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- ( alarm beeping )
- ( Wendy moans )

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TOO EARLY.
NEED TO SLEEP.

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MAX IS GONNA BE UP
IN 15 MINUTES.

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I'LL MAKE HIM BREAKFAST.

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I MAKE
REALLY NICE WAFFLES.

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YOU-- YOU'VE GOT TO
GET GOING.

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I KNOW, I KNOW.
I'M GOING.

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YOU BEEN UP
A WHILE?

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( sighs )

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YOU HAD ANOTHER
ROUGH NIGHT?

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I'D SAY AVERAGE.

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I STOPPED TRYING
TO SLEEP AROUND 5:00

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AND THEN I JUST
GOT UP AND READ.

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I'M SORRY,
SWEETIE.

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I KNOW YOU HATE
WHEN I TELL YOU THIS,

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BUT YOU SHOULD SLEEP
A LOT BETTER IF YOU
HAD SOME EXERCISE

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BECAUSE THEY'RE
DIRECTLY LINKED.

18
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AND YOU KNOW,
IT DOESN'T
HAVE TO BE YOGA.

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IT COULD BE
ANYTHING.

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A BIKE RIDE
OR IT COULD BE--

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- CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING?
- YEAH.

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DO YOU THINK
THAT I HAVE

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A HAPPINESS
DEFICIT?

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I MEAN, WHEN
WAS THE LAST TIME
THAT YOU SAW ME

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AND I SEEMED
GENUINELY HAPPY TO YOU?

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IS THIS BECAUSE OF
THE BOOK?

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BECAUSE I KEEP TELLING
YOU TO STOP READING IT

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'CAUSE IT'S MAKING YOU
A LITTLE CRAZY.

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NO, IT'S NOT
BECAUSE OF THE BOOK.

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SOMEBODY ASKED ME
AND I WAS THINKING
ABOUT IT, THAT'S ALL.

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SOMEONE WHO?

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SOMEBODY.
IT DOESN'T MATTER.
NOT IMPORTANT.

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OKAY, AND THEY'RE
SAYING WHAT TO YOU?

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THAT YOU ARE HAVING
TROUBLE BEING HAPPY?

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MORE OR LESS.

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I'M JUST--

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I'M JUST ASKING
YOUR OPINION.

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MY OPINION?

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NOT WHEN
YOU'RE WITH ME.

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WENDY, I--

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( theme music playing )

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( knocking on door )

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- ( sighs )
- ( knocking )

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AHEM.

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I WAS BEGINNING TO THINK
I HAD THE WRONG DAY.

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OH, UH...

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COME IN, PLEASE.

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SORRY ABOUT THAT.
I, UH...

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I WAS JUST FINISHING
OFF SOMETHING.

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OH.

51
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WENT TO SEE
PATRICIA YESTERDAY

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TO TALK TO HER ABOUT,
YOU KNOW, THIS--
ABOUT YOU.

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ASK HER PERMISSION
TO SEE YOU.

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AND WHAT
DID SHE SAY?

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FINE.
SHE SAID IT'S FINE.

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YOU GONNA CALL HER?

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I REALLY
DON'T THINK THAT'S--

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OH, YOU BELIEVE ME.

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OF COURSE.

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SO YOU'RE NOT
GONNA DOUBLE-CHECK,

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YOU KNOW, WHEN WE'RE DONE
JUST TO MAKE SURE?

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WELL, I DON'T REALLY
NEED TO TALK TO HER.

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I DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTION
OF TALKING TO HER.

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SHE IS SICK,
YOU KNOW.

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SHE MIGHT APPRECIATE YOU
JUST CHECKING IN.

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OKAY.
SO YOU'VE GIVEN ME
A CHOICE.

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I COULD CHECK IN WITH YOUR
SISTER AND MAKE YOU JEALOUS,

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OR I COULD IGNORE HER
AND MAKE YOU ANGRY.

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WELL, I'M ALREADY
JEALOUS AND ANGRY.

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HERE.

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FOUND THIS
AT TRISH'S.

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IT'S IZZY'S.

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HER FAVORITE.

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AND YOU
BORROWED IT?

