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- Naomi's okay with it?
- Yes.

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With you and me, she's okay with it?

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You told her we were sleeping together,
and she's fine with that?

4
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No, I'm just saying...

5
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Her ex-husband and best friend doing
all kinds of pervy, hot, nasty, sexy...

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She was surprised, yes, but,
we drank some wine.

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We did what we do,
and in the end, she was fine.

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It's okay. She's okay.

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If you say so.

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Why can't you believe
that she's okay?

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Would you be?

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Running's for idiots.

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It's so good
having you living here again.

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It makes my mornings
100% more interesting.

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And the evenings?

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They're pretty awesome, too.

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Could you hold that?

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- Where you going?
- Fifth floor.

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Me, too.

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- First visit?
- I've, been avoiding this.

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Don't worry. You're gonna love
everybody in there.

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You cannot be here.

23
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Who needs cereal
when you can have...

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Chocolate cupcakes?

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You take my husband, and all I get
are chocolate cupcakes?

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As far as guilt gifts go,
you kinda cheaped out a little.

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No, that's not what this is.

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I didn't mean to...

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I'm kidding.

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- Good.
- I'm fine, Addison. I'm okay.

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I'm fine. We're fine.

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- Thank you for being so understanding.
- I'm not doing it for you.

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With Dell and Maya and William,
I'm just, letting it all go.

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I'm just, done carrying
around all my anger.

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Get the hell outta here!
Get the hell outta here.

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- Easy, Sam.
- You got nerve, showing up like this!

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- I need to talk.
- What's going on?

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- It's the guy that hit Maya and Dell.
- I am so sorry.

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No! You don't get a chance
to be sorry.

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He doesn't get a chance
to apologize!

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Please, I could give anything
to take it back, but I can't.

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I made a deal with the prosecutor.

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I'm being sentenced.
I'll go to jail. I deserve that.

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But I just wanted... I don't know.
If you could forgive me...

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- Come on.
- Let him go.

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As far as I'm concerned,
you shouldn't even be alive.

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Let him go right now.

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Someone call 911.

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- My chest!
- Get the oxygen.

50
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Take slow, deep breaths.

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Breathe.

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Breathe.

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<i>Saison 04 épisode 03
Playing God</i>

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I know you're upset,
but to jump this man...

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- Do you know I'm upset?
- I understand, but...

56
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Cause you should've been
choking him...

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{- Why?
- }Instead of standing back...

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- What do you expect me to do?
- I expect you to back me up.

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- What, back you up?
- She's your daughter.

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- Of course she's my daughter.
- I want you to remember her...

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- What's that about?
- Chickens coming home to roost.

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Can somebody translate?

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The guy who killed Dell
showed up to apologize.

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And Sam took matters into his
own hands, literally, like...

65
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Good for Sam.

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The guy should've crawled into a deep,
dark hole and disappeared.

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Give him credit for having the guts to
walk through the door, face all of us.

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He know what kind of reception
he get.

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If he'd almost killed my kid,
I'd make sure

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he rotted in prison
for the rest of his life.

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Don't you have things to do?

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- Don't think so.
- I'm clear.

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I hate what he did every bit as much
as you do, but you can go, attack him.

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- Why are you defending him?
- I'm not defending him,

75
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- but he did come here to apologize.
- Apologize?

76
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Apologize for killing Dell
and almost killing our daughter?

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- What kind of apology...
- I don't know.

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You didn't give the man
a chance to speak.

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Spoke to the hospital, and,

80
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Troy Hagen is stable, but his EKG

81
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does show signs of new changes.

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Are you okay?

83
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I don't know whathe needs to say
to make you feel good

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about him getting drunk,
driving into Maya and Dell.

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He killed a man!

86
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- He doesn't get my forgiveness.
- Maybe you can calm him down.

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Some things don't deserve
to be forgiven!

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- What do we have?
- 45-year-old teacher,

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passed out in the middle
of school play.

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Now he's complaining about
persistent chest pains.

91
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- Looks like an acute MI.
- What's your plan?

92
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He needs to go up for a bypass.

93
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I got a stab wound
to the chest to deal with.

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- Get him to the OR. If you need help...
- I'm good.

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- You sure?
- Absolutely.

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Okay, thanks.

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All right, let's go.

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The kids refused to finish the show.

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They're really worried.
We're gonna do the best we can.

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- So I guess this means no dinner?
- One second.

101
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We're supposed to meet Derek and Addison
at the restaurant in 20 minutes.

102
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There's Addison, so I guess
Derek's at a restaurant by himself.

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I hear you're doing a bypass
on your own.

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- I just got it.
- I picked up a bilateral oophorectomy,

105
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but I don't start cutting for another
couple of hours. I can watch?

106
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All right, you guys have fun.

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I have a babysitter,
and Derek made the reservation,

108
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so I'm having dinner with your husband.
I'll try not to steal him.

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Apologize to Derek for me.

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What's wrong?

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Do me a favor. Take this to radiology.
Ask them for a CT angio before the OR.

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- Sure.
- Thanks.

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- Is it worse than you thought?
- It might be.

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I just, if there's a chance
I'm not gonna make it,

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- I need to talk to somebody.
- We could do that. You need a priest?

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I've done some really
bad things, and,

117
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every day I tell myself that
I'm gonna stop, but I can't.

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I know they're only children,

119
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but I can't help myself.

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I need to touch them.

121
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I try,

122
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but I can't stop.

123
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And I'm so sorry.

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- You okay?
- I will be.

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I was with that guy on the elevator.

126
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He seemed, nice.

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I had no idea.

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- Maybe this is not a good time.
- No. Please. Distract me.

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Okay, you should hire me.

130
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Please don't beat around the bush
on my account.

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You got a nice little practice here.

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The baby thing is covered,
you got shrinks for the screwups,

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specialists who handle everything
from heart attacks to hernias.

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What you don't have
is a neurosurgeon.

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- I'm listening.
- I graduated top of class at Harvard.

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I did my residency at Johns Hopkins.
I have published enough research

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to single-handedly wipe out
several forests.

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I'm the real deal.

139
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I'm a kick-ass, world-class catch.

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Did Addison coach you
on how do sell yourself?

141
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We haven't discussed it yet.
But you are the big boss now?

