1 00:00:01,935 --> 00:00:03,971 [Jackie] Previously on Basketball Wives. 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:07,541 Did you have a conversation with Vanessa about you not 3 00:00:07,641 --> 00:00:09,910 -being engaged anymore? -Are you serious? 4 00:00:10,010 --> 00:00:13,247 Jennifer told everyone that he had two kids, 5 00:00:13,347 --> 00:00:15,983 but now there's a whole other, like, 13 year old. 6 00:00:16,083 --> 00:00:19,553 So Jen and I, we've been spending time together. 7 00:00:19,653 --> 00:00:21,288 How does that make you feel? 8 00:00:21,388 --> 00:00:24,491 It's a bit much for you guys to be kee-keeing. 9 00:00:24,591 --> 00:00:26,060 Feels like to me there is a wall around you 10 00:00:26,160 --> 00:00:27,394 and you don't let people in. 11 00:00:27,494 --> 00:00:28,996 -It wasn't my problem! -But you was putting your 12 00:00:29,096 --> 00:00:31,098 -two cents in it, though. -No, I didn't put my two cents-- 13 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:32,433 -I said-- -You did. 14 00:00:32,533 --> 00:00:33,700 I said she should've kept the same energy. 15 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:35,202 Don't point your finger when you talk to me. 16 00:00:35,302 --> 00:00:37,271 -I'm gonna do what I wanna do. -Don't point your finger at me 17 00:00:37,371 --> 00:00:38,706 when you [bleep] talk to me. 18 00:00:38,806 --> 00:00:40,407 If you're sticking your fingers in somebody's face, 19 00:00:40,507 --> 00:00:43,477 that's usually a trigger for the other person 20 00:00:43,577 --> 00:00:45,112 receiving the finger. 21 00:00:45,212 --> 00:00:46,547 Get the [bleep] out of here. 22 00:00:46,647 --> 00:00:49,916 What bitch? [bleep] that [bleep]. Get off me. 23 00:00:52,953 --> 00:00:59,059 [theme music] 24 00:01:14,374 --> 00:01:18,946 [music] 25 00:01:19,046 --> 00:01:20,947 -Girl. -Whoo, you guys. 26 00:01:21,047 --> 00:01:23,283 I need--I need this [bleep] AC. 27 00:01:23,384 --> 00:01:26,019 Anything you guys want to eat and drink? You want water? 28 00:01:26,119 --> 00:01:28,555 Yes. Can you grab me one of these spring waters? 29 00:01:28,655 --> 00:01:30,724 What in the hell just happened? 30 00:01:30,825 --> 00:01:31,925 What the [bleep]? 31 00:01:32,025 --> 00:01:33,493 She was weird from the start. 32 00:01:33,593 --> 00:01:36,963 Like you walk into somebody's birthday party, you sit down. 33 00:01:37,064 --> 00:01:39,232 You don't even like, greet anybody. 34 00:01:39,332 --> 00:01:41,602 -You don't say-- -She coulda just greeted Brooke. 35 00:01:41,702 --> 00:01:44,271 I even went to her. And that's when we hugged. 36 00:01:44,371 --> 00:01:46,173 And I'm like, "All right, it's my birthday. 37 00:01:46,273 --> 00:01:48,809 Like, don't just come here and sit to the side. 38 00:01:48,909 --> 00:01:51,145 Join the [bleep] crowd." 39 00:01:51,245 --> 00:01:54,548 Clayanna is out of control. 40 00:01:54,648 --> 00:01:57,685 You're starting [bleep] problems with everybody. 41 00:01:57,785 --> 00:02:02,088 So at this point, we have had enough. 42 00:02:02,188 --> 00:02:03,323 [Jackie] She was sitting over there on the couch 43 00:02:03,423 --> 00:02:04,925 looking all sad, and I'm like, 44 00:02:05,025 --> 00:02:06,493 "Let me just try to go and be the bigger person." 45 00:02:06,593 --> 00:02:08,395 So I said, "Come here. Can you can I talk to you? 46 00:02:08,495 --> 00:02:11,164 You know, Clayanna, what's wrong? What's going on? 47 00:02:11,264 --> 00:02:12,532 You're saying a lot of stuff." 48 00:02:12,632 --> 00:02:14,702 So I said, "How can I bridge the gap? What can I do?" 49 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:16,336 Right. 50 00:02:16,437 --> 00:02:18,672 It seems to me that you have a wall built up around you. 51 00:02:18,772 --> 00:02:20,340 And you don't let people in. 52 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,609 Yeah, you know I do, because I don't let fake mother [bleep] 53 00:02:22,709 --> 00:02:23,877 be around me, you know? 54 00:02:23,977 --> 00:02:25,212 She starts mumbling, and then all of a sudden 55 00:02:25,312 --> 00:02:28,115 you're hearing 15 different sentences in one. 56 00:02:28,215 --> 00:02:29,717 So I'm trying to keep up, right? 57 00:02:29,817 --> 00:02:32,319 So as soon as Vanessa walk up, all hell breaks loose 58 00:02:32,419 --> 00:02:34,121 because she starts getting loud. 59 00:02:34,221 --> 00:02:36,356 I know your ass not sitting here talking [bleep], Vanessa. 60 00:02:36,456 --> 00:02:38,793 You sittin' here and tryin' to air out [bleep] Brooke. 61 00:02:38,893 --> 00:02:40,594 You're a lyin' ass [bleep]. 62 00:02:40,694 --> 00:02:42,596 So then Vanessa and her is going back and forth. I said, 63 00:02:42,696 --> 00:02:43,897 "Vanessa, did she say it?" 64 00:02:43,997 --> 00:02:45,399 What were ya'll going back and forth about? 65 00:02:45,499 --> 00:02:47,635 The pecking order, just about how she doesn't believe in that. 66 00:02:47,735 --> 00:02:49,904 She was trying to pull up some receipts on her phone. 67 00:02:50,004 --> 00:02:51,304 [Jackie] She was getting busted up lies. 68 00:02:51,405 --> 00:02:52,773 She didn't have-- 69 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:55,909 I don't really like Clayanna, but I feel like she has a point 70 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:58,545 when it comes to Vanessa just poking around in 71 00:02:58,645 --> 00:03:00,113 people's business. 72 00:03:00,213 --> 00:03:04,484 So I'm definitely keeping my eye on Vanessa as well. 73 00:03:04,584 --> 00:03:07,154 My thing is trying to talk to her, she's not-- 74 00:03:07,254 --> 00:03:09,056 You can't reason with her. It's true! 75 00:03:09,156 --> 00:03:11,691 All I said was, "Don't put your finger in my face." 76 00:03:11,791 --> 00:03:12,927 -Right. -But don't [bleep]-- 77 00:03:13,027 --> 00:03:14,361 You dashed her with a drink. 78 00:03:14,462 --> 00:03:16,597 I threw a drink at her face first. 79 00:03:16,697 --> 00:03:17,965 There was a drink somewhere. 80 00:03:18,065 --> 00:03:19,499 And then that's when she really got riled up. 81 00:03:19,599 --> 00:03:24,438 After I nicely asked Clayanna to get her hands out of my face, 82 00:03:24,538 --> 00:03:29,610 the only way I was able to back her up was for me to throw my 83 00:03:29,710 --> 00:03:34,548 drink in her face without snatching her up physically. 84 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:36,316 She talked about all of us. 85 00:03:36,416 --> 00:03:38,118 She tried to turn everybody against each other. 86 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:40,053 But the thing is, she's a [bleep] liar. 87 00:03:40,153 --> 00:03:42,823 She belongs at the [bleep] circus. She's a clown. 88 00:03:42,923 --> 00:03:44,325 She's socially awkward. 89 00:03:44,425 --> 00:03:46,860 But anyway, y'all, I don't-- I know that she's here. 90 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,429 I don't know if she's gonna stay. 91 00:03:48,529 --> 00:03:51,064 Honestly, if she stays, what is she gonna do? 92 00:03:51,165 --> 00:03:53,333 Like, is she gonna go with us to-- 93 00:03:53,433 --> 00:03:55,670 -To see the shaman? -Right. 94 00:03:55,770 --> 00:03:57,237 Like, that's big, sis. 95 00:03:57,337 --> 00:03:59,873 Although, I am not saying anything, 96 00:03:59,973 --> 00:04:01,442 it doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say. 97 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:04,111 If you have a different opinion in this group, 98 00:04:04,211 --> 00:04:07,047 you become the opposition. 99 00:04:07,147 --> 00:04:09,883 If you speak out against anything, 100 00:04:09,983 --> 00:04:11,218 you put a target on your back. 101 00:04:11,318 --> 00:04:13,988 So I'm just protecting my energy and I will speak 102 00:04:14,088 --> 00:04:15,589 when I'm ready to speak. 103 00:04:15,856 --> 00:04:17,391 I have a serious question. 104 00:04:17,491 --> 00:04:20,861 Does anybody know who the baby daddy's wife is? 105 00:04:20,961 --> 00:04:23,096 Because that's--We need to get that bitch on the line. 106 00:04:23,196 --> 00:04:26,367 [laughing] 107 00:04:26,700 --> 00:04:32,606 [music] 108 00:04:34,808 --> 00:04:36,409 Get these women up. 109 00:04:37,978 --> 00:04:41,549 Brittany, where are you? Evelyn! 110 00:04:41,982 --> 00:04:43,617 I got this ready. I got the sage. 111 00:04:45,185 --> 00:04:46,754 Jennifer! 112 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:48,321 Jackie, what in the [bleep]? 113 00:04:48,421 --> 00:04:49,756 That pool party was crazy. 114 00:04:49,856 --> 00:04:51,391 And I'm gonna make sure these women know I'm done 115 00:04:51,491 --> 00:04:53,426 playing around. We're going to the shaman. 