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MY DAUGHTER
STILL WON'T TALK TO ME.

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AND SHE HAS DINNER
WITH MY SISTER
EVERY NIGHT.

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THEY MAKE SOUP.

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EVERY WEEK
IT'S A DIFFERENT SOUP.

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LAST NIGHT
WAS CREAM OF BROCCOLI.

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( chuckles )
GOD.

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WHEN I THINK OF ME
MAKING SOUP FOR IZZY

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WHEN SHE WAS HOME SICK
WITH A COLD OR SOMETHING,

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I MEAN,
I'D OPEN A CAN.

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AND I NEVER REMEMBERED
TO ADD THE EXTRA WATER IN.

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( chuckles )

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IT STILL SMELLS
LIKE IZZY.

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I TOOK IT AS AN EXCUSE
TO SEE MY DAUGHTER.

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I THOUGHT MAYBE I COULD
RETURN IT TO HER.

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GOD, I DON'T EVEN KNOW
WHAT I'M DOING HERE.

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YOU KNOW,
I SHOULD BE SOMEWHERE
WORKING ON MY LINES.

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TONIGHT IS THE FIRST
NIGHT OF PREVIEWS.

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I'M THINKING OF INVITING
PATRICIA TO OPENING NIGHT.

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ALTHOUGH...
IF SHE'S UP TO IT,
I DON'T KNOW--

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SHE PROBABLY
WON'T COME.

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WHY DO YOU
SAY THAT?

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'CAUSE SHE DOESN'T
LIKE PARTIES OR PREMIERES.

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SHE LIKES P.B.S.
AND SOUP.

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WELL, YOU COULD
ASK HER.

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AND SHE COULD SIMPLY
SAY NO IF SHE HAD TO.

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IT'S NOT HER THING.

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SHE'S SEEN ALL MY MOVIES.
I MEAN, THE MAJOR ONES.

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SHE JUST DOESN'T
MAKE A FUSS.

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DOES SHE WITHHOLD
HER PRAISE?

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SHE WITHHOLDS
MY DAUGHTER, ALL RIGHT?

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I...

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I WAS AT TRISH'S.

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SHE GOT COLD AND I WENT
TO GET HER A ROBE

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AND THIS IS HANGING
ON A HOOK.

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SHE'S HIDING IT
FROM ME.

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I MEAN,
IZZY FORGOT IT,

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BUT TRISH KNEW I'D BE
UPSET IF I SAW IT.

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SO I SMUGGLED IT OUT.

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I DIDN'T WANT
A CONFRONTATION.
I JUST LEFT THERE.

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A CONFRONTATION
ABOUT IZZY?

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ABOUT IZZY AND-- YOU KNOW,
SHE'S ONE-TRACK WITH ME.

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SHE JUST CAN'T STOP
TALKING ABOUT THE BRCA1.

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AND DID YOU TELL HER
THAT YOU'D MADE THE
APPOINTMENT FOR THE TEST?

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NO, I DIDN'T WANT TO
OPEN THOSE FLOODGATES.

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SHE'S ALWAYS PREACHING
SURGERY STATISTICS.

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SHE TORMENTS ME.

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DID YOU TAKE
THE TEST?

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ARE YOU WORRIED
ABOUT ME?

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ON FRIDAY AS SCHEDULED.

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I'M STILL WAITING
FOR THE RESULTS.

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THE WAY YOU
DESCRIBE PATRICIA--

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THAT SHE'S PREACHY,

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SHE TORMENTS YOU--

128
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I THINK YOU SEEM TO TAKE HER
ANXIETY AS A FORM OF AGGRESSION.

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I THINK
IT COULD ALSO BE

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A SIGN OF LOVE.

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NO, SHE'S PUNISHING ME.

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PUNISHING YOU?
PUNISHING YOU FOR WHAT?

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WE WERE OPPOSITES,
YOU KNOW, GROWING UP.

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OUR MOTHER USED TO CALL US
"BEAUTY AND THE BRAIN."

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SHE WAS
THE STAR STUDENT

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AND I WAS THE STAR.

