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- Previously on heartland.
- You know
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My granddaughter, lou.
- We went to the same school.
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- I was a few years behind her.
- You left, too.
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Suddenly, as I recall.
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- What's wrong is
that every time
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I try and do something,
it gets ruined.
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I didn't even make it
to the finals
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Of my writing competition.
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- I can't believe
I missed that bank meeting.
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I just--I haven't been
sleeping well,
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And for some crazy reason,
I completely forgot
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To set my alarm.
(engines humming)
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- Seems like we could use
something for this lunch,
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Though, like maybe... This.
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- I am done doing stupid things
to impress you guys.
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- Katie--
- I think you both should leave.
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- She's totally lame.
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- God, you need to stop asking
me for things I can't give you.
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You've done it my whole life!
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(insects chirping)
(owl hooting)
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(sheets rustling)
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(lou sighs)
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(clucks)
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(sighs)
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(sighs)
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(pensive music)
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(lou sighs)
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(lou sighs)
- (narrator): Close your eyes.
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Visualize...
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You are descending
through clouds
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In a glass elevator.
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(elevator dings)
your worries,
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Your past remain far above you.
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(mysterious music)
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(exhales sharply)
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(birds chirping)
(rooster crowing)
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- Lou, heh... It is 6 a.M.
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- Oh.
- What are you doing?
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- Um... I just--
I couldn't sleep,
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So I thought I'd get
a jump on things.
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- Things like sorting
old clothes?
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- No, uh, I was looking
for this old box that was
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In the quonset hut for ages.
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And now, I can't find it,
and it is driving me nuts.
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- What's in it?
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- Nothing, just old stuff
to be donated.
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- You should try the cellar.
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(soft clatter)
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(lou sighs)
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(lou sighs)
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(cardboard rustling)
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(pensive music)
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(whoosh)
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(tense music)
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(crying)
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(whoosh)
(lou gasps)
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- Thought you might need a hand.
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Lou, what is wrong?
- Oh, I'm--
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Nothing, it's just
so dusty in here.
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- Whose is that?
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- Uh, I don't know.
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I'm just gonna throw it
in the pile of donations.
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(mysterious music)
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("dreamer" by jenn grant)
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- ♪♪ and at the break of day ♪
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♪ you sink into
- a dream ♪
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♪ you dreamer ♪
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♪ you dreamer ♪
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♪ you dreamer ♪
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♪ oh-oh-oh-oh ♪♪
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(soft music)
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(birds chirping)
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- Whoops. Yup.
Okay. That's, uh...
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- Oh, my gosh!
- That doesn't go there.
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- I'm sorry.
- It's okay, sweetheart.
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Don't take this the wrong way,
but you do seem
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A little distracted.
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- Well, I--I am.
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I mean, jessica left me with
a giant list of things to do
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Before the gallery opens
while she's off
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In the mountains.
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- Well, she's just doing
her job, lou.
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Do you want empty walls
at the gallery?
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- No, I'm just saying
the timing isn't great.
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There was a mix-up with
the painters at the gallery,
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So I have to finish the job
myself on top of personally
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Meeting this vip guest
at the dude ranch, and...
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Finishing all the inventory at
maggie's by the end of the week.
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- I can help you paint.
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- And I can handle things
over at maggie's.
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I know the ropes.
- Really? You would do that?
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- Yeah! Yeah, of course.
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Making lists,
crossing things off,
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Right in my wheelhouse.
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- Thank you.
- Mm. No problem.
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- I'll be there at 10.
- Okay.
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- Mm!
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(door opens)
- no need to thank me.
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(door closes)
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- Look, mommy, a dog!
(amy laughs)
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- I think I might know
whose dog that is.
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Good morning!
- It is.
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Hello, ma'am. Nice horse.
- Thanks.
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(amy laughs)
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(birds chirping)
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- You can go say hi.
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- Your dog is so pretty!
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- Thank you. She knows it too.
Her name's molly.
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- Come on, molly, chase me!
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- Yeah, lyndy used to love
playing with remi.
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Remi adored her.
- You're a good doggie!
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- I think molly might be
joining that club.
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(lyndy laughs)
- she licked me and it tickled!
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- Aww! Hi!
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(laughs)
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- You might have to bring her
over for a play date.
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Well, we'll let you
get on with your day.
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- Hey, amy.
- Yeah?
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- You free
for a morning ride tomorrow?
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- I might be.
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- This spot, same time?
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- Yeah.
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- All right.
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- See you then.
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Come on!
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(sentimental music)
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(birds chirping)
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(pensive music)
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- I'm so glad
these arrived so fast.
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- What did you order?
- Elaine's favourite notebooks.
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She asked me
to provide them last minute,
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But thank goodness
amazon prime had them.
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Aren't they beautiful?
- Yeah.
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- Okay. Put those inside,
she's almost here.
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Did you remember
to put out clean towels?
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- Yes, and I even put
a chocolate on her pillow.
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- Where'd you get chocolate?
- I brought it.
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Elaine collins loves
dark chocolate.
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- Ah! Okay, she's here. Um...
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I know you're a fan,
but please act professional.
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Right?
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Ms. Collins, I'm lou fleming.
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It is such a pleasure
to meet you.
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- Yes.
- This is my daughter, katie.
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- I love your books.
- Of course.
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- Your new notebooks are inside,
and katie's gonna
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Get you settled,
so anything you need,
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Anything at all,
just let her know.
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- I brought everything I need.
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My rules.
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- Oh. Um...
"no noise before 10 a.M."
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"meals to be left
outside the door."
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"absolutely no knocking."
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- I'm here
to write and research.
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Absolutely no distractions.
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- You've come
to the perfect place.
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(curious music)
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- Hi, eleanor? Amy fleming.
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Um...
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Sorry, were you
expecting someone else?
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- Not at all, I just didn't
realize where I was
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Until I pulled up
into the drive.
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- Oh, so you've been
to heartland before?
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- No.
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I guess I just imagined
the famous amy fleming
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To train
out of a fancy show barn.
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- Hmm.
- Not a ranch.
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It doesn't matter, though.
It's nice to meet you, amy.
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- Yeah, you as well.
What can I help you with?
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- This is domino.
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We've been showing together
for three years now.
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- Aww.
- I learned how to jump on him.
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- Aww, well, then, you guys
must have quite the partnership.
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Come on, buddy.
- We did...
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But then, this fall,
all of a sudden,
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He started refusing jumps,
running out.
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- This is
a totally new behaviour?
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- Yeah. He's not a spooky horse.
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He's always been really brave.
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We didn't get into the ribbons
once this spring.
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My dad says
I either fix the problem
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Or I get a new horse.
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- That's a pretty
serious ultimatum.
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- Dad doesn't wanna keep losers.
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He figures if I'm not winning,
then what's the point?
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I really don't know
what's going on,
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So if you can't help me,
I may have to give him up.
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(tense music)
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(bird squawking)
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- (woman): That was
such a great trail ride!
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- (elaine): Trail rides?
- (man): Sure was!
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- (elaine): Jeez.
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Stupid.
- Can I get you anything?
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Earl grey tea, popcorn?
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I've read all about
your writing rituals online.
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Oh, do you want the wi-fi
password to download music?
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I can't write
to anything with lyrics.
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- Wow. Four minutes,
quite reasonable, actually.
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- What's reasonable?
