1 00:00:42,342 --> 00:00:44,274 Lately, it's like I'm watching myself 2 00:00:44,302 --> 00:00:45,734 in the movie of my life. 3 00:00:47,014 --> 00:00:49,196 It's like I'm removed from reality. 4 00:00:57,107 --> 00:00:59,956 It's gonna be fucking freezing tonight. 5 00:01:00,068 --> 00:01:02,834 Please, I don't want to die out here. 6 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:09,633 And then reality comes crashing back in. 7 00:01:14,041 --> 00:01:16,139 I was just out for a run. 8 00:01:18,086 --> 00:01:20,435 I found him out on Navy Pier this time. 9 00:01:20,464 --> 00:01:22,270 Just standing there. 10 00:01:22,299 --> 00:01:24,481 I lost track of time. That's all. I... 11 00:01:25,844 --> 00:01:29,069 - How did you even find me? - Clay, last week you go out running, 12 00:01:29,097 --> 00:01:31,988 and you wind up in front of Bryce's old house, 13 00:01:32,017 --> 00:01:33,949 now you're at the place where he got killed? 14 00:01:33,977 --> 00:01:37,410 - I didn't mean to go there. - I just... I kept running, 15 00:01:37,439 --> 00:01:41,706 and I didn't hear my phone 'cause I was... thinking. 16 00:01:44,571 --> 00:01:45,669 Well, um... 17 00:01:47,365 --> 00:01:51,508 we told you that we were going to be doing random drug testing on you both 18 00:01:51,536 --> 00:01:53,552 while Justin was still in the program, 19 00:01:53,914 --> 00:01:54,970 and... 20 00:01:55,916 --> 00:01:58,056 now seems like as good a time as any. 21 00:01:58,418 --> 00:01:59,933 Like, right now? 22 00:02:01,088 --> 00:02:02,144 Yes, right now. 23 00:02:02,589 --> 00:02:03,770 Is that a problem? 24 00:02:05,008 --> 00:02:06,008 No. 25 00:02:06,635 --> 00:02:07,983 No, it's not a problem. 26 00:02:08,303 --> 00:02:10,068 Jesus, you're overreacting. 27 00:02:10,097 --> 00:02:12,863 We just want to make sure you're being safe. 28 00:02:12,891 --> 00:02:14,656 We want to know we can trust you. 29 00:02:14,684 --> 00:02:17,492 If you trusted us, you wouldn't be testing us. 30 00:02:17,521 --> 00:02:20,745 OK, Clay, that's enough. You're up first. 31 00:02:30,575 --> 00:02:33,717 But lately, even reality isn't making sense. 32 00:02:34,162 --> 00:02:35,802 I mean, the test must be... 33 00:02:36,665 --> 00:02:38,013 expired or something. 34 00:02:38,458 --> 00:02:39,458 No. 35 00:02:40,043 --> 00:02:41,224 The tests are fine. 36 00:02:43,964 --> 00:02:47,397 - Then he must have switched the samples. - Are you serious right now? 37 00:02:48,093 --> 00:02:49,900 How would I have switched them? 38 00:02:49,928 --> 00:02:52,194 I don't know. I'm sure it's something you would know. 39 00:02:52,222 --> 00:02:53,570 What does that even mean? 40 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:58,450 Guys, I have been going to all my meetings. 41 00:02:58,478 --> 00:03:00,785 I have been checking in with the counselors. 42 00:03:02,899 --> 00:03:03,997 I'm doing good. 43 00:03:06,194 --> 00:03:10,170 Justin... did you go back to your old neighborhood last week? 44 00:03:12,033 --> 00:03:13,048 How did... 45 00:03:15,829 --> 00:03:16,843 Yeah, I might have. 46 00:03:17,205 --> 00:03:20,305 - What were you doing there? - I wasn't buying drugs. 47 00:03:20,333 --> 00:03:21,333 OK. 48 00:03:21,835 --> 00:03:23,016 So why were you there? 49 00:03:26,423 --> 00:03:27,562 OK. 50 00:03:27,924 --> 00:03:32,400 If that's how it's going to be, then both of you are grounded. 51 00:03:32,846 --> 00:03:36,488 Until one of you can tell us why this test is positive, 52 00:03:36,516 --> 00:03:40,700 neither of you are leaving this house apart from going to school. Understand? 53 00:03:41,479 --> 00:03:43,453 All right, get some rest. 54 00:03:50,322 --> 00:03:51,962 You're fucking using again? 55 00:03:51,990 --> 00:03:54,089 Fuck you. You know I'm clean. 56 00:03:55,035 --> 00:03:56,758 Then why were you in your old neighborhood? 57 00:03:56,786 --> 00:03:59,427 You tell me, 'cause clearly, you followed me 58 00:03:59,456 --> 00:04:01,888 and then ran straight home to rat me out. 59 00:04:01,917 --> 00:04:03,223 I didn't follow you. 60 00:04:03,251 --> 00:04:05,976 Then how the fuck did they know I was there? Hm? 61 00:04:06,546 --> 00:04:09,980 They were asleep when I left, and they were asleep when I came home. 62 00:04:12,761 --> 00:04:14,818 How did my dad know I was at the pier? 63 00:04:14,846 --> 00:04:17,112 He just happens to see me from the overpass? 64 00:04:17,140 --> 00:04:19,114 He just happens to find me last week? 65 00:04:19,142 --> 00:04:21,449 He couldn't have followed you because... 66 00:04:22,771 --> 00:04:24,286 'cause he left way after you. 67 00:04:29,486 --> 00:04:31,042 What if it's our phones? 68 00:04:31,821 --> 00:04:32,877 What? 69 00:04:33,823 --> 00:04:37,924 They gave us these phones for Christmas with a bunch of apps already loaded. 70 00:04:37,953 --> 00:04:41,678 What if one of those apps is, like, tracking us? 71 00:04:42,749 --> 00:04:45,390 All right, Clay, you're being so paranoid. 72 00:04:45,418 --> 00:04:48,226 Your dad found you because you've been doing crazy shit, 73 00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:51,146 like showing up at the fucking pier or Bryce's house! 74 00:04:51,174 --> 00:04:54,065 - What the hell? - Why were you in your old neighborhood? 75 00:04:54,678 --> 00:04:56,776 What the hell have you been up to, Justin? 76 00:04:59,224 --> 00:05:00,697 Yeah, that's what I thought. 77 00:05:01,810 --> 00:05:03,366 Why'd you test positive? 78 00:05:03,770 --> 00:05:04,868 Fuck you. 79 00:05:14,030 --> 00:05:18,006 And I'm just sitting watching the whole thing from somewhere else. 80 00:05:20,036 --> 00:05:21,036 Hey. 81 00:05:21,705 --> 00:05:24,220 Yeah, it's, uh... it's Foley. 82 00:05:26,751 --> 00:05:28,308 I need to see you. 83 00:05:36,428 --> 00:05:37,484 Hey, baby girl. 84 00:05:37,512 --> 00:05:39,235 Sorry I missed dinner. 85 00:05:39,264 --> 00:05:40,945 That's all right. I was out. 86 00:05:41,891 --> 00:05:42,989 With Diego? 87 00:05:44,394 --> 00:05:45,394 Um... 88 00:05:45,645 --> 00:05:46,868 Yeah. 89 00:05:46,896 --> 00:05:49,250 My, you two have been spending quite a bit of time together. 90 00:05:49,274 --> 00:05:51,081 Should we have him over for dinner? 91 00:05:51,359 --> 00:05:55,418 You know, he doesn't really do so well talking with adults, or most people. 92 00:05:55,780 --> 00:05:57,504 Football player, right? 93 00:05:57,615 --> 00:05:59,297 Yeah, sounds like a charmer. 94 00:06:00,535 --> 00:06:03,134 Guess he's texting you night and day, though. 95 00:06:05,373 --> 00:06:08,640 - Not really, no. - Yeah, well, I'd love to have him over. 96 00:06:09,461 --> 00:06:11,851 Hey, what about, uh, Saturday night? 97 00:06:12,297 --> 00:06:14,646 I mean, I'd rather have you home than at that... 98 00:06:15,091 --> 00:06:17,399 What's it called? The Find Your Drink party? 99 00:06:19,637 --> 00:06:22,695 - How do you know there's a party? - Air Force intelligence. 100 00:06:23,350 --> 00:06:24,614 Sleep well, my love. 101 00:06:26,436 --> 00:06:28,243 You're in logistics. 