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[all cheering]
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- It's a boy!
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- Lincoln, are you so excited?
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[chatter]
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- I definitely want to go
on a trip
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over their spring break to the
Bahamas before the baby comes.
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I think they're going
to be super excited.
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It's like the last family
of four trip.
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- Congratulations, you are now
a licensed professional.
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[cheers and applause]
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- So you're looking
to open a salon?
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- Yeah, like, have my own walls
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so I can
do my own thing, basically.
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- Okay, this is
a standard sized studio.
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- I'll take it.
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- I feel like I'm doing
everything by myself,
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and I don't want it
to be like that anymore.
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- All right, I do want
to help out some way, somehow.
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- That works, for sure.
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- I've just been
seeing somebody.
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It's not gonna go anywhere.
We're just having a good time.
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It was supposed
to be a secret.
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- You're posting [bleep]
though.
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It's not really a secret.
Up to a point it's a secret.
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- The person is a secret.
- Yes, the person is.
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- Is he married,
have kids, divorced?
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- I'm not giving you
no information, sorry.
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- How's Frederico?
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Are you falling in love
with him, Briana?
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- I'm not in love with him.
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I may be a little infatuated
and definitely in lust.
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I wonder what's going to
happen after this trip
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when we come back home.
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- Now, how long have you been
working on your book?
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- Two months.
It's an autobiography
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and, like, a self-help book.
It has become way different
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than what I thought
it was going to be.
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Have you been seeing
everything on the news
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with this coronavirus?
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Ali has a compromised
immune system.
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She couldn't fight it like you
and I could.
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Corey was like, you know,
keep the girls.
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He's still working.
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He could be exposed
to who knows what.
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But they're going to stay
with me
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so that way they're safe.
Ali was lying in bed
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the other night
and she just was sobbing.
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She was just like,
"I really miss my dad."
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I heard, like,
how you were feeling.
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And I promise you,
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I'm going to get you
to see your dads ASAP.
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- This is, well, exactly where
I wanted to be.
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Lori is going to be
like a work trip to LA.
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Lori is keeping us healthy.
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- I mean, I hope not.
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- After reading all
the news things,
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I was like,
"Dang, I don't wanna travel."
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Look up ♪
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♪ No more crying,
no more hiding ♪
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- You have a Gusher
in your hair.
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- Ew.
- Lux.
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- How did you get a Gusher
in your hair?
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- Come on, I just
washed your hair.
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How did you get a candy
in your hair?
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- I don't know.
- I don't know, either.
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I'm taking the boys
to the Bahamas in a few weeks,
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so we can do something special
before the baby arrives.
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I'm not sure
if the coronavirus
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will affect our plans,
but I'm trying to be positive,
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and I just had a 20 week
checkup for my pregnancy.
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Let's start with
how hot the doctor was.
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- [laughs]
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- Oh, thanks.
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- I can't believe
you're halfway there.
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- The first 3 months were hell.
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We all know I was alone
for my pregnancy with Lux,
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and Chris was not great.
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Chris didn't come to my
last ultrasound
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because he slept
through his alarm.
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- For you to let somebody
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continue to pull you down
is like, sad,
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but you can't continue
to be sad when you have me
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and, like, everybody.
You're not alone.
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- And then when I went
into this one, I was like,
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"I don't want him there.
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I don't want him
in the delivery room.
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I don't want him
on the birth certificate.
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I don't want anything
to do with him."
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- Well, maybe by that time,
since it's still months out,
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the way you feel will lessen.
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- But the boys are excited
to go on vacation.
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If this coronavirus
gets in the goddamn way,
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I'm suing everyone.
I'm pissed.
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- We need to leave n
- And just stay there until--
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- Stay until the--
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- They're just, they're making
such a [bleep] out of it,
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and it's pissing me off.
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I'm going to have before
I have four [bleep] kids.
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You know what I mean?
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- Well, if worse
comes to worst,
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we just get stuck there.
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- Well, I don't know--
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in 30 days
they could shut travel down.
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- That's true, and then what?
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- I will take
a [bleep] boat.
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I'm going to the Bahamas.
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- ♪ I played around
with her ♪
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- Things have been busy
with my clothing line
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since LA last week,
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but the coronavirus
has been spreading in the US,
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and I'm starting to worry.
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Let's go.
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Feeling okay?
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- Yeah.
- We have to stop at Target
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'cause I did an online order
of cleaning supplies.
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Like at first, I didn't think
this whole coronavirus thing
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was actually a big deal,
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but I'm starting
to get a little--
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- It's a huge deal.
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- Well, I'm getting scared now.
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- I heard a bunch of people
have died here.
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- No, that's not true.
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- No deaths.
- People have it, though.
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I know people who have it.
- Yes, that's true.
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Cole and I cleaned today.
- Okay.
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- And we're going
to clean some more.
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Like, even if we didn't film
at the house
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because
I'm being a psychopath--
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because the crew
travels a lot,
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and that makes me nervous,
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you know,
having them in the house.
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- Yeah.
- I'm sorry, I feel so bad
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saying that.
I just--
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I'm panicky, obviously.
But so anyways,
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plan on hanging with me
this weekend at home.
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- The girls and I are still
filming ourselves,
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and we've been
self-quarantining for 3 weeks
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now because of
Ali's condition.
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The twins haven't seen
their dad,
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but Corey and I spoke
and came up with a plan.
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- We haven't had Ali and Aleeah
here at our house
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for probably right at a month.
We miss them very bad.
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Leah reached out to me
the other day
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and said that the girls
were having a very hard time
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with it mentally,
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and that they missed
us all here.
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She said that if we took
the appropriate precautions,
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that she felt and I agreed
that it would be fine for them
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to come here
for a day or two this weekend.
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- You guys ready to go
see your daddy?
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- Yes, we are.
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- Yes, you are.
- I'm taking a nap.
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- Take a nap, honey.
- Okay, you need it.
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- I'm sure your dad
is very exhausted, too.
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- Yeah, cause he works.
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- You guys ready?
- Yup.
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- Kay.
- Here's my phone.
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[indistinct chatter]
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- I dropped the girls off
at Corey's
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so they can be there
when he gets off of work.
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- Hey girls.
- Hi, Daddy.
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- Missed y'all.
- Missed you, too.
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- Like, what are you,
like 20 foot taller?
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Oh you, too?
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- She's 5 foot...
[overlapping chatter]
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- It's very scary that Ali
could be exposed
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to the coronavirus.
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- Does it look different here?
- Yeah?
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- No.
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- Because she does have
muscular dystrophy,
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which makes her a part
of that vulnerable population.
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- Feeling weird being here?
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Does it feel like you got,
like--
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does it feel weird
being somewhere else?
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- No.
- But I trust Corey.
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We're raising kids
in a split home.
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They need both units always,
even during the pandemic.
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- I love you. I missed you.
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- I mean, who knows
how long this will go?
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We can't go a year
and them not see their dad.
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Whatever we have to do, even
during a flipping pandemic,
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that's what we'll do.
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ I like you ♪
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♪ Do you like me too? ♪
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- Sean's sister
got home safely,
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but Indiana is shutting down,
and the crew can't come out,
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so I'm self-shooting.
Are you hungry?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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You want to make breakfast?
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Oh, you want waffles
and some syrup?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, open it over the bowl.
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I've been trying
to be safe at work,
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but today I got some bad news
about the salon.
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[line rings]
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- Hello?
- Hey, it's Jade.
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I just wanted to call
and let you know
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that our governor
has shut down our county
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for any salon appointments.
