. WESTON?
- YES.

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I'M WALTER'S
DAUGHTER NATALIE.

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OH, VERY NICE
TO MEET YOU, NATALIE.

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- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING.
- OF COURSE, OF COURSE.

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HOW IS, UM--

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HOW IS YOUR FATHER DOING?

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PHYSICALLY HE'S OKAY.

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UH, MY MOTHER SAYS
TO TELL EVERYONE HE
HAS FOOD POISONING.

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YES.
THAT'S--

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- THAT'S WHAT SHE TOLD ME.
- AND YOU BELIEVED HER?

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( theme music playing )

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( softly )
WALTER?

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WALTER?

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WALTER.

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I'M NOT HUNGRY.
I DON'T NEED ANY PILLS.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

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IT'S PAUL.

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PAUL WESTON.

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FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

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YOU MISSED YOUR SESSION.
I CALLED YOUR HOME.

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CONNIE TOLD ME THAT YOU'D...

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YOU'D BEEN ADMITTED
LAST NIGHT.

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- AND SHE ASKED YOU
TO CHECK IN ON ME?
- I'D HAVE COME ANYWAY.

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I WAS WORRIED ABOUT
HAVING TO CANCEL MY SESSION
LAST WEEK, SO...

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WELL, YOU CAN TELL CONNIE
YOU SAW ME AND I SENT
YOU HOME.

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THEY'RE GONNA BE
DISCHARGING ME TOMORROW.

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WE'LL HAVE
A SESSION NEXT WEEK.

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I'M NOT
SO SURE THEY'RE GONNA
DISCHARGE YOU, WALTER.

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WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?

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YOU-- YOU MAY NOT BE
READY TO GO HOME.

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OF COURSE I AM.
I HAD A LITTLE
FOOD POISONING.

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- I'M FINE.
- OH.

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FOOD POISONING?

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WELL, I'M GLAD TO HEAR IT.

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WELL, SINCE YOU'RE FINE,

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AND I'M HERE,
MAYBE WE CAN--
MAYBE WE CAN TALK.

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- WILL IT HELP
GET ME OUT OF HERE?
- IT COULD.

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WELL, THEN TELL ME
WHAT YOU WANT TO KNOW.

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FIRST OFF,

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ARE THEY TREATING
YOU WELL HERE?

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YEAH, IT'S--
IT'S A LITTLE SHOWY

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FOR A HOSPITAL,

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BUT THE STAFF'S GOOD.
THEY'RE IN AND OUT ALL THE TIME,

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BUT NO,
I HAVE NO COMPLAINTS.

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- SO I'LL BET YOU'LL BE
GLAD TO GET HOME.
- OH YEAH.

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YEAH, I REALLY MISS
MY PRIVACY, KNOWING
WHERE MY THINGS ARE.

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- CONNIE.
- ACTUALLY, I SPOKE
WITH CONNIE.

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SHE TOLD ME THAT
NATALIE WAS LEAVING
TO FLY BACK TO RWANDA.

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YOU HAD AN EARLY DINNER
WITH BOTH OF THEM,
SHE TOLD ME.

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YEAH, WE ATE IN.

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I DON'T GO OUT.
PEOPLE GAWK.

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AND THEY BOTH ATE
THE SAME MEAL AS YOU DID?

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RIGHT.
CHINESE.

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BUT THEY DIDN'T GET
FOOD POISONING.

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SO MAYBE I GOT A BUG.

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( sighs )
I ALSO TALKED TO YOUR
ATTENDING PHYSICIAN.

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- HE SAID THAT YOU WERE LUCKY.
- LUCKY?

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MM-HMM.
THAT NATALIE'S FLIGHT
WAS CANCELED.

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I DON'T FOLLOW YOU.

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SHE GOT A CALL
FROM THE AIRLINE WHILE
YOUR WIFE WAS DRIVING HER.

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THEY TURNED AROUND BEFORE
THEY EVEN GOT TO THE AIRPORT.

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OH, SO THAT'S
WHAT HAPPENED.

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- ANOTHER HALF HOUR,
YOU WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT.
- I GUESS IT WASN'T MY TIME.

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UH, NOT NOW, PLEASE.

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DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME
WHAT REALLY HAPPENED?

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WHAT'S TO TELL?
I KISSED NATALIE GOODBYE.

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I CAUGHT
A CHILL AFTER SHE LEFT
SO I GOT BACK INTO BED.

