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<i>[whimsical music playing]</i>

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<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>[man] Everything's going</i>
<i>to be fine, darling.</i>

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<i>Madam, it's so wonderful to see you.</i>

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<i>Welcome home from the hospital.</i>

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<i>Jenny, this is Mrs. Cordoza.</i>

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<i>Yes. Thank you.</i>

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<i>I'll show you to your room, madam.</i>

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<i>[Cordoza] Everything is just</i>
<i>as you like it.</i>

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<i>[unlocks]</i>

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<i>[ambulance sirens wailing]</i>

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<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>I'm so happy to have you back home.</i>

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<i>Good night, dear Jenny.</i>

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<i>Good night, Lawrence.</i>

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<i>Larry.</i>

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<i>You call me Larry.</i>

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<i>Larry.</i>

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<i>[groans]</i>

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<i>[groans]</i>

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<i>[man whispers] Hey.</i>

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<i>[groans]</i>

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<i>Hey. [groans]</i>

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<i>Oh hey! Um…</i>

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<i>Fancy seeing you here. [yawns]</i>

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<i>Uh…</i>

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<i>I actually…</i>

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<i>I have to sort of</i>
<i>start getting ready for work, so…</i>

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<i>I might have to ask you to, um…</i>

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<i>-to, uh…</i>
<i>-Um.</i>

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<i>-If you don't mind.</i>
<i>-This is actually my flat. So…</i>

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<i>Oh shit. Um…</i>

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<i>Well, in that case, at ease, </i>monsieur.

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<i>-[man groans]</i>
<i>-</i>No problemo.

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<i>Love to see you again.</i>

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<i>As in, um…</i>

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<i>I had a really great time last night.</i>

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<i>Um, well, the thing is, Rob, I'm just--</i>

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<i>My name's not Rob.</i>

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<i>Um…</i>

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<i>-Andrew.</i>
<i>-Andrew.</i>

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<i>Um…</i>

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<i>I actually… I just sort of came out</i>
<i>of quite a straight-up soul-destroying…</i>

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<i>So, thank you.</i>

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<i>-I'm just saying I can give you my number.</i>
<i>-Or you could not.</i>

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<i>And we could avoid the whole me</i>
<i>feeling guilty and never calling you back.</i>

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<i>You feeling dejected,</i>
<i>never hearing from me again.</i>

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<i>I feel so used.</i>

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<i>Well, you know what, Rob?</i>
<i>Welcome to my world.</i>

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<i>-Name's not Rob.</i>
<i>-Andrew.</i>

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<i>[softly] Fuck, sorry.</i>

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<i>Well, Andrew,</i>

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<i>it's been very nice meeting you,</i>
<i>and you have a lovely day.</i>

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<i>["Cherry Flavoured Stomachache"</i>
<i>by Haim playing]</i>

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<i>-[man] Ellie?</i>
<i>-Yes.</i>

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<i>♪ Tried to withdraw a guilty plea ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Damn!</i>
<i>You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ One thing's for sure</i>
<i>I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I'm not interested</i>
<i>In what you think is bad ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I get so lonely</i>
<i>I can't relate to anyone ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And my heart is crying out</i>
<i>I'm on my knees ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm begging you please</i>… <i>♪</i>

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<i>How's it going?</i>

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<i>[woman 1] Staff meeting in five.</i>

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<i>[Ellie] Nick?</i>

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<i>Nick!</i>

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<i>I'm not talking to you, Ellie, because</i>
<i>that only involves me losing my shit.</i>

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<i>What did I do?</i>

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<i>I get it. You've had a shit year, Ellie,</i>

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<i>but it is just not cool</i>
<i>to so flagrantly disrespect us.</i>

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<i>-What are you talking about?</i>
<i>-[woman 2] You abandoned us last night.</i>

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<i>We heard you went off with a random guy!</i>
<i>How do you think that'd make us feel?</i>

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<i>-All right. I'm sorry.</i>
<i>-[Nick] And on my birthday.</i>

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<i>I'm… I'm really sorry. Nick.</i>

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<i>I'm serious.</i>

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<i>Are you stressed? You seem stressed.</i>

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<i>Mary Ellen died,</i>
<i>and Janet wants a feature.</i>

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<i>There are not enough hours in the day.</i>

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<i>-When?</i>
<i>-Sunday's edition.</i>

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<i>No, when did she die?</i>

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<i>-A couple of days ago.</i>
<i>-That's so sad.</i>

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<i>-How?</i>
<i>-Yeah, old age.</i>

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<i>-Yeah?</i>
<i>-You know, I really wanna die that way.</i>

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<i>Why don't I take this one?</i>

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<i>I've got two hours left on this polish,</i>
<i>and then my schedule is wide open.</i>

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<i>Okay?</i>

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<i>Okay. Okay.</i>

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<i>Consider your load</i>
<i>officially lightened, my friend.</i>

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<i>-Morning, everyone.</i>
<i>-[group] Morning.</i>

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<i>How are we all?</i>

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<i>-[group] Good.</i>
<i>-Great.</i>

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<i>[footsteps approaching]</i>

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<i>-[Ellie] Hi.</i>
<i>-Hi.</i>

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<i>How you doing?</i>

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<i>Good. Thanks.</i>

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<i>Uh, I'm writing a feature on the paper's</i>
<i>longest-serving women's editor.</i>

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<i>-She just died.</i>
<i>-Yeah? Oh no.</i>

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<i>Yeah, no.</i>

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<i>It's my understanding she donated</i>

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<i>her collection of writings</i>
<i>to the Archives.</i>

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<i>What time was…</i>
<i>What's your appointment, sorry?</i>

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<i>Oh, no, sorry. I… um… I work here.</i>

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<i>Yeah, no, the thing is you…</i>
<i>you still need to make an appointment.</i>

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<i>-We can't--</i>
<i>-Even for staff?</i>

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<i>We don't just let people into the archive.</i>

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<i>Even though I work here.</i>

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<i>Yeah, no, sorry. Um…</i>

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<i>So if you… if you go online, um,</i>
<i>you can find our online catalog</i>

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<i>and then decide, uh,</i>
<i>whatever it is you wanna view.</i>

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<i>But I've done it a million times before--</i>

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<i>Yeah, um, and then either myself</i>
<i>or someone from the Archive team</i>

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<i>readies your documents.</i>

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<i>In which case, I would love</i>
<i>to make an appointment, please.</i>

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<i>Appointments have to be made</i>
<i>online through our…</i>

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<i>Seriously?</i>

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<i>…online portal.</i>

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<i>Online portal.</i>

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<i>You know what?</i>

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<i>Thanks so much</i>
<i>for all your help today, and</i>

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<i>I will see you again sometime soon.</i>

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<i>[footsteps walking away]</i>

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<i>-[playful instrumental music playing]</i>
<i>-[bell dings]</i>

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<i>[crumpling]</i>

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<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>[car engine starts]</i>

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<i>[woman] I wish I could lose my memory.</i>

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<i>I'd run off into the sunset and forget</i>
<i>I ever married Francis in the first place.</i>

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<i>[laughs]</i>

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<i>Do you know how it happened?</i>
<i>Where I was going?</i>

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<i>Larry says you were out running errands.</i>

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<i>Beyond that, I'm sorry. I don't.</i>

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<i>-So you really don't remember anything?</i>
<i>-I remember in gaps.</i>

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<i>I don't know</i>
<i>how I'm meant to behave. I don't know….</i>

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<i>[sighs] I don't know</i>
<i>how I felt about my life.</i>

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<i>I don't…</i>

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<i>All right, darling. I'll fill you in.</i>

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<i>You were lovely and funny</i>
<i>and full of</i> <i>joie de vivre</i>.

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<i>You have the perfect life,</i>
<i>the cleverest best friend.</i>

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<i>The rich, handsome husband who adores you.</i>

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<i>Do you know why we don't have children?</i>

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<i>He's away an awful lot, your husband.</i>

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<i>It's one of the reasons</i>
<i>I've always been horribly envious of you.</i>

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<i>Oh, you'll be fine, darling.</i>

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<i>In the meantime, try to have fun tonight.</i>

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<i>Yeah.</i>

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<i>[woman 1] I don't believe it!</i>

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<i>Harold Wilson?</i>

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<i>The Harold Wilson?</i>

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<i>The very same.</i>

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<i>[woman 1 laughs]</i>

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<i>Please tell me</i>
<i>he took you somewhere scrumptious.</i>

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<i>-[Larry] Lockets.</i>
<i>-[group] Oh!</i>

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<i>[Larry's voice fading] His favorite place</i>
<i>to holiday is the Scilly Isles…</i>

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<i>[soft piano music playing]</i>

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<i>…party now has a chance</i>
<i>of getting a larger majority.</i>

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<i>[woman 1] Gentlemen, this is all well</i>
<i>and good, but what we really want to know</i>

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<i>is what does</i>
<i>the prime minister like for dessert?</i>

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<i>[group laughs]</i>

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<i>Darling, I think that's enough.</i>

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<i>-But it's just my second--</i>
<i>-Doctor's orders.</i>

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<i>Just water.</i>

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<i>[woman 2] Speaking of which,</i>
<i>you really don't remember anything?</i>

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<i>-[softly and brusquely] Anne!</i>
<i>-What?</i>

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<i>[Larry] How about some coffee? Anyone?</i>

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<i>[woman 1] Yes, please.</i>

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<i>[indistinct conversations among the group]</i>

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<i>[women laugh]</i>

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<i>[elevator bell dings]</i>

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<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>[elevator bell dings]</i>

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<i>[playful instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>Hi.</i>

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<i>-Hi.</i>
<i>-How you doing?</i>

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<i>Uh-huh.</i>

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<i>-You?</i>
<i>-Phenomenal.</i>

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<i>Um, everything's ready for you</i>
<i>in the reading room.</i>

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<i>Hmm.</i>

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<i>Spectacular.</i>

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<i>And sorry, we don't allow food and drink.</i>

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<i>[bag crinkles]</i>

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<i>Oh.</i>

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<i>[wrapper crinkling]</i>

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<i>[playful instrumental music playing]</i>

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<i>Hmm.</i>

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<i>Right this way.</i>

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<i>So, this is everything</i>
<i>from about '65 up until around '86, '87.</i>

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<i>These are her actual notebooks?</i>

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<i>Yep, they should be. Yeah.</i>

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<i>Thanks.</i>

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<i>Um, I just wanted to say quickly, uh,</i>
<i>I really enjoyed your, uh, feature on</i>

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<i>starter marriages</i>
<i>and all the, like, online dating stuff.</i>

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<i>-Oh yeah?</i>
<i>-Yeah, yeah.</i>

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<i>The bit about, you know, the difference</i>
<i>between passionate and companionate love.</i>

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<i>Yeah, I never really thought of it</i>
<i>like that before.</i>

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<i>Thanks.</i>

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<i>It gives me a warm, gooey feeling</i>

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<i>knowing my unadulterated misery</i>
<i>has finally been put to good use.</i>

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<i>[chuckles]</i>

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<i>So, um, how does someone like you end up</i>
<i>making their living as an archivist?</i>

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<i>I studied art history actually.</i>

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<i>And went on to do</i>
<i>a postgrad in Records Management, but…</i>

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<i>[fading] …um, you know,</i>
<i>at that point, I sort of realized,</i>

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<i>um, I sort of enjoy</i>
<i>categorizing stuff, oddly enough.</i>

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<i>And, you know,</i>
<i>people think it's a bit odd…</i>

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<i>[man] </i>My dearest and only love,

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<i>I know you're frightened,</i>

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00:15:28,876 --> 00:15:32,043
<i>but believe me when I say</i>
<i>I've known nothing like this before</i>

208
00:15:32,126 --> 00:15:34,334
<i>and can assure that I never will again.</i>

209
00:15:35,168 --> 00:15:38,584
<i>I know I will never be satisfied</i>
<i>with just a part of you.</i>

210
00:15:38,668 --> 00:15:42,251
<i>And for that reason,</i>
<i>I'm going to take the job in New York.</i>

211
00:15:42,334 --> 00:15:46,126
<i>I'll be on platform two,</i>
<i>Marylebone, Friday, 7:15 p.m.</i>

212
00:15:47,084 --> 00:15:52,043
<i>Come with me, darling. Spare him a life</i>
<i>half-lived, a marriage of convenience.</i>

213
00:15:52,126 --> 00:15:54,293
<i>More importantly, spare yourself.</i>

214
00:15:54,376 --> 00:15:57,209
<i>Seize this thing</i>
<i>that is true and real and infinite.</i>

215
00:15:57,293 --> 00:16:00,918
<i>Yes, it is scary,</i>
<i>but I believe living a lie is worse.</i>

216
00:16:01,001 --> 00:16:02,376
<i>We could be happy.</i>

217
00:16:02,459 --> 00:16:03,751
<i>[man and Ellie] </i>So happy.

218
00:16:03,834 --> 00:16:07,251
<i>Know that you hold my heart,</i>
<i>my hopes in your hands.</i>

219
00:16:08,001 --> 00:16:09,459
<i>[Ellie] </i>Your Boot.

220
00:16:10,626 --> 00:16:11,959
<i>[archivist] …historical materials.</i>

221
00:16:12,043 --> 00:16:15,209
<i>-I… I… I think it's actually--</i>
<i>-Look at this!</i>

222
00:16:15,293 --> 00:16:16,126
<i>Huh?</i>

223
00:16:17,543 --> 00:16:19,334
<i>Um, what is it?</i>

224
00:16:19,418 --> 00:16:20,334
<i>It's a letter.</i>

225
00:16:29,543 --> 00:16:30,584
<i>Hmm. Jeez.</i>

226
00:16:30,668 --> 00:16:33,834
<i>Yeah, sad thing is if you're gonna elope</i>
<i>now, you'll probably just send a text.</i>

227
00:16:33,918 --> 00:16:34,751
<i>WhatsApp.</i>

228
00:16:34,834 --> 00:16:37,876
<i>Yeah, it'd be like, "Hey, babes, meet me</i>
<i>at the station if you're interested."</i>

229
00:16:37,959 --> 00:16:40,168
<i>#ComeWithIfYouWannaChangeYourLifeForever,</i>

230
00:16:40,251 --> 00:16:42,084
<i>smiley face, aubergine,</i>
<i>road sign, sausage.</i>

231
00:16:42,168 --> 00:16:45,126
<i>The worst thing is when you can see</i>
<i>they've read the message you've sent,</i>

232
00:16:45,209 --> 00:16:46,918
<i>and the little blue tick appears, and…</i>

233
00:16:47,001 --> 00:16:49,418
<i>-That's the worst.</i>
<i>-"Hello, I sent a message five days ago."</i>

234
00:16:49,501 --> 00:16:50,376
<i>Five hours ago!</i>

235
00:16:52,293 --> 00:16:53,876
<i>-I mean.</i>
<i>-Did I say days?</i>

236
00:16:54,584 --> 00:16:55,709
<i>I think so, yeah.</i>

237
00:16:57,418 --> 00:16:59,334
<i>-Can I see the envelope, please?</i>
<i>-Yeah.</i>

238
00:17:01,959 --> 00:17:05,709
<i>-"J.S." Must be in here by mistake.</i>
<i>-What do you think you will do with it?</i>

239
00:17:05,793 --> 00:17:06,626
<i>Burn it.</i>

240
00:17:06,709 --> 00:17:09,584
<i>No, I'm kidding. Probably make sure</i>
<i>it gets properly cataloged.</i>

241
00:17:09,668 --> 00:17:11,543
<i>Don't, what about returning it?</i>

242
00:17:12,793 --> 00:17:13,626
<i>[archivist] Hmm.</i>

243
00:17:14,043 --> 00:17:16,043
<i>Or trying to track down whoever sent it.</i>

244
00:17:17,168 --> 00:17:19,168
<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

245
00:18:06,209 --> 00:18:09,793
<i>[Jenny] </i>"Dearest J, I know what
the situation cost you, darling Jenny."

