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Woman:
I CAME HOME FROM WORK
A LITTLE LATE,

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BUT I BROUGHT DINNER--

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VEGETARIAN--

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AND SHE WASN'T THERE.

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ONCE AGAIN, ANITA,
WHAT YOU'RE SAYING IS

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THAT YOU GOT SO CAUGHT UP
IN YOUR WORK LIFE

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THAT ELAINE COULDN'T HELP
BUT FEEL EXCLUDED.

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- AND, ELAINE...
- ( knock on door )

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...THE MOMENT THAT
YOU FELT SHUNTED ASIDE,

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YOU RAN BACK
TO YOUR FAMILY.

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EXACTLY.

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IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE KIND OF
LOCKED IN THIS CYCLE

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- THAT'S VERY DIFF--
- ( knocks on door )

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- HELLO, PAUL.
- WALTER, YOU'RE A LITTLE EARLY,

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AND WE'RE STILL
IN SESSION.

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OH, JEEZ.
I'M SORRY.

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I-- I'LL COME BACK.

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THANK YOU.

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SO-- I'M SORRY,
WHERE WERE WE?

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LOCKED IN A CYCLE.

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( theme music playing )

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I'M SORRY
ABOUT EARLIER.

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IT HAPPENS.

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I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MANY
FELLOW PATIENTS THERE WERE.

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YOU'RE BUSY ALL THE TIME,
AREN'T YOU?

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SO THEY FINALLY RELEASED ME
MONDAY AFTERNOON.

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THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP.

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CONNIE AND NATALIE
PICKED ME UP.

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WE HEADED STRAIGHT OUT
FOR THE BAY.

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I HAVE
A FEW SHACKS THERE--

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THAT CONNIE LIKES
TO CALL A COMPOUND--

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ON SHELTER ISLAND.

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WE DROVE UP--
A WARM DAY,

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FIRST SOUTHERLY WIND
OF THE NEW YEAR.

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IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY
ON MONDAY.

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IT'S AMAZING WHEN
THE COLD FINALLY BREAKS.

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OH, EVERYTHING WAS
SO MUDDY, THOUGH.

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THEY'RE A FEW WEEKS
BEHIND THE CITY WEATHERWISE.

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THE SNOW HAD JUST MELTED

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AND THE GROUND
WAS JUST SOAKED.

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I IMAGINE IT FELT GOOD
TO BE OUTSIDE,

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ESPECIALLY AFTER
THE LAST FEW WEEKS.

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YOU COULD SAY THAT.

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BUT... IT DIDN'T?

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WELL, NO,
THE AIR FELT GREAT.

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IT'S JUST THAT
CONNIE AND NATALIE--

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THEY WERE JUST SO...

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TENTATIVE WITH ME.

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THERE'S A SEPARATE STUDIO
NEAR THE MAIN HOUSE

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THAT I'VE USED
AS AN OFFICE SOMETIMES,

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OR SOMETIMES JUST TO--

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FOR A LITTLE PEACE AND QUIET
WHEN THE KIDS WERE YOUNGER.

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I WANTED TO GO THERE
BUT THEY KEPT ASKING ME WHY.

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WAS THERE ANYTHING YOU NEEDED
TO DO IN YOUR OFFICE?

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WELL, TAKE CARE
OF SOME BILLS.

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BUT MOSTLY I JUST WANTED
TO BE BY MYSELF.

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I JUST WANTED TO HAVE
A LITTLE PEACE.

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THAT'S UNUSUAL FOR YOU.

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WELL, CONNIE'S A TALKER--

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SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN
A TALKER--

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AND I GUESS
OVER THE YEARS

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I'VE LEARNED
HOW TO TUNE IT OUT.

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BUT THIS TIME
YOU DIDN'T.

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WELL, SOMETHING
ABOUT HER PITCH--
IT JUST BOTHERED ME.

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SO I WENT
TO THE OFFICE,

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AND A FEW MINUTES LATER
I LOOKED UP

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AND THERE'S NATALIE

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SPYING ON ME FROM HER
BEDROOM WINDOW.

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SHE'S STILL ON DUTY.

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YEAH, LIKE I WAS A LITTLE BOY
THAT SOMEONE HAD TO BABYSIT.

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YOU TOLD ME ONCE

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THAT WHEN YOU WERE
A LITTLE BOY YOURSELF,

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YOU WERE THE ONE ON DUTY
WITH YOUR PARENTS.

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OH, I DIDN'T DO
THAT MUCH,

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JUST KEPT AN EYE
ON THINGS.

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REALLY IT'S NOTHING EVEN
WORTH TALKING ABOUT.

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SO WHAT DID YOU DO
WHEN YOU SAW NATALIE

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KEEPING AN EYE ON YOU?

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I GLARED.

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THEN ABOUT 10 MINUTES LATER
SHE BROUGHT ME SOME TEA

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WHICH I HADN'T ASKED FOR.

