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Where are y'all headed?

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Well, we're trying to get up
to Santa Susana Pass Road

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but however far you can take us.

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- Oh, Spahn Ranch?
- Hey, yeah. How did you know?

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Yeah, well, not quite, uh,
all the way up there.

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My, uh, my aunt lives nearby.

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What you got there?

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Some money, I guess.

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Hey, if you're gonna take us
all the way

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we should buy you breakfast.

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Right on.

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I don't know.

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I thought
"Tiptoe Through The Tulips"

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was a pretty far-out song
if you're a little high.

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I guess I was a lot high
when I first heard it.

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Seems like a fag to me.

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Hey, watch it.

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Tex here told the army
he was an acid head homosexual

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to get out of the war, so..

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I'm not actually a homosexual.

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I mean, who sings like that?

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Guy with his voice
all high like a girl

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and his tiny
little whatchamacallit.

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It's a put on.

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Everything's a put on.

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Tiny Tim is just having fun.

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Hey, we better get out of here.

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Uh, sing that one.

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♪ Ride take a free ride

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♪ Take my place

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♪ Have my seat

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♪ It's for free

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♪ Ride my see-saw

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♪ Ride

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♪ Ride

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♪ Ride my see-saw ♪

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Damn. Okay.

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Goodnight, Katie.

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Goodnight, Lulu.

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Goodnight, Sadie.

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Goodnight.

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"Lying in your prison bed

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"womb straining, sweat pouring

44
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"you deliver your child
within these concrete walls

45
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"and steel bars.

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"Because your infant
is born here

47
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"in here,
she is labeled, numbered

48
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"and her mugshot is taken.

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"She is called a criminal.

50
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But you and I know she is
another awesome female warrior."

51
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Wow. I thought
it was really powerful, Tina.

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- Mm-hmm.
- Thank you.

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Pardon me, ladies.
Karlene, can I speak with you?

54
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- Sure.
- Ooh.

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You guys, go ahead.

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I need your help
with the Manson girls

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over
in the Special Security Unit.

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Since the death penalty
was lifted

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no one knows
what to do with them.

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The Governor doesn't want
them in general population

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so they are on death row
indefinitely.

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Just the three of them,
stuck in those cells 23 hours a day.

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I can't let them rot in there.

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Good morning, ladies.

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- Hi, Miss Carlson.
- Hello, Miss Carlson.

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I'd like you to meet
Karlene Faith.

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- Hi, Karlene.
- Nice to meet you, Karlene.

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Nice to meet you all.

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Karlene is a graduate student
at UC, Santa Cruz

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and she teaches
some of the inmates here.

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Now that you're gonna be
staying with us

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I think it's a good time

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to talk about taking
some classes with her.

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So that... that means we are
staying in the SSU for good then?

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Let's not get ahead
of ourselves.

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We're offering college courses
to residents here.

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You'd be free to study
just about anything you want.

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Literature, Philosophy,
Journalism.

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Are we gonna learn about shit
like Women's Lib?

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Language, please, Susan.

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We don't have to study
Women's Lib, no

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although I do teach a Women's
Studies course here in CIW.

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Women's Studies.

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Far out.

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I'll leave you ladies to it.

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- Thank you, Miss Carlson.
- Bye, Miss Carlson.

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- Bye, Miss Carlson.
- Oh, thank you, Jimmy.

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- Thanks, Jimmy.
- Thank you, Jimmy.

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Hey, Karlene,
do you want some grape Tang?

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Pretty please, Jimmy,
can we have

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some grape Tang for our guest?

92
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Thanks, Jimmy.

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Jimmy always takes care of us.

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And you should hear him sing.

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♪ I'll never smile

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Our favorite guard should have
been a famous crooner!

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♪ Until I smile at you ♪

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Ooh!

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Thank you.

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You're Susan, right?

101
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I'm Sadie. Susan's dead.

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Charlie named me Sadie.

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- Where are you from?
- I'm from the now.

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I'm from everywhere.

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Hello. I'm Lulu.

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On the list they gave you,
I'm sure it says Leslie

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but I'm Lulu.

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And I'm Katie.

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I think I would be interested in
studying the women of the pioneer.

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That's what we were doing
with Charlie.

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Learning how to live off
the land and be self-sufficient.

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Earth mothers.

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♪ The only way you're happy

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♪ Is not where
you're not free ♪

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♪ Your home is where you
can be what you are ♪

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♪ 'Cause you are born free

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♪ Now they'll show you
the castle ♪

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Hey, Gypsy.

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- Who's this?
- I'm Leslie.

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Welcome to the ranch.

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Welcome to our family.
Come and meet Charlie.

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What an absolutely perfect day
for you to come see us.

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Charlie says it's not a day
for working.

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So we are just being today.

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♪ Now they'll show you
their castle ♪

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♪ And I want a little smoke
smoke smoke smoke now ♪

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♪ Mmm mmm ♪

128
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Well, Jesus, I guess
I'm your best friend.

129
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Play something for me,
Little Paulie.

130
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I got a blank, Charlie!

131
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Well, well, well, well, well.

132
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Looky, looky here.

133
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Well, hey there, Brother Bobby?

134
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What do we have here?

135
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Gypsy said Leslie would be happy
with you.

136
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Gypsy, Gypsy, Gypsy,
my baby Gypsy.

137
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You brought someone
just like I asked.

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Now that's a good soldier.

139
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Be my mirror.

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My name's Charlie.

141
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Where did you find her?

142
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She was hanging around my harem
for a while.

143
00:10:00,821 --> 00:10:03,479
But it was turning into a bad
scene with my old lady.

144
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Beautiful Brother Bobby.

145
00:10:06,171 --> 00:10:08,311
He really knows
how to make love to the girls.

146
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That's what they all tell me.

147
00:10:09,381 --> 00:10:10,866
Sadie's made love to Bobby,
right?

148
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Yeah, we've all made love to him
at this point, huh?

149
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I can't take
another man's woman.

150
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She's not mine, Charlie.

151
00:10:17,527 --> 00:10:19,771
Gypsy told me all about you
and the family.

152
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- I can't take her.
- Charlie.

153
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I think we should let her stay.

154
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She digs us and she's hungry.

155
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She's a seeker.

156
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Where are your parents?

157
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It doesn't matter to me.
I'm on my own journey.

158
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Well, what do you have for us?
Do you have a car?

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- No.
- Well, then we'll get you one.

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We'll get you a car.
We'll find you a car.

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You know why? Because old ego
is a too much thing.

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Old ego is a too much thing.
He'll make you fool yourself.

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You'll think
you're somebody else.

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You'll ride
that whole subway train.

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You like her, you teach her.

166
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You keep an eye on her,
and you see if she belongs with us.

167
00:11:04,158 --> 00:11:06,057
And, you,
Katie is my everything.

168
00:11:06,091 --> 00:11:08,542
Katie is me. You pay attention
to what she does.

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If you're even half as good
as her, then you can stay.

170
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When I first met Charlie,
I just knew.

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Hopped on a bus
and I never looked back.

172
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But Charlie's like a... beacon
of light or something.

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I mean, look at you,
you're here.

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- Hey, Tex.
- Hello there.

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How you doing?

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Tex hasn't reached
awareness yet.

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He's still working
on letting go of his ego.

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Charlie says,
"Let go of your ego

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and be like a finger
on a hand."

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Come on.
I want you to meet George.

181
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George Spahn. It's his ranch.

182
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Hello?

183
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Squeaky is so kind to him.

184
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- She's a generous soul.
- I'll say.

185
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It's beautiful here.

186
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We don't get hung up about sex.
You get it?

187
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We just be.

188
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We let things happen.

189
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We let go.

190
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I think you're gonna love it.

191
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Hurry up now, everybody.
Come on.

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- Dennis.
- Hey, girl.

193
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And who is this pretty thing?

194
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- I'm Leslie.
- Ah, welcome.

195
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I'm not in this family, but..

196
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...I dig this family.

197
00:12:52,468 --> 00:12:53,607
Hi.

198
00:12:59,406 --> 00:13:01,443
Beach Boys Dennis?

199
00:13:01,477 --> 00:13:03,203
That's really Dennis Wilson?

200
00:13:03,238 --> 00:13:06,102
- He's just Dennis to us.
- Time for communion.

201
00:13:08,828 --> 00:13:10,865
You've turned on before, right?

202
00:13:10,900 --> 00:13:12,073
Millions of times.

203
00:13:12,108 --> 00:13:15,663
Just, uh, wasn't expecting it
right now.

204
00:13:36,717 --> 00:13:38,650
I spent my life in jail for you.

205
00:13:40,342 --> 00:13:42,965
So that you could ride
your bicycles.

206
00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:44,622
Have your birthday parties.

207
00:13:46,279 --> 00:13:48,971
I never had a life.
I don't even know what life is.

208
00:13:50,076 --> 00:13:52,974
But you all had a life.

209
00:13:53,009 --> 00:13:55,356
Your parents told you what to do
and you did it.

210
00:13:55,390 --> 00:13:56,909
And for payment, you got what?

211
00:13:56,944 --> 00:13:59,325
You got
little cookie cutter minds.

212
00:14:01,810 --> 00:14:04,330
Look what happened to Sandy.

213
00:14:04,365 --> 00:14:06,988
Spoiled Sandy.

214
00:14:07,023 --> 00:14:09,128
Spoiled Sandy had to come
to her new daddy

215
00:14:09,163 --> 00:14:11,199
to find something real.

216
00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:17,894
Take off your clothes for us,
Sandy.

217
00:14:26,455 --> 00:14:27,594
Do it.

218
00:14:39,881 --> 00:14:42,297
Help her. Come on.
Can't you see she needs help?

219
00:14:47,302 --> 00:14:48,407
Tex.

220
00:14:50,236 --> 00:14:51,617
Get up here.

221
00:14:52,514 --> 00:14:53,653
Go on.

222
00:15:24,441 --> 00:15:28,065
Now you look at how
parents abuse their children.

223
00:15:28,100 --> 00:15:29,722
If they loved her

224
00:15:29,756 --> 00:15:32,897
why did they allow doctors
to cut up her body like this?

225
00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:37,764
And then they felt bad

226
00:15:37,799 --> 00:15:39,904
and then they spoiled her.

227
00:15:42,321 --> 00:15:44,806
And now Sandy can't let go
of her ego.

228
00:15:46,324 --> 00:15:49,051
It's not your fault,
it's your parents' fault.

229
00:15:49,085 --> 00:15:51,018
Would you say that to me?

230
00:15:52,192 --> 00:15:54,125
It's my parents' fault.

231
00:15:55,298 --> 00:15:57,231
And it's not your fault.

232
00:15:59,406 --> 00:16:01,063
It's not my fault.

233
00:16:03,720 --> 00:16:05,067
Now turn around.

234
00:16:06,723 --> 00:16:09,208
It's not your fault.

235
00:16:10,450 --> 00:16:12,003
It's not my fault.

236
00:16:12,038 --> 00:16:13,660
It's your parents' fault.

237
00:16:13,695 --> 00:16:16,111
It's my parents' fault.

238
00:16:19,701 --> 00:16:23,187
Now come and tell her
that she looks beautiful.

239
00:16:23,222 --> 00:16:25,603
- You look beautiful, Sandy.
- You look beautiful.

240
00:16:25,638 --> 00:16:27,812
- You're beautiful.
- Perfect.

241
00:16:29,711 --> 00:16:31,092
You look beautiful.

242
00:16:32,162 --> 00:16:33,576
We love you so much.

243
00:16:36,889 --> 00:16:38,615
You look so beautiful.

244
00:17:13,856 --> 00:17:15,824
You are beautiful, Sandy.

245
00:17:37,500 --> 00:17:39,743
So he led Katie away

246
00:17:39,778 --> 00:17:43,090
and I asked Squeaky
if Katie was Charlie's old lady.

247
00:17:44,161 --> 00:17:46,128
And Squeaky told me

248
00:17:46,163 --> 00:17:48,924
"Nobody belongs to anybody here

249
00:17:48,958 --> 00:17:50,926
"except Charlie.

250
00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:54,205
We all belong to Charlie."

251
00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:57,104
I thought
that was pretty far out.

252
00:17:57,139 --> 00:18:00,591
Then she says, "If you're lucky,
he'll pick you next."

253
00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:03,352
Every girl should have a daddy
like Charlie.

254
00:18:09,012 --> 00:18:12,912
Something for you to take a look
at for next week.

255
00:18:19,643 --> 00:18:22,059
The Bible is the only book
Charlie let us have around.

256
00:18:22,094 --> 00:18:23,544
Charlie says
that authors are evil.

257
00:18:23,578 --> 00:18:25,304
Trying to play mind tricks
on the reader.

258
00:18:25,339 --> 00:18:28,824
So do you feel like
you'd be doing something bad

259
00:18:28,858 --> 00:18:30,619
by studying with me?

260
00:18:30,653 --> 00:18:33,035
Because if you are going
to do these classes with me

261
00:18:33,069 --> 00:18:35,002
you're going to have
to read books.

262
00:18:37,212 --> 00:18:41,146
I'm also gonna leave
a copy of this.

263
00:18:41,181 --> 00:18:43,114
Have any of you read it?

264
00:18:44,978 --> 00:18:46,945
This book changed my life.

265
00:18:48,188 --> 00:18:51,259
It looks like
it could be interesting.

266
00:18:51,294 --> 00:18:55,332
Can you believe Charles Manson
wouldn't let them read?

267
00:18:55,367 --> 00:18:59,302
It's been three years since
they had any contact with him.

268
00:18:59,336 --> 00:19:02,132
But all they do
is talk about him

269
00:19:02,166 --> 00:19:04,962
and spout his bullshit.

270
00:19:04,997 --> 00:19:07,206
I want you to come talk to them.

271
00:19:07,241 --> 00:19:09,001
You should do
your poetry workshop.

272
00:19:09,035 --> 00:19:10,761
No way.

273
00:19:10,796 --> 00:19:13,695
There are real victims
in this prison.

274
00:19:13,730 --> 00:19:15,662
They're the ones I wanna help.

275
00:19:17,008 --> 00:19:18,941
Maybe these women
are victims too.

276
00:19:18,975 --> 00:19:20,943
Would you be saying that
if it was your sister?

277
00:19:20,977 --> 00:19:24,326
Your pregnant sister
who got stabbed 20 times.

278
00:19:34,750 --> 00:19:36,027
It's Leslie's shower time

279
00:19:36,061 --> 00:19:38,235
so it's your time
in the yard, Pat.

280
00:19:40,272 --> 00:19:43,827
And, Susan, I guess it's just
gonna be you and me for a bit.

