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♪ OHHH OHHH OHHH ♪

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(Violet's voice)
"I, PETE WILDER,

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"BEING OF SOUND MIND AND BODY,

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"ATTEST THAT THESE ARE
MY WISHES UPON MY DEATH.

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"IN THE EVENT
I PREDECEASE MY WIFE,

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I LEAVE ALL MY TANGIBLE
PERSONAL PROPERTY TO HER."

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"I DO NOT VIEW MY DEATH AS
AN END BUT RATHER A BEGINNING,

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A TRANSITION TO
A NEW STATE OF BEING."

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(zipper whoosh echoes)

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"I DO NOT WANT
A LAVISH FUNERAL.

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"I DO NOT WANT MY FAMILY
TO UNDERGO THAT EXPENSE

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"OR DISTRESS.

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"I HEREBY DIRECT
THAT MY BODY BE CREMATED

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AND MY ASHES SCATTERED
IN THE OCEAN."

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(clicks)

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"AND AFTER MY CREMATION,

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"I DO NOT WANT MOURNING.

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"I WANT A PARTY,

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"A BALINESE SEND-OFF.

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"I WANT SINGING AND LAUGHTER
AND STORIES

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"TO CELEBRATE MY LIFE.

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"I WILL BE AT PEACE.

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I HOPE THESE WISHES WILL ALSO
BRING PEACE TO MY LOVED ONES."

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IS HE KIDDING?

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(indistinct conversations)

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I AM SO GLAD
YOU GUYS ARE HERE.

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AND THANK YOU FOR HOSTING.

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OH, OF COURSE.

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I WOULD'VE DONE IT AT MY PLACE,
BUT, UH,

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THE REALTOR HAS A BUNCH OF
PEOPLE LINED UP TO SEE THE HOUSE

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SINCE I DROPPED THE PRICE, SO...

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YEAH, SHOULD YOU... I MEAN,
ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANNA

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JUST, YOU KNOW... TAKE A MINUTE

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BEFORE YOU MAKE, UH,
ANY BIG CHANGES?

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I MEAN, JUST TAKE A SECOND
TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH.

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NO, NO, NO. LUCAS AND I NEED
TO MOVE FORWARD.

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AND I'M GONNA LOOK AT SOME
HOUSES TOMORROW, SO...

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(indistinct conversations
continue)

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WELL...
IT'S A GOOD TURNOUT.

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YEAH.
YES.

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YEAH.
YEAH.

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I THINK PETE WOULD'VE
LIKED IT.

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I MEAN, WHO KNOWS, RIGHT?
(chuckles)

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(singsongy) THIS IS WHAT
THE WILL SAID HE WANTED.

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(normal voice) YEAH, HE WENT TO
A FUNERAL ONCE IN BALI, I GUESS,

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AND THE WHOLE VILLAGE
CAME OUT TO CELEBRATE.

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YOU KNOW, LIKE, DRESSED UP
LIKE IT WAS A PARTY,

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TOLD STORIES AND SANG AND...

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WAIT, WAIT.
ARE WE GONNA HAVE TO SING?

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THE--HE DID REQUEST SINGING,
YES.
(Addison) MM-HMM.

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MM-HMM.
THAT'S WHY WE HAVE
THE KARAOKE MACHINE.

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PERHAPS YOU COULD
GET IT STARTED?

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OHH. RIGHT.
I'M GONNA NEED A FEW DRINKS.
(laughs)

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YES.
WOULD YOU LIKE ONE?

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NO. NO, NO, BUT I HAVE
SOMETHING FOR YOU.

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UH... YEAH.

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UM...
(sets down bag)

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PETE GOT THIS IN INDIA
A FEW YEARS AGO.

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HE WAS, UH, THERE WORKING
WITH A SPIRITUAL LEADER

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WHO--WHO HUGS PEOPLE.
THAT'S HER THING.

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SHE'S HUGGED, LIKE,
30 MILLION FOLLOWERS.

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SHE MUST BE EXHAUSTED.

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AND THIS..

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IS FOR YOU.

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OH.
(sighs) WEAR IT IN GOOD HEALTH.

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(leather rustling)

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I'LL BE--I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.

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OH. HE WOKE UP?

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YEAH, HE WAS JUST HANGING OUT
IN HIS CRIB, GUMMIN' A RATTLE.

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AW. DOES HE NEED
HIS DIAPER CHANGED?

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UH, ALREADY TOOK CARE OF IT.

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(Henry fusses)
OHH. GOOD.
DOES THAT FEEL GOOD?

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I THOUGHT YOU SAID
VIOLET WOULD BE SAD.

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SHE IS SAD.

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THERE'S MANY DIFFERENT WAYS
TO HONOR SOMEONE'S MEMORY.

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YEAH, BUT... THIS IS WEIRD.

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YEAH.

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I MEAN, NOT AS WEIRD
AS WATCHING THE CREMATION.

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AND THE KIDS COULDN'T
BE MORE BORED.

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WHY DON'T I TAKE THEM
TO YOUR PLACE FOR A WHILE?

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I DON'T DO TOO WELL

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IN SITUATIONS WHERE PEOPLE
ARE FEELING ONE WAY

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AND PRETENDING TO FEEL ANOTHER.

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I TEND TO SAY
INAPPROPRIATE THINGS.

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AND SHOOT UP.

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SO...

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IF ANYBODY HAS ANY DRUGS...

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OKAY, YEAH. (chuckles)
TOLD YOU.

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INAPPROPRIATE THINGS.
YEAH, GO--GO TAKE 'EM.

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ALL RIGHT, I'M JUST GONNA GET
HENRY'S BOTTLE.

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(sighs) KARAOKE? FOR REAL?
(groans and mutters)

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SO THEN I JOINED
THIS RUNNING GROUP,

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FIGURING THAT WOULD BE A GREAT
WAY TO MEET PEOPLE, BUT...

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BUT?

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UM, I LOOK AROUND AND...

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AND I SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE--

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AT WORK, IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD.

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I MEAN, THEY JUST...

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I--THEY JUST SEEM LIKE
AVERAGE JOES,

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YOU KNOW?
YEAH.

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THEY DON'T SEEM TO HAVE
SUPERPOWERS

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OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.

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BUT, UM, THEY'RE HAPPY.

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AND I THINK,

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HOW DO THEY DO IT,
YOU KNOW?

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WHAT'S THE SECRET?

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WELL, THERE'S NO SECRET,
NICK.

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AND SOME PEOPLE ARE
MORE NATURALLY DISPOSED TO HAVE

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A POSITIVE OUTLOOK.

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BUT HAPPINESS CAN
ALSO BE DERIVED

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FROM INTENTIONAL ACTIVITIES,
YOU KNOW,

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VOLUNTEERING AND MAINTAINING
CLOSE RELATIONSHIPS.

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WELL, THAT'S EASIER SAID
THAN DONE.

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OKAY, THAT SEEMS LIKE A GOOD
PLACE TO START OUR NEXT SESSION.

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(inhales deeply) OH, SORRY.

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I'M, UH, I'M NOT GONNA
BE HERE NEXT WEEK.

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OKAY. NO PROBLEM.
WE CAN RESCHEDULE.

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ACTUALLY, WE CAN'T.

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I CAME TO SAY GOOD-BYE.

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I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF.

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(indistinct conversations)

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YOU KNOW WHAT MIGHT
MAKE PEOPLE FEEL BETTER?

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IS IF THEY KNEW THERE WAS
A TRIO OF COOPLETS ON THE WAY.

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IF YOU WANNA KEEP THOSE HANDS,
GET 'EM OFF MY UTERUS.

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(inhales sharply)

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(indistinct conversations
continue)

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HMM.

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IT'S GOOD TO SEE
YOU'VE GOT AN APPETITE.

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(exhales)
WHAT I'VE GOT IS A TAPEWORM.

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THREE OF 'EM, ACTUALLY.

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COME ON, CHARLOTTE.

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ISN'T IT AT LEAST
A LITTLE BIT FUN

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TO BE ABLE TO EAT
WHATEVER YOU WANT?

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NO. IT'S NOT FUN.

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IT'S DISGUSTING.

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(lowered voice)
I'M HAVING A LITTER

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LIKE SOME KIND OF ANIMAL.

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OH. (chuckles)

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THESE BLOODSUCKING TICKS

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GROWING INSIDE OF ME
HAVE TAKEN OVER MY BODY,

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SO I'M JUST A HOST NOW.

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THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING.

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THESE ARE THE SALAD DAYS BEFORE
I START WADDLING AROUND

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WITH A VERITABLE
"WIDE LOAD" SIGN ACROSS MY GUT.

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WHICH, BY THE WAY,

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IS GONNA BE CRISSCROSSED
WITH SO MANY STRETCH MARKS

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IT'LL LOOK LIKE A TOPO MAP
OF YELLOWSTONE.

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I MEAN,
A MIRACLE PREGNANCY, MY ASS.

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MY BIG, FAT,
EVER-EXPANDING ASS.

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THE CAR KEPT STALLING OUT.

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JANIE AND I, WE WERE SAVING
EVERY CENT WE HAD FOR THE BABY,

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SO I PUT OFF
GETTING A TUNE-UP.

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BY THE TIME
WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL,

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THE BABY WAS ALREADY
COMING OUT.

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I WAS SO RATTLED, I CRASHED INTO
THE AMBULANCE BAY.

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(laughs)

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YEAH, BUT DR. WILDER--

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HE ACTED LIKE HE SAW
THAT KIND OF THING EVERY DAY.

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HE SMILED AT JANIE,

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TOLD HER SHE'D HAVE
A GREAT STORY TO TELL OUR KID,

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AND DELIVERED OUR LITTLE MAYA
RIGHT THERE.

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(woman crying)
YOUR HUSBAND...

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HE MADE A BIG DIFFERENCE
IN MY FAMILY'S LIFE.

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HE WAS THERE FOR US
WHEN WE NEEDED HIM.

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AND NOT JUST...

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I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.

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(crying)

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I CALLED HIM, YOU KNOW,
THE NIGHT BEFORE HE DIED.

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HE SOUNDED RELAXED.

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I WOULD'VE BEEN...

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SCARED AS HELL OF THAT TRIAL,
BUT...

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MM.

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PETE KEPT ON CRACKING JOKES.

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IF I HAD KNOWN IT WAS GONNA BE
THE LAST CONVERSATION

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I EVER WAS GONNA HAVE
WITH HIM...

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I DON'T KNOW.
I WOULD'VE SAID SOMETHING ELSE.

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HE KNEW HE HAD YOUR SUPPORT.
I'M SURE THAT MEANT A LOT.

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HE DESERVED BETTER
THAN DYING IN A DITCH.

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I KNOW YOU KNOW THIS, BUT...

