Previously on "The Real Housewives
of Beverly Hills"...
What are you all doing in the bed?
All right, have fun.
Not too much fun. not too much fun.
You don't eat food, and then your reason
for not eating food is because you're like,
"I have a narrow esophagus."
Why am I having a doctor's appointment right now?
My very, very, very best friend in my whole life,
she took her life on May 1st.
That's a huge loss.
She was so together.
I mean, literally, in my will,
she was in charge of my children, my money, everything.
I don't know what happened.
I'm so frustrated.
You know, I wanted to talk to you about homeschooling.
I know how you feel about it.
But I don't want those kids
not to experience going to school.
When PK travels, I feel like a single mom.
He doesn't know their needs,
and then just wants to swoop in
and tell me what's best for the kids.
What happened the other day really triggered me.
And it really bothered me.
I'm very sorry that it triggered you and it hurt you,
and I mean that genuinely.
I believe that.
I may act for a living,
but I never fall for a bad performance.
Who needs a knight in shining armor
when you have your own horse?
The best part about losing everything
is getting it all back.
Fashion is my language,
and I speak it fluently.
They say wisdom comes with age,
but I'm proving otherwise.
I may put you to sleep for a living,
but I always keep one eye open.
It's hard to outrun rumors.
But luckily, I'm in better shape than ever.
♪ Where all my queens be?
♪ Yes, girl
Oh, where is everybody, damn it?
Somebody's here.
Is she TikToking in there?
Hi. - I was so bored
then I was like-- look how cute you look.
Oh, you too. Hi.
Mwah.
I brought some water for the bus.
Thank you so much. - You look so cute.
I thought it would be fun to go to Ojai for the day
for Annemarie's birthday because I just feel like
every time that Annemarie's been around,
there's been chaos.
Now, everyone's say what's going on with you.
I can't afford to feel depressed right now.
Crystal, why are you telling Sutton
that I'm going around to everybody--
I'm not talking-- I said you said it to me.
So I thought, why not take a nice day trip,
get to know each other better,
and just enjoy a girls' day out
without any arguing, for once maybe?
Are you wearing heels all day?
- No, I brought sneakers. - Oh, OK, OK.
Well, when you're 5'2,"
you need all the help you can get.
For the love of God, we're never gonna get there.
The shopping trip is gonna be like this.
Oh, no, no, no.
Is there good shopping there?
I don't know. I've never been to Ojai.
I'll never do Taco Tuesday again.
I don't ever want to see a taco.
I never want--
Let alone a Tuesday Taco.
I hadn't seen anybody from there since then,
except I saw Dorit last night.
Oh. And?
And, uh, we hashed it out.
Listen, we fight hard,
but I think we also let it go
and try to have a good time.
So I think today, going up to Ojai, hope everybody's good.
We're gonna put it behind us and just enjoy ourselves.
Did she acknowledge, like, the understanding?
Uh, long story short,
I'm moving past it.
My good friend Amber Skye, we're going to
her family's... - Estate?
House, that has the wine lunch tasting.
Oh, OK, great.
And then is Kyle-- well, she's not drinking.
So what is she gonna taste?
She's gonna taste water.
- OK. - Yeah, it's delicious.
- Oh, goodness. - Hello.
- Hello. Pink memo.
- Pink queen. - Hi.
Oh, my God, I have those boots, I love them.
Of course you do.
Who goes there? Oh, my gosh.
- Hi. - Hi, how are you?
We are here.
Oh, my God, now you're matching.
And we're-- Garcelle and I are matching.
That is so good.
- Mama. - Ooh.
How are you? - I love you for doing this.
I love you for doing this.
Are we waiting on Erika?
- No, because she has COVID. - Oh, golly.
Yeah. You knew that right?
- Yeah. - I'm always the last to know.
Let's call her and check in.
- How you feeling? - I'm OK.
Feel better.
I'm gonna get these ladies on the road.
- Feel better. - Rest up!
We'll shop for you.
All right, bye. all: Bye.
So you guys, we're gonna get the show on the road.
Whoo!
Ojai, here we come.
OK, to our amazing trip.
Thank you, Kyle, for putting it together.
Well done.
I think it's so sweet
that they planned this trip for me.
I think we're gonna go and just, you know,
have silly girl fun
and get to know each other a little bit better.
- Yay! - Yay!