116 00:04:53,526 --> 00:04:55,795 Get up, get dressed right now. 117 00:04:55,895 --> 00:04:58,198 Brooke, where are you? Get up! 118 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,467 -Wake up! It's time to go, girl! -What is going on? 119 00:05:00,567 --> 00:05:03,604 -How'd you sleep? -I slept amazing. 120 00:05:03,704 --> 00:05:04,738 Oh, my God. 121 00:05:04,838 --> 00:05:06,140 Who gave you a [bleep] microphone, Jackie? 122 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:07,441 Girl, listen, I got it at the front desk. 123 00:05:07,541 --> 00:05:08,975 We are going to the shaman. 124 00:05:09,075 --> 00:05:10,477 Oh my God. Why do you have a goddamn-- 125 00:05:10,577 --> 00:05:12,479 Good morning, girl. You ready? 126 00:05:12,579 --> 00:05:14,548 I know you didn't try to sage my door. 127 00:05:14,648 --> 00:05:16,082 Girl, listen, I'm sagging everybody 128 00:05:16,182 --> 00:05:17,584 after what happened last night. 129 00:05:17,684 --> 00:05:22,556 [music] 130 00:05:22,656 --> 00:05:24,791 Coming. 131 00:05:24,891 --> 00:05:26,360 -Hey, Brit. -Hi. 132 00:05:26,460 --> 00:05:30,497 -Come on. You look sun kissed. -Okay. You look good. 133 00:05:30,864 --> 00:05:32,899 I'm not shy when it comes to sharing how I feel. 134 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:36,670 But after Brooke's party, I didn't have much to say 135 00:05:36,770 --> 00:05:39,506 because I thought their behavior was disgusting. 136 00:05:39,606 --> 00:05:43,209 And I do feel that Clayanna started a lot of [bleep], 137 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:45,479 but I also feel like she was targeted 138 00:05:45,579 --> 00:05:47,548 before she even came into the party. 139 00:05:47,648 --> 00:05:49,516 I know we're headed to the shaman soon, 140 00:05:49,617 --> 00:05:51,118 so I won't get into too much detail, 141 00:05:51,218 --> 00:05:56,190 but I feel like I can see all the full spectrum 142 00:05:56,290 --> 00:06:00,193 and say Clayanna showed her whole ass yesterday. 143 00:06:00,293 --> 00:06:02,796 -That's right. -With Jac'eil and I, full party. 144 00:06:02,896 --> 00:06:04,865 But there are just some things I just still didn't 145 00:06:04,965 --> 00:06:09,636 think were okay, but I couldn't come to her aid 146 00:06:09,736 --> 00:06:11,972 because she has to stand in the things that she's said 147 00:06:12,073 --> 00:06:13,273 and she's done. 148 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:14,741 I know how it kind of seems coming into a 149 00:06:14,842 --> 00:06:17,911 new group of women, and we gonna lay it all on the table. 150 00:06:18,011 --> 00:06:23,383 Sometimes it feels like if people don't feel the same way, 151 00:06:23,484 --> 00:06:26,453 it means that you're taking like, a stance against them. 152 00:06:26,553 --> 00:06:29,890 And it's like, it becomes this combative like, now 153 00:06:29,990 --> 00:06:32,792 you're back on isolation island. 154 00:06:32,893 --> 00:06:35,195 We're all together. No one should be feeling like they're 155 00:06:35,295 --> 00:06:37,064 -better than anybody else. -Absolutely. 156 00:06:37,164 --> 00:06:40,267 You know, I hope at this shaman, you feel comfortable, Brit. 157 00:06:40,367 --> 00:06:42,403 And someone--you know, there's gonna be people 158 00:06:42,503 --> 00:06:44,538 that might not agree with you. You stand your ground. 159 00:06:44,638 --> 00:06:47,307 Let them know, "Look, this is my opinion and I'm entitled to it." 160 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:48,809 -You know? -Absolutely. 161 00:06:48,909 --> 00:06:51,045 Okay, let's get ready. I'm gonna iron my little outfit. 162 00:06:51,145 --> 00:06:52,613 -You dressed, huh? -I'm ready. 163 00:06:52,713 --> 00:06:55,282 -I'm just like, "Let's do this." -Okay. 164 00:06:55,382 --> 00:06:56,583 -I'm excited. -Give me a hug. 165 00:06:56,684 --> 00:06:58,051 Thank you, Jackie. I appreciate you. 166 00:06:58,151 --> 00:07:03,958 [music] 167 00:07:04,058 --> 00:07:06,359 [knocking on door] 168 00:07:07,361 --> 00:07:08,595 -Hi. -Hey. 169 00:07:08,696 --> 00:07:11,598 -How are you? -Good. How are you? 170 00:07:11,698 --> 00:07:13,400 Wonderful. 171 00:07:13,501 --> 00:07:16,370 What is going on? 172 00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:17,972 I don't know. 173 00:07:18,072 --> 00:07:21,509 When I first met Clayanna, I will say that she seemed 174 00:07:21,609 --> 00:07:25,512 very, very normal. Now there's all this drama surrounding her, 175 00:07:25,612 --> 00:07:28,515 so I want to speak to her to really see where she's at. 176 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:30,818 You know, I haven't really been around the whole group 177 00:07:30,918 --> 00:07:32,519 -constantly. -Same. 178 00:07:32,619 --> 00:07:34,955 Right. And I tried to come in this group open-minded 179 00:07:35,055 --> 00:07:36,223 and giving everybody a chance. 180 00:07:36,323 --> 00:07:37,724 You know, so that's what I tried to do. 181 00:07:37,824 --> 00:07:40,493 So, okay, let's discuss everything. 182 00:07:41,962 --> 00:07:45,232 You know, you have had situations with everybody. 183 00:07:45,332 --> 00:07:47,134 Jennifer, Jac'eil, Brooke and Vanessa. 184 00:07:47,234 --> 00:07:49,803 And I don't know how you're gonna be able to move forward 185 00:07:49,903 --> 00:07:51,839 from this because I feel like you put 186 00:07:51,939 --> 00:07:53,607 yourself in this situation. 187 00:07:53,707 --> 00:07:55,742 If we sit here and we want to make a check mark out of 188 00:07:55,843 --> 00:07:58,312 all the bull[bleep] that a lot of the girls in this group 189 00:07:58,412 --> 00:08:00,781 have done, my [bleep] is minuscule. 190 00:08:00,881 --> 00:08:02,783 I didn't initiate that with Brooke last night. 191 00:08:02,883 --> 00:08:04,951 She got in my face and then she threw a drink. 192 00:08:05,051 --> 00:08:07,654 So I didn't do that. I was defending myself. 193 00:08:07,755 --> 00:08:10,157 I felt like she did what she needed to do in that moment. 194 00:08:10,257 --> 00:08:11,624 You felt like that was appropriate? 195 00:08:11,725 --> 00:08:13,994 I feel like she did what she needed to do in that moment. 196 00:08:14,094 --> 00:08:16,230 -So that's appropriate? -Just like you, the things 197 00:08:16,330 --> 00:08:18,232 that you've done, everybody chooses to do-- 198 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:19,900 What have you done, besides Jennifer? 199 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:21,135 You pushed Jennifer. 200 00:08:21,235 --> 00:08:22,069 No, it wasn't like... 201 00:08:22,169 --> 00:08:23,837 It was just more like. 202 00:08:23,937 --> 00:08:26,173 The point is, is that you put your hands on her. 203 00:08:26,273 --> 00:08:29,142 -I barely touched that girl. -We could do this all day, 204 00:08:29,243 --> 00:08:32,613 but for you to put your hands on her is wrong, Clayanna. 205 00:08:32,713 --> 00:08:36,316 Although, Jennifer and I have had our issues, 206 00:08:36,416 --> 00:08:38,619 there's something about my relationship with her. 207 00:08:38,719 --> 00:08:40,587 And I just--I love her. 208 00:08:40,687 --> 00:08:42,757 And I'm always going to be protective of Jennifer. 209 00:08:42,857 --> 00:08:45,359 Girl, you've been riled up since day one. 210 00:08:45,459 --> 00:08:48,328 I don't think you realize with your energy 211 00:08:48,428 --> 00:08:52,332 and how you speak to people is [bleep] rude. 212 00:08:52,432 --> 00:08:54,201 I think you need to take responsibility. 213 00:08:54,301 --> 00:08:55,569 Absolutely. 214 00:08:55,669 --> 00:08:57,537 For the things that you've done and you've said. 215 00:08:57,637 --> 00:09:00,007 And if we're going to be adults here, let's be adults. 216 00:09:00,107 --> 00:09:02,442 How are gonna say be adults and you feel like somebody 217 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:04,945 throwing a drink in somebody's face is appropriate? 218 00:09:05,045 --> 00:09:06,847 That's not very adulty. 219 00:09:06,947 --> 00:09:09,649 But if you're gonna have your fingers in somebody's face. 220 00:09:09,749 --> 00:09:11,051 I didn't put my fingers in that girl's face. 221 00:09:11,151 --> 00:09:12,319 You did! 222 00:09:12,419 --> 00:09:13,721 No, I didn't put my two cents--- 223 00:09:13,821 --> 00:09:14,888 You did. 224 00:09:14,988 --> 00:09:16,256 I said she should've kept the same energy. 225 00:09:16,356 --> 00:09:17,791 She should've kept the same energy. 226 00:09:17,891 --> 00:09:19,426 Don't point your finger when you talk to me. 227 00:09:19,526 --> 00:09:21,828 -I'ma do what I wanna do. -Don't point your finger. 228 00:09:21,928 --> 00:09:23,831 -You know what she didn't like? -What? 229 00:09:23,931 --> 00:09:25,699 She didn't like the fact that she thought that she was 230 00:09:25,799 --> 00:09:28,068 about to read me and I was about to walk away with my tail stuck 231 00:09:28,168 --> 00:09:29,636 between my legs. And that's what she didn't like. 232 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:31,338 -No, it is not. -I didn't do nothing to her. 233 00:09:31,438 --> 00:09:32,706 You don't know, Brooke. 