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DID SHE TELL YOU
SOMETHING DIFFERENTLY
WHEN SHE WAS IN THERAPY?

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YOU SEEM TO CARE A LOT ABOUT
WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU--

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ME, IZZY, TRICIA.

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WHAT DO YOU THINK PATRICIA
IS PUNISHING YOU FOR?

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WHEN TRICIA
WAS AT JOHNS HOPKINS

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SHE WAS ON
A SCHOLARSHIP.

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I WAS IN NEW YORK,
YOU KNOW,

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JUST FINDING
A LITTLE BIT OF SUCCESS.

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SHE CALLED ALL EXCITED.
SHE HAD NEWS.

146
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SHE HAD GOTTEN
CAST IN A PLAY.

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CLIFFORD ODETS'
"THE COUNTRY GIRL."

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MM-HMM.

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SHE HAD AUDITIONED
ON A WHIM

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AND GOTTEN THE LEAD.

151
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THE TITLE ROLE.

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- YOU SOUND SURPRISED.
- I WAS TOTALLY SURPRISED.

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I NEVER KNEW SHE WAS EVEN
INTERESTED IN SUCH A THING--

154
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ACTING OR THE THEATER.

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I MEAN, IT WAS SWEET.
SHE WAS SWEET.

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HER ENTHUSIASM,
SHE THOUGHT IT WAS
SO EASY.

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DO YOU REMEMBER WHO PLAYED
THE ROLE IN THE MOVIE?

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- GRACE KELLY.
- GRACE KELLY, EXACTLY.

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SO TRISH WAS MISCAST,

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TO SAY THE LEAST.

161
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BUT IT WAS COLLEGE,

162
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AND SHE REALLY WANTED ME
TO COME AND SEE IT.

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SO HOW WAS THAT
FOR YOU?

164
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WELL, IT WAS
TERRIBLY EARNEST,
BUT SHE WAS FINE.

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ACTUALLY, SHE WAS
ONE OF THE BETTER
PERFORMANCES.

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WE WENT OUT
TO DINNER AFTERWARDS

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AND SHE WAS
SO EXCITED, YOU KNOW?

168
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SO GRATEFUL
THAT I HAD COME.

169
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SHE WANTED TO
TELL ME HER NEWS.

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SHE WANTED TO TELL ME
THAT SHE HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT

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ABOUT BEING
AN ACTRESS LIKE ME.

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BUT SHE HAD NEVER HAD
THE COURAGE TO TRY,

173
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AND NOW SHE WAS GETTING
ALL THIS WONDERFUL
ATTENTION, YOU KNOW,

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FROM THE SCHOOL NEWSPAPER,
HER CLASSMATES, WHATEVER.

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AND SHE WAS THINKING
THAT SHE WOULD REALLY
TAKE SOME ACTING COURSES.

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MAYBE EVEN
TRANSFERRING COLLEGES,

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COMING TO N.Y.U.
TO BE CLOSER TO ME.

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AND SHE WANTED TO KNOW
WHAT I THOUGHT OF THIS IDEA.

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YOU KNOW, DID I THINK
SHE HAD THE TALENT?

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SHOULD SHE
CHANGE COURSE?

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SO SHE WAS ASKING YOUR ADVICE
AS AN OLDER SISTER?

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- YES.
- YEAH.

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AND I GAVE IT.
YEAH.

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I TOLD HER NO.

185
00:10:01,669 --> 00:10:04,037
"YOU DON'T HAVE IT.

186
00:10:05,572 --> 00:10:07,574
JUST BECOME A LAWYER
LIKE YOU PLANNED.

187
00:10:07,675 --> 00:10:10,778
DON'T BE AN ACTRESS.
DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME."

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00:10:14,447 --> 00:10:16,216
I MEAN...

189
00:10:16,316 --> 00:10:19,687
I THOUGHT I OWED HER
AN HONEST RESPONSE.

190
00:10:19,787 --> 00:10:22,555
YOU KNOW?
YOU SHOULD NOT BE AN ACTOR

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00:10:22,656 --> 00:10:24,892
UNLESS YOU CANNOT BEAR
TO DO ANYTHING ELSE.

