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♪ OHHH OHHH OHHH ♪

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I CAN COME WITH YOU.

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THERE'S NO NEED.

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NO, I SHOULD COME WITH YOU.
I'LL CANCEL ALL MY PATIENTS.

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NO. THERE'S NO NEED.
I'M FINE. I CAN HANDLE IT.

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THIS IS TOO STRESSFUL
FOR YOU, ADDISON.

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BIZZY HAD AN ANEURYSM.
SHE DIED IN HER SLEEP.

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I'M A DOCTOR. PATIENTS DIE
ALL THE TIME. I CAN HANDLE IT.

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THIS ISN'T SOME PATIENT.
THIS IS YOUR MOTHER'S FUNERAL.

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THOSE BAGS AREN'T
GOING TO LOAD THEMSELVES.

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(Seinking Ships'
"We Will Drink Wine" playing)

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♪ IS IT ALL A DREAM? ♪

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I'LL BE BACK IN A WEEK.

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♪ SHOULD I EVEN TRY? ♪

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♪ ARE YOU COMING CLEAN? ♪

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♪ TO TELL THE TRUTH ♪

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♪ I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW ♪

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HAVE YOU BEEN TO SEE BRETT
THIS WEEK?

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IT'S A LONG DRIVE OUT THERE,

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AND I DON'T HAVE A LOT
OF SPARE TIME THESE DAYS.

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IT'S HARD TO EVEN TAKE
THE HOUR TO COME HERE.

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I-I WOULD THINK SEEING BRETT
THIS WEEK WOULD BE A PRIORITY.

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THEN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
MY PRIORITIES.

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HILARY, I SEEM TO BE
IRRITATING YOU TODAY.

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AM I IRRITATING YOU?

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WHAT'S YOUR POSITION
ON THE DEATH PENALTY?
(clears throat)

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WELL, I-I'D LIKE TO KEEP
THE FOCUS ON YOU--

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I KNOW. ALL YOU SHRINKS PREFER
TO KEEP THE FOCUS ON ME.

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I KNOW
THAT'S YOUR PREFERENCE.

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BUT I'D STILL LIKE YOU
TO TELL ME

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YOUR POSITION
ON THE DEATH PENALTY,

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BECAUSE IN 48 HOURS,
THE STATE PLANS

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TO HANG AN INNOCENT MAN
IN THE PUBLIC SQUARE.

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THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE GONNA DO.
EVEN IF THEY'VE PLANNED TO DO IT

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WITH A TABLE AND A NEEDLE IN HIS
VEIN, IT'S NO LESS BARBARIC.

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AND YOU SEEM TO WANT ME TO
GIVE OVER TO THAT, TO GIVE UP,

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TO SPEND HOURS
CRYING IN MY HUSBAND'S LAP--

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HOURS THAT COULD BE SPENT
ON THE PHONE

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TO THE GOVERNOR'S OFFICE
TRYING TO SAVE HIS LIFE.

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I HONESTLY DON'T EVEN
UNDERSTAND THAT.

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I JUST WANT YOU
TO GET SOME CLOSURE.

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YOU WANT ME TO GIVE UP.

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THAT'S NOT A THING
I'M EVER GONNA DO.

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I HAVEN'T HEARD
FROM MY WIFE THIS WEEK.

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(Sheldon) I UNDERSTAND
SHE'S FIGHTING HARD

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TO GET ANOTHER STAY.
(sighs)

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MY SON STOPPED BY TO SEE ME.
HOW WAS THAT?

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UM, HE WAS 9 MONTHS OLD
WHEN I WENT AWAY,

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AND NOW HE'S GOT FACIAL HAIR
AND AN ATTITUDE.

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HARD TO BE
ANY KIND OF DECENT FATHER

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FROM DEATH ROW.

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ARE YOU AFRAID THAT'S
THE LAST TIME YOU'LL SEE HIM?

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I'M NOT AFRAID.

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I'M NOT AFRAID TO DIE.

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IS THAT
WHAT YOU TOLD YOUR SON?

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I TOLD HIM... THAT HE SHOULD
GO TAKE A DRIVE.

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YOU KNOW, JUST...

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HE SHOULD GO TAKE A ROAD TRIP
WITH HIS FRIENDS.

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HIS MOTHER AND I...
DON'T WANT HIM HERE THIS WEEK

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FOR...

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HE BELIEVES HIS FATHER IS...

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BEING WRONGFULLY EXECUTED.

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HOW DOES A KID
FORGIVE THE WORLD AFTER THAT?

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HOW DOES HE MAKE ANYTHING
OF HIMSELF

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WHEN HE BELIEVES
THAT'S THE WAY THE WORLD WORKS?

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THAT'S AN INTERESTING CHOICE
OF WORDS. "HE BELIEVES."

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YOU'VE MAINTAINED
YOUR INNOCENCE FOR 17 YEARS.

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WE'VE WORKED TOGETHER
FOR SEVERAL MONTHS.

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YOU'VE NEVER SAID ANYTHING
LIKE...

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I'M GUILTY.

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I DID IT, DR. WALLACE.
I'M GUILTY AS SIN.

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YOUR WIFE DOESN'T KNOW.

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NO. MY WIFE, MY SON--
THEY BELIEVE ME.

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HE DOESN'T KNOW ME
EXCEPT IN PRISON,

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SO HE BELIEVES HIS MOTHER,
AND HILARY...

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SHE KNEW ME FOR A LONG TIME
BEFORE I WAS IN HERE.

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WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER
SINCE HIGH SCHOOL.

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I WAS 27
WHEN THEY PUT ME AWAY.

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SHE'S NEVER HEARD ME
RAISE MY VOICE LET ALONE A GUN.

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I NEVER RAISED A HAND
TO ANYBODY.

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SO, UH... (sighs)
WHAT HAPPENED?

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I SNAPPED.

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THAT'S ABOUT ALL I CAN SAY
TO THAT.

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I MET A GUY IN A BAR

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WHO WAS RUDE, DISRESPECTFUL.

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FOLLOWED HIM HOME,
SAW WHERE HE LIVED,

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AND I WENT BLIND. YOU KNOW
THE PHRASE "SEEING RED"?

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IT'S LIKE
SOMETHING INSIDE ME BROKE.

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WE KEPT A GUN IN THE HOUSE
FOR PROTECTION.

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I WENT HOME, I GOT THE GUN,
I WENT BACK TO MR. MILLER'S,

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AND I SHOT HIM.

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AND NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS...

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WOULD HILARY EVER BELIEVE

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THAT I WOULD DO SOMETHING
LIKE THAT.

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I DON'T EVEN
BELIEVE IT MYSELF.

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DO YOU WANT TO TELL HER?

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DO YOU WANT HER TO KNOW?
NO, I DON'T WANT TO TELL HER.

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(exhales deeply)
BUT I DON'T WANT HER

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TO SPEND ANY MORE OF HER LIFE
HATING THE WORLD.

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AND I DON'T WANT THAT
FOR MY SON.

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IT'S BETTER THAT THEY HATE ME
THAN HATE THE WORLD.

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DON'T YOU THINK?

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(sighs)

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IT WAS CREEPY.

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SHE'S GRIEVING.

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NO, I-I GET GRIEVING.
I-I GET THAT.

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THIS--THIS I DON'T GET.
IT WAS CREEPY.

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WAS SHE LIKE,
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO COME,"

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OR WAS SHE LIKE, YOU KNOW,
"DON'T COME"?
SHE DIDN'T
SAY ANYTHING REALLY.

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SHE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT ME.
IT WAS LIKE ADDISON

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WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE GHOST
OF HER COLD AND WASPY MOTHER.

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(mutters) IT WAS CREEPY.
WHY AREN'T YOU IN CONNECTICUT
WITH ADDISON?

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SHE TOLD ME
I DIDN'T HAVE TO COME.
OH. IN ALL THOSE YEARS
OF MARRIAGE,

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DID I REALLY
TEACH YOU NOTHING?
SO YOU'RE SAYING NOW
I SHOULD HAVE GONE ANYWAY?

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YES, YOU MORON.
YOU SHOULDA GONE.

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BUT YOU DIDN'T,
SO YOU SHOULD GO NOW.

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WE SHOULD ALL GO.

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W-WAIT, ALL--WHO ALL?
YEAH, YOU KNOW, CHARLOTTE'S
NOT GONNA WANT TO GO.

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GO WHERE?
CONNECTICUT
TO SUPPORT ADDISON.

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OH, WE SHOULD ABSOLUTELY GO.

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WHEN BIG DADDY DIED, YOU CAME.
IT MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME.

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WE SHOULD ALL GET ON A PLANE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

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HEY. HOW DID THINGS GO
WITH HILARY?

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AS WELL AS CAN BE EXPECTED.
I'M GONNA CHECK TICKETS
AND HOTEL ROOMS.

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(Charlotte) I FLY FIRST CLASS.
(Naomi) YEAH, ME--ME, TOO.

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WH--TICKETS?
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT GOING
TO BE WITH ADDISON.

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OH. OH, GOD. I CAN'T GO.

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MY, UM, MY PATIENT'S HUSBAND
IS, UH,

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WELL, IF HE DOESN'T GET
A STAY,

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HE WILL BE EXECUTED
IN THE NEXT 48 HOURS,

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SO I NEED TO BE HERE.
I'M SORRY, YOU GUYS. YOU'RE
JUST GONNA HAVE TO SURVIVE

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WITHOUT US.
OH, NO. PETE, YOU SHOULD GO.

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OKAY, WHAT--
WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

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(whirs)

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THE MAILBOX IS
IN A DIFFERENT ZIP CODE.

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THAT'S NOT NORMAL.
NOTHING ABOUT THESE PEOPLE
IS NORMAL.

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IT'S AMAZING ADDISON TURNED OUT
SO RELATIVELY SANE.

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(scoffs) YOU SAY THAT NOW.
WAIT.

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HELLO. THANK YOU FOR COMING.

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LOOK, WE, UH, WE DIDN'T MEAN
TO AMBUSH YOU OR ANYTHING.