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WHEN I WOKE UP,
I WAS HERE.

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HAD YOU BEEN SPENDING
A LOT OF TIME IN BED?

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I DON'T HAVE ANYWHERE
ELSE TO BE, DO I?

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OKAY.
AND YOUR DAUGHTER NATALIE,

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HOW LONG HAS SHE BEEN
IN NEW YORK?

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A WEEK, 10 DAYS.

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I TOLD YOU CONNIE
OVERREACTED TO MY...

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MY FORCED RETIREMENT,

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SENT OUT AN S.O.S.

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THE BOYS CAME IN FIRST
FROM CALIFORNIA.

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- AND HOW WAS THAT?
- WHEW.

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AWKWARD AS HELL.

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I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK
TO THEM; THEY DIDN'T KNOW
HOW TO TALK TO ME.

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WE WATCHED BASKETBALL,
RERUNS.

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MY OLDER ONE
ATE MY FOOD.

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THE YOUNGER ONE WAS UPSET
THAT THERE WAS NO BOOZE
IN THE HOUSE,

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SO HE WENT OUT AND GOT
A BOTTLE OF SINGLE MALT.

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AFTER THAT I NEVER SAW HIM
WITH AN EMPTY GLASS.

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THEN NATALIE CAME.

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AND THE SECOND SHE GOT IN,
THEY BEAT IT THE HELL
OUT OF THERE.

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AND SHE CAME ALL THE WAY
FROM RWANDA.

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PAUL, I KNOW WHERE
SHE WAS LIVING.

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YES, BUT IT'S
JUST THAT YOU'D SAID
BEFORE THAT YOU FELT

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THAT SHE WAS DONE WITH YOU.

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YEAH, WELL, CONNIE
MUST HAVE REALLY LAID
A GUILT TRIP ON HER.

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AND HOW WAS IT
SEEING HER?

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UNCOMFORTABLE.

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SHE WANTED TO TALK ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED OVER THERE,

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WHAT HAPPENED HERE.
I TOLD HER I WASN'T
IN THE MOOD FOR SMALL TALK,

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SHE MADE ME GET OUT
OF BED AND SHOWER,

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SHAVE, GET DRESSED.

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MADE ME GO OUT
ON WALKS IN THE PARK.

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SHE EVEN TOOK ME
TO THE ZOO.

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SHE USED TO LOVE GOING THERE
WHEN SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL.

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SO YOUR MOOD IMPROVED
WHEN SHE WAS HERE.

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DID YOU FIND IT UPSETTING

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- WHEN SHE HAD TO LEAVE?
- NO.

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WELL, OF COURSE I WAS UPSET,
BUT I WANTED HER TO GO.

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SO WHETHER OR NOT YOU
REALLY WERE FEELING BETTER,

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- YOU MADE SURE THAT
THEY BOTH THOUGHT YOU WERE.
- NO.

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I TOLD YOU--
I WAS BETTER.

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OKAY.

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SO YOU HAD YOUR LAST MEAL
WITH NATALIE, YOU KISSED
HER GOODBYE,

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THEY LEFT
AND YOU FINALLY HAD...

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YOUR PRIVACY.

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WHAT I HAD
WAS THE CHILLS.

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- AND WHAT DID YOU TAKE
FOR THE CHILLS?
- ASPIRIN.

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ANTACID.
WHAT DIFFERENCE
DOES IT MAKE?

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THEY PUMPED
YOUR STOMACH, WALTER.

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YOU WERE PRETTY FAR GONE.

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AND IT WASN'T FROM ANTACIDS.

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SO WHAT?
PROBABLY WHAT
HAPPENED WAS

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I DRIFTED OFF,
WOKE UP, REACHED OUT
FOR THE WRONG PILLS

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- IN MY SLEEP.
- I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.

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- WELL, WHAT THE FUCK
WOULD YOU KNOW?
- BECAUSE IT'S MY JOB TO KNOW.

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AND I AM OBLIGATED
TO EXPRESS MY CONCERN

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TO DR. WELLS
AND THE REST OF THE TEAM HERE.

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YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE
CONCERNED, PAUL.

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MY FAMILY ISN'T
GOING TO SUE YOU.

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THEY'RE NOT LIKE
THAT PILOT'S FAMILY.

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WHAT?

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THAT'S ALL YOU'RE
WORRIED ABOUT, ISN'T IT?

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I SHOULD HAVE
VETTED YOU SOONER.