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- Well, usually,
aspiring writers
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Take about 30 seconds
to announce themselves to me.
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You're an aspiring writer, yes?
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- Yeah.
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Do you have
any advice for someone
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Who wants to be a novelist,
like, professionally?
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- I do.
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Don't even try.
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- I'm sorry, I don't understand.
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- It's too tough.
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Do you think
you're a good writer?
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- Yeah... I think so.
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Sometimes.
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- No matter how good you are,
there's going to be
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A critic out there
ready to tear you apart.
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You like the dream of writing,
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But the reality is
much different.
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My advice:
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Find something else
you like to do and do that.
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You will be a lot happier.
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(sad music)
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(horse trotting)
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(blue nickers)
- hello, katie cat!
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Katie, what's wrong?
- I met elaine collins.
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You know, the writer
of murder at mustang ford.
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- Okay,
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So she's the vip
your mom's been worried about.
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You know, she wrote
a pretty good book,
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But she needed a researcher.
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Don't tell her I said that.
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- I don't plan
on talking to her again.
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- Why? Was she rude to you?
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- She said that... Being
a writer was too difficult,
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And that I should even try.
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- Well, that's
a load of you-know-what.
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- What if it's not?
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- Katie, you can do anything
you set your mind to.
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- Even if I'm good enough,
gg, I'm not sure.
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When I got the feedback
from those judges
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From that fairy tale
competition,
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I... I totally unravelled.
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I hated the way
that made me feel.
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- Well, you'll learn
to handle criticism, sweetheart.
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- Maybe I don't want to, though.
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I've already wasted
so much time on this.
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I think I'm done.
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(sad music)
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(sighs)
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- Oh! Ah!
(grunting)
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(sniffling)
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(panting)
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(tense music)
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(sighs)
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(branch breaks)
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Please don't be a bear.
255
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(inhales sharply)
256
00:12:21,742 --> 00:12:24,275
(sighs heavily)
you scared me!
257
00:12:25,345 --> 00:12:27,445
- Sorry.
258
00:12:27,580 --> 00:12:29,848
- You go to my school,
don't you?
259
00:12:29,850 --> 00:12:32,984
- I'm nathan.
- I'm lou.
260
00:12:32,986 --> 00:12:35,052
- What are you doing out here?
(sniffles)
261
00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:38,256
- I was out walking,
and I hurt my ankle.
262
00:12:38,391 --> 00:12:39,523
- Oh.
263
00:12:41,695 --> 00:12:43,528
- Ah!
264
00:12:43,530 --> 00:12:45,730
- You need a hand getting
back home then, or...
265
00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:48,599
- No, thanks.
I'm not going home.
266
00:12:48,635 --> 00:12:50,802
I'd rather stay
out in the woods.
267
00:12:53,540 --> 00:12:55,073
(sniffles)
268
00:12:58,812 --> 00:13:00,744
- Guess I'd better get
a fire going then.
269
00:13:04,751 --> 00:13:06,618
(emotional music)
270
00:13:13,359 --> 00:13:14,258
(whoosh)
271
00:13:15,829 --> 00:13:17,695
(breathes deeply)
272
00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:24,869
(knocking)
273
00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,706
(intriguing music)
274
00:13:31,444 --> 00:13:33,577
- My rules were very clear--
- I understand you had
275
00:13:33,613 --> 00:13:36,313
Some wisdom for
my great-granddaughter, katie,
276
00:13:36,349 --> 00:13:38,883
And I use the word wisdom
sarcastically, of course.
277
00:13:40,187 --> 00:13:43,054
What you said was goofier
than your description
278
00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:46,958
Of a cowboy riding
a 19-hand mustang.
279
00:13:47,093 --> 00:13:49,927
- She asked for my advice,
and I gave it to her.
280
00:13:49,963 --> 00:13:51,663
- You made her want to quit.
281
00:13:51,665 --> 00:13:54,131
- Well, if she can't
handle the truth--
282
00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:55,466
- She's a kid!
283
00:13:55,601 --> 00:13:58,269
She deserves to be built up
by the people she admires,
284
00:13:58,404 --> 00:14:00,138
Not torn down.
285
00:14:00,273 --> 00:14:01,873
I expect you to make this right.
286
00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:08,446
- Um, what exactly is wrong
with a 19-hand mustang?
287
00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,748
- Other than
they don't exist, nothing.
288
00:14:10,817 --> 00:14:12,717
- Well, I don't even
really like horses.
289
00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:14,351
I've never even pet one.
290
00:14:14,387 --> 00:14:17,354
- Well, knock me over
with a feather.
291
00:14:17,390 --> 00:14:19,958
You picked
a pretty strange vacation spot
292
00:14:20,093 --> 00:14:21,458
If you don't like horses.
293
00:14:21,494 --> 00:14:24,162
- Well, I'm writing the sequel
to murder at mustang ford
294
00:14:24,297 --> 00:14:26,631
And my editor thought
it would be a great idea
295
00:14:26,766 --> 00:14:28,832
If I came here and got
some hands-on experience.
296
00:14:28,869 --> 00:14:32,436
- You know, I liked your book,
297
00:14:32,505 --> 00:14:34,171
Even if it was inaccurate.
298
00:14:34,173 --> 00:14:37,841
What you need is
a lesson in basic horsemanship.
299
00:14:37,878 --> 00:14:40,344
- Now, why would you offer
to do that?
300
00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:44,782
- I didn't... But I will,
301
00:14:44,818 --> 00:14:49,586
And in exchange, I'd like you
to read one of katie's stories.
302
00:14:49,623 --> 00:14:52,323
Judge her writing
when you've actually read some.
303
00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:55,727
- I'll give her
my honest opinion, no coddling.
304
00:14:55,862 --> 00:14:57,061
- I'd hope so.
305
00:14:57,097 --> 00:15:00,798
- And I am not going to wear
anything with tassels
306
00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,200
Or giant buckles,
307
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:05,469
And I had better come out
of this alive.
308
00:15:06,773 --> 00:15:08,139
- Well, I can't promise that.
309
00:15:08,274 --> 00:15:09,540
(chuckles)
310
00:15:11,144 --> 00:15:12,810
Jack bartlett.
It's good to meet you.
311
00:15:14,848 --> 00:15:16,647
(descending footsteps)
312
00:15:18,318 --> 00:15:19,550
(clattering)
313
00:15:22,088 --> 00:15:24,221
- Whoa. You all right?
314
00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:27,524
- People really need to stop
asking me that.
315
00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:29,827
- Well, this time, I feel
it's warranted. You're a mess.
316
00:15:29,963 --> 00:15:31,896
(lou sighs)
- I tripped! Okay?
317
00:15:32,031 --> 00:15:34,098
I was trying to do
everything on my own.
318
00:15:34,233 --> 00:15:36,300
You were supposed to be here
an hour ago.
319
00:15:36,303 --> 00:15:38,970
- Yeah, sorry.
320
00:15:39,105 --> 00:15:41,839
Well, caleb had some trouble
at the rodeo school.
321
00:15:41,875 --> 00:15:44,375
- You couldn't pick up
the phone? Shocking.
322
00:15:44,377 --> 00:15:46,110
(fabric rustling)
323
00:15:46,245 --> 00:15:48,780
- You know, lou,
I'm worried about you.
324
00:15:48,782 --> 00:15:51,182
(lou hesitates and sighs)
- I'm just...