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IT'S JUST
TOO FUCKING HARD.

193
00:10:27,060 --> 00:10:29,462
AND SHE HAD NO IDEA
HOW HARD IT WAS.

194
00:10:29,562 --> 00:10:32,866
AND WHAT WAS
HER REACTION TO THAT?

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SHE WAS PRETTY QUIET.

196
00:10:35,268 --> 00:10:37,204
SHE LOOKED CRUSHED.

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SO AS A RESULT
OF THAT,

198
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SHE NEVER
PURSUED ACTING.

199
00:10:41,641 --> 00:10:44,712
SHE NEVER DID
ANOTHER PLAY AGAIN.

200
00:10:44,812 --> 00:10:47,180
DID YOU FEEL THAT YOU
WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR--

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00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:50,984
I COULD HAVE ENCOURAGED
HER A LITTLE BIT MORE,
DON'T YOU THINK?

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00:10:51,084 --> 00:10:53,353
SHE DID ASK YOU
FOR YOUR OPINION.

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00:10:53,453 --> 00:10:56,757
AN HONEST OPINION
AND YOU GAVE IT.

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SOUNDS LIKE YOU
AND PATRICIA

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00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:06,266
HAD VERY DISTINCT
IDENTITIES IN THE FAMILY.

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00:11:06,366 --> 00:11:10,103
"THE BEAUTY
AND THE BRAIN. "

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00:11:10,203 --> 00:11:12,973
DID YOUR MOTHER,
DO YOU FEEL, CAST YOU IN--

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00:11:13,073 --> 00:11:15,342
LISTEN, WHEN I FIRST
STARTED TO COME HERE

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00:11:15,442 --> 00:11:16,810
I MADE MYSELF
ONE PROMISE--

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00:11:16,910 --> 00:11:18,879
THAT NO MATTER WHAT OTHER
TROUBLES WE UNVEILED,

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00:11:18,979 --> 00:11:21,381
I WOULD NOT BLAME
MY MOTHER, SO...

212
00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,583
BUT IT'S NOT ABOUT BLAME.

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00:11:23,683 --> 00:11:26,787
FINE, THEN YOU CAN STOP
POINTING YOUR FINGER
AT MY MOTHER.

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00:11:30,891 --> 00:11:33,994
IT SEEMS TO ME THAT
YOU MIGHT BE A LITTLE--

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00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:39,199
IS THAT KIND OF
A SENSITIVE SUBJECT FOR YOU?

216
00:11:39,299 --> 00:11:42,635
MAYBE BECAUSE
OF THE RELATIONSHIP

217
00:11:42,736 --> 00:11:44,171
YOU HAVE WITH IZZY?

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00:11:44,271 --> 00:11:46,306
ISABEL.

219
00:11:46,406 --> 00:11:48,141
HER FULL NAME
IS ISABEL.

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00:11:48,241 --> 00:11:50,177
I MEAN, SHE'S NAMED
AFTER MY MOTHER.

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00:11:50,277 --> 00:11:51,812
I ALWAYS THOUGHT
IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL NAME.
GLAMOROUS.

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00:11:51,912 --> 00:11:53,881
NOT LIKE MY NAME--
FRANCES.

223
00:11:53,981 --> 00:11:56,049
I ASKED MY MOTHER,
"WHY DID YOU NAME ME FRANCES?"

224
00:11:56,149 --> 00:11:57,517
SHE SAID,
"OH, DON'T YOU KNOW?

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00:11:57,617 --> 00:11:59,352
I NAMED YOU
AFTER FRANCES FARMER."

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00:11:59,452 --> 00:12:02,122
- HMM, THE ACTRESS.
- YES.

227
00:12:02,222 --> 00:12:05,158
- DID YOU SEE THE MOVIE?
- YES.

228
00:12:05,258 --> 00:12:08,295
YEAH, FRANCES.
WELL, WHAT HAPPENS TO HER?

229
00:12:08,395 --> 00:12:10,998
- THEY INSTITUTIONALIZE HER.
- SHE HAS A LOBOTOMY.

230
00:12:11,098 --> 00:12:13,333
AND WHO PUT HER
IN THE ASYLUM?

