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AMPHETAMINES?

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NO.

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CORTICOSTEROIDS--
EITHER TOPICAL OR INHALED?

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UH, NO.

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EXCESSIVE ALCOHOL INTAKE?

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NO.

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WITHDRAWAL FROM EXCESSIVE
ALCOHOL INTAKE?

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NO.

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AND YOU SAID
YOU DON'T DRINK COFFEE.

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THAT'S RIGHT.
I DON'T.

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AND YOU'RE NOT
CURRENTLY TAKING
ANTI-ANXIETY MEDICATION?

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I'M NOT.

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UM, DO YOU HAVE
ANY INTEREST

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IN TRYING ANTI-ANXIETY
MEDICATION?

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NO, THANK YOU.

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OKAY.

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WELL, I'M GONNA WRITE DOWN
SOME NAMES FOR YOU

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JUST IN CASE
YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND.

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LARRY FRIEDMAN,
MY COLLEAGUE,

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IS AN EXCELLENT
PSYCHIATRIST.

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( theme music playing )

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Paul:
HE DIDN'T RECOMMEND YOU,
BY THE WAY,

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SO YOU MIGHT WANT
TO BEEF UP

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ON YOUR CONTACTS
AT COLUMBIA.

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I KNOW YOU GOT
YOUR DEGREE THERE,

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BUT THEY SEEM TO HAVE
FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT YOU.

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HOW DID IT FEEL
TO GET A SECOND OPINION?

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IT SOUNDS AS IF
HE CONFIRMED WHAT
THE FIRST DOCTOR TOLD YOU.

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UH-HUH,
ANOTHER NON-DIAGNOSIS.

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WHICH IS WHAT?

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I'D LIKE
TO HEAR YOU ARTICULATE
WHAT YOU HEARD HIM SAY.

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"WE'LL HAVE TO
WAIT AND SEE."

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- WHICH MEANS...?
- THAT I'LL HAVE TO
WAIT AND SEE.

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BECAUSE YOU'RE
NOT EXHIBITING
ENOUGH SYMPTOMS?

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YET.

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NOT EXHIBITING THEM YET.

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I MEAN, WHAT AM I
SUPPOSED TO DO

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AFTER AN APPOINTMENT
LIKE THAT?

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HOW AM I--

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HOW AM I MEANT
TO LIVE MY LIFE?

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HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE
INFORMED DECISIONS
ABOUT MY LIFE

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WHEN I DON'T KNOW
FOR CERTAIN

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WHETHER OR NOT I HAVE
THE GODDAMN DISEASE

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OR HOW SEVERE
IT'S GOING TO BE?

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WELL, FORGIVE ME
FOR SAYING SO,

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BUT THAT DOESN'T SOUND
TOO DIFFERENT

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FROM WHAT WE ALL FACE
EVERY DAY,

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THE GENERAL STATE OF BEING
FOR EVERY PERSON ALIVE.

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WELL, I--

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I ASKED HIM FOR
A WORST-CASE SCENARIO,

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YOU KNOW, HOW FAST

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PARKINSON'S CAN
ACTUALLY PROGRESS.

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AND HE, YOU KNOW,
RESISTED FOR A WHILE,

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BUT FINALLY
HE CONFIRMED WHAT--

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WHAT I KNEW MYSELF--

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THAT IN EXTREME CASES

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A PATIENT CAN FIND HIMSELF
COMPLETELY PARALYZED

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WITH ADVANCED DEMENTIA
WITHIN FOUR TO FIVE YEARS.

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DID HE TELL YOU
WHAT PERCENTAGE
OF THOSE PATIENTS

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FACE THAT ACCELERATED
FORM OF THE DISEASE?

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WELL, IT'S A PRETTY SMALL
NUMBER BUT--

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LESS THAN
HALF A PERCENT.

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I CONFIRMED IT
WITH A BIT OF RESEARCH

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SINCE YOU FIRST
CAME IN.

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SO LET'S BE CLEAR
ABOUT THE FACTS:

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WE'RE TALKING ABOUT
LESS THAN HALF A PERCENT

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OF PEOPLE
WHO HAVE A DISEASE

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THAT YOU'VE BEEN TOLD
YOU PROBABLY DON'T HAVE.

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PROBABLY.

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YOU JUST TALKED
ABOUT THE DIFFICULTY

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OF MAKING DECISIONS
IN YOUR LIFE WHEN FACED WITH

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WHAT YOU SEE
AS THE REAL UNCERTAINTY
ABOUT YOUR HEALTH.

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MM-HMM.

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LET ME ASK YOU
SOMETHING:

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO
IF YOU WERE TOLD

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WITH ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY
THAT YOU WERE SICK.

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IF YOU ONLY HAD
A FEW YEARS LEFT TO LIVE,

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HOW WOULD YOU CHOOSE
TO LIVE THEM?

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IF I KNEW
THAT WERE TRUE?

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WELL...

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MAYBE I'D LOCK UP
THE OFFICE

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AND TRAVEL THE WORLD.

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MAYBE I'D MOVE
JUST CLOSER TO MY KIDS.

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I DON'T REALLY KNOW.

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AND WHAT IF SOMEBODY
TOLD YOU THE OPPOSITE,

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TOLD YOU WITH
ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY

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THAT YOU WERE
NOT SICK?

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WOULD YOU ALSO
LOCK UP YOUR OFFICE,
LEAVE TOWN,

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MOVE CLOSER
TO YOUR KIDS?

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OR WOULD YOU CONTINUE
WITH LIFE AS IT IS--

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CONTINUE SEEING
YOUR PATIENTS,

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DATING YOUR
GIRLFRIEND?

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I-- WHAT POINT ARE YOU--

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ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE?

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I THINK THIS CONTINUED
STATE OF WAIT-AND-SEE

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IS ENABLING YOU TO LIVE
IN A KIND OF STASIS.

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IT'S LIKE PURGATORY.

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I'D SAY HELL
IS MORE LIKE IT.

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OKAY, IT'S HELL.

