1 00:00:28,228 --> 00:00:30,834 It was a very short putt. 2 00:00:30,834 --> 00:00:34,343 It would seem routine had he not just come off a bogey the hole before. 3 00:00:34,343 --> 00:00:37,744 Mm-hmm, obviously smarting from that. 4 00:00:37,744 --> 00:00:40,886 But let's see what he does here. 5 00:00:40,886 --> 00:00:43,988 Oh perfect. Textbook, textbook. 6 00:00:43,988 --> 00:00:47,182 We move ahead now to Lee Trevino on the fairway at the seventh. 7 00:00:47,182 --> 00:00:50,726 His lie looks as though he may be in a little divot. 8 00:00:50,726 --> 00:00:54,388 Absolutely. Tournament officials have been cracking down 9 00:00:54,388 --> 00:00:56,398 on caddies filling in the divots. 10 00:00:56,398 --> 00:00:59,561 At this level of the game, some of us got to watch the etiquette of golf. 11 00:01:14,708 --> 00:01:16,949 Just go to sleep. 12 00:01:42,636 --> 00:01:44,775 A lovely approach. 13 00:01:44,775 --> 00:01:48,078 He's considering it now. I presume that a player like... 14 00:02:12,899 --> 00:02:16,346 Sand wedge or intermediate pitching wedge. 15 00:02:16,346 --> 00:02:19,109 Oh, very exciting. He's lining up the shot. 16 00:02:24,444 --> 00:02:26,287 Look at me. 17 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:29,423 Hmm? 18 00:02:29,423 --> 00:02:33,121 I am not standing for this. 19 00:02:33,121 --> 00:02:33,841 Sorry? 20 00:02:36,757 --> 00:02:39,363 You keep my soul in a dungeon. 21 00:02:41,828 --> 00:02:43,830 I am leaving. 22 00:02:56,510 --> 00:02:58,012 Jack? 23 00:03:03,450 --> 00:03:06,329 - Jack. - If you leave me, I will throw her. 24 00:03:08,622 --> 00:03:10,966 You think that I won't, hmm? 25 00:03:12,059 --> 00:03:14,335 - Please. - Do you think I won't? 26 00:03:16,329 --> 00:03:19,799 I won't leave. I won't leave you. 27 00:03:34,014 --> 00:03:36,756 I am sorry. Don't ever do that again. 28 00:03:36,756 --> 00:03:39,557 Don't ever leave me. Don't ever do that again. 29 00:03:54,334 --> 00:03:58,009 # All things bright and beautiful # 30 00:03:58,009 --> 00:04:02,381 # All creatures great and small # 31 00:04:02,381 --> 00:04:06,422 # All things wise and wonderful # 32 00:04:06,422 --> 00:04:11,359 # The Lord God made them all # 33 00:04:11,359 --> 00:04:13,555 I invite you to be seated at this time. 34 00:04:21,027 --> 00:04:23,200 Oh, that's a very nice touch. 35 00:04:23,200 --> 00:04:25,639 So maybe he can make a par. And at worse from there 36 00:04:25,639 --> 00:04:27,437 you'd think he could stay his point total. 37 00:04:27,437 --> 00:04:30,377 Now here we find him with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole. 38 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:37,114 I don't know if there was a problem 39 00:04:37,114 --> 00:04:40,258 with him slipping with his right foot there, but definitely a pull. 40 00:04:40,258 --> 00:04:42,120 He obviously had the thought in his head 41 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:43,955 that he needed to give it a little bit extra, 42 00:04:43,955 --> 00:04:46,427 and he's found himself in a difficult spot. 43 00:04:46,427 --> 00:04:49,658 All the expectations he had coming into this, 44 00:04:56,163 --> 00:04:58,939 - Hello? - Jack. 45 00:05:00,634 --> 00:05:01,354 Betsy. 46 00:05:02,969 --> 00:05:04,607 Your brother slipped away. 47 00:05:04,607 --> 00:05:05,327 Oh oh, 48 00:05:07,841 --> 00:05:09,320 finally out of his misery. 49 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:11,683 - Yes, he is. - Oh, I know, I know. 50 00:05:11,683 --> 00:05:14,985 And how many times did I hear, "Why can't you be like your brother Bobby"? 51 00:05:14,985 --> 00:05:18,527 If I had a nickel for every time that was said to me... 52 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:22,626 I'd be a rich man today. 53 00:05:22,626 --> 00:05:26,168 That scar on his forehead that he had, 54 00:05:26,168 --> 00:05:29,205 he always had a story for it, 55 00:05:29,205 --> 00:05:32,673 but it was me. I threw a hammer at Mr. Perfect when I was eight. 56 00:05:34,801 --> 00:05:37,042 He never told though. He covered for the people he loved. 57 00:05:37,042 --> 00:05:40,515 That's how he was and I loved him for that. 58 00:05:40,515 --> 00:05:43,154 And I wanted to be like him. 59 00:05:43,154 --> 00:05:45,051 Everything... 60 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:58,362 I just want to say that... 61 00:06:01,895 --> 00:06:05,172 If it wasn't for Bobby, I'd... 62 00:06:06,967 --> 00:06:10,005 I- I don't know... 63 00:06:10,005 --> 00:06:12,514 Where I would have wound up. 64 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:17,213 He taught me how to live, what was right. 65 00:06:19,679 --> 00:06:22,182 I am going to miss him. 66 00:06:22,182 --> 00:06:25,592 He lived right. He lived right. He was... 67 00:06:25,592 --> 00:06:30,565 What more could you s... want people to say about you? 68 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:37,671 All throughout Scripture it talks about God being a just God. 69 00:06:37,671 --> 00:06:41,677 I mean, I just read the parable about the unjust judge, 70 00:06:41,677 --> 00:06:45,749 where the woman kept coming and coming and saying... 71 00:06:45,749 --> 00:06:48,079 Caring, loving, forgiving... 72 00:06:48,079 --> 00:06:50,915 I am wondering if you concur with what you have heard so far? 73 00:06:50,915 --> 00:06:53,956 I think that the choices, the idea of free will, 74 00:06:53,956 --> 00:06:56,060 and the fact that we have freedom of choice... 75 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:10,101 The reality of the times we live in, 76 00:07:10,101 --> 00:07:15,736 this notion that- this angst that a lot of people are feeling in this country, 77 00:07:15,736 --> 00:07:19,145 that we have gone through some sort of fundamental transformation... 78 00:07:19,145 --> 00:07:21,786 "Barack Obama earlier today, crediting 79 00:07:21,786 --> 00:07:26,618 his so-called stimulus package that he signed four or five months ago, 80 00:07:26,618 --> 00:07:29,784 as "putting cash into the pockets of taxpayers." 81 00:07:29,784 --> 00:07:32,954 If you're a taxpayer in the Detroit area 82 00:07:32,954 --> 00:07:35,565 who got cash in your pocket from the stimulus plan, 83 00:07:35,565 --> 00:07:37,963 I'd love to hear from you, and you can also check in via the internet, 84 00:07:37,963 --> 00:07:39,967 but we would love to hear from you personally. 85 00:07:39,967 --> 00:07:42,606 Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin. Kevin thanks so much for calling. 86 00:07:42,606 --> 00:07:44,070 Welcome. 87 00:07:51,905 --> 00:07:54,078 Hi, Pam. 88 00:08:06,519 --> 00:08:08,021 Thanks. 89 00:08:34,314 --> 00:08:36,157 No, it's true. 90 00:08:36,157 --> 00:08:39,058 With God is my witness, I have changed. 91 00:08:39,058 --> 00:08:41,495 With Jesus and my family... 92 00:09:04,411 --> 00:09:06,857 Oh my God, I am sorry for what I have done. 93 00:09:06,857 --> 00:09:09,892 I mean, I robbed a goddamn liquor store with a toy gun. 94 00:09:09,892 --> 00:09:13,054 What kind of... what kind of idiot does that? 95 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,783 Warden wants to see you. 96 00:09:43,883 --> 00:09:45,556 Hi, Allie. 97 00:09:46,753 --> 00:09:49,859 - Hi, Mitch. Janice. - Jack. 98 00:09:49,859 --> 00:09:52,264 - What's up? - Shut the door, Jack. 99 00:10:01,201 --> 00:10:04,239 This Deshawn Mackey guy. 100 00:10:06,139 --> 00:10:09,120 - This is yours? Your report, right? - Yeah. Yeah. Why? 101 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:11,812 It's an incompetent mess, Jack. 102 00:10:11,812 --> 00:10:14,788 I mean, look, I know your head's already out on the golf course, 103 00:10:14,788 --> 00:10:18,157 but this is a travesty of proper casework here. 104 00:10:26,759 --> 00:10:29,262 - I got you. - You got me. 105 00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:33,309 Here. Learn from the master of understatement. 106 00:10:33,309 --> 00:10:35,946 - Absolutely. - Keep them brief. 107 00:10:35,946 --> 00:10:39,811 Now I need to get Janice up to speed before you're out the back door, 108 00:10:39,811 --> 00:10:43,352 so let's pass all your indeterminates eligible off to her. 109 00:10:43,352 --> 00:10:46,753 Yeah yeah, of course, but I'd like to stay on my currents, 110 00:10:46,753 --> 00:10:49,985 if I can see them through to review... is that okay? 111 00:10:51,417 --> 00:10:53,761 Yeah, if you're willing. 112 00:10:53,761 --> 00:10:55,365 - I would like to. Thank you. - Yeah. 113 00:10:55,365 --> 00:10:57,968 - We're good. - Okay. 114 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:01,196 Oh, hey, I am sorry. 115 00:11:01,196 --> 00:11:02,965 Excuse me? 116 00:11:02,965 --> 00:11:05,370 Your brother... I just recently heard, I am sorry. 117 00:11:05,370 --> 00:11:07,307 Thank you. 118 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:15,145 - Okay. - Yeah. 119 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:45,164 S-Stone. 120 00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:48,207 Hmm? 121 00:11:49,309 --> 00:11:51,050 No, I-I am Stone. 122 00:11:51,050 --> 00:11:54,215 I mean, I know it say "Gerald" in the file, 123 00:11:54,215 --> 00:11:58,328 but I am just saying I prefer Stone. 124 00:11:58,328 --> 00:12:01,397 Gerald Creeson. So what's Stone, like a nickname? 125 00:12:01,397 --> 00:12:03,227 That's something from here? 126 00:12:03,227 --> 00:12:05,096 No. Oh no, man. Fuck all these assholes. 127 00:12:05,096 --> 00:12:08,569 Yo, that's what my people call me. You know, people who know me. 128 00:12:11,998 --> 00:12:15,070 Look, are we just going to, like... are you just going to tick the boxes and shit? 129 00:12:15,070 --> 00:12:17,681 I mean, can we... can we talk straight? 130 00:12:17,681 --> 00:12:20,909 I mean, you going to help me out or what? because I, you know, I don't think 131 00:12:20,909 --> 00:12:23,247 - I deserve to be up in here no more. - Let's just slow down. Slow slow down. 132 00:12:23,247 --> 00:12:25,719 I have done a long bid, man. Three more years ain't going to... 133 00:12:25,719 --> 00:12:28,757 Slow down. Let's... let's talk about what got you here. 134 00:12:28,757 --> 00:12:30,758 - You want to tell me about that? - it's right there in front of you. 135 00:12:30,758 --> 00:12:33,363 - Why you want to talk about that again? - because now you're mine. 136 00:12:33,363 --> 00:12:35,260 You moved up. 137 00:12:35,260 --> 00:12:37,423 And just because I like to chat. 138 00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:40,537 All these scrubs in here, you know, these short-timers and meatballs, 139 00:12:40,537 --> 00:12:42,900 they're like, they're all innocent, right? 140 00:12:42,900 --> 00:12:45,702 Yeah. But at least I admit it. 141 00:12:45,702 --> 00:12:47,708 You know, I copped to what I did right away, 142 00:12:47,708 --> 00:12:50,143 and-and now I am looking forward, man. 143 00:12:50,143 --> 00:12:52,283 I got a job lined up and I am saying, 144 00:12:52,283 --> 00:12:55,544 why I got to talk about that shit every fucking time? 145 00:12:55,544 --> 00:12:57,449 because I want to hear your side of it, that's why. 146 00:12:57,449 --> 00:12:59,453 You know what? Just fuck this shit. Fuck you too. 147 00:12:59,453 --> 00:13:01,888 - I ain't got time for this bullshit. - Hey, son... 148 00:13:01,888 --> 00:13:04,426 No, you're just setting them up so they can flop me, man. 149 00:13:04,426 --> 00:13:06,655 So you write what you're going to write and let's just get on with it, man. 150 00:13:06,655 --> 00:13:08,765 - because I will take the flop. - Hey, son. Stone. 151 00:13:08,765 --> 00:13:10,298 - Go ahead, max me, max me. - Son, calm down. 152 00:13:10,298 --> 00:13:12,402 You don't think I will do it, I will see that max standing 153 00:13:12,402 --> 00:13:13,662 - on my fucking head, man. - Stone. 154 00:13:13,662 --> 00:13:15,464 I will see you outside before you see me, bitch. 155 00:13:15,464 --> 00:13:18,108 Stone. In about two fucking seconds you're going to 156 00:13:18,108 --> 00:13:21,575 go in the hole, and your file is going to go to the bottom of my pile. 157 00:13:21,575 --> 00:13:24,476 You understand? You see that door in front of you? 158 00:13:24,476 --> 00:13:26,947 You know where it goes... back. 159 00:13:26,947 --> 00:13:29,017 You want to go back? Be my guest. 160 00:13:29,017 --> 00:13:31,655 You want to go forward, you want to walk out of here, 161 00:13:31,655 --> 00:13:34,189 you want to find that door? Me, I am that door. 162 00:13:34,189 --> 00:13:37,328 And you will go through me. If I ask you a question about the weather, 163 00:13:37,328 --> 00:13:40,464 you better fucking answer it or go back and I will see you in three years. 164 00:13:40,464 --> 00:13:41,997 - You got it? - Yeah. 165 00:13:41,997 --> 00:13:44,761 - Then sit the fuck down. - All right. 