1 00:00:01,154 --> 00:00:04,052 [singing] MTV. 2 00:00:04,152 --> 00:00:06,291 I love every last one of you, 3 00:00:06,391 --> 00:00:07,891 no matter how much I hate all of y'all. 4 00:00:07,991 --> 00:00:09,730 If you don't have star quality, 5 00:00:09,830 --> 00:00:11,130 then get the fuck out of here. 6 00:00:11,230 --> 00:00:12,449 This is your moment! 7 00:00:12,549 --> 00:00:14,008 Have it! 8 00:00:14,108 --> 00:00:16,008 This is "Untucked," 9 00:00:16,108 --> 00:00:17,807 backstage of the competition 10 00:00:17,907 --> 00:00:21,166 to become America's next drag superstar. 11 00:00:21,266 --> 00:00:23,605 Girl, if you're not watching "Untucked," 12 00:00:23,705 --> 00:00:25,864 you're only getting half the story. 13 00:00:26,703 --> 00:00:29,362 - Prep "Untucked" cameras on the main stage. 14 00:00:29,462 --> 00:00:30,802 Copy. 15 00:00:30,902 --> 00:00:32,001 - Rolling. - Rolling. 16 00:00:32,101 --> 00:00:33,801 [dramatic music] 17 00:00:33,901 --> 00:00:35,440 Loosey LaDuca, 18 00:00:35,540 --> 00:00:37,359 Luxx Noir London, 19 00:00:37,459 --> 00:00:38,998 Salina EsTitties, 20 00:00:39,098 --> 00:00:40,638 Marcia Marcia Marcia, 21 00:00:40,738 --> 00:00:41,997 Spice, 22 00:00:42,097 --> 00:00:44,996 Malaysia Babydoll Foxx. 23 00:00:45,096 --> 00:00:48,435 Ladies, you are safe. 24 00:00:48,535 --> 00:00:50,534 You may leave the stage. 25 00:00:57,091 --> 00:01:00,750 [tense music] 26 00:01:00,850 --> 00:01:02,549 [Salina] Girl, I'm safe again. 27 00:01:02,649 --> 00:01:03,989 Better than being in the bottom, 28 00:01:04,089 --> 00:01:05,668 but it's definitely not the top. 29 00:01:05,768 --> 00:01:07,987 I have no wins. I have nothing under my belt. 30 00:01:08,087 --> 00:01:10,726 But she's still here, so there's hope for the Titties. 31 00:01:12,125 --> 00:01:14,664 While country was not my first choice 32 00:01:14,764 --> 00:01:16,744 for this challenge, I've kind of proven 33 00:01:16,844 --> 00:01:20,182 that there isn't a task that I can't handle. 34 00:01:20,282 --> 00:01:22,661 I haven't done a bad job at anything. 35 00:01:22,761 --> 00:01:24,580 And I think that that is something 36 00:01:24,680 --> 00:01:26,680 that the girls should look out for. 37 00:01:29,119 --> 00:01:31,978 - Repo "Untucked" cameras to the Werk Room. 38 00:01:32,078 --> 00:01:35,716 Send the queens in three, two, one. 39 00:01:37,076 --> 00:01:38,735 Who wants to play ball, girls? 40 00:01:38,835 --> 00:01:40,214 Safe ladies. 41 00:01:40,314 --> 00:01:41,734 Oh, my God, are we drinking? 42 00:01:41,834 --> 00:01:43,613 - I don't know about you guys, but this day has felt 43 00:01:43,713 --> 00:01:45,492 like a football to the face. 44 00:01:45,592 --> 00:01:49,211 I did a lot of work on our group's number. 45 00:01:49,311 --> 00:01:50,970 I choreographed the entire thing. 46 00:01:51,070 --> 00:01:54,649 So to not be considered one of the top contenders 47 00:01:54,749 --> 00:01:57,048 in my group is a little frustrating. 48 00:01:57,148 --> 00:01:59,986 I was like, huh? 49 00:02:01,186 --> 00:02:04,205 And then I was just like, ugh, err. 50 00:02:04,305 --> 00:02:05,404 Do you need help? 51 00:02:05,504 --> 00:02:06,404 [gasps] Girl! 52 00:02:06,504 --> 00:02:08,243 Ugh! [gagging] 53 00:02:08,343 --> 00:02:10,962 - Loosey and RuPaul got on the same wig tonight. 54 00:02:11,062 --> 00:02:12,042 I walked out, and I was like, wait, 55 00:02:12,142 --> 00:02:13,441 Ru and I are wearing the same hair. 56 00:02:13,541 --> 00:02:15,040 She might read me down 'cause hers looks 57 00:02:15,140 --> 00:02:16,360 a little bit better. 58 00:02:16,460 --> 00:02:17,639 - [laughs] - A little bit? 59 00:02:17,739 --> 00:02:19,359 We have to talk. 60 00:02:19,459 --> 00:02:21,358 What's everyone thinking? First thoughts. 61 00:02:21,458 --> 00:02:24,117 - I'm kind of gagged that everybody in my group 62 00:02:24,217 --> 00:02:26,396 is safe except Mistress. 63 00:02:26,496 --> 00:02:28,955 So she might win it. 64 00:02:29,055 --> 00:02:30,194 And then who else? 65 00:02:30,294 --> 00:02:32,394 - I think that Robin could be in the bottom. 66 00:02:32,494 --> 00:02:34,953 - But this time, she really did get to, like, 67 00:02:35,053 --> 00:02:36,272 sing and, like, do, like, 68 00:02:36,372 --> 00:02:37,871 fun little ad-libs and stuff like that. 69 00:02:37,971 --> 00:02:39,391 So, like, maybe she is in the top 70 00:02:39,491 --> 00:02:41,350 because it's, like, the most that they've seen, 71 00:02:41,450 --> 00:02:43,109 like, from her in a challenge. 