1 00:00:05,906 --> 00:00:08,909 NOW I'LL DO-- I'LL DO THE DRY 2 00:00:09,009 --> 00:00:11,045 AND YOU DO THE WET. HOW'S THAT? 3 00:00:11,145 --> 00:00:13,214 WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? 4 00:00:13,314 --> 00:00:14,948 YOU'LL BEAT THE EGGS AND MILK. 5 00:00:15,049 --> 00:00:18,419 I'LL DO THE FLOUR. WHAT DID YOU THINK I MEANT? 6 00:00:22,090 --> 00:00:22,856 OKAY. 7 00:00:22,956 --> 00:00:25,526 HEY, CHOCOLATE CHIPS. 8 00:00:25,626 --> 00:00:28,096 DON'T TELL YOUR MOM, OKAY? 9 00:00:28,196 --> 00:00:29,930 HOW MUCH MILK? 10 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:32,133 READ WHAT IT SAYS ON THE THING. 11 00:00:35,269 --> 00:00:39,873 SO HOW IS-- HOW IS SCHOOL? 12 00:00:39,973 --> 00:00:41,709 IT'S FINE. 13 00:00:41,809 --> 00:00:43,677 ARE YOU MISSING YOUR FRIENDS? 14 00:00:43,777 --> 00:00:45,513 I'LL MAKE NEW ONES, DAD. 15 00:00:45,613 --> 00:00:47,181 OKAY. 16 00:00:48,482 --> 00:00:49,717 NOW.... 17 00:00:50,651 --> 00:00:52,553 SO NOW IT SAYS WE MIX 18 00:00:52,653 --> 00:00:55,123 THE DRY INGREDIENTS 19 00:00:55,223 --> 00:00:57,658 INTO THE WET. 20 00:00:57,758 --> 00:01:00,828 THAT'S NOT GONNA WORK BECAUSE YOUR BOWL IS SMALLER. 21 00:01:02,930 --> 00:01:04,465 OKAY. 22 00:01:04,565 --> 00:01:07,735 OKAY, UM, SO... 23 00:01:09,002 --> 00:01:11,505 SO HOW ARE-- HOW-- 24 00:01:13,207 --> 00:01:15,576 HOW ARE THINGS GOING WITH STEVE? 25 00:01:18,078 --> 00:01:21,949 HAS HE BEEN GROWING ON YOU AT ALL? 26 00:01:22,049 --> 00:01:24,118 GROWING ON ME? YOU MEAN LIKE MOLD? 27 00:01:24,218 --> 00:01:25,886 I'M JUST-- I'M JUST CURIOUS 28 00:01:25,986 --> 00:01:28,422 WHAT KIND OF A GUY HE IS, YOU KNOW. 29 00:01:28,522 --> 00:01:30,591 HE'S FINE. 30 00:01:30,691 --> 00:01:32,993 I FIGURE THAT IF YOUR MOM'S GONNA MARRY HIM, 31 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:35,829 THEN HE CAN'T BE ALL THAT BAD. 32 00:01:38,632 --> 00:01:40,401 ( knocks on door ) 33 00:01:41,535 --> 00:01:43,604 GIVE US A SEC. 34 00:01:46,774 --> 00:01:48,342 SHIT. 35 00:01:52,480 --> 00:01:54,014 JESSE. 36 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:56,217 YOU ALL RIGHT? 37 00:01:56,317 --> 00:01:57,651 WHAT'S HAPPENED? 38 00:01:57,751 --> 00:02:02,089 I NEED TO DO MY SESSION TONIGHT INSTEAD OF TOMORROW. 39 00:02:02,190 --> 00:02:05,726 LOOK, I DON'T HOLD SESSIONS THIS LATE, JESSE. 40 00:02:05,826 --> 00:02:08,061 AND I'M-- 41 00:02:08,162 --> 00:02:10,698 RIGHT. 42 00:02:10,798 --> 00:02:12,900 THEN FUCK YOU TOO. 43 00:02:15,002 --> 00:02:17,238 FUCK EVERYONE. 44 00:02:21,775 --> 00:02:23,344 WHAT'S GOING ON, JESSE? 45 00:02:23,444 --> 00:02:25,746 - I WENT TO SEE THEM. - WHO? 46 00:02:25,846 --> 00:02:27,581 WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK? 47 00:02:32,420 --> 00:02:34,688 THEY KICKED ME OUT OF THEIR HOUSE. 