102 00:06:29,397 --> 00:06:30,537 Fuck. 103 00:06:33,610 --> 00:06:36,418 - Hey, Coach. - How you doing, kid? 104 00:06:39,199 --> 00:06:40,199 Uh... 105 00:06:41,493 --> 00:06:42,493 Not so good. 106 00:06:42,827 --> 00:06:43,827 I, uh... 107 00:06:45,997 --> 00:06:47,345 Yeah, not so good. 108 00:06:47,874 --> 00:06:49,514 - Did you take a fall? - No. 109 00:06:51,711 --> 00:06:53,351 No, I'm still clean. I... 110 00:06:57,258 --> 00:06:58,731 Uh, actually, the... 111 00:07:00,178 --> 00:07:03,486 The Jensens drug tested us, 112 00:07:04,724 --> 00:07:08,158 and I was clean, and... 113 00:07:09,479 --> 00:07:10,702 Clay wasn't, 114 00:07:12,190 --> 00:07:16,624 and then he accused me of switching the tests. 115 00:07:20,782 --> 00:07:22,630 I don't know. I think they might... 116 00:07:23,535 --> 00:07:25,425 they might have believed him. 117 00:07:28,373 --> 00:07:29,804 You think, or you know? 118 00:07:30,333 --> 00:07:31,389 I don't know. 119 00:07:32,710 --> 00:07:34,184 Just feels like... 120 00:07:37,048 --> 00:07:38,813 like no one believes in me. 121 00:07:39,926 --> 00:07:42,317 Like no one trusts me. 122 00:07:43,138 --> 00:07:44,652 The Jensens tested you. 123 00:07:45,473 --> 00:07:47,947 That doesn't mean they don't trust you, right? 124 00:07:47,976 --> 00:07:51,242 Probably means they want you to be successful. 125 00:07:51,980 --> 00:07:53,953 You working the steps? 126 00:07:55,108 --> 00:07:56,108 OK. 127 00:07:56,484 --> 00:07:57,707 You're making amends? 128 00:07:58,445 --> 00:07:59,445 Trying to. 129 00:07:59,779 --> 00:08:02,378 I don't really feel like I can. 130 00:08:05,076 --> 00:08:06,674 You know, I've got all this... 131 00:08:07,996 --> 00:08:10,303 I've got all this on me, and I... 132 00:08:12,792 --> 00:08:16,518 - I never know how to get out from under. - OK. Sure. Right. 133 00:08:17,755 --> 00:08:19,270 Let's talk it out. OK? 134 00:08:21,593 --> 00:08:23,107 - Yeah. - OK. 135 00:08:23,887 --> 00:08:24,887 Yeah. 136 00:08:25,513 --> 00:08:27,111 Yeah, OK. 137 00:08:28,183 --> 00:08:30,156 Not only am I not in control, 138 00:08:31,936 --> 00:08:33,201 I'm not even there. 139 00:08:33,813 --> 00:08:35,203 Hey, Tony. 140 00:08:35,899 --> 00:08:37,705 Man, what the hell happened to you? 141 00:08:38,151 --> 00:08:40,208 I haven't slept so much lately. I... 142 00:08:41,321 --> 00:08:44,087 I think things are wrong. I think shit's happening. 143 00:08:44,115 --> 00:08:46,005 Yeah, that's, like, for years now. 144 00:08:46,034 --> 00:08:47,423 You mean something new? 145 00:08:48,369 --> 00:08:50,134 I'm trying to figure that out. 146 00:08:50,497 --> 00:08:51,928 - I don't understand. - Hey. 147 00:08:52,749 --> 00:08:53,846 - Hey, Tyler. - Hey. 148 00:08:53,875 --> 00:08:56,683 Um, so you have your first fight this weekend, right? 149 00:08:57,128 --> 00:08:58,476 - Um... - You're fighting? 150 00:08:58,505 --> 00:09:00,061 Yes, to both questions. 151 00:09:00,089 --> 00:09:02,564 It's my first league match since I got my certification. 152 00:09:02,592 --> 00:09:06,568 Well, if you still need a cutman, like, in your corner, I'd really like to do it. 153 00:09:08,223 --> 00:09:11,948 Yeah. OK. Uh... Can you train after school? 154 00:09:12,685 --> 00:09:13,685 Yeah. For sure. 155 00:09:14,062 --> 00:09:15,994 Yeah. OK, great. I'll see you then. 156 00:09:17,857 --> 00:09:19,956 He hasn't spoken to me in two weeks 157 00:09:19,984 --> 00:09:23,585 since I pissed him off at the camping trip, so why now? 158 00:09:24,614 --> 00:09:25,753 Why are you fighting? 159 00:09:28,368 --> 00:09:29,757 What else am I gonna do? 160 00:09:31,996 --> 00:09:32,996 Yeah. 161 00:09:33,498 --> 00:09:34,762 Guess I hear that. 162 00:09:41,297 --> 00:09:44,981 It's hard to know what's real and what's, like, paranoia. 163 00:09:50,515 --> 00:09:54,073 So, um... you've never met my dad, have you? 164 00:09:54,102 --> 00:09:55,908 Or talked to him? 165 00:09:55,937 --> 00:09:58,036 Oh, shit, why? Is he after me? 166 00:09:58,064 --> 00:10:01,956 No, uh... he just seems to know who you are. 167 00:10:02,318 --> 00:10:05,918 Everyone knows who I am. I'm prominent and noteworthy. 168 00:10:05,947 --> 00:10:10,506 Oh, wow! That's so cute, your vocabulary. 169 00:10:12,203 --> 00:10:13,509 Fucking party's off. 170 00:10:14,414 --> 00:10:17,055 - What? Why? - Beecher's parents found out. 171 00:10:17,458 --> 00:10:19,057 So we find another house. 172 00:10:19,085 --> 00:10:21,059 How did Beecher's parents find out? 173 00:10:21,754 --> 00:10:23,686 Read his email or some shit. 174 00:10:25,842 --> 00:10:28,441 Whose parents are loaded and out of town right now? 175 00:10:29,220 --> 00:10:30,318 I don't know. 176 00:10:30,972 --> 00:10:32,153 Such bullshit. 177 00:10:35,143 --> 00:10:37,533 Did you hear? Find Your Drink got canceled. 178 00:10:38,354 --> 00:10:41,621 I did not hear but wasn't really listening. 179 00:10:41,649 --> 00:10:43,456 I wasn't planning on going to that. 180 00:10:44,402 --> 00:10:46,751 What is a Find Your Drink party anyway? 181 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:49,295 You find your drink before you head off to college. 182 00:10:50,408 --> 00:10:53,800 You know, like tequila, vodka, whiskey. 183 00:10:53,828 --> 00:10:57,095 You try them all, find which one is your drink, so you know. 184 00:10:58,791 --> 00:11:00,181 Can't you just know? 185 00:11:00,543 --> 00:11:03,434 It... Yeah, I don't know. I don't endorse the traditions. 186 00:11:03,463 --> 00:11:06,104 I'm just simply reporting the details as I get them. 187 00:11:06,132 --> 00:11:07,647 Yes. And it's appreciated. 188 00:11:08,217 --> 00:11:09,232 Thank you. 189 00:11:09,844 --> 00:11:12,110 So I try to focus, 190 00:11:13,056 --> 00:11:14,654 try to catch up to the plot. 191 00:11:15,350 --> 00:11:17,907 My dad knew how much Diego and I have been texting, 192 00:11:17,935 --> 00:11:19,742 and he knew what was on the texts. 193 00:11:20,229 --> 00:11:22,495 He probably tracks your GPS too. 194 00:11:23,191 --> 00:11:25,415 But this is crazy, right? 195 00:11:26,736 --> 00:11:28,668 I mean, I bet it's not a coincidence. 196 00:11:31,199 --> 00:11:34,549 But it's not just us. It's why Beecher canceled his party. 197 00:11:35,703 --> 00:11:37,760 We have more to lose than Beecher does. 198 00:11:38,790 --> 00:11:41,013 Isn't your dad on you all the time? 199 00:11:41,834 --> 00:11:45,560 Yeah, he's been watching me closely, but he doesn't track my phone. 200 00:11:46,005 --> 00:11:47,395 That you know of. 201 00:11:49,050 --> 00:11:50,273 He trusts me. 202 00:11:50,718 --> 00:11:52,191 Yes, I get the irony. 203 00:11:54,764 --> 00:11:55,820 Tony, I mean... 204 00:11:57,558 --> 00:11:59,031 This isn't crazy, right? 205 00:11:59,769 --> 00:12:02,535 Your folks don't seem like the type to track you. 206 00:12:03,523 --> 00:12:05,413 How else have they known everything? 207 00:12:07,151 --> 00:12:08,541 Where's Justin? 208 00:12:09,278 --> 00:12:10,668 Why isn't he here? 209 00:12:36,055 --> 00:12:37,111 Hey. 210 00:12:37,140 --> 00:12:40,782 Justin. Do you remember when you and me went to see Monty? 211 00:12:42,103 --> 00:12:44,952 We... we never went to see Monty. 212 00:12:56,033 --> 00:12:57,089 Justin? 213 00:12:58,494 --> 00:13:01,427 Wait. What time is it? What... Where have you been? 214 00:13:01,998 --> 00:13:02,998 Uh... 215 00:13:04,250 --> 00:13:05,640 It's midnight. 