72 00:02:43,209 --> 00:02:44,829 Girl, I just don't know. 73 00:02:44,929 --> 00:02:46,668 I'm honestly a little surprised 74 00:02:46,768 --> 00:02:48,067 that I was not in the top. 75 00:02:48,167 --> 00:02:49,747 I'm surprised as well. 76 00:02:49,847 --> 00:02:53,425 - I choreographed, like, 80% of our number. 77 00:02:53,525 --> 00:02:57,104 Only thing I can accredit it to is that they probably weren't, 78 00:02:57,204 --> 00:02:59,623 like, nuts about my look. 79 00:02:59,723 --> 00:03:00,822 You love what you have on, correct? 80 00:03:00,922 --> 00:03:02,262 - Mm-hmm. - You love it. 81 00:03:02,362 --> 00:03:03,501 - Yeah. - That's you. 82 00:03:03,601 --> 00:03:04,941 That's what you love. 83 00:03:05,041 --> 00:03:06,300 And at the end of the day, like, 84 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:07,940 nobody could take that away from you. 85 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:10,219 - I know for me, being in the bottom last week, 86 00:03:10,319 --> 00:03:11,538 being safe tonight, like, 87 00:03:11,638 --> 00:03:13,897 I got to stop being safe 'cause I want to go far. 88 00:03:13,997 --> 00:03:15,017 I've worked too hard in my life. 89 00:03:15,117 --> 00:03:16,296 You feel me? All of us have. 90 00:03:16,396 --> 00:03:17,936 We all want to be there at the top, right? 91 00:03:18,036 --> 00:03:19,655 - I actually have a question for you, Salina. 92 00:03:19,755 --> 00:03:21,094 - Yeah. - So, like, when we first were 93 00:03:21,194 --> 00:03:23,933 all listening to the tracks, the hip-hop one came on, 94 00:03:24,033 --> 00:03:25,333 and you, like, flipped the couch. 95 00:03:25,433 --> 00:03:27,172 - You were bumping. - I was living. 96 00:03:27,272 --> 00:03:31,930 - I was so shocked that your group didn't choose hip-hop. 97 00:03:32,030 --> 00:03:33,649 - That would have been a very obvious choice for me. 98 00:03:33,749 --> 00:03:34,929 But also, it's a group challenge. 99 00:03:35,029 --> 00:03:36,608 So I had to look at my teammates. 100 00:03:36,708 --> 00:03:37,928 - And I had a feeling-- - I bet Marcia would, like, 101 00:03:38,028 --> 00:03:39,107 really go really hard and be really, like... 102 00:03:39,187 --> 00:03:41,006 - Right. - Cool and tough. 103 00:03:41,106 --> 00:03:42,606 Marcia would be really cool and tough and strong. 104 00:03:42,706 --> 00:03:43,765 No, I felt like you were really scared 105 00:03:43,865 --> 00:03:44,925 to be the white girl in the hip-hop. 106 00:03:45,025 --> 00:03:47,124 - [laughs] - No, I would have done it. 107 00:03:47,224 --> 00:03:48,883 - It's fun. - Don't you agree, on paper, 108 00:03:48,983 --> 00:03:52,362 the grandmas doing hip-hop and breaking it and popping it, 109 00:03:52,462 --> 00:03:53,921 - that's really funny to me. - It's hilarious. 110 00:03:54,021 --> 00:03:55,801 - I think that's why we gravitated towards that. 111 00:03:55,901 --> 00:03:57,880 - Right. - To me, I liked heavy metal 112 00:03:57,980 --> 00:03:59,919 'cause that's the one I laughed at the most. 113 00:04:00,019 --> 00:04:02,798 So it has that little gag with the demonic voice. 114 00:04:02,898 --> 00:04:06,196 - Me particularly, I really wanted to do heavy metal. 115 00:04:06,296 --> 00:04:08,436 And when y'all turned around, you said, 116 00:04:08,536 --> 00:04:09,875 "We're doing heavy metal." 117 00:04:09,975 --> 00:04:11,874 I was like, wait, wait, wait, no. 118 00:04:11,974 --> 00:04:13,234 The reason why I stood my ground 119 00:04:13,334 --> 00:04:14,673 is because I felt like their group... 120 00:04:14,773 --> 00:04:16,672 - was being bullies. - And I love you for that. 121 00:04:16,772 --> 00:04:18,712 - What do you guys have against country music? 122 00:04:18,812 --> 00:04:20,431 You guys are gonna have to get really acquainted 123 00:04:20,531 --> 00:04:23,390 with the genre, seeing that you're gonna be doing country. 124 00:04:23,490 --> 00:04:24,749 I don't have a problem with country. 125 00:04:24,849 --> 00:04:25,909 I have a problem with the reason 126 00:04:26,009 --> 00:04:27,828 why y'all think y'all have a right to choose first. 127 00:04:27,928 --> 00:04:29,627 - Exactly. - Like, what makes you think 128 00:04:29,727 --> 00:04:30,907 that you're so Metallica fantastic? 129 00:04:31,007 --> 00:04:32,186 - I don't think we should have to sell it to you. 130 00:04:32,286 --> 00:04:33,706 I think the decision that we have to make now 131 00:04:33,806 --> 00:04:35,025 - is who's gonna do it. - We already chose 132 00:04:35,125 --> 00:04:36,504 that we're doing metal, so you just adapt 133 00:04:36,604 --> 00:04:38,184 to the situation and make country fierce. 