166 00:13:50,096 --> 00:13:52,303 Well, we just shooting the shit. 167 00:13:54,200 --> 00:13:57,511 I like her, man. She's hard. 168 00:14:02,508 --> 00:14:05,318 Okay. All right, look, 169 00:14:05,318 --> 00:14:07,685 look, this is a process. 170 00:14:07,685 --> 00:14:09,849 We talk. 171 00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:12,553 We're not friends, but just pretend we're friends, okay? 172 00:14:12,553 --> 00:14:14,858 Relax, just-just talk, that's all, 173 00:14:14,858 --> 00:14:17,524 and then maybe we both get what we want, okay? 174 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:21,035 - Okay, let's pretend. - Okay. 175 00:14:21,035 --> 00:14:22,867 You're married. 176 00:14:22,867 --> 00:14:25,031 Yeah. 177 00:14:25,031 --> 00:14:26,836 Okay, that's good. 178 00:14:26,836 --> 00:14:28,376 How long are you married? 179 00:14:28,376 --> 00:14:31,572 Nine years, man... eight of it up in this shit. 180 00:14:31,572 --> 00:14:34,514 It's right in the file, man. I don't want... 181 00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:38,355 Let's talk about your wife. 182 00:14:38,355 --> 00:14:40,752 - Lucetta? - Mm-hmm, yeah. 183 00:14:40,752 --> 00:14:42,824 - Has she come up here? You seen her? - No. 184 00:14:42,824 --> 00:14:45,656 - She's a dime, dawg. - What's a dime? 185 00:14:45,656 --> 00:14:47,820 Perfect 10, man. She's fine. 186 00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:51,400 I will tell you, between you and me, 187 00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:53,400 she's-she's a alien. 188 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:55,232 Alien? What do you mean, like an illegal? 189 00:14:55,232 --> 00:14:58,069 No, she ain't illegal, man. She's whiter than you. 190 00:14:58,069 --> 00:15:00,336 No, she's like... she's like a... 191 00:15:00,336 --> 00:15:02,912 she's an alien from another world, man. 192 00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:09,884 She visit you much? Picnics most Saturdays? 193 00:15:09,884 --> 00:15:13,114 I don't want no picnic, man. I miss my dick in her fucking ass. 194 00:15:13,114 --> 00:15:15,589 You know, I miss her sucking me till I can't take no more. 195 00:15:15,589 --> 00:15:18,524 I mean, she's crazy. She will do anything. 196 00:15:18,524 --> 00:15:21,756 Fuck her tits, come in her face, she will just blink and keep on laughing, man. 197 00:15:21,756 --> 00:15:23,366 It's... she... 198 00:15:23,366 --> 00:15:25,764 look, if we going to talk about Lucetta, you better watch out, 199 00:15:25,764 --> 00:15:27,598 because I am going to give you some pictures in your head 200 00:15:27,598 --> 00:15:29,740 going to keep you up nights, man. 201 00:15:33,232 --> 00:15:35,143 Oh man. 202 00:15:35,143 --> 00:15:39,443 I am sorry, I am sorry. I-I got a mouth, I know. 203 00:15:39,443 --> 00:15:42,609 I apologize, man. You're giving me that look, 204 00:15:42,609 --> 00:15:46,484 and I feel like you go down here and that's the end of this shit. 205 00:15:46,484 --> 00:15:48,626 Look, I don't want no beef with you. 206 00:15:48,626 --> 00:15:50,658 I just want to be vegetarian. 207 00:15:57,557 --> 00:15:59,468 Is that your wife? You're married? 208 00:16:00,593 --> 00:16:02,334 Yeah. 209 00:16:02,334 --> 00:16:04,338 - A long time? - 43 years. 210 00:16:04,338 --> 00:16:06,670 Get the fuck out. 211 00:16:06,670 --> 00:16:09,313 Man, that's true love, huh? 212 00:16:09,313 --> 00:16:12,313 That's great, and after 43 years and you still get it on and everything? 213 00:16:12,313 --> 00:16:15,817 - Excuse me? - No, I am really curious about this. 214 00:16:15,817 --> 00:16:17,818 It's like, say, I love my lady, right, 215 00:16:17,818 --> 00:16:20,423 but, you know, I wonder sometimes, 216 00:16:20,423 --> 00:16:24,084 like how you going to do when the skin starts to go to the crepe, 217 00:16:24,084 --> 00:16:27,629 you know what I am saying? I mean, what do... how does that work for you? 218 00:16:27,629 --> 00:16:31,428 Like you get hip to Viagra, so you can like hammer nails with it? 219 00:16:31,428 --> 00:16:35,664 Listen listen, look, I don't talk with anybody about my wife like that. 220 00:16:35,664 --> 00:16:38,672 I ain't talking about your wife. I am saying, for me, 221 00:16:38,672 --> 00:16:40,674 you know, I have been locked up a long time. 222 00:16:40,674 --> 00:16:43,541 You don't need much more than two pumps and a swirl to get it done. 223 00:16:43,541 --> 00:16:45,148 I don't consider this polite conversation. 224 00:16:45,148 --> 00:16:49,116 I ain't trying to be rude, okay? I really want to know 225 00:16:49,116 --> 00:16:51,277 where does that go? 226 00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:53,890 Or where do you put it, if you... 227 00:16:53,890 --> 00:16:55,719 you get what I am saying? 228 00:16:55,719 --> 00:16:58,328 I want to know how it works for you, 229 00:16:58,328 --> 00:17:00,054 how you keep a lid on that. 230 00:17:00,054 --> 00:17:03,393 We're not... we're not talking about me. 231 00:17:03,393 --> 00:17:06,366 We're not talking about me, okay? 232 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:09,329 Man looks on the outward appearance. 233 00:17:09,329 --> 00:17:11,736 God looks on the heart. 234 00:17:11,736 --> 00:17:14,242 And certainly the heart of a man does matter, 235 00:17:14,242 --> 00:17:16,710 because out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks... 236 00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:39,700 Only in the choices that God decides to present to us. 237 00:17:39,700 --> 00:17:41,236 Well, no, I am not saying that. 238 00:17:41,236 --> 00:17:45,740 I am saying that I just believe that we're automatons... 239 00:18:14,894 --> 00:18:16,532 ...and here's the deal: 240 00:18:16,532 --> 00:18:19,370 - I did not choose to be born... - This is very very serious. 241 00:18:19,370 --> 00:18:22,706 ...and I cannot choose to be born again. 242 00:18:22,706 --> 00:18:25,109 She's four... can you believe it? 243 00:18:25,109 --> 00:18:27,808 I had no choice in that matter whatsoever, and yet 244 00:18:27,808 --> 00:18:30,284 - there are so many people that... - Where have you gone? 245 00:18:30,284 --> 00:18:32,286 ...think they have a choice in the matter 246 00:18:32,286 --> 00:18:35,949 of their spiritual rebirth and their spiritual formation. 247 00:18:35,949 --> 00:18:40,393 The fact of the matter is, a seed is planted and conception takes place, 248 00:18:40,393 --> 00:18:42,760 - which you had nothing to do with. - Amen. 249 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:45,129 All Voices Under God, WDDL, 250 00:18:45,129 --> 00:18:48,829 will continue here right after these very important messages. 251 00:18:50,663 --> 00:18:53,644 Look, we was high as shit and we were looking for money. 252 00:18:53,644 --> 00:18:55,676 You know? My poppy hears us. 253 00:18:55,676 --> 00:18:57,314 Him and Teach have words. 254 00:18:57,314 --> 00:18:58,972 Poppy goes and gets his gun. 255 00:18:58,972 --> 00:19:01,175 And I was like, "Fuck this. I don't want no part of this," 256 00:19:01,175 --> 00:19:02,978 and I went outside. 257 00:19:02,978 --> 00:19:07,022 So then, Teach done what he done and then the house got burnt. 258 00:19:08,914 --> 00:19:10,860 It was... you know, it was terrible. 259 00:19:10,860 --> 00:19:12,860 I was like a terrible mistake that I made. 260 00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:15,499 I was tragic and it was a long time ago 261 00:19:15,499 --> 00:19:18,135 and I have paid... I have paid... 262 00:19:18,135 --> 00:19:20,634 With a lot of hard time. 263 00:19:20,634 --> 00:19:23,797 And I just think, you know, I am so ready to be out 264 00:19:23,797 --> 00:19:26,000 and start my life again, 265 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,441 and well, so what... 266 00:19:28,441 --> 00:19:30,877 you know, what-what-what can we do to make that happen? 267 00:19:30,877 --> 00:19:32,482 How can you help me make that happen? 268 00:19:32,482 --> 00:19:34,982 Well, we will see. 269 00:19:34,982 --> 00:19:37,485 We were just getting started, so... 270 00:19:37,485 --> 00:19:40,817 A lot of good things have happened for me in here, you know. 271 00:19:40,817 --> 00:19:42,687 I did my GED like that, man. 272 00:19:42,687 --> 00:19:44,885 I held down this job... Textiles Unit, 273 00:19:44,885 --> 00:19:46,826 number one position the last two years. 274 00:19:46,826 --> 00:19:49,557 I am going home to my wife. She's got a spot for me, you know, 275 00:19:49,557 --> 00:19:51,895 Mount Elliot Chrysler, job lined up. 276 00:19:51,895 --> 00:19:54,834 - I am-I am going, you know. - Yeah, whose idea was it? 277 00:19:54,834 --> 00:19:57,133 Lucetta... she knows the branch manager at Mount Elliot. 278 00:19:57,133 --> 00:19:58,673 No no, not your job. 279 00:19:58,673 --> 00:20:01,209 Whose idea was it to go to your grandparent's? 280 00:20:01,209 --> 00:20:02,903 - What? - Whose idea was it? 281 00:20:07,506 --> 00:20:10,043 I told you... I told you it was Teach. 282 00:20:10,043 --> 00:20:11,745 Teach, you know. 283 00:20:11,745 --> 00:20:14,391 Like I said, I wasn't even... 284 00:20:14,391 --> 00:20:16,754 I was... I went outside the house. 285 00:20:16,754 --> 00:20:19,055 Yeah, but you didn't stop them, did you? 286 00:20:19,055 --> 00:20:21,824 - Stop them what? - From killing your grandparents. 287 00:20:25,191 --> 00:20:28,001 You-you-you ain't going to do it, man. 288 00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,534 You're not going to... 289 00:20:32,765 --> 00:20:36,406 You don't give a fuck, man. Shit. 290 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,116 I was outside, 291 00:20:41,116 --> 00:20:44,447 Teach... Teach come out, 292 00:20:44,447 --> 00:20:48,023 and I didn't even know what he'd done until he told me. 293 00:20:48,023 --> 00:20:50,592 Teach testified to that, man. 294 00:20:50,592 --> 00:20:53,526 He... that's why I didn't even catch the rap 295 00:20:53,526 --> 00:20:55,222 for-for manslaughter. 296 00:20:55,222 --> 00:20:57,628 I got accessory and arson. 297 00:20:57,628 --> 00:21:00,293 I have done eight out of 10-15. 298 00:21:00,293 --> 00:21:04,601 I mean, what-what more do you want from me? 299 00:21:06,565 --> 00:21:07,645 Okay, so, 300 00:21:09,702 --> 00:21:11,648 let's make today 301 00:21:11,648 --> 00:21:14,284 an extra special day. 302 00:21:14,284 --> 00:21:17,785 Let's do one nice thing for someone else, 303 00:21:17,785 --> 00:21:22,050 but not tell anyone else that we did it, okay? 304 00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:26,987 Win with the seventh deuce, it's 10 bucks for everybody. 305 00:21:26,987 --> 00:21:28,894 Win both ways with the seven deuce, 306 00:21:28,894 --> 00:21:30,897 - 20 bucks a head. - Jacks wild? 307 00:21:30,897 --> 00:21:32,467 Jacks definitely not wild. 308 00:21:32,467 --> 00:21:35,504 Marsha, stay in? 309 00:21:35,504 --> 00:21:37,072 Hello? 310 00:21:37,072 --> 00:21:40,438 - Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place? - Excuse me? 311 00:21:40,438 --> 00:21:42,806 Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson. My husband's... 312 00:21:42,806 --> 00:21:44,811 Excuse me, I couldn't understand what... 313 00:21:44,811 --> 00:21:48,577 - Can I speak to Jack Mabry? - Well, this is Mrs. Mabry. 314 00:21:48,577 --> 00:21:51,312 Okay, can I speak to Jack? 315 00:21:51,312 --> 00:21:53,821 You need my husband. I can give him a mess... 316 00:22:11,697 --> 00:22:14,200 - Hey, you get ahold of him? - She was a little short. 317 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:17,973 You know? Like, I don't know. Like she didn't want to talk or something. 318 00:22:17,973 --> 00:22:19,343 Why-why-why you talking to her? 319 00:22:19,343 --> 00:22:21,382 Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite. 320 00:22:21,382 --> 00:22:24,316 Huh-uh, no biting, okay? 321 00:22:24,316 --> 00:22:28,014 Do you understand what I am saying? I need you to do this for me right now. 322 00:22:28,014 --> 00:22:30,182 Right now. Don't let it slide. 323 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:32,488 Okay, I will. 324 00:22:32,488 --> 00:22:35,495 Okay? Call him tonight. 325 00:22:35,495 --> 00:22:38,032 Call him tomorrow. Call him tomorrow night. 326 00:22:38,032 --> 00:22:40,693 Call him the day after. Call him the day after tomorrow night. 327 00:22:40,693 --> 00:22:43,898 That's what I am getting at is do you believe what you did was wrong? 328 00:22:43,898 --> 00:22:46,669 What-what did you think, because I grew up westside 329 00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:49,813 that like I am one of these socio-delinquent types, 330 00:22:49,813 --> 00:22:52,813 don't know the difference between right and wrong? 331 00:22:52,813 --> 00:22:55,418 You want me to tell you about my bad childhood and shit? 332 00:22:55,418 --> 00:22:56,917 I don't know. Did you have one? 333 00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:59,886 Well, you know, at the time, I thought a lot of shit was normal. 