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WE JUST WANTED TO BE HERE
FOR YOU.

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OF COURSE. HOW LOVELY.
WON'T YOU COME IN FOR A DRINK?

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(lowered voice) OH, YEAH.
TOTALLY CREEPY.

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A FEW OF BIZZY'S FRIENDS
STOPPED BY

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TO PAY THEIR RESPECTS.

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WHICH MEANS GOSSIP
AND DRINK OUR BOOZE.

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HI. IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU ALL.
THANK YOU FOR COMING.

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OF COURSE.

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UH, IS VIOLET...
(Pete) UH, NOT HERE.

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SHE HAD AN EMERGENCY AT WORK.
SHAME.

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SENDS HER BEST.
WELL, IF IT ISN'T

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THE ENTIRE CAST
OF "THE TAN AND THE BEAUTIFUL."

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GOD, I MISS CALIFORNIA.

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HELLO, BEAUTIFUL.

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HELLO, ARCHER.

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(Captain)
THANKS FOR COMING.

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MY MOTHER DIED. BE NICE.

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GIVEN THAT
THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU,

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YOU CLIMBED OUT OF MY BED
AND DISAPPEARED--
BYGONES. DEAD MOTHER.

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MM-HMM.
COME ON. GIVE ME SOMETHING.

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I'M HERE, AREN'T I?
WE SHOULD, UH, PROBABLY
GET BACK TO THE HOTEL.

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OH, NO. WE HAVE
PLENTY OF ROOMS HERE.
NO, NO, ARCHER.
THAT'S NOT NECESSARY.

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NO, I'M GRIEVING. IT'S DECIDED.
YOU'RE ALL STAYING.

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(Addison) I DON'T MEAN TO BE
RUDE, BUT WE HAVE TO SIT DOWN

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FOR A MEETING
WITH THE FUNERAL DIRECTOR.
AHH.

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GO AHEAD. WE--WE CAN--
WE CAN TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES.
YOU'LL HAVE TO POUR
YOUR OWN DRINKS.

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THE HOUSE HAS BEEN CLOSED
SINCE BIZZY LEFT.

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(tony accent)
POUR OUR OWN DRINKS? SHAME.

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(whispers) HEY.

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(normal voice) HEY.

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I KNOW
YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO COME,

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BUT I'M HAPPY TO SEE YOU.

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THANK YOU.

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HE DID IT?
I WAS HIS THERAPIST
FOR FOUR MONTHS.

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I BELIEVED HE WAS INNOCENT.

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HOW DO YOU THINK
IT MAKES ME FEEL ABOUT ME?

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SO I-I HAVE A PATIENT

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WHO HAS SPENT
THE LAST 17 YEARS OF HER LIFE,

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FULL-TIME, FIGHTING
FOR HER HUSBAND'S FREEDOM.

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YOU SHOULD HEAR HER
GO ON ABOUT THIS CASE.

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SHE CAN TELL YOU THE EXACT
NUMBER OF WHITE PICKUP TRUCKS

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REGISTERED IN CALIFORNIA
IN '94.

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SHE CAN TELL YOU THE EXACT
NUMBER OF 38-CALIBER HANDGUNS.

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SHE CAN TELL YOU THE NAME
AND CELL PHONE NUMBER

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OF EVERY GUBERNATORIAL AIDE
WHO'S WORKED IN THIS STATE

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FOR THE PAST 20 YEARS.
LOOK, I UNDERSTAND,
BELIEVE ME.

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IT ISN'T RIGHT. I MEAN, IF HE
WANTS TO CLEAR HIS CONSCIENCE

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AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR, THEN LET
HIM TALK TO YOU, NOT TO HER.

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HE DOESN'T GET
TO UNBURDEN HIMSELF

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AT THE EXPENSE OF HER SANITY.
AND YOU DON'T THINK
SHE DESERVES TO KNOW THE TRUTH?

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I THINK SHE DESERVES
A LITTLE PEACE.
AND YOU THINK SHE'S GONNA
GET THAT, WHEN HER HUSBAND,

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AN INNOCENT MAN, DIES
AT THE HANDS OF THE STATE?

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MY CLIENT ASKED ME TO TALK
TO YOU AND THEN TO HIS WIFE

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ON HIS BEHALF.
HE'S A DYING MAN,

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AND I FIND MYSELF INCLINED
TO HONOR HIS REQUEST.

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HE IS A DYING MURDERER
WHO'S BEEN LYING

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TO THOSE WHO LOVE HIM
FOR NEARLY 20 YEARS.
WELL, BE THAT AS IT MAY--

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ALL RIGHT. LET ME SPEND
SOME TIME WITH HER.

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LET ME SPEND SOME TIME
ON HER TURF, AND, UH,

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AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU WITH
MY PROFESSIONAL RECOMMENDATION.

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LET'S KEEP THE EMPHASIS
ON "PROFESSIONAL."
YOU KNOW WHAT?
IT'S COMMENTS LIKE THAT--

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THAT'S WHY
YOU HAVE TROUBLE WITH WOMEN.

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IN LIEU OF FLOWERS,
MRS. MONTGOMERY STATED

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THAT DONATIONS
COULD BE MADE IN HER NAME

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TO THE CITY BALLET
OR THE GARDEN CLUB.
(Archer groans) I'M BORED.

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IS THERE A REASON
I HAVE TO BE HERE FOR THIS?
YES, THE REASON BEING

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00:09:53,083 --> 00:09:57,041
THAT OUR MOTHER IS DEAD AND YOU
ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY.

208
00:09:57,083 --> 00:09:58,959
I'VE SPOKEN
TO A LOT OF HER FRIENDS,

209
00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:00,667
BUT I MAY HAVE MISSED SOME.

210
00:10:00,709 --> 00:10:02,667
I'M NOT SURE
WHERE BIZZY'S ADDRESS BOOK IS.

211
00:10:02,709 --> 00:10:04,667
NOT TO WORRY. MRS. MONTGOMERY
MET WITH ME EVERY YEAR

212
00:10:04,709 --> 00:10:06,542
TO UPDATE
THE CONTACT INFORMATION

213
00:10:06,583 --> 00:10:09,083
OF THE PEOPLE
SHE WANTED TO INVITE.
GOD FORBID
THE WRONG SORT SHOW UP.

214
00:10:09,125 --> 00:10:12,041
WELL, TO BE CLEAR, SHE WANTED
A PUBLIC MEMORIAL SERVICE

215
00:10:12,083 --> 00:10:14,041
WITH A RECEPTION TO FOLLOW
AT THE HOUSE.

216
00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:17,041
THE INTERMENT IS JUST FOR
FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS

217
00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:19,041
THE FOLLOWING MORNING.

218
00:10:19,083 --> 00:10:21,542
WELL, IT SOUNDS LIKE
BIZZY THOUGHT OF EVERYTHING.

219
00:10:21,583 --> 00:10:24,083
ONE LAST THING.
MRS. MONTGOMERY REQUESTED

220
00:10:24,125 --> 00:10:27,125
THAT THERE BE ONE EULOGY.

221
00:10:27,166 --> 00:10:29,458
I'D BE HAPPY TO DO IT.

222
00:10:29,500 --> 00:10:31,750
ACTUALLY, SIR. SHE ASKED
THAT ADDISON DO IT.

223
00:10:31,792 --> 00:10:34,000
HA.

224
00:10:37,792 --> 00:10:39,750
WHY AREN'T WE STAYING
AT A HOTEL AGAIN?

225
00:10:39,792 --> 00:10:41,750
THEY'VE ASKED US NOT TO.
WE'RE BEING POLITE.

226
00:10:41,792 --> 00:10:44,041
HOTELS HAVE ROOM SERVICE.
I VOTE FOR THE HOTEL.

227
00:10:44,083 --> 00:10:45,542
HOTELS ALSO HAVE HEAT
AND BLANKETS

228
00:10:45,583 --> 00:10:48,041
AND EMOTIONAL WARMTH.
HOTELS HAVE EMOTIONAL WARMTH?

229
00:10:48,083 --> 00:10:50,750
OR AT LEAST THE POSSIBILITY
OF IT.
THANK YOU.

230
00:10:50,792 --> 00:10:54,583
(Captain)
ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL HERE?
OH, THEY'RE STAYING, CAPTAIN.

231
00:10:54,625 --> 00:10:57,375
ACTUALLY, SIR--
OUR MOTHER DIED.
YOU'RE STAYING.

232
00:10:57,417 --> 00:11:00,792
WELL, IN THAT CASE,
SOMEONE CAN REFILL MY DRINK.

233
00:11:00,834 --> 00:11:03,750
IF YOU ALL WILL EXCUSE ME,
IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY.

234
00:11:03,792 --> 00:11:05,125
I'M GONNA GO LAY DOWN.

235
00:11:05,166 --> 00:11:07,041
I HAVE A QUESTION FIRST.

236
00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:08,583
YOU'RE ALL DOCTORS
IN THIS ROOM, RIGHT?

237
00:11:08,625 --> 00:11:11,125
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

238
00:11:11,166 --> 00:11:15,542
SO HOW DOES AN ARMY OF DOCTORS
LET MY WIFE DIE

239
00:11:15,583 --> 00:11:18,417
WITHOUT EVEN
A GOOD OLD-FASHIONED FIGHT?

240
00:11:18,458 --> 00:11:21,041
I MEAN, HOW MANY HUNDREDS
OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS

241
00:11:21,083 --> 00:11:23,834
DID YOUR PARENTS WASTE
ON MEDICAL SCHOOL

242
00:11:23,875 --> 00:11:26,709
SO YOU COULD LET A RELATIVELY
YOUNG AND HEALTHY WOMAN

243
00:11:26,750 --> 00:11:29,083
JUST DIE ON YOUR WATCH?

244
00:11:29,125 --> 00:11:30,875
IT WAS A HEART ATTACK,
CAPTAIN.

245
00:11:30,917 --> 00:11:33,375
IT HAPPENED FAST, AND WE
WEREN'T THERE. I TOLD YOU THAT.