142
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You obviously have
impressive credentials,

143
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but this practice is about cooperative
medicine, not solo surgeries.

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You could go anywhere you want.
Why here?

145
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I like to cut.

146
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I won't deny that.

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That this would be a good environment
for me to broaden my skill set.

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Don't give me the rehearse answer.

149
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I have nowhere else to go,

150
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where I'm not alone.

151
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Derek forgave me, but...

152
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I have nowhere else to go.

153
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Let you know, I ordered us
a new bed today. I hope you like it.

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- I don't see why I wouldn't.
- It's a lot firmer.

155
00:08:03,860 --> 00:08:06,610
It's basically a wooden plank.
I don't know if that's your thing,

156
00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:09,545
yeah, and we're getting a dog,
a mastiff, 160 pounds,

157
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very drooly,
sleep in the bed with us.

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Dog whisperer, whatever you say,
spit it out,

159
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cause I get to the hospital
before Troy Hagen's heart

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peters out or Sam rips it
from his chest.

161
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Why are you house hunting
without me?

162
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Pull up your bra strap. I hired
a realtor when you kicked me out, and

163
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then we got engaged, I told her
to look for something bigger.

164
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It's a house.

165
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It's kind of a big deal.

166
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But we need to move.

167
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What's wrong with the loft?

168
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It's too grungy, the neighbors
are freakishly chipper, and it'd be nice

169
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to sleep in a place that wasn't
a fond memory for half the tramps in LA.

170
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You know what? That's not fair.
I went out of my way

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to make that place feel like ours.
I took down all the Houdini posters,

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- I let you redo the bathroom.
- I'm doing cartwheels.

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Can we agree that it's something
that we should consider together?

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Fine.

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I'm seeing a house
in the palisades tomorrow, 8:00.

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00:09:03,313 --> 00:09:05,961
Stop whining, and you can join me.

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00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:11,258
So this guy, he's got a piece
of phosphorus stuck in his thigh,

178
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he's screaming,
cause that stuff burns.

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- It was a bullet wound in his back...
- Pete's got his hand on my shirt,

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- he's trying to drag me out of the hut.
- It was on fire.

181
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The Ugandan rebel army
was about to get there...

182
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It was Eritrea,
I wasn't leave the guy.

183
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It was either leave you there
or let you get shot.

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Can somebody tell me
what happened to the guy?

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We got him out.

186
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We stabilized him,

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then together, we carried him
4 miles to the nearest refugee camp.

188
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You know, Violet, I like you.

189
00:09:41,594 --> 00:09:43,248
You're beautiful, you're smart.

190
00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:45,209
What are you doing with this guy?

191
00:09:45,377 --> 00:09:48,295
- Haven't figured that out yet.
- Stop flirting? Get your own wife.

192
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This is ridiculous. You've been in town
running your clinic

193
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for what, six months,
and this is the first time we've met?

194
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Gibby is impossible to nail down.
He doesn't even have a cell phone.

195
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Never found much use for one
in the jungle.

196
00:10:01,716 --> 00:10:02,716
Excuse me.

197
00:10:08,931 --> 00:10:10,218
Come in. Come in.

198
00:10:10,343 --> 00:10:13,297
Dr. Gibson, it's my husband.
We were making dinner,

199
00:10:13,422 --> 00:10:15,833
and he had these bad pains
in his belly.

200
00:10:15,958 --> 00:10:17,074
It's getting worse.

201
00:10:22,514 --> 00:10:24,714
- Rock hard.
- Could be a perfed appy.

202
00:10:24,839 --> 00:10:27,000
- I'll call an ambulance.
- No, wait.

203
00:10:28,753 --> 00:10:30,998
Give me a hand.
On three. One,

204
00:10:31,339 --> 00:10:34,383
two, three.
We'll take him down there.

205
00:10:46,062 --> 00:10:47,509
What are you doing?

206
00:10:48,438 --> 00:10:49,738
Saving his life.

207
00:10:54,918 --> 00:10:57,155
Come on. We can drive him
to the hospital right now.

208
00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:06,623
Is is insane.
You could lose your license.

209
00:11:06,791 --> 00:11:09,680
- You could be sued for malpractice.
- Or I could save his life

210
00:11:09,805 --> 00:11:13,088
so his wife doesn't become a widow,
so his kids don't lose their father.

211
00:11:17,123 --> 00:11:19,453
Belly's full of puss.
I could really use a hand.

212
00:11:22,614 --> 00:11:26,564
Just till we get him stabilized,
and then I'm outta here. I promise.

213
00:11:53,566 --> 00:11:54,566
I'm tired.

214
00:12:03,322 --> 00:12:05,255
You had a right to get angry today.

215
00:12:05,380 --> 00:12:07,709
- He hit Maya.
- I don't want to talk about it.

216
00:12:08,658 --> 00:12:09,658
I'm tired.

217
00:12:14,219 --> 00:12:15,269
Good night.

218
00:12:32,438 --> 00:12:35,087
What do you think, diplomas
behind the desk or on the side wall?

219
00:12:35,255 --> 00:12:37,821
This is one of the things
you were gonna catch me up on?

220
00:12:37,946 --> 00:12:39,866
Pretty cool?
Can you hand me that box?

221
00:12:41,110 --> 00:12:42,110
Sure.

222
00:12:43,064 --> 00:12:44,871
I hope I didn't keep you up
last night.

223
00:12:45,056 --> 00:12:47,407
I was nervous about Naomi's decision,
so I just,

224
00:12:47,532 --> 00:12:50,282
- got up and watched a movie.
- No. I was at

225
00:12:50,688 --> 00:12:53,588
Sam's. I didn't even know
you were in the house.

226
00:12:53,899 --> 00:12:56,299
So, how was Seattle?

227
00:12:57,949 --> 00:12:59,302
I had sex with Mark Sloan.

228
00:12:59,774 --> 00:13:01,154
That man has skills.

229
00:13:02,418 --> 00:13:04,266
Face like an angel,
hips like the devil?

230
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- Right?
- Right.

231
00:13:07,704 --> 00:13:09,909
Anyway, it's all kinda
turning around for me.

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00:13:10,034 --> 00:13:13,108
Derek and I are back on track,
and I'm starting this fantastic new job.