134 00:04:38,284 --> 00:04:40,283 [squeals] 135 00:04:41,123 --> 00:04:43,022 You and Sasha really stood your ground. 136 00:04:43,122 --> 00:04:45,181 - And I really respected that. - Sasha almost gave in. 137 00:04:45,281 --> 00:04:48,500 She was like, "No, w--" I said, no, we're not. 138 00:04:48,600 --> 00:04:50,499 And I was like, in order for us to come to a conclusion, 139 00:04:50,599 --> 00:04:51,858 we have to figure something out. 140 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:54,098 And the way that y'all was responding was like, 141 00:04:54,198 --> 00:04:56,257 we not figuring nothing out. It's already said and done. 142 00:04:56,357 --> 00:04:58,176 Y'all was like, oh, we're doing it. 143 00:04:58,276 --> 00:05:00,095 It's ours, blah, blah, blah. 144 00:05:00,195 --> 00:05:02,414 You already want to bully us and tell us, like, 145 00:05:02,514 --> 00:05:03,854 "oh, this is what we want to do." 146 00:05:03,954 --> 00:05:05,253 I think we stop using the "bully" word. 147 00:05:05,353 --> 00:05:07,092 - I don't think it was bullying. - Um, but that's how I felt. 148 00:05:07,192 --> 00:05:08,212 Like, that's how I felt. 149 00:05:08,312 --> 00:05:09,691 You felt like we were bullying y'all 150 00:05:09,791 --> 00:05:11,411 because we said that we wanted to do heavy metal? 151 00:05:11,511 --> 00:05:14,449 - It was more so, "We're doing heavy metal, and that's that." 152 00:05:14,549 --> 00:05:16,888 However, y'all were also pushing back 153 00:05:16,988 --> 00:05:19,767 and saying, "Oh, well, no, we want to do heavy metal." 154 00:05:19,867 --> 00:05:22,166 Just because we were saying, "We are doing heavy metal," 155 00:05:22,266 --> 00:05:24,645 versus y'all saying, "Oh, well, we want to do it." 156 00:05:24,745 --> 00:05:25,965 You never said, like, 157 00:05:26,065 --> 00:05:27,884 "we would like to do heavy metal. 158 00:05:27,984 --> 00:05:29,883 Like, what is everybody else thinking?" 159 00:05:29,983 --> 00:05:31,483 I don't think any of us intended 160 00:05:31,583 --> 00:05:33,842 for it to come off as us bullying you, 161 00:05:33,942 --> 00:05:35,961 saying that we were doing heavy metal. 162 00:05:36,061 --> 00:05:38,900 I don't think it was that serious, if I'm being real. 163 00:05:39,460 --> 00:05:41,599 You can call me several things. 164 00:05:41,699 --> 00:05:42,998 You can call me cocky. 165 00:05:43,098 --> 00:05:44,278 You can call me pretty. 166 00:05:44,378 --> 00:05:45,797 You can call me gorgeous. 167 00:05:45,897 --> 00:05:48,196 But I don't like to be called a bully. 168 00:05:48,296 --> 00:05:50,875 Bullying is not something that should be taken lightly. 169 00:05:50,975 --> 00:05:53,474 And me nor Mistress bullied anyone. 170 00:05:53,574 --> 00:05:55,353 It's like, girl, calm down. 171 00:05:55,453 --> 00:05:58,432 - Were you, like, upset with everyone as a whole? 172 00:05:58,532 --> 00:06:00,111 Or just the overall vibe of-- 173 00:06:00,211 --> 00:06:01,871 like, you felt like it was, like, entitlement? 174 00:06:01,971 --> 00:06:03,230 How is it entitlement? 175 00:06:03,330 --> 00:06:04,989 Y'all were still giving us the same amount of pushback. 176 00:06:05,089 --> 00:06:06,989 - After y'all had already, like, put y'all foot down. 177 00:06:07,089 --> 00:06:09,588 - OK, I am--I'm sorry. I'm so sick of talking about this. 178 00:06:09,688 --> 00:06:10,947 You can be sick of talking about it, 179 00:06:11,047 --> 00:06:12,586 - but I'm talking to Luxx... - It happened, and it's over. 180 00:06:12,686 --> 00:06:14,026 - Just because you're over it, you don't do that. 181 00:06:14,126 --> 00:06:16,145 And please do not cut me off-- ever. 182 00:06:16,245 --> 00:06:17,984 - OK, I'm sorry. - Do not disrespect me. 183 00:06:18,084 --> 00:06:19,504 I've never disrespected you-- 184 00:06:19,604 --> 00:06:21,023 ever! 185 00:06:21,123 --> 00:06:22,822 I've been nice to everybody in this competition. 186 00:06:22,922 --> 00:06:24,942 And today, I will stand my ground. 187 00:06:25,042 --> 00:06:26,381 I will not be disrespected. 188 00:06:26,481 --> 00:06:27,780 - I'm sorry. - And I'm so serious. 189 00:06:27,880 --> 00:06:28,860 OK. I'm very sorry. 190 00:06:28,960 --> 00:06:30,959 Thank you. 191 00:06:32,798 --> 00:06:34,858 - I truly was not trying to disrespect you. 192 00:06:34,958 --> 00:06:37,457 I was just trying to, like, resolve things. 