1 00:00:02,460 --> 00:00:03,420 - Breaking news: Kyle and Mauricio 2 00:00:04,462 --> 00:00:06,047 have officially split. 3 00:00:06,089 --> 00:00:07,465 - Did they grow apart? 4 00:00:07,507 --> 00:00:09,009 Their kids are leaving the home. 5 00:00:09,050 --> 00:00:10,552 - There's always been rumors about Mauricio. 6 00:00:10,593 --> 00:00:11,845 - Holy sh--. 7 00:00:11,886 --> 00:00:13,388 - I had no idea. 8 00:00:15,724 --> 00:00:17,392 - You think they're hiding something? 9 00:00:18,476 --> 00:00:20,562 - I think she's been lying. 10 00:00:22,272 --> 00:00:23,815 - Complete strangers are like, 11 00:00:23,857 --> 00:00:25,692 you made us believe in true love, and now it's over. 12 00:00:25,734 --> 00:00:27,068 - This is true love. 13 00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:29,279 Everybody else's opinion can (BLEEP) off. 14 00:00:29,320 --> 00:00:30,822 [dramatic music] 15 00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:33,033 - This season on "The Real Housewives 16 00:00:33,074 --> 00:00:34,367 of Beverly Hills"... 17 00:00:34,409 --> 00:00:37,245 - Vegas, bitch. Vegas, Vegas, Vegas. Ha! 18 00:00:37,287 --> 00:00:39,205 Oh, my God. We have red Phantoms. 19 00:00:39,247 --> 00:00:40,957 - Bring on Magic Mike! 20 00:00:40,999 --> 00:00:44,502 [cheering] 21 00:00:44,544 --> 00:00:46,880 - So sexy. 22 00:00:46,921 --> 00:00:48,298 - This is a million bucks. 23 00:00:48,340 --> 00:00:50,508 - You have to give a BJ every day. 24 00:00:50,550 --> 00:00:51,801 - Gladly. 25 00:00:51,843 --> 00:00:53,053 - This is your horse? 26 00:00:53,094 --> 00:00:54,387 - How much did you pay for Santos? 27 00:00:54,429 --> 00:00:57,182 - More than your Birkin. - [laughs] 28 00:00:57,223 --> 00:00:58,808 - Do you wanna come to Barcelona? 29 00:00:58,850 --> 00:01:00,769 [cheering] 30 00:01:00,810 --> 00:01:01,895 - Viva Espana! 31 00:01:01,936 --> 00:01:03,980 [upbeat music] 32 00:01:04,022 --> 00:01:05,357 - Yes! 33 00:01:05,398 --> 00:01:07,067 - I'm the chef. I hope you enjoy the house. 34 00:01:07,108 --> 00:01:08,193 - Thank you, Chef. 35 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:09,319 We can tag team him. 36 00:01:09,361 --> 00:01:10,737 - Any time you want. 37 00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:12,238 - You know what else I want from you? 38 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:13,531 I wanna thank you. - For what? 39 00:01:13,573 --> 00:01:14,657 - For giving you something to talk about 40 00:01:14,699 --> 00:01:16,743 and making your ass relevant. - Ooh! 41 00:01:16,785 --> 00:01:18,203 - Oh, God. 42 00:01:18,244 --> 00:01:21,289 - This group wants me to scream all the ----ing time. 43 00:01:21,331 --> 00:01:23,249 - I saw my friend in distress, 44 00:01:23,291 --> 00:01:24,417 and you say, you insert yourself. 45 00:01:24,459 --> 00:01:27,087 By the way, (BLEEP) you. 46 00:01:27,128 --> 00:01:28,588 - Hi, girly! 47 00:01:30,131 --> 00:01:31,299 - Oh. 48 00:01:32,592 --> 00:01:34,177 - Did you know that it's $7 for a naked bundle 49 00:01:34,219 --> 00:01:36,471 of Denise Richards on OnlyFans? 50 00:01:36,513 --> 00:01:38,890 - You think I'm not gonna go as ----ing low as I can? 51 00:01:41,184 --> 00:01:43,103 - You are one evil woman. 52 00:01:43,144 --> 00:01:44,688 - I am. 53 00:01:44,729 --> 00:01:47,649 - You don't understand the severity of the PTSD. 54 00:01:47,691 --> 00:01:49,025 - There are elements I understand. 55 00:01:49,067 --> 00:01:52,153 There are also elements I consider more obnoxious. 56 00:01:52,195 --> 00:01:53,279 - I wanna be back on stage. 57 00:01:53,321 --> 00:01:54,739 I wanna be making new music. 58 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:56,783 But does that translate into people 59 00:01:56,825 --> 00:01:58,284 wanting to work with me? 60 00:01:58,326 --> 00:01:59,828 - How are things with you and Mau? 61 00:02:01,996 --> 00:02:04,833 - If there was infidelity, would you stay? 62 00:02:04,874 --> 00:02:06,418 - I don't know. 63 00:02:06,459 --> 00:02:08,837 - Every time I go online, I see something 64 00:02:08,878 --> 00:02:10,296 about someone cheating. 65 00:02:10,338 --> 00:02:12,257 Where there's smoke, there's fire. 66 00:02:12,298 --> 00:02:13,883 - I don't wanna talk about that right now. 67 00:02:13,925 --> 00:02:15,218 - I just want you to know. 68 00:02:15,260 --> 00:02:16,594 - I don't wanna talk about it. 69 00:02:16,636 --> 00:02:18,888 - Kyle's not wearing a wedding band. 70 00:02:18,930 --> 00:02:21,141 Is there something going on in your personal life? 71 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:23,184 - Her marriage. 72 00:02:23,226 --> 00:02:24,519 - This is Morgan. 73 00:02:28,023 --> 00:02:30,942 - You put the first letter of your name on her body. 74 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:32,819 What is going on, Kyle? 75 00:02:32,861 --> 00:02:35,947 - I'm just glad it's you out there having an affair. 76 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:38,116 - For once, it's me. 77 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:41,870 We are a very strong family, and we always will be. 78 00:02:43,788 --> 00:02:45,915 We always will be. 79 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:47,917 Nothing is gonna change that. 80 00:02:47,959 --> 00:02:49,544 - Kyle? Where is she? 81 00:02:49,586 --> 00:02:51,838 - In denial about something. 82 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:53,214 - Oh. 83 00:02:55,383 --> 00:02:58,678 [upbeat music] 84 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:05,643 * * 85 00:03:12,275 --> 00:03:14,361 - Bubba? 86 00:03:14,402 --> 00:03:17,489 What the--you're out of control, PK. 87 00:03:17,530 --> 00:03:18,865 You've got two bags open. - Mm. 88 00:03:18,907 --> 00:03:21,659 - Oh, my God, I leave you for 15 freaking minutes. 89 00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:24,037 - Oh, my God. 90 00:03:24,079 --> 00:03:26,039 I can't keep this in the house. 91 00:03:26,081 --> 00:03:27,540 Honey, listen. 92 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:28,792 Remember I told you about Eaglewoman? 93 00:03:28,833 --> 00:03:30,043 - Yeah. 94 00:03:30,085 --> 00:03:31,336 - So she's coming over today. - Oh, is she? 95 00:03:31,378 --> 00:03:32,796 That'll be interesting. 96 00:03:32,837 --> 00:03:34,089 - Love, love, love for you to meet her. 97 00:03:34,130 --> 00:03:35,048 - How is she getting here? 98 00:03:35,090 --> 00:03:36,216 Is she flying? 99 00:03:36,257 --> 00:03:38,802 - She--wait. 100 00:03:38,843 --> 00:03:41,137 [knock at door] She's here. 101 00:03:41,179 --> 00:03:42,180 - Hello. 102 00:03:42,222 --> 00:03:43,682 - Hi, hello. 103 00:03:43,723 --> 00:03:45,141 - Who's Eaglewoman? - I'm Eaglewoman. 104 00:03:45,183 --> 00:03:46,643 - Hi, Eaglewoman. - Hi. 105 00:03:46,685 --> 00:03:48,061 Nice to meet you. - I'm PK. Nice to meet you. 106 00:03:48,103 --> 00:03:49,104 - Nice to meet you. - Hi, PK. 107 00:03:49,145 --> 00:03:50,605 Nancy. - Hi, Nancy. 108 00:03:50,647 --> 00:03:52,148 Have you got a name like Eaglewoman as well? 109 00:03:52,190 --> 00:03:53,441 - I do, Blue Raven. 110 00:03:53,483 --> 00:03:54,901 - Blue Raven? 111 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:56,528 Dorit, this is Blue Raven, also known as Nancy. 112 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:58,071 - Yes. - Sorry, I'm just-- 113 00:03:58,113 --> 00:04:00,156 I'm just gonna apologize right now for my husband. 114 00:04:00,198 --> 00:04:01,533 - Honey, that's her name. 115 00:04:01,574 --> 00:04:03,243 I didn't say anything wrong. - Is it? 116 00:04:03,284 --> 00:04:04,953 - I can't believe you're making excuses for me already. 117 00:04:04,994 --> 00:04:06,746 - I have to, Bubba, because I'm petrified 118 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:07,956 of what's gonna come out of your mouth. 119 00:04:07,997 --> 00:04:09,666 - Don't be petrified. 120 00:04:09,708 --> 00:04:12,210 - PK has a habit of putting his foot right in his mouth. 121 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:15,130 - I asked whether I call you Eaglewoman, Eagle, or Woman. 122 00:04:15,171 --> 00:04:16,589 - [laughs] 123 00:04:16,631 --> 00:04:18,591 - No, no, no, not just putting his foot in his mouth, 124 00:04:18,633 --> 00:04:21,011 jamming it down his throat. 125 00:04:21,052 --> 00:04:22,303 I have a group of friends. 126 00:04:22,345 --> 00:04:24,764 We had a really rough year. 127 00:04:24,806 --> 00:04:26,641 - Okay. 128 00:04:26,683 --> 00:04:28,893 - There's definitely a lot of healing that needs to happen. 129 00:04:28,935 --> 00:04:31,187 I would like for you to help the women 130 00:04:31,229 --> 00:04:34,149 talk about their feelings so that we can actually move on. 131 00:04:34,190 --> 00:04:37,944 - I'm what you call the doctor of the soul. 132 00:04:37,986 --> 00:04:41,614 My job is to make sure everyone feels safe 133 00:04:41,656 --> 00:04:43,992 in this collective consciousness, 134 00:04:44,034 --> 00:04:45,827 in this sacred circle. 135 00:04:45,869 --> 00:04:49,956 What I would do is take everyone on a vision quest, 136 00:04:49,998 --> 00:04:52,625 let them start to feel spirit within them. 137 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:54,836 Through my experience, people are 138 00:04:54,878 --> 00:04:57,797 able to express how they're feeling, 139 00:04:57,839 --> 00:05:00,133 what they they're feeling towards each other. 140 00:05:00,175 --> 00:05:03,053 - I'm a little cynical for you being able to achieve that 141 00:05:03,094 --> 00:05:04,637 with this group of ladies. 142 00:05:04,679 --> 00:05:05,972 There's a lot of weird sh-- that goes on. 143 00:05:06,014 --> 00:05:07,640 - Honey, could you not swear, please, 144 00:05:07,682 --> 00:05:08,933 in front of the ladies? 145 00:05:08,975 --> 00:05:10,226 - They like me. 146 00:05:10,268 --> 00:05:11,686 You know, they're at-- they're at one with me. 147 00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:13,229 - Honey. 