281
00:19:43,861 --> 00:19:46,968
Perfect opportunity
for a hand job.

282
00:19:47,002 --> 00:19:49,902
Just teasing, Jimmy.
I know you love your Alice!

283
00:19:55,666 --> 00:19:57,979
Oh, there you go. Wow.

284
00:19:58,013 --> 00:20:00,498
Those tomatoes
are looking great.

285
00:20:00,532 --> 00:20:02,465
We'll give you some
when they are ripe.

286
00:20:22,313 --> 00:20:27,558
♪ Time keeps on flyin'

287
00:20:29,008 --> 00:20:31,424
♪ You think
you're lovin' baby ♪

288
00:20:31,459 --> 00:20:34,531
♪ But all you're doin'
is tryin' ♪

289
00:20:34,565 --> 00:20:36,084
♪ Can you feel?

290
00:20:37,844 --> 00:20:40,468
♪ Are your feelings real?

291
00:20:40,502 --> 00:20:43,333
♪ Look at your game girl ♪

292
00:20:54,722 --> 00:20:55,896
Good morning.

293
00:20:57,415 --> 00:21:00,418
Charlie's sending us
on a garbage run to LA today.

294
00:21:00,452 --> 00:21:02,454
You're coming with me.

295
00:21:02,489 --> 00:21:04,052
He says you can split
at the end of the day

296
00:21:04,076 --> 00:21:06,389
and go on your way
if you want to.

297
00:21:06,424 --> 00:21:08,357
But I don't wanna go.

298
00:21:08,391 --> 00:21:10,703
Charlie is the most
beautiful person I've ever met.

299
00:21:10,737 --> 00:21:13,222
- Does he want me to leave?
- No.

300
00:21:15,397 --> 00:21:17,434
I don't know.

301
00:21:17,468 --> 00:21:18,780
Oh.

302
00:21:18,814 --> 00:21:20,482
Don't go through a big change
about it, okay?

303
00:21:20,506 --> 00:21:23,198
Just get up and let's go.
Come on.

304
00:21:27,582 --> 00:21:29,411
Wake up, sleepy heads.

305
00:21:31,448 --> 00:21:32,483
Come on.

306
00:21:34,898 --> 00:21:37,245
Welcome to Spahn Ranch,
ladies and gentlemen.

307
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:40,421
500 acres of gorgeous land
with horses you can rent

308
00:21:40,456 --> 00:21:42,561
and remains
of the famous movie set.

309
00:21:42,596 --> 00:21:44,632
Uh, who here likes
the New Western?

310
00:21:44,667 --> 00:21:48,118
Okay, well, guess what.
"Bonanza," "The Lone Ranger.."

311
00:21:48,153 --> 00:21:51,777
- How do you like our bus?
- It's far out.

312
00:21:51,812 --> 00:21:53,928
It's a joke on all the
straights we pass on the road.

313
00:21:53,952 --> 00:21:55,884
They think we're a movie crew.

314
00:21:57,195 --> 00:21:59,646
Listen up, girls,
I have a new rule.

315
00:21:59,681 --> 00:22:02,373
No women will ever carry money.
Not even pennies, you dig?

316
00:22:02,408 --> 00:22:03,661
That's why I'm sending Paul
with you.

317
00:22:03,685 --> 00:22:06,377
You give your panhandling money
to him.

318
00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:09,415
You... you still here?

319
00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:13,729
Alright, good.
Well, give your money to Paul.

320
00:22:16,525 --> 00:22:17,975
Come on.

321
00:22:21,633 --> 00:22:22,979
Attagirl.

322
00:22:24,152 --> 00:22:26,085
Don't stay out
too late now, kids.

323
00:22:27,155 --> 00:22:28,191
Bye.

324
00:22:28,225 --> 00:22:33,161
♪ Garbage dump oh garbage dump

325
00:22:33,196 --> 00:22:37,890
♪ Why are you called
a garbage dump? ♪

326
00:22:37,925 --> 00:22:44,068
♪ Oh garbage dump
oh garbage dump ♪

327
00:22:46,691 --> 00:22:52,456
♪ That sums it up
in one big lump ♪

328
00:22:54,975 --> 00:22:56,183
Look, they're not even opened.

329
00:22:56,218 --> 00:22:57,944
Oh, no, no.
We don't eat dead animals.

330
00:22:57,978 --> 00:22:59,463
Charlie says
it's like eating fear.

331
00:22:59,497 --> 00:23:02,362
Hey, man.
You guys can't be in there!

332
00:23:02,396 --> 00:23:04,984
Don't be uptight, friend.
We're not hurting anyone.

333
00:23:05,019 --> 00:23:06,469
O... okay,
but my manager won't...

334
00:23:06,503 --> 00:23:08,609
"But my manager won't."

335
00:23:08,643 --> 00:23:11,335
Oh, be nice to the square.
He doesn't know any better.

336
00:23:11,370 --> 00:23:13,337
Come join us.
You're kind of cute.

337
00:23:13,372 --> 00:23:16,099
Maybe you could just quit
your job and run away with us.

338
00:23:18,342 --> 00:23:20,552
I'm... I'm serious.

339
00:23:20,586 --> 00:23:22,519
Y... you guys can't be in there.

340
00:23:23,762 --> 00:23:27,973
♪ Garbage dump
oh garbage dump ♪

341
00:23:28,007 --> 00:23:32,183
♪ Why are you called
a garbage dump? ♪

342
00:23:32,217 --> 00:23:36,636
♪ Oh garbage dump
oh garbage dump ♪♪

343
00:23:46,922 --> 00:23:48,958
- Oh, no.
- Men first.

344
00:23:51,891 --> 00:23:52,996
Thank you.

345
00:24:01,211 --> 00:24:02,523
Mother Mary.

346
00:24:03,627 --> 00:24:05,111
Now we can eat.

347
00:24:12,878 --> 00:24:14,810
Does anybody know
what time it is?

348
00:24:24,302 --> 00:24:25,545
No.

349
00:24:27,857 --> 00:24:29,445
I'm just messing with you.

350
00:24:31,447 --> 00:24:33,483
You know what time it is,
it's now.

351
00:24:33,518 --> 00:24:35,116
Look, there's a reason
I asked you to give up

352
00:24:35,140 --> 00:24:36,946
your watches and your clocks
and your calendars.

353
00:24:36,970 --> 00:24:39,834
I know that was difficult,
but where did it get us?

354
00:24:39,868 --> 00:24:42,940
- You, do you feel more free?
- Yes, Charlie.

355
00:24:42,975 --> 00:24:44,942
And why is that, Katie?

356
00:24:44,977 --> 00:24:46,910
- I'm living in the now.
- Mm-hmm.

357
00:24:46,944 --> 00:24:49,878
I don't need a soulless gadget
to tell me how to live.

358
00:24:49,913 --> 00:24:51,407
I don't wanna be
like the plastic people.

359
00:24:51,431 --> 00:24:52,985
Exactly.

360
00:24:53,019 --> 00:24:55,608
That's what our parents
and our schools taught us.

361
00:24:55,643 --> 00:24:58,473
You live by these numbers.
You play by these rules.

362
00:24:58,507 --> 00:24:59,923
That time is over.

363
00:24:59,957 --> 00:25:02,545
I'm here to make the new rules
and the new rules are no rules.

364
00:25:02,580 --> 00:25:03,650
Oh, yeah.

365
00:25:32,747 --> 00:25:36,233
I think it's time for us
to give you a name.

366
00:25:36,267 --> 00:25:38,891
Now what is it those, uh,
those people named you

367
00:25:38,925 --> 00:25:41,514
the ones you occupied a house
with and called a family?

368
00:25:41,548 --> 00:25:43,516
- Les...
- No, I don't wanna know.

369
00:25:48,727 --> 00:25:50,246
You're gonna be Lulu.

370
00:25:51,592 --> 00:25:52,973
Welcome, Lulu.

371
00:25:54,837 --> 00:25:56,010
Welcome.

372
00:25:58,254 --> 00:26:00,946
Yeah, what do we think
of that, guys? Lulu.

373
00:26:00,981 --> 00:26:03,121
- Yeah! There we go.
- Lulu.

374
00:26:03,155 --> 00:26:05,986
- Lulu.
- Hi, Lulu.

375
00:26:06,020 --> 00:26:07,263
- Lulu.
- That's far out!

376
00:26:07,297 --> 00:26:11,059
- Hi, little Lulu.
- Hi, Lulu.

377
00:26:11,093 --> 00:26:12,312
See, what we're trying
to do here is

378
00:26:12,336 --> 00:26:13,889
we're trying to break down
inhibitions.

379
00:26:13,924 --> 00:26:16,305
We're trying to live
in our bodies every night.

380
00:26:16,340 --> 00:26:18,756
Touch each other.
Touch yourselves.

381
00:26:18,791 --> 00:26:20,137
See?

382
00:26:33,736 --> 00:26:36,428
It's not a foreign country.
Your body's like a plant.

383
00:26:36,462 --> 00:26:39,983
If you don't give it love,
then... it will die.

384
00:27:11,876 --> 00:27:15,017
A little birdie told me Tex here
doesn't know how to give head.

385
00:27:16,363 --> 00:27:18,780
To me, man,
that's... that's a crime.

386
00:27:18,814 --> 00:27:20,549
- Come on, Charlie.
- Now don't get uptight, man.

387
00:27:20,573 --> 00:27:22,575
I want my family to know
each other in every way.

388
00:27:22,610 --> 00:27:24,336
We got no secrets.
We got no shame.

389
00:27:24,370 --> 00:27:27,132
It's not your fault
that no one taught you.

390
00:27:27,166 --> 00:27:29,444
- You heard of Freud?
- Yeah.

391
00:27:29,479 --> 00:27:31,136
Well, looky here, man.

392
00:27:31,170 --> 00:27:34,484
The dude was always talking
about oral fixations.

393
00:27:34,518 --> 00:27:36,797
I mean, we all got 'em.

394
00:27:36,831 --> 00:27:38,764
Cat was right.
You need to suck on something.

395
00:27:38,799 --> 00:27:41,180
That's why you got a mouth.
That's why women got titties.

396
00:27:41,215 --> 00:27:42,629
You see kids?
They're always sucking

397
00:27:42,663 --> 00:27:44,010
on their thumbs or their fingers

398
00:27:44,044 --> 00:27:46,012
or they're chewing on suckers
or jawbreakers.

399
00:27:46,046 --> 00:27:47,634
And people are always
sticking pickles

400
00:27:47,668 --> 00:27:49,774
or smokes and zuzus
in their face, you dig?

401
00:27:49,809 --> 00:27:53,364
Point is, Tex, if you're gonna
suck on something

402
00:27:53,398 --> 00:27:55,400
then you better be
fucking good at it, man.

403
00:27:57,126 --> 00:27:59,473
Gypsy, you get your fine ass
up here now. Come on now.

404
00:28:00,751 --> 00:28:02,649
Don't get uptight, man.
Come on.

405
00:28:02,683 --> 00:28:04,858
We got no secrets.
We got no shame.

406
00:28:07,446 --> 00:28:08,585
Now look.

407
00:28:10,656 --> 00:28:12,623
Oh, alright. I see you.

408
00:28:15,005 --> 00:28:17,421
You see this guy? This is
the guy who needs attention.

409
00:28:17,456 --> 00:28:19,320
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

410
00:28:19,354 --> 00:28:21,598
But you gotta be slow,
like you care.

411
00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:24,601
Come on now.

412
00:28:32,159 --> 00:28:33,954
Give it to her, Tex.

413
00:29:11,335 --> 00:29:12,681
It's okay.

414
00:29:36,290 --> 00:29:39,085
Don't get uptight
about Sandy, man.

415
00:29:40,224 --> 00:29:42,261
She's having an ego death.

416
00:29:42,295 --> 00:29:45,402
What we're trying to do here,
man, is submit. Let go.

417
00:29:45,436 --> 00:29:48,992
Get rid of materialistic culture
of hang-ups. You dig?

418
00:29:50,372 --> 00:29:51,926
We're all about love here.

419
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:55,377
Except sometimes, there has
to be some death itself.

420
00:29:57,138 --> 00:29:58,829
Changes, tears.

421
00:30:01,175 --> 00:30:02,383
Weird trips.

422
00:30:03,695 --> 00:30:05,904
That's how it is.

423
00:30:05,939 --> 00:30:08,044
That's how it's always been.

424
00:30:46,426 --> 00:30:48,807
Oh, that's cool. You're not
into it. That's okay.

425
00:30:50,602 --> 00:30:52,442
You don't have to do anything
you don't wanna do here.

426
00:30:52,466 --> 00:30:54,640
It's not, that's not
what we're about.

427
00:30:56,988 --> 00:30:58,506
Let's just go back.

428
00:30:59,749 --> 00:31:01,854
No. I... I want to...

429
00:31:03,028 --> 00:31:05,030
stay here with you right now.

430
00:31:27,672 --> 00:31:29,743
What is it you don't like
about your body?

431
00:31:30,952 --> 00:31:33,505
Come on now, you hate something.

432
00:31:33,539 --> 00:31:35,748
All women do.
What is it, tits too small?

433
00:31:36,611 --> 00:31:37,819
Huh?

434
00:31:39,304 --> 00:31:40,581
Ass too big?

435
00:31:42,203 --> 00:31:44,619
What is it for Lulu?
No, don't you hide for me.

436
00:31:45,689 --> 00:31:47,657
Tell me what it is
that you hate.

437
00:31:50,073 --> 00:31:51,902
My thighs, I guess.

438
00:31:53,007 --> 00:31:55,009
- Too fat.
- No.

439
00:31:57,493 --> 00:31:58,781
You are perfect.
You say it to me.

440
00:31:58,805 --> 00:32:00,082
You say I am perfect.

441
00:32:01,532 --> 00:32:03,499
I am perfect.

442
00:32:03,534 --> 00:32:04,707
I am perfect.

443
00:32:06,330 --> 00:32:08,056
I am perfect.

444
00:32:08,090 --> 00:32:09,989
I am perfect.

445
00:32:10,023 --> 00:32:11,542
I am perfect.

446
00:32:23,104 --> 00:32:24,692
Hey, little girl.

447
00:32:26,970 --> 00:32:28,385
Now listen to me.

448
00:32:28,420 --> 00:32:32,700
If you wanna be free
of all the bad experiences

449
00:32:32,734 --> 00:32:34,598
and inhibitions
that are crushing you

450
00:32:34,633 --> 00:32:38,292
you have to imagine that you are
making love to your daddy, okay?

