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[singing] ♪ MTV ♪
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[drag queen 1]
I love every last one of you,
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no matter how much I hate all of y'all.
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[drag queen 2]
If you don't have star quality,
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get the fuck out of here.
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[drag queen 3] This is your moment!
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Have it!
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[RuPaul] This is "Untucked,"
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backstage of the competition
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to become America's next drag superstar.
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Girl, if you're not watching "Untucked,"
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you're only getting half the story.
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[woman] Prep "Untucked" cameras
on the main stage.
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-[man 1] Copy.
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-[man 2] Rolling.
-[man 3] Rolling.
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[RuPaul] Marcia Marcia Marcia,
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Anetra,
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you are both safe.
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You may leave the stage.
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[dramatic music]
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[Marcia]
Honestly, my look is not my strongest.
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I feel a little self-conscious
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because I do not have a challenge win yet.
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But I have to keep going,
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and I have to keep pushing myself,
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and I have to keep stepping
outside of my box.
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[Anetra] I'm safe, but honestly,
I wish I was in the top
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because I feel like
my garment is quite sickening.
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I'm giving you royal queen bee realness.
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I wanna start pushing for that top spot.
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It's been too long since I've had a win,
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and I want another one.
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[woman] Repo "Untucked" cameras
to the Werk Room.
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[man] Send the queens in three, two, one.
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[laughter]
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Whoo!
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-[Marcia] God.
-Yes!
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-Top seven, girl.
-Top seven.
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-[Marcia] Some bubly.
-[Anetra] So many choices.
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[Marcia] I'll take it.
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It's literally two of us. It's hilarious.
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Marcia, we made it, bitch.
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[Marcia] I know, top seven.
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[Anetra] Top seven.
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Ah.
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Mmm.
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What do you think is going on out there?
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Um, I have no idea what's gonna happen.
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I think Loosey's in the top.
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Lord knows if she doesn't win,
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-she's gonna freak out.
-[laughter]
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-She's gonna lose her mind.
-[Anetra] She's gonna have
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-a mental breakdown.
-She's gonna hit somebody.
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-[laughs]
-[Marcia] I will say,
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Mistress seemed a little shaken up.
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I mean, I can understand why,
'cause she kind of had
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a difficult person to work with,
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-somebody like Connie.
-Who's, like, goofin' off.
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The conversation didn't
really, like, lead anywhere.
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It was very fun.
It was very, like, entertaining.
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But I just feel like
a really important part
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of this challenge was to make, like,
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a genuine connection with the person.
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Mm-hmm. So I think bottom.
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Bottom. I mean, I had Charo,
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who famously has, like,
a ginormous personality.
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-[Anetra] Mm-hmm.
-She talks a mile a minute.
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I wish you grew up like me.
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I grew up free like bird.
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What is she doing on top of a tree?
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-They call the police.
-Oh, great. [laughs]
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How old are you really?
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That's a, kind of, a rude question, but...
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-[laughs]
-I came to America
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with Christopher Columbus.
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I was a little nervous going into it
because I was, like,
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I really hope I can get
to a point with her
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where things can be, like,
a little more serious
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or a little more heartfelt.
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And I think I got there.
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Did you have fun with it?
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Yeah. I feel good.
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I mean, of course I would love
to be out there and, like,
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getting critique
and, like, learning and growing,
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especially 'cause
we're nearing the finale.
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I know.
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I don't have a win yet.
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-And that's--
-You don't have a win yet?
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-[Marcia] I don't have a win yet.
-I didn't realise that.
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No, yeah, so I-- I'm really hoping
for that Rusical, girl.
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I'm really hoping for that Rusical.
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Yeah, I feel like you would really shine.
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You're such a thespian at heart.
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[scoffs] I'm a what?
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A thespian.
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-[Marcia] Okay.
-Lipstick thespian.
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[cackles] Lipstick thespian.
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Work.
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-[gasps] Oh!
-[Marcia] Oh, my God!
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[Anetra] Okay.
