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[Kody] Previously on
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[Meri] Kody, actually,
said to me,
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"I have no desire, Meri,
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to have a relationship
with you.
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You can stick around
and you can come visit me
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and Robyn and the kids
if you want,
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but we're never gonna have
a marriage relationship
anymore."
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This is my story, too,
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and I have the right
to tell my story.
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-[all] Cheers.
-Happy... ex-Anniversary.
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[whooping]
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I'm a big fan of divorce.
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I'm just saying,
if people are thinking
about it,
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I say go for it.
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Do you understand
that you lie?
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That's the reason I call you
the Teflon Queen.
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-I do not...
-Because you're lying
about what has happened
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-and what's been going on.
-It's wild to me,
that you think I lied
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because I think
you're manipulating.
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[Kody] Too many lines
have been crossed.
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I've given too much.
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I don't wanna
live like this anymore.
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-[Kody] No, you...
-Shut your [bleep] mouth
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and let me talk to you
for a minute.
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No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no.
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You know what?
Let me tell you what.
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-No.
-[Kody] No.
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-You stay and talk.
-[Kody] I'm done
listening to you.
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-Okay? So we're done?
-[Kody] Good bye.
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[bleep] you.
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[exhales]
The whole thing, frankly,
makes me nauseous.
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This is the agreement
you required of me
in order to get married.
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If I'm ever
not in love with you,
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I won't just sit there
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and be in a pathetic place
with you.
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In so many ways,
this moment is just about
what we each want,
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and those aren't
the same things.
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[voice shaking]
I wanted to sit on a porch
with my sister wives.
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[crying] I don't understand.
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[theme music playing]
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[somber music playing]
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[Kody] The dream
of the big polygamist family
is just completely shot.
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It's over.
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Christine and I
just don't talk.
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And Janelle and I
have been separated.
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Meri? Do we say
we're divorced?
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No, I don't think so,
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but we're not in a marriage,
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and I don't want to be
in that marriage.
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The feelings from
the "breakup with family"
are just raw.
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Like, "Who am I
without my family?"
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Oh, I'm glad
I brought my jacket.
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So we bought
Coyote Pass
over four years ago.
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We've got a big payment
coming due.
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And with the family
falling apart,
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we got to figure out
what we're gonna do.
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[Robyn] So if we don't
pay the land off
in the allotted time,
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we can lose all of it.
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It's really a stupid contract,
to be honest.
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I guess if you build
over there,
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right there
is where your house would be,
I assume.
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Well, clear over there. Yeah.
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When Christine moved,
she took the equity
from her home
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that basically we,
as a family, had bought her.
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[Christine] When I sold it,
I just kept the money
from the sale of the house
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and just gave up my rights
to Coyote Pass.
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I just didn't want anything
to do with it.
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I needed a clean break.
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And it was just easier,
emotionally,
to just let it go.
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[Kody] So Coyote Pass
has been handed over
the last four of us,
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Meri, Janelle, Robyn
and me.
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I mean,
you still wanna build?
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-Don't you?
-Well...
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I don't know.
[chuckles softly]
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Like, this was our dream
as a family.
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I suppose...
[laughs sarcastically]
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I think that dream's over.
I don't know.
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We're not really
"One big family" anymore.
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We're more like
people who own property.
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Everything with Meri, it's...
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it's like,
"Okay, we're just...
We just need to divide it up.
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I mean, Meri didn't seem like
she was never gonna be
out here.
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She didn't to you?
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She didn't have, like,
a definite, "No, I'm not."
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So about a week ago,
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Kody and I
had our official
breakup conversation.
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You want something that...
we can't have together.
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[Meri] I've seen this coming
for a long time.
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For the past nearly decade,
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he has pulled himself
away from me completely,
emotionally.
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Nothing has changed actually,
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because we still have
that spiritual marriage
intact.
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And now I will be
moving forward
with having that terminated.
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But that's gonna take
some time.
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Like, why in the world
would I want to be tied
to somebody eternally
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who doesn't want me?
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Well, let's be real.
She's not interested
in having a spot here.
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-If you and I
are living over there...
-You never know.
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...do you think
that Meri would ever
want to live here...
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-You never know.
-...have a retreat here
at all?
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You never know.
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This place is just
a source of pain for me.
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He led me to believe
that he would work on things
by saying,
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"Oh, Meri,
when we moved to Flagstaff
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this will be a good time
to have a new beginning
for us."
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Like, he led me
to believe those things.
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This is what he's done
for many, many years.
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I get it that she says
there's mixed messages
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because as I started
to try and make
the relationship work,
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I'm like,
"Why would I do this?
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I would not court
and date her now."
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Then why the hell
did you marry me?
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You know that every night
when I go to bed,
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I see my home
on that piece of land
over there?
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Then, I see Janelle's house,
I see Meri's house,
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I did see Christine's house.
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Her ship's sailed.
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So before I left Kody,
I was kind of dreading,
you know,
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"If I leave him,
I'm gonna be single."
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And I don't really
wanna be single
for the rest of my life.
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And in 50, you know,
halfway through life
and single.
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I never wanted that.
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But no, I love it.
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Starting to get into
the dating scene,
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and it's been fun,
having a good time.
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I just want to keep it
like that,
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just wanna have fun.
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I'm discouraged
about the whole thing.
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I mean, there could be
some healing this year.
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This next year, coming up.
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Yeah. I don't.
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Well, no.
You and Janelle, like,
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you guys could still
get this figured out.
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I don't...
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Well, don't... like,
you just need to,
like, keep trying.
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[Janelle] Kody and I
are not reconciled.
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We are not back together.
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I'm actually, um,
finding a lot of peace
over this new life.
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I wish I was in your place...
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-a little bit.
-I just don't know
how to let this all go.
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I committed to this family
100% of myself.
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I've got to be
really honest with you.
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I'd almost rather...
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scrap it or sell it
and then just start again
somewhere else.
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I can't...
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I can't talk about that.
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I'm sorry.
That is so not
where I'm at.
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I can't talk about...
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-I cannot even...
-I can't talk anymore
about reconciliation.
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[Robyn sighing] It's difficult
some days.
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There's days when I just feel
like the idiot... [sighs]
that doesn't, um...
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that doesn't know
how to let it go.
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Ever since I suggested
the one-home thing...
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the one-home idea,
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I realized that was probably
a little selfish of me.
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No. You were just wanting
your family together.
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I wonder if I would've
never suggested that,
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if that wasn't
just the catalyst...
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of realization for everybody,
especially me.
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All I feel now
is just cynicism
about the entire thing.
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I mourned the loss
of this ideal
that we were striving for,
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this family.
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The big spark for me
was when his relationship
broke down with my children,
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and he didn't seem like
he would move heaven and earth
to fix it.
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And I thought,
"Okay, that was what
was really holding me here."
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I hate it
when I'm spoiling your dreams.
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So I still have a vision
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of what that house
could be like
over there.
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I still have the visions
of what I was thinking
we would build.
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It was a vision...
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of being here.
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There's a vision
for everybody,
for everything.
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Um, that has all changed,
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and I think
you are being unrealistic
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to think that Meri would ever
want to live here with us.
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[Kody] I don't know
how Meri fits in the family
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'cause I don't fit
in the family anymore.
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I've been
[bleep] excommunicated
from my own family.
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I have this marriage
and these kids with Robyn,
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and then
I have some relationship
with some of the other kids,
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and it's infrequent.
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And so I'm like,
"What do I do
with all of this?
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It doesn't feel
like a family."
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[Meri] It's fine.
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Go love Robyn.
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Love her the best
that you can.
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But be [bleep] honest
with me.
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I don't care
if you put a bleep over that.
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[upbeat music playing]
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[Christine] Mykelti
is pregnant with twins,
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and so we have to have a party
to celebrate that.
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And with the first baby,
you have a baby shower.
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But with the second baby,
and third in her case,
it's a baby sprinkle.
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I'm currently 30 weeks along,
but I'm due December 1st.
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-But if we make it to 35...
-34 weeks is, like,
the goal...
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-Safety.
-...for the twins.
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So that's four weeks left.
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We don't know
how much longer after that.
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It's gonna be
a gambling theme.
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Blackjack, Vegas style.
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I need somebody
to teach me
how to play the game.