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YOU KNOW, ANYTHING YOU NEED,
ANYTHING.

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I MEAN, YOU NEED ME TO STAY
AT THE HOUSE,

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YOU NEED US TO TAKE LUCAS,
WE CAN DO IT.

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I-I NEVER KNEW THAT... PETE
WANTED THIS KIND OF CELEBRATION

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UNTIL I READ HIS WILL.

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I MEAN,
BESIDES ONE CONVERSATION

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WHERE HE SAID HE WANTED
TO BE CREMATED,

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WE NEVER TALKED ABOUT DEATH,

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AND WE SHOULD'VE
TALKED ABOUT IT.

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IT'S A CONVERSATION
MOST PEOPLE PUT OFF.

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MAYBE.

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BUT I'M A SINGLE PARENT NOW,
SO I HAVE TO BE PREPARED.

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IT WOULD BE GREAT
IF YOU COULD TAKE LUCAS.

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SURE. NO PROBLEM.
WE CAN TAKE HIM TONIGHT.

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NO, I MEAN, IF ANYTHING
HAPPENS TO ME,

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I WANT YOU TO BE
HIS GUARDIAN.

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OH.

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WOW.

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WOW. YOU--
I KNOW--

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I KNOW IT'S A LOT
TO ASK FOR, BUT--BUT--

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BUT THEY--THEY--
THEY GET ALONG GREAT.

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AND--AND DON'T YOU THINK
MASON WOULD BE HAPPY

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TO HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER?
I CERTAINLY HOPE SO.

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THEY COULD SHARE A ROOM

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OR YOU COULD LIVE AT MY HOUSE,
WHEREVER THAT WOULD BE.

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OH. VIOLET, YOU KNOW WHAT?

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I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT
YOU BEING DEAD. NOT TODAY.

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BUT YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT.
I NEED YOU TO THINK ABOUT IT.

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OKAY?

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AND TALK TO CHARLOTTE.

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OKAY?

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OKAY.

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WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. SHELDON.
WAIT, YOU'RE NOT COMING?

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No, I am coming.

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I-I JUST CAN'T LEAVE YET.

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Sheldon,
we need a shrink here.

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I MEAN,
VIOLET'S KEEPING IT TOGETHER,

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BUT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG
THAT WILL LAST?

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YEAH, WELL, I'LL GET THERE
AS SOON AS I CAN.

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OKAY.

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HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN
CONSIDERING KILLING YOURSELF?

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(exhales deeply)
FEELS LIKE FOREVER.

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I'M SORRY I DIDN'T
BRING IT UP BEFORE.

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I DIDN'T THINK
YOU'D UNDERSTAND, BUT...

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IT REALLY IS FOR THE BEST,
DR. WALLACE.

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WHAT'S YOUR PLAN?

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PILLS SEEM EASIEST.

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THAT WAY, I'LL GO TO SLEEP
AND...

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IT'LL BE OVER.

229
00:09:28,083 --> 00:09:30,083
I'VE GOT TWO KINDS
OF SEDATIVES.

230
00:09:30,125 --> 00:09:32,041
OKAY, NICK.

231
00:09:32,083 --> 00:09:34,583
I THINK WE SHOULD GO
TO THE HOSPITAL.
NO.

232
00:09:34,625 --> 00:09:35,875
I CANNOT LET YOU GO HOME.

233
00:09:35,917 --> 00:09:37,375
I'M NOT GOING
TO THE HOSPITAL.

234
00:09:37,417 --> 00:09:41,041
AH, GOD, I'M SORRY.

235
00:09:41,083 --> 00:09:43,542
I DIDN'T MEAN TO YELL. I...

236
00:09:47,291 --> 00:09:49,041
WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE
THAT TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT?

237
00:09:49,083 --> 00:09:50,208
I MEAN...

238
00:09:50,250 --> 00:09:52,250
DID SOMETHING HAPPEN?

239
00:09:52,291 --> 00:09:53,834
I THINK YOU WANT MY HELP,
NICK.

240
00:09:53,875 --> 00:09:55,917
I THINK THAT'S WHY
YOU TOLD ME YOUR PLAN.

241
00:09:55,959 --> 00:09:59,000
BUT I CAN'T GIVE IT UNLESS
YOU'RE GONNA BE HONEST WITH ME.

242
00:10:05,250 --> 00:10:08,542
TRIPLE GRANDE LATTE
WITH ONE SUGAR.

243
00:10:08,583 --> 00:10:11,709
THAT'S GAIL'S ORDER.

244
00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:14,041
I SEE HER GETTING COFFEE
MOST MORNINGS.

245
00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:15,709
UM...

246
00:10:15,750 --> 00:10:19,250
LAST WEEK, SHE FORGOT
HER WALLET, SO I PAID,

247
00:10:19,291 --> 00:10:21,083
AND WE GOT TO TALKING.

248
00:10:21,125 --> 00:10:22,875
SHE WAS...

249
00:10:22,917 --> 00:10:26,000
SHE WAS NICE,
SO I ASKED HER OUT.

250
00:10:28,125 --> 00:10:30,250
W-WHAT DID SHE SAY?

251
00:10:30,291 --> 00:10:32,375
YES. (chuckles)

252
00:10:32,417 --> 00:10:34,542
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?

253
00:10:34,583 --> 00:10:36,709
(sighs)

254
00:10:36,750 --> 00:10:38,667
UM, WELL, WE WENT OUT
TO DINNER

255
00:10:38,709 --> 00:10:41,125
AND THEN BACK TO HER PLACE,

256
00:10:41,166 --> 00:10:44,583
AND, UM, NEXT THING I KNEW,

257
00:10:44,625 --> 00:10:46,625
OUR CLOTHES WERE OFF.

258
00:10:50,041 --> 00:10:53,041
AND...

259
00:10:53,083 --> 00:10:56,041
I'VE BEEN SO LONELY.

260
00:10:56,083 --> 00:10:59,291
BUT LOOKING AT GAIL,

261
00:10:59,333 --> 00:11:01,583
I FELT NOTHING.

262
00:11:03,250 --> 00:11:07,583
SO...

263
00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:09,625
I STARTED THINKING
ABOUT STELLA,

264
00:11:09,667 --> 00:11:12,917
HER CREAMY SHOULDERS

265
00:11:12,959 --> 00:11:15,041
PEEKING OUT
FROM A TANK TOP,

266
00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:19,250
HER SMOOTH LITTLE COLT LEGS.
(chuckles)

267
00:11:21,125 --> 00:11:23,166
AND THEN IT WAS OKAY.

268
00:11:23,208 --> 00:11:24,375
IT'S NOT UNUSUAL

269
00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:26,625
FOR MEN TO THINK ABOUT
OTHER WOMEN DURING SEX.

270
00:11:26,667 --> 00:11:28,250
STELLA'S NOT A WOMAN.

271
00:11:28,291 --> 00:11:30,375
(whispers) NO. SHE...

272
00:11:32,500 --> 00:11:34,583
SHE'S MY GODDAUGHTER.

273
00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:39,000
SHE'S 8.

274
00:11:47,250 --> 00:11:49,250
DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES
I'VE PEED SINCE WE'VE BEEN HERE?

275
00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:50,375
FIVE.

276
00:11:50,417 --> 00:11:52,250
FIVE TIMES.

277
00:11:52,291 --> 00:11:54,667
GOD, I'D SELL MY SOUL FOR
A GOOD OLD FASHIONED U.T.I.

278
00:11:54,709 --> 00:11:58,166
I CAN BITCH SLAP INTO SUBMISSION
WITH SOME SIMPLE ANTIBIOTICS.

279
00:11:58,208 --> 00:11:59,875
(Charlotte sighs)

280
00:11:59,917 --> 00:12:02,917
SO, UH, VIOLET ASKED ME
THIS THING.

281
00:12:02,959 --> 00:12:05,041
THIS, UM, FUNNY THING.

282
00:12:05,083 --> 00:12:06,667
CRAZY, CLEARLY,

283
00:12:06,709 --> 00:12:09,417
GIVEN WHAT WE'RE, UH...

284
00:12:09,458 --> 00:12:10,625
(object clatters)

285
00:12:10,667 --> 00:12:11,834
YOU KNOW, SHE'S GRIEVING,

286
00:12:11,875 --> 00:12:13,041
SO YOU WANNA GIVE HER
WHAT SHE WANTS.

287
00:12:13,083 --> 00:12:15,041
WHAT'D SHE ASK?

288
00:12:15,083 --> 00:12:17,875
UM... IF ANYTHING HAPPENS
TO HER,

289
00:12:17,917 --> 00:12:20,000
SHE ASKED IF WE WOULD
TAKE LUCAS.

290
00:12:22,250 --> 00:12:23,417
WE HAVE MASON...

291
00:12:23,458 --> 00:12:25,041
WHO IS AMAZING.

292
00:12:25,083 --> 00:12:27,041
ABOUT WE'RE ABOUT TO HAVE
THREE MORE.

293
00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:28,208
YAY, US!

294
00:12:28,250 --> 00:12:30,250
AND YOU WANNA ADD
A FIFTH CHILD

295
00:12:30,291 --> 00:12:33,041
SO WHAT, WE CAN FIELD
OUR OWN VOLLEYBALL TEAM?

296
00:12:33,083 --> 00:12:35,250
OKAY, AREN'T YOU
A TEENSY BIT FLATTERED

297
00:12:35,291 --> 00:12:38,458
THAT SHE RECOGNIZES WHAT
AN INCREDIBLE MOTHER YOU ARE?

298
00:12:38,500 --> 00:12:39,917
WELL, THEN LET'S NOT
STOP THERE.

299
00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:42,875
HELL, WHY NOT THROW HENRY
INTO THE MIX, TOO?

300
00:12:42,917 --> 00:12:44,667
MAKE IT AN EVEN HALF-DOZEN,

301
00:12:44,709 --> 00:12:46,709
'CAUSE WHEN I SAID
I NEVER WANTED CHILDREN,

302
00:12:46,750 --> 00:12:48,834
WHAT I REALLY MEANT WAS,

303
00:12:48,875 --> 00:12:52,041
"I WANT ALL THE CHILDREN."

304
00:12:54,333 --> 00:12:58,041
I NEVER TALKED ABOUT THIS
BEFORE... WITH ANYONE.

305
00:12:58,083 --> 00:13:01,625
NICK, HAVE YOU EVER HAD
ANY SEXUAL CONTACT WITH STELLA?
NEVER.

306
00:13:01,667 --> 00:13:04,041
ANY PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT COULD
BE PERCEIVED AS SEXUAL

307
00:13:04,083 --> 00:13:05,417
WITH ANY CHILD?

308
00:13:05,458 --> 00:13:07,291
NO.

309
00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:10,041
SO YOU'VE NEVER ACTED ON
YOUR DESIRE FOR YOUNG GIRLS?