216 00:13:07,503 --> 00:13:08,503 Nowhere. 217 00:13:09,505 --> 00:13:10,686 They'll find out. 218 00:13:11,549 --> 00:13:12,730 Your parents? 219 00:13:13,259 --> 00:13:14,259 Them. 220 00:13:14,927 --> 00:13:15,942 Everyone. 221 00:13:16,554 --> 00:13:18,778 The party's off because they're watching us. 222 00:13:19,182 --> 00:13:20,613 We gotta figure that out. 223 00:13:20,641 --> 00:13:22,156 We need to get sleep. 224 00:13:22,935 --> 00:13:23,950 OK? 225 00:13:31,277 --> 00:13:33,417 All right, we can do it, no problem. 226 00:13:33,446 --> 00:13:37,588 But seriously, Clay, you're doing this so the jocks can have a party? 227 00:13:37,617 --> 00:13:39,048 We can all go to the party. 228 00:13:39,076 --> 00:13:41,092 And if we can message everyone a new location 229 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:42,510 without any adults finding out, 230 00:13:42,538 --> 00:13:45,847 then I know that my secret shit can stay secret from here on out. 231 00:13:48,795 --> 00:13:50,935 All right. We're on it. 232 00:13:51,798 --> 00:13:53,980 We'll have to get a GPS spoofer on everyone's phone. 233 00:13:54,008 --> 00:13:56,107 And set up a VPN so people can download it 234 00:13:56,135 --> 00:13:59,110 - without the school knowing. - And we'll need everyone who uses email 235 00:13:59,138 --> 00:14:01,571 to have a translator and a cipher from the dark web. 236 00:14:01,599 --> 00:14:03,531 - Yup. - Who uses email? 237 00:14:03,559 --> 00:14:06,075 People do, dickhead, OK? I've seen the stats. 238 00:14:06,103 --> 00:14:07,103 Sure. 239 00:14:07,647 --> 00:14:09,078 Amazing. I mean, 240 00:14:10,149 --> 00:14:12,832 how can you guys be punks and geeks at the same time? 241 00:14:12,860 --> 00:14:14,667 There aren't genres anymore, Clay. 242 00:14:14,695 --> 00:14:15,695 No labels, 243 00:14:15,988 --> 00:14:17,086 just people. 244 00:14:17,114 --> 00:14:19,881 I mean, you just called the jocks "jocks." 245 00:14:20,243 --> 00:14:23,092 It's how they self-identify. I'm just being respectful. 246 00:14:23,788 --> 00:14:25,261 Preach. 247 00:14:28,125 --> 00:14:31,142 Of course I keep secrets. Everybody does. 248 00:14:32,088 --> 00:14:33,477 It's called survival. 249 00:14:34,632 --> 00:14:37,356 So, I hear the party's back on. 250 00:14:37,385 --> 00:14:38,649 Um... hi. 251 00:14:39,136 --> 00:14:40,234 We're working. 252 00:14:40,263 --> 00:14:42,194 So sorry to bother you. 253 00:14:42,557 --> 00:14:44,822 I just wanted to introduce myself to Estela. 254 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:45,990 I'm Winston. 255 00:14:46,269 --> 00:14:48,367 - Hi. - I knew your brother a little bit. 256 00:14:48,396 --> 00:14:51,037 We met at a couple of Hillcrest parties last year. 257 00:14:51,190 --> 00:14:52,190 Oh. 258 00:14:52,984 --> 00:14:54,832 - Cool, you friends with Jess? - No. 259 00:14:54,861 --> 00:14:57,919 Well, I'm new, but, uh, I'm a huge fan. 260 00:14:58,906 --> 00:15:00,922 I think it's great how committed Jessica is 261 00:15:00,950 --> 00:15:04,175 to getting justice for people who've been wronged by the system. 262 00:15:04,203 --> 00:15:05,551 - Mm. - It's really inspiring. 263 00:15:05,580 --> 00:15:06,761 Totally, right? 264 00:15:07,832 --> 00:15:10,723 Anyway, uh, I talked to Diego and the guys 265 00:15:10,751 --> 00:15:14,685 about doing a little memorial thing for Monty tomorrow at the party. 266 00:15:14,714 --> 00:15:17,813 - Thought you might wanna be there for it. - That sounds really cool. 267 00:15:17,842 --> 00:15:19,941 We'll think about it. Thanks. 268 00:15:20,845 --> 00:15:22,944 So I'll see you tomorrow, I hope. 269 00:15:29,812 --> 00:15:31,035 He seems nice. 270 00:15:31,564 --> 00:15:32,662 He's not. 271 00:15:34,066 --> 00:15:35,831 Could be cool to go to the party. 272 00:15:37,612 --> 00:15:40,670 The trick is keeping track of which secrets are which, 273 00:15:40,698 --> 00:15:42,296 and what lies go with them... 274 00:15:43,618 --> 00:15:45,591 and who helped you with which lie. 275 00:15:46,329 --> 00:15:47,551 Hey! 276 00:15:47,580 --> 00:15:51,681 So, we need more Zach and Alex time. How about I stay over tomorrow night? 277 00:15:52,043 --> 00:15:54,850 I'm not gonna kiss you again if that's what you're hoping. 278 00:15:54,879 --> 00:15:58,354 Ha! I like that we can joke about this. It's a good sign. 279 00:15:58,841 --> 00:16:02,108 - Progress. But seriously, tomorrow night? - Uh... yeah, I guess. 280 00:16:02,136 --> 00:16:05,152 Perfect, yes, 'cause the real is we're going to the Find Your Drink party 281 00:16:05,181 --> 00:16:07,613 to find many, many drinks. 282 00:16:07,642 --> 00:16:09,156 My mom set up cameras in my room, 283 00:16:09,185 --> 00:16:11,283 so I need a cover story and a place to sleep it off. 284 00:16:11,312 --> 00:16:14,036 OK, you can have the cover story and the guest room, 285 00:16:14,065 --> 00:16:17,748 but I'm gonna pass on the party because I'm anti-people currently. 286 00:16:17,777 --> 00:16:19,583 And I get that, 287 00:16:19,612 --> 00:16:23,170 but maybe that's why you should go. 288 00:16:23,199 --> 00:16:25,464 Wait. Your mom put up cameras in your room? 289 00:16:26,202 --> 00:16:28,843 That's only part of it, but don't even get me started. 290 00:16:28,871 --> 00:16:30,928 Anyways, I'm picking you up at 8:00, 291 00:16:31,374 --> 00:16:34,015 and if you make any attempt not to go to this party, 292 00:16:34,043 --> 00:16:38,310 I will actually come and pick you up at 8:00. 293 00:16:41,050 --> 00:16:44,650 It's hot, right? I'll actually come and, like, physically pick you up. 294 00:16:44,679 --> 00:16:47,532 - Come on! We can have hot banter, right? - How am I even friends with you? 295 00:16:47,556 --> 00:16:51,532 I'm handsome, charming, and, mm... I saved you from drowning. 296 00:16:52,478 --> 00:16:53,534 Eight o'clock! 297 00:16:56,399 --> 00:16:59,081 Then there's the secrets you know nothing about, 298 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:01,876 that you're not even a part of... 299 00:17:02,780 --> 00:17:05,838 that are eventually going to show up and bite you in the ass. 300 00:17:14,083 --> 00:17:15,306 Right along here. 301 00:17:15,334 --> 00:17:19,101 OK, judge's chair is here. Your barrier line is right here. 302 00:17:19,130 --> 00:17:21,187 Two rows of chairs all the way around. 303 00:17:21,215 --> 00:17:22,396 - Hey. - Hey. 304 00:17:22,717 --> 00:17:25,357 So, the latest we hear is the party's called off. 305 00:17:26,012 --> 00:17:28,235 My daughter heard the same at East County. 306 00:17:28,597 --> 00:17:32,364 - I'm thinking of pulling the checkpoints. - No. I heard chatter later in the day. 307 00:17:32,393 --> 00:17:34,158 They're looking for another venue. 308 00:17:34,186 --> 00:17:37,411 I got the Padilla kid fighting here tonight. He might know something. 309 00:17:37,857 --> 00:17:38,913 Yeah? 310 00:17:38,941 --> 00:17:40,372 Is he opening up to you? 311 00:17:40,401 --> 00:17:42,374 Not yet, but he will. 312 00:17:45,740 --> 00:17:47,171 Maybe I'll come by tonight. 313 00:17:47,491 --> 00:17:48,491 Great. 