231
00:12:13,433 --> 00:12:15,302
- HER MOTHER.
- RIGHT.

232
00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:19,039
I CALLED MY MOTHER FROM
THE LOBBY ON A PAY PHONE
AFTER I SAW THE FILM.

233
00:12:19,139 --> 00:12:21,942
I SAID, "MOTHER, HOW COULD
YOU NAME ME AFTER HER?

234
00:12:22,042 --> 00:12:23,610
SHE HAD SUCH
A HORRIBLE LIFE."

235
00:12:23,710 --> 00:12:25,445
- AND YOU KNOW
WHAT SHE SAID?
- WHAT?

236
00:12:25,545 --> 00:12:27,414
"BUT SHE WAS
SO BEAUTIFUL."

237
00:12:27,514 --> 00:12:29,950
SO BEING BEAUTIFUL

238
00:12:30,050 --> 00:12:31,852
WAS IMPORTANT
TO YOUR MOTHER, YEAH?

239
00:12:31,952 --> 00:12:33,987
I MEAN,
SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL.

240
00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:36,890
- YOUR MOTHER?
- YES.

241
00:12:36,990 --> 00:12:38,859
PEOPLE USED TO SAY
THAT I LOOKED LIKE HER,

242
00:12:38,959 --> 00:12:41,628
BUT I DIDN'T THINK SO.

243
00:12:41,728 --> 00:12:44,431
SHE HAD, I DON'T KNOW,

244
00:12:44,531 --> 00:12:46,533
A DELICATE BEAUTY,
YOU KNOW?

245
00:12:46,633 --> 00:12:48,535
A NATURAL GRACE.

246
00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:04,852
THIS IS ISABEL, 1970.

247
00:13:04,952 --> 00:13:07,320
SHE CARRIED THAT PICTURE
AROUND TILL THE DAY SHE DIED.

248
00:13:07,420 --> 00:13:10,490
SHE LIKED TO SHOW PEOPLE HOW
SHE LOOKED IN ALL HER GLORY.

249
00:13:10,590 --> 00:13:11,992
UM-HMM.

250
00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:16,029
SHE'S A VERY
STRIKING WOMAN.

251
00:13:17,330 --> 00:13:19,232
TRISH THINKS IT'S PERVERSE
THAT I CARRY

252
00:13:19,332 --> 00:13:21,734
THIS PARTICULAR SHOT
AROUND WITH ME.

253
00:13:21,835 --> 00:13:23,503
SHE SAYS IT LOOKS
SO POSED.

254
00:13:23,603 --> 00:13:27,207
SHE THOUGHT
JUST BECAUSE MOTHER
IS OBSESSED WITH HER LOOKS

255
00:13:27,307 --> 00:13:29,142
DOESN'T MEAN
YOU HAVE TO BE TOO.

256
00:13:29,242 --> 00:13:31,678
AND WAS SHE
OBSESSED WITH HER LOOKS?

257
00:13:31,778 --> 00:13:33,580
NOT AT ALL.

258
00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:35,182
I MEAN, I UNDERSTAND IT,
YOU KNOW,

259
00:13:35,282 --> 00:13:37,951
WANTING TO HOLD ON
A LITTLE BIT.

260
00:13:38,051 --> 00:13:40,020
I WAS SO CRITICAL OF MY LOOKS
WHEN I WAS YOUNG.

261
00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:42,555
EVERY LITTLE FLAW.

262
00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,158
NOW I LOOK AT IMAGES
FROM THAT TIME AND I THINK,

263
00:13:45,258 --> 00:13:47,694
"GOD, WHO IS
THAT GORGEOUS GIRL?"

264
00:13:47,794 --> 00:13:49,930
YOU WANT TO OWN IT.

265
00:13:50,030 --> 00:13:52,832
YOU WANT TO FEEL
THAT WAY INSIDE.

266
00:13:52,933 --> 00:13:55,835
I LIKE TO REMEMBER
MY MOTHER JUST LIKE THIS.

267
00:13:55,936 --> 00:13:59,372
NOT THE WAY SHE LOOKED
AT THE END IN THE HOSPITAL.