193 00:06:37,557 --> 00:06:38,896 And I'm really sorry I interrupted you. 194 00:06:38,996 --> 00:06:40,016 I did not mean to disrespect you-- 195 00:06:40,116 --> 00:06:41,215 It's not about you interrupting me. 196 00:06:41,315 --> 00:06:42,655 You just told me that you're over 197 00:06:42,755 --> 00:06:43,734 the conversation, you know. 198 00:06:43,834 --> 00:06:46,613 It's disrespectful, because when you was venting 199 00:06:46,713 --> 00:06:48,932 about how the judges said they didn't like your makeup, 200 00:06:49,032 --> 00:06:50,332 or how you just felt like you were 201 00:06:50,432 --> 00:06:51,491 supposed to be in the top, I didn't say, 202 00:06:51,591 --> 00:06:52,571 "oh, girl, I don't wanna hear about that. 203 00:06:52,671 --> 00:06:54,090 Like, I deserve to be in the top." 204 00:06:54,190 --> 00:06:55,529 I let you have your moment, 205 00:06:55,629 --> 00:06:56,889 and I let you feel how you feel. 206 00:06:56,989 --> 00:06:59,248 Let me express myself and feel how I feel in this moment. 207 00:06:59,348 --> 00:07:02,807 And don't tell me that what I'm feeling is not valid. 208 00:07:02,907 --> 00:07:04,846 It really takes a lot for me to get to this point 209 00:07:04,946 --> 00:07:07,845 because I hold in a lot, 210 00:07:07,945 --> 00:07:10,004 and I just try to stay positive. 211 00:07:10,104 --> 00:07:13,083 But I feel like throughout this competition, 212 00:07:13,183 --> 00:07:14,202 I've been being poked at, 213 00:07:14,302 --> 00:07:16,081 I've been being underestimated, 214 00:07:16,181 --> 00:07:18,240 I've been being overlooked. 215 00:07:18,340 --> 00:07:19,920 Yeah, we throw fun shade. 216 00:07:20,020 --> 00:07:22,759 But sometimes in the shade, in the reeds, 217 00:07:22,859 --> 00:07:24,158 it's a little truth that people are, like, 218 00:07:24,258 --> 00:07:25,358 throwing out at you. 219 00:07:25,458 --> 00:07:26,757 I'm not a pushover. 220 00:07:26,857 --> 00:07:27,997 I'm just humble. 221 00:07:28,097 --> 00:07:29,356 But I'm not a pushover. 222 00:07:29,456 --> 00:07:31,835 When we were having that discussion, 223 00:07:31,935 --> 00:07:34,834 it was just, like, the same thing going back and forth. 224 00:07:34,934 --> 00:07:36,833 And I could not see an end. 225 00:07:36,933 --> 00:07:38,632 There's not necessarily a resolution 226 00:07:38,732 --> 00:07:40,832 to every discussion. 227 00:07:40,932 --> 00:07:42,911 But it is important to have the discussion in the first place. 228 00:07:43,011 --> 00:07:44,750 And if you feel attacked, I apologise. 229 00:07:44,850 --> 00:07:47,509 But I felt very attacked in that moment. 230 00:07:47,609 --> 00:07:49,228 And I reacted, and that's how I react. 231 00:07:49,328 --> 00:07:50,628 - Yeah, of course. - I also think 232 00:07:50,728 --> 00:07:51,827 that this challenge-- like, I don't know 233 00:07:51,927 --> 00:07:53,986 if it was the same for everybody, 234 00:07:54,086 --> 00:07:57,025 but, like, I feel like this challenge was very exhausting. 235 00:07:57,125 --> 00:07:58,425 We have to get into your group, 236 00:07:58,525 --> 00:08:01,983 because I was talking to Robin... 237 00:08:02,083 --> 00:08:03,023 - Uh-huh. - Like, did y'all have, 238 00:08:03,123 --> 00:08:04,462 - like, struggles? - I don't think 239 00:08:04,562 --> 00:08:06,142 that we had struggles working together. 240 00:08:06,242 --> 00:08:08,700 Like, there was no, like, snapping at each other. 241 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:10,920 But, like, this process is very hard. 242 00:08:11,719 --> 00:08:13,379 I gotta say too, like, your group, 243 00:08:13,479 --> 00:08:14,938 I loved that there was, like, 244 00:08:15,038 --> 00:08:17,657 a throughline and a message of, like, sisterhood, 245 00:08:17,757 --> 00:08:19,696 'cause I feel like that really goes back to, like, 246 00:08:19,796 --> 00:08:21,415 our time with the old gays, 247 00:08:21,515 --> 00:08:23,415 when, you know, someone asked, like, 248 00:08:23,515 --> 00:08:26,334 "Are friends more important now than they were before?" 249 00:08:26,434 --> 00:08:28,533 And they were, like, much more important. 250 00:08:28,633 --> 00:08:30,292 OK, we're here for you, 251 00:08:30,392 --> 00:08:33,131 so you can ask us absolutely anything. 252 00:08:33,231 --> 00:08:34,290 [all affirming] 253 00:08:34,390 --> 00:08:36,609 The old gays, they are the cutest, 254 00:08:36,709 --> 00:08:38,529 sweetest little old men you've ever seen. 255 00:08:38,629 --> 00:08:39,808 And my perspective is, 256 00:08:39,908 --> 00:08:42,087 we have the old gays here for a reason. 257 00:08:42,187 --> 00:08:44,566 Ru was showing us how a group 258 00:08:44,666 --> 00:08:47,365 of older gay men band together as friends. 259 00:08:47,465 --> 00:08:49,284 And that was the point of this challenge. 