451
00:32:38,326 --> 00:32:41,778
That's what all the girls want
and can never have.

452
00:32:56,895 --> 00:33:00,968
Ladies, we have our own
special cell for school now.

453
00:33:02,453 --> 00:33:04,696
I'm not sure what you all did
to make Miss Carlson

454
00:33:04,731 --> 00:33:07,388
like you so much,
but she gave the okay.

455
00:33:08,492 --> 00:33:09,838
Thanks, Jimmy.

456
00:33:16,224 --> 00:33:18,054
It's been a long time.

457
00:33:19,710 --> 00:33:22,368
Ah, I'm sorry, ladies.
I'm gonna have to break that up.

458
00:33:22,403 --> 00:33:24,922
- It's not really allowed to..
- Okay.

459
00:33:28,615 --> 00:33:30,306
Ta-da.

460
00:33:30,341 --> 00:33:32,274
- Lovely.
- Yeah.

461
00:33:33,930 --> 00:33:35,208
Okay.

462
00:33:39,902 --> 00:33:43,250
Okay.
Let's talk about this one.

463
00:33:43,285 --> 00:33:46,564
- Did you all read it?
- It was horrible.

464
00:33:46,598 --> 00:33:48,566
It was very depressing.

465
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:50,878
I felt really bad for the women
in those situations.

466
00:33:52,293 --> 00:33:56,124
A lot of women right here
in this prison

467
00:33:56,159 --> 00:33:58,885
are survivors
of domestic violence.

468
00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:00,922
They defended themselves

469
00:34:00,956 --> 00:34:03,062
and this is where
it landed them.

470
00:34:03,097 --> 00:34:05,133
That is so sad.

471
00:34:05,168 --> 00:34:07,515
That makes me really sad.

472
00:34:07,549 --> 00:34:10,483
Are you friends with them?
Do you help them?

473
00:34:10,518 --> 00:34:11,829
Yes, and yes.

474
00:34:11,864 --> 00:34:15,798
I'm working with a woman now
who's trying

475
00:34:15,832 --> 00:34:18,387
not to let her daughter
be put into foster care.

476
00:34:18,421 --> 00:34:20,458
She killed her abusive husband

477
00:34:20,492 --> 00:34:24,082
she went to prison,
and now her kid has no parents.

478
00:34:24,117 --> 00:34:26,049
- What's her name?
- How long is she in for?

479
00:34:26,084 --> 00:34:27,534
How old is her kid?

480
00:34:29,156 --> 00:34:31,676
I'm not really allowed
to give details like that.

481
00:34:31,710 --> 00:34:33,747
Well, what about you?
Do you have kids?

482
00:34:33,781 --> 00:34:36,059
Yes. I have four kids.

483
00:34:37,578 --> 00:34:40,062
And what does your husband do?

484
00:34:40,097 --> 00:34:41,995
As much as I'd love
to talk about me

485
00:34:42,030 --> 00:34:43,273
I am here to teach you

486
00:34:43,307 --> 00:34:45,620
and I am not a subject
that merits a college class.

487
00:34:48,278 --> 00:34:50,659
I feel so lucky.

488
00:34:50,694 --> 00:34:52,972
We'll have to decorate.
Make things for it.

489
00:34:53,006 --> 00:34:55,354
- It's like being home again.
- Yeah.

490
00:34:55,388 --> 00:34:57,114
The family BC.

491
00:34:57,149 --> 00:34:59,634
- BC?
- Before the crimes.

492
00:35:00,531 --> 00:35:02,118
When everything was about love.

493
00:35:02,153 --> 00:35:04,569
Yeah. Like when Mary gave birth
to Pooh Bear.

494
00:35:04,603 --> 00:35:07,330
And we all witnessed
the miracle.

495
00:35:11,300 --> 00:35:13,785
- You can do it.
- Yeah. You got this, mama.

496
00:35:13,819 --> 00:35:20,171
- One, two, three, push!
- One, two, three, push!

497
00:35:21,931 --> 00:35:23,622
- Charlie's here.
- It's alright, baby.

498
00:35:23,657 --> 00:35:25,727
It's alright. It's alright.
Nice and easy.

499
00:35:25,761 --> 00:35:27,349
Paul, why don't you play
some music?

500
00:35:27,384 --> 00:35:30,007
We want this motherfucker
to come out dancing, right?

501
00:35:30,041 --> 00:35:31,536
You just push, honey.
You take it easy.

502
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,183
Go with the motion.

503
00:35:33,217 --> 00:35:35,702
Go with the motion, Mary.

504
00:35:35,737 --> 00:35:38,705
Somebody get me a razor blade
and sterilize it for me, please?

505
00:35:39,948 --> 00:35:41,201
Come on, darling.
Come on, darling.

506
00:35:41,225 --> 00:35:42,375
You can take it
nice and easy now.

507
00:35:42,399 --> 00:35:44,228
You take it nice and easy now, alright?

508
00:35:44,263 --> 00:35:46,955
Just go with the motion,
darling.

509
00:35:46,989 --> 00:35:48,483
You're gonna go with the motion.
Alright.

510
00:35:48,507 --> 00:35:49,691
Great, I'm gonna make
a little cut now.

511
00:35:49,715 --> 00:35:53,374
- Charlie!
- One, two, three.

512
00:35:53,409 --> 00:35:55,145
Oh, no, you're gonna give it
to me right now.

513
00:35:55,169 --> 00:35:57,792
Give it to me now.
Oh, there we go. There we go.

514
00:35:57,827 --> 00:35:59,587
That's it, come on,
one more, one more time!

515
00:35:59,622 --> 00:36:01,796
One more time! One more time!
One more time now.

516
00:36:03,867 --> 00:36:05,362
Come on, darling!
Here we go, here we go!

517
00:36:05,386 --> 00:36:07,975
Come on! Come on! Come on!

518
00:36:08,009 --> 00:36:09,873
Come on now.
You give me that squeeze!

519
00:36:09,908 --> 00:36:12,427
- Push!
- Come on! Come on! Come on!

520
00:36:12,461 --> 00:36:14,843
Push!

521
00:36:14,877 --> 00:36:17,017
That's alright. That is coming!

522
00:36:17,052 --> 00:36:18,502
Oh, yeah. Oh, we got it!

523
00:36:18,536 --> 00:36:20,331
We got it! Oh!

524
00:36:20,366 --> 00:36:22,575
Dig this. The little
motherfucker, man, he's out!

525
00:36:22,609 --> 00:36:24,404
Woo! Yee-haw!

526
00:36:24,439 --> 00:36:27,614
Alright, we got a baby!
We got a baby!

527
00:36:27,649 --> 00:36:29,582
We got a baby!

528
00:36:29,616 --> 00:36:31,273
Dig this little dude, Mary.

529
00:36:31,308 --> 00:36:33,171
Take this little one.

530
00:36:33,206 --> 00:36:34,551
Alright now, alright.

531
00:36:34,586 --> 00:36:37,968
- Yeah, you did so good, mama.
- Yeah.

532
00:36:38,003 --> 00:36:39,798
- There you go.
- So beautiful.

533
00:36:39,832 --> 00:36:41,696
Alright, darling.

534
00:36:44,803 --> 00:36:46,598
Dig this little dude.

535
00:37:15,073 --> 00:37:17,179
"And the fifth angel sounded

536
00:37:17,213 --> 00:37:20,319
"and I saw a star fall
from heaven unto the Earth.

537
00:37:20,354 --> 00:37:24,116
"And to him was given the key
of the bottomless pit.

538
00:37:24,150 --> 00:37:25,773
And he opened
the bottomless pit..."

539
00:37:25,807 --> 00:37:27,982
Do you know
about the bottomless pit?

540
00:37:28,016 --> 00:37:30,087
We're gonna find it.
Well, I'm gonna find it

541
00:37:30,122 --> 00:37:31,710
and we're gonna live in it.

542
00:37:31,744 --> 00:37:33,884
The question is your answer.
Keep reading.

543
00:37:36,197 --> 00:37:37,543
That's Charlie.

544
00:37:37,578 --> 00:37:39,614
Hey, Charlie.
Hey, listen, this is Kay.

545
00:37:39,649 --> 00:37:42,168
Well, how do you do?

546
00:37:43,376 --> 00:37:44,894
Welcome, ma'am.

547
00:37:47,172 --> 00:37:49,243
Oh, I see.

548
00:37:49,278 --> 00:37:51,556
You make a man ashamed
to show his pecker.

549
00:37:53,006 --> 00:37:55,249
That's what Eve did.

550
00:37:55,284 --> 00:37:57,182
Look where that got us.

551
00:38:02,222 --> 00:38:04,604
Do I make you uncomfortable,
little girl?

552
00:38:06,984 --> 00:38:08,814
No.

553
00:38:08,848 --> 00:38:10,333
You're just rude.

554
00:38:10,367 --> 00:38:12,300
Is that what daddy taught you,
to be polite?

555
00:38:13,750 --> 00:38:15,579
No. No, my daddy taught me

556
00:38:15,614 --> 00:38:17,201
not to take shit
from men like you.

557
00:38:17,236 --> 00:38:19,687
That's what he taught me.
Keep reading.

558
00:38:20,895 --> 00:38:22,862
- Charlie, I...
- Go home to daddy, little girl.

559
00:38:22,897 --> 00:38:25,071
You don't belong here.

560
00:38:25,106 --> 00:38:26,314
Shoo.

561
00:38:28,489 --> 00:38:30,006
I'm sorry, Charlie.

562
00:38:33,527 --> 00:38:36,806
"And there came out of the smoke
locusts upon the Earth."

563
00:38:36,841 --> 00:38:39,637
Get her out of here so I don't
have to look at her piggie face.

564
00:38:43,123 --> 00:38:45,228
You see that, Lulu.

565
00:38:45,263 --> 00:38:47,438
Not every stupid hippie girl
can waltz onto my land

566
00:38:47,472 --> 00:38:50,095
and get a free dinner.

567
00:38:50,130 --> 00:38:52,062
I need to see something
in your eyes.

568
00:38:56,860 --> 00:38:58,171
Keep reading.

569
00:39:00,588 --> 00:39:03,487
"And there came out of the
smoke locusts upon the Earth."

570
00:39:03,522 --> 00:39:04,868
The Beatles.

571
00:39:04,902 --> 00:39:06,594
"And unto them
was given power.."

572
00:39:06,628 --> 00:39:07,974
Me.

573
00:39:08,009 --> 00:39:09,435
"...as the scorpions
of the Earth have power."

574
00:39:09,459 --> 00:39:10,425
Me.

575
00:39:10,460 --> 00:39:11,840
"And it was commanded them

576
00:39:11,875 --> 00:39:14,291
"that they should not hurt
the grass of the Earth

577
00:39:14,325 --> 00:39:15,636
neither any green thing.."

578
00:39:48,599 --> 00:39:51,464
I have wings and I can fly now.

579
00:39:54,156 --> 00:39:56,193
Charlie says
there's gonna be a revolution

580
00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:58,402
and we're gonna wait it out
in the bottomless pit.

581
00:39:58,437 --> 00:39:59,645
Like it says in Revelations.

582
00:39:59,679 --> 00:40:01,484
And that there will be babies
that are homeless

583
00:40:01,508 --> 00:40:04,442
and they need saving
from all the killings.

584
00:40:04,476 --> 00:40:07,065
And then we'll stay underground
and make music

585
00:40:07,099 --> 00:40:09,481
and make love
until the violence is over.

586
00:40:09,516 --> 00:40:11,183
And then... and then
when it comes time for us

587
00:40:11,207 --> 00:40:13,174
to rise to the surface again,
some of us

588
00:40:13,209 --> 00:40:15,970
will begin to feel budding wings
on our backs.

589
00:40:16,005 --> 00:40:17,420
- Wings?
- Yes.

590
00:40:17,455 --> 00:40:19,422
Some of us want to become
winged elves.

591
00:40:20,596 --> 00:40:22,908
Me and Sandy, Squeaky.

592
00:40:22,943 --> 00:40:25,013
Charlie says it would happen.

593
00:40:27,084 --> 00:40:28,948
Karlene thinks we're crazy.

594
00:40:28,982 --> 00:40:32,158
No.
I would never use that word.

595
00:40:33,884 --> 00:40:37,508
I'm just surprised
to hear some of this stuff.

596
00:40:37,543 --> 00:40:40,028
You've to admit
it's pretty far out.

597
00:40:43,307 --> 00:40:46,448
You must know that elves

598
00:40:46,483 --> 00:40:48,863
are mythical creatures

599
00:40:48,898 --> 00:40:53,178
and therefore human beings
can't turn into elves

600
00:40:53,212 --> 00:40:54,559
or sprout wings?

601
00:40:58,286 --> 00:41:01,220
Well, hey, man, it's no more
far out than heaven and hell.

602
00:41:01,255 --> 00:41:03,775
- Yeah. Charlie says that...
- Yeah, but what do you think?

603
00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:07,951
Pat, do you still think
it's possible

604
00:41:07,986 --> 00:41:10,677
that you will become
a winged elf?

605
00:41:13,818 --> 00:41:16,890
Well, I guess not now.
Not... not when we're in here.

606
00:41:18,685 --> 00:41:19,997
You won't become a winged elf

607
00:41:20,031 --> 00:41:22,482
whether you're in here
or out in the world.

608
00:41:33,906 --> 00:41:37,185
Karlene, tell us
about your kids.

609
00:41:37,220 --> 00:41:38,566
Pretty please?

610
00:41:38,601 --> 00:41:41,155
What are their names?
How old are they?

611
00:41:41,189 --> 00:41:43,433
We spend too much time
talking about us in here.

612
00:41:44,883 --> 00:41:49,059
They are 15, 14, 11 and 7.

613
00:41:50,233 --> 00:41:51,855
You have a 7-year-old?

614
00:41:51,890 --> 00:41:53,581
He must miss you so much.

615
00:41:53,616 --> 00:41:56,446
- I see him every weekend.
- I didn't mean it like that.

616
00:42:00,345 --> 00:42:03,659
I took my family
all around the world.

617
00:42:03,694 --> 00:42:07,698
To Germany, to France,
to Ethiopia.

618
00:42:07,732 --> 00:42:10,045
We've been through a lot
together

619
00:42:10,079 --> 00:42:12,910
and they are always
surprising me.

620
00:42:12,944 --> 00:42:15,119
Mom, I have a new family now.

621
00:42:15,153 --> 00:42:17,777
Leslie,
what are you talking about?

622
00:42:17,811 --> 00:42:20,502
We're your parents.

623
00:42:20,537 --> 00:42:23,091
Mom, please stop crying.