314 00:17:50,077 --> 00:17:53,552 And then what do you do about the person who shares your secrets, 315 00:17:54,206 --> 00:17:56,097 but no longer shares your life? 316 00:18:05,468 --> 00:18:07,066 Welcome to Monet's. 317 00:18:07,094 --> 00:18:09,276 Can I direct you to the nearest Starbucks? 318 00:18:09,805 --> 00:18:11,529 Wait, you're being a dick to me? 319 00:18:11,557 --> 00:18:13,280 That is the situation, yeah. 320 00:18:13,309 --> 00:18:15,282 - Oh. - But it shouldn't bother you 321 00:18:15,311 --> 00:18:17,785 because you only trust yourself, right? 322 00:18:18,647 --> 00:18:21,997 You're a strong, independent woman who doesn't need a guy to... 323 00:18:23,360 --> 00:18:24,360 Wait. 324 00:18:25,488 --> 00:18:26,710 Who is that? That... 325 00:18:26,739 --> 00:18:28,212 Is that Diego? 326 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:29,713 Fuck you! 327 00:18:29,742 --> 00:18:31,549 - You know what that's about. - Yeah. 328 00:18:31,577 --> 00:18:32,675 I do. 329 00:18:33,245 --> 00:18:34,844 Do you? 330 00:18:35,081 --> 00:18:37,847 Can I just get a vanilla skim latte and a black coffee? 331 00:18:42,296 --> 00:18:43,310 You coming tonight? 332 00:18:43,964 --> 00:18:46,355 If I am, it'd be in my bedroom. 333 00:18:47,093 --> 00:18:48,093 Alone. 334 00:18:52,431 --> 00:18:54,196 He'll ring you up at the register. 335 00:18:58,187 --> 00:18:59,785 I've got enough secrets. 336 00:18:59,814 --> 00:19:02,746 I have a hard enough time with the secrets I already have. 337 00:19:03,484 --> 00:19:06,792 So, you don't know how the test could have been positive? 338 00:19:06,821 --> 00:19:10,045 I literally have never tried pot in my life. 339 00:19:10,074 --> 00:19:11,338 I'm scared of drugs. 340 00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:13,257 Benadryl is a bad trip for me. 341 00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:17,553 You know, Clay, I can't tell your parents what we talk about here. 342 00:19:17,915 --> 00:19:21,724 And by law, unless you're in danger of harming yourself or others, 343 00:19:21,752 --> 00:19:24,685 - I can't tell the police. - So you don't believe me either. 344 00:19:24,713 --> 00:19:25,853 I'm not saying that. 345 00:19:25,881 --> 00:19:29,023 I just want to make sure you understand the ground rules. 346 00:19:29,051 --> 00:19:30,316 I've done some bad shit. 347 00:19:31,011 --> 00:19:32,443 I haven't done pot. 348 00:19:32,888 --> 00:19:34,862 Do you wanna talk about the bad stuff? 349 00:19:44,316 --> 00:19:48,792 I look at you, Clay, and I see a kid who's paying a price. 350 00:19:49,738 --> 00:19:53,672 A very high price, and I don't yet know what for. 351 00:19:53,701 --> 00:19:57,760 So I suspect it might be for some of the secrets you keep. 352 00:19:59,999 --> 00:20:01,096 Look, some of it... 353 00:20:02,418 --> 00:20:03,933 is just high school stuff. 354 00:20:04,753 --> 00:20:06,435 - Come on! - Yo! 355 00:20:06,463 --> 00:20:07,561 You rule! 356 00:20:07,965 --> 00:20:09,980 Like, kids should have parties, 357 00:20:10,009 --> 00:20:15,110 parents should look the other way by technological deception if necessary. 358 00:20:15,556 --> 00:20:17,196 St. George! 359 00:20:17,224 --> 00:20:18,572 Luke, what's up, man? 360 00:20:18,601 --> 00:20:20,115 I am already mostly drunk. 361 00:20:20,144 --> 00:20:22,701 Oh, preparation, man! I learned that from you. 362 00:20:22,730 --> 00:20:24,662 You're not drunk enough. 363 00:20:24,690 --> 00:20:26,789 Are we gonna get you laid tonight? 364 00:20:26,817 --> 00:20:30,459 I'm gonna bet no, but I appreciate you thinking of me, Luke. 365 00:20:30,487 --> 00:20:32,294 Always, man. Always. 366 00:20:32,990 --> 00:20:34,088 Let's go, boy. 367 00:20:36,827 --> 00:20:39,301 OK, the game is called Paranoia. 368 00:20:39,663 --> 00:20:42,346 The first guy up whispers a question to the next guy. 369 00:20:42,374 --> 00:20:46,183 A who question: Who did this or that? Who's the worst ho? 370 00:20:46,212 --> 00:20:49,520 Who lies about the size of their dick? 371 00:20:50,090 --> 00:20:51,522 So it starts like this. Go. 372 00:20:58,098 --> 00:20:59,075 Jessica. 373 00:20:59,099 --> 00:21:00,406 For sure, Jessica. 374 00:21:00,434 --> 00:21:02,700 What? What about me? 375 00:21:03,520 --> 00:21:06,578 Exactly. Now, if you want to find out what he said, 376 00:21:06,607 --> 00:21:07,997 you have to take a shot. 377 00:21:11,111 --> 00:21:12,209 All right. 378 00:21:15,991 --> 00:21:17,047 OK. 379 00:21:17,409 --> 00:21:18,386 So? 380 00:21:18,410 --> 00:21:19,550 The question was, 381 00:21:20,329 --> 00:21:23,387 which girl at this table is most likely to beat me up? 382 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:28,559 - Jess, now you go. - OK. 383 00:21:36,053 --> 00:21:37,109 I'm gonna say Walton. 384 00:21:37,137 --> 00:21:39,695 His name is Winston. 385 00:21:43,269 --> 00:21:44,658 What was the question? 386 00:21:45,729 --> 00:21:47,703 Who's not as smart as he thinks he is? 387 00:21:48,440 --> 00:21:49,830 - Ooh! - Ouch. 388 00:21:50,192 --> 00:21:52,708 If you can prove that, Jess has got to drink. 389 00:21:54,780 --> 00:21:58,881 I think people assume you must have been happy when Bryce died, 390 00:21:59,618 --> 00:22:02,259 but I bet your life would be a lot less complicated 391 00:22:02,288 --> 00:22:03,677 if he were still alive. 392 00:22:04,081 --> 00:22:06,263 Dude, what the fuck? 393 00:22:09,420 --> 00:22:10,851 Well, I guess I drink. 394 00:22:14,633 --> 00:22:16,607 Yeah, I mean, I have secrets, 395 00:22:19,221 --> 00:22:21,779 but not drugs. I've never done drugs. 396 00:22:22,433 --> 00:22:24,990 Shit! Nice lungs, dude. 397 00:22:25,019 --> 00:22:27,284 That's a fucking rock star rip, man. 398 00:22:27,313 --> 00:22:29,536 No, that's a hip-hop rip. 399 00:22:29,565 --> 00:22:31,121 Oh, my God. 400 00:22:35,571 --> 00:22:37,544 Are you fucking kidding me? 401 00:22:42,661 --> 00:22:45,344 - What the hell are you doing here? - Looking out for you. 402 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:48,180 - What are you doing? - Well, thanks to you, 403 00:22:48,208 --> 00:22:49,932 my parents think I smoke, so why not? 404 00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:53,435 Look, Clay, I know I'm the last guy to tell you not to do drugs, 405 00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:56,105 but what the fuck are you trying to prove? 406 00:22:56,133 --> 00:22:57,272 It's just weed. 407 00:22:57,843 --> 00:23:01,110 It's not like I'm shooting heroin in a fucking alley in Oakland. 408 00:23:04,141 --> 00:23:06,949 I don't know what I did to piss you off, 409 00:23:07,436 --> 00:23:10,953 but, Clay, I am not the enemy. 410 00:23:13,108 --> 00:23:14,085 Yeah, whatever. 411 00:23:14,109 --> 00:23:17,209 - Yeah, whatever is a piece-of-shit word. - Get the fuck off me. 412 00:23:17,237 --> 00:23:20,129 You lied to Matt and Lainie about the drugs. 413 00:23:21,784 --> 00:23:23,257 They think I relapsed. 414 00:23:23,911 --> 00:23:26,969 You have any idea how long it took them to trust me? 415 00:23:26,997 --> 00:23:29,346 Sorry, who the fuck are Matt and Lainie? 416 00:23:29,750 --> 00:23:30,806 Your mom and dad. 417 00:23:30,834 --> 00:23:32,099 Yeah, my mom and dad. 418 00:23:32,127 --> 00:23:35,102 They're not your fucking parents, so stop pretending they are. 419 00:23:36,256 --> 00:23:38,897 They know what you are. You're not fooling anyone, Justin. 