148 00:05:13,271 --> 00:05:14,564 You never know how people are gonna react when you're 149 00:05:14,606 --> 00:05:17,150 offering new-age healing. 150 00:05:17,192 --> 00:05:19,652 But I've sent text messages to all the ladies 151 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:21,196 inviting them to the retreat. 152 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:22,530 I hope you can all attend. 153 00:05:22,572 --> 00:05:24,324 Lots of love. 154 00:05:24,366 --> 00:05:27,035 And, to my surprise... 155 00:05:27,077 --> 00:05:29,287 Okay, Erika, I see you. 156 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:31,915 They were all very open to it. 157 00:05:31,956 --> 00:05:33,291 There are six of us. 158 00:05:33,333 --> 00:05:35,210 I've got a nice, intimate space 159 00:05:35,251 --> 00:05:38,838 so the women can feel comfortable to open up. 160 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:40,590 - I work with this talking stick. 161 00:05:40,632 --> 00:05:42,008 - But they're not the sort of ladies that 162 00:05:42,050 --> 00:05:43,301 are gonna sit there and only speak when 163 00:05:43,343 --> 00:05:44,844 they've got a talking stick. - That's not fair. 164 00:05:44,886 --> 00:05:46,554 We know how to abide by rules. 165 00:05:46,596 --> 00:05:48,014 - Good luck. 166 00:05:48,056 --> 00:05:49,391 - Honey, we're not a pack of wolves. 167 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:50,684 - I'm up for the challenge. 168 00:05:50,725 --> 00:05:52,602 [laughs] 169 00:05:52,644 --> 00:05:57,649 * * 170 00:05:57,691 --> 00:06:01,069 - In the real world, what does one wear to a retreat? 171 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,700 - Are we gonna do one of those trust things 172 00:06:06,741 --> 00:06:09,119 where we fall back into each other's arms? 173 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:10,203 I'm not doing that. 174 00:06:10,245 --> 00:06:12,622 No one's gonna catch me. [laughs] 175 00:06:12,664 --> 00:06:14,874 - It is supposed to be windy and cold. 176 00:06:14,916 --> 00:06:16,501 I need a jacket. 177 00:06:16,543 --> 00:06:19,045 If I've got a good Chanel one, then I would 178 00:06:19,087 --> 00:06:20,380 definitely go that route. 179 00:06:20,422 --> 00:06:23,299 - Well, I go in looking happy. 180 00:06:23,341 --> 00:06:24,426 - Aw. 181 00:06:24,467 --> 00:06:27,303 - I don't know how long this lasts. 182 00:06:27,345 --> 00:06:29,014 - Do you think you're going to a beauty pageant? 183 00:06:29,055 --> 00:06:30,056 What are you doing? 184 00:06:35,603 --> 00:06:38,773 - Well, good. I'm glad you-- 185 00:06:38,815 --> 00:06:39,816 - Hello? 186 00:06:39,858 --> 00:06:41,776 - Wow. You look so hot. 187 00:06:43,153 --> 00:06:44,112 - Yeah. 188 00:06:45,947 --> 00:06:48,533 - I know. Please, do not drop that towel. 189 00:06:48,575 --> 00:06:51,119 [laughs] She's so sexy. 190 00:06:51,161 --> 00:06:54,330 Ah! 191 00:06:54,372 --> 00:06:56,291 - * Baby, let's go * - * Let's go, let's go * 192 00:06:56,332 --> 00:06:58,376 - * Why they got me in the limelight? * 193 00:06:58,418 --> 00:07:00,712 * Why they got me in the limelight? * 194 00:07:00,754 --> 00:07:02,339 * Why they got me in the limelight? * 195 00:07:02,380 --> 00:07:04,466 - * Yeah, yeah * - * Baby, let's go * 196 00:07:04,507 --> 00:07:05,925 - * Let's go, let's go * 197 00:07:05,967 --> 00:07:07,594 - * Why they got me in the limelight? * 198 00:07:07,635 --> 00:07:10,096 - We made it. 199 00:07:10,138 --> 00:07:12,515 Why do I feel sick to my stomach? 200 00:07:12,557 --> 00:07:14,017 - That's how I felt, too, earlier. 201 00:07:14,059 --> 00:07:15,602 Let's just see how today unfolds. 202 00:07:15,643 --> 00:07:18,188 No predictions, no expectations. 203 00:07:18,229 --> 00:07:20,607 - I'm gonna let Eaglewoman-- 204 00:07:20,648 --> 00:07:22,400 - Her name is Eaglewoman? 205 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:24,027 - Yes. 206 00:07:24,069 --> 00:07:25,612 - Her God-given, government name cannot be Eaglewoman. 207 00:07:25,653 --> 00:07:27,614 Is it? - Yes. 208 00:07:27,655 --> 00:07:30,075 - Okay, great. 209 00:07:30,116 --> 00:07:33,870 - I love that rock, how it's looking right at us. 210 00:07:33,912 --> 00:07:36,456 It looks like a grandfather. 211 00:07:36,498 --> 00:07:38,333 Grandfather protection. 212 00:07:38,375 --> 00:07:41,628 * * 213 00:07:41,670 --> 00:07:44,089 - Oh, look at the horses. 214 00:07:44,130 --> 00:07:46,966 Oh, so beautiful. 215 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:48,468 Stay close by, yes? - Yes, ma'am. 216 00:07:48,510 --> 00:07:51,137 - Okay, super. Thank you. 217 00:07:51,179 --> 00:07:53,640 - My relationship changed with everyone 218 00:07:53,682 --> 00:07:55,809 since last year, honestly. 219 00:07:55,850 --> 00:07:58,186 - How would you think I would feel to hear that you 220 00:07:58,228 --> 00:07:59,562 wanna destroy your sister? 221 00:07:59,604 --> 00:08:00,563 - I never said that. 222 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:02,399 I said other things. 223 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:03,733 - The only one it hurts here is me. 224 00:08:03,775 --> 00:08:05,443 I'm the one who gets ----ed. 225 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:10,448 I was very hurt by some of the ladies last time I saw them. 226 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:11,991 It's so secluded, just how I like it. 227 00:08:12,033 --> 00:08:16,496 So I am nervous about seeing them today. 228 00:08:16,538 --> 00:08:17,539 - Hi! 229 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:19,624 - This looks so pretty. 230 00:08:19,666 --> 00:08:21,209 - Isn't this beautiful? 231 00:08:21,251 --> 00:08:23,169 - Hi, how are you? 232 00:08:23,211 --> 00:08:24,337 - Look at us. 233 00:08:24,379 --> 00:08:26,256 - Hi. 234 00:08:26,297 --> 00:08:27,674 - Thank you, Colleen. 235 00:08:27,716 --> 00:08:29,384 This is really pretty. 236 00:08:29,426 --> 00:08:32,345 This is not where I thought our first outing would be, 237 00:08:32,387 --> 00:08:34,180 on top of a mountain. 238 00:08:34,222 --> 00:08:36,057 I thought maybe we'd have cocktails at a cool lounge, 239 00:08:36,099 --> 00:08:41,604 but here we are at a spiritual retreat with Dorit. 240 00:08:41,646 --> 00:08:42,731 Hi. 241 00:08:42,772 --> 00:08:44,149 - This is not what I was expecting. 242 00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:46,860 - How are you? 243 00:08:46,901 --> 00:08:48,403 - How are you? - I'm good. 244 00:08:48,445 --> 00:08:50,071 - I love seeing the horses. 245 00:08:50,113 --> 00:08:51,990 - I just bought a horse. - What? 246 00:08:52,032 --> 00:08:53,074 - Oh, I did. 247 00:08:53,116 --> 00:08:54,075 - Congratulations. 248 00:08:54,117 --> 00:08:54,993 - Thank you. 249 00:08:55,035 --> 00:08:56,661 - What'd she say, a horse? 250 00:08:56,703 --> 00:08:58,038 - She got a horse in the Netherlands. 251 00:08:58,079 --> 00:08:59,914 - You got a horse in the Netherlands? 252 00:08:59,956 --> 00:09:03,543 - And I was telling Garcelle, he can pull a carriage. 253 00:09:03,585 --> 00:09:06,379 - We're gonna take the horse and carriage down Rodeo Drive. 254 00:09:06,421 --> 00:09:08,798 - What on Earth? 255 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:10,759 - What is this place? 256 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:12,844 I come to the retreat feeling two things. 257 00:09:12,886 --> 00:09:15,722 One, I knew I was vicious at the time. 258 00:09:15,764 --> 00:09:18,058 - All I think about are victims. 259 00:09:18,099 --> 00:09:22,062 - I don't give a (BLEEP) about anybody else but me. 260 00:09:22,103 --> 00:09:23,563 - Honey, just take a deep breath in. 261 00:09:23,605 --> 00:09:26,066 - No, I'm not taking any deep breath. 262 00:09:26,107 --> 00:09:27,859 Two, I was also protecting myself, 263 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:29,944 and I had to stick up for myself. 264 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:31,404 There's a teepee here? 265 00:09:31,446 --> 00:09:32,906 What is this? 266 00:09:32,947 --> 00:09:37,660 So I am walking in like a man on my own island. 267 00:09:37,702 --> 00:09:39,329 My friend is gone. 268 00:09:42,415 --> 00:09:44,209 All smiles, Erika, all smiles. 269 00:09:44,250 --> 00:09:47,003 And we'll see what happens. I don't know. 270 00:09:47,045 --> 00:09:49,255 - Hello. - Hi, everybody. 271 00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:50,799 - Are you the Incredible Shrinking Woman? 272 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,258 - You're so skinny. - No, are you? 273 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:53,218 - Oh, my God. 274 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:57,764 - What the hell? 275 00:09:57,806 --> 00:09:58,765 - So skinny. 276 00:09:58,807 --> 00:10:00,141 - Hormones. 277 00:10:00,183 --> 00:10:01,601 - "Hormones." 278 00:10:01,643 --> 00:10:02,977 Hormones? - Hormones. 279 00:10:03,019 --> 00:10:06,314 - Oh, is hormones spelled... 280 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,612 I don't know. 281 00:10:12,654 --> 00:10:13,905 - People think I'm on Ozempic? 282 00:10:16,408 --> 00:10:18,785 - No, I'm not, but I'm on some really good hormones. 283 00:10:18,827 --> 00:10:21,371 And they should be, too. 284 00:10:21,413 --> 00:10:23,373 - The woman that's coming to lead the ceremony. 285 00:10:23,415 --> 00:10:24,582 - What's her name? 286 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:25,875 - Eaglewoman. 287 00:10:25,917 --> 00:10:27,877 - Okay. - What is she gonna make us do? 288 00:10:27,919 --> 00:10:29,587 [drum beating softly] 289 00:10:29,629 --> 00:10:30,630 - [clears throat] 290 00:10:30,672 --> 00:10:34,134 - [chanting in native language] 291 00:10:36,094 --> 00:10:38,972 I'm gonna lead you into the circle. 