234 00:09:32,806 --> 00:09:36,210 I think the dynamics are interesting with washed up, 235 00:09:36,310 --> 00:09:39,746 fake Evelyn. And again, the hypocrisy. 236 00:09:39,846 --> 00:09:43,784 You out of all people try to call somebody out 237 00:09:43,884 --> 00:09:46,487 on something so minuscule when you have been a 238 00:09:46,587 --> 00:09:49,490 damned animal? Bitch, bye. 239 00:09:49,590 --> 00:09:51,992 Okay, so how do we move forward from this situation? 240 00:09:52,092 --> 00:09:54,761 Like, are you willing to apologize to Jennifer? 241 00:09:54,861 --> 00:09:57,431 Are you willing to apologize to Jac'eil? 242 00:09:57,531 --> 00:10:00,034 Listen, I'm good. Vanessa, that's dead. 243 00:10:00,134 --> 00:10:03,104 Jac'eil, I don't know if it's necessary, an apology. 244 00:10:03,204 --> 00:10:06,239 I think it did get a little bit more heated than it should have. 245 00:10:06,339 --> 00:10:08,876 And I can move on with it from here, even with Jennifer. 246 00:10:08,976 --> 00:10:09,977 That's not deep. 247 00:10:10,077 --> 00:10:13,147 Brooke, no. That's a whole other story. 248 00:10:13,247 --> 00:10:16,383 [music] 249 00:10:16,483 --> 00:10:18,819 [Jackie] Coming up on Basketball Wives. 250 00:10:18,919 --> 00:10:23,690 I want to say for Brittany, we accept you for who you are. 251 00:10:23,790 --> 00:10:25,492 I know you're going through a lot. And I'm like, 252 00:10:25,592 --> 00:10:27,395 and you thought of me, you know. 253 00:10:27,495 --> 00:10:28,962 And I had a conversation with Evelyn today. 254 00:10:29,062 --> 00:10:31,698 She said, you know, I was wrong if I allegedly pushed Jennifer. 255 00:10:31,798 --> 00:10:33,667 So I said, "So what do you think about Brooke throwing a drink 256 00:10:33,767 --> 00:10:35,368 in my face?" She's like, "Well, I feel like she did 257 00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,671 what she needed to do." Shut the [bleep] up. 258 00:10:37,772 --> 00:10:41,041 That's contradicting because her and I made a promise to 259 00:10:41,141 --> 00:10:42,743 not throw drinks anymore. 260 00:10:42,843 --> 00:10:44,578 You need to really look and be like, 261 00:10:44,678 --> 00:10:47,515 "Dang, why am I in the position that I'm in? 262 00:10:47,615 --> 00:10:49,249 Why the [bleep] am I in this marriage and 263 00:10:49,349 --> 00:10:52,052 this [bleep] man is treating me the way he's treating me?" 264 00:10:52,152 --> 00:10:55,389 You deserve more. You [bleep] deserve to be loved. 265 00:10:55,489 --> 00:10:58,124 [music] 266 00:11:02,529 --> 00:11:08,435 [music] 267 00:11:09,470 --> 00:11:10,671 -Hey, girl. -Vanessa, I was literally 268 00:11:10,771 --> 00:11:14,975 just calling you. Girl, you ready? You ready to go? 269 00:11:15,076 --> 00:11:16,443 We're gonna have fun at the shaman. 270 00:11:16,543 --> 00:11:18,912 Okay. Okay, girl. Look, I ran out with hotel slippers on. 271 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:22,450 I am like, not in a great headspace right now. 272 00:11:22,550 --> 00:11:25,553 And Isaiah, he was complaining. And he's saying that the baby 273 00:11:25,653 --> 00:11:29,056 is, you know, has like, diarrhea or something. 274 00:11:29,156 --> 00:11:31,992 So I had to go home and check on the baby. 275 00:11:32,092 --> 00:11:34,395 -Yeah. And check in on my gym. Is that okay? 276 00:11:34,495 --> 00:11:36,997 Yeah, yeah. So you're not gonna go to the shaman, huh? 277 00:11:37,097 --> 00:11:38,432 You just--you need to take care of that. 278 00:11:38,532 --> 00:11:42,035 After last night, I just need a break from everyone. 279 00:11:42,135 --> 00:11:44,538 I've been traveling and away from home. 280 00:11:44,638 --> 00:11:48,676 So now that I'm back in Arizona, this really means a lot to me 281 00:11:48,776 --> 00:11:51,979 to be able to spend some time with my kids and my husband. 282 00:11:52,079 --> 00:11:53,647 Okay. Well, you go get everything together. 283 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:55,649 I'll let the ladies know. See you later, Mama. 284 00:11:55,750 --> 00:11:57,251 -Bye. -Bye. 285 00:11:57,351 --> 00:11:58,919 I'm disappointed that Vanessa does not want to attend the 286 00:11:59,019 --> 00:12:01,721 shaman with us, but I understand. 287 00:12:02,455 --> 00:12:05,191 It is. Let's sit in the shade. 288 00:12:06,193 --> 00:12:08,328 -Brittany. -Hey, y'all. 289 00:12:08,428 --> 00:12:10,597 Hey! 290 00:12:10,697 --> 00:12:13,166 -You look cute. -Yeah, your hair looks nice. 291 00:12:13,266 --> 00:12:15,936 -You look pretty. -Thank you. Good. 292 00:12:16,036 --> 00:12:19,607 -You ready for some healing? -[sighs] Yes. 293 00:12:19,707 --> 00:12:21,274 Some deep breaths. 294 00:12:21,374 --> 00:12:23,010 I heard about this shaman or whatever, but I'm like, 295 00:12:23,110 --> 00:12:24,511 you know what I'm sayin'? I'm from Mississippi. 296 00:12:24,611 --> 00:12:26,080 I don't even know if we have a shaman. 297 00:12:26,180 --> 00:12:28,249 So Jackie, what's up? 298 00:12:28,349 --> 00:12:31,151 -Hey, gang. -Hey. 299 00:12:31,251 --> 00:12:34,555 You look good. Everybody looking cute. 300 00:12:34,655 --> 00:12:37,791 I have heard of a shaman before. I'm hoping that it's not 301 00:12:37,891 --> 00:12:42,229 some crazy, wild experience that I'm gonna be on some 302 00:12:42,329 --> 00:12:45,799 shrooms and start trippin'. You just never know. 303 00:12:47,567 --> 00:12:49,803 Oh, my God. What are y'all doing out here in this sun? 304 00:12:49,903 --> 00:12:51,805 Bitch, we waitin' for you. 305 00:12:51,906 --> 00:12:53,707 Y'all, come on. 306 00:12:53,808 --> 00:12:56,176 -I am in there in the AC. -You have not been under the AC 307 00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,479 -this whole time. -Girl. And Vanessa's not going. 308 00:12:58,579 --> 00:13:00,948 She just got too much going on. I'll fill y'all in on it later. 309 00:13:01,048 --> 00:13:02,482 She ain't going. 310 00:13:02,582 --> 00:13:05,586 I feel like every time Vanessa's around, somebody 311 00:13:05,686 --> 00:13:08,789 happens to be mad at Vanessa because of something she said. 312 00:13:08,889 --> 00:13:11,758 And Clayanna's just been actin' a [bleep] ass, 313 00:13:11,858 --> 00:13:15,829 so I'm actually glad that they stepped the [bleep] back. 314 00:13:15,929 --> 00:13:21,835 [music] 315 00:13:34,247 --> 00:13:36,150 -Let's take our shoes off. -Yes. 316 00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:38,118 -Hi. -Hi, ladies. Welcome. 317 00:13:38,219 --> 00:13:39,519 I'm so glad to meet you in person. 318 00:13:39,620 --> 00:13:41,589 -So good to meet you. -I'm Jackie. 319 00:13:41,689 --> 00:13:42,890 Thanks for being here. 320 00:13:42,990 --> 00:13:45,459 My understanding of a shaman is they are somewhat of a 321 00:13:45,559 --> 00:13:51,198 spiritual healer. They focus on digging up old traumas 322 00:13:51,298 --> 00:13:54,301 and healing from them, so they are a healer. 323 00:13:54,401 --> 00:13:55,736 Thank you, ladies, all for coming out. 324 00:13:55,836 --> 00:13:58,806 It's truly an honor to hold space for you. 325 00:13:58,906 --> 00:14:00,741 I want to say this is a really safe space, 326 00:14:00,841 --> 00:14:02,376 a really supportive space. 327 00:14:02,476 --> 00:14:06,680 Does everyone agree to be as vulnerable as possible today? 328 00:14:06,780 --> 00:14:08,315 Beautiful. 329 00:14:08,415 --> 00:14:10,617 I just feel like I have so much going on in my life. 330 00:14:10,717 --> 00:14:14,021 The situation with Lavon not knowing if I'm going or coming, 331 00:14:14,121 --> 00:14:16,156 Shaniece and Jennifer's relationship, 332 00:14:16,256 --> 00:14:17,858 my relationship with Jennifer. 333 00:14:17,958 --> 00:14:20,728 So I'm just hoping to get clarity with everything, 334 00:14:20,828 --> 00:14:23,897 so I could just move on. 335 00:14:23,997 --> 00:14:28,068 First and foremost, let's go ahead and set our intentions. 336 00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:31,138 I would like to set an intention for Brooke 337 00:14:31,238 --> 00:14:35,609 -and her just finding peace. -That's beautiful. 338 00:14:37,210 --> 00:14:40,481 My intention for this group is for all of us to have a deeper 339 00:14:40,581 --> 00:14:45,986 understanding of one another and some--some empathy. 340 00:14:46,620 --> 00:14:51,725 I wanna um, say for Brittany, I feel like your vulnerability 341 00:14:51,825 --> 00:14:57,464 to me was super amazing. And I want you to know that we 342 00:14:57,564 --> 00:15:00,835 accept you for who you have been and for who you are, 343 00:15:00,935 --> 00:15:02,703 and for who you want to be. 344 00:15:02,803 --> 00:15:04,638 Thanks you. 345 00:15:05,272 --> 00:15:07,474 That's beautiful. 