246
00:18:10,751 --> 00:18:12,543
<i>"But I also know</i>
<i>that you and I could no more</i>

247
00:18:12,626 --> 00:18:15,626
<i>not love each other than the Earth</i>
<i>could stop circling the Sun."</i>

248
00:18:16,043 --> 00:18:19,209
<i>"You were upset the last time we parted,</i>
<i>and I cursed myself for it."</i>

249
00:18:19,918 --> 00:18:22,043
<i>"My frustration overwhelms me."</i>

250
00:18:22,376 --> 00:18:25,001
<i>"There is never enough time,</i>
<i>never enough of you."</i>

251
00:18:25,959 --> 00:18:28,751
<i>"Let's meet tomorrow. B."</i>

252
00:18:29,418 --> 00:18:30,501
<i>-[door opens]</i>
<i>-[gasps]</i>

253
00:18:31,459 --> 00:18:32,459
<i>[door closes]</i>

254
00:18:48,876 --> 00:18:51,876
<i>[suspenseful instrumental music playing]</i>

255
00:19:48,918 --> 00:19:50,376
<i>[Jenny] </i>"My darling J,

256
00:19:50,459 --> 00:19:54,084
<i>I'm still lost somewhere between our time</i>
<i>dancing the night away at Alberto's</i>

257
00:19:54,168 --> 00:19:55,834
<i>and being together on the Riviera."</i>

258
00:19:55,918 --> 00:19:56,751
<i>[scoffs] B?</i>

259
00:19:56,834 --> 00:19:58,918
<i>"Felipe told me I was like a drunken fool</i>

260
00:19:59,001 --> 00:20:01,293
<i>as I remembered</i>
<i>those summer days together."</i>

261
00:20:01,376 --> 00:20:04,209
<i>"If all we are allowed</i>
<i>are hours and minutes,</i>

262
00:20:04,293 --> 00:20:07,959
<i>I will etch them on to my memory</i>
<i>so I can recall them in the same way</i>

263
00:20:08,084 --> 00:20:11,376
<i>that when I close my eyes,</i>
<i>I see your heavenly face."</i>

264
00:20:12,043 --> 00:20:15,626
<i>"You are never far</i>
<i>from my thoughts. Your Boot."</i>

265
00:20:15,709 --> 00:20:18,126
<i>["Summer Wine" by Nancy Sinatra</i>
<i>and Lee Hazlewood playing]</i>

266
00:20:18,209 --> 00:20:23,376
<i>♪ Strawberries, cherries</i>
<i>And an angel's kiss in spring ♪</i>

267
00:20:24,584 --> 00:20:30,418
<i>♪ My summer wine is really made</i>
<i>From all these things ♪</i>

268
00:20:31,418 --> 00:20:37,626
<i>♪ Take off your silver spurs</i>
<i>And help me pass the time ♪</i>

269
00:20:38,209 --> 00:20:44,126
<i>♪ And I will give to you</i>
<i>Summer wine ♪</i>

270
00:20:44,209 --> 00:20:49,001
<i>♪ Oh, summer wine ♪</i>

271
00:20:51,876 --> 00:20:56,918
<i>♪ My eyes grew heavy</i>
<i>And my lips they could not speak ♪</i>

272
00:20:58,543 --> 00:21:03,668
<i>♪ I tried to get up</i>
<i>But I couldn't find my feet ♪</i>

273
00:21:05,376 --> 00:21:10,793
<i>♪ She reassured me</i>
<i>With an unfamiliar line ♪</i>

274
00:21:12,168 --> 00:21:16,293
<i>♪ And then she gave to me</i>
<i>More summer wine… ♪</i>

275
00:21:16,376 --> 00:21:20,376
<i>-[brakes engage]</i>
<i>-[car engine turns off]</i>

276
00:21:23,876 --> 00:21:24,751
<i>[car door shuts]</i>

277
00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:29,918
<i>-[door shuts]</i>
<i>-[Jenny and woman speaking French]</i>

278
00:21:31,084 --> 00:21:32,168
<i>[Larry] Good evening.</i>

279
00:21:37,209 --> 00:21:39,834
<i>Darling, don't forget</i>
<i>we have breakfast in the morning.</i>

280
00:21:40,168 --> 00:21:42,709
<i>[Larry] I have a journalist</i>
<i>coming tomorrow, first thing.</i>

281
00:21:44,376 --> 00:21:45,834
<i>I'll change it to lunch then.</i>

282
00:21:47,584 --> 00:21:49,793
<i>Dinner, darling. We have dinner.</i>

283
00:21:49,876 --> 00:21:50,709
<i>Larry.</i>

284
00:21:51,209 --> 00:21:52,043
<i>Let's not fuss.</i>

285
00:21:58,459 --> 00:22:00,209
<i>[waves crashing]</i>

286
00:22:06,584 --> 00:22:08,584
<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

287
00:23:33,543 --> 00:23:34,501
<i>[woman] Can I help?</i>

288
00:23:36,959 --> 00:23:38,543
<i>[Jenny] Yes. [chuckles]</i>

289
00:23:38,626 --> 00:23:39,918
<i>I certainly am hoping so.</i>

290
00:23:45,376 --> 00:23:47,418
<i>Am I at all familiar to you?</i>

291
00:23:48,584 --> 00:23:50,709
<i>Don't ring any bells, I'm afraid.</i>

292
00:23:51,876 --> 00:23:54,168
<i>And what if I were to say the name Felipe?</i>

293
00:23:54,251 --> 00:23:55,751
<i>Would that mean anything to you?</i>

294
00:23:55,834 --> 00:23:58,126
<i>-[woman] Are you with the police?</i>
<i>-[Jenny] No.</i>

295
00:23:59,418 --> 00:24:01,876
<i>So why are you asking me about Felipe?</i>

296
00:24:03,001 --> 00:24:03,876
<i>Um…</i>

297
00:24:03,959 --> 00:24:05,918
<i>I believe we may have a mutual friend.</i>

298
00:24:06,001 --> 00:24:09,334
<i>Perhaps you might be able to tell me</i>
<i>where I could find him?</i>

299
00:24:09,418 --> 00:24:11,209
<i>[woman] I don't think you understand.</i>

300
00:24:12,376 --> 00:24:15,626
<i>Felipe was, uh, in an accident.</i>

301
00:24:16,543 --> 00:24:17,543
<i>He never woke up.</i>

302
00:24:17,626 --> 00:24:19,626
<i>[somber instrumental music playing]</i>

303
00:24:41,918 --> 00:24:43,459
<i>-[knocks at door]</i>
<i>-[door opens]</i>

304
00:24:43,834 --> 00:24:47,168
<i>Hey, um, just so you know, we usually have</i>
<i>to close the reading rooms around 5:00.</i>

305
00:24:47,251 --> 00:24:49,626
<i>[gasps] What time is it now?</i>

306
00:24:49,709 --> 00:24:50,876
<i>Coming up to 20 past.</i>

307
00:24:51,501 --> 00:24:53,626
<i>Shit. Okay. Um…</i>

308
00:24:54,251 --> 00:24:55,418
<i>I'll be two secs.</i>

309
00:24:55,501 --> 00:24:57,501
<i>[footsteps approaching]</i>

310
00:25:01,584 --> 00:25:04,501
<i>So, uh, did you find everything all right?</i>

311
00:25:04,584 --> 00:25:07,084
<i>Yeah. Yeah, I guess so.</i>

312
00:25:08,043 --> 00:25:11,793
<i>I mean, if I want to request more stuff,</i>
<i>then I have to go on the, um…</i>

313
00:25:11,876 --> 00:25:14,376
<i>-Via the online. Yeah, same process.</i>
<i>-Via the online.</i>

314
00:25:14,459 --> 00:25:15,959
<i>-The…</i>
<i>-Online portal.</i>

315
00:25:16,043 --> 00:25:17,293
<i>-Process.</i>
<i>-Yeah.</i>

316
00:25:22,751 --> 00:25:24,418
<i>-[Ellie] Where you headed?</i>
<i>-Basement.</i>

317
00:25:24,501 --> 00:25:25,876
<i>[presses three buttons]</i>

318
00:25:27,834 --> 00:25:29,918
<i>Um, what if I wanted to see if there were</i>

319
00:25:30,001 --> 00:25:32,584
<i>any more of those letters?</i>
<i>Could be a story in it.</i>

320
00:25:32,668 --> 00:25:36,793
<i>If you wanted to,</i>
<i>you could just send me an email, actually.</i>

321
00:25:36,876 --> 00:25:39,376
<i>-If you wanted to speed things up a bit.</i>
<i>-Oh.</i>

322
00:25:40,918 --> 00:25:41,751
<i>Thanks.</i>

323
00:25:43,543 --> 00:25:45,334
<i>Turning into a real rebel.</i>

324
00:25:45,418 --> 00:25:46,293
<i>[bell dings]</i>

325
00:25:47,334 --> 00:25:48,168
<i>Have a good one.</i>

326
00:25:51,751 --> 00:25:52,626
<i>Have a good week.</i>

327
00:26:05,334 --> 00:26:09,876
<i>-[footsteps approaching]</i>
<i>-[woman speaking French]</i>

328
00:26:10,543 --> 00:26:11,918
<i>Anthony O'Hare.</i>

329
00:26:13,709 --> 00:26:15,126
<i>[Jenny] Oh, yes.</i>

330
00:26:15,209 --> 00:26:17,709
<i>You're here to write marvelous things</i>
<i>about my husband, I believe.</i>

331
00:26:17,793 --> 00:26:19,126
<i>Is that right?</i>

332
00:26:19,209 --> 00:26:23,126
<i>"Beacon of sound commercial practice,</i>
<i>turnover increasing year after year."</i>

333
00:26:23,209 --> 00:26:26,918
<i>-Are you asking me or telling me?</i>
<i>-I'm his wife. I can hardly be impartial.</i>

334
00:26:27,001 --> 00:26:29,668
<i>In my experience, there's no one</i>
<i>more brutally impartial than a wife.</i>

335
00:26:29,751 --> 00:26:31,084
<i>[chuckles] Indeed.</i>

336
00:26:34,376 --> 00:26:36,543
<i>I'm afraid Larry is running a little late.</i>

337
00:26:37,043 --> 00:26:38,793
<i>Perhaps not so marvelous after all.</i>

338
00:26:40,418 --> 00:26:41,251
<i>[chuckles]</i>

339
00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:44,501
<i>Um, may we offer you</i>
<i>a drink in the meantime?</i>

340
00:26:45,626 --> 00:26:46,793
<i>No, thank you.</i>

341
00:26:48,876 --> 00:26:49,918
<i>Mr. O'Hare.</i>

342
00:26:50,001 --> 00:26:50,918
<i>Mr. Stirling.</i>

343
00:26:51,001 --> 00:26:53,251
<i>-Please accept my apologies.</i>
<i>-Not a problem.</i>

344
00:26:53,334 --> 00:26:56,043
<i>-Shall we start?</i>
<i>-Ah, yeah. I'm ready whenever you are.</i>

345
00:26:59,626 --> 00:27:03,084
<i>[laughing] I don't know how</i>
<i>I didn't end up in the most awful trouble.</i>

346
00:27:03,168 --> 00:27:06,376
<i>What about you, Mr. O'Hare?</i>
<i>You're a financial journalist.</i>

347
00:27:06,459 --> 00:27:09,543
<i>-Foreign correspondent.</i>
<i>-[woman] Where have you been recently?</i>

348
00:27:09,626 --> 00:27:12,418
<i>Well, Léopoldville, mainly. Brazzaville.</i>

349
00:27:12,501 --> 00:27:14,418
<i>Godawful place if you ask me.</i>

350
00:27:14,501 --> 00:27:17,543
<i>[man] And where this evening's exemplary</i>
<i>host has a great deal of business.</i>

351
00:27:17,626 --> 00:27:19,084
<i>Well, I think that--</i>

352
00:27:19,168 --> 00:27:21,209
<i>I felt the Belgians</i>
<i>were doing a perfectly good job</i>

353
00:27:21,293 --> 00:27:22,626
<i>of running the place themselves.</i>

354
00:27:22,709 --> 00:27:26,376
<i>With respect, I was there</i>
<i>in '59, '60, and again in '62--</i>

355
00:27:26,459 --> 00:27:27,959
<i>So you of all people should understand</i>

356
00:27:28,043 --> 00:27:30,876
<i>that mutiny and rebellion</i>
<i>are an inferior and foolhardy response--</i>

357
00:27:30,959 --> 00:27:32,209
<i>To centuries of oppression?</i>

358
00:27:33,376 --> 00:27:35,334
<i>I would suggest that taking back control</i>

359
00:27:35,418 --> 00:27:38,376
<i>politically, geographically</i>
<i>is an entirely appropriate--</i>

360
00:27:38,459 --> 00:27:41,334
<i>Would one be correct in assuming</i>
<i>that you are a supporter of Mr. Mobutu's?</i>

361
00:27:41,418 --> 00:27:43,668
<i>Larry, Mobutu's a dictator.</i>
<i>I doubt very much--</i>

362
00:27:43,751 --> 00:27:46,293
<i>Yes, darling, I am aware.</i>
<i>Thank you. [chuckles]</i>

363
00:27:46,376 --> 00:27:50,418
<i>[woman] Enough, enough. This is all</i>
<i>far too depressing for the dinner table.</i>

364
00:27:50,501 --> 00:27:52,959
<i>[man 2] My wife considers</i>
<i>anything not in the pages of </i>Vogue

365
00:27:53,043 --> 00:27:54,959
<i>unworthy of her time and attention.</i>

366
00:27:55,043 --> 00:27:56,584
<i>[group laughs]</i>

367
00:27:59,418 --> 00:28:01,376
<i>[O'Hare] I'll get out and meet</i>
<i>as many people as possible,</i>

368
00:28:01,459 --> 00:28:03,751
<i>travel the world because people like that,</i>

369
00:28:04,751 --> 00:28:08,584
<i>they make me want to stick a revolver</i>
<i>in my mouth and pull the trigger.</i>

370
00:28:08,668 --> 00:28:10,043
<i>And the women, Jesus!</i>

371
00:28:11,043 --> 00:28:12,084
<i>Spoiled little tai-tais</i>

372
00:28:12,168 --> 00:28:14,834
<i>with barely an original thought</i>
<i>to string together between them--</i>

373
00:28:14,918 --> 00:28:16,793
<i>I'm sorry we were such a disappointment.</i>

374
00:28:18,376 --> 00:28:20,584
<i>Christ, I'm, uh… I'm drunk.</i>

375
00:28:20,668 --> 00:28:21,584
<i>Evidently.</i>

376
00:28:22,251 --> 00:28:25,251
<i>Perhaps, the next time you find yourself</i>
<i>in the company of such bores,</i>

377
00:28:25,334 --> 00:28:26,543
<i>you'd do well to leave early.</i>

378
00:28:26,626 --> 00:28:29,084
<i>I just ask that whatever your views</i>
<i>of me and my spoiled life,</i>

379
00:28:29,168 --> 00:28:30,751
<i>you won't attack Larry in print.</i>

380
00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:32,376
<i>Please excuse me.</i>

381
00:28:40,084 --> 00:28:44,084
<i>[woman] Goodness, I have</i>
<i>the most splitting headache. Last night.</i>

382
00:28:44,168 --> 00:28:45,668
<i>[Ellie] Did you really drink that much?</i>

383
00:28:45,751 --> 00:28:47,834
<i>I have a fine feeling I did.</i>

384
00:28:52,251 --> 00:28:54,126
<i>-Mr. O'Hare.</i>
<i>-Mrs. Stirling.</i>

385
00:28:56,959 --> 00:28:57,959
<i>What are you doing?</i>

386
00:28:58,043 --> 00:28:58,876
<i>Uh.</i>

387
00:29:00,001 --> 00:29:01,709
<i>I wanted to give you…</i>

388
00:29:04,084 --> 00:29:05,084
<i>this.</i>

389
00:29:06,209 --> 00:29:07,501
<i>What is it?</i>

390
00:29:07,584 --> 00:29:08,709
<i>It's an apology.</i>

391
00:29:09,293 --> 00:29:10,126
<i>Well, please.</i>

392
00:29:11,293 --> 00:29:12,501
<i>-Read it.</i>
<i>-Jennifer. [chuckles]</i>

393
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:16,501
<i>Mr. O'Hare has written it. I'm sure he's</i>
<i>perfectly capable of reading it aloud.</i>

394
00:29:19,876 --> 00:29:23,043
<i>[paper unfolds]</i>

395
00:29:23,126 --> 00:29:24,334
<i>"Mrs. Stirling…</i>

396
00:29:25,418 --> 00:29:27,543
<i>I am an ungracious pig."</i>

397
00:29:28,376 --> 00:29:30,376
<i>"I'd like to be able to blame exhaustion</i>

398
00:29:30,459 --> 00:29:32,876
<i>or some uncharacteristic reaction</i>
<i>to shellfish,</i>

399
00:29:32,959 --> 00:29:35,584
<i>but I am afraid</i>
<i>it was the combination of the alcohol,</i>

400
00:29:35,668 --> 00:29:39,293
<i>which I shouldn't take, and the</i>
<i>choleric temper of the socially inept."</i>

401
00:29:40,126 --> 00:29:42,918
<i>"There is little you could say</i>
<i>about me that I have not already deduced</i>

402
00:29:43,001 --> 00:29:45,543
<i>about myself in my more sober hours."</i>

403
00:29:45,626 --> 00:29:48,501
<i>"Please allow me to apologize."</i>

404
00:29:48,584 --> 00:29:53,334
<i>"Yours shamefacedly, Anthony O'Hare."</i>

405
00:29:55,918 --> 00:29:59,168
<i>If at all possible, I'd love</i>
<i>to take you and your husband to lunch.</i>

406
00:29:59,251 --> 00:30:01,251
<i>Hmm. How very kind of you.</i>

407
00:30:03,334 --> 00:30:04,334
<i>I'll think on it.</i>

408
00:30:04,834 --> 00:30:07,334
<i>In the meantime,</i>
<i>I must return you to your hotel.</i>

409
00:30:08,126 --> 00:30:10,334
<i>I won't be responsible</i>
<i>for you contracting sunstroke.</i>

410
00:30:10,418 --> 00:30:12,418
<i>Not to mention alcohol poisoning.</i>

411
00:30:13,209 --> 00:30:14,209
<i>[woman laughs]</i>

412
00:30:14,293 --> 00:30:15,334
<i>Yes.</i>

413
00:30:15,418 --> 00:30:16,251
<i>Please.</i>

414
00:30:17,126 --> 00:30:18,126
<i>Thank you.</i>

415
00:30:18,209 --> 00:30:20,168
<i>[upbeat guitar music playing]</i>

416
00:30:37,959 --> 00:30:39,084
<i>Larry.</i>

417
00:30:40,418 --> 00:30:42,793
<i>-Mr. O'Hare.</i>
<i>-Mr. Stirling. How are you?</i>

418
00:30:42,876 --> 00:30:44,584
<i>-Very well. Thank you.</i>
<i>-Mrs. Stirling.</i>

419
00:30:44,668 --> 00:30:45,626
<i>Hi.</i>

420
00:30:45,709 --> 00:30:46,543
<i>[O'Hare] How are you?</i>

421
00:30:47,043 --> 00:30:48,084
<i>I'm fine. Thank you.</i>

422
00:30:56,168 --> 00:30:57,209
<i>[chuckles]</i>

423
00:30:58,251 --> 00:31:00,793
<i>Tell me, Mr. O'Hare.</i>
<i>Is there a Mrs. O'Hare?</i>

424
00:31:02,293 --> 00:31:05,251
<i>Yes, there was.</i>
<i>Uh, Mrs. O'Hare and I divorced.</i>

425
00:31:06,209 --> 00:31:07,959
<i>Well, you have my condolences.</i>

426
00:31:08,043 --> 00:31:09,251
<i>It's a ghastly business.</i>

427
00:31:11,001 --> 00:31:12,918
<i>-[Larry] Children?</i>
<i>-Larry, for goodness sake.</i>

428
00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:16,959
<i>No, no, no, it's quite all right.</i>
<i>Yes, I have one son, Peter.</i>

429
00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:20,043
<i>I was at Gordonstoun</i>
<i>with a terrific chap by the name of Peter.</i>

430
00:31:20,126 --> 00:31:22,084
<i>-[man speaking French]</i>
<i>-English.</i>

431
00:31:23,626 --> 00:31:24,834
<i>Where are you off to next?</i>

432
00:31:24,918 --> 00:31:27,626
<i>After I finish the piece,</i>
<i>back home to London.</i>