325
00:15:52,385 --> 00:15:54,318
(lou sighs)
I'm just over tired, okay?
326
00:15:54,321 --> 00:15:58,255
I... I'm sorry I snapped at you.
327
00:15:58,257 --> 00:16:01,259
I'm gonna just go home,
get cleaned up.
328
00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:03,161
(whoosh)
329
00:16:03,296 --> 00:16:04,996
Why are you
out in the woods anyway?
330
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,934
- I like the woods.
- That's barely an answer.
331
00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:14,104
- Why'd you run away?
332
00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:21,946
- My parents split up...
For good this time, I think.
333
00:16:22,081 --> 00:16:23,814
My dad left.
334
00:16:23,883 --> 00:16:25,750
My mom drove him away,
even though she keeps
335
00:16:25,752 --> 00:16:27,218
Blaming him.
336
00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:28,619
It's so messed up.
337
00:16:32,792 --> 00:16:35,225
- That sucks.
338
00:16:35,261 --> 00:16:37,228
- Whatever.
339
00:16:37,230 --> 00:16:39,096
My mom's a liar.
340
00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,834
You probably think I'm crazy.
- No, I don't.
341
00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:47,638
Sometimes, it's like my parents,
they think I'm deaf
342
00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:49,706
They fight so loud, you know?
343
00:16:54,848 --> 00:16:57,314
(whoosh)
344
00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:58,850
(domino nickers)
345
00:16:58,985 --> 00:17:00,851
(adventurous music)
346
00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:10,127
- Domino, come on!
- Oh...
347
00:17:10,163 --> 00:17:13,597
(domino whinnies and nickers)
348
00:17:13,633 --> 00:17:15,733
(amy sighs)
- see?
349
00:17:15,735 --> 00:17:18,870
He never used to do this.
How can I trust him anymore?
350
00:17:19,005 --> 00:17:21,272
- You're looking down
at your fences.
351
00:17:21,274 --> 00:17:22,607
You're putting
your body forward.
352
00:17:22,609 --> 00:17:23,740
It's throwing him off balance.
353
00:17:23,777 --> 00:17:25,109
He thinks you're not ready
for the jump.
354
00:17:26,813 --> 00:17:28,745
- That's, like, so basic.
355
00:17:28,782 --> 00:17:32,283
- Yeah, well, it's also
a natural instinct.
356
00:17:32,418 --> 00:17:33,884
So if you're not concentrating,
357
00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:35,887
It can be an easy habit
to fall into.
358
00:17:35,889 --> 00:17:38,756
Eleanor? Eleanor!
359
00:17:40,126 --> 00:17:41,692
You're kind of proving
my point here.
360
00:17:41,728 --> 00:17:43,961
(tense music)
361
00:17:45,265 --> 00:17:48,032
- Uh... Yeah.
362
00:17:48,034 --> 00:17:49,766
Sorry, you're right.
363
00:17:49,803 --> 00:17:51,935
I just... I need to get
my head on straight.
364
00:17:56,576 --> 00:17:59,444
(amy sighs)
- okay.
365
00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:02,380
- Ellie, what are you
doing here?
366
00:18:02,382 --> 00:18:05,048
- You have eyes. Amy's helping
me with my jumper, domino.
367
00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:06,483
- I didn't know you even rode.
368
00:18:06,519 --> 00:18:07,852
- Yeah, well, you don't
really know me.
369
00:18:07,854 --> 00:18:09,987
- Apparently.
- Look, katie...
370
00:18:10,123 --> 00:18:12,056
Brandon doesn't know either
and I don't want him to.
371
00:18:12,058 --> 00:18:13,524
- Why not?
- Because he knows me
372
00:18:13,659 --> 00:18:15,760
As ellie who dirt bikes and
tears it up on the gravel pit,
373
00:18:15,762 --> 00:18:18,129
Not... Eleanor.
374
00:18:18,264 --> 00:18:19,997
And that's how it's
gonna stay, got it?
375
00:18:20,066 --> 00:18:22,333
- I won't say anything,
but you can't mention
376
00:18:22,335 --> 00:18:24,568
My dirt biking to amy
or anyone else in my family.
377
00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:26,203
- Fine.
- Fine.
378
00:18:26,239 --> 00:18:28,472
- Hey, you gonna help me
on tack or what?
379
00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:33,277
(soft music)
380
00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:40,351
- Nathan.
381
00:18:40,353 --> 00:18:41,819
Thought that was your truck.
382
00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:45,623
- Just came to get
a signature on this lease.
383
00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:48,726
Jack or tim around?
- Uh, no.
384
00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:51,028
You know, you can send
that electronically these days.
385
00:18:52,365 --> 00:18:54,632
- Uh, yeah. Didn't think
it was their style.
386
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:58,302
- Uh, ahem, it does seem
like fate you showed up.
387
00:18:58,437 --> 00:19:02,639
I... This is gonna sound odd,
388
00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,308
But I have something of yours.
389
00:19:05,411 --> 00:19:07,077
Something I need to return.
390
00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:11,248
(whoosh)
391
00:19:11,284 --> 00:19:13,517
- Do I wanna know how long
this has been in here?
392
00:19:13,586 --> 00:19:15,619
- Jerky doesn't go bad.
393
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,790
I grabbed it today.
- Can I?
394
00:19:19,792 --> 00:19:21,926
- Mmhm.
395
00:19:21,995 --> 00:19:24,061
So you really don't
wanna go home?
396
00:19:24,197 --> 00:19:26,396
- I've never felt
like I belonged at the ranch.
397
00:19:27,466 --> 00:19:28,465
- Oh.
398
00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:30,267
- I can't even imagine
living there anymore.
399
00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:32,169
I'm gonna go live with my dad.
- Where is he?
400
00:19:32,238 --> 00:19:33,904
- Up north.
401
00:19:33,973 --> 00:19:36,073
I just need to call him
to come get me.
402
00:19:36,109 --> 00:19:37,874
I tried him yesterday,
but he didn't pick up.
403
00:19:37,911 --> 00:19:39,744
I couldn't stay in that house
one more second.
404
00:19:39,879 --> 00:19:42,546
- Well, I know
where there's a pay phone.
405
00:19:42,615 --> 00:19:45,349
I'll walk you.
- Really?
406
00:19:48,288 --> 00:19:49,687
(whoosh)
407
00:19:50,957 --> 00:19:53,957
- Heh. I, uh, I forgot
about this old thing.
408
00:19:57,964 --> 00:20:00,298
I do remember finding you
in the woods, though.
409
00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:02,366
- Really?
410
00:20:04,070 --> 00:20:05,903
You vanished from school
so soon after that,
411
00:20:05,972 --> 00:20:07,905
I always wondered
what happened to you.
412
00:20:09,508 --> 00:20:13,043
- My mom left my dad.
Took me to montana.
413
00:20:13,079 --> 00:20:15,046
- I guess we were
in the same boat.
414
00:20:15,048 --> 00:20:16,647
(nathan chuckles)
415
00:20:17,783 --> 00:20:19,683
- We both came through it okay.
416
00:20:21,988 --> 00:20:23,787
- It's strange, though.
417
00:20:23,856 --> 00:20:27,891
I just... I keep replaying
that day in my head.
418
00:20:28,995 --> 00:20:31,528
I'd hardly thought about it
for two decades,
419
00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:34,798
And then... You showed up.