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So all I'm doing right now
is just sending back
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anyone that's been booked
for the next like month,
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sending back their deposits.
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- Okay, and is there a time
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I can reschedule
my appointment?
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- Probably not right now
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because they haven't really
given us a day of
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when we can open up,
so when I know something,
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I'll make sure to message
all of my clients
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with any information
that I'm getting.
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- Okay, sounds good.
- Okay, thank you, bye-bye.
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- Thank you, bye.
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- So our governor's actually
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closing our county,
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so I'm not going to be able
to go into work,
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and they don't have
a reopen date set yet.
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But I know that I'm not going
to be able to go into work.
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I'm not going to be able
to take clients.
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And right now,
I'm just, like, freaking out.
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Like, my whole world is,
like, falling apart,
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'cause I'm scared
I'm going to, like,
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go behind on all of my bills.
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And there's no one
that's going to, like,
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be able to help me
or, like, be there for me
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or help me financially
if I needed it
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'cause everyone in my family,
like,
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has it hard
financially already.
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I contacted the place
where I lease my salon.
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They said that they weren't
going to charge
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people late fees,
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but you still have
to pay rent,
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so everything still
has to be paid.
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It's, like, scary 'cause
it's kind of out of my control
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and there's nothing
I can do about it
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but, like, sit around my house
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and just wait
for someone to tell me
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I'm allowed to go
back to work.
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So I'm basically going
to get everything,
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like, draped up and cleaned
and disinfected
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for the next time
that I come in.
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Then everything will be clean
and I basically just have
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to put everything back up
where it goes.
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Okay, I think everything's
all done and disinfected.
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- ♪ See you later alligator ♪
250
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- After I got back
from Puerto Rico,
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the coronavirus got
a lot month serious.
252
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The crew isn't allowed
to travel right now,
253
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so the producer sent us
some gear to film ourselves.
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We've got an extra phone,
extra camera,
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you know, tripods.
256
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And we're excited
to start filming, right?
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- Yeah.
- Our story.
258
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Just try to do this and down,
down, down, down.
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We'll figure it out.
I don't know how this works,
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but I'll figure it out.
- Somehow.
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- Mine! Mine!
262
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- Luis and Devoin had agreed
to give me 250 a month
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for the girls
starting this week.
264
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Luis was able to,
but Devoin hasn't yet.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Is that Stella?
- Say hi.
267
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We made cupcakes, right?
268
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- Yes...and you missed
these cupcakes.
269
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- Yeah, we all been home.
270
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My job told me
I'm laid off for 30 days.
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My mom's job told her
she's laid off for 30 days.
272
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- So what is the latest
with Devoin?
273
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- Nothing.
He told me that his job
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laid him off, so he's not
doing anything right now.
275
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And Luis, Luis came over
to say bye to Stella,
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because Luis got laid off
from his construction job,
277
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and he went back to trucking.
278
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And I texted them both
in the group chat,
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and I was like,
"Listen, my job
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just laid me off,
so help me out."
281
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Like, I'm not expecting
anything really right now
282
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because I know they're
struggling just as much,
283
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but like, I need them to know
284
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that I'm not working right now.
285
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- Oh, 100 percent.
286
00:12:30,684 --> 00:12:32,317
So you just got back
from Puerto Rico
287
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with your secret bae.
288
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How's that been going?
289
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- To be honest,
once I put Stella to sleep...
290
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We're under quarantine
right now,
291
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so it's kind of hard.
I don't know if
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it's serious enough
to introduce people to him.
293
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I don't know
where it's going to go.
294
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But right now I need
to mentally figure it out
295
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before people know
about what's going on.
296
00:13:02,282 --> 00:13:03,515
This whole coronavirus
is crazy
297
00:13:03,583 --> 00:13:06,851
because it's finally made
its way down to Florida.
298
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- Have you explained
to the kids what's going on?
299
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- Nova has an idea
of what's going on
300
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because, I don't know,
she just knows.
301
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Like, I didn't even tell her
about the coronavirus.
302
00:13:16,897 --> 00:13:18,396
I was just like, yeah,
we're staying home
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because of the coronavirus.
304
00:13:20,066 --> 00:13:21,966
I'm like, "Oh, okay."
305
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I don't know what I would do
306
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if any of my family members
got sick from this.
307
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- ♪ Come on up
to the place you're feeling ♪
308
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♪ Come on up
to the place you're needing ♪
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- At first, I didn't realize
what big deal this virus is,
310
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but it's starting
to affect everything.
311
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Delaware issued
a stay-at-home order,
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so the boys are doing distance
learning. With the quarantine,
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the boys still have
to do their schoolwork.
314
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Okay, so how do you feel
about the quarantine?
315
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- I think I'm kind of happy
because we get to sleep in,
316
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and we don't have to,
like, wake up so early,
317
00:14:05,312 --> 00:14:06,878
and we don't
have to rush a lot.
318
00:14:06,947 --> 00:14:09,414
- It's more fun at the house
because why?
319
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- Because we do funner work.
320
00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:14,719
- You do stuff that you
like to do? So--
321
00:14:14,788 --> 00:14:19,457
- And that work, all we do is
do papers and cut out stuff.
322
00:14:19,526 --> 00:14:24,095
- Well, that's because they're
preparing you for life.
323
00:14:24,164 --> 00:14:25,663
- With the coronavirus
spreading,
324
00:14:25,732 --> 00:14:28,299
I had to tell the boys
some bad news.
325
00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:30,001
- So before we start
your schoolwork,
326
00:14:30,070 --> 00:14:32,837
I want to tell you that we're
out of school for how long?
327
00:14:32,906 --> 00:14:35,173
- Two months.
- Okay. And--
328
00:14:35,242 --> 00:14:36,741
- Until May 15th.
329
00:14:36,810 --> 00:14:40,044
- And Isaac asked an important
question in the car,
330
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which was what?
331
00:14:42,916 --> 00:14:45,783
- Will we still be able
to go to the Bahamas?
332
00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:51,422
- So unfortunately,
we're not going to go.
333
00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:54,592
- Until the corona is done?
334
00:14:54,661 --> 00:14:59,497
- Well, so after
the coronavirus quarantine,
335
00:14:59,566 --> 00:15:04,736
I can't travel anymore
because of the baby.
336
00:15:04,804 --> 00:15:06,971
- So we're not going
to the Bahamas?
337
00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:08,373
- No.
- At all?
338
00:15:08,441 --> 00:15:10,308
- Mm-hmm.
339
00:15:12,612 --> 00:15:16,281
- We can't travel
at all, never?
340
00:15:16,349 --> 00:15:17,749
- Well--
341
00:15:17,817 --> 00:15:20,885
- Well, once the baby comes,
then we can travel.
342
00:15:20,954 --> 00:15:24,255
- What, the baby in your belly?
- Yeah, once he's born.
343
00:15:24,324 --> 00:15:26,391
- We can travel?
- Mm-hmm.
344
00:15:26,459 --> 00:15:28,393
- We have to wait until July?
345
00:15:28,461 --> 00:15:30,929
- Mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.
346
00:15:30,997 --> 00:15:33,965
- [groans]
- You guys have any questions?
347
00:15:35,402 --> 00:15:37,735
- Why did this have to happen?
348
00:15:37,804 --> 00:15:39,570
- Because the baby's
in the belly?
349
00:15:39,639 --> 00:15:42,640
- No, no, no.
- No. Stop it.