310
00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:12,542
NO.

311
00:13:12,583 --> 00:13:14,750
BUT I THINK ABOUT IT.

312
00:13:14,792 --> 00:13:16,583
A LOT.

313
00:13:16,625 --> 00:13:19,583
(sighs) I HAVE TO DRIVE PAST
THIS ELEMENTARY SCHOOL

314
00:13:19,625 --> 00:13:21,041
ON THE WAY TO WORK,

315
00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:23,250
AND I TRY TO GET DOWN THE STREET
AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE,

316
00:13:23,291 --> 00:13:27,083
BUT... SOMETIMES
THE CROSSING GUARD STOPS ME.

317
00:13:27,125 --> 00:13:31,917
SO... I SIT THERE,

318
00:13:31,959 --> 00:13:35,333
AND I WATCH THE KIDS WALK PAST.

319
00:13:39,709 --> 00:13:44,917
HAVE YOU EVER REALLY LOOKED
AT AN 8-YEAR-OLD GIRL?

320
00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:48,375
(whispers) I MEAN...

321
00:13:49,875 --> 00:13:53,041
MY GOD.

322
00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:55,000
THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL.

323
00:13:56,875 --> 00:13:58,834
SO INNOCENT.

324
00:13:58,875 --> 00:14:02,542
AND THEIR BODIES ARE LIKE
ABSOLUTE PERFECTION.

325
00:14:06,750 --> 00:14:08,542
YOU THINK I'M DISGUSTING,
DON'T YOU?

326
00:14:08,583 --> 00:14:10,709
NO. I'M NOT HERE
TO JUDGE YOU, NICK.

327
00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:12,417
I'M JUST TRYING
TO UNDERSTAND.

328
00:14:12,458 --> 00:14:15,041
IT'S SIMPLE.
I'M A MONSTER.

329
00:14:15,083 --> 00:14:18,208
AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY,
I CAN'T CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL.

330
00:14:18,250 --> 00:14:20,542
HOW--HOW DO YOU CONTROL
THESE URGES?

331
00:14:20,583 --> 00:14:24,041
I GO HOME AND...

332
00:14:24,083 --> 00:14:26,583
I, UH...

333
00:14:26,625 --> 00:14:28,041
I RELEASE THE TENSION.

334
00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:29,417
YOU MASTURBATE?

335
00:14:29,458 --> 00:14:30,625
YES.

336
00:14:30,667 --> 00:14:32,834
THAT WAY,
NO ONE GETS HURT.

337
00:14:32,875 --> 00:14:36,333
THAT'S A GOOD SOLUTION,
RIGHT?

338
00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:37,792
MY CONCERN IS THAT

339
00:14:37,834 --> 00:14:40,041
CONTINUAL FANTASIZING ABOUT
SEXUAL ACTS WITH YOUNG GIRLS

340
00:14:40,083 --> 00:14:42,417
CAN MAKE THAT SEEM NORMAL.

341
00:14:42,458 --> 00:14:46,041
AND ONCE THAT TABOO
IS REMOVED,

342
00:14:46,083 --> 00:14:49,041
SELF-RESTRAINT CAN BECOME
VERY DIFFICULT.

343
00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:50,083
I KNOW,

344
00:14:50,125 --> 00:14:54,083
WHICH IS WHY THE ONLY SOLUTION
IS FOR ME TO DIE.

345
00:14:54,125 --> 00:14:56,041
(woman)
I SHOULD BE DEAD.

346
00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,208
I WAS DEAD.

347
00:14:58,250 --> 00:15:00,542
I WAS STANDING IN MY KITCHEN,
CHOPPING GARLIC,

348
00:15:00,583 --> 00:15:04,041
TALKING TO MY HUSBAND,
AND THEN I STARTED CONVULSING.

349
00:15:04,083 --> 00:15:05,709
HE CALLS 9-1-1,

350
00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:07,500
AND BY THE TIME
THE PARAMEDICS GOT THERE,

351
00:15:07,542 --> 00:15:09,041
MY HEART HAD STOPPED.

352
00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:13,625
THEY SHOCKED ME THREE TIMES
AND TOOK ME TO THE E.R., AND...

353
00:15:13,667 --> 00:15:16,166
DR. WILDER.
HE BROUGHT ME BACK.

354
00:15:16,208 --> 00:15:18,417
HE DID 20 MINUTES
OF C.P.R.,

355
00:15:18,458 --> 00:15:20,625
SHOCKED ME
THREE MORE TIMES.

356
00:15:20,667 --> 00:15:23,959
HE DIDN'T GIVE UP ON ME.
HE JUST...

357
00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,041
(voice breaks) WOULDN'T.

358
00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:27,458
YOUR HUSBAND NEVER GAVE UP.

359
00:15:27,500 --> 00:15:29,542
EXCUSE ME, LADIES,
BUT I NEED TO STEAL VIOLET.

360
00:15:29,583 --> 00:15:31,458
HER SON'S LOOKING FOR HER.
OH. SURE.

361
00:15:31,500 --> 00:15:32,875
WHERE'S LUCAS?

362
00:15:32,917 --> 00:15:35,041
I DON'T KNOW, BUT I THOUGHT
YOU NEEDED A BREAK.

363
00:15:35,083 --> 00:15:37,458
(indistinct conversations)

364
00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:40,208
HEY.

365
00:15:40,250 --> 00:15:43,667
JAKE SAID I SHOULD GIVE THIS
THING A TEST DRIVE, SO...

366
00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:47,542
SAM...

367
00:15:47,583 --> 00:15:50,417
I WAS PLANNING ON TELLING YOU
THAT JAKE MOVED IN.

368
00:15:50,458 --> 00:15:51,625
OH, THAT'S FINE.
THAT'S FINE.

369
00:15:51,667 --> 00:15:53,291
THIS IS ACTUALLY
REALLY GOOD ESPRESSO.

370
00:15:53,333 --> 00:15:54,917
I-I DIDN'T MEAN
TO BLINDSIDE YOU OR--

371
00:15:54,959 --> 00:15:56,041
IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY.

372
00:15:56,083 --> 00:15:58,917
DID JAKE TELL YOU WHERE
HE GOT THESE BEANS?

373
00:15:58,959 --> 00:16:00,417
NO.
NO?

374
00:16:00,458 --> 00:16:02,625
OH.

375
00:16:04,417 --> 00:16:05,583
LOOK, UM...

376
00:16:05,625 --> 00:16:07,250
(sets down cup)

377
00:16:07,291 --> 00:16:10,792
THERE ARE NO BOOKS ON THIS.
I LOOKED.

378
00:16:10,834 --> 00:16:12,166
WHAT?

379
00:16:12,208 --> 00:16:14,291
ON HOW TO STAY FRIENDS
WITH YOUR EX-WIFE'S BEST FRIEND

380
00:16:14,333 --> 00:16:17,166
WHO REJECTED
YOUR MARRIAGE PROPOSAL

381
00:16:17,208 --> 00:16:18,792
AFTER ADOPTING A CHILD...
(chuckles)

382
00:16:18,834 --> 00:16:22,750
AND THEN MOVING IN
WITH YOUR COWORKER.

383
00:16:22,792 --> 00:16:25,333
THERE ARE NO BOOKS ON IT,
SO...

384
00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:30,041
I FIGURED WE COULD JUST STICK TO
SMALL TALK ABOUT THE ESPRESSO.

385
00:16:30,083 --> 00:16:32,000
OH.

386
00:16:33,083 --> 00:16:34,625
ARE WE?

387
00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:35,834
HMM?

388
00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,000
EVER GONNA BE FRIENDS AGAIN?

389
00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:44,041
THE KEY TO A GOOD ESPRESSO
IS THE QUALITY OF THE GRINDER.

390
00:16:44,083 --> 00:16:45,792
OH.

391
00:16:45,834 --> 00:16:49,041
THAT IS AN INTERESTING FACT.

392
00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:50,583
(whispers) GRINDER.

393
00:16:50,625 --> 00:16:52,625
(man) OUR FATHER DIED
TWO YEARS AGO.

394
00:16:52,667 --> 00:16:54,917
IT PRETTY MUCH TOOK THE STARCH
OUT OF MOTHER,

395
00:16:54,959 --> 00:16:57,000
SO WE FIGURED SHE WAS
JUST GRIEVING.

396
00:16:57,041 --> 00:16:59,083
UM, SHE DIDN'T TELL US
ABOUT THE PAIN.

397
00:16:59,125 --> 00:17:02,083
BY THE TIME WE NOTICED IT,
WELL...

398
00:17:02,125 --> 00:17:05,041
WITH PANCREATIC CANCER,
THERE'S NOT MUCH YOU CAN DO.

399
00:17:05,083 --> 00:17:07,333
AND SHE WANTED TO
DIE AT HOME,

400
00:17:07,375 --> 00:17:08,750
AND SHE MADE US PROMISE.

401
00:17:08,792 --> 00:17:11,041
BUT THAT LAST DAY,

402
00:17:11,083 --> 00:17:15,792
HER BREATHING GOT SO LABORED,
AND SHE LOOKED SO SCARED,

403
00:17:15,834 --> 00:17:17,583
THAT I WANTED TO TAKE HER
TO THE HOSPITAL.

404
00:17:17,625 --> 00:17:18,834
YEAH, WE BOTH DID.

405
00:17:18,875 --> 00:17:20,041
BUT DR. WILDER,

406
00:17:20,083 --> 00:17:22,458
HE SAID WE SHOULD HONOR
HER WISHES.

407
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:24,875
AND WHEN HE CAME INTO THE ROOM,

408
00:17:24,917 --> 00:17:27,333
HE HAD SUCH A CALMING EFFECT
ON HER.

409
00:17:27,375 --> 00:17:30,041
SO SHE GOT TO DIE
IN HER OWN BED,

410
00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:32,542
LOOKING OUT AT HER GARDEN,
SURROUNDED BY HER CHILDREN...

411
00:17:32,583 --> 00:17:34,875
AND DOGS.

412
00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:36,500
AND IT WAS SO PEACEFUL.

413
00:17:36,542 --> 00:17:39,166
I WILL BE GRATEFUL
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

414
00:17:39,208 --> 00:17:40,792
THAT SHE DIDN'T DIE ALONE.

415
00:17:40,834 --> 00:17:42,834
(sighs)
(sniffles)

416
00:17:42,875 --> 00:17:44,041
(sniffles)

417
00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:50,041
(exhales deeply)

418
00:17:50,083 --> 00:17:53,000
(indistinct conversations)

419
00:17:57,709 --> 00:18:00,291
(Mason)
ARE YOU GONNA HURL?

420
00:18:00,333 --> 00:18:01,583
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
OUT HERE?