433
00:31:27,709 --> 00:31:28,959
<i>[chair scoots out]</i>

434
00:31:29,043 --> 00:31:30,459
<i>-Excuse me.</i>
<i>-[O'Hare] Of course.</i>

435
00:31:36,501 --> 00:31:37,376
<i>I apologize.</i>

436
00:31:39,584 --> 00:31:40,418
<i>It's okay.</i>

437
00:31:42,876 --> 00:31:44,084
<i>Aren't you drinking?</i>

438
00:31:44,793 --> 00:31:47,001
<i>Um, no, I'm not meant to.</i>

439
00:31:47,084 --> 00:31:48,001
<i>A headache?</i>

440
00:31:48,959 --> 00:31:49,959
<i>Doctor's orders.</i>

441
00:31:50,043 --> 00:31:52,293
<i>So you really found</i>
<i>last night that unbearable?</i>

442
00:31:52,376 --> 00:31:55,793
<i>I admit it. I find armed conflict</i>
<i>a less daunting prospect.</i>

443
00:31:55,876 --> 00:31:59,543
<i>[laughs] You're William Boot from </i>Scoop<i>.</i>

444
00:32:00,751 --> 00:32:03,209
<i>-Evelyn Waugh?</i>
<i>-I know who William Boot is.</i>

445
00:32:04,168 --> 00:32:10,751
<i>[man speaking French]</i>

446
00:32:10,834 --> 00:32:13,584
<i>[speaking French]</i>

447
00:32:15,126 --> 00:32:16,168
<i>Is everything all right?</i>

448
00:32:16,918 --> 00:32:18,876
<i>Duty calls. [chuckles]</i>

449
00:32:24,043 --> 00:32:28,751
<i>[inhales deeply] Tell me, Mr. O'Hare.</i>
<i>How are your sea legs?</i>

450
00:32:28,834 --> 00:32:30,834
<i>[whimsical instrumental music playing]</i>

451
00:32:42,043 --> 00:32:43,001
<i>Thank you.</i>

452
00:32:43,584 --> 00:32:44,501
<i>What do you think?</i>

453
00:32:46,501 --> 00:32:47,334
<i>Big.</i>

454
00:32:47,793 --> 00:32:49,543
<i>[laughs] Of the view.</i>

455
00:32:51,709 --> 00:32:52,543
<i>[O'Hare] Hmm.</i>

456
00:32:55,501 --> 00:32:56,584
<i>[Jenny] See that over there?</i>

457
00:32:57,918 --> 00:32:59,084
<i>It's Corsica.</i>

458
00:33:03,126 --> 00:33:04,001
<i>You travel a lot?</i>

459
00:33:04,084 --> 00:33:05,251
<i>I don't, actually.</i>

460
00:33:08,168 --> 00:33:12,001
<i>We come here every summer, but I haven't</i>
<i>been back overseas since we married,</i>

461
00:33:12,084 --> 00:33:13,418
<i>not even to see family.</i>

462
00:33:13,501 --> 00:33:15,168
<i>Larry does all the traveling now.</i>

463
00:33:17,834 --> 00:33:18,876
<i>How'd you two meet?</i>

464
00:33:18,959 --> 00:33:20,626
<i>[chuckles]</i>

465
00:33:20,709 --> 00:33:23,668
<i>We were seated next to one another</i>
<i>at a company dinner in New York.</i>

466
00:33:23,751 --> 00:33:26,793
<i>Our fathers used to work together.</i>
<i>He asked me out, and that was that.</i>

467
00:33:26,876 --> 00:33:27,876
<i>That simple?</i>

468
00:33:28,751 --> 00:33:31,626
<i>It was. A few months later,</i>
<i>he asked me to marry him, and I said yes.</i>

469
00:33:31,709 --> 00:33:33,751
<i>My parents were delighted.</i>

470
00:33:33,834 --> 00:33:34,793
<i>How so?</i>

471
00:33:34,876 --> 00:33:37,376
<i>Good family. Good job.</i>

472
00:33:37,459 --> 00:33:39,626
<i>Those things are important</i>
<i>to you, are they?</i>

473
00:33:41,084 --> 00:33:42,293
<i>Aren't they to everyone?</i>

474
00:33:42,376 --> 00:33:43,209
<i>I guess so.</i>

475
00:33:43,793 --> 00:33:45,668
<i>I want you to tell me about your son.</i>

476
00:33:46,543 --> 00:33:47,626
<i>-My son?</i>
<i>-Hmm.</i>

477
00:33:47,709 --> 00:33:52,251
<i>Lives with my ex-wife who does her best</i>
<i>to make sure I don't corrupt him.</i>

478
00:33:52,334 --> 00:33:55,043
<i>And why would she think</i>
<i>you would corrupt him? [chuckles]</i>

479
00:33:55,918 --> 00:33:57,168
<i>Because I was unfaithful.</i>

480
00:34:03,251 --> 00:34:04,293
<i>You must miss him.</i>

481
00:34:05,709 --> 00:34:06,543
<i>I do.</i>

482
00:34:07,918 --> 00:34:11,626
<i>Sometimes I wonder whether if I'd've done</i>
<i>what I did if I'd've known quite how much.</i>

483
00:34:11,709 --> 00:34:12,918
<i>Is that why you drink?</i>

484
00:34:13,834 --> 00:34:16,001
<i>Don't try to fix me, Mrs. Stirling.</i>

485
00:34:16,084 --> 00:34:17,584
<i>Who said I was trying--</i>

486
00:34:17,668 --> 00:34:20,751
<i>Oh, you have that charitable air</i>
<i>about you. It makes me feel nervous.</i>

487
00:34:20,834 --> 00:34:23,709
<i>[scoffs] Well, I'm guessing</i>
<i>I wouldn't be the first.</i>

488
00:34:25,376 --> 00:34:26,751
<i>You'd make a very good journalist.</i>

489
00:34:27,501 --> 00:34:29,376
<i>Did you love her? Your wife?</i>

490
00:34:29,459 --> 00:34:33,793
<i>I thought I did before, but we were young,</i>
<i>and I'm not sure I knew what love was.</i>

491
00:34:33,876 --> 00:34:37,251
<i>-Have you ever loved anyone?</i>
<i>-My son. Have you ever loved anyone?</i>

492
00:34:38,334 --> 00:34:39,293
<i>I'm married.</i>

493
00:34:40,084 --> 00:34:40,918
<i>You are.</i>

494
00:34:46,293 --> 00:34:47,126
<i>[clears throat]</i>

495
00:34:48,543 --> 00:34:51,459
<i>For the record,</i>
<i>Larry and I are perfectly content.</i>

496
00:34:53,501 --> 00:34:54,543
<i>I'm glad to hear it.</i>

497
00:35:01,834 --> 00:35:03,459
<i>[typing]</i>

498
00:35:15,543 --> 00:35:16,751
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

499
00:35:24,834 --> 00:35:25,876
<i>Features.</i>

500
00:35:25,959 --> 00:35:29,834
<i>[man] </i>Yeah, hi, I was wondering
if I could speak to Ellie Haworth, please?

501
00:35:29,918 --> 00:35:30,793
<i>Speaking.</i>

502
00:35:31,418 --> 00:35:34,334
<i>[man] </i>Oh, hi. Yeah, it's…
it's Rory from Archive.

503
00:35:34,418 --> 00:35:38,168
<i>I think I might have maybe found something</i>
<i>you might want to come and take a look at.</i>

504
00:35:41,876 --> 00:35:43,043
<i>[Rory] Hi, hi. Is, oh--</i>

505
00:35:43,126 --> 00:35:45,084
<i>-Uh, is that gum?</i>
<i>-Uh-huh.</i>

506
00:35:45,168 --> 00:35:47,918
<i>Yeah, we don't… we don't love gum</i>
<i>in the reading rooms.</i>

507
00:35:51,293 --> 00:35:53,126
<i>-Swallowed it.</i>
<i>-Great.</i>

508
00:35:53,209 --> 00:35:54,834
<i>Okay. Um…</i>

509
00:35:54,918 --> 00:35:56,376
<i>I found another letter.</i>

510
00:36:04,543 --> 00:36:06,584
<i>[Ellie] </i>"It's 4:00 a.m.,
and I can't sleep."

511
00:36:06,668 --> 00:36:08,251
<i>"It's lik</i>e The Road to Madness,

512
00:36:08,334 --> 00:36:10,626
<i>but I lie here imagining him next to you,</i>

513
00:36:10,709 --> 00:36:13,293
<i>his license to touch you, to hold you,</i>

514
00:36:13,376 --> 00:36:16,251
<i>and I would do anything</i>
<i>to make that freedom mine."</i>

515
00:36:16,334 --> 00:36:19,543
<i>"For as long as I can't have you,</i>
<i>I'll conjure you here instead."</i>

516
00:36:20,251 --> 00:36:21,918
<i>"Your scent, your hair,</i>

517
00:36:22,001 --> 00:36:25,459
<i>that slow sideways smile</i>
<i>when something I say amuses you."</i>

518
00:36:26,126 --> 00:36:30,376
<i>"Darling J, I've never wished harder</i>
<i>for the dawn. Your Boot."</i>

519
00:36:30,459 --> 00:36:32,793
<i>Mmm. It's definitely…</i>

520
00:36:33,834 --> 00:36:35,209
<i>Definitely the same.</i>

521
00:36:35,293 --> 00:36:38,709
<i>Yeah, it's the same kind</i>
<i>of envelope, same handwriting.</i>

522
00:36:38,793 --> 00:36:40,668
<i>Now I'm going</i>
<i>to have to know how it ends,</i>

523
00:36:40,751 --> 00:36:44,334
<i>which means not only is the rest of my day</i>
<i>fucked, but, guess what, so is yours.</i>

524
00:36:44,418 --> 00:36:45,501
<i>How fucked are we talking?</i>

525
00:36:45,584 --> 00:36:48,293
<i>Well, I have to know</i>
<i>if there are more of these.</i>

526
00:36:49,001 --> 00:36:50,126
<i>Uh, yes, um…</i>

527
00:36:50,209 --> 00:36:54,043
<i>The only problem is, at this stage, um,</i>
<i>if we're gonna find out if there are more,</i>

528
00:36:54,126 --> 00:36:56,459
<i>it's probably gonna require</i>
<i>going down to the actual archive.</i>

529
00:36:56,543 --> 00:36:58,001
<i>Great! Oh my God! Let's do it!</i>

530
00:36:58,084 --> 00:37:00,084
<i>Yeah, but to do that,</i>
<i>we need a special permission.</i>

531
00:37:00,168 --> 00:37:01,001
<i>Um…</i>

532
00:37:01,751 --> 00:37:02,668
<i>How do we do that?</i>

533
00:37:03,876 --> 00:37:08,543
<i>Well, there's a form, and then after that</i>
<i>is probably, well, another form, actually.</i>

534
00:37:08,626 --> 00:37:09,876
<i>Sounds… sounds easy enough.</i>

535
00:37:09,959 --> 00:37:11,709
<i>Let me… let me see what I can do.</i>

536
00:37:12,709 --> 00:37:13,668
<i>Thank you.</i>

537
00:37:18,209 --> 00:37:19,793
<i>-Cool.</i>
<i>-Cool.</i>

538
00:37:20,834 --> 00:37:25,418
<i>["This Little Bird"</i>
<i>by Marianne Faithful playing]</i>

539
00:37:25,501 --> 00:37:27,501
<i>[indistinct talking]</i>

540
00:37:29,709 --> 00:37:35,793
<i>♪ There's a little bird</i>
<i>That somebody sends ♪</i>

541
00:37:37,209 --> 00:37:43,918
<i>♪ Down to the earth to live on the wind ♪</i>

542
00:37:45,376 --> 00:37:52,376
<i>♪ Born on the wind</i>
<i>And he sleeps on the wind ♪</i>

543
00:37:53,751 --> 00:38:00,168
<i>♪ This little bird that somebody sends ♪</i>

544
00:38:01,543 --> 00:38:07,834
<i>♪ He's light and fragile</i>
<i>And feathered sky blue ♪</i>

545
00:38:09,501 --> 00:38:16,168
<i>♪ So thin and graceful</i>
<i>The sun shines through… ♪</i>

546
00:38:16,251 --> 00:38:19,084
<i>[Jenny] </i>Dear Mr. O'Hare,
or shall I call you Boot?

547
00:38:19,168 --> 00:38:21,293
<i>Larry called away overseas last minute.</i>

548
00:38:21,793 --> 00:38:24,668
<i>It would appear we are both</i>
<i>marooned here until he returns.</i>

549
00:38:24,751 --> 00:38:28,293
<i>And you without proper beach attire,</i>
<i>how embarrassing.</i>

550
00:38:28,376 --> 00:38:31,376
<i>Care to pass the time</i>
<i>together this afternoon?</i>

551
00:38:31,459 --> 00:38:34,918
<i>I know a darling little shop where</i>
<i>you could find your next seaside tome.</i>

552
00:38:35,001 --> 00:38:37,626
<i>Yours, J.</i>

553
00:38:41,751 --> 00:38:44,084
<i>♪ Borne on the wind ♪</i>

554
00:38:44,168 --> 00:38:46,668
<i>[O'Hare] </i>Dear Mrs. Stirling,
or may I call you J?

555
00:38:46,751 --> 00:38:49,293
<i>Thank you for the offer</i>
<i>and frankly, for the rescue.</i>

556
00:38:49,376 --> 00:38:52,626
<i>I'm indebted to you for persuading me</i>
<i>out of my room yesterday.</i>

557
00:38:52,709 --> 00:38:54,834
<i>I would love to return the favor.</i>

558
00:38:54,918 --> 00:38:58,168
<i>I know nowhere, of course,</i>
<i>but if you can suggest a place,</i>

559
00:38:58,251 --> 00:39:01,168
<i>I can keep you laughing</i>
<i>with my terrible schoolboy French.</i>

560
00:39:01,251 --> 00:39:04,001
<i>[Jenny] Dear Boot, I'm delighted</i>
<i>I managed to propel you,</i>

561
00:39:04,084 --> 00:39:05,709
<i>blinking, into the sunlight.</i>

562
00:39:06,251 --> 00:39:08,918
<i>I would be happy</i>
<i> to take you up on your invitation.</i>

563
00:39:09,001 --> 00:39:12,126
<i>Perhaps we can spend a few hours</i>
<i>in town commiserating over our mutual</i>

564
00:39:12,209 --> 00:39:16,293
<i>inadequacies with the local language.</i>
<i>Are you free on Thursday?</i>

565
00:39:16,376 --> 00:39:21,001
<i>[O'Hare] </i>I'm free Thursday, but
I'm also free tomorrow and the day after

566
00:39:21,084 --> 00:39:22,626
<i>and the day after that as well.</i>

567
00:39:22,709 --> 00:39:24,834
<i>By the time Mr. Stirling returns,</i>

568
00:39:24,918 --> 00:39:27,293
<i>we could very well cover</i>
<i>the entire coastline.</i>

569
00:39:28,126 --> 00:39:30,834
<i>Let me know what time suits you. Boot.</i>

570
00:39:32,418 --> 00:39:38,084
<i>-♪ Out of reach of human eye ♪</i>
<i>-</i>[Jenny laughing]

571
00:39:40,251 --> 00:39:47,251
<i>♪ And the only time</i>
<i>That he touches the ground ♪</i>

572
00:39:48,334 --> 00:39:51,709
<i>♪ Is when that little bird ♪</i>

573
00:39:52,501 --> 00:39:55,668
<i>♪ Is when that little bird ♪</i>

574
00:39:56,459 --> 00:40:02,043
<i>♪ Is when that little bird dies ♪</i>

575
00:40:06,918 --> 00:40:08,001
<i>[thundering]</i>

576
00:40:08,084 --> 00:40:09,043
<i>[Jenny shrieks]</i>

577
00:40:09,126 --> 00:40:11,334
<i>[chuckles]</i>

578
00:40:11,418 --> 00:40:13,126
<i>[groans and gasps]</i>

579
00:40:13,209 --> 00:40:15,668
<i>[panting]</i>

580
00:40:16,334 --> 00:40:18,126
<i>[both chuckle]</i>

581
00:40:19,584 --> 00:40:21,918
<i>-[Jenny panting] Thank you.</i>
<i>-You're welcome.</i>

582
00:40:23,668 --> 00:40:27,334
<i>-[keys jingle]</i>
<i>-[engine cranking]</i>

583
00:40:30,626 --> 00:40:32,626
<i>[engine continues cranking]</i>

584
00:40:36,376 --> 00:40:37,501
<i>[Jenny] Any ideas?</i>

585
00:40:37,584 --> 00:40:40,918
<i>[engine cranking]</i>

586
00:40:41,793 --> 00:40:43,043
<i>How about a picnic?</i>

587
00:40:43,959 --> 00:40:46,918
<i>It's a children's game that I used to play</i>
<i>with my son. Do you know it?</i>

588
00:40:48,418 --> 00:40:49,751
<i>You need to close your eyes.</i>

589
00:40:50,459 --> 00:40:52,376
<i>-Come on, close them.</i>
<i>-[chuckles]</i>

590
00:40:56,043 --> 00:40:57,293
<i>Pick a favorite spot.</i>

591
00:40:58,751 --> 00:40:59,709
<i>Real or imagined?</i>

592
00:40:59,793 --> 00:41:00,626
<i>Either.</i>

593
00:41:01,293 --> 00:41:04,751
<i>Imagine that we have everything we need,</i>
<i>the perfect blanket, plenty of cheese.</i>

594
00:41:04,834 --> 00:41:07,918
<i>-Bread?</i>
<i>-Bread, and there's a river nearby.</i>

595
00:41:08,001 --> 00:41:08,834
<i>Oh, a river.</i>

596
00:41:08,918 --> 00:41:10,459
<i>And my son, he loves to, uh, fish.</i>

597
00:41:10,543 --> 00:41:14,751
<i>So I hope you don't mind, um,</i>
<i>we try our hand at a little fishing.</i>

598
00:41:14,834 --> 00:41:17,543
<i>I'm afraid</i>
<i>I know next to nothing about fishing.</i>

599
00:41:17,626 --> 00:41:19,251
<i>Which is why I'm going to teach you.</i>

600
00:41:20,001 --> 00:41:22,418
<i>[chuckles] How am I doing, Mr. Boot?</i>

601
00:41:23,168 --> 00:41:26,001
<i>You're a natural, as it goes.</i>

602
00:41:26,084 --> 00:41:27,834
<i>Of course I am. [chuckles]</i>

603
00:41:28,709 --> 00:41:30,918
<i>And you catch a trout.</i>

604
00:41:31,001 --> 00:41:31,834
<i>Shark.</i>

605
00:41:31,918 --> 00:41:33,251
<i>Shark. Excellent work.</i>

606
00:41:35,793 --> 00:41:36,959
<i>And afterwards…</i>

607
00:41:39,876 --> 00:41:43,084
<i>out of the leftover teeth,</i>
<i>I fashion you a necklace.</i>

608
00:41:45,209 --> 00:41:46,168
<i>A souvenir.</i>

609
00:41:48,043 --> 00:41:48,876
<i>A talisman.</i>

610
00:41:49,376 --> 00:41:51,751
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

611
00:42:01,376 --> 00:42:03,668
<i>-Let's try again. Shall we?</i>
<i>-[engine cranking]</i>

612
00:42:05,376 --> 00:42:06,626
<i>[engine turns over]</i>

613
00:42:15,668 --> 00:42:18,001
<i>Thank you</i>
<i>for an immensely agreeable afternoon.</i>

614
00:42:26,251 --> 00:42:27,209
<i>Until next time.</i>

615
00:42:46,668 --> 00:42:50,168
<i>[cell phone buzzing]</i>

616
00:42:50,251 --> 00:42:51,959
<i>["Lonesome" by Velvet Dos playing]</i>

617
00:42:52,043 --> 00:42:55,001
<i>♪ Your love is like a drug ♪</i>

618
00:42:55,084 --> 00:43:01,459
<i>♪ That’s why I can’t get enough ♪</i>

619
00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:11,334
<i>♪ I’m lonesome for your touch ♪</i>

620
00:43:11,418 --> 00:43:18,418
<i>♪ That’s why I can’t get enough ♪</i>

621
00:43:20,543 --> 00:43:21,793
<i>[text message whooshing]</i>

622
00:43:26,209 --> 00:43:28,293
<i>[Ellie] </i>Mary Ellen piece
proofed and attached.