350
00:15:47,180 --> 00:15:49,047
- I think the kids were really
looking forward to this trip
351
00:15:49,115 --> 00:15:51,382
just because we do one
big trip every year,
352
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,684
and that was our trip.
353
00:15:52,752 --> 00:15:55,753
So it sucks because,
I don't know,
354
00:15:55,822 --> 00:15:57,755
I feel like that would have
been a really cool way to,
355
00:15:57,824 --> 00:16:00,992
like, end the chapter
of having three kids
356
00:16:01,061 --> 00:16:04,929
and get ready for the new
chapter of having four kids.
357
00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:06,230
To be perfectly honest,
358
00:16:06,299 --> 00:16:08,099
I don't think that I took
corona seriously
359
00:16:08,168 --> 00:16:11,069
when I first heard about it.
It was just, like,
360
00:16:11,137 --> 00:16:15,039
I never anticipated
it being what it is today.
361
00:16:15,108 --> 00:16:17,542
COVID could have affected us
a lot more negatively
362
00:16:17,610 --> 00:16:19,344
than a few canceled trips.
363
00:16:19,412 --> 00:16:20,712
I'm thankful
that we have each other
364
00:16:20,780 --> 00:16:22,747
and our health right now.
365
00:16:24,284 --> 00:16:25,717
- West Virginia is now
officially
366
00:16:25,785 --> 00:16:27,418
under a stay-at-home order.
367
00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:30,355
But earlier this week,
I took Addie to Jeremy's,
368
00:16:30,423 --> 00:16:31,990
and the twins
are still with Corey.
369
00:16:32,058 --> 00:16:37,128
- So, it's day
4,000 of quarantine.
370
00:16:37,197 --> 00:16:39,364
What do y'all think?
371
00:16:42,602 --> 00:16:43,735
- Mm-hmm.
- Huh?
372
00:16:43,803 --> 00:16:44,802
- Yeah.
373
00:16:44,871 --> 00:16:46,671
- Aleeah, what do you think?
- Yeah.
374
00:16:46,740 --> 00:16:49,207
- You don't like it?
- Yeah.
375
00:16:49,275 --> 00:16:50,875
- I don't like it, either.
376
00:16:52,278 --> 00:16:53,878
- My book releases tomorrow,
377
00:16:53,947 --> 00:16:56,781
and I'm just taking
the emotions as they come.
378
00:16:56,850 --> 00:16:59,250
I never imagined that writing
379
00:16:59,319 --> 00:17:02,086
a book would be so cathartic.
380
00:17:02,155 --> 00:17:06,457
I'm just excited that all of
my hard work is completed
381
00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:08,793
and ready to be released.
382
00:17:08,862 --> 00:17:13,364
But I'm a little anxious
because a lot of the stuff
383
00:17:13,433 --> 00:17:14,932
that's covered
in the book happened
384
00:17:15,001 --> 00:17:16,701
while I was with Jeremy.
385
00:17:16,770 --> 00:17:18,636
There are things in my book
386
00:17:18,705 --> 00:17:22,473
that Jeremy and I
have discussed privately,
387
00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:27,612
but he is extremely, you know,
nervous about it
388
00:17:27,680 --> 00:17:29,247
being released publicly.
389
00:17:29,315 --> 00:17:33,785
It was hard enough
putting all of me out on paper
390
00:17:33,853 --> 00:17:37,388
and reliving that,
and now when my book releases,
391
00:17:37,457 --> 00:17:39,023
I'm going to be
reliving it again.
392
00:17:39,092 --> 00:17:43,461
But it's all like
a healing process for me.
393
00:17:48,101 --> 00:17:49,467
- Leah, I am now recording,
okay?
394
00:17:49,536 --> 00:17:50,902
- Okay.
395
00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:54,806
My book released today,
"Hope, Grace, & Faith."
396
00:17:54,874 --> 00:17:58,076
And it is the number one
new release on Amazon,
397
00:17:58,144 --> 00:17:59,043
just saying.
398
00:17:59,112 --> 00:18:01,546
I'm going to go live
and connect
399
00:18:01,614 --> 00:18:04,482
with every single person
that has purchased my book
400
00:18:04,551 --> 00:18:08,419
and supported me
along this journey.
401
00:18:08,488 --> 00:18:10,521
- You can't promote your book
in the conventional way
402
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:11,856
that we're used to seeing
403
00:18:11,925 --> 00:18:15,827
people, you know, go on
the road and sign books.
404
00:18:15,895 --> 00:18:18,863
How are you going to promote
and publicize your book?
405
00:18:18,932 --> 00:18:20,331
- Initially, I hired
an entire team
406
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:23,367
to kind of help support me
with the book launch.
407
00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:24,969
But being quarantined,
408
00:18:25,038 --> 00:18:27,538
and not being able to travel
and do book signings
409
00:18:27,607 --> 00:18:29,774
and speaking engagements
and things like that,
410
00:18:29,843 --> 00:18:34,445
kind of shifted
everything to being virtual.
411
00:18:34,514 --> 00:18:37,415
And what I'm most
excited about
412
00:18:37,484 --> 00:18:41,486
is others
sharing their journeys as well
413
00:18:41,554 --> 00:18:46,357
and knowing that, by reading
my book, they're not alone.
414
00:18:46,426 --> 00:18:47,792
- Well, without further ado,
415
00:18:47,861 --> 00:18:49,193
I don't want
to make you late for it--
416
00:18:49,262 --> 00:18:51,362
so if you want to set up
those two camera shots.
417
00:18:51,431 --> 00:18:55,766
So Leah, if you could put
one tripod in the dining room,
418
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:57,702
so I can get an over
the shoulder shot
419
00:18:57,770 --> 00:18:59,070
of your Instagram video.
420
00:18:59,139 --> 00:19:03,708
- I work better under pressure
than I do--
421
00:19:03,776 --> 00:19:05,543
- Now Leah, can you bring
that one over to me, now?
422
00:19:05,612 --> 00:19:06,944
That tripod?
423
00:19:07,013 --> 00:19:09,647
I want to position
that where this laptop is.
424
00:19:09,716 --> 00:19:11,082
- Do you want it up high?
425
00:19:11,151 --> 00:19:12,550
- You can come down
a little bit
426
00:19:12,619 --> 00:19:13,885
because it's up
pretty high right now.
427
00:19:13,953 --> 00:19:16,420
Okay, nice job on the setup.
428
00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,022
- Teamwork to make
the dream work.
429
00:19:18,091 --> 00:19:19,824
- Amen.
430
00:19:19,893 --> 00:19:24,095
- Best-selling author.
431
00:19:24,164 --> 00:19:26,531
Y'all don't make me cry
on this live, okay?
432
00:19:26,599 --> 00:19:27,965
Don't make me cry.
433
00:19:28,034 --> 00:19:30,968
I fought with anxiety,
depression, addiction,
434
00:19:31,037 --> 00:19:34,071
low self-esteem,
and I just want to say,
435
00:19:34,140 --> 00:19:39,877
it was the hardest battle that
I've ever fought in my life.
436
00:19:39,946 --> 00:19:43,447
And to know that someone else
may be fighting that battle
437
00:19:43,516 --> 00:19:48,719
and feel alone or feel like
they're not worthy enough,
438
00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:50,054
I couldn't live with myself.
439
00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:51,789
That was the reason
why I wrote my book.
440
00:19:51,858 --> 00:19:54,392
Anyways,
I love you guys so much.
441
00:19:54,460 --> 00:19:56,093
Thanks for hopping on here.