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-Do you know
how to count to 21?
-Yes.
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That's how you play the game.
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The theme is Double-down.
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Double-down is something
that you do
when you're playing blackjack.
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But we're doing Double-down
because it's twins.
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[sighing] So cute.
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-Double hug.
Double hug.
-[both exclaiming] Hey!
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[Christine] I mean,
there's a lot of people
coming to the sprinkle,
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a lot of friends,
a lot of family.
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Janelle's not coming.
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She was definitely invited,
but she's not able to come.
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Meri won't be invited.
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I... I have not told
Janelle or Christine
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that Kody and I
had that breakup conversation
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and that we're splitting.
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I don't know if somebody else
has told them or not,
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but I haven't said anything
to them.
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I don't really
feel the need to.
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-[Dealer] You're gonna
hit on that?
-You're gonna hit on that?
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-Why not?
-[women whooping]
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[Christine] I will do anything
for Mykelti.
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And Mykelti wants
Kody and Robyn
at her sprinkle,
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so, of course,
they can come to the sprinkle.
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Robyn will probably be
at the Twins birth, I imagine.
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I'm a little nervous
about seeing them.
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I'm nervous.
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I'm pretty sure
this is the first time
I'll be seeing them
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after I left.
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Just the knife in the kidneys!
Over all these years!
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And the sacrifices
that I made
to love you!
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Wasted!
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I mean, Kody was furious
the last time
that he spoke to me,
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and we haven't talked since.
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-[Aspyn] Come on.
Come on.
-[all cheering]
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[Kody] I'm very excited
to see Tony and Mykelti.
237
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Robyn and I
are terribly nervous, though,
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mostly because...
239
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uh, well,
I haven't seen Christine
in months.
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I can't fake this off.
241
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Seeing her,
there's so much animosity.
242
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It's all... something
that embarrasses me
243
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'cause I think
it's all very childish.
244
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But I feel it.
245
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[indistinct conversation]
246
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[Christine] I mean, we could
take our bets on that.
247
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Wow.
248
00:11:52,066 --> 00:11:54,066
We didn't think about that
with the gambling portion
of the sprinkle.
249
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What if we take our bets
250
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on whether or not
we're actually
all going to get along
251
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in the same place?
252
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No need to go there,
253
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but maybe
we should think about that.
254
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[indistinct chatter]
255
00:12:05,667 --> 00:12:08,367
Hello. Hey, Tony.
256
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[Tony] Oh. What's up?
257
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"How are they gonna get along?
Are they not gonna get along?"
258
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There might be
a bet going, actually,
259
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now that
we're talking about it.
260
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I wouldn't be surprised.
261
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Thank you.
262
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Glad you guys came.
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[Christine] I don't know
what's gonna happen.
264
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This is a gamble.
265
00:12:24,266 --> 00:12:26,266
[indistinct conversation]
266
00:12:26,266 --> 00:12:28,266
[Christine] I'm not gonna,
necessarily, say hi.
267
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That would mean
I was gonna be friendly,
268
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and I'm not.
269
00:12:34,867 --> 00:12:36,300
[dramatic music playing]
270
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[Robyn] I'm a little nervous
going to this baby shower.
271
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The last time I saw Christine
was when she told us
272
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that she didn't want
a relationship
with me and my kids.
273
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I'm just nervous
because our divorce
hasn't been really amicable.
274
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It's been sad,
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and we just hope
that the environment
is warm and friendly.
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-Oh.
-[baby cooing]
277
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Oh, oh...
278
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I'm really nervous
about Kody and Robyn
coming to the sprinkle.
279
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I just am.
280
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-Oh! What's up?
-Your stuff.
281
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Oh, thank you. Thank you.
Glad you guys came.
282
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Mykelti is like,
"Dad and Robyn are here."
283
00:13:16,066 --> 00:13:18,367
And I'm like, "Okay, okay."
284
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Hola, mi bambina.
285
00:13:21,867 --> 00:13:23,867
[tense music playing]
286
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[indistinct conversation]
287
00:13:25,767 --> 00:13:26,567
La samba?
288
00:13:26,567 --> 00:13:27,734
Wanna dance?
289
00:13:28,467 --> 00:13:30,100
Wanna dance?
290
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[Catherine sighs wearily]
291
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It's hard.
I don't know
what's gonna happen.
292
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I'm still...
293
00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:40,567
This is a gamble.
This is a gamble.
294
00:13:40,567 --> 00:13:42,734
I imagine
everything's gonna be okay,
295
00:13:42,800 --> 00:13:44,433
but the last time
we saw each other,
296
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which was like a year ago,
297
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was not okay.
298
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[Robyn] Hey. Hi.
299
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You guys just snuck in.
Hi.
300
00:13:54,300 --> 00:13:56,734
-Hey, Dad.
-Hi. How are you?
301
00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:57,867
-I'm good.
-How's it going?
302
00:13:57,867 --> 00:13:59,000
And then
I just keep being like,
"You know what?
303
00:13:59,000 --> 00:14:02,000
This is about Mykelti,
and it's not even about me."
304
00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:03,967
She would love everybody
to get back together again
305
00:14:03,967 --> 00:14:05,767
and be one big family again.
306
00:14:05,767 --> 00:14:07,567
She really would.
307
00:14:07,567 --> 00:14:11,033
And this little piggy went,
"Ho, ho, ho, ho.
He, he, he, he."
308
00:14:11,100 --> 00:14:12,767
Ah. Strange world.
309
00:14:12,767 --> 00:14:14,467
[Catherine] My kids
still want to have
310
00:14:14,467 --> 00:14:16,266
a great relationship
with their dad.
311
00:14:16,266 --> 00:14:19,533
I still want them to have
a great relationship
with their dad.
312
00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:21,033
And with Robyn, too.
313
00:14:21,100 --> 00:14:22,734
Do you wanna play blackjack?
314
00:14:23,667 --> 00:14:24,834
Sure.
315
00:14:24,900 --> 00:14:26,166
With somebody else's money,
316
00:14:26,166 --> 00:14:28,767
I'll take every risk
that I should have before.
317
00:14:28,767 --> 00:14:30,967
[Robyn] I can't speak
for Kody and Christine,
318
00:14:30,967 --> 00:14:35,100
but I kept my distance
and did not greet Christine
319
00:14:35,100 --> 00:14:37,834
because she told me
she didn't want a relationship
320
00:14:37,900 --> 00:14:40,133
and I don't wanna
push myself on her.
321
00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:44,700
I want to have
any relationship
that I can have,
322
00:14:45,100 --> 00:14:46,600
but it takes two.
323
00:14:47,767 --> 00:14:49,467
I'm gonna stay.
324
00:14:53,900 --> 00:14:57,133
[Christine] Yes. I noticed
that Kody and Robyn
were at one table,
325
00:14:57,200 --> 00:14:58,467
and I was at another.
326
00:14:58,467 --> 00:15:00,700
I'm not gonna,
necessarily, say hi.
327
00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:03,500
[chuckles] Nasty.
328
00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:06,667
Oh. Oh.
329
00:15:06,667 --> 00:15:09,667
How's it going?
How is everything?
330
00:15:09,667 --> 00:15:11,467
That would be disingenuous.
331
00:15:11,467 --> 00:15:15,834
And that would mean
I was going to be friends
332
00:15:15,900 --> 00:15:17,133
and friendly,
333
00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:18,667
and I'm not.
334
00:15:18,667 --> 00:15:21,266
I'm not gonna be friendly.
335
00:15:21,266 --> 00:15:23,333
That ace would have
gone to there anyway.
336
00:15:26,400 --> 00:15:29,734
I think Christine's
in a good place
337
00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:30,934
because she's moved out.
338
00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:32,433
She's moved on.
339
00:15:34,166 --> 00:15:37,467
Robyn and I
are really, kind of,
in a struggling place.
340
00:15:37,467 --> 00:15:38,934
Uh, 23.
341
00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:41,266
-[Robyn groans softly]
-Busted. Bummer.
342
00:15:41,266 --> 00:15:44,333
We're probably doing the worst
we've ever done
in our marriage.
343
00:15:45,367 --> 00:15:48,033
It's been tough.
It's been tough between us.
