1
00:00:05,706 --> 00:00:06,874
YEAH WELL, I--
( sighs )

2
00:00:06,974 --> 00:00:10,010
I'LL LEAVE IT
TO YOU, WENDY.

3
00:00:10,111 --> 00:00:12,113
NO. WHY DON'T YOU
JUST BUY THE TICKETS

4
00:00:12,213 --> 00:00:14,615
AND I'LL BE THERE?

5
00:00:14,715 --> 00:00:15,983
( Wendy speaking softly )

6
00:00:16,084 --> 00:00:18,719
THAT SOUNDS--

7
00:00:18,819 --> 00:00:20,621
THAT SOUNDS FINE.

8
00:00:20,721 --> 00:00:23,157
OH. OH.

9
00:00:24,292 --> 00:00:26,026
THAT SOUNDS FINE TOO.

10
00:00:26,127 --> 00:00:27,761
IT'S A BIT--

11
00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:29,563
A BIT ASININE.

12
00:00:30,631 --> 00:00:34,034
NO NO. NO NO, WENDY.
GO-- GO AHEAD.

13
00:00:34,135 --> 00:00:36,537
I LOVE ASININE.

14
00:00:36,637 --> 00:00:38,306
( chuckles )

15
00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,276
OKAY. OH.

16
00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:45,879
- COBBLE HILL. 6:50.
- ( speaks softly )

17
00:00:45,979 --> 00:00:49,550
NO, LET'S--
LET'S MEET THERE, OKAY?

18
00:00:49,650 --> 00:00:51,185
I-I-- UH...

19
00:00:51,285 --> 00:00:52,953
I JUST WANT TO DROP
SOME THINGS OFF

20
00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:54,488
- AT MY PLACE.
- ( door opens )

21
00:00:54,588 --> 00:00:57,191
I'M STOPPING
BY THE MARKET RIGHT NOW.

22
00:00:57,291 --> 00:01:00,828
- ( speaking softly )
- SOY MILK. OKAY.

23
00:01:00,928 --> 00:01:03,831
- ORGANIC.
- UH--

24
00:01:03,931 --> 00:01:06,200
OKAY, I-- I'VE
GOTTA RUN, WENDY.

25
00:01:06,300 --> 00:01:09,203
OKAY, ORGANIC. I'VE GOT IT.
TALK TO YOU LATER.

26
00:01:09,303 --> 00:01:12,740
SORRY, I-- I DIDN'T HEAR
YOU COME IN.

27
00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:14,575
HI, I'M ADELE BROUSE.

28
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- PAUL WESTON.
- PLEASE COME INSIDE.

29
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THANK YOU.

30
00:01:24,485 --> 00:01:27,655
( theme music playing )

31
00:01:49,076 --> 00:01:51,612
WELL,

32
00:01:51,712 --> 00:01:53,947
IT'S, UM--

33
00:01:54,047 --> 00:01:57,218
IT'S VERY BRIGHT
IN HERE.

34
00:01:57,318 --> 00:02:01,855
MY, UH--
MY OFFICE IS DARK--
( chuckles )

35
00:02:01,955 --> 00:02:05,326
MORE... BURROWLIKE.
( chuckles )

36
00:02:05,426 --> 00:02:06,994
SHOULD I LOWER
THE SHADES?

37
00:02:07,094 --> 00:02:09,297
NO NO NO NO,
THEY'RE FINE.

38
00:02:09,397 --> 00:02:13,567
66I SHOULD PRACTICE CASTING
OFF MY MOLISH WAYS.

39
00:02:20,941 --> 00:02:24,478
THE SUN IS PROBABLY--

40
00:02:24,578 --> 00:02:27,515
IT'S PROBABLY
GOOD FOR ME. THEY--

41
00:02:27,615 --> 00:02:30,751
THEY SAY IT HELPS
WITH SLEEP.

42
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AHEM.
( sighs )

43
00:02:34,288 --> 00:02:36,324
THAT WOULD BE SOMETHING,
WOULDN'T IT? JUST--

44
00:02:36,424 --> 00:02:38,125
IF THAT'S ALL IT TOOK--

45
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A HEALTHY DOSE
OF SUNLIGHT,

46
00:02:40,628 --> 00:02:44,932
SO I COULD JUST
GO OUTSIDE, AND...

47
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I WOULDN'T
NEED TO BE HERE.

48
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YOU'D RATHER
NOT BE HERE.

49
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VERY ASTUTE,
BUT THE TRUTH IS,
I DON'T REALLY MIND.

50
00:02:52,706 --> 00:02:54,908
LONG AS I LEAVE WITH--

51
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- WITH WHAT I CAME FOR.
- YOU SAID ON THE PHONE
YOU'RE IN NEED

52
00:02:58,111 --> 00:03:01,415
- OF A REFILL OF YOUR
AMBIEN PRESCRIPTION?
- YEAH, THAT'S CORRECT.

53
00:03:01,515 --> 00:03:05,486
AND I'LL TAKE THAT
TO GO, PLEASE.
( chuckles )

54
00:03:08,456 --> 00:03:10,157
I THINK I EXPLAINED

55
00:03:10,258 --> 00:03:13,261
THAT MY SLEEP
HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.

56
00:03:13,361 --> 00:03:17,097
MY DOCTOR IN BALTIMORE WAS
RENEWING THE PRESCRIPTION
LONG-DISTANCE,

57
00:03:17,197 --> 00:03:20,334
BUT NOW
HE'S DECIDED TO STOP.

58
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HE WANTED ME
TO FIND SOMEBODY LOCAL,

59
00:03:25,105 --> 00:03:26,507
YOU'RE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD

60
00:03:26,607 --> 00:03:29,943
AND YOU HAD
AN OPEN APPOINTMENT SO--

61
00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:32,212
I SEE.

62
00:03:32,313 --> 00:03:34,282
HOW LONG HAVE YOU
BEEN TAKING AMBIEN?

63
00:03:34,382 --> 00:03:38,586
ABOUT FIVE YEARS,
ON-- ON AND OFF.

64
00:03:40,254 --> 00:03:42,323
- NIGHTLY?
- WELL, NIGHTLY

65
00:03:42,423 --> 00:03:44,992
FOR THE PAST YEAR,
MAYBE-- I DON'T KNOW--

66
00:03:45,092 --> 00:03:48,028
14-- 14 MONTHS.

67
00:03:48,128 --> 00:03:49,730
ONE YEAR
OR 14 MONTHS?

68
00:03:49,830 --> 00:03:52,266
14 MONTHS.

69
00:03:53,567 --> 00:03:56,570
- HOW MANY MILLIGRAMS?
- 10.