48 00:02:51,772 --> 00:02:54,375 OKAY, HERE'S THE KEY TO THE WAITING ROOM. 49 00:02:54,475 --> 00:02:56,477 I'LL SEE YOU THERE IN A MINUTE, OKAY? 50 00:03:08,522 --> 00:03:13,227 ( theme music playing ) 51 00:03:30,344 --> 00:03:32,513 DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED? 52 00:03:34,615 --> 00:03:36,817 I CALLED HIM AFTER OUR SESSION. 53 00:03:36,917 --> 00:03:39,152 WHO? KEVIN? 54 00:03:39,253 --> 00:03:42,323 AND I SAID I WAS READY TO MEET HIM. 55 00:03:42,423 --> 00:03:44,525 AND HE WAS LIKE, "GREAT, WE'LL MEET YOU IN THE CITY." 56 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:46,494 BUT I KINDA WANTED TO SEE THEIR PLACE, 57 00:03:46,594 --> 00:03:49,263 SO I SAID I WOULD COME TO THEM. AND HE WAS LIKE, "GREAT." 58 00:03:49,363 --> 00:03:50,664 AND I WAS LIKE, "HOW'S TUESDAY?" 59 00:03:50,764 --> 00:03:52,533 AND HE WAS LIKE, "TUESDAY'S GREAT." 60 00:03:52,633 --> 00:03:56,069 WHEN DID YOU CALL HIM? AFTER THE LAST SESSION? 61 00:03:56,169 --> 00:03:57,871 YEAH. 62 00:03:57,971 --> 00:04:00,574 AND WHY DID YOU FEEL THE URGENCY? 63 00:04:00,674 --> 00:04:02,543 I DON'T KNOW. 64 00:04:02,643 --> 00:04:04,712 I JUST FELT GOOD AFTER LAST WEEK. 65 00:04:04,812 --> 00:04:07,948 I FELT LIKE MAYBE IT WAS ALL GONNA WORK OUT SOMEHOW. 66 00:04:08,048 --> 00:04:10,984 WELL, YOU KNOW, WE HAD TALKED ABOUT SPENDING ANOTHER FEW SESSIONS-- 67 00:04:11,084 --> 00:04:12,720 WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? 68 00:04:12,820 --> 00:04:15,823 - ARE YOU SAYING THAT I FUCKED UP? - NO. 69 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:17,791 - DO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE? - NO, I DON'T. 70 00:04:17,891 --> 00:04:19,860 BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU REALLY WANT ME HERE. 71 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:21,795 I DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO HEAR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. 72 00:04:21,895 --> 00:04:23,864 JESSE, I DO WANT TO HEAR. 73 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:36,444 YEAH, SO... 74 00:04:36,544 --> 00:04:39,012 WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET TODAY AT, LIKE, 6:00. 75 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:41,449 BUT I'M ALWAYS LATE FOR THINGS, 76 00:04:41,549 --> 00:04:43,451 SO I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST SHOW UP EARLY 77 00:04:43,551 --> 00:04:46,554 AND SCOPE THE PLACE OUT AND THEN I'D GET SOME COFFEE. 78 00:04:46,654 --> 00:04:48,922 SO I TOOK A 3:00 TRAIN. 79 00:04:49,022 --> 00:04:50,624 IT ONLY TOOK AN HOUR. 80 00:04:55,629 --> 00:04:57,297 JESSE? 81 00:05:04,705 --> 00:05:09,076 THERE WERE THESE KIDS IN THE FRONT YARD. 82 00:05:09,176 --> 00:05:12,212 AND AT FIRST I THOUGHT, 83 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,747 "IT MUST BE THE WRONG HOUSE." 