260 00:08:49,384 --> 00:08:50,844 How do we write some lyrics 261 00:08:50,944 --> 00:08:54,322 that tell a similar message throughout? 262 00:08:54,422 --> 00:08:55,842 I wanted to know, 263 00:08:55,942 --> 00:09:00,080 what is sex and dating like at this stage of life? 264 00:09:00,180 --> 00:09:01,959 When you get a chance, 265 00:09:02,059 --> 00:09:03,759 it's great. 266 00:09:03,859 --> 00:09:05,958 [laughter] 267 00:09:06,058 --> 00:09:10,796 - Are friends more or less important to you now? 268 00:09:10,896 --> 00:09:12,915 Oh, much more important to me now. 269 00:09:13,015 --> 00:09:15,794 I mean, if it weren't for these two friends of mine, 270 00:09:15,894 --> 00:09:18,873 and others, I may not be here. 271 00:09:18,973 --> 00:09:22,431 A core group of family 272 00:09:22,531 --> 00:09:25,790 is just absolutely essential. 273 00:09:25,890 --> 00:09:26,990 It is. 274 00:09:27,090 --> 00:09:28,549 You know, within our own group, 275 00:09:28,649 --> 00:09:34,587 we lost so many of our peers when we were of your age. 276 00:09:34,687 --> 00:09:39,385 AIDS came along and brought about 277 00:09:39,485 --> 00:09:41,564 so much tragedy. 278 00:09:41,924 --> 00:09:44,623 Your friends are dying around you. 279 00:09:44,723 --> 00:09:47,222 And you can't figure out what's going on. 280 00:09:47,322 --> 00:09:50,980 I literally lost 281 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,879 my entire circle of friends. 282 00:09:55,078 --> 00:09:58,617 I had no one left 283 00:09:58,717 --> 00:10:01,776 by the end of the 1980s. 284 00:10:01,876 --> 00:10:05,774 Learning that I too was HIV-positive, 285 00:10:05,874 --> 00:10:08,973 diagnosed in 1987. 286 00:10:09,073 --> 00:10:12,531 - I think we are still living in an AIDS crisis. 287 00:10:12,631 --> 00:10:15,770 There are medications that are used to treat HIV. 288 00:10:15,870 --> 00:10:19,389 But the best way is to stay negative. 289 00:10:20,109 --> 00:10:22,288 Are there any aspects of queer culture 290 00:10:22,388 --> 00:10:24,727 that you feel have been lost over the years? 291 00:10:24,827 --> 00:10:30,045 The secrecy of which gay life used to be 292 00:10:30,145 --> 00:10:31,924 brought a tighter-knit, 293 00:10:32,024 --> 00:10:34,123 I guess you would say, of people. 294 00:10:34,223 --> 00:10:36,762 But things are much freer and opener. 295 00:10:36,862 --> 00:10:41,760 - Just in my lifetime, what I have seen evolve-- 296 00:10:41,860 --> 00:10:44,199 a broader acceptance. 297 00:10:44,299 --> 00:10:46,938 This is an incredible revolution. 298 00:10:47,618 --> 00:10:50,556 - There's still so many people trying to say, 299 00:10:50,656 --> 00:10:53,835 who am I, what am I, where am I, why am I? 300 00:10:53,935 --> 00:10:56,754 And you see somebody else and feel that you're not alone. 301 00:10:56,854 --> 00:10:59,353 That's the way I was. I felt alone 302 00:10:59,453 --> 00:11:02,472 because I had no one to talk to. 303 00:11:02,572 --> 00:11:03,831 We will never go back. 304 00:11:03,931 --> 00:11:05,231 I hope. 305 00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:07,750 No. We will never go back. 306 00:11:07,850 --> 00:11:12,028 - I think it's really vital for young people to make space 307 00:11:12,128 --> 00:11:15,587 for older queer people to tell their stories. 308 00:11:15,687 --> 00:11:19,745 These people have lived through a tremendous amount of pain. 309 00:11:19,845 --> 00:11:22,144 So meeting someone on the other side of that 310 00:11:22,244 --> 00:11:24,103 is a really valuable experience. 311 00:11:24,203 --> 00:11:28,202 - Ladies, we'd like to leave you with some advice. 312 00:11:28,841 --> 00:11:31,740 Growing old is not for the faint of heart. 313 00:11:31,840 --> 00:11:37,378 - There's nothing like old friends to keep you young. 314 00:11:37,478 --> 00:11:39,737 And whatever you do here, 315 00:11:39,837 --> 00:11:41,136 don't fuck it up. 316 00:11:41,236 --> 00:11:42,576 [laughter] 317 00:11:42,676 --> 00:11:43,775 Have a good day. 318 00:11:43,875 --> 00:11:46,254 [all] Thank you. 319 00:11:46,354 --> 00:11:47,734 Y'all are icons. 320 00:11:47,834 --> 00:11:49,013 You will be soon. 321 00:11:49,113 --> 00:11:51,292 [laughter] 322 00:11:51,392 --> 00:11:53,851 - "Untucked" cameras rolling in the Werk Room. 323 00:11:53,951 --> 00:11:55,691 I have an idea. So I think we need 324 00:11:55,791 --> 00:11:57,170 to lighten up the mood a little bit. 325 00:11:57,270 --> 00:11:58,729 - Oh, God, what are we doing? - So I think that we should 326 00:11:58,829 --> 00:12:00,209 play a little game of charades. 