70
00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:01,975
THE DOCTOR IN BALTIMORE
WAS YOUR THERAPIST?

71
00:04:02,075 --> 00:04:04,612
- MY PHYSICIAN.
- YOUR PRIMARY CARE
PHYSICIAN?

72
00:04:04,712 --> 00:04:07,881
YES, MY PRIMARY
CARE PHYSICIAN. YEAH.

73
00:04:07,981 --> 00:04:10,451
AND YOU'RE NEW
TO NEW YORK?

74
00:04:10,551 --> 00:04:12,353
HOW LONG HAVE
YOU BEEN HERE?

75
00:04:12,453 --> 00:04:15,289
TWO YEARS--
TWO YEARS AND ONE MONTH

76
00:04:15,389 --> 00:04:17,057
SINCE YOU SEEM
TO LIKE BEING PRECISE.

77
00:04:17,157 --> 00:04:20,894
AND PRECISELY
THREE NIGHTS AGO
I RAN OUT OF AMBIEN.

78
00:04:25,232 --> 00:04:27,134
SORRY.

79
00:04:27,234 --> 00:04:30,738
I'VE-- I HAVEN'T SLEPT
SINCE TUESDAY.

80
00:04:30,838 --> 00:04:32,640
IT CAN BE DIFFICULT
TO STOP ABRUPTLY.

81
00:04:32,740 --> 00:04:35,242
YEAH. BELIEVE ME,
I'M AWARE OF THAT.

82
00:04:35,343 --> 00:04:37,445
WELL, I NEVER WOULD
HAVE STOPPED

83
00:04:37,545 --> 00:04:39,647
IF I HADN'T RUN
OUT OF PILLS.

84
00:04:39,747 --> 00:04:44,151
I STARTED
TO TAKE ANOTHER HALF
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

85
00:04:44,251 --> 00:04:48,155
- HALF OF--
- HALF A PILL.

86
00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:49,990
THAT WOULD BE
HALF OF 10,

87
00:04:50,090 --> 00:04:53,394
WHICH IS FIVE.

88
00:04:54,962 --> 00:04:56,730
GOT IT.

89
00:04:56,830 --> 00:05:00,267
SO EARLY IN THE WEEK
I NOTICED THE BOTTLE
WAS EMPTY.

90
00:05:00,368 --> 00:05:02,536
I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT
WITH MY NEUROLOGIST

91
00:05:02,636 --> 00:05:04,204
FIRST THING MONDAY
MORNING, AND I SAID,

92
00:05:04,304 --> 00:05:06,574
"OKAY WELL,
I'LL SUFFER THROUGH IT

93
00:05:06,674 --> 00:05:09,309
AND THEN GET HIM
TO FILL THE PRESCRIPTION."

94
00:05:09,410 --> 00:05:11,879
BUT ONCE IT BECAME CLEAR
I COULDN'T DO THAT

95
00:05:11,979 --> 00:05:15,583
I CALLED ALAN BURDICK

96
00:05:15,683 --> 00:05:17,317
AND HE REFERRED ME TO YOU.

97
00:05:17,418 --> 00:05:19,687
- I'M IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD.
- RIGHT.

98
00:05:19,787 --> 00:05:24,224
I HAVE TO SAY THOUGH,
I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO BE--

99
00:05:24,324 --> 00:05:28,061
TO BE SO... YOUNG.

100
00:05:29,463 --> 00:05:31,365
SO YOU WAKE UP
AFTER A FEW HOURS AND--

101
00:05:31,465 --> 00:05:34,702
YEAH, I WAKE UP
AFTER A FEW HOURS

102
00:05:34,802 --> 00:05:37,838
AND I CAN'T
GET BACK TO SLEEP.
SO I-- I JUST--

103
00:05:37,938 --> 00:05:42,443
I TAKE ANOTHER PILL
WHEN I HAVE ANOTHER
PILL TO TAKE.

104
00:05:42,543 --> 00:05:44,778
HOW DO YOU KNOW
ALAN BURDICK?

105
00:05:44,878 --> 00:05:46,714
OH, WE WENT
TO COLLEGE TOGETHER

106
00:05:46,814 --> 00:05:48,716
AT GEORGETOWN.
WE'RE-- WE'RE FRIENDLY,

107
00:05:48,816 --> 00:05:50,584
MAINTAINED CONTACT
WITH EACH OTHER.

108
00:05:50,684 --> 00:05:52,386
- HE'S AN EXCELLENT DOCTOR.
- YES, HE IS,

109
00:05:52,486 --> 00:05:54,855
AND HE SAID
THE SAME ABOUT YOU.

110
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THOUGH HOW HE KNOWS THAT,
I-- I DON'T KNOW.

111
00:06:00,528 --> 00:06:04,432
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE BEEN
PRACTICING FOR-- WHAT,

112
00:06:04,532 --> 00:06:07,100
TWO, THREE YEARS
AT THE MOST?

113
00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:11,872
THAT'S THE SECOND TIME
YOU'VE MENTIONED HOW YOUNG
YOU THINK I AM.

114
00:06:11,972 --> 00:06:13,874
- DOES MY AGE BOTHER YOU?
- ( chuckles )

115
00:06:13,974 --> 00:06:17,344
NO. THE TRUTH IS,
WHATEVER GRADE YOU'RE IN,

116
00:06:17,445 --> 00:06:19,980
I'M SURE YOU'VE LEARNED
TO WRITE BY NOW.

117
00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:24,418
SO IF YOU'RE ABLE
TO FILL OUT A PRESCRIPTION,

118
00:06:24,518 --> 00:06:27,020
THEN YOUR AGE DOESN'T
BOTHER ME AT ALL.

119
00:06:28,956 --> 00:06:32,292
LOOK, I SHOULD HAVE BEEN
MORE CLEAR WITH YOU

120
00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:34,061
WHEN I CALLED YESTERDAY.

121
00:06:34,161 --> 00:06:37,264
I'VE ACTUALLY
BEEN IN TREATMENT
FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS

122
00:06:37,364 --> 00:06:38,932
ON AND OFF.
AND I'M--

123
00:06:39,032 --> 00:06:42,269
I REALLY DIDN'T COME
TODAY TO CONTINUE
THAT PROCESS.

124
00:06:42,369 --> 00:06:44,037
- I UNDERSTAND THAT.
- OKAY.

125
00:06:44,137 --> 00:06:47,841
THOUGH I CAN'T JUST DISPENSE
MEDICATION WITHOUT--

126
00:06:47,941 --> 00:06:51,879
YES, I UNDERSTAND.
YOU'VE GOT YOUR JOB TO DO.