442
00:19:56,162 --> 00:19:59,297
Don't forget to order
"Hope, Grace, & Faith"
443
00:19:59,365 --> 00:20:00,998
on Amazon, anywhere.
444
00:20:01,067 --> 00:20:04,902
I love you guys so much
and I will be live again.
445
00:20:05,939 --> 00:20:08,206
I'm not--yeah.
Love you guys.
446
00:20:09,342 --> 00:20:12,743
- ♪ Blown around
with the wind ♪
447
00:20:12,812 --> 00:20:14,345
- South Dakota doesn't have
an official
448
00:20:14,414 --> 00:20:15,580
stay-at-home order,
449
00:20:15,648 --> 00:20:17,415
but my family
has been quarantining.
450
00:20:17,483 --> 00:20:21,652
[indistinct chatter]
451
00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:25,990
- 17, 17, 18, 17!
452
00:20:26,059 --> 00:20:27,792
Here come!
453
00:20:27,860 --> 00:20:30,761
Where's Daddy? Dad!
454
00:20:32,832 --> 00:20:34,131
- The family is playing
hide-and-seek,
455
00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:37,268
and Aubree is doing her
first day
456
00:20:37,337 --> 00:20:40,304
of homeschooling, right?
457
00:20:40,373 --> 00:20:42,540
Show me your laptop.
458
00:20:42,609 --> 00:20:43,941
Working hard,
or hardly working?
459
00:20:44,010 --> 00:20:46,811
- I have to read this
and then do a quiz.
460
00:20:46,879 --> 00:20:48,212
- Okay.
We haven't had
461
00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:50,381
a lot of coronavirus cases
in South Dakota,
462
00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:52,483
so the contractors were able
to continue to work
463
00:20:52,552 --> 00:20:54,652
on our house safely.
464
00:20:54,721 --> 00:20:55,953
They put out some stakes
465
00:20:56,022 --> 00:20:58,122
where exactly the house
is going to go.
466
00:20:58,191 --> 00:21:00,157
We just want to make sure
we get the perfect spot.
467
00:21:00,226 --> 00:21:07,265
It is a muddy mess,
but it's looking so good.
468
00:21:09,202 --> 00:21:11,168
A few days ago,
I started feeling sick,
469
00:21:11,237 --> 00:21:13,137
and I'm not sure
what's going on.
470
00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:17,041
Yesterday I was in bed
all day,
471
00:21:17,110 --> 00:21:20,144
and so this morning
I messaged my doctor
472
00:21:20,213 --> 00:21:22,146
'cause I had a bit of a fever,
473
00:21:22,215 --> 00:21:25,950
and I was just like,
"I think I have a stomach bug."
474
00:21:28,454 --> 00:21:30,254
Like, "Should I come in,
or is it not worth it?"
475
00:21:30,323 --> 00:21:33,658
And I explained my symptoms,
and she was like,
476
00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:35,426
"I think you need to go in."
477
00:21:35,495 --> 00:21:39,030
That's where I'm going now.
I'm going to the COVID swab,
478
00:21:39,098 --> 00:21:40,798
like a test, I guess.
479
00:21:40,867 --> 00:21:43,267
Rather be safe than sorry.
480
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:44,368
Hi.
481
00:21:46,172 --> 00:21:47,338
- Chelsea DeBoer.
482
00:21:48,775 --> 00:21:49,974
- Yes.
483
00:21:51,411 --> 00:21:52,343
- Okay.
484
00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:58,482
- Okay, thank you.
- All right, thanks.
485
00:21:59,686 --> 00:22:01,886
- [bleep] I'm scared.
486
00:22:01,954 --> 00:22:04,255
I'm scared. I'm scared.
I'm scared. I'm scared.
487
00:22:06,392 --> 00:22:08,225
- Okay. Okay.
488
00:22:20,707 --> 00:22:23,007
- Oh!
489
00:22:23,076 --> 00:22:24,742
Thank you.
- Yeah.
490
00:22:27,647 --> 00:22:31,248
- [coughing]
491
00:22:33,319 --> 00:22:35,953
Holy [bleep], I've never
had anything
492
00:22:36,022 --> 00:22:38,956
so far up my nose.
493
00:22:39,025 --> 00:22:42,159
[tense music]
494
00:22:42,228 --> 00:22:49,200
♪ ♪
495
00:22:54,540 --> 00:22:58,743
♪ ♪
496
00:22:58,811 --> 00:23:00,678
- So I'm out
at the grocery store
497
00:23:00,747 --> 00:23:06,650
and there's literally nothing
on this side, nothing.
498
00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,120
Now there's nothing
on the aisles,
499
00:23:09,188 --> 00:23:12,957
no toilet paper,
no Lysol wipes.
500
00:23:13,025 --> 00:23:16,360
There's literally nothing
in these aisles, you see?
501
00:23:16,429 --> 00:23:18,129
Absolutely nothing.
502
00:23:26,806 --> 00:23:30,307
Right now, I'm not working.
Devoin is also not working.
503
00:23:30,376 --> 00:23:34,044
And the only person that is
working right now is Luis.
504
00:23:34,113 --> 00:23:37,915
Devoin has been
coming over some days.
505
00:23:37,984 --> 00:23:39,950
He's been trying
to do his best.
506
00:23:40,019 --> 00:23:44,021
Let me see, Stella.
What's that , bubbles? Whoo!
507
00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:46,457
- Good job, you did it.
- Right now,
508
00:23:46,526 --> 00:23:49,627
I'm not asking Devoin
to pay for anything,
509
00:23:49,695 --> 00:23:52,563
the 250, nothing, because
his restaurant closed down,
510
00:23:52,632 --> 00:23:54,265
so he's not making any money.
511
00:23:54,333 --> 00:23:56,834
And I don't know when I will
start asking Devoin for money
512
00:23:56,903 --> 00:24:00,004
because I don't know how long
we will all be out of the job.
513
00:24:00,072 --> 00:24:02,072
And you know, I also have
to take care of the kids,
514
00:24:02,141 --> 00:24:04,008
so it's just
a really tricky situation.
515
00:24:04,076 --> 00:24:06,610
I put all of my money
into this house,
516
00:24:06,679 --> 00:24:08,245
so I don't have any savings.
517
00:24:08,314 --> 00:24:10,080
Like, I don't have
any money to spare.
518
00:24:10,149 --> 00:24:15,152
So to not know--like,
the uncertainty of, like,
519
00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:18,956
what's going to happen next
in our future is really scary.
520
00:24:24,096 --> 00:24:25,396
- It's really hard not working,
521
00:24:25,465 --> 00:24:27,164
and Sean doesn't have a job
right now, either.
522
00:24:27,233 --> 00:24:29,300
So I'm worried about
how we'll make money.
523
00:24:34,140 --> 00:24:35,840
- Wanna make a puzzle?
524
00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:38,542
- No, don't wanna
make a puzzle.
525
00:24:38,611 --> 00:24:39,877
I'm going to say that,
526
00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:41,345
I hate that there's no,
like, definite answer of
527
00:24:41,414 --> 00:24:43,481
when things are going to
get back to normal.
528
00:24:43,549 --> 00:24:44,815
And I hate seeing the news
529
00:24:44,884 --> 00:24:46,283
and seeing
all of the stuff online.
530
00:24:46,352 --> 00:24:49,887
- Yeah.
- I'm just, like, depressed.
531
00:24:49,956 --> 00:24:51,822
- Yeah.
- We don't have any money,
532
00:24:51,891 --> 00:24:54,358
like, coming in
like it was
533
00:24:54,427 --> 00:24:56,327
with, like, me working
at the salon.