268
00:14:01,374 --> 00:14:05,913
HER SKIN GOT SO TRANSLUCENT
IT LOOKED ALMOST BLUE.

269
00:14:06,013 --> 00:14:07,948
YOU KNOW, SHE WAS SO
LITTLE AND FRAIL

270
00:14:08,048 --> 00:14:09,983
SHE LOOKED LIKE
A TINY BIRD.

271
00:14:10,083 --> 00:14:11,985
EVEN AT THE END,
SHE STILL WANTED

272
00:14:12,085 --> 00:14:14,955
TO HAVE HER HAIR DONE
EVERY WEEK.

273
00:14:15,055 --> 00:14:17,457
SO SHE HER--
SHE HAD HER PRIDE,

274
00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:18,691
HER VANITY.

275
00:14:18,791 --> 00:14:20,393
VANITY?

276
00:14:20,493 --> 00:14:23,596
WELL, YEAH, MAYBE
THAT'S NOT THE RIGHT WORD.

277
00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:26,866
SHE STILL WANTED
TO LOOK HER BEST.

278
00:14:26,967 --> 00:14:28,435
THAT'S WHAT I MEANT.

279
00:14:28,535 --> 00:14:30,370
I DON'T KNOW WHAT
YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.

280
00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:32,072
WELL, YOU TOLD ME
THAT YOUR MOTHER

281
00:14:32,172 --> 00:14:34,241
ALWAYS WORE HER
SIGNATURE RED LIPSTICK.

282
00:14:34,341 --> 00:14:37,077
THAT EVEN IN THE HOSPITAL
AS SHE WAS DYING,

283
00:14:37,177 --> 00:14:39,913
SHE'D SIT UP
AND SHE WOULD ASK YOU

284
00:14:40,013 --> 00:14:43,016
TO COME AND DO
HER FACE.

285
00:14:43,116 --> 00:14:45,953
I NEVER TOLD YOU THAT.

286
00:14:46,053 --> 00:14:48,455
YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT?

287
00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:51,091
HER LIPSTICK,
WE USED TO CALL IT
THE "CHERRY."

288
00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:55,328
IT WAS A CLASSIC--
MAYBELLINE CHERRY RED.

289
00:14:58,999 --> 00:15:00,934
I BARELY MENTIONED
MY MOTHER HERE.

290
00:15:01,034 --> 00:15:04,004
I CERTAINLY NEVER SAID
ANYTHING THAT SPECIFIC.

291
00:15:04,104 --> 00:15:07,040
TRICIA TOLD YOU THAT.

292
00:15:07,140 --> 00:15:08,741
MAYBE.
MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT.

293
00:15:08,841 --> 00:15:10,277
OF COURSE I'M RIGHT.

294
00:15:10,377 --> 00:15:12,445
SHE TOLD YOU THAT
ALL THOSE YEARS AGO.

295
00:15:12,545 --> 00:15:14,914
YOU HEARD IT
AND YOU HAVE NEVER
FORGOTTEN IT.

296
00:15:15,015 --> 00:15:17,050
HONESTLY,
I DON'T KNOW WHY

297
00:15:17,150 --> 00:15:19,586
THAT PARTICULAR DETAIL
CAME INTO MY HEAD.

298
00:15:19,686 --> 00:15:21,854
I APOLOGIZE
IF IT UPSETS YOU.

299
00:15:21,955 --> 00:15:23,723
I DON'T WANT TO BE
CONFUSED WITH MY SISTER.

300
00:15:23,823 --> 00:15:27,694
ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT
HER, WHAT SHE TOLD YOU,
WHILE I'M TALKING?

301
00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:31,764
- NO, I--
- BECAUSE SHE HAS HER OWN
VERSION OF THINGS.

302
00:15:31,864 --> 00:15:35,235
YOU KNOW, "VAIN"?
THAT'S WHAT SHE CHOOSES
TO CALL OUR DYING MOTHER?

303
00:15:35,335 --> 00:15:37,270
I DON'T KNOW THAT THAT'S
WHAT SHE ACTUALLY SAID.

