1 00:00:08,843 --> 00:00:10,637 Previously on Nurse Jackie... 2 00:00:10,804 --> 00:00:12,055 Then where are we at? 3 00:00:12,138 --> 00:00:14,557 The don't tell anyone at work part. 4 00:00:14,891 --> 00:00:16,059 I'd like to break up with you. 5 00:00:18,895 --> 00:00:21,147 Please, leave me alone. 6 00:00:23,066 --> 00:00:24,901 - Can I ask a question? - Shoot. 7 00:00:25,235 --> 00:00:26,403 Are you guys having sex? 8 00:00:26,486 --> 00:00:28,530 Okay, so you were just studying and taking drugs 9 00:00:28,613 --> 00:00:30,156 with a boy you lied about not seeing anymore? 10 00:00:30,240 --> 00:00:31,324 Yeah, Mom. 11 00:00:31,408 --> 00:00:34,077 I took something and I still did everything I was supposed to do. 12 00:00:34,828 --> 00:00:36,079 You know what that's like, right? 13 00:00:36,162 --> 00:00:38,081 Actually, I've got to go. Kevin is here and... 14 00:00:39,124 --> 00:00:40,834 It's after midnight and Kevin's there? 15 00:00:40,917 --> 00:00:42,085 I love you. 16 00:00:42,585 --> 00:00:43,920 Yeah, I got to go. 17 00:00:44,003 --> 00:00:45,964 I think the girls should live with you. 18 00:00:46,256 --> 00:00:47,882 Grace is using drugs. 19 00:00:47,966 --> 00:00:50,135 I don't think she should be with me. 20 00:00:50,468 --> 00:00:51,636 We're not there yet. 21 00:00:52,303 --> 00:00:54,097 I think we are. 22 00:01:54,199 --> 00:01:55,825 Car's all packed. 23 00:01:56,951 --> 00:01:58,244 One for the road? 24 00:01:58,328 --> 00:01:59,579 Been cooking all morning. 25 00:01:59,662 --> 00:02:00,747 Yeah. 26 00:02:03,792 --> 00:02:05,293 So we're all going to your thing later today. 27 00:02:05,376 --> 00:02:07,003 I'm not. I have Model UN. 28 00:02:08,129 --> 00:02:10,632 I have invited some friends from work, just so you know. 29 00:02:11,758 --> 00:02:13,092 Like Eddie? 30 00:02:13,176 --> 00:02:14,761 Grace, enough with the attitude. 31 00:02:14,844 --> 00:02:16,679 You're going to your mother's ceremony and that's it. 32 00:02:16,846 --> 00:02:19,098 No, that's okay. Grace can do what she wants. 33 00:02:19,182 --> 00:02:22,227 - It's her choice. - If it's my choice, then I'm not going. 34 00:02:29,776 --> 00:02:31,361 Officer Verelli. 35 00:02:34,405 --> 00:02:35,406 Your phone broken? 36 00:02:35,490 --> 00:02:36,533 What are you doing here? 37 00:02:37,075 --> 00:02:40,036 I don't know. I figure you get to visit me at work, I thought maybe... 38 00:02:40,119 --> 00:02:41,120 Yeah, not a good time. 39 00:02:42,664 --> 00:02:45,124 Look, you know this is an important day for me. 40 00:02:45,208 --> 00:02:46,751 Can I not have this hanging over my head? 41 00:02:46,835 --> 00:02:47,961 Yeah, God forbid. 42 00:02:48,044 --> 00:02:49,546 You just turn it off, just like that? 43 00:02:49,629 --> 00:02:52,799 I'm the one that said, "I love you," took a big step forward. 44 00:02:52,882 --> 00:02:53,967 Now I've got to take a step back. 45 00:02:54,050 --> 00:02:55,593 Why are you making this so difficult? 46 00:02:56,010 --> 00:02:57,887 You're the one that's making it difficult, believe me. 47 00:02:58,012 --> 00:02:59,973 It's a lot easier dating 23-year-olds. 48 00:03:00,348 --> 00:03:01,975 - Fuck you. - That's good. 49 00:03:02,058 --> 00:03:03,393 That's beautiful, honey. 