84 00:05:13,847 --> 00:05:15,683 BUT I CHECKED THE ADDRESS AND IT WASN'T. 85 00:05:15,783 --> 00:05:18,285 I MEAN, IT WAS THE RIGHT HOUSE. 86 00:05:18,386 --> 00:05:20,521 AND THEN I THOUGHT 87 00:05:20,621 --> 00:05:23,591 MAYBE THEY WERE THE NEIGHBORS' KIDS OR... 88 00:05:23,691 --> 00:05:26,627 SO I LOOKED AT THEM UP CLOSE 89 00:05:26,727 --> 00:05:30,464 THROUGH THE ZOOM LENS OF MY CAMERA. 90 00:05:33,934 --> 00:05:35,168 I TOOK SOME PICTURES. 91 00:05:35,268 --> 00:05:37,304 AND THEN I FELT REALLY ILL. 92 00:05:37,405 --> 00:05:38,806 SO I LEFT. 93 00:05:38,906 --> 00:05:40,641 AND I WENT TO FIND A DINER OR SOMETHING, 94 00:05:40,741 --> 00:05:42,843 SOMEWHERE WHERE I COULD THINK, 95 00:05:42,943 --> 00:05:45,012 BUT APPARENTLY THERE ARE NO DINERS IN WESTCHESTER. 96 00:05:45,112 --> 00:05:47,848 THERE ARE 50 MILLION DIFFERENT TENNIS CLUBS, 97 00:05:47,948 --> 00:05:50,150 BUT YOU CAN'T GET A FUCKING MILK SHAKE! 98 00:05:50,250 --> 00:05:52,820 OKAY OKAY. 99 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,622 SO WHAT DID YOU DO? 100 00:05:56,757 --> 00:05:58,426 I-- 101 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:00,528 I WALKED AROUND FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS 102 00:06:00,628 --> 00:06:02,496 AND THEN I WENT BACK. 103 00:06:09,470 --> 00:06:11,104 AND THEY WERE GONE. 104 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:14,508 WHO WAS GONE? 105 00:06:16,109 --> 00:06:17,277 EVERYBODY WAS GONE? 106 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:19,913 NO, KEVIN AND KAREN WERE STILL THERE, BUT... 107 00:06:21,949 --> 00:06:26,353 THE KIDS-- THEY JUST DISAPPEARED-- 108 00:06:26,454 --> 00:06:29,557 AND NOT JUST, LIKE, THEIR PHYSICAL BODIES, 109 00:06:29,657 --> 00:06:32,726 BUT ALL EVIDENCE OF THEIR EXISTENCES. 110 00:06:35,028 --> 00:06:39,199 THERE WAS THIS CHALK. AND THE GIRL-- 111 00:06:39,299 --> 00:06:42,402 SHE WAS DRAWING ON THE DRIVEWAY WITH IT. 112 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:48,776 AND THE CHALK WAS GONE. 113 00:06:48,876 --> 00:06:51,879 AND THE GIRL WAS GONE. AND THE DRIVEWAY WAS WET. 114 00:06:54,414 --> 00:06:56,584 THEY WASHED IT, PAUL. 115 00:06:59,553 --> 00:07:01,288 SO I RANG THE DOORBELL. 116 00:07:01,388 --> 00:07:02,956 KEVIN ANSWERED. 117 00:07:03,056 --> 00:07:04,525 KEVIN? 118 00:07:04,625 --> 00:07:07,961 SO WHAT WAS HE LIKE? 119 00:07:08,061 --> 00:07:12,533 HE WAS BLOND AND TALL. 120 00:07:13,834 --> 00:07:16,003 THEY WERE-- 121 00:07:16,103 --> 00:07:17,938 THEY LOOKED... 122 00:07:19,907 --> 00:07:21,475 RICH. 123 00:07:22,175 --> 00:07:24,077 AND WHAT ELSE? 124 00:07:24,177 --> 00:07:25,913 UH, SHE-- 125 00:07:27,715 --> 00:07:30,283 SHE HAD REALLY NICE LEGS. 126 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:32,686 IS IT WEIRD THAT I NOTICED THAT? 127 00:07:32,786 --> 00:07:34,121 NO. 128 00:07:37,124 --> 00:07:39,793 SHE WAS WEARING THESE STOCKINGS AND... 129 00:07:41,829 --> 00:07:45,499 SHE HAD THIS ROUND FACE AND THESE LITTLE EYES 130 00:07:45,599 --> 00:07:47,535 THAT DISAPPEARED INTO HER SKULL 131 00:07:47,635 --> 00:07:49,637 EVERY TIME SHE SMILED. 