1 00:00:26,026 --> 00:00:29,029 ( footsteps ) 2 00:00:48,015 --> 00:00:50,318 ( door closes ) 3 00:00:57,758 --> 00:01:00,228 ( theme music playing ) 4 00:01:23,717 --> 00:01:24,918 HOW WAS YOUR--? 5 00:01:25,018 --> 00:01:27,288 FINE. 6 00:01:29,357 --> 00:01:32,960 GIVEN ANY MORE THOUGHT TO KAREN'S PHONE CALL? 7 00:01:33,060 --> 00:01:34,195 WHO? 8 00:01:34,295 --> 00:01:36,764 KAREN, YOUR-- THE WOMAN WHO-- 9 00:01:36,864 --> 00:01:38,599 I WAS JUST KIDDING, PAUL. 10 00:01:38,699 --> 00:01:41,502 I DIDN'T FORGET THE NAME OF MY FUCKING BIRTH MOTHER. 11 00:01:41,602 --> 00:01:42,736 JESUS. 12 00:01:46,307 --> 00:01:48,008 HEY, HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF RISD? 13 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:49,410 THE ART SCHOOL? 14 00:01:49,510 --> 00:01:52,346 YEAH, THEY HAVE THIS, UM, 15 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:54,482 SUMMER PROGRAM THAT I KIND OF WANT TO GO TO. 16 00:01:54,582 --> 00:01:57,084 DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME ABOUT IT? 17 00:01:57,185 --> 00:02:01,189 UM, THERE ARE LIKE, 18 00:02:01,289 --> 00:02:04,091 200 KIDS THERE-- 19 00:02:04,192 --> 00:02:06,093 ALL DIFFERENT KINDS OF ARTISTS. 20 00:02:06,194 --> 00:02:10,298 AND YOU LIVE IN DORMS AND TAKE CLASSES. 21 00:02:10,398 --> 00:02:12,500 AND THEN ONCE A WEEK YOU HAVE THESE CRITS. 22 00:02:12,600 --> 00:02:15,169 AND I HEARD FROM THIS GIRL WHO WENT THERE LAST YEAR 23 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:17,638 THAT ON THURSDAY, BEFORE CRIT, 24 00:02:17,738 --> 00:02:20,941 THE WHOLE SCHOOL, LIKE, STAYS UP ALL NIGHT 25 00:02:21,041 --> 00:02:23,110 AND EVERYBODY COMES OUT INTO THE HALL 26 00:02:23,211 --> 00:02:27,815 AND PLAYS MUSIC AND-- 27 00:02:27,915 --> 00:02:30,651 IT SOUNDS AWESOME. 28 00:02:30,751 --> 00:02:33,754 SOUNDS-- SOUNDS GREAT. 29 00:02:37,090 --> 00:02:38,892 I APPLIED ONLINE. 30 00:02:38,992 --> 00:02:41,795 REALLY? 31 00:02:41,895 --> 00:02:43,096 WHEN? 32 00:02:43,197 --> 00:02:44,632 A FEW DAYS AGO. 33 00:02:44,732 --> 00:02:46,734 I SENT THEM SOME OF THE PICTURES I SHOWED YOU. 34 00:02:46,834 --> 00:02:49,837 YOU LIKED THE ONE OF THE STATUE OF LIBERTY, RIGHT? 35 00:02:49,937 --> 00:02:51,205 OH YEAH, VERY MUCH. 36 00:02:51,305 --> 00:02:53,307 YOU DIDN'T THINK IT WAS, LIKE, TOO CLICHГ©? 37 00:02:53,407 --> 00:02:56,744 NO NO NO, I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY INTERESTING. 38 00:02:58,279 --> 00:03:00,180 "INTERESTING" IS WHAT SOMEBODY SAYS 39 00:03:00,281 --> 00:03:02,250 WHEN THEY THINK SOMETHING IS A LOAD OF SHIT. 40 00:03:02,350 --> 00:03:06,387 I THOUGHT IT WAS A VERY STRIKING IMAGE-- 41 00:03:06,487 --> 00:03:08,956 TWO BOATS PASSING IN FRONT OF HER-- 42 00:03:09,056 --> 00:03:10,724 ONE OLD, ONE MODERN. 43 00:03:10,824 --> 00:03:12,960 HER PLACEMENT IN THE PICTURE MADE ME THINK 44 00:03:13,060 --> 00:03:14,928 OF HER PLACE IN HISTORY. 45 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:17,298 WHATEVER. 46 00:03:17,398 --> 00:03:19,800 AS LONG AS YOU DIDN'T HATE IT. 47 00:03:21,569 --> 00:03:23,103 SO YOU COMPLETED THE APPLICATION? 48 00:03:23,203 --> 00:03:24,805 YEAH. 49 00:03:24,905 --> 00:03:28,008 EVEN GOT MS. U TO WRITE ME A LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION. 50 00:03:28,108 --> 00:03:30,844 DO YOU WANT TO SEE THE BROCHURE? 51 00:03:30,944 --> 00:03:32,380 SURE. 52 00:03:41,822 --> 00:03:43,524 HMM. 53 00:03:46,193 --> 00:03:47,160 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 54 00:03:47,261 --> 00:03:50,197 IT LOOKS INCREDIBLE. 55 00:03:50,298 --> 00:03:52,666 I SHOWED THAT BROCHURE TO MARISA LAST NIGHT. 