50 00:03:03,476 --> 00:03:05,812 Thank you so much for coming all the way down here to tell me that. 51 00:03:07,730 --> 00:03:08,731 Look, I've got work to do. 52 00:03:13,194 --> 00:03:14,612 What did you think of the gift I sent over? 53 00:03:15,905 --> 00:03:17,198 Loved it. 54 00:03:19,200 --> 00:03:21,870 You know what? We're done here. 55 00:03:28,918 --> 00:03:30,670 Normal respiration. BP's okay. 56 00:03:30,753 --> 00:03:32,255 Sir, why are you here? 57 00:03:32,338 --> 00:03:33,590 I'm dying. 58 00:03:35,925 --> 00:03:37,135 Do we have a history? 59 00:03:37,260 --> 00:03:40,346 I'm a gay man in New York City 60 00:03:40,430 --> 00:03:42,515 who managed to get old. 61 00:03:42,974 --> 00:03:44,934 How's that for a history? 62 00:03:45,643 --> 00:03:47,437 Intake says advanced liver cancer. 63 00:03:54,277 --> 00:03:56,946 This guy doesn't need an ER. He needs a hospice. 64 00:03:57,030 --> 00:04:01,034 You know that. We can't justify keeping him here to Akalitus. 65 00:04:02,619 --> 00:04:05,163 Sir, do you have any nausea? Do you have a rash? Anything? 66 00:04:05,580 --> 00:04:06,581 No. 67 00:04:07,206 --> 00:04:08,750 But I've got pain. 68 00:04:08,833 --> 00:04:10,668 How much on a scale of one to 10? 69 00:04:10,752 --> 00:04:12,962 It only goes to 10? 70 00:04:17,008 --> 00:04:18,718 Okay, let's get the patient comfortable. 71 00:04:18,801 --> 00:04:21,262 Start IV hydration. I'll write a script for morphine. 72 00:04:24,223 --> 00:04:26,142 You look very familiar to me, Wally. 73 00:04:26,976 --> 00:04:28,311 So do you. 74 00:04:28,394 --> 00:04:30,355 Oh, my God. Don't Tell Mama. 75 00:04:30,688 --> 00:04:32,690 It's a piano bar in Hell's Kitchen. 76 00:04:32,774 --> 00:04:34,525 You always sing Cole Porter. 77 00:04:34,984 --> 00:04:37,612 And you're Bill in Show Boat. 78 00:04:38,029 --> 00:04:39,364 You remember my song. 79 00:04:39,447 --> 00:04:41,824 I remember your head 80 00:04:41,908 --> 00:04:44,869 getting tangled in the overhead lights. 81 00:04:44,953 --> 00:04:47,288 That was... Oh, God. 82 00:04:47,705 --> 00:04:49,624 All right, I'll be right back with your morphine. 83 00:04:49,707 --> 00:04:51,167 No morphine. 84 00:04:51,250 --> 00:04:52,502 It'll really help the pain. 85 00:04:52,585 --> 00:04:55,338 No painkillers. I'm... 86 00:04:56,047 --> 00:04:57,548 I'm in recovery. 87 00:05:03,846 --> 00:05:05,765 - Lidocaine. - Right away, Doctor. 88 00:05:12,939 --> 00:05:14,565 - Scalpel. - Scalpel. 89 00:05:20,196 --> 00:05:21,572 Butterflies? 90 00:05:23,199 --> 00:05:24,575 A few. 91 00:05:25,368 --> 00:05:26,786 Who wouldn't? 92 00:05:34,502 --> 00:05:37,463 Wait. Okay. 93 00:05:37,547 --> 00:05:38,589 You want to tell me what's going on? 94 00:05:38,881 --> 00:05:41,092 Your butterfly flirtation. 95 00:05:41,300 --> 00:05:43,261 - Not appreciated. - Okay, I got it. 96 00:05:44,053 --> 00:05:45,430 Here's the thing, okay? 97 00:05:45,722 --> 00:05:48,391 One sure way of letting everybody know what's going on between us 98 00:05:48,474 --> 00:05:49,892 is to start acting all formal. 99 00:05:51,394 --> 00:05:52,854 All right? Now, I'm just saying, 100 00:05:52,937 --> 00:05:55,481 I don't want you acting like somebody else. 101 00:05:56,232 --> 00:05:57,608 'Cause that would be a bad thing. 102 00:05:59,736 --> 00:06:01,154 Fine. 103 00:06:01,654 --> 00:06:03,114 Just be cool. 104 00:06:05,116 --> 00:06:07,076 I'm walking away first. 