1 00:00:20,649 --> 00:00:23,145 Let's, uhm... Let's not have people come in. 2 00:00:23,146 --> 00:00:26,043 I'd like to do this without anybody in here. 3 00:00:26,044 --> 00:00:29,040 Could everybody split, that doesn't have to be here. Thanks. 4 00:00:29,041 --> 00:00:31,139 - Maybe we can keep... - And close the door. 5 00:00:31,140 --> 00:00:33,837 - Keep people away from the door. - Is that good? 6 00:00:33,838 --> 00:00:35,337 Yep. Thank you 7 00:00:49,617 --> 00:00:52,913 "And never have I felt so deeply at one and the same time 8 00:00:55,311 --> 00:01:00,904 so detached from myself and so present in the world" 9 00:01:00,905 --> 00:01:03,202 (Albert Camus) French philosopher and writer 10 00:01:20,383 --> 00:01:22,481 "For Henry" 11 00:01:32,070 --> 00:01:35,367 I wasn't good in school. I didn't care for school. 12 00:01:35,866 --> 00:01:39,461 Uhm ... It was nice socially, my own experience, but 13 00:01:39,462 --> 00:01:40,761 I kinda just went along... 14 00:01:42,359 --> 00:01:43,856 I started off as a music major. 15 00:01:43,857 --> 00:01:46,255 I was gonna be a Rock 'n' Roll star. 16 00:01:46,355 --> 00:01:47,953 But that didn't quite work out. 17 00:01:48,253 --> 00:01:49,851 In 1985, 18 00:01:50,550 --> 00:01:53,047 during a hurricane, hurricane Gloria, 19 00:01:53,747 --> 00:01:56,842 I was walk... I was taking a train into the city to work. 20 00:01:56,843 --> 00:02:00,839 I'd gotten to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law, 21 00:02:01,039 --> 00:02:04,035 who had just started teaching, 22 00:02:04,335 --> 00:02:06,133 and he said that he was off from school. 23 00:02:06,333 --> 00:02:07,531 Now, now, wait a second, 24 00:02:07,532 --> 00:02:09,329 You're off from school for hurricane 25 00:02:09,330 --> 00:02:12,326 and I'm goin' into the city to work in an Office building? 26 00:02:12,426 --> 00:02:15,423 I said: "Woa, that's a pretty good kick, right." 27 00:02:16,721 --> 00:02:20,917 My mom was a teacher and I knew without a shadow of a doubt 28 00:02:21,017 --> 00:02:23,913 from early childhood that the one job I would never do 29 00:02:23,914 --> 00:02:26,910 was become a teacher. 30 00:02:26,911 --> 00:02:30,507 Never ever I would take toll cards on a turnpike. 31 00:02:30,508 --> 00:02:34,404 I'd be a shepard, anything, rather than become a teacher. 32 00:02:35,201 --> 00:02:37,199 I decided to become a teacher because I wanted to do 33 00:02:37,299 --> 00:02:39,196 something with my life besides what I was doing 34 00:02:39,197 --> 00:02:41,893 which was driving a truck, for a company and, 35 00:02:41,894 --> 00:02:44,690 I decided I wanted to do a little bit better for myself 36 00:02:44,691 --> 00:02:46,188 so I got into teaching a little bit. 37 00:02:46,189 --> 00:02:49,785 I went back to school at the age of 37. 38 00:02:49,985 --> 00:02:51,882 A friend of mine from college... 39 00:02:51,883 --> 00:02:53,880 His aunt was the... 40 00:02:53,881 --> 00:02:56,177 Principle of an all-girls inner city school 41 00:02:56,178 --> 00:02:59,674 in Newark, New Jersey, and they were desperate for teachers 42 00:02:59,774 --> 00:03:02,670 So, I thought "Great, I can do this for a year, 43 00:03:02,671 --> 00:03:05,967 it'll keep my father from making me get a job at Prudential, 44 00:03:06,067 --> 00:03:10,163 and then I'll figure out what I wanna do." 45 00:03:12,760 --> 00:03:15,257 Well, they called me up asking me to go to an interview, 46 00:03:15,657 --> 00:03:17,655 and I happened to get an job 47 00:03:17,954 --> 00:03:19,752 in a Junior High school, in Queens, 48 00:03:20,052 --> 00:03:22,250 and I ended up... 49 00:03:22,449 --> 00:03:26,545 starting it at my... What's now?... my 30th year. 50 00:03:29,941 --> 00:03:33,537 Most of the teachers here, at one point... 51 00:03:34,936 --> 00:03:37,333 ...they believed..., 52 00:03:37,932 --> 00:03:40,728 that they could make a difference 53 00:03:40,729 --> 00:03:44,524 You know, I know how important it is to 54 00:03:44,525 --> 00:03:48,821 have guidance and to have 55 00:03:52,017 --> 00:03:55,812 someone help understand the complexities 56 00:03:55,813 --> 00:03:57,511 of the world that we live in. 57 00:03:57,611 --> 00:04:02,406 I didn't really have that growing up. 58 00:04:06,801 --> 00:04:23,582 Producers: 59 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:30,974 Written by: 60 00:04:31,773 --> 00:04:35,769 Directed by: 61 00:04:36,568 --> 00:04:38,966 I am money. 62 00:04:39,565 --> 00:04:42,561 I change hands like a dollar bill 63 00:04:42,562 --> 00:04:47,556 that's been robbed by a lamp 64 00:04:47,557 --> 00:04:52,052 when a genie appeared and cried loudly, with volume. 65 00:04:52,053 --> 00:04:55,250 But the tears were all for myself. 66 00:04:55,251 --> 00:04:58,048 And that's where it all went wrong. 67 00:05:28,611 --> 00:05:30,809 Hi, Lupe, Dean Vargas here. 68 00:05:31,108 --> 00:05:35,304 I'm sick and I won't be coming in today, allright? 69 00:05:40,498 --> 00:05:42,596 Get to the point, Dr. Heart. I've got a school to run. 70 00:05:42,597 --> 00:05:45,294 The State's score have gone down in the last three years. 71 00:05:45,295 --> 00:05:47,293 - You're not delivering... - Don't pretend like you don't know the game. 72 00:05:47,294 --> 00:05:49,491 You earmarked my school as the transfer dome 73 00:05:49,492 --> 00:05:51,989 for the worst kids in the district. 74 00:05:51,990 --> 00:05:53,689 Well, kids deserve an education, don't you agree? 75 00:05:53,690 --> 00:05:55,987 I agree you're jerking of and wasting my time. 76 00:05:55,988 --> 00:05:58,885 - Get to the point, Dr. Heart... - We need consensus builders. 77 00:05:58,886 --> 00:06:01,983 - New methodology. - You're corportizing the system. 78 00:06:01,984 --> 00:06:04,681 No, we're cleaning house. 79 00:06:04,682 --> 00:06:07,878 Our superintendent feels that it's time your stepped down. 80 00:06:07,879 --> 00:06:11,175 Babe, you got some fuckin' nerve coming into my yard 81 00:06:11,176 --> 00:06:12,775 with the heart fuckin' self. 82 00:06:12,776 --> 00:06:16,272 Carol, there was a time when you were an educator. 83 00:06:16,559 --> 00:06:19,455 You were very well respected. 84 00:06:19,655 --> 00:06:23,351 Why don't you go out on top? 85 00:06:34,839 --> 00:06:35,837 Oi! 86 00:06:35,937 --> 00:06:38,234 Everybody sit down and shut up, 87 00:06:38,235 --> 00:06:41,232 or I'll start pulling out the referrals. 88 00:06:41,531 --> 00:06:42,330 Sit! 89 00:06:42,730 --> 00:06:43,929 Sit down! 90 00:06:44,528 --> 00:06:46,626 I am starting the DVD. 91 00:06:47,325 --> 00:06:49,423 I am starting the DVD. 92 00:07:14,495 --> 00:07:16,693 - Barth or Barthes - Barth. Mr. Barth. 93 00:07:17,192 --> 00:07:18,690 Mr. Barth Henry 94 00:07:19,490 --> 00:07:22,086 So you've taken long term assignments at the 95 00:07:22,087 --> 00:07:24,384 "Lock and McArthur"? 96 00:07:24,385 --> 00:07:25,784 The Fringe. 97 00:07:26,082 --> 00:07:28,080 Well, that's... That's... 98 00:07:29,079 --> 00:07:32,775 This a month-long assignment, until I can fill it permanently. 99 00:07:33,075 --> 00:07:34,972 I asked to meet with you because you come 100 00:07:34,973 --> 00:07:39,168 highly recommended as the best sub on the call sheet. 101 00:07:39,268 --> 00:07:42,764 That's a somewhat dubious endorsement. 102 00:07:42,864 --> 00:07:44,961 I agree, Mr. Barth. 103 00:07:44,962 --> 00:07:47,458 You'll find many of your students functioning 104 00:07:47,459 --> 00:07:52,453 well below grade level. 105 00:07:52,454 --> 00:07:55,052 That's your task to try and get them caught up. 106 00:07:55,053 --> 00:07:57,850 Teach the Curriculum, most importantly. 107 00:07:57,851 --> 00:07:59,449 Understood? 108 00:08:10,134 --> 00:08:12,931 - Good morning - Good morning 109 00:08:13,331 --> 00:08:14,429 I'm Mr. Barth 110 00:08:14,729 --> 00:08:17,625 Those of you who haven't heard, this is English 11 A. 111 00:08:17,626 --> 00:08:18,724 - Yes - Yeah 112 00:08:18,725 --> 00:08:20,523 Listen up, I have one rule. 113 00:08:21,422 --> 00:08:22,221 Just one. 114 00:08:23,220 --> 00:08:25,317 If you don't wish to be here 115 00:08:25,717 --> 00:08:26,916 don't come. 116 00:08:27,016 --> 00:08:28,813 Dude, what does that mean? 117 00:08:28,814 --> 00:08:31,411 It's not dude, it's Mr. Barth. 118 00:08:31,511 --> 00:08:33,009 The S is silent. 119 00:08:33,209 --> 00:08:35,206 - You're fuckin' gay. - Marcus, shut up! 120 00:08:35,207 --> 00:08:37,105 No, you shut up! 121 00:08:37,106 --> 00:08:39,303 You diet Bitch! 122 00:08:42,898 --> 00:08:43,997 Hey, Marcus. 123 00:08:44,996 --> 00:08:45,895 Guess what. 124 00:08:45,995 --> 00:08:47,093 What? 125 00:08:47,094 --> 00:08:48,292 You're free to leave. 126 00:08:48,492 --> 00:08:50,389 - Like right now? - Like right now. 127 00:08:50,390 --> 00:08:53,287 - Hiya... - See you later, man. 128 00:08:53,387 --> 00:08:56,283 - What's the fuck? You want me to go to the Dean's Office? 129 00:08:56,284 --> 00:08:58,782 - I don't care where you go. 130 00:08:58,783 --> 00:09:00,481 Everyone pull out a sheet of paper. 131 00:09:00,482 --> 00:09:02,679 I'd like to assess what your individual writing skills are. 132 00:09:02,680 --> 00:09:04,279 What if we got no paper? 133 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:06,977 Okay here is the situation. You're dead. 134 00:09:06,978 --> 00:09:09,974 - Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about... 135 00:09:09,975 --> 00:09:12,373 - Hey jackass! I asked you a fucking question! 