56 00:03:52,766 --> 00:03:54,101 DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT SHE SAID? 57 00:03:54,201 --> 00:03:55,669 WHAT? 58 00:03:55,769 --> 00:03:59,473 "I'M NOT GOING TO PAY FOR THAT SHIT." 59 00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:03,411 IS THAT WHAT SHE REALLY SAID? 60 00:04:03,511 --> 00:04:05,313 NO. 61 00:04:05,413 --> 00:04:09,049 SO WHAT DID SHE ACTUALLY SAY? 62 00:04:09,149 --> 00:04:11,218 "WE CAN'T AFFORD IT." 63 00:04:11,319 --> 00:04:13,053 SHE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT THE BOOK. 64 00:04:13,153 --> 00:04:14,755 SHE, LIKE-- SHE WOULDN'T EVEN LOOK. 65 00:04:14,855 --> 00:04:17,625 IS THERE SOME KIND OF FINANCIAL AID THAT YOU CAN APPLY FOR? 66 00:04:17,725 --> 00:04:19,059 - UH, NO. - HAVE YOU ASKED? 67 00:04:19,159 --> 00:04:20,694 IT'S FOR RICH KIDS, PAUL. 68 00:04:20,794 --> 00:04:23,196 IT'S, LIKE, SIX GRAND FOR THREE WEEKS. 69 00:04:23,297 --> 00:04:26,467 WELL, MAYBE THERE ARE SOME OPTIONS AVAILABLE THROUGH THE SCHOOL. 70 00:04:26,567 --> 00:04:28,669 HAVE YOU TALKED TO YOUR GUIDANCE COUNSELOR? 71 00:04:28,769 --> 00:04:30,438 MS. U? 72 00:04:30,538 --> 00:04:32,473 I TOLD HER I HAD IT COVERED. 73 00:04:32,573 --> 00:04:34,542 WHY? 74 00:04:35,943 --> 00:04:37,378 YOU'VE MET HER, RIGHT? 75 00:04:37,478 --> 00:04:39,347 WE'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE. 76 00:04:39,447 --> 00:04:41,515 OH, YOU SHOULD MEET HER. SHE WOULD LIKE YOU. 77 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:44,284 YOU'RE, LIKE, TOTALLY HER TYPE. 78 00:04:44,385 --> 00:04:46,687 I MET HER LAST BOYFRIEND. HE WAS A TOTAL DOUCHE, 79 00:04:46,787 --> 00:04:48,889 BUT HE WAS ALL, LIKE, DARK AND DEPRESSED LIKE YOU. 80 00:04:48,989 --> 00:04:50,624 ( chuckles ) 81 00:04:50,724 --> 00:04:53,226 ARE YOU TRYING TO FIND OUT IF I'M DEPRESSED, JESSE? 82 00:04:53,327 --> 00:04:56,664 WELL, YOU'RE A SHRINK. IF YOU'RE DEPRESSED, YOU CAN DEAL. 83 00:04:56,764 --> 00:04:58,766 I'M JUST TRYING TO GET YOU A LITTLE PUSSY. 84 00:04:58,866 --> 00:05:00,267 JESSE. 85 00:05:00,368 --> 00:05:03,236 VAGINA. I MEANT VAGINA. 86 00:05:03,337 --> 00:05:04,972 LOOK, THIS IS THE WOMAN WHO KEPT YOU 87 00:05:05,072 --> 00:05:07,508 FROM GETTING EXPELLED DURING THE ADDERALL INCIDENT. 88 00:05:07,608 --> 00:05:10,644 YEAH, SHE'S A GOOD EGG-- MS. U. 89 00:05:10,744 --> 00:05:14,281 SHE'S, LIKE, THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS MY BACK-- 90 00:05:14,382 --> 00:05:17,785 WELL, AND YOU. 91 00:05:20,854 --> 00:05:23,290 I'M A LITTLE CONFUSED AS TO WHY YOU SHOULD TALK ABOUT HER 92 00:05:23,391 --> 00:05:26,427 SO-- SO CRUDELY. 93 00:05:28,128 --> 00:05:29,697 WHATEVER, DUDE. 94 00:05:29,797 --> 00:05:34,101 IF YOU WANT TO GIVE UP ON YOURSELF, BE MY GUEST. 95 00:05:38,672 --> 00:05:41,475 CAN WE GO BACK TO THE RISD APPLICATION? 96 00:05:41,575 --> 00:05:45,012 YOU SAID THAT YOU HAD THE FINANCES UNDER CONTROL. 97 00:05:45,112 --> 00:05:46,514 YEAH. 98 00:05:46,614 --> 00:05:48,181 TELL ME ABOUT THE PLAN. 99 00:05:48,281 --> 00:05:50,250 200 FOR A BLOWJOB. 100 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:53,120 FOR 250, I'LL TAKE IT UP THE ASS, 101 00:05:53,220 --> 00:05:54,388 BUT YOU PROVIDE THE LUBE. 102 00:05:54,488 --> 00:05:56,824 I'M KIDDING. 103 00:05:56,924 --> 00:05:58,526 ( chuckles ) 104 00:05:58,626 --> 00:06:00,994 - I'M GONNA SELL MY ADDERALL. - BUT-- 105 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:03,464 I'M STILL KIDDING. 106 00:06:05,165 --> 00:06:07,601 I'M GONNA CALL KAREN. 107 00:06:07,701 --> 00:06:11,004 YOUR BIRTH MOTHER? OR IS THAT A JOKE TOO? 108 00:06:11,104 --> 00:06:12,973 NO, SHE'S RICH, PAUL. 109 00:06:13,073 --> 00:06:15,943 SHE LIVES IN WESTCHESTER. AND SHE OWES ME. 110 00:06:16,043 --> 00:06:19,012 I MEAN, SHE, LIKE, REALLY REALLY OWES ME. 111 00:06:19,112 --> 00:06:21,549 - AND HAVE YOU CALLED HER BACK YET? - NO. 112 00:06:21,649 --> 00:06:24,284 HAVE YOU SPOKEN ABOUT HER PHONE CALL TO YOUR PARENTS? 