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I WANT YOU
TO RECOGNIZE

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THAT IN ORDER TO GET OUT
OF THIS HELL,

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YOU MAY HAVE
TO MAKE DECISIONS
ABOUT YOUR LIFE--

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WHAT TO CHANGE,
WHAT NOT TO CHANGE--

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INDEPENDENT OF
THIS PROGNOSIS,

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TO TAKE ACTION,
OR NOT,

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WITHOUT KNOWING
IF YOU'RE SICK.

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ACTION?
BUT WHAT-- WHAT--

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WHAT KIND OF ACTION
DO YOU MEAN?

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NO, I'M-I'M--
I'M REALLY ASKING.

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I KNOW THAT
YOU'VE GOT THIS NOTION

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THAT I'M SOME KIND OF
HAMLET INCARNATE,

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UNABLE TO ACT

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OR UNWILLING.

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AND I'M STILL
NOT REALLY SURE

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WHAT IT IS THAT
YOU'RE REFERRING TO,

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BECAUSE YOUR EVIDENCE
KEEPS SHIFTING.

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IT'S NOT AS IF
I'VE BEEN SITTING
ON MY ASS DOING NOTHING.

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I'M SEEING DOCTORS.
I BROUGHT MAX HOME.

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THAT'S TRUE.

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I MEAN, IS THERE
SOMETHING SPECIFIC

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YOU'RE LOOKING
FOR ME TO DO?

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YOU TALK ABOUT ACTION,
BUT I--

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I'M JUST NOT SURE
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME,

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WHAT-- WHAT EXACTLY
IS SO URGENT.

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DID I SAY
SOMETHING WAS URGENT?

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NO, BUT YOU DID
CALL ME AT HOME.

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YOU LEFT ME A MESSAGE
AT THE BEGINNING
OF THE WEEK.

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YES, I DID.

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I JUST WASN'T CLEAR
WHAT IT WAS

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THAT YOU WERE SAYING
IN THE MESSAGE.

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ARE YOU ASKING
WHY I CALLED?

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I AM, YES.

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WERE YOU ENCOURAGING
ME TO ACT

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ON ANYTHING
IN PARTICULAR

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OR WAS THERE
SOME OTHER REASON?

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I THINK I LEFT
THE REASON WHY I CALLED

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ON YOUR VOICEMAIL.

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I FELT WE LEFT
A GREAT DEAL UNFINISHED

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AND WE ENDED ABRUPTLY
LAST WEEK.

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I REMEMBER.

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I CALLED TO OFFER YOU
ANOTHER SESSION

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IF YOU FELT
YOU NEEDED IT.

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NEEDED IT FOR WHAT?

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TO TALK ABOUT WHAT?

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WHAT DO YOU IMAGINE?

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DON'T DO THAT.

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PLEASE DON'T PLAY
THAT GAME.

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YOU CALLED ME.
I DIDN'T CALL YOU.

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YOU SAID THAT YOU HAD

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LINGERING CONCERNS

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AT HALF PAST 7:00
IN THE MORNING.

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I JUST WANT
TO UNDERSTAND

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WHAT YOU FELT
WAS SO... PRESSING.

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I THOUGHT
WE SHOULD REVISIT

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WHAT YOU TOLD ME
ABOUT SUNIL,

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YOUR REACTION
TO YOUR PATIENT.

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THAT'S WHY
YOU CALLED ME?

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IN PART.

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YOU'RE SHAKING
YOUR HEAD.

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BECAUSE LAST WEEK
YOU DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING
TO DO WITH SUNIL.

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YOU BARELY LET ME
GET A WORD IN.

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I THINK YOU'RE AWARE
OF WHY I WAS RESISTANT.

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YOU DON'T WANT TO BE
MY SUPERVISOR.

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I DON'T, BUT I WOULD
LIKE US TO DISCUSS

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HOW YOU'RE RESPONDING
TO SUNIL--

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OR NOT RESPONDING,
FOR THAT MATTER,

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IF YOU'RE IN
SOME SORT OF STASIS

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AS WITH YOUR
MEDICAL PROGNOSIS--

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A WAIT-AND-SEE MODE.

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I'D LIKE TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT YOU'RE TRYING
TO ACCOMPLISH

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BY TELLING ME
YOUR CONCERNS

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OR INSISTING
ON MY INVOLVEMENT.

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WERE YOU TRYING
TO ALARM ME?

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I WAS ASKING
YOUR OPINION.

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I THOUGHT,
GIVEN THE STAKES,

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THAT YOU MIGHT BE
WILLING TO ENGAGE.

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I'M ENGAGING.

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WELL, I APPRECIATE THAT.

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CERTAIN DETAILS
YOU SPOKE ABOUT

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HAVE STAYED WITH ME,

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BEYOND SUNIL'S
VOLATILE RESPONSE

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TO HIS
DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.

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THERE ARE SMALL CHILDREN
IN THE HOUSE.

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WELL, THERE'S--
THERE'S NO ISSUE WITH--

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I MEAN, I--

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I DON'T THINK YOU HEAR
WHAT I WAS TELLING YOU.

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THAT'S WHY
I BRING IT UP NOW--

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IN ORDER TO BE CLEAR ABOUT
WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME,

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IF THERE'S A GENUINE RISK
THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED,

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AND IF SO, TO FIND OUT
WHY YOU'RE NOT
ADDRESSING IT.

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I DON'T THINK
THE CHILDREN ARE AT RISK.

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YOU'RE CERTAIN OF THAT?

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- MM-HMM.
- AND JULIA?

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YOU SEEMED
VERY ALARMED LAST WEEK,

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AND NOW I CAN'T TELL
IF YOU'RE AS CONCERNED.

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WELL, WE HAD A VERY
INTENSE SESSION ON MONDAY,

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AND I HAVE TO ADMIT

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THAT THINGS
LOOKED PRETTY GRIM
AT THE BEGINNING.

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WHY WAS THAT?

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JULIA CAME IN TO TELL ME
THAT THIS WAS GONNA BE

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SUNIL'S LAST
APPOINTMENT.