- You guys-- - Crystal or Sutton,
did you guys want one right now?
No, we're doing something else.
OK. Sutton and I have had a--
a rocky start, to put it mildly.
But you know what?
I'm gonna go and have a good time.
We'll just see how the day goes.
OK, would anyone like to hear my very exciting news?
- Yes. - Yes.
- Of course. - Yes.
I went on a date.
- Yay! - His name is Steve.
- OK. I like that. - And he has a job.
Perfect. Yes, Steve!
Go Steve! - We like that, we like that.
And he likes karaoke.
- Perfect. - Is that her thing?
- Guess what? - What?
He asked me out for a second date.
I'd like to talk to you more after this somehow.
- Oh, yeah, for sure. - Yeah?
So can I have your number? - Yes.
Success!
I'm really excited for my second date with Steve.
He was really cute.
And he's been texting me.
You know, I think he likes me.
You could sing to him.
♪ When are we going out again? ♪
♪ I love this day
OK, so you want to hear what we're gonna do?
- Yes. - OK.
Are we shopping?
We're gonna go to some stores.
We're gonna split up into two groups.
When we get there, we can decide who goes where
or whatever. - Oh.
Yes.
And we are going to have a little wine tasting.
We can also have--
I'm gonna have tequila and vodka there too.
Um, and we're going
to have lunch.
Sutton's like, oh, wine tasting--
15-year-old boy.
I brought my own vodka today,
just in case.
- Yeah, there you go. - Thank you.
Mind your step.
- Did you say side step? - Mind your step.
- I love oil. - Let's just stop here,
because I do love olive oil.
Oh, my God.
Hello.
Oh, my God, look at these.
Look at these.
I want to get something here.
I just want to see-- OK.
No, no. No, Kyle.
Oh, we got to go in there too.
- We're going in here. - Oh, lovely.
Oh, my God, I'm freaking out.
I want everything in here.
- Hi, there. - I can work with this.
Ooh.
Who is the biggest shopper in the group?
Uh, Kyle Richards, hello.
OK, I don't know why I asked that question.
This is true.
I don't know how frequently I shop.
How often do I buy something?
For sure, every day.
I can find something--
Anywhere. Oh, I've noticed.
- Yes, she can. - Sometimes big things.
Sometimes little things.
I'll go with the extra small.
I can shop on my phone,
at home in bed, online shopping.
Because I'm such a sucker for any sunglasses.
Gas station.
Airport stores, love it.
Mobile Mart, there's stuff in there I actually like.
- $495. - Here's my credit card.
Can someone, like, deliver our stuff to the Sprinter
while we walk around?
I just like it so much.
It's hard.
I'm just gonna get some fresh air.
Oh, Kyle Richards.
Thank you for carrying this.
Can we find a spot to put all of our shopping bags?
If we have to leave one of the women, it's fine.
Just kidding, OK? I'm totally kidding.
Coming up...
You're not supposed to be communicating with other women
on social media.
I've had like, a fight with Mo over that.
I hate that.
♪ I see your love
♪ I can feel it in the air
♪ Get ready for this
♪ You know how we do it
♪ Sing in love
♪ I can feel it in the air
♪ Get ready for a good time
♪ Let's do this
Let's do it!
OK.
We're not at Disneyland, thank God.
But we are here.
Yay!
- Thank you, Kyle. - Wow!
You're welcome.
Welcome to Casa Loce.
Thank you so much. It's so pretty.
We have a non-alcoholic option as well.
- Is that one? - Yes.
You guys, this is so pretty.
- So pretty. - I know.
There's just, like-- it's almost, like, so much.
Yeah.
So we'll get your wine tasting started for today.
Right now, you are sipping on our 2021 Malvasia Bianca.
It's very light.
Reminds me of Hawaii in a bottle.
- Perfect. - Wow.
- Thank you so much. - Yeah, enjoy.
- Thank you. - Cheers, guys.
- Cheers. - Cheers.
Such great-- happy birthday again.
Thank you guys so much.
When I'm here in places like this, I think,
this is how I want to live, just like this.
I would like it a little bit, and then I'd get bored.
- Yeah, me too. - I wouldn't.
I will always have a love for Los Angeles,
but I just don't feel as connected to it as I used to.
I love this one.
Again, with Italian food, or especially pizza.