105 00:06:18,337 --> 00:06:19,672 Can you believe this? 106 00:06:22,925 --> 00:06:23,926 No comment. 107 00:06:26,262 --> 00:06:28,014 Really? 108 00:06:29,515 --> 00:06:34,228 Bread in the shape of a horseshoe and you have no comment? 109 00:06:37,315 --> 00:06:38,775 I understand after yesterday 110 00:06:38,858 --> 00:06:42,820 if you want to take back your invitation to your one-year celebration. 111 00:06:42,945 --> 00:06:44,280 No, I don't want that. 112 00:06:46,157 --> 00:06:48,201 Then you need to apologize to me. 113 00:06:51,120 --> 00:06:53,539 Zoey, I had just found out that my kid is using drugs. 114 00:06:53,623 --> 00:06:55,500 You will excuse me if I was a little fucked up. 115 00:06:56,959 --> 00:06:58,628 You still have to apologize. 116 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:07,929 One day you're gonna have a kid, 117 00:07:10,098 --> 00:07:12,308 and if you're really lucky, you're gonna have someone like you 118 00:07:12,391 --> 00:07:14,894 who gets really close to your kid. 119 00:07:16,521 --> 00:07:17,897 I am sorry. 120 00:07:19,982 --> 00:07:22,527 You have to be there this afternoon. 121 00:07:25,905 --> 00:07:27,657 Don't cry, we're at work. 122 00:07:32,745 --> 00:07:35,832 Just heard I've got a peer review today 123 00:07:35,998 --> 00:07:37,208 with Prentiss and Akalitus. 124 00:07:37,416 --> 00:07:38,417 And me. 125 00:07:38,501 --> 00:07:39,669 Is that a good thing? 126 00:07:39,752 --> 00:07:41,420 Since we're no longer together, 127 00:07:41,504 --> 00:07:43,506 I have a much clearer perspective on your performance. 128 00:07:43,714 --> 00:07:46,259 Okay. Is that a good thing? 129 00:07:46,884 --> 00:07:48,636 Peer reviews can be life changing. 130 00:07:49,178 --> 00:07:51,013 Every doctor here went through it as a resident. 131 00:07:51,848 --> 00:07:54,183 - And? - Some got to stay. 132 00:07:55,184 --> 00:07:56,185 Shit. 133 00:07:57,436 --> 00:07:59,188 I so would not have worn this outfit 134 00:07:59,856 --> 00:08:02,024 if I'd known I'd be standing in front of you guys today. 135 00:08:07,029 --> 00:08:09,657 Grace's blood shows minimal trace amounts of Adderall. 136 00:08:09,824 --> 00:08:11,868 Basic teenage starter kit stuff. 137 00:08:12,618 --> 00:08:13,953 You must be so proud. 138 00:08:16,956 --> 00:08:19,375 I'm just trying to lighten things up. 139 00:08:19,625 --> 00:08:21,169 Yeah, comedy's about timing. 140 00:08:21,252 --> 00:08:22,670 This timing's not so good. 141 00:08:22,753 --> 00:08:23,921 Yeah. 142 00:08:24,005 --> 00:08:25,798 About this afternoon. 143 00:08:25,882 --> 00:08:27,842 If it's all the same to you, I'm not gonna make it. 144 00:08:30,386 --> 00:08:32,805 All right. Do what you like. 145 00:08:33,264 --> 00:08:35,266 Yeah, maybe a little less 'tude. 146 00:08:35,850 --> 00:08:39,478 When a 14-year-old asks me if I'm screwing her mom, 147 00:08:39,562 --> 00:08:40,730 I kind of need a minute. 148 00:08:40,897 --> 00:08:43,816 Can any part of you be nice to any part of me today? 149 00:08:44,233 --> 00:08:46,777 It's not my job to make things nice for you. 150 00:08:47,111 --> 00:08:51,407 I give you work advice, relationship advice, do homework with your kid. 151 00:08:52,074 --> 00:08:53,868 Exactly when did I become your girlfriend? 152 00:08:59,415 --> 00:09:01,167 Hey, Frank. It's Jackie. 