113 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:27,287 WHY WOULD I? IT ISN'T THEIR BUSINESS. 114 00:06:27,387 --> 00:06:28,756 IT ISN'T? 115 00:06:28,856 --> 00:06:32,025 THE WOMAN CALLED ME. I AM HER SON. 116 00:06:32,125 --> 00:06:35,896 YEAH, BUT YOU'RE ALSO THEIR SON, AREN'T YOU? 117 00:06:38,599 --> 00:06:41,134 LOOK, I DON'T ENVY YOU, JESSE-- 118 00:06:41,234 --> 00:06:43,236 THE AMOUNT OF STRESS YOU MUST BE UNDER. 119 00:06:43,336 --> 00:06:45,072 BUT I WANT TO HELP YOU 120 00:06:45,172 --> 00:06:47,274 SORT OUT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING. 121 00:06:47,374 --> 00:06:49,009 RIGHT NOW I THINK YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT 122 00:06:49,109 --> 00:06:52,480 HOW TO TELL MARISA AND ROBERTO ABOUT KAREN'S CALL. 123 00:06:52,580 --> 00:06:54,982 I ALSO THINK YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT CALLING KAREN BACK. 124 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:59,620 SO WHY DON'T WE TACKLE THE FIRST ANXIETY BEFORE MOVING TO THE NEXT? 125 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,455 I THINK I SHOULD CALL KAREN BACK FIRST. 126 00:07:01,555 --> 00:07:03,724 - WHY? - BECAUSE I NEED MONEY FOR RISD. 127 00:07:03,824 --> 00:07:05,726 AND HOW DO YOU IMAGINE THAT'S GONNA PLAY OUT? 128 00:07:05,826 --> 00:07:08,896 YOU'LL CALL KAREN, ASK HER FOR $6,000, 129 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:11,331 AND SHE'LL SAY WHAT? 130 00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:13,701 JUST TALK IT THROUGH WITH ME, JESSE. 131 00:07:13,801 --> 00:07:15,636 JUST IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITIES. 132 00:07:15,736 --> 00:07:17,905 - I GET YOUR FUCKING POINT, OKAY? - AND WHAT IS MY POINT? 133 00:07:18,005 --> 00:07:19,807 YOU DON'T THINK SHE'S GOING TO GIVE ME THE MONEY. 134 00:07:19,907 --> 00:07:22,209 I DIDN'T SAY THAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE'LL DO. 135 00:07:22,309 --> 00:07:23,677 NO, THAT'S RIGHT. YOU DON'T. 136 00:07:23,777 --> 00:07:25,178 YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER. 137 00:07:25,278 --> 00:07:29,116 BUT YOU FEEL AS IF YOU DO. 138 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:33,954 YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M GONNA GO. 139 00:07:34,054 --> 00:07:35,956 - WHY? - BECAUSE THIS IS A WASTE OF MY TIME. 140 00:07:36,056 --> 00:07:39,026 HOW COULD DO YOU THINK WE COULD BETTER SERVE YOUR TIME, JESSE? 141 00:07:39,126 --> 00:07:42,062 YOU COULD ACT LIKE A NORMAL FUCKING SHRINK, FOR STARTERS. 142 00:07:42,162 --> 00:07:43,396 I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. 143 00:07:43,497 --> 00:07:44,832 ASK ME NORMAL SHRINK QUESTIONS. 144 00:07:44,932 --> 00:07:47,034 - SUCH AS? - I DON'T KNOW. 145 00:07:47,134 --> 00:07:49,570 ASK ME ABOUT MY FREAKING WEEK OR SOMETHING. 146 00:07:49,670 --> 00:07:52,840 OKAY, I WILL. 147 00:07:52,940 --> 00:07:54,742 WILL YOU STAY? 148 00:08:07,287 --> 00:08:09,790 SO HOW WAS YOUR WEEK, JESSE? 149 00:08:09,890 --> 00:08:12,960 FINE. 150 00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:16,063 ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY HAPPEN? 151 00:08:16,930 --> 00:08:18,699 YES. 152 00:08:18,799 --> 00:08:20,934 WHAT? 153 00:08:21,034 --> 00:08:22,803 WE GOT PRANK-CALLED. 154 00:08:22,903 --> 00:08:24,137 "WE"? 155 00:08:24,237 --> 00:08:27,274 YEAH, SOMEBODY'S BEEN CALLING OUR HOME PHONE. 156 00:08:27,374 --> 00:08:29,643 AND WHEN MARISA PICKS UP, THEY HANG UP. 157 00:08:29,743 --> 00:08:31,979 AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS KAREN CALLING THE HOUSE 158 00:08:32,079 --> 00:08:34,447 BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T LEAVE ANOTHER MESSAGE ON MY CELL PHONE. 