344
00:15:48,867 --> 00:15:50,934
He doesn't know
who to blame,
345
00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:53,600
himself
or one of the other wives.
346
00:15:54,567 --> 00:15:56,367
Kody's feeling
a lot of rejection,
347
00:15:56,367 --> 00:15:59,867
and so I think he's, kind of,
looking at me going,
348
00:15:59,867 --> 00:16:02,266
"Are you gonna reject me too?"
349
00:16:02,266 --> 00:16:04,533
And so, I'm on my toes.
350
00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:07,000
I'm having to consistently
make sure
351
00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:10,033
that he is not sabotaging
our relationship.
352
00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:15,233
And I miss
the family experience,
you know, the kids,
353
00:16:15,300 --> 00:16:19,834
and I miss the camaraderie
that I did have
with my sister wives.
354
00:16:21,767 --> 00:16:23,834
And now with this thing
with Meri,
355
00:16:23,900 --> 00:16:26,166
it's made it even worse
and harder.
356
00:16:26,166 --> 00:16:28,266
I just keep, kind of,
crossing my fingers
357
00:16:28,266 --> 00:16:31,767
that Janelle will decide
to stick it out
and figure it out with Kody.
358
00:16:31,767 --> 00:16:35,367
There is no resource
to help with the idea
359
00:16:35,367 --> 00:16:39,533
that I am still married
to a man
who's going through divorces.
360
00:16:39,600 --> 00:16:41,767
[Dealer] I took a hit for you.
I took a hit for you.
361
00:16:41,767 --> 00:16:43,567
-Lucky hit, but...
-[Dealer] Okay.
362
00:16:43,567 --> 00:16:45,667
[Kody] I love Robyn,
and she's dear to me,
363
00:16:45,667 --> 00:16:47,266
and I respect her dearly.
364
00:16:47,266 --> 00:16:49,333
Her telling me I'm still good
365
00:16:49,867 --> 00:16:52,767
is valuable to me.
366
00:16:52,767 --> 00:16:54,734
I want to give it
more credibility.
367
00:16:54,800 --> 00:16:58,900
But I've had
three other people
basically blame me.
368
00:16:59,467 --> 00:17:01,033
It's just not that easy.
369
00:17:01,100 --> 00:17:03,767
It's like I've gone through
an entire experience
370
00:17:03,767 --> 00:17:06,667
with a breakup
and then a breakup
and then a breakup
371
00:17:06,667 --> 00:17:09,467
of not losing my faith,
372
00:17:09,467 --> 00:17:13,734
but being so angry
that I can't look myself
in the mirror and say,
373
00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:14,967
"Hey, dude, I love you."
374
00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:16,567
And I can't go to God
and say,
375
00:17:16,567 --> 00:17:18,000
"Hey, help me through
this mess."
376
00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,300
I do,
377
00:17:19,300 --> 00:17:21,934
but my prayers aren't
the same kind of prayers
they used to be
378
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:24,834
when I was like,
"Hey, thank you
for this beautiful family."
379
00:17:24,900 --> 00:17:26,967
Okay. So they did make
the square...
380
00:17:26,967 --> 00:17:28,166
I had that.
You want any more?
381
00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:30,634
-Are they good?
-It was.
382
00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:32,867
Prima still makes
her cake once...
383
00:17:32,867 --> 00:17:35,133
her carrot cake
with my gluten free recipe.
384
00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:37,166
Your, um, carrot cake
is here somewhere.
385
00:17:37,166 --> 00:17:38,667
-Somebody...
it is one of them.
-Well, it is,
386
00:17:38,667 --> 00:17:39,767
and it's gluten free.
387
00:17:39,767 --> 00:17:40,767
Isn't that cute?
388
00:17:40,767 --> 00:17:42,500
-Hey, husband.
-Yum.
389
00:17:42,700 --> 00:17:43,934
Yum.
390
00:17:44,300 --> 00:17:45,600
We have to cut cake.
391
00:17:45,600 --> 00:17:47,934
[Christine] I mean,
seeing Kody and Robyn
at the party,
392
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,166
I realized, all of a sudden,
393
00:17:50,166 --> 00:17:52,133
that this was
more awkward for them.
394
00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:53,734
They're outsiders here,
395
00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:54,834
not me.
396
00:17:54,900 --> 00:17:56,500
I just don't wanna
talk to her.
397
00:17:56,867 --> 00:17:58,734
I don't want to see her.
398
00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:00,834
She doesn't wanna see me,
I'm sure, either.
399
00:18:02,567 --> 00:18:04,266
-Go for it.
-[Catherine] Yeah! Cut it!
400
00:18:04,266 --> 00:18:05,533
Do it.
401
00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:07,600
[Aspyn] Cut it.
402
00:18:17,767 --> 00:18:20,567
[Kody] The divorce
has put me in,
403
00:18:20,567 --> 00:18:23,567
I'll be honest,
a pretty dark place.
404
00:18:23,567 --> 00:18:28,934
I've spent a lot of time
hearing Christina and Janelle
berate me
405
00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:34,133
in ways that have challenged
my resolve for, sort of,
love of myself.
406
00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:36,066
For years,
they were singing my praises,
407
00:18:36,066 --> 00:18:38,567
and now they're, sort of,
loathing me.
408
00:18:38,567 --> 00:18:41,467
If they're trashing me
to the public,
409
00:18:41,467 --> 00:18:43,567
I can't imagine
what they're saying
to my children.
410
00:18:43,567 --> 00:18:45,000
So, it makes me
very uncomfortable.
411
00:18:46,867 --> 00:18:48,467
[Christine] I hear Kody
grumble about...
412
00:18:48,467 --> 00:18:51,634
he thinks
that I've pitted his kids
against him,
413
00:18:51,700 --> 00:18:52,500
and it's just not true.
414
00:18:52,500 --> 00:18:55,000
I'm gonna do
everything that I can
415
00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:57,600
to have them have
a good relationship with him.
416
00:18:59,567 --> 00:19:02,834
[Robyn] I know
Kody's convinced
417
00:19:02,900 --> 00:19:05,033
that their mom
is saying stuff to them.
418
00:19:05,100 --> 00:19:06,467
I know the rules.
419
00:19:06,467 --> 00:19:08,867
I've gone through
my own divorce,
420
00:19:08,867 --> 00:19:12,900
and I would never, ever, ever
badmouth their mother to them,
ever.
421
00:19:14,767 --> 00:19:17,266
[Kody] I'm sitting here
almost manic, you know,
422
00:19:17,266 --> 00:19:19,767
with this broken heart
and my happy facade...
[chuckles softly]
423
00:19:19,767 --> 00:19:21,166
going into this party,
424
00:19:21,166 --> 00:19:23,467
excited about Tony and Mykelti
and the babies
425
00:19:23,467 --> 00:19:26,367
while my heart is breaking.
426
00:19:26,367 --> 00:19:27,934
[Catherine] Well, I mean,
in the end,
427
00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,266
just Kody and Robyn
and being in their space
428
00:19:30,266 --> 00:19:31,767
is just gonna happen
sometimes.
429
00:19:31,767 --> 00:19:35,066
And for sure, Robyn's gonna be
at the birth of the twins,
too.
430
00:19:35,066 --> 00:19:35,967
And this is just what it is.
431
00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:38,734
We're just gonna be
in the same space.
432
00:19:48,266 --> 00:19:52,233
Just the failure
of the experience
that was everything.
433
00:19:55,700 --> 00:19:57,400
[voice shaking]
All my goals...
434
00:19:57,867 --> 00:19:59,166
Now failures happen,
435
00:19:59,166 --> 00:20:02,467
and I'm gonna grow up
and I'm gonna put on
my big-boy panties,
436
00:20:02,467 --> 00:20:04,800
and I'm gonna
get through this,
you know that I am.
437
00:20:06,300 --> 00:20:09,767
[sighing sadly] But it was,
like, the dream of Camelot.
438
00:20:09,767 --> 00:20:11,767
You know, it was like
we had this dream
439
00:20:11,767 --> 00:20:14,266
and, you know,
a whisper might have
blown it away,
440
00:20:14,266 --> 00:20:16,100
but we strengthened,
we got strong,
441
00:20:16,100 --> 00:20:18,700
and then
it just fell to [bleep]
442
00:20:19,100 --> 00:20:21,133
and it's very sad to me.