127
00:06:51,979 --> 00:06:54,314
IF YOU WANT TO ASK
SOME QUESTIONS, JUST--

128
00:06:54,414 --> 00:06:56,083
FINE, GO AHEAD.

129
00:06:56,183 --> 00:07:00,521
THEN YOU CAN
SEND ME ON MY WAY.

130
00:07:00,621 --> 00:07:02,790
WITH WHOM WERE YOU
IN TREATMENT?

131
00:07:02,890 --> 00:07:06,727
GINA TOLL
FROM THE WASHINGTON-BALTIMORE
PSYCHOANALYTIC INSTITUTE.

132
00:07:06,827 --> 00:07:08,228
I'M NOT FAMILIAR
WITH HER.

133
00:07:08,328 --> 00:07:10,798
WELL, SHE WAS MY TEACHER
AT THE INSTITUTE.

134
00:07:10,898 --> 00:07:13,467
SHE'S ONE OF THE BEST
ANALYSTS AROUND.

135
00:07:13,567 --> 00:07:18,305
SHE WAS MY SUPERVISOR
FOR MANY YEARS AND THEN
SHE WAS MY ANALYST.

136
00:07:18,405 --> 00:07:22,810
SHE SAW MY EX-WIFE
WITH ME FOR QUITE AWHILE.

137
00:07:22,910 --> 00:07:24,512
TOGETHER?

138
00:07:24,612 --> 00:07:26,446
YES, TOGETHER.

139
00:07:26,547 --> 00:07:28,181
SOUNDS PRETTY
ALL-ENCOMPASSING.

140
00:07:28,281 --> 00:07:29,683
YEAH.

141
00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:31,885
AND YOU'RE A PRACTICING
PSYCHOANALYST?

142
00:07:31,985 --> 00:07:33,587
YES.

143
00:07:33,687 --> 00:07:37,090
OKAY. WHY DON'T
YOU TELL ME

144
00:07:37,190 --> 00:07:39,092
EXACTLY WHAT'S BEEN
GOING ON WITH YOUR SLEEP?

145
00:07:39,192 --> 00:07:41,228
UH...
( sighs )

146
00:07:41,328 --> 00:07:42,863
WELL, AT THE BEGINNING

147
00:07:42,963 --> 00:07:46,734
IT WAS JUST
FALLING ASLEEP, YOU KNOW.

148
00:07:46,834 --> 00:07:48,736
AND THEN
I WOULD TAKE A PILL

149
00:07:48,836 --> 00:07:51,371
AND I'D BE SET
FOR SIX HOURS OR SO.

150
00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:53,541
- BUT NOT ANYMORE?
- NO, NOT ANYMORE.

151
00:07:53,641 --> 00:07:56,076
I-- I WAKE UP AFTER
TWO OR THREE HOURS.

152
00:07:56,176 --> 00:07:59,012
AND WHAT'S YOUR EXPERIENCE
OF THAT WAKING TIME?

153
00:07:59,112 --> 00:08:02,349
- ARE YOU ANXIOUS?
- NO. NOT PARTICULARLY, NO.

154
00:08:02,449 --> 00:08:05,085
- WORRIED?
- I'M TIRED.

155
00:08:05,185 --> 00:08:06,920
WHAT DO YOU FIND YOURSELF
THINKING ABOUT?

156
00:08:07,020 --> 00:08:10,057
I FIND MYSELF WISHING
THAT I HAD MORE AMBIEN.

157
00:08:11,825 --> 00:08:14,361
LISTEN,
I'VE NEVER SLEPT WELL.

158
00:08:14,461 --> 00:08:16,830
I'VE ALWAYS HAD
A PROBLEM FALLING ASLEEP.

159
00:08:16,930 --> 00:08:19,399
AND ONCE YOU ARE SLEEPING,
DO YOU SLEEP DEEPLY?

160
00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:21,669
- ARE YOU RESTLESS?
- NOT REALLY.

161
00:08:21,769 --> 00:08:23,904
FREQUENT DREAMS?
NIGHTMARES?

162
00:08:24,004 --> 00:08:27,107
THEY'RE NOT UNCOMMON
WITH PEOPLE'S SLEEP ISSUES.

163
00:08:31,712 --> 00:08:34,748
THE PAST SEVERAL MONTHS
I HAVE BEEN WAKING UP

164
00:08:34,848 --> 00:08:37,818
WITH A RECURRING
DREAM BUT--

165
00:08:37,918 --> 00:08:39,953
LOOK, I'M NOT INTERESTED
IN DISCUSSING THAT.

166
00:08:40,053 --> 00:08:43,523
I KNOW WHAT THE DREAM
IS ABOUT. I KNOW WHAT
I'VE BEEN SUPPRESSING.

167
00:08:43,624 --> 00:08:47,928
I KNOW WHAT MY UNCONSCIOUS
IS TRYING TO COMMUNICATE
WITH ME AND...

168
00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:51,865
YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED
IN TELLING ME EVEN
IN THE GENERAL--

169
00:08:51,965 --> 00:08:54,902
- NO, I'M NOT.
- ALL RIGHT.

170
00:08:56,804 --> 00:08:59,306
WOULD YOU CONSIDER
TELLING ME WHAT
IT IS YOU FEEL

171
00:08:59,406 --> 00:09:02,209
THE DREAM HAS BEEN
COMMUNICATING TO YOU?

172
00:09:14,988 --> 00:09:18,458
I HAD A PATIENT COME IN
FOR THE FIRST TIME

173
00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:21,862
AT THE BEGINNING
OF THE WEEK-- FRANCES.

174
00:09:21,962 --> 00:09:25,733
SHE'S--
SHE'S AN ACTRESS--

175
00:09:25,833 --> 00:09:28,135
A FAMOUS ACTRESS...

176
00:09:28,235 --> 00:09:32,439
( chuckles )
THOUGH NOT QUITE AS FAMOUS
AS SHE THINKS SHE IS.

177
00:09:32,539 --> 00:09:34,274
I PROBABLY
SHOULDN'T HAVE--

178
00:09:34,374 --> 00:09:37,645
I SUPPOSE YOU CAN GUESS
WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT
BY THE FIRST NAME.

179
00:09:37,745 --> 00:09:40,047
I'LL TRY NOT TO.

180
00:09:40,147 --> 00:09:43,116
I'M MORE INTERESTED
IN HEARING HOW SHE RELATES
TO THE DREAM.

181
00:09:43,216 --> 00:09:47,254
OKAY. WELL, HER SISTER IS
DYING OF BREAST CANCER--

182
00:09:47,354 --> 00:09:50,323
HER YOUNGER SISTER
PATRICIA.