624
00:42:23,126 --> 00:42:26,439
Listen to me.
I need you to stop loving me.

625
00:42:26,474 --> 00:42:28,407
You're never gonna see me again.

626
00:42:32,204 --> 00:42:36,518
♪ Your home
is where you're happy ♪

627
00:42:36,553 --> 00:42:38,072
♪ It's not where your.. ♪

628
00:42:38,106 --> 00:42:39,901
We were all way into our trips

629
00:42:39,936 --> 00:42:41,696
and hanging out inside the bus

630
00:42:41,731 --> 00:42:44,353
when Charlie just decides
he has to go.

631
00:42:44,387 --> 00:42:45,975
He starts running down the road

632
00:42:46,010 --> 00:42:48,460
we all start begging him
to come back to us.

633
00:42:48,495 --> 00:42:50,911
"Charlie! Charlie!"

634
00:42:52,395 --> 00:42:53,811
It was really scary.

635
00:42:53,845 --> 00:42:55,571
We can all laugh about it now.

636
00:42:55,606 --> 00:42:57,307
Right at that moment,
I was probably sitting

637
00:42:57,331 --> 00:42:59,092
in my secretarial school

638
00:42:59,126 --> 00:43:01,059
freaking out
but not even knowing it.

639
00:43:03,234 --> 00:43:05,236
We don't talk about our pasts.

640
00:43:06,270 --> 00:43:08,548
We don't have pasts.

641
00:43:08,583 --> 00:43:10,481
Our lives started
when we met Charlie.

642
00:43:10,516 --> 00:43:12,276
But Charlie talks
about his time in prison...

643
00:43:12,311 --> 00:43:14,554
How dare you question Charlie?

644
00:43:14,589 --> 00:43:16,798
You need to talk less
and listen more.

645
00:43:22,114 --> 00:43:23,909
- Dennis!
- Dennis!

646
00:43:28,292 --> 00:43:29,983
Hi.

647
00:43:39,648 --> 00:43:41,580
Hey.

648
00:43:41,615 --> 00:43:44,204
Hey, beautiful.
Did you miss me?

649
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:47,379
No, we've been busy.

650
00:43:47,414 --> 00:43:49,865
Lots going on here.
Charlie wants...

651
00:43:49,899 --> 00:43:52,383
Oh, Charlie, Charlie, Charlie.

652
00:43:52,418 --> 00:43:54,454
Let's talk about
what Greg wants.

653
00:43:54,489 --> 00:43:56,353
What does Greg want?

654
00:43:58,010 --> 00:44:00,322
Stand up girls, let's give
the guys what they want.

655
00:44:08,537 --> 00:44:10,747
You're all beautiful

656
00:44:10,781 --> 00:44:13,370
but right now, I just wanna
get high and play music, man.

657
00:44:13,404 --> 00:44:15,682
Come on then,
the girls are always here.

658
00:44:17,062 --> 00:44:18,823
Let's go play.

659
00:44:26,002 --> 00:44:28,971
I came to tell you something,
Charlie.

660
00:44:29,005 --> 00:44:31,905
I talked the band
into recording your song

661
00:44:31,939 --> 00:44:33,182
"Cease To Exist."

662
00:44:34,701 --> 00:44:37,496
- Everyone likes it, man.
- That's far out.

663
00:44:37,531 --> 00:44:39,739
Yeah. I can't promise
more than that though.

664
00:44:41,223 --> 00:44:43,156
We'll just see how it works out.

665
00:44:45,745 --> 00:44:47,574
♪ Pretty girl

666
00:44:47,609 --> 00:44:49,162
♪ Pretty pretty girl

667
00:44:50,785 --> 00:44:52,718
♪ I'll cease to exist

668
00:44:55,306 --> 00:44:57,274
♪ I'll be a rock star ♪

669
00:44:58,309 --> 00:44:59,552
Alright, man.

670
00:45:06,213 --> 00:45:08,111
Hey, Charlie. This is Linda.

671
00:45:08,146 --> 00:45:09,872
Well, hey there.

672
00:45:09,906 --> 00:45:11,149
Looky, looky here.

673
00:45:12,495 --> 00:45:14,566
Where's that baby's daddy?

674
00:45:14,600 --> 00:45:17,327
We split. He went sailing
around the world or something.

675
00:45:17,362 --> 00:45:19,916
Take that baby to be with
the other little kiddies here.

676
00:45:22,954 --> 00:45:25,162
Tex tells me
that you have a car?

677
00:45:27,371 --> 00:45:29,304
Alright.
I think we can keep her.

678
00:45:30,408 --> 00:45:32,203
Let me show you around.

679
00:45:34,792 --> 00:45:37,243
Don't worry.
Ruth Ann is great with the kids.

680
00:45:37,277 --> 00:45:38,807
And just think,
if you're loyal to Charlie

681
00:45:38,831 --> 00:45:40,902
she will always
be taken care of.

682
00:45:40,936 --> 00:45:43,801
Here everything
belongs to everyone.

683
00:45:43,836 --> 00:45:46,459
Gypsy tells me you had a far-out
session making it with Tex.

684
00:45:46,493 --> 00:45:47,700
Yeah.

685
00:45:47,735 --> 00:45:49,875
When we came,
my... my fists were clenched

686
00:45:49,910 --> 00:45:52,084
and my sides and arms
were paralyzed.

687
00:45:52,119 --> 00:45:53,914
That's your ego dying.

688
00:45:53,948 --> 00:45:56,261
Is that bad?
To have your ego dying?

689
00:45:56,295 --> 00:45:59,885
No. That's what Charlie's
trying to help us do.

690
00:45:59,920 --> 00:46:02,923
Kill our egos.
Be one consciousness.

691
00:46:07,099 --> 00:46:09,688
- Love you, sweetheart.
- Come on. Let's go.

692
00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:34,711
What... what happened?
Is your mom okay?

693
00:46:36,471 --> 00:46:38,232
Oh, she's fine.

694
00:46:39,854 --> 00:46:40,993
Oh.

695
00:46:56,181 --> 00:46:58,699
I just can't stand it.

696
00:46:58,734 --> 00:47:00,287
She might think
I ended up in here

697
00:47:00,322 --> 00:47:03,221
because of something they did
or the way that they raised me.

698
00:47:12,921 --> 00:47:15,820
No one has visited her
the whole three years.

699
00:47:17,753 --> 00:47:19,859
I told my mother
to stop loving me..

700
00:47:21,273 --> 00:47:23,240
...and she would never
see me again.

701
00:47:24,241 --> 00:47:26,174
She kept loving me, anyway.

702
00:47:36,322 --> 00:47:40,499
Now listen up. I want everyone
to show my good friend Phil here

703
00:47:40,533 --> 00:47:41,741
a lot of love tonight.

704
00:47:41,776 --> 00:47:43,088
He's my jailhouse brother.

705
00:47:43,122 --> 00:47:44,340
We were at San Quentin together.

706
00:47:44,364 --> 00:47:45,986
So Katie, Lulu,
why don't you come

707
00:47:46,021 --> 00:47:47,401
and make the man feel welcome?

708
00:47:47,436 --> 00:47:50,922
♪ I feel much better
on the other ♪

709
00:47:51,785 --> 00:47:53,545
♪ Side ♪

710
00:47:55,271 --> 00:47:57,653
Shit. Well, look at that.

711
00:47:59,862 --> 00:48:02,047
You know, we all thought
he was fucking crazy in prison.

712
00:48:02,071 --> 00:48:04,315
Talked a lot of nonsense, but..

713
00:48:05,212 --> 00:48:07,282
...maybe I should have listened.

714
00:48:07,317 --> 00:48:10,354
Now my good friend Dennis here

715
00:48:10,389 --> 00:48:12,632
has an announcement to make.

716
00:48:12,667 --> 00:48:15,359
Uh, yeah, Charlie's song

717
00:48:15,394 --> 00:48:18,466
"Cease To Exist"
is on the record.

718
00:48:28,855 --> 00:48:31,961
Now all you need to do is
get your friend Terry Melcher

719
00:48:31,996 --> 00:48:33,549
to come up here
and listen to me play

720
00:48:33,583 --> 00:48:34,964
and I know he'll wanna sign us.

721
00:48:34,999 --> 00:48:37,553
I'll do my best
to get him out here, man.

722
00:48:37,587 --> 00:48:39,003
Now that's right.

723
00:48:48,184 --> 00:48:49,772
Alright, man. Thanks.

724
00:48:52,567 --> 00:48:54,155
Now, Katie,
get everyone together.

725
00:48:54,189 --> 00:48:56,512
Tell them just stop what they're
doing right now and come here.

726
00:48:56,536 --> 00:48:58,435
- Okay.
- Soon. Now.

727
00:49:01,438 --> 00:49:03,958
Terry Melcher is coming
to hear me play.

728
00:49:03,992 --> 00:49:07,271
So we need to be ready. I mean,
we need to be more than ready.

729
00:49:07,306 --> 00:49:09,135
Terry Melcher.

730
00:49:09,170 --> 00:49:11,172
Terry Melcher!

731
00:49:11,206 --> 00:49:12,863
Come on.

732
00:49:12,897 --> 00:49:14,496
Dennis' producer,
the guy who can give me

733
00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:16,072
a record deal, goddamn it.

734
00:49:16,107 --> 00:49:17,315
Yeah.

735
00:49:17,349 --> 00:49:19,593
When Terry hears me play,
he's gonna lose his mind

736
00:49:19,627 --> 00:49:22,354
which means the world
gets to hear my music.

737
00:49:22,389 --> 00:49:24,978
And then all the lost
young loves during the mayhem

738
00:49:25,012 --> 00:49:26,531
and the killing
will hear my music

739
00:49:26,565 --> 00:49:28,533
and they will know that
they have a home.

740
00:49:28,567 --> 00:49:31,156
So, guys, make this place
look spotless.

741
00:49:31,191 --> 00:49:33,434
Get rid of all the stuff
that stinks.

742
00:49:33,469 --> 00:49:35,712
And, girls,
you bake some cookies.

743
00:49:35,747 --> 00:49:36,955
Go to the grocery store.

744
00:49:36,990 --> 00:49:39,888
I don't want no garbage run food
for Terry.

745
00:49:39,922 --> 00:49:42,960
And I want a deer skin shirt and
pants held together by laces.

746
00:49:42,995 --> 00:49:46,067
I want him to see my commitment
to going back to the land.

747
00:49:47,413 --> 00:49:49,622
But don't they have to kill
the deer for that?

748
00:50:00,184 --> 00:50:02,772
Lulu has a question. Would you
like to repeat that, Lulu?

749
00:50:06,017 --> 00:50:07,984
Don't they kill the deer...

750
00:50:08,019 --> 00:50:09,813
What we have here..

751
00:50:15,095 --> 00:50:18,270
...what we have here
is a contradiction.

752
00:50:18,305 --> 00:50:20,169
Lulu thinks
she sees a contradiction

753
00:50:20,203 --> 00:50:23,862
and her tiny female brain
is gonna have a freak out.

754
00:50:23,896 --> 00:50:27,658
If you think
I'm going against my own words

755
00:50:27,692 --> 00:50:29,660
then maybe you just aren't
evolved enough yet

756
00:50:29,694 --> 00:50:32,042
to understand what's going on.

757
00:50:34,872 --> 00:50:37,806
Old JC said a lot of things
his followers didn't understand

758
00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,429
and they stuck around.

759
00:50:40,464 --> 00:50:42,983
No sense makes sense. You dig?

760
00:50:51,957 --> 00:50:54,201
♪ You think
you're lovin' baby ♪

761
00:50:54,235 --> 00:50:56,996
♪ But all you're doin'
is tryin' ♪

762
00:50:57,031 --> 00:50:58,688
♪ Can you feel?

763
00:50:59,999 --> 00:51:02,140
♪ Are those feelings real?

764
00:51:02,174 --> 00:51:05,004
♪ Look at your game girl

765
00:51:07,490 --> 00:51:11,389
♪ Look at your game girl

766
00:51:11,424 --> 00:51:12,632
Chorus.

767
00:51:14,254 --> 00:51:15,255
♪ Say l.. ♪ Ooh...

768
00:51:15,290 --> 00:51:17,015
No, no, no.

769
00:51:19,259 --> 00:51:21,710
Again, again, again,
again, again.

770
00:51:21,744 --> 00:51:23,574
Until we get it right
on the night.

771
00:51:23,608 --> 00:51:24,816
Again. We need to do it again.

772
00:51:24,851 --> 00:51:26,853
This is Terry Melcher. Again.

773
00:51:26,887 --> 00:51:28,268
- Again.
- Again.

774
00:51:28,303 --> 00:51:29,373
- Again.
- Again.

775
00:51:29,407 --> 00:51:30,581
- Again.
- Again.

776
00:51:30,615 --> 00:51:31,582
- Again.
- Again.

777
00:51:31,616 --> 00:51:33,446
- Again.
- Chorus.

778
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:36,448
♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh

779
00:51:36,482 --> 00:51:39,002
♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh

780
00:51:39,036 --> 00:51:42,143
♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh

781
00:51:42,178 --> 00:51:46,458
♪ Can you ever live
without the game? ♪♪

782
00:51:49,495 --> 00:51:51,877
We don't have
enough of a spectacle.

783
00:51:56,847 --> 00:51:57,847
Again.

784
00:51:58,745 --> 00:52:00,712
Sounds good, Charlie.

785
00:52:00,747 --> 00:52:01,989
I didn't ask for your opinion.

786
00:52:02,024 --> 00:52:04,268
I asked for your titties
and your shapes.

787
00:52:04,302 --> 00:52:06,684
I know it sounds good.

788
00:52:06,718 --> 00:52:07,719
Chorus!

789
00:52:09,135 --> 00:52:11,999
♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh

790
00:52:12,034 --> 00:52:15,141
♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh

791
00:52:15,175 --> 00:52:18,144
♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh

792
00:52:18,178 --> 00:52:21,974
♪ Can you ever live
without the game? ♪♪

793
00:52:22,008 --> 00:52:23,458
Well, hey there, partner.

794
00:52:25,598 --> 00:52:27,566
Hey, man. How you doing?

795
00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,844
We got some special zuzus
and food for ya

796
00:52:29,878 --> 00:52:31,604
and of course, we got the girls.

797
00:52:31,639 --> 00:52:33,848
Thank you, Charlie.
I don't have a lot of time.

798
00:52:33,882 --> 00:52:36,022
We'll just get down
to the music, huh?

799
00:52:36,057 --> 00:52:38,163
- Play me something.
- Alright.

800
00:52:38,197 --> 00:52:41,338
Look, you gotta be all business,
then yo, we'll be all business.