136 00:09:12,374 --> 00:09:15,470 ...about what a friend or a parent 137 00:09:15,471 --> 00:09:18,468 might say about you during your funeral. OK? 138 00:09:19,258 --> 00:09:21,656 - You have 30 minutes. - Oh, shit... 139 00:09:23,953 --> 00:09:27,050 I asked you a motherfuckin' question, didn't I? 140 00:09:35,341 --> 00:09:36,340 Anything else? 141 00:09:36,939 --> 00:09:41,634 You'd better back the fuck up before I fuckin' wreck your shit. 142 00:09:43,831 --> 00:09:44,930 That bag, 143 00:09:45,230 --> 00:09:49,825 It doesn't have any feelings. It's empty. 144 00:09:49,826 --> 00:09:53,222 I don't have any feelings you can hurt either. OK? 145 00:09:53,321 --> 00:09:55,918 I understand you're angry. 146 00:09:56,218 --> 00:09:59,713 I used to be very angry too, OK. I get it. 147 00:09:59,714 --> 00:10:02,210 You have no reason to be angry with me, because 148 00:10:02,211 --> 00:10:05,606 I am one of the few people that's here trying to give you an opportunity. 149 00:10:05,607 --> 00:10:07,205 Now I am going to ask you, 150 00:10:07,206 --> 00:10:10,901 you just sit down, and do your best, 151 00:10:10,902 --> 00:10:14,897 and I'll give you a piece of paper. How's that? 152 00:10:19,692 --> 00:10:22,988 Can I get a fuckin' pen too? 153 00:10:23,887 --> 00:10:27,484 Kids don't have any attention span. They're bored. 154 00:10:27,485 --> 00:10:31,480 So how are you supposed to reel them in with classic literature 155 00:10:31,481 --> 00:10:38,773 if they don't believe that you 156 00:10:39,370 --> 00:10:42,367 have something meaningful to share. 157 00:10:46,662 --> 00:10:49,659 Thank you. 158 00:10:52,356 --> 00:10:55,752 Why did you throw Marcus out of class but not Jerry? 159 00:10:55,753 --> 00:10:58,350 Well I had to make an example out of somebody. 160 00:10:58,749 --> 00:11:00,746 You know, Marcus verbally assaulted you, 161 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:02,544 and that's not allowed in my classroom. 162 00:11:02,545 --> 00:11:05,542 And, what they say to me isn't material. 163 00:11:06,341 --> 00:11:08,339 What's your name? 164 00:11:08,439 --> 00:11:09,537 Meredith. 165 00:11:10,237 --> 00:11:12,534 Nice to meet you, Meredith. 166 00:11:12,934 --> 00:11:16,329 So you really don't care what the kids say to you? 167 00:11:16,330 --> 00:11:18,627 Perhaps I've gotten used to it. 168 00:11:18,727 --> 00:11:20,225 I wish I could be that strong. 169 00:11:20,226 --> 00:11:23,522 It doesn't take strength, Meredith. You gotta... 170 00:11:23,722 --> 00:11:28,317 understand that unfortunately most people lack self-awareness. 171 00:11:28,417 --> 00:11:30,114 You should really keep that in mind as you had 172 00:11:30,115 --> 00:11:32,112 another transient of second period. 173 00:11:32,113 --> 00:11:36,208 You'll meet them again at every age. 174 00:11:38,606 --> 00:11:41,601 - I want to see the Principle! - That's her, mom. 175 00:11:41,602 --> 00:11:44,599 You're the bitch that expelled my baby? And for what? 176 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:47,297 - Excuse me, maybe you'd like... - Because you can't handle it? 177 00:11:47,298 --> 00:11:48,896 Bitch why are you here? 178 00:11:48,897 --> 00:11:53,892 You wanna be at home everyday. I don't have time for this bullshit! 179 00:11:53,893 --> 00:11:56,190 - Keep your voice down! - Why are you here? 180 00:11:56,191 --> 00:11:58,389 Hey mam, clam down. We'll go talk about this 181 00:11:58,390 --> 00:12:01,287 in the Dean's Office. - I ain't goin' nowhere with you. 182 00:12:01,288 --> 00:12:03,186 Look, miss, I know you're angry 183 00:12:03,187 --> 00:12:05,784 but they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me. 184 00:12:05,785 --> 00:12:08,582 - Racist bitch, I'ma sue your ass. - Come on, ladies. 185 00:12:08,583 --> 00:12:09,681 This way 186 00:12:09,682 --> 00:12:11,481 - Ladies - What happened? 187 00:12:11,482 --> 00:12:13,579 Bitch, if you gimme any mo' shit in the class 188 00:12:13,580 --> 00:12:17,776 and I'ma getta my niggas fuckin' gang rape your ass! 189 00:12:30,049 --> 00:12:35,144 - Excuse me. Are you new here? - It's, first day. 190 00:12:35,145 --> 00:12:37,842 Welcome. That was quite a scene back there. 191 00:12:38,540 --> 00:12:42,735 I was a little stunned. But it's actually safe here. 192 00:12:43,035 --> 00:12:46,331 - Sorry, I'm Miss Madison. - I am Henry, Henry Barth. 193 00:13:06,809 --> 00:13:11,803 Whatever is on my mind, I say there's a feeling. 194 00:13:12,003 --> 00:13:13,502 I'm truthful to myself. 195 00:13:14,001 --> 00:13:16,897 I am young, and I'm old. 196 00:13:16,898 --> 00:13:19,495 I've been bought and I've been sold, 197 00:13:19,595 --> 00:13:21,892 so many times. 198 00:13:24,589 --> 00:13:28,284 I am hard to face. I am gone. 199 00:13:28,285 --> 00:13:30,583 I am just like you. 200 00:13:31,981 --> 00:13:32,880 Patricia! 201 00:13:37,375 --> 00:13:40,372 Patricia! 202 00:13:57,753 --> 00:13:59,751 - Hello? - Henry, it's Rita, from the hospital. 203 00:14:00,051 --> 00:14:02,548 He's done it again, you need to get down here. 204 00:14:02,947 --> 00:14:05,743 Bastards, leave me alone! 205 00:14:05,744 --> 00:14:07,042 Why aren't you handling this? 206 00:14:07,043 --> 00:14:08,241 I can't get him out! 207 00:14:08,242 --> 00:14:11,838 - You come and get him. - Patricia. 208 00:14:15,334 --> 00:14:17,132 Thanks. 209 00:14:18,530 --> 00:14:21,028 Grandpa, come on. It's Henry, open the door. 210 00:14:21,727 --> 00:14:22,626 Patricia! 211 00:14:23,025 --> 00:14:24,624 No, it's Henry. It's Henry. 212 00:14:25,023 --> 00:14:26,720 - Who? - It's Henry. 213 00:14:26,721 --> 00:14:31,316 Grandpa, please, open... Open the door. 214 00:14:34,013 --> 00:14:36,310 Hi, sweetheart. 215 00:14:36,311 --> 00:14:39,307 I thought you were your mom. 216 00:14:40,606 --> 00:14:42,004 You're dressed okay, there... 217 00:14:42,005 --> 00:14:43,802 Were you going somewhere? 218 00:14:43,803 --> 00:14:45,800 Now I'm goin' to work. 219 00:14:45,801 --> 00:14:49,098 You are tired, OK? 220 00:14:49,297 --> 00:14:53,392 It's very, very late so I need you to go to sleep, OK? 221 00:14:53,792 --> 00:14:56,089 Lets come to bed. 222 00:14:59,585 --> 00:15:01,084 How're you doin', huh? 223 00:15:06,078 --> 00:15:09,774 Some old people sleep a lot before they die. 224 00:15:11,073 --> 00:15:14,569 Isn't that silly? 225 00:15:32,849 --> 00:15:33,648 Fuck. 226 00:15:36,944 --> 00:15:39,042 - Everything okay? - You shut up! 227 00:15:39,142 --> 00:15:40,041 You listen 228 00:15:40,740 --> 00:15:43,138 I know you're just some under-educated drone 229 00:15:43,139 --> 00:15:46,035 passing the time with these old dying people 230 00:15:46,134 --> 00:15:49,629 But I'm paying for his assisted living, and you're not assisting him. 231 00:15:49,630 --> 00:15:53,326 I told you, take the lock off of his bathroom door! 232 00:15:53,826 --> 00:15:55,723 You know how he gets at night and forgets? 233 00:15:55,724 --> 00:15:59,320 So you need to be there for him, to make him feel safe. 234 00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:00,917 Let me be very clear here! 235 00:16:00,918 --> 00:16:06,512 You stop neglecting his needs or I'll start fucking with yours! 236 00:16:06,513 --> 00:16:08,611 I will have you fired! 237 00:16:08,612 --> 00:16:11,309 Then it's gonna be your family! 238 00:16:11,310 --> 00:16:12,808 Your children, 239 00:16:12,809 --> 00:16:15,206 are gonna be at risk! 240 00:16:15,302 --> 00:16:16,601 You got it?! 241 00:16:16,901 --> 00:16:17,999 I got it. 242 00:16:18,099 --> 00:16:22,594 Don't you ever make me come down here again at this hour, OK? 243 00:17:12,939 --> 00:17:14,637 Gimme the fuckin' money! 244 00:17:14,737 --> 00:17:16,935 You heard me! Gimmme the fuckin' money! 245 00:17:17,334 --> 00:17:19,631 Give me the fucking money now! 246 00:17:19,632 --> 00:17:21,828 You think I like you? Give me the fucking money! 247 00:17:21,829 --> 00:17:23,827 - You want money? - Now! 248 00:18:06,980 --> 00:18:09,377 Why are you following me? 249 00:18:09,378 --> 00:18:12,675 I am not. It's late, you should be home, not to screw men. 250 00:18:12,676 --> 00:18:14,873 What? Are you crazy now? 251 00:18:14,874 --> 00:18:16,572 - What the fuck is your deal, huh? - Get away from me. 252 00:18:16,573 --> 00:18:19,470 Why did you let that guy beat the shit out of me? 253 00:18:19,471 --> 00:18:22,768 - Huh? You just sat there, like you were a fuckin lemon or something. 254 00:18:22,769 --> 00:18:23,867 Excuse me, I don't wanna talk to you. 255 00:18:23,868 --> 00:18:24,867 You think there's something wrong with that? 256 00:18:24,868 --> 00:18:26,766 Listen, little kid. 257 00:18:26,767 --> 00:18:28,965 I don't know how old you were when it all went wrong, 258 00:18:28,966 --> 00:18:30,564 but this isn't the fucking answer, OK? 259 00:18:30,565 --> 00:18:31,764 You'll figure it out, 260 00:18:31,765 --> 00:18:34,462 'cause you're gonne get really old really quick. 261 00:18:34,463 --> 00:18:35,961 Know that! - Why are you so mean to me, huh? 262 00:18:35,962 --> 00:18:37,460 You don't think I have feelings? 263 00:18:37,461 --> 00:18:39,759 Do you? Do you have feelings? 264 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:40,659 Listen, pal! 265 00:18:40,660 --> 00:18:42,258 I mean, between you and me 266 00:18:42,259 --> 00:18:44,956 you look like you've got more problems than me. 267 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,755 - Oh really? - Yeah, really! 268 00:18:46,756 --> 00:18:49,054 - So come on, I'll make you better. - What are you doing? Get off, please. 269 00:18:49,055 --> 00:18:50,154 - Are you flerting with me? - Nothing, 270 00:18:50,155 --> 00:18:51,953 I'm just offering to hang out, if you know what I mean. 271 00:18:51,954 --> 00:18:53,951 - I don't wanna hang out with you. - I don't know. You seem kinda lonely. 