534
00:24:56,395 --> 00:24:59,230
But I have, like, a little
money put back in our savings,
535
00:24:59,298 --> 00:25:00,598
and that's basically what
I'm going to have to use
536
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:02,032
to pay the bills here.
537
00:25:02,101 --> 00:25:04,735
The people that I rent
my salon from, like,
538
00:25:04,804 --> 00:25:06,136
right, my salon space,
539
00:25:06,205 --> 00:25:07,538
they're still
making us pay rent.
540
00:25:07,607 --> 00:25:10,040
And you know, I would have
at least thought
541
00:25:10,109 --> 00:25:11,675
that they would have paused,
like, on our rent
542
00:25:11,744 --> 00:25:13,611
or something,
but they're not.
543
00:25:13,679 --> 00:25:15,045
So I'm like, what the [bleep]?
544
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:16,981
There's so many places, like,
545
00:25:17,049 --> 00:25:18,415
that are going
out of business.
546
00:25:18,484 --> 00:25:20,384
Like, there's so many
companies, restaurants
547
00:25:20,453 --> 00:25:21,886
and places
that are, like, done.
548
00:25:21,954 --> 00:25:23,087
Like, they're going because
they can't
549
00:25:23,155 --> 00:25:24,889
afford to stay knowing
550
00:25:24,957 --> 00:25:26,223
- And don't reopen.
- Yeah, or to reopen.
551
00:25:26,292 --> 00:25:28,192
I mean, they can't afford to.
552
00:25:28,261 --> 00:25:30,094
So I mean, I feel like
it's scary for me
553
00:25:30,162 --> 00:25:32,029
because, I mean,
I own my own business.
554
00:25:32,098 --> 00:25:33,464
So it's not like I work
for a company
555
00:25:33,533 --> 00:25:36,066
where I can just collect
unemployment and whatever.
556
00:25:36,135 --> 00:25:38,269
I mean, I can't do that.
It's not even an option.
557
00:25:38,337 --> 00:25:39,770
But I mean, it's so early
and so hard to tell.
558
00:25:39,839 --> 00:25:42,106
We could have a whole nother
wave of this epidemic
559
00:25:42,174 --> 00:25:44,675
where people are [bleep]
they're getting sick.
560
00:25:44,744 --> 00:25:46,443
So I mean, we don't know.
561
00:25:50,917 --> 00:25:52,583
- I hope so.
562
00:26:01,561 --> 00:26:04,795
- ♪ I've been wondering
if we should get together ♪
563
00:26:04,864 --> 00:26:07,765
- The boys were so bummed about
canceling our family vacation,
564
00:26:07,833 --> 00:26:09,300
but the weather's
been really nice,
565
00:26:09,368 --> 00:26:12,036
so I thought
I'd give them a surprise.
566
00:26:12,104 --> 00:26:14,004
- What are you doing?
567
00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:15,606
- I have a little surprise
for you.
568
00:26:15,675 --> 00:26:20,978
- I wonder what it is.
- How much do you love me?
569
00:26:21,047 --> 00:26:23,480
- A lot.
- 2,100.
570
00:26:23,549 --> 00:26:28,619
- Do you love me? Okay.
- [whines]
571
00:26:28,688 --> 00:26:33,123
- I hope this cheers
up your quarantine week.
572
00:26:33,192 --> 00:26:36,961
[kids cheering]
573
00:26:39,732 --> 00:26:41,966
- Thank you!
574
00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:43,801
- It's gotta shock
for a couple of hours,
575
00:26:43,869 --> 00:26:46,437
so we should be able
to get into it later today.
576
00:26:46,505 --> 00:26:49,506
- ♪ You spent a lifetime
out on the sidelines ♪
577
00:26:49,575 --> 00:26:51,275
- I'm glad the kids are excited
about the pool,
578
00:26:51,344 --> 00:26:53,777
but I've still got
a lot going on.
579
00:26:53,846 --> 00:26:59,083
So despite this quarantine
and having to social distance,
580
00:26:59,151 --> 00:27:02,019
I do have to keep up
with my OBGYN appointments,
581
00:27:02,088 --> 00:27:04,955
and I had an ultrasound.
582
00:27:05,024 --> 00:27:08,926
So I want to show you
the pictures
583
00:27:08,995 --> 00:27:10,260
of the last ultrasound.
584
00:27:10,329 --> 00:27:14,365
So here we have a foot,
585
00:27:14,433 --> 00:27:18,335
and a face,
another face right here.
586
00:27:18,404 --> 00:27:21,238
I was the first person to not
think that this whole thing
587
00:27:21,307 --> 00:27:25,275
was as serious as it is
in the very beginning,
588
00:27:25,344 --> 00:27:29,113
when we learned about
everything that was going on.
589
00:27:29,181 --> 00:27:32,182
Now it is--it's concerning
because giving birth
590
00:27:32,251 --> 00:27:34,218
in a hospital is scary.
591
00:27:34,286 --> 00:27:36,820
Even if the coronavirus
is, you know,
592
00:27:36,889 --> 00:27:40,157
more under control in July,
I mean, that doesn't mean
593
00:27:40,226 --> 00:27:43,961
that the entire hospitals
are completely sanitized.
594
00:27:44,030 --> 00:27:45,663
And the pregnant
are vulnerable.
595
00:27:45,731 --> 00:27:48,866
Newborns are vulnerable.
That's terrifying.
596
00:27:48,934 --> 00:27:52,236
- It feels great that my story
is helping people,
597
00:27:52,304 --> 00:27:53,771
but my struggle with addiction
598
00:27:53,839 --> 00:27:57,107
wasn't the only secret
that came out in my book.
599
00:27:57,176 --> 00:27:59,510
I also revealed the truth
about a miscarriage
600
00:27:59,578 --> 00:28:02,646
that was documented
on this show.
601
00:28:02,715 --> 00:28:05,683
- Even though it was only
8 weeks pregnant,
602
00:28:05,751 --> 00:28:08,719
it was still my baby,
and I still loved
603
00:28:08,788 --> 00:28:12,122
that baby more than
anything else in this world.
604
00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:14,224
- All right,
so let's get a clap sink.
605
00:28:14,293 --> 00:28:17,161
- One, two, three.
606
00:28:17,229 --> 00:28:21,298
I totally expected it
to blow up
607
00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:26,203
because there's a lot of raw,
vulnerable information
608
00:28:26,272 --> 00:28:28,372
that I released in my book.
It was like,
609
00:28:28,441 --> 00:28:32,543
the miscarriage that played
out on TV was an abortion.
610
00:28:32,611 --> 00:28:36,313
I was not married to Jeremy.
We were dating.
611
00:28:36,382 --> 00:28:38,882
But still, Corey
was kind of really,
612
00:28:38,951 --> 00:28:40,984
really in my head
around that time.
613
00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:42,920
- What's the rumor
about you being pregnant?
614
00:28:42,988 --> 00:28:44,088
- Maybe.
615
00:28:44,156 --> 00:28:46,156
- You can answer with a Y
or an N.
616
00:28:48,661 --> 00:28:51,462
- Oh, jeez, uh...
617
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:54,698
You've obviously moved on
pretty serious.
618
00:28:54,767 --> 00:28:59,703
I mean, any cracked doors
are now shut.
619
00:28:59,772 --> 00:29:03,273
- Both of us had mixed feelings
about our relationship,
620
00:29:03,342 --> 00:29:06,343
and I felt like
I had [bleep] up
621
00:29:06,412 --> 00:29:07,711
by getting pregnant.