421
00:18:01,625 --> 00:18:03,625
LUCAS WANTED TO WATCH
"THE MUPPETS" MOVIE,

422
00:18:03,667 --> 00:18:05,125
FOR, LIKE, THE BILLIONTH TIME.

423
00:18:07,667 --> 00:18:09,041
WHAT ABOUT YOU?

424
00:18:09,083 --> 00:18:10,458
I...

425
00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,333
UM...

426
00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:16,083
IT'S GETTING HOT IN THERE.

427
00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:22,625
PETE WAS NICE.
IT REALLY SUCKS THAT HE DIED.

428
00:18:22,667 --> 00:18:24,625
YEAH.

429
00:18:24,667 --> 00:18:26,959
IT DOES.

430
00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:34,250
HE'LL BE OKAY, THOUGH.

431
00:18:34,291 --> 00:18:35,458
MY MOM SAYS WHEN YOU DIE,

432
00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:37,041
IT'S LIKE GOING TO
A BIG REUNION.

433
00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:40,750
YOU GET TO HANG OUT
WITH EVERYONE YOU REALLY LOVE.

434
00:18:40,792 --> 00:18:43,083
OH, I BET MY MOM WILL INTRODUCE
PETE TO MY GRANDMA.

435
00:18:43,125 --> 00:18:45,583
GRAM'S REALLY COOL.

436
00:18:50,083 --> 00:18:53,709
IT'S--IT'S LONELY, THOUGH,
BEING LEFT BEHIND.

437
00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:57,709
I-I FELT LONELY
WHEN MY MOM DIED.

438
00:18:57,750 --> 00:19:00,667
ARE YOU LONELY?

439
00:19:00,709 --> 00:19:03,917
YEAH.

440
00:19:05,083 --> 00:19:06,583
YOU WANT SOME?

441
00:19:18,250 --> 00:19:20,375
I WAS RAISED CATHOLIC.

442
00:19:20,417 --> 00:19:21,583
DID I TELL YOU THAT?

443
00:19:21,625 --> 00:19:23,000
YEAH.

444
00:19:23,041 --> 00:19:26,959
YEAH, I WAS TAUGHT THAT
GOD NEVER MAKES MISTAKES.

445
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:28,750
WELL...

446
00:19:28,792 --> 00:19:30,542
IT'S PRETTY CLEAR
THAT'S NOT TRUE, HUH?

447
00:19:30,583 --> 00:19:32,709
(inhales deeply)

448
00:19:32,750 --> 00:19:35,375
HE OBVIOUSLY HAD AN OFF DAY
WITH ME.

449
00:19:35,417 --> 00:19:38,041
WHY COULDN'T I HAVE BEEN
A DRUG ADDICT

450
00:19:38,083 --> 00:19:40,166
OR AN ALCOHOLIC?

451
00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:42,000
I MEAN, GOD.

452
00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:43,375
MY LIFE WOULD'VE BEEN
SO MUCH DIFFERENT

453
00:19:43,417 --> 00:19:45,792
IF THE THING I COULDN'T
GET ENOUGH OF WAS BOOZE.

454
00:19:45,834 --> 00:19:48,208
I MEAN, I-I COULD JOIN
A 12-STEP PROGRAM.

455
00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:50,458
PEOPLE WOULD ACTUALLY
WANNA HEAR MY STORY.

456
00:19:50,500 --> 00:19:56,250
THEY'D TRY TO HELP ME AND SAY
HOW BRAVE I WAS TO COME CLEAN.

457
00:19:56,291 --> 00:19:58,041
BUT THEY DON'T HAVE
SUPPORT GROUPS

458
00:19:58,083 --> 00:19:59,500
FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME.

459
00:20:03,083 --> 00:20:04,834
I CAN'T TELL ANYONE WHAT I AM.

460
00:20:04,875 --> 00:20:06,041
BUT YOU TOLD ME,

461
00:20:06,083 --> 00:20:08,375
AND THAT'S A GOOD
FIRST STEP.

462
00:20:08,417 --> 00:20:10,959
AND THE FACT THAT YOU HAVEN'T
ACTED ON YOUR IMPULSES,

463
00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:12,125
WE CAN BUILD ON THAT.

464
00:20:12,166 --> 00:20:15,375
DON'T PLAY ME, DR. WALLACE.

465
00:20:15,417 --> 00:20:16,792
I'M NOT STUPID.

466
00:20:16,834 --> 00:20:18,333
AS A TEENAGER,

467
00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:21,959
I USED TO JUST HOPE
THAT I WOULD OUTGROW THIS.

468
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:23,375
BUT...

469
00:20:23,417 --> 00:20:24,583
(whispers) NO.

470
00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:26,041
(normal voice)
THAT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN.

471
00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:30,041
RIGHT? 'CAUSE THERE'S
NO MAGIC PILLS THAT I CAN TAKE

472
00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:32,041
THAT MAKE ME STOP FANTASIZING
ABOUT LITTLE GIRLS.

473
00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:34,417
THERE'S NO SURGERY

474
00:20:34,458 --> 00:20:37,834
TO REMOVE THIS DEVIANT PART
OF MY BRAIN, RIGHT?

475
00:20:40,041 --> 00:20:42,166
RIGHT?

476
00:20:42,208 --> 00:20:44,000
NO, THERE ISN'T.

477
00:20:44,041 --> 00:20:47,375
THEN WHAT DO WE HAVE
TO TALK ABOUT?

478
00:20:47,417 --> 00:20:50,375
(indistinct conversations)

479
00:20:50,417 --> 00:20:53,834
DID PETE EVEN LIKE KARAOKE?

480
00:20:53,875 --> 00:20:56,500
I DON'T KNOW. I NEVER...

481
00:20:56,542 --> 00:20:59,208
HEARD THE MAN
SO MUCH AS WHISTLE. (chuckles)

482
00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:02,208
YOU DID NOT MISS MUCH.
(chuckles)

483
00:21:02,250 --> 00:21:04,458
I LOVED PETE.

484
00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:07,250
WE WEREN'T IN LOVE,
WE WEREN'T SOUL MATES,

485
00:21:07,291 --> 00:21:09,041
BUT, YOU KNOW, WE FIT TOGETHER
FOR A WHILE.

486
00:21:09,083 --> 00:21:12,041
YOU KNOW, THAT TIME THAT WE HAD
WHERE WE...

487
00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:13,959
TOOK CARE OF LUCAS.

488
00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,041
EVEN FOR THAT SHORT TIME
BEFORE VIOLET CAME BACK,

489
00:21:16,083 --> 00:21:17,917
THAT'S...
THAT'S WHEN I KNEW

490
00:21:17,959 --> 00:21:19,667
THAT I COULD RAISE A CHILD
ON MY OWN.

491
00:21:19,709 --> 00:21:21,917
PETE DID THAT FOR ME.

492
00:21:21,959 --> 00:21:23,041
MM.

493
00:21:23,083 --> 00:21:25,041
I WISH I COULD'VE
TOLD HIM THAT.

494
00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:28,333
YOU KNOW, VIOLET ASKED ME TO BE
LUCAS' GUARDIAN

495
00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:30,500
IN CASE ANYTHING HAPPENS
TO...

496
00:21:30,542 --> 00:21:32,375
DID YOU TELL HER ABOUT
THE TRIPLETS?

497
00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:33,583
IN CASE YOU HADN'T NOTICED,

498
00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,041
CHARLOTTE'S A LITTLE SCARY
RIGHT NOW.

499
00:21:35,083 --> 00:21:37,333
YEAH, I GOT THAT.

500
00:21:37,375 --> 00:21:39,750
I MEAN, I'D LOVE TO SAY YES
FOR VIOLET,

501
00:21:39,792 --> 00:21:42,250
AND FOR PETE.

502
00:21:42,291 --> 00:21:44,583
I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO CONVINCE CHARLOTTE.

503
00:21:44,625 --> 00:21:47,000
(chuckles)

504
00:21:47,041 --> 00:21:48,792
HONESTLY, I DON'T KNOW IF
I SHOULD CONVINCE CHARLOTTE.

505
00:21:48,834 --> 00:21:52,166
I MEAN,
WITH THESE BABIES COMING,

506
00:21:52,208 --> 00:21:54,333
MY FAMILY HAS TO BE
MY PRIORITY, RIGHT?

507
00:21:54,375 --> 00:21:56,917
YES.

508
00:21:58,333 --> 00:22:00,834
ANY ADVICE ON THAT?

509
00:22:02,792 --> 00:22:04,000
HAVE ANOTHER DRINK.

510
00:22:06,625 --> 00:22:10,041
I WAS IN THE KITCHEN LAST WEEK.
PETE WAS READING THE PAPER.

511
00:22:10,083 --> 00:22:12,083
TRAVEL SECTION,
ABOUT HAWAII.

512
00:22:12,125 --> 00:22:15,542
SAID HE WAS THINKING ABOUT
TAKING VIOLET AND LUCAS THERE

513
00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,792
ONCE THE TRIAL WAS OVER,

514
00:22:16,834 --> 00:22:19,583
LIKE HE WAS CERTAIN
IT WAS GONNA GO HIS WAY.

515
00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:20,792
HMM.

516
00:22:20,834 --> 00:22:23,291
SAID HE ALWAYS WANTED
TO LEARN HOW TO SURF.

517
00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:24,500
(chuckles)

518
00:22:24,542 --> 00:22:25,709
MM.

519
00:22:25,750 --> 00:22:27,000
I TOLD HIM, "HEY, I, UH,
I HAVE AN EXTRA BOARD.

520
00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:30,083
I CAN--I CAN TEACH YOU."

521
00:22:30,125 --> 00:22:31,709
(taps countertop)

522
00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:33,792
THAT'S THE LAST TIME
WE SPOKE.

523
00:22:33,834 --> 00:22:38,583
YEAH, HE WAS ONE OF
THE GOOD ONES.

524
00:22:38,625 --> 00:22:42,375
AFTER ALL THE TIME HE SPENT
MAKING DEATH EASIER FOR PEOPLE,

525
00:22:42,417 --> 00:22:45,041
I WISH SOMEBODY
COULD'VE DONE IT FOR HIM.

526
00:22:45,083 --> 00:22:48,000
YEAH. YOU KNOW, I COULDN'T DO
WHAT HE DID.

527
00:22:48,041 --> 00:22:50,166
I NEED TO BE AROUND PEOPLE
CREATING LIFE,

528
00:22:50,208 --> 00:22:52,375
HELPING THEM START A FAMILY.

529
00:22:52,417 --> 00:22:56,041
YOU KNOW, NO MATTER HOW HARD
THE JOURNEY IS,

530
00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:58,000
I'VE NEVER ONCE HAD A MOTHER
TELL ME THAT IT WASN'T WORTH IT

531
00:22:58,041 --> 00:22:59,625
ONCE SHE HELD HER CHILD.