420 00:23:41,261 --> 00:23:42,443 - Dude. - Yeah. 421 00:23:43,013 --> 00:23:45,612 They never trusted you, that's why they drug tested you. 422 00:23:51,939 --> 00:23:52,995 Hey, Clay. 423 00:23:53,774 --> 00:23:54,872 Coming out back? 424 00:23:55,609 --> 00:23:56,790 No. Why? 425 00:23:57,069 --> 00:23:59,960 We're gonna pour one out for Monty, thought you might want to be there. 426 00:24:01,281 --> 00:24:02,337 Why would I? 427 00:24:03,075 --> 00:24:04,173 Well... 428 00:24:04,618 --> 00:24:07,009 I hear you're the guy who made the party possible, 429 00:24:07,037 --> 00:24:10,012 you know, free from the eyes of parents and cops. 430 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:13,474 That's... a nice trick, fooling all those people. 431 00:24:13,502 --> 00:24:14,558 It wasn't me. 432 00:24:14,586 --> 00:24:16,977 - It was some friends of mine. - Mm-hmm. 433 00:24:17,881 --> 00:24:19,313 Always is, isn't it? 434 00:24:24,972 --> 00:24:26,612 Everybody, listen up! 435 00:24:27,182 --> 00:24:29,072 Yo, turn that fucking music down! 436 00:24:29,977 --> 00:24:33,368 I just wanna say, welcome, everybody, to this year's Find Your Drink! 437 00:24:36,024 --> 00:24:39,208 There's one person who was really looking forward to this party 438 00:24:39,236 --> 00:24:43,170 'cause they wanted our senior year to be bigger and better than anything before, 439 00:24:43,365 --> 00:24:45,339 but he cannot be here with us tonight. 440 00:24:46,243 --> 00:24:48,634 Instead, we're gonna pour one out in his honor. 441 00:24:49,163 --> 00:24:51,762 Now, I know some of you didn't like Monty, 442 00:24:52,249 --> 00:24:55,516 but I think we can all agree he deserved to live to see this day. 443 00:24:57,337 --> 00:24:59,978 Estela, get over here. You gotta be a part of this too. 444 00:25:01,008 --> 00:25:03,106 - Will you come with me? - Yeah, of course. 445 00:25:17,649 --> 00:25:19,081 To our friend and brother. 446 00:25:20,569 --> 00:25:22,834 - Yep! - Monty de la Cruz. 447 00:25:22,863 --> 00:25:24,002 To Monty! 448 00:25:24,031 --> 00:25:25,254 Rest in peace, man. 449 00:25:27,951 --> 00:25:30,342 Never forget. Right, Jess? 450 00:25:45,469 --> 00:25:49,444 You're gonna want to go to the body with this guy, OK? His chin is rock solid, 451 00:25:49,473 --> 00:25:51,530 so you're not gonna get him with blows to the head. 452 00:25:51,892 --> 00:25:53,156 Iron jaw. Hear me? 453 00:25:53,185 --> 00:25:54,908 - Focus on the body. - That's right. 454 00:25:54,937 --> 00:25:56,827 Fight calm, all right? 455 00:25:56,855 --> 00:25:59,955 You fight angry, you start to push, you miss, 456 00:25:59,983 --> 00:26:01,164 you wear yourself out, 457 00:26:01,985 --> 00:26:04,501 you leave yourself open. OK? Calm. 458 00:26:07,783 --> 00:26:08,880 Calm. 459 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:17,806 - Sure this guy's a welterweight? - That's what they tell me. 460 00:26:18,418 --> 00:26:20,350 You know what? Doesn't matter. All right? 461 00:26:20,379 --> 00:26:23,562 This is about how you fight. OK? You got the speed. Use it. 462 00:26:23,590 --> 00:26:27,107 All right, gentlemen, come on in. Come on, let's go. 463 00:26:28,929 --> 00:26:30,652 All right, I want a clean fight. 464 00:26:31,056 --> 00:26:33,071 I don't care who wins, I just care about you. 465 00:26:33,100 --> 00:26:34,698 So you get knocked down, 466 00:26:34,726 --> 00:26:36,992 I'm gonna look at you and ask if you're OK. 467 00:26:37,020 --> 00:26:39,369 You're gonna say yes and look me in the eye, 468 00:26:39,398 --> 00:26:40,375 or I stop the fight. 469 00:26:40,399 --> 00:26:41,622 - You got it, blue? - Mm. 470 00:26:41,650 --> 00:26:42,706 You got it, red? 471 00:26:42,734 --> 00:26:44,791 All right, gentlemen, touch gloves. Let's get it on. 472 00:26:44,820 --> 00:26:46,460 Two rounds, that's all you get. 473 00:26:46,488 --> 00:26:48,503 - What'd you say, motherfucker? - Hey! 474 00:26:48,532 --> 00:26:49,755 Hey! 475 00:26:49,783 --> 00:26:52,966 - Come on. Fuck that! - What'd I say? Calm! 476 00:26:56,081 --> 00:26:57,638 - Tony... - I got this, Tyler. 477 00:27:02,671 --> 00:27:04,436 Yeah! Come on, let's go! 478 00:27:19,104 --> 00:27:22,412 Sometimes I wish I had more of the good kinds of secrets, 479 00:27:22,441 --> 00:27:24,039 like a secret friend. 480 00:27:26,236 --> 00:27:27,236 Hey! 481 00:27:27,487 --> 00:27:28,627 You, uh, made it. 482 00:27:29,656 --> 00:27:31,630 What are you doing in here? 483 00:27:32,117 --> 00:27:33,715 I'm hiding. 484 00:27:34,036 --> 00:27:35,717 I'm not really sure why I came. 485 00:27:36,288 --> 00:27:37,636 Yeah, I hear you. 486 00:27:38,915 --> 00:27:41,973 Uh... do you want a cookie? 487 00:27:42,544 --> 00:27:45,977 You seriously brought cookies to a Find Your Drink party? 488 00:27:46,006 --> 00:27:49,398 Well, these are special cookies. 489 00:27:49,426 --> 00:27:50,857 Oh, shit. 490 00:27:50,886 --> 00:27:53,360 I didn't know you were a stoner. 491 00:27:54,806 --> 00:27:56,905 I prefer the term "cannabisseur." 492 00:28:02,022 --> 00:28:04,037 These are actually really good cookies. 493 00:28:05,317 --> 00:28:06,790 And they don't stink. 494 00:28:07,277 --> 00:28:09,292 You're like a baker or something. 495 00:28:09,696 --> 00:28:11,086 I, uh, had to learn how. 496 00:28:13,241 --> 00:28:15,173 My mom died when I was 13. 497 00:28:16,578 --> 00:28:19,386 So, uh, me and my dad, we had to figure it all out. 498 00:28:19,414 --> 00:28:21,096 Oh, shit. I'm sorry. 499 00:28:21,917 --> 00:28:22,917 It's all good. 500 00:28:23,502 --> 00:28:27,060 I, uh, actually learned how to make these to help my mom through chemo. 501 00:28:28,465 --> 00:28:30,564 Oh, man, Charlie, I'm so sorry. 502 00:28:30,967 --> 00:28:32,107 Yeah, no, it's fine. 503 00:28:33,428 --> 00:28:37,279 I mean, it's not fine, but it's fine that it's not fine, 504 00:28:37,307 --> 00:28:39,364 if... that makes sense. 505 00:28:39,726 --> 00:28:41,491 Yeah, no, it totally does. 506 00:28:43,271 --> 00:28:45,662 I wish I could be fine with not being fine. 507 00:28:48,026 --> 00:28:49,082 You will be... 508 00:28:49,861 --> 00:28:50,861 someday. 509 00:28:53,699 --> 00:28:57,048 Wow, you and me do not know how to party. 510 00:28:57,828 --> 00:29:01,970 - Or do we and everyone else has it wrong? - Hm. 511 00:29:03,208 --> 00:29:04,681 I need another cookie. 512 00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:05,766 Oh, um... 513 00:29:06,211 --> 00:29:07,476 I'd give it a minute. 514 00:29:08,463 --> 00:29:09,519 OK. 515 00:29:14,469 --> 00:29:16,026 A cool secret talent. 516 00:29:24,563 --> 00:29:25,911 You play piano? 517 00:29:26,732 --> 00:29:27,746 No. 518 00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:39,841 Yeah, my mom forced lessons on me for, like, seven years. 519 00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:43,136 Nice. 520 00:29:46,042 --> 00:29:48,099 Oh, you... you find your drink? 521 00:29:49,963 --> 00:29:53,522 Yeah, it's a Z-Man rocks. 522 00:29:55,552 --> 00:29:57,442 A Z-Man rocks? 