153 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:06,005 I guess you're taking a bite out of crime, huh? 154 00:09:07,590 --> 00:09:09,550 Can you do me a favor and call me, please? 155 00:09:09,634 --> 00:09:10,843 Thanks. 156 00:09:13,346 --> 00:09:15,598 - How's Wally? - Only in pure agony. 157 00:09:16,933 --> 00:09:18,267 You know what I'm gonna ask, right? 158 00:09:18,851 --> 00:09:21,062 He's dying. Everybody in his life is gone. 159 00:09:21,145 --> 00:09:24,232 Would you like me to take time off? I could do hospice at his apartment. 160 00:09:24,315 --> 00:09:27,360 Absolutely not, but he can't be taking up space in the ER. 161 00:09:30,112 --> 00:09:32,114 There's room in ICU. 162 00:09:32,615 --> 00:09:34,033 And privacy. 163 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:37,245 Let's make him comfortable there. 164 00:09:42,792 --> 00:09:45,962 Anyone ever tell you that you have a beautiful singing voice? 165 00:09:47,046 --> 00:09:50,466 When it's last call at Don't Tell Mama, 166 00:09:51,592 --> 00:09:54,929 everyone has a beautiful singing voice. 167 00:09:59,350 --> 00:10:02,144 Now, you know we could make you more comfortable? 168 00:10:03,688 --> 00:10:05,982 Twenty-two years sober. 169 00:10:07,358 --> 00:10:09,986 That may not mean anything to you, 170 00:10:11,028 --> 00:10:13,155 but I'm not giving in now. 171 00:10:14,031 --> 00:10:15,825 No, I sort of get it. 172 00:10:19,829 --> 00:10:20,955 But if you change your mind. 173 00:10:21,497 --> 00:10:23,374 I won't. 174 00:10:23,833 --> 00:10:25,501 So don't ask. 175 00:10:34,260 --> 00:10:37,054 The Infant Jesus of Prague. 176 00:10:37,179 --> 00:10:38,472 Know your saints, do you? 177 00:10:39,015 --> 00:10:41,600 May even be meeting them soon. 178 00:10:43,728 --> 00:10:46,439 I used to wear a St. Christopher 179 00:10:47,398 --> 00:10:50,359 till they kicked him out of the Hall of Fame. 180 00:10:53,279 --> 00:10:54,989 Things change. 181 00:10:56,449 --> 00:10:59,535 I think of all the Big Macs I could have eaten on Friday instead of fish sticks. 182 00:11:01,370 --> 00:11:03,205 You still go to mass? 183 00:11:05,374 --> 00:11:07,126 No, not so much. 184 00:11:09,837 --> 00:11:11,714 You leave the church. 185 00:11:13,174 --> 00:11:14,800 It never leaves you. 186 00:11:20,556 --> 00:11:22,641 Commonly, when reviewing first-year residents, 187 00:11:22,725 --> 00:11:26,896 the first months bring both good and not so good experiences. 188 00:11:27,396 --> 00:11:28,731 Thank you. 189 00:11:31,609 --> 00:11:34,612 Before we vote if your residency 190 00:11:34,695 --> 00:11:37,907 will continue at All Saints, we'd like to hear from one more voice. 191 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:39,241 Jackie? 192 00:11:39,325 --> 00:11:41,660 I worry every time you get near a patient. 193 00:11:41,869 --> 00:11:43,537 You worry? You know how I feel? 194 00:11:46,082 --> 00:11:47,625 Scared. 195 00:11:48,584 --> 00:11:49,585 All the time. 196 00:11:50,294 --> 00:11:53,798 I'm totally freaked that the teeniest procedure I perform, 197 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,466 I'm gonna kill someone. 198 00:11:55,591 --> 00:11:57,301 You did almost kill someone. 199 00:11:58,803 --> 00:12:00,137 I know what to do. 200 00:12:01,097 --> 00:12:02,431 I'm trained. lam. 201 00:12:02,556 --> 00:12:05,434 But I need confidence. 