246
00:11:33,417 --> 00:11:35,041
I THOUGHT IT WAS
AN ANEURYSM.

247
00:11:35,083 --> 00:11:37,041
WHAT?

248
00:11:37,083 --> 00:11:39,959
UH, YOU SAID SHE DIED
OF AN ANEURYSM.
RIGHT. THAT'S RIGHT.

249
00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,333
WELL, JUST NOW
YOU SAID HEART ATTACK.

250
00:11:42,375 --> 00:11:45,542
IT'S AN ANEURYSM.
I'M JUST TIRED.
(Archer) SHE'S GRIEVING, SAM.

251
00:11:45,583 --> 00:11:47,250
YOU'RE GONNA SPLIT HAIRS?

252
00:11:47,291 --> 00:11:50,041
IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME,
I'M GONNA GO LAY DOWN.
(Naomi) ADDIE.

253
00:11:50,083 --> 00:11:53,125
IF YOU NEED SOMEONE
TO TALK TO--
THANK YOU.
I JUST NEED TO REST.

254
00:11:53,166 --> 00:11:56,750
(footsteps retreating)

255
00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:08,000
I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE
YOU WERE OKAY.

256
00:12:08,041 --> 00:12:11,458
I'M TOO BUSY TO BE SURE.
WHAT--WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

257
00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:14,417
TRYING TO GET AN ONLINE PETITION
FINALIZED, AND I--

258
00:12:14,458 --> 00:12:17,041
DO YOU HAVE ANY CONTACTS
IN THE PRESS?

259
00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:20,041
HILARY, I KNOW WE'VE ONLY BEEN
WORKING TOGETHER A FEW MONTHS,

260
00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:22,917
AND, UH, AND--AND WE DIDN'T
GET A LOT DONE EARLIER,

261
00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:25,291
BUT I--
DR. TURNER, WITH RESPECT,
IN THE LAST 17 YEARS,

262
00:12:25,333 --> 00:12:27,041
I'VE FILED
NINE SEPARATE APPEALS,

263
00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:28,709
I'VE PETITIONED SIX COURTS,

264
00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:31,875
I'VE WRITTEN 368 LETTERS TO
THE STATE JUSTICE DEPARTMENT,

265
00:12:31,917 --> 00:12:34,959
I'VE LOST TWO HOUSES,
HAD THREE NERVOUS BREAKDOWNS,

266
00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:37,959
AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT THROUGH
THE NIGHT IN ALMOST TWO DECADES.

267
00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:39,917
AND IT ALL COMES DOWN
TO THIS WEEK.

268
00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:43,875
SO PLEASE, I'M BUSY.

269
00:12:43,917 --> 00:12:46,458
WHAT IF IT DOESN'T WORK?

270
00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:49,291
WHAT IF YOU CAN'T GET
BRETT'S EXECUTION STAYED?

271
00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:51,458
I TOLD YOU,
I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT THAT.

272
00:12:51,500 --> 00:12:54,208
HILARY--
(voice breaks) I SAID NO.

273
00:12:54,250 --> 00:12:57,041
(normal voice) LOOK, SPARE ME
"THE WORLD ISN'T FAIR" SPEECH.

274
00:12:57,083 --> 00:12:58,750
CAR ACCIDENTS, SICK KIDS--

275
00:12:58,792 --> 00:13:00,834
I KNOW BAD THINGS HAPPEN
TO GOOD PEOPLE.

276
00:13:00,875 --> 00:13:03,208
BUT WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH BRETT,
IT'S NOT THE SAME.

277
00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:05,709
IT'S PREVENTABLE, AND IF I
DON'T DO EVERYTHING I CAN

278
00:13:05,750 --> 00:13:08,458
TO TRY TO STOP IT--
AND YOU REALLY THINK YOU CAN?

279
00:13:08,500 --> 00:13:11,041
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
AND ALL THIS WORK, YOU...

280
00:13:11,083 --> 00:13:13,875
I'M--I'M WORRIED ABOUT
WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN TO YOU

281
00:13:13,917 --> 00:13:15,875
IF THIS DOESN'T GO YOUR WAY.

282
00:13:15,917 --> 00:13:18,041
WHEN EVERYTHING YOU'VE
SURROUNDED YOURSELF WITH HERE

283
00:13:18,083 --> 00:13:20,000
IS--IS MOOT, WHAT THEN?

284
00:13:20,041 --> 00:13:22,000
IT'LL NEVER BE MOOT.

285
00:13:22,041 --> 00:13:25,041
I WON'T LET GO.
I WON'T STOP.

286
00:13:25,083 --> 00:13:27,875
WHETHER BRETT'S HERE OR NOT,
I WILL CLEAR HIS NAME.

287
00:13:27,917 --> 00:13:31,000
FOR OUR SON'S SAKE,
FOR MY SAKE...

288
00:13:33,583 --> 00:13:36,041
I WON'T STOP.

289
00:13:36,083 --> 00:13:39,333
(keyboard keys click)

290
00:13:46,083 --> 00:13:50,041
OH, I, UH, I THOUGHT
YOU'D BE SLEEPING.

291
00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:52,083
SUSAN'S IN THERE.

292
00:13:52,125 --> 00:13:54,500
WHAT?

293
00:13:54,542 --> 00:13:56,041
IN THE URN.

294
00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:58,583
I HAD HER CREMATED
AT HER REQUEST,

295
00:13:58,625 --> 00:14:00,667
AND THEY DELIVERED
THE URN TODAY.

296
00:14:00,709 --> 00:14:02,417
IT'S PRETTY,
DON'T YOU THINK?

297
00:14:02,458 --> 00:14:05,083
UH, OKAY.
(clears throat)

298
00:14:05,125 --> 00:14:07,417
CREMATION
IS SUCH A STRANGE THING.

299
00:14:07,458 --> 00:14:10,083
ADDISON--
I DON'T THINK I'D WANT
TO BE CREMATED,

300
00:14:10,125 --> 00:14:12,083
EXCEPT FOR THE POETRY OF IT,

301
00:14:12,125 --> 00:14:14,041
THE BIBLICAL ALLUSION.

302
00:14:14,083 --> 00:14:17,417
ASHES TO ASHES,
DUST TO DUST.

303
00:14:17,458 --> 00:14:19,041
THAT'S NICE.

304
00:14:21,458 --> 00:14:23,417
LOOK, BABY,
WHY DON'T YOU LIE DOWN?

305
00:14:23,458 --> 00:14:26,041
ALL RIGHT? LET ME HOLD YOU
WHILE YOU SLEEP.

306
00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:28,041
I DON'T WANT TO BE CREMATED.

307
00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:30,041
MAYBE I'LL DONATE MY BODY
TO SCIENCE.

308
00:14:30,083 --> 00:14:31,625
REMEMBER...

309
00:14:31,667 --> 00:14:34,417
OUR CADAVER
IN MEDICAL SCHOOL?

310
00:14:34,458 --> 00:14:36,625
UH, YEAH.

311
00:14:36,667 --> 00:14:39,041
YEAH.
WHAT DID WE CALL HIM?

312
00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:41,041
WE CALLED HIM MR. MULLIGAN.

313
00:14:41,083 --> 00:14:42,875
(whispers)
MULLIGAN. MULLIGAN.

314
00:14:42,917 --> 00:14:45,375
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
IT WAS DEREK'S IDEA.

315
00:14:45,417 --> 00:14:52,041
ACTUALLY, HE NAMED IT AFTER
HIS FAVORITE MATH TEACHER.

316
00:14:52,083 --> 00:14:54,500
MR. MULLIGAN.

317
00:14:54,542 --> 00:14:56,041
REMEMBER...

318
00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,625
WHAT WE DID WITH HIM
WHEN WE WERE DONE?

319
00:14:58,667 --> 00:15:01,041
WE GAVE HIM
A MEMORIAL SERVICE.

320
00:15:01,083 --> 00:15:03,875
WE THANKED HIM
FOR HIS SACRIFICE

321
00:15:03,917 --> 00:15:06,417
AND HIS CONTRIBUTION
TO OUR EDUCATION.

322
00:15:06,458 --> 00:15:09,458
GOD. WE WERE EARNEST.

323
00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:11,041
WE LIT CANDLES.

324
00:15:11,083 --> 00:15:14,291
THAT WAS NICE.

325
00:15:14,333 --> 00:15:16,417
THAT'S NICE.

326
00:15:16,458 --> 00:15:18,417
I THINK THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO.

327
00:15:18,458 --> 00:15:20,625
DONATE MY BODY TO SCIENCE.

328
00:15:23,083 --> 00:15:25,667
WHERE YOU GOING?

329
00:15:25,709 --> 00:15:28,750
I DON'T THINK I CAN SLEEP
WITH SUSAN IN THE ROOM.

330
00:15:33,291 --> 00:15:35,542
(sighs)

331
00:15:35,583 --> 00:15:37,041
I DON'T CARE.

332
00:15:37,083 --> 00:15:39,083
ARCHER, I-I KNOW THAT
THE RELATIONSHIPS

333
00:15:39,125 --> 00:15:43,041
IN--IN YOUR FAMILY
ARE--ARE COMPLICATED, BUT--

334
00:15:43,083 --> 00:15:45,041
OH, WE'RE LIKE
A BAD RUSSIAN NOVEL.

335
00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:48,041
YEAH, BUT STILL,
BIZZY WAS YOUR MOTHER.

336
00:15:48,083 --> 00:15:50,417
YOU SHOULD CARE.

337
00:15:50,458 --> 00:15:52,041
SAM'S YOUR EX-HUSBAND,

338
00:15:52,083 --> 00:15:55,291
AND ADDISON IS PROBABLY UP THERE
RIGHT NOW, SCREWING HIM.
SHH.

339
00:15:55,333 --> 00:15:56,917
DO YOU CARE?

340
00:15:56,959 --> 00:15:59,000
SAM AND I WERE OVER
A LONG TIME AGO.

341
00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:01,041
SO WERE
THE CAPTAIN AND BIZZY.