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00:13:14,073 --> 00:13:15,073
New job.

234
00:13:15,717 --> 00:13:17,809
- What?
- It's just a little weird

235
00:13:17,934 --> 00:13:19,770
that Naomi
didn't mention this to me.

236
00:13:19,895 --> 00:13:22,132
Usually we make
these decisions as a group.

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She probably figured
you wouldn't mind.

238
00:13:26,055 --> 00:13:27,247
You don't, do you?

239
00:13:27,978 --> 00:13:29,291
No, of course not.

240
00:13:34,684 --> 00:13:38,658
First earthquake, that house
just tumbles right down that hill.

241
00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:41,678
Being on the hill is what gives it
those amazing ocean views.

242
00:13:41,863 --> 00:13:44,639
It have an even better view
when it lands in the actual ocean.

243
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:47,608
You're just punishing me cause I started
looking without you.

244
00:13:47,733 --> 00:13:50,896
You're not listening.
I don't want to look at all.

245
00:13:52,629 --> 00:13:56,151
I hate your place, cause it reminds me
of all the things I screwed up,

246
00:13:56,336 --> 00:13:57,919
all the fights we had.

247
00:13:58,044 --> 00:14:02,048
You not letting me after you found out
I was building a practice downstairs,

248
00:14:02,395 --> 00:14:05,811
standing like an idiot with a cornbread
chicken casserole in your bedroom

249
00:14:05,936 --> 00:14:08,423
trying to make up after I
tried to force you to elope,

250
00:14:08,548 --> 00:14:10,474
fighting over
that damn latex jumpsuit

251
00:14:10,642 --> 00:14:13,042
after I bought you
into the practice.

252
00:14:13,315 --> 00:14:16,480
And we can't move forward if that's
staring me in the face every day.

253
00:14:18,122 --> 00:14:19,608
You never told me any of this.

254
00:14:20,561 --> 00:14:21,711
Now you know.

255
00:14:26,775 --> 00:14:28,737
Amelia works here now.

256
00:14:29,313 --> 00:14:30,813
I know. I hired her.

257
00:14:32,862 --> 00:14:35,875
It's a little weird that you decided
without telling me.

258
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,960
You decided to sleep with my ex
without telling me.

259
00:14:45,288 --> 00:14:46,288
Seriously?

260
00:14:46,925 --> 00:14:48,175
You know, it...

261
00:14:48,471 --> 00:14:50,359
Babies are tiny terrorists.

262
00:14:50,484 --> 00:14:53,517
I am dying from sleep deprivation.
Lucas was up five times last night.

263
00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:56,728
- Where was Pete?
- He was operating in a house.

264
00:14:56,896 --> 00:15:00,144
His friend runs a neighborhood clinic,
and he sees no problem with

265
00:15:00,269 --> 00:15:03,291
performing emergency surgeries there.
That cannot be legal.

266
00:15:03,416 --> 00:15:05,529
That's not the biggest concern
his patients have.

267
00:15:05,697 --> 00:15:06,947
Surgeries, in a house.

268
00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:09,115
I didn't say I agreed with it,
but I get it.

269
00:15:09,283 --> 00:15:11,535
People he treats don't have
any money or insurance.

270
00:15:11,703 --> 00:15:13,662
They're scared of trying
navigate system...

271
00:15:13,830 --> 00:15:15,831
A county hospital
is better equipped to deal

272
00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:17,955
with emergencies
than someone's living room.

273
00:15:18,080 --> 00:15:20,794
We're talking surgery
in an unsterile environment.

274
00:15:20,962 --> 00:15:22,837
The risk of staph infection
is huge...

275
00:15:23,005 --> 00:15:25,215
Cause nobody got
a staph infection in a hospital.

276
00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:28,385
Okay. Fine. What about
if something goes wrong?

277
00:15:28,553 --> 00:15:30,742
Gibby doesn't have
the resources to deal with that.

278
00:15:30,867 --> 00:15:33,974
Things go wrong in hospitals, too.
And I'm minding my own business.

279
00:15:36,009 --> 00:15:38,270
- You're mad that I stayed...
- That guy coulda died.

280
00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:40,962
But he didn't, today,
he's home recovering with his family.

281
00:15:41,087 --> 00:15:43,942
- So that justifies what you did?
- I helped a friend save a life.

282
00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:45,642
Gibby is helping himself.

283
00:15:45,767 --> 00:15:48,503
I know he's trying to do something good
here, but there's,

284
00:15:48,628 --> 00:15:51,226
there's better ways.
There's safer ways of doing that,

285
00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:54,786
only none of them feed the God
complex that he's got going on.

286
00:15:59,876 --> 00:16:02,365
The patient has CAD
with crescendo angina.

287
00:16:02,490 --> 00:16:05,034
My plan is to cool him down,
then do a 3-way bypass.

288
00:16:05,159 --> 00:16:07,059
I'll schedule an OR for you.

289
00:16:10,806 --> 00:16:12,993
I called in Campbell
to handle Mr. Hagen's case.

290
00:16:13,161 --> 00:16:15,541
- She's gonna do a cabg.
- I don't want to know.

291
00:16:15,666 --> 00:16:16,916
I respect that.

292
00:16:23,184 --> 00:16:25,884
- You want me to leave this up?
- What? No.

293
00:16:27,460 --> 00:16:29,529
- Are you sure?
- Yeah. I gotta go.

294
00:16:31,562 --> 00:16:34,618
Hagen did ask to speak to you.
I told him I'd pass it along.

295
00:16:34,786 --> 00:16:37,287
I told you, I don't want
to deal with this.

296
00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,798
- What is it?
- Double lumen on an aortic arch.

297
00:16:48,966 --> 00:16:50,566
A dissecting aneurysm?

298
00:16:51,635 --> 00:16:54,846
That's a different surgery altogether.
You gonna get your attending up here

299
00:16:55,723 --> 00:16:58,123
- I'm gonna scrub in.
- Are you sure?

300
00:16:59,699 --> 00:17:01,895
- He's a child molester.
- What?

301
00:17:03,653 --> 00:17:07,219
He thinks that he's gonna die,
so he wanted to get it off his chest.

302
00:17:07,344 --> 00:17:08,526
He's a pedophile.