202 00:12:05,935 --> 00:12:08,187 And I'm trying to get better at it. 203 00:12:08,270 --> 00:12:09,563 I'm learning. 204 00:12:12,108 --> 00:12:13,692 I need a chance. 205 00:12:24,203 --> 00:12:25,454 Would you mind? 206 00:12:25,621 --> 00:12:27,248 I couldn't. We're in a meeting. 207 00:12:27,331 --> 00:12:28,374 Off! 208 00:12:29,250 --> 00:12:30,543 Can we just do this? 209 00:12:30,793 --> 00:12:32,253 - All in favor? - Wait. 210 00:12:36,632 --> 00:12:40,052 Who here first time touching a patient wasn't scared shitless? 211 00:12:40,136 --> 00:12:41,762 Except you, Ike. 212 00:12:42,263 --> 00:12:46,142 The worst you can say about Dr. Roman is that she almost killed a patient. 213 00:12:46,684 --> 00:12:49,145 I did kill a patient and we never talk about it. 214 00:12:49,854 --> 00:12:53,399 Look around. Dr. Prentiss, you did time for dealing. 215 00:12:54,316 --> 00:12:56,485 Gloria, you recently had memory issues. 216 00:12:56,944 --> 00:13:00,114 Jackie, you were a drug addict treating patients. 217 00:13:01,490 --> 00:13:04,243 We all make mistakes. 218 00:13:08,205 --> 00:13:10,541 - I vote she stays. - Opposed? 219 00:13:12,626 --> 00:13:15,337 I'm sorry, Dr. Roman. We are dismissing you from All Saints. 220 00:13:24,638 --> 00:13:26,307 Hi, sweetie. How are you feeling? 221 00:13:27,266 --> 00:13:32,313 It's weird. I actually started feeling better. 222 00:13:37,193 --> 00:13:38,194 Thor! 223 00:13:40,779 --> 00:13:43,782 Against his wishes, you administered morphine to an addict? 224 00:13:43,866 --> 00:13:45,826 And what, he's gonna be hooked the rest of his life? 225 00:13:46,035 --> 00:13:47,203 Don't you be fucking smart. 226 00:13:47,286 --> 00:13:50,206 Excuse me, Jackie. Not everybody is getting a cake today. 227 00:13:50,289 --> 00:13:51,749 Some people need relief from suffering. 228 00:13:51,874 --> 00:13:53,667 You don't get to make that choice. 229 00:14:00,716 --> 00:14:02,551 Dr. Roman. 230 00:14:03,344 --> 00:14:05,679 Big of you to come say goodbye. 231 00:14:08,182 --> 00:14:11,894 I've had some time to think about the conditions that I've had to work under. 232 00:14:13,229 --> 00:14:18,901 On reflection, I believe that I've been asked to perform in a 233 00:14:21,028 --> 00:14:22,488 hostile work environment. 234 00:14:23,572 --> 00:14:26,867 My immediate supervisor, Dr. Cooper, 235 00:14:27,368 --> 00:14:30,412 groped my breast in a public area, 236 00:14:30,829 --> 00:14:35,084 then had sex with me in my workplace. 237 00:14:36,418 --> 00:14:38,629 And, as I understand, 238 00:14:38,712 --> 00:14:43,926 you yourself hid a mental incapacity that prevented my adequate supervision. 239 00:14:45,219 --> 00:14:47,012 - Who the hell are you? - Brandon Hall. 240 00:14:47,429 --> 00:14:49,557 Stern, Goodman, and Kearns. 241 00:14:50,057 --> 00:14:51,517 Are you her attorney? 242 00:14:52,226 --> 00:14:54,103 Not yet. 243 00:14:54,937 --> 00:14:55,938 Should he be? 244 00:15:00,276 --> 00:15:01,569 Are you shitting me? 245 00:15:01,652 --> 00:15:03,696 Please, I came here for privacy. A little decorum. 246 00:15:03,779 --> 00:15:05,656 Jesus Christ... 247 00:15:07,866 --> 00:15:09,285 So you're keeping her? 248 00:15:10,578 --> 00:15:14,623 Our choice is to keep her or have our laundry hung out in court. 249 00:15:14,707 --> 00:15:16,166 No, I'm clean, so I say we go to court. 