443
00:20:25,667 --> 00:20:27,667
Kody and I
are officially done.
444
00:20:27,667 --> 00:20:29,700
-Are you serious?
-I'm not joking.
445
00:20:31,066 --> 00:20:33,266
I wish I was. [sighs]
But I'm not.
446
00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:35,333
I'm really, really, really...
447
00:20:35,867 --> 00:20:36,900
glad.
448
00:20:36,900 --> 00:20:39,567
I've had other people
in my life
that are like,
449
00:20:39,567 --> 00:20:42,667
"Okay, we're here for ya.
We're supporting ya,"
450
00:20:42,667 --> 00:20:44,900
and, "It's about damn time."
451
00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:49,500
[upbeat music playing]
452
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,767
-[Ysabel] Hello, Mama.
-Hello, my love.
453
00:20:53,767 --> 00:20:57,200
Ysabel's been
in North Carolina
with Maddie almost a year.
454
00:20:58,467 --> 00:21:00,734
I think it's good for her
to come and...
455
00:21:00,800 --> 00:21:02,200
kind of, get away from home
456
00:21:02,200 --> 00:21:04,567
and, kind of, figure out
who she was a little bit
away from her mom.
457
00:21:04,567 --> 00:21:06,166
But she's ready
to go back now.
458
00:21:06,166 --> 00:21:07,834
Especially that
Christine lives in Salt Lake,
459
00:21:07,900 --> 00:21:10,033
she's really anxious
to be back.
460
00:21:10,100 --> 00:21:11,166
[Madison] So where
should I put this?
461
00:21:11,166 --> 00:21:12,367
Just put it in there
right now,
462
00:21:12,367 --> 00:21:13,567
and pull up that wall
back there.
463
00:21:13,567 --> 00:21:16,367
"That wall."
I know what that means.
For sure, for sure.
464
00:21:16,367 --> 00:21:19,000
Ysabel's gonna be moving
to Salt Lake.
465
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:21,066
Not with me,
she's made it very clear.
466
00:21:21,066 --> 00:21:22,567
She does not
want to stay with me
467
00:21:22,567 --> 00:21:24,066
even for, like, a week.
468
00:21:24,066 --> 00:21:26,567
But she wants to go
to the University of Utah
469
00:21:26,567 --> 00:21:28,200
and live in Salt Lake City.
470
00:21:29,266 --> 00:21:32,166
So Janelle and Maddie
will be bringing Maddie's car,
471
00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:35,000
and then Ysabel and I
will be in her car.
472
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,734
-Are you doing all right,
honey?
-Yeah.
473
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:39,767
I don't want you to ache.
You should not ache.
474
00:21:39,767 --> 00:21:41,834
-It's pregnancy.
I ache all the time.
-I know,
475
00:21:41,900 --> 00:21:43,767
but you shouldn't ache
from exertion.
476
00:21:43,767 --> 00:21:45,767
-Oh, I don't ache
from exertion.
-[Janelle chuckling] Okay.
477
00:21:45,767 --> 00:21:47,734
[Janelle] Maddie's expecting
a baby,
478
00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:49,834
and she's somewhere
around four months along.
479
00:21:49,900 --> 00:21:51,266
Her baby's due in February.
480
00:21:51,266 --> 00:21:53,333
[Madison] Okay. Look,
we're gonna...
I'm gonna put this down here,
481
00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:54,867
and you're gonna
roll it to Grandma.
482
00:21:54,867 --> 00:21:57,066
[Janelle] Here she is,
doing all this heavy lifting,
and I'm like,
483
00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:59,400
"Just stop.
We can do this."
484
00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,834
Yeah. I really haven't
seen Kody in months.
485
00:22:02,900 --> 00:22:04,834
It's so funny.
I don't really
think about him,
486
00:22:04,900 --> 00:22:07,567
except for when I'm starting
to think about the property.
487
00:22:07,567 --> 00:22:09,066
The bed frames need to go in
so...
488
00:22:09,066 --> 00:22:11,767
Well then, we can have them
go straight across right here.
489
00:22:11,767 --> 00:22:13,667
Christine likes to think
I'm somehow not over him
490
00:22:13,667 --> 00:22:17,100
because I haven't had
some sort of
"Official conversation,"
491
00:22:17,100 --> 00:22:18,867
but we've had lots
of little ones.
492
00:22:18,867 --> 00:22:20,367
I don't see him,
493
00:22:20,367 --> 00:22:22,033
and I don't really miss him.
494
00:22:24,567 --> 00:22:26,367
[Christine] And when
I first married Kody,
495
00:22:26,367 --> 00:22:28,734
I thought that we would be
together forever.
496
00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:31,200
And then, it fell apart.
497
00:22:33,300 --> 00:22:35,000
And now I still have Janelle.
498
00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:36,767
I think this one
qualifies as heavy.
499
00:22:36,767 --> 00:22:37,934
[chuckles]
500
00:22:37,934 --> 00:22:41,667
I don't know what to do
with the word "Plural family."
501
00:22:41,667 --> 00:22:43,834
I think we're sister wives
502
00:22:43,900 --> 00:22:46,333
that are raising kids
together
503
00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:48,800
that were part
of the plural family.
504
00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:53,367
All right.
Everything's loaded.
505
00:22:53,367 --> 00:22:55,667
The kids don't have
a great relationship
with Kody.
506
00:22:55,667 --> 00:22:58,533
Not all the wives have a good
relationship with each other.
507
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:00,834
So, that's why I wouldn't say
it's a plural family.
508
00:23:00,900 --> 00:23:02,967
I would say
that what Janelle and I have
509
00:23:02,967 --> 00:23:04,700
is a sister-wife family.
510
00:23:08,700 --> 00:23:11,900
They're moving Ysabel,
so Janelle helped?
511
00:23:12,166 --> 00:23:14,100
[chuckles softly]
512
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,900
Oh, my goodness.
The tables have turned so bad.
513
00:23:21,767 --> 00:23:23,533
Christine didn't want
to live in the same house
514
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:28,867
because she was always
having to walk on eggshells
with Janelle and Meri.
515
00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:32,767
And now,
Janelle seems to be,
kind of, um,
516
00:23:32,767 --> 00:23:34,533
following Christine around,
like,
517
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:37,634
"Oh. You know,
you're so awesome,
and your life is so great.
518
00:23:37,700 --> 00:23:38,700
And I felt..."
519
00:23:38,700 --> 00:23:41,934
It's just...
that's what appears to me
to be.
520
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,600
I'm not getting
the big picture anymore
because I'm not involved.
521
00:23:54,500 --> 00:23:56,133
[knock on door]
522
00:23:57,100 --> 00:23:59,233
-Meri!
-Hello.
523
00:23:59,300 --> 00:24:00,600
How are you?
524
00:24:00,867 --> 00:24:02,266
Surprise!
525
00:24:02,266 --> 00:24:07,000
So I am in Las Vegas
and I am gonna go
see a friend of mine, Brandi.
526
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:11,767
I have known her...
almost the whole time
we've been in Las Vegas.
527
00:24:11,767 --> 00:24:14,467
-What are you doing?
-Just hanging out.
528
00:24:14,467 --> 00:24:16,867
I was here for some meetings.
529
00:24:16,867 --> 00:24:19,634
Um...
Onto California tomorrow.
530
00:24:19,700 --> 00:24:20,834
So, I had to come visit.
531
00:24:20,900 --> 00:24:21,800
Sit down.
Do you want some water?
532
00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:24,266
-Hi, Tim.
-Hey, Meri.
What's going on?
533
00:24:24,266 --> 00:24:26,266
[Meri] How's it going?
534
00:24:26,266 --> 00:24:28,767
-Good to see you again.
-[Meri sighing]
Good to see you.
535
00:24:28,767 --> 00:24:31,300
-How's Arizona?
-Fabulous.
536
00:24:31,667 --> 00:24:32,934
Fabulous.
537
00:24:32,934 --> 00:24:35,867
You know,
it's always a little bit weird
going back to Vegas
538
00:24:35,867 --> 00:24:40,367
like I don't like to go around
to the side of town
that we used to live in,
539
00:24:40,367 --> 00:24:41,634
because it's just sad to me.