346 00:15:07,574 --> 00:15:09,910 [music] 347 00:15:10,010 --> 00:15:12,680 Like, I'm kinda [bleep] up because I know you're going 348 00:15:12,780 --> 00:15:17,117 through a lot and I'm like, and you thought of me, you know? 349 00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:20,921 It's okay, Brittany. It's okay. We love you. 350 00:15:21,021 --> 00:15:22,822 -We love you. -Yeah. 351 00:15:23,958 --> 00:15:25,692 [Shaman] I feel that. 352 00:15:27,227 --> 00:15:30,397 All right, ladies. So before we drink this cacao together, 353 00:15:30,497 --> 00:15:33,634 we can just take a moment to really settle in 354 00:15:33,734 --> 00:15:35,302 with its energy. 355 00:15:35,402 --> 00:15:38,038 Cacao is the purest form of chocolate. 356 00:15:38,138 --> 00:15:40,340 Cheers. 357 00:15:41,642 --> 00:15:43,644 The shaman gave us some kind of chocolate. 358 00:15:43,744 --> 00:15:44,945 I don't even know how to pronounce it. 359 00:15:45,045 --> 00:15:47,448 I ain't gonna try. But it tastes like [bleep]. 360 00:15:47,548 --> 00:15:48,782 Whoo. 361 00:15:48,882 --> 00:15:51,852 Kind of tastes like blended up tree bark. 362 00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:56,690 I like drinking nasty things. No pun intended. [laughing] 363 00:15:56,790 --> 00:15:59,126 I don't know if it was gonna purify our body or what, 364 00:15:59,226 --> 00:16:01,661 but the [bleep] was nasty. 365 00:16:01,761 --> 00:16:05,699 So now we'll say what we're releasing right here right now. 366 00:16:05,799 --> 00:16:08,269 Does anyone feel ready to go first? 367 00:16:08,369 --> 00:16:14,374 I want to release any negative energy I have towards Jennifer. 368 00:16:14,475 --> 00:16:16,710 We've gone through so much together. 369 00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:20,847 Like, every time I'm around her, it feels like home. 370 00:16:22,516 --> 00:16:24,851 Things have happened and I haven't been perfect 371 00:16:24,952 --> 00:16:30,924 through this journey, but I genuinely love her so much. 372 00:16:32,459 --> 00:16:36,029 I guess to piggyback off of what Evelyn said, 373 00:16:36,129 --> 00:16:38,699 I would like to be a better friend. 374 00:16:38,799 --> 00:16:42,536 And that's my sister. I don't know. 375 00:16:42,636 --> 00:16:45,239 I feel like it's a safe place and home is definitely 376 00:16:45,339 --> 00:16:49,843 an appropriate word, so I would like to continue that journey. 377 00:16:50,477 --> 00:16:55,782 I want to release the trauma that I've experienced 378 00:16:55,882 --> 00:16:58,618 throughout my life. 379 00:16:58,718 --> 00:17:03,023 And I wanna be open to being more trustworthy 380 00:17:03,123 --> 00:17:08,696 and to recognize real, true, unconditional love. 381 00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:12,466 Wow. I just got chills, ladies. That's beautiful. 382 00:17:12,566 --> 00:17:14,134 It's like, I'm new here, but I'm like, 383 00:17:14,234 --> 00:17:15,903 "This is beautiful." 384 00:17:16,003 --> 00:17:18,572 So let's drink to that. 385 00:17:20,774 --> 00:17:23,910 Um, I'm actually going to catch a flight back to L.A., 386 00:17:24,010 --> 00:17:26,146 celebrations and holidays. 387 00:17:26,247 --> 00:17:28,348 That's okay. I totally understand. 388 00:17:28,448 --> 00:17:30,451 -You have no--you don't. -Since my daughter passed. 389 00:17:30,551 --> 00:17:32,586 Owe no explanation. It's okay. 390 00:17:32,686 --> 00:17:34,454 -I'm just gonna go home. -Yeah. 391 00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:36,423 Yeah, I think that's good. That's good. 392 00:17:36,523 --> 00:17:37,991 Who else would like to share? 393 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:41,328 Like Brooke said, like, trauma in my life. 394 00:17:41,428 --> 00:17:43,697 With my mother, I want to, like, 395 00:17:43,797 --> 00:17:47,701 release how I feel about her in certain situations. 396 00:17:47,802 --> 00:17:50,504 I made it hard for my mom growing up 397 00:17:50,604 --> 00:17:53,440 because I just felt like she wasn't there. 398 00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:57,444 But now I know she was working three jobs. 399 00:17:57,745 --> 00:18:01,047 Being at the shaman and realizing that being away 400 00:18:01,147 --> 00:18:03,583 from my son right now is by far the hardest 401 00:18:03,683 --> 00:18:06,186 thing I ever had to do, but I was too hard on my mama. 402 00:18:06,286 --> 00:18:10,024 I'm kind of aggravated it took me this long to figure it out. 403 00:18:10,124 --> 00:18:13,627 I really wanna release like, to the resentment that I have, 404 00:18:13,727 --> 00:18:18,732 like for my child's father. I think I carry a lot of like, 405 00:18:18,832 --> 00:18:21,535 insecurity with thinking, like, that was my guy. 406 00:18:21,635 --> 00:18:24,571 You know, and I got to let that go. 407 00:18:24,671 --> 00:18:27,607 I think the ceremony is extremely emotional for me 408 00:18:27,708 --> 00:18:30,578 because it's humanizing all of us. 409 00:18:30,678 --> 00:18:33,881 And we're really seeing under the circus tent, 410 00:18:33,981 --> 00:18:36,383 like what we're feeling, what we're going through, 411 00:18:36,483 --> 00:18:37,717 what some of our struggles are. 412 00:18:37,818 --> 00:18:40,855 And it's some heavy stuff in here. 413 00:18:40,955 --> 00:18:42,923 You know, we have two other girlfriends, 414 00:18:43,023 --> 00:18:46,593 Clayanna and Vanessa. And I really feel like 415 00:18:46,693 --> 00:18:49,663 they could have really got something from all of this. 416 00:18:49,763 --> 00:18:52,666 And maybe we should give them grace 417 00:18:53,099 --> 00:18:55,502 because we don't know what they're going through. 418 00:18:55,602 --> 00:18:58,004 I'm sad about what happened yesterday. 419 00:18:58,104 --> 00:19:00,507 I guess like, when we were all talking last night, 420 00:19:00,607 --> 00:19:02,143 I didn't really have a lot to say 421 00:19:02,243 --> 00:19:05,512 because it kind of like hurt me some of the stuff that we shared 422 00:19:05,612 --> 00:19:06,914 and I know we were all like heightened, 423 00:19:07,014 --> 00:19:09,282 but it was just like to sit in that, 424 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:12,319 it felt like a bunch of like, like that mean girl. 425 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:15,189 And I kind of felt like yesterday when she came in, 426 00:19:15,289 --> 00:19:17,691 that's kind of how I was feeling when me and Brooke 427 00:19:17,791 --> 00:19:20,895 weren't speaking, you know? It's like, "What do you say?" 428 00:19:20,995 --> 00:19:24,532 So I'm not defending her behavior, but I feel like 429 00:19:24,632 --> 00:19:27,100 you guys have given me a lot of grace. 430 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:31,972 But maybe after this, we maybe try to think about 431 00:19:32,072 --> 00:19:35,042 extending that same compassion that you were talking about. 432 00:19:35,142 --> 00:19:39,446 [music] 433 00:19:39,547 --> 00:19:41,915 Um, I disagree. 434 00:19:42,015 --> 00:19:50,958 [music] 435 00:19:51,058 --> 00:19:55,329 [music] 436 00:19:55,429 --> 00:19:58,399 I'm not defending Clayanna's behavior, 437 00:19:58,499 --> 00:20:01,836 but maybe we try to think about extending that same compassion 438 00:20:01,936 --> 00:20:03,737 that you were talking about. 439 00:20:03,837 --> 00:20:08,842 [music] 440 00:20:08,943 --> 00:20:11,845 Um, I disagree. 441 00:20:11,946 --> 00:20:14,715 I get wanting to give people grace and understanding that 442 00:20:14,815 --> 00:20:17,083 they're going through something, but you can't come into 443 00:20:17,183 --> 00:20:19,419 this situation talking [bleep] about everybody. 444 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:21,388 I had a conversation with Clayanna 445 00:20:21,489 --> 00:20:24,958 and she's continuing to act like, she's just, you know, 446 00:20:25,058 --> 00:20:26,760 innocent and she's not. 447 00:20:26,860 --> 00:20:30,431 She has tried to belittle everyone that she's had 448 00:20:30,531 --> 00:20:32,633 an issue with. And that's what I told her today. 449 00:20:32,733 --> 00:20:35,569 [music] 450 00:20:35,669 --> 00:20:37,938 Okay, so I guess none of these bitches want to extend grace. 451 00:20:38,038 --> 00:20:39,974 I'm just trying to understand. 452 00:20:40,074 --> 00:20:43,077 Did we not take anything from the shaman? 453 00:20:43,177 --> 00:20:45,946 Like, what is so hard about just being open-minded? 454 00:20:46,047 --> 00:20:46,980 I understand things have happened, 455 00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:48,615 but at the same time too, 456 00:20:48,715 --> 00:20:50,617 I have a really hard time letting [bleep] go. 457 00:20:50,717 --> 00:20:53,420 So I'm kind of torn because like, I get it, 458 00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:56,557 but I just want better for this group. 