342
00:16:01,083 --> 00:16:03,875
DOESN'T STOP HIM FROM SIMMERING
WITH JEALOUS RAGE.

343
00:16:03,917 --> 00:16:05,291
YES.

344
00:16:05,333 --> 00:16:07,166
YES, IT...

345
00:16:07,208 --> 00:16:09,792
YES, OF COURSE IT--
IT BOTHERS ME.

346
00:16:09,834 --> 00:16:11,166
I CARE.

347
00:16:11,208 --> 00:16:14,041
BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS
IN LIFE THAT BOTHER ME.

348
00:16:14,083 --> 00:16:16,041
YOU KNOW,
ABORTION BOTHERS ME,

349
00:16:16,083 --> 00:16:18,041
AND--AND OVERPOPULATION
BOTHERS ME,

350
00:16:18,083 --> 00:16:20,041
AND THOSE THINGS ARE
AT SUCH HORRIFYING ODDS,

351
00:16:20,083 --> 00:16:21,667
THAT I CAN'T EVEN--

352
00:16:21,709 --> 00:16:24,333
I CAN'T EVEN WRAP MY HEAD
AROUND IT, YOU KNOW?

353
00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:26,333
I CAN'T WRAP MY HEAD AROUND
ANYTHING, YOU KNOW?

354
00:16:26,375 --> 00:16:28,834
I MEAN--
YOU KNOW I'M A GRANDMOTHER?

355
00:16:28,875 --> 00:16:30,834
I'M A GRANDMOTHER,
FOR GOD SAKE.

356
00:16:30,875 --> 00:16:32,834
AND THAT,
THAT SERIOUSLY BOTHERS ME.

357
00:16:32,875 --> 00:16:34,792
BUT I CAN'T CONTROL ANYTHING.

358
00:16:34,834 --> 00:16:37,417
I JUST, UH...
CAN'T CONTROL ANYTHING.

359
00:16:37,458 --> 00:16:40,041
CERTAINLY NOT
ANYONE ELSE'S FEELINGS.

360
00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:41,834
YOU KNOW...

361
00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:45,041
SAM AND ADDISON
ARE BEYOND MY CONTROL.

362
00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:48,041
AND, YES, IT DOES BOTHER ME.

363
00:16:48,083 --> 00:16:51,125
BUT, UH... I CHOOSE
NOT TO BE ANGRY

364
00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:54,333
AND, UH...
NOT TO BE BITTER.

365
00:16:54,375 --> 00:16:58,625
AND JUST, UH, YOU KNOW,
LIVE IN THE MOMENT.

366
00:16:58,667 --> 00:16:59,834
OKAY.

367
00:16:59,875 --> 00:17:01,458
LET'S.

368
00:17:01,500 --> 00:17:04,000
OH, NO. THIS--ARCHER,
THAT IS--

369
00:17:04,041 --> 00:17:06,041
THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT.

370
00:17:06,083 --> 00:17:07,500
I DON'T CARE.

371
00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,041
SORRY. I WAS JUST, UH...

372
00:17:23,083 --> 00:17:27,458
COOPER NEEDS A LITTLE SOMETHING
TO HELP HIM SLEEP.

373
00:17:27,500 --> 00:17:29,375
SO DO I.

374
00:17:29,417 --> 00:17:32,083
(bottles clank)

375
00:17:35,083 --> 00:17:38,375
YOU SHOULDN'T DRINK ALONE.

376
00:17:38,417 --> 00:17:40,875
(pops can tab)

377
00:17:40,917 --> 00:17:42,792
TO BIZZY.

378
00:17:42,834 --> 00:17:45,291
RIGHT. TO BIZZY.

379
00:17:45,333 --> 00:17:47,500
HOW ARE YOU WITH WORDS?
SORRY?

380
00:17:47,542 --> 00:17:49,625
I HAVE TO WRITE A EULOGY
BY TOMORROW,

381
00:17:49,667 --> 00:17:51,625
AND I COULD USE A LITTLE HELP.

382
00:17:51,667 --> 00:17:54,041
ARE YOU A GOOD WRITER?

383
00:17:54,083 --> 00:17:55,875
NO, NOT REALLY.

384
00:17:57,834 --> 00:18:00,500
PLUS, I DIDN'T REALLY
KNOW BIZZY.

385
00:18:00,542 --> 00:18:03,041
(chuckles) NO ONE DID.

386
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:05,041
WELL, MAYBE DON'T WRITE IT.

387
00:18:05,083 --> 00:18:07,041
MAYBE JUST, UH,

388
00:18:07,083 --> 00:18:09,208
GET UP THERE
AND SPEAK FROM THE HEART.

389
00:18:09,250 --> 00:18:11,125
(laughs)

390
00:18:11,166 --> 00:18:14,291
SORRY. SHE DID THIS
TO ME, YOU KNOW?

391
00:18:14,333 --> 00:18:17,417
THIS IS HER FINAL INSULT,
HER FINAL CRUELTY,

392
00:18:17,458 --> 00:18:19,208
TO PICK ME...

393
00:18:19,250 --> 00:18:22,417
TO STAND UP
IN FRONT OF EVERYONE AND LIE.

394
00:18:22,458 --> 00:18:25,291
YOU REALLY THINK
YOU HAVE TO LIE?

395
00:18:25,333 --> 00:18:28,041
BELIEVE ME. NOBODY WANTS
TO HEAR THE TRUTH.

396
00:18:28,083 --> 00:18:30,291
YOU MEAN THAT YOUR MOTHER
KILLED HERSELF?

397
00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:34,041
I'M
THE HOSPITAL ADMINISTRATOR.

398
00:18:34,083 --> 00:18:36,250
I SAW THE DEATH CERTIFICATE.

399
00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:41,041
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH,
I'M REALLY SORRY.

400
00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:44,709
I CAN'T IMAGINE
HOW IT MUST FEEL.

401
00:18:46,166 --> 00:18:49,125
SO IF YOU WANT TO TALK,

402
00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:51,041
I'M YOUR GAL.

403
00:18:51,083 --> 00:18:54,250
AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T,
MY LIPS ARE SEALED.

404
00:18:54,291 --> 00:18:57,291
EITHER WAY,
TOMORROW IN THAT CHAPEL,

405
00:18:57,333 --> 00:18:59,250
YOU STAND UP,

406
00:18:59,291 --> 00:19:02,250
SAY WHATEVER THE HELL
YOU WANT.

407
00:19:02,291 --> 00:19:04,291
FUNERALS AREN'T FOR THE DEAD.

408
00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:06,291
THEY'RE FOR THE LIVING.

409
00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:08,291
THEY'RE TO HELP US SURVIVE

410
00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:11,041
WHEN IT FEELS LIKE THE GRIEF
MIGHT JUST KILL US.

411
00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,750
TOMORROW'S FOR YOU, ADDISON.

412
00:19:12,792 --> 00:19:15,041
YOU HEAR ME?

413
00:19:15,083 --> 00:19:19,000
SAY WHATEVER THE HELL
YOU WANT.

414
00:19:29,083 --> 00:19:31,041
(Brett) YOU'D THINK
AFTER ALL THIS TIME,

415
00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:33,500
I WOULD KNOW WHAT TO SAY,
RIGHT?

416
00:19:33,542 --> 00:19:36,000
TAKE YOUR TIME.
THE WORDS WILL COME.

417
00:19:41,208 --> 00:19:45,333
OKAY,
YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT.

418
00:19:45,375 --> 00:19:47,041
SPIT IT OUT.

419
00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:50,458
WHATEVER IT IS, AS LONG
AS YOU'RE NOT ASKING ME TO QUIT,

420
00:19:50,500 --> 00:19:52,959
I CAN HANDLE IT.
I DID IT.

421
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,417
YOU DID WHAT?

422
00:19:54,458 --> 00:19:56,041
I MURDERED PAUL MILLER.

423
00:19:56,083 --> 00:19:58,000
IT WAS ME. I DID IT.

424
00:20:06,500 --> 00:20:11,000
(laughing)

425
00:20:13,917 --> 00:20:16,250
LAUGHTER RELIEVES TENSION.

426
00:20:16,291 --> 00:20:19,208
(continues laughing)
PEOPLE LAUGH AT FUNERALS
ALL THE TIME, YOU KNOW?

427
00:20:19,250 --> 00:20:21,250
IT--IT'S--IT'S OKAY.

428
00:20:21,291 --> 00:20:23,875
I NEVER--I NEVER--
I NEVER WANTED YOU TO KNOW.

429
00:20:23,917 --> 00:20:26,041
I-I ALWAYS WANTED YOU...
(laughs)

430
00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:27,458
TO BELIEVE IN ME.

431
00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,458
I DON'T KNOW
HOW I DID THAT THING.

432
00:20:29,500 --> 00:20:32,834
I STILL TO THIS DAY DON'T KNOW
HOW I DID IT. I AM SO SORRY.

433
00:20:32,875 --> 00:20:35,041
I AM SO SORRY.

434
00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:37,417
HILARY, I CAN'T IMAGINE
WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE.

435
00:20:37,458 --> 00:20:39,834
BUT BRETT DID WANT YOU
TO KNOW THE TRUTH.

436
00:20:39,875 --> 00:20:42,417
THAT'S--
THAT'S WORTH SOMETHING.

437
00:20:45,875 --> 00:20:50,041
(voice breaking) NO. NO, NO.
PLEASE, DON'T, DON'T, DON'T.

438
00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:52,375
DON'T GO. DON'T GO.

439
00:20:52,417 --> 00:20:55,291
BABY, BABY, PLEASE--
STEP BACK AND PUT YOUR HANDS
ON THE TABLE.

440
00:20:55,333 --> 00:20:58,041
PLEASE DON'T GO.
STEP BACK NOW.

441
00:20:58,083 --> 00:20:59,917
BABY, BABY.

442
00:20:59,959 --> 00:21:02,041
SHE NEEDS TIME TO PROCESS.

443
00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:03,458
(normal voice)
I DON'T HAVE ANY TIME LEFT.