623
00:43:28,376 --> 00:43:30,668
<i>Oh, and another thing,</i>
<i>while I was researching,</i>

624
00:43:30,751 --> 00:43:34,251
<i>I came across some mysterious</i>
<i>old love letters among her things.</i>

625
00:43:34,334 --> 00:43:37,668
<i>Not sure how or why they ended up there,</i>
<i>but digging into it for my next feature,</i>

626
00:43:37,751 --> 00:43:40,626
<i>1965, illicit love affair.</i>

627
00:43:40,709 --> 00:43:43,751
<i>They're so rich in feeling.</i>
<i>I've never read anything quite like it.</i>

628
00:43:43,834 --> 00:43:45,459
<i>Have it to you by Friday.</i>

629
00:43:49,626 --> 00:43:55,626
<i>[Jenny and man speaking French]</i>

630
00:43:57,251 --> 00:44:01,626
<i>[rotary phone dialing]</i>

631
00:44:02,959 --> 00:44:05,543
<i>[man speaking French]</i>

632
00:44:06,626 --> 00:44:07,501
<i>[sighs deeply]</i>

633
00:44:08,418 --> 00:44:11,293
<i>-[man speaking French]</i>
<i>-[phone hangs up]</i>

634
00:44:13,751 --> 00:44:16,501
<i>[man in French] Mr. O'Hare</i>
<i>isn't quite ready yet.</i>

635
00:44:16,584 --> 00:44:19,834
<i>He suggests either you are very welcome</i>
<i>to wait down here or head upstairs.</i>

636
00:44:20,334 --> 00:44:21,459
<i>Room 302.</i>

637
00:44:21,543 --> 00:44:22,959
<i>[Jenny and man speak French]</i>

638
00:44:40,459 --> 00:44:43,876
<i>["Do Right Woman, Do Right Man"</i>
<i>by Aretha Franklin playing faintly]</i>

639
00:44:53,751 --> 00:44:55,418
<i>-[Jenny chuckles]</i>
<i>-What a lovely surprise.</i>

640
00:44:55,501 --> 00:44:58,834
<i>Sorry. I'm a little early.</i>
<i>Would you rather I waited downstairs?</i>

641
00:44:58,918 --> 00:45:01,418
<i>No. Don't be silly. Come in.</i>

642
00:45:01,501 --> 00:45:03,501
<i>[music plays at normal level]</i>

643
00:45:03,626 --> 00:45:04,584
<i>I won't be long.</i>

644
00:45:06,418 --> 00:45:08,126
<i>I was just about to have a shave.</i>

645
00:45:08,876 --> 00:45:10,501
<i>-Oh.</i>
<i>-Do I have time?</i>

646
00:45:10,584 --> 00:45:11,834
<i>Of course, go ahead.</i>

647
00:45:11,918 --> 00:45:13,834
<i>♪ Take me for granted ♪</i>

648
00:45:15,834 --> 00:45:20,168
<i>♪ Leaving love unsure ♪</i>

649
00:45:22,543 --> 00:45:24,793
<i>♪ Makes willpower weak ♪</i>

650
00:45:24,876 --> 00:45:26,043
<i>Is everything all right?</i>

651
00:45:26,501 --> 00:45:28,084
<i>Yes, yes. Fine.</i>

652
00:45:28,168 --> 00:45:30,168
<i>♪ And temptation strong ♪</i>

653
00:45:36,001 --> 00:45:37,834
<i>♪ A woman's only human ♪</i>

654
00:45:41,293 --> 00:45:43,293
<i>♪ You should understand ♪</i>

655
00:45:45,959 --> 00:45:47,751
<i>♪ She's not just a plaything</i>… <i>♪</i>

656
00:45:47,834 --> 00:45:49,084
<i>I've received a wire.</i>

657
00:45:50,751 --> 00:45:53,293
<i>Larry's back this evening.</i>

658
00:45:54,584 --> 00:45:56,501
<i>He is to return to London immediately.</i>

659
00:45:59,418 --> 00:46:00,251
<i>[O'Hare] I see.</i>

660
00:46:05,209 --> 00:46:06,376
<i>And what do you want?</i>

661
00:46:06,459 --> 00:46:12,751
<i>♪ You've got to be</i>
<i>A do-right-all-night man ♪</i>

662
00:46:16,543 --> 00:46:21,626
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah</i>
<i>They say that it's a man's world ♪</i>

663
00:46:23,584 --> 00:46:26,626
<i>♪ But you can't prove that by me ♪</i>

664
00:46:28,459 --> 00:46:31,459
<i>♪ And as long as we're together</i>,<i> baby ♪</i>

665
00:46:32,668 --> 00:46:36,126
<i>♪ Show some respect for me ♪</i>

666
00:46:36,793 --> 00:46:37,918
<i>[O'Hare whispers] I'm sorry.</i>

667
00:46:38,001 --> 00:46:40,959
<i>♪ If you want a do-right-all-day woman</i>… <i>♪</i>

668
00:46:41,043 --> 00:46:42,168
<i>[Jenny softly] Oh God.</i>

669
00:46:44,459 --> 00:46:45,293
<i>Jennifer.</i>

670
00:46:46,376 --> 00:46:47,209
<i>Jennifer.</i>

671
00:46:49,501 --> 00:46:50,334
<i>[sighs]</i>

672
00:46:50,418 --> 00:46:52,376
<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

673
00:46:55,626 --> 00:46:57,626
<i>[speaking indistinctly]</i>

674
00:47:27,418 --> 00:47:30,668
<i>[Cordoza] Mrs. Stirling,</i>
<i>this just came for you.</i>

675
00:47:32,793 --> 00:47:33,626
<i>Thank you.</i>

676
00:47:35,793 --> 00:47:38,918
<i>[O'Hare] </i>Dearest J, please know
that I was not rejecting you.

677
00:47:39,001 --> 00:47:41,751
<i>I have never wanted</i>
<i>to kiss someone so badly,</i>

678
00:47:41,834 --> 00:47:44,001
<i>but when you looked up at me,</i>
<i>something changed.</i>

679
00:47:44,084 --> 00:47:47,459
<i>And in that moment,</i>
<i>I feared our desires would destroy us.</i>

680
00:47:47,543 --> 00:47:49,334
<i>You're an honest, remarkable creature,</i>

681
00:47:49,418 --> 00:47:53,668
<i>and I did not want to be responsible</i>
<i>for making you someone less than you are.</i>

682
00:47:53,751 --> 00:47:56,459
<i>For that reason,</i>
<i>I've spent the last week hating myself</i>

683
00:47:56,543 --> 00:47:58,626
<i>for the one decent thing I've ever done.</i>

684
00:47:59,501 --> 00:48:03,334
<i>So consider this. Spontaneity is</i>
<i>at the heart of many wonderful things</i>,

685
00:48:03,418 --> 00:48:06,168
<i>but it is also</i>
<i>at the root of much discontent.</i>

686
00:48:06,251 --> 00:48:08,668
<i>And if we are to embark upon something,</i>

687
00:48:08,751 --> 00:48:11,584
<i>I ask only that we</i>
<i>make this decision as one.</i>

688
00:48:12,709 --> 00:48:15,668
<i>I write these words with you in mind,</i>
<i>and my heart swells.</i>

689
00:48:16,751 --> 00:48:20,501
<i>So whatever the outcome,</i>
<i>let us survive together.</i>

690
00:48:21,043 --> 00:48:23,918
<i>You'll find me</i>
<i>at Postman's Park on Friday at 6:00 p.m.</i>

691
00:48:24,668 --> 00:48:25,876
<i>I'll be there waiting.</i>

692
00:48:26,418 --> 00:48:29,251
<i>Yours, respectfully, Boot.</i>

693
00:48:29,334 --> 00:48:30,168
<i>Boot.</i>

694
00:48:30,793 --> 00:48:33,001
<i>[romantic instrumental music playing]</i>

695
00:48:57,793 --> 00:49:00,584
<i>["What'cha Gone Do About It"</i>
<i>by Doris Troy playing]</i>

696
00:49:06,459 --> 00:49:09,959
<i>♪ Our love, yeah ♪</i>

697
00:49:12,418 --> 00:49:18,751
<i>♪ Is slowly going on the rocks now</i>
<i>Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

698
00:49:18,834 --> 00:49:22,001
<i>♪ Tell me</i>
<i>Tell me, baby ♪</i>

699
00:49:23,168 --> 00:49:24,709
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

700
00:49:25,584 --> 00:49:27,793
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

701
00:49:27,876 --> 00:49:29,626
<i>♪ Our love, yeah ♪</i>

702
00:49:32,376 --> 00:49:35,918
<i>♪ Is in double jeopardy</i>… <i>♪</i>

703
00:49:36,001 --> 00:49:37,168
<i>Felipe!</i>

704
00:49:38,209 --> 00:49:39,418
<i>-How are you?</i>
<i>-Good.</i>

705
00:49:39,501 --> 00:49:42,709
<i>-This is Jennifer. My friend Felipe.</i>
<i>-Nice to meet you.</i>

706
00:49:43,834 --> 00:49:45,168
<i>How's it going? Good?</i>

707
00:49:45,293 --> 00:49:48,334
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>… <i>♪</i>

708
00:49:49,584 --> 00:49:50,834
<i>Enjoy!</i>

709
00:49:50,918 --> 00:49:52,501
<i>-Thank you.</i>
<i>-Thanks.</i>

710
00:49:52,584 --> 00:49:55,084
<i>-Cheers.</i>
<i>-Cheers.</i>

711
00:49:57,209 --> 00:50:02,543
<i>♪ And if you keep on doin'</i>
<i>Doin' what you're doin' ♪</i>

712
00:50:02,626 --> 00:50:04,709
<i>♪ You know our love will surely end</i>… <i>♪</i>

713
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:05,918
<i>Same again.</i>

714
00:50:06,418 --> 00:50:09,459
<i>Come, Mr. Boot. Dance with me.</i>

715
00:50:09,543 --> 00:50:11,168
<i>[Felipe] Have fun, my friend.</i>

716
00:50:11,251 --> 00:50:14,334
<i>♪ Is slowly going on the rocks now ♪</i>

717
00:50:15,209 --> 00:50:17,043
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

718
00:50:17,668 --> 00:50:20,918
<i>♪ Tell me</i>
<i>Tell me, baby ♪</i>

719
00:50:22,168 --> 00:50:26,751
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

720
00:50:26,834 --> 00:50:30,543
<i>♪ Oh, tell me</i>
<i>Tell me, baby ♪</i>

721
00:50:31,793 --> 00:50:33,334
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

722
00:50:34,251 --> 00:50:36,001
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it… ♪</i>

723
00:50:36,084 --> 00:50:37,626
<i>[both chuckle, panting]</i>

724
00:50:44,418 --> 00:50:46,334
<i>["Straight From The Heart"</i>
<i>by Irma Thomas playing]</i>

725
00:50:46,418 --> 00:50:51,626
<i>♪ Do you need me like I need you ♪</i>

726
00:50:53,126 --> 00:50:59,168
<i>♪ Look at me</i>
<i>I'm crying from holding you ♪</i>

727
00:51:00,959 --> 00:51:07,251
<i>♪ Make me forget the pain that you cause ♪</i>

728
00:51:08,001 --> 00:51:10,751
<i>♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪</i>

729
00:51:11,793 --> 00:51:13,959
<i>♪ If it comes from the heart ♪</i>

730
00:51:16,084 --> 00:51:21,834
<i>♪ If time would stand still</i>
<i>While I'm thinking of you ♪</i>

731
00:51:23,501 --> 00:51:29,584
<i>♪ I think of all the pain</i>
<i>That I wanted of you ♪</i>

732
00:51:31,334 --> 00:51:37,459
<i>♪ To make me forget</i>
<i>The pain that you cause ♪</i>

733
00:51:38,376 --> 00:51:40,918
<i>♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪</i>

734
00:51:42,293 --> 00:51:44,668
<i>♪ If it comes from the heart ♪</i>

735
00:51:48,418 --> 00:51:49,918
<i>♪ Picking up the pieces ♪</i>

736
00:51:52,043 --> 00:51:54,126
<i>-♪ Of my broken heart ♪</i>
-[Jenny moaning]

737
00:51:54,209 --> 00:51:55,459
<i>♪ It was real hard ♪</i>

738
00:51:55,543 --> 00:51:57,126
<i>[panting]</i>

739
00:51:59,626 --> 00:52:01,876
<i>♪ A fragile thing like life ♪</i>

740
00:52:03,126 --> 00:52:04,584
<i>♪ It just don't last so long ♪</i>

741
00:52:06,293 --> 00:52:08,668
<i>♪ It could be for a minute or an hour… ♪</i>

742
00:52:08,751 --> 00:52:13,168
<i>[Ellie] </i>"Seize this thing
that is true, and real, and infinite."

743
00:52:14,376 --> 00:52:17,543
<i>"Yes, it's scary,</i>
<i>but I believe that living a lie is worse."</i>

744
00:52:18,793 --> 00:52:21,626
<i>"We could be happy. So happy."</i>

745
00:52:21,709 --> 00:52:22,626
<i>[knocks at door]</i>

746
00:52:24,793 --> 00:52:25,626
<i>Hey.</i>

747
00:52:26,418 --> 00:52:28,959
<i>-You beat me to it.</i>
-<i>Yeah, I'm pretty excited.</i>

748
00:52:29,043 --> 00:52:32,543
<i>Yeah. Um, look, I can't make</i>
<i>any promises, though.</i>

749
00:52:33,626 --> 00:52:35,543
<i>Well, thanks for doing this.</i>

750
00:52:35,626 --> 00:52:38,918
<i>Um, before we go in,</i>
<i>you're gonna have to remove your shoes.</i>

751
00:52:40,918 --> 00:52:43,001
<i>-Seriously?</i>
<i>-Kidding.</i>

752
00:52:44,126 --> 00:52:45,376
<i>You're a funny guy.</i>

753
00:52:46,251 --> 00:52:48,626
<i>So this is everything</i>
<i>that's non-cataloged.</i>

754
00:52:49,959 --> 00:52:50,834
<i>Holy moly.</i>

755
00:52:52,543 --> 00:52:53,418
<i>And…</i>

756
00:52:54,751 --> 00:53:01,251
<i>this should be</i>
<i>all of the stuff from 1964 to 1965.</i>

757
00:53:01,334 --> 00:53:02,584
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

758
00:53:02,668 --> 00:53:04,001
<i>[Ellie] Feel free to get that.</i>

759
00:53:04,084 --> 00:53:07,084
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

760
00:53:07,168 --> 00:53:08,168
<i>[Rory] Not important.</i>

761
00:53:08,251 --> 00:53:09,209
<i>[call ends mid-ring]</i>

762
00:53:10,668 --> 00:53:12,251
<i>[Rory] Oh, um. I… I…</i>

763
00:53:12,334 --> 00:53:14,251
<i>-Could you give me a hand?</i>
<i>-Yeah, sure.</i>

764
00:53:18,918 --> 00:53:19,876
<i>[Ellie] Careful.</i>

765
00:53:23,084 --> 00:53:25,751
<i>-Not this stuff?</i>
<i>-[Rory] Yeah, no, not those.</i>

766
00:53:27,043 --> 00:53:27,876
<i>[Ellie] Um…</i>

767
00:53:28,626 --> 00:53:29,459
<i>[softly] Um…</i>

768
00:53:30,418 --> 00:53:32,501
<i>-Help you down?</i>
<i>-Great.</i>

769
00:53:35,501 --> 00:53:38,001
<i>-So, um…</i>
<i>-Right, should we…</i>

770
00:53:38,084 --> 00:53:39,876
<i>-Should we get started?</i>
<i>-Yeah. Yeah.</i>

771
00:53:40,501 --> 00:53:42,126
<i>Let's get started.</i>

772
00:53:43,001 --> 00:53:45,251
<i>["Give You What I Got"</i>
<i>by Wendy Rene playing]</i>

773
00:53:45,334 --> 00:53:50,543
<i>♪ Made up my mind</i>
<i>Not to quit trying… ♪</i>

774
00:53:50,626 --> 00:53:55,209
<i>[O'Hare] </i>My dearest J, there is no sound
sweeter than your knock on the door.