622
00:29:07,780 --> 00:29:09,713
And I had a rep at that time
that was like,
623
00:29:09,782 --> 00:29:12,349
"Leah, this is going to look
so bad on you.
624
00:29:12,418 --> 00:29:13,951
"There's this pill
that you can go take,
625
00:29:14,019 --> 00:29:17,788
and it will--like, it's just
like a miscarriage."
626
00:29:17,857 --> 00:29:19,590
And I was like, "Okay,"
'cause you had to do it
627
00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:21,992
before you were
8 weeks pregnant.
628
00:29:22,061 --> 00:29:24,528
- Why did you make up the story
about a miscarriage
629
00:29:24,597 --> 00:29:27,865
and not just come right out
and say you had an abortion?
630
00:29:27,933 --> 00:29:29,867
- Because I was ashamed.
631
00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:34,338
I was ashamed of the choice
that I'd made,
632
00:29:34,406 --> 00:29:37,007
and that I allowed
others to influence
633
00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:39,543
my decision-making
at that time.
634
00:29:39,612 --> 00:29:43,614
In West Virginia, abortion
is a very controversial topic.
635
00:29:43,682 --> 00:29:44,815
So to me, it was like,
636
00:29:44,884 --> 00:29:46,650
"I don't want anyone to know
I did this."
637
00:29:46,719 --> 00:29:49,486
- Did you tell Jeremy
it was a miscarriage, also?
638
00:29:49,555 --> 00:29:50,788
- At first, yeah.
639
00:29:50,856 --> 00:29:54,158
At first, I told Jeremy
it was a miscarriage.
640
00:29:54,226 --> 00:29:56,493
I don't think anyone
understands the guilt.
641
00:29:56,562 --> 00:29:58,562
Like, I thought
I was going to hell.
642
00:29:58,631 --> 00:29:59,930
And you know, I thought I was,
like, burning to death
643
00:29:59,999 --> 00:30:01,131
for the rest of my life,
644
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,167
that I would never
be forgiven.
645
00:30:03,235 --> 00:30:04,935
I was also afraid
that he would be like,
646
00:30:05,004 --> 00:30:07,671
"You're a murderer."
647
00:30:07,740 --> 00:30:12,075
[crying]
648
00:30:12,144 --> 00:30:13,477
What I've learned
649
00:30:13,546 --> 00:30:15,846
is that I get to love myself
no matter what.
650
00:30:15,915 --> 00:30:18,615
Like, I get to love myself
even beyond the mistakes
651
00:30:18,684 --> 00:30:20,384
that I've made in my life,
you know?
652
00:30:20,452 --> 00:30:21,785
And I get to forgive myself
653
00:30:21,854 --> 00:30:26,857
because we're all
perfectly imperfect.
654
00:30:26,926 --> 00:30:28,692
- When did you tell Jeremy?
655
00:30:28,761 --> 00:30:30,127
- Jeremy and I did, like,
this release,
656
00:30:30,196 --> 00:30:33,330
like, tell-all when we were
going through our divorce.
657
00:30:33,399 --> 00:30:35,165
I'm so grateful for him
658
00:30:35,234 --> 00:30:37,968
because
he never held my kids over--
659
00:30:38,037 --> 00:30:40,337
like Addie, over my head.
660
00:30:40,406 --> 00:30:45,776
I will, like, forever
be grateful of him for that.
661
00:30:45,845 --> 00:30:48,412
♪ ♪
662
00:30:52,985 --> 00:30:57,721
[tense music]
663
00:30:57,790 --> 00:31:01,525
- I feel like I miss work
and want to go back to work.
664
00:31:01,594 --> 00:31:03,760
I feel like it's something
that's super terrifying,
665
00:31:03,829 --> 00:31:05,596
and I live
with a lot of anxiety.
666
00:31:05,664 --> 00:31:08,832
So I feel like this is just
something else that's, like,
667
00:31:08,901 --> 00:31:10,801
piling onto my worries.
668
00:31:10,870 --> 00:31:13,971
It's super sad having to
shut down something
669
00:31:14,039 --> 00:31:16,540
that's a huge part
of your life,
670
00:31:16,609 --> 00:31:19,509
and I feel like me
and Sean and Kloie
671
00:31:19,578 --> 00:31:21,445
haven't really been
doing anything
672
00:31:21,513 --> 00:31:23,447
because, I mean,
we're just stuck in the house.
673
00:31:23,515 --> 00:31:26,350
We're not going anywhere.
So we thought that
674
00:31:26,418 --> 00:31:30,354
it would be a good idea
to get a little puppy.
675
00:31:30,422 --> 00:31:32,422
- Yeah.
- You ready?
676
00:31:32,491 --> 00:31:34,725
- Yeah, I'm ready.
- You want to meet the puppy?
677
00:31:34,793 --> 00:31:36,727
- It's a good puppy.
678
00:31:36,795 --> 00:31:38,862
- I found our dog online.
679
00:31:38,931 --> 00:31:40,664
Are you excited, Sissy?
680
00:31:40,733 --> 00:31:41,665
- Yeah!
681
00:31:41,734 --> 00:31:44,801
[laughter]
- Go get her!
682
00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:49,139
- Her name is Keetah, and she
has a really good personality.
683
00:31:49,208 --> 00:31:50,340
Go give her love,
go touch her.
684
00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:51,408
Say, "Love you."
685
00:31:51,477 --> 00:31:53,911
- Love you.
- Aw.
686
00:31:53,979 --> 00:31:58,215
- She's an awesome,
fun addition to our family.
687
00:31:58,284 --> 00:32:00,484
- Good girl.
688
00:32:07,359 --> 00:32:09,192
- What're you guys eatin'?
689
00:32:09,261 --> 00:32:11,261
- Raspberries.
- [laughs]
690
00:32:11,330 --> 00:32:12,963
You got raspberries?
691
00:32:13,032 --> 00:32:14,331
- Mm-hmm.
692
00:32:17,169 --> 00:32:20,103
- In South Dakota, we don't get
hit with all these things.
693
00:32:20,172 --> 00:32:21,705
And sometimes we're just,
like,
694
00:32:21,774 --> 00:32:26,043
in our own little bubble,
and so going there and seeing
695
00:32:26,111 --> 00:32:28,445
how serious everything
really is,
696
00:32:28,514 --> 00:32:31,315
that definitely was scary.
697
00:32:31,383 --> 00:32:33,216
To go and, like,
see other cars,
698
00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:34,718
like, going through
to get tested
699
00:32:34,787 --> 00:32:37,220
and, like, that was really the
first place that I went into.
700
00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:38,555
And they were, like,
waiting at the door
701
00:32:38,624 --> 00:32:40,123
to check your temperature.
702
00:32:40,192 --> 00:32:42,626
You're wearing a mask, like--
it was like, "Oh dang.
703
00:32:42,695 --> 00:32:45,195
Like, this is
a different world right now.
704
00:32:45,264 --> 00:32:47,531
And that made it
really sink in.
705
00:32:47,599 --> 00:32:52,903
But I do not have COVID,
which is great.
706
00:32:52,972 --> 00:32:56,206
It was a relief to find out,
like, I'm good.
707
00:32:56,275 --> 00:32:58,608
But then, you still have that
feeling for other people.
708
00:32:58,677 --> 00:33:00,210
Like, there's people
actually going through,
709
00:33:00,279 --> 00:33:02,512
and being tested,
and positive,
710
00:33:02,581 --> 00:33:04,748
and so sick
and losing family members.