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SHE SAID THAT
THEY WEREN'T WILLING

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TO KEEP PAYING FOR IT.

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DID SHE GIVE
ANY EXPLANATION?

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THERE WAS
A MISUNDERSTANDING
AT HOME.

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SUNIL PUSHED PAST HER

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AND SHE FELL
INTO A BOOKCASE.

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SHE HAD A BANDAGE
ON HER ARM.

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HE PUSHED HER
INTO A BOOKCASE?

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WELL, HE SAID THAT
HE PUSHED PAST HER.

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I-- HONESTLY, I--
I THINK IT WAS--

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I THINK IT WAS
AN ACCIDENT.

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OKAY.

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BUT, YOU KNOW, IT WAS
ENOUGH FOR HER AND ARUN

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TO DECIDE THAT...

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THERAPY WASN'T WORKING.

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THE FACT THAT JULIA
SHOWED UP IN YOUR OFFICE
WITH AN INJURY--

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DID YOU TAKE THAT
OPPORTUNITY TO SIT DOWN
WITH THE BOTH OF THEM

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AND DISCUSS
THE POTENTIAL FOR VIOLENCE

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THAT YOU'VE BEEN
SO CONCERNED ABOUT?

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SUNIL CAME
INTO THE ROOM.

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I TOLD HIM THAT I BELIEVED
IT WOULD BE A MISTAKE

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IF WE DISCONTINUED
HIS TREATMENT,

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I FELT THAT STOPPING
AT THIS JUNCTURE

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WOULD BE WRONG. I--

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IT TOOK SOME WORK,
BUT I CONVINCED HIM

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AND HE'S COMING BACK
NEXT WEEK.

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HE'S ABLE TO PAY
HIS OWN WAY?

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NO, HE CAN'T DO THAT,
SO I OFFERED--

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I OFFERED
TO SEE HIM PRO BONO.

231
00:10:26,093 --> 00:10:27,761
REALLY?

232
00:10:27,861 --> 00:10:29,930
YOU KNOW,
I HAVE TO SAY THIS:

233
00:10:30,030 --> 00:10:31,932
IT'S JUST
CURIOUS TO ME

234
00:10:32,032 --> 00:10:35,502
TO HEAR YOU
SO SUDDENLY INVESTED

235
00:10:35,602 --> 00:10:37,570
IN-- IN--
IN THIS ISSUE.

236
00:10:37,671 --> 00:10:40,540
AREN'T YOU CONSCIOUS
OF THE FACT

237
00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:43,076
THAT WE'RE NOW
PLAYING OUT

238
00:10:43,176 --> 00:10:45,512
THE FANTASY

239
00:10:45,612 --> 00:10:48,849
THAT I REVEALED
TO YOU LAST WEEK,

240
00:10:48,949 --> 00:10:52,820
THE ONE THAT
YOU WORKED SO HARD
TO GET ME TO DISCLOSE?

241
00:10:52,920 --> 00:10:55,756
WHAT FANTASY IS THAT?

242
00:10:55,856 --> 00:10:57,725
YOU KNOW, THAT WE WOULD

243
00:10:57,825 --> 00:11:01,428
DISCUSS OUR PATIENTS
TOGETHER,

244
00:11:01,528 --> 00:11:03,396
GIVE EACH OTHER ADVICE

245
00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:06,433
ABOUT OUR
DIFFICULT CASES.

246
00:11:06,533 --> 00:11:08,268
YOU DON'T REMEMBER THAT?

247
00:11:08,368 --> 00:11:10,838
I REMEMBER.

248
00:11:10,938 --> 00:11:13,941
YOU DESCRIBED US
AS HAVING A DINNER--

249
00:11:14,041 --> 00:11:17,510
A MEAL--
A GLASS OF RED WINE
WHILE WE TALKED.

250
00:11:17,610 --> 00:11:20,480
I DON'T THINK
I SAID "RED WINE."

251
00:11:20,580 --> 00:11:21,949
MAYBE NOT, BUT--

252
00:11:22,049 --> 00:11:26,453
YOU MUST SEE
THAT WHAT'S GOING ON

253
00:11:26,553 --> 00:11:29,757
MIGHT PLAY
INTO THAT FANTASY.

254
00:11:29,857 --> 00:11:32,059
I DO SEE THAT.

255
00:11:32,159 --> 00:11:34,361
DID YOU SEE IT WHEN
YOU PICKED UP THE PHONE

256
00:11:34,461 --> 00:11:37,130
TO CALL ME
ON TUESDAY MORNING?

257
00:11:39,767 --> 00:11:41,802
I FELT--

258
00:11:41,902 --> 00:11:45,338
I FOUND MYSELF WORRIED
THAT I WAS NEGLIGENT
LAST WEEK.

259
00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,341
I WAS CONCERNED

260
00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:51,211
THE SITUATION MIGHT
DESERVE MORE ATTENTION.

261
00:11:51,311 --> 00:11:52,679
AT 7:30 IN THE MORNING.

262
00:11:52,780 --> 00:11:54,414
SORRY?

263
00:11:54,514 --> 00:11:56,249
DON'T YOU THINK
THAT WAS--

264
00:11:56,349 --> 00:12:00,821
I MEAN, DON'T YOU THINK
THAT WAS KIND OF EARLY?

265
00:12:02,956 --> 00:12:04,624
WERE YOU ALREADY
AT THE OFFICE?

266
00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,026
WHY DO YOU ASK?

267
00:12:06,126 --> 00:12:08,061
BECAUSE I KNOW
YOU WEREN'T.

268
00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:10,931
THE CALLER I.D.
ON MY PHONE

269
00:12:11,031 --> 00:12:13,166
WASN'T YOUR
OFFICE NUMBER.

270
00:12:15,602 --> 00:12:16,569
THAT'S RIGHT.

271
00:12:16,669 --> 00:12:18,305
I DON'T THINK
I'D GONE IN YET.