775
00:53:55,293 --> 00:53:57,543
<i>It's like there's always</i>
<i>a part of me waiting for it.</i>

776
00:53:57,626 --> 00:54:01,834
<i>I struggle to focus at work because</i>
<i>my thoughts veer irrevocably back to you.</i>

777
00:54:02,918 --> 00:54:05,334
<i>What do global warfare</i>
<i>and politics matter to me now?</i>

778
00:54:05,418 --> 00:54:06,668
<i>[doorbell rings]</i>

779
00:54:07,376 --> 00:54:09,876
<i>If this carries on,</i>
<i>they'll put me on the gardening pages.</i>

780
00:54:09,959 --> 00:54:14,584
<i>♪ Give you all the love I got ♪</i>

781
00:54:14,668 --> 00:54:16,459
<i>♪ Make you mine, baby ♪</i>

782
00:54:18,043 --> 00:54:22,543
<i>♪ I'll spend all my time</i>… <i>♪</i>

783
00:54:26,876 --> 00:54:28,043
<i>[Jenny chuckles]</i>

784
00:54:30,168 --> 00:54:31,418
<i>[O'Hare] Close your eyes.</i>

785
00:54:31,918 --> 00:54:33,959
<i>[Jenny] The shadow's</i>
<i>at the foot of the bed, Mr. Boot.</i>

786
00:54:34,043 --> 00:54:37,626
<i>[O'Hare] What terrible thing will happen</i>
<i>if you stayed beyond five o'clock?</i>

787
00:54:37,709 --> 00:54:39,668
<i>[Jenny] I'll stay</i>
<i>until it reaches my knees.</i>

788
00:54:39,793 --> 00:54:41,168
<i>-Waist.</i>
<i>-Knees.</i>

789
00:54:41,834 --> 00:54:42,709
<i>Deal.</i>

790
00:54:43,793 --> 00:54:44,626
<i>Eyes.</i>

791
00:54:45,709 --> 00:54:46,584
<i>[sighs]</i>

792
00:54:47,626 --> 00:54:48,459
<i>Close them.</i>

793
00:54:50,043 --> 00:54:51,043
<i>[softly] Close them.</i>

794
00:54:51,834 --> 00:54:52,709
<i>[Jenny chuckles]</i>

795
00:54:55,793 --> 00:54:56,626
<i>[O'Hare sighs]</i>

796
00:54:57,668 --> 00:55:01,501
<i>Canvas tent</i>
<i>in the middle of the wilderness.</i>

797
00:55:02,043 --> 00:55:05,501
<i>[sighs deeply] If you insist.</i>

798
00:55:06,793 --> 00:55:11,793
<i>We sleep on a bed of leaves,</i>
<i>bathe in a nearby river.</i>

799
00:55:11,876 --> 00:55:13,709
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

800
00:55:13,793 --> 00:55:15,168
<i>And when the sun goes down…</i>

801
00:55:16,501 --> 00:55:17,959
<i>[softly] …we build a fire.</i>

802
00:55:18,459 --> 00:55:19,293
<i>Hmm.</i>

803
00:55:19,959 --> 00:55:22,459
<i>Thank goodness because I'm ravenous.</i>

804
00:55:23,334 --> 00:55:25,793
<i>-What are we having?</i>
<i>-Wild fruit.</i>

805
00:55:33,834 --> 00:55:34,668
<i>Namely?</i>

806
00:55:36,501 --> 00:55:39,668
<i>[softly] Elderberries. Blackberries.</i>

807
00:55:43,418 --> 00:55:44,793
<i>Maybe some dandelion.</i>

808
00:55:58,293 --> 00:55:59,376
<i>[softly] Perfect.</i>

809
00:56:32,584 --> 00:56:33,501
<i>[Jenny] Mmm.</i>

810
00:56:33,584 --> 00:56:35,334
<i>[softly] Good night, dear Boot.</i>

811
00:56:41,251 --> 00:56:42,168
<i>[Jenny scoffs]</i>

812
00:56:47,834 --> 00:56:48,668
<i>[chuckles] What?</i>

813
00:56:49,459 --> 00:56:50,293
<i>What is it?</i>

814
00:56:52,293 --> 00:56:53,459
<i>I don't want you to go.</i>

815
00:56:53,543 --> 00:56:54,834
<i>[Jenny chuckles]</i>

816
00:56:56,584 --> 00:56:58,293
<i>What if we ran away together?</i>

817
00:56:59,168 --> 00:57:00,001
<i>To where?</i>

818
00:57:01,459 --> 00:57:03,668
<i>-How about New York?</i>
<i>-Hmm.</i>

819
00:57:04,668 --> 00:57:06,209
<i>[softly] I love New York.</i>

820
00:57:09,168 --> 00:57:10,543
<i>I've been offered a post there.</i>

821
00:57:12,668 --> 00:57:14,376
<i>And I want you to come with me.</i>

822
00:57:20,001 --> 00:57:20,834
<i>Hmm.</i>

823
00:57:23,876 --> 00:57:25,126
<i>Move to New York with me.</i>

824
00:57:26,626 --> 00:57:28,834
<i>-You know I can't.</i>
<i>-Yes, you can.</i>

825
00:57:28,918 --> 00:57:30,376
<i>Yes, you can. We can.</i>

826
00:57:31,959 --> 00:57:37,043
<i>You're just asking me to run away,</i>
<i>to just give up my life?</i>

827
00:57:37,126 --> 00:57:39,918
<i>Well, in order to start a new one, yes.</i>

828
00:57:40,001 --> 00:57:44,001
<i>-[scoffs] And when you grow tired of me?</i>
<i>-That won't happen.</i>

829
00:57:44,084 --> 00:57:47,459
<i>-It has before. What makes this different?</i>
<i>-What makes-- Everything.</i>

830
00:57:48,751 --> 00:57:50,543
<i>Everything about this is different.</i>

831
00:57:52,918 --> 00:57:56,668
<i>If you think that this is even close</i>
<i>to anything that I've ever felt before,</i>

832
00:57:57,543 --> 00:58:00,543
<i>ever known,</i>
<i>then you couldn't be more wrong.</i>

833
00:58:02,793 --> 00:58:05,334
<i>[softly] Jennifer, I love you.</i>

834
00:58:05,418 --> 00:58:07,834
<i>I'm in love with you,</i>
<i>and I want to share my life with you.</i>

835
00:58:07,918 --> 00:58:10,751
<i>You're in love with the idea of it all</i>
<i>and you're being impulsive.</i>

836
00:58:10,834 --> 00:58:12,918
<i>-And I don't like it.</i>
<i>-[sternly] I'm being instinctive!</i>

837
00:58:13,001 --> 00:58:15,251
<i>Do you have any idea</i>
<i>what you're asking of me?</i>

838
00:58:16,418 --> 00:58:18,501
<i>My family, my friends,</i>
<i>they would disown me.</i>

839
00:58:18,584 --> 00:58:20,834
<i>All the more reason to leave them behind.</i>

840
00:58:21,584 --> 00:58:24,418
<i>-[scoffs] So easy for you.</i>
<i>-Easy?</i>

841
00:58:24,501 --> 00:58:27,251
<i>Watching you return home</i>
<i>every night to a man who--</i>

842
00:58:27,334 --> 00:58:28,293
<i>A man who what?</i>

843
00:58:30,626 --> 00:58:34,668
<i>I think it's entirely possible that</i>
<i>you might be wasted in the life you're in.</i>

844
00:58:34,751 --> 00:58:36,918
<i>[dramatic music playing]</i>

845
00:58:55,043 --> 00:58:59,001
<i>[Jenny] </i>Boot, it's true. I was brought up
to do what is expected of me

846
00:58:59,084 --> 00:59:01,376
<i>rather than what might make me happy.</i>

847
00:59:01,459 --> 00:59:02,959
<i>I'm afraid to love you.</i>

848
00:59:03,043 --> 00:59:07,501
<i>I'm afraid that if I let myself go,</i>
<i>I'd love you so much it would consume me.</i>

849
00:59:07,584 --> 00:59:11,084
<i>And I fear that once I cease to be</i>
<i>a novelty, you might tire of me.</i>

850
00:59:12,168 --> 00:59:14,501
<i>You have to understand</i>
<i>that if I were to leave with you,</i>

851
00:59:14,584 --> 00:59:17,376
<i>it's not just my family</i>
<i>and my security I would lose.</i>

852
00:59:17,459 --> 00:59:19,043
<i>It's my very peace of mind.</i>

853
00:59:19,918 --> 00:59:22,751
<i>And it's a risk I don't think</i>
<i>I'm strong enough to take.</i>

854
00:59:23,376 --> 00:59:26,876
<i>I hope you understand. Yours always, J.</i>

855
00:59:29,209 --> 00:59:30,959
<i>[O'Hare] </i>My dearest and only love,

856
00:59:32,126 --> 00:59:33,293
<i>I know you're frightened,</i>

857
00:59:33,376 --> 00:59:36,626
<i>but believe me when I say</i>
<i>I've known nothing like this before</i>

858
00:59:36,709 --> 00:59:39,334
<i>and can assure you</i>
<i>that I never will again.</i>

859
00:59:39,834 --> 00:59:42,834
<i>It's with that certainty that</i>
<i>I've decided to make a bold decision.</i>

860
00:59:42,918 --> 00:59:45,293
<i>I'm going to take the job in New York.</i>

861
00:59:45,376 --> 00:59:49,334
<i>I'll be on platform two,</i>
<i>Marylebone, Friday at 7:15 p.m.</i>

862
00:59:49,418 --> 00:59:50,626
<i>Come with me, darling.</i>

863
00:59:51,126 --> 00:59:54,376
<i>Spare him a life half-lived,</i>
<i>a marriage of convenience.</i>

864
00:59:54,459 --> 00:59:56,626
<i>More importantly, spare yourself.</i>

865
00:59:56,709 --> 00:59:59,584
<i>Seize this thing</i>
<i>that is true and real and infinite.</i>

866
01:00:00,168 --> 01:00:03,626
<i>Yes, it is scary,</i>
<i>but I believe living a lie is worse.</i>

867
01:00:10,501 --> 01:00:14,418
<i>[Cordoza] A call from Mr. Stirling's</i>
<i>office. He says to go ahead without him.</i>

868
01:00:17,834 --> 01:00:20,293
<i>[O'Hare] </i>We could be happy. So happy.

869
01:00:21,209 --> 01:00:26,543
<i>Know that you hold my hopes,</i>
<i>my heart in your hands. Your Boot.</i>

870
01:00:26,626 --> 01:00:28,251
<i>[ticking]</i>

871
01:00:40,626 --> 01:00:42,626
<i>[suspenseful instrumental music playing]</i>

872
01:00:51,084 --> 01:00:51,959
<i>[yells] Taxi!</i>

873
01:00:55,501 --> 01:00:56,709
<i>[man yells] Make way!</i>

874
01:00:57,751 --> 01:00:59,001
<i>[whistle blows]</i>

875
01:01:22,043 --> 01:01:24,709
<i>-Felipe, you think we'll make it in time?</i>
<i>-I think so.</i>

876
01:01:25,793 --> 01:01:26,918
<i>Just barely.</i>

877
01:01:42,959 --> 01:01:45,501
<i>-[train whistle blows]</i>
<i>-[man yells] Coming through!</i>

878
01:01:50,584 --> 01:01:52,001
<i>Felipe, please hurry.</i>

879
01:02:05,376 --> 01:02:07,168
<i>[man yells] All aboard!</i>

880
01:02:20,418 --> 01:02:21,751
<i>-[horn blaring]</i>
<i>-[braking]</i>

881
01:02:21,834 --> 01:02:24,459
<i>-[gasps]</i>
<i>-[train whistle blows]</i>

882
01:02:28,751 --> 01:02:30,751
<i>[somber instrumental music playing]</i>

883
01:02:56,543 --> 01:02:57,793
<i>[ambulance wails in distance]</i>

884
01:02:57,876 --> 01:03:00,584
<i>[Ellie] "Our famous heavyweight</i>
<i>corduroy trousers,</i>

885
01:03:00,668 --> 01:03:03,876
<i>rubber shirt-grip waistband,</i>
<i>elastic side straps,</i>

886
01:03:03,959 --> 01:03:05,751
<i>three roomy pockets…"</i>

887
01:03:05,834 --> 01:03:09,043
<i>[phone rings]</i>

888
01:03:09,126 --> 01:03:11,709
<i>-[Ellie] It's cool if you wanna get that.</i>
<i>-[Rory] No.</i>

889
01:03:12,626 --> 01:03:18,584
<i>[Ellie] "Uh, available in brown,</i>
<i>fawn, bottle green, and gray."</i>

890
01:03:19,626 --> 01:03:22,209
<i>"Authentic detailing</i>
<i>and rugged tailoring."</i>

891
01:03:22,293 --> 01:03:23,293
<i>Very fine indeed.</i>

892
01:03:24,709 --> 01:03:26,043
<i>Ah. "Mega-Mash."</i>

893
01:03:26,959 --> 01:03:30,334
<i>-"Smashingly smooth, fluffy, flavorsome."</i>
<i>-[Rory] Ellie.</i>

894
01:03:33,126 --> 01:03:34,959
<i>-I think I found one.</i>
<i>-Oh my God!</i>

895
01:03:36,751 --> 01:03:38,084
<i>Read it out!</i>

896
01:03:40,334 --> 01:03:41,334
<i>"Dearest J,</i>

897
01:03:42,043 --> 01:03:46,459
<i>I've spent my life avoiding complication,</i>
<i>especially the romantic kind."</i>

898
01:03:46,543 --> 01:03:50,626
<i>"Having met you, I now realize that what</i>
<i>I was doing wasn't really living at all."</i>

899
01:03:51,084 --> 01:03:54,918
<i>"I know it's hard for you to hear that</i>
<i>I love you, but I have to say the words."</i>

900
01:03:55,001 --> 01:03:58,251
<i>"They're in my head from the moment</i>
<i>I wake until I fall asleep again,</i>

901
01:03:58,751 --> 01:04:02,334
<i>and if I can't say them,</i>
<i>I'll write them to you again and again."</i>

902
01:04:03,501 --> 01:04:05,584
<i>"I love you, dear Jenny. Your B."</i>

903
01:04:06,668 --> 01:04:07,584
<i>Shit.</i>

904
01:04:08,918 --> 01:04:12,334
<i>We should just check out the PO box</i>
<i>the other letters were sent to</i>

905
01:04:12,418 --> 01:04:13,668
<i>and see if it still exists.</i>

906
01:04:13,751 --> 01:04:14,834
<i>Yes!</i>

907
01:04:14,918 --> 01:04:16,376
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

908
01:04:19,126 --> 01:04:21,001
<i>[Rory chuckles] What are you doing?</i>

909
01:04:21,084 --> 01:04:23,293
<i>Rory's phone. Ellie speaking.</i>

910
01:04:24,043 --> 01:04:27,501
<i>Uh… we work together.</i>
<i>I'm afraid I made him stay late.</i>

911
01:04:27,584 --> 01:04:29,251
<i>[both mouthing silently]</i>

912
01:04:30,793 --> 01:04:31,626
<i>Uh…</i>

913
01:04:32,209 --> 01:04:35,668
<i>No. No, no, no, no, no, no.</i>
<i>I'm… I'm sorry.</i>

914
01:04:36,168 --> 01:04:38,501
<i>[chuckles] Okay. Okay. See you.</i>

915
01:04:40,543 --> 01:04:42,584
<i>Why didn't you tell me it's your birthday?</i>

916
01:04:43,334 --> 01:04:46,751
<i>I… I would rather be doing this.</i>

917
01:04:49,168 --> 01:04:51,501
<i>Right. Get your stuff together.</i>

918
01:04:51,584 --> 01:04:53,834
<i>[upbeat pop music playing]</i>

919
01:04:53,918 --> 01:04:56,793
<i>So why would you invite</i>
<i>your ex to your birthday party?</i>

920
01:04:59,418 --> 01:05:02,793
<i>I didn't. I had no idea</i>
<i>she was gonna be here.</i>

921
01:05:02,876 --> 01:05:04,376
<i>Well, who invited her, then?</i>

922
01:05:04,459 --> 01:05:08,251
<i>She's my sister's friend, and</i>
<i>I'm not talking to any of them tonight.</i>

923
01:05:08,334 --> 01:05:11,501
<i>-[Ellie] So what happened with you guys?</i>
<i>-[Rory] She was religious.</i>

924
01:05:11,584 --> 01:05:15,418
<i>But I guess when we met,</i>
<i>she was only a bit religious.</i>

925
01:05:15,501 --> 01:05:17,459
<i>And as the relationship</i>
<i>went on, she was like,</i>

926
01:05:17,543 --> 01:05:21,668
<i>"Actually, the fact you don't believe</i>
<i>in God is a deal breaker for me."</i>

927
01:05:22,668 --> 01:05:25,876
<i>But, in the end, she married this guy.</i>

928
01:05:27,501 --> 01:05:29,834
<i>You know. You win some, you lose some.</i>

929
01:05:32,209 --> 01:05:33,043
<i>What about you?</i>

930
01:05:33,126 --> 01:05:34,209
<i>[scoffs]</i>

931
01:05:34,293 --> 01:05:37,876
<i>-You don't wanna know about me.</i>
<i>-You couldn't be more wrong.</i>

932
01:05:40,001 --> 01:05:41,959
<i>Well, I was with someone for a while.</i>

933
01:05:42,043 --> 01:05:42,876
<i>Define a while.</i>

934
01:05:43,626 --> 01:05:48,209
<i>Eight years.</i>
<i>And he really wanted kids, but I didn't.</i>

935
01:05:49,168 --> 01:05:51,459
<i>So… so we broke up.</i>

936
01:05:53,209 --> 01:05:54,043
<i>I'm sorry.</i>

937
01:05:54,126 --> 01:05:57,543
<i>That isn't even the end. Then we got</i>
<i>back together and then broke up again.</i>