304
00:15:37,370 --> 00:15:39,606
I WAS SHOOTING A MOVIE.
I WAS GOING BACK AND FORTH
TO THE SET.

305
00:15:39,706 --> 00:15:42,909
I WAS KILLING MYSELF.
AND MY MOTHER'S LIPSTICK,

306
00:15:43,010 --> 00:15:44,477
THAT'S WHAT
SHE REMEMBERS?

307
00:15:44,577 --> 00:15:47,214
HONESTLY, I DON'T THINK THAT
THAT'S ALL SHE REMEMBERS.

308
00:15:47,314 --> 00:15:49,616
YEAH, WELL, WHAT ELSE
DID SHE SAY? WHAT?

309
00:15:49,716 --> 00:15:51,284
DID SHE
CALL ME WEAK?

310
00:15:51,384 --> 00:15:53,786
DID SHE SAY
I COULDN'T HANDLE IT?

311
00:15:53,886 --> 00:15:56,456
BECAUSE
I WANTED TO HELP.

312
00:15:56,556 --> 00:15:59,892
BUT TRICIA WOULDN'T LET ME.
SHE DID EVERYTHING.

313
00:15:59,993 --> 00:16:02,362
SHE PRACTICALLY MOVED
INTO THE HOSPITAL.

314
00:16:04,664 --> 00:16:07,734
AT NIGHT, YOU KNOW,
I WOULD WANT TO READ
TO MY MOTHER

315
00:16:07,834 --> 00:16:09,802
BECAUSE SHE LOVED
MYSTERIES.

316
00:16:09,902 --> 00:16:11,904
BUT NO, TRICIA
SAID, "LET HER REST,"

317
00:16:12,005 --> 00:16:13,806
AND SENT ME
BACK TO THE HOTEL

318
00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:15,308
WHILE SHE STAYED.

319
00:16:15,408 --> 00:16:17,777
- STAYED AT THE--
- STAYED IN THE HOSPITAL.

320
00:16:17,877 --> 00:16:21,514
I MEAN, TRICIA THOUGHT
I WAS USELESS.

321
00:16:21,614 --> 00:16:24,817
ONE MORNING I HAD TO
LEAVE VERY EARLY.

322
00:16:24,917 --> 00:16:27,987
I HAD TO GET BACK TO
THE SET AND I WANTED TO
KISS MY MOTHER GOODBYE.

323
00:16:28,088 --> 00:16:30,990
AND I CAME
TO THE HOSPITAL EARLY

324
00:16:31,091 --> 00:16:32,792
AND I WENT
TO THE ROOM

325
00:16:32,892 --> 00:16:35,028
AND I SAW TRICIA.

326
00:16:35,128 --> 00:16:37,264
SHE HAD CLIMBED UP
IN BED WITH MAMA

327
00:16:37,364 --> 00:16:39,032
AND SHE HAD
HER ARM AROUND HER.

328
00:16:39,132 --> 00:16:42,702
THEY WERE LYING
IN THE BED.

329
00:16:42,802 --> 00:16:45,572
IS THAT WHAT YOU CALLED HER
WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE GIRL?

330
00:16:45,672 --> 00:16:47,407
MAMA?

331
00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:53,513
WELL, MY DADDY DIED
WHEN I WAS FIVE.

332
00:16:53,613 --> 00:16:56,216
TRISH WAS ONE.

333
00:16:56,316 --> 00:16:59,219
OUR MOTHER USED TO CRY
ALL NIGHT.

334
00:16:59,319 --> 00:17:02,155
AND SHE WOULD COME
INTO THE BEDROOM AND...

335
00:17:03,490 --> 00:17:07,160
SHE WOULD TAKE TRISH
OUT OF THE CRIB

336
00:17:07,260 --> 00:17:10,230
AND TAKE HER BACK
TO BED WITH HER TO SLEEP.

337
00:17:13,900 --> 00:17:18,037
I WAS WIDE AWAKE,
BUT SHE WOULD CHOOSE
TRICIA EVERY TIME.

338
00:17:19,306 --> 00:17:21,874
IT MUST HAVE BEEN
VERY PAINFUL.