I love it.
It's delicious.
I love pizza.
And the things that make me happy
are being outside, running by the river,
or hiking with my dog.
So one day, when Portia's done with school,
I'm going to choose someplace to live
that is more conducive to what brings me happiness.
So we have lunch ready for you guys.
The chef's going to be out shortly.
I'll lead you out this way.
Oh, it's over there? Oh, perfect.
OK. - Thank you so much.
Of course.
♪ Feeling good
♪ Feeling fine
♪ We pop bottles every day and night ♪
Wow, this looks amazing.
We are going to start out with an Ojai vineyard
red wine marinated mushroom.
- Yummy. - With a cave-aged
Gruyére spinach stuffing.
Beautiful.
Oh, my God, that's so yummy.
It's good? Good.
Oh, look at Kyle.
Kyle's like--
OK, guys.
So we're gonna play a game.
This is girls' night out table topics.
- Moving on. - Let me see.
"Lick someone's toe."
- Oh, hell no. - I mean, Crystal.
I'll do it, I'll do it.
Red flag!
Sutton wants to do it, Kyle.
What are you doing?
No, no.
What are you doing?
Easy. This is the Kyle that I love.
I feel like, oh, gosh, we're finally getting there again.
'Cause she's so funny and she's so fun.
And we're so goofy together.
OK, you guys, Sutton is a freak--
- No, literally-- - In the sheets.
It wasn't even a clean toe.
I regret nothing.
It says, "give your best O face."
Give your best orgasm.
So should we all go around doing our--
Do it as if you just saw the Birkin of your life.
I'm dead.
Oh, my God, we're having a pleasant time.
Everybody's having a good time.
It's fun.
Can we keep it like this?
Let me see.
Oh, Crystal!
That scares me.
That scares me!
In a great way?
No.
"What is appropriate for husbands
"when it comes to communicating with other women
on social media?"
You're not supposed to be communicating with other women
on social media.
- I agree. - I'm gonna agree with that.
Come on.
I've had, like, a fight with Mo over that.
I hate that stuff.
Yeah, I don't think that's cool.
Like, liking people's photos.
Yeah, no.
Following people, you don't do that.
Yeah.
Mo gets a lot of DMs from women.
They don't care that he's married.
And they're always the aggressor.
And it just makes you realize there's really a lot
of----ing assholes out there.
But what does communicating mean?
DMing.
Well, but it's not just DMing.
That's like, no, no, no, no, no, no.
But also, you don't have to follow every single person
and like all the photos.
But yeah, no, I don't like that at all, at all.
I heard there's a birthday in the house.
Here.
You guys!
Oh, yummy!
Oh, my God, you guys, the cutest.
OK, ready? - Fantastic.
One, two, three. Go.
Yay!
This is so cute, you guys.
Would you ever date a woman?
Where the hell did this come from?
That's a weird question to ask randomly.
My cousin's a lesbian.
No.
- You wouldn't date a woman? - No, no.
Would you ever date a woman?
You know, there are times that I think about it,
if I'm gonna be honest.
Would you?
Uh...
Yeah, maybe.
Kyle a few years ago was like, shocked
that we would have threesomes
or talk about making out with women.
I had a threesome long time ago.
I've never done the girl thing.
And now she's open
to a relationship with a woman.
I don't know much, but I think there's a country song
somewhere in there.
When I was in Cabo with my friends,
a question came up about scissoring.
What's that?
- Scissoring is like like-- - Like 69?
Here, Dorit. Should we show them?
- Yeah. - It's like this.
Oh, no. Wow.
So, yeah. So--
- OK, come here. - Yeah, you--
Dorit assumed the position.
This is not impressive.
Hello.
Dun-da-da-da.
That was just having sex, I'm sorry.
I'm not impressed about those moves.
Wait, where are the cards from this wonderful game
that I love so much?
Kyle's like, last card,
make sure you stick your tongue
in the person to the left's mouth.
What--what do we have to do?
I'll do it. What do we do?
- I'll do it!
She--you're up. OK.
I'll do it. What do we do?
- Put your tongue in her mouth. - OK.
No, seriously?
No! For Dorit.
No!
Go.
Aah!
She touched me!
I was scared I was gonna drool.
- You touched me! - That is so gross.
You know, the saying goes, you work hard, you play hard.