303
00:17:12,142 --> 00:17:13,742
I'm doing the surgery.

304
00:17:14,798 --> 00:17:16,098
I can handle it.

305
00:17:20,884 --> 00:17:21,934
Hold still.

306
00:17:22,059 --> 00:17:23,359
<i>Yo se que duele.</i>

307
00:17:24,268 --> 00:17:25,568
One more minute.

308
00:17:27,333 --> 00:17:29,544
You're back and with gifts.

309
00:17:29,669 --> 00:17:31,880
I noticed you were running
a little low on supplies.

310
00:17:32,005 --> 00:17:34,639
Thanks, man. You're a lifesaver.
Last night, too.

311
00:17:34,764 --> 00:17:38,139
- Hope that didn't rock boat at home.
- It'll blow over.

312
00:17:38,307 --> 00:17:40,308
I've been thinking
about your setup here.

313
00:17:40,759 --> 00:17:43,520
And, I've got some contacts
at surgery centers.

314
00:17:43,688 --> 00:17:46,674
So why don't you let me make some calls,
see what I can work out for you?

315
00:17:46,799 --> 00:17:48,483
Most of them don't even have cars,

316
00:17:48,651 --> 00:17:51,158
none of them want to be part
of a system that's failed them.

317
00:17:51,283 --> 00:17:53,363
- I'm fine with that.
- One goes wrong...

318
00:17:53,531 --> 00:17:56,181
I don't remember you
being such a worrier.

319
00:17:56,654 --> 00:17:58,284
What's wrong with that little girl?

320
00:17:58,452 --> 00:18:00,792
I don't know. I haven't had time
to check her out yet.

321
00:18:00,917 --> 00:18:03,540
This is triage. You know game.
The sicker ones go first.

322
00:18:08,913 --> 00:18:10,563
Can I look at your arm?

323
00:18:11,859 --> 00:18:14,051
<i>Te prometo que no te haré daño.</i>

324
00:18:14,176 --> 00:18:15,176
<i>El es mi amigo.</i>

325
00:18:15,344 --> 00:18:17,836
- <i>Escuchalo.</i>
- It's popped out of its socket.

326
00:18:17,961 --> 00:18:19,639
Here. It's okay.

327
00:18:23,723 --> 00:18:24,723
There.

328
00:18:32,778 --> 00:18:33,826
Who's next?

329
00:18:39,972 --> 00:18:41,661
Troy Hagen's refusing treatment.

330
00:18:41,829 --> 00:18:43,246
But he has unstable angina.

331
00:18:43,414 --> 00:18:46,291
- He's die if he doesn't have surgery.
- Seems to be the point.

332
00:18:46,459 --> 00:18:49,210
- It's his choice.
- Maybe he's trying to skip jail.

333
00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:51,838
He's not. He feels like
he doesn't deserve to live.

334
00:18:52,210 --> 00:18:55,550
- Has anyone asked Sam to talk to him?
- Ask Sam to talk to who about what?

335
00:18:55,718 --> 00:18:58,157
Someone has to convince Hagen
to have surgery.

336
00:18:58,282 --> 00:18:59,282
Why?

337
00:18:59,407 --> 00:19:01,723
I thought you guys were all
into helping people.

338
00:19:02,096 --> 00:19:03,296
No. Screw him.

339
00:19:04,014 --> 00:19:06,686
I get that you're emotional about this.
The guy made a mistake.

340
00:19:06,854 --> 00:19:08,897
Does that mean
that he deserves to die?

341
00:19:09,065 --> 00:19:13,069
Isn't the question whether we have to go
out of our way to help him live?

342
00:19:20,196 --> 00:19:22,532
Where have you been?
I've been calling you for hours.

343
00:19:22,657 --> 00:19:24,162
I was at the clinic with Gibby.

344
00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:27,295
- I was treating patients.
- You missed three appointments.

345
00:19:27,420 --> 00:19:29,720
I know. I'll ask them to reschedule.

346
00:19:30,053 --> 00:19:32,948
I've decided to volunteer at the clinic
one afternoon a week.

347
00:19:33,073 --> 00:19:35,799
There were 20 people in his waiting room
and more standing outside,

348
00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:38,116
people who have nowhere else to go,
who need help.

349
00:19:38,241 --> 00:19:40,590
- You help people here every day.
- It's not the same.

350
00:19:40,715 --> 00:19:42,962
Our clients have money.
They can pay for the care.

351
00:19:43,087 --> 00:19:45,049
These people have nothing.
They need me.

352
00:19:45,174 --> 00:19:47,936
I get it. And it's noble.
It's just too risky,

353
00:19:48,239 --> 00:19:50,239
For Gibby, for the patients,
for you...

354
00:19:50,364 --> 00:19:53,312
- Spare me the sermon.
- I don't want to give you a sermon.

355
00:19:53,437 --> 00:19:55,560
I want you to think
about what you're doing.

356
00:19:55,685 --> 00:19:57,237
I know what I'm doing.

357
00:20:10,497 --> 00:20:12,603
I thought you'd already be cutting.

358
00:20:12,770 --> 00:20:15,857
- I'm heading in right now.
- I'm glad I caught you.

359
00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:19,133
I wore this cap for
my first solo surgery, so...

360
00:20:19,356 --> 00:20:21,886
- It's good luck.
- I'm already scrubbed in, so could you?

361
00:20:22,141 --> 00:20:23,141
Sure.

362
00:20:25,673 --> 00:20:27,494
- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

363
00:20:32,226 --> 00:20:34,551
- You can do this.
- Yeah, I know I can.

364
00:20:34,676 --> 00:20:36,860
I've done grafts on
a hundred pig hearts.

365
00:20:37,833 --> 00:20:39,533
That's not what I meant.

366
00:20:40,613 --> 00:20:42,157
I have a daughter.

367
00:20:42,971 --> 00:20:45,177
A daughter who's younger
than those kids.

368
00:20:45,302 --> 00:20:46,869
- It's irrelevant.
- Irrelevant?

369
00:20:46,994 --> 00:20:49,247
You're his surgeon.
That's that should concern you.

370
00:20:49,415 --> 00:20:52,570
Your job isn't to judge his life,
it's to save his life. That's all.