420
00:20:36,669 --> 00:20:38,502
- Guess some cuts
you just learn to live with.
421
00:20:41,340 --> 00:20:42,306
- Yeah.
422
00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:51,214
- Hey, again.
423
00:20:52,885 --> 00:20:54,651
We still on
for that ride tomorrow?
424
00:20:54,687 --> 00:20:56,753
- Yep.
425
00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:58,455
Just came to get
some paperwork squared away.
426
00:21:00,193 --> 00:21:02,026
See you in the morning.
427
00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:09,066
(pensive music)
428
00:21:17,643 --> 00:21:19,710
- Well, shadow...
429
00:21:19,845 --> 00:21:21,311
Looks like
we're riding alone today.
430
00:21:23,049 --> 00:21:25,982
Come on.
(shadow nickers)
431
00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:32,589
- Hey, if you see dad,
can you just tell him
432
00:21:32,659 --> 00:21:33,791
I'm gonna be at the gallery?
433
00:21:33,860 --> 00:21:35,259
I have given up trying
434
00:21:35,394 --> 00:21:36,894
To communicate
with that man by phone.
435
00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:38,062
- Lou...
436
00:21:38,131 --> 00:21:40,798
I saw you give
nathan pryce that jacket.
437
00:21:40,867 --> 00:21:43,167
You told me you didn't know
who it belonged to.
438
00:21:43,169 --> 00:21:45,736
- Amy, I'm trying to juggle
so many things right now
439
00:21:45,871 --> 00:21:47,805
That I can barely keep
my head on straight, okay?
440
00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:50,207
It was...
It was an honest mistake.
441
00:21:50,276 --> 00:21:52,910
- Were you two friends?
(lou sighs)
442
00:21:53,045 --> 00:21:54,712
- Can we talk about this later?
I gotta go.
443
00:21:54,714 --> 00:21:57,781
I gotta go.
- Yeah. Okay.
444
00:22:03,622 --> 00:22:05,356
- My friend got bit
by a horse once.
445
00:22:05,425 --> 00:22:08,826
It almost took her finger off.
- Sammy's not gonna bite you.
446
00:22:08,961 --> 00:22:10,427
- I don't think
he likes the looks of me.
447
00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:12,362
It only takes one kick.
448
00:22:12,398 --> 00:22:15,099
- Horses are prey animals,
ms. Collins.
449
00:22:15,234 --> 00:22:16,500
If they're aggressive,
450
00:22:16,502 --> 00:22:18,969
It's because they're scared
or they've been hurt.
451
00:22:18,971 --> 00:22:21,772
Why don't you take a spot
over by that rail there,
452
00:22:21,808 --> 00:22:23,173
And I'll get him moving a bit.
453
00:22:23,209 --> 00:22:25,041
- Oh, all right. No problem.
(jack makes kissing sounds)
454
00:22:25,078 --> 00:22:26,977
- Atta boy, sammy.
455
00:22:27,013 --> 00:22:32,582
Now, it's true,
every time we work with a horse,
456
00:22:32,618 --> 00:22:35,185
We give up
a certain amount of control.
457
00:22:35,221 --> 00:22:36,386
Whoa.
458
00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:40,658
They have their own minds.
(jack clucks)
459
00:22:40,793 --> 00:22:43,460
But as soon as you can earn
their trust...
460
00:22:43,529 --> 00:22:45,262
Well...
461
00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,800
...Then, it becomes
a partnership.
462
00:22:49,836 --> 00:22:52,937
- Kind of like my book.
(jack laughs)
463
00:22:53,072 --> 00:22:55,072
- Well, I gotta tell you...
464
00:22:56,609 --> 00:22:58,208
...That was the first time
I ever heard
465
00:22:58,244 --> 00:23:01,879
Of a horse being used
as a murder weapon before,
466
00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:03,681
But sure.
467
00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:08,652
- Well, the critics eviscerated
murder at mustang ford.
468
00:23:08,788 --> 00:23:10,320
I was crushed!
469
00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:11,788
Truth is...
470
00:23:14,093 --> 00:23:16,493
...I am dreading this next one.
(jack chuckles)
471
00:23:16,629 --> 00:23:18,862
- Well, let me
ask you a question.
472
00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,364
Do you write for the critics?
473
00:23:20,499 --> 00:23:21,765
- No!
474
00:23:21,834 --> 00:23:25,469
- Well, sounds to me
like you need to put less stock
475
00:23:25,604 --> 00:23:27,471
In other people's opinions.
476
00:23:28,574 --> 00:23:30,441
- And refrain from...
477
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:33,977
Taking my injury and irritation
out on young writers.
478
00:23:34,013 --> 00:23:35,979
- I wasn't gonna say it.
479
00:23:36,048 --> 00:23:37,247
- Yeah.
480
00:23:37,283 --> 00:23:38,983
- Put your left foot
in that stirrup.
481
00:23:38,985 --> 00:23:40,851
- Okay.
- Easy up. Easy up.
482
00:23:40,986 --> 00:23:43,520
There you go.
- Ooh! Ah! Ah!
483
00:23:43,656 --> 00:23:46,524
- Atta girl.
- Ah! Oh...
484
00:23:46,526 --> 00:23:49,326
- Okay, you ready
to get him moving?
485
00:23:49,395 --> 00:23:51,528
- Oh, no! No, this is good!
486
00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,997
Uh, this is fine.
I'm totally fine right here.
487
00:23:54,066 --> 00:23:55,866
(jack laughs)
thank you.
488
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,873
- All right. I want you to start
with this combination.
489
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:05,709
But remember, keep your chin up,
your eyes out over the horizon.
490
00:24:07,613 --> 00:24:11,882
Yeah, just keep your leg on
and look towards that diagonal.
491
00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:15,486
That's it. Hands still. Eyes up.
492
00:24:15,621 --> 00:24:17,688
- Ugh! Come on, domino!
Not again!
493
00:24:17,823 --> 00:24:20,758
- Eleanor,
just take a breath, okay?
494
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:22,425
- This is so not like him.
495
00:24:22,462 --> 00:24:24,428
I don't get it.
- Hey. Hey.
496
00:24:24,430 --> 00:24:26,696
Being angry isn't gonna
help anything.
497
00:24:26,732 --> 00:24:27,765
Why don't you take a break?
498
00:24:27,900 --> 00:24:29,433
We'll come back
and try this again.
499
00:24:34,340 --> 00:24:36,173
I take it
you two know each other.
500
00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:37,241
- Only a little.
501
00:24:38,778 --> 00:24:41,779
We've hung out a couple times,
but we're not friends.
502
00:24:41,781 --> 00:24:43,514
(amy sighs)
503
00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:46,182
She's usually pretty confident,
kind of a daredevil.
504
00:24:46,219 --> 00:24:48,118
- Something is happening
outside the ring
505
00:24:48,154 --> 00:24:49,987
That's impacting her jumping,
506
00:24:50,056 --> 00:24:53,390
And I'm not gonna know
what it is until she opens up.
507
00:24:53,459 --> 00:25:00,330
(pensive music)
508
00:25:02,468 --> 00:25:04,802
(hammer strike)
- dad?
509
00:25:04,937 --> 00:25:07,471
(lou gasps)
oh, my gosh! You finished it!
510
00:25:07,606 --> 00:25:09,206
- What do you think?
511
00:25:10,409 --> 00:25:11,942
- Wait a second, you didn't...