292 00:10:39,014 --> 00:10:40,640 - All right, I'll see you outside. 293 00:10:40,682 --> 00:10:42,392 What the hell? 294 00:10:42,434 --> 00:10:44,269 Only Dorit. 295 00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:47,022 - * Breathe * 296 00:10:48,815 --> 00:10:51,943 * Just breathe * 297 00:10:54,070 --> 00:10:57,741 * Breathe through me * 298 00:10:58,908 --> 00:11:02,328 * Great spirit * 299 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:04,456 * Great spirit * 300 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:07,751 * Breathe through me * 301 00:11:07,792 --> 00:11:10,003 - And you may take a seat wherever you feel 302 00:11:10,045 --> 00:11:11,880 you would like to sit. 303 00:11:19,387 --> 00:11:20,430 - This is a chair. 304 00:11:20,472 --> 00:11:21,723 - That's a chair? - Yeah. 305 00:11:23,475 --> 00:11:24,768 - Welcome, ladies. 306 00:11:24,809 --> 00:11:27,979 It is an honor to meet each and every one of you. 307 00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:29,856 My name is Eaglewoman. 308 00:11:29,898 --> 00:11:31,149 You met Blue Raven. 309 00:11:31,191 --> 00:11:33,109 She's my apprentice, my right hand, 310 00:11:33,151 --> 00:11:34,694 because I'm left handed, so. 311 00:11:34,736 --> 00:11:36,529 [laughter] 312 00:11:36,571 --> 00:11:38,865 But right now, what she wants to do is just pass out... 313 00:11:38,907 --> 00:11:39,866 - Thank you so much. 314 00:11:39,908 --> 00:11:41,076 - Some sage tea. 315 00:11:41,117 --> 00:11:42,494 And this is part of our ceremony. 316 00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:45,246 You know, open up the soul. 317 00:11:47,582 --> 00:11:49,876 In the teachings of the eagle, 318 00:11:49,918 --> 00:11:52,379 it's about being able to see everything 319 00:11:52,420 --> 00:11:54,422 from a higher perception. 320 00:11:54,464 --> 00:11:57,467 The eagle flies the highest. 321 00:11:57,509 --> 00:11:59,928 It flies close to the sun. 322 00:11:59,969 --> 00:12:02,097 [eagle cries] 323 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:05,225 And then it travels behind the sun 324 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:09,437 to meet with Creator, with the ancestors, 325 00:12:09,479 --> 00:12:13,400 and then it brings back the wisdom. 326 00:12:13,441 --> 00:12:18,321 Forget what you know and remember what you forgot. 327 00:12:18,363 --> 00:12:22,117 - I love meditation. I love yoga. I can relax. 328 00:12:22,158 --> 00:12:24,911 Mm. 329 00:12:24,953 --> 00:12:27,330 Eaglewoman. 330 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:29,582 - Ooh. [laughs] 331 00:12:29,624 --> 00:12:31,584 - Fly on down. 332 00:12:31,626 --> 00:12:35,338 - We all had a rough year, and there are certain things 333 00:12:35,380 --> 00:12:37,549 that have been difficult to move past. 334 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:41,261 My hope would be for us to move through some issues, 335 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,763 heal, and then be able to put it behind us. 336 00:12:43,805 --> 00:12:44,848 - Agree. - Totally agree. 337 00:12:44,889 --> 00:12:46,307 - Yeah. 338 00:12:46,349 --> 00:12:47,559 Well said. 339 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:50,020 - I mean, listen, I'm very happy to go first. 340 00:12:50,061 --> 00:12:54,274 I feel very hurt by you, Erika. 341 00:12:54,315 --> 00:12:56,943 Obviously, I'm sure you know why. 342 00:12:59,571 --> 00:13:01,781 - What Bravolebrity relationship do you think 343 00:13:01,823 --> 00:13:04,117 is headed to splitsville next? 344 00:13:04,159 --> 00:13:06,202 - I think it's Dorit and PK. 345 00:13:06,244 --> 00:13:07,912 - Oh! 346 00:13:07,954 --> 00:13:12,625 - To see you behave like that was deeply hurtful. 347 00:13:12,667 --> 00:13:14,753 [dramatic music] 348 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:16,588 - Coming up... 349 00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:19,299 - Dorit, is your marriage strong? 350 00:13:26,723 --> 00:13:27,182 [dramatic music] 351 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:32,145 * * 352 00:13:32,187 --> 00:13:35,857 - It feels like there are certain things that have 353 00:13:35,899 --> 00:13:37,484 been difficult to move past. 354 00:13:39,069 --> 00:13:42,530 I feel very hurt by you, Erika. 355 00:13:42,572 --> 00:13:47,160 What you said about PK and I was mean-spirited 356 00:13:47,202 --> 00:13:49,621 and deeply hurtful. 357 00:13:52,707 --> 00:13:57,504 - I didn't wanna answer that question, and I asked not to. 358 00:13:57,545 --> 00:14:01,216 Uh, I don't wanna answer this question because I feel bad. 359 00:14:01,257 --> 00:14:02,050 But-- 360 00:14:02,092 --> 00:14:03,259 [audience shouting] 361 00:14:03,301 --> 00:14:05,345 Wait, but. 362 00:14:05,387 --> 00:14:08,682 - You delivered that answer like someone who 363 00:14:08,723 --> 00:14:11,476 really wanted that attention. 364 00:14:13,603 --> 00:14:15,188 - Dorit, I'm a showman. 365 00:14:15,230 --> 00:14:16,648 I walked right down to the edge of the stage, 366 00:14:16,690 --> 00:14:21,194 and I gave those people what they wanted. 367 00:14:21,236 --> 00:14:23,780 - Standing up, going to the center stage, 368 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:26,616 delivering the line, and then flipping her hair, 369 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:31,037 coming back, and feeling very good about herself. 370 00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:32,706 That's not a showman. 371 00:14:32,747 --> 00:14:35,375 That's a bitch. 372 00:14:35,417 --> 00:14:40,505 I kind of thought that you were gonna lead with an apology 373 00:14:40,547 --> 00:14:42,048 rather than defending it. 374 00:14:42,090 --> 00:14:43,591 - Well, it's not a defense. 375 00:14:43,633 --> 00:14:45,427 It's just an explanation of how it went down. 376 00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,139 It was a shady question. 377 00:14:49,180 --> 00:14:52,225 And I gave a shady answer. 378 00:14:52,267 --> 00:14:54,728 Dorit, is your marriage strong? 379 00:14:54,769 --> 00:14:57,689 * * 380 00:14:57,731 --> 00:15:02,402 - The only thing that I've ever heard about PK and Dorit 381 00:15:02,444 --> 00:15:06,990 was the night PK got pulled over for a DUI. 382 00:15:07,032 --> 00:15:12,996 He may have or may not have had a woman in the car with him. 383 00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:18,293 That's the only rumor I've ever heard. 384 00:15:21,087 --> 00:15:22,756 - My marriage is very strong. 385 00:15:22,797 --> 00:15:24,466 - Right, so when someone says something like that-- 386 00:15:24,507 --> 00:15:26,760 - First of all, I went through a very challenging year. 387 00:15:26,801 --> 00:15:28,595 You're hurting. 388 00:15:28,636 --> 00:15:31,931 And so you lash out, and you're mean-spirited. 389 00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:35,226 - The last two years of my life have been very complicated. 390 00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:38,355 But we all hurt each other's feelings in this group. 391 00:15:38,396 --> 00:15:40,523 - I think it was when the "LA Times" article 392 00:15:40,565 --> 00:15:42,192 came out after you left. 393 00:15:42,233 --> 00:15:45,070 It seems like, she must know this. 394 00:15:45,111 --> 00:15:48,990 - I don't believe that you knew most of the things, genuinely. 395 00:15:49,032 --> 00:15:51,743 - Then why are you torturing me about it? 396 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:54,788 - What does $750,000 earrings look like? 397 00:15:54,829 --> 00:15:56,289 - They're 1.3. 398 00:15:56,331 --> 00:15:58,500 - Why wouldn't you pay the victims? 399 00:15:58,541 --> 00:15:59,793 Have a heart. 400 00:15:59,834 --> 00:16:01,169 - You know what I say? 401 00:16:01,211 --> 00:16:02,337 I'm not guilty, and how ----ing dare you 402 00:16:02,379 --> 00:16:04,923 say that sh-- about me? 403 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:08,051 I was getting hit from all sides 404 00:16:08,093 --> 00:16:13,139 when I just needed a moment to catch my breath in this group. 405 00:16:13,181 --> 00:16:17,435 But as your friend, I'd like to apologize 406 00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:20,063 if I was rough, if I was vicious. 407 00:16:21,314 --> 00:16:24,150 I've never felt so low. 408 00:16:24,192 --> 00:16:27,654 I've never felt so unheard. 409 00:16:27,696 --> 00:16:29,739 I love you all. 410 00:16:29,781 --> 00:16:31,658 And I'm very sorry. 411 00:16:31,700 --> 00:16:35,203 * * 412 00:16:35,245 --> 00:16:37,330 - It's interesting to see Erika 413 00:16:37,372 --> 00:16:40,625 be emotional and vulnerable. 414 00:16:40,667 --> 00:16:43,211 But I also feel like, do I trust that completely? 415 00:16:43,253 --> 00:16:44,921 I don't know. 416 00:16:44,963 --> 00:16:47,090 That being said, yeah, I wanna give Erika a chance. 417 00:16:47,132 --> 00:16:48,925 I wanna see who she really is. 418 00:16:48,967 --> 00:16:51,636 Maybe we'll be surprised by her. 419 00:16:51,678 --> 00:16:53,680 - That's a breakthrough. 420 00:16:53,722 --> 00:16:55,932 - You get what you give. 421 00:16:55,974 --> 00:16:57,726 - Let's take a deep breath in. 422 00:16:57,767 --> 00:16:59,853 Let's keep the circle alive and moving, 423 00:16:59,894 --> 00:17:01,646 everything moving through. 424 00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:02,689 That's it. 425 00:17:02,731 --> 00:17:04,482 - Ooh. 426 00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:05,692 - Can I go next? 427 00:17:05,734 --> 00:17:07,485 - Yes. 428 00:17:07,527 --> 00:17:09,529 - Something that was hanging over me that was bothering me, 429 00:17:09,571 --> 00:17:12,115 obviously, you know, we have never had issues before. 430 00:17:12,157 --> 00:17:14,868 But the stuff with Kathy strained 431 00:17:14,909 --> 00:17:16,119 all of our relationships. 