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AND SHE ASKED IF SHE COULD
JUST SIT WITH ME.

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AND HOW WAS THAT?

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BRIEF.
SHE'S MY DAUGHTER.

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I DON'T GO TO HER
WITH MY PROBLEMS.

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YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP
WITH HER, THOUGH.

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YOU WROTE TO HER
ALMOST EVERY DAY

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WHEN SHE WAS IN RWANDA.

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I IMAGINE
SHE'D WORRY LESS

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IF YOU TALKED TO HER
A LITTLE BIT MORE

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ABOUT WHAT'S BEEN
GOING ON WITH YOU.

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WELL, I JUST DIDN'T
FEEL LIKE TALKING.

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SO I WENT TO THE SHED

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AND GOT THIS IMMENSE
PAIR OF CLIPPERS

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AND, OH, I STARTED
HACKING AWAY

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AT THE BRUSH
DOWN BY THE WATER,

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LIMBING THE TREES
AND PARING DOWN THE BUSHES.

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GOD, TORE MY HANDS UP
SOMETHING TERRIBLE.

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ALL THAT BRUSH-CLEARING--

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IT'S KIND OF LIKE

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WHAT WE'VE BEEN
DOING IN HERE.

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YOU LOST ME ON THAT ONE.

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IN THE SENSE
THAT WE'VE BEEN WORKING

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ON CLEARING PATHS,
OPENING UP YOUR VIEW

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OF HOW YOU GOT
TO WHERE YOU ARE.

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SO WHEN YOU MENTIONED
THIS WEEK'S THAW,

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IT MADE ME THINK OF THE WAY
OUR LAST SESSION ENDED.

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YOU KNOW,
BETWEEN THE PILLS

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AND THE THERAPISTS
I SAW AT THE HOSPITAL,

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I'M NOT SURE I EVEN
REMEMBER THAT ONE.

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YOU REALLY DON'T REMEMBER?

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I FIND THAT STRIKING,

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GIVEN HOW EMOTIONAL
A MOMENT THAT WAS.

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WELL, I KNOW
WE TALKED ABOUT

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GETTING ME OUT
OF THE CUCKOO'S NEST.

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AND I SHOWED YOU
MY POT HOLDER.

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THEN I GOT ANGRY ABOUT YOU
BRINGING UP CONNIE'S REHAB.

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I MEANT AFTER THAT,

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WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT
THE TWO WALTERS--

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THE ONE WHO YOU KNEW
AND THE ONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW.

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OH, YEAH.

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THAT'S RIGHT.

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YOU SEEMED QUITE MOVED

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WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT
RECONNECTING TO THE LOST WALTER.

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WELL, I MIGHT HAVE
TEARED UP A BIT,

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BUT I WAS TIRED

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AND THERE'S BEEN
A LOT OF STRESS.

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I UNDERSTAND THAT,
BUT MY MEMORY IS

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THAT YOU DIDN'T
JUST TEAR UP.

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YOU WERE ACTUALLY SOBBING.

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WHAT IS IT, WALTER?
WHERE DID YOU GO?

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I JUST REMEMBERED
A DREAM I HAD THIS WEEK.

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MR. DONALDSON CALLED ME IN
FOR A MEETING.

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ONLY IT WASN'T
IN AN OFFICE.

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IT WAS--

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IT WAS IN AN OLD GARAGE.

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I WENT IN,
WE SHOOK HANDS

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AND HE TOLD ME
THEY'D TRACED

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THE SOURCE
OF THE CONTAMINATION

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AND THAT IT WASN'T
ANYTHING WE'D DONE WRONG.

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SOME NUT JOB

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DELIBERATELY TAMPERING
WITH THE PRODUCT

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AND THEN PUTTING IT
BACK ON SHELF.

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GO ON.

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I FELT VINDICATED.

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AND THEN THE OLD MAN DID
SOMETHING HE NEVER DID--

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HE APOLOGIZED.

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HE SAID THAT
LETTING GO OF ME

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WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE
HE'D EVER MADE,

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THAT HE WANTED ME
TO TAKE MY OLD JOB BACK.

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YOU'D BE WALTER BARNETT,
C.E.O., AGAIN.

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I TRIED TO ANSWER,

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BUT I COULDN'T SPEAK.

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I--

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I OPENED MY MOUTH,

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BUT I COULDN'T
GET ANY WORDS OUT.

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I WOKE UP IN A SWEAT.

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I KEPT TRYING

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TO DIVE BACK INTO THE DREAM,
BUT I COULDN'T GET THERE.

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YOU WANTED TO FINISH
THE CONVERSATION?

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WHAT DID YOU MAKE
OF THAT DREAM?

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WELL, I GUESS
I STILL WANT TO THINK

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THE WHOLE MESS
NEVER HAPPENED.

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I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK.

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DO YOU?

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BECAUSE YOU SAID
YOU COULDN'T GET ANY WORDS OUT.