159 00:08:34,548 --> 00:08:36,016 WHY NOT? 160 00:08:36,116 --> 00:08:38,085 THE MAILBOX IS FULL. 161 00:08:38,185 --> 00:08:39,920 I LET THAT HAPPEN SOMETIMES. 162 00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:41,622 WHY? 163 00:08:41,722 --> 00:08:44,592 SO PEOPLE THINK I'M REALLY POPULAR. 164 00:08:47,227 --> 00:08:50,497 HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT KAREN CALLING YOU AT HOME? 165 00:08:50,598 --> 00:08:54,134 IT WASN'T KAREN. 166 00:08:54,234 --> 00:08:56,937 IT WAS NATE. 167 00:08:57,037 --> 00:09:00,173 OH COME ON, MAN. YOU REMEMBER NATE-- 168 00:09:00,273 --> 00:09:03,410 STARTING POINT GUARD ON THE DALTON BASKETBALL TEAM, 169 00:09:03,510 --> 00:09:06,780 STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW EXCEPT FOR WHEN HE'S SUCKING MY DICK? 170 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:11,551 GOD, LIKE MY LIFE ISN'T FUCKED UP ENOUGH AS IT IS. 171 00:09:11,652 --> 00:09:12,986 NOW I HAVE A STALKER. 172 00:09:13,086 --> 00:09:14,688 DO YOU FEEL LIKE HE'S STALKING YOU? 173 00:09:14,788 --> 00:09:17,825 HE CALLED MY LANDLINE. HOW DID HE EVEN GET THAT NUMBER? 174 00:09:17,925 --> 00:09:20,560 THE PHONE BOOK, POSSIBLY? 175 00:09:20,661 --> 00:09:22,763 WHO DOES THAT? 176 00:09:22,863 --> 00:09:26,233 WELL, I KNOW WHEN I WAS YOUNG, WE USED THE PHONE BOOK QUITE A LOT ACTUALLY. 177 00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:29,169 WELL SURE, YOU GREW UP IN PREINDUSTRIALIZED IRELAND. 178 00:09:29,269 --> 00:09:33,573 IT WAS EITHER THAT OR TIPPING COWS OVER FOR FUN. 179 00:09:35,843 --> 00:09:37,645 I HAVEN'T HEARD YOU MENTION NATE IN A WHILE. 180 00:09:37,745 --> 00:09:39,312 WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW HIM? 181 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:42,382 UH, A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO. 182 00:09:42,482 --> 00:09:43,951 HE WAS GETTING ON MY NERVES. 183 00:09:44,051 --> 00:09:45,485 HOW? 184 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:49,356 HE WAS JUST LIKE ASKING ME ALL THESE QUESTIONS. 185 00:09:49,456 --> 00:09:51,291 HE WANTED TO SEE WHERE I LIVED. 186 00:09:51,391 --> 00:09:52,626 AND THAT ANNOYED YOU? 187 00:09:52,726 --> 00:09:54,628 UH, YEAH, IT ANNOYED ME. 188 00:09:54,728 --> 00:09:56,329 I TOLD HIM WE WERE HOMELESS RIGHT NOW, 189 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:59,566 BUT AS SOON AS WE FOUND A PLACE, WE WOULD HAVE HIM OVER FOR TEA. 190 00:09:59,667 --> 00:10:02,035 I SEEM TO REMEMBER THAT YOU TOLD JOSH AND RAIF 191 00:10:02,135 --> 00:10:04,571 SOMETHING SIMILAR WHEN YOU MET THEM-- 192 00:10:04,672 --> 00:10:06,573 SOMETHING ABOUT BEING HOMELESS 193 00:10:06,674 --> 00:10:08,575 BECAUSE YOUR FATHER WAS IN THE ARMY 194 00:10:08,676 --> 00:10:10,143 AND YOUR MOTHER WAS A DRUG ADDICT. 195 00:10:10,243 --> 00:10:12,713 NO, HE'S NOT IN THE ARMY. 196 00:10:12,813 --> 00:10:14,414 HE'S IN THE MARINES. 197 00:10:14,514 --> 00:10:16,616 AND SHE'S NOT A DRUG ADDICT. 198 00:10:16,717 --> 00:10:18,752 SHE JUST HAS A LITTLE DRUG HABIT WHICH CAUSES HER 199 00:10:18,852 --> 00:10:20,988 TO SNORT ALL THE MONEY HE SENDS US UP HER NOSE. 200 00:10:21,088 --> 00:10:23,857 AND THEN EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE WE GET EVICTED 201 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:26,193 AND HAVE TO, LIKE, LIVE IN THIS SHELTER 202 00:10:26,293 --> 00:10:29,229 UNTIL SHE CAN TRACK HIM DOWN AGAIN IN IRAQ 203 00:10:29,329 --> 00:10:33,266 AND HE SENDS US MORE MONEY. 204 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:35,602 IT WORKS EVERY TIME. 205 00:10:35,703 --> 00:10:37,705 IT TURNS NATE ON LIKE A HOOVER. 206 00:10:37,805 --> 00:10:39,707 IS THIS PERHAPS PART OF THE REASON 207 00:10:39,807 --> 00:10:42,175 WHY YOU'RE SO ANNOYED BY NATE'S PHONE CALLS? 