432 00:17:16,161 --> 00:17:17,662 - Lisa, here are some of the things 433 00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:19,414 that you claim that Kathy said to you. 434 00:17:19,456 --> 00:17:22,584 "Dorit is a stupid, useless idiot." 435 00:17:22,625 --> 00:17:25,795 "Crystal and Sutton are pieces of sh--, useless idiots, 436 00:17:25,837 --> 00:17:27,881 should be fired." 437 00:17:27,922 --> 00:17:31,384 "I can't believe I have to be around these ----ing peons. 438 00:17:31,426 --> 00:17:33,136 They need to go away." - Lisa. 439 00:17:33,178 --> 00:17:35,138 - "I will destroy Kyle and her family 440 00:17:35,180 --> 00:17:37,057 if it's the last thing I ever do." 441 00:17:37,098 --> 00:17:38,933 - Whoo. 442 00:17:38,975 --> 00:17:40,143 - Kathy, do you remember saying any of these things? 443 00:17:40,185 --> 00:17:41,811 - No, I don't. 444 00:17:41,853 --> 00:17:43,229 All of that, no, I don't. 445 00:17:45,857 --> 00:17:47,650 - I was so upset, and I was so emotional. 446 00:17:47,692 --> 00:17:49,652 And I, like-- 447 00:17:49,694 --> 00:17:51,946 I--it felt like I looked up, and I wanted, 448 00:17:51,988 --> 00:17:55,408 like, somebody to come up to me or something, you know? 449 00:17:55,450 --> 00:17:57,035 I'm sorry, I have a lump in my throat. 450 00:17:57,077 --> 00:17:58,495 I can't talk now. Give me a second. 451 00:17:58,536 --> 00:17:59,621 - You have a lump in your throat? 452 00:17:59,662 --> 00:18:01,289 - Yeah. 453 00:18:02,540 --> 00:18:04,501 I was literally sitting there, and I felt like 454 00:18:04,542 --> 00:18:06,670 I was, like, drifting out to the sea or something, 455 00:18:06,711 --> 00:18:08,880 you know? And I was so upset. 456 00:18:08,922 --> 00:18:11,466 And I looked up, and everybody was just like-- 457 00:18:11,508 --> 00:18:14,302 and it really hurt me a lot. 458 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:17,222 I did expect more from Dorit and Sutton. 459 00:18:17,263 --> 00:18:19,099 I was very hurt by that. 460 00:18:19,140 --> 00:18:20,433 I've known you guys longer. 461 00:18:20,475 --> 00:18:22,769 Sutton is a very social person. 462 00:18:22,811 --> 00:18:24,229 I get it. 463 00:18:24,270 --> 00:18:25,814 You wanna be friends with Kathy. 464 00:18:25,855 --> 00:18:28,525 Do I think it's because she has a lot of parties? 465 00:18:28,566 --> 00:18:30,610 I do. 466 00:18:30,652 --> 00:18:33,488 I mean, yeah, you wanna go to Kathy Hilton's parties 467 00:18:33,530 --> 00:18:35,490 and all the people there. 468 00:18:35,532 --> 00:18:40,370 - I felt for you, but I was also confused by you 469 00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:42,372 because I thought you're not going to the people that 470 00:18:42,414 --> 00:18:44,290 are coming for your family. 471 00:18:44,332 --> 00:18:46,960 * * 472 00:18:47,002 --> 00:18:48,545 - Coming up... 473 00:18:48,586 --> 00:18:52,966 - I want to show my success to the ex-husband. 474 00:18:57,595 --> 00:18:58,054 [dramatic music] 475 00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:02,225 - I was confused by you. 476 00:19:02,267 --> 00:19:03,727 You're not going to the people 477 00:19:03,768 --> 00:19:06,771 that are coming for your family. 478 00:19:06,813 --> 00:19:08,523 - She had bad behavior in front of all of us 479 00:19:08,565 --> 00:19:09,941 in a public place. 480 00:19:09,983 --> 00:19:11,901 And so there's consequences to that. 481 00:19:11,943 --> 00:19:13,778 - You're only punishing me, just so you know. 482 00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:15,697 - Your sister is punishing you. - That's right. 483 00:19:15,739 --> 00:19:17,782 Your sister is punishing you. That's right. 484 00:19:17,824 --> 00:19:21,244 - Why is Garcelle not getting that my sister 485 00:19:21,286 --> 00:19:26,875 created all of this by coming for my family and for me? 486 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:29,544 There's a time where you say enough. 487 00:19:29,586 --> 00:19:32,172 I'm not a punching bag. 488 00:19:32,213 --> 00:19:33,882 I didn't feel like defending someone 489 00:19:33,923 --> 00:19:35,467 who's hurt me repeatedly. 490 00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:37,177 So I kept my mouth shut. 491 00:19:37,218 --> 00:19:40,889 I've had so many incidents where my sister has called me 492 00:19:40,930 --> 00:19:42,390 and lost her temper. 493 00:19:42,432 --> 00:19:45,018 - It is hard to get you on the phone. 494 00:19:45,060 --> 00:19:46,811 I feel like a pest. 495 00:19:46,853 --> 00:19:51,524 - Well, you often call me to rant. 496 00:19:51,566 --> 00:19:53,360 When the phone will ring and I see her name, 497 00:19:53,401 --> 00:19:55,820 I get sheer panic. 498 00:19:55,862 --> 00:20:00,450 I know I'm an adult, but it affects me like I'm a child. 499 00:20:00,492 --> 00:20:02,118 I'm sorry. 500 00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,536 - Just take a deep breath in. 501 00:20:03,578 --> 00:20:05,622 - There's a lot of hurt. 502 00:20:05,663 --> 00:20:08,208 There's a lot of pain. 503 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:10,752 But there's a lot of love. 504 00:20:10,794 --> 00:20:13,004 - Well, we can't be hurt by people we don't love. 505 00:20:13,046 --> 00:20:14,631 - That's true. 506 00:20:14,673 --> 00:20:16,466 - Well, I think what I'm hearing in this group 507 00:20:16,508 --> 00:20:18,885 is we all have a lot of regrets that we've 508 00:20:18,927 --> 00:20:20,387 done to one another. 509 00:20:20,428 --> 00:20:23,306 And I would like to see us all try to be 510 00:20:23,348 --> 00:20:25,141 better friends collectively. 511 00:20:25,183 --> 00:20:26,309 - Absolutely. 512 00:20:26,351 --> 00:20:27,602 You know what I'd love to do? 513 00:20:27,644 --> 00:20:29,562 Would you mind if we move? - Yeah. 514 00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:31,481 - Would you like that? Thank you. 515 00:20:31,523 --> 00:20:32,607 - Thank you so much. 516 00:20:32,649 --> 00:20:33,733 Thank you, Eaglewoman. 517 00:20:33,775 --> 00:20:35,193 - I want you to get closer. 518 00:20:35,235 --> 00:20:36,194 all: Oh! 519 00:20:36,236 --> 00:20:37,779 [laughter] 520 00:20:37,821 --> 00:20:39,155 - Yeah. 521 00:20:39,197 --> 00:20:41,950 - Oh, this feels good. 522 00:20:41,991 --> 00:20:43,368 - We needed that. 523 00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:44,577 - Well, we've gotten through the day, 524 00:20:44,619 --> 00:20:46,287 and everyone's now hugging. 525 00:20:46,329 --> 00:20:51,001 Hell hath frozen over, or at least Beverly Hills has. 526 00:20:51,042 --> 00:20:53,169 [laughs] 527 00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:54,629 - Whoo! 528 00:20:54,671 --> 00:20:55,880 - Thank you so much. - Thank you, Eaglewoman. 529 00:20:55,922 --> 00:20:57,507 Thank you. 530 00:20:57,549 --> 00:21:00,343 [upbeat music] 531 00:21:00,385 --> 00:21:07,517 * * 532 00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:10,437 - What's going on today? 533 00:21:10,478 --> 00:21:12,731 - Review spring order. 534 00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:13,898 - Okay. 535 00:21:13,940 --> 00:21:17,027 - Cashmere order. - Cashmere order. 536 00:21:17,068 --> 00:21:20,321 - Then we have a few horse issues to go through. 537 00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:22,365 - Define "horse." 538 00:21:22,407 --> 00:21:23,408 - Okay, it's my money. 539 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:24,534 I can do whatever I want. 540 00:21:24,576 --> 00:21:26,244 I happen to be half-Texan. 541 00:21:26,286 --> 00:21:30,165 I grew up riding, and I wanted to ride again. 542 00:21:30,206 --> 00:21:34,044 Now, some people would say, well, just lease a horse. 543 00:21:34,085 --> 00:21:35,628 It's on my AmEx. 544 00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:37,172 But I'm not normal. 545 00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:42,260 And Santos spoke to me with his eyes... 546 00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:44,971 on the internet. [laughs] 547 00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:47,015 - Oy vey. 548 00:21:47,057 --> 00:21:48,099 - It'll be fine. 549 00:21:51,269 --> 00:21:52,228 - Hey! 550 00:21:52,270 --> 00:21:53,229 - You can-- 551 00:21:53,271 --> 00:21:54,397 [laughter] 552 00:21:54,439 --> 00:21:56,399 - How are you? 553 00:21:56,441 --> 00:21:58,401 I haven't seen you hardly-- 554 00:21:58,443 --> 00:21:59,986 Paris, since Paris. - I know. 555 00:22:00,028 --> 00:22:01,529 - Yeah, I know. 556 00:22:01,571 --> 00:22:02,405 - You look so pretty. - Well, thank you. 557 00:22:02,447 --> 00:22:03,406 That's my job. 558 00:22:03,448 --> 00:22:04,991 - We've got lunch. 559 00:22:05,033 --> 00:22:06,201 I just put this out to be decorative. 560 00:22:06,242 --> 00:22:07,619 - Well, that's very nice. 561 00:22:07,660 --> 00:22:09,245 We have enough to feed an army here. 562 00:22:09,287 --> 00:22:11,206 - Jennifer Tilly is one of my best friends 563 00:22:11,247 --> 00:22:12,707 for over 10 years. 564 00:22:12,749 --> 00:22:14,209 We travel so well together. 565 00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:17,003 We love to go to fashion shows all over the world. 566 00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:19,381 I did put one of her salted caramels 567 00:22:19,422 --> 00:22:22,425 in my ear on an Air France flight. 568 00:22:22,467 --> 00:22:24,469 I thought it was the earplugs. 569 00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:28,848 And they were stuck in my ears, and we couldn't get it out. 570 00:22:28,890 --> 00:22:32,227 - Avi, we need some alcohol. 571 00:22:32,268 --> 00:22:35,563 - And then she said, is that my salted caramel I gave you? 572 00:22:35,605 --> 00:22:37,774 Yes, it was. 573 00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:40,318 I don't know. We're so stupid together. 