Well, we fight hard and then we play hard.
I thought I was gonna drool on you.
We always somehow get to a point
where we have so much fun
that we remember how much we really like each other
and how close we are.
And this is what I love about this group.
Anyway, so, you guys, Tuesday
for my celebration of life event,
you know, honoring my best friend Lorene who passed.
But I want it to be, like, happy and nice.
And you know, my friend Morgan Wade is going to be playing.
Well, thank you for the invite.
Yes, thank you for having us.
Having this event for Lorene
and being able to share stories about her,
it just feels like the right way to honor her.
You know, obviously, sorry for your loss, yeah.
Happy birthday to you.
Thank you guys.
I want to say too, thank you to all of you.
You guys have been so warm and so welcoming.
41, woo-woo! - Woo-woo!
Woo!
Just a few steps closer to 50.
Yay!
Coming up...
There are elements I don't consider are PTSD.
I don't.
I consider they're more obnoxious.
♪ Could this be it?
♪ Can I get a we, we friends? ♪
♪ Baby come and take my hand
♪ [singing in Spanish]
♪ You ain't seen nothing yet
- Mother. - Hi.
Hello.
- How are you? - I'm good, honey.
How are you? - Good.
You get taller every time I see you.
Oh, my God. - Hope so.
Is Jaid here?
Nope.
Oh, I can't tell.
How long until the lasagna's done?
Like, 10 minutes.
All right, I have a confession to make.
A confession?
Kinda. I mean, just--
I've been already thinking about when you guys--
what are--no, no, no.
What are you having cereal for?
- I'm hungry. - I just--
I need a snack.
There's no way.
Hello, I've been slaving for this lasagna.
You're evil.
So what were you saying?
I'm already feeling
that you guys are gonna be going to college soon.
We're 15.
I know, but I just feel like
I'm already feeling like you guys are gonna be gone,
doing your own thing.
I--choke on that.
Why?
Because I just cooked.
And it just makes me sad.
And it just makes me like, what am I gonna do with myself?
You don't seem to care.
- No. - You're dancing.
I don't share the same emotions as you.
I want to leave.
I know you want to leave.
I feel like my window with the boys
is so small right now,
that they're in the 10th grade,
they're gonna be looking at colleges.
They're about to fly the coop.
And it's gonna be an adjustment.
Like, I don't know how I'm gonna handle it, really.
So Jaid last night comes in my room,
and he goes, can I have Ashland sleep over?
Oh, yeah.
She's hating, bro.
She is hating. Crazy.
She's hating, bro.
- Of course, I'm gonna hate. - What's gonna happen?
I'm not gonna lie, mom.
You think you're gonna have another grandkid?
This sounds like--
- Mom. - Oh, don't even start.
This sounds like hater mentality.
Uh, hello, sex.
I don't want them having sex.
It's too soon. It's too early. They're too young.
They don't know what they're doing.
What are you gonna do when you sleep over?
We're gonna watch a movie.
We're gonna make food. - Have sex.
OK.
See, that's what I'm not taking.
Hey, hey, hey, hey.
Talk to him.
I'm not the one doing it, it's him.
OK, OK, OK.
You brought it up, let's talk about sex.
Oh, my God!
Even though they're 6'2", 6'3"
and they're massive, they're still little boys, you know?
And sometimes I forget that.
So seeing them giggle and squirm
and not want to talk about sex is really age-appropriate.
Can we talk about sex?
- No. - No.
What do you know about sex?
I'm not gonna sit here and tell my mother
what I know about sex.
You really think we're about to have this conversation?
Because you got me--
It sounds like a health class.
I want you to be responsible.
- OK. - No means no.
Consent means everybody has to agree.
I don't want to be a grandmother anytime
any soon, anytime soon.
I'm so sorry. - Yeah! Yeah!
Yeah!
All right, I'm done. I'm so over all you.
You guys just got here, and I have you for a whole week?
I'm good.
I'm so good.
♪ You know I'm worth the hype ♪
♪ Oh, oh
♪ Come spend it all again - Honey.
What's going on, honey?
We've got Sarah coming any minute.
Have you heard from her? Is she gonna be here?
Yeah, she's gonna be here any minute, bub.
OK.
Honey, we're gonna have to sit outside
and even with the bugs.
Because I just put the kids to sleep,
and I just don't want to take any chances with them
coming down, you know? - OK.