208 00:10:42,275 --> 00:10:45,145 ARE YOU WORRIED THAT HE'LL FIND OUT YOU'VE BEEN LYING TO HIM? 209 00:10:45,245 --> 00:10:46,880 I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. 210 00:10:46,980 --> 00:10:49,082 I WAS TIRED OF HIM ANYWAY. 211 00:10:49,182 --> 00:10:51,084 IF HE DOES FIND OUT THE TRUTH, ARE YOU AFRAID 212 00:10:51,184 --> 00:10:54,221 THAT HE'LL BE NO LONGER ATTRACTED TO YOU? 213 00:10:54,321 --> 00:10:55,789 NO. 214 00:10:55,889 --> 00:10:59,092 OR THAT YOU WON'T BE ATTRACTED TO HIM? 215 00:10:59,192 --> 00:11:01,161 YOU SAID AT FIRST THAT YOU THOUGHT 216 00:11:01,261 --> 00:11:03,096 THE CALL WAS COMING FROM KAREN. 217 00:11:03,196 --> 00:11:05,232 YEAH. SO? 218 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:06,800 HOW DID THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? 219 00:11:06,900 --> 00:11:08,869 WELL, IT WASN'T KAREN. 220 00:11:08,969 --> 00:11:11,972 I KNOW, BUT IF IT HAD BEEN KAREN AND MARISA HAD-- 221 00:11:12,072 --> 00:11:13,173 IT WASN'T. 222 00:11:13,273 --> 00:11:15,142 DO YOU THINK ANY PART OF YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN RELIEVED 223 00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:17,510 IF KAREN JUST CALLED MARISA DIRECTLY? 224 00:11:17,610 --> 00:11:18,946 WOW, YOU'RE, LIKE, 225 00:11:19,046 --> 00:11:21,915 KIND OF OBSESSED WITH THIS. 226 00:11:36,263 --> 00:11:37,965 WHOSE ARE THESE? 227 00:11:38,065 --> 00:11:40,167 MY SON'S. 228 00:11:50,443 --> 00:11:51,879 WHAT'S HIS NAME? 229 00:11:53,613 --> 00:11:56,683 WHAT, I CAN'T KNOW HIS NAME? 230 00:11:56,784 --> 00:11:58,285 I TOLD YOU, 231 00:11:58,385 --> 00:12:01,088 I DON'T TALK ABOUT MY CHILDREN IN THERAPY. 232 00:12:01,188 --> 00:12:04,324 I SAW HIM IN THE HALLWAY. 233 00:12:06,927 --> 00:12:08,595 HE SEEMED KIND OF SAD. 234 00:12:08,695 --> 00:12:10,497 COULD YOU PUT THOSE BACK, PLEASE? 235 00:12:10,597 --> 00:12:13,100 WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I HURLED THESE THROUGH THE WINDOW RIGHT NOW? 236 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:15,803 AND WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT, JESSE? 237 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:18,772 ARE YOU ANGRY WITH ME FOR PROTECTING MY SON'S PRIVACY? 238 00:12:18,872 --> 00:12:19,907 WHAT WOULD YOU DO? 239 00:12:20,007 --> 00:12:21,441 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. 240 00:12:21,541 --> 00:12:24,511 WELL, DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT MARISA WOULD DO 241 00:12:24,611 --> 00:12:26,313 IF I BROKE A WINDOW AT HOME? 242 00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:28,882 - WHAT? - NOTHING. 243 00:12:28,982 --> 00:12:31,218 SHE WOULD JUST, LIKE, 244 00:12:31,318 --> 00:12:33,386 PICK UP THE GLASS AND SAY NOTHING. 245 00:12:33,486 --> 00:12:36,957 I COULD BRING TWO GUYS HOME 246 00:12:37,057 --> 00:12:39,492 AND FUCK THEM IN FRONT OF HER ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR, 247 00:12:39,592 --> 00:12:42,429 AND SHE WOULD JUST STEP OVER US AND OFFER THEM SOME TEA. 248 00:12:42,529 --> 00:12:44,397 - WOULD SHE OFFER YOU SOME TEA? - PROBABLY NOT. 249 00:12:44,497 --> 00:12:48,201 - WHY NOT? - BECAUSE I'M A DEGENERATE. 250 00:13:21,168 --> 00:13:24,537 BET YOU'RE REGRETTING YOU TOOK ME ON PRO BONO RIGHT ABOUT NOW. 251 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:29,176 I DIDN'T TAKE YOU ON PRO BONO. 252 00:13:29,276 --> 00:13:31,278 WHO'S PAYING YOU? 253 00:13:31,378 --> 00:13:32,545 YOUR PARENTS. 254 00:13:32,645 --> 00:13:35,115 WHAT? 255 00:13:35,782 --> 00:13:37,550 WHY? 256 00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:39,853 BECAUSE THERAPY COSTS MONEY, JESSE. 