250 00:15:19,169 --> 00:15:20,170 Shit. 251 00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:24,800 Blame Dr. Cooper. This is what happens when doctors have sexual relations at work. 252 00:15:32,516 --> 00:15:34,143 Remember your car accident? 253 00:15:34,435 --> 00:15:37,896 I do. I prescribed oxy for you, and you're a drug addict. 254 00:15:39,064 --> 00:15:40,274 You didn't tell me. 255 00:15:41,150 --> 00:15:42,818 I would never have filled it. 256 00:15:44,403 --> 00:15:47,031 Take it. I wouldn't want your conscience keeping you up at night. 257 00:15:47,740 --> 00:15:48,741 Jackie. 258 00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:51,452 I just want you to like me. 259 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:52,995 Do better. 260 00:16:06,175 --> 00:16:07,509 It's been feeling a little weird over here. 261 00:16:07,635 --> 00:16:10,179 Later, at your meeting, more of this. 262 00:16:11,013 --> 00:16:13,557 From me, Fiona, Grace. 263 00:16:13,641 --> 00:16:15,392 Grace is not coming. 264 00:16:23,525 --> 00:16:24,693 He's in a lot of pain. 265 00:16:25,069 --> 00:16:27,321 Time to increase the morphine. 266 00:16:30,783 --> 00:16:33,160 Did he say 267 00:16:33,410 --> 00:16:35,120 I'm on morphine? 268 00:16:38,540 --> 00:16:40,709 I'd like more, please. 269 00:16:55,891 --> 00:16:57,976 Is there anything else we can do for you, Wally? 270 00:16:58,060 --> 00:17:01,480 Yes. I'd like last rites. 271 00:17:02,898 --> 00:17:04,441 Okay. I'll get the chaplain. 272 00:17:04,942 --> 00:17:06,735 I'd prefer it 273 00:17:07,403 --> 00:17:09,488 if you would do the honors. 274 00:17:09,697 --> 00:17:11,740 Me? I'm not a priest. 275 00:17:13,617 --> 00:17:15,786 The church 276 00:17:15,869 --> 00:17:18,330 never leaves you, Jackie. 277 00:17:25,713 --> 00:17:26,880 Get in. Now. 278 00:17:34,763 --> 00:17:35,889 You don't drive. 279 00:17:36,598 --> 00:17:37,891 I know. 280 00:17:45,816 --> 00:17:49,027 This is going to make your mom so happy. 281 00:17:51,864 --> 00:17:55,617 I know I sort of had to kidnap you, 282 00:17:55,701 --> 00:17:59,621 but someday you'll look back and be proud of doing this for her. 283 00:18:01,790 --> 00:18:05,878 Why are we always talking about her? It's always about her. 284 00:18:06,754 --> 00:18:08,255 I want to go home. 285 00:18:08,338 --> 00:18:09,339 Okay. 286 00:18:11,842 --> 00:18:15,471 Hold on. I'll pull over, 287 00:18:16,472 --> 00:18:20,350 so you can freak out 288 00:18:20,434 --> 00:18:21,643 and have my full attention. 289 00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:23,395 Okay. 290 00:18:24,188 --> 00:18:25,564 No,don't. 291 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,910 Do we have to go to my mom's thing? 292 00:18:41,705 --> 00:18:43,832 Not if you don't want to. 293 00:18:50,672 --> 00:18:52,007 Thank you. 294 00:18:53,801 --> 00:18:55,761 That's as high as we go. 295 00:18:57,429 --> 00:18:59,640 You're gonna start to get all floaty. 296 00:19:00,224 --> 00:19:02,434 Feel really good 297 00:19:02,518 --> 00:19:04,269 and probably sleep. 298 00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:09,775 May I say something? 299 00:19:10,692 --> 00:19:14,071 We only just met, formally anyway, 300 00:19:14,738 --> 00:19:19,701 but I want you to know what an example you are to me. 301 00:19:21,829 --> 00:19:25,290 You are not just a survivor, 302 00:19:25,374 --> 00:19:28,794 you have survived it all so elegantly. 