132 00:07:51,038 --> 00:07:55,475 HE-- HE LOOKED LIKE A REALLY GOOD GUY. 133 00:07:57,344 --> 00:07:59,112 HE HAD A WINK... 134 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:01,882 LIKE THAT. 135 00:08:03,951 --> 00:08:05,719 SO DID THEY-- 136 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:08,556 DID THEY INVITE YOU IN? 137 00:08:08,656 --> 00:08:10,724 YEAH, AND WE SAT AT THE KITCHEN TABLE. 138 00:08:10,824 --> 00:08:14,662 AND THEY PUT OUT THESE OREO COOKIES AND MILK 139 00:08:14,762 --> 00:08:17,297 LIKE WE WERE IN A FUCKING NABISCO COMMERCIAL. 140 00:08:17,397 --> 00:08:20,934 SO YOU FOUND THAT PATRONIZING? 141 00:08:21,034 --> 00:08:23,937 YEAH, I MEAN, 142 00:08:24,037 --> 00:08:25,639 I WAS STARVING 143 00:08:25,739 --> 00:08:28,542 SO I ATE, LIKE, HALF THE PACKAGE, BUT-- 144 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:33,280 WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT 145 00:08:33,380 --> 00:08:36,016 WHEN YOU WERE EATING THE COOKIES? 146 00:08:36,116 --> 00:08:39,219 I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER. 147 00:08:39,319 --> 00:08:41,922 YOU DON'T REMEMBER? 148 00:08:42,022 --> 00:08:43,624 I WAS JUST LOOKING AROUND THE ROOM. 149 00:08:43,724 --> 00:08:47,160 AND THEY WERE, LIKE, WATCHING ME. 150 00:08:47,260 --> 00:08:48,562 WHAT WERE YOU LOOKING FOR? 151 00:08:48,662 --> 00:08:50,230 DRAWINGS ON THE REFRIGERATOR, 152 00:08:50,330 --> 00:08:52,165 SIPPY CUPS. I DON'T KNOW. 153 00:08:53,867 --> 00:08:56,536 WERE YOU LOOKING FOR SIGNS 154 00:08:56,637 --> 00:08:58,238 OF OTHER KIDS? 155 00:08:59,439 --> 00:09:01,108 YEAH, AND? 156 00:09:04,277 --> 00:09:06,246 THE OUTLETS WERE CHILDPROOF. 157 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:09,983 ANYTHING ELSE? 158 00:09:10,083 --> 00:09:12,352 YOU WERE CONVINCED THAT THE KIDS IN THE YARD 159 00:09:12,452 --> 00:09:15,623 WERE DEFINITELY THEIR KIDS? 160 00:09:15,723 --> 00:09:19,760 THEY-- THEY JUST LIKE HELD HANDS THE WHOLE TIME 161 00:09:19,860 --> 00:09:23,263 AND THEY LOOKED AT ME LIKE-- 162 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:28,902 LIKE I WAS GONNA SET THEIR HOUSE ON FIRE OR SOMETHING. 163 00:09:33,073 --> 00:09:35,008 AND THEN, LIKE, 10 MINUTES LATER 164 00:09:35,108 --> 00:09:37,044 THEY ASKED ME TO LEAVE, SO I LEFT. 165 00:09:37,144 --> 00:09:41,048 I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT DRESSED UP. 166 00:09:41,148 --> 00:09:42,683 I CAN'T BELIEVE I WORE THIS JACKET. 