257 00:13:39,953 --> 00:13:41,421 BUT I THOUGHT MS. U FOUND YOU. 258 00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:43,090 SHE DID. 259 00:13:43,190 --> 00:13:45,926 I MEAN, AFTER ADDERALLGATE SHE SAID 260 00:13:46,026 --> 00:13:47,627 IF I DIDN'T WANT TO GET EXPELLED, 261 00:13:47,727 --> 00:13:49,296 I HAD TO SEE A THERAPIST. 262 00:13:49,396 --> 00:13:51,631 AND I THOUGHT SHE CALLED YOU AND ASKED YOU TO SEE ME. 263 00:13:51,731 --> 00:13:53,766 - THAT'S RIGHT. - FOR FREE. 264 00:13:53,867 --> 00:13:57,938 NO, YOUR MOTHER SENDS ME A CHECK EVERY MONTH. 265 00:13:58,038 --> 00:14:01,274 WHY DID YOU THINK THAT THERAPY WAS FREE? 266 00:14:01,374 --> 00:14:03,676 I DON'T KNOW. 267 00:14:03,776 --> 00:14:05,913 I JUST DID. 268 00:14:08,515 --> 00:14:10,183 THEY CAN'T AFFORD THIS. 269 00:14:10,283 --> 00:14:13,320 THEY MUST CONSIDER IT IMPORTANT. 270 00:14:20,928 --> 00:14:22,762 - I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. - KNOWN WHAT? 271 00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:27,134 OF COURSE SHE'D RATHER PAY A THERAPIST THAN TALK TO ME HERSELF. 272 00:14:31,471 --> 00:14:34,107 DO YOU THINK IF I STOPPED COMING HERE, SHE WOULD PAY FOR RISD? 273 00:14:34,207 --> 00:14:36,643 I DON'T KNOW. YOU COULD ASK HER. 274 00:14:41,114 --> 00:14:43,016 I ONCE SHOWED HER THESE PICTURES 275 00:14:43,116 --> 00:14:45,285 THAT I'D TAKEN FOR A SCHOOL PROJECT. 276 00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:48,788 I WAS "DEVELOPMENTALLY CHALLENGED," 277 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:51,091 SO THEY LET ME DO THIS, LIKE, 278 00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:53,793 PICTORIAL FAMILY TREE THING 279 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:55,595 INSTEAD OF WRITING A REPORT. 280 00:14:55,695 --> 00:14:57,965 I WAS, LIKE, 12. 281 00:14:58,065 --> 00:15:02,102 SHE HATED THEM. 282 00:15:02,202 --> 00:15:04,104 SHE, LIKE, MADE ME PROMISE 283 00:15:04,204 --> 00:15:06,139 NEVER TO SHOW MY FATHER. 284 00:15:06,239 --> 00:15:07,975 AND WHAT WERE THE PICTURES OF? 285 00:15:08,075 --> 00:15:09,409 NORMAL THINGS-- 286 00:15:09,509 --> 00:15:11,945 THE HOUSE WHERE WE HAD THIS REUNION, 287 00:15:12,045 --> 00:15:14,747 OTHER MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY, 288 00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:16,549 THE BEACH. 289 00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:18,885 SOUNDS LIKE THERE WAS SOMETHING IN THOSE PHOTOGRAPHS 290 00:15:18,986 --> 00:15:20,954 THAT MAYBE FRIGHTENED HER. 291 00:15:21,054 --> 00:15:22,755 UH, YEAH. ME. 292 00:15:22,855 --> 00:15:24,324 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 293 00:15:24,424 --> 00:15:26,293 LOOK, JESSE-- 294 00:15:26,393 --> 00:15:30,363 LISTEN, I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO LIKE LOVE MARISA 295 00:15:30,463 --> 00:15:32,966 OR LIKE DEVELOP AN OEDIPAL CRUSH ON HER 296 00:15:33,066 --> 00:15:35,402 OR WHATEVER YOU PEOPLE CONSIDER NORMAL, 297 00:15:35,502 --> 00:15:38,405 BUT IT'S JUST NOT GOING TO HAPPEN THAT WAY, OKAY? 298 00:15:38,505 --> 00:15:40,340 I'VE READ ALL ABOUT THIS STUFF. 299 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:43,143 - WHAT STUFF? - MATERNAL INSTINCTS. 300 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:45,812 BIOLOGICAL IMPRINTS. 301 00:15:45,912 --> 00:15:48,215 WHEN REAL PARENTS SEE THEIR KID, 302 00:15:48,315 --> 00:15:51,351 THEY GET, LIKE, THIS HORMONE SURGE-- OXYCONTIN. 303 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,286 - OXYTOCIN, YEAH. - YEAH, THAT'S IT. 304 00:15:53,386 --> 00:15:55,088 AND IT MAKES THEM, LIKE, FEEL GOOD. 305 00:15:55,188 --> 00:15:58,758 THEY GET, LIKE, ADDICTED TO THEIR BABY. 306 00:15:58,858 --> 00:16:01,294 BUT... 307 00:16:05,265 --> 00:16:07,367 WHEN MARISA LOOKS AT ME, 308 00:16:07,467 --> 00:16:11,671 ALL SHE SEES ARE TWO STRANGERS FUCKING. 