532
00:22:59,667 --> 00:23:02,458
HAS ADDISON BEEN TALKING
TO YOU?

533
00:23:02,500 --> 00:23:04,291
ABOUT WHAT?

534
00:23:06,083 --> 00:23:10,041
(indistinct conversations)

535
00:23:10,083 --> 00:23:11,709
DO ME A FAVOR.
(sighs)

536
00:23:11,750 --> 00:23:13,083
DON'T TELL ME
ANY STORIES ABOUT PETE

537
00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:14,625
OR TRY TO MAKE ME
FEEL BETTER.

538
00:23:14,667 --> 00:23:17,709
HEY. I JUST WANTED A COOKIE.

539
00:23:21,667 --> 00:23:25,041
THAT JACKET LOOKS GOOD
ON YOU.

540
00:23:25,083 --> 00:23:26,583
YEAH.

541
00:23:26,625 --> 00:23:28,041
I FIGURED I'D GET THE MOTORCYCLE
TO GO WITH IT NEXT.

542
00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:31,000
(plastic rustling)

543
00:23:32,500 --> 00:23:34,291
OHH.

544
00:23:34,333 --> 00:23:36,500
UH, OR PERHAPS A LIGHTER.

545
00:23:36,542 --> 00:23:38,834
HOLY CRAP. I DIDN'T KNOW
THAT WAS IN THERE.

546
00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:40,375
VIOLET?

547
00:23:40,417 --> 00:23:44,083
I'M AARON COLVIN. I WORKED
WITH PETE IN EL SALVADOR.

548
00:23:44,125 --> 00:23:45,500
OH. THANK YOU FOR COMING.

549
00:23:45,542 --> 00:23:46,709
I'M SURE THAT WOULD'VE
MEANT A LOT TO PETE.

550
00:23:46,750 --> 00:23:48,041
I'M NOT SO SURE ABOUT THAT.

551
00:23:48,083 --> 00:23:52,041
PETE AND I,
WE HAD A FALLING OUT

552
00:23:52,083 --> 00:23:53,500
15 YEARS AGO.

553
00:23:53,542 --> 00:23:55,417
IT ENDED IN A FISTFIGHT.

554
00:23:55,458 --> 00:23:59,959
FOR THE LIFE OF ME, I-I CAN'T
REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS ABOUT.

555
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,083
I ALWAYS FIGURED OUR PATHS
WOULD CROSS AGAIN

556
00:24:02,125 --> 00:24:04,458
AND WE'D SIT DOWN
AND HAVE A BEER

557
00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:08,542
AND LAUGH ABOUT IT.

558
00:24:08,583 --> 00:24:11,834
BUT NOW IT'S TOO LATE.

559
00:24:11,875 --> 00:24:13,959
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE
I WASTED ALL THIS TIME,

560
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,750
NURSING SOME RIDICULOUS,
ANCIENT GRUDGE THAT--

561
00:24:17,792 --> 00:24:19,000
COULD YOU PLEASE EXCUSE ME?

562
00:24:26,083 --> 00:24:28,083
THERE'S A LOT THAT WE DON'T KNOW
ABOUT PEDOPHILIA,

563
00:24:28,125 --> 00:24:30,333
ABOUT HUMAN SEXUALITY
IN GENERAL.

564
00:24:30,375 --> 00:24:34,083
BUT WHAT I CAN TELL IS THAT BY
THE TIME WE'RE 8 OR 9 YEARS OLD,

565
00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:35,291
WE'VE BEEN DEALT A CARD,

566
00:24:35,333 --> 00:24:37,041
AND THAT DETERMINES
WHAT TURNS US ON.

567
00:24:37,083 --> 00:24:39,375
AND IN THE PERFECT WORLD,

568
00:24:39,417 --> 00:24:43,041
SATISFYING THOSE URGES,
IT DOESN'T HURT ANYBODY.

569
00:24:43,083 --> 00:24:45,500
I OBVIOUSLY DON'T LIVE
IN THAT WORLD.

570
00:24:45,542 --> 00:24:48,750
I'M A FREAK.
YOU CAN'T FIX ME.

571
00:24:48,792 --> 00:24:51,000
I CAN'T CURE YOUR
SEXUAL ATTRACTION TO CHILDREN.

572
00:24:51,041 --> 00:24:53,000
THAT'S TRUE.

573
00:24:53,041 --> 00:24:54,792
BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE
INAPPROPRIATE FANTASIES,

574
00:24:54,834 --> 00:24:58,625
AND THE PROBLEM ONLY ARISES
WHEN THEY TRY TO ACT ON THEM.

575
00:24:58,667 --> 00:25:00,875
WE CAN WORK
ON YOUR IMPULSE CONTROL.

576
00:25:00,917 --> 00:25:03,041
IT'S NOT EASY.
IT'S A LIFELONG STRUGGLE.

577
00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:05,041
BUT WE CAN PROTECT
THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU.

578
00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:07,375
WAIT.

579
00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:08,792
YOU'RE SAYING I CAN CHANGE?

580
00:25:08,834 --> 00:25:12,583
WHAT I'M SAYING IS,
THERE ARE THINGS WE CAN TRY.

581
00:25:12,625 --> 00:25:14,375
AVOIDING MOOD SWINGS IS KEY.

582
00:25:14,417 --> 00:25:17,041
AND YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO BE
DILIGENT ABOUT KEEPING BUSY,

583
00:25:17,083 --> 00:25:21,041
ABOUT MAINTAINING STRUCTURE
IN YOUR LIFE.

584
00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:22,750
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

585
00:25:22,792 --> 00:25:25,041
YOU ACTUALLY WANNA HELP ME?

586
00:25:25,083 --> 00:25:27,208
I'M YOUR DOCTOR.
NICK? NICK?

587
00:25:27,250 --> 00:25:28,417
(groans)

588
00:25:28,458 --> 00:25:29,583
NICK, ARE YOU OKAY?

589
00:25:29,625 --> 00:25:30,959
(retches)

590
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,583
NICK, WHAT DID YOU DO?
WHAT DID YOU TAKE?
(groaning)

591
00:25:34,625 --> 00:25:36,041
(cell phone auto dials)
NICK?

592
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:38,166
THIS IS DR. SHELDON WALLACE.

593
00:25:38,208 --> 00:25:40,959
I NEED AN AMBULANCE
AT 4000 OCEAN PARK.

594
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,625
IT'S A POSSIBLE OVERDOSE.

595
00:25:42,667 --> 00:25:45,583
I'M SORRY.
I DIDN'T WANNA DIE ALONE.

596
00:25:45,625 --> 00:25:48,792
(grunting)

597
00:25:50,208 --> 00:25:51,583
VIOLET?

598
00:25:51,625 --> 00:25:55,041
ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?

599
00:25:55,083 --> 00:25:56,375
VIOLET, YOU'VE BEEN UP HERE
A WHILE.

600
00:25:56,417 --> 00:25:58,917
I'M STARTING TO GET WORRIED.

601
00:26:02,625 --> 00:26:04,834
OKAY, I'M COMING IN.

602
00:26:06,458 --> 00:26:07,667
HEY.

603
00:26:08,834 --> 00:26:10,667
ARE YOU...

604
00:26:10,709 --> 00:26:13,000
(sniffs)

605
00:26:14,417 --> 00:26:16,041
ARE YOU... GETTING HIGH?

606
00:26:16,083 --> 00:26:18,000
(coughs)

607
00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,375
(inhales deeply)

608
00:26:26,417 --> 00:26:28,917
OH, MY GOD.
YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!

609
00:26:28,959 --> 00:26:30,375
THIS IS A REALLY BIG TUB.

610
00:26:30,417 --> 00:26:32,750
YOU GUYS CANNOT DO THIS. I HAVE
A--I HAVE A KID DOWNSTAIRS.

611
00:26:32,792 --> 00:26:34,625
OH, COME ON. WE ALL HAVE KIDS,
AND THEY'RE ALL NEXT DOOR.

612
00:26:34,667 --> 00:26:37,041
GET IN THE TUB, COOP.
COME ON!

613
00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:39,542
YOU KNOW YOU WANNA DO IT.
COME ON! GET IN THE TUB.

614
00:26:39,583 --> 00:26:41,041
YOU DON'T HAVE TO. I DIDN'T.

615
00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:42,709
YOU JUST GIVE HER A MINUTE,
SHE'LL FORGET SHE ASKED.

616
00:26:42,750 --> 00:26:44,500
WHAT, YOU'RE NOT HIGH?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE?

617
00:26:44,542 --> 00:26:46,542
I DIDN'T THINK
THAT SHE SHOULD BE ALONE.
(sniffs)

618
00:26:46,583 --> 00:26:47,875
MY HUSBAND IS DEAD.

619
00:26:47,917 --> 00:26:50,041
YESTERDAY, I PUSHED A BUTTON
AND WATCHED HIM BURN,

620
00:26:50,083 --> 00:26:51,458
SO I GET WHATEVER I WANT
TODAY.

621
00:26:51,500 --> 00:26:54,250
(sighs)

622
00:26:54,291 --> 00:26:56,041
COME ON, COOPER.

623
00:26:56,083 --> 00:26:58,500
I REALLY NEED SOMEONE
IN THE TUB WITH ME.

624
00:27:01,834 --> 00:27:03,500
NO.

625
00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:07,000
WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO LAY DOWN
FOR A LITTLE WHILE?

626
00:27:07,041 --> 00:27:09,709
LET'S LIVE HERE, IN THE TUB.

627
00:27:14,083 --> 00:27:15,333
DRUGS ARE BAD.

628
00:27:15,375 --> 00:27:16,875
MM.

629
00:27:16,917 --> 00:27:18,041
DRUGS ARE BAD.

630
00:27:18,083 --> 00:27:19,667
THEY MAKE MY TONGUE FEEL
LIKE CHEESE.

631
00:27:19,709 --> 00:27:22,375
CHEESE? I WISH WE HAD
SOME CHEESE HERE.

632
00:27:22,417 --> 00:27:24,041
(gasps) ADDISON?

633
00:27:24,083 --> 00:27:25,250
YES?
ADDISON?

634
00:27:25,291 --> 00:27:26,458
WHAT?
ADDISON?

635
00:27:26,500 --> 00:27:27,792
STILL HERE.
CHEESE?

636
00:27:27,834 --> 00:27:29,041
WHERE DOES CHEESE COME?
HOW DO WE GET CHEESE?

637
00:27:29,083 --> 00:27:30,917
IS THERE A CHEESE MAN?
(groans)

638
00:27:30,959 --> 00:27:33,667
OHH!

639
00:27:33,709 --> 00:27:35,041
I THINK WE NEED A COW.