444
00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:09,458
ARCHER, YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED
TO OVERSLEEP

445
00:21:09,500 --> 00:21:11,542
AND MISS BIZZY'S FUNERAL.

446
00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:13,834
MM.

447
00:21:13,875 --> 00:21:16,083
MM.

448
00:21:16,125 --> 00:21:17,917
WHAT?
WE'RE BOTH ADULTS.

449
00:21:17,959 --> 00:21:20,959
SOME CLOTHES WOULD BE NICE,
PREFERABLY SOMETHING BLACK.

450
00:21:21,000 --> 00:21:22,291
(knock on door)

451
00:21:22,333 --> 00:21:24,458
HILARY, ARE YOU THERE?

452
00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:28,041
THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED,
SO I--WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

453
00:21:28,083 --> 00:21:30,667
THE GOVERNOR USUALLY
HAS DINNER AROUND 5:30,

454
00:21:30,709 --> 00:21:32,250
BUT HIS ASSISTANT
THOUGHT MAYBE

455
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,959
IF I TRIED HIS
OLD OFFICE NUMBER--
HILARY, YOU HAVE TO STOP.

456
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,041
I HAVE TO FIND
MY ADDRESS BOOK.

457
00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:40,041
I JUST HAD IT HERE,
AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE--
LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME.
LOOK AT ME.

458
00:21:40,083 --> 00:21:43,041
DO YOU REMEMBER
SEEING BRETT THIS MORNING?
DO YOU THINK
I COULD FORGET THAT?

459
00:21:43,083 --> 00:21:46,083
DO YOU THINK I COULD EVER
FORGET THAT?
WELL, HE'S--
HE'S READY TO GO, HILARY.

460
00:21:46,125 --> 00:21:48,250
(telephone beeps)
HE'S MADE HIS PEACE.

461
00:21:48,291 --> 00:21:50,041
D-DOESN'T THAT MEAN ANYTHING,

462
00:21:50,083 --> 00:21:52,125
TH-THAT HE'S ACCEPTED HIS FATE,
THAT AT--

463
00:21:52,166 --> 00:21:55,083
THAT AT THE VERY LEAST,
IT WASN'T A WRONGFUL EXECUTION?

464
00:21:55,125 --> 00:21:58,041
DO YOU THINK
THERE'S ANY SUCH THING

465
00:21:58,083 --> 00:22:00,458
AS A RIGHTFUL EXECUTION,
DR. TURNER?
THAT IS NOT--

466
00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,417
JUSTIN WAS A COLICKY BABY.
(exhales)

467
00:22:02,458 --> 00:22:04,417
IT STARTED WHEN HE WAS ABOUT
A MONTH OLD

468
00:22:04,458 --> 00:22:06,417
AND IT DIDN'T STOP
FOR A YEAR.

469
00:22:06,458 --> 00:22:09,291
WE NEVER SLEPT. IT FELT LIKE
WE WERE GOING CRAZY.

470
00:22:09,333 --> 00:22:13,041
AND THEN BRETT GOT FIRED
WHEN WE WERE ALREADY BROKE.

471
00:22:13,083 --> 00:22:16,041
AND THEN HIS MOTHER,
WHO WAS OUR ONLY HELP,

472
00:22:16,083 --> 00:22:19,500
DROPPED DEAD IN THE STREET.

473
00:22:19,542 --> 00:22:22,834
SO BRETT WENT TO A BAR,
AND HE HAD TOO MANY DRINKS.

474
00:22:22,875 --> 00:22:24,834
HE HAD TOO MANY DRINKS

475
00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:27,125
AND HE HAD
SO MUCH RAGE INSIDE HIM,

476
00:22:27,166 --> 00:22:29,959
THAT...

477
00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,959
BUT WHAT ABOUT ALL
THE GOOD THINGS THAT HE DID?

478
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,000
THERE WERE
SO MANY GOOD THINGS.

479
00:22:35,041 --> 00:22:36,542
DOESN'T THAT COUNT
FOR ANYTHING?

480
00:22:36,583 --> 00:22:38,542
A LIFETIME OF KINDNESS,
DOESN'T THAT COUNT?

481
00:22:38,583 --> 00:22:40,041
DOESN'T THAT...
HILARY--

482
00:22:40,083 --> 00:22:42,542
MAKE UP FOR ONE MISTAKE?
LET'S TALK ABOUT
YOUR FEELINGS.

483
00:22:42,583 --> 00:22:45,125
YOU HAD A LOT OF FEELINGS
COME UP THIS MORNING

484
00:22:45,166 --> 00:22:48,125
WHEN BRETT TOLD YOU THE TRUTH.
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM.
I DON'T HAVE TIME
TO TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS

485
00:22:48,166 --> 00:22:50,500
BECAUSE MY HUSBAND
IS ABOUT TO BE MURDERED!

486
00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:57,041
(sighs) THERE IT IS.

487
00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,125
LISTEN, I...

488
00:22:59,166 --> 00:23:01,583
I NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE.

489
00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:03,375
WILL YOU COME WITH ME?

490
00:23:03,417 --> 00:23:06,750
YES. YES, OF COURSE.

491
00:23:06,792 --> 00:23:11,375
DEAR LORD, TAKE BACK THE SOUL
OF BEATRICE FORBES MONTGOMERY.

492
00:23:11,417 --> 00:23:13,375
AMEN.

493
00:23:13,417 --> 00:23:15,000
(congregation) AMEN.

494
00:23:15,041 --> 00:23:18,041
(organ music playing)

495
00:23:19,667 --> 00:23:23,166
AND NOW
BIZZY'S DAUGHTER, ADDISON,

496
00:23:23,208 --> 00:23:25,875
WILL SAY A FEW WORDS.

497
00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:37,250
(lowered voice) ADDISON.

498
00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:41,834
UH...

499
00:23:41,875 --> 00:23:44,083
(clears throat)

500
00:23:50,083 --> 00:23:52,000
(paper rustles)

501
00:23:53,917 --> 00:23:58,041
MY MOTHER TOLD US THAT
WE SHOULD NEVER CRY IN PUBLIC.

502
00:23:58,083 --> 00:24:00,500
THE FORBSES DIDN'T DO THAT.

503
00:24:00,542 --> 00:24:02,417
IF WE NEEDED TO SHED TEARS

504
00:24:02,458 --> 00:24:05,417
IT SHOULD BE IN THE PRIVACY
OF ONE'S OWN HOME.

505
00:24:05,458 --> 00:24:08,291
EVEN BETTER, IN THE PRIVACY
OF OUR OWN ROOM.

506
00:24:08,333 --> 00:24:11,667
I'M GOING TO DO MY BEST
TO HONOR THAT TODAY.

507
00:24:11,709 --> 00:24:13,667
IN HER 62 YEARS,

508
00:24:13,709 --> 00:24:17,041
BIZZY TAUGHT ME AND MY BROTHER
A LOT OF THINGS.

509
00:24:17,083 --> 00:24:19,041
FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER,

510
00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:22,125
SHE ALWAYS TOLD US
NEVER TO SETTLE FOR SECOND BEST.

511
00:24:22,166 --> 00:24:24,792
IT WASN'T ENOUGH
TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING.

512
00:24:24,834 --> 00:24:28,542
WE HAD TO BE STANDOUTS
AT WHATEVER WE DID.

513
00:24:28,583 --> 00:24:30,375
BIZZY DIDN'T BELIEVE

514
00:24:30,417 --> 00:24:32,375
THAT EVERY CAMPER
SHOULD GET A FEATHER.

515
00:24:32,417 --> 00:24:35,000
MY MOTHER THREW HERSELF
INTO EVERYTHING.

516
00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:38,000
SHE DID MORE VOLUNTEER WORK
THAN ANYONE I KNOW.

517
00:24:38,041 --> 00:24:41,959
SHE WAS ALSO A LEADING MEMBER
OF GREENWICH SOCIETY.

518
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,917
SHE WAS PRESIDENT
OF THE JUNIOR LEAGUE

519
00:24:43,959 --> 00:24:45,959
FOR ALMOST 20 YEARS.

520
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:47,333
SHE ALSO RAN

521
00:24:47,375 --> 00:24:50,208
THE CHAMBER OF COMMERCE
BOOK SALE EVERY YEAR.

522
00:24:50,250 --> 00:24:52,959
BUT EVEN THOUGH
HER VOLUNTEER DUTIES

523
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:55,041
KEPT HER EXTREMELY BUSY,

524
00:24:55,083 --> 00:24:57,291
SHE ALWAYS HAD TIME
FOR HER FAMILY.

525
00:24:57,333 --> 00:25:00,625
SHE WAS ALSO
VERY GOOD AT SPORTS.

526
00:25:00,667 --> 00:25:03,041
SHE HELD
THE STATE HIGH SCHOOL RECORD

527
00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:05,041
FOR THE 50-YARD BACKSTROKE.

528
00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:10,000
THAT RECORD WAS
ONLY RECENTLY BROKEN THIS YEAR.

529
00:25:11,667 --> 00:25:14,625
MY MOTHER WAS A WOMAN
WHO BELIEVED IN ACCOMPLISHMENT

530
00:25:14,667 --> 00:25:16,333
ABOVE ALL ELSE.

531
00:25:16,375 --> 00:25:18,542
I THINK SHE REMAINED TRUE
TO THAT BELIEF

532
00:25:18,583 --> 00:25:22,041
UNTIL THE DAY SHE DIED.

533
00:25:22,083 --> 00:25:24,458
(paper rustles)
MAY SHE REST IN PEACE.

534
00:25:36,667 --> 00:25:40,208
(indistinct conversations)

535
00:25:41,834 --> 00:25:43,542
(chuckles)

536
00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:45,125
ADDISON MAKING IT HARD?

537
00:25:45,166 --> 00:25:47,125
MM. IMPOSSIBLE.

538
00:25:47,166 --> 00:25:49,792
I'VE BEEN THERE.

539
00:25:52,709 --> 00:25:55,083
YOU IN THE MOOD FOR ADVICE
OR JUST ANOTHER DRINK?