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BUT SOMEONE ON YOUR SCHOOL--
I'M ON THE BOARD, BY THE WAY,

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OR WAS--
RECOMMENDED YOU

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AND, LIKE I SAY,

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I'VE BEEN DROPPING
MY GUARD LATELY.

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I THINK YOU CAN STILL
PACK A PRETTY MEAN PUNCH
IF YOU WANT TO.

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YOU SEEM LIKE
A SMART FELLOW.

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AND I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T KNOW
ANYONE WHO COULD HURT ME.

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BUT STILL, WHEN THE LEAKS
STARTED TO REALLY HIT
THE PAPERS,

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I TOLD MARIE TO HAVE H.R.
RUN A BACKGROUND CHECK
ON YOU.

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WHAT DID YOU THINK
WHEN YOU'D READ IT?

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YOU MEAN ASIDE
FROM WONDERING IF YOU WERE
IN OVER YOUR HEAD WITH ME?

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I HAD OTHER THINGS
GOING, PAUL.

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I DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT IT
UNTIL LAST WEEK.

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LAST WEEK--
AFTER I HAD TO CANCEL.

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- PROBABLY AROUND THERE.
- DID YOU FEEL I LET YOU DOWN
BY CANCELING?

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NO, ACTUALLY
I WAS RELIEVED.

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I DIDN'T WANT TO COME IN
AND GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS.

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IS THAT WHAT COMING
TO SESSION FEELS LIKE?

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THAT'S WHAT EVERYTHING
FEELS LIKE.

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I WASN'T UPSET.

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BUT I WAS SURPRISED.

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YOU CONVINCED ME
THAT YOU WERE ANGRY ABOUT
WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME

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- AND THAT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE.
- AND WHEN I MISSED A SESSION?

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( exhales ) BOY, YOU
REALLY HAVE A HIGH OPINION
OF YOURSELF, DON'T YOU?

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STILL, I CAN'T HELP BUT NOTICE
THAT'S WHEN YOU DECIDED TO
READ THE BACKGROUND CHECK.

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I HAD TIME ON MY HANDS.
AND BLOOD.

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JUST LIKE YOU.

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IS THAT ALSO
WHAT YOU THOUGHT

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WHEN YOU READ
ABOUT THE LAWSUIT?

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OH, WHAT DIFFERENCE
DOES IT MAKE?

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YOU KEEP SAYING "WHAT DIFFERENCE
DOES IT MAKE," WALTER,
BUT I THINK IT DOES.

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WITH ALL
DUE RESPECT, PAUL,

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DON'T FLATTER
YOURSELF.

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IF YOU'D BEEN THERE
OR NOT IT WOULDN'T
HAVE MATTERED ONE BIT.

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SO YOU'RE SAYING
YOUR MIND WAS MADE UP,

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YOU WOULD HAVE DONE IT
ANYWAY ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.

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DONE WHAT?
I WENT TO SLEEP.

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I WENT TO SLEEP.

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MM-HMM.

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OKAY.

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WHAT WAS IT,
A HANDFUL OF PILLS?

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A COUPLE OF SHOTS
OF YOUR SON'S SCOTCH?

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HMM?

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- IT MUST HAVE BEEN
EVERYTHING YOU COULD DO--
- WHAT?

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TO HOLD ON
UNTIL NATALIE WAS GONE.

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WHAT WAS SHE SUPPOSED TO DO,
TAKE CARE OF ME FOR THE REST
OF MY LIFE?

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BOTH OF THEM--
OPENING THE BLINDS,
FLUFFING THE FUCKING PILLOWS,

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MAKING SURE I'M DRESSED.

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THEY WERE WORRYING
THEMSELVES SICK ABOUT ME.

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AND YOU DIDN'T WANT THAT?

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NO!

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SO I-- I FORCED MYSELF
TO START EATING AGAIN.

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I STOPPED TAKING THE PILLS.
I SQUIRRELED THOSE AWAY.

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I PRETENDED TO SLEEP
THROUGH THE NIGHT

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JUST SO THEY'D FINALLY
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR A FEW HOURS.

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A FEW HOURS,
THAT'S ALL YOU NEEDED THEN?

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I TOLD CONNIE THAT SHE COULDN'T
LET NATALIE TAKE A CAR SERVICE
TO THE AIRPORT.

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SO YOU FIGURED THAT CONNIE
WOULDN'T JUST DROP HER OFF.

