1 00:00:04,270 --> 00:00:08,274 -Previously on "The Real Housewives of New York City"... 2 00:00:08,308 --> 00:00:11,277 -I've been on, like, this whole Zen journey. 3 00:00:11,311 --> 00:00:13,113 -You're like a reborn monk. 4 00:00:13,146 --> 00:00:14,514 -But don't think I won't smack a bitch. 5 00:00:14,547 --> 00:00:15,749 -[ Laughs ] 6 00:00:15,782 --> 00:00:17,350 -Both of us have had a crazy story. 7 00:00:17,384 --> 00:00:18,718 Racquel and I had been seeing men. 8 00:00:18,752 --> 00:00:20,553 -Well, how did you like that? 9 00:00:20,587 --> 00:00:22,689 -Well, clearly not -- not enough. 10 00:00:22,722 --> 00:00:25,425 [ Laughing ] I mean... -A friend told Jenna the story 11 00:00:25,458 --> 00:00:27,560 you told us about the Hamptons and the car breaking down. 12 00:00:27,594 --> 00:00:30,830 -I didn't say she was poor. It's insane. 13 00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:32,599 Ugh! -Excuse me? 14 00:00:32,632 --> 00:00:34,167 -You're, like, a bad friend. 15 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:36,403 -You told...that I sleep with men for money. 16 00:00:36,436 --> 00:00:38,571 -Are you nuts? -Now I'm nuts. 17 00:00:38,605 --> 00:00:40,740 -You are unwell, Brynn. -I'm not doing this. 18 00:00:40,774 --> 00:00:43,576 This is literally trash. 19 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:45,512 ** 20 00:00:45,545 --> 00:00:48,581 -Why date their dad when you can just be mother? 21 00:00:48,615 --> 00:00:50,216 -In the cocktail of life, 22 00:00:50,250 --> 00:00:52,786 a New Yorker is never shaken or stirred. 23 00:00:52,819 --> 00:00:54,454 -Just like a painting, 24 00:00:54,487 --> 00:00:56,489 you'll need a couple of looks to figure me out. 25 00:00:56,523 --> 00:01:00,593 -I may be hungry, but at least I'm not thirsty. 26 00:01:00,627 --> 00:01:04,297 -I'm not up-and-coming. I am already there. 27 00:01:04,330 --> 00:01:06,266 -Love looks good on me. 28 00:01:06,299 --> 00:01:08,201 But, darling, what doesn't? 29 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:10,637 Not everyone can be Jenna [bleep] Lyons, 30 00:01:10,670 --> 00:01:12,405 but they can try. 31 00:01:12,439 --> 00:01:21,414 ** 32 00:01:21,448 --> 00:01:30,824 ** 33 00:01:30,857 --> 00:01:32,759 -Hi. How are you? -Hello. 34 00:01:32,792 --> 00:01:35,862 Welcome to Bitz-n-Pieces. 35 00:01:35,895 --> 00:01:38,898 -Thanks. My mom should be here soon. 36 00:01:38,932 --> 00:01:41,234 -Hi. How are you? -Hi, Dorothy. 37 00:01:41,267 --> 00:01:43,570 -Good. Welcome back. I did it. 38 00:01:43,603 --> 00:01:44,871 -Oh, my God! 39 00:01:44,904 --> 00:01:46,940 -I said, "Give me my mom's hair." 40 00:01:46,973 --> 00:01:48,641 -Ready? 41 00:01:48,675 --> 00:01:52,145 [ Indistinct talking ] 42 00:01:54,647 --> 00:01:57,550 -Last summer, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. 43 00:01:57,584 --> 00:02:01,354 And she's, right now, in her third week of chemo. 44 00:02:01,388 --> 00:02:03,790 So I just want to be like, "Hey, 45 00:02:03,823 --> 00:02:05,692 we're going to have the same length hair. 46 00:02:05,725 --> 00:02:08,428 I'll wear a wig with you." 47 00:02:08,461 --> 00:02:12,665 I just want her to know that I'm in this fight with her. 48 00:02:12,699 --> 00:02:14,668 -How are you doing today? -I'm good. 49 00:02:14,701 --> 00:02:16,302 How are you? -Good. Eh, it's okay. 50 00:02:16,336 --> 00:02:18,571 -You don't feel good? Nauseous? 51 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:22,242 [ Bell chimes ] 52 00:02:22,275 --> 00:02:23,977 -Hi! -Oh, hi! -Look who's here! 53 00:02:24,010 --> 00:02:25,612 -How are you? -How are you? 54 00:02:25,645 --> 00:02:27,480 -Hi! How are you? I'm so happy to see you. 55 00:02:27,514 --> 00:02:29,282 -Good to see you, sweetheart. -It's nice seeing you. 56 00:02:29,315 --> 00:02:31,584 Erin told me I was the first person she called 57 00:02:31,618 --> 00:02:33,920 when her mom was diagnosed with cancer. 58 00:02:33,953 --> 00:02:35,622 I believe she called 59 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:37,957 not only that, obviously, I lost my mom 60 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,461 and she knows how I felt about my mom, 61 00:02:41,494 --> 00:02:44,698 but I think she knows that I'm really there for people 62 00:02:44,731 --> 00:02:47,801 when they're going through a tough time. 63 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:49,469 -You didn't notice anything. 64 00:02:49,502 --> 00:02:52,372 I chopped my hair off. -We have the same hair? 65 00:02:52,405 --> 00:02:53,707 -Does it look horrible? -No, you amazing. 66 00:02:53,740 --> 00:02:55,975 -Solidarity! -Doesn't she look beautiful? 67 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:57,744 -You look stunning. It just shows your face even more. -I'm telling you. 68 00:02:57,777 --> 00:02:59,713 I love it. -Hi. How are you? Welcome. 69 00:02:59,746 --> 00:03:01,681 -Ubah. -Fernando. Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 70 00:03:01,715 --> 00:03:04,351 -Fernando, do you have one like that but not gray? 71 00:03:04,384 --> 00:03:06,986 I'm not ready for gray yet. -I do, yeah, definitely. 72 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,955 I have two wigs for you. -I love that. 73 00:03:08,988 --> 00:03:11,458 -So let's try it on and see how you like it. -Okay. 74 00:03:11,491 --> 00:03:13,293 -Okay? -Yeah. -I like that she's having fun 75 00:03:13,326 --> 00:03:14,627 with it. -Yeah, yeah. 76 00:03:14,661 --> 00:03:17,630 -My love, how you feel about last night? 77 00:03:17,664 --> 00:03:19,399 -[ Sighs ] 78 00:03:19,432 --> 00:03:21,267 That's how I feel. 79 00:03:21,301 --> 00:03:23,403 [ Sighs ] -[ Laughs ] 80 00:03:23,436 --> 00:03:25,572 -I woke up this morning really, really hurt 81 00:03:25,605 --> 00:03:27,941 because I felt like to go to Jenna 82 00:03:27,974 --> 00:03:30,977 and damage my friendship with her when I need friends... 83 00:03:31,011 --> 00:03:32,512 Brynn knows what I'm going through. 84 00:03:32,545 --> 00:03:34,581 She knows my mom is sick. Like, she knows. 85 00:03:34,614 --> 00:03:35,915 -Yeah. 86 00:03:35,949 --> 00:03:38,318 Oh, I love it! -Oh, wow! 87 00:03:38,351 --> 00:03:40,053 Ooh! -Cool, right? 88 00:03:40,086 --> 00:03:41,621 -It looks so good. 89 00:03:41,654 --> 00:03:43,590 -Cute. -But you have more choices. 90 00:03:43,623 --> 00:03:45,658 -Yes. So let's go ahead. -We love choices. 91 00:03:45,692 --> 00:03:47,627 -Good. I'm glad. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 92 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:49,763 -I've always been super close with my mom, 93 00:03:49,796 --> 00:03:51,564 and I'm her only kid. 94 00:03:51,598 --> 00:03:53,800 My four siblings come from my dad's second marriage, 95 00:03:53,833 --> 00:03:57,537 so me and my mom, we have this, like, really strong bond. 96 00:03:57,570 --> 00:04:00,640 And I want her to feel that I'm here for her. 97 00:04:00,674 --> 00:04:02,942 -Oh, my God, it's gorgeous. -It's actually pretty. 98 00:04:02,976 --> 00:04:06,413 -Yeah. So Brynn, would you think her action was trying 99 00:04:06,446 --> 00:04:08,848 to damage your friendship with Jenna? 100 00:04:08,882 --> 00:04:11,484 -She kind of did. And Jenna's like, "No, no, she didn't." 101 00:04:11,518 --> 00:04:13,386 But, like, it affected our friendship. 102 00:04:13,420 --> 00:04:15,321 -She didn't spoke to you for a while. -Yeah. 103 00:04:15,355 --> 00:04:17,857 -The past six months, things have been weird with Jenna. 104 00:04:17,891 --> 00:04:19,459 They're still weird. 105 00:04:19,492 --> 00:04:21,661 What happened was, when we were in Anguilla, 106 00:04:21,695 --> 00:04:24,431 Jenna had opened up to all of us 107 00:04:24,464 --> 00:04:27,867 that there were times where the money was dry. 108 00:04:27,901 --> 00:04:30,837 I don't want to, like, spill her personal things, 109 00:04:30,870 --> 00:04:33,340 but, like, this wasn't personal information 110 00:04:33,373 --> 00:04:34,908 that she confided in me about. 111 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:36,543 Everybody knew this. 112 00:04:36,576 --> 00:04:38,845 So I think that that was in the back of Brynn's mind 113 00:04:38,878 --> 00:04:40,880 when I said I had to pay for the Uber, and it was like, 114 00:04:40,914 --> 00:04:43,383 "Oh, let's [bleep] get her." You know? 115 00:04:43,416 --> 00:04:45,685 The thing that is frustrating is that 116 00:04:45,719 --> 00:04:48,722 it's almost like reliving the cheese story. 117 00:04:48,755 --> 00:04:51,091 -This is me interpreting Erin telling me the story, okay? 118 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:52,959 She's like, "That's cheese." 119 00:04:52,992 --> 00:04:55,362 And then supposedly Sai goes, "That's weird." 120 00:04:55,395 --> 00:04:57,130 -No, she literally makes [bleep] up. 121 00:04:57,163 --> 00:05:00,400 This happened before. -Oh, my God, I didn't look at it that way. 122 00:05:00,433 --> 00:05:01,835 -I think we just need to, like, accept 123 00:05:01,868 --> 00:05:04,004 that she changes stories and make it a joke. 124 00:05:04,037 --> 00:05:07,140 -Oh, how is everything with Abe? You guys are doing good? 125 00:05:07,173 --> 00:05:09,409 -Yeah. We had, like, a thing. 126 00:05:09,442 --> 00:05:11,444 I don't tell anyone. 127 00:05:17,417 --> 00:05:20,020 I just needed him to be there for me this time, 128 00:05:20,053 --> 00:05:21,955 like, with everything with my mom. -I know. 129 00:05:21,988 --> 00:05:24,924 -And he just piled it on, all this [bleep] that, like, 130 00:05:24,958 --> 00:05:26,159 I didn't know about. 131 00:05:26,192 --> 00:05:29,129 -I am here if she wants to share. 132 00:05:29,162 --> 00:05:30,730 But it's really hard to give advice 133 00:05:30,764 --> 00:05:32,766 when you don't know the full story. 