540
00:25:55,125 --> 00:25:56,709
BOTH.
ALL RIGHT.

541
00:25:56,750 --> 00:25:58,208
(clears throat)

542
00:25:58,250 --> 00:26:02,041
WHEN CHARLOTTE'S FATHER DIED,
SHE BEAT ME UP

543
00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:04,083
BECAUSE I WAS CLOSE
AND I WAS SAFE.

544
00:26:04,125 --> 00:26:06,458
BUT THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH
YOU CAN TAKE.

545
00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:09,041
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO HELP
ADDISON START TO HEAL,

546
00:26:09,083 --> 00:26:10,458
YOU GOTTA PUSH BACK.

547
00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:12,458
NOT HARD, NOT TO GET EVEN,

548
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:14,375
BUT JUST SO THAT SHE KNOWS

549
00:26:14,417 --> 00:26:17,500
THAT YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH
TO HELP HER GET THROUGH THIS.

550
00:26:17,542 --> 00:26:20,417
♪♪♪

551
00:26:20,458 --> 00:26:22,417
(man) ♪ ONLY ♪

552
00:26:22,458 --> 00:26:24,792
♪ IN MY HEAD ♪

553
00:26:24,834 --> 00:26:27,375
THIS IS A LOVELY HOME.

554
00:26:27,417 --> 00:26:30,500
ARE THE CURTAINS HOMEMADE?

555
00:26:30,542 --> 00:26:32,542
HILARY,
WHAT DO YOU WANT?

556
00:26:34,917 --> 00:26:37,041
♪ ONLY IN... ♪

557
00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:40,041
HE DID IT.

558
00:26:40,083 --> 00:26:43,333
MY HUSBAND
KILLED YOUR HUSBAND.

559
00:26:43,375 --> 00:26:45,500
♪ WILL I EVER
FIND SOME PEACE ♪

560
00:26:45,542 --> 00:26:47,583
HE'S GUILTY.

561
00:26:49,542 --> 00:26:51,041
I ALREADY KNEW THAT.

562
00:26:51,083 --> 00:26:55,041
ALL THESE YEARS, YOU WERE
THE ONLY ONE WHO SEEMED NOT TO.

563
00:26:55,083 --> 00:26:58,333
I'M VERY SORRY

564
00:26:58,375 --> 00:27:01,458
FOR ANY EXTRA PAIN I'VE CAUSED
YOUR FAMILY WITH MY DENIALS.

565
00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,083
I'M VERY, VERY SORRY.

566
00:27:03,125 --> 00:27:05,041
THANK YOU.

567
00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:06,750
♪ ONLY ♪

568
00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:08,750
♪ IN MY HEAD ♪

569
00:27:08,792 --> 00:27:12,375
YOU KNOW, UH... I HAVE
SOME WORK I HAVE TO DO.

570
00:27:12,417 --> 00:27:15,041
ELLEN, I DIDN'T JUST
COME HERE TO APOLOGIZE.

571
00:27:15,083 --> 00:27:19,083
ALTHOUGH,
SURELY I OWED YOU THAT.

572
00:27:19,125 --> 00:27:21,000
I CAME TO ASK YOU...

573
00:27:21,041 --> 00:27:22,792
♪ ...YOU ♪

574
00:27:22,834 --> 00:27:26,709
I WANT YOU TO ASK THE GOVERNOR
FOR A STAY OF EXECUTION.

575
00:27:26,750 --> 00:27:28,333
♪ ALWAYS AN EXCUSE ♪

576
00:27:28,375 --> 00:27:30,333
HILARY...

577
00:27:30,375 --> 00:27:32,041
♪ AND I'D LIKE TO MEET YOU ♪

578
00:27:32,083 --> 00:27:34,959
I KNOW WHAT MY HUSBAND DID
WAS HORRIBLE. I KNOW. I KNOW.

579
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:36,417
IT WAS HORRIBLY WRONG.

580
00:27:36,458 --> 00:27:40,041
IF I COULD GO BACK TO THAT NIGHT
AND STOP WHAT HAPPENED, I WOULD.

581
00:27:40,083 --> 00:27:42,041
I PRAY THAT YOU KNOW
THAT I WOULD DO THAT.

582
00:27:42,083 --> 00:27:45,041
BUT I CAN'T. AND SO HERE I AM,
DOING WHAT I CAN DO,

583
00:27:45,083 --> 00:27:47,291
AS A WIFE AND AS A MOTHER,

584
00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,750
AS ONE HUMAN BEING
TO ANOTHER, I'M...

585
00:27:49,792 --> 00:27:52,166
ELLEN, I'M NOT ASKING YOU
TO SET HIM FREE.

586
00:27:52,208 --> 00:27:55,792
BUT I'M JUST ASKING YOU
FOR A LITTLE MORE TIME.

587
00:27:55,834 --> 00:27:58,000
♪ ...GET IT RIGHT ♪

588
00:27:58,041 --> 00:28:00,041
(scoffs)

589
00:28:00,083 --> 00:28:01,875
♪ AND IT GOT SO HARD ♪

590
00:28:01,917 --> 00:28:04,625
♪ ONLY IN MY HEAD ♪

591
00:28:04,667 --> 00:28:07,417
YOU SEE THAT, UH, PICTURE
ON THE FIREPLACE,

592
00:28:07,458 --> 00:28:10,166
THE LITTLE REDHEAD
IN THE SOCCER UNIFORM?

593
00:28:10,208 --> 00:28:12,208
THAT'S MY SON DYLAN.

594
00:28:12,250 --> 00:28:15,667
ON THE DAY
HE MADE HIS FIRST GOAL.

595
00:28:15,709 --> 00:28:17,667
HE WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT IT

596
00:28:17,709 --> 00:28:21,166
THAT HE PULLED HIS SHIRT
OVER HIS HEAD

597
00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:23,166
AND RAN AROUND THE FIELD

598
00:28:23,208 --> 00:28:25,583
WITH HIS ARMS OUT
LIKE AN AIRPLANE.

599
00:28:25,625 --> 00:28:28,625
IT WAS AN AMAZING MOMENT.

600
00:28:28,667 --> 00:28:30,583
♪ ONLY YOU ♪

601
00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:34,792
(voice breaking) BUT MY HUSBAND
WASN'T THERE TO SEE IT.

602
00:28:34,834 --> 00:28:36,417
THE ONE NEXT TO IT--

603
00:28:36,458 --> 00:28:39,041
THAT'S HAILEY ON HER FIRST DAY
OF GYMNASTICS.

604
00:28:39,083 --> 00:28:41,208
MY HUSBAND
DIDN'T SEE THAT EITHER.

605
00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:44,667
(exhales) AND HE DIDN'T SEE
EITHER OF THEM RIDE A BIKE

606
00:28:44,709 --> 00:28:47,375
OR SING A SOLO OR WRITE A POEM.

607
00:28:47,417 --> 00:28:49,291
AND HE WON'T SEE DYLAN
WHEN HE GRADUATES

608
00:28:49,333 --> 00:28:52,875
AND... HE WON'T BE THERE
TO GIVE OUR DAUGHTER AWAY

609
00:28:52,917 --> 00:28:55,500
ON THE DAY
THAT SHE GETS MARRIED

610
00:28:55,542 --> 00:28:57,166
BECAUSE 17 YEARS AGO,

611
00:28:57,208 --> 00:29:00,959
YOUR HUSBAND DECIDED
THAT ALL THOSE MOMENTS

612
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:07,125
WEREN'T IMPORTANT ENOUGH
FOR MY PAUL TO BE AROUND FOR...

613
00:29:07,166 --> 00:29:10,000
THAT HE WASN'T NEEDED,

614
00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:12,041
THAT I COULD HANDLE IT MYSELF.

615
00:29:12,083 --> 00:29:14,041
SO I HAVE.

616
00:29:14,083 --> 00:29:17,750
EVERY PARTY, EVERY SLEEPOVER,
EVERY SKINNED KNEE--

617
00:29:17,792 --> 00:29:19,917
I'VE HANDLED IT ALL.

618
00:29:19,959 --> 00:29:23,083
AND I WILL
UNTIL THE DAY I DIE.

619
00:29:23,125 --> 00:29:26,542
YOU ASKED ME FOR MORE TIME.

620
00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:29,625
I DON'T HAVE ANY TO GIVE.

621
00:29:29,667 --> 00:29:32,041
YOUR HUSBAND TOOK IT ALL
FROM ME.

622
00:29:32,083 --> 00:29:34,291
♪ ONLY IN... ♪

623
00:29:34,333 --> 00:29:36,625
WE SHOULD GO.

624
00:29:36,667 --> 00:29:38,875
♪ HEAD ♪
♪ INSIDE ♪

625
00:29:38,917 --> 00:29:41,291
♪ WILL I EVER
FIND SOME PEACE ♪

626
00:29:41,333 --> 00:29:43,291
YOU CAN LET YOURSELVES OUT.

627
00:29:43,333 --> 00:29:47,041
♪♪♪

628
00:29:47,083 --> 00:29:49,041
(people speaking indistinctly)

629
00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:51,875
I'LL TAKE THAT.

630
00:29:51,917 --> 00:29:53,583
YOU'VE SURPRISED ME.

631
00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:57,542
I-I MEAN, MOST OF THE TIME,
YOU SEEM...

632
00:29:57,583 --> 00:29:58,750
IMMATURE?

633
00:29:58,792 --> 00:30:00,041
IRRESPONSIBLE?

634
00:30:00,083 --> 00:30:03,083
I WAS GONNA SAY RIDICULOUS,
BUT YOU'VE STEPPED UP.

635
00:30:03,125 --> 00:30:05,375
WELL,
ADDISON'S LIKE MY SISTER.

636
00:30:05,417 --> 00:30:08,750
AND SHE IS IN SO MUCH PAIN
UNDERNEATH THAT FROZEN GRIN

637
00:30:08,792 --> 00:30:11,875
THAT I CAN BARELY BREATHE
LOOKING AT HER.

638
00:30:11,917 --> 00:30:15,083
SHOPPING AND CLEANING IS ALL
I CAN THINK TO DO TO HELP.