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SHE'D WAIT AT THE AIRPORT
FOR A WHILE...

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SO YOU WOULD HAVE
ENOUGH TIME.

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I-- I WANTED NATALIE
UP IN THE AIR,

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AS FAR AWAY FROM THIS
AS POSSIBLE.

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AND CONNIE WAS JUST SUPPOSED
TO COME HOME AND FIND ME ASLEEP.

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A MILLIONAIRE'S DEATH.

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- YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?
- YES, I THINK I HEARD MY FATHER
USE THAT EXPRESSION.

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YEAH, MINE TOO.
YOU GO TO BED ONE NIGHT

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AND YOU DON'T WAKE UP.

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JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES.

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I TOOK THE PILLS,

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CHASED THEM DOWN,

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TOOK A FEW MORE.

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I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER
THE GIRLS COMING BACK.

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I MUST HAVE VOMITED
ALL OVER THE BED.

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I JUST WANTED IT TO BE OVER,
THAT'S ALL.

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IT'S OKAY, WALTER.

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IT'S OKAY.

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I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT.

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

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( door opens )

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JUST LEAVE IT
ON THE TABLE.
THANK YOU.

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- DOES EVERYONE
IN THE HOSPITAL KNOW?
- NO.

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YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD
TEAM OF DOCTORS.

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THEY ASSESSED THE SITUATION
THE NIGHT THAT--

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YOU CAME IN.

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- IS IT IN THE PAPERS?
- NO.

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FOR HOW LONG?

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I DIDN'T LEAVE A NOTE.

217
00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:08,655
I LEFT THE TV ON,
LEFT THE LIGHTS ON.

218
00:13:08,755 --> 00:13:11,524
NOBODY WAS SUPPOSED
TO KNOW.

219
00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:16,263
( sighs )
JUST AN OLD MAN

220
00:13:16,363 --> 00:13:20,267
ASLEEP UNDER THE COVERS.

221
00:13:20,367 --> 00:13:24,704
WELL, THE DOORMAN
WOULD HAVE HELPED.

222
00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:28,141
SHORT TERM, CONNIE
WOULD HAVE MOURNED,

223
00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:31,711
BUT SHE HAS
A SUPPORT SYSTEM.

224
00:13:31,811 --> 00:13:34,882
LONG TERM, SHE'D BE
A HELLUVA LOT BETTER OFF

225
00:13:34,982 --> 00:13:37,384
AS MY WIDOW THAN MY WIFE.

226
00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:39,853
I'M SURE SHE WOULD NOT
AGREE WITH THAT, WALTER.

227
00:13:39,953 --> 00:13:42,789
SHE DIDN'T SIGN ON
FOR THIS, PAUL.

228
00:13:42,890 --> 00:13:47,527
- FOR WHAT?
- TO HAVE A DISGRACED
BASKET CASE AS A HUSBAND.

229
00:13:47,627 --> 00:13:50,130
DO YOU KNOW WHAT
IT'S LIKE FOR HER?

230
00:13:51,698 --> 00:13:55,002
SHE'S BEEN A C.E.O.s WIFE
AND NOW SHE HAS TO SNEAK OUT

231
00:13:55,102 --> 00:13:57,604
THROUGH THE SERVICE ENTRANCE
OF THE BUILDING NEXT DOOR LIKE--

232
00:13:57,704 --> 00:14:00,273
- LIKE YOU DO.
- IT'S NOT THE SAME.

233
00:14:00,373 --> 00:14:02,309
- IT'S DIFFERENT FOR ME.
- AND WHY IS THAT?

234
00:14:02,409 --> 00:14:05,678
- BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T
DO ANYTHING WRONG.
- AND YOU DID?

235
00:14:05,778 --> 00:14:08,681
EVERYTHING THAT'S
HAPPENED TO YOU, WALTER,

236
00:14:08,781 --> 00:14:11,584
YOU FEEL THAT
YOU'VE DESERVED IT?
IS THAT THE WAY YOU THINK?

237
00:14:11,684 --> 00:14:15,155
PEOPLE DIED
ON MY WATCH, PAUL.

238
00:14:15,255 --> 00:14:17,057
LET'S NOT PRETEND
OTHERWISE.

239
00:14:17,157 --> 00:14:19,492
AND ANYONE WHO'S
WORRIED ABOUT YOU

240
00:14:19,592 --> 00:14:22,662
WOULD BE BETTER OFF
IF YOU WEREN'T AROUND?