272
00:12:19,006 --> 00:12:21,108
SO YOU WERE AT HOME,

273
00:12:22,109 --> 00:12:24,878
HAVING BREAKFAST MAYBE?

274
00:12:27,147 --> 00:12:29,349
WERE YOU HOPING
TO TALK OVER A MEAL

275
00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:32,352
ABOUT MY PATIENT'S DREAM

276
00:12:32,452 --> 00:12:34,121
AND WHAT I SHOULD

277
00:12:34,221 --> 00:12:36,824
OR WHAT I SHOULDN'T
DO ABOUT IT?

278
00:12:38,158 --> 00:12:40,760
WAS THAT THE REASON
YOU CALLED?

279
00:12:40,861 --> 00:12:43,463
OR MAYBE-- MAYBE
IT'S MORE THAN THAT.

280
00:12:44,832 --> 00:12:47,267
LOOK, I--

281
00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:51,771
I GUESS,
YOU KNOW, I JUST--

282
00:12:51,872 --> 00:12:54,774
I JUST WANT US
TO BE HONEST

283
00:12:54,875 --> 00:12:58,111
ABOUT WHAT'S
HAPPENING HERE.

284
00:12:58,211 --> 00:13:01,381
TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK
IS HAPPENING.

285
00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:05,652
- I--
- ( phone rings )

286
00:13:05,752 --> 00:13:06,920
I'M SORRY.

287
00:13:07,020 --> 00:13:09,022
I THOUGHT I'D TURNED
THE RINGER OFF.

288
00:13:13,660 --> 00:13:15,062
( beeps )

289
00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:25,873
SORRY ABOUT THAT.

290
00:13:32,179 --> 00:13:33,746
YOU SAID YOU WANTED
TO BE HONEST

291
00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:35,815
ABOUT WHAT'S
HAPPENING HERE.

292
00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:37,951
NO NO, IT'S--

293
00:13:40,753 --> 00:13:42,489
IT'S FINE.

294
00:13:42,589 --> 00:13:44,925
IT DOESN'T MATTER.

295
00:13:45,525 --> 00:13:47,060
PERHAPS IT DOES.

296
00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:49,529
IS THERE ANYTHING MORE
YOU WANT TO SAY ABOUT IT?

297
00:13:53,033 --> 00:13:55,668
YOU FELT THAT BY MY
CALLING IN THE MORNING--

298
00:13:55,768 --> 00:13:58,371
COULD--
COULD WE JUST NOT?

299
00:13:58,471 --> 00:14:01,008
I CAN SEE HOW, GIVEN
THE KIND OF SCENARIO YOU
ENVISIONED, YOU MIGHT--

300
00:14:01,108 --> 00:14:05,112
FOR CHRIST'S SAKE,
PLEASE LET'S JUST
FORGET IT, OKAY?

301
00:14:07,714 --> 00:14:09,816
YOU'RE VERY UPSET
WITH ME.

302
00:14:09,917 --> 00:14:11,885
I PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE
THOUGHT MORE CAREFULLY

303
00:14:11,985 --> 00:14:13,753
ABOUT THE TIMING
OF MY CALL.

304
00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:15,555
I JUST ASKED YOU
IF WE COULD STOP.

305
00:14:15,655 --> 00:14:18,091
I UNDERSTAND YOU DON'T
WANT TO DISCUSS THAT
ANY FURTHER--

306
00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:20,260
THAT'S FINE,
WE DON'T HAVE TO--

307
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:24,497
BUT I WOULD LIKE TO US
TO GO BACK TO THE REASON
I CALLED YOU.

308
00:14:24,597 --> 00:14:27,567
FRANKLY, I FELT YOU PUT ME
IN A DIFFICULT SPOT.

309
00:14:27,667 --> 00:14:31,138
YOU BROUGHT UP SUNIL
IN THE LAST MINUTES
OF OUR SESSION

310
00:14:31,238 --> 00:14:32,906
AND IT WAS HARD
FOR ME TO TELL

311
00:14:33,006 --> 00:14:34,874
IF THERE WAS
A LEGITIMATE DANGER

312
00:14:34,975 --> 00:14:37,744
OR IF YOU WERE SIMPLY
TRYING TO DRAW ME IN.

313
00:14:37,844 --> 00:14:41,048
I DO WONDER IF YOU'RE
TRYING TO HAND OVER
YOUR WORRY TO ME,

314
00:14:41,148 --> 00:14:43,783
TO SOMEHOW LEAVE ME
TO DEAL WITH IT

315
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,986
SO YOU WON'T
HAVE TO.

316
00:14:46,086 --> 00:14:47,587
( harrumphs )

317
00:14:50,023 --> 00:14:52,125
I GATHER YOU DISAGREE.

318
00:14:53,260 --> 00:14:55,395
CAN YOU TELL ME
WHAT YOU'RE THINKING?

319
00:14:55,495 --> 00:14:58,398
I'M THINKING I SHOULD NEVER
HAVE ASKED YOU ABOUT SUNIL
IN THE FIRST PLACE.

320
00:14:58,498 --> 00:15:02,735
I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
HOW YOU'D SEE IT.

321
00:15:02,835 --> 00:15:04,271
- HOW IS THAT?
- YOU JUST SAID IT.

322
00:15:04,371 --> 00:15:06,974
YOU THINK HE'S
A MENACE TO SOCIETY

323
00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,376
AND I'M SOME KIND OF
PARALYZED FOOL.

324
00:15:09,476 --> 00:15:11,344
IT'S NOT AS IF I HAVEN'T
GIVEN SERIOUS THOUGHT

325
00:15:11,444 --> 00:15:13,480
TO WHAT TO DO HERE.
BUT I THINK IT'S EASY,

326
00:15:13,580 --> 00:15:15,615
FROM WHERE YOU SIT,
TO JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS,

327
00:15:15,715 --> 00:15:19,152
TO TWIST THE EVIDENCE.
YOU DON'T SEE THE INTRICACIES.

328
00:15:19,252 --> 00:15:22,589
DO YOU WANT TO HELP ME
WITH THOSE INTRICACIES?