Are you feeling open and focused?
- Yeah. - You know, 'cause
I'm really happy that you were agreeable.
Oh, that's her.
- OK, go get it, Bubba. - OK.
Are you freaking kidding me, PK?
Shush, baby. I've got to eat.
- You said "That's her." - It is.
And you stopped off to have a piece of pizza?
Oh, my God.
PK, you are one of a kind.
I just want you to know that this man
left you waiting at the door
so he can have more pizza.
Oh.
- It was en route. - Hi, love.
- How are you? - Well. How are you?
- Good. - Hi, sweetie pie.
My biggest issue was that after the home invasion,
I really needed PK around.
And he was traveling all the time.
He wasn't here for me, not physically
and not emotionally, really.
I'm off to Aspen. You're off to London.
Yeah. But don't call me
in the middle of the night in London...
- I can't promise that. - Saying, "Come and get me"--
I can't promise that.
You know, everything's terrible.
I cannot promise that.
Well, you did that in Mexico.
I know, and you didn't come get me.
I wasn't myself because of the PTSD.
And my husband was spending a lot of time in London.
I started to feel like PK and I weren't connected.
The passes, the patience, those are now used up.
It's time for him to show up.
The reason why I really wanted to have a session,
the three of us, was because
I feel like you don't quite
understand the severity of the PTSD
for me,
and largely, in part,
the surprise element.
Who's taking care of the kids?
Like, does anybody know anything?
We'll get to that point.
I know, but I need to know because I get anxiety.
I tried to tell you, um,
and you just had a reaction
that was very defensive.
You think that this just happens.
There's a lot of effort that goes into
dressing a certain way, looking a certain way.
To be honest with you, I think maybe
I'm not gonna bother with surprises anymore.
Does PTSD require you to discuss it there and then?
Is that PTSD?
Or is--
That's a really sh---y thing--
- No, I'm interested. - That you're saying.
- I'm asking, is it-- - I don't think it's sh---y.
He's saying her timing was off.
That's exactly what he's saying. -
Hear me out, though.
Her timing was off.
Couldn't she table that?
There isn't a freaking husband in the world
that would have taken kindly to what she said
when she said it after what I'd just done,
do you understand?
It felt a little bit of a you.
There isn't a freaking husband in the world
that would have taken kindly to what she said
when she said it after what I'd just done,
do you understand?
It felt a little bit of a you.
PTSD is born in anxiety, right?
There's nothing to do, good surprise, bad surprise,
or anything in between.
It's just something that catches you off guard.
And so your instinct is to walk around
ready for something horrible to happen all the time.
Does that feel--
Perfection, Sarah.
OK.
Did that make sense?
There are elements I understand.
There are also elements that I don't consider are PTSD.
I don't.
I consider they're more obnoxious.
Honey, I want to know why you couldn't have gotten,
like, the presidential suite.
Karina, do you have the Beverly Beach bronzer?
- No, I don't have it with me. - That I need.
It will look a lot better if I'm bronzed.
The reality is, is when does high maintenance
blend with PTSD?
One of the things that I fell in love with PK
when I first met him was he could
let go of things so easily.
And I feel like in the last few years,
he's definitely gotten more harsh with me,
a little mean sometimes, like, go low.
And I don't like that aspect.
When I first met Dorit,
she was this bubbly,
enthusiastic beautiful girl.
And she was not quite
as high maintenance as she is now.
PK, you are--
it's like you're reaching. - You're suggesting--
no, I'm not reaching. - And you're trying to--
no, genuinely. - I'm trying to understand.
We're talking about, specifically,
certain triggers.
It's like, I'm a totally new person
and I can't do anything about it.
Do you have any idea how difficult that is
and what it's like to live with that?
What do you want him to do in the future?
If I tell him, PK, I'm not good,
I'm really not good right now,
I need him to understand, like,
uh-oh, she's having an episode.
I need to go comfort my wife.
In a marriage, these are the times
that truly test your relationship.
This particular bad time
where I need PK
and it's not the other way around,
he's coming up really short.
Dealing with the pressures of having
to manage your career, and your job,
and travel, and keep the missus happy is always a challenge.
You know, something has to give.
I try and balance it,
but maybe I don't always balance it
as well as I should or could.
And this isn't a one-sided thing.