540
00:24:41,700 --> 00:24:43,634
-So...
-[Brandi] Yes.
541
00:24:43,700 --> 00:24:44,700
What do you
have to tell me now?
542
00:24:44,700 --> 00:24:46,433
-I have to tell you
something now.
-Oh, jeez.
543
00:24:46,500 --> 00:24:48,667
I do not want to know.
544
00:24:48,667 --> 00:24:50,767
Kody and I
are officially done.
545
00:24:50,767 --> 00:24:53,567
-[sighing] Oh, jeez.
-[Meri laughs]
546
00:24:53,567 --> 00:24:56,000
-Are you serious?
-I'm not joking.
547
00:24:57,000 --> 00:24:59,433
I wish I was. [sighs]
But I'm not.
548
00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:00,300
Wow.
549
00:25:00,300 --> 00:25:02,133
-Does he know?
-[both laughing]
550
00:25:02,767 --> 00:25:05,533
-You've told Kody, right?
-He does.
551
00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:09,567
We actually...
he basically told me.
552
00:25:09,567 --> 00:25:12,367
I don't know
what to say about this
because...
553
00:25:12,367 --> 00:25:14,133
I'm really, really, really...
554
00:25:14,867 --> 00:25:16,033
glad...
555
00:25:17,367 --> 00:25:21,567
because you've been done,
unofficially, for a long time.
556
00:25:21,567 --> 00:25:24,100
So when Brandi says
that she's glad,
557
00:25:24,100 --> 00:25:27,634
it's just another, "Okay."
558
00:25:27,700 --> 00:25:30,867
I've had other people
in my life
that are, like, "Okay."
559
00:25:30,867 --> 00:25:34,567
You know, when I finally
made this decision,
and this is what we're doing,
560
00:25:34,567 --> 00:25:37,900
they're like,
"Okay, we're here for ya.
We're supporting ya,"
561
00:25:38,467 --> 00:25:40,734
and, "It's about damn time."
562
00:25:44,066 --> 00:25:45,934
He's having,
like, the...
563
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:47,767
super-weird midlife crisis.
564
00:25:47,767 --> 00:25:49,467
That's what it feels like
to me.
565
00:25:49,467 --> 00:25:52,233
He says these things
to try to push me out.
566
00:25:52,300 --> 00:25:53,300
I, honestly, just don't...
567
00:25:53,300 --> 00:25:56,166
I'm about to call him
and just... yell at him.
568
00:25:56,166 --> 00:25:59,166
He's gonna be so mad at me
in this interview,
569
00:25:59,166 --> 00:26:02,900
and I'm, kind of,
not giving a flying rat's ass.
570
00:26:05,166 --> 00:26:07,467
[upbeat music playing]
571
00:26:07,467 --> 00:26:10,734
[Catherine] Maddie insisted
we just drive like maniacs.
572
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:13,100
We made it
in three days.
573
00:26:18,767 --> 00:26:21,700
So Mykelti
is coming over tonight
to hang out for a bit.
574
00:26:22,066 --> 00:26:23,266
Is this Oma's house?
575
00:26:23,266 --> 00:26:25,266
[Catherine] Basically,
she's just big.
She's just big.
576
00:26:25,266 --> 00:26:26,867
She's pregnant with twins.
577
00:26:26,867 --> 00:26:28,300
Mykelti does it all.
578
00:26:28,700 --> 00:26:29,767
[indistinct chatter]
579
00:26:29,767 --> 00:26:31,634
Hey, Axel.
580
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:33,767
It's your cousin, Avalon.
581
00:26:33,767 --> 00:26:36,000
-Oh, miss you, Ms. K.
-[Axel] Hi, Avalon!
582
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,133
Ms. Avalon,
this is your cousin.
583
00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:40,233
This is your cousin.
This is Ms. Evie K.
584
00:26:40,300 --> 00:26:41,667
-[Axel screaming]
-Say hi.
585
00:26:41,667 --> 00:26:42,967
Axel. Axel. Axel.
586
00:26:42,967 --> 00:26:44,100
[Evie exclaiming]
587
00:26:44,100 --> 00:26:45,667
[Mykelti] Last time I saw you,
I was pregnant with her.
588
00:26:45,667 --> 00:26:47,333
And now, here you guys both
are pregnant.
589
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:49,400
So that's pretty fun,
if you ask me.
590
00:26:50,867 --> 00:26:54,266
[Janelle] I know that Maddie
has not had any conversations
with her dad.
591
00:26:54,266 --> 00:26:56,667
He's not called.
She's not called him
592
00:26:56,667 --> 00:26:58,567
and she doesn't have
any relationship with Robyn.
593
00:26:58,567 --> 00:27:01,100
She's pretty much
written them both off.
594
00:27:01,100 --> 00:27:02,867
She doesn't really want him
to have any contact
595
00:27:02,867 --> 00:27:06,533
unless he can commit
to like a consistent presence.
596
00:27:09,266 --> 00:27:10,634
I won't talk about her.
597
00:27:10,967 --> 00:27:12,433
Nope.
598
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:19,066
I don't understand
why Kody's not reaching out
to Madison
599
00:27:19,066 --> 00:27:20,266
or some of the other kids.
600
00:27:20,266 --> 00:27:25,166
I know he's in
a very angry and hurt place,
601
00:27:25,166 --> 00:27:27,934
but he should just be
putting in the effort. Um...
602
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,767
But I think the kids should be
doing the same thing, too.
603
00:27:30,767 --> 00:27:32,467
How was your appointment
today?
What happened?
604
00:27:32,467 --> 00:27:34,533
They're moving well.
Their heartbeats are steady.
605
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:35,834
They're doing fine.
606
00:27:35,834 --> 00:27:37,667
You guys...
You have your date, though.
Like, you have...
607
00:27:37,667 --> 00:27:40,100
Yeah. I scheduled
my inducement.
608
00:27:40,100 --> 00:27:41,133
Are you excited?
609
00:27:41,133 --> 00:27:43,667
-To get them out of me? Yes.
-[Catherine laughs]
610
00:27:43,667 --> 00:27:47,100
I think the current state
of my family
is, honestly, heartbreaking.
611
00:27:47,100 --> 00:27:49,433
I mean, you look back
14 years ago
612
00:27:49,500 --> 00:27:50,867
when Robyn first joined
the family,
613
00:27:50,867 --> 00:27:54,467
and we were all this, like,
beautiful, united,
614
00:27:54,467 --> 00:27:57,266
together-against-all-odds
vibe.
615
00:27:57,266 --> 00:27:59,433
It was really amazing.
616
00:27:59,500 --> 00:28:01,634
And then,
it's just the life
has gone on,
617
00:28:01,700 --> 00:28:03,100
and that's, kind of,
started to disjoint.
618
00:28:03,100 --> 00:28:05,834
It's really sad.
It's honestly,
just really sad.
619
00:28:05,900 --> 00:28:07,867
Okay, I was telling Mykelti.
620
00:28:07,867 --> 00:28:09,667
She goes, "Why are they...
Why else are they here?"
621
00:28:09,667 --> 00:28:12,166
'Cause moving you, wedding,
622
00:28:12,166 --> 00:28:14,166
but then,
there's one more reason.
623
00:28:14,166 --> 00:28:16,667
Oh, we're just gonna go
look at property in Montana.
624
00:28:16,667 --> 00:28:18,433
[Catherine] Property, too.
625
00:28:18,500 --> 00:28:19,567
Build on?
626
00:28:19,567 --> 00:28:22,266
[gasping] I know
that's the secret.
627
00:28:22,266 --> 00:28:24,266
And what's more?
628
00:28:24,266 --> 00:28:29,700
Janelle's talking about
possibly moving with them.
629
00:28:30,567 --> 00:28:33,867
[Janelle] Flagstaff no longer
feels permanent,
630
00:28:33,867 --> 00:28:37,567
and if I had another option,
I would probably take it.
631
00:28:37,567 --> 00:28:39,467
[indistinct conversation]
632
00:28:39,467 --> 00:28:43,634
They know that I suffer
from FOMO about my family.
633
00:28:43,700 --> 00:28:46,533
Fear of missing out, okay?
634
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:50,333
So anything they can do
that excludes me
635
00:28:52,066 --> 00:28:54,100
is a punishment to me.