272 00:18:53,952 --> 00:18:57,049 Maybe we go back to your place just relax. 273 00:18:58,124 --> 00:18:59,922 Afraid you'll like it? 274 00:19:00,122 --> 00:19:02,219 I'm afraid you've been fucked and thrown away 275 00:19:02,319 --> 00:19:04,116 so many times you've gotten used to it. 276 00:19:04,117 --> 00:19:05,715 Fuck you, man! 277 00:19:07,414 --> 00:19:08,712 Fuck off, queer. 278 00:19:09,212 --> 00:19:11,409 Have a good night, yeah. 279 00:19:11,509 --> 00:19:13,407 Yeah, yeah! Just walk away? Hey? 280 00:19:13,906 --> 00:19:16,404 Where are you going? 281 00:19:32,087 --> 00:19:34,883 "He just fucks their shit up, and..." 282 00:19:35,183 --> 00:19:37,481 "The ladies cry for me ..." 283 00:19:37,780 --> 00:19:39,379 "At the funeral" 284 00:19:39,478 --> 00:19:41,976 "'cause I aint around no more," 285 00:19:42,275 --> 00:19:44,573 "to dicks that split up ..." 286 00:19:44,773 --> 00:19:46,770 "Raw and shit ..." 287 00:19:47,370 --> 00:19:49,866 "And ma boys all gets faded ..." 288 00:19:49,867 --> 00:19:53,863 "pleasin' that skunk shit and fuck." 289 00:19:55,161 --> 00:19:55,960 Toni V. 290 00:19:59,956 --> 00:20:02,054 You know it's funny I spend a lot of time 291 00:20:02,653 --> 00:20:07,148 trying to not have to deal, to not really commit. 292 00:20:07,548 --> 00:20:09,246 I am a substitute teacher. 293 00:20:09,546 --> 00:20:11,843 There's no real responsibility to teach. 294 00:20:12,043 --> 00:20:14,739 The responsibility is to maintain order, 295 00:20:14,740 --> 00:20:17,737 make sure nobody kills anybody in your classroom, 296 00:20:17,836 --> 00:20:19,235 and then they get to the next period. 297 00:20:19,335 --> 00:20:21,233 "She used to be a sweet girl" 298 00:20:21,732 --> 00:20:24,328 "She never seemed disatisfied with her life." 299 00:20:24,329 --> 00:20:25,828 "And why should she have been?" 300 00:20:26,127 --> 00:20:28,625 "Her mother and I gave her everything she needed ... " 301 00:20:29,424 --> 00:20:31,322 "So why did she become so angry?" 302 00:20:31,721 --> 00:20:34,617 "So miserable and mean all of a sudden" 303 00:20:34,618 --> 00:20:35,816 "We don't know." 304 00:20:35,817 --> 00:20:38,014 "Frankly, it doesn't reflect on us." 305 00:20:38,614 --> 00:20:40,312 "We were good parents" 306 00:20:41,211 --> 00:20:43,908 "But still, she repaid us for all we've done" 307 00:20:44,108 --> 00:20:45,906 "by killing herself" 308 00:20:46,905 --> 00:20:48,901 "Stupid selfish Child" 309 00:20:48,902 --> 00:20:53,198 "Now she'll never get into Princeton" 310 00:20:53,397 --> 00:20:55,295 No name. 311 00:21:00,090 --> 00:21:01,988 "Hi Lupe, Dean Vargas again" 312 00:21:02,288 --> 00:21:04,385 "I can't do it anymore" 313 00:21:04,785 --> 00:21:07,382 " I ...um I quit! " 314 00:21:13,575 --> 00:21:17,071 Oh, if it isn't the lovely Dr. Parker. 315 00:21:17,871 --> 00:21:20,268 Would you like a happy help you through the day? 316 00:21:20,368 --> 00:21:21,267 They're yummy. 317 00:21:21,367 --> 00:21:26,361 I need you to fill in for Dean Vargas in the second period. 318 00:21:26,362 --> 00:21:28,560 I'm worried about you, Charlie. 319 00:21:32,255 --> 00:21:36,250 I just, er... maybe love watchin' you leave the room. 320 00:21:38,548 --> 00:21:42,344 Mr. Seaboldt. He maintained a sense of humor. 321 00:21:44,342 --> 00:21:48,737 I think the sense of humor is key. I don't posses it. 322 00:21:49,036 --> 00:21:50,535 I mean, I do ... 323 00:21:51,034 --> 00:21:53,431 in a tragic sort of way. 324 00:21:53,432 --> 00:21:55,230 Whatcha doin' here, Mr. Sea? 325 00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:57,428 Uhm, filling in for Dean Vargas. 326 00:21:57,429 --> 00:21:59,227 Vargas is a bitch. 327 00:21:59,625 --> 00:22:02,222 Talk shit, you get slaped like a bitch. 328 00:22:02,322 --> 00:22:04,319 You're not gonna get me no detention neither. 329 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:07,316 I'm gonna un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 330 00:22:07,516 --> 00:22:11,711 Un-shit... No, un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 331 00:22:11,712 --> 00:22:15,407 Wow! That is, I mean, really poetic. 332 00:22:15,408 --> 00:22:17,804 I mean, that's truly... What, lyrical. 333 00:22:17,805 --> 00:22:19,502 You should take that on the stage. 334 00:22:19,503 --> 00:22:21,101 I mean that shit sells itself. 335 00:22:22,500 --> 00:22:26,695 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says 336 00:22:27,095 --> 00:22:30,791 I am going to un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 337 00:22:31,690 --> 00:22:33,487 I'll tell you what I will do, laddy. 338 00:22:33,488 --> 00:22:35,186 I'll un-fuck your shit uptight. 339 00:22:35,685 --> 00:22:39,681 And un-fuck it right uptight up your ass, you motherfucker. 340 00:22:39,881 --> 00:22:48,371 I'm going to un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 341 00:22:48,471 --> 00:22:49,969 I'll tell what, um... 342 00:22:49,970 --> 00:22:52,667 Why don't you have a seat, OK? And then I'll... 343 00:22:52,866 --> 00:22:55,363 I'll back shortly and we'll discuss your bright future. 344 00:22:55,364 --> 00:22:56,961 Okay, my man? 345 00:22:56,962 --> 00:22:58,860 I mean, my motherfucker. 346 00:23:00,858 --> 00:23:02,256 Okay, Mae West? 347 00:23:07,251 --> 00:23:09,547 Ellen, can I see your nipples? 348 00:23:09,548 --> 00:23:11,446 What? No! 349 00:23:12,245 --> 00:23:13,343 Wrong. 350 00:23:13,344 --> 00:23:14,942 See I... Actually I can. 351 00:23:15,442 --> 00:23:17,839 See, that's the whole point, you have to wear bra to school. 352 00:23:18,239 --> 00:23:19,836 Look Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just being me. 353 00:23:19,837 --> 00:23:22,834 I don't tell you how to dress, so you don't tell me. 354 00:23:22,934 --> 00:23:24,032 Capiche? 355 00:23:30,925 --> 00:23:32,723 Ellen, do you know what that is? 356 00:23:33,222 --> 00:23:36,818 It's a beautiful picture of a sunset in Hawaii. 357 00:23:37,118 --> 00:23:38,916 It's rather pretty, isn't it? 358 00:23:39,316 --> 00:23:40,614 Now, Ellen. 359 00:23:42,112 --> 00:23:43,410 Do you know what that is? 360 00:23:43,411 --> 00:23:45,907 That's a vagina infected with gonorrhea. 361 00:23:45,908 --> 00:23:47,406 That's fucking grose. 362 00:23:47,407 --> 00:23:49,603 Yes very. So, you see, 363 00:23:49,604 --> 00:23:52,400 when you come to school dressed like that, you give 364 00:23:52,401 --> 00:23:54,198 you give out the wrong signal. 365 00:23:54,199 --> 00:23:55,896 Don't you want people treat you with respect? 366 00:23:55,897 --> 00:23:57,095 Yo! I get respect. 367 00:23:57,096 --> 00:23:58,993 I don't give it up to every dick in my face. 368 00:23:58,994 --> 00:24:02,290 Every "dick" in your face. 369 00:24:03,389 --> 00:24:05,587 That's respectful. 370 00:24:08,983 --> 00:24:11,080 Put this on. Wear that for the rest... 371 00:24:11,081 --> 00:24:14,077 Hey I said wear that for the rest of the day. 372 00:24:14,477 --> 00:24:15,776 Okay? 373 00:24:15,975 --> 00:24:17,274 Can I go now? 374 00:24:18,273 --> 00:24:20,071 I supposed you can, I mean. 375 00:24:21,369 --> 00:24:23,068 If we're done. Are we done? 376 00:24:23,967 --> 00:24:26,264 - We're done. - We're done. 377 00:24:26,364 --> 00:24:28,661 Another student saved. 378 00:24:31,858 --> 00:24:33,157 Come out of the bathroom, grandma! 379 00:24:34,555 --> 00:24:35,854 Come on granma, open the door. 380 00:24:39,649 --> 00:24:40,948 Hi, grandpa. 381 00:24:42,846 --> 00:24:43,645 Grandpa. 382 00:24:45,843 --> 00:24:46,642 Grandpa. 383 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:48,839 You okay? 384 00:24:49,039 --> 00:24:50,637 What is it, grandpa? 385 00:24:50,937 --> 00:24:52,635 It's Henry, grandpa. 386 00:24:53,434 --> 00:24:54,933 Grandpa, it's Henry. 387 00:24:55,033 --> 00:24:57,529 - Who? - Are you in pain? 388 00:24:57,530 --> 00:25:00,826 No, no. I ... I pissed myself. 389 00:25:05,821 --> 00:25:08,118 Come on, grandma, open the door! 390 00:25:08,418 --> 00:25:09,317 Excuse me 391 00:25:09,517 --> 00:25:10,615 Excuse me 392 00:25:11,115 --> 00:25:13,812 - Can you come in here please? - We have a little accident? 393 00:25:14,212 --> 00:25:16,010 - Yes - You should ... haa.. 394 00:25:19,706 --> 00:25:24,100 - Do you wanna? - No, no. - See, we're taking care of it. 395 00:25:24,101 --> 00:25:25,398 See? You're okay. 396 00:25:25,399 --> 00:25:29,595 - You right? - Are you doin' any writing, grandpa? 397 00:25:29,794 --> 00:25:31,493 In journals? 398 00:25:31,494 --> 00:25:33,491 No, my life ... 399 00:25:33,990 --> 00:25:37,686 My life isn't worth memoires. 400 00:25:38,485 --> 00:25:40,283 It's ok, it's okay. 401 00:25:41,482 --> 00:25:44,378 I didn't wanna to go out like this. 402 00:25:45,078 --> 00:25:47,575 I hate being a burden. 403 00:25:47,975 --> 00:25:49,272 You're not a burden. 404 00:25:49,273 --> 00:25:50,672 Okay? 405 00:25:51,071 --> 00:25:52,768 You're not a burden. 406 00:25:52,769 --> 00:25:58,063 Sure. You... You like coming here, eh? 407 00:25:59,362 --> 00:26:02,658 Your mother came by today. 408 00:26:02,758 --> 00:26:05,355 Have you spoken to her lately? 409 00:26:06,754 --> 00:26:07,953 No. 410 00:26:09,851 --> 00:26:13,646 Now, you tell her I'm fine? 411 00:26:15,345 --> 00:26:20,039 You always say you're fine, but I know you hide things from me. 412 00:26:20,239 --> 00:26:22,437 You've always been closed off. 413 00:26:22,936 --> 00:26:25,234 Ever since you were a kid. 414 00:26:25,533 --> 00:26:27,032 Why is that? 415 00:26:30,128 --> 00:26:31,627 Why? 416 00:26:33,525 --> 00:26:37,519 Ah, you're upset. I shouldn't say these things to you... 417 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:41,015 - I don't mean to make you... - You haven't upset me, grandpa. 