334 00:22:59,886 --> 00:23:03,049 It was definitely unhealthy, 335 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:05,559 but on the same token, you know, I didn't think 336 00:23:05,559 --> 00:23:07,994 I was a bad person to begin with. 337 00:23:07,994 --> 00:23:11,191 So, you know, I mean, what, you want to know 338 00:23:11,191 --> 00:23:13,530 if I am going to light any more grandparents on fire? 339 00:23:13,530 --> 00:23:15,365 - Are you? - No. 340 00:23:15,365 --> 00:23:18,531 - You got any more? - Yeah, I got one. 341 00:23:18,531 --> 00:23:22,270 Yeah well, try to make a better effort with that one. 342 00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:29,784 I am not trying to be flip. 343 00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:34,752 I think I deserve to be free, I do. 344 00:23:34,752 --> 00:23:36,791 Why, because you did the time? 345 00:23:36,791 --> 00:23:39,759 That's it, you're ready? Now you're a clean slate? 346 00:23:39,759 --> 00:23:43,093 I am clean as anybody, man. I am clean as you. 347 00:23:43,093 --> 00:23:45,895 Well, maybe, maybe not. 348 00:23:45,895 --> 00:23:48,766 Seriously, let me ask you something, you know. 349 00:23:48,766 --> 00:23:51,306 Why are you... why are you... why are you going to sit there, 350 00:23:51,306 --> 00:23:53,773 like, asking me these questions like you never done nothing? 351 00:23:53,773 --> 00:23:58,040 I mean, you know, why do you get to walk around free and I don't? 352 00:23:58,040 --> 00:23:59,944 I wasn't convicted of a crime. 353 00:23:59,944 --> 00:24:01,982 Oh, come you never did anything bad? 354 00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:05,122 Never did anybody no wrong, had to be forgiven for nothing? 355 00:24:05,122 --> 00:24:06,654 No, never broke the law. 356 00:24:06,654 --> 00:24:08,792 What, you never got a speeding ticket? 357 00:24:08,792 --> 00:24:11,622 You never backed somebody up in a bar fight or something? 358 00:24:11,622 --> 00:24:14,924 Shit, Vietnam you never killed some kid... you carry that with you? 359 00:24:14,924 --> 00:24:16,464 You step out on your wife, 360 00:24:16,464 --> 00:24:18,624 you fuck that little 15-year-old who looked at you sideways? 361 00:24:18,624 --> 00:24:20,737 - Okay okay. - No, come on, man. Come on. 362 00:24:20,737 --> 00:24:25,308 How long you get to keep judging a person for one bad thing they done? 363 00:24:25,308 --> 00:24:28,104 No matter how much I paid, I got to keep eating shit with you? 364 00:24:28,104 --> 00:24:29,905 For how long? 365 00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:34,580 That ain't right. It ain't. 366 00:24:34,580 --> 00:24:36,947 I mean, I am begging you, man. I am begging you. 367 00:24:36,947 --> 00:24:40,818 I am a person. I am a person. Look at my record, you know. 368 00:24:40,818 --> 00:24:42,823 Look at... look at what I have done in here. 369 00:24:42,823 --> 00:24:45,690 I mean, I am different than when I come in here, man. 370 00:24:45,690 --> 00:24:50,630 I have grown a lot. I am like fucking reborn, man. 371 00:24:50,630 --> 00:24:53,599 What does that mean to you, being reborn? 372 00:24:56,762 --> 00:24:58,264 What? 373 00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:02,304 What does that mean to you? 374 00:25:22,654 --> 00:25:25,533 Hi. Yeah, I am back. 375 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,896 - Hey, Mrs. Creeson. - Hey, Jake. 376 00:25:43,142 --> 00:25:44,883 Thanks. Bye, guys. 377 00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:01,061 Creeson. 378 00:26:03,862 --> 00:26:06,570 Oh, the rows look so nice. I like them thick, baby. 379 00:26:06,570 --> 00:26:08,006 - Yeah? - It looks really good. 380 00:26:08,006 --> 00:26:09,737 - I have been using that mousse you sent. - Yeah? 381 00:26:09,737 --> 00:26:12,075 because Crystal said you put the rag on before you go to sleep, 382 00:26:12,075 --> 00:26:15,775 and when you wake up they're still all clean and nice... they look really good. 383 00:26:15,775 --> 00:26:19,081 They look tight. You look so fucking good. 384 00:26:19,081 --> 00:26:21,224 I miss you so much. 385 00:26:30,689 --> 00:26:33,966 What have you got to tell me? I mean... 386 00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,566 Well, I called him 387 00:26:37,566 --> 00:26:40,801 and he didn't call me back, so I left another message. 388 00:26:40,801 --> 00:26:44,880 Okay, that's good, but you know you got to get with him person to person. 389 00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:47,574 - I am on it. Baby, I am on it. - One on one, you know what I am saying? 390 00:26:47,574 --> 00:26:50,948 I got to have you with me on it. I can't do this by myself. 391 00:26:50,948 --> 00:26:53,090 Anything. 392 00:26:53,090 --> 00:26:56,454 I would do anything for you, you know that, right? 393 00:26:56,454 --> 00:26:57,992 Yeah. 394 00:26:59,051 --> 00:27:00,257 Okay okay. 395 00:27:00,257 --> 00:27:03,491 Baby, I wore something special for you. 396 00:27:03,491 --> 00:27:05,259 Did you? What did you wear? 397 00:27:05,259 --> 00:27:07,961 - Nothing. - Oh God. 398 00:27:09,995 --> 00:27:11,497 You're killing me. 399 00:27:18,170 --> 00:27:20,150 Oh no. Okay okay okay. 400 00:27:20,150 --> 00:27:21,807 - What? - This is too much. No no. 401 00:27:21,807 --> 00:27:25,319 Come on. No no, I am sorry. Just come on. Come here, come here. 402 00:27:26,945 --> 00:27:28,288 Honey? 403 00:27:28,288 --> 00:27:29,949 I can't get no ticket. 404 00:27:29,949 --> 00:27:32,117 I can't get a ticket, you understand, right? 405 00:27:32,117 --> 00:27:33,786 I am too close. 406 00:27:33,786 --> 00:27:36,831 - Baby. Baby. - Yeah. Yeah. 407 00:27:36,831 --> 00:27:39,936 Okay, I am so close. 408 00:27:39,936 --> 00:27:42,936 - What am I going to do? - It's going to happen. 409 00:27:42,936 --> 00:27:45,166 - I can't do much more of this. - Don't worry. 410 00:27:45,166 --> 00:27:47,037 I can't. I ain't going to make it. 411 00:27:47,037 --> 00:27:49,201 I am serious, Lucetta. 412 00:27:49,201 --> 00:27:52,872 I just think I want... like I want to kill myself. 413 00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:56,178 You don't even joke like that, okay? 414 00:27:56,178 --> 00:27:57,786 Don't joke. 415 00:27:57,786 --> 00:28:00,219 I love you. 416 00:28:03,715 --> 00:28:05,991 You want something to eat? I got some cream puffs 417 00:28:05,991 --> 00:28:09,360 and some animal crackers and some milk and stuff. 418 00:28:10,489 --> 00:28:12,901 "That the Father may be glorified..." 419 00:29:01,039 --> 00:29:03,519 "... the embrace of sin, the individual 420 00:29:03,519 --> 00:29:07,020 achieves perfect metaphysical pitch 421 00:29:07,020 --> 00:29:08,852 and transforms himself 422 00:29:08,852 --> 00:29:12,120 into a tuning fork of God." 423 00:29:19,391 --> 00:29:22,600 I am trying to improve myself here, you motherfuckers. 424 00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:35,884 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. 425 00:29:35,884 --> 00:29:38,612 Please leave a message. 426 00:29:38,612 --> 00:29:41,724 Hi. Hey, this is Lucetta Creeson. 427 00:29:41,724 --> 00:29:44,827 Um, I called before. I am Stoney Creeson's wife. 428 00:29:44,827 --> 00:29:46,929 I spoke to Mrs. Mabry, 429 00:29:46,929 --> 00:29:49,224 but Mr. Mabry, this is for you. 430 00:29:49,224 --> 00:29:51,891 I would like to talk to you about my husband. 431 00:29:51,891 --> 00:29:53,900 Um, it's kind of important to us. 432 00:29:53,900 --> 00:29:56,630 And I work most mornings, but... 433 00:29:56,630 --> 00:29:58,741 well, no, look, I could rearrange things, 434 00:29:58,741 --> 00:30:01,571 so whenever's good for you is fine with me. 435 00:30:03,168 --> 00:30:05,148 Shit. 436 00:30:05,148 --> 00:30:07,614 I wasn't done. 437 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,151 Who goes to sleep at 9:00? 438 00:30:24,289 --> 00:30:25,039 Hi. 439 00:30:51,283 --> 00:30:53,285 Mr. Mabry? 440 00:30:54,519 --> 00:30:57,693 - Officer Mabry? - Sorry? 441 00:30:57,693 --> 00:31:01,201 Mrs. Creeson... I am Stoney's wife. 442 00:31:01,201 --> 00:31:03,362 Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson. 443 00:31:03,362 --> 00:31:05,337 Look, call me Lucetta though, please. 444 00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:08,743 You're here to see your husband? 445 00:31:08,743 --> 00:31:11,710 No, silly, I am here to see you. 446 00:31:11,710 --> 00:31:14,851 Wait, I am sorry, didn't you get my message? 447 00:31:14,851 --> 00:31:18,886 Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson. 448 00:31:18,886 --> 00:31:21,490 You have to go through the office for me to see you. 449 00:31:21,490 --> 00:31:24,217 - Oh right. - The case officer too... 450 00:31:24,217 --> 00:31:27,091 meet and assess the home situation. 451 00:31:27,091 --> 00:31:29,732 - That's-that's how we... - See, that's the thing though, sir, 452 00:31:29,732 --> 00:31:33,233 because, I mean, I am the home situation. 453 00:31:35,060 --> 00:31:37,062 - Mrs. Creeson, just call the office... - Lucetta. 454 00:31:37,062 --> 00:31:40,574 Lucetta. Just call the office and make an appointment. 455 00:31:40,574 --> 00:31:43,338 - That's the way you have to do it. - Can't I just talk to you for a while? 456 00:31:43,338 --> 00:31:46,574 I mean, can't we just, sort of just you and me make a date or something? 457 00:31:46,574 --> 00:31:48,046 - No, we can't. - Please please. 458 00:31:48,046 --> 00:31:49,514 You know how much this means to us. 459 00:31:49,514 --> 00:31:53,019 If you're coming to see your husband, fine, but we can't do it any other way. 460 00:31:53,019 --> 00:31:55,385 And I am late, really. 461 00:31:55,385 --> 00:31:57,584 Well, Mr. Mabry, 462 00:31:57,584 --> 00:31:59,922 Mr. Mabry, I wanted to give you a little something 463 00:31:59,922 --> 00:32:02,087 - my kids made in class. - Yeah, I can't accept that. 464 00:32:02,087 --> 00:32:05,064 - It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway. - But it's for the birds, see? 465 00:32:05,064 --> 00:32:08,204 And they... it's a nest and they come and they take their twine 466 00:32:08,204 --> 00:32:11,432 and their twigs and stuff and they make their little home. 467 00:32:11,432 --> 00:32:13,041 Thank you. 468 00:32:13,041 --> 00:32:14,291 Okay. 469 00:32:15,534 --> 00:32:18,071 - Nice to meet you. - Thank you. 470 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,822 Okay. 471 00:32:31,216 --> 00:32:33,389 What the hell is this? 472 00:32:33,389 --> 00:32:35,623 - What's that? - This... your wife. 473 00:32:35,623 --> 00:32:36,993 What, she sent it to you? 474 00:32:36,993 --> 00:32:39,294 She gave it to me in the parking lot just now. 475 00:32:39,294 --> 00:32:41,495 Wait, what, Lucetta come and find you? 476 00:32:41,495 --> 00:32:44,664 She gave that to me in the parking lot. Don't mess with me. 477 00:32:44,664 --> 00:32:47,106 I ain't looking for any kind of trouble with you, you know. 478 00:32:47,106 --> 00:32:49,142 I hope you didn't put her up to it. 479 00:32:49,142 --> 00:32:51,440 The parole board's going to send you a flop in the mail 480 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,139 and you won't even see them. 481 00:32:53,139 --> 00:32:55,945 Lucetta does whatever the fuck she wants. I told you, man. 482 00:32:55,945 --> 00:32:58,678 She's just boisterous. 483 00:33:02,314 --> 00:33:04,851 Jesus, what a week. 484 00:33:18,196 --> 00:33:21,700 Hey hey, I want to see what you think about something. 485 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,179 You ever... you seen this? 486 00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,208 I found it in the library. 487 00:33:29,208 --> 00:33:33,220 "Zukangor, The Sound and Life God." 488 00:33:33,220 --> 00:33:34,880 Yeah, you know it? 489 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,357 No. 490 00:33:37,357 --> 00:33:39,860 They say the sound part come first. 491 00:33:39,860 --> 00:33:42,555 They say the... when you experience 492 00:33:42,555 --> 00:33:45,065 a spiritual truth 493 00:33:45,065 --> 00:33:48,204 that it comes to you as a sound, 494 00:33:48,204 --> 00:33:50,636 that it goes through you, 495 00:33:50,636 --> 00:33:53,969 changes your vibration, gets you back into harmony. 496 00:33:53,969 --> 00:33:56,510 Like God's tuning fork or something. 497 00:33:56,510 --> 00:33:59,148 And then if you let that happen to you, 498 00:33:59,148 --> 00:34:01,841 then-then you get the light, 499 00:34:01,841 --> 00:34:04,419 or you get illumination or something. 500 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,414 I wouldn't know about that. I am an Episcopalian. 501 00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:12,528 They say it starts with small things, like little sounds, little vibrations, 502 00:34:12,528 --> 00:34:15,563 like a... just like a buzzing electric light 503 00:34:15,563 --> 00:34:19,167 or rushing water or the sound of a bee or... 504 00:34:19,167 --> 00:34:21,201 - Yeah? - Yeah. 505 00:34:21,201 --> 00:34:22,895 And then it grows. 