134 00:05:32,799 --> 00:05:34,467 -[ Cries ] 135 00:05:34,501 --> 00:05:36,469 There were some decisions 136 00:05:36,503 --> 00:05:38,605 that Abe made without discussing it with me, 137 00:05:38,638 --> 00:05:41,007 but the problem was that the truth came out 138 00:05:41,041 --> 00:05:44,544 right in the middle of me dealing with my mom 139 00:05:44,577 --> 00:05:46,546 and everything that we're going through. 140 00:05:46,579 --> 00:05:48,648 So I wasn't able to lean on him 141 00:05:48,682 --> 00:05:51,451 because he betrayed me, and I was furious with him, 142 00:05:51,484 --> 00:05:54,020 and it just added so much more stress. 143 00:05:54,054 --> 00:05:55,622 -Okay. 144 00:05:55,655 --> 00:05:58,124 -Oh, I actually like that. -I like this one. 145 00:05:58,158 --> 00:05:59,192 -I like it more. -Yeah? -Yeah. 146 00:05:59,225 --> 00:06:01,061 Because this one, 147 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:02,729 the root of this is the same color as her hair. -More natural. 148 00:06:02,762 --> 00:06:04,531 -Yeah. This is -- This is -- -Right. 149 00:06:04,564 --> 00:06:05,732 -Good. I'm glad. -Right? -Yeah. 150 00:06:05,765 --> 00:06:07,934 You could fool someone on this. 151 00:06:07,967 --> 00:06:09,202 Just don't take them to bed. 152 00:06:09,235 --> 00:06:11,204 -[ Chuckling ] Oh! 153 00:06:11,237 --> 00:06:17,210 ** 154 00:06:17,243 --> 00:06:23,016 ** 155 00:06:23,049 --> 00:06:25,652 -Hi. -Hi. Is there any way I could have some water, please? 156 00:06:25,685 --> 00:06:27,620 -Of course. Would you like still or sparkling? 157 00:06:27,654 --> 00:06:29,689 -Still is great. Yeah, thank you so much. -Perfect. I'll be right back. 158 00:06:29,723 --> 00:06:33,193 -Oh. Hi, hottie. Look at you! -Oh, thank you. 159 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:35,662 -Do you have an Arnold Palmer? 160 00:06:35,695 --> 00:06:37,464 -Of course. -I would like an Arnold Palmer 161 00:06:37,497 --> 00:06:40,567 and an iced latte with regular milk. -Yes. Perfect. 162 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:42,135 -With regular milk? -Yes. From, like, a cow. 163 00:06:42,168 --> 00:06:43,870 Like, things that walk the Earth. 164 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:45,605 Not a nut of any kind. -I'll get those going for you. 165 00:06:45,638 --> 00:06:47,507 -Thank you. -How are you? 166 00:06:47,540 --> 00:06:49,642 -We're starting the high school process. I was on a call yesterday 167 00:06:49,676 --> 00:06:51,711 because I need to know everything. 168 00:06:51,745 --> 00:06:53,546 Because I know you're going to do college with Beckett. 169 00:06:53,580 --> 00:06:55,081 -Well, we're doing it now, 170 00:06:55,115 --> 00:06:56,750 but, I mean, high school is so different in New York. 171 00:06:56,783 --> 00:06:58,518 What does she -- Where does she want to go? 172 00:06:58,551 --> 00:07:00,854 -London definitely wants to go to LaGuardia. 173 00:07:00,887 --> 00:07:02,889 And she's going to audition through ballet. 174 00:07:02,922 --> 00:07:05,158 -That's cool. Thank you so much. -Thank you so much. 175 00:07:05,191 --> 00:07:07,560 -Of course. You all enjoy. -LaGuardia is amazing. 176 00:07:07,594 --> 00:07:09,829 -I'm worried. -What are you worried about? 177 00:07:09,863 --> 00:07:13,266 -She doesn't handle rejection as well as I do. 178 00:07:13,299 --> 00:07:15,735 I went to Parsons, and when I first got to art school, 179 00:07:15,769 --> 00:07:17,704 they do this -- It's -- There's a critique. 180 00:07:17,737 --> 00:07:20,640 So basically, you present your work, and someone's going to tell you 181 00:07:20,674 --> 00:07:22,242 and give you feedback about your work. 182 00:07:22,275 --> 00:07:24,277 And the first, like, week, I went home and cried every night. 183 00:07:24,310 --> 00:07:26,746 I was, like, sitting in my room listening to the Cocteau Twins 184 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:28,581 with, like, a tequila. 185 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:30,950 I'm like... It was awful. I was dying. 186 00:07:30,984 --> 00:07:33,286 -I really do like you, and I enjoy your conversation. 187 00:07:33,319 --> 00:07:34,921 I really do. -Well, thank you. 188 00:07:34,954 --> 00:07:37,624 -I do think that you have, like, very great advice. 189 00:07:37,657 --> 00:07:39,225 And I'm, like, in a very good space. 190 00:07:39,259 --> 00:07:42,762 I don't want to go back into being, like, this angry girl. 191 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:44,597 And no one knows why I'm upset... 192 00:07:44,631 --> 00:07:46,966 -Which I understand. -...which came out the other day. 193 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:50,103 -You are a [bleep] gaslighting narcissist. 194 00:07:50,136 --> 00:07:51,905 Not today, Satan. -Satan? 195 00:07:51,938 --> 00:07:53,973 -I had no intentions of losing my cool. 196 00:07:54,007 --> 00:07:56,042 Like, I'm really working on myself. 197 00:07:56,076 --> 00:07:57,877 -I don't think anyone ever really intends to lose their cool. 198 00:07:57,911 --> 00:07:59,546 That's why it's called losing their cool. 199 00:07:59,579 --> 00:08:01,147 -But then when you told me what she said -- 200 00:08:01,181 --> 00:08:03,049 -What did I tell you? -When you told me that Brynn 201 00:08:03,083 --> 00:08:05,685 told you that I hate you. -Oh. 202 00:08:05,719 --> 00:08:08,254 Why do you hate me? -I never said that. 203 00:08:08,288 --> 00:08:10,790 Who told you that? 204 00:08:10,824 --> 00:08:13,760 -Here's the thing. She's not the only one. 205 00:08:13,793 --> 00:08:15,762 Like, Sai, so many people have, like, 206 00:08:15,795 --> 00:08:17,330 said things to me about what you said about me. 207 00:08:17,364 --> 00:08:18,832 So it wasn't just her. 208 00:08:18,865 --> 00:08:20,667 So I don't want you to, like, 209 00:08:20,700 --> 00:08:22,769 completely dig a friendship with her 210 00:08:22,802 --> 00:08:24,771 because of something she said, which is not the majority 211 00:08:24,804 --> 00:08:27,007 of what other people have said. -I don't want you to think that that's it. 212 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:28,975 -Okay, well, you just said this, so that's why. 213 00:08:29,009 --> 00:08:31,244 -Yeah, I think -- No, that's what set me off that night. 214 00:08:31,277 --> 00:08:33,780 Right? Because we were close. We were very, very close. -Yeah, no, I know. 215 00:08:33,813 --> 00:08:35,982 -And it was very hurtful because I've been there for her. 216 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:39,052 This past November -- I know how she is around the holidays. 217 00:08:39,085 --> 00:08:41,154 I get it, you're broken. I understand that. 218 00:08:41,187 --> 00:08:43,289 -You said you reached out. -I still reached out and was like, 219 00:08:43,323 --> 00:08:45,325 "Hey, if you're in California, come to my house for Thanksgiving." 220 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:48,194 But then she'll go behind my back and talk [bleep] about me? 221 00:08:48,228 --> 00:08:50,663 That's not what a friend does. -Right. No, I understand. 222 00:08:50,697 --> 00:08:53,199 -Like, even if I did say that, wow, that's pretty [bleep] up. 223 00:08:53,233 --> 00:08:56,770 So I think that really just triggered me that night. 224 00:08:56,803 --> 00:08:58,905 -I don't think you're bad for doing it. -Well -- 225 00:08:58,938 --> 00:09:01,041 -I think it's just, like, you didn't process it. 226 00:09:01,074 --> 00:09:03,209 And so, then it came out in a way that you couldn't manage. 227 00:09:03,243 --> 00:09:05,078 You came from a situation in your life 228 00:09:05,111 --> 00:09:07,047 where you, like, you fought for every [bleep] ounce 229 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:09,816 of, like, respect and everything you've gotten. 230 00:09:09,849 --> 00:09:12,118 You've had to fight for it. And you're guarded. 231 00:09:12,152 --> 00:09:13,887 And she's guarded, too. 232 00:09:13,920 --> 00:09:16,122 And what is showing up isn't the part of you 233 00:09:16,156 --> 00:09:17,957 that's soft and vulnerable, because that part 234 00:09:17,991 --> 00:09:19,859 is, like, on lockdown out of fear. 235 00:09:19,893 --> 00:09:21,361 But I understand that's hard. 236 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:23,763 -I think I am being vulnerable for the simple fact that 237 00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:25,865 I'm even sitting here, like, opening up and saying I'm hurt. -Well, but -- 238 00:09:25,899 --> 00:09:27,967 -Like... -No, meaning -- No meaning you're saying it to me. 239 00:09:28,001 --> 00:09:29,836 And you didn't say it to her. 240 00:09:29,869 --> 00:09:31,838 -Because she won't meet with me. 241 00:09:31,871 --> 00:09:34,107 I wrote the group a message, you know, apologizing. -Yeah, I saw that. 242 00:09:34,140 --> 00:09:37,844 -Then I wrote her separately, explaining my feelings were hurt. 243 00:09:37,877 --> 00:09:39,946 Obviously, you guys know I don't have feelings. 244 00:09:39,979 --> 00:09:42,716 So, like, if I'm saying they're hurt, can we talk it through? 245 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:44,818 -Yeah. -She doesn't write me back, 246 00:09:44,851 --> 00:09:47,053 but she read it because she has her read receipts on now. 247 00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:49,856 -What they need is a face-to-face conversation. 248 00:09:49,889 --> 00:09:51,991 I don't think there's anything anyone else can do. 249 00:09:52,025 --> 00:09:53,660 I think it's an inside job. 250 00:09:53,693 --> 00:09:56,096 -I am trying, but I'm getting nowhere. 251 00:09:56,129 --> 00:09:58,665 Leave a chick on red is the ultimate disrespect. 252 00:09:58,698 --> 00:10:00,266 Touché, Brynn. 