329
00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:25,325
I'D LIKE TO HEAR MORE
ABOUT YOUR SESSION
THIS WEEK,

330
00:15:25,425 --> 00:15:27,860
WHY YOU DECIDED TO SEE
SUNIL FREE OF CHARGE,

331
00:15:27,961 --> 00:15:31,098
WHAT YOUR THINKING WAS.

332
00:15:31,198 --> 00:15:33,633
I'M ALSO CURIOUS ABOUT
WHAT I SEE AS YOUR CLEAR

333
00:15:33,733 --> 00:15:36,836
IDENTIFICATION WITH SUNIL,
HOW STRONG IT MIGHT BE.

334
00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:38,338
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

335
00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:40,507
HOW MUCH YOU SEE
YOURSELF IN HIM.

336
00:15:40,607 --> 00:15:43,443
LOOK, I KNOW WHAT
"IDENTIFICATION" MEANS.

337
00:15:43,543 --> 00:15:45,645
I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHAT
YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.

338
00:15:45,745 --> 00:15:49,216
YOU'VE SPOKEN MANY TIMES
ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCE
AS AN IMMIGRANT,

339
00:15:49,316 --> 00:15:51,751
THE DEPTH
OF HIS ALIENATION--

340
00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:54,387
SOMETHING YOU'VE
ALSO ENCOUNTERED.

341
00:15:54,487 --> 00:15:56,389
YOU'RE BOTH
AROUND THE SAME AGE,

342
00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:58,458
LEAD SOMEWHAT
ISOLATED LIVES.

343
00:15:58,558 --> 00:16:00,793
DO YOU HAVE ANY REACTION
TO WHAT I'M SAYING?

344
00:16:00,893 --> 00:16:03,230
OH, I'M ENJOYING IT
IMMENSELY.

345
00:16:03,330 --> 00:16:05,665
JUST LET ME KNOW
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, OKAY?

346
00:16:07,334 --> 00:16:08,201
I'M DONE.

347
00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:10,837
OKAY, SO IT'S
MY TURN NOW?

348
00:16:10,937 --> 00:16:12,839
YES, I DO HAVE

349
00:16:12,939 --> 00:16:16,143
A GREAT DEAL
OF SYMPATHY FOR SUNIL.

350
00:16:16,243 --> 00:16:19,379
AND I FEEL
THAT I'VE GOT A--

351
00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:24,317
A SPECIAL WINDOW
INTO HIS STRUGGLES,

352
00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:28,255
BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN
THAT I'VE SOMEHOW
LOST PERSPECTIVE.

353
00:16:28,355 --> 00:16:32,059
THE TRUTH IS, I HAVE
AN INSTINCT ABOUT HIM.

354
00:16:32,159 --> 00:16:34,427
IT'S JUST--
I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT.

355
00:16:34,527 --> 00:16:37,597
IT'S A GUT FEELING
THAT I HAVE SITTING
OPPOSITE HIM.

356
00:16:37,697 --> 00:16:41,201
I JUST KNOW-- I JUST KNOW
HE'S NOT A VIOLENT MAN.

357
00:16:41,301 --> 00:16:43,336
AND I HAVE TO
ADMIT I'M--

358
00:16:43,436 --> 00:16:46,439
I'M KIND OF
HAVING A HARD TIME
FOLLOWING YOUR REASONING.

359
00:16:46,539 --> 00:16:48,508
I KNOW YOU THINK THAT
I'M AVOIDING A DECISION,

360
00:16:48,608 --> 00:16:51,178
THAT I'M OVERINVESTED,
THAT I'M IN DENIAL--

361
00:16:51,278 --> 00:16:53,546
WHATEVER WAY
YOU WANT TO PUT IT.

362
00:16:53,646 --> 00:16:55,348
BUT YOU SEE,
I SEE IT

363
00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:57,217
AS ME TAKING
A BOLD STEP.

364
00:16:57,317 --> 00:17:00,587
I'VE OFFERED TO SEE
THIS MAN FOR FREE

365
00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:03,356
IN ORDER TO KEEP HIM
IN TREATMENT--

366
00:17:03,456 --> 00:17:05,625
THE TREATMENT
HE DESPERATELY NEEDS--

367
00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:08,528
WHICH, BY THE WAY,
IT HAS BEEN WORKING.

368
00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:10,297
AND STILL YOU--

369
00:17:10,397 --> 00:17:13,200
YOU SEEM
TO CRITICIZE ME FOR IT.

370
00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:14,801
WHY ARE YOU CONVINCED
IT'S WORKING?

371
00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:19,106
BECAUSE, LOOK,
THE THERAPY GIVES HIM
AN OUTLET FOR HIS ANGER.

372
00:17:19,206 --> 00:17:21,108
I'VE GOTTEN HIM
TO EXPRESS HIMSELF,

373
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,643
TO REVEAL THESE
VIOLENT FANTASIES

374
00:17:23,743 --> 00:17:26,479
INSTEAD OF LETTING THEM
FESTER INSIDE OF HIM.

375
00:17:26,579 --> 00:17:29,216
THE FACT THAT WE'RE OPENLY
DISCUSSING THEM MEANS

376
00:17:29,316 --> 00:17:31,084
THAT HE IS KEEPING THEM
UNDER CONTROL.

377
00:17:31,184 --> 00:17:33,253
THEY'RE JUST FANTASIES.

378
00:17:33,353 --> 00:17:35,355
I MEAN, DO I REALLY NEED
TO EXPLAIN THIS?

379
00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:38,091
YOU'RE SITTING THERE LIKE
I'M TRYING TO SELL YOU

380
00:17:38,191 --> 00:17:40,059
A MOLDY CARPET
OR SOMETHING.

381
00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:43,163
I'M SIMPLY LISTENING
TO WHAT YOU'RE SAYING.