418 00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:44,113 It's that I don't wanna talk about the past. 419 00:26:44,313 --> 00:26:48,009 You and I remember it very differently. 420 00:26:49,507 --> 00:26:52,504 Get rest, O.K? Close your eyes. I'm here. 421 00:26:53,103 --> 00:26:57,997 - I am in here with you - When you stop coming, Henry 422 00:26:57,998 --> 00:26:59,896 I'll die. 423 00:27:03,292 --> 00:27:05,390 Fuck. 424 00:27:44,846 --> 00:27:45,845 You got a smoke? 425 00:27:47,044 --> 00:27:49,342 No, I don't have a smoke. 426 00:27:49,741 --> 00:27:51,939 Where did you go, eh? 427 00:27:53,737 --> 00:27:56,234 - What are you gonna do now? - What are you gonna do, little kid? 428 00:27:56,534 --> 00:27:57,732 I don't know. 429 00:27:59,031 --> 00:28:02,327 Can you lend me ten bucks? 430 00:28:02,427 --> 00:28:05,724 Come on, man I'm hungry. 431 00:28:16,712 --> 00:28:20,807 I may have something to eat at my place. 432 00:28:31,795 --> 00:28:34,392 Come in, wash your hands. 433 00:28:37,089 --> 00:28:39,986 There's soap over there. 434 00:28:53,871 --> 00:28:55,968 Sit down. 435 00:28:58,765 --> 00:29:02,062 Really nice place you got. 436 00:29:11,651 --> 00:29:13,449 Thanks. 437 00:29:17,445 --> 00:29:20,941 - You got anything stronger? - Eat your sandwich. 438 00:29:42,218 --> 00:29:44,414 Hey, hold on man! 439 00:29:44,415 --> 00:29:47,412 - It's a 100 bucks. - Relax... 440 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:18,278 What? 441 00:30:19,677 --> 00:30:23,772 - Have you been raped recently? - What do you care? 442 00:30:24,072 --> 00:30:28,068 I'm not sure that I do particulary. 443 00:30:28,167 --> 00:30:32,163 Find and put something on it. 444 00:30:42,751 --> 00:30:45,648 Look, I gotta get back. 445 00:30:45,748 --> 00:30:46,947 Back? 446 00:30:47,246 --> 00:30:48,345 Back where? 447 00:30:49,244 --> 00:30:50,342 Listen, buddy, 448 00:30:50,343 --> 00:30:53,040 If you don't got the money it's cool. I mean, 449 00:30:53,140 --> 00:30:54,339 I like you. 450 00:30:54,638 --> 00:30:56,136 I'll blow you for 50? 451 00:30:56,137 --> 00:30:57,136 Listen to me, 452 00:30:57,137 --> 00:31:00,032 knock off the bullsit, okay? 453 00:31:02,730 --> 00:31:04,627 Come in the bathroom. 454 00:31:19,911 --> 00:31:23,207 It's gonna sting a little bit. 455 00:31:25,105 --> 00:31:26,803 Why are you doing this? 456 00:31:27,103 --> 00:31:30,499 Take a shower 457 00:31:31,098 --> 00:31:33,696 - This is fresh towel. - Thanks. 458 00:32:04,362 --> 00:32:06,560 Go to sleep. 459 00:33:02,498 --> 00:33:03,596 Hello, this is Dr. Parker 460 00:33:03,597 --> 00:33:06,992 My son's ADHD and I looked it up online, and that's what hes' got. 461 00:33:06,993 --> 00:33:08,492 Now you gotta get im a free laptop. 462 00:33:08,791 --> 00:33:10,090 Mr. Kevin, your son Oliver injured a student. 463 00:33:12,188 --> 00:33:13,985 His problems are behavioral. 464 00:33:13,986 --> 00:33:16,981 Hey, my kid's got a disability and he's not learning anything, 465 00:33:16,982 --> 00:33:18,180 and this is your fault! 466 00:33:18,181 --> 00:33:19,979 Hey, hey... What are you doing? 467 00:33:20,079 --> 00:33:22,375 What is the matter with you? 468 00:33:22,376 --> 00:33:24,673 As it is, our resources emaciated. 469 00:33:24,674 --> 00:33:27,671 Now, I heave real LD kids that need my attention. 470 00:33:27,970 --> 00:33:31,765 He's always mad all the time because he's not getting the services he needs. 471 00:33:31,766 --> 00:33:35,262 No Child Left Behind promises me my rights. 472 00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:40,258 You'll be hearing from my lawyer. - Mr... 473 00:34:17,716 --> 00:34:22,111 Hey, what are you doing? What is this? 474 00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:30,102 What is this? Funny? Get to class. Get to class right now. 475 00:34:31,501 --> 00:34:33,898 What's the joke? I don't get the joke. Huh? 476 00:34:33,998 --> 00:34:36,394 Is this funny? Does that look good to you? 477 00:34:36,395 --> 00:34:40,290 You like hurting animals? Huh?! Is that what you like to do? 478 00:34:40,291 --> 00:34:43,387 Answer me! You like hurting animals? You like this?! 479 00:34:43,388 --> 00:34:46,984 Come here. Go. Lets go. Come on. 480 00:34:47,084 --> 00:34:49,181 Walk 481 00:34:55,375 --> 00:34:57,871 Mr. Raymond, the studies have shown that kids 482 00:34:57,872 --> 00:35:00,368 who are prone to hurting animals at an early age 483 00:35:00,369 --> 00:35:03,565 eventually fall into a high percentage of adults 484 00:35:03,566 --> 00:35:08,061 who may fail to develop even the most basic feeling for people. 485 00:35:08,460 --> 00:35:09,759 Raven. 486 00:35:12,456 --> 00:35:14,454 How do you feel about this? 487 00:35:14,653 --> 00:35:16,252 I feel ... 488 00:35:16,951 --> 00:35:18,549 Trapped. 489 00:35:18,849 --> 00:35:20,847 Like the cat. 490 00:35:58,306 --> 00:35:59,105 Fuck. 491 00:36:00,303 --> 00:36:01,802 Who are you? Why? 492 00:36:02,601 --> 00:36:04,399 Did you pay? Did you pay her? 493 00:36:04,499 --> 00:36:07,495 - Yeah alright, here... - Pay her! 494 00:36:07,895 --> 00:36:11,691 - Alright, here, take... - What are you paying me for, huh?! 495 00:36:11,891 --> 00:36:13,089 It wasn't in my mouth! 496 00:36:14,188 --> 00:36:17,085 Get fuck out of here. Get out of here! Fuck! 497 00:36:19,283 --> 00:36:21,380 Don't hurt me! 498 00:36:28,972 --> 00:36:29,771 Here ... 499 00:36:32,768 --> 00:36:34,766 Change your sheets! 500 00:36:45,454 --> 00:36:47,851 How do you do it kid? 501 00:36:52,446 --> 00:36:55,043 Please don't be mad at me. 502 00:36:55,143 --> 00:36:56,342 I am not mad at you. 503 00:36:57,041 --> 00:36:59,239 Don't think about leaving me. 504 00:37:00,238 --> 00:37:02,934 I won't do it anymore, I promise. 505 00:37:02,935 --> 00:37:05,032 You don't need to promise me. 506 00:37:07,430 --> 00:37:09,328 Okay don't promise to me. 507 00:37:09,627 --> 00:37:13,923 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. 508 00:37:14,222 --> 00:37:15,821 But you don't do it here! 509 00:37:18,817 --> 00:37:20,416 What are you doing there? 510 00:37:20,915 --> 00:37:22,413 Don't you knock? 511 00:37:24,511 --> 00:37:28,007 What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul? 512 00:37:28,207 --> 00:37:31,703 Why don't you paint something cheerful? 513 00:37:31,704 --> 00:37:34,401 Like happy with colors. 514 00:37:34,402 --> 00:37:37,299 Whadya want from me dad, besides for me to have been born with a penis. 515 00:37:37,300 --> 00:37:38,399 I don't work all day 516 00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:41,596 to have my night ruined by your teen angst. 517 00:37:41,597 --> 00:37:45,293 ??? 518 00:37:45,294 --> 00:37:49,689 I am not goin' to support you and your little creative habits! 519 00:37:49,690 --> 00:37:52,587 Okay? I've had it with all of all your little art projects 520 00:37:52,780 --> 00:37:54,377 that are going nowhere! 521 00:37:54,378 --> 00:37:56,974 You always know what to say, dad. 522 00:37:56,975 --> 00:38:01,970 Now, if you cleared... 523 00:38:01,971 --> 00:38:04,268 and lost some weight 524 00:38:05,666 --> 00:38:08,862 you could attract a nice boys, who knows. 525 00:38:09,861 --> 00:38:11,460 There should be 526 00:38:12,858 --> 00:38:14,456 a prerequisite, 527 00:38:16,055 --> 00:38:20,650 curriculum for being an parent, before the people attempt to. 528 00:38:24,745 --> 00:38:26,243 Don't try this at home. 529 00:38:30,139 --> 00:38:31,737 Take these. 530 00:38:37,231 --> 00:38:38,530 What are those? 531 00:38:39,029 --> 00:38:40,927 You're supposed to ask me before you take them. 532 00:38:41,726 --> 00:38:43,424 They're vitamins, 533 00:38:43,425 --> 00:38:44,623 and Aspirin. 534 00:38:44,823 --> 00:38:46,421 At some point 535 00:38:49,218 --> 00:38:50,916 you should get an HIV test. 536 00:38:53,414 --> 00:38:54,612 At some point. 537 00:39:08,397 --> 00:39:10,994 Why are you crying on the bus? 538 00:39:21,583 --> 00:39:22,781 Go to sleep. 539 00:39:42,260 --> 00:39:43,359 A friend of yours? 540 00:39:43,659 --> 00:39:45,057 A friend. 541 00:39:45,756 --> 00:39:47,055 Oh...No, no... 542 00:39:47,854 --> 00:39:49,852 He was .... 543 00:39:50,151 --> 00:39:51,650 Total asshole. 544 00:39:53,148 --> 00:39:54,746 What was his problem? 545 00:39:55,545 --> 00:39:58,542 He chose a vocation that did not choose him. 546 00:39:58,942 --> 00:40:00,540 And then he spent his whole career 547 00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,836 "casting pearls before swine", He talked like that... 548 00:40:05,435 --> 00:40:07,033 The child-hater, basically. 549 00:40:07,333 --> 00:40:12,327 He tried to purge Steinbeck and Faulkner from required reading list. 550 00:40:12,427 --> 00:40:16,023 Well, let it be said from the safety of his sabbatical, 551 00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,619 You can do no more harm. 552 00:40:20,218 --> 00:40:21,317 How did he die? 553 00:40:21,917 --> 00:40:24,214 Who knows, and who cares. 554 00:40:35,602 --> 00:40:36,600 "Hello" 555 00:40:36,601 --> 00:40:38,698 "It's drudgery, this life" 556 00:40:39,098 --> 00:40:40,796 "and retention" 557 00:40:40,896 --> 00:40:42,992 "suspension, expulsion" 558 00:40:42,993 --> 00:40:44,592 "staff meetings" 559 00:40:44,991 --> 00:40:46,489 "The Papers cuts" 560 00:40:46,490 --> 00:40:47,788 "The vacant parents" 561 00:40:48,088 --> 00:40:49,385 "Their vicious kids" 562 00:40:49,386 --> 00:40:51,283 "Theye're the dreads of the pain" 563 00:40:51,284 --> 00:40:53,182 "They spat on my soul" 564 00:40:53,682 --> 00:40:55,878 "This humiliation will stop" 565 00:40:55,879 --> 00:40:59,974 "Discipline must be restored, these kids have us on the run." 566 00:40:59,975 --> 00:41:02,171 " We're the ones on trial!" 