512
00:25:12,011 --> 00:25:14,345
No, no, no. Oh, my gosh, dad!
513
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:19,283
Ah! You used two different
colours of paint!
514
00:25:19,352 --> 00:25:20,551
- No, I didn't!
515
00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:24,021
- Dad, that's desert sand
in semi-gloss,
516
00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:26,690
And that's cloud beige
in satin gloss.
517
00:25:28,294 --> 00:25:30,093
- Why do you have
two different colours of beige?
518
00:25:30,162 --> 00:25:31,895
- Because I bought
that one on sale.
519
00:25:31,964 --> 00:25:35,966
It was for the bathroom.
- Lou, they're the same.
520
00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:37,501
No one'll be able to tell
the difference.
521
00:25:37,636 --> 00:25:40,236
- I'll be able to tell
the difference, okay? I will.
522
00:25:40,273 --> 00:25:42,372
And I know I'm the only one in
this family who would care about
523
00:25:42,441 --> 00:25:44,507
Something like that because I'm
the uptight perfectionist
524
00:25:44,544 --> 00:25:46,210
Who just drives everyone crazy.
525
00:25:46,345 --> 00:25:49,246
- No, you don't drive
everyone crazy.
526
00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:52,249
If it's that important to you,
we'll fix it.
527
00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:55,185
- No. I'll do it, dad.
Just let me do it.
528
00:25:55,254 --> 00:25:58,055
Please, give me some space.
529
00:25:58,124 --> 00:26:00,090
(tense music)
530
00:26:06,198 --> 00:26:08,332
- Hey.
531
00:26:08,334 --> 00:26:10,400
- This must all be
a thrill for you,
532
00:26:10,436 --> 00:26:12,269
Seeing me unravel.
533
00:26:12,338 --> 00:26:14,338
- Actually, I prefer
the old ellie,
534
00:26:14,407 --> 00:26:16,539
The one telling me
to quit being a chicken
535
00:26:16,576 --> 00:26:18,676
And just gun it.
536
00:26:18,678 --> 00:26:22,212
- And the one who almost
forced you to drink whisky?
537
00:26:22,281 --> 00:26:23,713
Sorry about that, by the way.
538
00:26:25,151 --> 00:26:26,417
- Yeah.
539
00:26:27,887 --> 00:26:30,553
Why don't you want
brandon to know you ride?
540
00:26:30,590 --> 00:26:35,960
- It's moreso about the fact
that I come from a rich family.
541
00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:37,894
I don't want him
to treat me differently.
542
00:26:37,896 --> 00:26:39,997
- Man, it really sucks
543
00:26:40,132 --> 00:26:42,098
How much we care about
what other people think.
544
00:26:42,134 --> 00:26:44,234
Like, why does it even matter?
545
00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:46,770
- I mean, you don't seem to.
546
00:26:46,905 --> 00:26:49,239
Care, I mean.
- Oh, yeah?
547
00:26:49,275 --> 00:26:51,374
Yesterday, I let
a complete stranger
548
00:26:51,410 --> 00:26:52,776
Convince me to quit writing.
549
00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:54,978
Like, so she's
some famous novelist.
550
00:26:54,981 --> 00:26:56,780
She doesn't even know me.
- You're a writer?
551
00:26:56,849 --> 00:26:59,582
I think that's cool.
(dirt bike engine humming)
552
00:26:59,619 --> 00:27:02,852
- Uh-oh! Get in.
(gate creaks)
553
00:27:04,256 --> 00:27:05,489
Hey, brandon!
554
00:27:05,558 --> 00:27:07,491
Hey, what are you--
what are you doing here?
555
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:10,461
- Well, I just thought
I'd stop by, say hi.
556
00:27:10,596 --> 00:27:12,596
You've been awol.
557
00:27:12,598 --> 00:27:15,465
- Yeah, well, uh, why don't we
go hang out at the house?
558
00:27:18,437 --> 00:27:21,071
- Wait, is ellie here?
- Uh, no.
559
00:27:21,073 --> 00:27:23,540
No, that belongs
to one of my aunt's clients.
560
00:27:23,609 --> 00:27:25,542
You wanna go get ice cream?
561
00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:29,146
It is ellie's bag.
562
00:27:29,215 --> 00:27:31,648
- Okay, sherlock. You got me.
563
00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:33,850
- Eleanor, you ready to get
back in the saddle?
564
00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:36,687
- Eleanor? Okay,
I'm so confused right now.
565
00:27:38,224 --> 00:27:41,425
Why were you just hiding,
and why did katie just lie?
566
00:27:41,494 --> 00:27:43,961
- Now, I'm the one
who's confused.
567
00:27:44,096 --> 00:27:45,362
You mind explaining?
568
00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:48,632
- I can, but please,
amy, you cannot tell my mom.
569
00:27:48,701 --> 00:27:50,234
(amy sighs)
570
00:27:50,369 --> 00:27:52,302
(pensive music)
571
00:28:04,984 --> 00:28:06,483
(whoosh)
- daddy?
572
00:28:06,519 --> 00:28:08,852
(screaming)
573
00:28:08,854 --> 00:28:11,188
(dramatic music)
574
00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:14,390
(sighs)
575
00:28:16,061 --> 00:28:17,827
(sighs)
576
00:28:23,135 --> 00:28:25,401
- So when you told me
that you were babysitting
577
00:28:25,438 --> 00:28:27,471
On the weekends, you were
actually at horse shows?
578
00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:31,875
Wow. I feel like an idiot.
579
00:28:32,010 --> 00:28:33,577
- How long have you been
580
00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:35,279
Secretly dirt biking
with brandon?
581
00:28:35,414 --> 00:28:37,847
- Since... Last September.
582
00:28:37,883 --> 00:28:41,417
- The same time domino started
balking at fences.
583
00:28:41,454 --> 00:28:44,020
- Eleanor... Ellie,
584
00:28:44,056 --> 00:28:46,723
You know, you can't hide
a part of yourself
585
00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:48,892
And expect to feel
any kind of peace.
586
00:28:49,027 --> 00:28:52,229
Domino senses your stress
and distraction.
587
00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,164
That's why
his behaviour's changed.
588
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:55,832
I'm not saying
that you have to...
589
00:28:55,901 --> 00:28:57,967
To pick one or the other,
590
00:28:58,003 --> 00:29:00,370
But you do need to embrace both.
591
00:29:03,109 --> 00:29:04,675
- You shouldn't
have lied to me, el.
592
00:29:04,677 --> 00:29:06,710
- I just didn't want
you to think I was some rich,
593
00:29:06,712 --> 00:29:08,278
Entitled brat.
594
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:09,880
- I wouldn't judge you. I...
595
00:29:09,882 --> 00:29:12,115
- I'm really sorry.
596
00:29:12,151 --> 00:29:14,251
I liked that you just
knew me as ellie.
597
00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:18,055
When we're dirt biking, I feel
like I can be totally myself.
598
00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:21,391
- Yeah, but... Isn't
this part of you too?
599
00:29:21,527 --> 00:29:23,459
(pensive music)
600
00:29:31,237 --> 00:29:34,270
- Lou.
- You're still here?
601
00:29:34,306 --> 00:29:36,607
- I figured you were still mad
at me, so I ignored
602
00:29:36,742 --> 00:29:38,374
Your instruction to go home.
603
00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:41,244
- Thanks.