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-What is this?
-Ooh.
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I'm scared to ask.
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[Marcia] Are they all the same?
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-[Anetra] Yes.
-[Marcia] See a lot of faces
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-coming in that are all look different.
-[Anetra] So good today.
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-[Marcia] Hi, baby.
-[Anetra] So who wants to start?
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So to my surprise, I'm in the top.
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I can't really believe it.
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Like, their critiques were really amazing.
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-Okay.
-[Mistress] They said they loved
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my entire interview,
that I really embodied Connie.
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They loved the outfit, of course.
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And, like, I think
I have this one in the bag.
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Fierce.
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[laughing]
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-Oh, it was not true.
-Yeah!
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Girl, let's-- No, it was not fucking true.
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-Oh, girl. Pssh.
-[Mistress] Girl, it was the full--
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Exactly how I thought it was gonna be.
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I already knew walking in what it was.
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I'm not delusional.
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Well, what'd they say?
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It's definitely gonna be
me versus Malaysia.
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-[Marcia] Really?
-[Mistress] I'm not gonna let
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any of this pry on my emotions.
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I fucked up. It is what it is.
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Right now, I am just kind of devastated
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because I didn't imagine myself
in this position.
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And I'm pissed off for allowing myself
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to get in my head,
so I'm trying to just be calm.
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But, baby, this is definitely a hard one.
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Going into it,
I think I walked in a little anxious.
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And I think with Love Connie,
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her persona is so different.
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So when it came time to do the interview,
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she was already acting fucking crazy--
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which is her persona, no tea,
like, have fun with it--
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but I had went in
with a different mindset.
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Yeah.
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I think most people would be shocked
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to know that you love to frost cupcakes.
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Connie makes her own
little chocolate drops
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from her own little factory.
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[Mistress] What is that, a rosebud?
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Or a prolapse.
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I keep thinking I have been
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scratching my ass or something here.
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I don't know what is going on.
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She actually was funny.
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But I second-guessed myself,
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and I fucked up, and it happens.
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If I was a real bad bitch,
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I would've gathered up the interview,
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and it would've been fine regardless.
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No tea.
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They did compliment you
so much though on top of that.
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[Mistress] Yeah. But I was already
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disappointed with how everything went.
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[tense music]
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And, like, I just know
how I get when I'm mad.
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And I'm trying to just not say nothing,
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so it is what it is.
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-Malaysh?
-[Malaysia] Well,
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it's my first time in the bottom.
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And, I mean, although
the critiques aren't horrible,
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the judges noticed my delivery
was, like, a little off.
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Were you scared of this challenge?
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Not necessarily scared.
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I think, like you say,
he has a big personality.
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I was kind of taken aback.
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Look how big your personality is
with what you came out in.
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You have to display that in the challenge.
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And you from Dade County, girl.
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Uh-uh. You gotta do better, girl.
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At least I had a very strong runway.
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I know I'm going up
against the best of the best.
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Like, all of us are amazing.
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Being in the bottom and lip syncing
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is a part of this competition.
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So I just gotta do what I gotta do.
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Salina?
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Um, I'm definitely not the top three.
I'm the bottom three.
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They said I wasn't listening enough.
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-I would, like, cut him off...
-Gotcha.
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-[Salina] ...to start a new conversation.
-Gotcha, gotcha.
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[Salina] So I totally get that.
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I just-- If I'm in the bottom again,
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it's gonna be, like,
my name's written in stone,
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like, there's no hope for me here,
because it's, like,
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I can't get out of this bottom situation.
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But if I'm safe tonight,
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at least it was just design challenges.
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You know what I mean?
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At the end of the day,
we're in a competition,
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and we're thrown things
that we don't do on a daily basis.
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So it's the name of the game.
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Like, somebody gotta be in the bottom,
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somebody gotta be in the top.
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I'm more so just annoyed with myself
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because this is my first time
in the bottom,
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and it's like, a big flop.
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This is the first time
my city's been on the show.