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IS IT POSSIBLE
THAT YOU WEREN'T SURE

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IF YOU WANTED TO GO BACK?

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NO, PROBABLY JUST
BARGAINING.

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COULD BE.
OR PERHAPS NOW

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WITH A LITTLE DISTANCE
YOU HAVE A GREATER SENSE

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OF THE ENORMOUS STRAIN
YOU'VE BEEN UNDER FOR SO LONG.

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IT NEVER USED TO FEEL
LIKE A STRAIN.

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THAT'S RIGHT.

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I THINK YOU GENUINELY
DIDN'T FEEL IT.

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YOU'VE BECOME
EXCEPTIONALLY ADEPT

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AT OVERRIDING
YOUR FEELINGS.

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THAT'S WHAT WE WERE BEGINNING
TO TALK ABOUT LAST WEEK.

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DO YOU REMEMBER?

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RIGHT,

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HOW THE WEAK WALTER
COULDN'T HANDLE THE STRESS.

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DID YOU THINK ABOUT
THAT WALTER THIS WEEK?

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THE LOST BOY?

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NO, NOT REALLY.

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YOU DID MAKE ME THINK
ABOUT MY FATHER.

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YOUR FATHER?

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HOW DID I DO THAT?

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JUST BEFORE,
WHEN I CAME EARLY

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AND I WALKED IN ON YOU,

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YOU JUST HAD A LOOK
ON YOUR FACE

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THAT REMINDED ME OF HIM.

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TER TOMMY--
- IN WHAT WAY?
- A

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AFTER THE ACCIDENT,

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HE COULDN'T SLEEP
NIGHTS ANYMORE.

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INSOMNIA?

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YEAH, AND HE STARTED

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TO WORK
THE GRAVEYARD SHIFT.

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AND WHEN HE'D COME HOME
FROM THE FACTORY,

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HE DIDN'T WANT
TO WAKE UP MY MOTHER,

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SO HE'D GO TO SLEEP
ON THE COUCH.

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AND I'D COME DOWNSTAIRS

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AND I'D WANT TO TALK
TO HIM, YOU KNOW,

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ABOUT-- I DON'T KNOW--
THE DAY BEFORE,

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WHAT HAPPENED AT SCHOOL.

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AND THERE WAS THAT LOOK.

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CAN YOU DESCRIBE IT?

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"HOW THE HELL
DO I GET RID OF YOU

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WITHOUT MAKING YOU
FEEL BAD?"

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COME ON, LISTEN,
IT'S OKAY.

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REALLY, YOU WERE BUSY.

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IF IT HAD BEEN MY SESSION
AND SOMEBODY WALKED IN,

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I WOULD HAVE BEEN
PISSED OFF.

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STILL, YOU FELT REJECTED,

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EVEN ABANDONED.

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NO, I WAS EARLY.

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RIGHT, THE SAME WAY

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YOU WERE TOO EARLY
FOR YOUR DAD.

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WORK COMES FIRST.

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THAT'S LIFE.

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MY MOTHER DIDN'T SEE
MUCH OF HIM EITHER.

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SHE GOT USED TO IT.

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SHE'D COME HOME
FROM THE HOSPITAL--

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SHE WAS A NURSE--

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AND I'D FIX HER
AN OLD-FASHIONED.

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WE'D EAT.

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I'D FIX HER ANOTHER.

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I HAD TO GET THE CHERRY AND
THE ORANGE WEDGE JUST RIGHT.

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THEN SHE'D GO
IN HER BEDROOM.

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I WAS ALWAYS NERVOUS

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THAT SHE'D FALL ASLEEP

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WHILE SHE WAS
SMOKING IN BED,

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SO I'D CHECK IN ON HER

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AND MAKE SURE
ALL THE ASHTRAYS WERE OUT.

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00:11:53,346 --> 00:11:56,249
THAT'S A LOT OF RESPONSIBILITY
FOR A YOUNG BOY.

235
00:11:56,349 --> 00:11:59,186
OH, LISTEN, THEY WERE--

236
00:11:59,286 --> 00:12:01,254
YOU CAN'T BLAME HER--

237
00:12:01,354 --> 00:12:03,290
EITHER OF THEM.

238
00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:05,258
THEIR LIVES WERE RUINED.

239
00:12:05,358 --> 00:12:07,527
I DON'T THINK THERE'S
ANY NEED TO BLAME THEM

240
00:12:07,627 --> 00:12:12,099
IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND
YOUR LONELINESS.

241
00:12:12,199 --> 00:12:15,936
THEY WERE TOO GRIEF-STRICKEN
TO TAKE CARE OF ME.

242
00:12:16,036 --> 00:12:19,739
I HAD TO PUT AWAY
MY CHILDISH THINGS.

243
00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:21,775
ACTUALLY, I THINK
THE VERSE IS,

244
00:12:21,875 --> 00:12:25,445
"WHEN I BECAME A MAN,
I PUT AWAY CHILDISH THINGS."