303 00:19:29,878 --> 00:19:31,880 The closet. 304 00:19:32,130 --> 00:19:34,091 Stonewall. The plague. 305 00:19:34,716 --> 00:19:35,884 Disco. 306 00:19:41,932 --> 00:19:43,934 I am honored to be with you now. 307 00:19:45,686 --> 00:19:49,273 Sing one for me 308 00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:52,776 at Mama's. 309 00:20:21,930 --> 00:20:27,102 "Lord, we call upon you to accept the soul of Wallace into your kingdom. 310 00:20:29,688 --> 00:20:34,359 "Through this holy unction and the goodness of his mercy, 311 00:20:34,443 --> 00:20:40,449 "may God pardon thee whatever sins thou hast committed by evil use of sight, 312 00:20:44,244 --> 00:20:45,996 "of hearing, 313 00:20:48,999 --> 00:20:51,126 "of touch, 314 00:20:53,045 --> 00:20:54,630 "of speech, 315 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,594 "and of taste. 316 00:21:07,434 --> 00:21:09,603 "I call upon thee as... 317 00:21:14,149 --> 00:21:17,486 "As a servant of Jesus Christ to 318 00:21:21,907 --> 00:21:26,328 "sanctify our actions in the fulfillment of the will of God." 319 00:21:28,372 --> 00:21:29,831 - Amen. - Amen. 320 00:21:30,874 --> 00:21:31,875 Amen. 321 00:21:43,053 --> 00:21:44,972 It's been a year today. 322 00:21:45,847 --> 00:21:47,683 But nothing changes. 323 00:21:49,685 --> 00:21:51,353 Everything I did, all of it. 324 00:21:53,981 --> 00:21:55,983 It never goes away, does it? 325 00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:05,993 I'm gonna have to ask you to pull over, so I can pat you down. 326 00:22:06,076 --> 00:22:07,244 You can save your "yokes. 327 00:22:08,870 --> 00:22:10,247 And by the way, I'm not 23, 328 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:12,165 so you don't have to break up with me in person. 329 00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:14,209 Jackie. 330 00:22:15,544 --> 00:22:17,504 Jackie, come on. 331 00:22:18,296 --> 00:22:20,465 I never should have said that. 332 00:22:21,550 --> 00:22:23,677 Never should have said it, okay? 333 00:22:23,802 --> 00:22:25,012 About the 23-year-olds. 334 00:22:25,095 --> 00:22:27,097 Look, all I said was it's easier, okay? 335 00:22:27,180 --> 00:22:28,181 It sure as hell ain't better, 336 00:22:28,265 --> 00:22:29,850 it ain't what I want, and it ain't what I'm doing. 337 00:22:29,933 --> 00:22:31,018 So this is you apologizing? 338 00:22:31,101 --> 00:22:33,770 No, why does everything got to be a fucking mea culpa with you? 339 00:22:33,854 --> 00:22:35,439 It's always like a goddamn opera. 340 00:22:35,522 --> 00:22:37,816 Why can't we have a conversation like normal fucking people? 341 00:22:37,899 --> 00:22:41,486 Normal? I'm a drug addict who just gave up custody of her two kids. 342 00:22:42,654 --> 00:22:44,197 You gave up the girls? 343 00:22:44,281 --> 00:22:46,074 Grace is using drugs. 344 00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:49,286 Shit. 345 00:22:51,997 --> 00:22:54,791 - Jack, I didn't know. - Yeah, answer your fucking phone. 346 00:22:55,917 --> 00:22:56,918 Yeah. 347 00:22:58,086 --> 00:22:59,838 Yeah, you're right. 348 00:23:01,214 --> 00:23:02,549 I'm sorry. 349 00:23:03,216 --> 00:23:04,718 So that was an apology? 