801
00:52:41,373 --> 00:52:44,478
I guess the music's really
the love, anyway, right?

802
00:52:44,513 --> 00:52:46,204
Yeah, man.

803
00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:48,379
Alright. Here we go.

804
00:52:56,352 --> 00:52:58,285
Thank you for coming,
Mr. Melcher.

805
00:52:59,528 --> 00:53:01,115
Appreciate your time.

806
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:03,704
Alright.

807
00:53:09,399 --> 00:53:12,643
♪ Here's a time for livin'

808
00:53:14,300 --> 00:53:18,166
♪ Time keeps on flyin'

809
00:53:19,374 --> 00:53:21,721
♪ You think you're lovin' baby

810
00:53:21,756 --> 00:53:24,310
♪ When all you're doin'
is tryin' ♪

811
00:53:24,345 --> 00:53:25,794
♪ Can you feel?

812
00:53:27,417 --> 00:53:29,557
♪ Are your feelings real?

813
00:53:29,591 --> 00:53:32,075
♪ Look at your game girl

814
00:53:34,802 --> 00:53:38,772
♪ Look at your game girl

815
00:53:38,806 --> 00:53:41,844
♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh

816
00:53:41,878 --> 00:53:44,778
♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh

817
00:53:44,812 --> 00:53:47,781
♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh

818
00:53:47,815 --> 00:53:51,543
♪ Can you ever live
without the game? ♪

819
00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:59,861
♪ The sad sad game

820
00:54:02,726 --> 00:54:09,733
♪ My game

821
00:54:11,976 --> 00:54:15,428
♪ Just to say
you love's not enough ♪

822
00:54:15,463 --> 00:54:17,912
♪ Anything can be true

823
00:54:17,947 --> 00:54:20,915
♪ Oh you can tell
those lies baby ♪

824
00:54:20,950 --> 00:54:24,264
♪ But there ain't
no foolin' you ♪

825
00:54:24,298 --> 00:54:25,782
♪ Can you feel?

826
00:54:26,887 --> 00:54:28,992
♪ Are those feelings real?

827
00:54:29,027 --> 00:54:32,099
♪ Look at your game girl

828
00:54:34,343 --> 00:54:38,278
♪ Look at your game girl

829
00:54:38,312 --> 00:54:40,831
♪ Ay ay ay

830
00:54:43,316 --> 00:54:48,597
♪ The sad game

831
00:54:49,702 --> 00:54:54,879
♪ My game

832
00:54:54,914 --> 00:54:57,572
♪ Ay ay ay ♪

833
00:55:01,541 --> 00:55:03,024
Alright now.

834
00:55:10,929 --> 00:55:13,518
So what do you think
of our place, man?

835
00:55:13,552 --> 00:55:14,864
I mean, we dig it here,
you know.

836
00:55:14,898 --> 00:55:18,212
We learn it's possible to live
without restrictions.

837
00:55:18,246 --> 00:55:21,664
I mean, dig it, we live
on other people's garbage

838
00:55:21,698 --> 00:55:22,744
and we live well, you know...

839
00:55:22,768 --> 00:55:25,046
Hey, Charlie, man,
let's take a walk.

840
00:55:25,081 --> 00:55:27,254
Talk about the music.

841
00:55:27,289 --> 00:55:28,808
Alright, man.

842
00:55:37,368 --> 00:55:39,612
You know, I mean, look,
we get off into these trees..

843
00:55:40,751 --> 00:55:42,684
...we go walking.

844
00:55:42,718 --> 00:55:44,893
Gotta take the horses out,
you know.

845
00:55:46,446 --> 00:55:47,689
Yeah, so, uh..

846
00:55:47,723 --> 00:55:50,898
That was perfect.
So beautiful.

847
00:55:52,348 --> 00:55:56,593
You girls made me cry.
Your voices were so sweet.

848
00:55:56,628 --> 00:55:58,043
It's all happening.

849
00:56:00,666 --> 00:56:02,599
That music you were playing..

850
00:56:04,394 --> 00:56:07,259
Finally, the world gets to hear
Charlie's music.

851
00:56:07,293 --> 00:56:09,261
More popular than Jesus.

852
00:56:09,295 --> 00:56:11,021
That suit looks outasight.

853
00:56:11,056 --> 00:56:12,988
He looks like
a rock star already.

854
00:56:25,863 --> 00:56:27,243
Well, man, what did he say?

855
00:56:27,278 --> 00:56:29,245
He looked like
he was really digging it.

856
00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:31,834
Is he gonna sign you
like he should?

857
00:56:31,869 --> 00:56:34,595
I mean, he gave me money.

858
00:56:34,629 --> 00:56:35,699
How much is it?

859
00:56:35,734 --> 00:56:37,425
I couldn't sign a contract
on the spot.

860
00:56:37,460 --> 00:56:39,358
That's just not how
Charlie Manson operates.

861
00:56:39,393 --> 00:56:42,016
My word is my bond. I don't need
no written contract.

862
00:56:43,811 --> 00:56:45,916
What about that money?

863
00:56:45,951 --> 00:56:47,642
Well, it's just hay money.

864
00:56:47,677 --> 00:56:49,713
I'm sure he wanted the horses
to eat well.

865
00:56:52,820 --> 00:56:54,004
You know, let's eat
some of the cookies

866
00:56:54,028 --> 00:56:55,478
those motherfuckers didn't want.

867
00:57:42,799 --> 00:57:44,731
Who made this salad dressing?

868
00:57:46,111 --> 00:57:47,216
I did.

869
00:57:49,701 --> 00:57:51,738
Well, smells a bit like piss.

870
00:57:54,672 --> 00:57:57,709
Well, that's 'cause
I pissed in yours.

871
00:57:57,744 --> 00:57:59,642
Don't play that shit with me,
woman!

872
00:58:01,333 --> 00:58:02,334
Look at me! Look at me!

873
00:58:03,957 --> 00:58:05,510
I will not listen
to that kind of talk.

874
00:58:05,545 --> 00:58:08,478
You take that shit down the
road. You dig what I'm saying?

875
00:58:08,512 --> 00:58:09,617
Look at me. Look at me.

876
00:58:09,651 --> 00:58:11,515
Look at me in the eye.
Look me in the eye.

877
00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:16,037
What?
You wanna fucking hit me?

878
00:58:16,071 --> 00:58:17,487
Fuck you!

879
00:58:17,521 --> 00:58:19,178
Get the fuck out of here.

880
00:58:19,212 --> 00:58:20,938
- You wanna fucking hit me?
- Ah, no!

881
00:58:20,973 --> 00:58:21,973
Huh?

882
00:58:23,251 --> 00:58:24,804
I will break your fucking wrist.

883
00:58:24,839 --> 00:58:26,565
I will break
your fucking fingers!

884
00:58:26,599 --> 00:58:29,499
What? What? Stop fighting!

885
00:58:29,533 --> 00:58:30,947
Stop fighting me.

886
00:58:30,982 --> 00:58:32,501
You stop fucking..

887
00:58:34,295 --> 00:58:36,574
Stop fighting me. Whoa.

888
00:58:36,608 --> 00:58:38,748
Whoa. Whoa.

889
00:58:46,653 --> 00:58:48,068
Quit fighting me.

890
00:59:01,874 --> 00:59:02,978
Get up.

891
00:59:07,224 --> 00:59:10,745
Now you go back in the kitchen
and go, go about your business.

892
00:59:29,003 --> 00:59:30,971
You can go ahead and eat, Sandy.

893
00:59:47,227 --> 00:59:48,919
Hey, are you okay?

894
00:59:50,058 --> 00:59:51,507
Oh, yeah.

895
00:59:52,923 --> 00:59:54,683
Yeah, I feel good.

896
00:59:56,236 --> 00:59:57,237
Listen.

897
00:59:58,998 --> 01:00:00,803
Getting hit by the man you love
is no different

898
01:00:00,827 --> 01:00:03,208
than making love to him.

899
01:00:03,242 --> 01:00:05,417
Charlie just gives me
what I need.

900
01:00:14,633 --> 01:00:16,531
I brought you gifts.

901
01:00:32,512 --> 01:00:34,479
I love the way new books smell.

902
01:00:35,584 --> 01:00:37,275
Thank you so much.

903
01:00:37,310 --> 01:00:38,563
We have a Christmas present
for you.

904
01:00:38,587 --> 01:00:40,624
Did you bring it, Katie?

905
01:00:44,628 --> 01:00:47,734
Sadie did this. The sun.

906
01:00:47,769 --> 01:00:50,011
And that's a butterfly.
Lulu did it.

907
01:00:57,985 --> 01:01:00,090
It's just like the one
we made for Charlie.

908
01:01:05,889 --> 01:01:07,926
Ready, baby girl?

909
01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:09,237
I got this.

910
01:01:12,861 --> 01:01:15,829
You see that? She trusts me.
She's not afraid.

911
01:01:15,864 --> 01:01:16,979
You'd die for me,
wouldn't you, girl?

912
01:01:17,003 --> 01:01:19,108
Of course, Charlie.

913
01:01:19,143 --> 01:01:21,317
You, uh, got a knife for me?

914
01:01:21,352 --> 01:01:23,872
♪ You're gonna wake up
one morning ♪

915
01:01:23,906 --> 01:01:26,426
♪ As the sun meets the dawn

916
01:01:27,876 --> 01:01:31,155
Girls, these Straight Satan Gods

917
01:01:31,189 --> 01:01:33,364
I think we need them.

918
01:01:33,398 --> 01:01:36,159
Tex tells me he got
into a little complication

919
01:01:36,193 --> 01:01:38,057
with a black man.

920
01:01:38,092 --> 01:01:39,231
It might come back on us.

921
01:01:39,265 --> 01:01:41,543
So I want you to make them
feel welcome.

922
01:01:41,578 --> 01:01:43,580
Give them your gift.
Show them a good time.

923
01:01:54,349 --> 01:01:56,489
Charlie doesn't like us
to do speed.

924
01:01:56,524 --> 01:01:58,594
Charlie can't see us right now.

925
01:02:00,251 --> 01:02:02,563
♪ When you never need me

926
01:02:09,985 --> 01:02:12,884
♪ You're gonna wake up
wondering ♪

927
01:02:12,919 --> 01:02:16,336
♪ Why'd you sleep all alone

928
01:02:16,370 --> 01:02:19,615
♪ No one's gonna
stop you baby ♪

929
01:02:19,649 --> 01:02:23,687
♪ I'm not coming home
I'm not coming home ♪♪

930
01:02:23,722 --> 01:02:26,483
- Where you headed?
- Anywhere but here.

931
01:02:39,703 --> 01:02:42,257
This album is a musical
roadmap to our future.

932
01:02:42,292 --> 01:02:43,776
Now when he talks
about the piggies

933
01:02:43,811 --> 01:02:45,915
he's talking about the rich
and the powerful

934
01:02:45,950 --> 01:02:48,021
needin' a damn good whacking.
The "Blackbird."

935
01:02:48,055 --> 01:02:50,471
It's the black man's time
to rise.

936
01:02:50,506 --> 01:02:53,647
And "Revolution 1,"
it's a call to arms. It's time.

937
01:02:53,681 --> 01:02:56,098
"Revolution 9,"
it's the soundtrack to the war.

938
01:02:56,132 --> 01:02:57,996
It's guns. Screaming.

939
01:02:58,031 --> 01:02:59,446
Does that make you feel afraid?

940
01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:02,414
No. It's like you always said
it would be.

941
01:03:02,449 --> 01:03:04,427
You're damn straight it's like
I always said it would be.

942
01:03:04,451 --> 01:03:06,084
You should feel proud.
You should all feel proud.

943
01:03:06,108 --> 01:03:08,247
And why should you all
feel proud? Lulu, why?

944
01:03:08,281 --> 01:03:10,121
Because we're already living
like revolutionaries.

945
01:03:10,145 --> 01:03:12,320
Yes! Now dig this.

946
01:03:12,354 --> 01:03:13,942
In Revelations, in the Bible

947
01:03:13,977 --> 01:03:15,772
it talks about the locusts
coming to Earth.

948
01:03:15,806 --> 01:03:17,014
Now that's the Beatles.

949
01:03:17,049 --> 01:03:18,844
And he talks about
the locusts having scales

950
01:03:18,878 --> 01:03:20,190
like iron breastplates.

951
01:03:20,224 --> 01:03:22,226
That's the Beatles' guitars.
And dig this.

952
01:03:22,261 --> 01:03:25,126
He talks about five angels
coming to Earth.

953
01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:27,335
Now this five angels,
four of them are the Beatles

954
01:03:27,369 --> 01:03:28,577
the other one is me.

955
01:03:28,612 --> 01:03:30,647
And the other one is me
because I am given the key

956
01:03:30,682 --> 01:03:32,408
to the shaft
of the bottomless pit.

957
01:03:32,442 --> 01:03:33,789
And where is the bottomless pit?

958
01:03:33,823 --> 01:03:36,032
The one you told us about
in Death Valley?

959
01:03:36,067 --> 01:03:38,828
- The one we're going to find.
- Yes!

960
01:03:38,863 --> 01:03:41,658
So "Helter Skelter"
is the thing, man.

961
01:03:41,693 --> 01:03:43,868
It's what
the black man's gonna do

962
01:03:43,902 --> 01:03:45,801
to start the race war.

963
01:03:45,835 --> 01:03:47,112
But just like the Bible says

964
01:03:47,147 --> 01:03:49,839
I will lead my family
to the bottomless pit

965
01:03:49,874 --> 01:03:51,979
and we will live out the war
underground

966
01:03:52,014 --> 01:03:54,291
and we will expand to 144,000

967
01:03:54,325 --> 01:03:57,432
and then we will come back
like the 12 tribes of Israel.

968
01:03:57,466 --> 01:03:59,952
And when we come back,
the black man will not know

969
01:03:59,986 --> 01:04:01,954
how to act or how to be

970
01:04:01,988 --> 01:04:04,197
or how to govern or what to do.

971
01:04:04,232 --> 01:04:07,028
And so, we cannot leave!

972
01:04:07,062 --> 01:04:09,099
We cannot leave
because you're white people

973
01:04:09,133 --> 01:04:10,272
and you will be murdered.

974
01:04:10,307 --> 01:04:11,826
You will be made
into black slaves.

975
01:04:11,860 --> 01:04:13,724
And Tex, Tex!

976
01:04:13,758 --> 01:04:16,071
Tex is gonna be sorry
that he ever left our tribe.

977
01:04:22,076 --> 01:04:24,009
- Thanks for coming out here.
- That's okay.