253 00:10:00,300 --> 00:10:03,937 It's like...I get so much [bleep] for being mean to her, 254 00:10:03,970 --> 00:10:07,674 but we have all seen Brynn do the same [bleep] 255 00:10:07,707 --> 00:10:09,843 The difference is, she doesn't do the [bleep] on camera. 256 00:10:09,876 --> 00:10:12,812 Okay? She'll write you some email. She'll curse you the [bleep] out. 257 00:10:12,846 --> 00:10:14,881 It's like a double standard. She pops off, it's fine. 258 00:10:14,914 --> 00:10:18,018 I pop off, and, like, it's the end of the world. -I don't think it's -- 259 00:10:18,051 --> 00:10:20,020 I don't think she's popped off and it's been fine. 260 00:10:20,053 --> 00:10:22,055 I don't. -We've all ignored it. 261 00:10:22,088 --> 00:10:25,025 We ignore her messages, we ignore her emails. 262 00:10:25,058 --> 00:10:27,727 We're like, "Oh, there goes Brynn again 263 00:10:27,761 --> 00:10:29,763 saying she's carbon monoxide." 264 00:10:29,796 --> 00:10:32,165 Brynn texted the group, "I don't scream or yell. 265 00:10:32,198 --> 00:10:33,767 Someone who tried to [bleep] with me 266 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,935 once called me carbon monoxide -- 267 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:39,139 invisible, odorless, and sucks the very life out of you 268 00:10:39,172 --> 00:10:42,275 before you even have the chance to realize it." 269 00:10:44,077 --> 00:10:46,279 When Brynn is upset, she threatens people. 270 00:10:46,312 --> 00:10:48,214 That behavior is not okay. 271 00:10:48,248 --> 00:10:51,117 -I remember the carbon monoxide text, and truthfully, like, 272 00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:53,753 I don't think Brynn was looking for a response. 273 00:10:53,787 --> 00:10:55,789 However, yelling at someone over text 274 00:10:55,822 --> 00:10:57,457 is not my preferred mode of communication. 275 00:10:57,490 --> 00:10:59,793 -I just hope she understands where I'm coming from, like... 276 00:10:59,826 --> 00:11:02,896 -I don't think you guys have talked enough to be able to do that. 277 00:11:02,929 --> 00:11:04,898 If you want to find something with her, 278 00:11:04,931 --> 00:11:08,134 the only way is with softness and, like, tenderness and vulnerability. 279 00:11:08,168 --> 00:11:10,470 It's not going to happen with, like -- 280 00:11:10,503 --> 00:11:12,205 -Why should I be soft with someone 281 00:11:12,238 --> 00:11:14,808 who is actually doing the hurting to me? 282 00:11:14,841 --> 00:11:16,943 -I was soft to you when you talked [bleep] about me. 283 00:11:16,976 --> 00:11:19,746 -That's different. I thought you were lying. 284 00:11:19,779 --> 00:11:22,115 [ Both laugh ] 285 00:11:22,148 --> 00:11:25,352 -Coming up... -This isn't, like, Staten Island. 286 00:11:25,385 --> 00:11:29,022 -Don't call me Staten Island, okay? I'm a born-and-raised city person. 287 00:11:29,055 --> 00:11:30,824 So, please, like, let's not even -- -Okay, city person. 288 00:11:30,857 --> 00:11:32,892 -Yeah, like, please. 289 00:11:39,299 --> 00:11:42,135 ** 290 00:11:42,168 --> 00:11:45,105 -Okay, Rio, come here, buddy. Bring your hands up like this. 291 00:11:45,138 --> 00:11:46,806 -[ Sneezes ] -Bless you. -Oh, bless you. 292 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:48,108 -All right. Hands are like that. Good. Okay. 293 00:11:48,141 --> 00:11:49,909 We need to turn our heads. 294 00:11:49,943 --> 00:11:51,811 Hands up! Uh-oh. -No, you have to punch. 295 00:11:51,845 --> 00:11:53,413 -Guys, punch. Ready? -Punch, punch, punch, punch, punch. 296 00:11:53,446 --> 00:11:56,049 Punch, punch, punch. -You don't hold hands in karate. 297 00:11:56,082 --> 00:11:59,119 ** 298 00:11:59,152 --> 00:12:01,054 -So give me some updates. What's the latest? 299 00:12:01,087 --> 00:12:03,356 -I'm in love. That's why I'm a little chubby. 300 00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:05,825 -On your back. We're going to do some abs. 301 00:12:05,859 --> 00:12:07,961 -I heard abs is gonna help me get a baby. 302 00:12:07,994 --> 00:12:11,164 [Indistinct] like eight months really well and then get pregnant. 303 00:12:11,197 --> 00:12:12,265 -Two. Good. 304 00:12:12,298 --> 00:12:15,335 -You know this is gonna make me even better in bed? 305 00:12:15,368 --> 00:12:18,505 -Is that the science behind this? -'Cause I hate being on top. 306 00:12:18,538 --> 00:12:23,343 ** 307 00:12:23,376 --> 00:12:26,446 -Elle, babe, what is it that you have to do for school 308 00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:27,947 for this recipe? 309 00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:30,083 -Basically, I need to make, like, 310 00:12:30,116 --> 00:12:34,154 a family recipe more eco-friendly. 311 00:12:34,187 --> 00:12:37,524 -Okay. What recipe are you thinking? 312 00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:39,592 Do we have to make it? 313 00:12:39,626 --> 00:12:41,461 Okay. 314 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:44,464 We never actually ended up writing it into this book, right? 315 00:12:44,497 --> 00:12:46,332 I created it out of a pasta 316 00:12:46,366 --> 00:12:48,201 I ate at a restaurant in Connecticut. 317 00:12:48,234 --> 00:12:51,071 It's kale, Italian sausage, parmesan. 318 00:12:51,104 --> 00:12:53,340 It's, like, their favorite pasta. 319 00:12:53,373 --> 00:12:56,309 -We only have two choices because she doesn't cook a lot. 320 00:12:56,343 --> 00:12:58,078 -All right, let me get you a pen. 321 00:12:58,111 --> 00:12:59,612 Are you going to make the dog's food, babe? 322 00:12:59,646 --> 00:13:03,016 -Yeah, just hang on because Paolo is feeling anxious. 323 00:13:03,049 --> 00:13:04,951 -He's always anxious. 324 00:13:04,984 --> 00:13:07,454 -Mel is a forensic neuropsychologist, 325 00:13:07,487 --> 00:13:09,923 and she brings some of her work home, perhaps. 326 00:13:09,956 --> 00:13:11,591 He looks like he always looks. 327 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,860 Stop treating him like a patient! 328 00:13:13,893 --> 00:13:16,029 Mel definitely caters to the dogs a lot. 329 00:13:16,062 --> 00:13:19,032 They have sun protection. They have Cologne. 330 00:13:19,065 --> 00:13:22,002 We had someone that would come and give them massages. 331 00:13:22,035 --> 00:13:24,137 And Pao had to go to an acupuncturist 332 00:13:24,170 --> 00:13:26,306 for his childhood trauma. 333 00:13:26,339 --> 00:13:28,508 -Look at him. -Look at him. He's looking at me. 334 00:13:28,541 --> 00:13:31,411 He's like, "Save me, please. I just want to be a dog." 335 00:13:31,444 --> 00:13:34,447 -The only time he's happy is when he's about to eat. 336 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:37,083 -He has put on some weight. 337 00:13:37,117 --> 00:13:39,285 -This is a bad angle. You know that. 338 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,254 -Having dogs and taking them to the doctor 339 00:13:41,287 --> 00:13:43,256 is actually more expensive than the kids. 340 00:13:43,289 --> 00:13:45,392 So now I'm just like, "They got to eat well." 341 00:13:45,425 --> 00:13:49,462 So it might be like, "Kids, just order what you need to eat." 342 00:13:49,496 --> 00:13:51,598 And then I'm cooking food for the dogs. 343 00:13:51,631 --> 00:13:54,968 -Medium-rare steak. Are you guys done with the lox? 344 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,569 Because I want to give them some. 345 00:13:56,603 --> 00:13:58,138 Wait, can you give dogs edamame? 346 00:13:58,171 --> 00:14:00,407 They're like, "You just made him steak. 347 00:14:00,440 --> 00:14:02,676 And what are we having?" I'm like, "I don't know. 348 00:14:02,709 --> 00:14:06,012 You want Chipotle?" -I'm gonna need that cookbook when I go off to college. 349 00:14:06,046 --> 00:14:09,382 -For some reason, I can't picture your mom having a cookbook. 350 00:14:09,416 --> 00:14:11,484 -Look at all the cookbooks we have. 351 00:14:11,518 --> 00:14:14,487 -This is for just, like, display. -Display? It is not for display. 352 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:16,423 Moving on. 353 00:14:16,456 --> 00:14:22,929 ** 354 00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:29,636 ** 355 00:14:29,669 --> 00:14:36,476 ** 356 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:39,045 -Mm... 357 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:41,381 This bitch deserves tap. 358 00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:44,451 ** 359 00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:47,487 [ Doorbell rings ] 360 00:14:47,520 --> 00:14:53,560 ** 361 00:14:53,593 --> 00:14:57,297 -As I'm walking up the stairs sweating profusely, 362 00:14:57,330 --> 00:14:59,399 I'm becoming increasingly paranoid about 363 00:14:59,432 --> 00:15:01,201 how this is going to go. 364 00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:03,603 Like, did she turn off the elevator for me? 365 00:15:03,636 --> 00:15:05,038 Hello? 366 00:15:05,071 --> 00:15:07,474 -Hi. Come on in. -Hi. 367 00:15:07,507 --> 00:15:09,576 -What's up? 368 00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:12,379 -[ Exhales sharply ] Whew! -I know, the elevator's broke. 369 00:15:12,412 --> 00:15:15,648 Yeah. I put water there for you. 370 00:15:15,682 --> 00:15:19,452 The hair is cute. Because you're going through [bleep]? 371 00:15:19,486 --> 00:15:21,721 -Yeah, actually. -So you got to cut your hair? 372 00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:23,390 -Yes. -Yeah. 373 00:15:23,423 --> 00:15:26,359 -My mom has cancer, and she's going through chemo. 374 00:15:26,393 --> 00:15:28,628 Not just a regular haircut, Brynn. 375 00:15:28,661 --> 00:15:32,465 I wanted to meet Sugar. -Yeah, maybe next time. 376 00:15:32,499 --> 00:15:35,301 ** 377 00:15:35,335 --> 00:15:37,671 What's up? -I mean, a lot. 378 00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:43,276 So I just want to start from where we were the other night. 