640
00:27:35,083 --> 00:27:37,250
OH, LET'S BUY A COW.
BUY A COW!
I COULD TOTALLY BUY A COW!

641
00:27:37,291 --> 00:27:39,500
(laughing)

642
00:27:39,542 --> 00:27:41,792
OR... I COULD ORDER
A PIZZA.

643
00:27:41,834 --> 00:27:44,625
I HAVE A PHONE. WE CAN.

644
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:50,417
(sighs)

645
00:27:50,458 --> 00:27:52,375
CHARLOTTE'S NOT GONNA
LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS

646
00:27:52,417 --> 00:27:53,583
MUCH LONGER, COOPER.

647
00:27:53,625 --> 00:27:54,792
CHARLOTTE'S NOT
THE BOSS OF ME, MAN.

648
00:27:54,834 --> 00:27:55,834
NO.

649
00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:57,041
CHARLOTTE IS THE MOTHER
OF MY TRIPLETS,

650
00:27:57,083 --> 00:27:58,792
BUT NOT THE BOSS OF ME.
TRIPLETS? WHAT TRIPLETS?

651
00:27:58,834 --> 00:28:00,500
(grunts)

652
00:28:00,542 --> 00:28:02,000
HMM?

653
00:28:02,041 --> 00:28:03,041
OH! OHH!

654
00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,000
WHOO!

655
00:28:05,041 --> 00:28:06,041
(laughs)
OKAY.

656
00:28:06,083 --> 00:28:07,792
OH, MY GOD. OKAY.
(chuckles)

657
00:28:07,834 --> 00:28:09,333
OKAY.

658
00:28:09,375 --> 00:28:11,041
(laughs)
PLEASE DON'T BE MAD.
I'M SORRY.

659
00:28:11,083 --> 00:28:13,166
I KNOW THAT IS
THE KIND OF THING

660
00:28:13,208 --> 00:28:14,625
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TELL
YOUR BEST FRIEND,

661
00:28:14,667 --> 00:28:16,375
BUT CHARLOTTE WOULD NOT
LET ME TELL YOU.

662
00:28:16,417 --> 00:28:19,000
I SO WANTED TO TELL YOU!
(gasps) TRIPLETS!

663
00:28:19,041 --> 00:28:22,125
AND ADDISON ONLY KNOWS
BECAUSE SHE IS HER DOCTOR.

664
00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:24,166
YEAH.
AND IT FELT REALLY WEIRD
TO TALK ABOUT BABIES

665
00:28:24,208 --> 00:28:25,166
ONCE I FOUND OUT
PETE WAS DEAD.

666
00:28:25,208 --> 00:28:26,375
OH, YEAH.

667
00:28:26,417 --> 00:28:29,041
AND ALSO,
I'M LIKE... (laughs)

668
00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,041
I'M SO HAPPY.
(laughs)

669
00:28:31,083 --> 00:28:34,208
(laughing) AND CHARLOTTE IS...
SO NOT HAPPY.

670
00:28:34,250 --> 00:28:37,250
(laughing)

671
00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:41,041
(inhales and exhales deeply)

672
00:28:41,083 --> 00:28:42,166
(coughs)

673
00:28:42,208 --> 00:28:46,000
(continues laughing)

674
00:28:46,041 --> 00:28:48,041
(doorbell rings)

675
00:28:48,083 --> 00:28:50,208
OH. HEY, I-I THINK YOU HAVE
THE WRONG HOUSE.

676
00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:52,417
HI. OH, NO, NO, NO, NO.
NO, HE DOESN'T.

677
00:28:52,458 --> 00:28:53,834
HERE YOU GO.
KEEP THE CHANGE.

678
00:28:53,875 --> 00:28:55,041
THANK YOU.

679
00:28:55,083 --> 00:28:56,375
WHOA, ADDISON,

680
00:28:56,417 --> 00:28:57,875
YOU'VE ALREADY GOT MORE THAN
ENOUGH FOOD FOR EVERYBODY.

681
00:28:57,917 --> 00:29:00,542
UH, NO, THIS ISN'T FOR
THE PEOPLE DOWNSTAIRS.

682
00:29:00,583 --> 00:29:02,041
WHO'S IT FOR?

683
00:29:02,083 --> 00:29:04,083
(Cooper speaks indistinctly)
OH. ARE YOU SERIOUS?

684
00:29:04,125 --> 00:29:06,625
CHEESE MEN. CHEESE MEN.
(gasps) HEY!

685
00:29:06,667 --> 00:29:08,208
HEE HEE HEE HEE!

686
00:29:08,250 --> 00:29:10,041
(Jake) OKAY, WE ARE GOING
TO NEED MORE PIZZAS.

687
00:29:10,083 --> 00:29:11,417
(speaks indistinctly)

688
00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:13,625
PEOPLE ARE DOWNSTAIRS,
TRYING TO PAY TRIBUTE TO PETE,

689
00:29:13,667 --> 00:29:15,166
AND YOU GUYS ARE UP HERE
GETTING HIGH?

690
00:29:15,208 --> 00:29:17,041
LIGHTEN UP, MAN.
LIGHT UP, SAM.

691
00:29:17,083 --> 00:29:20,041
OH, NO, HE'S NOT GONNA
DO IT. HE'S NEVER DONE THAT.

692
00:29:20,083 --> 00:29:21,500
(Violet, mouth full)
IS THAT TRUE?
(Cooper) REALLY?

693
00:29:21,542 --> 00:29:23,041
(mouth full) LIKE,
FROM A CHICKEN THING?

694
00:29:23,083 --> 00:29:24,041
NO, I'M NOT CHICKEN.

695
00:29:24,083 --> 00:29:26,041
MNH.
BOK BOK BOK.

696
00:29:26,083 --> 00:29:27,500
(Cooper and Violet laughing)
(Sam) DID YOU JUST CLUCK AT ME?

697
00:29:27,542 --> 00:29:30,458
BOK BOK BOK.
SEE--SEE, THAT'S WHY
DON'T DO IT.

698
00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:33,834
(Cooper and Violet clucking)
IT'S GOT YOU GUYS ACTING
LIKE IDIOTS,

699
00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,834
GROWN ADULTS MAKING
ANIMAL SOUNDS.
BOK!

700
00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:38,333
NOT TO MENTION IT'S ILLEGAL.
NOT WHEN MEDICALLY PRESCRIBED
IN THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA.

701
00:29:38,375 --> 00:29:40,041
I'M A DOCTOR.

702
00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:41,750
VIOLET, I PRESCRIBE YOU
MARIJUANA.

703
00:29:41,792 --> 00:29:43,125
COOPER, I PRESCRIBE YOU
MARIJUANA.

704
00:29:43,166 --> 00:29:45,542
JAKE, SHALL I
PRESCRIBE YOU MARIJUANA?

705
00:29:45,583 --> 00:29:47,083
I'M GOOD, THANKS.
(mouth full) BESIDES,

706
00:29:47,125 --> 00:29:49,041
NOBODY'S GONNA TELL ME WHAT
I CAN DO IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE.

707
00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:50,959
IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE.

708
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,667
OH. THERE EITHER. (laughs)
DOCTOR'S ORDER, SAM.

709
00:29:53,709 --> 00:29:56,041
I'M SORRY. I JUST CARE ABOUT
WHAT I PUT INTO MY BODY.

710
00:29:56,083 --> 00:29:58,041
I CARE ABOUT
MY SHORT-TERM MEMORY.

711
00:29:58,083 --> 00:30:01,083
MARIJUANA ABUSE HAS ALSO BEEN
TIED TO CANCER, BRAIN DAMAGE,

712
00:30:01,125 --> 00:30:02,792
DEPRESSION.
IT'S ALSO BEEN TIED

713
00:30:02,834 --> 00:30:04,709
TO RELIEVING SYMPTOMS
OF ALL THOSE THINGS, SAM.

714
00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,041
YOU'RE DEFENDING THEM
RIGHT NOW?

715
00:30:06,083 --> 00:30:07,500
IF YOU'RE SUCH A FAN,
HOW COME YOU'RE NOT SMOKING?

716
00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:09,583
BECAUSE THE ONE TIME
I SMOKED POT,

717
00:30:09,625 --> 00:30:11,542
I FELT LIKE MY LUNGS
WERE MELTING.

718
00:30:11,583 --> 00:30:13,333
(laughs)
AND I GOT SO PARANOID

719
00:30:13,375 --> 00:30:14,750
I HID IN THE CLOSET
FOR THREE HOURS

720
00:30:14,792 --> 00:30:16,125
AND I MIGHT'VE PEED MY PANTS.

721
00:30:16,166 --> 00:30:17,750
(Cooper and Violet laugh)

722
00:30:17,792 --> 00:30:19,750
(laughs)
JAKE?

723
00:30:19,792 --> 00:30:20,834
NOT FOR ME.

724
00:30:23,542 --> 00:30:25,291
YOU KNOW,
IT'S PETE'S GANJA, SAM.

725
00:30:25,333 --> 00:30:27,375
IT'S LIKE A SIGN.

726
00:30:27,417 --> 00:30:29,375
I MEAN, PETE IS THE REASON
WE'RE ALL HERE.

727
00:30:29,417 --> 00:30:33,834
AND WE'RE ALL HERE,
AND PETE IS GONE?

728
00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:37,000
THAT'S WRONG. IT--IT'S JUST
ALL KINDS OF WRONG.

729
00:30:37,041 --> 00:30:40,041
I DON'T KNOW.
IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE.

730
00:30:40,083 --> 00:30:42,709
AND IT JUST FEELS BAD.
AND WHO WANTS TO FEEL BAD?

731
00:30:42,750 --> 00:30:44,834
WHO WANTS TO FEEL
WHEN FEELING FEELS THIS BAD?

732
00:30:46,875 --> 00:30:48,417
WHAT HE SAID.

733
00:30:48,458 --> 00:30:50,041
VIOLET?

734
00:30:52,041 --> 00:30:53,125
DO YOU WANT ME TO GO DOWNSTAIRS

735
00:30:53,166 --> 00:30:56,041
AND TELL THOSE PEOPLE
TO GO HOME?

736
00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:57,375
I CAN DO THAT.

737
00:30:57,417 --> 00:31:01,041
CAN WE JUST STAY HERE
A LITTLE BIT LONGER?

738
00:31:01,083 --> 00:31:02,125
A LITTLE BIT, ALL OF US?

739
00:31:02,166 --> 00:31:04,375
THEN I'LL GO BACK TO BEING
A WIDOW.

740
00:31:04,417 --> 00:31:06,625
WHATEVER YOU WANT.

741
00:31:12,667 --> 00:31:16,417
HE NEVER ATE THE CRUST
OFF HIS PIZZA.

742
00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:20,125
BUT HE LOVED
CHOCOLATE CHIP MINT ICE CREAM.