245
00:12:25,545 --> 00:12:28,015
YOU WERE STILL A BOY.

246
00:12:28,115 --> 00:12:29,883
A LOT OF KIDS
HAD IT WORSE.

247
00:12:29,983 --> 00:12:32,119
DO YOU REMEMBER
ANY GOOD TIMES?

248
00:12:32,219 --> 00:12:35,688
DID THE THREE OF YOU
SPEND TIME TOGETHER?

249
00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:37,858
NOT SO MUCH.

250
00:12:37,958 --> 00:12:40,627
ON WEEKENDS HE WAS ALWAYS
TINKERING WITH HIS CAR.

251
00:12:40,727 --> 00:12:43,563
THAT THING WAS
A REAL MONEY PIT.

252
00:12:43,663 --> 00:12:45,598
DID YOU HAVE A GARAGE?

253
00:12:45,698 --> 00:12:48,601
OH, YEAH. I USED TO
PEEK IN ON HIM.

254
00:12:48,701 --> 00:12:49,970
AND HE DIDN'T LET YOU IN?

255
00:12:50,070 --> 00:12:51,604
AFTER A WHILE
I FIGURED OUT

256
00:12:51,704 --> 00:12:55,408
HOW TO STAND ON A GARBAGE CAN
AND LOOK THROUGH THE WINDOW.

257
00:12:55,508 --> 00:12:57,577
IT TURNED OUT,
MOST OF THE TIME

258
00:12:57,677 --> 00:12:59,712
HE WASN'T WORKING
ON THE CAR.

259
00:12:59,813 --> 00:13:02,950
HE WAS STARING

260
00:13:03,050 --> 00:13:07,587
AT A PICTURE OF TOMMY
ON THE WALL.

261
00:13:07,687 --> 00:13:11,424
ONE TIME HE SAW ME.

262
00:13:11,524 --> 00:13:13,760
IT WAS TERRIBLE.

263
00:13:13,861 --> 00:13:15,428
YOU WANTED
TO CONNECT WITH HIM,

264
00:13:15,528 --> 00:13:19,967
BUT YOU FELT
HE DIDN'T WANT YOU THERE.
IS THAT IT?

265
00:13:20,067 --> 00:13:23,937
THE BOYS USED TO SPY ON ME
THE SAME WAY

266
00:13:24,037 --> 00:13:28,108
WHEN I WORKED ON WEEKENDS.

267
00:13:28,208 --> 00:13:31,511
THEY'D WANT TO PLAY
OR GO SWIMMING,

268
00:13:31,611 --> 00:13:34,614
AND I ALWAYS HAD
WORK TO DO.

269
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:38,351
I PROBABLY GAVE THEM
THE SAME LOOK.

270
00:13:38,451 --> 00:13:41,821
MAYBE THAT'S WHY
WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING
TO TALK ABOUT NOW.

271
00:13:41,922 --> 00:13:44,724
YOU KNOW, WALTER,
IT'S NOT TOO LATE FOR YOU
TO GET TO KNOW THEM

272
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,726
AND FOR THEM
TO GET TO KNOW YOU.

273
00:13:46,826 --> 00:13:49,096
NO, I DON'T THINK
THEY'D BE INTERESTED.

274
00:13:49,196 --> 00:13:53,333
MAYBE THEY FEEL, I DON'T KNOW,
INTIMIDATED BY YOU,

275
00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:56,269
REPAIRING THOSE RELATIONSHIPS
IS SOMETHING THAT WE CAN
WORK ON IN HERE.

276
00:13:56,369 --> 00:13:59,072
I SAID I DON'T THINK
THEY'RE INTERESTED.

277
00:13:59,172 --> 00:14:01,608
YOU WERE INTERESTED
IN TALKING TO YOUR FATHER

278
00:14:01,708 --> 00:14:04,011
ABOUT WHAT YOU SAW
IN THAT GARAGE.

279
00:14:04,111 --> 00:14:06,546
IN FACT, YOU'RE STILL
DREAMING ABOUT IT.

280
00:14:06,646 --> 00:14:08,715
WE NEVER DISCUSSED IT.

281
00:14:08,815 --> 00:14:11,784
A FEW YEARS LATER
WE MOVED

282
00:14:11,885 --> 00:14:14,154
TO THE NEXT
COAL TOWN OVER.

283
00:14:14,254 --> 00:14:17,090
MY MOTHER
DIDN'T WANT TO GO,

284
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,326
BUT MY FATHER THOUGHT
IT WOULD BE BETTER

285
00:14:19,426 --> 00:14:21,861
TO START OVER AGAIN
IN A NEW PLACE

286
00:14:21,962 --> 00:14:25,465
WITHOUT TOMMY'S PRESENCE
HOVERING OVER EVERYTHING.

287
00:14:25,565 --> 00:14:27,834
AND HOW DID YOU FEEL
ABOUT IT?

288
00:14:27,935 --> 00:14:30,137
THEY DIDN'T ASK ME.