382
00:17:43,263 --> 00:17:45,532
NO, YOU'RE SITTING THERE SMUG,
YOU'RE JUDGING,

383
00:17:45,632 --> 00:17:49,636
YOU ARE SUPERIOR
AND YOU'RE REMOTE,

384
00:17:49,736 --> 00:17:52,739
LIKE A FREUDIAN
ICE QUEEN

385
00:17:52,839 --> 00:17:57,009
CONVINCED THAT
I'M SOME KIND OF CRIPPLE.

386
00:17:57,110 --> 00:18:00,780
I THINK WE OUGHT
TO TALK ABOUT WHERE THIS
ANGER IS COMING FROM.

387
00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:02,482
IT'S COMING
FROM THE FACT

388
00:18:02,582 --> 00:18:04,284
THAT YOU WON'T LISTEN
TO WHAT I'M SAYING.

389
00:18:04,384 --> 00:18:06,519
YOU DON'T TRUST ME
TO JUDGE

390
00:18:06,619 --> 00:18:09,356
IF MY OWN PATIENT
IS DANGEROUS.

391
00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:11,458
LOOK, IF SUNIL WASN'T
COMING BACK,

392
00:18:11,558 --> 00:18:14,093
IF HE ENDED HIS THERAPY
AND HE WAS OUT THERE,

393
00:18:14,194 --> 00:18:15,928
THEN I'D SAY SURE,
THERE'S A PROBLEM.

394
00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:17,930
I'D SAY GO AHEAD
AND WORRY.

395
00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:19,966
BUT HE IS COMING BACK.
HE'S TALKING.

396
00:18:20,066 --> 00:18:22,235
HE TRUSTS ME.

397
00:18:22,335 --> 00:18:24,571
SOMEBODY WHO'S ACTUALLY
GONNA HURT ANOTHER PERSON

398
00:18:24,671 --> 00:18:27,073
DOESN'T HAND YOU
A CRICKET BAT AND SAY,

399
00:18:27,174 --> 00:18:28,908
"TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME."

400
00:18:29,008 --> 00:18:32,111
A MAN WHO'S ACTUALLY
GONNA HURT SOMEBODY
DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING.

401
00:18:32,212 --> 00:18:33,880
HE JUST GOES AHEAD
AND HE FUCKING DOES IT.

402
00:18:33,980 --> 00:18:36,115
SUNIL HANDED YOU
A CRICKET BAT?

403
00:18:36,216 --> 00:18:38,951
HE GAVE IT TO ME
FOR SAFEKEEPING.

404
00:18:39,051 --> 00:18:41,354
HIS SON WAS GOING AWAY,
AND HE--

405
00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:44,291
AND HE FELT THAT
I SHOULD HOLD ON TO IT.

406
00:18:44,391 --> 00:18:46,893
WHY WOULD HE WANT YOU
TO HOLD ON TO IT?

407
00:18:46,993 --> 00:18:49,396
BECAUSE HE-- HE WAS--

408
00:18:49,496 --> 00:18:51,364
HE DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE IT
AROUND THE HOUSE.

409
00:18:51,464 --> 00:18:53,300
AND YOU TOOK THIS
AS A GOOD SIGN?

410
00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,302
THIS IS KIND OF POINTLESS,
DON'T YOU THINK?

411
00:18:55,402 --> 00:18:57,337
I'VE SAID
I MADE A MISTAKE

412
00:18:57,437 --> 00:18:59,306
BRINGING SUNIL UP
IN THE FIRST PLACE.

413
00:18:59,406 --> 00:19:01,341
YOU'VE SAID YOU DON'T WANT
TO SUPERVISE ME.

414
00:19:01,441 --> 00:19:05,378
YOU'D RATHER NOT
INDULGE MY FANTASY.

415
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,647
I'M NOT SURE THAT
I STILL HAVE IT BUT--

416
00:19:07,747 --> 00:19:11,117
SO WHY DON'T WE JUST
BOTH RESPECT THAT?

417
00:19:11,218 --> 00:19:12,652
SEVERAL MINUTES AGO
YOU WERE QUITE HAPPY

418
00:19:12,752 --> 00:19:14,754
THAT I'D ENGAGED
WITH YOU ON THIS TOPIC.

419
00:19:14,854 --> 00:19:16,323
PLEASE, CAN WE GO BACK

420
00:19:16,423 --> 00:19:18,124
TO TALKING ABOUT
SOMETHING MORE PLEASANT--

421
00:19:18,225 --> 00:19:19,859
PARKINSON'S MAYBE,

422
00:19:19,959 --> 00:19:23,196
MAX AND STEVE,
GLOBAL WARMING?

423
00:19:23,296 --> 00:19:24,931
MY PREGNANCY?

424
00:19:28,935 --> 00:19:30,303
HOW YOUR
NOTICING IT EARLIER

425
00:19:30,403 --> 00:19:32,539
MIGHT BE AFFECTING
OUR DISCUSSION?

426
00:19:34,641 --> 00:19:37,244
IS THIS YOUR WAY
OF TELLING ME THAT

427
00:19:38,278 --> 00:19:39,979
YOU ARE PREGNANT?

428
00:19:40,079 --> 00:19:43,783
I WAS UNDER
THE IMPRESSION YOU NOTICED
A FEW MINUTES AGO.

429
00:19:45,985 --> 00:19:47,654
SO YOU ARE PREGNANT.

430
00:19:47,754 --> 00:19:49,456
I AM.

431
00:19:52,459 --> 00:19:54,661
WELL, ARE YOU
ALSO PLANNING

432
00:19:54,761 --> 00:19:56,363
TO TELL ME WHERE
YOU'VE REGISTERED,

433
00:19:56,463 --> 00:19:59,198
SO I CAN SEND YOU
A BABY SHOWER GIFT?

434
00:19:59,299 --> 00:20:01,434
I WASN'T PLANNING
ON DOING THAT.

435
00:20:02,469 --> 00:20:04,337
AM I WRONG?
HAD YOU NOT NOTICED?

436
00:20:04,437 --> 00:20:06,072
WHEN ARE YOU DUE?

437
00:20:06,172 --> 00:20:07,574
MARCH.