711
00:33:04,817 --> 00:33:08,385
Like, it is so sad
and so scary.
712
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:22,833
[phone ringing]
713
00:33:26,138 --> 00:33:27,804
- My sister got home
from visiting her boyfriend
714
00:33:27,873 --> 00:33:30,307
a few days ago,
and she's not feeling well.
715
00:33:30,376 --> 00:33:33,543
But it's hard to actually
get tested for COVID-19,
716
00:33:33,612 --> 00:33:36,713
so we have to call the doctor.
717
00:33:36,782 --> 00:33:40,450
[line ringing]
718
00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:42,119
- Hi, I have my sister here
719
00:33:42,187 --> 00:33:45,122
who thinks she has the virus,
and we were wondering
720
00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:48,692
if we can make an appointment
to get tested for her.
721
00:33:49,895 --> 00:33:51,261
- She's not feeling good,
722
00:33:51,330 --> 00:33:54,865
and she has, like,
a really bad cough.
723
00:34:00,105 --> 00:34:01,204
- Okay.
724
00:34:03,709 --> 00:34:05,375
- Okay. Thank you so much.
725
00:34:06,812 --> 00:34:07,778
- Bye.
726
00:34:07,846 --> 00:34:09,679
- [coughing]
727
00:34:09,748 --> 00:34:12,416
- Her doctor said Brittany
qualifies for a COVID test,
728
00:34:12,484 --> 00:34:13,717
so my mom's watching the girls
729
00:34:13,786 --> 00:34:15,819
and we're heading
to a drive-through center.
730
00:34:15,888 --> 00:34:17,387
- Out of everybody
in my family,
731
00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:19,423
it'd have to be me, though.
732
00:34:19,491 --> 00:34:22,025
- She'll be okay, right?
You'll be okay?
733
00:34:22,094 --> 00:34:23,660
You'll be okay.
734
00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:27,931
This is like, intense.
Look at that.
735
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:29,666
It's [bleep] crazy.
736
00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:32,035
Can I record this,
by any chance?
737
00:34:32,104 --> 00:34:33,236
Okay.
738
00:34:57,830 --> 00:34:58,762
- You okay?
739
00:35:06,405 --> 00:35:09,005
- Okay, thank you.
Have a good day.
740
00:35:09,074 --> 00:35:11,241
- Oh my God, I'm so sorry.
- Oh my God.
741
00:35:11,310 --> 00:35:17,080
- I'm so sorry.
- [coughing]
742
00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:19,583
[bleep] My nose hurts.
743
00:35:19,651 --> 00:35:23,753
That was not cute at all.
744
00:35:23,822 --> 00:35:26,423
- If she is positive, we have
to come up with a game plan
745
00:35:26,492 --> 00:35:28,024
on what we're going to do
746
00:35:28,093 --> 00:35:32,295
because I don't think she can
stay here in this house.
747
00:35:34,066 --> 00:35:36,566
No idea.
748
00:35:36,635 --> 00:35:39,536
This is, like, so crazy.
749
00:35:39,605 --> 00:35:43,940
Let's just see
what the [bleep] happens.
750
00:35:44,009 --> 00:35:47,644
I'm stressed.
I'm really, really stressed.
751
00:35:51,416 --> 00:35:53,350
- I'm really
appreciative of Jeremy,
752
00:35:53,418 --> 00:35:55,285
and I want to talk to him
about my book
753
00:35:55,354 --> 00:35:56,520
when I pick up Addie
754
00:35:56,588 --> 00:35:58,421
because I know some
of the content
755
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:01,558
hasn't been easy for him
now that it's public.
756
00:36:01,627 --> 00:36:04,694
- Yes.
- Was that in both cameras?
757
00:36:04,763 --> 00:36:06,062
- Yeah. You can see
both of my--
758
00:36:06,131 --> 00:36:07,864
You can see my hand
on both clap, yeah.
759
00:36:07,933 --> 00:36:12,435
- Alright, that's awesome.
- So did she do good?
760
00:36:12,504 --> 00:36:14,171
- Yeah, she's good.
761
00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:16,840
- Was she excited to see you?
- I think so.
762
00:36:16,909 --> 00:36:19,276
- I know the girls were excited
to see Corey.
763
00:36:19,344 --> 00:36:20,410
You quarantined your ass
764
00:36:20,479 --> 00:36:21,811
before I let Addie
come over here.
765
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:25,282
- Well, yeah, but still.
- Just because you don't know.
766
00:36:25,350 --> 00:36:26,783
- You never know.
767
00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:29,452
- And then I switched
everything with my book around
768
00:36:29,521 --> 00:36:32,656
to being virtually.
769
00:36:32,724 --> 00:36:35,025
Remember the last conversation
we had about my book?
770
00:36:40,899 --> 00:36:43,800
- I still wanted to have a face
to face conversation with you,
771
00:36:43,869 --> 00:36:45,835
kind of see where
you're at with things.
772
00:36:45,904 --> 00:36:47,537
- I mean, you already told me
about the abortion
773
00:36:47,606 --> 00:36:48,638
possibly going to be
in the book,
774
00:36:48,707 --> 00:36:50,607
so I really wasn't surprised.
775
00:36:50,676 --> 00:36:51,808
I've been dreading that
since you told me
776
00:36:51,877 --> 00:36:53,843
about that [bleep] a year ago.
777
00:36:53,912 --> 00:36:55,679
- Well, I mean, it's something
778
00:36:55,747 --> 00:36:56,980
that no one
should be ashamed of,
779
00:36:57,049 --> 00:36:58,715
no one should be afraid
to speak about.
780
00:36:58,784 --> 00:37:01,284
- I ain't talking about
that [bleep], we're done.
781
00:37:01,353 --> 00:37:02,519
- No, we can talk
about it, it's--
782
00:37:02,588 --> 00:37:03,620
- I don't want to talk
about it.
783
00:37:03,689 --> 00:37:04,955
- It's nothing like--
784
00:37:05,023 --> 00:37:06,089
- I just don't want
to talk about it.
785
00:37:06,158 --> 00:37:07,958
- But it is--
That is what happened.
786
00:37:08,026 --> 00:37:10,093
So if I would have left that
out of my book,
787
00:37:10,162 --> 00:37:11,728
I would have been lying.
788
00:37:11,797 --> 00:37:12,829
- I just feel like
there's certain things
789
00:37:12,898 --> 00:37:14,064
you could probably
[bleep] like,
790
00:37:14,132 --> 00:37:16,333
left out, sugar-coated
a little bit better.
791
00:37:16,401 --> 00:37:17,567
I don't know.
792
00:37:17,636 --> 00:37:19,803
- No, that's not
owning my [bleep].
793
00:37:19,871 --> 00:37:23,406
It's sad
that I felt ashamed or fearful
794
00:37:23,475 --> 00:37:26,042
to talk about that decision.
795
00:37:26,111 --> 00:37:28,311
- Well, you had plenty
of people in your [bleep] head
796
00:37:28,380 --> 00:37:29,779
telling you all kinds
of [bleep],
797
00:37:29,848 --> 00:37:31,748
if I remember correctly,
and you told me one night,
798
00:37:31,817 --> 00:37:33,416
driving up I-79,
right about there--
799
00:37:33,485 --> 00:37:36,620
- No, I told you right in front
of your mom and dad's house.
800
00:37:36,688 --> 00:37:38,288
- I remember a lot of this
time in my life,
801
00:37:38,357 --> 00:37:39,689
almost to the second
and place--
802
00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:41,224
- I'm going to give it to you.