574 00:22:40,360 --> 00:22:41,486 - Hi, honey. 575 00:22:41,528 --> 00:22:42,404 - We gotta do another Paris trip. 576 00:22:42,445 --> 00:22:43,655 - Yes. 577 00:22:43,697 --> 00:22:45,198 I cannot believe, Sutton, you made 578 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:46,658 Avi come out for two days. 579 00:22:46,700 --> 00:22:48,451 All he got was Sutton yelling at him 580 00:22:48,493 --> 00:22:49,953 like, Avi, where's my suitcase? 581 00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:51,663 Avi, you're not taking good pictures. 582 00:22:51,705 --> 00:22:53,456 Avi, this--we're trying to do a TikTok. 583 00:22:53,498 --> 00:22:55,625 - I rest my case. 584 00:22:55,667 --> 00:22:59,629 - Avi is my assistant but also house manager. 585 00:23:01,047 --> 00:23:02,007 - Thank you. 586 00:23:03,758 --> 00:23:05,093 - Excuse you, sir. 587 00:23:05,135 --> 00:23:07,887 You're not on camera right now. 588 00:23:07,929 --> 00:23:09,389 - Ladies, are we ready for lunch? 589 00:23:09,431 --> 00:23:10,932 - Yes, we are, Avi. - Thank you. 590 00:23:10,974 --> 00:23:12,559 - It's so elegant. Look at this. 591 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:13,560 It's so nice. 592 00:23:13,601 --> 00:23:14,686 - Chinese chicken salad. 593 00:23:14,728 --> 00:23:16,604 - Did you make that, Avi? [laughter] 594 00:23:16,646 --> 00:23:18,106 - Where's the dressing? 595 00:23:18,148 --> 00:23:18,982 - It's on the way. 596 00:23:19,024 --> 00:23:21,026 He only has two hands, Sutton. 597 00:23:21,067 --> 00:23:22,527 There you go. 598 00:23:22,569 --> 00:23:24,154 - Can you believe almost four years? 599 00:23:24,195 --> 00:23:26,072 - I can't believe it. I remember when you opened. 600 00:23:26,114 --> 00:23:27,282 I was here. 601 00:23:27,323 --> 00:23:28,450 Sutton, I'm really proud of you. 602 00:23:28,491 --> 00:23:29,743 - Thank you. 603 00:23:29,784 --> 00:23:31,494 The business is my true focus right now. 604 00:23:31,536 --> 00:23:32,829 - Mm-hmm. 605 00:23:32,871 --> 00:23:34,414 - And it's really important to me. 606 00:23:34,456 --> 00:23:35,874 - Because this is your time. 607 00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:38,084 You spent the last 20 years raising your kids 608 00:23:38,126 --> 00:23:40,378 and being a good mom, and now you're in a new metamorphosis 609 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:42,005 of your life. - Thank you. 610 00:23:42,047 --> 00:23:46,176 I want to show my success to the ex-husband. 611 00:23:46,217 --> 00:23:47,344 - Mm-hmm. 612 00:23:47,385 --> 00:23:49,012 - I just do. 613 00:23:49,054 --> 00:23:51,890 When my ex-husband and I got married, 614 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:53,600 we were on equal footing. 615 00:23:53,641 --> 00:23:55,143 I was working. 616 00:23:55,185 --> 00:23:56,519 He was working. 617 00:23:56,561 --> 00:23:58,688 Then I got pregnant. 618 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:02,317 And it was, you're not gonna work anymore. 619 00:24:02,359 --> 00:24:04,778 My power diminished. 620 00:24:04,819 --> 00:24:08,698 This became, here's your allowance. 621 00:24:08,740 --> 00:24:11,451 Financial freedom is a big thing. 622 00:24:11,493 --> 00:24:15,747 I think, in that, comes my children and showing them 623 00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:18,833 financial autonomy is liberating, 624 00:24:18,875 --> 00:24:20,877 especially for my daughter. 625 00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:24,089 Once the allowance got taken away, 626 00:24:24,130 --> 00:24:29,928 because it could, I realized, wow, I allowed that to happen. 627 00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:33,473 I will never allow that to happen again. 628 00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:35,850 When you are divorced... - Mm-hmm. 629 00:24:35,892 --> 00:24:40,146 - There's two words, spousal support. 630 00:24:40,188 --> 00:24:41,314 - Yes. 631 00:24:41,356 --> 00:24:43,650 - They come with an anchor. 632 00:24:43,692 --> 00:24:45,568 I'm not gonna give that up because only 633 00:24:45,610 --> 00:24:46,611 stupid people would do that. 634 00:24:46,653 --> 00:24:47,654 But I don't want the anchor. 635 00:24:47,696 --> 00:24:48,738 I don't want it. 636 00:24:48,780 --> 00:24:50,740 I want complete freedom. 637 00:24:50,782 --> 00:24:52,409 I earned it. - Mm-hmm. 638 00:24:52,450 --> 00:24:54,244 Well, he didn't have any-- - Every single dime. 639 00:24:54,285 --> 00:24:55,787 - He didn't have any money when you married him. 640 00:24:55,829 --> 00:24:56,913 You guys built his fortune together. 641 00:24:56,955 --> 00:24:57,997 - We built that together. 642 00:24:58,039 --> 00:24:59,666 And I earned every single dime. 643 00:24:59,708 --> 00:25:01,918 And I have no guilt about that. 644 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:05,672 But for me to take and build myself 645 00:25:05,714 --> 00:25:08,425 is very important to me. 646 00:25:08,466 --> 00:25:12,762 I want my ex-husband to say, I remember you. 647 00:25:12,804 --> 00:25:15,098 You are smart, and you are capable. 648 00:25:15,140 --> 00:25:17,767 You don't just make lunches and dinner. 649 00:25:17,809 --> 00:25:20,061 - Avi, can I have some more champagne, please? 650 00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:23,314 - I hate to quote Cher, but I will. 651 00:25:23,356 --> 00:25:26,109 I'm strong enough. 652 00:25:26,151 --> 00:25:27,610 - Thank you. 653 00:25:27,652 --> 00:25:28,945 He's a sweetheart. 654 00:25:30,405 --> 00:25:31,322 - Applications for what? 655 00:25:32,741 --> 00:25:34,200 - No! 656 00:25:34,242 --> 00:25:37,287 [laughter] 657 00:25:37,328 --> 00:25:38,788 - Coming up... 658 00:25:38,830 --> 00:25:40,540 - I didn't deserve the way I was treated by her. 659 00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:43,626 I didn't do one ----ing thing. 660 00:25:48,548 --> 00:25:49,007 [upbeat music] 661 00:25:51,509 --> 00:25:57,432 * * 662 00:25:59,601 --> 00:26:01,227 - Hi. - Hello. 663 00:26:01,269 --> 00:26:03,897 - Oh, I love your outfit. Look at this lady. 664 00:26:03,938 --> 00:26:05,398 You look so beautiful. 665 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,442 - It's so good to see you in person. 666 00:26:07,484 --> 00:26:08,651 Come sit down. 667 00:26:08,693 --> 00:26:10,236 - Thank you. 668 00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,030 - I know we're used to, like, the Zoom thing. 669 00:26:12,072 --> 00:26:13,907 - The Zoom in our sweats. 670 00:26:13,948 --> 00:26:18,161 I really risk becoming hateful, becoming mean, 671 00:26:18,203 --> 00:26:20,580 something that I don't wanna be. 672 00:26:20,622 --> 00:26:23,541 I've been in therapy for the last two and a half years. 673 00:26:23,583 --> 00:26:26,544 Therapy has given me tools to organize my emotions. 674 00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:29,673 You can take the anxiety and the sadness and the anger, 675 00:26:29,714 --> 00:26:31,007 and then you go, you know what? 676 00:26:31,049 --> 00:26:32,759 That doesn't serve me any longer. 677 00:26:32,801 --> 00:26:34,010 So I'm gonna put it away. 678 00:26:34,052 --> 00:26:35,679 - How are you feeling? 679 00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:37,430 - Good. 680 00:26:37,472 --> 00:26:39,224 Listen, I was married to one of the most unsupportive 681 00:26:39,265 --> 00:26:42,018 humans probably known to marriages, 682 00:26:42,060 --> 00:26:44,938 and then Tom being indicted. 683 00:26:44,979 --> 00:26:47,148 - It's such a terrible fall from grace. 684 00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:49,359 - The indictment was everywhere. 685 00:26:49,401 --> 00:26:51,653 And it was very difficult to deal with. 686 00:26:51,695 --> 00:26:53,446 - "Fraud on a massive scale." 687 00:26:53,488 --> 00:26:55,448 That's how federal investigators today 688 00:26:55,490 --> 00:26:58,785 described the indictments against attorney Tom Girardi. 689 00:26:58,827 --> 00:27:01,579 The Department of Justice says the 83-year-old used 690 00:27:01,621 --> 00:27:04,582 the stolen money, tens of millions of dollars, 691 00:27:04,624 --> 00:27:07,127 to pay for himself and to support 692 00:27:07,168 --> 00:27:09,921 his much younger wife, Erika Jayne. 693 00:27:09,963 --> 00:27:13,383 - Do I feel better that I'm not included in an indictment? 694 00:27:13,425 --> 00:27:14,509 Absolutely. 695 00:27:14,551 --> 00:27:16,678 But does that stop people from thinking 696 00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:17,846 I did something wrong? 697 00:27:17,887 --> 00:27:19,431 No. 698 00:27:19,472 --> 00:27:21,850 - Old man Girardi, he's going to jail. 699 00:27:24,436 --> 00:27:26,312 - Yeah, she's watching her back. 700 00:27:27,439 --> 00:27:29,190 - She may not have been responsible 701 00:27:29,232 --> 00:27:31,151 for stealing the money. 702 00:27:31,192 --> 00:27:32,652 She is responsible for spending the money. 703 00:27:32,694 --> 00:27:34,487 - Yeah. 704 00:27:34,529 --> 00:27:36,906 - You know, Tom is older, and he's gonna die. 705 00:27:36,948 --> 00:27:38,491 - Yeah. 706 00:27:38,533 --> 00:27:42,078 - Have I come to a point where I'm okay and I let go? 707 00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:44,122 - You're gonna start a whole new stage of grieving. 708 00:27:44,164 --> 00:27:45,373 - Really? - Yeah. 709 00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:47,000 - God damn it. 710 00:27:47,042 --> 00:27:51,004 - When he actually passes away, I think it will surprise you-- 711 00:27:51,046 --> 00:27:52,839 - How hurt--how hurtful it is. 712 00:27:52,881 --> 00:27:55,342 - How sad it is. - Will I slide back? 713 00:27:55,383 --> 00:27:57,844 - Look, as long as you're not mixing Lexapro and alcohol... 714 00:27:57,886 --> 00:27:58,928 - Yeah, no. 715 00:27:58,970 --> 00:28:00,347 What are you doing here? 716 00:28:00,388 --> 00:28:01,723 - Flowers. 