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And, like, it's really important
for me to, like,
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represent my drag family.
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Like, it's just a lot of, like, pressure.
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I feel the same exact way.
This the first time, like,
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somebody from where I'm from
been on the show,
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so I feel like I wanna be
a very strong representative.
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I wanna be inspiring to the people
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that look at me from my city.
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Of course it sucks to be in the bottom.
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We just have to give them an amazing show
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if it's me and you. Like, bitch.
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But that's the other thing too,
it's, like,
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it sucks that I'm going against Malaysia
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because we are the big girls
of the competition.
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And I think that we've both been
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so strong going through it.
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And then I'm at a disadvantage.
I'm in a fucking gown.
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Bitch, we both got on girdles
and all kind of other stuff.
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And my wig weigh
about the same size as you,
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so it's like I'm carrying you
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on my head during this lip sync.
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But I'm just definitely gonna
put my best foot forward.
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And I would hope
that you would do the same.
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That's the thing. I would never give up.
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Okay. That's what I wanna hear.
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Regardless of what happens,
I'm still the baddest bitch.
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No, I'm the baddest bitch, but I mean,
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I'ma let you have that.
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[laughs]
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Okay, so I guess I will go.
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Um, I got really good critiques.
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They were obsessed with the runway look.
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-Of course.
-Um, RuPaul said
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that Bob Mackie would be proud of my look
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and that this is an iconic look for me.
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They really liked my interview
and how well I conversed
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with someone who was as big
of a personality as Connie.
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[Marcia] I don't really know
how you could've done that.
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-I don't either.
-Luxx confidence.
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-Luxx-fidence.
-Luxx-fidence.
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[laughter]
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[all] Luxx Nation!
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-Aww.
-Wait, what is this?
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-[all] Hey, Luxx!
-[Luxx screams]
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-[Luxx's mom] Hey, Luxx.
-Oh, my God!
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[Luxx's mom] I miss you so much.
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I'm Luxx's mom.
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I just wanted to say that,
ever since you was little,
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we knew you were gonna be a star.
252
00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:34,580
I know you're killing it right now.
253
00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:37,820
And I just wanna let you know
that we're so proud of you.
254
00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:40,020
I love you no matter what you do in life.
255
00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:43,060
Like, always know that Mommy and Daddy
256
00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:44,860
and your family is gonna
be there to support you
257
00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:46,660
in every way possible.
258
00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:48,020
That's right, Luxx. This is Luxx's dad.
259
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I just wanna tell you, Luxx,
I miss you so much.
260
00:08:50,080 --> 00:08:52,300
I love you so much.
And I'm so proud of you.
261
00:08:52,400 --> 00:08:54,220
You're a superstar. You kill 'em, girl.
262
00:08:54,320 --> 00:08:55,340
Slay. I love you, baby.
263
00:08:55,440 --> 00:08:57,220
He called me "girl".
264
00:08:57,320 --> 00:08:59,340
Hi, love. I miss you so much.
265
00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:00,900
I know you're out there killing it.
266
00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:02,780
We're so proud of you.
267
00:09:02,880 --> 00:09:04,380
Can't say that enough.
268
00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:05,980
Bring home the crown.
269
00:09:06,080 --> 00:09:08,580
All I gotta say is, you better work.
270
00:09:08,680 --> 00:09:09,980
[laughter]
271
00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:12,080
[all] Aww.
272
00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:16,540
-Oh, my God.
-How you feeling about that?
273
00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:18,140
I just, like--
274
00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,500
It just makes me so happy.
275
00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:23,580
Proud of how far I've come
in the competition,
276
00:09:23,680 --> 00:09:26,780
in my drag career, in my life.
277
00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:28,900
It goes to show, just don't, like, quit
278
00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:31,060
because it's, like, it will get better.
279
00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:33,100
-That was so beautiful.
-[Marcia] It really was.
280
00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:35,740
Yeah, I think that's
the most real I've seen you.