636
00:28:54,467 --> 00:28:55,533
We're gonna do a toast.
637
00:28:55,533 --> 00:28:56,567
-Let's move over here,
everybody.
-[Mykelti] Okay.
638
00:28:56,567 --> 00:28:58,000
Come on.
639
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:01,000
My big fear is that Janelle
is gonna flip
and move on to the property.
640
00:29:01,567 --> 00:29:03,100
So what if she builds a house
641
00:29:03,100 --> 00:29:06,266
and then, later Kody and Robyn
decide to go build
on the property, too?
642
00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:09,133
What, she needs
to just stay there
at that point?
643
00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:10,667
That's not a good idea.
644
00:29:10,667 --> 00:29:13,934
It's just sparkling cider
because you guys are...
645
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,667
There's some pregnancy
and underage-ness
going on.
646
00:29:16,667 --> 00:29:19,100
I worry
that she's not gonna be happy
647
00:29:19,100 --> 00:29:20,867
and that she's just
gonna be stuck.
648
00:29:20,867 --> 00:29:22,667
And I don't want her
to feel stuck.
649
00:29:22,667 --> 00:29:24,100
-Party aches.
-You know what?
650
00:29:24,100 --> 00:29:26,166
My achiness
beats all of your achiness
651
00:29:26,166 --> 00:29:28,600
if we're gonna talk
about ache-is,
652
00:29:35,867 --> 00:29:39,000
So on our anniversary
this year,
we went out.
653
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:40,367
You went out
on your anniversary?
654
00:29:40,367 --> 00:29:41,667
Well... [chuckles softly]
655
00:29:41,667 --> 00:29:43,266
[Brandi] Like,
how many years
is that, like?
656
00:29:43,266 --> 00:29:45,867
-Thirty-two.
-Oh, jeez.
657
00:29:45,867 --> 00:29:49,166
Yeah, it is, kind of,
weird to say 32
658
00:29:49,166 --> 00:29:51,967
because, like,
"Yeah, I've been married
for 32 years."
659
00:29:51,967 --> 00:29:55,367
Like, have I been
a married couple with Kody
for 32 years?
660
00:29:55,367 --> 00:29:57,767
No, like not even close.
661
00:29:57,767 --> 00:30:01,133
But it's been 32 years
that I've stayed committed.
662
00:30:01,700 --> 00:30:03,667
Maybe I should've
been committed
663
00:30:03,667 --> 00:30:05,900
for being committed.
[chuckles softly]
664
00:30:08,767 --> 00:30:10,567
So, yeah.
We just drove around a lot,
665
00:30:10,567 --> 00:30:11,934
and we talked a lot.
666
00:30:11,934 --> 00:30:16,367
And I was like,
he was alluding to the fact
that he never loved me,
667
00:30:16,367 --> 00:30:18,333
and he felt like
he had to marry me.
668
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:19,300
Stop.
669
00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:21,266
I didn't understand
how that it worked,
670
00:30:21,266 --> 00:30:23,166
and I said to him, I said,
"Kody,"
671
00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:25,000
I said, "I know you loved me."
672
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,834
And he's like,
"Well, I was affirming
that I loved you."
673
00:30:27,900 --> 00:30:30,066
What is wrong with him?
674
00:30:30,066 --> 00:30:32,233
And this is what
I can't understand.
675
00:30:33,300 --> 00:30:39,934
When a single young man
meets a single young woman,
676
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:42,867
why would he choose
to marry her
677
00:30:42,867 --> 00:30:47,166
and just affirm
and force love for her
678
00:30:47,166 --> 00:30:48,900
when he didn't love her?
679
00:30:51,367 --> 00:30:54,734
Oh. Meri has her
little accusations now.
680
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:59,667
[Meri] How cruel is that
to pick me out of a crowd
681
00:30:59,667 --> 00:31:01,567
and just be like,
"Hmm. I pick you
682
00:31:01,567 --> 00:31:05,600
to try to force myself to love
for the next 32 years."
683
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:08,033
Like that makes sense.
684
00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:10,033
Fine. She can say
whatever she wants.
685
00:31:10,100 --> 00:31:11,700
I'm not gonna comment on it.
686
00:31:12,867 --> 00:31:15,467
So that's basically
what he's been telling me.
687
00:31:15,467 --> 00:31:17,166
You know how he's been acting,
688
00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:19,133
and things
that he's been saying
for years,
689
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,734
-and we haven't had
a relationship...
-Yeah.
690
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:23,533
-...for a long time, and...
-Yeah. Yeah.
691
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:26,567
...like ever since,
we moved to Flagstaff.
692
00:31:26,567 --> 00:31:28,734
I mean, when we moved there,
he was like,
693
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,266
"Oh. This will be a great time
for a new beginning."
694
00:31:31,266 --> 00:31:34,233
It seemed he seemed
very positive about it.
695
00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:36,533
And it just, kind of,
went downhill.
696
00:31:37,300 --> 00:31:39,967
I, honestly, feel sad for him
697
00:31:39,967 --> 00:31:42,867
if that's what
he's having to tell himself
698
00:31:42,867 --> 00:31:44,900
to justify...
699
00:31:45,767 --> 00:31:48,634
that he and I
started this family.
700
00:31:49,166 --> 00:31:50,767
Like, why?
701
00:31:50,767 --> 00:31:54,433
Because Robyn was only ten
at the time?
702
00:31:57,300 --> 00:31:58,367
Twelve?
703
00:31:58,367 --> 00:32:02,367
He's having, like...
a super-weird midlife crisis.
704
00:32:02,367 --> 00:32:04,333
It's feels like to me.
705
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:05,967
[chuckling] Okay.
Let's be honest.
706
00:32:05,967 --> 00:32:07,100
[Meri laughing]
707
00:32:07,100 --> 00:32:08,634
He's always been...
708
00:32:08,700 --> 00:32:13,033
He's always been Kody,
but at least he was kinder...
709
00:32:13,100 --> 00:32:14,467
-Yeah.
-...to you.
710
00:32:14,467 --> 00:32:17,634
And I have not
seen him... try...
711
00:32:17,700 --> 00:32:19,133
-[Meri] No.
-...for years.
712
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:23,033
This is, honestly, how I felt
for quite a long time
713
00:32:23,100 --> 00:32:26,066
is that he says these things
to try to push me out.
714
00:32:26,066 --> 00:32:29,600
Because if he can push me out,
and I leave,
715
00:32:30,567 --> 00:32:33,100
he's not the bad guy
because he didn't walk away.
716
00:32:33,900 --> 00:32:35,033
Does Robyn know?
717
00:32:35,033 --> 00:32:37,967
-Yeah. Yeah...
-I was gonna say
she's probably the one
718
00:32:37,967 --> 00:32:39,467
that's the most upset.
719
00:32:39,467 --> 00:32:40,734
You're trying
to comfort Robyn.
720
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:41,867
You're both like,
721
00:32:41,867 --> 00:32:44,367
-"Robyn, it's okay.
It's okay."
-[Meri laughing]
722
00:32:44,367 --> 00:32:47,433
Yeah. It feels like everything
is just, sort of,
falling apart,
723
00:32:47,500 --> 00:32:50,000
and I'm trying so hard
to remain hopeful.
724
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:54,367
It feels like
I'm in an alternate reality
or something.
725
00:32:54,367 --> 00:32:58,266
Like, I just don't know
how to wrap my brain around
what's happened.
726
00:32:58,266 --> 00:33:02,166
I wish Robyn
would just let Meri go,
honestly.
727
00:33:02,166 --> 00:33:03,934
Kody, let Meri go
a long time ago.
728
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:04,834
I wish Robyn would let her go
729
00:33:04,834 --> 00:33:06,600
so she could
just live her own life.
730
00:33:06,967 --> 00:33:07,967
I, honestly, just...
731
00:33:07,967 --> 00:33:10,734
I'm about to call him
and just... yell at him.
732
00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:11,800
It wouldn't do any good.
733
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:14,000
It wouldn't,
but it would make me
feel better.
734
00:33:14,767 --> 00:33:17,667
He's gonna be so mad at me
in this interview.
735
00:33:17,667 --> 00:33:21,233
I'm, kind of,
not giving a flying rat's ass.