309 00:16:15,175 --> 00:16:16,609 I MEAN, IT'S FINE. 310 00:16:16,709 --> 00:16:19,012 I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING 311 00:16:19,112 --> 00:16:22,682 WHEN I LOOK AT HER EITHER. 312 00:16:26,119 --> 00:16:29,456 BUT, YOU KNOW, WHAT'S HARD THOUGH IS, LIKE, 313 00:16:29,556 --> 00:16:31,091 ALL THE LYING, 314 00:16:31,191 --> 00:16:34,061 LIKE PRETENDING THAT SHE LOVES ME, 315 00:16:34,161 --> 00:16:36,763 PRETENDING THAT I LOVE HER, 316 00:16:36,863 --> 00:16:38,598 PRETENDING MY WHOLE LIFE HASN'T JUST BEEN 317 00:16:38,698 --> 00:16:41,034 ONE GIANT... 318 00:16:42,635 --> 00:16:46,206 FINISH THE THOUGHT, JESSE. 319 00:16:52,812 --> 00:16:54,614 MISTAKE. 320 00:16:56,049 --> 00:17:00,487 AND WHO MADE THE MISTAKE? 321 00:17:01,721 --> 00:17:04,591 WAS IT MARISA? 322 00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:06,893 KAREN? 323 00:17:06,993 --> 00:17:09,462 WAS IT YOU? 324 00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:13,032 GOD, 325 00:17:13,133 --> 00:17:15,268 LOOK AT YOU. 326 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:18,305 YOU'VE GOT LIKE A TOTAL HARD-ON RIGHT NOW, DON'T YOU? 327 00:17:18,405 --> 00:17:21,141 YOU'VE GOT YOURSELF, LIKE, 328 00:17:21,241 --> 00:17:23,343 ALL AROUSED BY SOME IDEA 329 00:17:23,443 --> 00:17:26,179 AND YOU CAN'T WAIT TO COME ALL OVER ME WITH IT. 330 00:17:35,155 --> 00:17:37,824 I'M SORRY. I DON'T KNOW WHY I SAID THAT. 331 00:17:42,829 --> 00:17:44,764 DO YOU THINK I HAVE TOURETTE'S? 332 00:17:44,864 --> 00:17:46,799 NO, I DON'T. 333 00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:50,237 SHOULD WE MAYBE TALK ABOUT WHY I THINK I HAVE TOURETTE'S? 334 00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:54,174 ( exhales ) 335 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:03,816 WHY DON'T WE GO BACK TO TALKING ABOUT NATE 336 00:18:03,916 --> 00:18:08,087 AND HOW HE'S, LIKE, BORDERLINE OBSESSED WITH ME? 337 00:18:08,188 --> 00:18:10,590 DO YOU THINK I SHOULD GET A RESTRAINING ORDER? 338 00:18:10,690 --> 00:18:12,992 - NO, I DON'T. - WELL, WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD DO? 339 00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:14,394 I THINK YOU SHOULD TALK TO HIM. 340 00:18:14,494 --> 00:18:16,363 I THINK YOU SHOULD TELL HIM 341 00:18:16,463 --> 00:18:19,466 WHY HIS PHONE CALLS UPSET YOU. 342 00:18:19,566 --> 00:18:22,435 DO YOU KNOW WHY HIS PHONE CALLS UPSET YOU? 343 00:18:22,535 --> 00:18:24,704 - HE'S STALKING ME. - NO, HE'S NOT. 344 00:18:24,804 --> 00:18:28,007 HE'S CALLING YOUR HOUSE BECAUSE HE CAN'T REACH YOU ON YOUR CELL PHONE 345 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:30,009 AND HE JUST WANTS TO TALK TO YOU. 346 00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:31,778 - WHY? - I DON'T KNOW, JESSE, 347 00:18:31,878 --> 00:18:35,148 BUT MY GUESS WOULD BE THAT HE'S INTERESTED IN KNOWING MORE ABOUT YOU. 348 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:37,116 AND I THINK 349 00:18:37,217 --> 00:18:40,387 THAT REALLY SCARES YOU. 350 00:18:40,487 --> 00:18:43,423 THIS STORY THAT YOU TOLD NATE-- THE ONE ABOUT BEING HOMELESS-- 351 00:18:43,523 --> 00:18:45,758 HAVE YOU EVER ASKED YOURSELF WHERE THAT COMES FROM? 352 00:18:45,858 --> 00:18:46,959 I MADE IT UP. 353 00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:48,495 BUT WHY SOMEBODY WHO'S HOMELESS? 354 00:18:48,595 --> 00:18:52,765 YOU TELL IT SO OFTEN, IT'S BECOME LIKE 355 00:18:52,865 --> 00:18:54,534 AN ALTER EGO. 356 00:18:54,634 --> 00:18:57,304 YOU STEP IN A PHONE BOOTH-- YOU BECOME A DIFFERENT JESSE. 357 00:18:57,404 --> 00:19:00,072 AND EVERY TIME THAT YOU ENTER 358 00:19:00,173 --> 00:19:02,675 A NEW INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP, 359 00:19:02,775 --> 00:19:06,213 YOU START TO PLAY THIS PART. AND SO YOU REMAIN PROTECTED. 