339
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:24,544
WELL, TRICIA DIDN'T KNOW
WHAT WAS GOING ON.

340
00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:30,350
CAN YOU SEE HOW YOUR SISTER
BECAME THE NURTURER,

341
00:17:30,450 --> 00:17:32,585
THE CARETAKER
ALMOST BY ACCIDENT

342
00:17:32,685 --> 00:17:36,789
BECAUSE SHE WAS CAST
IN THAT ROLE BY YOUR MOTHER?

343
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:39,092
LATER ON
WHEN YOU WERE OLDER,

344
00:17:39,192 --> 00:17:41,161
SHE ASKED YOUR ADVICE
ABOUT BECOMING AN ACTRESS.

345
00:17:41,261 --> 00:17:44,063
OH, BACK TO THAT.
NO, THE TRUTH IS

346
00:17:44,164 --> 00:17:45,965
THAT TRICIA WAS WONDERFUL
IN THAT PLAY.

347
00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:48,801
SHE WAS REALLY GOOD.

348
00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:52,539
BUT I NEVER
HAD THE GENEROSITY

349
00:17:52,639 --> 00:17:53,973
TO LET HER KNOW SO.

350
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,176
YOU CAN STILL TELL HER.
IT'S NOT TOO LATE.

351
00:17:56,276 --> 00:17:59,279
YOU CAN STILL
MAKE AMENDS.

352
00:17:59,379 --> 00:18:02,215
I DON'T WANT
TO TALK ANYMORE.

353
00:18:02,315 --> 00:18:03,950
I'VE TALKED
ENOUGH TODAY.

354
00:18:04,050 --> 00:18:06,085
OKAY.

355
00:18:06,186 --> 00:18:09,589
BUT YOU KNOW
WHAT COULD BE HELPFUL,
ACTUALLY?

356
00:18:09,689 --> 00:18:12,325
IF YOU COULD JUST
READ THIS WITH ME,

357
00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:14,627
THAT WOULD BE
GREAT.

358
00:18:16,463 --> 00:18:18,498
ISN'T THIS WHAT YOU
USED TO DO WITH RUSSELL?

359
00:18:18,598 --> 00:18:20,433
DON'T WORRY.
I'M NOT CONFUSING YOU
WITH RUSSELL.

360
00:18:20,533 --> 00:18:23,136
RUSSELL WAS AN ASSHOLE.
YOU ACTUALLY,

361
00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:25,438
YOU KNOW,
MAKE ME FEEL CALM.

362
00:18:25,538 --> 00:18:29,108
I THOUGHT I AGGRAVATED YOU
MOST OF THE TIME.

363
00:18:29,209 --> 00:18:32,712
SO, UH,
JUST READ THIS PART.

364
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:37,317
YOU KNOW WHAT?
WE-- I'M SORRY.

365
00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:42,422
AH, YOU'RE NOT
GONNA DO IT.

366
00:18:42,522 --> 00:18:44,224
I UNDERSTAND
THAT YOU'RE ANXIOUS.

367
00:18:44,324 --> 00:18:47,059
NO, YOU UNDERSTAND
BUT YOU WON'T HELP ME.

368
00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:48,961
I WOULD LIKE
TO HELP YOU.

369
00:18:49,061 --> 00:18:51,130
- I JUST DON'T THINK
THAT IT'S APPROPRIATE--
- I KNOW.

370
00:18:51,231 --> 00:18:53,633
- WELL, I JUST WON'T
DO ANYTHING.
- FRANCES.

371
00:18:53,733 --> 00:18:57,404
WHAT?
I'M ABOUT TO BE EMBARRASSED
IN FRONT OF 1200 PEOPLE.

372
00:18:57,504 --> 00:18:59,339
I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE
WHO'S WILLING TO HELP ME,

373
00:18:59,439 --> 00:19:01,741
AND THAT OBVIOUSLY
INCLUDES YOU.

374
00:19:07,046 --> 00:19:08,748
( door slams )

375
00:19:11,518 --> 00:19:13,620
( sighs )

376
00:19:31,070 --> 00:19:33,440
( theme music playing )