736
00:33:26,166 --> 00:33:28,667
He just keeps saying
things like,
737
00:33:28,667 --> 00:33:31,100
"Well, I don't think polygamy
is fair to women."
738
00:33:31,100 --> 00:33:32,834
That's not the Kody I know.
739
00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:34,667
I think
there's a lot of people
that would say,
740
00:33:34,667 --> 00:33:36,467
"This is not the Kody I know."
741
00:33:36,467 --> 00:33:38,667
I am upset
with how I was treated.
742
00:33:38,667 --> 00:33:41,900
I mean, I feel like you're
letting him off
a little too easy.
743
00:33:45,967 --> 00:33:47,066
[dramatic music playing]
744
00:33:48,867 --> 00:33:52,367
-So what's next?
What's... I mean.
-[sighs wearily]
745
00:33:52,367 --> 00:33:54,634
I'm still trying
to figure that out.
746
00:33:54,700 --> 00:33:56,000
At this point,
747
00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:00,533
-I know that I am not gonna
renew my lease at my house.
-Yeah.
748
00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:02,233
I'm gonna go to the B&B.
749
00:34:02,300 --> 00:34:03,634
I don't know.
I mean, I'm sad for you,
750
00:34:03,700 --> 00:34:06,266
but at the same time,
I'm relieved for you
751
00:34:06,266 --> 00:34:09,467
because you have not...
752
00:34:09,467 --> 00:34:12,233
had what you need...
753
00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,166
in that relationship
for years.
754
00:34:14,166 --> 00:34:16,100
It's really just heartbreaking
to me
755
00:34:16,100 --> 00:34:18,734
because, like, 32 years ago,
756
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:21,100
-I didn't sign up for...
-Right.
757
00:34:21,100 --> 00:34:22,634
...just a little bit.
758
00:34:22,700 --> 00:34:23,533
I don't know. It's weird.
759
00:34:23,533 --> 00:34:26,467
He he just keeps saying
things like,
760
00:34:26,467 --> 00:34:28,867
"Well, I don't think polygamy
is fair to women."
761
00:34:28,867 --> 00:34:30,367
That's not the Kody I know.
762
00:34:30,367 --> 00:34:32,166
I think
there's a lot of people
that would say,
763
00:34:32,166 --> 00:34:34,367
"This is not the Kody I know."
764
00:34:34,367 --> 00:34:39,467
I don't know that it's...
that he he cares
about the fact
765
00:34:39,467 --> 00:34:41,934
that polygamy isn't fair
to women.
766
00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:44,467
Maybe he's just not being fair
to women.
767
00:34:44,467 --> 00:34:47,066
[groans softly] I mean,
it's just like...
I don't know.
768
00:34:47,066 --> 00:34:49,100
Meri says
maybe I was unfair.
769
00:34:49,100 --> 00:34:52,133
Well, it's just as unfair
to me
770
00:34:52,967 --> 00:34:55,800
'cause I didn't have a choice
to get out,
771
00:34:56,700 --> 00:34:58,634
and they all do.
772
00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:01,166
Okay. We had
the legal divorce,
773
00:35:01,166 --> 00:35:03,834
but I still was married.
774
00:35:03,900 --> 00:35:05,767
If I didn't consider
myself married,
775
00:35:05,767 --> 00:35:08,100
-then all the other marriages
were...
-Right.
776
00:35:08,567 --> 00:35:09,600
...null and void.
777
00:35:09,600 --> 00:35:11,634
And then what have we been
doing all these years?
778
00:35:11,700 --> 00:35:14,667
We have
that spiritual marriage
779
00:35:14,667 --> 00:35:17,000
that we have
always considered...
780
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:18,467
Mmm-hmm.
781
00:35:18,467 --> 00:35:20,467
...a thing.
You know what I mean?
782
00:35:20,467 --> 00:35:22,867
I am upset
with how I was treated.
783
00:35:22,867 --> 00:35:25,667
I am upset
with the last 10 or 12 years,
784
00:35:25,667 --> 00:35:29,467
and his lack of communication
and how he really felt
and what he really wanted
785
00:35:29,467 --> 00:35:31,467
or what he really didn't want,
786
00:35:31,467 --> 00:35:33,400
and the story
that he's been telling...
787
00:35:34,367 --> 00:35:35,834
for all these years.
788
00:35:37,100 --> 00:35:39,133
[Kody] My name is Kody Brown.
789
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:40,333
I'm a polygamist,
790
00:35:40,333 --> 00:35:42,767
but we're not the polygamists
you think you know.
791
00:35:42,767 --> 00:35:44,600
I have three awesome wives,
792
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:48,333
Meri, Janelle and Christine
793
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:49,667
and I have
12 wonderful children.
794
00:35:49,667 --> 00:35:53,266
Love should be multiplied,
not divided.
795
00:35:53,266 --> 00:35:57,033
I'm upset about that
because that's not fair to me,
796
00:35:58,300 --> 00:36:00,100
to anybody in the family,
797
00:36:00,100 --> 00:36:02,233
to anybody watching our story.
798
00:36:02,567 --> 00:36:03,867
What about the land?
799
00:36:03,867 --> 00:36:06,634
I will get my spot of land.
800
00:36:06,700 --> 00:36:09,333
[Christine] So I signed
my parts of the land
over to the family.
801
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:10,500
I was just done.
802
00:36:10,500 --> 00:36:13,033
I hope that Janelle and Meri
get a fair share of it.
803
00:36:13,100 --> 00:36:14,467
I suspect they won't
804
00:36:14,467 --> 00:36:16,867
just because I know Kody
and how he works.
805
00:36:16,867 --> 00:36:18,667
I don't think
they're gonna get
their fair share.
806
00:36:18,667 --> 00:36:20,767
Just telling you,
I just don't.
807
00:36:20,767 --> 00:36:23,000
I don't like to talk about it.
It makes me so frustrated.
808
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:28,033
It's gonna be one big house
for the three of them.
809
00:36:28,100 --> 00:36:30,000
Janelle's not gonna stay.
There's no way.
810
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,266
I don't know
what's going on with Janelle.
811
00:36:32,266 --> 00:36:34,433
I mean, I guess there's room
for a couple more now
812
00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:37,433
-if he...
-[both laughing]
813
00:36:37,500 --> 00:36:39,867
I don't know.
I mean, maybe.
814
00:36:39,867 --> 00:36:43,033
-[Meri] So...
-That land you've gotten
divided already.
815
00:36:43,100 --> 00:36:44,667
-[laughs]
-[laughing] It's not divided.
816
00:36:44,667 --> 00:36:46,433
Wonder if Robyn
will leave him.
817
00:36:46,500 --> 00:36:47,166
[laughs]
818
00:36:47,166 --> 00:36:49,000
This is not what she wanted.
819
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:51,133
-No.
-No.
820
00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:54,367
I don't believe
that Robyn has a bad heart.
821
00:36:54,367 --> 00:36:59,367
And there's a lot of people,
within the family
and otherwise,
822
00:36:59,367 --> 00:37:02,800
that I think...
think that she does.
823
00:37:03,767 --> 00:37:05,467
You know, it's it's been hard
824
00:37:05,467 --> 00:37:10,100
because, like, she and I
were close
at the very beginning,
825
00:37:10,100 --> 00:37:12,100
and I know
she's always had my back
826
00:37:12,100 --> 00:37:14,033
and has been supportive.
827
00:37:14,100 --> 00:37:16,467
But I guess
it just is what it is now
828
00:37:16,467 --> 00:37:21,166
and she and Kody are gonna
have to figure out a way,
829
00:37:21,166 --> 00:37:26,100
you know, to live together
and live with that, honestly.
830
00:37:26,100 --> 00:37:28,767
I mean, I feel like
you're letting him off
a little too easy.
831
00:37:28,767 --> 00:37:30,367
[both chuckle]
832
00:37:30,367 --> 00:37:31,767
I'd be angry.
833
00:37:31,767 --> 00:37:34,166
I have, definitely,
had my moments of anger.
834
00:37:34,166 --> 00:37:37,667
[sighs] Don't let him
suppress you anymore.
835
00:37:37,667 --> 00:37:39,767
I'm not gonna be a jerk.
836
00:37:39,767 --> 00:37:43,133
-No.