567 00:41:02,172 --> 00:41:04,570 " It's fucking madness! " 568 00:41:04,870 --> 00:41:06,766 "Like every child has value? " 569 00:41:06,767 --> 00:41:09,563 "Is aware and worthy of a private education" 570 00:41:09,564 --> 00:41:12,761 "Fucking kids who have no desires," 571 00:41:12,961 --> 00:41:14,058 "no fire..." 572 00:41:14,059 --> 00:41:15,558 "No minds to be..." 573 00:41:41,330 --> 00:41:42,528 " Assimilate " 574 00:41:42,628 --> 00:41:44,027 What does that mean? 575 00:41:46,324 --> 00:41:47,522 To take something in. 576 00:41:47,523 --> 00:41:49,221 OK, excellent. To absorb. 577 00:41:49,820 --> 00:41:52,517 " Ubiquitous " 578 00:41:53,316 --> 00:41:55,015 Anyone? 579 00:41:57,712 --> 00:41:59,410 Everywhere, all the time. 580 00:41:59,809 --> 00:42:02,107 So what... 581 00:42:02,307 --> 00:42:06,102 "ubiquitous assimilation" 582 00:42:07,701 --> 00:42:11,097 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time. 583 00:42:11,496 --> 00:42:13,095 Well done, George. 584 00:42:13,494 --> 00:42:15,892 How are you to imagine anything, 585 00:42:16,291 --> 00:42:18,788 if the images are always provided for you? 586 00:42:19,887 --> 00:42:22,984 Who here had read "1984" last year? 587 00:42:23,383 --> 00:42:24,482 Good. 588 00:42:29,677 --> 00:42:30,975 Anyone? 589 00:42:31,574 --> 00:42:32,873 Meredith. 590 00:42:32,973 --> 00:42:36,368 Having two opposing beliefs at once. 591 00:42:36,369 --> 00:42:37,967 Believing that both are true. 592 00:42:38,167 --> 00:42:39,466 Excellent. 593 00:42:39,865 --> 00:42:42,463 Why do you always suck his dick, you fuckin' kiss-ass? 594 00:42:42,662 --> 00:42:46,158 To deliberately believe in lies 595 00:42:46,558 --> 00:42:49,155 while knowning they're false. 596 00:42:51,652 --> 00:42:53,750 Examples of this in everyday life: 597 00:42:54,150 --> 00:42:55,448 Oh, I, 598 00:42:56,647 --> 00:42:59,344 need to be pretty to be happy. 599 00:43:00,842 --> 00:43:03,340 I need surgery to be pretty. 600 00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:06,435 I need to be thin 601 00:43:06,436 --> 00:43:07,834 Famous 602 00:43:07,835 --> 00:43:09,333 Fashionable 603 00:43:10,532 --> 00:43:12,230 Our young men, 604 00:43:13,429 --> 00:43:15,027 today, 605 00:43:15,526 --> 00:43:17,623 are being told that women 606 00:43:17,624 --> 00:43:19,121 are whores; 607 00:43:19,122 --> 00:43:21,420 bitches, things to be screwed, 608 00:43:23,518 --> 00:43:24,916 beaten, 609 00:43:25,615 --> 00:43:27,114 shit on, 610 00:43:27,913 --> 00:43:29,511 ashamed. 611 00:43:30,510 --> 00:43:33,407 This is a marketing holocaust. 612 00:43:34,006 --> 00:43:35,305 24 hours a day, 613 00:43:36,004 --> 00:43:37,302 for the rest of our lives, 614 00:43:38,002 --> 00:43:39,700 the powers that be 615 00:43:39,800 --> 00:43:40,799 are hard at work 616 00:43:41,498 --> 00:43:42,497 dumbing us 617 00:43:42,996 --> 00:43:44,894 to death. 618 00:43:45,693 --> 00:43:48,290 So, to defend ourselves 619 00:43:49,089 --> 00:43:54,583 and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, 620 00:43:54,883 --> 00:43:56,581 we must learn to read 621 00:43:56,881 --> 00:43:59,178 to stimulate our own imagination; 622 00:43:59,378 --> 00:44:00,577 to cultivate 623 00:44:00,877 --> 00:44:03,574 our own consciousness, 624 00:44:03,773 --> 00:44:06,371 our own belief system. 625 00:44:07,170 --> 00:44:08,867 We all need these skills 626 00:44:08,868 --> 00:44:10,666 to defend 627 00:44:11,565 --> 00:44:13,163 to preserve 628 00:44:16,659 --> 00:44:18,357 our own minds. 629 00:44:30,544 --> 00:44:33,141 Very carefully, it's perfect. 630 00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:35,139 Great. 631 00:44:36,038 --> 00:44:37,337 Let me have a look. 632 00:44:40,333 --> 00:44:42,231 You just made your own... 633 00:44:42,831 --> 00:44:45,528 - Wow. I don't care what they say, you're doing great. 634 00:44:46,527 --> 00:44:48,524 I had hard time with math too. It takes time. 635 00:44:49,423 --> 00:44:51,421 Wow, that is damn cool. 636 00:44:53,419 --> 00:44:55,017 Hi guys. 637 00:44:55,317 --> 00:44:56,915 Thank you for staying late, 638 00:44:57,514 --> 00:44:59,512 all 15 or 20 of you. 639 00:45:00,811 --> 00:45:07,603 Today we'll be presented with a new course work 640 00:45:07,604 --> 00:45:12,599 engineered to boost State exam performance, 641 00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:15,597 as mandated by "No child had left behind". 642 00:45:16,793 --> 00:45:20,588 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here. 643 00:45:20,589 --> 00:45:28,081 I've come today with some edifying materials 644 00:45:28,082 --> 00:45:33,077 to help your matriculating and non matric students 645 00:45:33,078 --> 00:45:36,274 to better prepare for the upcoming State Exams this May. 646 00:45:36,275 --> 00:45:37,673 Let me start by stating 647 00:45:37,674 --> 00:45:40,372 I love teachers. 648 00:45:40,373 --> 00:45:41,971 I love what you do, 649 00:45:41,972 --> 00:45:43,570 what you stand for. 650 00:45:43,571 --> 00:45:47,267 You guys are the real heroes. 651 00:45:47,268 --> 00:45:50,065 Now, the one thing I've learned in all my years in the private sector, 652 00:45:50,066 --> 00:45:51,165 is that 653 00:45:51,166 --> 00:45:54,362 real estate generates revenue 654 00:45:54,363 --> 00:45:57,360 And merchanting property values will be this school's saving grades. 655 00:45:57,361 --> 00:46:00,258 But your school's low test scores 656 00:46:00,259 --> 00:46:03,455 are bringing down the whole re-sale value in this neighborhood 657 00:46:03,456 --> 00:46:05,953 during the market already in decline. 658 00:46:06,339 --> 00:46:08,136 We gotta get the scores up - 659 00:46:08,137 --> 00:46:10,235 new families in our district 660 00:46:11,933 --> 00:46:13,931 and more motivated kids in the school. 661 00:46:14,730 --> 00:46:16,327 And I am not placing any blame 662 00:46:16,328 --> 00:46:19,224 Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material 663 00:46:19,225 --> 00:46:22,620 or to air your concerns as a property owner? 664 00:46:22,621 --> 00:46:25,617 Listen, umm ... I am curious 665 00:46:25,618 --> 00:46:28,615 Are you givin' away pop-corn with this crap that you're pushing? 666 00:46:28,715 --> 00:46:32,110 This faculty has spent their lives on the boards, and now you tell us 667 00:46:32,111 --> 00:46:35,606 that our careers are about re-sale value. 668 00:46:35,607 --> 00:46:37,105 - Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ... 669 00:46:37,305 --> 00:46:39,003 - Storm the game. - Don't oversimplify it, mam. 670 00:46:39,203 --> 00:46:40,600 That's a hazard you can't afford. 671 00:46:40,601 --> 00:46:41,799 This sounds like a threat. 672 00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:43,397 - Could you please sit down? 673 00:46:43,398 --> 00:46:44,696 That's enough. Could you please sit down? 674 00:46:44,697 --> 00:46:47,394 Can we have some order here, please. 675 00:46:49,292 --> 00:46:50,890 Dr. Heart was right. 676 00:46:51,390 --> 00:46:53,886 - This school's the pride of the district. - Can you get back, pal? 677 00:46:53,887 --> 00:46:55,785 Could you finish your pitch, we'd like to go home? 678 00:46:55,885 --> 00:46:57,383 What's you hurry, hon? 679 00:46:57,683 --> 00:47:00,180 You gotta... 680 00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:03,376 So enjoy running this relic for a few more months. 681 00:47:03,377 --> 00:47:06,973 You're a fossil when you're fucking done. 682 00:47:17,361 --> 00:47:19,759 You're dread going home? 683 00:47:20,957 --> 00:47:25,052 Frankly, I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not in my classroom. 684 00:47:25,053 --> 00:47:28,749 So, Friday afternoons I am afraid to go home. 685 00:47:29,248 --> 00:47:31,546 Afraid of all that time alone. 686 00:47:33,543 --> 00:47:34,842 Yeah. 687 00:47:39,837 --> 00:47:43,133 - My mother hates my father passionately... 688 00:47:43,433 --> 00:47:44,931 ...watches a lot of TV 689 00:47:45,131 --> 00:47:47,728 ...the only time that I don't feel 690 00:47:48,028 --> 00:47:50,625 - I teach for selfish reasons... - My mother was in Mac Madisson 691 00:47:50,725 --> 00:47:52,322 ...I need a control 692 00:47:52,323 --> 00:47:55,019 - I need those kids more than... 693 00:47:55,020 --> 00:47:57,217 - Its the moments in school... 694 00:47:57,218 --> 00:47:59,814 It must be like 695 00:47:59,815 --> 00:48:01,013 ...best teacher I ever had... 696 00:48:06,308 --> 00:48:09,005 So what's your story? 697 00:48:09,504 --> 00:48:11,302 My story? 698 00:48:14,998 --> 00:48:21,291 I'm just ... I'm just taking one thing at a time. 699 00:48:21,890 --> 00:48:25,086 Why are you wasting your life? You know... 700 00:48:25,087 --> 00:48:27,384 I teach every day, I mean... 701 00:48:29,382 --> 00:48:31,380 You don't really know me. 702 00:48:32,079 --> 00:48:33,977 So what happened to you? 703 00:48:42,468 --> 00:48:45,165 You don't want something more permanent? 704 00:49:02,945 --> 00:49:04,344 - Hi - Where have you been? 705 00:49:04,943 --> 00:49:06,342 What? I was out. 706 00:49:07,341 --> 00:49:11,436 - With a colleague. - The boy or girl? 707 00:49:12,335 --> 00:49:14,333 A woman. 708 00:49:14,932 --> 00:49:19,228 You make me feel so stupid. Why are you treating me like a kid? 709 00:49:20,926 --> 00:49:22,824 - Because you're a kid. 710 00:49:23,623 --> 00:49:27,318 I am sorry. I wasn't expecting this. 711 00:49:27,319 --> 00:49:30,815 All you had to do was tell me you were gonna be home later. 