371
00:20:52,695 --> 00:20:53,695
Right?

372
00:21:13,002 --> 00:21:15,064
You need to convince Sam
to talk to Troy Hagen.

373
00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:16,983
We weren't talking about Sam.

374
00:21:17,151 --> 00:21:19,110
No, I can talk about Sam.
You don't get to.

375
00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,654
But, you do need
to straighten him out.

376
00:21:21,822 --> 00:21:24,339
This is not something that is
up for discussion with him.

377
00:21:24,464 --> 00:21:26,630
- I know Sam, and he...
- No, I know Sam.

378
00:21:26,755 --> 00:21:28,755
You're just sleeping with him.

379
00:21:30,869 --> 00:21:31,869
I'm sorry.

380
00:21:36,712 --> 00:21:38,762
You really want to be with Sam?

381
00:21:40,806 --> 00:21:44,810
You need to be with him. You gotta be
his sounding board, his conscience.

382
00:21:45,054 --> 00:21:48,168
You need to kick him
in the behind when he needs it.

383
00:21:48,293 --> 00:21:50,379
You got a stubborn man
on your hands,

384
00:21:50,504 --> 00:21:52,936
and it's not okay to just
walk away when things get hard.

385
00:21:56,601 --> 00:21:57,607
Step up.

386
00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:11,704
You're not gonna tell Pete, are you?

387
00:22:11,829 --> 00:22:14,772
What, that we're having lunch
on a nonprescribed day?

388
00:22:14,897 --> 00:22:18,184
- Cause I keep Charlotte in the dark.
- I don't think Pete would care.

389
00:22:18,309 --> 00:22:20,651
All he's thinking about is
how to get back to the jungle

390
00:22:20,776 --> 00:22:23,165
where he can perform
open-heart surgery with a pen knife.

391
00:22:23,290 --> 00:22:25,186
You hate the jungle.
You don't like grass.

392
00:22:25,311 --> 00:22:27,254
He's struggling
with the path not taken.

393
00:22:27,593 --> 00:22:31,052
Wait, I thought he already took
that path, and then got off?

394
00:22:31,177 --> 00:22:34,898
Being around Gibby has obviously,
tapped into something, you know?

395
00:22:35,023 --> 00:22:39,027
He's so happy and reenergized...
And no, I want him to be happy. I do.

396
00:22:39,739 --> 00:22:41,039
Not at any cost.

397
00:22:41,926 --> 00:22:43,695
Pete's no dummy.
He's making a choice.

398
00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:46,614
Just like Charlotte, who's just deciding
she hates my apartment.

399
00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:48,809
- So we're on to you now?
- She wants to move.

400
00:22:48,934 --> 00:22:50,243
It's a bachelor pad.

401
00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:53,686
- You can't blame her.
- No more than you can blame Pete.

402
00:22:53,811 --> 00:22:55,510
So what are we gonna do?

403
00:22:56,941 --> 00:22:58,341
You're the shrink.

404
00:22:58,721 --> 00:23:00,721
What would you tell a patient?

405
00:23:01,724 --> 00:23:04,674
I would say, you have
to confront your problems.

406
00:23:05,543 --> 00:23:08,136
Be honest, and then,
whatever happens, happens.

407
00:23:09,243 --> 00:23:10,638
People pay you for that?

408
00:23:19,287 --> 00:23:21,790
That looks like not even
a little bit of fun.

409
00:23:21,915 --> 00:23:24,110
It's just this foundation paperwork.

410
00:23:24,278 --> 00:23:25,857
I don't even know where to begin.

411
00:23:26,197 --> 00:23:29,897
I'm much more interested in just
looking at pictures of Olivia.

412
00:23:30,326 --> 00:23:32,175
That baby has my ears, too.

413
00:23:32,453 --> 00:23:34,370
It must be me. I have baby ears.

414
00:23:35,197 --> 00:23:36,247
Let me see.

415
00:23:40,618 --> 00:23:41,878
Did you need something?

416
00:23:42,089 --> 00:23:45,653
I just wanted to make sure
that you were okay?

417
00:23:47,678 --> 00:23:50,928
Having Troy Hagen show up,
yeah, that really threw me.

418
00:23:52,474 --> 00:23:53,598
And I miss William.

419
00:23:54,307 --> 00:23:57,727
But I was talking more about
the whole Sam and Addison thing.

420
00:23:57,895 --> 00:24:01,202
And I know from having to watch Violet
and Pete, and Charlotte and Cooper

421
00:24:01,327 --> 00:24:03,191
that it can make work
a little awkward.

422
00:24:03,377 --> 00:24:05,561
I'm fine. You know, Sam and I,
we had our shot.

423
00:24:05,686 --> 00:24:08,734
It seems only fair that he and Addison
should have theirs, so I'm fine.

424
00:24:08,859 --> 00:24:10,694
That's an admirable position
to take.

425
00:24:10,819 --> 00:24:12,992
I don't want to be someone
who can't move forward.

426
00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:14,202
Sure, sure.

427
00:24:15,044 --> 00:24:17,475
But sometimes what we want to be
and what we actually feel

428
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:19,040
can be two different things.

429
00:24:20,581 --> 00:24:23,781
I'm not proud of it, but once
when no one was around,

430
00:24:23,906 --> 00:24:25,254
I licked Pete's bagel.

431
00:24:27,076 --> 00:24:29,125
Okay, I'm a little proud of it.

432
00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:31,784
But my point is that you should
give yourself permission

433
00:24:31,909 --> 00:24:34,058
to use whatever kind
of coping mechanism you need,

434
00:24:34,260 --> 00:24:38,010
screaming, crying, maybe even
a dartboard with both their faces.

435
00:24:38,353 --> 00:24:39,727
Do whatever you need to do.

436
00:24:41,855 --> 00:24:44,954
Trust me. I'm licensed
to give that kind of advice.

437
00:24:53,183 --> 00:24:55,562
- What are you doing?
- Gibby called.

438
00:24:55,786 --> 00:24:57,724
- He has an emergency.
- Call an ambulance.

439
00:24:57,849 --> 00:24:59,970
- Let them deal with it.
- That's not this works.

440
00:25:00,095 --> 00:25:02,503
That's exactly how this works.
When you have an emergency,

441
00:25:02,628 --> 00:25:05,032
you call 911, and they
take you to the hospital.