327 00:12:00,309 --> 00:12:01,728 The category is, like, an animal. 328 00:12:01,828 --> 00:12:02,808 And can I make noises or no? 329 00:12:02,908 --> 00:12:04,927 - No. [laughter] 330 00:12:05,027 --> 00:12:06,726 - OK, 'cause you know I will. OK. 331 00:12:06,826 --> 00:12:08,046 OK. 332 00:12:08,146 --> 00:12:09,645 - A chicken. - Chicken. 333 00:12:09,745 --> 00:12:11,085 - A pigeon. - A hen? 334 00:12:11,185 --> 00:12:12,524 - A parrot. - A fool. 335 00:12:12,624 --> 00:12:13,524 [laughing] A fool. 336 00:12:13,624 --> 00:12:15,043 A drunk bird? 337 00:12:15,143 --> 00:12:16,722 A cock. 338 00:12:16,822 --> 00:12:18,242 [both] "Walk That Funky Duck." 339 00:12:18,342 --> 00:12:19,721 [laughter] 340 00:12:19,821 --> 00:12:20,761 I was trying to walk. 341 00:12:20,861 --> 00:12:22,120 I don't know how ducks walk, so. 342 00:12:22,220 --> 00:12:23,480 [laughing] Not like that. 343 00:12:23,580 --> 00:12:24,759 [laughs] 344 00:12:24,859 --> 00:12:26,638 The girls are back. 345 00:12:26,738 --> 00:12:27,638 - Oh. - Uhh. 346 00:12:27,738 --> 00:12:28,878 - Uh-oh. - Hi. 347 00:12:28,978 --> 00:12:30,997 - I see some smiles, I see some frowns. 348 00:12:31,097 --> 00:12:33,156 Let's get into it, girls. 349 00:12:33,256 --> 00:12:34,555 I'm excited to hear. 350 00:12:34,655 --> 00:12:35,715 What's the tea? 351 00:12:35,815 --> 00:12:37,594 We thirsty. 352 00:12:37,694 --> 00:12:40,153 - I think I'm one of the top three for sure. 353 00:12:40,253 --> 00:12:42,712 - Oh, good. - They really loved my outfit. 354 00:12:42,812 --> 00:12:44,991 - This outfit, bitch, is one of my favourite things 355 00:12:45,091 --> 00:12:46,431 - I've seen this entire season. - Thank you. 356 00:12:46,531 --> 00:12:48,030 You know, growing up, I was made fun of 357 00:12:48,130 --> 00:12:49,229 for, like, being feminine. 358 00:12:49,329 --> 00:12:51,708 And back home now, just being in drag, 359 00:12:51,808 --> 00:12:54,707 they literally call me, like, butch queen. 360 00:12:54,807 --> 00:12:55,947 - Butch queen? - Yeah. 361 00:12:56,047 --> 00:12:57,346 Sometimes they tease me about that. 362 00:12:57,446 --> 00:12:58,706 So I'm like, I'm gonna fucking celebrate it 363 00:12:58,806 --> 00:13:00,265 on the main stage, and this is why 364 00:13:00,365 --> 00:13:01,705 I decided to do, like, a suit. 365 00:13:01,805 --> 00:13:03,624 They were very, very happy 366 00:13:03,724 --> 00:13:05,703 with my performance during our group number. 367 00:13:05,803 --> 00:13:07,422 I'm just really, really happy from being, like, 368 00:13:07,522 --> 00:13:09,022 safe every fucking week, you guys. 369 00:13:09,122 --> 00:13:10,221 I was just so over it. 370 00:13:10,321 --> 00:13:11,701 I was like, I have to do something. 371 00:13:11,801 --> 00:13:15,659 Since I've been safe this whole time, 372 00:13:15,759 --> 00:13:20,137 I feel like the girls don't see me as a threat yet. 373 00:13:20,237 --> 00:13:22,496 But don't ever underestimate people, 374 00:13:22,596 --> 00:13:24,336 'cause they might shock you. 375 00:13:24,436 --> 00:13:26,495 - Mistress? - Well, they love the outfit. 376 00:13:26,595 --> 00:13:28,694 They love everything I bring to the runway. 377 00:13:28,794 --> 00:13:31,333 And they were saying that they loved our group. 378 00:13:31,433 --> 00:13:33,212 I just stuck out as far as, like, 379 00:13:33,312 --> 00:13:34,891 aesthetics and opening the show. 380 00:13:34,991 --> 00:13:36,451 But of course, like, I have to attribute that 381 00:13:36,551 --> 00:13:37,770 to y'all, especially you, Marcia. 382 00:13:37,870 --> 00:13:38,770 - Thank you. - So-- 383 00:13:38,870 --> 00:13:39,769 You forgot about 384 00:13:39,869 --> 00:13:41,609 RuPaul's note about Marcia. 385 00:13:41,709 --> 00:13:42,768 [laughter] 386 00:13:42,868 --> 00:13:44,048 I was gonna save that for later. 387 00:13:44,148 --> 00:13:45,487 I didn't want to get on my sister. 388 00:13:45,587 --> 00:13:47,966 And Ru told me to pass you a note that, um, 389 00:13:48,066 --> 00:13:49,486 if you think you have enough makeup on, 390 00:13:49,586 --> 00:13:50,765 keep adding a little bit more. 391 00:13:50,865 --> 00:13:53,604 - So--but listen, listen, listen. - Oh, no. 392 00:13:53,704 --> 00:13:56,363 - I'm just glad that my group got the choice we wanted. 393 00:13:56,463 --> 00:13:58,462 We got country, which is what we wanted all along. 394 00:13:59,902 --> 00:14:01,681 Cheers. [laughter] 395 00:14:01,781 --> 00:14:04,320 - You are such a shit-stirrer. 396 00:14:04,420 --> 00:14:06,679 [laughter] 397 00:14:06,779 --> 00:14:09,058 I am definitely in the bottom. 