281
00:09:35,840 --> 00:09:38,420
If I haven't shown
that I've been insecure at all
282
00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:40,900
in the competition, I definitely have,
283
00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,620
because it's just, like,
you just don't know.
284
00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:46,380
But it's, like, you have to put on
the confidence sometimes.
285
00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:49,180
To just see everybody
in my corner rooting for me
286
00:09:49,280 --> 00:09:50,860
when, like, for the longest,
287
00:09:50,960 --> 00:09:54,700
I just felt like I only had myself
in my corner,
288
00:09:54,800 --> 00:09:57,460
it was just, like,
a very surreal experience.
289
00:09:57,560 --> 00:09:58,900
I'm so grateful.
290
00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:02,260
It is very sweet to see
291
00:10:02,360 --> 00:10:06,500
how far my relationship
with my parents has come,
292
00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:08,140
because a couple years ago,
293
00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:10,860
I would never even think
that they would be interested
294
00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:13,860
in rooting Luxx on for anything.
295
00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:17,140
So to see them all there, cheering me on,
296
00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:18,900
really just means a lot.
297
00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:21,300
I'm glad that I have the support system
298
00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:23,700
that I have now
because I always didn't have it.
299
00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:24,860
Or maybe I did have it,
300
00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:26,860
and I just didn't feel like I had it.
301
00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:30,860
It looks like
seeing your family away from here,
302
00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:32,580
it, like, finally set in.
303
00:10:32,680 --> 00:10:33,860
Does that make sense?
304
00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:36,500
It just feels very good
to know that I have
305
00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:39,100
everybody back home rooting for me
306
00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:40,860
in little old East Orange.
307
00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:43,340
And can I just say,
your dad is really handsome.
308
00:10:43,440 --> 00:10:44,820
[drag queen] Yeah, he's hot, girl.
309
00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:45,900
[Marcia] You were, like--
310
00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,540
She's crying,
and you were, like, he's hot.
311
00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:50,720
[laughter]
312
00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:52,780
Hey, queens.
313
00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:54,820
[all cheering and greeting]
314
00:10:54,920 --> 00:10:56,260
How y'all ladies doing?
315
00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:57,660
-[drag queen 1] Good.
-[drag queen 2] Look at the body.
316
00:10:57,760 --> 00:11:00,180
-Oh, you didn't know?
-Yes.
317
00:11:00,280 --> 00:11:02,620
Y'all are some fierce queens, fierce.
318
00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:05,500
But I've seen a lot of down emotion.
319
00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,140
And I do wanna talk to you.
320
00:11:07,240 --> 00:11:09,240
Why are you down?
321
00:11:09,680 --> 00:11:10,860
Why are you down?
322
00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:12,740
I mean, I'm not really necessarily down--
323
00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:14,660
I see it. I was watching you on stage,
324
00:11:14,760 --> 00:11:15,700
and I was, like, girl.
325
00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,220
-'Cause you from Miami.
-Yeah.
326
00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:18,860
-And you know, I'm from Miami.
-[Malaysia] I know.
327
00:11:18,960 --> 00:11:20,020
I'm a Miami girl, you know?
328
00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:21,780
You know all the same girls I know.
329
00:11:21,880 --> 00:11:25,900
What's hard for me
is watching you beat yourself up.
330
00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:29,100
I was so hoping that, in the challenge,
331
00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:31,780
you would just say,
"Okay, let me-- let me snap out of it."
332
00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:33,820
But I saw you beating yourself up.
333
00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:35,100
And you can't.
334
00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:36,500
You just-- you can't do that.
335
00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:38,580
The only thing that you can do
is-- is just, like,
336
00:11:38,680 --> 00:11:40,860
really take a critique
or see where you went wrong
337
00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:42,980
and just push yourself forward.
338
00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:45,860
The same for you. And I know it's hard,
339
00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:47,860
'cause it's a lot of pressure.
340
00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:51,100
One of my biggest dreams
is to be a talk show host.