938
01:05:57,626 --> 01:06:01,168
<i>Then there was this whole awful</i>
<i>smorgasbord of haphazard shagging.</i>

939
01:06:01,251 --> 01:06:02,751
<i>And then finally, he proposed.</i>

940
01:06:03,251 --> 01:06:07,418
<i>Uh, we were on holiday with about</i>
<i>a dozen of our nearest and dearest.</i>

941
01:06:07,501 --> 01:06:08,459
<i>Oh gosh.</i>

942
01:06:10,376 --> 01:06:11,376
<i>Yep.</i>

943
01:06:12,209 --> 01:06:14,876
<i>I mean, it wasn't even</i>
<i>that I didn't love him. I just…</i>

944
01:06:15,793 --> 01:06:17,918
<i>I just wasn't sure</i>
<i>that I loved him enough.</i>

945
01:06:18,834 --> 01:06:20,584
<i>Maybe I do want kids. I don't know.</i>

946
01:06:21,376 --> 01:06:25,043
<i>But pretty much knew for sure</i>
<i>I didn't want them with him.</i>

947
01:06:25,793 --> 01:06:30,126
<i>Well, that sounds like</i>
<i>a really shit breakup. I'm sorry.</i>

948
01:06:30,209 --> 01:06:34,126
<i>And that is why people shouldn't talk</i>
<i>about themselves, 'cause it's depressing.</i>

949
01:06:34,876 --> 01:06:36,459
<i>Yeah, it's really depressing.</i>

950
01:06:36,543 --> 01:06:39,418
<i>I think it might be time</i>
<i>for your birthday dance.</i>

951
01:06:40,084 --> 01:06:41,459
<i>My birthday dance?</i>

952
01:06:41,543 --> 01:06:43,126
<i>Yes. Your birthday dance.</i>

953
01:06:43,209 --> 01:06:46,668
<i>["Ain't Love Good,</i>
<i>Ain't Love Proud" playing]</i>

954
01:06:46,751 --> 01:06:50,168
<i>♪ And I'm gonna tell each and every one</i>
<i>Of you to give me some assistance now ♪</i>

955
01:06:50,251 --> 01:06:52,876
<i>♪ Ain't love good</i>
<i>Ain't love proud ♪</i>

956
01:06:52,959 --> 01:06:55,584
<i>♪ Ain't love good</i>
<i>Ain't love proud ♪</i>

957
01:06:55,668 --> 01:06:57,209
<i>♪ Let me hear the music ♪</i>

958
01:06:58,251 --> 01:07:02,334
<i>♪ All right</i>
<i>All right ♪</i>

959
01:07:03,459 --> 01:07:04,543
<i>♪ Well, listen, child ♪</i>

960
01:07:05,959 --> 01:07:11,168
<i>♪ Don't ya know it's a big, bright world</i>
<i>When a guy meets a girl ♪</i>

961
01:07:11,251 --> 01:07:16,668
<i>♪ Don't ya know if the girl is real</i>
<i>Well then it's got to be so sweet ♪</i>

962
01:07:16,751 --> 01:07:22,626
<i>♪ Don't ya know it's a good, good feeling</i>
<i>That sends your heart a-reelin' ♪</i>

963
01:07:22,709 --> 01:07:27,751
<i>♪ Everybody now clap your hands, children</i>
<i>Stomp them feet ♪</i>

964
01:07:27,834 --> 01:07:29,334
<i>[Ellie] Oh, cool flat.</i>

965
01:07:30,043 --> 01:07:32,584
<i>Yeah, this is, uh… this is me.</i>

966
01:07:32,668 --> 01:07:34,043
<i>[both chuckle]</i>

967
01:07:34,126 --> 01:07:36,334
<i>[Ellie] It's nice! Oh your cat!</i>

968
01:07:36,418 --> 01:07:37,251
<i>[Rory] Diesel.</i>

969
01:07:37,709 --> 01:07:38,668
<i>[Ellie] Hi, Diesel.</i>

970
01:07:40,001 --> 01:07:41,043
<i>[meows]</i>

971
01:07:41,418 --> 01:07:42,376
<i>[Rory] Refreshment?</i>

972
01:07:42,959 --> 01:07:45,793
<i>[Ellie] Yeah. Uh…</i>
<i>maybe, actually, water.</i>

973
01:07:46,209 --> 01:07:47,043
<i>[Rory] Yeah.</i>

974
01:07:47,126 --> 01:07:48,126
<i>[Ellie] Thanks.</i>

975
01:07:55,709 --> 01:07:57,126
<i>So many records.</i>

976
01:07:58,001 --> 01:07:59,209
<i>It's kinda hobby of mine.</i>

977
01:08:00,001 --> 01:08:02,626
<i>["Love to Know" by Marine Girls playing]</i>

978
01:08:04,418 --> 01:08:05,251
<i>Hello.</i>

979
01:08:05,751 --> 01:08:10,293
<i>♪ Hello Marc</i>
<i>Long time no see ♪</i>

980
01:08:10,376 --> 01:08:14,418
<i>♪ I bet you don't remember me</i>… <i>♪</i>

981
01:08:15,418 --> 01:08:16,626
<i>[Ellie] So these, um…</i>

982
01:08:18,001 --> 01:08:19,376
<i>these ladies…</i>

983
01:08:20,501 --> 01:08:21,959
<i>they're all your sisters, right?</i>

984
01:08:22,043 --> 01:08:24,876
<i>Uh, no, uh,</i>
<i>I'm a serial bigamist, actually.</i>

985
01:08:24,959 --> 01:08:25,876
<i>Oh.</i>

986
01:08:26,626 --> 01:08:29,126
<i>Yeah. Shucks, I thought so.</i>

987
01:08:29,209 --> 01:08:30,293
<i>[chuckles]</i>

988
01:08:34,626 --> 01:08:37,709
<i>♪ By the way, have you seen him lately</i>? <i>♪</i>

989
01:08:39,876 --> 01:08:46,876
<i>♪ Could you tell me how is he? ♪</i>

990
01:08:55,126 --> 01:08:59,501
<i>♪ I haven't seen him for so long ♪</i>

991
01:08:59,584 --> 01:09:03,584
<i>♪ Don't think of him when I'm alone ♪</i>

992
01:09:04,334 --> 01:09:08,251
<i>♪ Time flies so fast doing this alone ♪</i>

993
01:09:09,418 --> 01:09:14,793
<i>♪ It was two years the other night</i>
<i>And I forgot ♪</i>

994
01:10:05,626 --> 01:10:06,459
<i>[opens creakily]</i>

995
01:10:32,959 --> 01:10:34,918
<i>[phone vibrates]</i>

996
01:10:38,584 --> 01:10:39,459
<i>[softly] Oh shit.</i>

997
01:10:45,293 --> 01:10:47,293
<i>Hi. Um…</i>

998
01:10:47,959 --> 01:10:50,834
<i>-I was wondering--</i>
<i>-Sorry, you're gonna have to speak up.</i>

999
01:10:50,918 --> 01:10:55,001
<i>[louder] Oh, um, how do I find out</i>
<i>who owns one of these PO boxes?</i>

1000
01:10:55,084 --> 01:10:57,168
<i>[woman] You want to open a PO box?</i>

1001
01:10:57,251 --> 01:11:00,543
<i>No, no, I want to find out</i>
<i>who owns one of them.</i>

1002
01:11:00,626 --> 01:11:02,293
<i>Are you the owner of the box?</i>

1003
01:11:02,918 --> 01:11:07,126
<i>No, I… I want to find out who owns</i>
<i>one of them so I can write to them.</i>

1004
01:11:07,251 --> 01:11:09,501
<i>I mean, I want to find out</i>
<i>if they still own it,</i>

1005
01:11:09,584 --> 01:11:12,001
<i>if you, uh… if you see what I'm saying.</i>

1006
01:11:12,084 --> 01:11:16,293
<i>You've obviously not heard of that</i>
<i>little thing called "data protection."</i>

1007
01:11:17,584 --> 01:11:18,751
<i>You know what, um?</i>

1008
01:11:19,876 --> 01:11:22,959
<i>Don't worry about it.</i>
<i>I will, uh… I'll figure something out.</i>

1009
01:11:27,293 --> 01:11:29,293
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

1010
01:11:38,126 --> 01:11:39,084
<i>[Ellie] </i>Dear J,

1011
01:11:39,168 --> 01:11:42,293
<i>this might sound strange, but I found</i>
<i>some letters that may belong to you,</i>

1012
01:11:42,376 --> 01:11:46,084
<i>addressed to JS, postmark 1965.</i>

1013
01:11:46,168 --> 01:11:48,501
<i>They appear to be of sentimental value.</i>

1014
01:11:48,584 --> 01:11:51,001
<i>If you could bare to tell me,</i>
<i>I'd love to know the story</i>

1015
01:11:51,084 --> 01:11:52,793
<i>behind them and Mr. Boot.</i>

1016
01:11:52,876 --> 01:11:54,834
<i>With all best wishes, Ellie Haworth.</i>

1017
01:12:06,334 --> 01:12:09,543
<i>[Ellie] </i>"Dear Miss Haworth, I do not wish
to speak to you regarding the events

1018
01:12:09,626 --> 01:12:11,959
<i>of the period</i>
<i>outlined to me in your letter,</i>

1019
01:12:12,043 --> 01:12:15,834
<i>and as such will be unable to assist you</i>
<i>any further with your investigation."</i>

1020
01:12:15,918 --> 01:12:17,959
<i>"Sincerely, Jennifer Stirling."</i>

1021
01:12:18,043 --> 01:12:20,168
<i>[inspirational instrumental music playing]</i>

1022
01:12:26,418 --> 01:12:27,543
<i>Okay, I'll see you.</i>

1023
01:12:28,543 --> 01:12:30,251
<i>-Bye.</i>
<i>-Bye.</i>

1024
01:12:50,751 --> 01:12:51,834
<i>[buzzes]</i>

1025
01:12:57,126 --> 01:12:57,959
<i>[woman] Hello?</i>

1026
01:12:58,959 --> 01:13:00,626
<i>Is that… is that Mrs. Stirling?</i>

1027
01:13:01,209 --> 01:13:02,334
<i>[Jenny] </i>Speaking.

1028
01:13:02,418 --> 01:13:06,209
<i>Hello, hi. I'm, um… I'm Ellie Haworth</i>
<i>from </i>The London Chronicle<i>.</i>

1029
01:13:06,293 --> 01:13:10,209
<i>I… I wrote to you regarding a series</i>
<i>of letters that myself and my colleague--</i>

1030
01:13:10,293 --> 01:13:13,501
<i>[Jenny] </i>Yes, yes, and I have responded
via the enclosed address.

1031
01:13:14,334 --> 01:13:15,459
<i>Yes, um…</i>

1032
01:13:15,543 --> 01:13:17,626
<i>I… I just…</i>

1033
01:13:17,709 --> 01:13:21,043
<i>Look, um, if now is inconvenient,</i>
<i>I'm… I'm more than happy--</i>

1034
01:13:21,126 --> 01:13:23,043
<i>[Jenny] </i>I'm sorry,
but as I said in my letter,

1035
01:13:23,126 --> 01:13:26,376
<i>what happened between myself</i>
<i>and Mr. O'Hare is a private matter.</i>

1036
01:13:29,751 --> 01:13:33,834
<i>Yes, of course,</i>
<i>and I'm… I'm very sorry for intruding.</i>

1037
01:13:33,918 --> 01:13:37,376
<i>Um. I just wanted</i>
<i>at the very least to return--</i>

1038
01:13:37,459 --> 01:13:38,501
<i>[intercom hangs up]</i>

1039
01:13:39,459 --> 01:13:40,293
<i>Hello?</i>

1040
01:13:42,126 --> 01:13:43,001
<i>[in singsong] Hello?</i>

1041
01:13:46,001 --> 01:13:46,834
<i>Shit.</i>

1042
01:14:03,126 --> 01:14:05,126
<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

1043
01:14:21,459 --> 01:14:25,043
<i>Mrs. Stirling, lovely to see you again.</i>
<i>We've missed you.</i>

1044
01:14:28,584 --> 01:14:31,501
<i>Yes, it's… it's lovely to see you too.</i>

1045
01:14:33,501 --> 01:14:37,084
<i>I wouldn't suppose you have a spare key?</i>
<i>I seemed to have left mine at home.</i>

1046
01:14:37,168 --> 01:14:40,334
<i>Certainly, ma'am,</i>
<i>but PO box 13 is no longer in service.</i>

1047
01:14:41,209 --> 01:14:42,043
<i>I'm sorry?</i>

1048
01:14:42,751 --> 01:14:47,084
<i>As per Mr. Stirling's request,</i>
<i>it's been closed for the last month.</i>

1049
01:14:48,834 --> 01:14:52,168
<i>[sternly] Well, reopen it now. Please.</i>

1050
01:14:52,251 --> 01:14:53,501
<i>[woman] Certainly, ma'am.</i>

1051
01:14:54,709 --> 01:14:57,293
<i>Mrs. Cordoza, I need the keys</i>
<i>to my husband's study.</i>

1052
01:14:57,793 --> 01:15:00,376
<i>I'm afraid this is an instruction</i>
<i>and not a request.</i>

1053
01:15:01,293 --> 01:15:02,126
<i>Of course.</i>

1054
01:15:04,584 --> 01:15:05,418
<i>Thank you.</i>

1055
01:15:06,543 --> 01:15:08,543
<i>[suspenseful instrumental music playing]</i>

1056
01:15:42,626 --> 01:15:44,418
<i>[O'Hare] </i>My dearest and only love,

1057
01:15:44,959 --> 01:15:46,084
<i>I know you're frightened,</i>

1058
01:15:46,168 --> 01:15:49,501
<i>but believe me when I say</i>
<i>I've known nothing like this before</i>

1059
01:15:49,584 --> 01:15:51,626
<i>and can assure you I never will again.</i>

1060
01:15:51,709 --> 01:15:54,543
<i>I'll be on platform two, Marylebone, 7:15.</i>

1061
01:15:54,626 --> 01:15:57,293
<i>Seize this thing</i>
<i>that is true and real and infinite.</i>

1062
01:15:57,376 --> 01:15:59,168
<i>More importantly, spare yourself.</i>

1063
01:15:59,251 --> 01:16:00,793
<i>Living a lie is worse.</i>

1064
01:16:00,876 --> 01:16:03,209
<i>I'll never be satisfied</i>
<i>with just a part of you.</i>

1065
01:16:03,293 --> 01:16:05,918
<i>-[Jenny] </i>It's my very peace of mind.
-<i>[O'Hare]</i> Come with me, darling.

1066
01:16:06,001 --> 01:16:08,751
<i>-We could be happy. So happy.</i>
<i>-</i>[Jenny] <i>I would love you so much.</i>

1067
01:16:09,501 --> 01:16:12,001
<i>[car approaching]</i>

1068
01:16:13,584 --> 01:16:14,501
<i>[car door closes]</i>

1069
01:16:14,959 --> 01:16:17,668
<i>[O'Hare] </i>Know that you hold my hopes,
my heart in your hands.

1070
01:16:17,751 --> 01:16:20,168
<i>-[Jenny]</i>Yours always, J.
<i>-[O'Hare] </i>Your Boot.

1071
01:16:34,543 --> 01:16:35,959
<i>What are you doing with this?</i>

1072
01:16:39,793 --> 01:16:41,918
<i>Larry, why have you been tampering</i>
<i>with my mail?</i>

1073
01:16:46,001 --> 01:16:46,959
<i>They, um…</i>

1074
01:16:48,126 --> 01:16:52,334
<i>They found it on you…</i>
<i>the day of the accident.</i>

1075
01:16:56,668 --> 01:16:58,168
<i>I'm guessing you know who wrote it.</i>

1076
01:16:59,626 --> 01:17:00,501
<i>Yes.</i>

1077
01:17:03,584 --> 01:17:06,126
<i>Yes, his name is Anthony O'Hare.</i>

1078
01:17:08,043 --> 01:17:09,168
<i>Was.</i>

1079
01:17:10,876 --> 01:17:11,709
<i>A journalist.</i>

1080
01:17:13,584 --> 01:17:14,668
<i>I introduced you.</i>

1081
01:17:17,043 --> 01:17:20,543
<i>The two of you, it seems,</i>
<i>were engaged in some kind of…</i>

1082
01:17:25,584 --> 01:17:26,751
<i>Jenny, he was killed.</i>

1083
01:17:27,376 --> 01:17:29,376
<i>[somber instrumental music playing]</i>

1084
01:17:33,334 --> 01:17:34,168
<i>Wait.</i>

1085
01:17:35,001 --> 01:17:36,918
<i>-[Larry] He was beside you in the car.</i>
<i>-No.</i>

1086
01:17:38,959 --> 01:17:39,793
<i>No.</i>

1087
01:17:40,293 --> 01:17:42,084
<i>The man beside me</i>
<i>in the car was named Felipe.</i>

1088
01:17:42,168 --> 01:17:46,251
<i>The driver was Felipe, but the man in the</i>
<i>passenger seat was a Mr. Anthony O'Hare.</i>

1089
01:17:49,876 --> 01:17:53,334
<i>And when you woke</i>
<i>from your accident, I made a decision.</i>

1090
01:17:56,168 --> 01:17:57,584
<i>I was trying to protect you.</i>

1091
01:17:59,501 --> 01:18:00,709
<i>-From what?</i>
<i>-The truth.</i>

1092
01:18:02,543 --> 01:18:04,501
<i>I didn't want you</i>
<i>to have to bear the guilt.</i>

1093
01:18:07,376 --> 01:18:09,459
<i>[footsteps leaving]</i>

1094
01:18:12,918 --> 01:18:14,918
<i>[typing]</i>

1095
01:18:20,084 --> 01:18:21,668
<i>[clicking]</i>

1096
01:18:25,918 --> 01:18:27,459
<i>Holy shit.</i>

1097
01:18:29,709 --> 01:18:31,834
<i>Anthony worked at </i>The Chronicle<i>.</i>

1098
01:18:32,626 --> 01:18:33,584
<i>Yes.</i>

1099
01:18:35,168 --> 01:18:36,168
<i>[typing]</i>

1100
01:18:40,584 --> 01:18:42,293
<i>[phone vibrates]</i>

1101
01:18:44,376 --> 01:18:46,126
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

1102
01:18:53,584 --> 01:18:54,834
<i>[message whooshes]</i>

1103
01:19:20,709 --> 01:19:22,709
<i>[typing]</i>

1104
01:19:28,626 --> 01:19:29,834
<i>[email whooshes]</i>

1105
01:19:29,918 --> 01:19:31,959
<i>[upbeat instrumental music playing]</i>

1106
01:19:32,084 --> 01:19:33,418
<i>[sighs]</i>

1107
01:20:04,376 --> 01:20:07,334
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

1108
01:20:10,584 --> 01:20:11,418
<i>[groans]</i>

1109
01:20:15,293 --> 01:20:17,001
<i>-Hello?</i>
<i>-[man] </i>Ellie Haworth?