289
00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:32,139
IT MUST BE HARD,
AS A CHILD,

290
00:14:32,239 --> 00:14:35,308
TO KNOW WHAT YOUR
FEELINGS ARE WHEN YOU'RE
NOT ASKED ABOUT THEM.

291
00:14:35,408 --> 00:14:38,845
YOU KNOW, FOR AWHILE THERE
AFTER WE MOVED,

292
00:14:38,946 --> 00:14:41,814
I'D RUN AWAY

293
00:14:41,915 --> 00:14:46,086
BACK TO THE OLD HOME.

294
00:14:46,186 --> 00:14:49,322
I'D GET ON MY BIKE
AND I'D JUST GO THERE,

295
00:14:49,422 --> 00:14:53,093
I DON'T KNOW, TO CHECK
IF TOMMY WAS WAITING FOR US.

296
00:14:53,193 --> 00:14:57,764
GO FIGURE OUT A CHILD.

297
00:14:57,864 --> 00:15:00,533
WHAT WOULD YOU DO
WHEN YOU VISITED?

298
00:15:00,633 --> 00:15:03,103
NOTHING.

299
00:15:03,203 --> 00:15:06,806
I'D JUST SIT THERE
FOR HOURS, WAITING.

300
00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:11,178
AND, WELL, HE NEVER
CAME BACK, OF COURSE.

301
00:15:11,278 --> 00:15:15,548
I WONDER IF MAYBE
YOU DIDN'T GO BACK

302
00:15:15,648 --> 00:15:18,318
JUST TO LOOK FOR TOMMY.

303
00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:20,787
MAYBE THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE
YOU WERE LOOKING FOR.

304
00:15:20,887 --> 00:15:22,990
WHO?

305
00:15:23,090 --> 00:15:26,393
THE BOY THAT YOU WERE
BEFORE TOMMY WAS KILLED.

306
00:15:29,162 --> 00:15:32,232
MAYBE THE OLD HOUSE
WAS THE ONLY PLACE

307
00:15:32,332 --> 00:15:35,368
YOU COULD LET YOURSELF
FEEL YOUR LOSSES

308
00:15:35,468 --> 00:15:37,137
AND FIND INTIMACY

309
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:40,073
WITH SOMETHING
THAT WAS GONE--

310
00:15:41,241 --> 00:15:43,310
WITH YOUR DEAD BROTHER

311
00:15:44,877 --> 00:15:46,513
AND YOUR MEMORIES.

312
00:15:48,281 --> 00:15:50,783
THERE WAS NOTHING THERE
FOR YOU, WALTER,

313
00:15:50,883 --> 00:15:52,619
AND THERE WAS NOTHING
IN THE NEW HOME

314
00:15:52,719 --> 00:15:56,623
EXCEPT DUTY, LONELINESS.

315
00:16:05,065 --> 00:16:06,966
DON'T WORRY,

316
00:16:07,067 --> 00:16:10,370
I'M NOT GONNA CRY.

317
00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:13,473
I KNOW HOW UNCOMFORTABLE
THAT MADE YOU.

318
00:16:13,573 --> 00:16:17,377
IS THAT HOW YOU THOUGHT
I REACTED, WALTER,
TO LAST WEEK?

319
00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:18,945
OH, COME ON, PAUL.

320
00:16:19,046 --> 00:16:21,448
YOU DON'T NEED
TO PRETEND.

321
00:16:21,548 --> 00:16:24,917
I KNOW I'VE BEEN
A BASKET CASE IN HERE.

322
00:16:25,018 --> 00:16:28,121
I KNOW HOW THAT
DISGUSTED YOU.

323
00:16:28,221 --> 00:16:29,956
WHY WOULD
I FEEL LIKE THAT?

324
00:16:30,057 --> 00:16:33,160
I'M A GROWN MAN.

325
00:16:33,260 --> 00:16:37,897
I'M NOT A SIX-YEAR-OLD.

326
00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:40,667
AND MEN DON'T CRY.

327
00:16:40,767 --> 00:16:42,435
MAYBE THEY DO NOW.

328
00:16:42,535 --> 00:16:45,072
BUT WHEN I BECAME A MAN,
THEY DIDN'T.

329
00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:47,074
WAS THAT WHAT YOUR FATHER
TAUGHT YOU?

330
00:16:47,174 --> 00:16:49,109
HE DIDN'T HAVE TO.
WHERE I GREW UP,

331
00:16:49,209 --> 00:16:50,943
A BOY WOULDN'T BE
CAUGHT DEAD CRYING.

332
00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:54,714
HOW ABOUT WHEN TOMMY DIED?
DID YOU CRY THEN?

333
00:16:54,814 --> 00:16:57,250
I WAS UPSET.

334
00:16:57,350 --> 00:17:01,288
I KNEW IT WAS MY FAULT.

335
00:17:01,388 --> 00:17:04,524
MAYBE I STARTED
TO TREMBLE.