803
00:37:41,293 --> 00:37:42,993
I'm going to give it to you,
I was very blacked out.
804
00:37:43,061 --> 00:37:45,228
- And then, like, I just never
brought it back up to you.
805
00:37:45,297 --> 00:37:46,529
I never talked about it.
806
00:37:46,598 --> 00:37:47,697
And we got back together,
and I was kind
807
00:37:47,766 --> 00:37:49,699
and just left it alone.
808
00:37:49,768 --> 00:37:50,967
I mean, it was [bleep] up.
809
00:37:51,036 --> 00:37:52,869
Like, I was not happy
with you that night.
810
00:37:52,938 --> 00:37:55,138
Like, that night, man, it was
just like something flipped.
811
00:37:55,207 --> 00:37:57,207
And you just started,
just like, you had had enough
812
00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:58,475
of trying to hide [bleep].
813
00:37:58,543 --> 00:37:59,976
- And we had the conversation.
814
00:38:00,045 --> 00:38:01,645
- You told me
about the abortion.
815
00:38:01,713 --> 00:38:04,447
We stayed together
for another five months
816
00:38:04,516 --> 00:38:06,149
after the cheating [bleep].
817
00:38:06,218 --> 00:38:08,118
I was kind of, like,
not wanting to, like,
818
00:38:08,186 --> 00:38:09,819
not believe you 100 percent.
819
00:38:09,888 --> 00:38:11,721
But then I didn't know
to believe these other people,
820
00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:13,156
is kind of what I mean.
- But I'm owning my mistake.
821
00:38:13,225 --> 00:38:14,524
- But it's proof of [bleep]
happening.
822
00:38:14,593 --> 00:38:16,126
- That's what I've been saying.
823
00:38:16,194 --> 00:38:18,028
Mind you, I'm on pain
medication pretty hardcore.
824
00:38:18,096 --> 00:38:20,263
That's also in my book, me
talking about being an addict.
825
00:38:20,332 --> 00:38:22,699
And even the Suboxone,
I had to pull myself off
826
00:38:22,768 --> 00:38:24,334
that [bleep].
- I was there, Leah.
827
00:38:24,403 --> 00:38:25,635
I remember all of that
[bleep].
828
00:38:25,704 --> 00:38:26,736
- You would hold the medication
829
00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:28,104
and give it to me
as it was prescribed.
830
00:38:28,173 --> 00:38:29,673
- Because you started going
nuts.
831
00:38:29,741 --> 00:38:30,940
- But still, that's not a good
idea because it's still--
832
00:38:31,009 --> 00:38:32,075
- What else was
I supposed to do?
833
00:38:32,144 --> 00:38:33,743
- It's--
834
00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:35,478
I'm not saying you're guilty,
but I'm saying--
835
00:38:35,547 --> 00:38:37,113
- I shouldn't let you drive off
and get it from Billy Bob
836
00:38:37,182 --> 00:38:38,982
that might not be giving you
the correct [bleep].
837
00:38:39,051 --> 00:38:40,350
At least I knew what is in our
[bleep] house at the time.
838
00:38:40,419 --> 00:38:41,718
Everybody in the world acts
like I left you
839
00:38:41,787 --> 00:38:43,420
because you had
anxiety and depression.
840
00:38:43,488 --> 00:38:45,155
I got to deal with [bleep]
about a year and a half long.
841
00:38:45,223 --> 00:38:46,289
- You did,
but it doesn't matter
842
00:38:46,358 --> 00:38:47,691
what other people think.
843
00:38:47,759 --> 00:38:49,659
- I left you mostly because--
- It was toxic.
844
00:38:49,728 --> 00:38:50,660
- It was horrible.
- It was toxic.
845
00:38:50,729 --> 00:38:52,128
Just admit it, it was toxic.
846
00:38:54,166 --> 00:38:55,932
- Well, you literally made
one statement to me
847
00:38:56,001 --> 00:38:57,934
at the park-and-ride.
You said, Leah,
848
00:38:58,003 --> 00:38:59,602
if you can't love yourself,
you can't love anyone else.
849
00:38:59,671 --> 00:39:00,737
- Yeah, and I meant it.
850
00:39:00,806 --> 00:39:01,805
You can't love me
851
00:39:01,873 --> 00:39:04,574
if you don't love yourself.
852
00:39:09,114 --> 00:39:13,283
- Sorry, I don't want to cry,
I just want to do better.
853
00:39:13,352 --> 00:39:15,118
I was like, damn.
- Yeah well, you couldn't.
854
00:39:15,187 --> 00:39:16,219
- Like, for it to be
coming from Jeremy,
855
00:39:16,288 --> 00:39:18,221
that was some good words
to hold onto.
856
00:39:18,290 --> 00:39:19,522
And it doesn't matter
how things are going,
857
00:39:19,591 --> 00:39:20,890
we always communicate well.
858
00:39:20,959 --> 00:39:23,126
- We're always good.
- Yeah, always.
859
00:39:23,195 --> 00:39:25,528
- I love you.
- I love you, Jer.
860
00:39:27,432 --> 00:39:28,965
- What?
861
00:39:30,302 --> 00:39:32,035
- All right, I gotta go.
- We're about to leave.
862
00:39:32,104 --> 00:39:33,536
All right.
863
00:39:33,605 --> 00:39:34,838
♪ ♪
864
00:39:34,906 --> 00:39:39,709
- ♪ Home, growing
like a flower ♪
865
00:39:39,778 --> 00:39:42,278
♪ Got me missing you ♪
866
00:39:42,347 --> 00:39:46,583
♪ I need the sun
to see me through ♪
867
00:39:46,651 --> 00:39:49,986
♪ Illuminate the skies ♪
868
00:39:50,055 --> 00:39:53,456
♪ Like neon fireflies ♪
869
00:39:53,525 --> 00:39:55,558
♪ Light up, light up ♪
870
00:39:55,627 --> 00:39:59,162
♪ For the dreamers
and for the lovers ♪
871
00:39:59,231 --> 00:40:02,832
♪ Hear the thunder,
undercover ♪
872
00:40:02,901 --> 00:40:06,302
♪ For the reckless
and the believers ♪
873
00:40:06,371 --> 00:40:08,104
♪ For the lovers ♪
874
00:40:08,173 --> 00:40:11,541
♪ Hear the thunder,
undercover ♪
875
00:40:11,610 --> 00:40:14,978
♪ For the reckless
and the believers ♪
876
00:40:15,046 --> 00:40:16,713
♪ For the heartless ♪
877
00:40:16,782 --> 00:40:18,681
♪ This is for the dreamers ♪
878
00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:23,753
♪ ♪
879
00:40:23,822 --> 00:40:25,655
♪ This is for the dreamers ♪
880
00:40:25,724 --> 00:40:30,093
♪ ♪
881
00:40:32,597 --> 00:40:34,264
- It's legit.
882
00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:39,502
- She was running a fever
yesterday of 103.6.
883
00:40:39,571 --> 00:40:42,038
- Things are going to be very
different this school year.
884
00:40:45,677 --> 00:40:47,110
- I've decided
to do home birth.
885
00:40:47,179 --> 00:40:50,280
I'm gonna make the full switch
from the OB to the midwife.
886
00:40:50,348 --> 00:40:51,781
- I want you to have, like,
more drive
887
00:40:51,850 --> 00:40:53,049
and more aspirations.
- I have drive.
888
00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,118
- No one's just gonna
hand you an opportunity.