717 00:28:01,765 --> 00:28:03,266 - Get the (BLEEP) out of here. - Don't cuss at him. 718 00:28:03,308 --> 00:28:04,642 - Get the (BLEEP) out of here. - Oh, my God. 719 00:28:04,684 --> 00:28:06,519 - Before you get in trouble. 720 00:28:06,561 --> 00:28:08,563 I'm off Lexapro now, so that's actually pretty good. 721 00:28:08,605 --> 00:28:11,608 - You've done a lot of work on yourself since to make sure 722 00:28:11,649 --> 00:28:13,568 that that never happens again. 723 00:28:13,610 --> 00:28:15,862 - Dorit was very upset with me about what 724 00:28:15,904 --> 00:28:19,032 I had said at BravoCon. 725 00:28:19,074 --> 00:28:21,659 - I think you crossed a line as a friend. 726 00:28:23,453 --> 00:28:24,954 You're hurting. 727 00:28:24,996 --> 00:28:27,415 And so you lash out, and you're mean-spirited. 728 00:28:27,457 --> 00:28:30,377 - I need to be a better friend. 729 00:28:30,418 --> 00:28:32,253 - Yep. - How can I do this? 730 00:28:32,295 --> 00:28:35,382 - You're gonna need to be able to look at what your friends 731 00:28:35,423 --> 00:28:38,176 are going through, and you're gonna need 732 00:28:38,218 --> 00:28:39,928 to have some empathy for them. 733 00:28:41,137 --> 00:28:42,097 - So where does that come from? 734 00:28:42,138 --> 00:28:43,264 How do you develop that? 735 00:28:43,306 --> 00:28:44,557 - Because it's relative and-- 736 00:28:44,599 --> 00:28:47,519 - But how do I get that? 737 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:51,231 - You imagine being in that person's shoes 738 00:28:51,272 --> 00:28:53,775 with their background and their history. 739 00:28:53,817 --> 00:28:56,695 Try to imagine what that feels like emotionally. 740 00:28:56,736 --> 00:28:59,155 Yeah. 741 00:28:59,197 --> 00:29:02,283 Your job is to take the high road. 742 00:29:02,325 --> 00:29:05,829 - It's very honorable for you to say that. 743 00:29:05,870 --> 00:29:07,455 [laughs] 744 00:29:07,497 --> 00:29:09,165 - Yeah, look, you've done low. 745 00:29:09,207 --> 00:29:10,208 It didn't work for you. 746 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:11,626 Let's try high. 747 00:29:11,668 --> 00:29:13,878 - Let's try the high road. 748 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:17,007 [upbeat music] 749 00:29:17,048 --> 00:29:18,842 * * 750 00:29:18,883 --> 00:29:21,928 - Bubba, are you only gonna have two bites of your salad 751 00:29:21,970 --> 00:29:23,096 that I got you? 752 00:29:23,138 --> 00:29:24,764 - I had a lot of salad earlier. 753 00:29:24,806 --> 00:29:26,391 You missed it. 754 00:29:26,433 --> 00:29:28,518 - Do you think Kyle will want some pizza? 755 00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:30,311 - There's no way she's eating pizza. 756 00:29:30,353 --> 00:29:33,064 Judging by the photographs that I've seen of Kyle, 757 00:29:33,106 --> 00:29:36,609 I think that she'll like a nice glass of water 758 00:29:36,651 --> 00:29:38,278 and nothing else. 759 00:29:38,319 --> 00:29:39,821 - Pizza on Hermès. 760 00:29:39,863 --> 00:29:41,823 I mean, it doesn't get any better than that. 761 00:29:41,865 --> 00:29:43,408 - Is that Kyle? Hello. 762 00:29:43,450 --> 00:29:45,285 - Hi! - How are you? 763 00:29:45,326 --> 00:29:46,786 - I'm good. How are you? - Good. 764 00:29:46,828 --> 00:29:48,997 I've got nonalcoholic gin, if you want it. 765 00:29:49,039 --> 00:29:50,915 - I mean, with a personality like this, 766 00:29:50,957 --> 00:29:51,958 do you think I need alcohol, PK? 767 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,626 - No, you do not, my darling. 768 00:29:53,668 --> 00:29:55,462 - It's been seven and a half months now 769 00:29:55,503 --> 00:29:58,631 that I have not had one drop of alcohol. 770 00:29:58,673 --> 00:30:02,969 My behavior at Garcelle's party was terrible. 771 00:30:03,011 --> 00:30:05,847 - So if you wanna be a mother----er... 772 00:30:05,889 --> 00:30:07,223 - Excuse me. 773 00:30:07,265 --> 00:30:09,434 Sutton, don't talk--don't talk like that to her. 774 00:30:09,476 --> 00:30:11,269 Don't talk like that to her. 775 00:30:11,311 --> 00:30:14,314 I just really felt like alcohol wasn't serving me. 776 00:30:14,356 --> 00:30:16,024 - Don't be a stranger, okay? 777 00:30:16,066 --> 00:30:20,028 - I wanted to do whatever it took to make me feel better 778 00:30:20,070 --> 00:30:23,114 physically and spiritually. 779 00:30:23,156 --> 00:30:24,783 - We've got a nice, romantic dinner. 780 00:30:24,824 --> 00:30:25,992 - I know. Look at this. 781 00:30:26,034 --> 00:30:27,619 - Oh. - Aren't we so cute? 782 00:30:27,660 --> 00:30:28,870 - Baby, listen, it's just a little bit of salad 783 00:30:28,912 --> 00:30:30,663 and a little petrified pizza. 784 00:30:30,705 --> 00:30:34,501 I am so happy to see you in such a good place. 785 00:30:34,542 --> 00:30:36,878 Even though it was probably a sh---y journey, 786 00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:38,338 you're coming out the other side. 787 00:30:38,380 --> 00:30:41,174 You're not gonna get that resolve. 788 00:30:41,216 --> 00:30:43,009 You know that's not gonna happen. 789 00:30:43,051 --> 00:30:44,177 And as much as you-- 790 00:30:44,219 --> 00:30:45,136 - We were supposed to fix it. 791 00:30:45,178 --> 00:30:46,805 - You are gonna fix it. 792 00:30:46,846 --> 00:30:48,515 - No, you don't know. 793 00:30:48,556 --> 00:30:51,226 I can tell by the way that we ended there, it's not. 794 00:30:51,267 --> 00:30:53,019 - It's out of everyone else's hands, 795 00:30:53,061 --> 00:30:55,105 and it's in yours and Kathy's. 796 00:30:55,146 --> 00:30:57,023 - I saw her at Sutton's holiday party. 797 00:30:57,065 --> 00:30:58,525 - Yep. 798 00:30:58,566 --> 00:31:00,610 - It was fine. It was like, hi, how are you? 799 00:31:00,652 --> 00:31:04,239 You know, like, civil, but it's just, I'm at a place now 800 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:09,327 where I'm just not going to be mistreated by anybody. 801 00:31:09,369 --> 00:31:11,121 - You are entitled to your feelings. 802 00:31:11,162 --> 00:31:12,706 - I didn't deserve what she said about me. 803 00:31:12,747 --> 00:31:17,544 I didn't do one ----ing thing to deserve that. 804 00:31:17,585 --> 00:31:20,547 Kathy's used to a lot of people allowing her 805 00:31:20,588 --> 00:31:22,841 to get away with a certain behavior. 806 00:31:22,882 --> 00:31:25,301 Growing up as the baby sister, 807 00:31:25,343 --> 00:31:27,220 I also allowed that because I'm not 808 00:31:27,262 --> 00:31:29,097 speaking up to my big sister. 809 00:31:29,139 --> 00:31:31,391 You know, it's taken me this long 810 00:31:31,433 --> 00:31:33,560 to be like, I'm not going to allow you 811 00:31:33,601 --> 00:31:35,228 to continue to treat me like this. 812 00:31:35,270 --> 00:31:37,313 I just said, okay, you know what? 813 00:31:37,355 --> 00:31:38,314 - Enough is enough. 814 00:31:38,356 --> 00:31:40,608 - Enough is enough. 815 00:31:40,650 --> 00:31:42,277 You know? 816 00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:44,154 - Listen, my darling, talk about hard years, 817 00:31:44,195 --> 00:31:45,780 and I really understand. 818 00:31:45,822 --> 00:31:49,743 Obviously, different circumstances, but I had 819 00:31:49,784 --> 00:31:51,578 such a difficult year, Kyle. - I know. 820 00:31:51,619 --> 00:31:56,041 - I had a difficult year all around because of the PTSD, 821 00:31:56,082 --> 00:31:58,460 and I was struggling. 822 00:31:58,501 --> 00:32:00,337 - Babe, don't cry. Please, don't cry. 823 00:32:00,378 --> 00:32:02,088 Come on, come on, come on. - I'm scared. 824 00:32:02,130 --> 00:32:03,173 - No, it's okay. 825 00:32:03,214 --> 00:32:04,716 You don't have to be. 826 00:32:04,758 --> 00:32:08,261 - My husband, the one that you depend on the most, 827 00:32:08,303 --> 00:32:10,764 was spending a lot of time in London. 828 00:32:10,805 --> 00:32:13,683 I started to feel like PK and I weren't connected. 829 00:32:13,725 --> 00:32:16,061 For the first time ever, I thought, 830 00:32:16,102 --> 00:32:20,023 is it possible that, like, PK and I would not make it? 831 00:32:20,065 --> 00:32:21,608 - I've had those thoughts. 832 00:32:21,649 --> 00:32:23,985 I think that's normal to have those thoughts. 833 00:32:24,027 --> 00:32:25,779 - And I felt it, and he felt it. 834 00:32:25,820 --> 00:32:27,489 - Well, I think there are times in a relationship where 835 00:32:27,530 --> 00:32:30,492 life happens, and it can pull you apart. 836 00:32:30,533 --> 00:32:32,369 And you can either grow in different ways 837 00:32:32,410 --> 00:32:34,329 or you can pull it together like you guys have 838 00:32:34,371 --> 00:32:36,456 and start from scratch and put in the work 839 00:32:36,498 --> 00:32:38,208 like you're doing with a therapist and... 840 00:32:38,249 --> 00:32:39,793 - Yeah. 841 00:32:39,834 --> 00:32:41,252 - You know, come out the other side. 842 00:32:41,294 --> 00:32:43,630 - I walked down that aisle with PK 843 00:32:43,672 --> 00:32:46,633 because I truly believed I was gonna spend 844 00:32:46,675 --> 00:32:49,010 the rest of my life with him. 845 00:32:49,052 --> 00:32:51,346 Or the rest of his, anyway. 846 00:32:51,388 --> 00:32:52,555 It's normal. 847 00:32:52,597 --> 00:32:54,391 A lot of marriages go through it. 848 00:32:54,432 --> 00:32:57,060 It'd be one thing if, like, he cheated on me, 849 00:32:57,102 --> 00:32:59,479 or he lied to me, or he did something, and I can say, 850 00:32:59,521 --> 00:33:01,189 you know, there was an incident. 851 00:33:01,231 --> 00:33:03,149 - Right. - It wasn't. 852 00:33:03,191 --> 00:33:05,694 It was, like, a period of time that, like, I just needed him. 853 00:33:05,735 --> 00:33:07,112 He wasn't there. 