459 00:20:56,657 --> 00:20:59,359 My thing is with Clayanna, when we got into it, 460 00:20:59,459 --> 00:21:01,228 I didn't even go low with her. 461 00:21:01,328 --> 00:21:03,263 We couldn't have a back and forth. 462 00:21:03,364 --> 00:21:04,731 Don't put your fingers in my face. 463 00:21:04,831 --> 00:21:07,100 And I said it calmly, and I think I asked very nicely. 464 00:21:07,201 --> 00:21:08,568 No, you didn't. 465 00:21:08,669 --> 00:21:10,704 And she doubled down and stepped up into my personal space. 466 00:21:10,804 --> 00:21:14,941 Like, it's just hard to give grace. Like, it's hard. 467 00:21:15,042 --> 00:21:17,511 I feel like you do, you know. And I hope that, you know, 468 00:21:17,611 --> 00:21:21,548 we can try to find some grace for Clayanna and Vanessa. 469 00:21:21,648 --> 00:21:23,884 None of us want to argue. We don't want to fight. 470 00:21:23,984 --> 00:21:26,252 But when it comes to Clayanna and [bleep] Vanessa, 471 00:21:26,353 --> 00:21:28,222 they've been bringing this energy. 472 00:21:28,322 --> 00:21:30,090 I'm not giving Vanessa grace. 473 00:21:30,190 --> 00:21:32,559 Apparently, she's actively trying to find [bleep] 474 00:21:32,659 --> 00:21:35,729 on Jennifer's man. 475 00:21:36,530 --> 00:21:39,566 Yeah. She actually wanted to come tell her. 476 00:21:39,666 --> 00:21:42,169 I did not expect Jen to find out like this. 477 00:21:42,269 --> 00:21:44,371 This is not what I wanted at all. 478 00:21:44,471 --> 00:21:46,340 Like, I'm trying to bring these ladies together. 479 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:48,808 And this is only going to cause a bigger divide. 480 00:21:48,909 --> 00:21:51,812 What is she doing that for? Like, what is her business? 481 00:21:51,912 --> 00:21:55,416 Apparently, he has a child that Jennifer doesn't know about. 482 00:21:55,516 --> 00:21:59,586 Remember, at Jac'eil's event? How he told us he had two kids? 483 00:21:59,687 --> 00:22:00,554 They're little. 484 00:22:00,654 --> 00:22:01,988 Girl, he gotta whole 13 year old. 485 00:22:02,088 --> 00:22:03,891 No! 486 00:22:03,991 --> 00:22:06,894 Christian and I were with his son this past weekend. 487 00:22:06,994 --> 00:22:10,330 Bitch, you're not bringing no CNN breaking news over here. 488 00:22:10,430 --> 00:22:12,365 There's nothing she could tell me about my man that 489 00:22:12,465 --> 00:22:16,804 I don't know because we have conversations about everything. 490 00:22:16,904 --> 00:22:18,872 You're doing all this investigatin' for what? 491 00:22:18,972 --> 00:22:22,475 The only person that needs to approve of him is me. 492 00:22:22,575 --> 00:22:24,711 I'm in a relationship with him. 493 00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:27,815 Why are you so concerned about what I have going on? 494 00:22:27,915 --> 00:22:29,383 I don't even know this bitch. 495 00:22:29,483 --> 00:22:33,553 And I don't know why you feel so invested in my relationship. 496 00:22:33,653 --> 00:22:36,189 This bitch is on my last nerve. 497 00:22:36,289 --> 00:22:37,658 I'm gonna lay right out on the table. 498 00:22:37,758 --> 00:22:39,660 I'm not giving Clayanna or Vanessa grace. 499 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:42,830 Not today. Not tomorrow, not yesterday, not next year, 500 00:22:42,930 --> 00:22:44,398 not 10 years from now. 501 00:22:44,498 --> 00:22:46,200 I'm on the same page with Evelyn. 502 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:48,035 I'm not showing either one of them grace. 503 00:22:48,135 --> 00:22:51,238 [music] 504 00:22:53,006 --> 00:22:58,679 [music] 505 00:22:58,779 --> 00:22:59,980 Oh, my goodness. 506 00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:02,616 Why is the trash in the middle of the floor, Isaiah? 507 00:23:02,716 --> 00:23:03,918 I don't know. 508 00:23:04,018 --> 00:23:05,986 All right, well, we got to get this cleaned up, Isaiah, 509 00:23:06,086 --> 00:23:08,755 before your dad comes. Thank you. 510 00:23:08,855 --> 00:23:11,625 I really miss my kids while I've been back and forth 511 00:23:11,725 --> 00:23:14,595 traveling from L.A. and here, building our empire. 512 00:23:14,695 --> 00:23:17,765 So it's really good to be home, and it feels good catching up. 513 00:23:17,865 --> 00:23:19,333 And I know they miss me. 514 00:23:19,433 --> 00:23:22,937 So how has it been going without Mom? 515 00:23:23,037 --> 00:23:25,405 It's been pretty good, but you need to teach me some 516 00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:29,276 things like doing my laundry. 517 00:23:29,376 --> 00:23:30,777 You always do that for me, but-- 518 00:23:30,877 --> 00:23:33,180 -Dad doesn't do your laundry? -Uh-uh. I gotta do it myself. 519 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:34,748 -Okay. -Time for a change. 520 00:23:34,848 --> 00:23:38,051 Okay. How has everything else been going? 521 00:23:38,151 --> 00:23:39,219 I wish I was in L.A. 522 00:23:39,319 --> 00:23:41,421 -Oh, you wanna be in L.A.? -Yeah. 523 00:23:41,521 --> 00:23:43,623 I know that you appreciate me now more that I've been gone, 524 00:23:43,724 --> 00:23:45,659 right? [laughs] 525 00:23:45,759 --> 00:23:47,461 When I make the league, I'm gonna think back on 526 00:23:47,561 --> 00:23:50,430 everything that you've done for me and how much you put in. 527 00:23:50,530 --> 00:23:52,065 And how much I appreciate you. 528 00:23:52,165 --> 00:23:54,568 And you know, you want that Rolls-Royce? 529 00:23:54,668 --> 00:23:55,936 I know you want that Rolls-Royce, 530 00:23:56,036 --> 00:23:58,772 so when I get to league, you know, you'll have a house. 531 00:23:58,872 --> 00:24:01,075 You have a Rolls-Royce. You'll have everything. 532 00:24:01,175 --> 00:24:02,776 So when you make it to the league, 533 00:24:02,876 --> 00:24:04,578 are you gonna win the slam dunk contest like your dad? 534 00:24:04,678 --> 00:24:05,713 Uh-huh. 535 00:24:05,813 --> 00:24:07,314 So wait, are you the dunking like daddy? 536 00:24:07,414 --> 00:24:09,249 I can get the rim now. I can grab it. 537 00:24:09,349 --> 00:24:11,719 Seven, here. Watch your brother. 538 00:24:11,819 --> 00:24:13,320 -Ready? -Yeah. 539 00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:15,689 [music] 540 00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:17,825 [Vanessa] Yay! 541 00:24:17,925 --> 00:24:23,863 [music] 542 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,636 Well, well. 543 00:24:28,736 --> 00:24:30,304 How are you? 544 00:24:30,404 --> 00:24:34,341 I'm good. How are you, darling? Give me a hug. 545 00:24:36,276 --> 00:24:38,412 -Are you doing good? -I'm great. 546 00:24:38,512 --> 00:24:41,348 I don't feel the need to look after Clayanna, 547 00:24:41,448 --> 00:24:44,651 but I do think that I am one of her allies here. 548 00:24:44,751 --> 00:24:48,522 And I want her to know that she is supported. 549 00:24:48,622 --> 00:24:51,392 How are you feeling... about everything? 550 00:24:51,492 --> 00:24:52,927 That unfolded last night? 551 00:24:53,027 --> 00:24:56,030 A lot of fake energy that I just cannot connect with. 552 00:24:56,130 --> 00:24:58,499 And I feel like it was a lot of that going on with Brooke. 553 00:24:58,599 --> 00:25:00,434 But listen, honestly, I would've respected her more 554 00:25:00,534 --> 00:25:01,602 if she had just hooked me. 555 00:25:01,702 --> 00:25:03,337 Really, throwing a drink in my face after 556 00:25:03,437 --> 00:25:06,006 other people intervened is just very cowardly. 557 00:25:06,106 --> 00:25:10,143 It was interesting how leather face interjected. 558 00:25:10,244 --> 00:25:12,012 I think Vanessa is very miserable. 559 00:25:12,112 --> 00:25:14,615 So I'm looking at her like, leather face. 560 00:25:14,715 --> 00:25:17,751 Are you a serious, leather face? You are the one this whole time 561 00:25:17,851 --> 00:25:20,388 just like, trying to amp this whole thing up. 562 00:25:20,488 --> 00:25:22,022 And now you ass kissing. 563 00:25:22,122 --> 00:25:25,092 Vanessa is absolutely a Miller. She's a liar. 564 00:25:25,192 --> 00:25:27,828 For you, at your big age to say you're the bill collector. 565 00:25:27,928 --> 00:25:31,498 That's very telling about where she is in her mental state. 566 00:25:32,633 --> 00:25:36,070 I didn't like that Vanessa threw your stuff in the pool. 567 00:25:36,170 --> 00:25:39,406 Right. So most of the time I'm responding and not reacting. 568 00:25:39,506 --> 00:25:42,242 But some of the stuff that you said to Jac'eil 569 00:25:42,343 --> 00:25:43,443 was very hurtful. 570 00:25:43,543 --> 00:25:45,612 I agree. I like Jac'eil. 571 00:25:45,712 --> 00:25:47,547 And I felt like it did get too intense. 