1110
01:20:17,084 --> 01:20:19,209
<i>-Uh-huh.</i>
<i>-[man] </i>This is Anthony O'Hare.

1111
01:20:20,668 --> 01:20:23,043
<i>Oh. Um. [clears throat] Hi!</i>

1112
01:20:23,668 --> 01:20:24,501
<i>Um.</i>

1113
01:20:24,584 --> 01:20:26,334
<i>[O'Hare] </i>I believe you
wish to speak with me.

1114
01:20:26,418 --> 01:20:27,251
<i>Yes.</i>

1115
01:20:27,918 --> 01:20:29,918
<i>Uh, hello, Mr. O'Hare.</i>

1116
01:20:30,001 --> 01:20:32,334
<i>So, how did you stumble on my story?</i>

1117
01:20:33,709 --> 01:20:36,001
<i>Well, initially, I was just…</i>

1118
01:20:36,084 --> 01:20:38,126
<i>I was just following an instinct, and…</i>

1119
01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:42,584
<i>well, then I thought</i>
<i>there might be a feature in it. [chuckles]</i>

1120
01:20:43,209 --> 01:20:46,459
<i>And then the more I read,</i>

1121
01:20:47,459 --> 01:20:49,293
<i>the more I started to feel…</i>

1122
01:20:51,418 --> 01:20:54,793
<i>I just… I found them incredibly moving.</i>

1123
01:20:57,834 --> 01:21:00,334
<i>So, did she meet you?</i>

1124
01:21:02,084 --> 01:21:07,626
<i>D-- Did you go to New York together?</i>

1125
01:21:07,709 --> 01:21:08,543
<i>No.</i>

1126
01:21:09,501 --> 01:21:12,043
<i>Mrs. Stirling</i>
<i>did not accompany me to New York.</i>

1127
01:21:15,043 --> 01:21:16,793
<i>And was that the last-- I… I mean…</i>

1128
01:21:18,584 --> 01:21:19,418
<i>Did you…</i>

1129
01:21:22,209 --> 01:21:23,751
<i>Did you ever see each other again?</i>

1130
01:21:30,334 --> 01:21:32,334
<i>["Carols of the Bells" playing]</i>

1131
01:21:33,043 --> 01:21:35,543
<i>♪ Christmas is here</i>
<i>Bringing good cheer ♪</i>

1132
01:21:35,626 --> 01:21:38,043
<i>♪ To young and old</i>
<i>Meek and the bold ♪</i>

1133
01:21:38,126 --> 01:21:40,168
<i>♪ Ding-dong, ding-dong</i>
<i>That is the song ♪</i>

1134
01:21:40,251 --> 01:21:42,793
<i>♪ With joyful ring</i>
<i>All caroling ♪</i>

1135
01:21:42,876 --> 01:21:45,126
<i>♪ One seems to hear</i>
<i>Words of good cheer ♪</i>

1136
01:21:45,209 --> 01:21:47,543
<i>♪ From everywhere</i>
<i>Filling the air ♪</i>

1137
01:21:47,626 --> 01:21:49,918
<i>♪ Oh, how they pound</i>
<i>Raising their sound ♪</i>

1138
01:21:50,001 --> 01:21:52,293
<i>♪ O'er hill and dale</i>
<i>Telling their tale ♪</i>

1139
01:21:52,376 --> 01:21:55,834
<i>♪ Gaily they ring</i>
<i>While people sing songs of good cheer ♪</i>

1140
01:21:55,918 --> 01:21:59,584
<i>♪ Christmas is here</i>
<i>Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪</i>

1141
01:21:59,668 --> 01:22:01,709
<i>♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪</i>

1142
01:22:01,793 --> 01:22:04,126
<i>♪ On, on they send</i>
<i>On without end ♪</i>

1143
01:22:04,209 --> 01:22:06,334
<i>♪ Their joyful tone</i>
<i>To every home</i>… <i>♪</i>

1144
01:22:06,793 --> 01:22:09,959
<i>-[gasps]</i>
<i>-[O'Hare whispers] Jennifer.</i>

1145
01:22:10,043 --> 01:22:11,751
<i>♪ Throw cares away</i>
<i>Christmas is here ♪</i>

1146
01:22:11,834 --> 01:22:12,751
<i>[whispers] Jennifer.</i>

1147
01:22:12,834 --> 01:22:16,459
<i>♪ To young and old</i>
<i>Meek and the bold ♪</i>

1148
01:22:16,543 --> 01:22:18,418
<i>♪ Ding-dong, ding-dong</i>
<i>That is the song ♪</i>

1149
01:22:18,501 --> 01:22:21,543
<i>Am I really that much</i>
<i>of a fright after all these years?</i>

1150
01:22:21,626 --> 01:22:24,293
<i>♪ Words of good cheer</i>
<i>From everywhere ♪</i>

1151
01:22:24,376 --> 01:22:26,543
<i>♪ Filling the air</i>
<i>Oh, how they pound</i>… ♪

1152
01:22:27,543 --> 01:22:29,459
<i>-[softly] Can we go somewhere?</i>
<i>-Of course.</i>

1153
01:22:29,543 --> 01:22:33,876
<i>♪ Gaily they ring</i>
<i>While people sing songs of good cheer ♪</i>

1154
01:22:33,959 --> 01:22:37,126
<i>♪ Christmas is here</i>
<i>Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪</i>

1155
01:22:37,209 --> 01:22:39,626
<i>♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪</i>

1156
01:22:39,709 --> 01:22:41,834
<i>♪ On, on they send</i>
<i>On without end ♪</i>

1157
01:22:41,918 --> 01:22:43,418
<i>♪ Their joyful tone</i>
<i>To every home ♪</i>

1158
01:22:43,501 --> 01:22:45,168
<i>What must you have thought of me?</i>

1159
01:22:46,751 --> 01:22:48,709
<i>Well, I assumed you to be a loyal wife.</i>

1160
01:22:49,251 --> 01:22:50,084
<i>[sighs]</i>

1161
01:22:51,334 --> 01:22:52,751
<i>And I returned to my work.</i>

1162
01:22:55,168 --> 01:22:56,293
<i>New York?</i>

1163
01:22:58,959 --> 01:23:00,543
<i>It's been my home for the past</i>

1164
01:23:02,209 --> 01:23:03,126
<i>four years.</i>

1165
01:23:05,834 --> 01:23:06,709
<i>[chuckles]</i>

1166
01:23:11,376 --> 01:23:12,376
<i>I was on my way…</i>

1167
01:23:15,584 --> 01:23:16,668
<i>to meet you.</i>

1168
01:23:24,334 --> 01:23:25,376
<i>There was a crash.</i>

1169
01:23:28,501 --> 01:23:30,209
<i>I was left unconscious.</i>

1170
01:23:32,751 --> 01:23:34,584
<i>I couldn't remember anything.</i>

1171
01:23:36,168 --> 01:23:37,376
<i>Until I saw you tonight.</i>

1172
01:23:37,959 --> 01:23:41,209
<i>I had found your letters,</i>
<i>but I was told you…</i>

1173
01:23:47,418 --> 01:23:50,251
<i>I was misled. I thought that I'd lost you.</i>

1174
01:23:51,709 --> 01:23:55,418
<i>Misplaced, perhaps.</i>

1175
01:23:57,626 --> 01:23:59,251
<i>[softly] But certainly not lost.</i>

1176
01:24:02,501 --> 01:24:03,334
<i>[softly] Boot?</i>

1177
01:24:04,543 --> 01:24:05,709
<i>Yes, dear Jennifer.</i>

1178
01:24:06,334 --> 01:24:07,876
<i>Would you kiss me, please?</i>

1179
01:24:07,959 --> 01:24:10,209
<i>[romantic music playing]</i>

1180
01:24:30,709 --> 01:24:31,626
<i>Come back with me.</i>

1181
01:24:35,001 --> 01:24:36,168
<i>I can't lose you again.</i>

1182
01:24:37,209 --> 01:24:38,668
<i>Too many things have changed.</i>

1183
01:24:42,751 --> 01:24:44,126
<i>I'm still in love with you.</i>

1184
01:24:46,251 --> 01:24:47,918
<i>[softly] Can you please help me?</i>

1185
01:25:04,251 --> 01:25:05,168
<i>I have a daughter.</i>

1186
01:25:13,126 --> 01:25:13,959
<i>What's her name?</i>

1187
01:25:15,209 --> 01:25:16,043
<i>Esme.</i>

1188
01:25:17,584 --> 01:25:18,418
<i>She's two.</i>

1189
01:25:24,793 --> 01:25:25,668
<i>Bring her.</i>

1190
01:25:27,084 --> 01:25:27,918
<i>Hmm?</i>

1191
01:25:35,793 --> 01:25:36,626
<i>I can't.</i>

1192
01:25:39,209 --> 01:25:40,334
<i>Forgive me.</i>

1193
01:25:48,084 --> 01:25:48,918
<i>I'll wait.</i>

1194
01:25:52,293 --> 01:25:54,126
<i>Tell me to wait for you, and I will.</i>

1195
01:25:57,376 --> 01:25:58,209
<i>I love you.</i>

1196
01:26:02,709 --> 01:26:03,543
<i>I always have.</i>

1197
01:26:10,543 --> 01:26:11,459
<i>I'm so sorry.</i>

1198
01:26:24,126 --> 01:26:26,709
<i>[Ellie] So that was the last</i>
<i>you saw of each other?</i>

1199
01:26:29,668 --> 01:26:30,709
<i>No more letters?</i>

1200
01:26:32,751 --> 01:26:33,709
<i>No more letters.</i>

1201
01:26:39,876 --> 01:26:41,209
<i>Do you have them with you?</i>

1202
01:26:41,668 --> 01:26:44,668
<i>Yes. The… the letters, yes.</i>

1203
01:26:45,959 --> 01:26:46,793
<i>Here.</i>

1204
01:26:53,293 --> 01:26:55,918
<i>What if I could put</i>
<i>the two of you in touch?</i>

1205
01:26:58,418 --> 01:26:59,501
<i>No.</i>

1206
01:26:59,584 --> 01:27:04,376
<i>I chose to respect</i>
<i>Jennifer's decision all those years ago.</i>

1207
01:27:05,209 --> 01:27:07,584
<i>It seems only right to me</i>
<i>I continue to do so.</i>

1208
01:27:11,918 --> 01:27:14,501
<i>I wonder if these ought</i>
<i>to be returned to Mrs. Sterling.</i>

1209
01:27:14,584 --> 01:27:15,584
<i>I already tried.</i>

1210
01:27:17,084 --> 01:27:18,918
<i>[O'Hare] Well, you're a journalist.</i>

1211
01:27:22,334 --> 01:27:23,168
<i>Try again.</i>

1212
01:27:23,834 --> 01:27:25,543
<i>[door buzzer buzzes]</i>

1213
01:27:28,543 --> 01:27:32,543
<i>[door buzzer buzzes]</i>

1214
01:27:32,626 --> 01:27:33,751
<i>[woman] Can I help you?</i>

1215
01:27:34,793 --> 01:27:35,626
<i>Um.</i>

1216
01:27:38,418 --> 01:27:39,543
<i>Mrs. Stirling?</i>

1217
01:27:40,084 --> 01:27:40,959
<i>Yes.</i>

1218
01:27:42,418 --> 01:27:46,918
<i>Well, I'm, um… I'm Ellie.</i>
<i>Ellie Haworth from the, uh…</i>

1219
01:27:48,043 --> 01:27:53,751
<i>Um, look, I'm… I'm… I'm just…</i>
<i>I'm not trying to… I just…</i>

1220
01:27:55,043 --> 01:27:58,334
<i>I met with Mr. O'Hare, with Anthony,</i>

1221
01:27:58,418 --> 01:28:01,834
<i>and, um, he wanted me to give you these.</i>

1222
01:28:03,918 --> 01:28:06,668
<i>He wants you to have them,</i>
<i>and it is his express wish.</i>

1223
01:28:11,168 --> 01:28:12,834
<i>[Jenny] What did you two discuss?</i>

1224
01:28:13,418 --> 01:28:15,584
<i>[Ellie] Well, uh, you.</i>

1225
01:28:16,543 --> 01:28:17,376
<i>Mostly.</i>

1226
01:28:20,043 --> 01:28:21,918
<i>He… he told me what happened.</i>

1227
01:28:23,834 --> 01:28:27,376
<i>In the end, you… you chose your family.</i>

1228
01:28:29,834 --> 01:28:31,751
<i>[dramatic instrumental music playing]</i>

1229
01:28:34,209 --> 01:28:36,084
<i>[weeping]</i>

1230
01:28:41,793 --> 01:28:42,668
<i>[sniffles]</i>

1231
01:29:08,043 --> 01:29:11,751
<i>["Johnny Boy" by Melanie playing]</i>

1232
01:29:11,834 --> 01:29:16,626
<i>♪ Johnny boy, my friend</i>
<i>Stop them again ♪</i>

1233
01:29:16,709 --> 01:29:20,834
<i>♪ For a lonely girl</i>
<i>In the world ♪</i>

1234
01:29:20,918 --> 01:29:25,584
<i>♪ Of the stone buildings</i>
<i>That would turn brown ♪</i>

1235
01:29:25,668 --> 01:29:28,043
<i>♪ If they were born ♪</i>

1236
01:29:28,126 --> 01:29:31,501
<i>♪ In the town</i>
<i>Where the trees are grown ♪</i>

1237
01:29:31,584 --> 01:29:38,584
<i>♪ Johnny boy</i>
<i>I'm alone ♪</i>

1238
01:29:39,959 --> 01:29:43,001
<i>♪ Please take me home ♪</i>

1239
01:29:47,626 --> 01:29:49,084
<i>What's all this, then?</i>

1240
01:29:49,168 --> 01:29:53,251
<i>♪ Johnny boy, my friend</i>
<i>Please hold my hand ♪</i>

1241
01:29:53,334 --> 01:29:55,751
<i>-♪ In the middle of the-- ♪</i>
-[record turns off]

1242
01:30:01,876 --> 01:30:02,709
<i>You lied to me.</i>

1243
01:30:05,584 --> 01:30:06,793
<i>You told me he was dead.</i>

1244
01:30:13,209 --> 01:30:14,209
<i>Why?</i>

1245
01:30:19,543 --> 01:30:21,251
<i>For the sake of our marriage.</i>

1246
01:30:22,584 --> 01:30:24,834
<i>By allowing me to believe</i>
<i>that I'd killed him?</i>

1247
01:30:36,293 --> 01:30:41,543
<i>I know that I betrayed you, Lawrence.</i>

1248
01:30:43,751 --> 01:30:45,334
<i>I live with it every day.</i>

1249
01:30:46,876 --> 01:30:51,126
<i>And I have spent</i>
<i>the last four years of my life…</i>

1250
01:30:53,709 --> 01:30:55,459
<i>trying to be a better wife for you.</i>

1251
01:30:57,501 --> 01:31:00,126
<i>But I remember, Larry,</i>
<i>I remember everything.</i>

1252
01:31:01,209 --> 01:31:05,543
<i>And the truth is, you and I were broken</i>
<i>long before Anthony came into my life.</i>

1253
01:31:05,626 --> 01:31:07,209
<i>-[softly] Jennifer.</i>
<i>-Don't touch me.</i>

1254
01:31:07,293 --> 01:31:09,876
<i>-Jenny, listen--</i>
<i>-[sternly] No, you listen to me now!</i>

1255
01:31:12,418 --> 01:31:17,168
<i>[softly] The only reason I am still here</i>
<i>is because of our daughter.</i>

1256
01:31:18,334 --> 01:31:22,168
<i>From this day forward,</i>
<i>I am your wife in name only.</i>

1257
01:31:22,251 --> 01:31:25,334
<i>And if you so much as attempt</i>
<i>to treat me otherwise,</i>

1258
01:31:26,084 --> 01:31:29,001
<i>I will take our daughter,</i>
<i>and I will leave.</i>

1259
01:31:29,084 --> 01:31:30,126
<i>[grabs roughly]</i>

1260
01:31:31,834 --> 01:31:36,084
<i>Now if you think the courts will side with</i>
<i>an adulteress, then you're delusional.</i>

1261
01:31:37,918 --> 01:31:40,834
<i>And if you try to leave,</i>
<i>if you try to take my child,</i>

1262
01:31:40,918 --> 01:31:41,918
<i>I will destroy you,</i>

1263
01:31:42,668 --> 01:31:44,876
<i>and you'll never see her again.</i>
<i>Do you understand?</i>

1264
01:31:46,543 --> 01:31:47,543
<i>[releases roughly]</i>

1265
01:31:54,668 --> 01:31:56,668
<i>[suspenseful instrumental music playing]</i>

1266
01:31:58,418 --> 01:31:59,709
<i>[whispering] Hi, darling.</i>

1267
01:32:00,751 --> 01:32:01,793
<i>Hi, baby.</i>

1268
01:32:02,834 --> 01:32:05,043
<i>We're gonna go on an adventure, okay?</i>

1269
01:32:12,876 --> 01:32:17,043
<i>Hello, I'm looking for Mr. Anthony O'Hare.</i>
<i>He's in room 268.</i>

1270
01:32:17,126 --> 01:32:20,209
<i>[woman] Mr. O'Hare</i>
<i>is no longer staying with us here.</i>