379 00:15:43,309 --> 00:15:48,014 I have been really stressed, really overwhelmed. 380 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:50,216 Like, very, very emotional and very raw. 381 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:53,620 And the other night, honestly, I don't remember the things that I said. 382 00:15:53,653 --> 00:15:57,123 If I said things to you that were hurtful -- -Do you want me to remind you? 383 00:15:57,157 --> 00:15:59,059 -I'm apologizing to you. 384 00:15:59,092 --> 00:16:01,528 How you apologize, you say, "I'm sorry." 385 00:16:01,561 --> 00:16:03,596 You don't say, "I'm apologizing." But... 386 00:16:03,630 --> 00:16:05,198 -Okay, now I have to change the way -- -That's interesting 387 00:16:05,231 --> 00:16:07,133 you don't -- you don't remember. 388 00:16:07,167 --> 00:16:09,135 You know, this is really interesting. 389 00:16:09,169 --> 00:16:10,603 Okay. That's fine if you don't remember. I do. 390 00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:12,605 -You're just being so, like, condescending right now. 391 00:16:12,639 --> 00:16:14,474 I'm trying to -- -I'm not being condescending. 392 00:16:14,507 --> 00:16:16,343 I'm listening to you. -I'm trying to open up to you. 393 00:16:16,376 --> 00:16:18,078 The fact that you guys came in there so [bleep] hot, 394 00:16:18,111 --> 00:16:19,346 what are you thinking? -It's not you guys. 395 00:16:19,379 --> 00:16:21,247 This has nothing to do with me and Sai. 396 00:16:21,281 --> 00:16:23,516 -Even when she starts doing that, you just sat there. 397 00:16:23,550 --> 00:16:25,785 Just be like, "Yo, I'll fight my own battles. -Brynn, I should have. 398 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:28,488 -I'm the one that constantly has to be like, "This is between us." 399 00:16:28,521 --> 00:16:30,423 -I was shocked. Brynn, I didn't even know she was listening. 400 00:16:30,457 --> 00:16:32,525 She came over, and then she got involved. 401 00:16:32,559 --> 00:16:35,095 People get heated, okay? I'm an authentic person. 402 00:16:35,128 --> 00:16:37,297 I can't mask myself all the time. 403 00:16:37,330 --> 00:16:40,200 -I can honestly say I've never screamed at friend in public. -I didn't say such -- 404 00:16:40,233 --> 00:16:41,668 -Brynn, I didn't say -- I didn't scream at you. 405 00:16:41,701 --> 00:16:43,536 Yeah, because you're going to be like carbon monoxide 406 00:16:43,570 --> 00:16:45,538 that just infiltrates and then... 407 00:16:45,572 --> 00:16:48,842 Right? Like that? I remember that. -Yeah. 408 00:16:48,875 --> 00:16:52,812 -Can I just say one thing about the -- the radio thing? 409 00:16:52,846 --> 00:16:54,581 -The thing you did? The radio thing? 410 00:16:54,614 --> 00:16:56,483 -I didn't say anything. 411 00:16:56,516 --> 00:16:58,852 -Do you think someone is helping her financially? 412 00:16:58,885 --> 00:17:01,388 -Honestly, no. I don't think so. -Huh. 413 00:17:01,421 --> 00:17:03,423 -What do you think, Jeff? -Yep. 414 00:17:03,456 --> 00:17:05,325 -You think so? -Oh, yeah. 415 00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:08,128 -I should have stopped it sooner. Okay, I understand that. 416 00:17:08,161 --> 00:17:11,598 And I agree. -Didn't do it with Jeff Lewis, didn't do it Sai. 417 00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:14,434 I don't need grown-ass women yelling at me... 418 00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:18,204 I've come very far in my life to avoid [bleep] like that -I wasn't yelling at you. 419 00:17:18,238 --> 00:17:20,240 -This isn't, like, Staten Island. 420 00:17:20,273 --> 00:17:23,410 -Don't call me Staten Island, okay? I'm a born-and-raised city person. 421 00:17:23,443 --> 00:17:25,612 so please, like, let's not even -- -Okay, city person. 422 00:17:25,645 --> 00:17:27,480 -Yeah. Like, please. 423 00:17:32,886 --> 00:17:35,388 -Will you just hear me out about the radio thing? 424 00:17:35,422 --> 00:17:38,525 I'm very sorry. I never -- -People still ask me about it. 425 00:17:38,558 --> 00:17:40,260 -I'm sorry. -It's [bleep] embarrassing. 426 00:17:40,293 --> 00:17:42,128 -I didn't know he was going to say that. 427 00:17:42,162 --> 00:17:43,430 -It's been eight [bleep] months. 428 00:17:43,463 --> 00:17:44,764 -I know. From the bottom of my heart, 429 00:17:44,798 --> 00:17:46,232 it hurts me to see you hurt. 430 00:17:46,266 --> 00:17:47,534 I don't like that. 431 00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:49,269 And I don't like being the cause of it. 432 00:17:49,302 --> 00:17:51,471 And really, I'm sorry. 433 00:17:51,504 --> 00:17:54,407 Okay? I am. -I knew that you were. 434 00:17:54,441 --> 00:17:56,609 I'm sorry that it made it awkward with Jenna. 435 00:17:56,643 --> 00:17:58,878 That is not cool. -Thank you. 436 00:17:58,912 --> 00:18:02,716 My heart was really broken from you because I felt like -- 437 00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:06,252 -Your heart was broken? -Yes, it was because I felt like you went to Jenna 438 00:18:06,286 --> 00:18:07,687 to try and break up my friendship with her. 439 00:18:07,721 --> 00:18:10,156 -No offense. I didn't go to Jenna to talk about you. 440 00:18:10,190 --> 00:18:12,525 She asked me, she said, "Did you forgive Erin?" I said, "Yeah." 441 00:18:12,559 --> 00:18:14,828 She goes, "Wow, that was quick," 'cause I did forgive you quickly. 442 00:18:14,861 --> 00:18:17,397 She goes, "It was really messed up, what she said. 443 00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:19,733 You forgave her?" And I said, "You know what? 444 00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:22,268 I forgive Erin because Erin says stupid [bleep] 445 00:18:22,302 --> 00:18:24,671 about people's money." 446 00:18:24,704 --> 00:18:27,307 Case in point, she said, "You're having money problems." 447 00:18:27,340 --> 00:18:29,376 I shouldn't have said it, period. 448 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:31,745 I said it to put me and Jenna in the same boat, that we're just -- 449 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,847 people are talking dumb [bleep] about us. 450 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:36,416 If anything, the ego part of that conversation was, 451 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:38,752 I think I felt Jenna being like, "Really? You forgave her?" 452 00:18:38,785 --> 00:18:41,588 I think I felt embarrassed that I forgave you so quick. 453 00:18:41,621 --> 00:18:44,591 -Okay. She was still upset. It doesn't make it okay. 454 00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:46,860 But her ego got bruised in that moment 455 00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:49,496 when she felt like she forgave me too quickly. 456 00:18:49,529 --> 00:18:51,898 I say stupid [bleep] This was her rebuttal. 457 00:18:51,931 --> 00:18:54,334 Quick, but not accurate. 458 00:18:54,367 --> 00:18:57,737 -No offense, I just think you shouldn't really talk about anybody's money ever, 459 00:18:57,771 --> 00:19:01,274 good or bad or even casually or mention anything. -I didn't. I don't. 460 00:19:01,307 --> 00:19:02,742 -Just so you know. 461 00:19:02,776 --> 00:19:05,812 -We're just gonna agree to disagree on that one. 462 00:19:05,845 --> 00:19:07,747 I just want to think of the good things with you. -I know. 463 00:19:07,781 --> 00:19:09,816 -And I really need support right now. 464 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:14,454 I do. As you know, I told you guys about my mom. 465 00:19:14,487 --> 00:19:16,356 I don't want to get too into it, but, like, 466 00:19:16,389 --> 00:19:18,358 she's going through chemo. -I'm sorry. 467 00:19:18,391 --> 00:19:20,894 -She wasn't supposed to. -I'm sorry. 468 00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:23,563 -I'm just -- [Bleep] It's rocking me. -I know. 469 00:19:23,596 --> 00:19:26,733 -I'm not in a stable place at all. At all. 470 00:19:28,935 --> 00:19:32,372 [ Crying ] I'm usually, like, pretty composed. 471 00:19:33,606 --> 00:19:35,709 [ Breathes shakily ] And I'm just not -- 472 00:19:35,742 --> 00:19:37,777 Right now, I'm not okay. 473 00:19:37,811 --> 00:19:40,380 I'm sorry I'm crying right now. -It's okay. 474 00:19:40,413 --> 00:19:42,782 Erin and I are like sisters. 475 00:19:42,816 --> 00:19:45,018 We get under each other's nerves so much, 476 00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:48,988 but it kills me seeing her like this and being upset. 477 00:19:49,022 --> 00:19:51,758 -I'm just really -- It's just a lot. It's just a lot. 478 00:19:51,791 --> 00:19:53,760 -Yeah. -Three kids, they all need me. 479 00:19:53,793 --> 00:19:55,862 Everyone needs me. Abe [bleep] needs me. 480 00:19:55,895 --> 00:19:57,664 Like [bleep] off. 481 00:19:57,697 --> 00:20:01,267 -Do you need me to handle Abe for you? -Actually, yes. 482 00:20:01,301 --> 00:20:03,036 -I do feel like we've cleared the air. 483 00:20:03,069 --> 00:20:04,938 And I feel, oddly enough, 484 00:20:04,971 --> 00:20:07,707 but this is like the creepy thing of mine and Erin's 485 00:20:07,741 --> 00:20:09,576 friendship, I feel closer to her. 486 00:20:09,609 --> 00:20:11,544 Do you want some of this? -If you -- If you'll have. 487 00:20:11,578 --> 00:20:12,912 -Yeah, yeah, I do. I drink all the time. -Sure. 488 00:20:12,946 --> 00:20:14,547 -It's so toxic. 489 00:20:14,581 --> 00:20:16,416 -I want to meet Sugar. 490 00:20:16,449 --> 00:20:18,551 -I made [indistinct] take Sugar away because I was -- -Why? 491 00:20:18,585 --> 00:20:20,920 -Because I was like, "You don't get puppy time." -Oh, come on. 492 00:20:20,954 --> 00:20:23,056 I gave you tap water, and I took away the puppy. 