341
00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:54,460
And when the opportunity arose
for me to do it,
342
00:11:54,560 --> 00:11:56,620
you know, it was either sink or swim.
343
00:11:56,720 --> 00:11:59,140
But you have to make the best of it.
344
00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:02,820
In the words of Beyoncé, honey,
"make lemonade," right?
345
00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:05,860
It's been so many times
that I've been in places,
346
00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:09,980
and I could've just folded
from beating myself up
347
00:12:10,080 --> 00:12:12,780
because people said I wasn't good enough,
348
00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:14,700
they said I didn't belong here.
349
00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:16,660
They was, like,
"Well, girl, what is a trans girl,
350
00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:18,860
you know, occupying these spaces?"
351
00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:21,980
And at times, I have allowed that
to get in my head.
352
00:12:22,080 --> 00:12:24,620
And then I stand and look at myself,
353
00:12:24,720 --> 00:12:26,020
as each one of you should,
354
00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,700
and say, "Bitch, I'm supposed to be here.
355
00:12:28,800 --> 00:12:31,100
And no matter how many times I fall down,
356
00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:34,560
I get up, dust myself off,
and keep going."
357
00:12:36,720 --> 00:12:38,820
Sister...
358
00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:42,860
sister, I am so glad,
359
00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,100
as a open trans woman,
360
00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:48,620
that you are here and you are competing.
361
00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:50,960
And I gotta bow to you, girl.
362
00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:56,420
[Sasha] It's just really nice to be seen
by another trans woman,
363
00:12:56,520 --> 00:12:58,940
to see Madison actually talk to me
and, like,
364
00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:01,500
look at me as a trans sister
to a trans sister.
365
00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:03,940
I'm just so blown away by her.
366
00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:06,500
And it just hit me right there
367
00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,140
that I have so many amazing examples
368
00:13:09,240 --> 00:13:11,100
of good trans women in my life.
369
00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:14,680
And I praise them
every time I'm on that stage.
370
00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:17,620
I love you all.
371
00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:19,020
-Can I just say...
-[Madison] Yes.
372
00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:20,860
[Luxx] I am obsessed
with this hair colour on you.
373
00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:21,880
-[drag queen 1] Right, me too.
-You like this?
374
00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:23,060
You hear this bitch telling me
375
00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:24,660
she like my hair colour and stuff like this
376
00:13:24,760 --> 00:13:27,060
when you come out there, you are gorgeous.
377
00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:28,860
-Thank you.
-[Madison] You all are gorgeous.
378
00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:30,220
But I love that about you.
379
00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:31,700
[staff] I'm so sorry, queens.
380
00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:33,060
[Madison] Is it time?
381
00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:35,140
Oh, well, God's calling me home, y'all.
382
00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:36,140
[laughter]
383
00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:37,540
Y'all get them spirits up.
384
00:13:37,640 --> 00:13:39,700
Y'all are Ru girls forever, honey.
385
00:13:39,800 --> 00:13:41,860
You'll be millionaires
by the time y'all get my age.
386
00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:42,980
[laughter]
387
00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:44,340
-Bye, baby.
-Queens, five minute warning.
388
00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:45,520
-Five minutes.
-[drag queen] Thank you so much.
389
00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:46,740
[Madison] Bye, y'all.
390
00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:48,900
[dramatic music]
391
00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,020
[Mistress] Well, bitch,
392
00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:53,100
whatever happens, I love you.
393
00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:54,860
I love you too.
394
00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:56,860
Bitch, let's give 'em a show.
395
00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:58,960
It is what it is.
396
00:13:59,720 --> 00:14:02,540
[Malaysia] The cards have been dealt,
and I'm trying to survive.
397
00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:04,500
Like Destiny's Child say, baby,
398
00:14:04,600 --> 00:14:09,060
"I'm a survivor,"
I'm a soldier, I'm all that right now.
399
00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:11,940
I'm finna, like,
channel my inner Beyoncé, baby.
400
00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:14,040
Let's do it.
401
00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:20,860
[Salina]
I've lip synced for my life twice.