442
00:25:05,773 --> 00:25:08,770
- I knew you wouldn't understand.
- Then talk to me. Explain to me

443
00:25:08,895 --> 00:25:11,295
why my husband
would risk everything,

444
00:25:11,420 --> 00:25:13,649
his practice, his medical license,

445
00:25:13,817 --> 00:25:14,917
his family.

446
00:25:15,042 --> 00:25:17,193
Cause some old ghost
from his past asked him to.

447
00:25:18,580 --> 00:25:20,655
I mist this kind of work.
The rush of it,

448
00:25:20,780 --> 00:25:22,630
the way it makes me feel...

449
00:25:23,010 --> 00:25:25,060
I knew you wouldn't understand.

450
00:25:26,332 --> 00:25:28,953
I used to work
with inner-city single moms.

451
00:25:29,078 --> 00:25:31,693
I used to counsel rape victims.
I ran a suicide hotline.

452
00:25:31,818 --> 00:25:34,365
I do understand.
But I didn't break any laws doing it.

453
00:25:34,927 --> 00:25:36,033
Don't wait up.

454
00:25:50,832 --> 00:25:52,332
Why are you lurking?

455
00:25:53,022 --> 00:25:54,322
I'm not lurking.

456
00:25:55,046 --> 00:25:56,095
I do not lurk.

457
00:25:59,038 --> 00:26:01,674
About this whole Troy Hagen thing...

458
00:26:02,090 --> 00:26:03,603
I don't want to talk about him.

459
00:26:08,036 --> 00:26:09,066
What, Addison?

460
00:26:12,219 --> 00:26:15,504
Why did you quit
doing heart surgery before?

461
00:26:15,930 --> 00:26:18,130
- Why?
- I'm not discussing that.

462
00:26:18,801 --> 00:26:20,751
- Just leave it alone.
- No.

463
00:26:23,779 --> 00:26:25,791
That patient, that pedophile,

464
00:26:25,959 --> 00:26:29,315
- and now Troy Hagen...
- Shut up. Please.

465
00:26:30,250 --> 00:26:31,250
Shut up.

466
00:26:34,424 --> 00:26:35,724
What did you do?

467
00:26:40,612 --> 00:26:43,112
Doctors choose to nothing
all the time.

468
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:46,530
You know it. I know it.

469
00:26:48,082 --> 00:26:50,107
It's the dirty little secret
of surgery,

470
00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,500
Doctors choose to do nothing.

471
00:26:53,134 --> 00:26:57,012
When the patient is brain dead
or is gonna suffer or is too far gone...

472
00:26:57,137 --> 00:26:59,087
Doctors choose to do nothing.

473
00:27:01,711 --> 00:27:04,719
They choose to do nothing
for the right reasons.

474
00:27:05,659 --> 00:27:06,659
Tell me.

475
00:27:07,304 --> 00:27:08,704
It's okay. Just...

476
00:27:09,641 --> 00:27:10,920
What did you do?

477
00:27:27,751 --> 00:27:29,351
Okay, he's off bypass.

478
00:27:31,709 --> 00:27:33,609
He's in fib. Lost his pulse.

479
00:27:42,163 --> 00:27:44,829
- Starting cardiac massage.
- He's still in fib.

480
00:27:45,156 --> 00:27:46,789
Internal paddles ready.

481
00:27:51,253 --> 00:27:53,016
No pulse with direct massage.

482
00:27:53,141 --> 00:27:55,891
You're losing him.
Should I page Dr. Warren?

483
00:27:56,919 --> 00:27:57,919
No.

484
00:28:03,081 --> 00:28:04,081
Asystole.

485
00:28:07,398 --> 00:28:09,048
Internal paddles ready.

486
00:28:14,335 --> 00:28:16,185
It's over. We should stop.

487
00:28:16,820 --> 00:28:18,677
- But...
- We should stop.

488
00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:25,745
Time of deaf, 20:13.

489
00:28:36,131 --> 00:28:39,679
- - What the hell happened in there?
- Keep your voice down.

490
00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:43,179
- Tell me.
- I made a judgment call.

491
00:28:44,515 --> 00:28:46,590
- I made a call.
- It was a bad call.

492
00:28:46,715 --> 00:28:48,915
You don't know that, not for sure.

493
00:28:49,746 --> 00:28:52,146
- Nobody knows that.
- You know that.

494
00:28:54,422 --> 00:28:55,566
Look me in the eye.

495
00:28:56,367 --> 00:28:58,152
Tell me that you didn't just...

496
00:28:58,730 --> 00:29:01,322
I made a call. Leave it alone.

497
00:29:07,741 --> 00:29:08,763
I'm done.

498
00:29:11,883 --> 00:29:13,562
- What?
- I quit.

499
00:29:23,461 --> 00:29:26,931
I let everybody think that I froze
cause it was easier, but...

500
00:29:28,171 --> 00:29:29,471
I made a choice.

501
00:29:30,147 --> 00:29:31,268
You let him die.

502
00:29:32,549 --> 00:29:33,549
You knew.

503
00:29:34,838 --> 00:29:36,107
You knew I let him die.

504
00:29:36,807 --> 00:29:40,307
I didn't want to believe it,
and then you quit surgery, so,

505
00:29:41,337 --> 00:29:43,487
I guess I just kind of let it go.

506
00:29:44,853 --> 00:29:46,539
Not everybody deserves our help.

507
00:29:47,331 --> 00:29:49,912
No, not everybody deserves
our respect, but our help?

508
00:29:50,477 --> 00:29:52,698
Nothing you can say right now
that's gonna make feel

509
00:29:52,823 --> 00:29:54,723
any worse than I already do.

510
00:29:55,848 --> 00:29:59,637
That surgery was 12 years ago.
You're a different man now.

511
00:29:59,762 --> 00:30:02,174
- No, it doesn't matter.
- It does matter, for you,

512
00:30:02,590 --> 00:30:03,590
for us.

513
00:30:04,687 --> 00:30:08,013
And Hagen, somebody else is gonna do
that surgery, and whatever happens,

514
00:30:08,297 --> 00:30:10,847
- it's not on you.
- No, it's all on me.