167 00:09:42,783 --> 00:09:45,485 I HAVEN'T WORN IT SINCE FRESHMAN YEAR. 168 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:47,821 AND THIS TIE ISN'T EVEN MINE. IT'S NATE'S. 169 00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:49,890 I TIED HIM UP WITH IT ONCE AND I GOT COME ON IT, 170 00:09:49,990 --> 00:09:51,892 SO HE SAID I COULD KEEP IT. 171 00:10:06,674 --> 00:10:08,842 THOSE WERE THEIR KIDS, PAUL. 172 00:10:10,778 --> 00:10:12,045 DO YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW I KNOW? 173 00:10:12,145 --> 00:10:13,380 HOW? 174 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:15,215 I WENT TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE I LEFT. 175 00:10:15,315 --> 00:10:17,350 I WENT A COUPLE OF TIMES. 176 00:10:19,386 --> 00:10:21,588 THERE WAS THIS BAR 177 00:10:21,689 --> 00:10:24,057 BY THE TOILET FOR HANDICAPPED PEOPLE. 178 00:10:36,737 --> 00:10:38,171 ( camera hums ) 179 00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:57,357 JESUS. 180 00:10:59,092 --> 00:11:00,828 I KNOW, RIGHT? 181 00:11:06,466 --> 00:11:09,737 AT LEAST NOW WE KNOW WHY THEY GOT IN CONTACT WITH ME. 182 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:13,373 ISN'T IT OBVIOUS? 183 00:11:14,207 --> 00:11:15,442 WHAT? 184 00:11:15,542 --> 00:11:16,910 THIS KID IN THE WHEELCHAIR-- 185 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,479 LOOK AT HIS FACE. HE'S LIKE A MINI ME. 186 00:11:19,579 --> 00:11:21,681 AND HE'S FUCKING SICKLY. 187 00:11:26,286 --> 00:11:28,221 THEY WANT MY BLOOD... 188 00:11:31,124 --> 00:11:34,027 MY GUTS-- SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW. 189 00:11:36,396 --> 00:11:38,866 ARE YOU SAYING THAT THEY GOT IN TOUCH WITH YOU 190 00:11:38,966 --> 00:11:42,369 BECAUSE OF SOME MEDICAL REASON? 191 00:11:42,469 --> 00:11:44,104 YEAH, OF COURSE. HE'S DYING. 192 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:46,306 HE PROBABLY NEEDS A DONOR OR SOMETHING. 193 00:11:46,406 --> 00:11:49,642 OKAY, LET'S-- 194 00:11:49,743 --> 00:11:51,611 LET'S TAKE A-- 195 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:53,646 TAKE A STEP BACK HERE, JESSE. 196 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:56,016 HOW DO YOU KNOW THE KID'S DYING? 197 00:11:56,116 --> 00:11:58,251 - LOOK AT HIM. - I SEE A KID IN A WHEELCHAIR. 198 00:11:58,351 --> 00:12:00,320 HE MIGHT HAVE HAD AN ACCIDENT. HE MIGHT BE PARALYZED. 199 00:12:00,420 --> 00:12:02,589 THERE'S A NUMBER OF THINGS THAT MIGHT BE WRONG 200 00:12:02,689 --> 00:12:04,491 THAT AREN'T LIFE-THREATENING. 201 00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:07,094 BUT WHY WOULD THEY GET IN TOUCH WITH ME AFTER 17 YEARS? 202 00:12:07,194 --> 00:12:10,063 AND WHY WOULD THEY HIDE THEIR KIDS FROM ME? 203 00:12:10,163 --> 00:12:11,899 MAYBE THEY JUST WANTED TO MEET YOU FIRST. 204 00:12:11,999 --> 00:12:13,967 THEY WASHED THE FUCKING DRIVEWAY! 205 00:12:17,137 --> 00:12:19,139 OKAY, THAT'S-- 206 00:12:19,907 --> 00:12:21,809 THAT'S STRANGE. 