336
00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:06,826
MAYBE I STARTED TO CRY.

337
00:17:06,926 --> 00:17:09,362
YEAH YEAH.

338
00:17:09,462 --> 00:17:11,364
BECAUSE THE OLD MAN,
I REMEMBER,

339
00:17:11,464 --> 00:17:15,702
PICKED ME UP
AND SHOOK ME HARD.

340
00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:19,239
"DON'T YOU DARE,"
HE SAID,

341
00:17:19,339 --> 00:17:21,374
"IN FRONT OF YOUR MOTHER.

342
00:17:21,474 --> 00:17:26,546
( emphatically )
DON'T YOU EVER."

343
00:17:40,360 --> 00:17:43,796
DO YOU THINK
THAT'S WHEN YOU STARTED

344
00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:48,268
TO MAYBE SHUT DOWN
A LITTLE?

345
00:17:48,368 --> 00:17:52,139
YOU MEAN THAT
OTHER WALTER OF YOURS?

346
00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:54,474
MAYBE IT'S NOT REALLY FAIR
TO CALL HIM

347
00:17:54,574 --> 00:17:58,145
"THE OTHER WALTER."

348
00:17:58,245 --> 00:18:00,180
THE TRUTH IS,
HE'S A PART OF YOU--

349
00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,915
A PART OF YOU THAT WAS
SPLIT OFF AND NEGLECTED

350
00:18:03,015 --> 00:18:06,018
FOR A VERY LONG TIME.

351
00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:09,055
I WAS DOING FINE
WITHOUT HIM

352
00:18:09,156 --> 00:18:11,090
ALL THIS TIME,
WASN'T I?

353
00:18:11,191 --> 00:18:12,659
YOU DID MORE THAN FINE.

354
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:16,095
YOU ACCOMPLISHED GREAT THINGS
IN YOUR LIFE, WALTER.

355
00:18:16,196 --> 00:18:18,831
SO WHY IS THIS SPLIT
A BAD THING?

356
00:18:18,931 --> 00:18:21,768
WELL, IT CAN BE HARD
TO LIVE YOUR LIFE,

357
00:18:21,868 --> 00:18:23,870
TO BE GENUINELY FULFILLED,

358
00:18:23,970 --> 00:18:27,440
WHEN A PART
OF YOUR TRUE SELF

359
00:18:27,540 --> 00:18:29,676
IS LOCKED AWAY.

360
00:18:29,776 --> 00:18:33,012
I THINK THAT WHAT HAPPENED WAS
THAT THE OTHER PART OF YOU--

361
00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,014
THE PART THAT TOOK
RESPONSIBILITY,

362
00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:37,150
THAT SHOULDERED
ALL THESE BURDENS--

363
00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:39,886
THAT'S THE PART
THAT GOT REWARDED

364
00:18:39,986 --> 00:18:41,888
EARLY AND OFTEN.

365
00:18:41,988 --> 00:18:43,656
OKAY.

366
00:18:43,756 --> 00:18:46,159
THE MORE YOU TOOK ON,
THE MORE PRAISE YOU GOT.

367
00:18:46,259 --> 00:18:47,927
YOUR DAD
MUST HAVE BEEN RELIEVED

368
00:18:48,027 --> 00:18:50,263
NOT TO HAVE TO WORRY
ABOUT HIS WIFE.

369
00:18:50,363 --> 00:18:52,332
AND YOUR MOM--
I CAN IMAGINE

370
00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:54,334
HOW IMPORTANT YOU FELT

371
00:18:54,434 --> 00:18:57,437
JUST KNOWING THAT
YOU WERE HER LIFELINE.

372
00:18:59,639 --> 00:19:01,374
SHE WAS TRICKY.

373
00:19:01,474 --> 00:19:04,511
WE WERE ALWAYS
WALKING ON EGGSHELLS.

374
00:19:04,611 --> 00:19:06,879
MY FATHER AND I
DIDN'T EVEN TELL HER

375
00:19:06,979 --> 00:19:09,048
I WAS GOING TO VIETNAM

376
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:10,917
UNTIL TWO OR THREE DAYS
BEFORE I LEFT.

377
00:19:11,017 --> 00:19:15,888
AND YOU WERE A HERO
IN VIETNAM AS WELL.

378
00:19:15,988 --> 00:19:18,925
JAMES DONALDSON
WAS THE HERO.

379
00:19:19,025 --> 00:19:21,428
I JUST DID MY PART.

380
00:19:21,528 --> 00:19:24,864
BUT I'M SURE YOU WERE
A NATURAL LEADER.

381
00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:26,866
IN THE CHAOS OF THE WAR

382
00:19:26,966 --> 00:19:29,202
PEOPLE MUST HAVE
LOOKED TO YOU,

383
00:19:29,302 --> 00:19:31,204
AND THEY WERE RIGHT
TO DO SO.

384
00:19:31,304 --> 00:19:34,874
YOU'D BEEN TRAINED
FROM AN EARLY AGE TO STEP UP.