241
00:14:22,762 --> 00:14:24,998
WELL, IT'S JUST
THE OBJECTIVE TRUTH.

242
00:14:25,098 --> 00:14:26,934
YOU MET MY DAUGHTER?

243
00:14:27,034 --> 00:14:29,836
SHE'S GOT HER WHOLE LIFE
AHEAD OF HER.

244
00:14:29,937 --> 00:14:32,772
NOW WHAT?
SHE'S SUPPOSED TO JUST
PUT IT ON HOLD

245
00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:35,375
AND WORRY ABOUT WHETHER
HER OLD MAN

246
00:14:35,475 --> 00:14:37,677
GOT OUT OF BED THAT MORNING
OR TOOK A SHAVE?

247
00:14:37,777 --> 00:14:39,379
I'VE MET NATALIE.

248
00:14:40,613 --> 00:14:43,483
AND SHE'S IN
A TERRIFYING PLACE RIGHT NOW.

249
00:14:43,583 --> 00:14:46,086
BUT AS HARD AS IT IS
FOR HER TO WORRY ABOUT YOU,

250
00:14:46,186 --> 00:14:49,122
I'M ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN
THAT IF YOU'D MANAGED
TO KILL YOURSELF,

251
00:14:49,222 --> 00:14:51,591
SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE
FORGIVEN HERSELF.

252
00:14:59,967 --> 00:15:01,434
( exhales )

253
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THE SAME WAY

254
00:15:04,304 --> 00:15:06,573
THAT YOU'VE NEVER
FORGIVEN YOURSELF.

255
00:15:06,673 --> 00:15:08,241
IT'S NOT THE SAME.

256
00:15:08,341 --> 00:15:09,509
ISN'T IT?

257
00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:11,444
YOU BLAMED YOURSELF
FOR TOMMY'S DEATH

258
00:15:11,544 --> 00:15:13,646
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS
THE ONE WHO JUMPED.

259
00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:16,483
YOU BLAMED YOURSELF
FOR JAMES

260
00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:19,452
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS
HELL-BENT ON DESTRUCTION.

261
00:15:19,552 --> 00:15:22,222
AND YOU BLAMED YOURSELF
FOR THIS CRISIS

262
00:15:22,322 --> 00:15:24,924
EVEN THOUGH YOU DID
EVERYTHING POSSIBLE

263
00:15:25,025 --> 00:15:26,926
- TO AVERT IT.
- IT WASN'T ENOUGH, PAUL.

264
00:15:27,027 --> 00:15:30,163
OF COURSE IT WASN'T.
I MEAN, HOW COULD IT BE?

265
00:15:30,263 --> 00:15:33,166
YOU'VE HAD BLOOD
ON YOUR HANDS,

266
00:15:33,266 --> 00:15:35,568
AS YOU SAY,
YOUR WHOLE LIFE.

267
00:15:36,903 --> 00:15:38,771
AND IT'S SHAPED
EVERYTHING.

268
00:15:38,871 --> 00:15:41,841
THAT'S WHY THIS TIME
WHEN KIDS DIED,

269
00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:45,478
IT WASN'T PUNISHMENT ENOUGH
TO SACRIFICE YOUR LIFE
TO YOUR PARENTS,

270
00:15:45,578 --> 00:15:48,781
AS YOU DID. THIS TIME
YOU HAD TO IMPOSE

271
00:15:48,881 --> 00:15:50,950
THE DEATH PENALTY
ON YOURSELF.

272
00:15:58,091 --> 00:16:01,961
- I SEE WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
- AND WHAT AM I DOING?

273
00:16:02,996 --> 00:16:06,933
IS THIS HOW YOU DEAL
WITH YOUR GUILT?

274
00:16:07,034 --> 00:16:09,436
YOU TELL YOURSELF THAT
WHAT YOU FEEL ISN'T REAL?

275
00:16:09,536 --> 00:16:13,173
THAT YOU DID
THE BEST YOU COULD?

276
00:16:13,273 --> 00:16:15,342
NO.

277
00:16:15,442 --> 00:16:17,510
IT'S ALWAYS THERE.

278
00:16:17,610 --> 00:16:20,147
I ALWAYS WONDER WHAT ELSE
I SHOULD HAVE DONE,

279
00:16:20,247 --> 00:16:22,182
WHAT THE LIMITS TRULY ARE

280
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OF RESPONSIBILITY
TO ANOTHER PERSON.