523 00:29:57,804 --> 00:29:59,528 - Yeah. - What's in it? 524 00:29:59,890 --> 00:30:02,155 Everything the Z-Man could get his hands on. 525 00:30:03,518 --> 00:30:04,699 On the rocks. 526 00:30:09,107 --> 00:30:10,163 So... 527 00:30:12,486 --> 00:30:14,501 Look... I fucked up. 528 00:30:15,697 --> 00:30:17,128 Yeah, you really did, 529 00:30:17,908 --> 00:30:20,298 but which time in particular are you talking about? 530 00:30:21,745 --> 00:30:26,763 I shouldn't have kept the thing about Winston from you guys. 531 00:30:27,334 --> 00:30:30,725 I was just trying to do the right thing. 532 00:30:31,087 --> 00:30:32,727 You were trying to be a hero. 533 00:30:33,465 --> 00:30:35,480 I was trying to be a fucking hero. 534 00:30:35,509 --> 00:30:38,567 And being a hero is a waste of time. 535 00:30:40,806 --> 00:30:41,945 It is. 536 00:30:53,026 --> 00:30:57,210 ♪ Hold me closer, Tony Danza ♪ 537 00:30:57,239 --> 00:30:58,295 Yes! 538 00:30:59,199 --> 00:31:00,199 Mm! 539 00:31:00,617 --> 00:31:05,010 ♪ Count the headlights On the highway ♪ 540 00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:08,430 That was hilarious. 541 00:31:11,211 --> 00:31:13,894 Dude, she's checking you out. 542 00:31:17,968 --> 00:31:18,968 No, she's... 543 00:31:20,178 --> 00:31:23,028 I don't get girls. Even if I did, you'd steal her anyway. 544 00:31:23,682 --> 00:31:25,530 Yeah. I deserve that one. 545 00:31:26,351 --> 00:31:29,075 But still, I mean, you and Ani are broken up, right? 546 00:31:29,771 --> 00:31:32,454 In a significant way, yeah. 547 00:31:33,108 --> 00:31:35,498 All right, I promise, 548 00:31:36,945 --> 00:31:38,835 if you whisper one thing in her ear, 549 00:31:39,990 --> 00:31:41,755 she will sleep with you tonight. 550 00:31:44,244 --> 00:31:45,550 What? 551 00:32:03,513 --> 00:32:05,070 That works? 552 00:32:05,098 --> 00:32:06,112 Every time, 553 00:32:06,808 --> 00:32:08,156 but you gotta go for it. 554 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:09,908 Oh, my God. 555 00:32:21,865 --> 00:32:23,129 OK, if I... 556 00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:25,757 - If I go for it... - Mm? 557 00:32:27,203 --> 00:32:28,635 And I get laid tonight, 558 00:32:29,998 --> 00:32:31,554 you let me drive the Audi. 559 00:32:32,834 --> 00:32:33,834 Yeah. 560 00:32:34,336 --> 00:32:35,517 Sure. OK. 561 00:32:35,837 --> 00:32:37,060 - All right. - Go. 562 00:32:37,380 --> 00:32:38,395 OK. 563 00:32:38,757 --> 00:32:39,980 Make me proud. 564 00:32:40,008 --> 00:32:41,064 OK. 565 00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:14,472 A secret hookup. 566 00:33:16,044 --> 00:33:17,976 Hey, I'm... Clay. 567 00:33:18,838 --> 00:33:19,978 I know who you are. 568 00:33:20,715 --> 00:33:22,022 Oh, you go to Liberty? 569 00:33:22,926 --> 00:33:25,984 No, but your face was kind of everywhere for a while 570 00:33:26,012 --> 00:33:28,028 when you got arrested. 571 00:33:29,891 --> 00:33:30,868 Right. 572 00:33:30,892 --> 00:33:33,908 So you probably think I'm a murderer. Cool. 573 00:33:33,937 --> 00:33:35,702 I don't, actually, 574 00:33:36,648 --> 00:33:40,415 even though my dad was working, like, full-time to put you behind bars. 575 00:33:41,653 --> 00:33:43,043 Holy shit, your dad is... 576 00:33:43,071 --> 00:33:44,169 Sheriff Diaz. 577 00:33:45,115 --> 00:33:46,171 I'm Valerie. 578 00:33:47,993 --> 00:33:49,507 Holy shit. You... 579 00:33:49,911 --> 00:33:52,093 Your dad lets you go to parties like this? 580 00:33:52,122 --> 00:33:53,122 Uh... 581 00:33:54,082 --> 00:33:57,098 I do a lot of things my dad doesn't know about. 582 00:34:06,928 --> 00:34:09,277 - Round three, motherfucker! - Break! 583 00:34:12,851 --> 00:34:14,741 Stick and move! Stick and move! 584 00:34:17,522 --> 00:34:19,496 That's it! To the body! 585 00:34:44,049 --> 00:34:46,523 It's all right, shake it off. Breathe. Breathe! 586 00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:51,820 Breathe! 587 00:34:57,437 --> 00:34:58,827 Get out of there! 588 00:35:00,982 --> 00:35:03,248 That guy's a rock. Tony's gotta go for the head. 589 00:35:03,276 --> 00:35:04,833 No, he doesn't have the reach. 590 00:35:05,028 --> 00:35:07,377 - Who the hell are you? - I used to be his trainer. 591 00:35:09,532 --> 00:35:12,006 Tony's got an uppercut that could put that guy out. 592 00:35:28,093 --> 00:35:29,274 Do you have a condom? 593 00:35:31,554 --> 00:35:33,361 No. Fuck. I don't. 594 00:35:33,389 --> 00:35:35,155 I'm sorry. 595 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:37,407 Boys never come prepared. 596 00:35:52,617 --> 00:35:55,884 Hey, are you sure you're OK with this? I mean, we don't have to... 597 00:35:56,121 --> 00:35:57,135 Yeah. 598 00:35:57,664 --> 00:35:58,664 Yeah! 599 00:36:10,802 --> 00:36:13,026 Is this... your first time? 600 00:36:15,807 --> 00:36:16,821 I... 601 00:36:19,102 --> 00:36:20,491 Would that be a problem? 602 00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:22,368 No! No, um... 603 00:36:22,730 --> 00:36:23,730 Here. 604 00:36:24,566 --> 00:36:25,622 Let me drive. 605 00:37:08,526 --> 00:37:09,958 You... 606 00:37:12,197 --> 00:37:13,294 Oh, my God. 607 00:37:13,740 --> 00:37:15,296 You... It... Uh... 608 00:37:15,325 --> 00:37:16,381 Was that... 609 00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:18,091 Did you finish? 610 00:37:18,995 --> 00:37:21,261 No, um... but it's OK. 611 00:37:21,998 --> 00:37:23,304 It takes practice. 612 00:37:25,835 --> 00:37:27,475 I had fun, Clay Jensen. 613 00:37:40,934 --> 00:37:41,934 One! 614 00:37:43,228 --> 00:37:45,326 - He's got no guard between his arms. - Two! 615 00:37:45,355 --> 00:37:48,204 - Tony has got to go for the head. - Three! Four! 616 00:37:49,275 --> 00:37:51,416 Five! Six! 617 00:37:51,736 --> 00:37:53,918 - Tony! - Seven! Eight! 618 00:37:53,947 --> 00:37:55,003 Tony! 619 00:37:55,990 --> 00:37:57,130 Mouthpiece. 620 00:37:58,743 --> 00:37:59,966 Got it? 621 00:38:03,873 --> 00:38:05,305 - Good to go? - Mm. 622 00:38:05,458 --> 00:38:06,472 - You all right? - Mm. 623 00:38:06,501 --> 00:38:07,640 All right, let's go. 624 00:38:24,727 --> 00:38:26,951 ♪ I wanna get high, high ♪ 625 00:38:29,190 --> 00:38:32,415 ♪ I wanna get high ♪ That's it! We're done! 626 00:38:33,820 --> 00:38:37,295 ♪ I wanna get high, high... ♪ 627 00:38:41,411 --> 00:38:42,884 San Diego State? 628 00:38:42,912 --> 00:38:45,428 - That's amazing. Congrats. - Thank you! 629 00:38:45,456 --> 00:38:47,638 I've had to work my ass off to get here, 630 00:38:47,667 --> 00:38:50,391 but... things are finally 631 00:38:50,753 --> 00:38:52,018 actually really good. 632 00:38:53,381 --> 00:38:55,813 I would have told you earlier, but... 633 00:38:57,677 --> 00:38:59,067 Right. 634 00:38:59,095 --> 00:39:02,153 Yeah, I'm sorry I didn't return your call, I've just been... 635 00:39:02,807 --> 00:39:04,405 busy, I guess. 636 00:39:04,434 --> 00:39:06,449 No, it's OK. I get it. 637 00:39:07,645 --> 00:39:09,327 Anyway, I just... 638 00:39:11,316 --> 00:39:14,957 I wanted to say thank you for helping me get to where I am. 639 00:39:16,029 --> 00:39:20,296 I mean, you were there for me last summer when I needed you, and... 640 00:39:27,790 --> 00:39:29,222 Zach... 641 00:39:30,418 --> 00:39:32,517 I have... a boyfriend. 