978
01:04:24,044 --> 01:04:26,011
Hey, look,
my wife just wants to know

979
01:04:26,046 --> 01:04:27,944
all about these
crazy Manson girls.

980
01:04:27,979 --> 01:04:29,704
Yeah.

981
01:04:29,739 --> 01:04:31,983
I get asked
about them a lot too.

982
01:04:32,017 --> 01:04:33,017
Yeah.

983
01:04:37,402 --> 01:04:40,128
Um, okay,
now you were all just kids

984
01:04:40,162 --> 01:04:43,786
when the Watts Riots happened,
but it's a perfect example.

985
01:04:43,821 --> 01:04:45,271
Here you have black Americans

986
01:04:45,305 --> 01:04:48,895
oppressed for generations,
at the end of their rope.

987
01:04:48,930 --> 01:04:50,493
You know, things got
out of hand back then

988
01:04:50,517 --> 01:04:52,278
but the message was sent.

989
01:04:52,312 --> 01:04:54,728
Yeah, Charlie said that
Watts was the beginning.

990
01:04:54,763 --> 01:04:56,499
I really think that
a race war would have started

991
01:04:56,523 --> 01:04:57,731
if they hadn't put us in here.

992
01:04:57,766 --> 01:05:01,287
The black man is rising up
and his time is coming.

993
01:05:01,321 --> 01:05:03,219
Do you think it's still coming?

994
01:05:04,496 --> 01:05:05,980
Um..

995
01:05:06,015 --> 01:05:09,811
Well, Bobby Seale was bound
and gagged in a courtroom

996
01:05:09,846 --> 01:05:11,917
but last year they let him go,
so..

997
01:05:14,782 --> 01:05:16,715
We don't know who that is.

998
01:05:20,408 --> 01:05:21,858
Black Panthers?

999
01:05:24,067 --> 01:05:25,688
Y'all don't get any news
in here at all?

1000
01:05:25,723 --> 01:05:28,415
Oh, yes.
We know the Black Panthers.

1001
01:05:28,450 --> 01:05:30,083
Charlie said that
black people wouldn't be able

1002
01:05:30,107 --> 01:05:31,798
to lead themselves
after the revolution

1003
01:05:31,832 --> 01:05:33,765
that they would need his help.

1004
01:05:35,940 --> 01:05:37,735
Yeah, I heard that he said that.

1005
01:05:37,769 --> 01:05:39,875
It's okay, he said
you wouldn't understand now

1006
01:05:39,910 --> 01:05:41,981
but that you would thank him
later.

1007
01:05:43,568 --> 01:05:44,568
But..

1008
01:05:45,639 --> 01:05:47,296
You don't think that's true?

1009
01:05:47,331 --> 01:05:50,574
I find that to be
a deeply racist idea.

1010
01:05:50,609 --> 01:05:52,473
That black people would need
a white man

1011
01:05:52,507 --> 01:05:54,578
to tell them what to think.

1012
01:05:54,613 --> 01:05:56,133
When black people
take their power back

1013
01:05:56,166 --> 01:05:57,446
there's no chance
in hell that...

1014
01:05:57,478 --> 01:05:58,548
Charlie said...

1015
01:05:58,582 --> 01:06:00,895
Let's listen to what
Bill has to say.

1016
01:06:04,692 --> 01:06:07,039
There's no chance in hell
that we would turn

1017
01:06:07,074 --> 01:06:10,008
to a white person
for leadership.

1018
01:06:10,042 --> 01:06:14,080
And black people were
brought here as slaves in 1619.

1019
01:06:14,114 --> 01:06:15,909
And even after slavery

1020
01:06:15,944 --> 01:06:17,876
and the eventual abolishment
of slavery

1021
01:06:17,911 --> 01:06:20,672
we are still
getting crushed by racism.

1022
01:06:22,433 --> 01:06:24,780
We don't trust the white men

1023
01:06:24,814 --> 01:06:27,300
and we certainly don't need one
to lead us.

1024
01:06:27,334 --> 01:06:28,680
You hear me?

1025
01:06:32,788 --> 01:06:33,962
The trouble with blackie is

1026
01:06:33,996 --> 01:06:35,928
he wants to fuck
all the white women

1027
01:06:35,963 --> 01:06:37,343
turn all the white babies brown.

1028
01:06:37,378 --> 01:06:40,381
We can't have that.
That's what makes whitey mad.

1029
01:06:40,415 --> 01:06:42,003
Well, we're gonna
help blackie out.

1030
01:06:42,038 --> 01:06:44,902
We're gonna start a race war
called Helter Skelter.

1031
01:06:44,937 --> 01:06:46,974
And we start this war
by killing some white people

1032
01:06:47,008 --> 01:06:49,010
and making it look like
the black man's work.

1033
01:06:49,045 --> 01:06:51,979
Blackie's been waiting
for this. Blackie is waiting.

1034
01:06:52,013 --> 01:06:53,946
And then the piggy cops
will come down on blackie

1035
01:06:53,981 --> 01:06:55,672
when they find
the rich dead piggies.

1036
01:06:55,706 --> 01:06:57,708
Then the revolution will begin.

1037
01:06:57,743 --> 01:06:59,813
You understand me?

1038
01:06:59,847 --> 01:07:02,091
Helter Skelter is upon us.

1039
01:07:07,890 --> 01:07:09,202
Lulu, what's wrong?

1040
01:07:10,858 --> 01:07:13,792
Did you ever start to think
that maybe Helter Skelter

1041
01:07:13,827 --> 01:07:15,760
isn't coming down at all?

1042
01:07:17,279 --> 01:07:19,039
That Charlie was wrong?

1043
01:07:19,074 --> 01:07:20,834
No. No.

1044
01:07:23,077 --> 01:07:26,011
Don't let this place get to you.

1045
01:07:26,045 --> 01:07:28,323
It would be happening right
now if we weren't in here.

1046
01:07:30,084 --> 01:07:31,533
Please don't give up now.

1047
01:07:31,568 --> 01:07:33,673
- Okay.
- Please, I need you.

1048
01:07:35,158 --> 01:07:37,470
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to upset you.

1049
01:08:04,082 --> 01:08:06,567
Lulu, this knife might be
the only thing

1050
01:08:06,602 --> 01:08:08,637
between you and blackie
slitting your throat.

1051
01:08:08,672 --> 01:08:10,156
Thrust and jab like you mean it.

1052
01:08:10,191 --> 01:08:12,262
Thrust. Jab. Lift.

1053
01:08:13,435 --> 01:08:14,885
Stab the chair.

1054
01:08:22,651 --> 01:08:23,997
Good, Mary.

1055
01:08:31,349 --> 01:08:33,937
I know everyone thinks
we're these scary creatures

1056
01:08:33,972 --> 01:08:36,526
who committed
these horrible crimes

1057
01:08:36,561 --> 01:08:40,772
but we were just engaging
in the dance of life and death.

1058
01:08:40,806 --> 01:08:43,119
Charlie says there is no death.

1059
01:08:43,154 --> 01:08:46,260
So you're saying it's okay
to take someone's life?

1060
01:08:48,159 --> 01:08:50,402
Leslie, Susan,
is that what you think?

1061
01:08:51,714 --> 01:08:52,714
No.

1062
01:08:53,991 --> 01:08:56,027
I'm saying
that I'm starting to think

1063
01:08:56,062 --> 01:08:59,824
that the devil took a hold of me
so I could find my way to God.

1064
01:08:59,859 --> 01:09:01,826
So Charlie is the devil?

1065
01:09:01,861 --> 01:09:05,002
No, Charlie is Charlie
and the devil is the devil.

1066
01:09:08,592 --> 01:09:11,215
So you all still believe

1067
01:09:11,250 --> 01:09:14,149
that thing he was talking about

1068
01:09:14,184 --> 01:09:15,668
Helter Skelter?

1069
01:09:23,502 --> 01:09:26,436
The other night, I started
to doubt it and I got shaky.

1070
01:09:28,438 --> 01:09:31,510
You felt doubt.
What made you feel that doubt?

1071
01:09:31,545 --> 01:09:33,512
That was just for a minute,
right, Lulu?

1072
01:09:33,547 --> 01:09:35,135
She doesn't doubt anymore.

1073
01:09:36,929 --> 01:09:39,553
Sorry to
interrupt your studies, ladies.

1074
01:09:42,934 --> 01:09:45,558
I am afraid I have bad news.

1075
01:09:45,592 --> 01:09:49,113
The decision has come down
and you will remain here in SSU

1076
01:09:49,148 --> 01:09:51,288
for the duration
of your sentences.

1077
01:09:53,704 --> 01:09:55,430
Fucking motherfuckers!

1078
01:09:55,464 --> 01:09:58,260
They can't fucking
do this shit to us!

1079
01:09:58,295 --> 01:10:00,089
We're fucking human beings!

1080
01:10:00,124 --> 01:10:02,230
You are considered
an escape risk

1081
01:10:02,264 --> 01:10:03,782
and too well known.

1082
01:10:04,921 --> 01:10:06,474
No!

1083
01:10:12,170 --> 01:10:14,827
I'm never gonna
see Charlie again.

1084
01:10:17,830 --> 01:10:19,763
We don't know
what's gonna happen.

1085
01:10:19,798 --> 01:10:21,293
There's always parole.
You could get out.

1086
01:10:21,317 --> 01:10:24,216
No, you. You could get out.

1087
01:10:24,251 --> 01:10:26,183
They'll never let me
out of here.

1088
01:10:31,257 --> 01:10:33,328
It's my fault you're in here.

1089
01:10:34,812 --> 01:10:37,366
Charlie said make sure everyone
does something that night

1090
01:10:37,401 --> 01:10:39,334
and I made sure you did.

1091
01:10:42,199 --> 01:10:43,786
You must hate me.

1092
01:10:50,482 --> 01:10:52,484
I could never hate you.

1093
01:11:16,196 --> 01:11:17,887
Good afternoon, ladies.

1094
01:11:17,922 --> 01:11:19,786
Special treat for you today.

1095
01:11:19,820 --> 01:11:21,270
No school.

1096
01:11:21,305 --> 01:11:23,445
Just a mini concert.

1097
01:11:23,479 --> 01:11:25,412
Ladies, I brought Robin
to play for you..

1098
01:11:34,628 --> 01:11:36,698
Ladies, why would you do this?

1099
01:11:37,941 --> 01:11:41,531
Charlie spoke to us last night.
He told us to.

1100
01:11:41,565 --> 01:11:43,498
He told us to protest.

1101
01:11:45,189 --> 01:11:47,295
Jesus fucking Christ.

1102
01:11:49,159 --> 01:11:51,265
How the hell
did they get razors?

1103
01:11:51,299 --> 01:11:52,404
The guards love them.

1104
01:11:52,438 --> 01:11:55,269
They have all kinds of things
in their cells.

1105
01:11:55,303 --> 01:11:56,580
Are you okay?

1106
01:11:56,615 --> 01:11:59,651
It's just as long as
they're stuck alone together

1107
01:11:59,686 --> 01:12:03,483
in that unit just repeating their
brainwashing back to each other..

1108
01:12:06,244 --> 01:12:08,187
I mean, they're never gonna see
the real world again

1109
01:12:08,211 --> 01:12:10,766
so what is it
we can really do for them?

1110
01:12:15,080 --> 01:12:17,186
I just wanna remind them

1111
01:12:17,220 --> 01:12:18,567
if I can..

1112
01:12:21,017 --> 01:12:24,365
...of who they were before
they ever met Charles Manson.

1113
01:12:25,814 --> 01:12:28,541
I just wanna give them back
themselves.

1114
01:12:43,073 --> 01:12:44,660
Let's go take a walk.

1115
01:12:45,764 --> 01:12:47,732
Where's Charlie?

1116
01:12:47,766 --> 01:12:49,561
He went somewhere with Paul.

1117
01:12:49,596 --> 01:12:51,736
Seems like
he's been gone forever.

1118
01:12:54,601 --> 01:12:57,224
- You like living here?
- Yeah. You should join us.

1119
01:12:57,258 --> 01:12:59,088
- Nah, I need my freedom.
- Freedom?

1120
01:12:59,122 --> 01:13:01,055
That's all we have here.

1121
01:13:08,061 --> 01:13:09,269
I like you.

1122
01:13:10,581 --> 01:13:12,583
You should come away
on adventures with me.

1123
01:13:12,618 --> 01:13:15,103
I have a lot
of responsibilities here.

1124
01:13:15,137 --> 01:13:17,070
We're preparing for a war.

1125
01:13:18,002 --> 01:13:19,014
Well, if we're all gonna die

1126
01:13:19,038 --> 01:13:20,764
we better get
to making love, huh?

1127
01:13:20,798 --> 01:13:22,766
Well, I don't know about that.

1128
01:13:22,800 --> 01:13:23,939
Come on.

1129
01:13:23,974 --> 01:13:26,183
You might be my last chance,
baby.

1130
01:13:36,019 --> 01:13:38,125
Hey. Who the fuck are you?

1131
01:13:42,405 --> 01:13:43,820
Sorry, man. I came..

1132
01:13:43,855 --> 01:13:46,616
I came with Danny and them guys.

1133
01:13:46,651 --> 01:13:48,422
- I thought you...
- Get the fuck out of here.

1134
01:13:48,446 --> 01:13:50,009
And don't you come back
unless you're invited

1135
01:13:50,033 --> 01:13:51,310
which you wont be.

1136
01:13:51,345 --> 01:13:53,623
Get up. Get out.

1137
01:13:53,658 --> 01:13:55,428
You want me to help
get your dick in your pants?

1138
01:13:55,452 --> 01:13:57,385
Get the fuck out of my barn!

1139
01:13:59,594 --> 01:14:01,975
You guys got a weird scene
going on up here, man.

1140
01:14:05,082 --> 01:14:06,980
You ask me first!

1141
01:14:09,086 --> 01:14:11,191
You don't just whore around.

1142
01:14:12,261 --> 01:14:14,022
That is it.

1143
01:14:14,056 --> 01:14:16,887
No more hippie kids looking
for a free ride and a quick lay.

1144
01:14:16,920 --> 01:14:19,682
Nobody has any visitors
unless it goes through me.

1145
01:14:19,716 --> 01:14:22,374
We need to stay focused
on our scene.

1146
01:14:22,409 --> 01:14:23,962
No more outsiders.

1147
01:14:43,774 --> 01:14:46,052
I'm gonna go on an adventure.

1148
01:14:47,950 --> 01:14:50,056
You can come.

1149
01:14:50,090 --> 01:14:51,264
Bring Lulu.