281
00:16:24,751 --> 00:16:28,055
AND YOU CAN LIVE WITH THAT?
IT DOESN'T AFFECT YOU?

282
00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:29,722
OF COURSE IT DOES.

283
00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:35,428
ALL I CAN REALLY DO
IS TRY TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT HAPPENED

284
00:16:35,528 --> 00:16:37,797
AND WHY I MADE
THE CHOICES I MADE.

285
00:16:37,897 --> 00:16:42,702
- TO LEARN FROM THE LOSS AND--
- WELL, IT'S DIFFERENT FOR YOU.

286
00:16:42,802 --> 00:16:47,207
YOU'RE A YOUNG MAN.
YOU CAN RECOVER FROM
YOUR MISTAKE--

287
00:16:47,307 --> 00:16:50,377
MOVE TO ANOTHER STATE,
START OVER.

288
00:16:50,477 --> 00:16:53,146
- AND YOU DON'T
FEEL THAT YOU CAN?
- IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME.

289
00:16:53,246 --> 00:16:55,515
WE BOTH KNOW THAT.

290
00:16:57,584 --> 00:16:59,052
( chuckles )

291
00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:00,987
LOOK AT YOU--

292
00:17:01,088 --> 00:17:04,724
ONE EYE ON THE DOOR,
WONDERING WHEN YOU CAN
GET OUT OF HERE

293
00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:07,594
- AND CUT YOUR LOSSES.
- THAT'S NOT WHAT I WAS DOING.

294
00:17:09,629 --> 00:17:11,231
NATALIE IS OUTSIDE.

295
00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:14,367
WHAT IS SHE STILL
DOING HERE?

296
00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:16,903
I TOLD HER TO GO HOME
TO HER MOTHER.

297
00:17:17,003 --> 00:17:21,608
- SHE DOESN'T
LISTEN TO ME ANYMORE.
- SHE'S ON WATCH, WALTER.

298
00:17:22,842 --> 00:17:24,644
SHE DOESN'T TRUST
THAT SOMEBODY IS

299
00:17:24,744 --> 00:17:27,480
GOING TO LOOK IN ON YOU
EVERY 15 MINUTES OR SO.

300
00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:31,184
EVERY 15 MINUTES?
IS THAT WHAT THAT IS?

301
00:17:32,552 --> 00:17:34,354
YOU'RE AT RISK.

302
00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:39,092
- DID YOU TELL HER THAT?
- SHE TOLD ME.

303
00:17:39,192 --> 00:17:42,429
SO?
TELL HER I'M FINE.

304
00:17:43,930 --> 00:17:45,832
"TELL HER I'M FINE."

305
00:17:47,267 --> 00:17:50,637
"YOU'RE SAFE TO FLY."
HMM.

306
00:17:52,139 --> 00:17:54,574
- WHATEVER.
- I CAN'T REALLY
DO THAT, WALTER.

307
00:17:54,674 --> 00:17:58,077
I THINK YOU'RE GONNA
HAVE TO STAY HERE FOR
A LITTLE LONGER.

308
00:17:58,178 --> 00:18:00,313
BUT I'M FINE.

309
00:18:00,413 --> 00:18:02,415
I'M EATING.
I'M SLEEPING.

310
00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:05,084
I JUST GOT
A LITTLE DEHYDRATED.

311
00:18:05,185 --> 00:18:09,689
JUST TELL THEM YOU'RE
MY THERAPIST AND THAT THERE'S
NOTHING WRONG WITH ME.

312
00:18:09,789 --> 00:18:12,392
I CAN'T DO THAT.

313
00:18:12,492 --> 00:18:15,695
IN MY OPINION YOU NEED
TO BE KEPT UNDER OBSERVATION.

314
00:18:15,795 --> 00:18:18,097
AND YOU'VE MADE IT CLEAR
THAT YOU DON'T WANT

315
00:18:18,198 --> 00:18:19,632
YOUR FAMILY
STANDING GUARD DUTY.

316
00:18:19,732 --> 00:18:21,668
ARE YOU TRYING
TO HAVE ME COMMITTED?

317
00:18:24,070 --> 00:18:27,407
WHAT I'M SAYING IS THAT I THINK
IT WOULD BE A VERY GOOD IDEA

318
00:18:27,507 --> 00:18:29,742
FOR YOU TO STAY HERE
FOR A FEW DAYS.