1271
01:32:25,376 --> 01:32:26,668
<i>When did he leave?</i>

1272
01:32:26,751 --> 01:32:27,751
<i>Yesterday.</i>

1273
01:32:31,459 --> 01:32:32,334
<i>Thank you.</i>

1274
01:32:34,043 --> 01:32:36,334
<i>[woman] Ma'am? Stop for a second.</i>

1275
01:32:36,418 --> 01:32:38,918
<i>-Anthony?</i>
<i>-[woman] Excuse me. Ma'am?</i>

1276
01:32:40,084 --> 01:32:41,584
<i>What's going on in here?</i>

1277
01:32:42,043 --> 01:32:43,876
<i>[woman] I've been trying to explain.</i>

1278
01:32:44,543 --> 01:32:46,168
<i>-[man] Mary Ellen?</i>
<i>-[Jenny] Anthony?</i>

1279
01:32:47,501 --> 01:32:51,376
<i>I'm… I'm looking for Anthony O'Hare.</i>
<i>I need to know where he is, please.</i>

1280
01:32:51,459 --> 01:32:54,918
<i>I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this,</i>
<i>but Anthony handed in his notice.</i>

1281
01:32:55,001 --> 01:32:56,751
<i>He resigned this morning.</i>

1282
01:32:56,834 --> 01:33:00,084
<i>-Did he leave a forwarding address?</i>
<i>-I'm sorry to say he did not.</i>

1283
01:33:23,876 --> 01:33:26,293
<i>Perhaps you could see to it</i>
<i>that he gets these.</i>

1284
01:33:26,376 --> 01:33:29,626
<i>If you hear from Anthony again,</i>
<i>please tell him I was looking for him.</i>

1285
01:33:50,751 --> 01:33:53,793
<i>So then you…</i>
<i>you went back to your husband?</i>

1286
01:33:55,793 --> 01:33:57,793
<i>I just couldn't risk losing her.</i>

1287
01:33:59,126 --> 01:34:01,251
<i>And I did eventually leave him,</i>

1288
01:34:02,209 --> 01:34:05,376
<i>when I knew for certain</i>
<i>that the law would support my decision.</i>

1289
01:34:06,293 --> 01:34:07,501
<i>What about Mr. O'Hare?</i>

1290
01:34:08,543 --> 01:34:12,584
<i>Did you try getting in touch</i>
<i>with him once… once you'd left?</i>

1291
01:34:12,668 --> 01:34:17,418
<i>I would scour the papers</i>
<i>every day looking for his name.</i>

1292
01:34:18,834 --> 01:34:21,709
<i>Nothing. And eventually,</i>
<i>I stopped buying the paper.</i>

1293
01:34:21,793 --> 01:34:24,334
<i>It felt to me</i>
<i>as though he didn't want to be found.</i>

1294
01:34:25,001 --> 01:34:26,168
<i>But what about now?</i>

1295
01:34:28,751 --> 01:34:32,709
<i>You know, he doesn't know that</i>
<i>you tried to go after him. He has no idea.</i>

1296
01:34:32,793 --> 01:34:36,126
<i>Probably for the best. We had our chance.</i>

1297
01:34:36,209 --> 01:34:39,918
<i>Yes, but what…</i>
<i>what if you could have another chance?</i>

1298
01:34:40,001 --> 01:34:42,334
<i>Our heart can only take so much,</i>

1299
01:34:42,418 --> 01:34:47,001
<i>and I fear, at my age,</i>
<i>I've reached my limit.</i>

1300
01:34:51,584 --> 01:34:54,584
<i>[Ellie] </i>The past can be intoxicating.
It can draw you in,

1301
01:34:54,668 --> 01:34:57,709
<i>create the illusion</i>
<i>that things were better, you were happier,</i>

1302
01:34:57,793 --> 01:35:00,293
<i>or experiences were richer back then.</i>

1303
01:35:00,959 --> 01:35:02,584
<i>It can also debilitate you,</i>

1304
01:35:02,668 --> 01:35:06,834
<i>leaving you stuck in your memories</i>
<i>of pain, heartbreak, and disappointment,</i>

1305
01:35:06,918 --> 01:35:10,501
<i>holding you back from even attempting</i>
<i>another shot at happiness.</i>

1306
01:35:10,584 --> 01:35:14,334
<i>They say if we don't learn from past</i>
<i>mistakes, we're bound to repeat them.</i>

1307
01:35:14,959 --> 01:35:17,834
<i>But can we also learn</i>
<i>to let go of the past,</i>

1308
01:35:17,918 --> 01:35:20,543
<i>learn to forge ahead,</i>
<i>keeping the knowledge close</i>

1309
01:35:20,626 --> 01:35:24,543
<i>but not letting it overtake</i>
<i>our ability to try again, to feel again?</i>

1310
01:35:24,626 --> 01:35:26,209
<i>Ellie, it's fantastic.</i>

1311
01:35:26,751 --> 01:35:28,293
<i>Okay. Um…</i>

1312
01:35:30,501 --> 01:35:32,668
<i>-[woman] Really good work here.</i>
<i>-[chuckles]</i>

1313
01:35:33,168 --> 01:35:35,626
<i>Well, that's great.</i>
<i>I… I appreciate that.</i>

1314
01:35:37,543 --> 01:35:39,584
<i>[uplifting instrumental music playing]</i>

1315
01:35:41,043 --> 01:35:42,251
<i>I'll be back later.</i>

1316
01:35:51,834 --> 01:35:55,251
<i>[phone ringing]</i>

1317
01:36:00,584 --> 01:36:03,584
<i>-Hello?</i>
<i>-[Ellie] </i>Hi, it's, uh… it's Ellie.

1318
01:36:03,668 --> 01:36:04,918
<i>Um, how's it going?</i>

1319
01:36:05,668 --> 01:36:07,876
<i>Yeah, I'm fine. You?</i>

1320
01:36:08,584 --> 01:36:09,876
<i>[Ellie] </i>Uh, pretty good.

1321
01:36:12,918 --> 01:36:16,209
<i>No, that's… that's…</i>
<i>that's not actually true.</i>

1322
01:36:17,793 --> 01:36:20,168
<i>I don't know why I left</i>
<i>without saying goodbye,</i>

1323
01:36:20,251 --> 01:36:23,126
<i>and I don't know why I didn't reply</i>
<i>to any of your messages. That's, uh…</i>

1324
01:36:23,209 --> 01:36:27,668
<i>That's a really shitty thing, and, I mean,</i>
<i>if you wanted to message me again,</i>

1325
01:36:27,751 --> 01:36:29,626
<i>you have my word you'll get a reply.</i>

1326
01:36:30,626 --> 01:36:36,084
<i>But I get there might be a ton of reasons</i>
<i>why you don't wanna speak to me</i>

1327
01:36:36,168 --> 01:36:38,501
<i>or write to me or hang out with me.</i>

1328
01:36:38,584 --> 01:36:43,543
<i>And, in truth, I'm kinda worried you might</i>
<i>think I'm a pretty heinous individual</i>

1329
01:36:43,626 --> 01:36:44,959
<i>if you get to know me, but…</i>

1330
01:36:47,626 --> 01:36:48,543
<i>But at this point,</i>

1331
01:36:50,668 --> 01:36:53,918
<i>I don't think being afraid to try</i>
<i>is a good enough reason for anything.</i>

1332
01:36:55,668 --> 01:36:56,584
<i>And I…</i>

1333
01:36:57,501 --> 01:36:59,834
<i>I think you're fucking tip-top, Rory.</i>

1334
01:37:00,501 --> 01:37:02,376
<i>And I'd…</i>

1335
01:37:03,584 --> 01:37:05,251
<i>I'd really love to see you again.</i>

1336
01:37:07,834 --> 01:37:10,126
<i>I hope you don't mind</i>
<i>me saying that. [chuckles]</i>

1337
01:37:14,168 --> 01:37:15,376
<i>[sighs]</i>

1338
01:37:15,918 --> 01:37:17,501
<i>Look, where… where are you?</i>

1339
01:37:18,168 --> 01:37:19,834
<i>I'm… I'm… I'm outside.</i>

1340
01:37:21,209 --> 01:37:22,043
<i>Sorry?</i>

1341
01:37:22,709 --> 01:37:24,793
<i>I'm outside your flat. [chuckles]</i>

1342
01:37:27,876 --> 01:37:29,001
<i>Oh my God. That's so creepy.</i>

1343
01:37:29,084 --> 01:37:33,126
<i>Yeah, well, I was aiming for industrious</i>
<i>but I… um, I take your point. [chuckles]</i>

1344
01:37:34,251 --> 01:37:36,126
<i>Okay, okay, wait there. Just keep talking.</i>

1345
01:37:36,209 --> 01:37:38,418
<i>I'm gonna come down. Keep talking.</i>

1346
01:37:38,501 --> 01:37:40,501
<i>[romantic instrumental music playing]</i>

1347
01:37:46,459 --> 01:37:47,501
<i>[Ellie] I'm so sor--</i>

1348
01:38:05,918 --> 01:38:08,334
<i>I found them. Both of them.</i>

1349
01:38:10,001 --> 01:38:11,168
<i>I went to see them. [laughs]</i>

1350
01:38:11,251 --> 01:38:12,459
<i>-You're kidding.</i>
<i>-No.</i>

1351
01:38:13,543 --> 01:38:14,959
<i>Shit. What did they say?</i>

1352
01:38:15,043 --> 01:38:18,043
<i>-She tried everything.</i>
<i>-He still doesn't know she went after him?</i>

1353
01:38:18,126 --> 01:38:20,001
<i>-No, he's got no idea.</i>
<i>-So you have to tell him.</i>

1354
01:38:20,084 --> 01:38:23,293
<i>I know! I want to,</i>
<i>but they don't wanna see each other.</i>

1355
01:38:23,376 --> 01:38:26,543
<i>If that was true, then why keep</i>
<i>the PO box open the whole time?</i>

1356
01:38:27,168 --> 01:38:28,876
<i>That doesn't make any sense.</i>

1357
01:38:30,084 --> 01:38:31,543
<i>That is a really good point.</i>

1358
01:38:34,334 --> 01:38:35,793
<i>She really came after me?</i>

1359
01:38:38,668 --> 01:38:39,751
<i>She said that to you?</i>

1360
01:38:52,834 --> 01:38:54,834
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>

1361
01:39:03,918 --> 01:39:04,793
<i>[O'Hare] </i>Dear J,

1362
01:39:06,793 --> 01:39:09,793
<i>please forgive this brief intrusion, but</i>

1363
01:39:10,793 --> 01:39:12,584
<i>as I'm sure you are aware,</i>

1364
01:39:14,876 --> 01:39:18,209
<i>our very separate lives have thankfully,</i>

1365
01:39:19,584 --> 01:39:21,251
<i>at least for this old man,</i>

1366
01:39:24,626 --> 01:39:26,668
<i>once again intercepted.</i>

1367
01:39:31,209 --> 01:39:33,001
<i>In the intervening years,</i>

1368
01:39:34,001 --> 01:39:38,126
<i>I've thought of you</i>
<i>with a constancy I hesitate to now admit.</i>

1369
01:39:39,876 --> 01:39:40,834
<i>Missing you.</i>

1370
01:39:47,959 --> 01:39:50,751
<i>So I shall venture one last time,</i>

1371
01:39:52,709 --> 01:39:54,376
<i>with some trepidation.</i>

1372
01:39:59,418 --> 01:40:00,626
<i>Postman's Park,</i>

1373
01:40:02,459 --> 01:40:03,293
<i>Friday,</i>

1374
01:40:05,126 --> 01:40:06,209
<i>2:00 p.m.</i>

1375
01:40:09,751 --> 01:40:11,168
<i>Yours respectfully,</i>

1376
01:40:14,501 --> 01:40:15,334
<i>B.</i>

1377
01:40:19,876 --> 01:40:21,209
<i>Oh, she's not coming.</i>

1378
01:40:24,293 --> 01:40:25,209
<i>At least we tried.</i>

1379
01:40:28,584 --> 01:40:29,793
<i>I'll go and get him.</i>

1380
01:40:45,501 --> 01:40:46,334
<i>[sighs]</i>

1381
01:41:31,584 --> 01:41:32,418
<i>[chuckles]</i>

1382
01:41:34,709 --> 01:41:37,959
<i>How about we close our eyes?</i>

1383
01:41:40,459 --> 01:41:41,334
<i>[chuckles]</i>

1384
01:41:52,709 --> 01:41:53,584
<i>A letter.</i>

1385
01:41:55,876 --> 01:41:57,251
<i>An invitation…</i>

1386
01:41:59,876 --> 01:42:00,751
<i>to come away.</i>

1387
01:42:04,001 --> 01:42:05,043
<i>To start again.</i>

1388
01:42:11,751 --> 01:42:12,751
<i>[O'Hare] </i>Marylebone.

1389
01:42:13,793 --> 01:42:14,751
<i>Waiting.</i>

1390
01:42:21,959 --> 01:42:23,209
<i>[whistle blows]</i>

1391
01:42:23,293 --> 01:42:25,668
<i>I am starting to worry now.</i>

1392
01:42:25,751 --> 01:42:26,626
<i>[whistle blows]</i>

1393
01:42:28,084 --> 01:42:29,626
<i>[Jenny] </i>But there's really no need.

1394
01:42:29,709 --> 01:42:31,709
<i>[uplifting instrumental music playing]</i>

1395
01:42:34,501 --> 01:42:36,293
<i>[panting, chuckles]</i>

1396
01:42:37,209 --> 01:42:38,293
<i>Because I'm right here.</i>

1397
01:42:38,376 --> 01:42:39,584
<i>[laughs]</i>

1398
01:42:41,043 --> 01:42:42,209
<i>[softly]</i> Right on time.

1399
01:43:19,959 --> 01:43:22,584
<i>["What'cha Gonna Do About It"</i>
<i>by Doris Troy playing]</i>

1400
01:43:28,543 --> 01:43:31,959
<i>♪ Our love, yeah ♪</i>

1401
01:43:34,459 --> 01:43:38,334
<i>♪ Is slowly going on the rocks now ♪</i>

1402
01:43:38,418 --> 01:43:40,293
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

1403
01:43:41,001 --> 01:43:46,834
<i>♪ Tell me, tell me, baby</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1404
01:43:47,709 --> 01:43:51,709
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>Our love, yeah ♪</i>

1405
01:43:54,126 --> 01:43:59,918
<i>♪ Is in double jeopardy</i>
<i>Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

1406
01:44:00,626 --> 01:44:06,459
<i>♪ Show me, show me, sugar pie</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1407
01:44:07,376 --> 01:44:10,418
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1408
01:44:10,501 --> 01:44:15,001
<i>♪ You know I try to keep you satisfied ♪</i>

1409
01:44:15,751 --> 01:44:19,168
<i>♪ But you just won't comprehend ♪</i>

1410
01:44:19,251 --> 01:44:24,334
<i>♪ And if you keep on doin'</i>
<i>Doin' what you're doin '♪</i>

1411
01:44:24,418 --> 01:44:27,959
<i>♪ You know our love will surely end ♪</i>

1412
01:44:28,043 --> 01:44:30,834
<i>♪ Don't you know that our love, yeah ♪</i>

1413
01:44:33,293 --> 01:44:36,584
<i>♪ Is slowly going on the rocks now ♪</i>

1414
01:44:37,293 --> 01:44:42,876
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah</i>
<i>Tell me, tell me, baby ♪</i>

1415
01:44:44,084 --> 01:44:48,876
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1416
01:44:48,959 --> 01:44:52,626
<i>♪ Oh, tell me</i>
<i>Tell me, baby ♪</i>

1417
01:44:53,834 --> 01:44:58,668
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1418
01:44:58,751 --> 01:45:02,376
<i>♪ Oh, tell me</i>
<i>Tell me, baby ♪</i>

1419
01:45:03,584 --> 01:45:08,418
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1420
01:45:08,501 --> 01:45:12,418
<i>♪ Oh, tell me</i>
<i>Come on and show me ♪</i>

1421
01:45:13,376 --> 01:45:18,168
<i>♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it</i>
<i>What'cha gonna do 'bout it ♪</i>

1422
01:45:18,918 --> 01:45:21,543
<i>["Cherry Flavoured Stomachache"</i>
<i>by Haim playing]</i>

1423
01:45:28,501 --> 01:45:31,668
<i>♪ Tried to withdraw a guilty plea ♪</i>

1424
01:45:35,459 --> 01:45:38,959
<i>♪ Damn!</i>
<i>You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪</i>

1425
01:45:42,709 --> 01:45:46,126
<i>♪ One thing's for sure</i>
<i>I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪</i>

1426
01:45:50,251 --> 01:45:54,001
<i>♪ And I'm not interested</i>
<i>In what you think is bad ♪</i>

1427
01:45:57,751 --> 01:46:00,668
<i>♪ But I get so lonely</i>
<i>I can't relate to anyone ♪</i>

1428
01:46:01,668 --> 01:46:06,793
<i>♪ And my heart is crying out</i>
<i>I'm on my knees ♪</i>

1429
01:46:06,876 --> 01:46:13,001
<i>♪ I'm begging you please</i>
<i>Have mercy on me ♪</i>

1430
01:46:21,209 --> 01:46:24,293
<i>♪ I'm not gonna see you anymore </i>♪

1431
01:46:29,043 --> 01:46:31,876
<i>♪ 'Cause you're not strong enough ♪</i>

1432
01:46:35,626 --> 01:46:42,626
<i>♪ And you're not smart enough</i>
<i>You're not cool enough ♪</i>

1433
01:46:42,709 --> 01:46:47,001
<i>♪ Looking out the window of the cafe</i>
<i>There's a boy with cherry-colored lips ♪</i>

1434
01:46:47,084 --> 01:46:49,168
<i>♪ More like</i>
<i>A cherry-flavored stomachache ♪</i>

1435
01:46:50,459 --> 01:46:53,543
<i>♪ Like it's only a character in my mind ♪</i>

1436
01:46:54,459 --> 01:46:59,584
<i>♪ And my heart is crying out</i>
<i>I'm on my knees ♪</i>

1437
01:46:59,668 --> 01:47:05,834
<i>♪ I'm begging you please</i>
<i>Have mercy on me ♪</i>

1438
01:47:31,334 --> 01:47:33,334
<i>[soft instrumental music playing]</i>