We need to keep each other happy.
And we need to sometimes be wrong,
which has always been a challenge for Dorit.
I don't know why you think
I wouldn't want to understand it.
It's helpful to me, as well as you.
So of course, I want to understand it,
but you've got to give me a chance to understand it.
And you've also got to try and articulate it
just a little bit calmer and a little bit less irritated
by it, do you understand?
Because I'm not seeking to irritate you.
I'm seeking to understand you.
It makes me emotional because you know I'm OK with it.
Bubba.
Baby, but why?
I don't understand, baby.
Why?
Because it's very difficult...
- I know, but... - When you love someone...
That's all I've wanted to hear.
To listen to how much pain you're in.
What I need is for PK not only
to get a better grasp of what I'm going through,
to want to be there for me.
If we can do that together, him and I will succeed.
If he can't,
I don't know what the future holds.
Before PTSD, you take a long time to say something.
I'm always gonna get a little bit frustrated with that.
It's not all the time, my love, right?
Just to let you know, it really isn't.
I mean, you are super sweet when you're asleep.
off, PK.
ing idiot.
♪ Heaven, heaven
♪ I'm already here, babe
I sent Portia a voice text of what I wanted to say tonight,
and then she sent them back.
She's like, mom, I can barely understand any of this.
I just want to honor her.
I speak to who she is.
I'm just trying to pull this up again, Scott.
Don't be offended.
This is a very special night.
Hopefully, my lashes will stay on.
Hopefully.
♪ Life couldn't be better
♪ I'm with my girls
♪ Doing rock blue crystal water ♪
For tonight, I think, you know,
it's Kyle's night to celebrate her friend
and raise some funds. - Well, that's nice.
So great you can all be there for her.
When you guys are in need, you guys rally around each other.
- We do do that. - And I love that.
We absolutely do that.
Hey, Siri.
Call Morgan Wade.
- Oh, there she is. - Yeah.
There are people that I speak to every single day
no matter what. Sorry.
- You look nice. - You look pretty.
Teddi and Morgan are two of those people.
You know, don't tell her too much.
She's gonna get a big ego over here.
Oh, hell.
Yeah, that's-- I love that color.
Everything in our life is discussed.
Friends, husbands,
siblings, work, complaints,
celebrations, everything.
Well--
Where did you get that pinky ring?
I'll take you there.
Are you gonna give it back to me?
Yeah, I'm not ke-- I don't want yours.
It's nasty.
Well, let me get it back.
It probably won't even fit over my knuckle.
Oh, it looks so great.
Oh, it looks gorgeous.
It looks really beautiful.
It looks great.
Try to give you one that we both do
a little singing on you. You wanna take me away?
Here's how it's gonna go.
People are gonna come in.
We're gonna have passed, um, drinks.
You're gonna speak.
The girl from NAMI is gonna--
Oh, my goodness, just one second.
♪ You take out those clothes you in ♪
Second--let me head up.
♪ Baby, take me away
Let's just do the water.
♪ Hand in my hair
♪ And you said I look pretty
♪ You're so devious
♪ Rode in from the Windy City, yeah ♪
Initially, I was drawn to Morgan by her music.
Morgan's lyrics really spoke to me
because she was just so raw, and open, and honest,
and just putting it all out there.
And I admire that in someone.
Especially someone who has struggled with that myself,
I appreciate that quality in someone.
I feel too nervous.
I'm too nervous to even read it to you.
How can I read it in front of people?
Well, let me read it.
No, because there's too many typos.
I can't let you see the typos.
Too awkward.
I wouldn't make fun of you.
I wouldn't make--
What?
I'm so... anxious.
I don't--I really don't know if I can do it.
I'm not kidding you.
OK.
You got it.
Coming up...
You guys, not to change the subject, but--
- Yep. - Sutton,
you guys know her the best, right?
I feel like you guys are the closest with her.
Her small esophagus.
Hi.
Hello.
Thank you.
- Thank you. - Thank you.
Wait, Morgan, can you get one with Kim and me?
Yes.
You want to stand with you?
Hi.
Hi, how are you? - Good. How are you?
Good.
Oh, sorry.
It's just the Gnat.
- Hi. - Hi.
How are you?
Not only is she annoying, she refers to herself as the Gnat.
What's your deal with Teddi?