639
00:30:15,125 --> 00:30:17,166
DR. PETE.

640
00:30:17,208 --> 00:30:19,166
YOU KNOW...

641
00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:21,041
VIOLET...

642
00:30:21,083 --> 00:30:23,917
WAS KIND TO ME, AND...

643
00:30:23,959 --> 00:30:26,917
IT WAS THE FIRST KINDNESS
THAT ANYONE HAD SHOWN ME

644
00:30:26,959 --> 00:30:28,542
IN A LONG TIME.

645
00:30:28,583 --> 00:30:30,542
SHE'S LIKE THAT.

646
00:30:30,583 --> 00:30:33,375
WE'RE BOTH DAMAGED.
KINDRED SPIRITS, REALLY.

647
00:30:33,417 --> 00:30:36,041
YOU KNOW, I'M TRYING AS HARD
AS I CAN TO BE APPROPRIATE,

648
00:30:36,083 --> 00:30:38,041
BUT YOU
TALKING ABOUT MY WIFE--

649
00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:40,083
(whispers) SHE WASN'T ALWAYS
YOUR WIFE.

650
00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:43,917
I'M SURE THAT CAME OUT WRONG,
DIDN'T IT?
I KNOW YOU'RE GRIEVING,

651
00:30:43,959 --> 00:30:46,333
BUT YOU CANNOT
TALK ABOUT VIOLET THAT WAY.

652
00:30:46,375 --> 00:30:49,166
(normal voice) DON'T TELL ME
WHAT TO DO IN MY OWN HOUSE.

653
00:30:51,208 --> 00:30:53,125
COWARD.

654
00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:59,583
YOU STAYED IN A MARRIAGE YOU
KNEW WASN'T REAL FOR 40 YEARS,

655
00:30:59,625 --> 00:31:02,125
AND YOU'RE CALLING ME
A COWARD?

656
00:31:02,166 --> 00:31:04,041
(grunts)

657
00:31:06,041 --> 00:31:08,291
OH. OHH.

658
00:31:10,458 --> 00:31:13,041
(buzzer sounds)

659
00:31:13,083 --> 00:31:14,667
(door clatters)

660
00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:18,125
DID DR. TURNER
SPEAK TO HILARY AGAIN?

661
00:31:18,166 --> 00:31:19,750
YES.

662
00:31:19,792 --> 00:31:22,125
SHE TRIED, BUT I...

663
00:31:22,166 --> 00:31:26,041
I'M SORRY.
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE YOU.

664
00:31:26,083 --> 00:31:29,834
EXCUSE ME, DR. WALLACE.
WE NEED TO PREPARE THE PRISONER.

665
00:31:29,875 --> 00:31:31,208
NO.
(handcuffs clicking)

666
00:31:31,250 --> 00:31:33,083
NO, I'M--I'M NOT READY.

667
00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:36,041
I'M SORRY, BUT IT'S TIME.
NO, I'M NOT READY.
I'M NOT READY. I'M NOT READY.

668
00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:39,041
I'M NOT READY. I'M NOT READY!
I'LL BE THERE
ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS.

669
00:31:39,083 --> 00:31:43,041
YOU WON'T BE ALONE.
I'LL BE THERE TILL THE END.

670
00:31:43,083 --> 00:31:46,000
TELL HILARY I AM SORRY.

671
00:31:47,750 --> 00:31:49,583
WHAT KIND OF PILLS
ARE YOU TAKING?

672
00:31:49,625 --> 00:31:52,583
YOU ALREADY SUCCEEDED
IN MAKING ME LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT.

673
00:31:52,625 --> 00:31:55,000
DO I REALLY HAVE TO ENDURE
A LECTURE, TOO?

674
00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:56,792
WHAT KIND OF PILLS?

675
00:31:56,834 --> 00:31:59,291
(pills rattle)

676
00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:01,417
POUR THOSE DOWN THE DRAIN.

677
00:32:01,458 --> 00:32:04,041
THE DOCTOR GAVE ME THESE.

678
00:32:04,083 --> 00:32:05,500
THEY'RE FOR GRIEF.

679
00:32:05,542 --> 00:32:08,041
(laughs) THERE'S
NO MEDICATION FOR GRIEF.

680
00:32:08,083 --> 00:32:10,041
YOU JUST HAVE TO FEEL IT.

681
00:32:10,083 --> 00:32:12,125
AND IF WE DELAY IT
BY TAKING PILLS,

682
00:32:12,166 --> 00:32:15,750
WE JUST GET TO FEEL IT
FOR LONGER.
I THOUGHT VIOLET WAS
THE SHRINK IN THE OUTFIT.

683
00:32:15,792 --> 00:32:17,750
FINE. WHEN YOUR DOCTOR
PRESCRIBED THOSE,

684
00:32:17,792 --> 00:32:20,417
DID HE HAPPEN TO MENTION THAT
YOU SHOULDN'T DRINK WITH THEM?

685
00:32:20,458 --> 00:32:23,041
HE MIGHT HAVE.
YOU'RE LUCKY.
IT'S ONLY BEEN A FEW DAYS.

686
00:32:23,083 --> 00:32:26,041
IF IT HAD BEEN A FEW WEEKS,
YOU WOULD'VE WRECKED YOUR LIVER

687
00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:28,208
AND PROBABLY
MOST OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS.

688
00:32:28,250 --> 00:32:30,458
SO DRINK IF YOU HAVE TO,
BUT NO MORE PILLS, OKAY?

689
00:32:30,500 --> 00:32:33,250
I DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU.
NO, YOU DON'T,
BUT YOU HAVE A SHOT HERE--

690
00:32:33,291 --> 00:32:36,041
A SHOT AT A RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR KIDS, A SHOT

691
00:32:36,083 --> 00:32:39,041
TO RIGHT SOME WRONGS BEFORE YOU
FOLLOW IN BIZZY'S FOOTSTEPS.

692
00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:41,750
OH, I SEE.
I TALKED ABOUT YOUR WIFE,

693
00:32:41,792 --> 00:32:44,458
SO NOW YOU GET TO TALK ABOUT
MY WIFE.
I'M TALKING ABOUT YOUR KIDS.

694
00:32:44,500 --> 00:32:46,709
THEY'RE ADULTS.
NOT TODAY.

695
00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:48,917
NOT WHEN THEIR MOTHER
JUST DIED.

696
00:32:48,959 --> 00:32:50,542
THEY'RE YOUR KIDS.

697
00:32:50,583 --> 00:32:53,542
AND THEY NEED YOU
NOT TO BE DRUNK AND STONED

698
00:32:53,583 --> 00:32:55,875
AND... (chuckles)
THROWING PUNCHES

699
00:32:55,917 --> 00:32:59,750
AND BEING
JUST ALL-AROUND USELESS.

700
00:32:59,792 --> 00:33:01,208
THEY NEED THEIR FATHER,

701
00:33:01,250 --> 00:33:03,041
AND THIS MIGHT BE
YOUR LAST SHOT.

702
00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:05,041
AND I'M
JUST TRYING TO HELP YOU

703
00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,917
NOT BLOW YOUR LAST SHOT.

704
00:33:14,083 --> 00:33:17,041
I WAS HAPPY
WHEN SUSAN GOT SICK.

705
00:33:17,083 --> 00:33:19,583
I KNOW HOW THAT SOUNDS,

706
00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:23,041
BUT... WHERE WAS BIZZY
GONNA GO WHEN SUSAN DIED?

707
00:33:23,083 --> 00:33:25,375
I WAS ALL SHE KNEW
FOR 40 YEARS.

708
00:33:25,417 --> 00:33:28,000
I ASSUMED SHE'D COME HOME.

709
00:33:28,041 --> 00:33:30,709
YOU KNOW, NOT TO BE ROMANTIC,

710
00:33:30,750 --> 00:33:34,959
JUST... TO LIVE OUT
OUR LIVES TOGETHER

711
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,834
INSTEAD OF ALONE.

712
00:33:43,792 --> 00:33:46,000
I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.

713
00:33:57,083 --> 00:34:00,041
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO WITH SUSAN.

714
00:34:00,083 --> 00:34:03,625
IT SEEMS WRONG THAT SHE WASN'T
AT THE MEMORIAL.

715
00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:06,250
I JUST KEEP MOVING HER
FROM ROOM TO ROOM.

716
00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:09,041
THAT WAS A NICE EULOGY.

717
00:34:09,083 --> 00:34:11,000
THANK YOU.

718
00:34:11,041 --> 00:34:13,792
NOW I WANT TO HEAR
THE REAL ONE.

719
00:34:13,834 --> 00:34:16,041
I NEED A DRINK.

720
00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:19,041
I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL ONE.
SAM, I REALLY DON'T HAVE
THE ENERGY FOR THIS.

721
00:34:19,083 --> 00:34:21,208
I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL ONE.
NO, SAM--

722
00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:23,625
BE REAL WITH ME.
SAM--

723
00:34:23,667 --> 00:34:25,834
GIVE ME THE REAL ONE.
I NEED TO HEAR YOUR REAL VOICE.

724
00:34:25,875 --> 00:34:28,000
BECAUSE THIS STEPFORD WASP
THING, IT'S NOT--
SAM, PLEASE BACK UP.

725
00:34:28,041 --> 00:34:30,000
NO, I'M NOT BACKING UP.
SAM, YOU'RE SCARING ME.

726
00:34:30,041 --> 00:34:33,041
NO. WELL, YOU'RE SCARING ME.

727
00:34:33,083 --> 00:34:36,041
I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL EULOGY.
I WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH.

728
00:34:36,083 --> 00:34:38,583
I WANT TO HEAR FROM THE WOMAN
THAT I LOVE...
BACK OFF, SAM!

729
00:34:38,625 --> 00:34:41,208
FROM THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE--
MY MOTHER DIED.

730
00:34:41,250 --> 00:34:43,250
I KNOW. I KNOW. I KNOW.
(sobs)

731
00:34:43,291 --> 00:34:47,041
I KNOW. IT'S OKAY.