712 00:49:30,915 --> 00:49:32,713 Back up, alright? 713 00:49:36,309 --> 00:49:39,405 I'm not beholden to you, okay? 714 00:49:39,406 --> 00:49:42,402 I mean, you're welcome to stay here, but 715 00:49:42,502 --> 00:49:45,199 you know, you don't get to have expectations of me, alright? 716 00:49:45,299 --> 00:49:49,295 This is a temporary thing, you ... you're able to stay here, but ... 717 00:49:49,494 --> 00:49:51,492 eventually you're gonna have to go, you understand? 718 00:49:51,892 --> 00:49:53,690 - I think it is important... - It's clear. 719 00:49:54,489 --> 00:49:56,187 I get it, you want me to go now? 720 00:49:56,587 --> 00:49:59,783 I got better to do than clean up the stuff. 721 00:50:03,179 --> 00:50:05,277 I can't believe you made dinner. 722 00:50:05,777 --> 00:50:07,375 With what? 723 00:50:07,874 --> 00:50:11,870 Goceries, from the goceries store. 724 00:50:14,867 --> 00:50:19,162 Wow, it's really nice kid. 725 00:50:20,261 --> 00:50:23,857 It's been long time since somebody cooked me. 726 00:50:24,556 --> 00:50:26,254 Thank you Erica. 727 00:50:26,354 --> 00:50:31,349 We all have problems, we all have things that we're dealing with. 728 00:50:31,350 --> 00:50:36,444 And we all ... 729 00:50:36,445 --> 00:50:40,540 Take them home with us at night, 730 00:50:40,541 --> 00:50:43,638 take them to work with us in the morning. 731 00:50:49,029 --> 00:50:57,320 I think that helplesness, that realization, that foreboding of 732 00:50:58,419 --> 00:51:03,713 being a drift in the sea, with no 733 00:51:04,812 --> 00:51:09,806 no bowie, no saftey, when you thought you'd be the one. 734 00:51:10,805 --> 00:51:13,103 throwing the bowie. 735 00:51:28,286 --> 00:51:30,084 Hi... 736 00:51:31,882 --> 00:51:36,277 - Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning - 737 00:51:36,677 --> 00:51:40,173 - You don't care. - Oh no ... 738 00:51:40,273 --> 00:51:42,071 so much, and well. 739 00:51:43,270 --> 00:51:45,767 You are so condescending. 740 00:51:49,763 --> 00:51:51,061 Give me a kiss. 741 00:51:53,758 --> 00:51:58,353 Come on. We'll solve everything. 742 00:51:58,653 --> 00:52:00,251 - Come on - Stop it. 743 00:52:08,142 --> 00:52:14,136 Do you remember when I bought you this? 744 00:52:17,832 --> 00:52:20,029 The beautiful summer in Venice 745 00:52:20,129 --> 00:52:26,123 before our travells were resigned to reviving old passions. 746 00:52:49,497 --> 00:52:51,295 " You suck! " 747 00:53:51,229 --> 00:53:53,227 - Bloody? - Yeah 748 00:54:28,888 --> 00:54:32,884 - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No... 749 00:54:34,082 --> 00:54:36,680 I don't remember much. 750 00:54:38,278 --> 00:54:43,471 I lost the habbit. You can't think in this place. 751 00:54:43,472 --> 00:54:45,969 You can't make new memories. 752 00:55:05,248 --> 00:55:06,447 Thank you. 753 00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:04,318 - You alright? - What? 754 00:57:05,217 --> 00:57:08,014 - You see me? - You see me standing here? 755 00:57:08,313 --> 00:57:10,211 Yes, I see you. 756 00:57:11,410 --> 00:57:17,403 Oh God, its so relentless. Thank you. 757 00:57:38,081 --> 00:57:40,477 " Carol, there is no nice way for me to do this." 758 00:57:40,478 --> 00:57:43,274 "I spoke with the Superintendent" 759 00:57:43,275 --> 00:57:48,270 "He's agreed to let you out the rest of the year " 760 00:57:48,271 --> 00:57:50,368 " It is where it is." 761 00:57:50,369 --> 00:57:55,464 "Take your pension..." 762 00:57:59,557 --> 00:58:04,752 Haven't you ever had enough. 763 00:58:04,753 --> 00:58:09,747 Havent' you ever just wanted to tell someone to fuck off. 764 00:58:09,748 --> 00:58:12,046 I think I am sick. 765 00:58:12,047 --> 00:58:14,044 - Why? - I crossed the line today. 766 00:58:14,045 --> 00:58:18,341 I mean the whole... the whole thing is fucked. 767 00:58:18,342 --> 00:58:20,639 Whole thing is fuck, is it not? 768 00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:22,838 What's up, Dr.Parker? 769 00:58:22,839 --> 00:58:25,236 Can we get over it? I got shit to do. 770 00:58:28,126 --> 00:58:31,522 What are your plans after High School since you're not going to college? 771 00:58:31,722 --> 00:58:33,220 I don't know. 772 00:58:33,420 --> 00:58:38,215 Hanging out with my boyfriend. Do some modelling shit... 773 00:58:39,613 --> 00:58:42,509 - Be in my friend's band. - I have your 10-week grade report 774 00:58:42,510 --> 00:58:43,409 Do you know what it says? 775 00:58:43,410 --> 00:58:45,407 Fail, Fail, Fail 776 00:58:45,607 --> 00:58:47,505 - F, F, F - F, F, F yah. 777 00:58:48,304 --> 00:58:50,201 You know what that means? It mean you don't care. 778 00:58:50,202 --> 00:58:51,700 You're brilliant. 779 00:58:55,496 --> 00:58:57,694 Can I go now? 780 00:58:58,792 --> 00:59:01,389 Oh god, you are a shallow disgusting creature. 781 00:59:02,988 --> 00:59:08,680 You want to know the truth? One, you're not gonna be in a band 782 00:59:08,681 --> 00:59:12,178 or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition. 783 00:59:12,877 --> 00:59:14,474 With no skills, you'll be competing 784 00:59:14,475 --> 00:59:19,470 with the 80% of the U.S. workforce for a minimum wage job 785 00:59:19,471 --> 00:59:21,069 which you'll work at for the rest of your life 786 00:59:21,070 --> 00:59:23,068 til you're replaced by a computer. 787 00:59:23,069 --> 00:59:24,867 - I don't care - Two... 788 00:59:24,868 --> 00:59:28,264 The only talent you'll ever have is getting men to fuck you. 789 00:59:28,265 --> 00:59:30,662 Your life will basically become a carnivall of pain. 790 00:59:30,663 --> 00:59:32,062 Now, when you can't stand it 791 00:59:32,063 --> 00:59:35,559 not one more day, not one more hour, 792 00:59:35,560 --> 00:59:38,557 it will get worse, much worse! 793 00:59:39,548 --> 00:59:44,842 Every day I come into this office and listen to you kids shit all over yourselves! 794 00:59:46,140 --> 00:59:51,135 It's so easy to be careless. It takes courage to take care. 795 00:59:51,535 --> 00:59:54,331 Not that you have any of those qualities. 796 00:59:56,329 --> 01:00:00,425 - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!!! 797 01:00:05,619 --> 01:00:08,116 - I am a total burn out. - You are not. 798 01:00:08,516 --> 01:00:12,211 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day. 799 01:00:12,212 --> 01:00:17,106 Listen, seriously why do you think I take these pills for? 800 01:00:17,107 --> 01:00:19,805 I mean, that's a 801 01:00:19,806 --> 01:00:24,401 If I didn't take these things I'd be committing mass murder. 802 01:00:24,898 --> 01:00:27,394 and I'll be helping throwing their fucking kids out of the window. 803 01:00:27,395 --> 01:00:29,493 Come on, you're the best. 804 01:00:30,592 --> 01:00:33,189 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job 805 01:00:34,188 --> 01:00:36,285 is that nobody says thank you. 806 01:00:37,884 --> 01:00:38,883 - No. - No. 807 01:00:39,882 --> 01:00:42,279 I'm here to say thank you. 808 01:00:42,678 --> 01:00:44,475 You're doing the job, that none of us can do. 809 01:00:44,476 --> 01:00:46,075 None of us. 810 01:00:47,174 --> 01:00:52,667 - Grace? - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person 811 01:00:52,668 --> 01:00:55,065 I have to talk to. 812 01:01:03,655 --> 01:01:05,753 - Hi Henry - What happened? 813 01:01:06,153 --> 01:01:07,851 They called to your house. 814 01:01:09,149 --> 01:01:11,846 - Your grandfather felt some chest pains. - Yeah? 815 01:01:12,746 --> 01:01:14,743 The Doctor says he's stable. 816 01:01:15,542 --> 01:01:17,241 He doesn't have a lot of time. 817 01:01:20,038 --> 01:01:22,234 - I am so sorry Henry - How long ... 818 01:01:22,235 --> 01:01:23,434 ...have you been here? 819 01:01:23,833 --> 01:01:26,431 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get a hold of you? 820 01:01:26,830 --> 01:01:29,327 I don't know where you work. 821 01:01:29,927 --> 01:01:32,624 You've been here all day with him? 822 01:01:40,515 --> 01:01:42,713 Hi, Grandpa. 823 01:01:43,112 --> 01:01:45,410 You're still hanging in there, I see. 824 01:01:46,509 --> 01:01:52,202 Oh, hi sweetheart. Your mother was with me today. 825 01:01:52,901 --> 01:01:55,698 Did you see her? 826 01:01:58,395 --> 01:02:03,290 - No. - I told her I was afraid to leave you. 827 01:02:04,189 --> 01:02:06,985 ...but she promised 828 01:02:06,986 --> 01:02:11,481 that she'd look after you. - Well, I'm sure she meant that. 829 01:02:14,478 --> 01:02:16,775 - Patricia, darling... 830 01:02:17,874 --> 01:02:20,871 You've forgiven me, haven't you? 831 01:02:30,161 --> 01:02:34,656 - What do you need to be forgiven for, daddy? 832 01:02:36,953 --> 01:02:40,949 - Well, those things. You know, the things I did. 833 01:02:41,448 --> 01:02:45,044 - All you ever did was take care of me. 834 01:02:46,043 --> 01:02:50,039 - Always looked after me. - Weren't you afraid of me? 835 01:02:50,838 --> 01:02:54,833 No, daddy, not. 836 01:02:54,834 --> 01:02:59,029 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up. 837 01:02:59,429 --> 01:03:05,022 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do. 838 01:03:05,322 --> 01:03:08,319 So I wasn't the one that hurt you? 839 01:03:08,918 --> 01:03:13,013 No sir, that wasn't you. 840 01:03:13,014 --> 01:03:16,610 I hope it wasn't true. 841 01:03:17,009 --> 01:03:23,003 Patricia, darling. I've always loved you. 842 01:03:26,099 --> 01:03:36,588 Daddy, you can feel free to leave, whenever you're ready. 