493 00:20:23,089 --> 00:20:25,925 -That's what that was?! [ Laughs ] 494 00:20:25,959 --> 00:20:31,531 ** 495 00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:34,968 -How long has it been since you actually climbed last? 496 00:20:35,001 --> 00:20:37,804 -Um, no, we did it last year. -You did?! 497 00:20:37,837 --> 00:20:40,340 -I only did it, like, yesterday. -[ Laughs ] 498 00:20:40,373 --> 00:20:42,709 -She's the pro. 499 00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:44,711 -Have I -- Have I ever taken you climbing? 500 00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:47,981 -You know the dangers taking me anywhere. 501 00:20:48,014 --> 00:20:49,416 -Hi, guys. -Hi. 502 00:20:49,449 --> 00:20:50,850 -How are we all doing today? 503 00:20:50,884 --> 00:20:52,585 -Good. How are you? -Pretty good. 504 00:20:52,619 --> 00:20:54,454 -I'm gonna say we want to climb, 505 00:20:54,487 --> 00:20:56,322 but I think that's a strong statement. 506 00:20:56,356 --> 00:20:57,757 We're climbing. -All right. 507 00:20:57,791 --> 00:20:59,592 Once we get the shoes all settled, 508 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:01,061 I'll show you all how to get into the harnesses 509 00:21:01,094 --> 00:21:03,430 and then show you all the auto blaze in the walls. 510 00:21:03,463 --> 00:21:05,899 -Okay. Thank you. -Yeah. Of course. -Beckett, just go easy on me. 511 00:21:05,932 --> 00:21:07,734 Beckett is leaving the nest soon, 512 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:09,836 and I have never seen him rock climb. 513 00:21:09,869 --> 00:21:12,872 He's actually great at it and loves it, so I'm -- 514 00:21:12,906 --> 00:21:16,076 I'm actually terrified, but I'm going to go and do it anyway 515 00:21:16,109 --> 00:21:20,347 'cause I have one more year with him, and then he's gone. 516 00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:22,782 This is terrifying. [ Squeals ] 517 00:21:22,816 --> 00:21:25,952 I can't believe I agreed to do this. I have a fear of heights. 518 00:21:25,985 --> 00:21:28,955 -So once you're clipped in, you are good to start climbing. 519 00:21:28,988 --> 00:21:31,057 All you're going to do, when you want to come down, 520 00:21:31,091 --> 00:21:34,594 is lean back, lightly press off with your feet. 521 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:36,996 Yeah, we don't want your body doing what we call 522 00:21:37,030 --> 00:21:40,033 cheese grating on the way down. -Cheese grate? 523 00:21:40,066 --> 00:21:43,937 Who says that to a grown adult who's literally got fear in her eyes? 524 00:21:43,970 --> 00:21:46,006 Of course I don't want to cheese grate. 525 00:21:46,039 --> 00:21:47,741 Beckett, you go first. 526 00:21:47,774 --> 00:21:50,677 -Oh, my God, I'm so impressed. -Yes, Beckett. 527 00:21:50,710 --> 00:21:53,480 -Like, no fear. -That's my baby. -I know. He's so good. 528 00:21:53,513 --> 00:21:55,048 -Yes! 529 00:21:55,081 --> 00:21:57,617 -Oh, God. -Yes! 530 00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:59,753 -That might have been back a little bit far. 531 00:21:59,786 --> 00:22:01,654 -You flung out really far. 532 00:22:01,688 --> 00:22:04,657 -I know! -Ohh! Oh, God. 533 00:22:04,691 --> 00:22:07,894 I'm literally sweating. 534 00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:09,796 How come it's so easy for you? -You got this. 535 00:22:09,829 --> 00:22:11,531 -Here, I'll help you clip it. -Thank you. 536 00:22:11,564 --> 00:22:13,066 -Start like this. 537 00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:14,668 -Okay, so I start here. -Yeah. 538 00:22:14,701 --> 00:22:16,670 And then where? Then here? -Yep. 539 00:22:16,703 --> 00:22:18,938 -Okay. -Work your way up. 540 00:22:18,972 --> 00:22:22,008 -[ Breathes deeply ] I'm already scared. 541 00:22:22,042 --> 00:22:23,443 -Pump your foot up one. 542 00:22:23,476 --> 00:22:25,178 -Aah! * Aah * 543 00:22:25,211 --> 00:22:27,480 -Stand up. Come on. 544 00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:29,849 -So good! -I'm afraid of heights, guys. 545 00:22:29,883 --> 00:22:33,086 You guys, I think I'm stuck. 546 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:34,788 How do I get down? 547 00:22:34,821 --> 00:22:36,423 -Leap all the wall! -No! 548 00:22:36,456 --> 00:22:37,791 -Oh, God. 549 00:22:37,824 --> 00:22:39,993 I don't want to cheese grate. [ Laughs ] 550 00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:43,797 Oh, my God. -You got this. -Come on. 551 00:22:43,830 --> 00:22:46,099 -1...2...3. 552 00:22:46,132 --> 00:22:48,101 Aah! -Yay! 553 00:22:48,134 --> 00:22:50,203 Aah-aah-aah-aah! 554 00:22:50,236 --> 00:22:52,739 [ Breathing heavily ] 555 00:22:55,709 --> 00:22:58,511 -Supportive hugs. -I was so scared. 556 00:22:58,545 --> 00:23:01,047 -You did so good. -Thank you. Thank you for guiding me. 557 00:23:03,616 --> 00:23:06,519 That shows you how much I love you. 558 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:08,788 Oh, dear Lord, have mercy. 559 00:23:08,822 --> 00:23:11,057 I like to be here, close to the ground. 560 00:23:11,091 --> 00:23:12,892 A friend of mine just said that her daughter 561 00:23:12,926 --> 00:23:15,595 goes to Northwestern, and I reached out to her 562 00:23:15,628 --> 00:23:17,664 [laughs] because I was like, 563 00:23:17,697 --> 00:23:19,599 "Oh, Beckett wants to go to Northwestern, too." 564 00:23:19,632 --> 00:23:22,002 But I didn't realize that it was Northeastern that you want to go to. 565 00:23:22,035 --> 00:23:24,137 -I mean, if Northwestern is anything like Northeastern, 566 00:23:24,170 --> 00:23:27,741 then I'd love to go. -I think you should go far away. I don't know why. 567 00:23:27,774 --> 00:23:29,776 When I moved to New York from California 568 00:23:29,809 --> 00:23:31,878 and arrived at the YMCA on 34th Street, 569 00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:34,614 which is disgusting, I, like, burst into tears. 570 00:23:34,647 --> 00:23:35,882 I was like, "Oh, my God." 571 00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:37,550 My room was six feet by eight feet, 572 00:23:37,584 --> 00:23:39,152 so I could touch the walls. 573 00:23:39,185 --> 00:23:41,755 Experiencing things that are not in your comfort zone, 574 00:23:41,788 --> 00:23:43,056 I think, is important. 575 00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:45,692 It's a big world. It's not just New York. 576 00:23:45,725 --> 00:23:47,861 Do you still want to go to see Cal Poly? 577 00:23:47,894 --> 00:23:50,897 -That is definitely an option. 578 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:53,633 I was having a fantasy of you going to school in California, 579 00:23:53,667 --> 00:23:55,135 just because it's where -- 580 00:23:55,168 --> 00:23:57,037 -I'm well aware of your fantasy... -I know you are. 581 00:23:57,070 --> 00:23:59,873 -...for me to go to, like, UC Berkeley. -I know. I know. 582 00:23:59,906 --> 00:24:01,941 I think what I'm really scared about is 583 00:24:01,975 --> 00:24:03,910 I moved to New York and I never went home. 584 00:24:03,943 --> 00:24:06,613 And I know he wants to go far away for college, 585 00:24:06,646 --> 00:24:08,181 and I'm encouraging that. 586 00:24:08,214 --> 00:24:11,117 At the same time, I'm really scared that he won't come home. 587 00:24:11,151 --> 00:24:13,953 -Here you go. -Oh, my God, thank you so much. 588 00:24:13,987 --> 00:24:15,188 -Thank you. 589 00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:17,957 -Um, I know that Maya was just saying that the car arrived, 590 00:24:17,991 --> 00:24:20,894 if you want to... -Oh. So exciting. -Thecar is here. 591 00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:22,762 -The new car. -Oh, no way! 592 00:24:22,796 --> 00:24:24,864 -It's upstairs. -Oh, no way. 593 00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:28,101 -I love my old car. It's from 1969. 594 00:24:28,134 --> 00:24:30,036 But as Erin will tell you, 595 00:24:30,070 --> 00:24:33,106 my vintage Mercedes is not very reliable. 596 00:24:34,674 --> 00:24:36,676 Where is she? 597 00:24:36,710 --> 00:24:38,545 [ Horn honks ] 598 00:24:38,578 --> 00:24:40,013 -Holy... 599 00:24:40,046 --> 00:24:42,248 [ Horn honks ] -Oh, come to mama. 600 00:24:42,282 --> 00:24:45,051 -Oh, my God. -Mm, nice. 601 00:24:45,085 --> 00:24:47,187 -Oh, my God. 602 00:24:47,220 --> 00:24:49,022 -Here you go. 603 00:24:49,055 --> 00:24:50,123 -It's so sexy. 604 00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,292 It's actually a hybrid, so it's good. 605 00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:54,728 I can afford to fill the tank. 606 00:24:55,862 --> 00:24:57,964 -Oh, my God, it's so pretty. 607 00:24:57,997 --> 00:24:59,065 -Wow! 608 00:24:59,099 --> 00:25:02,602 -Here we go, people. -* Ahh * 609 00:25:02,635 --> 00:25:04,237 -Coming up... 610 00:25:04,270 --> 00:25:05,972 -When I hide things from you, 611 00:25:06,006 --> 00:25:07,340 I get why it would piss you off. 612 00:25:07,374 --> 00:25:09,109 -Pissed off doesn't even begin... 613 00:25:09,142 --> 00:25:12,779 ** 614 00:25:16,950 --> 00:25:19,019 -* I'm waiting for you * 615 00:25:19,052 --> 00:25:20,820 ** 616 00:25:20,854 --> 00:25:22,589 * I ain't no fool * 617 00:25:22,622 --> 00:25:25,025 * I'm gonna play it cool * 618 00:25:25,058 --> 00:25:27,594 -Hey. How are you? -How are you? 619 00:25:27,627 --> 00:25:29,596 Lichy? -Yes. 620 00:25:29,629 --> 00:25:32,032 -Right this way, please. -Okay. 621 00:25:32,065 --> 00:25:34,334 ** 622 00:25:34,367 --> 00:25:35,935 Thank you. 623 00:25:35,969 --> 00:25:38,705 [ Indistinct conversations ] 624 00:25:38,738 --> 00:25:40,840 Hi. How are you? -Excellent. 625 00:25:40,874 --> 00:25:43,743 -Can I have a spicy margarita? -Yeah. 626 00:25:43,777 --> 00:25:47,180 -I will do the same thing, please. 627 00:25:47,213 --> 00:25:49,783 -Okay. -You want to start with a mezze? 