854 00:33:07,153 --> 00:33:08,571 - You needed more from him. - I needed more from him. 855 00:33:08,613 --> 00:33:09,989 - And he wasn't capable of doing it at the time. 856 00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:11,741 - Yeah. 857 00:33:11,783 --> 00:33:14,994 [dramatic music] 858 00:33:15,036 --> 00:33:16,204 - Coming up... 859 00:33:16,246 --> 00:33:18,123 - Guess what I'm writing? - Ashlyn. 860 00:33:18,164 --> 00:33:19,541 - Yeah. 861 00:33:25,463 --> 00:33:25,922 [upbeat music] 862 00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:30,301 * * 863 00:33:30,343 --> 00:33:32,303 - I'm getting off to get gas. 864 00:33:32,345 --> 00:33:33,263 Who's putting the gas in? 865 00:33:33,304 --> 00:33:34,431 - Jax. 866 00:33:34,472 --> 00:33:35,849 - Come on. 867 00:33:35,890 --> 00:33:38,018 [burps] 868 00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:39,978 - Jaid, Jaid, Jaid, Jaid, Jaid, Jaid, Jaid. 869 00:33:40,020 --> 00:33:42,230 - Here, Jaid. - Paper, scissors, shoot. 870 00:33:42,272 --> 00:33:43,440 Damn it. 871 00:33:43,481 --> 00:33:45,442 - Yeah, go get the gas, dum-dum. 872 00:33:45,483 --> 00:33:47,110 - Do I insert card first or do we get the fuel in first? 873 00:33:47,152 --> 00:33:49,195 - Insert card, 'cause you gotta pay for it. 874 00:33:49,237 --> 00:33:52,240 Now press the gas you want. 875 00:33:52,282 --> 00:33:53,283 Do you know how to make it stop? 876 00:33:53,324 --> 00:33:54,325 - Do I have to hold it? 877 00:33:54,367 --> 00:33:55,410 - No, you can put the little lever. 878 00:33:55,452 --> 00:33:56,703 You see the lever? 879 00:33:56,745 --> 00:33:58,079 - Yes. 880 00:33:58,121 --> 00:33:59,122 - Awesome, babe. 881 00:33:59,164 --> 00:34:01,291 - Thanks. 882 00:34:01,332 --> 00:34:02,792 When do I stop it? 883 00:34:02,834 --> 00:34:05,128 - It'll click when it's done. 884 00:34:05,170 --> 00:34:07,172 - Oh! - What? 885 00:34:07,213 --> 00:34:08,465 - I smell gasoline. 886 00:34:08,506 --> 00:34:09,466 - It's okay. 887 00:34:09,507 --> 00:34:11,301 - There's gasoline out here. 888 00:34:11,343 --> 00:34:12,802 - That sucks. 889 00:34:12,844 --> 00:34:14,179 Just put it away, Jax. - Jax, just-- 890 00:34:14,220 --> 00:34:15,805 - Nothing's gonna explode? - No, it'll be fine. 891 00:34:15,847 --> 00:34:16,848 - You sure? 892 00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:17,974 I seen those cartoons where they-- 893 00:34:18,016 --> 00:34:19,225 - Just close it tight. 894 00:34:19,267 --> 00:34:20,810 - I don't--okay. 895 00:34:20,852 --> 00:34:24,397 Wow, I'm so ready to start driving. 896 00:34:24,439 --> 00:34:26,399 - So Jax and Jaid are 15 now. 897 00:34:26,441 --> 00:34:29,152 I remember the day when I would carry them both like this, 898 00:34:29,194 --> 00:34:30,779 like footballs, and now... 899 00:34:30,820 --> 00:34:32,322 - Hi. 900 00:34:32,364 --> 00:34:33,948 [laughter] 901 00:34:33,990 --> 00:34:35,158 - They can carry me. 902 00:34:35,200 --> 00:34:36,493 They're huge. 903 00:34:36,534 --> 00:34:38,578 - This is the Jaid vlog. 904 00:34:38,620 --> 00:34:40,080 - Jaid, put the camera down. 905 00:34:40,121 --> 00:34:41,456 - Yeah, I was just doing some buffoonery. 906 00:34:41,498 --> 00:34:42,665 - Some buffoonery. 907 00:34:44,584 --> 00:34:45,919 - All right, let's go have a picnic. 908 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:47,087 - Wow, this is nice. 909 00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:49,005 - This is so pretty. 910 00:34:49,047 --> 00:34:51,633 I've been going back and forth shooting this show in Atlanta. 911 00:34:51,675 --> 00:34:53,510 All I wanna do is spend time with my kids, 912 00:34:53,551 --> 00:34:55,095 but I also have to work. 913 00:34:55,136 --> 00:34:56,680 And I also love to work. - Can you do this? 914 00:34:56,721 --> 00:34:58,098 - No, you can help me do it. 915 00:34:58,139 --> 00:35:01,685 So you just make quality time when you can. 916 00:35:01,726 --> 00:35:03,853 Jaid, what are you doing? 917 00:35:03,895 --> 00:35:05,522 That's good. 918 00:35:05,563 --> 00:35:07,482 You're hungry. - I am hungry. 919 00:35:07,524 --> 00:35:09,526 - I got a mini, so whatever is small. 920 00:35:09,567 --> 00:35:11,152 - Guess what I'm writing? - Ashlyn. 921 00:35:11,194 --> 00:35:12,570 - Yeah. 922 00:35:12,612 --> 00:35:15,156 - Oh, my God, you're so in love with her! 923 00:35:15,198 --> 00:35:16,700 It's actually romantic. 924 00:35:16,741 --> 00:35:18,451 - I wanna stay at your house another week. 925 00:35:18,493 --> 00:35:20,286 - You can stay with me as long as you want, 926 00:35:20,328 --> 00:35:21,830 as long as Dad's okay with it. 927 00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:23,248 But I do wanna talk to you guys. 928 00:35:23,289 --> 00:35:24,416 You said something yesterday. 929 00:35:24,457 --> 00:35:26,710 Going back and forth sucked. 930 00:35:26,751 --> 00:35:29,754 - I think it would be much better if we didn't. 931 00:35:29,796 --> 00:35:32,173 I mean, we were with Dad for, like, a year, so it's fine. 932 00:35:32,215 --> 00:35:33,758 - I wasn't gone for a year. 933 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:35,218 I was gone for three weeks, and I could tell that you were-- 934 00:35:35,260 --> 00:35:37,387 - Three weeks is basically a year. 935 00:35:37,429 --> 00:35:38,888 - And how did that make you feel? 936 00:35:38,930 --> 00:35:41,558 I felt like when I was talking to you when I was away, 937 00:35:41,599 --> 00:35:43,059 I could tell that you were annoyed 938 00:35:43,101 --> 00:35:44,602 that I was gone so long. 939 00:35:44,644 --> 00:35:45,979 - My friends don't live around there. 940 00:35:46,021 --> 00:35:49,107 And it's boring. 941 00:35:49,149 --> 00:35:53,278 - I definitely feel guilty that my work 942 00:35:53,319 --> 00:35:55,238 takes me away sometimes. 943 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:58,324 Like, you can say, Mom, I wish you didn't go or-- 944 00:35:58,366 --> 00:36:00,535 I don't know if that would change me not going 945 00:36:00,577 --> 00:36:02,078 because it's work. - I told you. 946 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:04,122 - Wait, no, no, because it's work commitments, right? 947 00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:07,667 But I'm saying sometimes I wish you would just vocalize it. 948 00:36:07,709 --> 00:36:10,086 This is your chance to say how you feel about how 949 00:36:10,128 --> 00:36:13,131 we run the household. 950 00:36:13,173 --> 00:36:14,632 - I would like more freedom. 951 00:36:14,674 --> 00:36:16,718 - You get enough freedom. 952 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,888 - Not as much as I would like. 953 00:36:19,929 --> 00:36:22,974 - I feel like you're not letting me parent you. 954 00:36:24,726 --> 00:36:26,770 Like, if you're sick and I go, can I give you something? 955 00:36:26,811 --> 00:36:28,271 Can I take your temperature? 956 00:36:28,313 --> 00:36:29,773 And you're like, Mom, Mom-- - That's fair. 957 00:36:29,814 --> 00:36:31,232 That's fair. - I can take care of it. 958 00:36:31,274 --> 00:36:33,109 I feel like you don't let me parent you. 959 00:36:33,151 --> 00:36:34,402 - And I understand where you're coming from, that you want 960 00:36:34,444 --> 00:36:37,280 to be more of a parent to us. 961 00:36:37,322 --> 00:36:41,993 But I needed that two years ago instead of now. 962 00:36:45,455 --> 00:36:48,083 Most of the parenting and teaching me how to live, 963 00:36:48,124 --> 00:36:50,960 I know already how to do all of that by myself. 964 00:36:51,002 --> 00:36:52,629 I needed-- 965 00:36:52,671 --> 00:36:54,172 - So are you saying I wasn't your mom then? 966 00:36:54,214 --> 00:36:55,507 - Yeah. 967 00:36:58,301 --> 00:37:01,137 - There's a lot of pressure as a working parent. 968 00:37:01,179 --> 00:37:03,306 I feel like I've always been there for my kids. 969 00:37:03,348 --> 00:37:07,394 Can I say I was there 100%, all the time? 970 00:37:07,435 --> 00:37:09,437 No, I can't. 971 00:37:09,479 --> 00:37:14,067 Hearing it from him is like a knife to the heart. 972 00:37:14,109 --> 00:37:16,736 - There was times where I think I needed 973 00:37:16,778 --> 00:37:19,406 more than you were giving me, in terms of parenting. 974 00:37:19,447 --> 00:37:22,492 But as of now, I don't need that much parenting anymore. 975 00:37:22,534 --> 00:37:23,868 It's that simple. 976 00:37:25,787 --> 00:37:27,580 You know my intention isn't to hurt you. 977 00:37:27,622 --> 00:37:29,916 I just think that what needs to be said needs to be said, 978 00:37:29,958 --> 00:37:32,794 whether if it hurts or not. 979 00:37:32,836 --> 00:37:34,838 - I'm happy he's being honest, 980 00:37:34,879 --> 00:37:38,174 but it makes me feel like a failure. 981 00:37:38,216 --> 00:37:42,679 For the times that you felt like I wasn't there enough, 982 00:37:42,721 --> 00:37:44,889 I'm sorry. - And I'm sorry, too. 983 00:37:44,931 --> 00:37:47,475 I'm glad that both of us can admit faults from the past 984 00:37:47,517 --> 00:37:48,476 and mature from that. 985 00:37:48,518 --> 00:37:50,603 - Who are you? 986 00:37:50,645 --> 00:37:52,355 - I'm the same kid that you've raised. 987 00:37:52,397 --> 00:37:53,690 See? 988 00:37:53,732 --> 00:37:55,025 I think I turned out fine. 989 00:37:55,066 --> 00:37:56,443 - I think you're gonna be great. 990 00:37:56,484 --> 00:37:58,194 - Thank you. 991 00:37:58,236 --> 00:38:00,572 - Listen, these boys, although they're twins, Jax and Jaid, 992 00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:03,074 they couldn't be more different. 993 00:38:03,116 --> 00:38:05,035 Back in the day, you didn't parent differently. 994 00:38:05,076 --> 00:38:07,829 My mom blanket parented all of us. 995 00:38:07,871 --> 00:38:10,665 But nowadays, you have to look at the child. 996 00:38:10,707 --> 00:38:12,584 What does he need? What doesn't he need? 997 00:38:12,625 --> 00:38:14,252 Like, I didn't grow up like that. 998 00:38:15,879 --> 00:38:17,505 What do you have to say? 999 00:38:17,547 --> 00:38:18,548 - Who, me? 1000 00:38:18,590 --> 00:38:19,632 - Yeah, you. 1001 00:38:19,674 --> 00:38:20,717 - About what? 1002 00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:22,552 - Anything. 