604
00:29:43,149 --> 00:29:45,548
(sighs)
- I'm really trying not to ask.
605
00:29:45,584 --> 00:29:47,918
- Dad, I fell asleep
at the wheel.
606
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:49,586
- Did you go off the road?
- I--I'm okay.
607
00:29:49,721 --> 00:29:52,289
I--I woke up in time. I just...
608
00:29:52,291 --> 00:29:55,025
I just got shook up, that's all.
609
00:29:55,027 --> 00:29:57,360
- Okay, let's go sit down,
have a coffee
610
00:29:57,429 --> 00:29:59,095
And have something to eat.
611
00:30:00,733 --> 00:30:01,764
- Dad, wait.
612
00:30:03,335 --> 00:30:06,569
How come we never talked about
that phone call I made to you
613
00:30:06,605 --> 00:30:08,238
Right after you left us?
614
00:30:08,274 --> 00:30:09,673
- What phone call?
615
00:30:11,109 --> 00:30:14,044
- I was 15. It was late.
616
00:30:14,113 --> 00:30:16,113
(melancholy music)
617
00:30:16,115 --> 00:30:18,182
(sighs)
you don't remember.
618
00:30:19,985 --> 00:30:23,654
- I was in pretty bad shape
that whole month after I left.
619
00:30:24,757 --> 00:30:26,789
- Okay.
- Honey, what'd I say?
620
00:30:26,826 --> 00:30:29,259
- No, um... It's not important,
it's okay.
621
00:30:29,295 --> 00:30:30,294
- No, it matters.
- No.
622
00:30:30,429 --> 00:30:31,995
Thanks for the coffee, dad.
- Lou, please!
623
00:30:37,570 --> 00:30:40,070
(adventurous music)
624
00:30:48,414 --> 00:30:50,280
- I can't believe
that she's just doing this!
625
00:30:50,415 --> 00:30:52,082
- She's pretty talented.
626
00:30:52,084 --> 00:30:53,884
Not many people can
make it look that easy.
627
00:30:53,953 --> 00:30:55,652
(domino nickering)
628
00:30:55,721 --> 00:30:58,821
- So... Are you still mad at me?
629
00:30:58,858 --> 00:31:01,692
- Pfft, no.
(sighs)
630
00:31:01,827 --> 00:31:03,560
I gotta give you credit
for showing
631
00:31:03,562 --> 00:31:04,994
So much loyalty to el.
632
00:31:08,567 --> 00:31:11,234
- You see, after so many years
of being together,
633
00:31:11,303 --> 00:31:12,869
Domino knows you so well.
634
00:31:12,872 --> 00:31:14,171
He can feel your emotions,
635
00:31:14,306 --> 00:31:16,172
Even if you think
you're hiding them.
636
00:31:16,208 --> 00:31:19,709
- And now, it's katie's turn.
- Uh, no way. I don't jump.
637
00:31:19,778 --> 00:31:23,046
- I mean it's your turn
to tell that famous writer
638
00:31:23,048 --> 00:31:24,181
Where to shove her advice.
639
00:31:26,452 --> 00:31:28,685
- Gg, what are you doing here?
640
00:31:28,687 --> 00:31:32,022
- Oh, elaine wanted to learn
a little bit about horses.
641
00:31:32,157 --> 00:31:34,725
- Your great-grandfather is
exceptionally gracious.
642
00:31:34,860 --> 00:31:36,459
- I'm not gonna listen
to your advice.
643
00:31:36,528 --> 00:31:37,994
- No?
644
00:31:38,063 --> 00:31:39,462
- No.
645
00:31:39,498 --> 00:31:41,198
I love writing,
646
00:31:41,333 --> 00:31:43,266
And maybe it's a tough business,
647
00:31:43,269 --> 00:31:44,600
But I'm tough too,
648
00:31:44,637 --> 00:31:47,137
And I know I'm getting better
all the time.
649
00:31:48,540 --> 00:31:51,074
I may not ever write
something that everyone likes,
650
00:31:51,143 --> 00:31:53,810
And, yes, I will have to deal
with rejection,
651
00:31:53,879 --> 00:31:56,245
But... But I don't write
for everyone.
652
00:31:57,449 --> 00:31:59,015
I write for me.
653
00:32:05,124 --> 00:32:06,957
Come on.
- Wow.
654
00:32:06,959 --> 00:32:09,692
Either stubbornness skips
two generations
655
00:32:09,728 --> 00:32:11,695
Or your whole family is
something else.
656
00:32:11,764 --> 00:32:14,364
- Oh, you have no idea.
657
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:17,066
(laughs)
you know, she's really talented.
658
00:32:17,102 --> 00:32:19,502
- So you read
the story I sent you.
659
00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:21,705
- I did, not that she wants
to hear any more of my thoughts
660
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:24,173
Or anything I have to say,
but she's good.
661
00:32:25,243 --> 00:32:27,577
Jack, there's something
going on there.
662
00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:31,414
- Ms. Collins,
consider our deal closed.
663
00:32:33,552 --> 00:32:34,851
- Thank you, mr. Bartlett.
664
00:32:36,922 --> 00:32:39,489
Maybe you'd like to join me
for a glass of wine.
665
00:32:40,526 --> 00:32:42,392
- Well, I appreciate
the invitation,
666
00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:44,928
But I've got
a phone date with my wife.
667
00:32:46,031 --> 00:32:47,264
- Ah.
668
00:32:47,399 --> 00:32:48,999
All the good cowboys are taken.
669
00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:51,335
(laughs)
well, then.
670
00:32:55,708 --> 00:32:56,806
(sighs)
671
00:33:00,012 --> 00:33:03,680
- There she is. Where you going?
- Just, uh, gonna go for a walk.
672
00:33:03,682 --> 00:33:05,148
- Oh, well, let me get changed.
I'll come with you.
673
00:33:05,150 --> 00:33:08,584
- Actually, honey, I, um...
I need some time alone.
674
00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:13,322
- Okay. Um...
675
00:33:14,693 --> 00:33:18,361
Listen, I'm trying
to let you navigate
676
00:33:18,397 --> 00:33:21,098
This whole insomnia thing,
but, honestly,
677
00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:22,899
You're starting to worry me
a bit, sweetheart.
678
00:33:22,968 --> 00:33:26,636
- I know, and I'm sorry. It...
I'm working through it.
679
00:33:26,705 --> 00:33:28,839
It's just, um...
680
00:33:28,974 --> 00:33:31,074
A cut I need to learn
to live with.
681
00:33:32,244 --> 00:33:33,776
(sighs)
682
00:33:34,747 --> 00:33:35,978
(door opens)
683
00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:39,649
(door closes)
684
00:33:41,487 --> 00:33:43,953
- (amy): So where were you
this morning?
685
00:33:43,989 --> 00:33:45,922
- (nathan): One of my new mares
turned out to be pregnant.
686
00:33:46,058 --> 00:33:47,323
She foaled late last night.
687
00:33:48,394 --> 00:33:51,461
It was a bit of a tough labour.
688
00:33:51,463 --> 00:33:52,995
That's why I didn't show.
689
00:33:53,032 --> 00:33:54,797
- They okay?
690
00:33:54,833 --> 00:33:56,332
- Both healthy as can be.
691
00:33:56,334 --> 00:33:58,168
Filly's got four white socks.