319
00:18:32,645 --> 00:18:34,714
THIS HOSPITAL IS ONE
OF THE BEST IN THE CITY.

320
00:18:34,814 --> 00:18:37,417
I'LL CALL MY LAWYER.
HE'LL BOUNCE YOU ON YOUR ASS

321
00:18:37,517 --> 00:18:39,486
SO FAST YOU WON'T KNOW
WHAT HIT YOU.

322
00:18:39,586 --> 00:18:42,789
YOU WANT TO SUE ME, WALTER,
GET IN LINE.

323
00:18:42,889 --> 00:18:45,558
BUT IT'S NOT GONNA GET YOU
OUT OF HERE ANY SOONER.

324
00:18:54,267 --> 00:18:58,571
- HOW LONG?
- UNTIL IT'S SAFE
FOR YOU TO LEAVE.

325
00:18:58,671 --> 00:19:01,174
AND IF THE DOCTORS

326
00:19:01,274 --> 00:19:02,942
HAVEN'T RELEASED YOU
WITHIN TWO WEEKS,

327
00:19:03,042 --> 00:19:06,179
THEN YOU HAVE THE RIGHT
TO MAKE YOUR CASE
BEFORE A JUDGE.

328
00:19:06,279 --> 00:19:08,748
A JUDGE?
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

329
00:19:08,848 --> 00:19:11,451
I WISH I WERE.

330
00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:15,255
I DON'T WANT ANYTHING
TO HAPPEN TO YOU, WALTER.

331
00:19:20,293 --> 00:19:22,695
TOO LATE.

332
00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:24,764
WALTER, IT'S NOT TOO LATE.

333
00:19:24,864 --> 00:19:28,568
- THERE'S A LOT--
- GET OUT OF HERE, WILL YOU?

334
00:19:28,668 --> 00:19:30,637
- ARE YOU SURE--
- JUST GET OUT OF HERE.

335
00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:04,604
CAN I GO IN TO SEE HIM?

336
00:20:04,704 --> 00:20:07,807
UM, I'D-- I'D GIVE HIM
A FEW MINUTES.

337
00:20:12,445 --> 00:20:15,482
HE'S NOT COMING HOME
TOMORROW, IS HE?

338
00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:19,686
WELL, IT'S UP
TO THE DOCTORS, BUT...

339
00:20:19,786 --> 00:20:21,120
( clears throat )

340
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,556
I'M GOING TO--
I'M GOING TO TELL THEM

341
00:20:23,656 --> 00:20:25,792
THAT HE'S STILL AT RISK
TO HIMSELF.

342
00:20:27,360 --> 00:20:29,829
HE DOESN'T AGREE,
OF COURSE,

343
00:20:29,929 --> 00:20:33,800
BUT I CAN'T TAKE
THE CHANCE.

344
00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:36,102
I KNOW.

345
00:20:36,202 --> 00:20:38,538
THANK YOU.

346
00:20:42,375 --> 00:20:44,544
- ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?
- ME?

347
00:20:44,644 --> 00:20:47,079
I'M FINE.

348
00:20:47,179 --> 00:20:49,181
I'M, UM--

349
00:20:49,282 --> 00:20:53,986
I'M JUST THINKING ABOUT
WHAT I'M GOING TO TELL
MY MOTHER.

350
00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:56,789
I'M SORRY THIS IS...

351
00:20:56,889 --> 00:20:59,459
SO MUCH ON YOU.

352
00:21:00,993 --> 00:21:03,930
ACTUALLY I'M SURPRISED
THAT SHE'S NOT HERE TONIGHT.

353
00:21:04,030 --> 00:21:08,100
IT'S FOR THE BEST.
SHE IS NOT GREAT
IN THESE SITUATIONS

354
00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:09,936
AS YOU CAN IMAGINE.

355
00:21:11,203 --> 00:21:12,939
WHY-- WHY IS THAT?

356
00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:22,782
HE DIDN'T TELL YOU.

357
00:21:25,051 --> 00:21:27,320
OH, UM...

358
00:21:28,087 --> 00:21:29,922
SHE'S--

359
00:21:30,022 --> 00:21:33,326
SHE'S BEEN IN REHAB,
I DON'T KNOW, THREE,
FOUR TIMES.

360
00:21:33,426 --> 00:21:36,228
PILLS, BOOZE.

361
00:21:36,329 --> 00:21:39,366
SHE'S GONNA GO
TO PIECES.

362
00:21:57,183 --> 00:21:59,719
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