843 01:03:38,386 --> 01:03:42,981 Do you know that? That's okay. 844 01:03:43,580 --> 01:03:46,577 There is nothing to fear. 845 01:04:00,961 --> 01:04:01,960 Come on. 846 01:04:02,459 --> 01:04:05,456 Let's get outa here. 847 01:04:07,154 --> 01:04:14,147 Is Patricia your mom? What happened to her? 848 01:04:14,846 --> 01:04:16,344 She left a while ago. 849 01:04:17,243 --> 01:04:18,842 You mean she died? 850 01:04:23,636 --> 01:04:27,132 How did she die? 851 01:04:29,829 --> 01:04:34,025 My father left when I was a kid. I don't really remember him. 852 01:04:35,923 --> 01:04:40,117 It was always the three of us, mother and grandpa and I together 853 01:04:40,118 --> 01:04:42,715 in his house. 854 01:04:45,812 --> 01:04:49,008 I found her... on the floor. 855 01:04:53,703 --> 01:04:56,001 She'd taken enough pills... 856 01:05:00,096 --> 01:05:04,691 and grandpa at that moment, kinda of lost it... 857 01:05:05,091 --> 01:05:06,489 * For Henry * 858 01:05:06,889 --> 01:05:09,385 I sat with grandpa on the porch, and 859 01:05:09,386 --> 01:05:14,381 and we watched as they came and took her away. 860 01:05:14,980 --> 01:05:16,578 How old were you? 861 01:05:20,674 --> 01:05:24,070 Seven. 862 01:05:25,668 --> 01:05:28,166 I don't know for sure, but I... 863 01:05:29,364 --> 01:05:33,660 think my mother was young when something happened. 864 01:05:33,859 --> 01:05:38,354 with her and grandpa. - Were you afraid of it? 865 01:05:38,654 --> 01:05:39,853 No. 866 01:05:41,351 --> 01:05:44,847 Did she ever say anything to you? 867 01:05:48,044 --> 01:05:49,642 No. 868 01:05:50,641 --> 01:05:56,035 But looking back on it, I think she protected me in her own way. 869 01:05:56,834 --> 01:05:58,033 How? 870 01:06:01,929 --> 01:06:05,125 She made me lock my door at night. 871 01:06:31,996 --> 01:06:35,692 The park is now empty and bare, with an abandoned chain 872 01:06:37,490 --> 01:06:41,485 The jungle Jim, the slide and swing have rusted together. 873 01:06:42,784 --> 01:06:45,381 They're all so terribly alone now. 874 01:06:46,080 --> 01:06:47,678 Where did all the children go? 875 01:06:48,577 --> 01:06:50,775 Didn't they know that the park needed them? 876 01:06:52,074 --> 01:06:56,669 The child's intelligent heart can find 'em in the depth of many dark places. 877 01:06:58,866 --> 01:07:02,063 I cannot find 'em, the delicate moment of its own detachment. 878 01:07:17,945 --> 01:07:20,642 - Hi Mr. Barthes. - Hello Meredith. 879 01:07:21,541 --> 01:07:24,738 - How's going? - Fine, I am alright ... 880 01:07:25,637 --> 01:07:28,534 - I made a picture for you. 881 01:07:29,133 --> 01:07:30,432 Come here. 882 01:07:31,430 --> 01:07:33,528 - You did? - Yeah 883 01:07:40,620 --> 01:07:46,014 Wow, it's beautiful, and it's a... You're really talented. 884 01:07:46,814 --> 01:07:48,611 - Thanks. Have you been doing this for a long time? 885 01:07:48,612 --> 01:07:51,608 Yeah, I've been doing it since I was a kid. 886 01:07:53,207 --> 01:07:55,704 Faceless man in an empty room. 887 01:07:55,904 --> 01:07:57,602 Is that how you see me, Meredith? 888 01:07:58,101 --> 01:08:02,097 I don't know how I see you. 889 01:08:02,796 --> 01:08:05,693 It's just how thought of you in a situation. 890 01:08:06,092 --> 01:08:09,289 Do you ever think about who your teachers are outside? 891 01:08:10,188 --> 01:08:12,286 - In real life? - I guess so. 892 01:08:13,484 --> 01:08:16,980 - Does this place seem ureal to you? - I watched you around the school, 893 01:08:18,479 --> 01:08:20,577 You always seem so sad 894 01:08:22,474 --> 01:08:29,966 Maybe you have a hard time with things and you need someone to talk to 895 01:08:33,462 --> 01:08:35,860 - Meredith - Yes Sir 896 01:08:40,655 --> 01:08:44,850 - Do you need someone to talk to? - Yes, will you talk to me? 897 01:08:47,347 --> 01:08:51,642 When you talk to me, when you look at me, it's like you really see me. 898 01:08:52,641 --> 01:08:55,039 I do see you Meredith 899 01:08:56,337 --> 01:08:58,334 - Do you wanna go see Dr. Parker? 900 01:08:58,335 --> 01:09:01,132 - Oh come on, don't pull me off 901 01:09:01,133 --> 01:09:03,131 I am not, I am not ... 902 01:09:04,329 --> 01:09:06,326 What can I do? 903 01:09:07,725 --> 01:09:10,722 It's like you said, we're... 904 01:09:10,723 --> 01:09:16,117 There is nothing left. Nothing but to realize how fucked up things are... 905 01:09:16,118 --> 01:09:19,814 It's not enough. I won't last. 906 01:09:19,815 --> 01:09:22,512 Listen to me. Just listen. 907 01:09:24,107 --> 01:09:26,703 We're all the same. 908 01:09:26,704 --> 01:09:29,200 We all feel pain. 909 01:09:29,201 --> 01:09:34,895 We all have chaos in our lives. 910 01:09:35,794 --> 01:09:38,291 Life is very, very confusing, I know. 911 01:09:38,691 --> 01:09:42,587 I don't have the answers, but I know if you write it out 912 01:09:43,685 --> 01:09:46,083 It'll all be okay. 913 01:09:46,982 --> 01:09:51,277 - Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do. 914 01:10:00,367 --> 01:10:02,964 - Meredith, please don't. You know I'd like to help you. 915 01:10:03,064 --> 01:10:05,661 - Please, please. - No, no. 916 01:10:05,761 --> 01:10:09,058 - You don't ... - You said you liked me, please... 917 01:10:10,057 --> 01:10:11,155 Please, please... 918 01:10:11,255 --> 01:10:13,851 Oh please, don't push me away. 919 01:10:13,852 --> 01:10:18,847 Please, just hold on to me, and tell me that everything's gonna be O.K. 920 01:10:18,848 --> 01:10:21,445 Everything is... It is okay, please. 921 01:10:26,538 --> 01:10:30,934 - Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second. 922 01:10:31,733 --> 01:10:33,830 - What's going on? - What? 923 01:10:34,130 --> 01:10:35,728 - Meredith, Meredith - What were you just doing? 924 01:10:36,228 --> 01:10:37,726 Meredith, I am sorry. 925 01:10:38,925 --> 01:10:40,423 - What were you doing? - What? 926 01:10:41,322 --> 01:10:42,921 What are you doing? 927 01:10:43,120 --> 01:10:45,318 - Excuse me?! - You were just touching her. 928 01:10:45,618 --> 01:10:47,315 What do you ... what are you insinuating? 929 01:10:47,316 --> 01:10:50,212 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl. 930 01:10:50,213 --> 01:10:52,609 It is inappropriate?! She needed someone to talk to. 931 01:10:52,610 --> 01:10:56,006 - What do you think I'm doing, lady? - I don't know what you're doing. 932 01:10:56,506 --> 01:10:57,703 "Just make me close." 933 01:10:57,704 --> 01:11:00,202 What do you think I am fucking pervert? Is that what you're insinuating? 934 01:11:00,501 --> 01:11:02,199 She needed someone to talk to her. 935 01:11:02,999 --> 01:11:05,596 - Than why were you touching her? - I wasn't touching her. 936 01:11:05,696 --> 01:11:07,394 "It's alright my dear." 937 01:11:10,091 --> 01:11:11,589 "Patricia?" 938 01:11:11,989 --> 01:11:14,486 I'm not ... not a sick old man! 939 01:11:15,884 --> 01:11:17,982 Is that what you think of me? 940 01:11:19,780 --> 01:11:21,678 Is that what you think? 941 01:11:22,777 --> 01:11:25,474 I just wanted to help her! 942 01:11:32,566 --> 01:11:34,764 - Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think? 943 01:11:34,864 --> 01:11:36,961 You're supposed to... Fuck into a fucking judgement! 944 01:11:53,943 --> 01:11:57,339 Hello, no he's not home. 945 01:12:21,413 --> 01:12:23,510 Hello Mr. Barthes. 946 01:12:25,708 --> 01:12:31,701 Whenever you feel like you are ready we do have some paperwork downstairs 947 01:12:31,901 --> 01:12:33,799 that we need you to take care of. 948 01:12:39,493 --> 01:12:41,091 I am sorry. 949 01:13:26,441 --> 01:13:29,438 I wish things were different. 950 01:13:30,537 --> 01:13:37,929 I tried, you know... Fuck... The things is... We all... 951 01:13:42,823 --> 01:13:45,520 We all have problems. We all have things that we're dealing with. 952 01:13:46,519 --> 01:13:49,615 Some days were better than others. Somedays were not so great. 953 01:13:49,616 --> 01:13:54,411 Some days we have limited space 954 01:13:54,511 --> 01:13:56,309 for others. 955 01:14:12,091 --> 01:14:14,888 Hey. I made breakfast. 956 01:14:15,987 --> 01:14:17,885 Want some milk? 957 01:14:20,182 --> 01:14:24,278 These kids need something else. 958 01:14:26,575 --> 01:14:28,673 They don't need me. 959 01:14:34,866 --> 01:14:37,563 - Are you O.K? - Yeah, I'm not hungry. 960 01:14:47,752 --> 01:14:51,947 - You know, you can't keep living on the street. 961 01:14:51,948 --> 01:14:54,944 I am not. I mean, I'm staying here with you. 962 01:14:54,945 --> 01:14:57,842 You can't continue to stay here with me. 963 01:14:58,141 --> 01:15:00,838 - I'm not good for you. - That's not true. 964 01:15:01,537 --> 01:15:04,833 You're the only family I've ever had. 965 01:15:05,433 --> 01:15:07,630 Well, I can't be your family. 966 01:15:14,723 --> 01:15:17,719 I can't give you what you need. 967 01:15:26,809 --> 01:15:29,806 - You have to understand, you should be... - You are good... 968 01:15:30,505 --> 01:15:32,703 And gentle ... 969 01:15:34,101 --> 01:15:36,199 You're the most kind. 970 01:15:41,293 --> 01:15:44,290 I love you Henry. 971 01:15:50,983 --> 01:15:53,680 - Come in. -Hi. - Hi. 972 01:15:54,879 --> 01:15:56,177 Hello there. 973 01:15:57,676 --> 01:16:01,671 - Erica ... - Don't let them take me... 974 01:16:01,771 --> 01:16:03,169 Please... 975 01:16:04,568 --> 01:16:06,666 - Noo... - Listen, you should... 976 01:16:06,766 --> 01:16:10,561 You are all that I have, please... 977 01:16:11,361 --> 01:16:14,556 - Don't let me go. - You should go, sorry. 978 01:16:14,557 --> 01:16:17,454 - No, no ... - No, don't do this ... 979 01:16:18,053 --> 01:16:19,152 - Henry! Henry! - You should go 980 01:16:19,352 --> 01:16:20,849 - Henry! - You have to let go. 981 01:16:20,850 --> 01:16:22,948 - Henry! - You have to ... 