506 00:34:22,895 --> 00:34:26,201 But there's no priest or nothing. it's not like a religion. 507 00:34:26,201 --> 00:34:30,744 There's just this one dude named Arnold who's the Zukmaster. 508 00:34:30,744 --> 00:34:34,406 They say you do this practice all by yourself. 509 00:34:34,406 --> 00:34:36,849 You can-- you can hear better. 510 00:34:36,849 --> 00:34:39,750 You can hear God speaking to you through sounds. 511 00:34:39,750 --> 00:34:41,413 What's the practice? 512 00:34:41,413 --> 00:34:43,787 - They chant "Hue." - Hue? 513 00:34:43,787 --> 00:34:47,089 - And then they listen. - For what, a bee? 514 00:34:48,853 --> 00:34:50,423 Maybe, I don't know. 515 00:34:53,224 --> 00:34:57,195 But you know, the thing is 516 00:34:57,195 --> 00:35:00,104 they say you got to keep coming back 517 00:35:00,104 --> 00:35:03,041 until you pay for all your shit. 518 00:35:03,041 --> 00:35:05,545 That you have got to fix it 519 00:35:05,545 --> 00:35:08,947 over a lot of lives, you know, until you work it all out. 520 00:35:08,947 --> 00:35:11,644 Well, what about this life? 521 00:35:11,644 --> 00:35:15,451 What about answering for the things that you have done in this life? 522 00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:20,957 Shit, I know I have. 523 00:35:20,957 --> 00:35:22,962 Have you? 524 00:35:22,962 --> 00:35:24,623 Yeah. Have you? 525 00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:33,408 This is the body of Christ, given for you. 526 00:35:33,408 --> 00:35:36,478 The body of Christ, given for you. 527 00:35:38,937 --> 00:35:41,645 The body of Christ, given for you. 528 00:35:41,645 --> 00:35:43,808 - I will be right back. - Sure. 529 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:50,691 Here, you drive home. 530 00:35:50,691 --> 00:35:53,489 I am going to talk to the pastor a minute and then I will walk. 531 00:35:53,489 --> 00:35:55,325 Okay. 532 00:35:58,456 --> 00:36:00,333 Hey yo, foul, bitch. 533 00:36:00,333 --> 00:36:02,130 Damn, that's a hard foul. 534 00:36:02,130 --> 00:36:04,330 Yo, that's a foul. 535 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:13,724 Hue... 536 00:36:26,851 --> 00:36:28,831 Man, you should have dunked it. 537 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,839 Okay, I have never done this before, so... 538 00:36:43,839 --> 00:36:45,845 well, I mean, I come to the... 539 00:36:47,639 --> 00:36:50,313 Church every week and I really try. 540 00:36:50,313 --> 00:36:53,479 And I don't know, I mean, I guess I had hoped with time 541 00:36:53,479 --> 00:36:55,682 it would be easier and easier and... 542 00:36:57,315 --> 00:36:58,919 And I'd be... 543 00:37:01,152 --> 00:37:03,689 My family, people close to me, 544 00:37:03,689 --> 00:37:07,029 it seems to come to them easily, but for me it's... 545 00:37:07,029 --> 00:37:09,729 I mean I have... 546 00:37:09,729 --> 00:37:11,396 I don't know. 547 00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:17,073 I mean I have... 548 00:37:17,073 --> 00:37:21,081 Sometimes the thoughts that I have, 549 00:37:21,081 --> 00:37:23,082 feelings... 550 00:37:25,176 --> 00:37:27,247 But, uh, sometimes 551 00:37:27,247 --> 00:37:30,359 I just think maybe you should shoot me or something. 552 00:37:30,359 --> 00:37:33,428 Well, I don't believe that that's what God wants for you. 553 00:37:33,428 --> 00:37:36,361 Well, what does he want? 554 00:37:36,361 --> 00:37:40,799 I wish I had a simple answer for you. 555 00:37:40,799 --> 00:37:43,701 I am not sure what God wants for you. 556 00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:47,303 Is there anything... 557 00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,540 There's an old Biblical passage that says... 558 00:37:54,405 --> 00:37:57,614 "Be still and know that I am God." 559 00:37:57,614 --> 00:37:59,585 Which is a way of saying 560 00:37:59,585 --> 00:38:02,156 sometimes God does, um, 561 00:38:02,156 --> 00:38:05,556 speak to us in mysterious ways. 562 00:38:23,468 --> 00:38:24,970 Off the rail. 563 00:38:24,970 --> 00:38:26,979 I said off the rail. 564 00:38:37,582 --> 00:38:38,302 Hue... 565 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,539 Hello? 566 00:38:52,539 --> 00:38:55,974 Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson. We talked last week. 567 00:38:55,974 --> 00:38:58,444 I am sorry, what is your name again? 568 00:38:58,444 --> 00:39:00,514 Lucetta Creeson. 569 00:39:00,514 --> 00:39:03,050 I was just wondering if Jack was home. 570 00:39:03,050 --> 00:39:05,779 I am afraid he's still... oh no, wait, hold on. 571 00:39:05,779 --> 00:39:09,221 - Jack, telephone. - Who is it? Who? Who is it? 572 00:39:09,221 --> 00:39:11,121 A friend of yours? 573 00:39:12,450 --> 00:39:14,293 - Hello. - Hey. 574 00:39:14,293 --> 00:39:16,125 It's Lucetta Creeson. 575 00:39:16,125 --> 00:39:18,494 Listen, I was just wondering, um, 576 00:39:18,494 --> 00:39:20,693 when we could meet, when we could get together. 577 00:39:20,693 --> 00:39:24,898 Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know how you're calling my house, 578 00:39:24,898 --> 00:39:26,633 but I told you to call the office. 579 00:39:26,633 --> 00:39:28,368 Well, look, I am just, 580 00:39:28,368 --> 00:39:32,037 I am not that great at offices and, you know, 581 00:39:32,037 --> 00:39:35,514 I just... I just can't be real, like, in an office, you know? 582 00:39:35,514 --> 00:39:37,550 - Look, Mrs. Creeson... - Lucetta. 583 00:39:37,550 --> 00:39:41,054 Mrs. Creeson, I have business with your husband. 584 00:39:41,054 --> 00:39:43,385 Well, that's why I am calling. 585 00:39:43,385 --> 00:39:45,550 I mean, what, did you think I had another reason? 586 00:39:45,550 --> 00:39:47,321 Well, no, I didn't. 587 00:39:47,321 --> 00:39:50,398 Maybe we could go to lunch, you could bring Mrs. Mabry too. 588 00:39:50,398 --> 00:39:53,263 You know, she's got a sweet voice. What's her first name? 589 00:39:53,263 --> 00:39:55,062 Look, I admire that you love your husband 590 00:39:55,062 --> 00:39:56,603 and you want to do what's right for him, 591 00:39:56,603 --> 00:39:59,765 but you're not helping him. I am telling you that right now. 592 00:39:59,765 --> 00:40:01,774 Listen to me, Jack. 593 00:40:01,774 --> 00:40:04,004 I do love my husband. 594 00:40:04,004 --> 00:40:05,943 I love my husband 595 00:40:05,943 --> 00:40:06,903 so much. 596 00:40:11,276 --> 00:40:14,189 And all I am asking you is for a chance 597 00:40:14,189 --> 00:40:17,121 to help you see him in a different light. 598 00:40:18,516 --> 00:40:20,928 I mean, how many men at that place you work at 599 00:40:20,928 --> 00:40:24,464 have somebody loving them like that, huh? 600 00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:28,197 Doesn't that mean something to you, 601 00:40:28,197 --> 00:40:30,930 a man in a position like yours? 602 00:40:30,930 --> 00:40:34,133 It-it... no, it-it does, it does. Don't misunderstand me. 603 00:40:34,133 --> 00:40:36,870 I just want him home. 604 00:40:36,870 --> 00:40:40,482 I want... I want him so bad. 605 00:40:40,482 --> 00:40:42,948 I want his arms around me. 606 00:40:42,948 --> 00:40:45,451 I want him in my bed. 607 00:40:45,451 --> 00:40:47,954 I miss him. 608 00:40:47,954 --> 00:40:50,285 Can't I persuade you? 609 00:40:50,285 --> 00:40:52,621 Who's it going to hurt, hmm? 610 00:40:52,621 --> 00:40:56,061 Just let me come see you, please. 611 00:40:57,922 --> 00:40:59,993 Let me come see you, Jack. 612 00:41:07,231 --> 00:41:08,904 I got him. 613 00:41:08,904 --> 00:41:10,978 It's going to happen, baby. 614 00:41:14,839 --> 00:41:18,309 Huh. Honey, you okay? 615 00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:20,183 I am so fucking tired. 616 00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:23,759 Can't you sleep? 617 00:41:23,759 --> 00:41:26,794 No, it's too loud all the time. 618 00:41:26,794 --> 00:41:29,022 So noisy I can't... 619 00:41:31,189 --> 00:41:32,759 I can't get out of my head. 620 00:41:32,759 --> 00:41:35,165 I can't hear nothing. I can't listen. 621 00:41:35,165 --> 00:41:38,000 This place is starting to mess with my head. 622 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:41,541 I am telling you, I am having these weird-ass dreams. 623 00:41:41,541 --> 00:41:43,679 Poor honey. 624 00:41:46,938 --> 00:41:49,885 I thought I wanted to kill myself, right? 625 00:41:51,309 --> 00:41:54,222 Thought I wanted to hang myself in the solitary. 626 00:41:54,222 --> 00:41:55,949 I don't get it. You dreamed that? 627 00:41:55,949 --> 00:41:58,185 But then I got too scared to die 628 00:41:58,185 --> 00:42:01,956 and I just hung there for all of eternity. 629 00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:08,861 I don't want to fucking be here. 630 00:42:14,132 --> 00:42:15,702 I don't want to fucking be here. 631 00:42:15,702 --> 00:42:16,422 Honey. 632 00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,052 Honey, what'd you have to eat that night? 633 00:42:25,052 --> 00:42:28,053 It must have been something. Was it spicy? 634 00:42:43,494 --> 00:42:46,407 - Shoot it. - All right, let's go. 635 00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:55,207 That's the grandson I have been telling you about right there. 636 00:42:55,207 --> 00:42:57,683 - How cute. - His eyes are so... 637 00:43:03,114 --> 00:43:04,787 I got a grandchild. 638 00:43:04,787 --> 00:43:06,587 Do you really? 639 00:43:06,587 --> 00:43:09,231 Yeah. Her name's Katie, three years old. 640 00:43:09,231 --> 00:43:11,958 - Cute. - Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute. 641 00:43:11,958 --> 00:43:13,796 Does she look like you? 642 00:43:13,796 --> 00:43:16,097 Hell no. No no no. 643 00:43:16,097 --> 00:43:18,262 I bet she loves you though. 644 00:43:18,262 --> 00:43:20,739 - Yeah well... - You see her much? 645 00:43:23,468 --> 00:43:26,278 They live upstate, so we don't see her that much. 646 00:43:26,278 --> 00:43:28,110 Aw, that's too bad. 647 00:43:31,142 --> 00:43:34,749 She's getting a divorce, my daughter. 648 00:43:34,749 --> 00:43:37,552 - I am sorry. - What are you going to do? 649 00:43:37,552 --> 00:43:39,752 People are going to do what they're going to do. 650 00:43:42,987 --> 00:43:44,466 Are you in pain? 651 00:43:44,466 --> 00:43:45,999 Yeah, it's just my back. 652 00:43:45,999 --> 00:43:47,568 Oh. What'd you get that, 653 00:43:47,568 --> 00:43:49,432 playing ball or like from some war? 654 00:43:49,432 --> 00:43:51,096 No no, it's just life. 655 00:43:51,096 --> 00:43:53,799 So I don't know if I can... 656 00:43:53,799 --> 00:43:55,842 I don't want you to get your hopes up. 657 00:43:55,842 --> 00:43:57,479 About what? 658 00:43:57,479 --> 00:43:59,581 What I can do for you, for your husband. 659 00:43:59,581 --> 00:44:02,274 - There's a whole system... - Have you tried magnet therapy? 660 00:44:02,274 --> 00:44:05,580 For your back, I mean. it's like these magnets that you wear and stuff. 661 00:44:05,580 --> 00:44:07,984 - Magnets? - Yeah, it's really good. 662 00:44:07,984 --> 00:44:09,989 Actually, you should come over sometime, 663 00:44:09,989 --> 00:44:13,027 because I got these insoles this guy sold me 664 00:44:13,027 --> 00:44:14,788 and I wear them in my shoes 665 00:44:14,788 --> 00:44:17,193 and I don't get tired in school or anything. 666 00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:19,699 And... yeah, and sometimes 667 00:44:19,699 --> 00:44:22,497 I even put them under my pillow before I go to sleep. 668 00:44:22,497 --> 00:44:24,196 And what does that do? 669 00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,169 Well, okay, 670 00:44:27,169 --> 00:44:29,675 you know how we're all toxic and stuff, right, 671 00:44:29,675 --> 00:44:33,304 with like all the microwaves and cell phones 672 00:44:33,304 --> 00:44:36,179 and all that weird stuff flying through the air. 673 00:44:36,179 --> 00:44:38,820 So it all builds up inside of you, right, 674 00:44:38,820 --> 00:44:40,887 and it makes you all achy and upset... 675 00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:42,718 and it can give you brain tumors, really... 676 00:44:42,718 --> 00:44:44,382 I mean, it kills people. 677 00:44:44,382 --> 00:44:47,120 So these magnets, they detox you. 678 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:49,891 - Wow, that's... - Yeah, it's real. I believe it. 679 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,024 You don't believe it? 680 00:44:53,024 --> 00:44:55,068 I don't know, I guess. 681 00:44:55,068 --> 00:44:57,035 No, it's real. 682 00:44:57,035 --> 00:44:59,869 I mean, look, I am all into the body, you know, 683 00:44:59,869 --> 00:45:02,477 and for me if the body's feeling good, 684 00:45:02,477 --> 00:45:05,307 the mind just follows, you know? 685 00:45:05,307 --> 00:45:07,005 Absolutely. 