1150
01:14:53,404 --> 01:14:56,614
Bring that Linda girl.
We'll use her car.

1151
01:14:56,649 --> 01:14:58,236
We get
in the rich people's houses

1152
01:14:58,271 --> 01:15:01,136
and we get in their heads,
you dig?

1153
01:15:01,170 --> 01:15:04,379
You just, you get in
and get out. Don't be afraid.

1154
01:15:04,414 --> 01:15:06,830
Mess things up a bit,
but don't break anything.

1155
01:15:06,865 --> 01:15:08,418
Alright, take a wallet
here and there

1156
01:15:08,453 --> 01:15:10,938
but mostly just let them know
that they're not safe.

1157
01:15:10,972 --> 01:15:12,802
But what if they wake up?

1158
01:15:12,836 --> 01:15:15,908
Don't allow them to. Use your
training, man. Be invisible.

1159
01:16:30,462 --> 01:16:33,500
He'll wake up and say, "Honey,
where did I put my wallet?"

1160
01:16:34,950 --> 01:16:38,055
And he'll say, "Why did you put
the portraits upside down?"

1161
01:16:40,161 --> 01:16:41,749
What's in the wallet?

1162
01:16:43,267 --> 01:16:46,754
Uh, uh, sixty bucks
and three credit cards.

1163
01:16:46,788 --> 01:16:48,928
Well, that's nothing.
Next time we tie some piggies up

1164
01:16:48,963 --> 01:16:50,896
and we scare them to death.

1165
01:17:15,989 --> 01:17:20,062
Lulu, I think
you should leave here.

1166
01:17:20,096 --> 01:17:22,028
I came to help you do that.

1167
01:17:25,342 --> 01:17:28,621
It looks like you're being made
to stay here against your will.

1168
01:17:28,656 --> 01:17:30,727
I can take you right now.

1169
01:17:30,761 --> 01:17:33,384
You can drop that broom, get on
my bike and we'll be gone.

1170
01:17:35,179 --> 01:17:37,112
Nobody will stop us.

1171
01:17:58,029 --> 01:17:59,064
No.

1172
01:18:01,584 --> 01:18:03,759
I'm staying here.

1173
01:18:03,793 --> 01:18:06,382
I want to be here. I-I mean..

1174
01:18:06,416 --> 01:18:07,832
Thank... thank you.

1175
01:18:12,698 --> 01:18:14,838
Are you sure about this?

1176
01:18:14,872 --> 01:18:17,495
I ain't expecting nothing
from you.

1177
01:18:17,530 --> 01:18:18,576
I mean,
we... we ain't gotta ball

1178
01:18:18,600 --> 01:18:20,844
just 'cause I get you
out of here.

1179
01:18:20,878 --> 01:18:23,260
You just look like you need
rescuing, that's all.

1180
01:18:30,129 --> 01:18:31,439
I'm sure.

1181
01:18:42,899 --> 01:18:44,107
Let's go.

1182
01:19:26,527 --> 01:19:28,736
You wanna leave me?

1183
01:19:28,771 --> 01:19:29,772
Jump.

1184
01:19:48,582 --> 01:19:51,171
That's my Lulu.

1185
01:19:51,206 --> 01:19:53,311
I knew you weren't going
anywhere.

1186
01:20:26,791 --> 01:20:27,930
Hi.

1187
01:20:30,174 --> 01:20:31,520
How are you?

1188
01:20:34,005 --> 01:20:36,490
I've realized

1189
01:20:36,525 --> 01:20:40,460
if I succeed in making them
really accept what they did..

1190
01:20:42,531 --> 01:20:44,878
...then they will have to live
with that horror.

1191
01:20:46,604 --> 01:20:49,331
Isn't that what prison's for?

1192
01:20:49,365 --> 01:20:51,159
Atonement?

1193
01:20:51,194 --> 01:20:53,679
Taking responsibility
for one's actions?

1194
01:20:56,544 --> 01:20:59,616
They will have to live
with that horror every day

1195
01:20:59,650 --> 01:21:01,445
for the rest of their lives.

1196
01:21:02,688 --> 01:21:05,760
I'm opening the door
to that torment.

1197
01:21:07,589 --> 01:21:10,661
To the place where
their punishment truly begins.

1198
01:21:15,044 --> 01:21:17,460
- I like the 9-11.
- Yeah, me too.

1199
01:21:17,495 --> 01:21:20,256
I like the little guy though.

1200
01:21:20,291 --> 01:21:21,948
That's, uh, that's personal.

1201
01:21:23,018 --> 01:21:24,157
Personal?

1202
01:21:46,937 --> 01:21:49,457
I mean, it was just like
you said it'd be out there.

1203
01:21:50,872 --> 01:21:53,633
Plastic people everywhere.

1204
01:21:53,668 --> 01:21:55,808
But I belong here with you.

1205
01:21:58,604 --> 01:22:00,570
Well, then get ready to fight.

1206
01:22:08,993 --> 01:22:11,512
Now we put the piggy
in the chair.

1207
01:22:11,547 --> 01:22:13,273
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1208
01:22:13,307 --> 01:22:14,964
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1209
01:22:14,999 --> 01:22:16,690
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1210
01:22:16,724 --> 01:22:17,909
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1211
01:22:17,933 --> 01:22:19,255
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1212
01:22:19,279 --> 01:22:20,670
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1213
01:22:20,694 --> 01:22:22,015
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1214
01:22:22,039 --> 01:22:23,396
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1215
01:22:23,420 --> 01:22:24,904
- Who's the piggy?
- Who's the piggy?

1216
01:22:24,939 --> 01:22:26,226
- Kill the piggy.
- Kill the piggy!

1217
01:22:26,250 --> 01:22:27,734
- Kill the piggy.
- Kill the piggy!

1218
01:22:27,769 --> 01:22:29,091
- Kill the piggy.
- Kill the piggy!

1219
01:22:29,115 --> 01:22:31,359
Now imagine we just yanked
this piggy out of his car.

1220
01:22:31,393 --> 01:22:33,337
I want you to look at him and
I want you to stare at him

1221
01:22:33,361 --> 01:22:35,328
and I want you to scare him
to death!

1222
01:22:38,953 --> 01:22:40,896
Now we could tie him up
and we could scare the piggy

1223
01:22:40,920 --> 01:22:42,139
into willing us
all of his money.

1224
01:22:42,163 --> 01:22:43,854
We could kill his family
in front of him

1225
01:22:43,889 --> 01:22:45,786
but I need you
to give this gift to me.

1226
01:22:45,820 --> 01:22:48,823
Are you willing
to die for me, Tex?

1227
01:22:48,858 --> 01:22:51,205
Are you willing
to let me kill you?

1228
01:22:51,240 --> 01:22:53,380
Yeah, Charlie.

1229
01:22:53,414 --> 01:22:55,934
Charlie, you can kill me.

1230
01:22:55,969 --> 01:22:58,385
You can kill me. I'm ready.

1231
01:23:00,939 --> 01:23:02,872
I'm ready.

1232
01:23:02,907 --> 01:23:04,839
We put the piggy in the chair.

1233
01:23:14,918 --> 01:23:16,609
You can kill me, Charlie.

1234
01:23:16,643 --> 01:23:18,266
- I can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1235
01:23:18,300 --> 01:23:19,957
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1236
01:23:19,992 --> 01:23:21,545
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1237
01:23:21,579 --> 01:23:23,029
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1238
01:23:23,064 --> 01:23:24,617
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1239
01:23:24,651 --> 01:23:25,974
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me.

1240
01:23:25,998 --> 01:23:27,551
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me!

1241
01:23:27,585 --> 01:23:28,977
- We can kill you.
- You can kill me!

1242
01:23:29,001 --> 01:23:30,864
- We can kill you!
- You can kill me!

1243
01:23:30,899 --> 01:23:32,117
- We can kill you!
- You can kill me!

1244
01:23:32,141 --> 01:23:33,694
- We can kill you!
- You can kill me!

1245
01:23:39,320 --> 01:23:40,943
Tex Watson's gone.

1246
01:23:42,703 --> 01:23:44,256
He doesn't exist anymore.

1247
01:23:46,224 --> 01:23:47,950
Now there's just this.

1248
01:23:49,848 --> 01:23:52,230
A body named Tex

1249
01:23:52,264 --> 01:23:54,438
that carries around
a little piece of Charlie.

1250
01:23:56,336 --> 01:23:58,269
A little piece of the infinite.

1251
01:24:05,897 --> 01:24:07,969
It's Charlie Manson, baby.

1252
01:24:08,003 --> 01:24:09,280
Yeah, for Terry.

1253
01:24:10,799 --> 01:24:13,698
Yeah, well, I can call back,
but..

1254
01:24:13,733 --> 01:24:15,804
Yeah, man, I dig.
That's cool. I can call back.

1255
01:24:15,838 --> 01:24:17,323
That's no problem. Alright.

1256
01:24:26,124 --> 01:24:27,342
You think I don't know
you're there, Terry?

1257
01:24:27,366 --> 01:24:28,333
You think I don't know
you're there?

1258
01:24:28,367 --> 01:24:29,586
I'll burn your fucking eyes out

1259
01:24:29,610 --> 01:24:30,576
with this fucking cigarette.

1260
01:24:30,611 --> 01:24:32,199
You fucking weasel fuck.

1261
01:25:02,469 --> 01:25:03,952
Oh.

1262
01:25:03,987 --> 01:25:06,369
Hello. Welcome. Do I know you?

1263
01:25:06,403 --> 01:25:09,303
Uh, no, no,
I'm just looking for Terry.

1264
01:25:09,337 --> 01:25:11,753
Terry Melcher.
I've been to a few parties here.

1265
01:25:11,788 --> 01:25:14,170
- Hey, have I met you before?
- No.

1266
01:25:14,204 --> 01:25:15,309
Well, um..

1267
01:25:16,620 --> 01:25:19,658
...Terry moved to Malibu,
so he's not here.

1268
01:25:19,692 --> 01:25:22,178
But are you a friend of Terry's?

1269
01:25:23,558 --> 01:25:25,767
- Please come in if you want.
- No, no, thank you.

1270
01:25:33,464 --> 01:25:35,845
Okay. Goodnight.

1271
01:25:35,880 --> 01:25:36,984
Goodnight.

1272
01:25:50,997 --> 01:25:52,723
- Thank you.
- Well, of course.

1273
01:25:52,758 --> 01:25:55,312
...world-famous director
Roman Polanski.

1274
01:25:55,347 --> 01:25:57,901
Beautiful Sharon Tate
had no way of knowing

1275
01:25:57,935 --> 01:26:00,352
the horrific tragedy
that would soon befall her.

1276
01:26:00,386 --> 01:26:02,699
I can feel very alone at a party

1277
01:26:02,733 --> 01:26:04,839
on the set or in general

1278
01:26:04,873 --> 01:26:07,497
if I'm not in harmony
with the things around me.

1279
01:26:07,531 --> 01:26:10,638
I'm very sensitive
to ugly situations.

1280
01:26:10,672 --> 01:26:11,949
I'm quick to read people

1281
01:26:11,984 --> 01:26:14,572
and I pick up
if someone's reacting to me

1282
01:26:14,606 --> 01:26:16,746
as just a sexy blond.

1283
01:26:16,781 --> 01:26:18,196
Times like those, I freeze.

1284
01:26:18,231 --> 01:26:19,542
Lord Jesus..

1285
01:26:19,577 --> 01:26:21,268
Who would you like to be
in your next life?

1286
01:26:21,303 --> 01:26:23,374
I open up the door to my heart.

1287
01:26:24,616 --> 01:26:26,998
Please come in
and forgive my sins.

1288
01:26:29,276 --> 01:26:30,450
No!

1289
01:26:31,934 --> 01:26:33,108
Dig.

1290
01:26:35,765 --> 01:26:37,870
The time is now, man.
Helter Skelter.

1291
01:26:37,904 --> 01:26:39,423
You go into Terry Melcher's
old house

1292
01:26:39,458 --> 01:26:41,770
and you make it look like
blackie's work.

1293
01:26:50,469 --> 01:26:52,447
Couple of weeks ago,
me and Mary went on an acid run

1294
01:26:52,471 --> 01:26:54,887
in Hollywood, you know.

1295
01:26:54,921 --> 01:26:57,683
Even though they gave us this,
this really special stuff

1296
01:26:57,717 --> 01:26:59,718
called Orange Sunshine.

1297
01:26:59,753 --> 01:27:01,237
And when we got outside

1298
01:27:01,272 --> 01:27:03,274
we were convinced
that we were invisible.

1299
01:27:04,689 --> 01:27:08,106
Yeah. So we hitched a ride
over the Canyon, right

1300
01:27:08,141 --> 01:27:10,350
and the driver, all of a sudden,
he just jerks around

1301
01:27:10,384 --> 01:27:12,121
and he starts screaming
at us, you know, like

1302
01:27:12,145 --> 01:27:14,699
"Who are you? What the fuck
are you doing to my car?"

1303
01:27:14,733 --> 01:27:17,219
So we realized

1304
01:27:17,253 --> 01:27:19,738
that we actually were invisible

1305
01:27:19,773 --> 01:27:22,395
and what Charlie said was true.

1306
01:27:22,430 --> 01:27:24,604
Once you burn every thought
out of your head..

1307
01:27:26,399 --> 01:27:29,368
...there's nothing left
for anyone else to see.

1308
01:27:29,402 --> 01:27:32,164
So we were staring
into the setting sun..

1309
01:27:33,199 --> 01:27:35,339
...and..

1310
01:27:35,374 --> 01:27:37,307
...it felt like we were looking
right at God.

1311
01:27:38,515 --> 01:27:39,964
And I realized..

1312
01:27:41,449 --> 01:27:43,461
...I realized that the closer
the sun got to setting

1313
01:27:43,485 --> 01:27:46,901
the closer I knew
the end of the world was.

1314
01:27:46,936 --> 01:27:49,076
What Charlie said was true.

1315
01:27:49,110 --> 01:27:51,837
The apocalypse is at hand
and the present world is dying.

1316
01:27:53,529 --> 01:27:57,084
From then on, I haven't had
a trace of doubt in my mind.

1317
01:27:57,118 --> 01:27:59,397
It's coming down
and it's coming down fast.

1318
01:28:24,662 --> 01:28:26,146
Please.

1319
01:28:26,181 --> 01:28:28,494
Please, just take me with you.

1320
01:28:28,528 --> 01:28:31,255
Please just let me live
to have my baby.

1321
01:28:36,501 --> 01:28:37,709
Please.

1322
01:28:43,335 --> 01:28:44,578
Kill her.