642 00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,311 I should've told you. 643 00:39:35,340 --> 00:39:36,938 No, I shouldn't... 644 00:39:37,759 --> 00:39:41,609 I shouldn't have kissed you. No, I'm sorry, that was really stupid. 645 00:39:41,637 --> 00:39:43,486 No, it's OK. 646 00:39:43,514 --> 00:39:45,113 He's a really great guy. 647 00:39:45,141 --> 00:39:46,823 You'd like him. 648 00:39:46,851 --> 00:39:49,409 He's outside if you want to meet him. 649 00:39:49,437 --> 00:39:51,869 No. I'm, uh... 650 00:39:51,898 --> 00:39:54,747 That's OK. Yeah, I'm really happy for you though. 651 00:39:55,902 --> 00:39:56,958 Thanks. 652 00:39:59,697 --> 00:40:01,087 - I should go. - Yeah. 653 00:40:01,115 --> 00:40:03,423 Definitely. Yeah, it was really good seeing you. 654 00:40:08,831 --> 00:40:12,014 Do you want to meet up at the steps this week, 655 00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:14,142 like, after school sometime? 656 00:40:14,170 --> 00:40:15,810 No. I'm, uh... I'm... 657 00:40:17,131 --> 00:40:19,230 just probably gonna be really busy, so... 658 00:40:19,592 --> 00:40:20,592 OK. 659 00:40:21,552 --> 00:40:22,900 I'll see you soon. 660 00:40:22,929 --> 00:40:24,444 - I hope. - Yeah. 661 00:40:29,894 --> 00:40:31,200 Secret heartbreak. 662 00:40:32,897 --> 00:40:35,621 Why didn't you tell me you had so much power in your uppercut? 663 00:40:35,650 --> 00:40:37,331 Hey! Thanks for the assist. 664 00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:39,375 I guess you know our boy a little better than I do. 665 00:40:39,404 --> 00:40:40,460 I don't know, maybe. 666 00:40:40,488 --> 00:40:42,170 So, what, he's your real trainer? 667 00:40:42,198 --> 00:40:44,130 Yeah, he's my trainer. 668 00:40:45,034 --> 00:40:46,632 Hey, Tony, congratulations. 669 00:40:47,787 --> 00:40:50,803 - The whole department's real proud of you. - Thank you. 670 00:40:51,207 --> 00:40:53,014 Swing by my office this week. 671 00:40:53,042 --> 00:40:56,309 We can chat about what's next for you. You know, after high school. 672 00:40:57,130 --> 00:40:59,979 Uh... Yeah, I don't know, I'm kind of busy. 673 00:41:00,383 --> 00:41:01,772 Maybe the week after then? 674 00:41:03,678 --> 00:41:06,277 - I'm headed into town. Anyone need a ride? - I do. 675 00:41:07,014 --> 00:41:09,739 No, I got you. I picked you up, I can drop you off. 676 00:41:10,601 --> 00:41:11,824 OK. Yeah. 677 00:41:11,853 --> 00:41:14,285 Just wait here. I'll shower real quick, then we'll head out. 678 00:41:14,313 --> 00:41:16,954 - OK. - Thanks anyway, Sheriff. 679 00:41:18,067 --> 00:41:19,081 Good job. 680 00:41:25,241 --> 00:41:27,673 Sometimes, all we have is our secrets. 681 00:41:30,037 --> 00:41:31,302 Aren't you grounded? 682 00:41:34,750 --> 00:41:36,349 Uh, folks are out. 683 00:41:38,671 --> 00:41:40,186 Left our phones at home. 684 00:41:42,008 --> 00:41:44,106 - I came looking for Clay. - Hm. 685 00:41:45,344 --> 00:41:46,484 How'd that go? 686 00:41:47,096 --> 00:41:48,486 He hates me. 687 00:41:50,266 --> 00:41:51,656 And I don't know why. 688 00:41:52,810 --> 00:41:53,950 You hate me. 689 00:41:55,938 --> 00:41:57,203 And I do know why. 690 00:41:58,774 --> 00:42:00,331 I don't hate you. 691 00:42:01,486 --> 00:42:03,209 I could never hate you. 692 00:42:07,783 --> 00:42:09,090 Are you smoking weed? 693 00:42:09,494 --> 00:42:10,494 No. 694 00:42:12,205 --> 00:42:14,345 The other guys were. 695 00:42:14,957 --> 00:42:16,138 But you're drinking. 696 00:42:17,084 --> 00:42:18,516 Yeah. I am. 697 00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:20,726 And? 698 00:42:22,965 --> 00:42:24,230 Is that OK? 699 00:42:27,345 --> 00:42:30,486 What of any of this is OK? 700 00:42:36,479 --> 00:42:37,743 It just fucking is. 701 00:42:44,028 --> 00:42:47,169 My mom, she's been calling and texting. 702 00:42:47,740 --> 00:42:49,714 Justin, shit. 703 00:42:51,702 --> 00:42:53,301 - She's back? - Yeah. 704 00:42:54,747 --> 00:42:58,472 She's, uh, staying in our old neighborhood again. 705 00:42:59,752 --> 00:43:01,017 She's in bad shape. 706 00:43:02,088 --> 00:43:03,436 She just wants money. 707 00:43:05,925 --> 00:43:08,941 She doesn't give a fuck about how I'm doing, of course. 708 00:43:12,139 --> 00:43:13,362 What are you gonna do? 709 00:43:18,145 --> 00:43:20,411 I'm gonna... 710 00:43:22,358 --> 00:43:24,206 I'm gonna keep trying not to die. 711 00:43:27,071 --> 00:43:29,003 Try to stay out of jail. 712 00:43:31,450 --> 00:43:33,090 I feel like, um... 713 00:43:36,539 --> 00:43:39,138 I feel like I can't fucking breathe at this party. 714 00:43:43,671 --> 00:43:45,144 I feel like everyone knows. 715 00:43:49,969 --> 00:43:51,484 Do you think maybe they do? 716 00:43:55,808 --> 00:43:58,324 Diego and Winston, I... 717 00:43:58,352 --> 00:43:59,492 What? 718 00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:00,660 I don't know yet. 719 00:44:03,774 --> 00:44:04,872 Jess... 720 00:44:08,029 --> 00:44:10,920 do you think we're ever gonna make it out from under this? 721 00:44:12,325 --> 00:44:15,466 - Whoa, what the fuck is going on here? - Diego... 722 00:44:15,494 --> 00:44:19,053 Foley, are you and me gonna have a problem? Are we gonna break shit? 723 00:44:19,081 --> 00:44:21,222 - Diego, shut up. - Most definitely not. 724 00:44:21,250 --> 00:44:22,250 Stop. 725 00:44:25,254 --> 00:44:28,312 I'm just fucking with you, man. This party's all about love. 726 00:44:29,216 --> 00:44:31,482 Come on, Jess. I haven't seen you all night. 727 00:44:36,724 --> 00:44:40,116 But if you think about it, the closer you are to someone, 728 00:44:43,105 --> 00:44:44,745 the more secrets you have. 729 00:44:48,402 --> 00:44:52,545 Hey, so what's up with you and Winston? Are you, like, friends? 730 00:44:52,573 --> 00:44:54,672 We've hung out, why? 731 00:44:54,992 --> 00:44:56,507 No reason. Just... 732 00:44:57,203 --> 00:45:00,010 I don't know. You don't seem like you'd have a lot in common. 733 00:45:00,623 --> 00:45:03,556 Well, he was friends with Monty, so... 734 00:45:03,876 --> 00:45:05,307 So you know where they met? 735 00:45:05,336 --> 00:45:06,600 The Hillcrest party? 736 00:45:07,296 --> 00:45:08,519 I mean, yeah. 737 00:45:09,006 --> 00:45:12,314 Did he tell you Monty beat the living shit out of him that night? 738 00:45:13,552 --> 00:45:15,317 No, that's not true. 739 00:45:15,346 --> 00:45:17,153 Ask anyone from Hillcrest. 740 00:45:17,515 --> 00:45:18,946 People saw it happen. 741 00:45:19,433 --> 00:45:22,408 I don't know. I guess Monty must have really hated him. 742 00:45:23,229 --> 00:45:25,578 Look, I don't know what Winston's told you, 743 00:45:25,606 --> 00:45:28,122 but I wouldn't trust him. 744 00:45:35,866 --> 00:45:38,716 We never really tell people all of how we feel. 745 00:45:39,370 --> 00:45:40,468 Hi! 746 00:45:42,707 --> 00:45:44,764 - Estela! - Hey! 747 00:45:44,792 --> 00:45:46,599 I've been meaning to talk to you. 748 00:45:46,627 --> 00:45:50,144 Yeah, me too. I wanted to ask you about my brother. 749 00:45:52,383 --> 00:45:53,731 Look, I... 750 00:45:55,386 --> 00:45:56,901 I want to be honest with you. 751 00:45:57,596 --> 00:46:01,280 We weren't friends, exactly, but we were... 752 00:46:02,685 --> 00:46:03,699 friendly, 753 00:46:05,104 --> 00:46:06,535 and I've been wondering... 