686 00:45:07,005 --> 00:45:08,005 Egg? 687 00:45:09,140 --> 00:45:11,211 My kids made them. 688 00:45:11,211 --> 00:45:13,377 Now I got them all and I have to eat them. 689 00:45:13,377 --> 00:45:15,319 They're nice. They're pretty. 690 00:45:15,319 --> 00:45:17,015 Eat me please. 691 00:45:23,020 --> 00:45:24,727 Why not? 692 00:45:32,263 --> 00:45:34,106 I am just eating the healthy part. 693 00:45:34,106 --> 00:45:37,678 Go on, just eat the whole thing. 694 00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,381 Creeson, what's up? You haven't been to chow in two days. 695 00:45:46,381 --> 00:45:49,718 You got a call out to go to Medical. Get dressed. 696 00:45:54,552 --> 00:45:56,259 Hold up there. 697 00:46:26,751 --> 00:46:28,753 You feel anything? 698 00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:31,872 No. 699 00:46:34,392 --> 00:46:36,633 Like a tingling? 700 00:46:38,596 --> 00:46:41,509 No, I don't. I don't think I... 701 00:46:41,509 --> 00:46:43,805 Like a pull? 702 00:46:43,805 --> 00:46:45,504 It's not dramatic, you know. 703 00:46:45,504 --> 00:46:49,015 It's just... it's kind of a sense. 704 00:46:50,608 --> 00:46:52,952 Yeah well, you know, maybe a little something. 705 00:46:52,952 --> 00:46:54,851 Yeah. 706 00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:24,056 "To what extent is my commitment to obey God 707 00:50:24,056 --> 00:50:25,859 based on dos and don'ts 708 00:50:25,859 --> 00:50:29,027 or on a true love for Him?" 709 00:50:29,027 --> 00:50:30,027 Hmm. 710 00:50:32,029 --> 00:50:35,806 "In what recent circumstance was I aware of God's leading?" 711 00:50:38,469 --> 00:50:40,244 Why don't you say the blessing? 712 00:50:42,172 --> 00:50:44,311 Yeah. 713 00:50:44,311 --> 00:50:46,045 Blessed O Lord... 714 00:50:49,079 --> 00:50:51,150 blessed O Lord, 715 00:50:51,150 --> 00:50:55,855 this food to our use, and us to Thy loving service, 716 00:50:55,855 --> 00:50:56,575 and... 717 00:50:59,056 --> 00:51:01,935 Make us mindful of the needs of others... 718 00:51:05,529 --> 00:51:08,066 - In Christ's name, Amen. - Amen. 719 00:51:10,935 --> 00:51:12,778 You lose your place? 720 00:51:17,107 --> 00:51:19,280 You want an egg? 721 00:52:10,494 --> 00:52:13,998 Sin comes naturally to us from our birth. 722 00:52:13,998 --> 00:52:16,940 We-we... it's inbred in us. 723 00:52:16,940 --> 00:52:20,139 We are not sinners because we sin. 724 00:52:20,139 --> 00:52:23,808 we sin because we are sinners. 725 00:52:23,808 --> 00:52:28,150 Even if you lived a life of perfect righteousness, 726 00:52:28,150 --> 00:52:30,121 you deserve hell. You know why? 727 00:52:30,121 --> 00:52:33,625 Because "all of our righteousnesses," Isaiah says, 728 00:52:33,625 --> 00:52:35,320 "are as filthy rags." 729 00:53:25,302 --> 00:53:27,646 You're real sweet, Jack. 730 00:53:28,906 --> 00:53:30,749 You're real sweet. 731 00:53:32,476 --> 00:53:34,422 Fuck me harder. 732 00:54:17,955 --> 00:54:20,299 You're good, Jack. 733 00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:24,129 You're a good man for helping us, 734 00:54:25,929 --> 00:54:28,432 I appreciate it. 735 00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,106 You know that nobody can know about this. 736 00:54:36,106 --> 00:54:37,946 You know that, right? 737 00:54:37,946 --> 00:54:39,610 I mean nobody. 738 00:54:39,610 --> 00:54:41,779 That's very important. 739 00:54:41,779 --> 00:54:46,087 Whatever you want, it will all go bad if anybody knows. 740 00:54:46,087 --> 00:54:49,288 Bad for everybody, you understand that? 741 00:54:49,288 --> 00:54:51,296 Of course, silly. 742 00:55:35,199 --> 00:55:37,509 What's wrong? You're not eating? 743 00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:44,342 You ever think about things they say go on forever? 744 00:55:44,342 --> 00:55:46,181 What? 745 00:55:46,181 --> 00:55:49,017 Things they say go on forever... like... 746 00:55:50,814 --> 00:55:52,953 What's that mean, you know? 747 00:55:54,551 --> 00:55:58,192 The sky, like, they say the sky goes on forever. 748 00:55:59,523 --> 00:56:01,833 But what is that really? That's... 749 00:56:01,833 --> 00:56:05,530 I mean, you can't see nothing you can't see, so... 750 00:56:07,531 --> 00:56:09,374 It's like a big bowl of blue above you. 751 00:56:09,374 --> 00:56:11,308 You can see clouds during the day 752 00:56:11,308 --> 00:56:13,414 or you can see stars at night maybe, 753 00:56:13,414 --> 00:56:16,073 but even with a telescope you can't see forever. 754 00:56:16,073 --> 00:56:17,981 So how do they know? 755 00:56:20,811 --> 00:56:22,347 Know what? 756 00:56:22,347 --> 00:56:24,514 What it is. 757 00:56:24,514 --> 00:56:27,025 Eternity... how do they know? 758 00:56:35,092 --> 00:56:37,732 So-so, Jack, 759 00:56:37,732 --> 00:56:41,707 he said the board's going to review the whole thing, okay? 760 00:56:41,707 --> 00:56:44,243 And they're going to take into consideration 761 00:56:44,243 --> 00:56:47,610 your age and, you know, 762 00:56:47,610 --> 00:56:50,684 your mom and all that, 763 00:56:50,684 --> 00:56:54,584 and the fact that you were an addict back then, um... 764 00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,954 - hey, Stoney baby? - Hmm? 765 00:56:58,954 --> 00:57:01,255 Look at me. 766 00:57:03,854 --> 00:57:07,301 Well, I was trying to tell you about your parole. 767 00:57:07,301 --> 00:57:09,403 Yeah? 768 00:57:13,196 --> 00:57:15,267 Well, you weren't listening. 769 00:57:15,267 --> 00:57:18,970 Oh yeah, I am listening. 770 00:57:18,970 --> 00:57:20,220 I am. 771 00:57:21,872 --> 00:57:25,115 Okay, so Jack said, um... 772 00:57:25,115 --> 00:57:27,084 You call him Jack? 773 00:57:27,084 --> 00:57:28,780 Sure. 774 00:57:29,813 --> 00:57:32,623 That's good. What's he say? 775 00:57:34,651 --> 00:57:37,962 Okay, so, um, he's going to talk to you 776 00:57:37,962 --> 00:57:40,658 and he's going over the whole thing 777 00:57:40,658 --> 00:57:44,499 and he's going to decide in a few days to write up his notes in your case file 778 00:57:44,499 --> 00:57:47,471 to submit it to the parole commission so when they go over it next week 779 00:57:47,471 --> 00:57:49,736 they're going to see it. isn't that great, baby? 780 00:57:51,401 --> 00:57:53,972 Honey, this could be it. isn't that great? 781 00:57:58,742 --> 00:58:00,517 Yeah. 782 00:58:05,315 --> 00:58:08,159 Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good? 783 00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:13,794 Well, look at me. 784 00:58:17,194 --> 00:58:19,504 What are you doing? 785 00:58:19,504 --> 00:58:21,768 Sometimes I think the best thing is... 786 00:58:23,266 --> 00:58:25,872 Is just-just listen. 787 00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,956 Would you stop playing? 788 00:58:36,880 --> 00:58:39,622 Is the kingdom of heav... you think it should be a peaceful kingdom 789 00:58:39,622 --> 00:58:42,525 - and we should all get along? - That's great, but is it just going 790 00:58:42,525 --> 00:58:44,962 - to be a constant struggle... - That's a tough one. 791 00:58:44,962 --> 00:58:47,124 ...to have the kingdom of heaven here on earth? 792 00:58:54,464 --> 00:58:55,875 Crack 53. 793 00:59:03,473 --> 00:59:05,817 Just tell me, is it the 30th or the 31st? 794 00:59:05,817 --> 00:59:07,387 I have had about enough lip from you. 795 00:59:07,387 --> 00:59:08,921 Goddamn it, just tell me, which one is it? 796 00:59:08,921 --> 00:59:11,559 You can button that up right now and be nice. And I mean it. 797 00:59:20,023 --> 00:59:21,502 Creeson's here. 798 00:59:21,502 --> 00:59:24,070 How do ask a person to... 799 00:59:24,070 --> 00:59:26,730 To explain something that... 800 00:59:26,730 --> 00:59:29,104 that they experienced 801 00:59:29,104 --> 00:59:30,939 to where another person's got no way 802 00:59:30,939 --> 00:59:34,674 to relate to the whole indefiniteness of it, you know? 803 00:59:36,540 --> 00:59:38,281 You don't believe me already, do you? 804 00:59:38,281 --> 00:59:40,547 I am not saying I don't believe you. I just, you know, I... 805 00:59:40,547 --> 00:59:42,417 look, I have seen the tape, it's quite a thing. 806 00:59:42,417 --> 00:59:46,254 But nothing happened to you. I mean, you weren't involved in any way. 807 00:59:46,254 --> 00:59:49,920 Yeah, look, I don't know how to even... 808 00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:51,240 I am not... 809 00:59:54,391 --> 00:59:56,428 I don't know. I... 810 00:59:56,428 --> 00:59:58,630 You had, what, a profound 811 00:59:58,630 --> 01:00:01,969 spiritual epiphany. 812 01:00:01,969 --> 01:00:04,703 Shit, man, I ain't never even heard that word before. 813 01:00:04,703 --> 01:00:07,371 Look, we don't have to talk about it. 814 01:00:07,371 --> 01:00:09,642 You know, it really don't matter. 815 01:00:09,642 --> 01:00:11,786 Well... 816 01:00:11,786 --> 01:00:15,116 I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd like to believe in such things, but... 817 01:00:15,116 --> 01:00:17,053 Like what? Like me? You believe in me? 818 01:00:17,053 --> 01:00:20,491 Sure, I'd like to believe in you too. I mean that's why we're all here, right? 819 01:00:26,089 --> 01:00:27,089 Wow. 820 01:00:29,593 --> 01:00:32,164 Okay, you know, wait, look, 821 01:00:32,164 --> 01:00:34,275 there were something like... 822 01:00:35,999 --> 01:00:38,070 It was just a moment. 823 01:00:38,070 --> 01:00:40,237 The static, 824 01:00:40,237 --> 01:00:42,815 it just all went away, you know? 825 01:00:42,815 --> 01:00:44,316 And I could really hear, 826 01:00:44,316 --> 01:00:46,977 like I could hear clear, for real. 827 01:00:46,977 --> 01:00:51,024 I don't know. It just made me see everything different. 828 01:00:51,024 --> 01:00:54,492 It made me look at my life in a different way. 829 01:00:54,492 --> 01:00:57,154 It was just all of a sudden I could... I could see that 830 01:00:57,154 --> 01:01:01,200 my life in here isn't empty and pointless like I thought it was before. 831 01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:04,461 Family and... 832 01:01:07,831 --> 01:01:11,540 - Look, Stone, just drop it. - Drop what? 833 01:01:11,540 --> 01:01:13,305 Well, I know what you're trying to do, but don't. 834 01:01:13,305 --> 01:01:16,508 Just-just-just don't. it's not helping. Just stop. 835 01:01:16,508 --> 01:01:18,846 Hey look, man, 836 01:01:18,846 --> 01:01:21,512 it don't matter to me no more. 837 01:01:21,512 --> 01:01:24,124 - What doesn't matter? - I don't care about what... 838 01:01:24,124 --> 01:01:27,387 what you're doing or what anybody else is trying to make you do. 839 01:01:27,387 --> 01:01:31,021 Make me do? What's that? Nobody's trying to make me do anything. 840 01:01:32,155 --> 01:01:33,405 Okay. 841 01:01:36,126 --> 01:01:40,074 You should do what you think is right, okay? 842 01:01:40,074 --> 01:01:43,177 I am whatever you say I am in there, so write what you feel. 843 01:01:43,177 --> 01:01:46,644 Seriously. I mean it. I mean, judge me how you think. 844 01:01:46,644 --> 01:01:48,840 - Well... - I mean, don't get me wrong, 845 01:01:48,840 --> 01:01:50,882 I want to be out, 846 01:01:50,882 --> 01:01:53,885 but I am going to wrestle with the same shit if I am out. 847 01:01:53,885 --> 01:01:56,718 And I am going to keep this feeling if I am in. 848 01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:01,821 So you're all good now? 849 01:02:01,821 --> 01:02:05,933 No no no. Look, I ain't saying I am all happy all of a sudden. 850 01:02:05,933 --> 01:02:08,433 You know, my middle finger's been up a long time, man. 851 01:02:08,433 --> 01:02:11,573 I am not just going to start waving and smiling at people. 852 01:02:11,573 --> 01:02:14,732 I am going to pop off. I am going to lose my temper, and... 853 01:02:14,732 --> 01:02:18,072 and say shit and do shit that I am going to regret, whatever. 854 01:02:18,072 --> 01:02:21,079 I just... I just... I am who I am, you know? 855 01:02:21,079 --> 01:02:24,412 And that's okay. You know what I am saying? 856 01:02:24,412 --> 01:02:26,952 No. No, I am afraid I don't. 857 01:02:26,952 --> 01:02:29,784 Well, I told you I couldn't explain it really. 858 01:02:29,784 --> 01:02:32,051 - Are you okay? - Yeah. My back. 859 01:02:32,051 --> 01:02:34,957 I am going to go sleep in the other room. Oh. 860 01:02:34,957 --> 01:02:37,598 You can take great comfort in that, 861 01:02:37,598 --> 01:02:39,529 but that can be a false comfort. 862 01:02:39,529 --> 01:02:42,602 Sometimes in the twilight of a civilization, 863 01:02:42,602 --> 01:02:45,035 there can be a great cultural flowering, 864 01:02:45,035 --> 01:02:48,699 but in reality, there are cracks in the foundation of that society 865 01:02:48,699 --> 01:02:50,310 and that society is doomed. 866 01:03:11,955 --> 01:03:14,333 If you really want to know, 867 01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:17,961 I think it's some kind of play-acting or something. 868 01:03:17,961 --> 01:03:19,766 It's all bullshit? 