982 01:16:23,847 --> 01:16:26,443 - Henry! - You have to leg go now. 983 01:16:26,444 --> 01:16:28,542 Henry! 984 01:16:28,841 --> 01:16:31,039 - Her things? - Yeah. 985 01:16:31,139 --> 01:16:34,036 - Henry! Henry! - Come on. 986 01:16:35,734 --> 01:16:38,431 - No! No! ... - Things will be okay. 987 01:16:39,230 --> 01:16:41,027 Don't do this. 988 01:16:41,028 --> 01:16:44,824 - You gonna be okay. - No! No! No! 989 01:16:45,223 --> 01:16:47,821 No! ... 990 01:17:36,667 --> 01:17:38,865 Well ... I feel just awful for her. 991 01:17:40,563 --> 01:17:42,361 - For who? - For our school. 992 01:17:43,160 --> 01:17:49,053 It may sound strange but I've always felt that the school had a spirit. 993 01:17:49,753 --> 01:17:53,449 It's not just an budgetful buildings, but they're alive. 994 01:17:58,243 --> 01:18:01,839 I just can't understand it. Where are all the parents? 995 01:18:06,035 --> 01:18:07,633 I don't know. 996 01:18:13,227 --> 01:18:16,722 I was in my room for two hours and saw one parent. 997 01:18:16,723 --> 01:18:18,721 Where are they? Where is everybody? 998 01:18:19,021 --> 01:18:21,718 - We don't know. - It's uncanny. 999 01:18:22,217 --> 01:18:25,613 No air raid sirensl No bombs. 1000 01:18:25,813 --> 01:18:27,311 It doesn't happen that way. 1001 01:18:27,811 --> 01:18:31,507 It starts in whisper, then nothing. 1002 01:18:31,707 --> 01:18:33,704 We had our music once, didn't we? 1003 01:18:34,603 --> 01:18:35,802 Yes, we did. 1004 01:18:38,899 --> 01:18:41,896 Do you remember those nights we only had two parents at a time? 1005 01:18:42,195 --> 01:18:44,492 And then there were more, there were many more 1006 01:18:44,493 --> 01:18:49,487 waiting in the waiting rooms. 1007 01:18:49,488 --> 01:18:54,682 And halls were full of joy and celebration. Now, it's nothing. 1008 01:18:54,683 --> 01:18:58,379 Rememberance. The things passed. 1009 01:18:58,380 --> 01:19:00,678 I actually felt quite at home. 1010 01:19:00,679 --> 01:19:02,177 There were no parents. 1011 01:19:02,178 --> 01:19:07,173 I thought how appropriate. It was like, a moment of insight 1012 01:19:07,174 --> 01:19:11,469 the reality of the fucking problem in the first place. 1013 01:19:15,858 --> 01:19:20,853 Some of us believe that we can make a difference. 1014 01:19:21,952 --> 01:19:24,549 And sometimes we wake up 1015 01:19:27,545 --> 01:19:29,343 and we realize we've failed. 1016 01:19:41,330 --> 01:19:43,828 Hi it's Gretchen calling from the Clinic, 1017 01:19:44,327 --> 01:19:46,325 Erica Loius has her test results back. 1018 01:19:46,724 --> 01:19:49,420 Please give us a call at your earliest convenience. 1019 01:19:49,421 --> 01:19:50,221 Thank you. 1020 01:20:15,793 --> 01:20:18,489 " - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. " 1021 01:20:18,490 --> 01:20:20,787 "A Mother of mine gave her ... " 1022 01:20:21,287 --> 01:20:24,783 " A Diet Bitch! " " ha ha...ha ha ... ha ha" 1023 01:20:26,381 --> 01:20:28,579 " What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul?" 1024 01:20:33,273 --> 01:20:35,970 " - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful ..." 1025 01:20:36,070 --> 01:20:40,864 " We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight" 1026 01:20:40,865 --> 01:20:42,264 " It'll all be okay " 1027 01:20:44,761 --> 01:20:46,558 - Good morning! - Good morning. 1028 01:20:46,559 --> 01:20:48,855 Before we take roll, 1029 01:20:48,856 --> 01:20:53,851 I want to tell you that today will be my last day with you. 1030 01:20:54,850 --> 01:20:56,947 You're gonna have a permanent teacher on Monday. 1031 01:20:57,047 --> 01:20:59,744 - Where are you going, Mr. Barthes? - I'll go to another school. 1032 01:21:01,143 --> 01:21:05,437 - We will miss you, man. - Yeah? 1033 01:21:05,438 --> 01:21:08,235 All those teachers in this place... They're dickheads. 1034 01:21:09,034 --> 01:21:11,731 Don't you get tired of moving around all the time? 1035 01:21:11,931 --> 01:21:17,624 It's how my job works. I come in here for a period of time, 1036 01:21:17,625 --> 01:21:19,722 so you don't have twnenty subs in and I'm outa here, 1037 01:21:19,723 --> 01:21:24,716 and then, you have a permanent teacher come in 1038 01:21:24,717 --> 01:21:27,015 and I leave. 1039 01:21:28,713 --> 01:21:33,707 Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. 1040 01:21:34,906 --> 01:21:37,903 There will an all faculty meeting today, during nutrition" 1041 01:21:38,602 --> 01:21:41,398 Student nutrition will be extended 1042 01:21:41,399 --> 01:21:44,595 a ten minutes, thank you. 1043 01:22:29,346 --> 01:22:34,840 I invited you here today to discuss the status things. 1044 01:22:35,340 --> 01:22:39,435 I know that there wasn't ... I know that there isn't ... 1045 01:22:47,227 --> 01:22:50,923 - I am sorry ... - We all need something, 1046 01:22:51,522 --> 01:22:58,314 to destract us from the complexity and reality. 1047 01:22:59,213 --> 01:23:02,110 More or less to think about where that came from? 1048 01:23:03,009 --> 01:23:09,501 No one wants to think about the struggle that it takes 1049 01:23:09,502 --> 01:23:12,499 to become somebody to get out of 1050 01:23:16,594 --> 01:23:18,392 ... to get out of the ... 1051 01:23:19,092 --> 01:23:21,789 the sea of pain that, we all have to get out of. 1052 01:23:31,778 --> 01:23:33,376 - Hi Meredith. - Hi. 1053 01:23:35,474 --> 01:23:37,571 Haven't seen you in class lately? 1054 01:23:38,271 --> 01:23:39,869 Where have you been? 1055 01:23:40,368 --> 01:23:42,766 - Baking. - I see. 1056 01:23:43,964 --> 01:23:46,462 - I am happy I get to see you. Today is my last day. 1057 01:23:47,560 --> 01:23:50,257 How ironic! 1058 01:23:50,957 --> 01:23:54,753 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself, but 1059 01:23:55,751 --> 01:23:59,947 maybe you could make better use of it. 1060 01:24:11,934 --> 01:24:14,731 - I like that one the best. - You can't have that one. 1061 01:24:15,230 --> 01:24:16,928 It's mine. 1062 01:24:18,427 --> 01:24:21,723 But, can you have this one? 1063 01:24:22,123 --> 01:24:24,620 - It's better for you anyway. - Thanks. 1064 01:24:25,918 --> 01:24:27,617 I am sorry. 1065 01:24:29,215 --> 01:24:32,811 If I hurt you in any way, I um ... 1066 01:24:35,008 --> 01:24:41,401 I know that its tough right now, for you, 1067 01:24:41,402 --> 01:24:46,397 but it's not always gonna be this... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes. 1068 01:24:50,991 --> 01:24:52,989 Goodbye Meredith. 1069 01:25:36,441 --> 01:25:40,736 They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem. 1070 01:25:41,735 --> 01:25:43,533 I'll let you know? 1071 01:25:45,931 --> 01:25:49,527 My name is Meredith and I wanted to kill myself. 1072 01:26:21,392 --> 01:26:22,990 Meredith! 1073 01:26:24,089 --> 01:26:24,988 No! 1074 01:26:27,285 --> 01:26:29,183 Henry! 1075 01:26:31,481 --> 01:26:34,977 It's gonna be O.K. It's gonna be O.K. 1076 01:26:37,674 --> 01:26:41,270 It's gonna be O.K. 1077 01:26:45,166 --> 01:26:53,457 We have such a responsibility to guide our young so that they don't end up 1078 01:26:54,356 --> 01:26:57,053 falling apart. 1079 01:26:58,451 --> 01:27:00,349 Falling by the way side. 1080 01:27:03,646 --> 01:27:06,243 Becoming insignificant. 1081 01:28:27,653 --> 01:28:30,251 I realized something today. 1082 01:28:33,447 --> 01:28:37,842 I'm a non-person, Sarah. 1083 01:28:40,639 --> 01:28:46,733 You shouldn't be here. I am not here. 1084 01:28:49,030 --> 01:28:51,727 You may see me, 1085 01:28:53,525 --> 01:28:58,520 but I'm hollow. 1086 01:29:31,184 --> 01:29:36,178 Failing. We're failing. 1087 01:29:39,075 --> 01:29:45,868 Failed in a sense that we have let everyone down. 1088 01:29:46,567 --> 01:29:48,465 Including ourselves. 1089 01:30:57,989 --> 01:31:01,485 When you're walking down the hallway, or in your classroom, 1090 01:31:01,984 --> 01:31:05,381 how many of you 1091 01:31:06,180 --> 01:31:12,473 have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? 1092 01:31:14,071 --> 01:31:16,369 I have. 1093 01:31:19,765 --> 01:31:21,862 Everyone? 1094 01:31:22,961 --> 01:31:24,060 Wow! 1095 01:31:24,160 --> 01:31:28,354 Poe wrote about these things over a 100 years ago. 1096 01:31:28,355 --> 01:31:32,151 So, as we read 1097 01:31:32,451 --> 01:31:35,646 we can see that 1098 01:31:35,647 --> 01:31:39,044 "The House of Usher" is not merely an old 1099 01:31:39,543 --> 01:31:42,440 decrapped castle... 1100 01:31:43,739 --> 01:31:47,434 It is also a state of being. 1101 01:31:53,628 --> 01:31:57,723 " During the whole of dull, dark and soundless day " 1102 01:31:57,923 --> 01:32:03,317 " In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heavens, " 1103 01:32:04,915 --> 01:32:08,212 " I had been passing alone, on the horseback, " 1104 01:32:08,711 --> 01:32:11,908 " Through the singularly dreary tract of country; " 1105 01:32:12,807 --> 01:32:16,902 " and at length found myself as the shades of evening dew on, " 1106 01:32:17,402 --> 01:32:20,498 " within view of the melancholy House of Usher " 1107 01:32:21,697 --> 01:32:24,194 " I know not how it was " 1108 01:32:24,893 --> 01:32:31,386 " But, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit " 1109 01:32:32,485 --> 01:32:35,582 " I looked upon the simple landscape features of the domain " 1110 01:32:36,081 --> 01:32:41,176 " Upon the bleak walls, upon a few white trunks of decayed trees " 1111 01:32:42,075 --> 01:32:44,672 " With an utter depression of soul " 1112 01:32:45,870 --> 01:32:49,367 " There wasn't an iciness " 1113 01:32:50,965 --> 01:32:54,061 " A sinking." 1114 01:32:54,661 --> 01:32:58,057 " Sickening of the heart. " 1115 01:33:00,355 --> 01:33:11,243 " Detachment "