628 00:25:49,816 --> 00:25:52,118 -Sure. I'm dying to hear how 629 00:25:52,152 --> 00:25:54,754 your conversation with Brynn went. 630 00:25:54,788 --> 00:25:56,189 -Our conversation was really good. 631 00:25:56,222 --> 00:25:57,924 I feel like, at first, it, like, took us a while 632 00:25:57,957 --> 00:25:59,793 'cause we were both like... 633 00:25:59,826 --> 00:26:00,960 Like, butting heads. -Shocking. 634 00:26:00,994 --> 00:26:02,662 -Yeah. -Shocking. 635 00:26:02,696 --> 00:26:05,198 -But I'm so, like, relieved and happy 636 00:26:05,231 --> 00:26:07,934 'cause it's, like, this thing has been bothering me. 637 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:09,736 -Well, I'm glad that you guys made up. 638 00:26:09,769 --> 00:26:14,808 -I am hopeful that these things will not occur 639 00:26:14,841 --> 00:26:16,209 in our Hamptons home, 640 00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:18,278 that I am hosting these girls again. 641 00:26:18,311 --> 00:26:20,647 So I thought it would be really fun to have you all 642 00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:22,082 out East next weekend. 643 00:26:22,115 --> 00:26:24,084 I guess we'll figure out the rooms when we're there. 644 00:26:24,117 --> 00:26:25,885 It's really comfortable. I think we'll be fine. 645 00:26:25,919 --> 00:26:28,154 I'm terrified. I might not have running water. 646 00:26:28,188 --> 00:26:31,124 The kitchen's literally being installed now. 647 00:26:31,157 --> 00:26:34,260 If anything goes wrong, I won't have a kitchen. 648 00:26:34,294 --> 00:26:36,363 -Things have gone wrong. 649 00:26:36,396 --> 00:26:38,298 -Yeah, it always goes wrong in construction, 650 00:26:38,331 --> 00:26:40,734 but I feel like, at this point, I know how to do these things. 651 00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:42,402 I am in a phase in my life where, like, 652 00:26:42,435 --> 00:26:46,172 I want to work hard, but I just want to have fun. 653 00:26:46,206 --> 00:26:48,708 Which is why I got really mad at you this year, 654 00:26:48,742 --> 00:26:51,177 with all your [bleep] -I know. 655 00:26:52,112 --> 00:26:53,880 When I hide things from you, 656 00:26:53,913 --> 00:26:56,750 it's obviously not coming from a malicious place, 657 00:26:56,783 --> 00:26:58,852 but I get why it would piss you off. 658 00:26:58,885 --> 00:27:00,420 -Pissed off doesn't even begin... 659 00:27:00,453 --> 00:27:02,856 -Yeah, it's much deeper than that. 660 00:27:02,889 --> 00:27:06,326 -I got the cauliflower here. -Beautiful. 661 00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:08,728 -Here's the crudités. -Oh, my God. Thank you. 662 00:27:08,762 --> 00:27:11,264 -Of course. And the mezze. -Wow! 663 00:27:11,297 --> 00:27:13,933 -Enjoy. Of course. -Thank you so much. 664 00:27:13,967 --> 00:27:18,004 Finding out that you sold our Bitcoin... 665 00:27:18,038 --> 00:27:20,907 when we needed that for something 666 00:27:20,940 --> 00:27:24,077 that you know I wanted to use it for... 667 00:27:24,110 --> 00:27:26,746 Bitcoin was high, and I thought it was a good time 668 00:27:26,780 --> 00:27:28,748 to pay off a large chunk of our mortgage. 669 00:27:28,782 --> 00:27:30,984 I was just excited to log in to my account 670 00:27:31,017 --> 00:27:32,385 and see how much it had grown. 671 00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,487 And then I go, and I see that it's gone. 672 00:27:34,521 --> 00:27:36,356 So, shock. Major shock. 673 00:27:36,389 --> 00:27:40,060 And he sold it when it was much lower than it is now. 674 00:27:40,093 --> 00:27:42,062 So, of course, I was very angry. 675 00:27:42,095 --> 00:27:43,963 You don't do that without having a discussion. 676 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:45,398 That's what bothered me. 677 00:27:45,432 --> 00:27:48,968 The worst part was that you had sold it years ago, 678 00:27:49,002 --> 00:27:52,339 and that's what was so upsetting. 679 00:27:53,473 --> 00:27:55,275 You [bleep] up. 680 00:27:55,308 --> 00:27:57,243 And then that spiraled into learning about 681 00:27:57,277 --> 00:27:59,512 all the other [bleep] that you've been hiding from me. 682 00:27:59,546 --> 00:28:02,749 He had, you know, some other bills 683 00:28:02,782 --> 00:28:05,852 from our previous business that he needed to clear up. 684 00:28:05,885 --> 00:28:07,487 I had a handbag line all those years ago. 685 00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:10,857 -Uh-huh. Yeah. -Wasn't my business. Not for me. 686 00:28:10,890 --> 00:28:12,892 And we went into debt because of it. 687 00:28:12,926 --> 00:28:14,327 I thought we were out. 688 00:28:14,361 --> 00:28:16,763 -So it's just one thing, and then it's like, "Okay, 689 00:28:16,796 --> 00:28:18,331 well, now I'm going to patch this up," 690 00:28:18,365 --> 00:28:20,200 and it's just a [bleep] patchwork. 691 00:28:20,233 --> 00:28:24,337 Like, it just becomes this pattern. 692 00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:26,272 I still feel terrible. 693 00:28:26,306 --> 00:28:28,775 -You do have to be honest with me. 694 00:28:28,808 --> 00:28:30,844 -I know. -I am a successful woman, 695 00:28:30,877 --> 00:28:33,947 and I deserve to be treated like a partner. 696 00:28:33,980 --> 00:28:36,316 You held so much from me. 697 00:28:36,349 --> 00:28:38,485 A few months ago, you could have asked me 698 00:28:38,518 --> 00:28:41,955 if we were going to be okay, and I wouldn't have known. 699 00:28:41,988 --> 00:28:43,523 -I didn't feel like my wife didn't deserve 700 00:28:43,556 --> 00:28:45,325 to know something. 701 00:28:45,358 --> 00:28:47,293 I just didn't want to add to the stress 702 00:28:47,327 --> 00:28:49,229 that she's dealing with in her life. 703 00:28:49,262 --> 00:28:50,930 If you're together with somebody, 704 00:28:50,964 --> 00:28:52,999 there's that inclination to protect them, 705 00:28:53,033 --> 00:28:57,003 but in the long run, it's not the right thing to do. 706 00:28:57,037 --> 00:28:59,039 -You do have to be communicative, 707 00:28:59,072 --> 00:29:00,407 and I expect those things. 708 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:01,975 And if that happens again, 709 00:29:02,008 --> 00:29:04,144 it's going to be really, like, a big problem. 710 00:29:04,177 --> 00:29:06,246 -I'm getting better with... -I know you are. 711 00:29:06,279 --> 00:29:08,248 -...Like, the real-time communication. 712 00:29:08,281 --> 00:29:10,450 -Which is why I'm still sitting here in front of you. -I know. 713 00:29:10,483 --> 00:29:13,253 I think part of, like, the pattern that we got into 714 00:29:13,286 --> 00:29:15,522 in our relationship, me withholding stuff from you 715 00:29:15,555 --> 00:29:18,992 and hiding stuff and you getting, like, partially reactive 716 00:29:19,025 --> 00:29:22,562 is, like, because we didn't know each other that well 717 00:29:22,595 --> 00:29:23,963 when we got married. 718 00:29:23,997 --> 00:29:25,365 We used to joke about it. 719 00:29:25,398 --> 00:29:27,133 Like, "We don't really know each other." 720 00:29:27,167 --> 00:29:28,935 -Just getting to know you now. 721 00:29:28,968 --> 00:29:30,870 -Kind of. -I didn't want to get married. 722 00:29:30,904 --> 00:29:33,907 I was flying around town with... 723 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:37,143 -I know you were. 724 00:29:37,177 --> 00:29:39,479 -Never had to sleep with anyone, ever. 725 00:29:39,512 --> 00:29:42,148 They just flew me around. 726 00:29:43,183 --> 00:29:45,151 -I think that was part of my insecurity, though, 727 00:29:45,185 --> 00:29:46,886 when we first started dating. 728 00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:48,521 I worked to get to where I was. 729 00:29:48,555 --> 00:29:51,157 I grew up comfortably, but I was never a trust-fund kid. 730 00:29:51,191 --> 00:29:53,360 And so, like, meeting you, and you're like, "Oh, 731 00:29:53,393 --> 00:29:56,363 getting flown on private jets and going on all these trips," 732 00:29:56,396 --> 00:29:59,032 like, in my mind, it's like, "Okay, 733 00:29:59,065 --> 00:30:01,901 well, like, I need to deliver that now." 734 00:30:01,935 --> 00:30:04,971 I feel a great deal of pressure to provide a standard of living 735 00:30:05,005 --> 00:30:07,173 she wanted, and so I'm working my ass off 736 00:30:07,207 --> 00:30:09,209 to provide a certain lifestyle. 737 00:30:09,242 --> 00:30:11,911 And when I'm under pressure, I mean, I can make mistakes. 738 00:30:11,945 --> 00:30:14,047 We've been together 13 years, 739 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:16,049 but I feel like the past few months, 740 00:30:16,082 --> 00:30:17,584 we've really -- 741 00:30:17,617 --> 00:30:20,186 -We're adults? -Yeah. 742 00:30:20,220 --> 00:30:22,922 -I mean, keep working on it, 743 00:30:22,956 --> 00:30:25,592 'cause you need to continue to prove yourself. -I have work to do. 744 00:30:25,625 --> 00:30:28,028 -And we'll be okay. 745 00:30:30,130 --> 00:30:33,099 -Coming up... -I'm terrified. 746 00:30:39,639 --> 00:30:42,275 -Aah! Oh, gosh. 747 00:30:48,114 --> 00:30:57,557 ** 748 00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:59,559 -Hi! -Hi. Welcome in. 749 00:30:59,592 --> 00:31:02,395 I love your outfit today. You look stunning. -Thank you so much. 750 00:31:02,429 --> 00:31:04,531 -Yeah, of course. -We're shopping for the Hamptons. 751 00:31:04,564 --> 00:31:06,433 -Okay. Were you looking for more dresses? 752 00:31:06,466 --> 00:31:09,269 -Oh, I love these. Oh, my God. 753 00:31:09,302 --> 00:31:12,272 -Yes, they're amber diamond and 14-karat gold. 754 00:31:12,305 --> 00:31:14,641 -I told my boyfriend, if he's going to propose, I need a yellow diamond. 755 00:31:14,674 --> 00:31:16,943 -Oh, there you go. -And then he came back, 756 00:31:16,976 --> 00:31:18,545 like, a few weeks like, "You know, 757 00:31:18,578 --> 00:31:21,014 it's actually more expensive than regular diamond." 