869 01:03:19,766 --> 01:03:24,139 No. No. Look, Stoney's just... 870 01:03:24,139 --> 01:03:26,110 You know. I mean, he's screwed up. 871 01:03:26,110 --> 01:03:28,647 He's got weird ideas about things. 872 01:03:28,647 --> 01:03:31,479 Sometimes really weird. 873 01:03:31,479 --> 01:03:34,622 But, I mean, he's always been that way. 874 01:03:34,622 --> 01:03:38,487 Talking to him, 875 01:03:38,487 --> 01:03:40,525 he almost seemed like... 876 01:03:40,525 --> 01:03:42,664 Like what? 877 01:03:42,664 --> 01:03:46,266 Something... really, I don't know. Different. 878 01:03:46,266 --> 01:03:47,016 No. 879 01:03:49,526 --> 01:03:53,497 Look, he's just trying to impress you, you know, 880 01:03:53,497 --> 01:03:56,166 trying to do whatever it takes to get out. 881 01:03:56,166 --> 01:03:58,335 Can you blame him? 882 01:03:58,335 --> 01:04:00,777 - No, it's okay. - What? 883 01:04:01,838 --> 01:04:03,715 Hey, sit down. 884 01:04:03,715 --> 01:04:06,547 Come on. Come on, sit down. 885 01:04:06,547 --> 01:04:08,383 Sit down. 886 01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:15,819 Look, he admires you a lot, you know. 887 01:04:15,819 --> 01:04:18,727 He told me he learned a lot talking to you. 888 01:04:21,891 --> 01:04:24,963 Can you be straight? 889 01:04:24,963 --> 01:04:27,039 Straight as you. 890 01:04:28,331 --> 01:04:29,867 Is this all just a... I mean, 891 01:04:29,867 --> 01:04:32,707 just-just-just tell me what's going on. 892 01:04:35,739 --> 01:04:38,879 I don't do anything I don't want to do. 893 01:04:41,678 --> 01:04:43,214 I like you. 894 01:04:43,214 --> 01:04:45,519 I like you, Jack. 895 01:04:46,583 --> 01:04:50,326 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 896 01:04:50,326 --> 01:04:53,058 Well, thanks. 897 01:04:57,360 --> 01:04:59,670 God, you're beautiful, you know. 898 01:05:02,432 --> 01:05:04,503 You're beautiful. 899 01:05:04,503 --> 01:05:06,510 Thank you. 900 01:05:10,907 --> 01:05:12,750 I am not going to come over here anymore. 901 01:05:12,750 --> 01:05:14,547 - You're not? - No. 902 01:05:14,547 --> 01:05:15,849 Okay. 903 01:05:15,849 --> 01:05:17,457 Maybe I should just take 904 01:05:17,457 --> 01:05:20,288 some antidepressants or something, I don't know. 905 01:05:22,452 --> 01:05:24,932 - Yes you will. - What? 906 01:05:24,932 --> 01:05:26,726 It's okay though. 907 01:05:26,726 --> 01:05:28,927 I don't mind when they say, "Oh no, no more," 908 01:05:28,927 --> 01:05:31,595 because then I just sit back and wait. 909 01:05:34,864 --> 01:05:36,639 But you will call, 910 01:05:36,639 --> 01:05:38,404 won't you, or drop by? 911 01:05:38,404 --> 01:05:41,640 Like maybe late again some night, won't you? 912 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:42,480 Oh God. 913 01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:47,478 Look, I don't care if you deny it. It's funny to me. 914 01:05:49,145 --> 01:05:50,488 St-- stop this now. 915 01:05:50,488 --> 01:05:54,959 I think about you so much, Jack. All day long I am thinking about you. 916 01:05:54,959 --> 01:05:56,961 I think about you at work. 917 01:05:56,961 --> 01:05:59,225 Don't say that. 918 01:05:59,225 --> 01:06:01,596 You're sexy, Jack, 919 01:06:01,596 --> 01:06:03,396 and you know if you let Stone out, 920 01:06:03,396 --> 01:06:06,131 we can still be friends too. He won't know. 921 01:06:06,131 --> 01:06:08,003 He won't even care. 922 01:06:08,003 --> 01:06:10,974 Look, I do what I do because I am on my own, okay? 923 01:06:10,974 --> 01:06:13,637 And I got to make my own way, so don't you want to help us? 924 01:06:13,637 --> 01:06:16,477 - Don't you want to help me? - Don't talk like that. 925 01:06:16,477 --> 01:06:19,142 I can't. It's not that simple. 926 01:06:24,447 --> 01:06:27,826 You can't leave, can you? 927 01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,157 It's sweet. 928 01:06:36,125 --> 01:06:39,163 What the hell am I doing? Goddamn it. 929 01:06:39,163 --> 01:06:42,208 Oh, come on, Jack. He's a good man at heart. 930 01:06:42,208 --> 01:06:44,675 You really believe that? 931 01:06:44,675 --> 01:06:46,939 Yeah, I do. 932 01:06:46,939 --> 01:06:49,344 No different than you and me. 933 01:06:50,607 --> 01:06:52,109 Do you go to church? 934 01:06:52,109 --> 01:06:55,722 Hell no. There's no such thing as God. 935 01:07:46,195 --> 01:07:48,675 They called again. They need the Creeson report. 936 01:07:48,675 --> 01:07:50,208 I just sent it. 937 01:07:50,208 --> 01:07:52,937 You don't have to yell. I am on the intercom. 938 01:07:52,937 --> 01:07:56,606 You got your RGC recommendation. 939 01:07:56,606 --> 01:07:58,775 Vocational counseling, 940 01:07:58,775 --> 01:08:02,583 psych therapy, GED, NA, NA program. 941 01:08:02,583 --> 01:08:05,521 So the board needs to decide 942 01:08:05,521 --> 01:08:08,219 if it's safe to let you back into the world, 943 01:08:08,219 --> 01:08:10,455 that you're not a danger to yourself or others. 944 01:08:10,455 --> 01:08:12,725 Rehabilitated, right? 945 01:08:12,725 --> 01:08:14,391 Yeah. 946 01:08:14,391 --> 01:08:16,093 You know, in my book it says 947 01:08:16,093 --> 01:08:20,230 that chronic neck pain comes from being hanged in another life. 948 01:08:20,230 --> 01:08:23,275 Well, it's my back. It's not my neck. 949 01:08:23,275 --> 01:08:25,777 Well, I am just making conversation. 950 01:08:27,203 --> 01:08:29,240 Look, if you're not interested in the details 951 01:08:29,240 --> 01:08:30,975 of your hearing, we're done here. 952 01:08:30,975 --> 01:08:32,813 - Done? - We're done. 953 01:08:32,813 --> 01:08:36,219 - How do you mean we're done? - My report's already sent. We're done. 954 01:08:38,381 --> 01:08:42,295 Basically they want to hear that you take responsibility for your actions. 955 01:08:53,896 --> 01:08:56,638 See, the thing about that, I don't know. 956 01:08:58,301 --> 01:09:00,144 About what? 957 01:09:00,144 --> 01:09:04,649 It's funny, you know, because you're always asking me about that night... 958 01:09:04,649 --> 01:09:06,684 how it made me feel. 959 01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:13,650 You know, when my cousin come out of the house 960 01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:17,354 and got me and we went back inside... 961 01:09:18,855 --> 01:09:22,166 It was trippy, man, because like two minutes before, 962 01:09:22,166 --> 01:09:24,271 You know, my poppy, 963 01:09:24,271 --> 01:09:27,101 he was... he was alive. There was color in his face. 964 01:09:27,101 --> 01:09:29,140 There was light in his eyes. 965 01:09:29,140 --> 01:09:32,802 And then I go inside there and... 966 01:09:38,107 --> 01:09:40,610 And then I see them 967 01:09:40,610 --> 01:09:43,986 lying there all over everywhere. 968 01:09:48,217 --> 01:09:51,528 There was this buzzing in my ears, you know, 969 01:09:51,528 --> 01:09:54,066 and I thought it was just the shit that we was on, 970 01:09:54,066 --> 01:09:56,703 but it kept growing 971 01:09:56,703 --> 01:09:59,465 and it started scaring the shit out of me. 972 01:09:59,465 --> 01:10:01,540 Teach was bouncing off the walls, 973 01:10:01,540 --> 01:10:04,076 yelling at me, "We got to do something, 974 01:10:04,076 --> 01:10:06,338 You got to help me. We got to handle this." 975 01:10:06,338 --> 01:10:09,574 But all I could hear in my head was this sound. 976 01:10:11,841 --> 01:10:15,584 And then, I don't know how I knew, 977 01:10:15,584 --> 01:10:19,557 but I just knew that there needed to be a fire. 978 01:10:19,557 --> 01:10:21,696 I went to the garage. 979 01:10:21,696 --> 01:10:23,888 I got the can of gasoline 980 01:10:23,888 --> 01:10:25,726 and I got the match 981 01:10:25,726 --> 01:10:27,868 and I lit it. 982 01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:34,375 You ever seen a fire take control? 983 01:10:34,375 --> 01:10:37,534 It's something, man. It's alive. 984 01:10:37,534 --> 01:10:39,839 And watched it 985 01:10:39,839 --> 01:10:42,778 take them up 986 01:10:42,778 --> 01:10:45,681 and start to change them. 987 01:10:47,343 --> 01:10:50,222 And the only thought that came in my head 988 01:10:51,848 --> 01:10:54,761 was "This is awesome." 989 01:10:54,761 --> 01:10:56,794 Awesome? 990 01:10:56,794 --> 01:10:58,933 Yeah. 991 01:11:00,289 --> 01:11:01,009 It was 992 01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:04,594 truly awesome. 993 01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:10,738 Um, the thing is that 994 01:11:10,738 --> 01:11:14,939 I know I am supposed to take responsibility for my action, 995 01:11:14,939 --> 01:11:18,950 I know that I am supposed to feel guilty about it, 996 01:11:18,950 --> 01:11:22,555 but I never did. 997 01:11:22,555 --> 01:11:24,623 And I never knew why. 998 01:11:26,482 --> 01:11:29,656 But now I think I can understand 999 01:11:29,656 --> 01:11:31,765 that it was just 1000 01:11:31,765 --> 01:11:33,901 part of what was supposed to happen 1001 01:11:33,901 --> 01:11:37,265 in my life's journey, 1002 01:11:37,265 --> 01:11:38,962 you know? 1003 01:11:38,962 --> 01:11:41,301 That was your decision... you did that. 1004 01:11:41,301 --> 01:11:42,841 No, I am not saying I didn't. 1005 01:11:42,841 --> 01:11:45,946 I am saying that we're all God's co-workers, 1006 01:11:45,946 --> 01:11:47,945 and we don't even know it. 1007 01:11:47,945 --> 01:11:49,947 Your crime has nothing to do with God. 1008 01:11:49,947 --> 01:11:52,177 Why not? God is everything. 1009 01:11:52,177 --> 01:11:54,981 You know, look at earthquakes and floods, 1010 01:11:54,981 --> 01:11:58,250 and... and tornadoes, and all the bad shit that happens... 1011 01:11:58,250 --> 01:12:01,156 why don't you think that we're a part of all of that too? 1012 01:12:01,156 --> 01:12:04,127 What we do, you know, the shit that we carry with us 1013 01:12:04,127 --> 01:12:06,164 from one life to the next, 1014 01:12:06,164 --> 01:12:09,428 maybe there's a plan that includes all of us... 1015 01:12:09,428 --> 01:12:11,663 you and me and my grandparents, 1016 01:12:11,663 --> 01:12:14,308 and we just don't know it. How can we know? 1017 01:12:14,308 --> 01:12:16,602 Enough of this shit. You know... you know... 1018 01:12:16,602 --> 01:12:18,609 you and Lucetta, 1019 01:12:18,609 --> 01:12:20,714 - she said that you were... - Lucetta? 1020 01:12:20,714 --> 01:12:22,508 - Your wife - What, you call her Lucetta? 1021 01:12:22,508 --> 01:12:24,515 - She said... - Don't. 1022 01:12:24,515 --> 01:12:26,711 - What? - Don't listen to her. 1023 01:12:26,711 --> 01:12:28,116 What do you mean? 1024 01:12:28,116 --> 01:12:31,383 Don't listen to what she's telling you, man. 1025 01:12:33,115 --> 01:12:34,890 Well, she believes in you. 1026 01:12:34,890 --> 01:12:37,292 Look, it's a game to her, man. 1027 01:12:37,292 --> 01:12:38,830 It's a game. She... 1028 01:12:38,830 --> 01:12:40,865 I told you in the beginning, she's an alien. 1029 01:12:40,865 --> 01:12:42,627 She's a... she's like a freak. 1030 01:12:42,627 --> 01:12:44,203 That's not a nice thing to say. 1031 01:12:44,203 --> 01:12:46,670 No, listen, I am telling it to you straight, okay, 1032 01:12:46,670 --> 01:12:48,365 she's just working on you. 1033 01:12:48,365 --> 01:12:51,034 She's working on you. She's fucking you over, man. 1034 01:12:51,034 --> 01:12:52,543 She's an animal. 1035 01:12:52,543 --> 01:12:55,808 You know, you're fucking nuts, you know that? 1036 01:12:55,808 --> 01:12:57,349 You're fucking nuts. 1037 01:12:57,349 --> 01:12:59,315 You got a beautiful wife who cares about you, and... 1038 01:12:59,315 --> 01:13:02,547 Beautiful? You think she's beautiful? 1039 01:13:06,816 --> 01:13:09,262 Okay, you're a con. I have known that from the fucking start. 1040 01:13:09,262 --> 01:13:12,524 I don't believe you for one fucking second. Never did, never did. 1041 01:13:12,524 --> 01:13:15,066 So you have both been conning me? Okay, I know. 1042 01:13:15,066 --> 01:13:18,728 I have been around the block a few times. I ought to know better. 1043 01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:22,399 - I am Sick and fucking tired of it. - What'd I say, man? 1044 01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:26,012 You expect me to eat this new shit you have been handing out? 1045 01:13:26,012 --> 01:13:28,239 Write a nice little note about your goddamn fucking epiphany? 1046 01:13:28,239 --> 01:13:29,781 You're the same bastard you have always been. 1047 01:13:29,781 --> 01:13:31,418 I know I am. 1048 01:13:31,418 --> 01:13:34,612 That's what I have been saying, man. 1049 01:13:34,612 --> 01:13:37,087 - You don't get it. - Get it? Oh no no, I got it. 1050 01:13:37,087 --> 01:13:39,248 I got it and I am goddamn fucking fed up with you. 1051 01:13:39,248 --> 01:13:41,258 The both of you can go to hell for all I care. 1052 01:13:41,258 --> 01:13:44,921 I can't f... what have I done? Jesus Christ, I have been... 1053 01:13:44,921 --> 01:13:48,432 I mean, just goddamn year in and year out 1054 01:13:48,432 --> 01:13:51,435 sitting across the desk from this and we pretend we're doing something, 1055 01:13:51,435 --> 01:13:53,267 you pretend you have heard us and then we fall for it. 1056 01:13:53,267 --> 01:13:54,965 And then you come back in one year 1057 01:13:54,965 --> 01:13:58,305 and you're sitting right back here across the same desk from us again 1058 01:13:58,305 --> 01:14:01,448 and somebody out there is hurt or dead. Well, I am not buying it anymore. 