1003 00:38:22,594 --> 00:38:25,013 - I miss Ashlyn. 1004 00:38:25,055 --> 00:38:27,599 - Oh, good lord. 1005 00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:30,185 [laughs] 1006 00:38:31,478 --> 00:38:32,896 - Coming up... 1007 00:38:32,937 --> 00:38:35,565 - How many tattoos do you have right now? 1008 00:38:35,607 --> 00:38:36,608 - Five. 1009 00:38:36,649 --> 00:38:38,485 - Seriously? 1010 00:38:44,866 --> 00:38:45,325 [upbeat music] 1011 00:38:47,619 --> 00:38:54,751 * * 1012 00:38:56,127 --> 00:38:57,462 - What do I want? What do I want? 1013 00:38:57,504 --> 00:39:00,256 Do I wanna be healthy or no? 1014 00:39:02,634 --> 00:39:05,178 - Hi, Jane. How are you? 1015 00:39:05,220 --> 00:39:06,930 I'm good. 1016 00:39:06,971 --> 00:39:09,599 So I have to go to New York and then to Portugal. 1017 00:39:09,641 --> 00:39:11,101 Mm-hmm, and then that's Portia's 1018 00:39:11,142 --> 00:39:12,977 spring break, too, right? 1019 00:39:13,019 --> 00:39:14,688 Is she the previous week or that--or the next week? 1020 00:39:14,729 --> 00:39:16,481 - Portia is next week. 1021 00:39:16,523 --> 00:39:18,108 - [sighs] 1022 00:39:18,149 --> 00:39:19,693 - Oh, so I can't go to Coachella 1023 00:39:19,734 --> 00:39:21,361 weekend two is what you're telling me? 1024 00:39:23,196 --> 00:39:24,948 Can you send me notes on all of this stuff 1025 00:39:24,989 --> 00:39:26,241 so I can talk to Kyle about it? 1026 00:39:26,282 --> 00:39:28,284 Because, like, I can't do this alone. 1027 00:39:28,326 --> 00:39:30,412 - How much longer are you on the phone? 1028 00:39:30,453 --> 00:39:31,454 - I'm sorry. 1029 00:39:31,496 --> 00:39:33,039 Is that first class? 1030 00:39:33,081 --> 00:39:34,666 - How long is he gonna take? 1031 00:39:34,708 --> 00:39:36,084 - Jane, if I do that, then I could 1032 00:39:36,126 --> 00:39:38,378 golf with Bob on the 27th. 1033 00:39:38,420 --> 00:39:39,629 - Psst. 1034 00:39:39,671 --> 00:39:41,381 How much longer are you gonna be? 1035 00:39:41,423 --> 00:39:42,799 - Hold on. 1036 00:39:42,841 --> 00:39:44,384 Honey, I'm working-- 1037 00:39:44,426 --> 00:39:46,344 - Well, as soon as you can wrap up your golf schedule, 1038 00:39:46,386 --> 00:39:47,721 let me know. 1039 00:39:49,264 --> 00:39:51,474 - Okay. 1040 00:39:51,516 --> 00:39:53,685 All right, Jane, listen, I have to run real quickly. 1041 00:39:53,727 --> 00:39:54,853 Let me catch back up with you. 1042 00:39:54,894 --> 00:39:56,271 Thanks. Bye. 1043 00:39:56,312 --> 00:39:58,106 [dramatic music] 1044 00:39:58,148 --> 00:39:59,774 - I can't with this whole day. I hate everything. 1045 00:39:59,816 --> 00:40:01,234 Sorry. [laughs] 1046 00:40:04,696 --> 00:40:06,197 - Hi, honey. 1047 00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:07,282 - Hi. 1048 00:40:07,323 --> 00:40:08,616 - How are you doing? - Good. 1049 00:40:08,658 --> 00:40:10,035 I heard you talking to Jane. 1050 00:40:10,076 --> 00:40:11,911 - Yeah, I was just talking to Jane. 1051 00:40:11,953 --> 00:40:14,497 I gotta talk to you a little bit about our calendars. 1052 00:40:14,539 --> 00:40:16,666 - It sounds like you're really booked up. 1053 00:40:16,708 --> 00:40:18,460 - I'm supposed to go to Portugal 1054 00:40:18,501 --> 00:40:20,211 during Portia's spring break. 1055 00:40:20,253 --> 00:40:21,880 I don't know if you guys wanted to all go to Portugal 1056 00:40:21,921 --> 00:40:23,673 and make it fun. 1057 00:40:23,715 --> 00:40:25,133 - I have stuff I have to do here. 1058 00:40:25,175 --> 00:40:26,801 I don't think I would be able to go anywhere like that. 1059 00:40:26,843 --> 00:40:27,927 I can't go to Portugal. - At all? 1060 00:40:27,969 --> 00:40:29,304 - Not during that window, no. 1061 00:40:29,346 --> 00:40:31,056 - Got it, okay. 1062 00:40:31,097 --> 00:40:33,224 - Mau and I have had a challenging year together. 1063 00:40:33,266 --> 00:40:36,353 You know, he has been working nonstop. 1064 00:40:36,394 --> 00:40:37,729 I've been working. 1065 00:40:37,771 --> 00:40:40,231 When you have to schedule a meeting 1066 00:40:40,273 --> 00:40:45,236 to go over your schedule, you know it's a problem. 1067 00:40:45,278 --> 00:40:47,238 - On another note, you look amazing. 1068 00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,074 I mean, you're gonna go work out right now? 1069 00:40:49,115 --> 00:40:50,742 You look so good. - Thanks. 1070 00:40:50,784 --> 00:40:53,453 - You're, like, working out like a beast right now. 1071 00:40:53,495 --> 00:40:54,746 You're eating well. 1072 00:40:54,788 --> 00:40:56,414 You're not drinking. 1073 00:40:56,456 --> 00:40:58,583 Like, you're changing your life. 1074 00:40:58,625 --> 00:41:01,753 - When you go through painful times in your life, 1075 00:41:01,795 --> 00:41:03,254 it changes you as a person. 1076 00:41:03,296 --> 00:41:07,634 My sister, feeling let down by my friends, 1077 00:41:07,676 --> 00:41:10,345 feeling disconnected from my husband, you know, 1078 00:41:10,387 --> 00:41:12,097 you have to find an outlet. 1079 00:41:12,138 --> 00:41:15,308 I feel good about it. 1080 00:41:15,350 --> 00:41:20,772 And I hope--I hope Mau does, too, because here I am. 1081 00:41:20,814 --> 00:41:21,898 - You look amazing. 1082 00:41:21,940 --> 00:41:24,109 - Well, thanks. 1083 00:41:24,150 --> 00:41:27,320 - How many tattoos do you have right now? 1084 00:41:27,362 --> 00:41:28,405 - Five. 1085 00:41:28,446 --> 00:41:29,531 - Seriously? 1086 00:41:29,572 --> 00:41:31,282 - This is the first. 1087 00:41:31,324 --> 00:41:33,785 - That one, I know. - This is the second. 1088 00:41:33,827 --> 00:41:35,787 This is the third. 1089 00:41:35,829 --> 00:41:37,622 This is the fourth. 1090 00:41:37,664 --> 00:41:39,040 This is the fifth. 1091 00:41:39,082 --> 00:41:41,584 - I only knew of three. 1092 00:41:41,626 --> 00:41:45,213 - Well, maybe you should be looking at my body closer. 1093 00:41:45,255 --> 00:41:50,343 This is clearly a big symptom of not spending time together. 1094 00:41:50,385 --> 00:41:53,596 Years ago, he would have noticed a freckle on my body, 1095 00:41:53,638 --> 00:41:56,891 and now he doesn't know that I have two more tattoos. 1096 00:41:56,933 --> 00:41:58,727 - I think that's enough, yeah? 1097 00:41:58,768 --> 00:42:00,020 - Mm, I don't know. 1098 00:42:00,061 --> 00:42:01,563 I think I'm gonna get another one. 1099 00:42:01,604 --> 00:42:02,897 - Lovebean, that's enough. 1100 00:42:02,939 --> 00:42:04,065 Five tattoos is a lot. 1101 00:42:04,107 --> 00:42:05,525 - If I want to, I will. 1102 00:42:07,861 --> 00:42:09,237 - I will not allow that. 1103 00:42:09,279 --> 00:42:10,864 - You didn't even know how many I had. 1104 00:42:10,905 --> 00:42:13,658 So if I want one, I'm gonna get one. 1105 00:42:13,700 --> 00:42:15,493 It's my body. 1106 00:42:15,535 --> 00:42:17,037 - I--Lovebean, stop that. 1107 00:42:17,078 --> 00:42:18,204 You don't need any more tattoos. 1108 00:42:18,246 --> 00:42:19,789 - You don't have a choice. 1109 00:42:19,831 --> 00:42:21,624 - Honey. 1110 00:42:21,666 --> 00:42:23,460 - You don't have a choice. 1111 00:42:23,501 --> 00:42:25,295 [tense music] 1112 00:42:25,337 --> 00:42:26,963 - Lovebean. - I don't know. 1113 00:42:27,005 --> 00:42:28,214 I mean, sometimes you're married, 1114 00:42:28,256 --> 00:42:30,050 and they can do no wrong, and other times, 1115 00:42:30,091 --> 00:42:32,594 they breathe, and you wanna punch them. 1116 00:42:32,635 --> 00:42:35,889 Right now, I'm irritated. 1117 00:42:35,930 --> 00:42:37,349 I'm at a point in my life I don't 1118 00:42:37,390 --> 00:42:40,977 have to explain anything to anybody anymore, 1119 00:42:41,019 --> 00:42:42,145 including you. 1120 00:42:45,315 --> 00:42:48,818 I went from doing everything my mom told me to do 1121 00:42:48,860 --> 00:42:50,737 to being a mom myself and having to be 1122 00:42:50,779 --> 00:42:52,322 a good example to my girls. 1123 00:42:52,364 --> 00:42:54,157 And I just realized that you can do all that, 1124 00:42:54,199 --> 00:42:59,079 and things can still go to sh--. 1125 00:43:00,663 --> 00:43:02,582 I don't know if it's what happened with my sister 1126 00:43:02,624 --> 00:43:05,210 or what, but I just don't feel like 1127 00:43:05,251 --> 00:43:07,253 I have to answer to anybody. 1128 00:43:07,295 --> 00:43:09,339 - Well, you don't, but don't become a rebellious person 1129 00:43:09,381 --> 00:43:10,632 and do it out of rebellion. 1130 00:43:10,674 --> 00:43:12,133 Do it because you want it. 1131 00:43:12,175 --> 00:43:16,179 - Listen, I am very ----ing clear right now. 1132 00:43:16,221 --> 00:43:17,847 I'm not rebelling. 1133 00:43:17,889 --> 00:43:19,432 I'm just really clear. 1134 00:43:19,474 --> 00:43:24,521 * * 1135 00:43:25,772 --> 00:43:27,899 - Next time on "The Real Housewives 1136 00:43:27,941 --> 00:43:28,942 of Beverly Hills"... 1137 00:43:28,983 --> 00:43:30,860 - What's an ideal partner for you? 1138 00:43:30,902 --> 00:43:33,113 - Tall, handsome. 1139 00:43:33,154 --> 00:43:35,615 And we'll talk about the wealth part later. 1140 00:43:35,657 --> 00:43:37,534 - I need to let go of being defensive 1141 00:43:37,575 --> 00:43:39,661 and being ready to fight. - Yes. 1142 00:43:39,703 --> 00:43:41,246 - I want to work on repairing this friendship 1143 00:43:41,287 --> 00:43:43,581 because I don't have many. [laughs] 1144 00:43:43,623 --> 00:43:47,127 - I think Jax thinks I'm doing it all wrong. 1145 00:43:47,168 --> 00:43:50,005 He asked to go live with his dad. 1146 00:43:50,046 --> 00:43:51,506 I feel like I failed. 1147 00:43:58,179 --> 00:44:02,017 - You think that this just happens? 1148 00:44:02,058 --> 00:44:03,435 There's a lot of effort that goes 1149 00:44:03,476 --> 00:44:06,646 into dressing a certain way, looking a certain way. 1150 00:44:06,688 --> 00:44:10,358 - I think maybe I'm not gonna bother with surprises anymore.