183
00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:52,325
SHE DIDN'T TELL ME
RIGHT AWAY.

184
00:09:52,425 --> 00:09:54,361
SHE HAD PLENTY
ELSE TO SAY.

185
00:09:54,461 --> 00:09:57,898
SHE'S-- WELL,
SHE'S WHAT I KIND
OF EXPECTED, YOU KNOW--

186
00:09:57,998 --> 00:10:00,400
SELF-INVOLVED,
NARCISSISTIC,

187
00:10:00,500 --> 00:10:03,270
"DID BECKETT IN LONDON."

188
00:10:03,370 --> 00:10:05,639
BUT ONCE
SHE GOT TO IT--

189
00:10:07,507 --> 00:10:08,842
WHAT?

190
00:10:08,942 --> 00:10:11,411
SHE TALKED ABOUT
THE GENETIC MARKER

191
00:10:11,511 --> 00:10:14,648
FOR BREAST CANCER--
THE BRCA1 GENE.

192
00:10:14,748 --> 00:10:17,550
HOW HER MOTHER HAD IT
AND THEN HER SISTER,

193
00:10:17,651 --> 00:10:21,388
THAT IT'S INHERITED.

194
00:10:29,697 --> 00:10:34,768
MY FATHER DIED
OF PARKINSON'S
TWO YEARS AGO.

195
00:10:34,868 --> 00:10:37,938
THIS IS WHY YOU'RE SEEING
THE NEUROLOGIST NEXT WEEK.

196
00:10:38,038 --> 00:10:41,742
YOU'RE AFRAID
YOU MAY HAVE PARKINSON'S.

197
00:10:43,110 --> 00:10:46,747
MY HAND HAS BEEN SHAKING
FOR THREE MONTHS.

198
00:10:48,381 --> 00:10:52,485
- HAVE YOU HAD
OTHER SYMPTOMS?
- STIFFNESS, UNSTEADINESS.

199
00:10:52,585 --> 00:10:55,923
I DROP THINGS.
( clears throat )

200
00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:59,326
- WOULD YOU
SAY THIS FEAR HAS--
- IT'S NOT A FEAR, DOCTOR.

201
00:10:59,426 --> 00:11:01,929
IT'S A FACT.
MY HAND SHAKES.

202
00:11:02,029 --> 00:11:04,064
MY FATHER
HAD PARKINSON'S.

203
00:11:04,164 --> 00:11:06,399
THAT'S WHY I'M SEEING
THE NEUROLOGIST,

204
00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:09,369
SO THE NEUROLOGIST
CAN ADDRESS IT.

205
00:11:09,469 --> 00:11:10,971
THIS--

206
00:11:11,071 --> 00:11:13,140
THIS CONCERN
ABOUT PARKINSON'S--

207
00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:16,343
DO YOU THINK
IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH
THE DREAM YOU'VE BEEN HAVING?

208
00:11:16,443 --> 00:11:20,147
WELL, I'VE BEEN ACTIVELY
IGNORING THE CLEAR SYMPTOMS
OF THE DISEASE,

209
00:11:20,247 --> 00:11:25,185
AND MY UNCONSCIOUS HAS
BEEN TRYING TO GET ME
TO STOP IGNORING IT.

210
00:11:25,285 --> 00:11:28,421
THAT MUST HAVE BEEN VERY
DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH--
YOUR FATHER'S DEATH.

211
00:11:31,524 --> 00:11:35,863
WAS THIS
DURING YOUR TREATMENT
WITH GINA TOLL?

212
00:11:35,963 --> 00:11:38,331
- DID YOU FEEL--
- LOOK PLEASE, ENOUGH.

213
00:11:38,431 --> 00:11:41,401
I'VE BEEN OVER THIS
A HUNDRED TIMES WITH GINA:

214
00:11:41,501 --> 00:11:45,739
ABOUT MY ANGER AT MY FATHER
FOR WALKING OUT ON US WHEN
I WAS A TEENAGER;

215
00:11:45,839 --> 00:11:48,708
MY MOTHER'S SUICIDE
WHEN I WAS 17;

216
00:11:48,809 --> 00:11:51,879
MY NEED TO SAVE PEOPLE
AS A RESULT--

217
00:11:51,979 --> 00:11:54,181
I'VE BEEN OVER THIS
AGAIN AND AGAIN

218
00:11:54,281 --> 00:11:57,517
WITH ONE OF THE BEST
ANALYSTS ON THE EAST COAST.

219
00:11:57,617 --> 00:12:01,021
I DO UNDERSTAND IT ALL.
( sighs )

220
00:12:01,121 --> 00:12:04,124
THERE'S REALLY
NOTHING THAT--

221
00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:06,960
NOTHING MORE FOR YOU
TO CONTRIBUTE TO THAT.

222
00:12:07,060 --> 00:12:09,562
I JUST WANNA MAKE SURE
I UNDERSTAND SOMETHING.

223
00:12:09,662 --> 00:12:12,099
SURE, FINE.

224
00:12:12,199 --> 00:12:15,168
- YOU SAID GINA TOLL
WAS YOUR TEACHER.
- MM-HMM, MM-HMM.

225
00:12:15,268 --> 00:12:18,705
- AND THEN SHE WAS
YOUR SUPERVISOR?
- YEAH.

226
00:12:18,806 --> 00:12:20,640
- AND AFTER THAT,
YOUR ANALYST.
- YES.

227
00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,709
AND SHE ALSO SAW
YOU AND YOUR EX-WIFE

228
00:12:22,810 --> 00:12:25,245
- AS A COUPLE'S THERAPIST?
- MM-HMM, CORRECT.

229
00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:29,216
YEAH, I SEE.

230
00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:32,085
WHAT DO YOU MEAN,
YOU SEE?

231
00:12:32,185 --> 00:12:35,255
- WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING?
- I'M NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING.

232
00:12:35,355 --> 00:12:37,224
I'M JUST TRYING
TO UNDERSTAND THE METHODS

233
00:12:37,324 --> 00:12:42,029
OF ONE OF THE BEST ANALYSTS
ON THE EAST COAST.

234
00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:44,597
ARE YOU FUCKING
KIDDING ME?

235
00:12:44,697 --> 00:12:46,666
WHAT ARE YOU,
36 YEARS OLD?

236
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:49,002
YOU'VE BEEN PRACTICING
FOR WHAT, THREE OR FOUR
YEARS AT THE MOST?

237
00:12:49,102 --> 00:12:54,942
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU
TO QUESTION MY TREATMENT
OVER THE PAST TWO DECADES?

238
00:12:55,042 --> 00:12:59,346
YOU'VE BEEN
RESISTANT TO DISCUSSION
SINCE YOU CAME IN.