I don't know. She's kind of annoying
for no reason, like a little gnat.
I mean, I rest my case, Your Honor.
- Hi. - Gorgeous, how are you?
You look stunning.
Thank you.
Stunning.
I'm excited. How do you feel?
- Anxious. - Yeah.
Yeah.
It's gonna be a good night.
Hi. You look amazing.
Hi.
Ready?
How are you? - Baby, hi.
Gonna take a quick picture with my daughter.
- Of course. - You look beautiful.
Oh, my God.
You look so beautiful. OK, girls.
You don't like that side?
We all like this side.
My daughters are my best friends in the world.
They always give me the best advice.
They're there for me.
They listen to me.
I don't know what I would do without them.
What are we?
Like, the--you know, like--there.
- Mom. - Sorry.
It feels good to be able to lean on them sometimes
after raising them all these years.
Like, guess what?
Now I need you a little bit.
You look beautiful.
So do you.
Oh, my gosh.
Thank you, honey. I love you.
Thank you so much.
This is hard.
I know.
Thank you.
Is Mauricio gonna be here?
- He's out of town. - Oh, he is?
Yeah. I mean, I'm so sorry.
I love you so much.
Mo can't be here
because he had to go out of town for business.
You know, had this been a few years ago,
I would have really relied on him on a night like tonight.
How are you?
You--how are you? You OK?
That's Maureen's mom and her daughters.
Yeah, she's just having a hard day obviously, yeah.
Kyle coming alone to this event without Mo
says a lot about where her relationship is.
And maybe he's not trying to hide it after all.
All right, hang in there. - Thank you.
Anything you need--
Hope I can get through my speech.
- How are you? - I'm good. How are you?
- Good. - You look so cute. Goodness.
- How are the boys? - The boys are good.
Jax has a game tomorrow. And you know--
- OK. - Jax forgets something.
You guys, not to change the subject, but Sutton,
you guys know her the best, right?
I feel like you guys are the closest with her.
Her small esophagus.
I feel like I'm beating a dead horse.
OK, I have a question for you.
But it's driving me bananas.
Why do you care?
I don't think it's very Beverly Hills
to be talking about someone's esophagus.
I care because I'm in health care.
You talk about their jewelry.
You talk about their bags.
You talk about their ex-husbands,
not their esophagus.
You can even talk about their plastic surgery.
That's OK.
I scoured all of my medical books.
- And? - I went to work. I asked--
She asked questions.
I asked anesthesiologists, I asked EMTs.
They said, you can say that to a lay person.
But if you say that to someone in medicine, you look stupid.
A small esophagus is not the reason.
Did you have an eating disorder?
Because a lot of acid reflux--
Let me explain, let me explain.
A lot of acid reflux or regurgitation
can cause scar tissue in your throat.
You're implying that she has a disorder.
I'm not.
For the record, those are Crystal's words, not mine.
I never said that. - You said eating disorder.
No, I didn't.
Did you have an eating disorder?
Annemarie, you are the one that said it.
You need to own up to it.
You are the biggest gaslighter.
And I don't need to look up in my medical encyclopedia
what a gaslighter is.
This is a tricky conversation.
All I said is that narrow esophagus
is not a medical diagnosis, period.
That's all I said.
I'm gonna get something else to drink.
Do you want anything?
Yeah, a bottle of tequila. Thank you, bye.
Thank you and bye.
Woo, woo, woo.
I'm so not used to being that much taller than you.
I got to take my shoe off.
Look at me.
Yeah, you like that better, right?
You have both of your parents, right?
I do.
Of course, my dad's been dead 20 years.
Suicide is really tough.
- Yeah. - And it can splinter a family.
You know, I think it really affected me as a daddy's girl.
Sure.
And we never addressed it
as a family, ever.
Wow, wow.
My father was 62 years old when he committed suicide.
I lived with that guilt for a long time,
then I tried to figure out why he did this.
We put him in the hospital twice.
You have to learn to let that go.
Girl.
What?
What now? No.
What? What happened?
Annemarie is coming for you.
Why?
Your small esophagus.
Not tonight.
Garcelle loves to strike a match, throw it on the flames,
and then walk away.
And that's exactly what she's doing with Sutton right now.
Does she know that my dad committed suicide?
I'm an ambassador for NAMI.
She better----ing stay the away from me.
Not tonight.