743
00:31:20,166 --> 00:31:23,583
AND HE COULDN'T PARALLEL PARK
TO SAVE HIS LIFE.

744
00:31:27,083 --> 00:31:29,041
HE HAD REALLY AWESOME HAIR.

745
00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:31,166
MM.

746
00:31:33,208 --> 00:31:35,375
(inhales and exhales deeply)

747
00:31:41,333 --> 00:31:42,709
(intercom beeps)

748
00:31:42,750 --> 00:31:46,542
(woman speaks indistinctly
over p.a.)

749
00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:52,291
I'M ALIVE.

750
00:31:52,333 --> 00:31:53,500
BARELY.

751
00:31:53,542 --> 00:31:55,166
THE E.R. DOC SAID
THE ACETAMINOPHEN LEVEL

752
00:31:55,208 --> 00:31:58,166
IN YOUR BLOOD PUT YOU AT RISK
FOR LIVER FAILURE.

753
00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:02,041
ANOTHER FEW HOURS, YOUR LIVER
MIGHT'VE COMPLETELY SHUT DOWN.

754
00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:05,250
I SWALLOWED THE WHOLE BOTTLE
BEFORE I CAME TO SEE YOU.

755
00:32:08,083 --> 00:32:10,000
ARE YOU GONNA
DO THAT AGAIN, NICK?

756
00:32:12,166 --> 00:32:14,625
I DON'T KNOW.

757
00:32:14,667 --> 00:32:18,041
I STUDIED BUDDHISM
FOR A WHILE.

758
00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:19,041
NOT TO CONVERT.

759
00:32:19,083 --> 00:32:20,208
I JUST WANTED TO UNDERSTAND

760
00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:22,333
A RELIGION WHOSE GOAL
WAS TO END SUFFERING.

761
00:32:22,375 --> 00:32:25,083
YOU KNOW
THE INTERESTING THING?

762
00:32:25,125 --> 00:32:27,458
SUFFERING IS A GREAT TEACHER,

763
00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:29,458
BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW
WHAT YOU MIGHT BECOME

764
00:32:29,500 --> 00:32:31,208
AFTER YOU WORK THROUGH IT,

765
00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:35,709
WHICH IS WHY EVERY LIFE
IS WORTH SAVING.

766
00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,041
EVEN MINE?

767
00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:40,542
YES.

768
00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:44,542
DO YOU REALLY THINK
YOU CAN HELP ME?

769
00:32:44,583 --> 00:32:47,458
THAT'S UP TO YOU.

770
00:32:47,500 --> 00:32:52,041
BUT IF WE DO WORK TOGETHER, YOU
CANNOT KEEP ANY SECRETS FROM ME.

771
00:32:52,083 --> 00:32:54,959
(whispers) I DON'T HAVE
ANY MORE TO KEEP.

772
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,333
WELL, THEN I'LL BE BACK
IN THE MORNING.

773
00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:02,333
(mouths word)

774
00:33:09,208 --> 00:33:12,083
(indistinct conversations)

775
00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,500
HEY.

776
00:33:13,542 --> 00:33:15,792
I HAVE SOMETHING
TO SAY.

777
00:33:15,834 --> 00:33:19,917
(sighs) OKAY, I'M GONNA SAY IT,
AND YOU'RE GONNA LISTEN.

778
00:33:19,959 --> 00:33:22,333
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS
TO VIOLET?

779
00:33:22,375 --> 00:33:24,583
I MEAN, WHAT KIND OF PERSON

780
00:33:24,625 --> 00:33:27,208
WOULD LEAVE A LITTLE BOY
PARENTLESS,

781
00:33:27,250 --> 00:33:28,834
OUT IN THE STREET?

782
00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:30,750
(lowered voice)
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, COOPER.

783
00:33:30,792 --> 00:33:35,000
OF COURSE WE'LL TAKE LUCAS
IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO VIOLET.

784
00:33:36,166 --> 00:33:37,750
WE WILL?

785
00:33:37,792 --> 00:33:40,041
MY LIFE AS I KNOW IT
IS OVER.

786
00:33:40,083 --> 00:33:43,709
WE'VE ALREADY GOT FOUR KIDS.
WHAT'S ONE MORE?

787
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:45,959
I'M GONNA NEED SOME HELP
PARENTING THAT BROOD.

788
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,250
I'D PREFER IT
IF YOU WEREN'T STONED.

789
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,792
OH, CAKE.

790
00:34:02,166 --> 00:34:04,625
AND DR. WILDER WAS THERE FOR ME
ALL THROUGH MY CANCER.

791
00:34:04,667 --> 00:34:07,166
NOTHING WORKED ON THE NAUSEA
I HAD FROM THE CHEMO

792
00:34:07,208 --> 00:34:09,333
UNTIL HE TRIED ACUPUNCTURE.
(cell phone rings)

793
00:34:09,375 --> 00:34:10,959
EXCUSE ME.

794
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:12,333
IT'S DEREK.

795
00:34:12,375 --> 00:34:15,417
HE GAVE ME MY LIFE BACK.

796
00:34:15,458 --> 00:34:17,041
I'M SO GRATEFUL.

797
00:34:17,083 --> 00:34:20,000
STOP CRYING.
MY HUSBAND WANTED A CELEBRATION.

798
00:34:20,041 --> 00:34:22,250
I'M SORRY. I JUST...

799
00:34:22,291 --> 00:34:23,917
(sobbing)

800
00:34:25,417 --> 00:34:27,041
THEY, UH...

801
00:34:27,083 --> 00:34:30,375
THEY TOOK MARK SLOAN
OFF LIFE SUPPORT.

802
00:34:30,417 --> 00:34:31,583
(continues sobbing)

803
00:34:31,625 --> 00:34:33,208
(voice breaks) HE'S DEAD.

804
00:34:33,250 --> 00:34:35,792
NO, NO, NO. NO. NO.
NO, WE DON'T CRY TODAY.

805
00:34:35,834 --> 00:34:37,041
(continues sobbing)

806
00:34:37,083 --> 00:34:39,041
WE DON'T CRY TODAY.
THIS IS NOT WHAT PETE WANTED.

807
00:34:39,083 --> 00:34:40,792
WAS I NOT CLEAR?

808
00:34:40,834 --> 00:34:44,083
HE WANTED A PARTY.
HE WANTED--HE WANTED SINGING.

809
00:34:47,208 --> 00:34:48,375
(feedback whines)

810
00:34:48,417 --> 00:34:50,041
(slaps echo over microphone)

811
00:34:50,083 --> 00:34:53,083
♪ THERE IS SOMEBODY
I'M LONGING TO SEE ♪

812
00:34:53,125 --> 00:34:55,875
♪ I HOPE THAT HE TURNS OUT
TO BE ♪

813
00:34:55,917 --> 00:35:00,333
♪ SOMEONE WHO'LL WATCH OVER ME ♪

814
00:35:00,375 --> 00:35:03,250
♪ I AM A LITTLE LAMB
WHO'S LOST IN THE WOOD ♪

815
00:35:03,291 --> 00:35:07,083
♪ I KNOW I COULD
ALWAYS BE GOOD ♪

816
00:35:07,125 --> 00:35:11,458
♪ TO ONE WHO'LL WATCH OVER ME ♪

817
00:35:11,500 --> 00:35:13,417
♪ ALTHOUGH HE MAY NOT BE ♪

818
00:35:13,458 --> 00:35:17,750
♪ THE MAN SOME GIRLS THINK OF
AS HANDSOME ♪

819
00:35:17,792 --> 00:35:21,750
♪ TO MY HEART,
HE CARRIES THE KEY ♪

820
00:35:21,792 --> 00:35:25,750
WHAT ARE YOU ALL STARING AT?!

821
00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:28,500
THIS IS WHAT HE WANTED.
ALL RIGHT?

822
00:35:28,542 --> 00:35:31,166
THIS IS ALL HE WANTED
THOSE LAST MONTHS,

823
00:35:31,208 --> 00:35:34,041
JUST TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.
(laughs)

824
00:35:34,083 --> 00:35:35,500
WHY TALK ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS

825
00:35:35,542 --> 00:35:37,333
WHEN YOU CAN PRETEND
THEY DON'T EXIST?

826
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,583
JUST ENJOY YOURSELF! BE HAPPY!

827
00:35:39,625 --> 00:35:41,000
WHICH IS IRONIC

828
00:35:41,041 --> 00:35:44,166
BECAUSE HE WAS THE ANGRIEST GUY
I HAVE EVER KNOWN.

829
00:35:44,208 --> 00:35:47,500
THIS--THIS MAN THAT YOU KEEP
TALKING ABOUT,

830
00:35:47,542 --> 00:35:49,750
"MR. THERE WHEN YOU NEED HIM,"
"MR. NEVER GIVE UP,"

831
00:35:49,792 --> 00:35:50,875
THAT WAS NOT PETE.

832
00:35:50,917 --> 00:35:52,250
HE DID GIVE UP.

833
00:35:52,291 --> 00:35:56,291
HE DIED BEFORE HE COULD TELL ME
WHAT WENT WRONG IN OUR MARRIAGE.

834
00:35:56,333 --> 00:35:59,792
HOW DARE HE LEAVE ME
TO RAISE LUCAS ON MY OWN?!

835
00:35:59,834 --> 00:36:02,542
HOW DARE HE DEMAND
THAT I THROW HIM A PARTY

836
00:36:02,583 --> 00:36:07,667
WHEN ALL PEOPLE WANNA DO
IS SCREAM AND CRY?!

837
00:36:07,709 --> 00:36:09,000
(Addison sobs)

838
00:36:13,875 --> 00:36:18,291
THAT SELFISH SON OF A BITCH.

839
00:36:18,333 --> 00:36:19,375
(sighs)

840
00:36:19,417 --> 00:36:20,709
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED
HERE TONIGHT?

841
00:36:20,750 --> 00:36:22,750
(Violet sobs)

842
00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:35,041
WHERE WERE YOU?

843
00:36:35,083 --> 00:36:37,625
I HAD A PATIENT EMERGENCY.

844
00:36:37,667 --> 00:36:39,834
I'M SORRY.

845
00:36:39,875 --> 00:36:41,375
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?

846
00:36:41,417 --> 00:36:43,041
BRING MY HUSBAND BACK.

847
00:36:43,083 --> 00:36:47,458
IF IT WERE IN MY POWER,
YOU KNOW I WOULD.

848
00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:50,000
TELL ME EVERYTHING'S GONNA
BE ALL RIGHT.

849
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,125
VIOLET.

850
00:36:51,166 --> 00:36:53,208
JUST...

851
00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:55,125
JUST TELL ME.

852
00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:56,625
PLEASE?

853
00:36:59,166 --> 00:37:01,458
EVERYTHING'S GONNA
BE ALL RIGHT.