758 00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:22,415 -Yeah. -I said, "Is it? I wasn't sure." 759 00:31:22,449 --> 00:31:24,217 -You can't help that you have a good taste. 760 00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:26,419 -Hello, girly. -Hi, my love. 761 00:31:26,453 --> 00:31:28,488 Ahh! The hair! 762 00:31:28,521 --> 00:31:30,724 You are so chic. -Thank you. I appreciate it. 763 00:31:30,757 --> 00:31:32,292 -Look, my first purchase. 764 00:31:32,325 --> 00:31:34,194 -Those are cute. Hi. How are you? 765 00:31:34,227 --> 00:31:36,563 You getting jewelry? Let me take my jacket off. 766 00:31:36,596 --> 00:31:39,599 I'm getting like Jenna now. All I do is, like, button-downs. 767 00:31:39,632 --> 00:31:42,102 -Oh, look at my nipple. My God. -What? 768 00:31:42,135 --> 00:31:44,204 -Look at them. -Why are they like this, though? 769 00:31:44,237 --> 00:31:46,039 -They're not. It's just my bra. 770 00:31:46,072 --> 00:31:47,607 -Well, you have one nipple up and one nipple down. 771 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:49,209 -Is it? -Yes. 772 00:31:49,242 --> 00:31:51,011 -Maybe you're just short, you don't see it. 773 00:31:51,044 --> 00:31:53,713 -Are you wearing the SKIM -- the SKIMS nipple bra? 774 00:31:53,747 --> 00:31:57,550 -No. Really, people buy -- like, buy a bra that has nipple? 775 00:31:57,584 --> 00:31:59,486 -Yeah, it's just like hard nipples. 776 00:31:59,519 --> 00:32:01,454 -But I try to make my nipple not to be hard. 777 00:32:01,488 --> 00:32:03,323 Why would someone want a nipple hard? 778 00:32:03,356 --> 00:32:04,724 -'Cause it's sexy. -That's so gross. 779 00:32:04,758 --> 00:32:07,127 -No, it's not. I think it's very sexy. -It is. 780 00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:09,662 -I would think she wouldn't mind hard nipples. 781 00:32:09,696 --> 00:32:11,564 She loves to show her tits. 782 00:32:11,598 --> 00:32:13,633 Everybody should show their hard nipples. Why not? 783 00:32:13,667 --> 00:32:15,502 Like, it's a thing. Like, "My nipples are hard. 784 00:32:15,535 --> 00:32:18,271 So what? My headlights are on. Let's show them." 785 00:32:18,304 --> 00:32:20,306 I'm actually quite shocked. 786 00:32:20,340 --> 00:32:22,142 All right, tell me what else is going on. 787 00:32:22,175 --> 00:32:25,145 -I don't know, I'm just, like, ugh. -What's the matter? 788 00:32:25,178 --> 00:32:27,747 -My house. The water thing in February, 789 00:32:27,781 --> 00:32:30,016 now it went on the kitchen. 790 00:32:30,050 --> 00:32:32,485 -So what is it? Just all water damage. -It's water damage. 791 00:32:32,519 --> 00:32:34,354 -What were you doing for water? 792 00:32:34,387 --> 00:32:36,690 -Stay at Mandarin hotel. -You got to be joking. 793 00:32:36,723 --> 00:32:39,492 -I swear to God. Or Connecticut with Oliver. 794 00:32:39,526 --> 00:32:41,661 -Do you think everything is good with him, though? -Yeah. 795 00:32:41,695 --> 00:32:45,465 -He feels -- -He's the one stable thing I have in my life right now. 796 00:32:45,498 --> 00:32:48,401 -I'm happy for you! -I know. I know, I know, I know, I know. 797 00:32:48,435 --> 00:32:52,339 He said no to a job, to move, because of me. 798 00:32:52,372 --> 00:32:54,140 I think that's why [bleep] start feeling real. 799 00:32:54,174 --> 00:32:56,509 -Oh, so then it feels very real to you. -Yeah, yeah. 800 00:32:56,543 --> 00:33:00,280 -I think it's going to be fine. It just takes adjusting. -Yeah. 801 00:33:00,313 --> 00:33:02,582 -So everything else is okay, though? -Yeah. 802 00:33:02,615 --> 00:33:04,250 -I feel like you've been kind of, like, 803 00:33:04,284 --> 00:33:06,786 not your happy-go-lucky self. -Yeah. 804 00:33:06,820 --> 00:33:12,492 Well, it's sad for me to see people words getting twisted. 805 00:33:12,525 --> 00:33:14,494 You can be vulnerable. This one -- This one goes 806 00:33:14,527 --> 00:33:17,097 and tell this one and flip things. 807 00:33:17,130 --> 00:33:19,132 And I don't know. 808 00:33:19,165 --> 00:33:22,068 Brynn -- she will never twisted your words 809 00:33:22,102 --> 00:33:23,536 if she doesn't have the fact. 810 00:33:23,570 --> 00:33:26,306 So, Erin, why did you feel comfortable 811 00:33:26,339 --> 00:33:27,774 to go tell Brynn and Jessel 812 00:33:27,807 --> 00:33:31,144 about what happen in the Hamptons with you and Jenna? 813 00:33:31,177 --> 00:33:32,812 -Right. -That's not your story to tell. 814 00:33:32,846 --> 00:33:36,349 Now you're going to Brynn, this intelligent [bleep]... 815 00:33:36,383 --> 00:33:38,184 -Manipulator. -...manipulator. 816 00:33:38,218 --> 00:33:40,286 She took this and ran to Jenna 817 00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:41,688 and tell Jenna what she think. -But why? 818 00:33:41,721 --> 00:33:44,157 It's like she wants everybody else to fight 819 00:33:44,190 --> 00:33:45,525 but only be friends with her. 820 00:33:45,558 --> 00:33:48,261 -Brynn and I were really close. 821 00:33:48,294 --> 00:33:50,830 But when Brynn expose my boyfriend, 822 00:33:50,864 --> 00:33:52,399 I was shocked because Sai 823 00:33:52,432 --> 00:33:54,334 was the only person who knew about this. 824 00:33:54,367 --> 00:33:57,570 -Ubah, I heard you got a man in Connecticut. 825 00:33:57,604 --> 00:33:59,506 -Oh, no. -Oh. -Oh! 826 00:33:59,539 --> 00:34:02,175 -Brynn! -But then I was like, "Ooh, 827 00:34:02,208 --> 00:34:03,643 Brynn is not loyal," 828 00:34:03,677 --> 00:34:05,578 because I have been there for you. 829 00:34:05,612 --> 00:34:08,515 When she did that, whoa, I'm taking 10 steps back. 830 00:34:08,548 --> 00:34:11,484 Anyone who is getting close, Brynn feel threatened. 831 00:34:11,518 --> 00:34:15,221 Every time Brynn start twisting information, 832 00:34:15,255 --> 00:34:17,290 to me, I'm like, "Ten more steps back." 833 00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:19,259 I think I'm somewhere in Maldives. 834 00:34:19,292 --> 00:34:20,760 I'm not even in New York anymore. 835 00:34:20,794 --> 00:34:23,463 -I like how, conveniently, no one remembers [bleep] 836 00:34:23,496 --> 00:34:26,266 When you need someone, "Do you remember that night? 837 00:34:26,299 --> 00:34:28,268 Was it weird," "I don't remember." 838 00:34:28,301 --> 00:34:29,869 -That's why I say no all the time. 839 00:34:29,903 --> 00:34:32,172 -Everybody is supposed to be taking a helicopter. 840 00:34:32,205 --> 00:34:33,807 So, are you going? -Oh, no, no, no. 841 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,608 I'm not taking a helicopter. I'm driving. 842 00:34:35,642 --> 00:34:37,677 I already told Erin I'm driving. -Why? 843 00:34:37,711 --> 00:34:41,247 -I like to drive. I like being in my car, making my phone call. 844 00:34:41,281 --> 00:34:43,516 -So it's not because you don't want to be with the girls? 845 00:34:43,550 --> 00:34:46,286 -No. Absolutely not. Because I'm going to be with them in the Hamptons. 846 00:34:46,319 --> 00:34:49,222 If I didn't want to be with the girls, I just wouldn't show up. 847 00:34:49,255 --> 00:34:51,291 -I'll drive with you. -Are you sure? 848 00:34:51,324 --> 00:34:52,759 -Yeah. I'll drive with you. -You sure? 849 00:34:52,792 --> 00:34:54,694 -I'm not a big helicopter person with kids. 850 00:34:54,728 --> 00:34:56,796 I can drive, or you can drive. -Yeah. 851 00:34:56,830 --> 00:34:59,799 You drive, and then I can talk. 852 00:34:59,833 --> 00:35:06,706 ** 853 00:35:06,740 --> 00:35:12,445 ** 854 00:35:12,479 --> 00:35:15,348 -I'll actually hold this open for you, 'cause you have more than I do. 855 00:35:15,382 --> 00:35:17,684 Thank you so much. 856 00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:21,421 -Hi! -Hi. How are you? Good morning. 857 00:35:21,454 --> 00:35:24,557 -Can I ask a massive favor? Can I change the board? 858 00:35:24,591 --> 00:35:26,626 Are you allowed to say "skank" on it? 859 00:35:26,659 --> 00:35:28,528 They'll feel at home. -Of course. 860 00:35:28,561 --> 00:35:31,398 -Signage of who's flying should be accurate. 861 00:35:31,431 --> 00:35:34,467 Look, I don't make the rules. The FAA does. 862 00:35:34,501 --> 00:35:36,936 -Wee! -Hello! 863 00:35:36,970 --> 00:35:39,773 -I am so excited. -Oh, my God, I'm so excited. 864 00:35:39,806 --> 00:35:43,810 -Ugh! My outfit! 865 00:35:43,843 --> 00:35:46,413 Oh, good Lord. 866 00:35:46,446 --> 00:35:49,416 -Could I have a coffee? -I'm having orange juice... 867 00:35:49,449 --> 00:35:52,318 -I was gonna say. -...with vodka. [ Laughs ] 868 00:35:52,352 --> 00:35:55,422 -Can someone open the door? -I hear someone shouting. 869 00:35:55,455 --> 00:35:57,357 -Oh, my God, that would be Jessel. 870 00:35:57,390 --> 00:35:59,693 -Hi! Oh my God. 871 00:35:59,726 --> 00:36:02,295 What the [bleep] 872 00:36:02,328 --> 00:36:04,297 This is insane! -[ Laughs ] 873 00:36:04,330 --> 00:36:06,299 -I'm not gonna help her. 874 00:36:06,332 --> 00:36:09,736 -How do I -- -I think we can close it. 875 00:36:09,769 --> 00:36:11,404 -Oh, my God. 876 00:36:11,438 --> 00:36:13,707 You guys... -Are you wearing a crop top? 877 00:36:13,740 --> 00:36:16,409 -Yeah, babe! -I love it. 878 00:36:16,443 --> 00:36:18,244 -Hi! -How are you? 879 00:36:18,278 --> 00:36:19,979 -I'm obsessed with this look. This whole look is genius. 880 00:36:20,013 --> 00:36:22,449 Is this an shoot? Are we doing a shoot out here? 881 00:36:22,482 --> 00:36:23,650 -Should I do it? It is it -- 882 00:36:23,683 --> 00:36:25,485 Oh, look, I match the helicopter! 883 00:36:25,518 --> 00:36:27,387 -Do you drink, my love? -Yeah. I want some champagne. 884 00:36:27,420 --> 00:36:29,389 -Hey, hey, hey, that's for you. 885 00:36:29,422 --> 00:36:31,524 -[ Laughs ] -That's for you. 886 00:36:31,558 --> 00:36:32,992 -That is amazing. 