732
00:34:47,083 --> 00:34:50,041
(sobbing)

733
00:35:05,959 --> 00:35:08,041
WHAT TIME IS IT?

734
00:35:08,083 --> 00:35:09,834
LATE.

735
00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:13,667
IT'S GETTING LATE.

736
00:35:15,500 --> 00:35:18,333
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO.

737
00:35:18,375 --> 00:35:20,542
YOU DON'T EVER
HAVE TO SEE HIM AGAIN.

738
00:35:20,583 --> 00:35:22,291
(exhales deeply)

739
00:35:22,333 --> 00:35:26,625
BUT YOU DO HAVE TO ACCEPT
THAT HE IS DYING TONIGHT.

740
00:35:28,125 --> 00:35:31,083
AND AS AWFUL AS THAT...
IS TO ACCEPT,

741
00:35:31,125 --> 00:35:33,083
IT MIGHT GIVE YOU A CHANCE

742
00:35:33,125 --> 00:35:35,083
TO SAY GOOD-BYE
ON YOUR OWN TERMS.

743
00:35:35,125 --> 00:35:37,750
GIVE YOU A CHANCE AT LEAST

744
00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:41,375
TO TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM.

745
00:35:41,417 --> 00:35:43,875
HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM.
(sniffles)

746
00:35:43,917 --> 00:35:46,166
IF THERE'S ONE THING
THAT MAN HAS TO KNOW,

747
00:35:46,208 --> 00:35:48,333
IT'S THAT I LOVE HIM.

748
00:35:48,375 --> 00:35:52,041
THE WAY YOU LEFT THIS MORNING,
HE MIGHT DOUBT IT.

749
00:35:52,083 --> 00:35:54,834
IF I WERE HIM,
I WOULD DOUBT IT.

750
00:36:01,458 --> 00:36:03,333
WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE?

751
00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:05,041
OH, I'M HONORING BIZZY.

752
00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:07,041
NOT THAT SHE EVER GOT
SLOPPY DRUNK.

753
00:36:07,083 --> 00:36:11,041
SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT HER,
THE WOMAN COULD HOLD HER LIQUOR.

754
00:36:11,083 --> 00:36:13,333
COME ON BACK TO THE HOUSE.
I'LL MAKE YOU SOME COFFEE.

755
00:36:13,375 --> 00:36:16,083
OH, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO,
NO, NO, NO, NO.

756
00:36:16,125 --> 00:36:18,041
AHH.

757
00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:21,083
YOU AND ME, HOW'D WE END UP
SUCH MESSES, HUH?

758
00:36:21,125 --> 00:36:24,834
(groans)

759
00:36:24,875 --> 00:36:26,917
LOOK AT US.

760
00:36:26,959 --> 00:36:30,083
YOU'RE SCREWING
YOUR BEST FRIEND'S EX,

761
00:36:30,125 --> 00:36:33,041
AND I'M--WELL, I'M SCREWING
ANYTHING WITH A PULSE.

762
00:36:33,083 --> 00:36:35,041
(sighs) I...
(rubs hands together)

763
00:36:35,083 --> 00:36:37,041
AM IN LOVE WITH SAM.
HUH.

764
00:36:37,083 --> 00:36:40,125
AND YOU ARE UP HERE
ALL ALONE, GRIEVING,

765
00:36:40,166 --> 00:36:43,542
BECAUSE WE'RE REAL PEOPLE
WITH REAL FEELINGS...

766
00:36:43,583 --> 00:36:46,834
DESPITE BIZZY'S BEST EXAMPLE.

767
00:36:46,875 --> 00:36:49,709
WELL, HERE'S TO THAT.

768
00:36:52,500 --> 00:36:55,041
(inhales and exhales deeply)

769
00:36:55,083 --> 00:36:57,083
SHE KILLED HERSELF, ARCHER.

770
00:37:01,375 --> 00:37:03,291
IT WASN'T AN ANEURYSM
OR A HEART ATTACK.

771
00:37:03,333 --> 00:37:05,417
SHE TOOK SOME...

772
00:37:05,458 --> 00:37:08,458
TOOK A BOTTLE OF PILLS.

773
00:37:11,750 --> 00:37:14,041
WELL, ISN'T THAT
JUST PAR FOR THE COURSE?

774
00:37:14,083 --> 00:37:16,583
I'VE SPENT SO MUCH OF MY LIFE
JUDGING PEOPLE.

775
00:37:16,625 --> 00:37:19,583
YOU KNOW THAT?
I'VE BEEN SO JUDGMENTAL.

776
00:37:19,625 --> 00:37:22,041
IT WAS ACTUALLY
ONE OF THE FEW TRAITS

777
00:37:22,083 --> 00:37:24,083
I DID GET FROM BIZZY.

778
00:37:24,125 --> 00:37:27,667
I MEAN, WHEN I WAS YOUNGER,
I WOULD'VE THOUGHT IT WAS WEAK.

779
00:37:27,709 --> 00:37:30,291
SUICIDE--IT'S SO WEAK.

780
00:37:30,333 --> 00:37:33,041
I MEAN,
WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?

781
00:37:33,083 --> 00:37:35,041
HOW COULD SHE DO THAT
TO US--

782
00:37:35,083 --> 00:37:37,041
TO THE CAPTAIN,
TO HER CHILDREN?

783
00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:39,792
BUT... WHEN I FOUND HER...

784
00:37:42,750 --> 00:37:45,583
ALL I THOUGHT WAS, WELL...

785
00:37:47,166 --> 00:37:49,041
THAT'S THAT.

786
00:37:49,083 --> 00:37:54,458
PEOPLE WHO DO THAT,
THEY'RE NOT... THINKING.

787
00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:58,291
SHE WASN'T THINKING,
LAYING THERE BROKEN.

788
00:37:58,333 --> 00:38:02,917
SHE WAS BROKEN FROM GRIEF.

789
00:38:02,959 --> 00:38:07,875
SHE WAS OUT TO SEA
AND SHE DROWNED.

790
00:38:07,917 --> 00:38:10,041
IT DOESN'T MAKE HER SELFISH.

791
00:38:10,083 --> 00:38:12,041
IT DOESN'T EVEN MEAN

792
00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:14,709
THAT SHE DIDN'T LOVE US
IN HER OWN WAY.

793
00:38:19,709 --> 00:38:21,667
MAYBE THAT'S
WHAT I WOULD'VE SAID.

794
00:38:21,709 --> 00:38:25,125
IF I COULD'VE TOLD THE TRUTH,
THAT'S WHAT I WOULD'VE SAID.

795
00:38:37,083 --> 00:38:40,917
I NEED TO SEE MY HUSBAND--
BRETT LOVEMAN.
I'M SORRY, MA'AM.

796
00:38:40,959 --> 00:38:43,000
SHE ONLY NEEDS A FEW MINUTES.
ONCE A PRISONER IS IN PREP,

797
00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:44,750
HE ISN'T ALLOWED
ANY MORE OUTSIDE CONTACT.

798
00:38:44,792 --> 00:38:48,208
I CAN LET YOU IN TO WITNESS
THE EXECUTION, BUT THAT'S IT.

799
00:38:48,250 --> 00:38:51,041
(crying) NO, PLEASE.
I DON'T--

800
00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:54,959
I DON'T KNOW
IF I CAN DO THAT.
OKAY, LISTEN TO ME.
I DON'T SAY THIS LIGHTLY.

801
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,959
YOU ARE
ONE OF THE STRONGEST PEOPLE

802
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:58,959
I HAVE EVER HAD THE HONOR
OF KNOWING.

803
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,625
SO THE QUESTION ISN'T
CAN YOU DO IT.

804
00:39:01,667 --> 00:39:04,375
IT'S DO YOU WANT TO.

805
00:39:04,417 --> 00:39:08,375
(Seinking Ships'
"We Will Drink Wine" resumes)

806
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:29,959
♪ I DREAM THAT YOUR ARM ♪

807
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:33,750
♪ LIFTED ME OUT OF HARM ♪

808
00:39:33,792 --> 00:39:39,250
♪ JOINING ME FROM FAR AWAY ♪

809
00:39:41,834 --> 00:39:45,667
♪ WE WILL DRINK WINE ♪

810
00:39:45,709 --> 00:39:49,000
♪ WE'RE JUST GIDDY ON LIFE ♪

811
00:39:49,041 --> 00:39:53,625
♪ TOUCH ME
AND I'LL FLOAT AWAY ♪

812
00:39:53,667 --> 00:39:56,041
(speaks inaudibly)

813
00:39:56,083 --> 00:39:59,208
♪ FLOAT AWAY ♪

814
00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:14,208
♪♪♪

815
00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:38,583
♪♪♪

816
00:41:16,000 --> 00:41:19,000
♪♪♪

817
00:41:31,083 --> 00:41:35,333
♪ IS IT ALL A DREAM? ♪

818
00:41:35,375 --> 00:41:38,959
♪ SHOULD I EVEN TRY? ♪

819
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:42,750
♪ ARE YOU COMING CLEAR? ♪

820
00:41:42,792 --> 00:41:44,750
♪ TO TELL THE TRUTH ♪

821
00:41:44,792 --> 00:41:46,125
♪ I NEED YOU ♪

822
00:41:46,166 --> 00:41:49,125
♪ I NEED YOU ♪

823
00:41:51,250 --> 00:41:55,041
(crying inaudibly)

824
00:41:55,083 --> 00:41:58,875
♪♪♪

825
00:42:04,125 --> 00:42:07,333
♪ IS IT ALL A DREAM? ♪

826
00:42:07,375 --> 00:42:11,166
♪ SHOULD I EVEN TRY? ♪

827
00:42:11,208 --> 00:42:15,041
♪ ARE YOU COMING CLEAN? ♪

828
00:42:15,083 --> 00:42:17,000
♪ TO TELL THE TRUTH ♪

829
00:42:17,041 --> 00:42:18,542
♪ I NEED YOU ♪

830
00:42:18,583 --> 00:42:21,583
♪ RIGHT NOW ♪