438
00:20:09,576 --> 00:20:12,011
- DOES IT UPSET YOU
TO HEAR THAT?
- NO.

439
00:20:12,111 --> 00:20:14,013
I HAVE TO SAY,
YOU SEEM UPSET, AS IF--

440
00:20:14,113 --> 00:20:15,348
AS IF WHAT?

441
00:20:15,448 --> 00:20:17,116
AS IF IT'S SOME KIND
OF BETRAYAL, AS IF--

442
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,685
THIS IS
FUCKING RIDICULOUS.

443
00:20:18,785 --> 00:20:21,621
- WHAT IS?
- AND IT'S CRUEL.

444
00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:23,556
IT'S NARCISSISTIC.

445
00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:29,028
YOU DELIBERATELY
ENCOURAGED ME

446
00:20:29,128 --> 00:20:31,230
TO TALK ABOUT THESE

447
00:20:32,265 --> 00:20:34,100
STUPID FANTASIES.

448
00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:37,770
I HAVE TO WONDER
IF ALL ANALYSTS
SIMPLY GET OFF

449
00:20:37,870 --> 00:20:40,807
ON THEIR PATIENTS'
IMAGINED RELATIONSHIPS
WITH THEM.

450
00:20:40,907 --> 00:20:42,174
ARE YOU?

451
00:20:42,275 --> 00:20:45,378
WHILE I SIT HERE AND
MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF,

452
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:49,482
SPINNING OUT
THESE IDIOTIC TALES

453
00:20:49,582 --> 00:20:52,285
OF HAVING
DRINKS TOGETHER

454
00:20:52,385 --> 00:20:56,222
AND DINNER
AND DISCUSSING OUR WORK

455
00:20:56,323 --> 00:20:58,891
AND HOW YOU
MIGHT BE LONELY

456
00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:02,295
AND HOW YOU MIGHT
UNDERSTAND

457
00:21:02,395 --> 00:21:04,531
MY MISERABLE
FUCKING LIFE.

458
00:21:04,631 --> 00:21:07,199
AND YOU JUST SIT THERE
AND YOU NOD PLACIDLY.

459
00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:10,603
AND YOU ENCOURAGED ME

460
00:21:10,703 --> 00:21:13,373
TO INDULGE
IN THESE DELUSIONS.

461
00:21:15,174 --> 00:21:17,344
AND ALL THE WHILE YOU--

462
00:21:17,444 --> 00:21:19,979
YOU HOARD
THIS INFORMATION THAT...

463
00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:24,817
YOU'RE IN A HAPPY
RELATIONSHIP,

464
00:21:25,952 --> 00:21:28,054
WITH A GROWING FAMILY.

465
00:21:28,154 --> 00:21:29,589
IS THAT
WHAT YOU ASSUME?

466
00:21:29,689 --> 00:21:30,623
STOP IT.

467
00:21:30,723 --> 00:21:32,359
JUST FUCKING
STOP IT, OKAY?

468
00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:34,561
WHO CARES WHAT I ASSUME
OR DON'T ASSUME?

469
00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:36,496
IT'S ALL
A CROCK OF SHIT ANYWAY.

470
00:21:36,596 --> 00:21:39,065
YOU KNOW,
IT'S ALL DESIGNED

471
00:21:39,165 --> 00:21:41,100
TO GIVE POWER
AND THRILLS

472
00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:44,303
TO THE SPHINX-LIKE DOCTOR

473
00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:47,540
AT THE EXPENSE
OF THE HUMILIATED PATIENT.

474
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,709
I NEVER INTENDED
TO HUMILIATE YOU.

475
00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:52,612
OH WELL,
THAT'S COMFORTING TO HEAR.
UNINTENDED HUMILIATION

476
00:21:52,712 --> 00:21:54,714
IS MUCH EASIER TO SWALLOW,
DON'T YOU THINK?

477
00:21:54,814 --> 00:21:56,683
YOU'RE REALLY ANGRY
WITH ME.

478
00:21:56,783 --> 00:21:59,185
I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.
HOW COULD I BE ANGRY
WITH YOU?

479
00:21:59,285 --> 00:22:01,220
- PAUL.
- WHAT?

480
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:04,123
ARE YOU GONNA
ENCOURAGE ME TO TALK
ABOUT HOW FURIOUS I AM

481
00:22:04,223 --> 00:22:07,427
AT SOME
SELF-PROJECTED PHANTASM?

482
00:22:08,795 --> 00:22:11,698
HOW ABSURD AND
NAVEL-GAZING CAN ONE GET?

483
00:22:11,798 --> 00:22:13,032
I WANT TO GO.

484
00:22:13,132 --> 00:22:15,835
THERE'S SOMETHING
I WANT TO SAY TO YOU
BEFORE YOU LEAVE.

485
00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:18,838
I'M WORRIED
ABOUT YOU.

486
00:22:18,938 --> 00:22:21,007
( harrumphs )

487
00:22:21,107 --> 00:22:22,775
I DON'T THINK
YOU UNDERSTAND

488
00:22:22,875 --> 00:22:26,513
THE GRAVITY
OF THE SITUATION
YOU'RE IN WITH SUNIL.

489
00:22:26,613 --> 00:22:29,315
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
THE GRAVITY?

490
00:22:29,416 --> 00:22:31,684
I DON'T THINK
THAT YOU SEE THE DANGER

491
00:22:31,784 --> 00:22:33,686
IN WHAT YOU'RE
TELLING ME TO DO,

492
00:22:33,786 --> 00:22:37,189
WHAT IT WOULD MEAN
TO BE WRONG,

493
00:22:37,289 --> 00:22:40,259
TO COMPROMISE
THE CONFIDENTIALITY
OF A PATIENT LIKE SUNIL.

494
00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:43,630
DO YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT IT TOOK TO EARN THAT
TRUST IN THE FIRST PLACE--

495
00:22:43,730 --> 00:22:45,932
THE TIME,
THE CARE, THE--

496
00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:48,401
TALK ABOUT A BETRAYAL.