239
00:12:59,446 --> 00:13:03,984
I'M TRYING TO GET
AS FULL A SENSE AS I CAN
OF WHY THAT MIGHT BE.

240
00:13:10,190 --> 00:13:12,492
I'M SORRY
IF I OFFENDED YOU.

241
00:13:14,962 --> 00:13:17,264
YOU SEEM DISTRESSED.

242
00:13:17,364 --> 00:13:20,567
OF COURSE I'M DISTRESSED.
I HAVEN'T SLEPT ALL WEEK.

243
00:13:22,535 --> 00:13:25,138
MY WIFE'S DIVORCED ME.
I'M ALIENATED FROM MY KIDS

244
00:13:25,238 --> 00:13:27,740
WHO LIVE
WITH HER AND THIS MAN

245
00:13:27,841 --> 00:13:31,578
THAT SHE'S GONNA MARRY.
AND I NOW REALIZE
I'VE GOT A DISEASE

246
00:13:31,678 --> 00:13:36,016
WHICH IS GOING
TO CONFINE ME TO A CHAIR--
TRAPPED, PARALYZED--

247
00:13:36,116 --> 00:13:38,651
IN FIVE YEARS OR SO,

248
00:13:38,751 --> 00:13:41,588
AND PROBABLY
KILL ME WITHIN 10.

249
00:13:41,688 --> 00:13:44,624
I THINK I HAVE
A RIGHT TO BE DISTRESSED.

250
00:13:44,724 --> 00:13:47,460
I THINK I HAVE A RIGHT
TO MAYBE HAVE SLEEP PROBLEMS,
DON'T YOU THINK?

251
00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:50,063
OF COURSE
YOU HAVE A RIGHT.

252
00:13:52,332 --> 00:13:54,001
( sighs ) YEAH.

253
00:13:54,101 --> 00:13:56,769
BEFORE I FILL OUT
THE PRESCRIPTION,

254
00:13:56,870 --> 00:13:59,873
I JUST NEED TO ASK
SOME MEDICAL QUESTIONS.

255
00:13:59,973 --> 00:14:02,042
DO YOU HAVE ANY
OTHER MEDICAL ISSUES

256
00:14:02,142 --> 00:14:04,377
OTHER THAN
THE NEUROLOGICAL
ISSUES YOU MENTIONED?

257
00:14:04,477 --> 00:14:05,845
NO.

258
00:14:05,946 --> 00:14:07,680
ARE YOU CURRENTLY
TAKING ANY MEDICATION?

259
00:14:07,780 --> 00:14:09,682
UH, JUST...

260
00:14:09,782 --> 00:14:13,086
LIPITOR, 20mg A DAY;

261
00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:17,457
OH, AND BABY ASPIRIN,
ONE TABLET A DAY.

262
00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:19,459
- 81mg?
- RIGHT.

263
00:14:19,559 --> 00:14:22,262
- ANYTHING ELSE?
- LOOK, I WANT YOU
TO KNOW THAT

264
00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:25,065
MY TREATMENT WITH GINA WAS--
WAS AN EFFECTIVE ONE.

265
00:14:25,165 --> 00:14:27,567
LIKE I SAID,
SHE'S A HIGHLY CAPABLE PERSON

266
00:14:27,667 --> 00:14:31,972
AND SHE'S ABLE TO KEEP
HER ROLES SEPARATE
WHEN NECESSARY.

267
00:14:32,072 --> 00:14:33,806
SHE KNEW ME WELL.

268
00:14:33,907 --> 00:14:37,744
THERE WAS A LOT OF TRUST
AND RESPECT THERE

269
00:14:37,844 --> 00:14:39,947
AND-- UH--

270
00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:42,649
( sighs ) YEAH.

271
00:14:42,749 --> 00:14:45,018
I UNDERSTAND.

272
00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:50,257
I DO APOLOGIZE
IF I OFFENDED YOU.

273
00:14:55,095 --> 00:14:58,165
CAN I ASK WHAT
IT FEELS LIKE

274
00:14:58,265 --> 00:15:00,233
TO BE READING
YOUR ANALYST'S NOVEL?

275
00:15:00,333 --> 00:15:04,271
I COULDN'T HELP
NOTICING YOUR BOOK.

276
00:15:04,371 --> 00:15:06,773
THAT'S HER, YES?
GINA TOLL?

277
00:15:06,873 --> 00:15:09,943
YEAH. YEAH.

278
00:15:10,043 --> 00:15:12,179
WELL, LIKE I SAID,

279
00:15:12,279 --> 00:15:14,347
SHE'S-- SHE'S
A HIGHLY CAPABLE WOMAN.

280
00:15:14,447 --> 00:15:16,516
SHE THERAPIZES,
SHE SUPERVISES,
SHE WRITES.

281
00:15:16,616 --> 00:15:19,419
YOU SHOULD SEE HER
ON A TRAPEZE.
( chuckles )

282
00:15:19,519 --> 00:15:22,689
ANYWAY, I SAW THE AD
IN THE PAPER YESTERDAY.

283
00:15:22,789 --> 00:15:26,293
THEN WALKING OVER HERE,
I WAS PASSING THE BOOKSHOP
ON COURT STREET,

284
00:15:26,393 --> 00:15:30,063
AND THERE IT WAS
IN THE WINDOW, SO I...

285
00:15:30,163 --> 00:15:32,265
GUESS I COULDN'T RESIST.

286
00:15:32,365 --> 00:15:34,767
I MEAN, IF I'D THOUGHT
FOR ONE MINUTE ABOUT HOW
YOU MIGHT SEE IT,

287
00:15:34,867 --> 00:15:37,137
- I WOULD HAVE
ASKED FOR A BAG.
- AND HOW MIGHT I SEE IT?

288
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:39,206
- HERE WE GO.
- NO, TELL ME WHAT
YOU IMAGINE.

289
00:15:39,306 --> 00:15:41,041
DO YOU REALLY NEED ME
TO TELL YOU?

290
00:15:41,141 --> 00:15:43,010
A PATIENT COMES INTO
A NEW THERAPIST'S OFFICE

291
00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:45,445
CLUTCHING A BOOK
BY HIS OLD THERAPIST,

292
00:15:45,545 --> 00:15:49,216
A GIANT PICTURE OF HER FACE
GRINNING OFF THE BACK?

293
00:15:49,316 --> 00:15:50,383
IT'S--

294
00:15:50,483 --> 00:15:52,685
WHAT? WHAT WERE
YOU GOING TO SAY?