692
00:34:00,138 --> 00:34:03,273
Maybe you'd, uh, like
to bring lyndy over,
693
00:34:03,408 --> 00:34:04,741
Meet her, give her a name?
694
00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:08,278
I am terrible with names.
695
00:34:08,347 --> 00:34:09,746
- I think lyndy would love that.
696
00:34:11,616 --> 00:34:13,817
- Can I ride back with you?
697
00:34:13,819 --> 00:34:15,752
Still have to get
that lease signed.
698
00:34:15,821 --> 00:34:17,954
- You know, there's a thing
called email, right?
699
00:34:18,023 --> 00:34:19,089
(phone ringing)
700
00:34:19,224 --> 00:34:20,223
- Yeah, but...
701
00:34:20,358 --> 00:34:22,158
Then, what excuse
would I use to visit?
702
00:34:22,227 --> 00:34:23,893
(phone ringing)
(beep)
703
00:34:24,997 --> 00:34:26,629
- Hey, dad. What's up?
704
00:34:28,767 --> 00:34:30,700
(tense music)
705
00:34:34,372 --> 00:34:37,273
Hey.
- What's he doing here?
706
00:34:38,777 --> 00:34:40,409
- (amy): So what's going on?
What happened?
707
00:34:40,446 --> 00:34:43,313
- Lou, uh... Went for a walk
a couple hours ago.
708
00:34:43,382 --> 00:34:45,449
She's still not back.
709
00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:47,717
- She took her phone,
but she's not answering it.
710
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,652
- Does anyone know
where she was headed?
711
00:34:49,721 --> 00:34:50,820
- No.
(sighs)
712
00:34:50,889 --> 00:34:53,389
She said that, uh...
She had to figure
713
00:34:53,425 --> 00:34:55,191
Some things out,
that there was a cut
714
00:34:55,260 --> 00:34:57,594
She had to live with
or something, I don't know.
715
00:34:57,729 --> 00:35:00,397
She seems upset, and I don't
think it's about the gallery.
716
00:35:00,399 --> 00:35:02,599
- She asked me about
a phone call she made to me
717
00:35:02,668 --> 00:35:06,335
When she was 15, and I said
I didn't remember it.
718
00:35:06,371 --> 00:35:07,671
She took off.
719
00:35:07,806 --> 00:35:09,306
- I might know where she is.
720
00:35:10,509 --> 00:35:11,875
- Why would you know
where she is?
721
00:35:11,944 --> 00:35:14,477
- That phone call
you're talking about,
722
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,279
I was with her when she made it.
723
00:35:16,414 --> 00:35:18,648
(tense music)
724
00:35:25,757 --> 00:35:27,023
(sighs)
725
00:35:27,092 --> 00:35:29,825
(birds chirping)
726
00:35:29,862 --> 00:35:31,761
(tense music)
727
00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:37,033
(sighs)
728
00:35:41,773 --> 00:35:43,439
(horse nickers)
729
00:35:47,579 --> 00:35:50,746
- Dad? How did you know
where I was?
730
00:35:52,084 --> 00:35:54,851
- Nathan pryce.
(lou sighs)
731
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:56,452
(tim sighs)
732
00:35:56,488 --> 00:35:58,455
I have questions about that.
733
00:36:01,059 --> 00:36:03,059
(lou sighs)
734
00:36:03,061 --> 00:36:05,728
But, right now,
735
00:36:05,764 --> 00:36:07,397
I just care about my daughter.
736
00:36:09,735 --> 00:36:11,334
(sighs)
737
00:36:11,469 --> 00:36:13,336
- Is everybody freaking out?
738
00:36:14,740 --> 00:36:16,372
- Yeah, they're worried.
739
00:36:18,276 --> 00:36:19,676
Peter wanted to come.
740
00:36:21,213 --> 00:36:22,878
But I think he understood
when I told him...
741
00:36:24,750 --> 00:36:27,416
...That I just needed
some time with you.
742
00:36:27,452 --> 00:36:28,884
You and me.
743
00:36:32,390 --> 00:36:35,157
- I wish I could understand
why this is happening
744
00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:36,959
To me right now, dad.
745
00:36:36,995 --> 00:36:38,762
(cries)
746
00:36:40,765 --> 00:36:43,566
The insomnia, it's because my...
747
00:36:43,635 --> 00:36:45,968
My brain won't stop cycling
these memories
748
00:36:46,004 --> 00:36:48,772
Over and over and I can't...
749
00:36:48,774 --> 00:36:52,108
Make them stop,
or drown them out.
750
00:36:53,345 --> 00:36:54,911
- What memories?
751
00:36:54,913 --> 00:36:56,980
- About the day
I ran away from heartland.
752
00:36:59,651 --> 00:37:03,219
- I don't think that I knew
you ran away from heartland.
753
00:37:04,256 --> 00:37:07,256
- I was 15. Heh.
Nathan found me.
754
00:37:08,660 --> 00:37:09,792
Here.
755
00:37:11,997 --> 00:37:14,998
And I didn't want to go home,
I just wanted...
756
00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:18,134
I just wanted desperately
to talk to you.
757
00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:21,203
To hear your voice.
758
00:37:21,240 --> 00:37:22,838
(whoosh)
759
00:37:23,875 --> 00:37:25,174
(coin clinking)
760
00:37:26,545 --> 00:37:29,012
(keys beeping)
761
00:37:29,081 --> 00:37:32,082
(line trilling)
762
00:37:34,052 --> 00:37:35,752
Dad?
- (tim): [yeah?]
763
00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:37,887
[who's this?]
- daddy, it's me, lou.
764
00:37:37,956 --> 00:37:40,223
(party sounds over phone)
- [oh-ho, hey!]
765
00:37:40,358 --> 00:37:43,159
[hi, sweetheart!]
- you sound weird.
766
00:37:43,295 --> 00:37:46,296
- (slurring): [huh? No, this--
this isn't a good time, honey.]
767
00:37:47,566 --> 00:37:49,699
- Can you come
pick me up? Please?
768
00:37:51,970 --> 00:37:54,704
Dad, I ran away. I don't wanna
live at heartland anymore.
769
00:37:54,706 --> 00:37:57,040
I want to live with you.
- [no. Oh, no, no.]
770
00:37:57,109 --> 00:38:00,644
[honey, no. Yeah, I--you can't.
I can't take care of you.]
771
00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:02,578
[no, you under--you understand.]
772
00:38:02,614 --> 00:38:05,181
- Then come home!
773
00:38:05,250 --> 00:38:08,651
- [I--I can't!]
- please, daddy?
774
00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:10,253
- [no! I said no, lou!]
775
00:38:10,255 --> 00:38:12,455
[I can't.
I'm not even coming back.]
776
00:38:12,524 --> 00:38:14,724
[so you shouldn't even
call me again.]
777
00:38:14,859 --> 00:38:16,059
(call ends)
(dial tone)
778
00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:21,197
- Did he answer this time?
(crying)
779
00:38:21,266 --> 00:38:23,232
(sad music)
780
00:38:26,938 --> 00:38:28,237
- I think I'd like
to go home now.
781
00:38:29,608 --> 00:38:31,741
- So you've been keeping this
inside all this time?
782
00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:33,343
- I didn't tell anyone.
783
00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:35,044
Not even back then.
784
00:38:36,415 --> 00:38:39,349
I guess I just thought
if I didn't say it out loud,
785
00:38:39,418 --> 00:38:41,217
I could pretend
it never happened.