350 00:23:08,764 --> 00:23:11,975 You know I can be pissed at you and still love you, right? 351 00:23:19,816 --> 00:23:21,568 It's quarter to 3:00 352 00:23:23,487 --> 00:23:28,784 There's no one in the place Except you and me 353 00:23:33,622 --> 00:23:35,415 So set 'em up, Joe 354 00:23:37,292 --> 00:23:42,005 I got a little story you ought to know 355 00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:50,722 We're drinking, my friend 356 00:23:51,932 --> 00:23:57,270 To the end of a brief episode 357 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:03,819 Make it one for my baby 358 00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:10,784 And one more for the road 359 00:24:14,663 --> 00:24:17,290 I've never had to take off a man's bulletproof vest before. 360 00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:19,876 That's the beauty of Velcro. 361 00:24:24,673 --> 00:24:26,675 - All right, so. - Yeah? 362 00:24:28,343 --> 00:24:29,636 What was with the bread? 363 00:24:32,013 --> 00:24:34,474 You finally fucking opened it, huh? 364 00:24:35,475 --> 00:24:38,728 Okay, was that the dumbest gift you've ever gotten? 365 00:24:40,230 --> 00:24:42,190 That is a family tradition. 366 00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,235 When something good happens to us, 367 00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:47,154 we make horseshoe bread. 368 00:24:48,071 --> 00:24:50,824 See, that way, our luck doesn't run out. 369 00:24:53,702 --> 00:24:55,120 Who are you? 370 00:24:57,706 --> 00:25:00,125 I'm a guy who's done some stuff right 371 00:25:00,208 --> 00:25:01,835 and some stuff wrong. 372 00:25:02,377 --> 00:25:04,713 Trust me, right's a lot better. 373 00:25:05,964 --> 00:25:07,549 And you... 374 00:25:09,968 --> 00:25:13,096 You are what's right, Jackie Peyton. 375 00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,479 I love you. 376 00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:24,858 Yeah? 377 00:25:26,276 --> 00:25:27,736 Well... 378 00:25:30,363 --> 00:25:32,240 How could you not? 379 00:25:43,835 --> 00:25:44,836 Okay. 380 00:25:46,087 --> 00:25:49,549 I'm gonna see you at your thing later, all right? 381 00:25:52,844 --> 00:25:55,180 You know, I'm very proud of you. 382 00:26:06,399 --> 00:26:07,400 Okay. 383 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:13,823 So thanks for the cheer 384 00:26:15,450 --> 00:26:17,869 I hope you didn't mind me 385 00:26:17,953 --> 00:26:21,456 Bending your ear 386 00:26:25,168 --> 00:26:28,505 This torch that I've found 387 00:26:28,588 --> 00:26:31,424 Has got to be drowned 388 00:26:31,508 --> 00:26:35,971 For it soon will explode 389 00:26:38,473 --> 00:26:41,851 Make it one for my baby 390 00:26:43,436 --> 00:26:47,816 And one more for the road 391 00:26:49,317 --> 00:26:51,987 The long 392 00:26:52,821 --> 00:26:56,157 Long 393 00:26:57,158 --> 00:27:01,496 Road 394 00:27:12,882 --> 00:27:17,178 Happy anniversary to you 395 00:27:17,470 --> 00:27:21,474 Happy anniversary to you 396 00:27:21,599 --> 00:27:26,604 Happy anniversary, dear Jackie 397 00:27:26,980 --> 00:27:32,444 Happy anniversary to you 398 00:27:55,592 --> 00:27:57,927 Hi, my name is Jackie and I am... 399 00:28:03,224 --> 00:28:06,144 I am an addict and... 400 00:28:10,315 --> 00:28:13,568 Today I am sober for one year.