398 00:14:10,417 --> 00:14:12,237 - The bottom three is the rest of our group 399 00:14:12,337 --> 00:14:13,236 with Anetra as well. 400 00:14:13,336 --> 00:14:14,676 - Really? - Yeah. 401 00:14:14,776 --> 00:14:16,435 It's hard. It's hard. 402 00:14:16,535 --> 00:14:20,993 And it sucks that most of us in our team are in the bottom. 403 00:14:21,093 --> 00:14:23,872 But I still stand by what we did, 404 00:14:23,972 --> 00:14:25,271 and I had fun with you guys. 405 00:14:25,371 --> 00:14:26,471 Aww. 406 00:14:26,571 --> 00:14:28,270 Who do y'all think is, like, 407 00:14:28,370 --> 00:14:29,590 gonna be the ones lip-synching? 408 00:14:29,690 --> 00:14:32,669 'Cause I think for me, I feel like Robin and Jax 409 00:14:32,769 --> 00:14:36,227 kind of had the more critiques than praise. 410 00:14:36,327 --> 00:14:37,307 What did they say? 411 00:14:37,407 --> 00:14:39,666 They think that I play it safe, 412 00:14:39,766 --> 00:14:43,144 and that I need to, like, do more, 413 00:14:43,244 --> 00:14:45,903 push myself more, get out of my box, 414 00:14:46,003 --> 00:14:48,002 and take more risks. 415 00:14:48,802 --> 00:14:51,101 I feel like it's looked at as a negative 416 00:14:51,201 --> 00:14:54,660 to be a more reserved person, especially as a drag queen. 417 00:14:54,760 --> 00:14:57,579 But there's levels to life. 418 00:14:57,679 --> 00:14:59,378 Sometimes you're gonna be up here, 419 00:14:59,478 --> 00:15:01,897 and sometimes you can just live here. 420 00:15:01,997 --> 00:15:05,056 You just have to know when to camp it up a little bit. 421 00:15:05,156 --> 00:15:07,095 And I think I might not express it 422 00:15:07,195 --> 00:15:09,654 as openly as everybody else. 423 00:15:09,754 --> 00:15:12,213 But I'm definitely trying to work on learning 424 00:15:12,313 --> 00:15:13,972 how to have those levels. 425 00:15:14,072 --> 00:15:16,011 - Queens, five-minute warning. Five-minute warning. 426 00:15:16,111 --> 00:15:17,571 Oh, crap. 427 00:15:17,671 --> 00:15:19,050 I'm gonna go listen to my song. 428 00:15:19,150 --> 00:15:21,249 - Yeah, I'm gonna go listen to the lip-sync track. 429 00:15:21,349 --> 00:15:23,608 Regardless of how this goes down, 430 00:15:23,708 --> 00:15:26,327 I love both of you very, very much. 431 00:15:26,427 --> 00:15:29,766 I don't want to lip-synch against either one of you. 432 00:15:29,866 --> 00:15:31,865 - I know. - I mean... 433 00:15:32,465 --> 00:15:34,564 - Likewise. - You do what you got to do. 434 00:15:34,664 --> 00:15:36,843 - At the end of the day, it's still like, damn. 435 00:15:36,943 --> 00:15:37,843 Bitch. 436 00:15:37,943 --> 00:15:39,682 [laughter] 437 00:15:39,782 --> 00:15:40,882 All right, we've got five minutes. 438 00:15:40,982 --> 00:15:42,721 - Yeah. - Let's listen to this song. 439 00:15:42,821 --> 00:15:44,400 [dramatic music] 440 00:15:44,500 --> 00:15:46,359 I want to be here so bad. 441 00:15:46,459 --> 00:15:48,479 And I've been faltering 442 00:15:48,579 --> 00:15:51,317 and not able to show what I do. 443 00:15:51,417 --> 00:15:54,956 And I'm ready to fight and show exactly 444 00:15:55,056 --> 00:15:57,635 why I'm here in the first place. 445 00:15:57,735 --> 00:15:59,734 It's game time. 446 00:16:00,614 --> 00:16:03,273 - I'm really just thinking, "shantay, you stay," 447 00:16:03,373 --> 00:16:06,192 so that I can get in my zone and focus 448 00:16:06,292 --> 00:16:10,390 for this fight that is inevitably about to happen. 449 00:16:10,490 --> 00:16:13,109 - All right, queens, time to head back to the main stage. 450 00:16:13,209 --> 00:16:14,908 Let's rock and roll. 451 00:16:15,008 --> 00:16:17,767 Girl. Girl, you look so nice, girl. 452 00:16:20,566 --> 00:16:21,825 [RuPaul] Welcome back, ladies. 453 00:16:21,925 --> 00:16:23,745 I've made some decisions. 454 00:16:23,845 --> 00:16:25,624 Jax, Robin, 455 00:16:25,724 --> 00:16:27,723 you are both up for elimination. 456 00:16:28,483 --> 00:16:31,422 The time has come for you to lip-synch 457 00:16:31,522 --> 00:16:35,100 for your life. 458 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:38,539 Jax, shantay, you stay. 459 00:16:38,639 --> 00:16:41,198 Robin, sashay away. 460 00:16:41,877 --> 00:16:43,977 - [applause] - I love you, Robin. 461 00:16:44,077 --> 00:16:46,576 [somber music] 462 00:16:46,676 --> 00:16:50,774 - It's not a bad thing to be a more subtle person. 463 00:16:50,874 --> 00:16:54,213 But I definitely could have took bigger swings 464 00:16:54,313 --> 00:16:56,012 and pushed harder. 