497
00:22:48,501 --> 00:22:51,704
PAUL, HE HANDED YOU
A WEAPON.

498
00:22:51,804 --> 00:22:53,272
A WEAPON?

499
00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:54,641
YOU NEED TO TAKE
A STEP BACK

500
00:22:54,741 --> 00:22:56,876
AND LOOK AT THIS
SITUATION CLEARLY.

501
00:22:56,976 --> 00:22:58,645
YOU HAVE OPTIONS.

502
00:22:58,745 --> 00:23:01,714
YOU DON'T NEED
TO JUMP TO NOTIFYING
THE AUTHORITIES.

503
00:23:01,814 --> 00:23:04,350
YOU CAN INCLUDE
HIS FAMILY FIRST,

504
00:23:04,451 --> 00:23:08,287
TELL THEM ABOUT
HIS VIOLENT IMPULSES.

505
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:10,256
WE JUST TALKED ABOUT

506
00:23:10,356 --> 00:23:12,859
THE DIFFERENT WAYS
YOU IDENTIFY WITH SUNIL.

507
00:23:12,959 --> 00:23:16,429
I THINK I'M BECOMING AWARE
OF YET ANOTHER CONNECTION.

508
00:23:16,529 --> 00:23:18,565
WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?

509
00:23:18,665 --> 00:23:21,033
SUNIL'S A LONELY MAN
IN HIS 50s,

510
00:23:21,133 --> 00:23:23,503
ATTRACTED TO
A YOUNGER WOMAN WHO'S
UNAVAILABLE TO HIM.

511
00:23:23,603 --> 00:23:27,907
AMAZING.
IT'S AMAZING, REALLY.

512
00:23:28,007 --> 00:23:31,878
I MEAN, ARE YOU NOT--
ARE YOU NOT EMBARRASSED

513
00:23:31,978 --> 00:23:34,514
TO BRING EVERYTHING
BACK TO YOU?

514
00:23:34,614 --> 00:23:37,083
IT'S REALLY
THAT IRRESISTIBLE?

515
00:23:37,183 --> 00:23:41,320
SUNIL HAS OBVIOUSLY SHOWN
A TREMENDOUS RAGE
TOWARDS JULIA.

516
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:43,590
THE WAY YOU LOOKED
AT ME JUST NOW--

517
00:23:43,690 --> 00:23:45,391
ARE YOU SUGGESTING
THAT I CAN'T DISTINGUISH

518
00:23:45,492 --> 00:23:48,728
MY OWN ANGER
FROM SUNIL'S?

519
00:23:48,828 --> 00:23:51,464
IT'S A RADICALLY
DIFFERENT SITUATION.

520
00:23:51,564 --> 00:23:54,266
IT IS, AND YOU'RE
A RADICALLY DIFFERENT MAN.

521
00:23:54,366 --> 00:23:57,069
I CAN FEEL HOW ANGRY
YOU ARE AT ME.

522
00:23:57,169 --> 00:23:58,705
IT'S VISCERAL.

523
00:23:58,805 --> 00:24:00,840
AND YET
I DON'T FEEL WORRIED
THAT YOU'RE GOING TO

524
00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:03,510
COME ACROSS
THIS COFFEE TABLE
AND STRANGLE ME.

525
00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:06,412
I'M NOT AS CERTAIN
THAT YOUR PATIENT

526
00:24:06,513 --> 00:24:08,347
IS AS IN CONTROL
OF HIS EMOTIONS.

527
00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:10,249
YOU DON'T EVEN
KNOW SUNIL.

528
00:24:10,349 --> 00:24:11,518
THAT'S RIGHT.
I DON'T.

529
00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:13,252
NOW HOW WELL
DO YOU KNOW HIM?

530
00:24:13,352 --> 00:24:15,321
NOW HOW CLEARLY,
WOULD YOU SAY,

531
00:24:15,421 --> 00:24:17,156
YOU'RE ABLE
TO SEE HIM?

532
00:24:19,025 --> 00:24:20,760
YOU TALKED TO ME
SO MANY TIMES

533
00:24:20,860 --> 00:24:23,696
ABOUT FEELING DISSATISFIED
IN YOUR WORK.

534
00:24:23,796 --> 00:24:26,733
YOU CALLED PSYCHOTHERAPY
A CROCK OF SHIT
THIS AFTERNOON,

535
00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:31,070
AND YET YOU'VE DONE NOTHING
ABOUT THAT DISSATISFACTION.

536
00:24:31,170 --> 00:24:32,839
ARE YOU SECRETLY HOPING

537
00:24:32,939 --> 00:24:35,908
THIS SITUATION
WITH SUNIL MIGHT EXPLODE,

538
00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:39,411
THAT IT'LL SAVE YOU FROM
HAVING TO MAKE A DECISION

539
00:24:39,512 --> 00:24:41,781
TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
ON YOUR OWN?

540
00:24:41,881 --> 00:24:44,250
BECAUSE IF IT
DOES EXPLODE,

541
00:24:44,350 --> 00:24:46,586
YOU WILL HAVE DESTROYED
YOUR CAREER...

542
00:24:48,921 --> 00:24:51,758
AND YOU WILL ALWAYS KNOW
YOU COULD HAVE
DONE SOMETHING

543
00:24:51,858 --> 00:24:54,060
TO PROTECT A WOMAN
AND HER CHILDREN.

544
00:25:21,821 --> 00:25:24,857
( phone ringing )

545
00:25:26,325 --> 00:25:28,027
Julia:
Hello.

546
00:25:29,128 --> 00:25:30,496
Hello?

547
00:25:30,597 --> 00:25:34,000
HELLO, IS THIS JULIA?

548
00:25:34,100 --> 00:25:35,968
Yes.

549
00:25:36,068 --> 00:25:39,205
HELLO, JULIA.
THIS IS PAUL WESTON.

550
00:25:41,473 --> 00:25:43,542
DO YOU HAVE
A MINUTE?

551
00:25:45,645 --> 00:25:48,247
( theme music playing )