295
00:15:52,785 --> 00:15:55,322
( chuckles )

296
00:15:55,422 --> 00:15:59,092
WELL, IT'S KIND OF--
EMBARRASSING, REALLY.

297
00:15:59,192 --> 00:16:02,929
IT'S LIKE A SHIELD,
A SECURITY BLANKET

298
00:16:03,030 --> 00:16:05,265
OR, YOU KNOW, A KIND OF
A GET-OUT-OF-JAIL-FREE CARD.

299
00:16:05,365 --> 00:16:07,634
- GET-OUT-OF-JAIL-FREE CARD?
- PLEASE.

300
00:16:07,734 --> 00:16:11,671
GOD, I WISH I DID
HAVE A BAG. HMM.

301
00:16:13,006 --> 00:16:15,542
YEAH. IT'S A PRETTY
GOOD PHOTOGRAPH.

302
00:16:18,111 --> 00:16:20,813
IT'S AIRBRUSHED,

303
00:16:20,913 --> 00:16:22,649
BUT SHE LOOKS GREAT.

304
00:16:24,884 --> 00:16:26,653
GREAT BIG SMILE.

305
00:16:26,753 --> 00:16:29,256
VERY PLEASED WITH HERSELF.

306
00:16:29,356 --> 00:16:32,859
I WOULD BE WITH, UH--
WITH BLURBS LIKE THESE.

307
00:16:32,959 --> 00:16:34,994
YOU'VE READ THE BACK?

308
00:16:35,095 --> 00:16:37,530
"INSIGHTFUL AND SHARP.

309
00:16:37,630 --> 00:16:41,534
A MASTERFUL SPIN THROUGH
THE TORTURED HUMAN PSYCHE."

310
00:16:41,634 --> 00:16:43,203
THAT'S LORRIE MOORE.

311
00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:48,075
"WISE AND DEEPLY
EMPATHETIC"-- AMY BLOOM.

312
00:16:48,175 --> 00:16:50,210
I GUESS--
I GUESS IT'S GOOD.

313
00:16:50,310 --> 00:16:53,746
HOW DOES IT FEEL,
READING THOSE QUOTES?

314
00:16:56,483 --> 00:16:59,252
THAT'S HIGH PRAISE
FOR A WOMAN WHOSE TALENT
AND INTELLECT

315
00:16:59,352 --> 00:17:01,421
YOU SAY YOU RESPECT.
AND YET YOU READ THAT--

316
00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:04,257
- I'M HAPPY FOR HER.
I AM. I AM.
- OKAY.

317
00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:08,161
SEE, I'M NOT
CLAIMING THAT IT'S NOT--
IT'S NOT COMPLICATED,

318
00:17:08,261 --> 00:17:11,931
THERE'S NOT SOME...
JEALOUSY.

319
00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:14,367
SURE, BUT-- OF COURSE.

320
00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:17,270
I SHOULD--
WELL, I SHOULD WAIT
TILL I READ IT MYSELF.

321
00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:19,872
BUT-- BUT I UH--
I AM PLEASED FOR HER, YEAH.

322
00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:22,475
WHAT ARE YOU JEALOUS OF?

323
00:17:25,478 --> 00:17:28,181
WELL, CLEARLY SHE'S MADE
A NEW LIFE FOR HERSELF,

324
00:17:28,281 --> 00:17:31,184
FOUND A WAY
TO ESCAPE FROM--

325
00:17:31,284 --> 00:17:34,287
FROM PATIENTS LIKE ME.
( chuckles )

326
00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:36,523
QUITE A FEAT REALLY--
PHOENIXLIKE.

327
00:17:36,623 --> 00:17:38,858
WHY ARE YOU
SO CONVINCED GINA
WANTED TO ESCAPE FROM YOU?

328
00:17:38,958 --> 00:17:43,263
GIVE ME ANOTHER
10 MINUTES AND YOU'LL
UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY.

329
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:48,034
YOU'RE PROBABLY
FEELING IT ALREADY.

330
00:17:48,135 --> 00:17:52,939
- NO. I HADN'T BEEN.
- WELL, YOU'RE EXTREMELY POLITE.

331
00:17:53,039 --> 00:17:56,476
DO YOU FEEL THAT WAY
WITH YOUR PATIENTS,
LIKE YOU WANT TO ESCAPE?

332
00:17:57,810 --> 00:18:00,547
YOU KNOW,
I TOLD GINA ONCE

333
00:18:00,647 --> 00:18:03,983
THAT WITH PATIENTS
I FEEL LIKE--

334
00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:08,020
IT'S LIKE TWO MICE
IN A GLUE TRAP--

335
00:18:08,121 --> 00:18:11,591
STUCK, IMMOBILE,

336
00:18:11,691 --> 00:18:14,461
GETTING NOWHERE.

337
00:18:14,561 --> 00:18:16,829
SHE WAS DISGUSTED
TO HEAR THAT.

338
00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:19,232
DO YOU STILL FEEL
THAT WAY?

339
00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:22,735
I'VE BEEN
A THERAPIST FOR--

340
00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:24,771
FOR 25 YEARS, YOU KNOW?

341
00:18:24,871 --> 00:18:27,774
- I UNDERSTAND THAT.
- REALLY, YOU COULDN'T POSSIBLY,

342
00:18:27,874 --> 00:18:29,409
BUT YOU WILL.

343
00:18:29,509 --> 00:18:32,212
- IT BECOMES...
- WHAT?

344
00:18:32,312 --> 00:18:35,915
...OPPRESSIVE.
OPPRESSIVE.

345
00:18:36,015 --> 00:18:38,185
YOU START
TO SEE THE LIMITATIONS,

346
00:18:38,285 --> 00:18:40,787
THE ARTIFICE OF IT ALL.

347
00:18:40,887 --> 00:18:43,156
IN WHAT WAYS?

348
00:18:43,256 --> 00:18:45,725
I'M GENUINELY CURIOUS.

349
00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:49,296
ANOTHER ANALYST
ACROSS FROM ME--

350
00:18:49,396 --> 00:18:51,631
I'D REALLY LIKE
TO KNOW WHAT YOUR
EXPERIENCE HAS BEEN.

351
00:18:51,731 --> 00:18:55,335
I'D-- I-- I'D LIKE
TO KNOW WHAT'S COMING.

352
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:59,372
I SEE
THIS TEENAGER, JESSE.

353
00:18:59,472 --> 00:19:02,209
HE'S 16,

354
00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:05,845
ADOPTED, GAY,

355
00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:11,918
AGGRESSIVE--
PUSHES EVERYBODY AWAY.

356
00:19:12,018 --> 00:19:14,654
ANYWAY, HIS, UM--

357
00:19:14,754 --> 00:19:19,058
HIS BIRTH MOTHER
CALLED HIM THIS WEEK

358
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,694
JUST OUT OF THE BLUE.