465 00:16:56,112 --> 00:16:58,131 And I think that that, at its core, 466 00:16:58,231 --> 00:16:59,650 is really the note-- 467 00:16:59,750 --> 00:17:02,049 to take chances when they arrive 468 00:17:02,149 --> 00:17:04,848 and don't hesitate when a opportunity presents itself. 469 00:17:04,948 --> 00:17:07,627 But it's hard to do in these quick moments. 470 00:17:11,026 --> 00:17:12,445 I got a lot of shit to pack. 471 00:17:12,545 --> 00:17:13,805 [laughs] 472 00:17:13,905 --> 00:17:15,904 Ugh. 473 00:17:17,503 --> 00:17:20,702 I didn't think that I would be leaving this early. 474 00:17:23,221 --> 00:17:28,079 I wish I got the chance to take the notes that I got. 475 00:17:28,179 --> 00:17:29,878 Not to play it safe. 476 00:17:29,978 --> 00:17:31,998 I know what works for me. 477 00:17:32,098 --> 00:17:36,996 I like what I do, and I think I'm very good at what I do. 478 00:17:37,096 --> 00:17:40,594 But if I don't take risks, 479 00:17:40,694 --> 00:17:42,433 I won't know what else I can do. 480 00:17:42,533 --> 00:17:45,592 I mean, I made it through Snatch Game. 481 00:17:45,692 --> 00:17:49,031 I made it through a improv challenge, 482 00:17:49,131 --> 00:17:51,590 and I've never improv-ed a day in my life. 483 00:17:51,690 --> 00:17:53,389 So I did it, 484 00:17:53,489 --> 00:17:57,747 but not to a big enough extent. 485 00:17:57,847 --> 00:17:59,907 And I definitely believe in myself, 486 00:18:00,007 --> 00:18:03,825 but don't put limits on those beliefs. 487 00:18:03,925 --> 00:18:04,905 OK. 488 00:18:05,005 --> 00:18:06,944 Ooh, we have some letters. 489 00:18:07,044 --> 00:18:09,783 This one is Jax, the bitch who sent me home. 490 00:18:09,883 --> 00:18:11,222 "To my dumb slut." 491 00:18:11,322 --> 00:18:13,581 Wow, we're starting this off real good. 492 00:18:13,681 --> 00:18:14,861 OK. 493 00:18:14,961 --> 00:18:18,579 "Words cannot describe how horrible I felt 494 00:18:18,679 --> 00:18:21,298 "to lip-synch against my close friend here. 495 00:18:21,398 --> 00:18:24,577 But you already know the love I have for you." 496 00:18:24,677 --> 00:18:25,816 I love her. 497 00:18:25,916 --> 00:18:29,015 "One day we will look back at this and laugh. 498 00:18:29,115 --> 00:18:31,694 "But until then, I cannot wait to see you. 499 00:18:31,794 --> 00:18:34,613 You will be the first I call." 500 00:18:34,713 --> 00:18:38,851 Sad as I am, I am also still more filled with joy. 501 00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:42,170 This is something that I've wanted for a very long time, 502 00:18:42,270 --> 00:18:48,087 to share my gifts, my talents, my drag with the world 503 00:18:48,187 --> 00:18:51,426 on this grand stage that is "Drag Race." 504 00:18:54,065 --> 00:18:55,564 All right. 505 00:18:55,664 --> 00:18:57,564 Some people, you really got to, like, 506 00:18:57,664 --> 00:19:01,842 dig and peel back before you see the amazing gem 507 00:19:01,942 --> 00:19:04,841 that's underneath all of the stuff. 508 00:19:04,941 --> 00:19:07,520 Welcome to this era of fierceness. 509 00:19:07,620 --> 00:19:09,319 And see you out there. 510 00:19:09,419 --> 00:19:11,418 Bye, kids. 511 00:19:14,297 --> 00:19:16,276 There are parts of me that I'm sure 512 00:19:16,376 --> 00:19:18,315 that I have not unlocked yet. 513 00:19:18,415 --> 00:19:21,594 And I think that's the essence of Ru's note 514 00:19:21,694 --> 00:19:26,192 is to kind of unlock a deeper part of The Robin Fierce 515 00:19:26,292 --> 00:19:29,911 so I can be an even better The Robin Fierce. 516 00:19:30,011 --> 00:19:32,010 Bye. 517 00:19:33,490 --> 00:19:34,789 I got to put my seat belt on. 518 00:19:34,889 --> 00:19:36,028 [chuckles] 519 00:19:36,128 --> 00:19:37,268 OK, I got the seat belt on. 520 00:19:37,368 --> 00:19:38,547 Put the pedal to the metal. 521 00:19:38,647 --> 00:19:40,647 [laughs] 522 00:19:46,644 --> 00:19:48,863 - [singing] ♪ A little bit of love ♪ 523 00:19:48,963 --> 00:19:51,502 ♪ Goes a long, long way ♪ 524 00:19:51,602 --> 00:19:54,221 ♪ Lifting you up to a brighter day ♪ 525 00:19:54,321 --> 00:19:56,540 ♪ A little bit of love ♪ 526 00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:59,179 ♪ Goes a long, long way ♪ 527 00:19:59,279 --> 00:20:01,618 ♪ Turn it around when you up and say ♪ 528 00:20:01,718 --> 00:20:03,538 ♪ Everybody say love ♪ 529 00:20:03,638 --> 00:20:07,456 ♪ Love, love, love, oh, oh, oh ♪ 530 00:20:07,556 --> 00:20:09,015 ♪ Love, love, love ♪ 531 00:20:09,115 --> 00:20:10,855 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh ♪ 532 00:20:10,955 --> 00:20:13,953 ♪ Love, can you feel the love ♪