786
00:38:42,587 --> 00:38:46,222
And then, I grew up,
and--and--and you came home,
787
00:38:46,358 --> 00:38:48,024
And it got buried.
788
00:38:49,627 --> 00:38:51,695
Until nathan stepped
onto our porch.
789
00:38:53,131 --> 00:38:54,864
- Well, it's no excuse, but...
790
00:38:56,668 --> 00:38:59,636
...Lou, I was--I was
messed up back then.
791
00:38:59,771 --> 00:39:01,704
- Grown-up me knows that,
and I...
792
00:39:01,740 --> 00:39:04,907
I have forgiven you
for all of that, I swear.
793
00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:06,776
It's not your fault,
it's just...
794
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:10,980
I don't know, I just keep
hearing your voice saying...
795
00:39:11,049 --> 00:39:13,449
(sobs)
...That you're not coming home,
796
00:39:13,518 --> 00:39:15,051
And you're not coming to get me,
and it's like I'm
797
00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:18,188
That 15-year-old girl again
who just...
798
00:39:19,725 --> 00:39:21,324
(sighs)
...Who thinks her dad
799
00:39:21,459 --> 00:39:24,326
Doesn't want her.
(sobs)
800
00:39:24,363 --> 00:39:27,197
I'm sorry.
(sniffles)
801
00:39:33,105 --> 00:39:35,938
- We don't get to choose
when our wounds heal.
802
00:39:37,476 --> 00:39:40,676
So you... You don't apologize.
803
00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,247
I'm sorry.
804
00:39:47,352 --> 00:39:51,554
I'm sorry that... If I ever...
805
00:39:51,556 --> 00:39:53,556
For one second
806
00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:55,959
Made you feel
that I didn't want you.
807
00:39:59,631 --> 00:40:02,097
I did.
808
00:40:02,134 --> 00:40:03,833
Always.
(sighs)
809
00:40:03,902 --> 00:40:05,868
(sentimental music)
810
00:40:14,178 --> 00:40:16,078
(whoosh)
811
00:40:22,220 --> 00:40:23,786
(whoosh)
812
00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,897
(lou sighs)
- (amy): Lou!
813
00:40:36,701 --> 00:40:38,735
I'm so sorry
I pressured you about nathan.
814
00:40:38,870 --> 00:40:41,671
- No, no, no, I...
I'm sorry I lied.
815
00:40:44,676 --> 00:40:47,610
- You okay?
(sighs)
816
00:40:47,612 --> 00:40:49,345
- Yeah. You know what?
817
00:40:51,416 --> 00:40:52,882
I think I am.
818
00:40:54,019 --> 00:40:55,919
(bright music)
819
00:40:57,823 --> 00:40:59,689
It's a good reminder
to be honest
820
00:40:59,758 --> 00:41:02,625
And talk about things,
821
00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:04,126
Even if it makes
us uncomfortable.
822
00:41:06,331 --> 00:41:08,564
- I actually have something
I need to tell you both.
823
00:41:10,001 --> 00:41:12,635
I've started a new hobby.
- Oh.
824
00:41:12,704 --> 00:41:14,837
- Dirt biking.
- Whoa!
825
00:41:14,906 --> 00:41:16,038
- On what?
826
00:41:16,107 --> 00:41:18,040
- On an old bike I bought
with my own money,
827
00:41:18,076 --> 00:41:20,109
And I met
these two amazing bikers
828
00:41:20,178 --> 00:41:21,711
My own age, brandon and ellie.
829
00:41:21,846 --> 00:41:23,646
- Brandon, that's a...
That's a boy's name.
830
00:41:23,648 --> 00:41:25,782
- Please tell me
you don't do jumps.
831
00:41:25,784 --> 00:41:27,983
- No, and I always wear
my helmet.
832
00:41:28,019 --> 00:41:30,052
Look, mom, you told me
to try something new,
833
00:41:30,088 --> 00:41:31,921
Take a risk, and I did.
834
00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:33,455
I really like it.
835
00:41:33,492 --> 00:41:35,791
It... It's freeing.
836
00:41:35,793 --> 00:41:39,529
I'm sorry I kept it a secret.
Can you please forgive me?
837
00:41:39,531 --> 00:41:41,264
- I mean, I'm not happy.
838
00:41:41,266 --> 00:41:42,765
I wish we had had
a conversation first.
839
00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:47,503
- But you're not mad?
- No. We're not mad.
840
00:41:47,506 --> 00:41:50,673
Just please don't keep things
like this from us again.
841
00:41:50,808 --> 00:41:52,341
Okay?
- Yeah.
842
00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:54,744
We'll have to set some rules,
of course, you know.
843
00:41:54,879 --> 00:41:57,280
- Okay, yeah, but first can I
tell you guys about last week?
844
00:41:57,349 --> 00:41:59,548
So we found this great field
845
00:41:59,584 --> 00:42:01,551
With this huge patch
of mud, and brandon--
846
00:42:01,686 --> 00:42:03,319
- (whispering): Shh!
Wait, wait, wait.
847
00:42:04,523 --> 00:42:05,755
Finally!
848
00:42:10,295 --> 00:42:12,361
- ♪♪ can you hear it humming ♪
849
00:42:13,632 --> 00:42:16,432
- Let's go.
- ♪ can you touch its glow ♪
850
00:42:17,702 --> 00:42:21,337
♪ all around, singing for us ♪
851
00:42:21,406 --> 00:42:23,973
♪ and us alone ♪
852
00:42:24,108 --> 00:42:27,577
♪ it's in all the faces ♪
853
00:42:27,646 --> 00:42:30,113
♪ of people passing by ♪
854
00:42:31,316 --> 00:42:33,983
♪ it's so beautiful ♪
855
00:42:33,985 --> 00:42:37,753
♪ it's a wonderland ♪
856
00:42:39,190 --> 00:42:41,257
(chuckles)
- what's on your mind?
857
00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:43,993
- No, I feel silly
saying it now.
858
00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:45,995
- Oh, now you have to.
859
00:42:48,666 --> 00:42:51,667
- The jacket,
the secrecy with lou.
860
00:42:51,703 --> 00:42:54,837
I guess I just thought
you two had a thing together.
861
00:42:54,873 --> 00:42:57,940
(clucks)
- nope.
862
00:43:00,144 --> 00:43:01,744
- Thank you...
863
00:43:01,879 --> 00:43:03,813
For looking after my sister
all those years ago.
864
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,787
Oh, I told lyndy
about, uh, that foal.
865
00:43:12,991 --> 00:43:15,158
And she's coming up with names.
866
00:43:15,293 --> 00:43:17,093
So far, her two favourites are
867
00:43:17,162 --> 00:43:20,296
Dancer or, um, peanut.
868
00:43:20,431 --> 00:43:21,764
- Hmm.
869
00:43:23,901 --> 00:43:25,935
I like 'em both.
(amy laughs)
870
00:43:27,038 --> 00:43:29,172
- Good.
(nathan laughs)
871
00:43:29,307 --> 00:43:32,174
- ♪ it's a wonderland ♪
872
00:43:32,210 --> 00:43:33,643
♪ oh-oh-oh ♪
873
00:43:33,712 --> 00:43:36,445
♪ oh-oh ♪
874
00:43:36,481 --> 00:43:38,981
♪ it's a wonderland ♪♪
875
00:43:55,066 --> 00:43:58,033
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