385
00:19:34,974 --> 00:19:36,343
IT HELPED ME SURVIVE.

386
00:19:36,443 --> 00:19:38,945
IT'S ALWAYS HELPED YOU
SURVIVE, WALTER,

387
00:19:39,045 --> 00:19:41,047
EVEN THRIVE.

388
00:19:41,147 --> 00:19:44,351
IT'S HOW YOU ROSE
TO THE TOP OF YOUR FIELD.

389
00:19:44,451 --> 00:19:48,621
EXCEPT THAT IT WASN'T REALLY
YOUR FIELD, WAS IT?

390
00:19:49,989 --> 00:19:51,624
WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

391
00:19:51,724 --> 00:19:53,526
IT WAS JAMES'S.

392
00:19:53,626 --> 00:19:56,696
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY
YOU SPENT YOUR WORKING LIFE

393
00:19:56,796 --> 00:19:59,232
BUILDING THE DONALDSONS'
FAMILY BUSINESS?

394
00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:03,503
WAS IT JUST ANOTHER RESCUE
THAT YOU TOOK ON,

395
00:20:03,603 --> 00:20:06,273
LIKE THE WAY
YOU NURSED YOUR MOTHER

396
00:20:06,373 --> 00:20:11,110
OR YOUR WIFE?

397
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:13,212
SEE, THAT'S THE PARADOX--

398
00:20:13,313 --> 00:20:15,214
YOU'VE BEEN REWARDED
FOR SO LONG

399
00:20:15,315 --> 00:20:18,985
FOR YOUR GRACE
UNDER FIRE

400
00:20:19,085 --> 00:20:21,454
THAT YOU JUST DON'T THINK

401
00:20:21,554 --> 00:20:23,323
YOU'RE OF ANY VALUE
TO ANYBODY

402
00:20:23,423 --> 00:20:25,325
UNLESS YOU'RE IN THAT ROLE.

403
00:20:25,425 --> 00:20:27,460
NOW THAT
YOU'VE LAUNCHED THEM,

404
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:30,062
YOUR BOYS DON'T WANT
TO GET TO KNOW YOU.

405
00:20:30,162 --> 00:20:32,164
NATALIE WAS DONE WITH YOU.

406
00:20:32,265 --> 00:20:34,301
I DON'T WANT
TO SEE YOU AT THE DOOR.

407
00:20:34,401 --> 00:20:36,936
THE ONLY WAY
TO FEEL NOT REJECTED

408
00:20:37,036 --> 00:20:39,238
IS TO CARRY THE WEIGHT

409
00:20:39,339 --> 00:20:41,040
AND TO KEEP CARRYING IT,

410
00:20:41,140 --> 00:20:43,042
EVEN THOUGH YOUR MIND
AND YOUR BODY

411
00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:45,578
ARE SCREAMING
AT YOU TO STOP.

412
00:20:56,689 --> 00:20:59,959
WELL, I'VE STOPPED NOW,
HAVEN'T I?

413
00:21:01,694 --> 00:21:04,697
WALTER BARNETT,
THE C.E.O.--

414
00:21:04,797 --> 00:21:06,433
HE'S GONE.

415
00:21:08,735 --> 00:21:11,170
HE CAME TO YOU
WITH A SLEEPING PROBLEM,

416
00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:16,042
AND WITHIN WEEKS
HIS LIFE WAS IN SHAMBLES.

417
00:21:16,142 --> 00:21:18,010
I THINK WE BOTH UNDERSTAND

418
00:21:18,110 --> 00:21:19,512
THAT BY THE TIME
YOU CAME TO SEE ME

419
00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:21,514
THERE WAS NO WAY
TO PREVENT THE CRASH.

420
00:21:21,614 --> 00:21:24,183
YOU KNEW I WAS HEADED
FOR THIS?

421
00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:27,654
THE WALTER YOU KNEW,
THE HERO--

422
00:21:27,754 --> 00:21:30,557
HE STAVED IT OFF
AS LONG AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE.

423
00:21:30,657 --> 00:21:33,826
IF HE COULD HAVE
HELD IT TOGETHER THIS TIME,

424
00:21:33,926 --> 00:21:35,628
HE WOULD HAVE.

425
00:21:38,064 --> 00:21:40,733
WELL, IT DOESN'T MATTER
EITHER WAY, DOES IT?

426
00:21:41,868 --> 00:21:43,736
WE BOTH KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME.

427
00:21:43,836 --> 00:21:45,171
WHAT IS THAT?

428
00:21:45,271 --> 00:21:46,906
I MISSED IT.

429
00:21:47,006 --> 00:21:49,108
WHAT DID YOU MISS?

430
00:21:49,208 --> 00:21:50,810
MY LIFE.

431
00:21:52,211 --> 00:21:53,880
ISN'T THAT
WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?