1059 01:14:01,448 --> 01:14:04,278 Nothing changed for the better. it's all bullshit. No one changes for the better. 1060 01:14:04,278 --> 01:14:06,613 I have spent my whole fucking adult life doing this goddamn bullshit. 1061 01:14:06,613 --> 01:14:08,949 I am sick to death of this whole fucking waste. 1062 01:14:08,949 --> 01:14:10,818 You get no more of my time, pal. 1063 01:14:10,818 --> 01:14:13,153 Get the hell out of here. Come on. 1064 01:14:13,153 --> 01:14:15,455 Let's go, Come on, get out. 1065 01:14:15,455 --> 01:14:16,705 Okay. 1066 01:14:17,954 --> 01:14:20,264 Oh God. Oh God. 1067 01:14:20,264 --> 01:14:22,334 Hey, man, you have anyone? 1068 01:14:22,334 --> 01:14:25,233 - What? - Anybody to stand behind you. 1069 01:14:25,233 --> 01:14:26,737 - Are you all alone? - I am not... 1070 01:14:26,737 --> 01:14:29,843 Blow your motherfucking life up, man. Blow it up all the way. Do it. 1071 01:14:29,843 --> 01:14:31,740 Really, take it all the way. It helps. 1072 01:14:31,740 --> 01:14:33,642 Hey, Peterson, we're done. 1073 01:14:33,642 --> 01:14:35,646 Just go ahead and burn your motherfucking life. 1074 01:14:35,646 --> 01:14:38,445 - Now, Goddamn it. - Blow it up. Let it go, all of it. 1075 01:14:38,445 --> 01:14:39,984 Did anybody not fucking hear me? 1076 01:14:39,984 --> 01:14:41,485 - Let's go, please. - Go all the way. 1077 01:14:41,485 --> 01:14:43,817 - He's coming. - Just embrace it, man. Burn it up. 1078 01:14:43,817 --> 01:14:46,290 - Get him the hell out of here. - It's awesome. I am pulling for you. 1079 01:14:46,290 --> 01:14:49,487 - No, really, I am pulling for you. - Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch. 1080 01:15:12,541 --> 01:15:14,714 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. Please leave a message, 1081 01:15:16,278 --> 01:15:18,349 Hey, Jack... Mr. Mabry, 1082 01:15:18,349 --> 01:15:21,688 I left messages at work, but you didn't call me back. 1083 01:15:22,885 --> 01:15:24,990 I am kind of in the dark here. 1084 01:15:26,655 --> 01:15:29,135 Don't leave me dangling. I hate that. 1085 01:15:36,799 --> 01:15:38,801 Let the machine get it. 1086 01:15:52,181 --> 01:15:53,990 Hello? 1087 01:15:53,990 --> 01:15:56,756 Is Mom there? 1088 01:15:56,756 --> 01:15:59,263 It's Candace. 1089 01:16:05,394 --> 01:16:08,238 Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm. 1090 01:16:09,432 --> 01:16:11,605 Yeah, I understand. 1091 01:16:11,605 --> 01:16:13,838 What's up? 1092 01:16:13,838 --> 01:16:15,846 Well, how's Katie? 1093 01:16:29,919 --> 01:16:32,092 Did you know you started out as a stone? 1094 01:16:32,092 --> 01:16:33,092 Hmm? 1095 01:16:34,256 --> 01:16:35,929 Your soul... it started out 1096 01:16:35,929 --> 01:16:38,436 as a mineral or a pebble, 1097 01:16:38,436 --> 01:16:41,541 and then it was reincarnated as a plant, 1098 01:16:41,541 --> 01:16:45,440 then as a fish, birds, animals and so on. 1099 01:16:45,440 --> 01:16:47,638 You had to work your way up to being a human. 1100 01:16:47,638 --> 01:16:50,613 Know what it's been doing, your soul? 1101 01:16:50,613 --> 01:16:53,583 - Hmm, what? - It's been paying off debts... 1102 01:16:53,583 --> 01:16:56,279 past sins from past lives, 1103 01:16:56,279 --> 01:16:59,790 reducing its burden from one life to the next. 1104 01:17:05,888 --> 01:17:08,801 Where'd you get that? 1105 01:17:08,801 --> 01:17:11,302 Junk mail. 1106 01:17:18,634 --> 01:17:20,580 You know what I think? 1107 01:17:20,580 --> 01:17:23,512 I think we get this one life, I do, and... 1108 01:17:25,508 --> 01:17:27,419 You account for what you have done in it. 1109 01:17:27,419 --> 01:17:30,682 And if you don't, you pay for it when you die. 1110 01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:33,816 You don't think? 1111 01:17:37,620 --> 01:17:39,827 Shit. 1112 01:17:39,827 --> 01:17:42,993 Shit shit, son of a bitch. 1113 01:17:42,993 --> 01:17:46,163 Fuck fuck. 1114 01:17:46,163 --> 01:17:47,864 - Okay, I get it. - Motherfucker. 1115 01:17:47,864 --> 01:17:51,102 Why don't you make me another fucking drink, you cocksucker? 1116 01:17:59,108 --> 01:18:01,054 Who is that? 1117 01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,685 Hello. 1118 01:18:05,685 --> 01:18:07,725 I will take care of this. 1119 01:18:08,951 --> 01:18:10,794 Will you just pick up the phone sometimes? 1120 01:18:10,794 --> 01:18:13,365 - Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really. - Pick up the phone when you're here? 1121 01:18:13,365 --> 01:18:15,195 - This is inappropriate. - Hi, Mrs. Mabry. 1122 01:18:15,195 --> 01:18:17,200 - Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry? - Look, I am sorry, please. 1123 01:18:17,200 --> 01:18:19,361 Young lady, I am going to take you to your car. Let's go. 1124 01:18:19,361 --> 01:18:21,701 - Look, I am a little bit worried. - I don't care if you have been worried. 1125 01:18:21,701 --> 01:18:24,208 You have been worried? I understand if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson, 1126 01:18:24,208 --> 01:18:27,245 but try and have a little patience. Get in the fucking car and get out of here. 1127 01:18:27,245 --> 01:18:29,041 What's wrong with you? Why are you being like this? 1128 01:18:29,041 --> 01:18:30,878 And what's wrong with my husband, huh? 1129 01:18:30,878 --> 01:18:32,018 Please... 1130 01:18:32,018 --> 01:18:34,586 - You're not supposed to be here. - What did you tell him about us? 1131 01:18:34,586 --> 01:18:36,518 There is no us. Get the fuck out of here. 1132 01:18:36,518 --> 01:18:39,057 - I just needed a friend to talk to. - Thank you, Mrs. Creeson. 1133 01:18:39,057 --> 01:18:41,217 You have got no fucking idea, man. 1134 01:18:41,217 --> 01:18:43,420 We will talk at the prison. 1135 01:18:53,862 --> 01:18:55,705 Fucking idiot. 1136 01:18:59,368 --> 01:19:02,679 Inexcusable, coming to our home like that. 1137 01:19:08,944 --> 01:19:12,915 You know, we can't alter reports once they have been submitted for review. 1138 01:19:12,915 --> 01:19:15,426 I know, I know, but I made a mistake. 1139 01:19:15,426 --> 01:19:17,029 Ehh, you're only human. 1140 01:19:17,029 --> 01:19:21,191 Mitch, I-- I-- I am asking, please. Please. 1141 01:19:23,392 --> 01:19:25,770 The hearing's in an hour. You're kidding, right? 1142 01:19:25,770 --> 01:19:27,271 I know. 1143 01:19:27,271 --> 01:19:30,103 I need a little something more to go on here. 1144 01:19:30,103 --> 01:19:31,609 I can't go into it. 1145 01:19:31,609 --> 01:19:36,546 I just missed something. I made a... I made a mistake. 1146 01:19:36,546 --> 01:19:39,914 If you want to plead your concerns, it's fine, 1147 01:19:39,914 --> 01:19:42,817 or if you want to submit additional evidence, that's okay too. 1148 01:19:42,817 --> 01:19:45,618 But you know as well as I do his fate's already been determined. 1149 01:19:45,618 --> 01:19:47,283 It's luck and quotas. 1150 01:19:47,283 --> 01:19:51,295 Nothing I say will make a difference? 1151 01:19:55,124 --> 01:19:58,071 Well, don't sweat it, Jack. 1152 01:19:58,071 --> 01:20:00,298 I mean, you're less than a month to go. Sleep easy. 1153 01:20:00,298 --> 01:20:02,464 - Hmm? - All right. 1154 01:20:08,237 --> 01:20:11,309 - I am going out. - What about the Creeson hearing? 1155 01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:16,919 Thanks, Paul. 1156 01:20:29,992 --> 01:20:32,336 Revelation 3:20. 1157 01:20:32,336 --> 01:20:35,998 "Behold I stand at the door and knock. If any man open the door, 1158 01:20:35,998 --> 01:20:38,975 I will come into him and sup with him and he with me." 1159 01:20:38,975 --> 01:20:40,875 Revelation 3:20. 1160 01:20:40,875 --> 01:20:42,947 All right, the next one is... 1161 01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,951 It says Christ died for the ungodly. 1162 01:20:48,951 --> 01:20:51,489 Yeah, that's in Romans, chapter 5. 1163 01:20:51,489 --> 01:20:54,389 Romans 5:8... 1164 01:21:00,055 --> 01:21:03,059 So we're getting to the commandments next, 1165 01:21:03,059 --> 01:21:05,535 I guess, huh? 1166 01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,579 Do you believe in all this? 1167 01:21:18,579 --> 01:21:20,721 What? 1168 01:21:22,578 --> 01:21:24,387 Do you? 1169 01:21:30,486 --> 01:21:32,261 You read the meditation. 1170 01:21:43,766 --> 01:21:47,908 "What request is on the top of my prayer list for today? 1171 01:21:47,908 --> 01:21:52,041 Is it a selfish request or one that will bring God glory?" 1172 01:21:52,041 --> 01:21:55,188 I know what I want. How about you? 1173 01:21:58,714 --> 01:22:01,251 You lost your place again. 1174 01:22:06,355 --> 01:22:08,926 You have something you want to say to me? 1175 01:22:10,793 --> 01:22:13,103 You don't? 1176 01:22:13,103 --> 01:22:16,732 I can't even think of what you'd want me to say. 1177 01:23:06,014 --> 01:23:07,994 You want to talk about it, man? 1178 01:23:07,994 --> 01:23:09,754 What's that? 1179 01:23:09,754 --> 01:23:11,659 - Her coming..... - Hmm? 1180 01:23:11,659 --> 01:23:14,494 ...or me going or anything you want. 1181 01:23:15,691 --> 01:23:17,693 Look, I am a little concerned about you, man. 1182 01:23:17,693 --> 01:23:19,533 You're seeming a little ragged to me. 1183 01:23:19,533 --> 01:23:23,507 Yeah well, put your mind at ease. 1184 01:23:23,507 --> 01:23:25,804 So that's it for us, huh? 1185 01:23:25,804 --> 01:23:28,847 You want to ask me any more questions or go over some shit? 1186 01:23:28,847 --> 01:23:31,348 I will sit in the chair, we can do that thing, you know. 1187 01:23:31,348 --> 01:23:35,045 You'd better be smart or you're going to be right back in here again. 1188 01:23:35,045 --> 01:23:37,383 Hey, I got my release, Jack. 1189 01:23:37,383 --> 01:23:40,720 You ain't got to concern yourself about me no more, man. 1190 01:23:40,720 --> 01:23:42,362 You got it, all right, but make no mistake: 1191 01:23:42,362 --> 01:23:44,998 I can have them watch your goddamn ass 24 hours a day. 1192 01:23:44,998 --> 01:23:46,496 You got me? 1193 01:23:46,496 --> 01:23:48,157 I got you. 1194 01:23:51,026 --> 01:23:53,370 Shit, man, you don't believe in nothing, do you? 1195 01:23:53,370 --> 01:23:56,738 I believe you're one fucked up son of a bitch. 1196 01:23:56,738 --> 01:24:00,244 I know you don't believe in me, but you don't believe in yourself. 1197 01:24:00,244 --> 01:24:02,541 You don't believe in God. 1198 01:24:02,541 --> 01:24:05,583 I don't think you feel that anything is true inside of you. 1199 01:24:05,583 --> 01:24:07,152 I will give you true... 1200 01:24:07,152 --> 01:24:09,880 I am glad you're out of my hair, Gerald Creeson. 1201 01:24:11,213 --> 01:24:13,056 Now you can be somebody else's headache. 1202 01:24:13,056 --> 01:24:14,306 Oh... 1203 01:24:16,084 --> 01:24:18,325 Man, life is just taking you by the neck, 1204 01:24:18,325 --> 01:24:21,058 and rattling your whole frame 1205 01:24:21,058 --> 01:24:23,396 and you don't know which way is up. 1206 01:24:23,396 --> 01:24:26,267 It's scary as shit when the wheels come off like that, man. 1207 01:24:26,267 --> 01:24:28,032 I feel you. I have been there. 1208 01:24:28,032 --> 01:24:32,235 I mean it. But that's when you got to start listening, man. 1209 01:24:32,235 --> 01:24:34,244 Where the fuck is she? 1210 01:24:34,244 --> 01:24:36,110 You don't want to shoot the shit with me anymore, man? 1211 01:24:36,110 --> 01:24:37,614 I am going to miss shooting the shit with you. 1212 01:24:37,614 --> 01:24:39,252 Not me, boy, not me. Time for you to go. 1213 01:24:39,252 --> 01:24:41,183 I have enjoyed chopping it up with you, man. 1214 01:24:42,878 --> 01:24:45,119 Anybody here yet? 1215 01:24:45,119 --> 01:24:47,123 Hey, just keep listening, Jack. 1216 01:24:47,123 --> 01:24:49,853 That's all I am saying, because I think something's coming for you, 1217 01:24:49,853 --> 01:24:53,397 but when it comes, man, just stay open to it, you know. 1218 01:24:53,397 --> 01:24:56,035 - Don't close it off. - Here we go. 1219 01:24:56,035 --> 01:24:57,295 In there. 1220 01:25:14,876 --> 01:25:17,117 Well, happy day. 1221 01:25:23,652 --> 01:25:25,325 So, well, can I kiss her? 1222 01:26:01,823 --> 01:26:03,325 Ready? 1223 01:26:05,527 --> 01:26:07,268 Yeah. 1224 01:26:11,800 --> 01:26:13,677 Well, good luck to you, Stone. 1225 01:26:15,504 --> 01:26:17,848 Hey, I want to thank you. 1226 01:26:17,848 --> 01:26:20,885 Seriously, I appreciate everything that you have done for me. 1227 01:26:20,885 --> 01:26:22,522 Yep. 1228 01:26:26,615 --> 01:26:28,356 Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson. 1229 01:26:28,356 --> 01:26:31,691 Lucetta, Jack. I mean, we're all friends here, right? 