854
00:37:04,083 --> 00:37:05,667
(Amelia) AND EVEN THOUGH

855
00:37:05,709 --> 00:37:07,291
YOUR UNCLE PETE WON'T BE AROUND
WHEN YOU GROW UP,

856
00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:09,917
HE'LL STILL
BE WATCHING OUT FOR YOU.

857
00:37:09,959 --> 00:37:12,625
NOW YOU HAVE
YOUR VERY OWN GUARDIAN ANGEL...

858
00:37:12,667 --> 00:37:14,625
(Henry coos)
KEEPING YOU SAFE.

859
00:37:14,667 --> 00:37:17,083
YOU DO.

860
00:37:19,917 --> 00:37:23,250
I LIKE THE THOUGHT
OF PETE LOOKING OUT FOR HIM.

861
00:37:24,709 --> 00:37:28,208
THANK YOU FOR, UH,
TAKING CARE OF HIM TODAY.

862
00:37:28,250 --> 00:37:31,375
OF COURSE.
YOU HAD YOUR HANDS FULL.

863
00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:33,417
HUH?

864
00:37:33,458 --> 00:37:35,583
I LIED TO YOU.

865
00:37:35,625 --> 00:37:36,792
ABOUT WHAT?

866
00:37:36,834 --> 00:37:39,250
WHEN I TURNED YOU DOWN
TO BE MY SURROGATE,

867
00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:42,709
I TOLD YOU IT WAS BECAUSE
YOU WERE NEWLY SOBER

868
00:37:42,750 --> 00:37:45,041
AND YOU NEEDED TO FIGURE OUT
WHO YOU ARE,

869
00:37:45,083 --> 00:37:47,000
AND THAT WAS PART OF IT,
BUT...

870
00:37:48,166 --> 00:37:51,041
I ALSO DIDN'T THINK YOU WERE
GOOD ENOUGH.

871
00:37:51,083 --> 00:37:53,041
WELL, I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT.

872
00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:54,875
I WAS WRONG.

873
00:37:54,917 --> 00:37:57,417
YOU ARE...

874
00:37:57,458 --> 00:37:59,333
SUCH A GOOD THING
IN MY SON'S LIFE.

875
00:37:59,375 --> 00:38:01,917
HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH.

876
00:38:01,959 --> 00:38:05,208
AND YOU LOVE HIM.

877
00:38:05,250 --> 00:38:07,041
IF ANYTHING, UH...

878
00:38:08,709 --> 00:38:11,875
IF ANYTHING EVER HAPPENED TO ME,
WOULD...

879
00:38:11,917 --> 00:38:13,542
WOULD YOU TAKE HENRY?

880
00:38:16,333 --> 00:38:18,291
YEAH.

881
00:38:18,333 --> 00:38:20,750
(laughs)

882
00:38:20,792 --> 00:38:23,500
(laughs)

883
00:38:23,542 --> 00:38:26,709
(laughs)

884
00:38:26,750 --> 00:38:29,041
I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING

885
00:38:29,083 --> 00:38:30,792
ABOUT MARK.

886
00:38:30,834 --> 00:38:33,458
(Deer Tick's "Death to Everyone"
playing)

887
00:38:33,500 --> 00:38:37,041
♪ I AM HERE ♪

888
00:38:37,083 --> 00:38:38,583
♪ RIGHT HERE ♪

889
00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:40,375
(whispers) MIND IF I GRAB COOP
FOR A MINUTE?

890
00:38:40,417 --> 00:38:41,750
NOT AT ALL.

891
00:38:41,792 --> 00:38:43,792
♪ WHERE GOD PUTS ♪

892
00:38:43,834 --> 00:38:46,000
♪ NONE ASUNDER ♪

893
00:38:47,625 --> 00:38:49,917
♪ AND YOU ♪

894
00:38:49,959 --> 00:38:53,834
♪ BLACK DRESS, BLACK SHOES ♪

895
00:38:53,875 --> 00:38:56,542
♪ YOU DO ♪

896
00:38:56,583 --> 00:39:00,792
HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP,
SHELDON?

897
00:39:00,834 --> 00:39:03,000
♪ GO ON ♪

898
00:39:04,417 --> 00:39:06,041
I SAVED THE LIFE
OF A MAN TONIGHT

899
00:39:06,083 --> 00:39:07,750
I'M NOT SURE SHOULD LIVE.

900
00:39:07,792 --> 00:39:09,166
♪ YOU CAN... ♪

901
00:39:09,208 --> 00:39:12,041
AND PETE--YOU KNOW,
HE WAS A HUSBAND, A FATHER,

902
00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:15,333
A GOOD MAN, JUST WANTED TO
MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE.

903
00:39:15,375 --> 00:39:18,166
THAT RIGHT THERE--

904
00:39:18,208 --> 00:39:20,041
THAT'S WHY
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD.

905
00:39:20,083 --> 00:39:23,750
♪ COMING KIDS ♪

906
00:39:23,792 --> 00:39:26,041
♪ ARE RAGING ♪

907
00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:27,542
YOU OKAY?

908
00:39:27,583 --> 00:39:29,792
YEAH.

909
00:39:29,834 --> 00:39:31,041
WHY DO YOU ASK?

910
00:39:31,083 --> 00:39:33,375
YOU LOST A SPOUSE, TOO.

911
00:39:33,417 --> 00:39:36,041
YEAH.

912
00:39:36,083 --> 00:39:37,667
TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH,
THOUGH,

913
00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,875
I'M--I'M FEELING
A LITTLE GUILTY.

914
00:39:39,917 --> 00:39:41,041
WHY?

915
00:39:41,083 --> 00:39:43,417
VIOLET'S GOT A HARD ROAD
AHEAD OF HER, AND...

916
00:39:43,458 --> 00:39:47,041
THAT'S NOT MY LIFE
ANYMORE.

917
00:39:47,083 --> 00:39:49,041
I'M IN LOVE.

918
00:39:49,083 --> 00:39:50,041
I'M HAPPY.

919
00:39:50,083 --> 00:39:54,458
THEN DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME
FEELING GUILTY.

920
00:39:54,500 --> 00:39:56,834
JUST BE GRATEFUL.

921
00:39:56,875 --> 00:40:00,041
♪ IS GONNA COME ♪

922
00:40:00,083 --> 00:40:03,041
♪ IT MAKES HOSING ♪

923
00:40:03,083 --> 00:40:06,875
♪ MUCH MORE FUN ♪

924
00:40:06,917 --> 00:40:10,917
SO I'M GONNA HEAD HOME
AND CALL DEREK.

925
00:40:10,959 --> 00:40:12,041
OKAY.

926
00:40:12,083 --> 00:40:13,041
SAM.

927
00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:15,709
♪ IT MAKES HOSING ♪

928
00:40:15,750 --> 00:40:19,041
UH...

929
00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:21,875
THE ESPRESSO BEANS
ARE ETHIOPIAN,

930
00:40:21,917 --> 00:40:24,166
SPECIALLY ROASTED.

931
00:40:24,208 --> 00:40:27,125
♪ LA, LA ♪

932
00:40:27,166 --> 00:40:30,709
♪ LA, LA, LA ♪

933
00:40:30,750 --> 00:40:31,917
♪ LA, LA ♪

934
00:40:31,959 --> 00:40:34,417
YEAH, WE ARE.

935
00:40:34,458 --> 00:40:36,041
WHAT?

936
00:40:36,083 --> 00:40:38,834
PETE'S DEAD.

937
00:40:38,875 --> 00:40:41,041
MARK IS DEAD.

938
00:40:41,083 --> 00:40:43,542
THEY DIED.

939
00:40:43,583 --> 00:40:45,041
THEY'RE DEAD.

940
00:40:45,083 --> 00:40:47,875
THERE'S NO TIME TO...

941
00:40:47,917 --> 00:40:50,041
♪ LIFE IS LONG ♪

942
00:40:50,083 --> 00:40:53,709
SO YEAH,
WE ARE GONNA BE FRIENDS...

943
00:40:53,750 --> 00:40:56,458
EVENTUALLY.

944
00:40:56,500 --> 00:40:58,959
SOMEDAY, JUST...

945
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,625
JUST NOT YET.

946
00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:03,750
OKAY.

947
00:41:03,792 --> 00:41:06,125
♪ AN END WILL COME ♪

948
00:41:06,166 --> 00:41:07,542
OKAY.

949
00:41:07,583 --> 00:41:11,083
♪ IT MAKES OUR LIVING ♪

950
00:41:11,125 --> 00:41:13,083
♪ FUN ♪

951
00:41:13,125 --> 00:41:14,291
♪ FUN ♪

952
00:41:14,333 --> 00:41:17,250
♪ DEATH TO EVERYONE ♪

953
00:41:17,291 --> 00:41:20,709
♪ IS GONNA COME ♪

954
00:41:20,750 --> 00:41:24,667
♪ IT MAKES HOSING ♪

955
00:41:24,709 --> 00:41:27,542
THIS IS WHAT THEY GAVE ME
AFTER THE CREMATION.

956
00:41:27,583 --> 00:41:30,917
I THOUGHT ABOUT GETTING
A NICE URN FOR HIS ASHES.

957
00:41:30,959 --> 00:41:33,834
♪ IS GONNA COME ♪

958
00:41:33,875 --> 00:41:37,208
THERE SHOULD BE MORE TO THE END
OF A MAN'S LIFE, HUH?

959
00:41:37,250 --> 00:41:41,125
♪ MUCH MORE FUN ♪

960
00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:44,041
♪ DEATH TO ME ♪

961
00:41:44,083 --> 00:41:47,417
♪ AND DEATH TO YOU ♪

962
00:41:47,458 --> 00:41:50,083
♪ TELL ME WHAT ELSE ♪

963
00:41:50,125 --> 00:41:53,959
♪ CAN WE DO, DIE, DO ♪

964
00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:57,625
♪ DEATH TO ALL ♪

965
00:41:57,667 --> 00:42:01,041
♪ AND DEATH TO EACH ♪

966
00:42:01,083 --> 00:42:02,500
♪ OUR OWN GOD BOTTLE'S ♪

967
00:42:02,542 --> 00:42:04,709
(crying)

968
00:42:04,750 --> 00:42:07,041
WE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME.

969
00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:08,834
(whispers) I KNOW. I KNOW.

970
00:42:08,875 --> 00:42:11,458
♪ DEATH TO EVERYONE ♪

971
00:42:11,500 --> 00:42:15,000
♪ IS GONNA COME ♪

972
00:42:15,041 --> 00:42:17,792
♪ AND IT MAKES HOSING ♪

973
00:42:17,834 --> 00:42:19,417
(sobbing)

974
00:42:19,458 --> 00:42:23,041
♪ MUCH MORE FUN ♪