432
00:21:59,552 --> 00:22:02,254
I'M 68 YEARS OLD,

433
00:22:02,355 --> 00:22:05,858
AND I HAVEN'T LIVED
ONE MOMENT OF MY LIFE

434
00:22:05,958 --> 00:22:08,060
FOR MYSELF.

435
00:22:10,363 --> 00:22:12,832
WHAT THE HELL AM I
SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT?

436
00:22:19,406 --> 00:22:21,674
ARE YOU GOING
TO SAY ANYTHING?

437
00:22:23,576 --> 00:22:26,312
JUST THAT I THINK
THAT NOW IS THE TIME

438
00:22:26,413 --> 00:22:29,248
TO STOP TAKING CARE
OF EVERYBODY ELSE, WALTER,

439
00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:33,586
AND START RECONNECTING
TO YOURSELF.

440
00:22:35,254 --> 00:22:37,624
WAS THIS YOUR PLAN
ALL ALONG--

441
00:22:37,724 --> 00:22:40,593
TO BREAK ME DOWN
SO THAT I'D BECOME
DEPENDENT ON YOU?

442
00:22:40,693 --> 00:22:43,663
THIS WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN
MY CONSCIOUS CHOICE FOR YOU

443
00:22:43,763 --> 00:22:46,833
ANY MORE THAN IT WAS YOURS.

444
00:22:46,933 --> 00:22:50,637
BUT THE DEFENSES
THAT HELD YOU TOGETHER
YOUR WHOLE LIFE--

445
00:22:50,737 --> 00:22:53,105
THEY JUST FINALLY
WORE OUT.

446
00:22:53,205 --> 00:22:55,307
YOU HAVE TWO CHOICES NOW.

447
00:22:55,408 --> 00:22:58,611
WE CAN TRY
TO WRAP YOU BACK UP,

448
00:22:58,711 --> 00:23:02,114
WORK ON SIMPLE
BEHAVIORAL CHANGES.

449
00:23:02,214 --> 00:23:04,984
AND YOU AND I CAN BOTH TALK

450
00:23:05,084 --> 00:23:07,186
TO YOUR PSYCHOPHARMACOLOGIST,

451
00:23:07,286 --> 00:23:10,156
GET YOU BACK TO MANAGING THINGS
THE WAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE.

452
00:23:10,256 --> 00:23:13,626
IT'S A VALID APPROACH.

453
00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:16,796
OR?

454
00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:19,532
THERE'S A MORE
CHALLENGING ROUTE.

455
00:23:19,632 --> 00:23:22,602
IF WE CAN KEEP GOING,
DOING THE WORK THAT WE DO,

456
00:23:22,702 --> 00:23:25,438
EVEN AT THIS STAGE
OF YOUR LIFE

457
00:23:25,538 --> 00:23:27,440
I KNOW THAT YOU
CAN ACHIEVE

458
00:23:27,540 --> 00:23:30,843
A NEW WAY OF BEING

459
00:23:30,943 --> 00:23:33,513
WITH CONNIE, WITH NATALIE
AND THE BOYS,

460
00:23:33,613 --> 00:23:38,384
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY,
WITH YOURSELF.

461
00:23:38,485 --> 00:23:41,387
AND WE CAN KEEP EXPLORING
THOSE PARTS OF YOURSELF

462
00:23:41,488 --> 00:23:44,557
THAT WE'VE JUST BEGUN
TO DISCOVER.

463
00:23:47,093 --> 00:23:48,294
I'M AN OLD DOG, PAUL.

464
00:23:48,394 --> 00:23:51,097
70 ISN'T OLD, WALTER.

465
00:23:51,197 --> 00:23:53,099
IT WILL TAKE WORK--

466
00:23:53,199 --> 00:23:57,504
GENUINE INTROSPECTION.

467
00:23:57,604 --> 00:23:59,706
AND YOU'LL HAVE TO COME
MORE OFTEN.

468
00:23:59,806 --> 00:24:02,975
YOU REALLY WANT TO SPEND
A COUPLE MORE HOURS A WEEK

469
00:24:03,075 --> 00:24:05,845
WITH AN OLD MAN?

470
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,314
I WOULDN'T OFFER IT
IF I DIDN'T THINK

471
00:24:08,414 --> 00:24:11,718
IT WAS WORTH
YOUR TIME AND MINE.

472
00:24:11,818 --> 00:24:14,020
WHY IS IT WORTH YOUR TIME?

473
00:24:15,555 --> 00:24:18,525
BECAUSE YOU'VE RESCUED
SO MANY OTHERS,

474
00:24:19,592 --> 00:24:20,693
I WANT TO BE THERE

475
00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:24,964
WHEN YOU GO BACK
AND RESCUE YOURSELF.

476
00:24:35,608 --> 00:24:37,209
FINE, PAUL.

477
00:24:39,345 --> 00:24:40,780
FINE.

478
00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:49,255
WHEN DO WE START?

479
00:24:55,528 --> 00:25:01,534
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