360 00:19:06,313 --> 00:19:08,948 BECAUSE THE PERSON HAVING SEX WITH JOSH AND RAIF OR NATE 361 00:19:09,048 --> 00:19:11,318 ISN'T REALLY YOU. 362 00:19:11,418 --> 00:19:13,420 THE REAL JESSE CAN'T BE HURT 363 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:16,956 BECAUSE HE ISN'T EVEN THERE. 364 00:19:17,056 --> 00:19:19,125 AND NOW SUDDENLY 365 00:19:19,226 --> 00:19:21,160 YOU'RE ON THE VERGE OF FINDING OUT THE TRUTH 366 00:19:21,261 --> 00:19:23,996 ABOUT WHERE YOU REALLY COME FROM. 367 00:19:24,096 --> 00:19:26,699 THAT MUST BE UNSETTLING. 368 00:19:29,536 --> 00:19:32,839 ARE YOU PLANNING TO CALL KAREN BACK THIS WEEK? 369 00:19:32,939 --> 00:19:33,973 BECAUSE IF YOU DO-- 370 00:19:34,073 --> 00:19:35,875 RELAX, PAUL. 371 00:19:35,975 --> 00:19:37,544 IF I WANT TO GET TO RISD, 372 00:19:37,644 --> 00:19:39,512 I'LL JUST SELL MY ADDERALL OR SOMETHING. 373 00:19:39,612 --> 00:19:41,514 BUT YOU KNEW THAT THE RISD SUMMER PROGRAM 374 00:19:41,614 --> 00:19:43,950 WAS TOO EXPENSIVE FOR YOUR FAMILY TO AFFORD. 375 00:19:44,050 --> 00:19:46,719 WHY DID YOU APPLY? 376 00:19:46,819 --> 00:19:48,388 I REALLY WANTED TO GO! 377 00:19:48,488 --> 00:19:50,423 OKAY, I THINK THAT'S TRUE. 378 00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:53,393 AND I ALSO THINK IT WAS A TEST 379 00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:55,962 THAT YOU KNEW MARISA WOULD FAIL 380 00:19:56,062 --> 00:19:57,897 BECAUSE SHE HAD TO. 381 00:19:57,997 --> 00:19:59,866 SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE MONEY. 382 00:19:59,966 --> 00:20:02,535 AND WHEN SHE DID FAIL, YOU COULD GET ANGRY AT HER, 383 00:20:02,635 --> 00:20:04,537 WHICH WOULD PERHAPS MAKE IT EASIER 384 00:20:04,637 --> 00:20:06,539 TO JUSTIFY CALLING KAREN BACK 385 00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:08,475 WITHOUT TELLING YOUR PARENTS. 386 00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:10,343 YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. 387 00:20:10,443 --> 00:20:11,811 OKAY, TELL ME WHAT I'M MISSING THEN. 388 00:20:11,911 --> 00:20:13,713 I'LL CALL MARISA RIGHT NOW. YOU'LL SEE. 389 00:20:13,813 --> 00:20:16,283 WHAT WILL I SEE? WHAT IS SHE GOING TO SAY? 390 00:20:16,383 --> 00:20:18,518 - UH, SHE'LL PROBABLY BE RELIEVED. - RELIEVED? 391 00:20:18,618 --> 00:20:21,288 YES, SOMEBODY'S FINALLY COMING ALONG TO TAKE ME OFF HER HANDS. 392 00:20:21,388 --> 00:20:23,222 AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? WHAT WILL SHE DO? 393 00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,924 I DON'T KNOW. 394 00:20:25,024 --> 00:20:27,159 - TURN UP THE MUSIC, CLEAN THE FRIDGE? - PROBABLY. 395 00:20:27,260 --> 00:20:29,195 - STEP OVER YOU AND MAKE TEA? - PROBABLY! 396 00:20:29,296 --> 00:20:31,331 SO IN OTHER WORDS SHE'S NOT GONNA REACT AT ALL. 397 00:20:31,431 --> 00:20:33,232 SHE'LL IGNORE THE SITUATION COMPLETELY. 398 00:20:33,333 --> 00:20:36,336 IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE AFRAID OF? 399 00:20:37,637 --> 00:20:39,339 ARE YOU THIS HARSH ON YOUR OWN KID? 400 00:20:39,439 --> 00:20:42,575 I TOLD YOU, I DON'T DISCUSS... 401 00:20:42,675 --> 00:20:45,077 YOUR CHILDREN IN THERAPY. RIGHT. 402 00:20:45,177 --> 00:20:47,480 WELL, MAYBE YOU SHOULD. 403 00:20:47,580 --> 00:20:48,681 JESSE. 404 00:20:48,781 --> 00:20:51,551 BECAUSE HE'S HEADED FOR A WORLD OF PAIN. 405 00:20:51,651 --> 00:20:53,586 JESSE. 406 00:20:56,556 --> 00:20:58,791 IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE. 407 00:20:58,891 --> 00:21:02,194 JESSE. 408 00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:04,697 ( door slams ) 409 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:30,022 ( theme music playing )