572 00:25:47,647 --> 00:25:49,149 And it didn't have to go there. 573 00:25:50,551 --> 00:25:53,887 Bitch, I got a ring! I got a whole mother[bleep] ring! 574 00:25:53,987 --> 00:25:55,722 A $27.00 ring. 575 00:25:55,822 --> 00:25:57,691 Thousands, baby. You ain't got one. 576 00:25:57,791 --> 00:26:00,694 You ain't got no [bleep] ring. 577 00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:03,196 Most of the time I'm like reacting. 578 00:26:03,296 --> 00:26:07,133 But then in that space I might have overreacted in some regard. 579 00:26:07,233 --> 00:26:09,570 I wanna fix things with Jac'eil 580 00:26:09,670 --> 00:26:11,972 because the energy that I gave her, she didn't deserve it. 581 00:26:12,072 --> 00:26:15,242 I very much hope that Jac'eil accepts my apology 582 00:26:15,342 --> 00:26:16,944 because I like Jac'eil. 583 00:26:17,044 --> 00:26:19,045 And then I had a conversation with Evelyn today. 584 00:26:19,146 --> 00:26:20,814 And you know what she said? Because she said, you know, 585 00:26:20,914 --> 00:26:22,683 I was wrong if I allegedly pushed Jennifer. So I said, 586 00:26:22,783 --> 00:26:24,151 "So what do you think about Brooke throwing a drink 587 00:26:24,251 --> 00:26:25,919 in my face?" She's like, "Well, I feel like she did 588 00:26:26,019 --> 00:26:28,689 what she needed to do." Shut the [bleep] up. 589 00:26:28,789 --> 00:26:31,425 That's contradicting because her and I made a promise-- 590 00:26:31,525 --> 00:26:33,760 -That's my point. -To not throw drinks anymore. 591 00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:35,896 -Say, I promise. -I promise. 592 00:26:35,996 --> 00:26:38,164 -Not to throw any more drinks. -Oh, that's easy enough. 593 00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:40,233 -Not to throw any more drinks. -Okay, that's easy. 594 00:26:42,135 --> 00:26:44,839 It's okay when they do it, but it's a problem when we do it. 595 00:26:44,939 --> 00:26:47,474 It's a double standard because the feedback that 596 00:26:47,574 --> 00:26:52,346 Brittany got from Evelyn was a stark contrast from when 597 00:26:52,446 --> 00:26:54,681 Brooke threw the drink at me. 598 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:56,783 So let's be clear on all of it. 599 00:26:56,883 --> 00:27:00,821 Keep that same energy, you fake bitch. 600 00:27:00,921 --> 00:27:03,957 How do we move forward? And can we move forward? 601 00:27:04,057 --> 00:27:06,126 We certainly can move forward. The things that I feel like 602 00:27:06,226 --> 00:27:09,530 I'm responsible for, I will take you know, responsibility for. 603 00:27:09,630 --> 00:27:13,367 I think we start with sitting down with Jac'eil. 604 00:27:13,467 --> 00:27:15,369 -Right. -And we crawl before we walk. 605 00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:17,104 I'm--I'm good with that. 606 00:27:17,204 --> 00:27:18,505 [music] 607 00:27:18,605 --> 00:27:20,840 [Jackie] Coming up on Basketball Wives. 608 00:27:20,941 --> 00:27:23,677 I had a conversation with Shaniece. 609 00:27:23,777 --> 00:27:26,113 We were talking about that whole drama that happened 610 00:27:26,213 --> 00:27:27,515 in Amsterdam. 611 00:27:27,615 --> 00:27:29,683 It was just like, a lot of people talking 612 00:27:29,783 --> 00:27:32,019 and saying [bleep]. And I think that's probably 613 00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:34,487 part of our problem. 614 00:27:35,021 --> 00:27:37,324 You were the one that's going around telling people he has 615 00:27:37,424 --> 00:27:39,793 -this son she don't know about. -No, Jennifer. I just wanted to 616 00:27:39,893 --> 00:27:41,428 make sure you knew 'cause I was-- 617 00:27:41,528 --> 00:27:43,997 You don't have to make sure [bleep] about me! 618 00:27:44,097 --> 00:27:46,199 [music] 619 00:27:50,537 --> 00:27:54,708 [music] 620 00:27:54,808 --> 00:27:58,545 -Oh, peaceful night. -Ask God. 621 00:27:58,645 --> 00:28:02,149 [music] 622 00:28:02,249 --> 00:28:04,485 Welcome to your old stomping grounds, honey. 623 00:28:04,585 --> 00:28:05,953 Right. 624 00:28:06,053 --> 00:28:11,658 I am really excited to be away from the chaos and just sit 625 00:28:11,758 --> 00:28:16,029 with Jennifer by the fire. It's 110 degrees outside, 626 00:28:16,129 --> 00:28:17,731 but we don't even care because guess what? 627 00:28:17,831 --> 00:28:21,534 Sitting by this fire is way cooler than all the bull[bleep] 628 00:28:21,635 --> 00:28:24,271 that's been going on with the ladies. 629 00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:29,677 Girl, it has been the craziest 24 hours of my life. 630 00:28:30,544 --> 00:28:33,447 I know. And I got here after y'all. 631 00:28:33,547 --> 00:28:37,818 But I will say that I feel like, aside from all the crazy, 632 00:28:37,918 --> 00:28:40,987 I'm grateful for the shaman. I really, really am. 633 00:28:41,088 --> 00:28:45,459 I had a conversation with Shaniece. 634 00:28:45,559 --> 00:28:47,561 We were talking about like, you know, everything that 635 00:28:47,661 --> 00:28:50,297 transpired with you and that whole drama that 636 00:28:50,397 --> 00:28:51,966 happened in Amsterdam. 637 00:28:52,066 --> 00:28:56,737 But I want to be able to move forward, you know, from it all. 638 00:28:56,837 --> 00:28:59,906 Like, even you and her, because you've known her 639 00:29:00,006 --> 00:29:02,409 -from seven years old. -I know. 640 00:29:02,509 --> 00:29:04,845 That's why when I see her I'm like, oh my gosh. 641 00:29:04,945 --> 00:29:09,450 Yeah. And although, you and I have been through a bumpy road, 642 00:29:09,550 --> 00:29:12,252 I know that there was love there from her. 643 00:29:12,353 --> 00:29:14,888 I love Shaniece. I do. I love her. 644 00:29:14,988 --> 00:29:18,725 And I would never like, want to see her cry, sad. 645 00:29:18,826 --> 00:29:21,862 And especially, if it's like something pertaining to me. 646 00:29:21,962 --> 00:29:26,567 So I don't want that. I've always wanted the best for her, 647 00:29:26,667 --> 00:29:29,703 so I don't want her to feel that way. Honestly, it was just like 648 00:29:29,804 --> 00:29:33,674 a lot of people talking and saying [bleep], and I think 649 00:29:33,774 --> 00:29:36,744 that's probably part of our problem. 650 00:29:36,844 --> 00:29:39,647 Part of me wishes that instead of just letting things just 651 00:29:39,747 --> 00:29:41,916 kind of fester and just like, "Okay, well, [bleep] it, 652 00:29:42,016 --> 00:29:46,253 I'm not dealing with it," that we would have did this 653 00:29:46,353 --> 00:29:47,688 and sat down and talked about it. 654 00:29:47,788 --> 00:29:49,456 Right. 655 00:29:49,556 --> 00:29:51,792 We don't look at things probably the same. 656 00:29:51,892 --> 00:29:56,063 You know, life is about evolution. We both have evolved. 657 00:29:56,163 --> 00:29:58,999 And we just have to make a conscious decision to do better 658 00:29:59,099 --> 00:30:00,900 -moving forward. -Yeah. 659 00:30:01,001 --> 00:30:03,504 Obviously, Evelyn and I have been through a lot of drama 660 00:30:03,604 --> 00:30:07,741 in the past and you just never know if we can patch things up, 661 00:30:07,841 --> 00:30:11,912 but it feels good. I think that we're in a great space 662 00:30:12,012 --> 00:30:16,550 and hopefully we can stay here because I'm tired of drama. 663 00:30:16,650 --> 00:30:21,955 I genuinely want to continue to work on this. 664 00:30:22,056 --> 00:30:25,325 If you guys have a conversation and-- 665 00:30:25,425 --> 00:30:28,395 Yeah, for sure. Like I said, I love her. 666 00:30:28,495 --> 00:30:30,630 We can definitely talk, chat. 667 00:30:30,730 --> 00:30:33,600 I think, it'll just make my heart so full, honestly. 668 00:30:33,700 --> 00:30:36,971 It is important for Shaniece and Jennifer to be on the same page. 669 00:30:37,071 --> 00:30:38,839 I just don't want things to be awkward. 670 00:30:38,939 --> 00:30:41,542 You know, we're now back friends, and we're getting 671 00:30:41,642 --> 00:30:45,279 back to what it was before, and I would love for Shaniece 672 00:30:45,379 --> 00:30:47,982 to accept Jennifer back in. 673 00:30:48,082 --> 00:30:52,519 Listen, I know Arizona is a [bleep] show as we speak, 674 00:30:52,619 --> 00:30:54,555 but I'm grateful for these moments. 675 00:30:54,655 --> 00:30:55,989 Yeah. 676 00:30:56,856 --> 00:30:59,493 [Jackie] Coming up on Basketball Wives. 677 00:30:59,593 --> 00:31:02,462 I have never seen [bleep] two women 678 00:31:02,562 --> 00:31:04,664 that have nothing going for themselves. 679 00:31:04,764 --> 00:31:08,235 Oh, my God. I have a whole gym, a business-- 680 00:31:08,335 --> 00:31:10,003 That is gym is not yours! 