359
00:19:21,794 --> 00:19:25,031
AND HE HASN'T BEEN ABLE
TO TELL ANYBODY--
NOT HIS MOTHER,

360
00:19:25,131 --> 00:19:27,700
- NOT A FRIEND--
- BUT HE TOLD YOU?

361
00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:29,636
YEAH.

362
00:19:30,570 --> 00:19:32,305
HE TOLD ME.

363
00:19:32,405 --> 00:19:35,708
IT PAID
TO LISTEN INTENTLY.

364
00:19:37,410 --> 00:19:41,481
THERE ARE TIMES
IN THAT ROOM WHERE I FEEL--

365
00:19:41,581 --> 00:19:45,017
I REALLY FEEL
THAT WE CONNECT,

366
00:19:45,117 --> 00:19:48,721
WE MAKE CONTACT.

367
00:19:48,821 --> 00:19:50,957
AND THEN HE GOES BACK
INTO THE WORLD--

368
00:19:51,057 --> 00:19:53,192
THE REAL WORLD,
THE ACTUAL WORLD--

369
00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:55,228
AND HE JUST--
( exhales sharply )

370
00:19:55,328 --> 00:19:57,264
HE IMPLODES

371
00:19:57,364 --> 00:20:01,534
AND THE WORK
THAT WE'VE DONE
TOGETHER IS JUST--

372
00:20:02,969 --> 00:20:04,437
IT'S JUST GONE.

373
00:20:05,538 --> 00:20:08,007
I RECOGNIZE
THAT FEELING.

374
00:20:08,107 --> 00:20:09,942
IT'S INCREDIBLY
FRUSTRATING

375
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:13,045
- TO FEEL LIKE YOU'RE
NOT MAKING PROGRESS.
- MM-HMM.

376
00:20:13,145 --> 00:20:19,319
BUT DON'T YOU
THINK EVEN THE ACT
OF LISTENING HAS VALUE?

377
00:20:19,419 --> 00:20:22,221
I'VE BEEN SEEING
THIS NEW PATIENT--

378
00:20:22,322 --> 00:20:26,225
AN IMMIGRANT
FROM CALCUTTA.

379
00:20:26,326 --> 00:20:28,194
HE WIFE DIED
ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO.

380
00:20:28,295 --> 00:20:30,397
SO HIS SON
AND HIS DAUGHTER-IN-LAW

381
00:20:30,497 --> 00:20:32,198
HAVE HIM STUCK
IN THE SPARE ROOM--

382
00:20:32,299 --> 00:20:34,467
NO FRIENDS,
NO ONE TO TALK TO.

383
00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:36,202
SO THEY DRAG HIM
TO SEE ME

384
00:20:36,303 --> 00:20:39,806
TO MAKE
EVERYTHING BETTER.

385
00:20:39,906 --> 00:20:42,041
AND ALL HE WANTS
FROM ME--

386
00:20:42,141 --> 00:20:44,644
ALL HE WANTS FROM ME

387
00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:47,246
IS FOR ME TO BRING
HIS WIFE BACK.

388
00:20:49,649 --> 00:20:53,386
HE'S GOT THE LONELIEST FACE
I'VE EVER-- I'VE EVER SEEN.

389
00:20:55,187 --> 00:20:58,858
HMM. SITS ACROSS
FROM ME LOOKING TRAPPED,

390
00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:02,495
WITHOUT AN OUNCE
OF BELIEF THAT I CAN DO
ANYTHING TO HELP HIM.

391
00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:06,366
AND SOMETIMES
I JUST WANNA SAY,
"SUNIL, YOU'RE RIGHT.

392
00:21:06,466 --> 00:21:10,703
THERE'S-- THERE'S
NOTHING I CAN DO."

393
00:21:14,474 --> 00:21:17,243
YOU DESCRIBED
BOTH OF THESE PATIENTS

394
00:21:17,344 --> 00:21:20,046
AS NOT HAVING SOMEONE
TO TALK TO, CONFIDE IN--

395
00:21:20,146 --> 00:21:22,148
AT LEAST
OUTSIDE YOUR OFFICE.

396
00:21:22,248 --> 00:21:24,851
AND I'M WONDERING
IF YOU DO.

397
00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,889
IF I-- IF-IF I--

398
00:21:29,989 --> 00:21:31,858
IF I DO WHAT?

399
00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:35,395
ALL THE SIGNIFICANT
ATTACHMENTS IN YOUR LIFE--

400
00:21:35,495 --> 00:21:37,797
THE ONES YOU'VE
MENTIONED HERE--

401
00:21:37,897 --> 00:21:42,502
YOUR FATHER,
YOUR WIFE, GINA--
HAVE ENDED.

402
00:21:42,602 --> 00:21:47,273
YOU SAY YOU'RE SEEING
LESS OF YOUR KIDS.

403
00:21:47,374 --> 00:21:49,376
I MEAN, DO YOU
HAVE SOMEONE--
A FRIEND,

404
00:21:49,476 --> 00:21:53,346
A COMPANION,
ANOTHER ADULT--
TO TALK TO?

405
00:21:55,415 --> 00:21:57,417
YOU MENTIONED
YOU WERE COLLEGE FRIENDS

406
00:21:57,517 --> 00:22:00,520
WITH DR. BURDICK
WHO REFERRED YOU HERE.

407
00:22:00,620 --> 00:22:03,490
- DO YOU TALK WITH HIM?
- DO-DO I, UH--

408
00:22:03,590 --> 00:22:05,224
NO. BUT WE'RE
NOT REALLY FRIENDS.

409
00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:07,360
WE'RE MORE
OLD ACQUAINTANCES.

410
00:22:07,460 --> 00:22:11,297
BUT YES, I DO HAVE
SOMEBODY TO TALK TO.

411
00:22:11,398 --> 00:22:14,534
I'VE--
HER NAME IS WENDY.

412
00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:15,935
WE'VE BEEN SEEING
EACH OTHER.

413
00:22:16,035 --> 00:22:18,170
AND YEAH,
I TALK WITH HER.

414
00:22:18,270 --> 00:22:20,106
WE--

415
00:22:20,206 --> 00:22:22,642
WE TALK.

416
00:22:22,742 --> 00:22:25,578
IS THAT WHO YOU
WERE ON THE PHONE WITH
IN THE WAITING ROOM?

417
00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:29,181
- YES.
- YOU TOLD HER
YOU WERE SOMEWHERE ELSE.

418
00:22:29,281 --> 00:22:31,451
WHAT WAS IT,
THE GROCERY STORE?