887 00:36:33,026 --> 00:36:35,428 Pavit is literally, like, jizzing in his pants. 888 00:36:35,462 --> 00:36:38,331 He's like, "Send me" -- He's like, "Send me chopper pics." 889 00:36:38,365 --> 00:36:40,967 Exclamation mark, exclamation mark. -I did not need that visual. 890 00:36:41,001 --> 00:36:42,769 -I'm sorry. [ Laughter ] 891 00:36:42,802 --> 00:36:44,804 I was bummed when Ubah and Sai said that they couldn't come. 892 00:36:44,838 --> 00:36:47,273 Ubah just said she prefers driving. 893 00:36:47,307 --> 00:36:49,576 -I knew Sai wasn't going to fly in this mess, though. 894 00:36:49,609 --> 00:36:51,011 -Why not? -Because she already said it. 895 00:36:51,044 --> 00:36:53,346 She was like, "If it's cloudy, I'm not flying." 896 00:36:53,380 --> 00:36:54,881 -She's not a meteorologist, is she? 897 00:36:54,914 --> 00:36:57,017 -She's not. -Sai doesn't want to be around me. 898 00:36:57,050 --> 00:36:59,886 -But don't you feel like, if you just brush it over -- 899 00:36:59,919 --> 00:37:01,621 -No, I don't care. You screamed at me, and I -- 900 00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:03,056 and I forgive you. I don't want to fight. 901 00:37:03,089 --> 00:37:05,425 I want to get drunk and have fun. -Yeah. 902 00:37:05,458 --> 00:37:06,960 -Like, I'm a party girl. I'm not like this, like, 903 00:37:06,993 --> 00:37:09,029 "Let's sit down and, like, stab each other." -Yeah. 904 00:37:09,062 --> 00:37:11,664 -But here's the thing. You guys were so close, right? 905 00:37:11,698 --> 00:37:13,900 From what Sai told me, you guys were so close. -Yeah. 906 00:37:13,933 --> 00:37:15,802 She keeps screaming at me in public for no reason, 907 00:37:15,835 --> 00:37:17,637 telling me to go [bleep] myself. What is that? 908 00:37:17,671 --> 00:37:19,372 This is New York. This is Manhattan. 909 00:37:19,406 --> 00:37:20,774 It's not Rikers Island. -Yeah, yeah. 910 00:37:20,807 --> 00:37:22,709 -Like, that's how she's acting. 911 00:37:22,742 --> 00:37:25,011 -Let's -- Let's try and FaceTime Jenna. Where is that girl? 912 00:37:25,045 --> 00:37:27,747 -She's fashionably late. -We can't wait for her. -She's, like, so late. 913 00:37:27,781 --> 00:37:29,849 Here. I'm gonna video her. -The chopper does not wait. 914 00:37:29,883 --> 00:37:32,452 -I love videoing people. And, like, the two seconds that, 915 00:37:32,485 --> 00:37:34,854 like, they don't pick up and you get to stare at yourself, 916 00:37:34,888 --> 00:37:36,890 it's, like, the best time. -Oh, and you can check. Yeah. 917 00:37:36,923 --> 00:37:39,459 Oh, my God, you're just feeling your-- Look at you. 918 00:37:39,492 --> 00:37:40,860 I get ya. 919 00:37:42,696 --> 00:37:44,831 -Are you serious? -Where are you? 920 00:37:44,864 --> 00:37:48,535 -Oh, you're in a car driving to the helipad. 921 00:37:48,568 --> 00:37:49,903 -What?! -What?! [Bleep] 922 00:37:49,936 --> 00:37:52,806 -You're not coming on the helicopter with us? 923 00:37:55,008 --> 00:37:56,910 -What is going on over here? -She's joking. 924 00:37:56,943 --> 00:37:59,646 You're driving here. -We're sitting here waiting. 925 00:37:59,679 --> 00:38:02,482 -Yeah! We're waiting for you, Jenna! 926 00:38:08,121 --> 00:38:11,458 ** 927 00:38:11,491 --> 00:38:14,661 -You're not coming on the helicopter with us? -Oh, my God. 928 00:38:15,729 --> 00:38:18,798 -Yeah! We're waiting for you, Jenna! 929 00:38:21,468 --> 00:38:25,005 -Why would we know that? -No. One of your 10 assistants didn't tell us. 930 00:38:25,038 --> 00:38:27,874 What is that stitching? Are you in a Bentley? 931 00:38:27,907 --> 00:38:29,642 -Yeah. She is. 932 00:38:38,618 --> 00:38:40,920 -Oh, I forgot about Racquel. 933 00:38:40,954 --> 00:38:42,489 -Aw! 934 00:38:42,522 --> 00:38:46,426 ** 935 00:38:46,459 --> 00:38:48,895 -Yes, bitch, yes! 936 00:38:48,928 --> 00:38:51,031 Yes! Work! [ Camera shutter clicking ] 937 00:38:51,064 --> 00:38:53,033 Oh, my God! Okay, this is good. 938 00:38:53,066 --> 00:38:55,902 This way, this way, this way. -You got it. 939 00:38:57,871 --> 00:38:59,105 -Ooh! 940 00:39:02,575 --> 00:39:03,843 -What is happening?! 941 00:39:03,877 --> 00:39:06,713 -That's Jessel in a nutshell. 942 00:39:07,947 --> 00:39:11,184 -Whoo! -[ Laughing ] 943 00:39:11,217 --> 00:39:12,752 -Here we go. 944 00:39:12,786 --> 00:39:14,988 I'm terrified. -It's fine! 945 00:39:15,021 --> 00:39:17,090 -Oh, my God! 946 00:39:17,123 --> 00:39:19,859 ** 947 00:39:28,068 --> 00:39:30,003 Aah! Oh, God. 948 00:39:30,036 --> 00:39:31,438 Oh-oh-oh. 949 00:39:31,471 --> 00:39:34,474 Look at the skyline, you guys. This is sick. 950 00:39:34,507 --> 00:39:36,943 -Oh, my God, I, like, freak out with turbulence on a plane. 951 00:39:36,976 --> 00:39:38,878 So, like, this is special. -I know, I know. 952 00:39:38,912 --> 00:39:40,947 It's not going to be like this the whole way. I promise. 953 00:39:40,980 --> 00:39:42,582 -It smooths out after we get off the water? -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 954 00:39:42,615 --> 00:39:44,150 -Yeah. 955 00:39:52,025 --> 00:39:53,193 Uh... 956 00:39:54,594 --> 00:39:56,062 -No comment? Yeah. 957 00:39:56,096 --> 00:39:58,732 -And also, if you're like, "I don't know what to say, 958 00:39:58,765 --> 00:40:00,900 here's what someone asked me," like, come to me. 959 00:40:00,934 --> 00:40:02,836 -No, no, no, I know. I'm saying, like, in press and like -- 960 00:40:02,869 --> 00:40:04,771 Because once you're announced and it's out there... 961 00:40:04,804 --> 00:40:07,140 -Oh, no, no. You should read my -- the text message 962 00:40:07,173 --> 00:40:09,042 I just got right now. 963 00:40:09,075 --> 00:40:10,977 -From who? -The Daily Mail. 964 00:40:11,011 --> 00:40:13,480 They're like, "We're gonna run this story. It's about..." 965 00:40:13,513 --> 00:40:15,582 And I was like, "Great." -I'm sorry. It's starting. 966 00:40:15,615 --> 00:40:17,250 -Right before we started filming. 967 00:40:17,283 --> 00:40:19,786 -This weekend, all of these news articles 968 00:40:19,819 --> 00:40:22,789 came out about Rebecca and being in Scientology. 969 00:40:22,822 --> 00:40:24,958 So there's more questions than answers. 970 00:40:24,991 --> 00:40:27,060 I know you say "no comment." That kind of doesn't work. 971 00:40:27,093 --> 00:40:29,162 I'm a publicist, too. So is she. 972 00:40:29,195 --> 00:40:31,931 I just tell people, "If you're curious, read a book." That's it. 973 00:40:31,965 --> 00:40:34,067 -Yeah. Right. Yeah. -If you're curious, 974 00:40:34,100 --> 00:40:36,069 let's talk about it when you can actually hear me talk. 975 00:40:36,102 --> 00:40:38,071 First of all, we're in a helicopter and it's loud. 976 00:40:38,104 --> 00:40:40,006 I am not uncomfortable talking about it, 977 00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:42,809 but I want to talk about it when there's a genuine interest 978 00:40:42,842 --> 00:40:45,879 and it's not just like, "Tell me about the movie." 979 00:40:45,912 --> 00:40:48,682 Do you want your friend to tell you about the whole movie 980 00:40:48,715 --> 00:40:50,617 or just -- just go see the movie? 981 00:40:50,650 --> 00:40:52,285 -Just play devil's advocate. 982 00:40:52,318 --> 00:40:54,788 Scientology is something that's, like, celebrity-heavy. 983 00:40:54,821 --> 00:40:57,090 People like to talk about it. Like, they're interested and curious. 984 00:40:57,123 --> 00:40:58,892 You know what I mean? -Yeah. 985 00:40:58,925 --> 00:41:00,794 Like, we're a world-recognized religion. 986 00:41:00,827 --> 00:41:02,662 There's nothing -- There's nothing secret. 987 00:41:02,696 --> 00:41:04,931 There's nothing weird, you know? 988 00:41:04,964 --> 00:41:07,767 -The response I'm getting is very, like, 989 00:41:07,801 --> 00:41:09,703 I'm talking to ChatGPT. 990 00:41:12,572 --> 00:41:13,907 -Uh, not really. 991 00:41:13,940 --> 00:41:16,009 -Actually, John Travolta -- 992 00:41:16,042 --> 00:41:19,045 Oh, I can't say this on camera. Never mind. 993 00:41:20,046 --> 00:41:22,015 I can't. No, I can't. I actually can't. 994 00:41:22,048 --> 00:41:25,318 -Every single religion or organized religion 995 00:41:25,352 --> 00:41:26,853 has an extreme version of it. 996 00:41:26,886 --> 00:41:28,922 And if you only look at that, 997 00:41:28,955 --> 00:41:32,192 that's actually not really a fair assessment. 998 00:41:35,628 --> 00:41:39,232 I have my religion. It's called ice cream and puppies. 999 00:41:39,265 --> 00:41:41,334 -Listen, the upside of it is at least 1000 00:41:41,368 --> 00:41:43,937 Scientology has pretty-looking celebrities. 1001 00:41:43,970 --> 00:41:47,073 -This is not the time or the place for this conversation, 1002 00:41:47,107 --> 00:41:48,942 but I feel like I'm talking to, like, a door-to-door salesman 1003 00:41:48,975 --> 00:41:52,712 or something that's trying to sell me snake oil. 1004 00:41:52,746 --> 00:41:54,714 Between us, you guys, it's weird. 1005 00:41:55,849 --> 00:41:57,917 -Yeah. [ Groans ] 1006 00:42:02,956 --> 00:42:04,958 -20 more minutes. 1007 00:42:13,633 --> 00:42:15,835 -Next time on "The Real Housewives of New York City"... 1008 00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:17,337 [ All cheer ] 1009 00:42:17,370 --> 00:42:20,640 -Oh, lingerie! -You guys are sharing a room? 1010 00:42:20,674 --> 00:42:22,175 -Jenna, don't get me jealous! 1011 00:42:22,208 --> 00:42:23,677 -The crotch area, it's out there. 1012 00:42:23,710 --> 00:42:25,912 -It's out there. -She was naked. 1013 00:42:25,945 --> 00:42:29,249 -She was literally wearing anal beads sitting there. -She was literally naked. 1014 00:42:29,282 --> 00:42:31,117 -You guys are all lies. 1015 00:42:31,151 --> 00:42:33,186 -What? No, no. Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da. 1016 00:42:33,219 --> 00:42:39,893 -No, no, no, no, no, no. -Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na. Na-na-na-na-na.