681 00:31:10,103 --> 00:31:11,838 [music] 682 00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:17,177 ♪ C-C-Come through with the check right ♪ 683 00:31:17,277 --> 00:31:19,079 ♪ Book another trip So I hop on the next flight ♪ 684 00:31:19,179 --> 00:31:21,115 ♪ Everybody knows bad boys don't deserve no cake ♪ 685 00:31:21,215 --> 00:31:24,217 ♪ I don't really wanna argue get the whoop outta my face ♪ 686 00:31:25,619 --> 00:31:27,188 -Hi. -Hey. 687 00:31:27,288 --> 00:31:28,756 I don't know if you want a hug from me, 688 00:31:28,856 --> 00:31:30,524 if you don't, I understand. 689 00:31:30,624 --> 00:31:32,826 Oh, I appreciate it. 690 00:31:32,926 --> 00:31:34,528 [Jac'eil] Clayanna wants to meet with me today 691 00:31:34,628 --> 00:31:36,263 and is it's giving don't go. 692 00:31:36,363 --> 00:31:38,599 It's giving, I'm not [bleep] with you. 693 00:31:38,699 --> 00:31:40,500 It's giving you do too much. 694 00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:43,203 But I have sympathy for you because I can look in your eyes 695 00:31:43,303 --> 00:31:45,038 and tell that you're going through something. 696 00:31:45,138 --> 00:31:46,706 I'm going to hear Ms. Clayanna out, 697 00:31:46,806 --> 00:31:48,642 but I ain't making no promises. 698 00:31:48,742 --> 00:31:51,278 -How are you? -I'm here. 699 00:31:51,712 --> 00:31:54,214 I'll say this. First of all, I want to apologize first 700 00:31:54,314 --> 00:31:57,117 because a lot of energy that I gave you the other day, 701 00:31:57,217 --> 00:32:01,021 you know, it wasn't fair and it wasn't--it wasn't for you 702 00:32:01,121 --> 00:32:02,422 and you didn't deserve that. 703 00:32:02,522 --> 00:32:06,159 I just felt like I'm just constantly being attacked. 704 00:32:06,260 --> 00:32:11,065 So I'm just in, like, defense mode, like the whole time. 705 00:32:11,165 --> 00:32:14,835 And I was projecting that on to you. 706 00:32:14,935 --> 00:32:19,606 But I felt terrible when-when-- when the adrenaline came down 707 00:32:19,706 --> 00:32:24,411 and I was calm. When I went back to my room, I was like, 708 00:32:24,512 --> 00:32:26,347 "I [bleep] up." 709 00:32:26,447 --> 00:32:29,617 I've never had no ill feelings with you, like at all. 710 00:32:29,717 --> 00:32:32,152 So when you came at me the other day, I'm like, "Damn. 711 00:32:32,253 --> 00:32:34,688 What the [bleep], Clayanna? What did I do to Clayanna?" 712 00:32:34,788 --> 00:32:36,156 For me, when it comes to other women, 713 00:32:36,257 --> 00:32:38,225 I think trust is an issue. A lot of people closest to me, 714 00:32:38,325 --> 00:32:40,627 people that I've bent over backwards for, you know, 715 00:32:40,727 --> 00:32:42,162 I've been betrayed by. 716 00:32:42,262 --> 00:32:44,265 And that was a big thing for me, which is trying to be there 717 00:32:44,365 --> 00:32:47,801 for everybody, and then nobody's there for me. 718 00:32:47,901 --> 00:32:51,839 And then the whole situation about you saying my ring cheap. 719 00:32:51,939 --> 00:32:56,176 And made me react in a way that is not even me. 720 00:32:56,276 --> 00:32:58,245 Like, I don't even downplay people. 721 00:32:58,345 --> 00:33:00,147 I don't like doing that because I've done this 722 00:33:00,247 --> 00:33:03,216 in life and it's been done to me in life. It don't feel good. 723 00:33:03,316 --> 00:33:06,019 That didn't trigger me for Natasha, honestly. 724 00:33:06,119 --> 00:33:08,021 -It triggered me for the league. -Right. 725 00:33:08,121 --> 00:33:09,723 Because at the end of the day, you know what I'm sayin'? 726 00:33:09,824 --> 00:33:12,826 Natasha worked her ass off to be the fourth highest paid 727 00:33:12,926 --> 00:33:16,263 in the WNBA. Your child's father is blessed. 728 00:33:16,363 --> 00:33:18,632 Right. You know, and I had to kind of like stick my chest out, 729 00:33:18,732 --> 00:33:21,969 I guess, in my head because I'm so used to like, 730 00:33:22,069 --> 00:33:24,505 like being in defense mode with a lot of these women. 731 00:33:24,605 --> 00:33:26,474 But you didn't deserve that. 732 00:33:26,574 --> 00:33:27,741 And I wanted to talk to you 733 00:33:27,841 --> 00:33:29,176 because it meant something to me. 734 00:33:29,276 --> 00:33:32,046 I like you. I hope that we can move on from here, 735 00:33:32,146 --> 00:33:34,482 so we can build a friendship in that way. 736 00:33:34,582 --> 00:33:36,050 How do you feel about that? 737 00:33:36,150 --> 00:33:38,452 I feel like it's just kind of feel hard on me 738 00:33:38,552 --> 00:33:40,320 because you want us to still move on to be 739 00:33:40,420 --> 00:33:43,624 what we need to be, but at the same time, 740 00:33:43,724 --> 00:33:46,727 like, I've been trying to be there for you the whole time. 741 00:33:46,827 --> 00:33:48,695 It sounds like she's being genuine 742 00:33:48,795 --> 00:33:51,498 because at the end of the day, she's on the island 743 00:33:51,598 --> 00:33:53,834 by herself right now. I mean, it's kind of hard. 744 00:33:53,934 --> 00:33:55,035 I ain't never been on the island by myself. 745 00:33:55,135 --> 00:33:56,636 Everybody love me. 746 00:33:56,736 --> 00:34:00,440 But I wanna give her a little inch to see what she really got. 747 00:34:00,540 --> 00:34:02,842 I'm all about sisterhood, but you gotta let me in 748 00:34:02,943 --> 00:34:04,478 -a little bit or something. -I know. 749 00:34:04,578 --> 00:34:08,248 Because if I'm your friend, I take friends serious. 750 00:34:08,348 --> 00:34:10,350 -So I'm gonna have your back. -Right. 751 00:34:10,450 --> 00:34:14,021 All right, now, your ass have another problem, 752 00:34:14,121 --> 00:34:15,889 your ass better tell me. 753 00:34:15,989 --> 00:34:17,257 I got you. I appreciate you. 754 00:34:17,357 --> 00:34:21,161 [music] 755 00:34:21,261 --> 00:34:22,062 [knocking on door] 756 00:34:22,162 --> 00:34:24,631 Come in. Who is it? 757 00:34:24,731 --> 00:34:25,832 [Vanessa] Vanessa. 758 00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:27,701 -Hey. -Hey. 759 00:34:27,801 --> 00:34:29,437 Come on. 760 00:34:29,637 --> 00:34:31,271 Oh, my goodness. It's hot. 761 00:34:31,371 --> 00:34:34,975 I really wanna fix things with Jen, Evelyn and Vanessa. 762 00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:36,277 [knocking on door] 763 00:34:36,377 --> 00:34:37,778 Hey, ladies. Come on in. 764 00:34:37,878 --> 00:34:40,014 Come out of that heat. 765 00:34:40,114 --> 00:34:42,149 I was finally able to get them to all sit down 766 00:34:42,249 --> 00:34:44,318 and discuss this like grown women. 767 00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:45,986 There is some elephants in the room, 768 00:34:46,086 --> 00:34:48,122 especially as far as Jennifer goes. 769 00:34:48,222 --> 00:34:50,324 And I'll leave the floor to hopefully talk it out. 770 00:34:50,424 --> 00:34:52,592 And we move on like grown women. 771 00:34:52,692 --> 00:34:54,128 -So I'll start. -Okay. 772 00:34:54,228 --> 00:34:57,598 You have been actively trying to find receipts 773 00:34:57,698 --> 00:35:00,634 or T on Jennifer's man. 774 00:35:00,734 --> 00:35:03,504 When we had the workout and you told me that she 775 00:35:03,604 --> 00:35:07,407 had gotten scammed by the puppy, I was gonna look into 776 00:35:07,507 --> 00:35:10,644 getting your money back because that's what I do. 777 00:35:10,744 --> 00:35:13,247 What is it to you? The same way I heard that you were going 778 00:35:13,347 --> 00:35:14,714 around telling the girls, 779 00:35:14,814 --> 00:35:17,151 "Oh, she broke up with Lavon and all of that." 780 00:35:17,251 --> 00:35:18,518 I never had that conversation with you 781 00:35:18,619 --> 00:35:20,354 because I didn't break up with Lavon, 782 00:35:20,454 --> 00:35:23,223 so I don't understand why you're--you're always, like, 783 00:35:23,323 --> 00:35:24,625 in somebody's business. 784 00:35:24,725 --> 00:35:28,662 Okay, well, so I honestly didn't mean it to be, like, 785 00:35:28,762 --> 00:35:32,366 in your business, because I would wanna know if it was me. 786 00:35:32,466 --> 00:35:35,436 Honestly, it was coming from, like, a caring place. 787 00:35:35,536 --> 00:35:37,504 And I hope that you could receive that. 788 00:35:37,604 --> 00:35:40,173 Okay, so let me. Let me just. Let me. Let me just take 789 00:35:40,273 --> 00:35:43,177 off my glasses, 'cause this is a lot. 790 00:35:43,277 --> 00:35:45,312 Yes. We got scammed for a [bleep] puppy. 791 00:35:45,412 --> 00:35:47,414 Okay? But my thing is this. 792 00:35:47,514 --> 00:35:50,317 You met Christian one time, right? 793 00:35:50,417 --> 00:35:52,752 This is a man that I am in a relationship. 794 00:35:52,852 --> 00:35:57,457 We are--We are happy. I am in love with that man. 795 00:35:57,558 --> 00:36:00,394 When you seen me at that event, you saw that I was happy. 796 00:36:00,494 --> 00:36:03,330 I know you saw that [bleep] because everybody sees my glow. 797 00:36:03,430 --> 00:36:04,931 -Yes. -So for you to try 798 00:36:05,031 --> 00:36:07,501 -and diminish that [bleep]-- -I wasn't doing that, Jennifer. 