-I'm not gonna say
mean things about him
837
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:45,000
even though sometimes
I might feel them.
838
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:46,533
Well, I'm angry.
839
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:47,500
-[chuckles]
-Thank you.
840
00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:50,033
-I hope, I don't get upset.
-Thank you.
841
00:37:50,100 --> 00:37:51,934
I'm very angry.
842
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:54,133
This is the big one for me
right now.
843
00:37:54,867 --> 00:37:56,367
[chuckles softly]
844
00:37:56,367 --> 00:37:59,367
All those years
that we weren't together,
845
00:37:59,367 --> 00:38:02,233
-but technically
we were married...
-Mmm-hmm.
846
00:38:02,300 --> 00:38:04,166
I still have, like,
all my memories,
847
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:06,667
-my 30 years
of memories and...
-Mmm-hmm.
848
00:38:06,667 --> 00:38:09,667
...pictures
and things on the wall,
and...
849
00:38:09,667 --> 00:38:11,867
wedding gifts for my grandma
850
00:38:11,867 --> 00:38:14,367
and, you know,
stuff like that.
851
00:38:14,367 --> 00:38:16,767
So what do I do
with all those ornaments
852
00:38:16,767 --> 00:38:20,834
that my grandma gave me
every year for Christmas,
853
00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:23,200
-with our pictures, you know?
-[sighs]
854
00:38:25,100 --> 00:38:28,800
-What do I do
with all that stuff?
-Yeah.
855
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,834
[Meri] To me, I feel like
I need to grieve this
a little bit more.
856
00:38:32,900 --> 00:38:37,734
If I were to just
put a Christmas card
out this year with just me,
857
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:39,667
it would almost be flaunting
and saying,
858
00:38:39,667 --> 00:38:41,433
"Yeah, I'm so excited
about this.
859
00:38:41,500 --> 00:38:44,900
I'm so happy about this
and this is what I've done
with my life,"
860
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,667
and "Yay!"
861
00:38:46,667 --> 00:38:49,567
To me, the breakup
of such a long marriage
862
00:38:49,567 --> 00:38:53,066
and a family
is not something to celebrate.
863
00:38:53,066 --> 00:38:55,467
I have no idea
where Meri and Kody's
relationship stands.
864
00:38:55,467 --> 00:38:58,233
I... [sighs]
865
00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:01,333
I love being single.
I love it.
866
00:39:01,400 --> 00:39:06,333
I love my life now
than I've ever
loved my life before.
867
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,367
And I wish the same for Meri.
I wish the same for Janelle.
868
00:39:09,367 --> 00:39:12,000
I want them
to love their life.
869
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:15,667
-I don't like to see you hurt.
-Yeah.
870
00:39:15,667 --> 00:39:17,967
So I'm ready
to burn some pictures.
871
00:39:17,967 --> 00:39:19,667
[both laughing]
872
00:39:19,667 --> 00:39:22,000
-I'm not.
-Whatever we need to do,
we will.
873
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:23,333
I'm not. [chuckles]
874
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,100
I just don't think
you ever knew what...
875
00:39:27,100 --> 00:39:29,166
how good it could be.
876
00:39:29,166 --> 00:39:32,667
Tim would never, ever
say the things to me
877
00:39:32,667 --> 00:39:34,367
that Kody said to you.
878
00:39:34,367 --> 00:39:35,533
For 32 years,
879
00:39:35,533 --> 00:39:40,000
you've put up
with something
that you did not deserve.
880
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:41,800
He didn't deserve you,
881
00:39:42,066 --> 00:39:43,900
and you...
882
00:39:45,567 --> 00:39:46,934
you're free.
883
00:39:48,367 --> 00:39:52,000
I wonder if one day
he's gonna wake up
and be like,
884
00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:53,066
"What did I do?"
885
00:39:53,066 --> 00:39:55,734
Like,
"I just threw it all away."
886
00:39:57,767 --> 00:39:59,333
[Meri] You know,
I know who I am.
887
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:00,834
I'm happy with who I am.
888
00:40:00,900 --> 00:40:02,333
I'm confident in who I am.
889
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:05,433
And I'm going to move forward
with this great life.
890
00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,333
And if he's happy with this...
891
00:40:08,567 --> 00:40:11,467
good,
I'm glad he's happy with it.
892
00:40:11,467 --> 00:40:16,133
But I kind of I suspect
that Brandi's not wrong,
893
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:18,100
that he's gonna
wake up one day
and be like,
894
00:40:18,100 --> 00:40:21,800
"Wow. What the hell
did I just do?"
895
00:40:24,300 --> 00:40:26,300
He's gonna be accountable
for that
896
00:40:27,100 --> 00:40:28,734
whether he likes it or not.
897
00:40:30,567 --> 00:40:32,600
[Christine] This season on
Sister Wives...
898
00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,467
-Hi, baby.
-Hello.
899
00:40:36,467 --> 00:40:38,166
We've already planned
our second date.
900
00:40:38,166 --> 00:40:39,467
I'm just telling you that
straight up.
901
00:40:39,467 --> 00:40:43,100
Kody and I are...have officially
said it's not working.
902
00:40:43,100 --> 00:40:44,467
Really?
903
00:40:44,467 --> 00:40:46,634
This was not the way
it was supposed to go.
904
00:40:46,700 --> 00:40:48,667
What did I do wrong?
905
00:40:48,667 --> 00:40:51,667
[Christine] The property needs
to be paid off.
906
00:40:51,667 --> 00:40:54,233
He's not talking to me
about it, so...
907
00:40:54,300 --> 00:40:56,367
I think I'm gonna have
to lawyer up.
908
00:40:56,367 --> 00:40:59,000
Such a teenage drama.
909
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:03,066
You remember that I have
that house in Utah?
910
00:41:03,066 --> 00:41:05,467
It's gonna be healthy
for Meri to live away.
911
00:41:05,467 --> 00:41:08,900
I feel like the idiot
that got left behind.
912
00:41:11,367 --> 00:41:13,567
I'm not your wife anymore.
913
00:41:13,567 --> 00:41:17,300
It's not divorce that sucks,
it's marrying the wrong person.
914
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:20,867
What sucks is marrying
the wrong person
915
00:41:20,867 --> 00:41:23,033
and not having the decency
to tell her
916
00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:25,233
until 32 years later.
917
00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:30,667
Civil war,
total civil war.
918
00:41:30,667 --> 00:41:34,467
-I would like you to meet David.
-Ta-da.
919
00:41:34,467 --> 00:41:37,433
[Meri] The guy that Christine
is dating is gonna be
920
00:41:37,500 --> 00:41:39,767
at this party.
-I think we're meeting
921
00:41:39,767 --> 00:41:41,667
Christine's new boyfriend.
922
00:41:41,667 --> 00:41:45,266
[sighs] Oh, I don't know,
I need to find a man.
923
00:41:45,266 --> 00:41:46,367
I'm not gonna take sides.
924
00:41:46,367 --> 00:41:48,367
I'm not gonna be in
the ex-wives club.
925
00:41:48,367 --> 00:41:51,000
I'm not in the Kody
and Robyn club.
926
00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:56,000
I'm having a hard time feeling
like...[sighs]
927
00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:58,233
losing respect for you.
928
00:41:58,300 --> 00:42:01,066
Robyn, I can't even get it
straight with you right now.
929
00:42:01,066 --> 00:42:04,734
I keep thinking that you and I
could make this work.
930
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:06,367
-What about you and me?
-We have had
931
00:42:06,367 --> 00:42:09,033
so many conversations
where I've said, "It's done.
932
00:42:09,100 --> 00:42:10,266
We're done.
We're not compatible."
933
00:42:10,266 --> 00:42:13,000
I didn't know we were
having a fight here.
934
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,567
I wish I wouldn't have
ever married her.
935
00:42:15,567 --> 00:42:17,767
Listen, it's confusing
from day one.
936
00:42:17,767 --> 00:42:20,066
That's bull[bleep].
937
00:42:20,066 --> 00:42:22,166
That is so not fair to me.
938
00:42:22,166 --> 00:42:25,367
I would have rather you have
told me, Kody, years ago.
939
00:42:25,367 --> 00:42:28,867
Blame yourself if
I don't love you, okay?