207 00:12:21,909 --> 00:12:23,811 YOU'RE RIGHT. 208 00:12:23,911 --> 00:12:27,881 BUT LET'S NOT LEAP TO CONCLUSIONS HERE. 209 00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:29,917 TELL ME EVERYTHING THAT YOU REMEMBER 210 00:12:30,017 --> 00:12:31,584 ABOUT THE CONVERSATION. 211 00:12:31,684 --> 00:12:33,320 I ALREADY TOLD YOU. 212 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:36,223 YOU JUST TOLD ME THEY HAD COOKIES AND THEY WERE HOLDING HANDS. 213 00:12:36,323 --> 00:12:39,092 WHAT DID THEY ACTUALLY SAY, JESSE? 214 00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:42,162 I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID. 215 00:12:42,262 --> 00:12:44,064 NOTHING? 216 00:12:52,239 --> 00:12:54,141 I WAS STONED. 217 00:12:55,442 --> 00:12:57,044 YOU WERE STONED? 218 00:12:57,144 --> 00:12:57,945 YEAH. 219 00:12:58,045 --> 00:13:01,481 KINDA. A LITTLE BIT. 220 00:13:01,581 --> 00:13:04,918 I GOT HIGH WHILE I WAS WALKING AROUND WASTING TIME. 221 00:13:09,990 --> 00:13:11,859 MAYBE THAT'S WHY YOU WERE SO HUNGRY. 222 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,393 ( chuckles ) 223 00:13:13,493 --> 00:13:15,362 YEAH, I GUESS SO. 224 00:13:15,462 --> 00:13:18,298 YOU SAID THEY ASKED YOU TO LEAVE THE HOUSE. 225 00:13:18,398 --> 00:13:20,267 - YEAH, THEY DID. - YOU REMEMBER THAT. 226 00:13:20,367 --> 00:13:24,037 - YEAH. - AND DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHY? 227 00:13:27,140 --> 00:13:29,409 I THINK IT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH RISD. 228 00:13:31,478 --> 00:13:32,980 RISD? 229 00:13:35,782 --> 00:13:37,851 DID YOU ASK THEM FOR MONEY? 230 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:40,153 KINDA. 231 00:13:40,253 --> 00:13:42,289 WELL, WHAT DOES "KINDA" MEAN? 232 00:13:42,389 --> 00:13:45,458 I SAID THAT MAYBE WE COULD WORK OUT SOME SORT OF DEAL. 233 00:13:45,558 --> 00:13:47,360 A DEAL? LIKE--? 234 00:13:47,460 --> 00:13:51,198 LIKE A SUMMER FOR SOME BONE MARROW. 235 00:13:51,298 --> 00:13:53,466 IF THEY PAID FOR COLLEGE, I'D THROW IN A KIDNEY. 236 00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:54,701 I DON'T KNOW. 237 00:13:54,801 --> 00:13:56,469 AND WHAT DID THEY SAY? 238 00:13:58,171 --> 00:14:00,340 THEY DIDN'T REALLY SAY ANYTHING. 239 00:14:06,579 --> 00:14:10,984 KEVIN OFFERED TO DRIVE ME TO THE TRAIN STATION, 240 00:14:11,751 --> 00:14:13,686 SO I LEFT. 241 00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:15,388 OKAY. 242 00:14:18,158 --> 00:14:19,792 YOU KNOW WHAT? I'VE GOT TO SAY THAT I'M-- 243 00:14:19,893 --> 00:14:21,661 WHAT, FRUSTRATED WITH ME? 244 00:14:21,761 --> 00:14:23,263 YES. 245 00:14:27,134 --> 00:14:28,902 I THINK YOU DELIBERATELY SABOTAGED THAT MEETING. 