799 00:36:07,601 --> 00:36:08,935 I have a [bleep] problem with that [bleep]. 800 00:36:09,036 --> 00:36:10,437 No, Jennifer. I wasn't doing that. 801 00:36:10,538 --> 00:36:13,573 No, Vanessa 'cause you were the one that's going around 802 00:36:13,673 --> 00:36:17,144 telling people, "Oh, you know, he has this son she don't know 803 00:36:17,244 --> 00:36:18,712 about, blah, blah, blah." 804 00:36:18,812 --> 00:36:20,647 No, Jennifer. I just wanted to make sure you knew because-- 805 00:36:20,747 --> 00:36:23,116 You don't have to make sure [bleep] about me! 806 00:36:23,217 --> 00:36:25,452 I did not want to bring up your man. 807 00:36:25,552 --> 00:36:27,387 I didn't want to embarrass you. 808 00:36:27,488 --> 00:36:29,323 Your embarrassing your [bleep] self. 809 00:36:29,423 --> 00:36:32,426 Look at yourself and your relationship! 810 00:36:32,526 --> 00:36:35,162 So I'm being ambushed and I'm having this flashback 811 00:36:35,262 --> 00:36:37,163 to the Evelyn situation. 812 00:36:37,263 --> 00:36:40,934 So here we go, the game of telephone happened again. 813 00:36:41,034 --> 00:36:45,405 Vanessa, I think that you have to really figure out what you 814 00:36:45,505 --> 00:36:47,307 are going to do with your life. 815 00:36:47,407 --> 00:36:48,975 You need to worry about yourself. 816 00:36:49,075 --> 00:36:51,511 You need to worry about yourself, sis. 817 00:36:51,611 --> 00:36:54,882 Girl, go find your happiness because it's very apparent 818 00:36:54,982 --> 00:36:56,217 that you are miserable. 819 00:36:56,317 --> 00:36:59,720 And miserable people like to focus on bull[bleep]. 820 00:36:59,820 --> 00:37:05,259 And what I'm sick of is you and Clayanna [bleep] acting like 821 00:37:05,359 --> 00:37:07,261 y'all do all this [bleep] 822 00:37:07,361 --> 00:37:09,262 and then you act like a [bleep] victim. 823 00:37:09,363 --> 00:37:12,399 I have never seen two women that had 824 00:37:12,499 --> 00:37:14,067 nothing going for themselves. 825 00:37:14,167 --> 00:37:15,502 Oh, my God-- Nothing going for themselves. 826 00:37:15,602 --> 00:37:17,338 I have a whole gym, a business. 827 00:37:17,438 --> 00:37:19,306 That gym is not yours! 828 00:37:19,407 --> 00:37:21,108 I'm talking about what you're doing! 829 00:37:21,208 --> 00:37:23,277 Who is Vanessa Rider? Look at yourself. 830 00:37:23,377 --> 00:37:27,380 I have--I'm a wife, a mother. A business owner. 831 00:37:27,481 --> 00:37:30,717 A wife and you're miserable. You cried--you cried with me 832 00:37:30,817 --> 00:37:34,488 about you having a miscarriage because you were being extorted. 833 00:37:34,588 --> 00:37:40,527 [music] 834 00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:46,867 [music] 835 00:37:46,967 --> 00:37:49,236 You [bleep] deserve better than this [bleep]. 836 00:37:49,337 --> 00:37:50,704 You deserve more. 837 00:37:50,804 --> 00:37:52,706 You [bleep] deserve to be loved. 838 00:37:52,806 --> 00:37:55,809 I left Karl at the first hint of him cheating on me. 839 00:37:55,910 --> 00:37:59,813 You know why? Because I know I deserved better, Vanessa. 840 00:37:59,913 --> 00:38:02,283 [Vanessa] What I had shared about my miscarriage, 841 00:38:02,383 --> 00:38:05,519 I didn't share that with Evelyn for her to try to turn it around 842 00:38:05,619 --> 00:38:07,187 or use it against me. 843 00:38:07,287 --> 00:38:09,990 But I really don't know why she would bring that up. 844 00:38:10,090 --> 00:38:12,459 I have never told Jennifer or Jackie that. 845 00:38:12,559 --> 00:38:15,362 And I know you love your kids, but you gotta love yourself 846 00:38:15,462 --> 00:38:18,098 [bleep] first, sis! 847 00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:19,833 I don't know your personal business. 848 00:38:19,933 --> 00:38:21,468 I haven't asked you because I met Isaiah. 849 00:38:21,568 --> 00:38:24,338 And he's been nothing but respectful and nice to me. 850 00:38:24,438 --> 00:38:25,639 This [bleep] goes deeper. 851 00:38:25,739 --> 00:38:29,076 Whatever this is, I don't know. 852 00:38:29,176 --> 00:38:32,412 Um, can I talk to you one on one? 853 00:38:32,512 --> 00:38:34,148 Of course. Come on. 854 00:38:34,248 --> 00:38:40,186 [music] 855 00:38:47,427 --> 00:38:49,263 I didn't think that I was going to come in here 856 00:38:49,363 --> 00:38:51,732 and lay into Vanessa as hard as I did. 857 00:38:51,832 --> 00:38:54,468 And although, she is in everybody's business, 858 00:38:54,568 --> 00:38:58,071 there's a part of me that also sees a very sad side of Vanessa. 859 00:38:58,171 --> 00:39:00,908 And I have compassion for that. 860 00:39:01,008 --> 00:39:02,843 I don't want you to feel attacked. 861 00:39:02,943 --> 00:39:04,344 I'm not here to fight you. 862 00:39:04,445 --> 00:39:08,482 My heart just tells me that you're dealing with so much. 863 00:39:08,582 --> 00:39:11,885 And what you told me when we first talked about 864 00:39:11,985 --> 00:39:14,622 you being pregnant and losing the baby, 865 00:39:14,722 --> 00:39:16,490 like you don't deserve that. 866 00:39:16,590 --> 00:39:18,325 Three years ago, I got pregnant, 867 00:39:18,425 --> 00:39:20,827 and I heard a conversation that my husband, 868 00:39:20,928 --> 00:39:23,063 he was having with another woman. 869 00:39:23,163 --> 00:39:25,599 And she was trying to blackmail him and out him 870 00:39:25,699 --> 00:39:27,234 for having an affair with him. 871 00:39:27,334 --> 00:39:32,973 And the whole situation, like, caused me to miscarry the baby. 872 00:39:33,074 --> 00:39:35,976 Oh, my God. I'm so sorry, Vanessa. 873 00:39:36,476 --> 00:39:39,846 I really wanted another baby. And you know, like I shared 874 00:39:39,947 --> 00:39:42,817 with you, like, that's how I feel. 875 00:39:42,917 --> 00:39:46,253 Like, committed to my kids. 876 00:39:46,353 --> 00:39:49,923 I get that, but whenever I have removed myself from a situation. 877 00:39:50,024 --> 00:39:51,458 My thought was, 878 00:39:51,558 --> 00:39:55,229 "I need to be the best version of myself for my kids." 879 00:39:55,329 --> 00:39:56,463 -You're right. -You know what I'm saying? 880 00:39:56,563 --> 00:39:58,332 And you need to be the best version of yourself 881 00:39:58,432 --> 00:40:00,934 for your kids. You have been in this. 882 00:40:01,034 --> 00:40:02,903 I don't know your whole story, 883 00:40:03,003 --> 00:40:05,872 but I know it hasn't been positive. 884 00:40:05,972 --> 00:40:08,008 I just want good for your life. 885 00:40:08,108 --> 00:40:10,978 I want you to really love yourself, Vanessa. 886 00:40:11,078 --> 00:40:14,481 I had my issues with Evelyn, and I would have never thought 887 00:40:14,581 --> 00:40:17,851 that we would be here. I do appreciate that she is 888 00:40:17,951 --> 00:40:21,388 coming from a place of care. I do have some hurt. 889 00:40:21,488 --> 00:40:25,593 And I feel like we could be very similar in the brokenness 890 00:40:25,693 --> 00:40:27,494 that we may both still have. 891 00:40:27,594 --> 00:40:29,429 I know what it's like to try to figure out, 892 00:40:29,529 --> 00:40:30,931 "What am I gonna do? 893 00:40:31,031 --> 00:40:33,600 How am I going to get out of this situation?" 894 00:40:33,700 --> 00:40:35,168 So if I could help navigate that, 895 00:40:35,268 --> 00:40:36,770 because I've been through hell and back, 896 00:40:36,870 --> 00:40:39,139 I'm willing to do that for you. 897 00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:42,008 -Thank you. -Yeah, and I mean that genuinely 898 00:40:42,108 --> 00:40:44,478 -from my heart. -Thank you. 899 00:40:44,578 --> 00:40:49,883 [music] 900 00:40:57,324 --> 00:40:59,593 [Jackie] Next time on Basketball Wives. 901 00:40:59,693 --> 00:41:02,196 I started a nonprofit to honor my daughter. 902 00:41:02,296 --> 00:41:05,332 Each step that we take in the legacy of her name 903 00:41:05,433 --> 00:41:06,566 helps to heal me. 904 00:41:08,602 --> 00:41:11,438 Jen, if she did not want a problem with Clayanna, 905 00:41:11,538 --> 00:41:14,441 then she should have kept her [bleep] suckers closed. 906 00:41:15,509 --> 00:41:17,944 No, no, no, no, no! 907 00:41:18,812 --> 00:41:20,681 I got your mother[bleep] wig. 908 00:41:20,781 --> 00:41:22,750 The reality is, is that Jen started it. 909 00:41:22,850 --> 00:41:24,851 I'm not about to call someone a ho and then be like, 910 00:41:24,951 --> 00:41:28,222 "Oh, my God. They ran up on me. Oh, my God. Like." 911 00:41:28,322 --> 00:41:29,723 Clayanna is not innocent. 912 00:41:29,823 --> 00:41:32,759 And I'm not going to be around her moving forward. 913 00:41:33,460 --> 00:41:35,996 [music] 914 00:41:59,820 --> 00:42:02,355 [music] 915 00:42:03,023 --> 00:42:04,524 [music] 916 00:42:05,993 --> 00:42:08,061 [music]