515
00:30:12,557 --> 00:30:14,955
I'm just asking you
to talk to Hagen.

516
00:30:17,892 --> 00:30:19,442
Murderer to murderer?

517
00:30:30,511 --> 00:30:32,955
- What happened?
- Girl took 3 bullets to the abdomen.

518
00:30:33,123 --> 00:30:37,043
We were sitting in the car, these guys
pulled up, and I told her to get down.

519
00:30:37,294 --> 00:30:39,322
- The bullets were for me.
- I get control

520
00:30:39,447 --> 00:30:42,173
of 1 bleeder, 2 more open up.
She's bleeding faster than I can fix.

521
00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:45,076
You can save her, right?
You gotta save her.

522
00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,536
- We gotta call an ambulance.
- No, that wasn't part of the deal.

523
00:30:48,661 --> 00:30:49,972
What, deal? Deal?

524
00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:52,558
Alex and his friends pay me
some money from time to time.

525
00:30:52,726 --> 00:30:55,528
- You're taking money from gangbangers?
- It keeps the office going.

526
00:30:55,653 --> 00:30:58,250
- Would you hand me a 3.0 vicryl?
- So that's the trade-off?

527
00:30:58,375 --> 00:31:00,555
You look with criminals,
cause they're can pay?

528
00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:03,403
For every Alex pay, I can treat
a hundred other patients who can't,

529
00:31:03,571 --> 00:31:05,272
so don't tell me I'm doing wrong.

530
00:31:05,397 --> 00:31:07,240
You're risking people's lives,
now ours.

531
00:31:07,365 --> 00:31:09,784
We used to do that all the time.
You didn't cry about it.

532
00:31:09,952 --> 00:31:12,730
Back then we didn't have a choice.
Now we do.

533
00:31:13,044 --> 00:31:15,956
- Her pressure's dropping.
- She needs blood, platelets, FFP.

534
00:31:16,124 --> 00:31:17,887
- Do something!
- I don't have access.

535
00:31:18,012 --> 00:31:19,905
That's why she needs
to be in a hospital.

536
00:31:20,030 --> 00:31:23,422
We can cross-clamp her aorta,
try to maintain CNS function.

537
00:31:24,715 --> 00:31:26,550
- Put down the phone.
- Listen to me.

538
00:31:26,731 --> 00:31:29,955
Your girlfriend has about five minutes
before she bleeds out on that table,

539
00:31:30,123 --> 00:31:33,876
and there is nothing, nothing,
that we can do here to change that.

540
00:31:36,167 --> 00:31:38,667
Put down the gun!
Let me save her life.

541
00:31:48,264 --> 00:31:52,268
I've got a teenage female, multiple
gunshot wounds. I need an ambulance.

542
00:32:00,492 --> 00:32:02,435
I was just coming to find you.

543
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:05,241
- I talked to Sam...
- "You're selfish, Addison.

544
00:32:05,632 --> 00:32:06,937
"You always have been.

545
00:32:07,152 --> 00:32:11,156
"The tunnel vision that makes you great
surgeon also makes you a crappy friend."

546
00:32:11,507 --> 00:32:12,790
Please let me finish.

547
00:32:12,973 --> 00:32:15,917
Sheldon told me to do this.
Just please, let me finish.

548
00:32:16,042 --> 00:32:19,639
"You're a cheater, and while Sam and I
aren't married anymore,

549
00:32:19,764 --> 00:32:22,648
"you knew what you were doing
was wrong, and so you lied to me.

550
00:32:22,816 --> 00:32:26,068
"Every day you didn't tell me
about the two of you, you lied,

551
00:32:26,612 --> 00:32:30,199
"because you knew telling
the truth would be hard...

552
00:32:31,197 --> 00:32:32,449
"and you're a coward.

553
00:32:33,312 --> 00:32:34,846
"You're my best friend.

554
00:32:35,415 --> 00:32:37,315
"But when I look at you now,

555
00:32:37,564 --> 00:32:39,665
"I just want to slap you
across the face."

556
00:32:49,777 --> 00:32:51,227
Okay. I'm finished.

557
00:32:51,609 --> 00:32:53,012
- You sure?
- I think so.

558
00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:55,014
- Feel better?
- Kind of.

559
00:33:04,219 --> 00:33:07,404
You wanna know why Sam
quit surgery 12 years ago?

560
00:33:09,058 --> 00:33:11,280
He let a pedophile die on his table.

561
00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:12,451
What?

562
00:33:13,617 --> 00:33:16,952
He made a decision, and it's been
eating away at him ever since,

563
00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:20,581
and seeing Troy Hagen,
it just brought it all back for him.

564
00:33:21,357 --> 00:33:25,294
Nal, I know you're mad at me,
I know that we are...

565
00:33:26,660 --> 00:33:27,806
I can't help him.

566
00:33:30,028 --> 00:33:31,175
He needs you.

567
00:33:46,188 --> 00:33:48,174
I see it on your face
when you're here.

568
00:33:48,768 --> 00:33:52,237
You feel it, that thing,
the reason we help people.

569
00:33:52,405 --> 00:33:54,573
- That girl would've died on your table.
- Maybe.

570
00:33:54,741 --> 00:33:57,326
Maybe not.
But now everything I've built,

571
00:33:57,494 --> 00:34:00,509
- they're gonna take it away.
- Because you went too far.

572
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:06,927
- You disappoint me.
- I got nothing to prove to you.

573
00:34:07,052 --> 00:34:10,422
If I hear about another clinic,
if I find out that you treated

574
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:13,471
another patient, I'll personally call
the cops and shut you down.

575
00:34:28,150 --> 00:34:29,650
I talked to Addison.

576
00:34:30,334 --> 00:34:32,634
- She told me.
- She told you what?

577
00:34:32,934 --> 00:34:34,484
I know what happened.

578
00:34:36,241 --> 00:34:37,282
I know.

579
00:34:47,048 --> 00:34:48,615
- Look at me.
- I am.

580
00:34:48,740 --> 00:34:50,940
- Please just look at me.
- I am.

581
00:34:52,182 --> 00:34:54,133
- I understand.
- No, you can't.

582
00:34:54,301 --> 00:34:57,094
No, Sam, I do,
but you should've told me,

583
00:34:57,733 --> 00:34:59,996
because after that,
everything changed.