246 00:14:29,002 --> 00:14:30,503 NO, I DIDN'T. 247 00:14:30,603 --> 00:14:33,941 I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THAT IT'S ANOTHER EVENT 248 00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:37,710 IN THE PATTERN OF YOUR BEHAVIOR, 249 00:14:37,810 --> 00:14:39,679 THAT YOU TEST EVERYBODY AROUND YOU 250 00:14:39,779 --> 00:14:41,514 AND THEN YOU PUSH THEM AWAY 251 00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:44,551 LIKE YOU DID WITH MARISA AND ROBERTO AND NATE. 252 00:14:44,651 --> 00:14:46,853 NOW IT'S YOUR BIRTH PARENTS. 253 00:14:46,954 --> 00:14:49,456 YOU HURT THE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU 254 00:14:49,556 --> 00:14:51,191 SO THAT THEY WILL TURN AWAY FROM YOU, 255 00:14:51,291 --> 00:14:52,859 AND THEN YOU CAN PROVE TO YOURSELF 256 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:54,962 THAT YOU'RE FUNDAMENTALLY UNLOVABLE. 257 00:14:55,062 --> 00:14:56,896 SORRY, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I DID THAT. 258 00:14:56,997 --> 00:14:58,966 EVEN COMING OVER HERE NOW-- IT'S LATE. 259 00:14:59,066 --> 00:15:01,801 IT'S NOT YOUR SESSION TIME. 260 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,704 WERE YOU TESTING ME TO SEE HOW MUCH I CARE, 261 00:15:04,804 --> 00:15:06,706 WHAT I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE? 262 00:15:06,806 --> 00:15:08,942 WILL I PUT MY KID'S NEEDS BEFORE YOU? 263 00:15:09,042 --> 00:15:11,444 JESSE, DON'T WALK OUT. JESSE. 264 00:15:11,544 --> 00:15:13,680 JESSE, DON'T WALK OUT. 265 00:15:13,780 --> 00:15:16,349 JESSE, STOP. 266 00:15:16,449 --> 00:15:18,318 THE ONLY REASON I CAME HERE TONIGHT IS BECAUSE 267 00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:21,288 I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW MUCH YOU FUCKED UP MY FUCKING LIFE. 268 00:15:21,388 --> 00:15:24,157 - IF I HADN'T TAKEN YOUR STUPID ADVICE-- - WHAT ADVICE? 269 00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:26,059 - YOU TOLD ME TO CALL THEM BACK. - NO, I DIDN'T. 270 00:15:26,159 --> 00:15:27,995 YES, YOU DID. I WAS GONNA TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF. 271 00:15:28,095 --> 00:15:30,663 - I WROTE THAT LETTER. YOU TOOK IT FROM ME. - YOU GAVE IT TO ME. 272 00:15:30,763 --> 00:15:32,865 STOP IT! JUST FUCKING STOP. 273 00:15:32,966 --> 00:15:35,735 I'M THE ONE IN TROUBLE HERE, OKAY? NOT YOU. 274 00:15:35,835 --> 00:15:40,040 WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO YOUR LITTLE PANCAKEFEST WITH YOUR FAGGOTY SON! 275 00:15:58,291 --> 00:16:01,028 ( distant dog barking ) 276 00:16:20,780 --> 00:16:22,349 YOU KNOW... 277 00:16:24,751 --> 00:16:26,453 YOUR BIRTH PARENTS-- 278 00:16:26,553 --> 00:16:29,556 THEY MADE A MISTAKE 279 00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:34,327 BY NOT TELLING YOU THAT YOU HAD SIBLINGS. 