Mom, I'm so proud of you.
I'm so proud of you.
Hey, how are you?
Your hair looks great that color.
I met Morgan about two years ago.
It was before Kyle and Morgan really got super close.
We were all in London,
and we had dinner for Mauricio's birthday.
Morgan stuck out like a sore thumb.
You didn't really understand the connection, but
very nice.
I mean, I changed it six months ago.
I needed it.
Come to think of it, the dinner that we had in London
with Kyle and Mo was really one of the last times
that we were together with Kyle and Mo as a couple.
There's got to be a better way to eat this to not like--
I don't like this one.
You can eat this one.
You have to work--oh, yeah.
Here you go. I don't want that kind either.
This is exactly how rumors start.
Is this working? Oh, it is.
We're here tonight to honor my best friend, Lorene Shay.
It is the one-year anniversary of her passing.
Suicide, it's such a difficult topic
because nobody wants to talk about it, you know?
And I want people to know that are struggling
that there are resources
that they can reach out to.
And I can guarantee you, every single person in this room
has struggled themself, or known someone
that has struggled, or lost a loved one.
I was supposed to be at my family's house
at the exact time that my father shot himself.
And I lived for a long time thinking,
if only I had been there on time, 'cause I'm always late,
we know this.
But now, I just miss him.
I miss that he's not seeing my children.
He'd be really-- no, I also learned this,
he is really proud of my children.
He is really proud of me,
because he's still with us.
Lorene and I met in second grade.
We were both seven years old,
and we did not like each other at all.
We would come out to the play yard
and, like, look each other up and down.
And we were hurling insults at each other.
I think I blocked out what Lorene said about me,
making fun of me.
But it was probably about being short or something
because she was very tall.
And I would make fun of her pointy ears.
And, yeah.
We were both really stubborn.
So if we had an argument, we both could not
get ourselves to say sorry.
So we had to come up with a word
because saying "I'm sorry" was just too difficult.
So we would say "babalu."
I do not know why we would say "babalu."
And then we could move on and go about our day.
But God forbid one of us could say sorry.
But we went from that to being the best of friends.
I am so grateful to have had Lorene in my life
and to have been her other half.
Two days before, I was talking to Lorene.
She said to me, um--
She said, "Always appreciate your marriage."
I said, "I will."
So now we're having a hard time,
I think I'm letting her down.
I hope everyone remembers Lorene
as a beautiful, energetic, positive, funny, smart,
loving, devoted mom,
wife, daughter, sister, and friend that she was.
I'm overcome with so much emotion
because I know what Kyle's gone through this past year.
I know how much it's devastated her.
And it's really important for me
that she knows I'm here for her.
And tonight, as you guys know,
we have a musical performance.
Everybody, Morgan Wade.
Clint Wells.
♪ If I could go let down my hair ♪
♪ Would you take off those clothes you wear? ♪
♪ Baby, hold me here tonight
I think since Lorene died,
I just think life was too short.
I'm really just trying to be happy
and live my life.
I don't want to have a wasted day of not feeling good
or spending time with people that I don't want
to spend my time with.
♪ Afford some peace of mind
Or people that don't appreciate me.
♪ So lay me down on the floor in your kitchen ♪
♪ Show my angry heart what I've been missing ♪
♪ Baby, take me away
The thing with losing someone is the finality of it.
You're not gonna get a phone call.
You're not gonna get a text.
You're not gonna hear their voice.
I mean, I know for me, with my mom, when she passed,
it was like, as time went on, it was like,
I'm really never going to see her or hear her or hug her,
you know?
That's the hardest part.
Woo!
Thank y'all.
As hard as this was, people wanted to be together
to celebrate her, to hear these stories,
and be able to lean on each other.
You know,
that's all we can do.
Kyle.
Give me the strength.
I love you so much.
Lorene should be here.
She's here.
She's with us. - Oh.
Next time on "The Real Housewives
of Beverly Hills"...
So we're gonna dip into our legs.
Titties out.
Ooh, I'm a princess.
Oh, God, what have I signed myself up for?
When I met Annemarie around Christmas,
she told me she was a doctor.
Are you a board certified doctor?
I am a board certified nurse anesthetist.
You said that I made up.
- I didn't say you made it up. - You said she lied.
Crystal, now is not about you.
You're such a bitch.
What is wrong with you?