1323
01:28:50,100 --> 01:28:51,343
No, no, no.

1324
01:28:52,793 --> 01:28:55,622
Adorned with bright,
shiny things

1325
01:28:55,657 --> 01:28:59,592
I see that as something
totally pure and beautiful.

1326
01:28:59,626 --> 01:29:01,328
And what do you make
of some of the dark subjects

1327
01:29:01,352 --> 01:29:02,526
in your husband's films?

1328
01:29:02,560 --> 01:29:04,424
Everything that's realistic

1329
01:29:04,459 --> 01:29:06,737
has some sort of ugliness in it.

1330
01:29:06,771 --> 01:29:09,360
Even a flower is ugly
when it wilts..

1331
01:29:09,395 --> 01:29:12,018
Sadie, can you, please,
turn it down?

1332
01:29:12,052 --> 01:29:14,572
The ocean
when it becomes violent.

1333
01:29:17,230 --> 01:29:19,783
Was informative

1334
01:29:19,818 --> 01:29:21,337
interesting

1335
01:29:21,371 --> 01:29:23,822
but so graphic.

1336
01:29:23,856 --> 01:29:26,169
I saw Lulu blushing
when she was reading it.

1337
01:29:26,203 --> 01:29:27,412
I wasn't.

1338
01:29:29,172 --> 01:29:30,460
Karlene, don't take this
the wrong way

1339
01:29:30,484 --> 01:29:32,865
but are you a lesbian?

1340
01:29:32,900 --> 01:29:34,936
This seems kind of like
a lesbian book.

1341
01:29:36,144 --> 01:29:38,112
No, I'm not, Susan.

1342
01:29:38,146 --> 01:29:40,701
Oh. I'm sorry.

1343
01:29:41,873 --> 01:29:42,909
And glad.

1344
01:29:44,359 --> 01:29:47,465
It's against the Lord's way
and I would worry for you.

1345
01:29:47,500 --> 01:29:50,710
Well, we will have to agree
to disagree there.

1346
01:29:53,057 --> 01:29:55,577
You can tell us if you are.

1347
01:29:55,611 --> 01:29:58,545
I won't pass judgment on you.

1348
01:29:58,580 --> 01:30:01,445
It's just that
you dress that way

1349
01:30:01,479 --> 01:30:03,792
and you never talk
about your husband, so..

1350
01:30:05,551 --> 01:30:07,726
My husband and I split up
a year ago.

1351
01:30:09,624 --> 01:30:13,179
I don't like... talking
about him much.

1352
01:30:13,214 --> 01:30:14,353
He's not a good man.

1353
01:30:14,388 --> 01:30:15,734
I never saw you as someone

1354
01:30:15,768 --> 01:30:17,908
who would be with a bad man.

1355
01:30:20,463 --> 01:30:23,707
There are a lot of things
about all of you

1356
01:30:23,742 --> 01:30:26,331
that I would never guess
from looking at you.

1357
01:30:28,228 --> 01:30:30,955
Like, did you really believe

1358
01:30:30,989 --> 01:30:34,855
that you were going to find
an underground cave

1359
01:30:34,890 --> 01:30:37,513
and live that way
during the revolution?

1360
01:30:39,653 --> 01:30:43,277
So much of what you've told me
doesn't make logical sense.

1361
01:30:44,658 --> 01:30:46,798
How would you survive in a cave?

1362
01:30:53,356 --> 01:30:55,979
We wanted to believe
something big was gonna happen.

1363
01:30:58,568 --> 01:30:59,672
I mean..

1364
01:31:02,192 --> 01:31:05,195
Do you remember in 1969..

1365
01:31:06,714 --> 01:31:09,061
...it really felt like
there was gonna be

1366
01:31:09,095 --> 01:31:12,133
a huge cosmic shift

1367
01:31:12,167 --> 01:31:14,376
and things were never
gonna be the same?

1368
01:31:16,826 --> 01:31:19,760
Like there was
gonna be some big thing

1369
01:31:19,795 --> 01:31:21,762
that was gonna
change everything?

1370
01:31:22,936 --> 01:31:24,696
Come on, Karlene..

1371
01:31:25,904 --> 01:31:27,492
...you were there.

1372
01:31:28,597 --> 01:31:30,564
Didn't it feel that way to you?

1373
01:31:31,427 --> 01:31:32,842
Yeah, it did.

1374
01:31:35,293 --> 01:31:37,881
It felt that way
to most people I know.

1375
01:31:40,677 --> 01:31:43,162
But it didn't make them
kill strangers.

1376
01:31:45,302 --> 01:31:46,855
But we had to.

1377
01:31:50,169 --> 01:31:51,791
It was for..

1378
01:31:53,414 --> 01:31:54,656
For what?

1379
01:31:56,624 --> 01:31:58,419
What was it for?

1380
01:32:09,498 --> 01:32:10,706
My hand hurts.

1381
01:32:14,088 --> 01:32:16,401
The... the knife didn't have
a proper handle

1382
01:32:16,436 --> 01:32:18,472
and it just kept hitting
the bone.

1383
01:32:21,441 --> 01:32:25,029
So it's all going down
like Charlie said?

1384
01:32:27,342 --> 01:32:28,343
Yeah..

1385
01:32:30,138 --> 01:32:31,380
It's pretty heavy.

1386
01:32:32,658 --> 01:32:34,729
But... but it's like
Charlie said.

1387
01:32:34,763 --> 01:32:38,249
"If you love everything

1388
01:32:38,284 --> 01:32:41,943
then you don't have to think
about things." Right?

1389
01:32:43,220 --> 01:32:45,394
- Right on.
- Okay.

1390
01:32:49,259 --> 01:32:52,918
- What was it like?
- The people were very young.

1391
01:32:55,093 --> 01:32:56,853
It didn't seem right.

1392
01:33:00,650 --> 01:33:02,307
But it was the right thing
to do.

1393
01:33:04,654 --> 01:33:06,967
Charlie asked me to do it
and I did it.

1394
01:33:08,175 --> 01:33:10,901
No ego. No trip.

1395
01:33:10,935 --> 01:33:12,879
Charlie taught us that death
and life are the same thing

1396
01:33:12,903 --> 01:33:15,457
so there's nothing
to be afraid of.

1397
01:33:15,492 --> 01:33:17,563
You can't be afraid
if you don't exist.

1398
01:33:22,326 --> 01:33:23,361
Yeah.

1399
01:33:45,106 --> 01:33:48,040
Honey, can you rub my feet

1400
01:33:48,075 --> 01:33:49,559
just for a minute?

1401
01:33:49,594 --> 01:33:51,527
It's always just for a minute.

1402
01:33:54,668 --> 01:33:56,772
That will be Cory letting us
know she got in okay.

1403
01:34:08,681 --> 01:34:09,820
Get up.

1404
01:34:12,616 --> 01:34:14,549
Stand over here.
Last night was too messy.

1405
01:34:14,583 --> 01:34:17,586
Tonight we're gonna go out
and we're gonna get it right.

1406
01:34:17,621 --> 01:34:18,759
Uh-huh?

1407
01:34:23,626 --> 01:34:25,075
I wanna go.

1408
01:34:28,803 --> 01:34:31,012
You come along then.

1409
01:34:55,139 --> 01:34:56,243
Well..

1410
01:35:00,075 --> 01:35:01,973
...there's two people in there.

1411
01:35:02,802 --> 01:35:04,768
I got them ready for ya.

1412
01:35:06,114 --> 01:35:08,220
They're calm.
Don't freak them out.

1413
01:35:10,532 --> 01:35:12,120
Do something witchy.

1414
01:35:14,847 --> 01:35:16,780
And find your own way home.

1415
01:35:31,173 --> 01:35:32,692
What are you gonna do?

1416
01:35:32,726 --> 01:35:35,073
You're gonna kill us,
aren't you?

1417
01:35:35,108 --> 01:35:37,938
Did he say to kill them?
You're gonna kill us.

1418
01:35:44,945 --> 01:35:46,671
Please, don't do this.

1419
01:35:46,706 --> 01:35:47,983
Where's my wife?

1420
01:35:48,017 --> 01:35:49,743
I have a chest full of money
at the store.

1421
01:35:49,778 --> 01:35:52,952
Please. No! No! No! No! No!

1422
01:35:52,987 --> 01:35:55,921
No! Come on. Rosemary! Rosemary!

1423
01:35:55,955 --> 01:35:57,577
No! No! I got money!

1424
01:35:57,612 --> 01:36:00,063
I got money!
I got money! I got money!

1425
01:36:08,071 --> 01:36:09,762
What are you doing?

1426
01:36:11,453 --> 01:36:13,317
Go take care of her.

1427
01:36:13,352 --> 01:36:14,421
Go!

1428
01:36:22,153 --> 01:36:24,155
Get away from me!

1429
01:36:29,367 --> 01:36:31,645
Get away! Get away!

1430
01:36:43,000 --> 01:36:45,002
Somebody help us!

1431
01:36:45,037 --> 01:36:46,728
Somebody help!

1432
01:36:46,763 --> 01:36:48,903
No! No! No! No!

1433
01:36:48,937 --> 01:36:51,112
No! No! No! No!

1434
01:36:55,495 --> 01:36:56,704
No!

1435
01:37:18,932 --> 01:37:20,450
Get away!

1436
01:37:20,485 --> 01:37:21,451
Tex!

1437
01:37:21,486 --> 01:37:22,969
No! No!

1438
01:37:23,004 --> 01:37:24,522
Tex!

1439
01:38:00,040 --> 01:38:01,973
Come on now, Lulu.

1440
01:38:09,773 --> 01:38:12,223
Charlie says
everyone has to do something.

1441
01:38:59,199 --> 01:39:01,339
It was all for nothing.

1442
01:39:14,249 --> 01:39:17,010
We did those horrible things
for nothing.

1443
01:39:17,045 --> 01:39:19,184
Lulu, we did what we had to do.

1444
01:39:21,324 --> 01:39:23,567
Call me Leslie now, please.

1445
01:39:27,019 --> 01:39:28,849
My name is Leslie.

1446
01:39:34,889 --> 01:39:36,960
We didn't have to do any of it.

1447
01:39:40,136 --> 01:39:41,688
But we did.

1448
01:39:46,382 --> 01:39:47,832
And why?

1449
01:39:54,321 --> 01:39:57,255
Do you know why, Katie?

1450
01:40:00,638 --> 01:40:01,742
Sadie?

1451
01:40:03,675 --> 01:40:05,607
Why did we do those things?

1452
01:40:13,892 --> 01:40:15,928
Jimmy?

1453
01:40:15,963 --> 01:40:17,965
Jimmy, can I get out, please?

1454
01:44:39,974 --> 01:44:44,495
♪ Peace of mind

1455
01:44:44,529 --> 01:44:48,809
♪ To find is not easy

1456
01:44:50,052 --> 01:44:56,576
♪ When the one you love

1457
01:44:56,610 --> 01:44:59,613
♪ You don't trust

1458
01:44:59,648 --> 01:45:05,170
♪ When I picture the image

1459
01:45:05,204 --> 01:45:10,382
♪ Of someone else beside her

1460
01:45:10,416 --> 01:45:15,697
♪ I see a reflection
of violence ♪

1461
01:45:15,732 --> 01:45:19,839
♪ And emotion of life
that is used ♪

1462
01:45:21,634 --> 01:45:26,605
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh

1463
01:45:26,639 --> 01:45:31,540
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh

1464
01:45:31,574 --> 01:45:36,234
♪ I see a reflection
of violence ♪

1465
01:45:36,269 --> 01:45:41,205
♪ And emotion of life
that is used ♪

1466
01:46:27,421 --> 01:46:31,563
♪ You will see

1467
01:46:31,598 --> 01:46:36,327
♪ That the mind
cannot furnish ♪

1468
01:46:37,603 --> 01:46:43,781
♪ Things that you want
were gone ♪

1469
01:46:43,816 --> 01:46:46,888
♪ What can I see

1470
01:46:46,922 --> 01:46:49,511
♪ When the one thing

1471
01:46:49,546 --> 01:46:54,654
♪ That you had had passed

1472
01:46:54,689 --> 01:46:58,244
♪ Is not pretty

1473
01:46:58,279 --> 01:47:02,696
♪ You want to love so hard

1474
01:47:02,730 --> 01:47:08,702
♪ But you bleed through
every time ♪

1475
01:47:08,736 --> 01:47:14,224
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh

1476
01:47:14,259 --> 01:47:19,229
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh

1477
01:47:19,264 --> 01:47:23,612
♪ You want to love so hard

1478
01:47:23,647 --> 01:47:28,583
♪ But you bleed through
every time ♪♪

1479
01:47:40,353 --> 01:47:45,254
♪ Frankincense and eucalyptus

1480
01:47:45,289 --> 01:47:49,396
♪ Bring me
into my mother's kitchen ♪

1481
01:47:49,430 --> 01:47:54,228
♪ With rosaries
and crystal beads ♪

1482
01:47:54,262 --> 01:47:57,611
♪ Her pink heart bleeds out

1483
01:47:57,645 --> 01:48:01,408
♪ Green money
that she'll give to me ♪

1484
01:48:04,065 --> 01:48:10,174
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1485
01:48:10,208 --> 01:48:12,590
♪ Of me dying

1486
01:48:12,625 --> 01:48:19,183
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1487
01:48:19,217 --> 01:48:26,017
♪ Of me living too

1488
01:48:29,607 --> 01:48:33,403
♪ Rosemary cotton dry linen

1489
01:48:33,438 --> 01:48:37,821
♪ My mother's body
is the only one ♪

1490
01:48:37,856 --> 01:48:42,481
♪ That I've ever lived in

1491
01:48:42,516 --> 01:48:48,936
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1492
01:48:48,970 --> 01:48:51,525
♪ Of me dying

1493
01:48:51,559 --> 01:48:58,254
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1494
01:48:58,289 --> 01:49:05,227
♪ Of me living too

1495
01:49:08,748 --> 01:49:13,546
♪ Coffee toast
jam with butter ♪

1496
01:49:13,580 --> 01:49:17,826
♪ I hear every word
she utters ♪

1497
01:49:17,860 --> 01:49:22,381
♪ And I can't wait

1498
01:49:22,416 --> 01:49:25,419
♪ To taste

1499
01:49:27,248 --> 01:49:33,565
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1500
01:49:33,599 --> 01:49:35,843
♪ Of me dying

1501
01:49:35,877 --> 01:49:42,607
♪ And I remember the day
that I felt she was afraid ♪

1502
01:49:42,642 --> 01:49:47,647
♪ Of me living too ♪