280 00:16:34,427 --> 00:16:37,097 I-- 281 00:16:37,197 --> 00:16:39,999 I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEIR INTENTIONS WERE. 282 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:44,304 MAYBE THEY WERE TRYING TO PROTECT YOU. 283 00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:53,246 ( sobs ) 284 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:57,084 DID I JUST RUIN EVERYTHING? 285 00:16:57,184 --> 00:17:00,320 WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY "EVERYTHING"? 286 00:17:00,420 --> 00:17:03,556 MY WHOLE LIFE. 287 00:17:03,656 --> 00:17:06,926 JESSE, YOU'RE 17. 288 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:09,162 YOU DIDN'T KILL ANYBODY. 289 00:17:09,262 --> 00:17:12,299 YOU HAVEN'T RUINED YOUR LIFE. 290 00:17:12,399 --> 00:17:17,237 BUT YOU MADE A DECISION AND YOU TOOK AN ACTION, 291 00:17:17,337 --> 00:17:19,672 AND THAT ACTION HAS CONSEQUENCES. 292 00:17:21,741 --> 00:17:23,810 THEY KEPT A CRIPPLED KID. 293 00:17:31,017 --> 00:17:32,719 GOD, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? 294 00:17:32,819 --> 00:17:34,787 THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU, JESS-- NOTHING. 295 00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:36,623 THERE MUST BE SOMETHING. 296 00:17:40,260 --> 00:17:44,431 HOW OLD WERE KEVIN AND KAREN WHEN YOU WERE BORN? 297 00:17:44,531 --> 00:17:47,134 DIDN'T HE SAY IN HIS LETTER? 298 00:17:47,234 --> 00:17:51,238 UH, LIKE, 17. 299 00:17:51,338 --> 00:17:54,641 17, JESSE-- YOUR AGE. 300 00:17:54,741 --> 00:17:57,877 DO YOU FEEL READY TO RAISE A KID? 301 00:17:57,977 --> 00:17:59,946 NO. 302 00:18:00,046 --> 00:18:04,984 I KNOW YOU THINK THERE'S GOT TO BE SOME REASON 303 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:09,822 WHY YOUR BIRTH PARENTS GAVE YOU UP, 304 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:11,391 SOME SECRET 305 00:18:11,491 --> 00:18:13,960 THAT THEY'RE KEEPING FROM YOU. 306 00:18:14,060 --> 00:18:17,930 WHAT IF THEY WERE JUST TOO YOUNG? 307 00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:21,968 WHAT IF IT'S THAT SIMPLE? WHAT THEN? 308 00:18:22,068 --> 00:18:24,804 ( smoke alarm beeping ) 309 00:18:24,904 --> 00:18:27,174 OH SHIT. 310 00:18:32,212 --> 00:18:34,781 OH! OKAY, STAY OVER HERE. STAY THERE. 311 00:18:34,881 --> 00:18:36,082 - SORRY. - JUST STAY THERE. 312 00:18:36,183 --> 00:18:38,185 IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 313 00:18:52,532 --> 00:18:56,002 ( exhales ) IT'S OKAY. 314 00:18:56,102 --> 00:18:57,504 OKAY. 315 00:18:57,604 --> 00:18:59,706 I'M SUCH AN IDIOT. I'M SORRY. 316 00:18:59,806 --> 00:19:01,774 NO HARM DONE. IT'S OKAY. 317 00:19:01,874 --> 00:19:04,043 ( chuckles ) IT'S OKAY. 318 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:06,646 IT'S JUST A BIT OF SMOKE, THAT'S ALL. 319 00:19:06,746 --> 00:19:08,147 OKAY. 320 00:19:34,241 --> 00:19:37,577 ( theme music playing )