419
00:22:33,219 --> 00:22:35,221
WELL, SHE'S 37.
I'M 57.

420
00:22:35,321 --> 00:22:37,356
I-I HAVEN'T GOTTEN
TO THE PLACE

421
00:22:37,457 --> 00:22:39,892
WHERE I FEEL COMFORTABLE
TELLING HER

422
00:22:39,992 --> 00:22:41,528
I HAVE PARKINSON'S.

423
00:22:41,628 --> 00:22:44,330
WELL, I CAN UNDERSTAND
YOUR NOT WANTING TO TELL
YOUR GIRLFRIEND

424
00:22:44,431 --> 00:22:46,899
ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY
OF HAVING PARKINSON'S,

425
00:22:46,999 --> 00:22:49,702
BUT LETTING
HER KNOW YOU HAVE
A THERAPY APPOINTMENT

426
00:22:49,802 --> 00:22:51,671
ISN'T EXACTLY
THE SAME THING.

427
00:22:51,771 --> 00:22:53,606
YOU'RE NOT SEEING ME
FOR PARKINSON'S.

428
00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:56,142
WELL, I MEAN, IT--
IT'S ALL RELATED,
ISN'T IT?

429
00:22:56,242 --> 00:22:58,945
- HOW'S THAT?
- BECAUSE OF THE DISEASE,
I'M HAVING THE DREAM.

430
00:22:59,045 --> 00:23:01,448
AND BECAUSE
I'M HAVING THE DREAM,
I CAN'T SLEEP.

431
00:23:01,548 --> 00:23:03,249
AND BECAUSE
I CAN'T SLEEP,
I'M HERE--

432
00:23:03,349 --> 00:23:04,917
ABOUT TO BE
LATE FOR A MOVIE,

433
00:23:05,017 --> 00:23:08,455
WAITING FOR YOU
TO WRITE A PRESCRIPTION.

434
00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:11,123
UNDERSTOOD.

435
00:23:15,428 --> 00:23:18,364
- YOU'RE SEEING A MOVIE?
- YES.

436
00:23:18,465 --> 00:23:20,433
YOU AND WENDY?

437
00:23:20,533 --> 00:23:23,202
YES, WENDY AND ME.

438
00:23:23,302 --> 00:23:25,738
I'M GONNA PRESCRIBE
THE EXTENDED-RELEASE
TABLETS.

439
00:23:25,838 --> 00:23:28,140
SOME PEOPLE FIND THEM
HELPFUL IN SLEEPING
THROUGH THE NIGHT.

440
00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:30,209
- THANK YOU.
- JUST REMEMBER--

441
00:23:30,309 --> 00:23:34,046
YOU CAN'T TAKE MORE
UNTIL SIX HOURS
HAVE ELAPSED.

442
00:23:35,147 --> 00:23:37,116
HOW WAS YOUR SLEEP
LAST NIGHT?

443
00:23:37,216 --> 00:23:40,319
I WOKE UP AT 2:30

444
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:42,254
AND COULDN'T
GET BACK ASLEEP.

445
00:23:42,354 --> 00:23:45,057
- WOKE UP FROM THE DREAM?
- MM-HMM.

446
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:48,728
( paper rips )

447
00:23:50,663 --> 00:23:53,566
YOU USED VERY SIMILAR
LANGUAGE WHEN YOU SPOKE

448
00:23:53,666 --> 00:23:56,235
BOTH ABOUT
THE POSSIBILITY
OF HAVING PARKINSON'S

449
00:23:56,335 --> 00:24:00,873
AS WELL AS
YOUR EXPERIENCE
OF BEING A THERAPIST.

450
00:24:00,973 --> 00:24:04,877
YOU TALKED
ABOUT SUNIL BEING STUCK
UP IN THE SPARE ROOM,

451
00:24:04,977 --> 00:24:09,549
ABOUT FEELING TRAPPED
LIKE MICE IN A GLUE TRAP
WITH YOUR PATIENTS.

452
00:24:09,649 --> 00:24:13,285
THAT SAME LANGUAGE
OF ESCAPE AND ENTRAPMENT

453
00:24:13,385 --> 00:24:16,989
CAME UP WHEN
YOU SPOKE ABOUT GINA.

454
00:24:19,892 --> 00:24:24,597
I'M WONDERING
IF YOUR DREAM HAS
SIMILAR IMAGERY.

455
00:24:28,134 --> 00:24:29,936
NO.

456
00:24:31,103 --> 00:24:33,673
ACTUALLY, IT DOESN'T.

457
00:24:38,444 --> 00:24:40,279
( paper rustles )

458
00:24:40,379 --> 00:24:42,549
THANK YOU FOR THIS.

459
00:24:45,417 --> 00:24:47,654
MAY I ASK YOU
ONE LAST THING?

460
00:24:47,754 --> 00:24:49,556
YES.

461
00:24:49,656 --> 00:24:51,824
YOU SAID
YOU HAD THE DREAM
AGAIN LAST NIGHT?

462
00:24:51,924 --> 00:24:52,859
YES.

463
00:24:52,959 --> 00:24:55,127
HERE'S WHAT
CONFUSES ME--

464
00:24:55,227 --> 00:24:59,031
IF YOU FIGURED OUT
SEVERAL DAYS AGO WHAT
THE DREAM MEANS,

465
00:24:59,131 --> 00:25:01,734
THE CONTENT HAS
BEEN COMMUNICATED
FROM YOUR UNCONSCIOUS

466
00:25:01,834 --> 00:25:05,538
TO YOUR CONSCIOUS MIND.
WHY ARE YOU STILL
HAVING IT?

467
00:25:09,208 --> 00:25:11,043
I'VE GOTTA GO.

468
00:25:12,378 --> 00:25:14,647
- ENJOY YOUR MOVIE.
- THANK YOU.

469
00:25:14,747 --> 00:25:16,448
IF YOU DECIDE YOU WANNA
TALK ANY FURTHER,

470
00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:19,018
MY DOOR IS ALWAYS
OPEN TO YOU.

471
00:25:20,252 --> 00:25:22,188
WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?

472
00:25:43,442 --> 00:25:45,111
MAX?

473
00:25:45,211 --> 00:25:47,780
IS EVERYTHING OKAY?

474
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,682
HEY, DAD.

475
00:25:50,717 --> 00:25:53,152
WHAT-- WHAT ARE
YOU DOING HERE?

476
00:25:53,252 --> 00:25:56,055
I CAME TO LIVE WITH YOU.

477
00:25:58,090 --> 00:25:59,826
( exhales sharply )

478
00:25:59,926 --> 00:26:03,162
( theme music playing )