584
00:35:00,980 --> 00:35:02,641
Maybe not at all once, but...

585
00:35:03,170 --> 00:35:04,520
But, just enough.

586
00:35:10,513 --> 00:35:11,817
Well, I'm sorry.

587
00:35:12,638 --> 00:35:13,638
I know.

588
00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:17,987
- I don't know if that matters anymore.
- No, it does. It matters.

589
00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:20,451
To have someone to listen to you

590
00:35:21,207 --> 00:35:22,907
and try to understand...

591
00:35:23,778 --> 00:35:24,828
It matters.

592
00:35:31,041 --> 00:35:32,041
I'm sorry.

593
00:35:42,098 --> 00:35:43,098
You okay?

594
00:35:46,740 --> 00:35:47,936
You miss it,

595
00:35:48,929 --> 00:35:50,629
doctors without borders,

596
00:35:51,691 --> 00:35:52,775
the adrenaline.

597
00:35:58,240 --> 00:36:01,867
I've been thinking about trying
to pick up some emergency room shifts,

598
00:36:02,035 --> 00:36:03,563
get back to critical care...

599
00:36:03,688 --> 00:36:07,435
If we can make it work
with your schedule and Lucas.

600
00:36:08,432 --> 00:36:09,546
We'll make it work.

601
00:36:28,353 --> 00:36:29,357
I know,

602
00:36:29,977 --> 00:36:33,697
- you don't want to hear an apology...
- No,

603
00:36:34,028 --> 00:36:35,028
I don't.

604
00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:37,569
- Whatever I say...
- It's not gonna change anything.

605
00:36:41,309 --> 00:36:42,366
Have the surgery.

606
00:36:44,955 --> 00:36:45,955
Live.

607
00:36:48,631 --> 00:36:50,166
Do better next time.

608
00:36:50,818 --> 00:36:52,210
Wait. That's it?

609
00:36:55,153 --> 00:36:57,053
That's all any of us can do.

610
00:37:00,432 --> 00:37:03,546
Should I be worried about
what just happened in there?

611
00:37:03,671 --> 00:37:06,932
- Hagen's gonna have the surgery.
- Thank you.

612
00:37:10,878 --> 00:37:13,235
Tell Campbell to take
another look at the films.

613
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:14,982
The patient has a pseudoaneurysm.

614
00:37:15,150 --> 00:37:18,902
If Campbell didn't see it,
Hagen would've died on the table.

615
00:37:33,216 --> 00:37:35,966
- You got a busy day tomorrow?
- Not really.

616
00:37:36,284 --> 00:37:39,584
Good. Cause I had the realtor
set up some appointments.

617
00:37:40,979 --> 00:37:41,979
Why?

618
00:37:42,295 --> 00:37:45,795
You told to Violet about our fight,
she tell you make nice?

619
00:37:46,547 --> 00:37:49,102
If you're unhappy here, we'll move.

620
00:37:51,757 --> 00:37:54,855
The truth is, I don't see what you see.
When I walk through that front door

621
00:37:55,023 --> 00:37:57,190
with you, I remember the first time
I brought you

622
00:37:57,358 --> 00:37:58,567
how excited I was.

623
00:37:58,735 --> 00:38:01,372
And the bedroom, it doesn't
remind me of makeup casseroles

624
00:38:01,497 --> 00:38:03,311
and catsuit tug-of-wars.

625
00:38:03,436 --> 00:38:04,936
It reminds me of the

626
00:38:05,351 --> 00:38:06,951
first time we had sex.

627
00:38:07,665 --> 00:38:08,834
And for me...

628
00:38:09,492 --> 00:38:12,247
Now that you're here,
everything just feels,

629
00:38:12,996 --> 00:38:13,996
right.

630
00:38:16,909 --> 00:38:18,570
How about we make a new memory?

631
00:38:39,095 --> 00:38:41,485
So Sam convinced Hagen
to have the surgery.

632
00:38:41,653 --> 00:38:42,653
I heard.

633
00:38:44,297 --> 00:38:45,297
Thank you.

634
00:38:45,422 --> 00:38:48,283
I'm gonna be out of the office for
a few weeks on foundation business.

635
00:38:49,378 --> 00:38:52,228
Can you ask Sam
to check in on Maya and Olivia

636
00:38:52,353 --> 00:38:54,248
- for me while I'm gone?
- Sure.

637
00:38:58,028 --> 00:38:59,795
Are we ever gonna be friends

638
00:39:00,859 --> 00:39:02,159
the way we were?

639
00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:06,726
You know, that night,

640
00:39:07,556 --> 00:39:09,356
the night he quit surgery?

641
00:39:10,341 --> 00:39:12,420
He didn't tell me what happened.

642
00:39:12,545 --> 00:39:14,945
We had never had secrets
before that.

643
00:39:17,062 --> 00:39:19,278
That was the beginning
of the end of us.

644
00:39:21,358 --> 00:39:22,484
I'm sorry.

645
00:39:23,497 --> 00:39:24,847
Take care of him.

646
00:39:34,902 --> 00:39:37,518
This isn't the beginning
of the end of you and me.

647
00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:59,340
God, you're much later
than I thought.

648
00:40:05,195 --> 00:40:06,929
I had a nice dinner with Derek.

649
00:40:09,794 --> 00:40:11,882
- That's good.
- How'd the surgery go?

650
00:40:15,837 --> 00:40:16,955
I lost the patient.

651
00:40:19,428 --> 00:40:20,428
I'm sorry.

652
00:40:22,006 --> 00:40:23,337
- Come here.
- I'm okay.

653
00:40:23,505 --> 00:40:26,160
- I'm gonna go take a shower.
- Come here.

654
00:40:29,779 --> 00:40:31,845
- This wasn't your fault.
- Yeah, I know.

655
00:40:32,411 --> 00:40:33,511
You hear me?

656
00:40:33,761 --> 00:40:35,265
It was not your fault.

657
00:40:38,636 --> 00:40:39,644
I'm sorry.

658
00:40:56,152 --> 00:40:57,452
Am I a good man?

659
00:41:07,995 --> 00:41:08,996
Yes.

660
00:41:20,728 --> 00:41:22,878
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