1230 01:26:31,691 --> 01:26:34,390 Lucetta. Take good care of him. 1231 01:26:34,390 --> 01:26:38,629 I will. And you take good care too, old man. 1232 01:26:39,995 --> 01:26:42,475 - See you later, Jack. - Mmm. 1233 01:26:47,002 --> 01:26:50,040 Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say, 1234 01:26:50,040 --> 01:26:53,550 Lucetta, she did tell me that you fucked her. 1235 01:26:54,876 --> 01:26:57,857 I know that must be against some kind of rules around here, right? 1236 01:26:57,857 --> 01:27:00,220 I knew what you two were doing. 1237 01:27:00,220 --> 01:27:03,727 Oh, did you know what you were doing when you let my wife suck your cock? 1238 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,996 - Good luck to you. - I will see you out on the bricks. 1239 01:27:06,996 --> 01:27:08,828 Good luck to you. 1240 01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:13,665 Right now we enjoy the Constitutional freedom 1241 01:27:13,665 --> 01:27:16,708 to keep and bear arms. If that were ever infringed, 1242 01:27:16,708 --> 01:27:21,280 if that were ever repealed or just flat out violated and... 1243 01:27:21,280 --> 01:27:22,240 Madylyn? 1244 01:27:25,073 --> 01:27:28,247 As a Christian, would we be within our rights, 1245 01:27:28,247 --> 01:27:30,583 because Thomas Jefferson says 1246 01:27:30,583 --> 01:27:34,284 these rights are inalienable because they come from our creator... 1247 01:27:34,284 --> 01:27:35,951 Madylyn? 1248 01:27:35,951 --> 01:27:38,257 ...within our rights as Christians 1249 01:27:38,257 --> 01:27:40,798 to revolt against the government 1250 01:27:40,798 --> 01:27:45,598 and its denial of those fundamental Constitutional rights, 1251 01:27:45,598 --> 01:27:49,971 or would a Christian have to respond differently? 1252 01:27:51,366 --> 01:27:53,368 - Some mail. - We would have to respond. 1253 01:27:53,368 --> 01:27:56,277 And we as Christians would have to rise up 1254 01:27:56,277 --> 01:27:58,975 against any government that said 1255 01:27:58,975 --> 01:28:02,145 we didn't have a right to protect ourselves, because... 1256 01:28:02,145 --> 01:28:03,721 I guess I would ask the question, 1257 01:28:03,721 --> 01:28:06,587 why do they want to take our guns away from us? 1258 01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,853 I like you. 1259 01:29:19,387 --> 01:29:22,334 I like you, Jack. 1260 01:29:22,334 --> 01:29:25,801 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 1261 01:30:39,935 --> 01:30:41,642 Madylyn. 1262 01:30:41,642 --> 01:30:43,612 Wake up. Wake up. Madylyn. 1263 01:30:43,612 --> 01:30:45,615 Madylyn, wake up. Wake up. 1264 01:30:52,547 --> 01:30:54,458 Come on. 1265 01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:04,836 - I got to get to a phone. - Where are you going to go? 1266 01:31:04,836 --> 01:31:06,336 - What about Steve and Helen? - No, they're away. 1267 01:31:06,336 --> 01:31:08,474 - Well, what about David? - it's too far. it's too late. 1268 01:31:08,474 --> 01:31:09,224 Ah. 1269 01:31:10,665 --> 01:31:13,305 Look at this. Oh my G... 1270 01:31:14,469 --> 01:31:15,309 Oh God. 1271 01:31:17,605 --> 01:31:21,314 You motherfucker. 1272 01:31:21,314 --> 01:31:23,922 Goddamn it. Goddamn it. 1273 01:31:23,922 --> 01:31:25,353 - Don't say that. - What? 1274 01:31:25,353 --> 01:31:27,515 Taking the Lord's name... stop that. 1275 01:31:27,515 --> 01:31:30,686 - Jesus, Madylyn, please. - Stop it. I won't stand for it. 1276 01:31:30,686 --> 01:31:32,593 What are you talking about, for Christ's sakes? 1277 01:31:32,593 --> 01:31:35,166 This means something to me. It may not mean anything to you anymore, 1278 01:31:35,166 --> 01:31:36,996 but it means something to me. - Jesus, Madylyn, 1279 01:31:36,996 --> 01:31:39,160 we just almost got incinerated in our sleep 1280 01:31:39,160 --> 01:31:41,466 by some fucking nutjob who I let out, 1281 01:31:41,466 --> 01:31:44,007 and you're fucking bothering me about my fucking language? 1282 01:31:44,007 --> 01:31:46,304 - Nobody did this to us. - Give me a fucking break. 1283 01:31:46,304 --> 01:31:48,379 - Nobody did this to us. - What? 1284 01:31:48,379 --> 01:31:50,174 It wasn't anybody. It was an act of God. 1285 01:31:50,174 --> 01:31:52,648 I have got a pretty good fucking idea who did this to us. 1286 01:31:52,648 --> 01:31:55,515 This was an act of God. I am going to tell the firemen that. 1287 01:31:56,611 --> 01:31:58,784 What are you talking about, Madylyn? 1288 01:31:58,784 --> 01:32:02,292 About the frayed wiring in the kitchen wall. 1289 01:32:02,292 --> 01:32:04,293 What are you talking about? What wire? 1290 01:32:04,293 --> 01:32:06,329 In the kitchen wall. 1291 01:32:06,329 --> 01:32:09,230 And the... the basement. 1292 01:32:09,230 --> 01:32:11,371 - What? - There are all those rag... 1293 01:32:11,371 --> 01:32:14,200 rags down there, all those old rags. 1294 01:32:14,200 --> 01:32:17,206 I am going to tell them to go down there. 1295 01:32:20,368 --> 01:32:22,575 Why would you say that? 1296 01:32:23,905 --> 01:32:26,715 Because it's as good a story as any. 1297 01:33:07,882 --> 01:33:10,362 it's not that sunny out. 1298 01:33:10,362 --> 01:33:12,293 Everybody knows 1299 01:33:12,293 --> 01:33:15,435 you can still get sunburned on a cloudy day. 1300 01:33:22,030 --> 01:33:24,874 Ah, look at the barns. 1301 01:33:24,874 --> 01:33:26,774 Remember that? 1302 01:33:27,936 --> 01:33:29,779 Not really. 1303 01:33:32,974 --> 01:33:35,921 I don't know how you stuck it out as long as you did. 1304 01:33:37,979 --> 01:33:40,118 I think you'd have done this sooner. 1305 01:33:43,051 --> 01:33:45,554 I almost did once. 1306 01:33:47,822 --> 01:33:49,768 So what happened? 1307 01:34:00,068 --> 01:34:02,480 What happened? 1308 01:34:05,740 --> 01:34:08,414 He's free. Yeah. He's free. 1309 01:34:11,613 --> 01:34:14,457 That's a free man there, huh? 1310 01:34:34,102 --> 01:34:37,982 You do not want to make it a two-way conversation with them, 1311 01:34:37,982 --> 01:34:42,178 because they have nothing on their minds but... 1312 01:34:42,178 --> 01:34:44,186 well, they may have nothing but time 1313 01:34:44,186 --> 01:34:46,791 to just think about ways to work on you 1314 01:34:46,791 --> 01:34:48,791 and to get under your skin. 1315 01:34:48,791 --> 01:34:51,021 You cannot make yourself a person to them. 1316 01:34:51,021 --> 01:34:53,359 Oh, believe me, I have learned that lesson. 1317 01:34:56,858 --> 01:34:59,202 Well, I mean, they will test you for sure. 1318 01:35:01,029 --> 01:35:03,839 A good looking woman like you... 1319 01:35:03,839 --> 01:35:05,875 Oh, Jack. 1320 01:35:05,875 --> 01:35:08,036 Well, I am... 1321 01:35:08,036 --> 01:35:11,082 I am retired, I am not dead, you know. 1322 01:35:11,082 --> 01:35:14,083 Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay? You're the best. 1323 01:35:14,083 --> 01:35:16,222 I want to have a little fun. 1324 01:35:16,222 --> 01:35:19,153 Send me off into the sunset. 1325 01:35:22,217 --> 01:35:23,924 Huh-uh. 1326 01:35:23,924 --> 01:35:26,361 Let's just keep it pro, okay? 1327 01:35:28,323 --> 01:35:30,030 You want to be a pro? 1328 01:35:30,030 --> 01:35:33,536 Fuck pro. They're going to fucking chew your ass up in there. 1329 01:35:33,536 --> 01:35:35,697 - Okay, Jack, that's enough. - No, no, it's bullshit. 1330 01:35:35,697 --> 01:35:38,070 Jerking my chain like that, you fucking cunt. 1331 01:35:38,070 --> 01:35:41,339 - Give me some respect. - Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts. 1332 01:35:41,339 --> 01:35:43,175 Yeah yeah, I am in. 1333 01:35:43,175 --> 01:35:46,114 - Up yours. - Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey. 1334 01:35:46,114 --> 01:35:49,551 I am just fucked up. I should go. 1335 01:35:49,551 --> 01:35:52,749 - No, ride with me. - No, I am-- I am going to get a cab. 1336 01:35:52,749 --> 01:35:54,689 I am good, I am good. I am going to get a cab. 1337 01:35:54,689 --> 01:35:58,763 I am good, word of honor. I am good. It's a cab. 1338 01:36:00,755 --> 01:36:03,201 ...get us to the reality that God has already deemed 1339 01:36:03,201 --> 01:36:06,430 is going to happen, and nothing is going to change that. 1340 01:36:06,430 --> 01:36:09,473 And so it's not like there is this cosmic battle 1341 01:36:09,473 --> 01:36:11,770 between good and evil, 1342 01:36:11,770 --> 01:36:14,277 and good might not triumph. 1343 01:36:14,277 --> 01:36:16,938 The reality is that there is a battle going on 1344 01:36:16,938 --> 01:36:20,643 where you would see a huge boxer 1345 01:36:20,643 --> 01:36:22,481 holding a guy's head back, 1346 01:36:22,481 --> 01:36:25,784 and the little scrawny guy is flailing his arms, 1347 01:36:25,784 --> 01:36:28,393 waving at the guy, trying to beat him. 1348 01:36:28,393 --> 01:36:31,894 That's exactly what God... God has Satan subdued, 1349 01:36:31,894 --> 01:36:33,964 but in the flailing of his arms... 1350 01:36:33,964 --> 01:36:37,228 and this is particularly brought out in Revelation, chapter 12... 1351 01:36:37,228 --> 01:36:41,898 Satan flailing his arms is able to do an awful lot of chaos 1352 01:36:41,898 --> 01:36:44,634 and damage and bad things happen. 1353 01:36:44,634 --> 01:36:47,006 And it's because he is enraged 1354 01:36:47,006 --> 01:36:49,079 because he knows his time is short. 1355 01:36:49,079 --> 01:36:50,648 Revelation 12 said that. 1356 01:36:50,648 --> 01:36:51,648 Hey. 1357 01:37:05,286 --> 01:37:07,163 This is some shit, man. 1358 01:37:07,163 --> 01:37:08,665 Wait whoa. 1359 01:37:10,158 --> 01:37:12,104 You ruined my whole life. Why? 1360 01:37:12,104 --> 01:37:15,264 Fucking why? Why? 1361 01:37:15,264 --> 01:37:17,205 Why what? 1362 01:37:17,205 --> 01:37:19,174 Why did you do....? 1363 01:37:20,668 --> 01:37:22,511 Why did you... 1364 01:37:28,543 --> 01:37:31,046 Okay okay okay okay. 1365 01:37:32,447 --> 01:37:34,393 Hey, man, 1366 01:37:34,393 --> 01:37:36,187 you ain't going to do this. 1367 01:37:40,855 --> 01:37:42,562 You think I won't? 1368 01:37:45,660 --> 01:37:47,333 You think I won't? 1369 01:37:48,796 --> 01:37:50,537 You think I won't? 1370 01:37:50,537 --> 01:37:52,735 You think I won't? 1371 01:38:05,813 --> 01:38:06,563 No. 1372 01:38:09,884 --> 01:38:11,727 No, I don't. 1373 01:38:39,046 --> 01:38:41,424 Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy. 1374 01:38:41,424 --> 01:38:43,619 Was this really happening to me? 1375 01:38:43,619 --> 01:38:46,595 Was it all in my head, or is there really a God 1376 01:38:46,595 --> 01:38:49,098 who can breathe life into me 1377 01:38:49,098 --> 01:38:51,533 and make me feel his presence? 1378 01:38:51,533 --> 01:38:55,265 So this is actually what encouraged me to write the book. 1379 01:38:55,265 --> 01:38:59,037 And honestly it completely changed the way that I look at life... 1380 01:38:59,037 --> 01:39:01,771 Assume that there was a Higher Power, 1381 01:39:01,771 --> 01:39:03,574 that It created the universe, 1382 01:39:03,574 --> 01:39:06,810 until God set a bush on fire... 1383 01:39:06,810 --> 01:39:08,647 And maybe I did. 1384 01:39:08,647 --> 01:39:10,949 ...and said, "Oh, by the way, you were right." 1385 01:39:23,458 --> 01:39:25,961 You know, and... 1386 01:39:25,961 --> 01:39:28,004 I think... I think I am ready to get out. 1387 01:39:28,004 --> 01:39:30,768 Next up here is Gerald from southwest Detroit. 1388 01:39:30,768 --> 01:39:33,173 - Welcome, Gerald. - I just want to say, 1389 01:39:33,173 --> 01:39:35,837 I got this book and they say that 1390 01:39:35,837 --> 01:39:38,779 when you experience a spiritual truth, 1391 01:39:38,779 --> 01:39:40,920 that it comes to you through sound. 1392 01:39:40,920 --> 01:39:44,249 If you let this sound go through you, 1393 01:39:44,249 --> 01:39:47,484 it changes you, you know? 1394 01:39:47,484 --> 01:39:50,322 It puts you back into harmony, 1395 01:39:50,322 --> 01:39:54,297 you know, makes you like a tuning fork of God. 1396 01:39:54,297 --> 01:39:55,832 Okay. 1397 01:39:55,832 --> 01:39:58,971 Yeah, they say they say it can start with small things 1398 01:39:58,971 --> 01:40:02,471 like little vibrations... you know, the sound of a bee, 1399 01:40:02,471 --> 01:40:05,167 the sound of a "buzzing light" and then it grows. 1400 01:40:05,167 --> 01:40:07,609 All right, that's interesting. 1401 01:40:07,609 --> 01:40:09,839 Well, they say 1402 01:40:09,839 --> 01:40:12,450 that everything that happens to you 1403 01:40:12,450 --> 01:40:16,180 is what was supposed to happen to you for you to advance, 1404 01:40:16,180 --> 01:40:18,881 that you have got to come back lots of times, 1405 01:40:18,881 --> 01:40:22,220 you know, cycle through many lives until you learn, until you... 1406 01:40:23,618 --> 01:40:25,620 Well, thanks for your input. 1407 01:40:25,620 --> 01:40:29,029 Next up here on the WDDL listener line is 1408 01:40:29,029 --> 01:40:32,535 Kathy in Farmington Hills. 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