402
00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:23,540
And usually, that's not
a really good track record
403
00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:24,860
for someone in this competition.
404
00:14:24,960 --> 00:14:26,940
It means they're going home soon.
405
00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:28,340
I'm not delusional.
406
00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:30,860
But I'm EsTitties
and y'all are about to know that.
407
00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:32,960
Okay? So let's go.
408
00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:37,060
All right, queens,
let's head back to the main stage.
409
00:14:37,160 --> 00:14:38,660
-[whimpers]
-Tank you, tank you.
410
00:14:38,760 --> 00:14:40,860
-Ladies, ladies, ladies.
-Ugh, girl.
411
00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:44,500
-[drag queen 1] Ooh, my God, my--
-[drag queen 2] Oh, my skirt.
412
00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:45,700
[RuPaul] Welcome, ladies.
413
00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:47,800
I've made some decisions.
414
00:14:48,400 --> 00:14:50,540
Malaysia Babydoll Foxx,
415
00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:52,580
Salina EsTitties,
416
00:14:52,680 --> 00:14:56,700
the time has come for you to lip sync
417
00:14:56,800 --> 00:15:00,960
for your life!
418
00:15:02,040 --> 00:15:03,860
Salina EsTitties,
419
00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:05,740
shantay, you stay.
420
00:15:05,840 --> 00:15:07,020
[exhales]
421
00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:10,700
Malaysia Babydoll Foxx,
422
00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:13,180
sashay away.
423
00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:15,280
Aw.
424
00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:20,540
[downbeat music]
425
00:15:20,640 --> 00:15:23,220
[Malaysia]
Child, so the cards have been dealt.
426
00:15:23,320 --> 00:15:25,860
We all come in so super confident
427
00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:28,340
and, like, feeling like
we know who we are.
428
00:15:28,440 --> 00:15:31,860
We've never experienced
anything like this before
429
00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:34,580
and questioned so much about yourself.
430
00:15:34,680 --> 00:15:37,220
But the thing I've learned is,
431
00:15:37,320 --> 00:15:39,140
you have to live in the moment.
432
00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:41,820
And I wish that from the beginning,
433
00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:43,780
I would've always had that.
434
00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:45,860
I wish I would've just really let go
435
00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,000
and enjoyed the ride.
436
00:15:49,880 --> 00:15:51,860
[sighs]
437
00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:54,860
My gosh.
438
00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:57,320
It's the last day in the Werk Room.
439
00:15:59,360 --> 00:16:04,840
I am going to miss my station.
440
00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:07,700
Coming into the competition,
441
00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:09,860
I think I was the fattest
and the baddest bitch.
442
00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:11,860
But I got a little bit intimidated,
443
00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:12,940
and I got in my head a little bit.
444
00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:15,020
And I wish, like,
I just would've really kept
445
00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:17,540
that bad bitch energy all the way through.
446
00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:19,860
But at the end of the day, I made it here,
447
00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:21,580
I did a lot of stuff that, you know,
448
00:16:21,680 --> 00:16:24,420
people only hope and dream and wish to do.
449
00:16:24,520 --> 00:16:27,240
I'm proud of myself for that.
450
00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:29,860
[sighing] Yeah.
451
00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:31,860
I don't feel bad for being vulnerable
452
00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:33,620
and being emotional.
453
00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:36,860
My moments where I felt overlooked
454
00:16:36,960 --> 00:16:40,980
or not heard,
and I got frustrated sometimes.
455
00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:43,820
I just wanted to be respected,
and at the end of the day,
456
00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:45,260
I think I got my point across.
457
00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:47,360
[laughs]
458
00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:50,500
This journey is not only for me.
459
00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:53,460
It's for other people who relate to me.
460
00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:55,860
It makes them feel like, I have a chance,
461
00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:57,960
because they from where I'm from.
462
00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:00,940
My advice to any up-and-coming queens,
463
00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:03,220
and, like, specifically
from where I'm from in Miami,
464
00:17:03,320 --> 00:17:07,220
is to always just be authentically you.