754 00:46:08,357 --> 00:46:10,956 have you ever tried to figure out what really happened? 755 00:46:15,948 --> 00:46:17,630 Also, in addition, 756 00:46:18,409 --> 00:46:20,758 I'm extremely high right now. 757 00:46:20,786 --> 00:46:23,135 I told you not to eat a second cookie. 758 00:46:23,164 --> 00:46:24,345 I besieged you. 759 00:46:24,373 --> 00:46:26,222 I think you mean "beseech." 760 00:46:26,250 --> 00:46:27,250 Correct. 761 00:46:28,836 --> 00:46:30,434 Wait, why is this on? 762 00:46:30,463 --> 00:46:32,061 It's not even Christmas. 763 00:46:32,465 --> 00:46:33,465 Dude... 764 00:46:34,967 --> 00:46:36,732 it's been on since I got here. 765 00:46:37,636 --> 00:46:38,692 You chose it. 766 00:46:39,180 --> 00:46:40,402 I chose it? 767 00:46:42,475 --> 00:46:44,490 No, that doesn't seem like me. 768 00:46:45,478 --> 00:46:46,784 To make a choice. 769 00:46:47,855 --> 00:46:49,119 Nevertheless... 770 00:46:50,149 --> 00:46:51,330 chose you did. 771 00:46:51,692 --> 00:46:53,916 You sounded like Yoda just now. 772 00:46:54,779 --> 00:46:57,962 What if I was Yoda and you didn't know it? 773 00:46:58,699 --> 00:47:01,131 I think I'd know. I mean, you'd be green, and... 774 00:47:01,994 --> 00:47:03,050 it's a puppet. 775 00:47:04,955 --> 00:47:06,512 I am nobody's puppet. 776 00:47:08,042 --> 00:47:09,807 Nope. You are not. 777 00:47:10,169 --> 00:47:11,308 You are Charlie. 778 00:47:11,337 --> 00:47:13,102 I am Charlie. 779 00:47:13,130 --> 00:47:14,770 Yup. Charles. 780 00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:18,482 Hm, Charles Hayden Brixton Saint George. 781 00:47:18,511 --> 00:47:19,608 Shut up. 782 00:47:20,346 --> 00:47:22,152 No, that is not your name. 783 00:47:23,057 --> 00:47:24,363 Shit you not I, 784 00:47:24,934 --> 00:47:26,198 my name it is. 785 00:47:26,977 --> 00:47:28,117 You're rich. 786 00:47:29,021 --> 00:47:32,413 Nah, just old-school WASP. 787 00:47:33,317 --> 00:47:34,456 No money. 788 00:47:34,902 --> 00:47:36,292 Nice antiques. 789 00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:38,711 You look rich. 790 00:47:39,156 --> 00:47:40,838 Thank you? Or... 791 00:47:41,700 --> 00:47:44,300 - Shut up! - You're welcome. 792 00:47:49,041 --> 00:47:51,265 Do you think it really is a wonderful life? 793 00:47:53,754 --> 00:47:54,935 Sometimes. 794 00:47:55,965 --> 00:47:56,965 Yeah. 795 00:48:06,559 --> 00:48:08,282 Oh, can I get you a drink? 796 00:48:08,310 --> 00:48:10,576 Uh... what do you know how to mix? 797 00:48:12,106 --> 00:48:13,106 Try me. 798 00:48:13,607 --> 00:48:14,622 Well... 799 00:48:14,650 --> 00:48:17,166 - Um, there's no... - Where the hell have you been? 800 00:48:17,194 --> 00:48:19,251 Oh, great. Here it comes. 801 00:48:19,488 --> 00:48:21,879 Logan said he saw you making out with some guy. 802 00:48:21,907 --> 00:48:23,505 Yeah. So? 803 00:48:23,534 --> 00:48:25,090 You don't own me, Aaron. 804 00:48:25,119 --> 00:48:26,383 What the fuck, Valerie? 805 00:48:26,412 --> 00:48:29,053 - What is this? - Hey, man, back off. 806 00:48:29,081 --> 00:48:30,596 Who the fuck are you? 807 00:48:30,624 --> 00:48:32,514 He's the guy I just had sex with. 808 00:48:34,712 --> 00:48:35,976 Who the fuck are you? 809 00:48:36,005 --> 00:48:38,312 I'm her boyfriend, you scrawny little shit. 810 00:48:41,635 --> 00:48:42,733 Are you kidding me? 811 00:48:52,062 --> 00:48:54,244 Clay! What the fuck? Come on! 812 00:48:54,690 --> 00:48:56,038 Fuck you! 813 00:48:56,066 --> 00:48:57,043 Get off! 814 00:48:57,067 --> 00:48:58,248 Hey! 815 00:48:58,277 --> 00:48:59,500 Who's next? 816 00:48:59,528 --> 00:49:00,542 Who wants it, huh? 817 00:49:00,571 --> 00:49:03,087 - Come on! Come on! - Clay! What... 818 00:49:05,826 --> 00:49:07,174 What the hell's going on? 819 00:49:12,207 --> 00:49:13,430 I will end you. 820 00:49:29,058 --> 00:49:30,781 Jensen's fucking crazy. 821 00:49:31,143 --> 00:49:32,992 No. He knows we're close. 822 00:49:33,479 --> 00:49:35,619 We gotta figure this out for Monty. 823 00:49:37,858 --> 00:49:38,914 Hey, um... 824 00:49:40,152 --> 00:49:43,419 is it true that Monty beat the shit out of you at a party? 825 00:49:44,239 --> 00:49:46,547 - Who told you that? - Jess did. 826 00:49:47,326 --> 00:49:49,883 You said you were friends. Why the fuck would you lie? 827 00:49:50,371 --> 00:49:52,219 I didn't think you'd understand. 828 00:49:53,123 --> 00:49:54,304 Understand what? 829 00:49:58,587 --> 00:49:59,727 Monty and I, 830 00:50:01,423 --> 00:50:03,439 we hooked up at that party. 831 00:50:04,593 --> 00:50:06,191 He didn't want anyone to know, 832 00:50:06,220 --> 00:50:09,611 that's why he beat me up in front of everyone. 833 00:50:10,933 --> 00:50:14,241 The reason I was with him the night Bryce died, 834 00:50:14,269 --> 00:50:17,119 and the reason he didn't give an alibi, 835 00:50:17,648 --> 00:50:20,831 is because we were together. 836 00:50:22,111 --> 00:50:23,111 Again. 837 00:50:26,865 --> 00:50:27,963 I'm not... 838 00:50:28,367 --> 00:50:29,965 Monty said he wasn't gay... 839 00:50:29,994 --> 00:50:32,342 No, it's cool if he was. I just didn't know. 840 00:50:38,335 --> 00:50:41,226 You know why Jess told you about me and Monty, don't you? 841 00:50:42,464 --> 00:50:43,645 She's playing you. 842 00:50:44,174 --> 00:50:47,066 No, man, she's just looking out for me. 843 00:50:48,929 --> 00:50:50,235 You sure about that? 844 00:50:51,140 --> 00:50:54,323 You start to lose track of what's secret and what isn't. 845 00:51:01,775 --> 00:51:03,540 I'm not a virgin anymore! 846 00:51:03,569 --> 00:51:06,251 You're not a virgin anymore! 847 00:51:06,280 --> 00:51:08,420 I have had sex! 848 00:51:08,699 --> 00:51:11,256 Sex! 849 00:51:11,785 --> 00:51:13,550 Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 850 00:51:16,457 --> 00:51:17,457 Tony! 851 00:51:17,499 --> 00:51:20,224 Shh! What the fuck are you doing in this neighborhood? 852 00:51:21,503 --> 00:51:23,060 What the fuck are you doing? 853 00:51:25,424 --> 00:51:26,401 Shit, come on. 854 00:51:26,425 --> 00:51:29,441 There's something up with Tyler. He ditched me after my match. 855 00:51:35,309 --> 00:51:37,491 The more you wanna say, "Fuck these secrets, 856 00:51:37,519 --> 00:51:39,034 I don't want 'em anymore..." 857 00:51:42,733 --> 00:51:44,081 Oh, shit. 858 00:51:48,030 --> 00:51:49,294 Dude, I know that guy. 859 00:51:51,408 --> 00:51:53,757 - How? - He deals guns. He... 860 00:51:55,037 --> 00:51:56,301 He sold to Tyler. 861 00:52:01,043 --> 00:52:05,060 Dude, this car is fucking amazing. 862 00:52:05,422 --> 00:52:08,564 This car is an animal. 863 00:52:11,512 --> 00:52:13,360 I am an animal. 864 00:52:15,390 --> 00:52:16,446 Animal! 865 00:52:23,816 --> 00:52:25,289 Whoa! 866 00:52:25,317 --> 00:52:28,125 You lose track of what's real and what's not. 867 00:52:29,571 --> 00:52:30,961 You lose control. 868 00:52:31,323 --> 00:52:33,547 What the fuck, Clay? What the fuck? 869 00:52:35,327 --> 00:52:36,341 Slow down! 870 00:52:36,370 --> 00:52:38,927 ♪ My body tells me no ♪ 871 00:55:01,765 --> 00:55:03,572 Well done, Ed. Well done.