465
00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:09,860
That is the fun part about drag.
466
00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:11,860
People have a lot of people tell them
467
00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:13,300
what they should wear,
how they should look,
468
00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:14,860
how they should be.
469
00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:17,620
And I want people to just be,
like, more of themselves.
470
00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:20,260
Like, whatever you feel, however you feel,
471
00:17:20,360 --> 00:17:22,820
express it, do it, be it,
472
00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:25,660
and just be you.
473
00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:28,380
Ah, these girls done left me letters.
474
00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:31,980
"Dear Malaysia,
I still want meddle. Luxx."
475
00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:34,580
[laughs]
476
00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,860
Girl, she still want war with me.
477
00:17:36,960 --> 00:17:39,060
[laughing]
478
00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:40,660
"You're fucking crazy."
479
00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:42,140
[laughs]
480
00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:45,060
"And we cut the fuck up this season.
I love you.
481
00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:47,020
Team Big Girl. Mistress."
482
00:17:47,120 --> 00:17:49,120
[laughs]
483
00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:50,860
I definitely bonded with Mistress.
484
00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:51,860
We bumped heads a little bit.
485
00:17:51,960 --> 00:17:54,860
But I'm always rooting for Mistress
486
00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:56,340
because, you know, she's a big girl.
487
00:17:56,440 --> 00:17:57,860
Like, she knows the struggle.
488
00:17:57,960 --> 00:18:00,300
And I'm ready to see a big girl win,
489
00:18:00,400 --> 00:18:02,340
'cause I thought I was gonna
be the big bitch that win,
490
00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:04,920
but, you know, my journey has ended.
491
00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:07,940
So I hope that she could carry the torch
492
00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:10,280
and win this for us.
493
00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:16,380
[sighs]
494
00:18:16,480 --> 00:18:18,860
I said I came in here to fuck shit up.
495
00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:20,060
I think I did that.
496
00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:21,660
The fattest and the baddest bitch
497
00:18:21,760 --> 00:18:23,500
is out of the building.
498
00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:25,600
[smooches]
499
00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:29,780
Honestly, I don't feel defeated.
500
00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:31,860
I don't feel bad.
501
00:18:31,960 --> 00:18:34,960
I definitely feel like
I made the 305 proud.
502
00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:40,140
Sometimes what you're holding in
is needed in the world.
503
00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:42,940
It might inspire somebody.
504
00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:45,340
That's just kind of the way
that I think of things
505
00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:47,900
because I feel like
we as people always have
506
00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:50,000
so much to show.
507
00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:54,380
I feel very strongly
about everything that I do.
508
00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:57,140
And I hope you love me, America.
509
00:18:57,240 --> 00:18:59,240
[laughs]
510
00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:02,860
Oh, gosh.
511
00:19:02,960 --> 00:19:05,940
Today has been a long day,
and it's been really real.
512
00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:07,900
But a bad bitch gotta get back to the 305,
513
00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,860
where it's all the way live, all right?
514
00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:11,960
Signing out.
515
00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:23,040
["A Little Bit of Love" by RuPaul
feat. KUMMERSPECK playing]
516
00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:25,060
[singing] ♪ A little bit of love ♪
517
00:19:25,160 --> 00:19:27,780
♪ Goes a long, long way ♪
518
00:19:27,880 --> 00:19:30,420
♪ Lifting you up to a brighter day ♪
519
00:19:30,520 --> 00:19:32,860
♪ A little bit of love ♪
520
00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,460
♪ Goes a long, long way ♪
521
00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:37,860
♪ Turn it around when you up and say ♪
522
00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:39,860
♪ Everybody say love ♪
523
00:19:39,960 --> 00:19:42,800
♪ Love, love, love, oh, oh, oh ♪
524
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:45,300
♪ Love, love, love ♪
525
00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,140
♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh ♪
526
00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:50,240
♪ Love, can you feel the love? ♪