1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,320 This programme contains strong language and adult themes throughout 2 00:00:04,360 --> 00:00:06,200 I got with Vanders. I wasn't getting anything from you. 3 00:00:06,240 --> 00:00:09,920 A lot has gone on. The one good thing that's happened is you. Aww! 4 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:12,360 I wonder if he's gone, "Tris and I have had a falling-out. 5 00:00:12,400 --> 00:00:14,360 "I'm gonna alpha-dog him." You know, swoop in. 6 00:00:14,400 --> 00:00:17,080 She likes you a lot. Do you see a future with Muffin? 7 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:19,520 Literally, I don't wanna be in a relationship. 8 00:00:19,560 --> 00:00:22,880 There's this, like, weird distance. What are we doing? 9 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:24,880 Ruby doesn't wanna be with him. Like, as soon as he goes, 10 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:27,920 "I'll be with you," she'll run away, cos she's not interested. 11 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:29,720 She's so cute. Look at her. 12 00:00:29,760 --> 00:00:33,040 Zeyno ended up in my bed, and also I feel bad for Harvey, 13 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:34,240 I just burnt that bridge. 14 00:00:34,280 --> 00:00:36,960 When I see the bloke, I will rip him to shreds. 15 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:38,680 Honestly, I'm just so sorry. 16 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:40,680 That can't run. Keep those flowers, 17 00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:43,800 give them to the next one and see you around. 18 00:00:47,320 --> 00:00:48,680 This is a real dagger. 19 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:50,880 I think taking it slow means I don't like you. 20 00:00:50,920 --> 00:00:52,400 What the hell are you doing, mate? 21 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:54,360 I think she's gonna hurt you. Oh, 100%. 22 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:56,840 I feel really, really awkward. 1% tragic. 23 00:00:56,880 --> 00:00:58,080 It's horrible. 24 00:00:58,120 --> 00:00:59,240 I love you so much. 25 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:00,720 Why don't I believe you? 26 00:01:00,760 --> 00:01:02,760 I just don't think he's the one that deserved you. 27 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:04,080 I've misjudged everything. 28 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:05,760 I just want this to be over. 29 00:01:05,800 --> 00:01:07,240 Just let him go. 30 00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:09,920 Something doesn't feel right. 31 00:01:17,680 --> 00:01:20,240 MUSIC: Yoyo by The Snuts 32 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:28,640 I feel like we've got three different shades of fluffy jumpers going on. 33 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:30,560 Very nice. Do you know who bought me this jumper? 34 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:32,680 Muffin. Yeah, there we go. 35 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:51,920 You always know when Vanders has had a big night, 36 00:01:51,960 --> 00:01:54,000 because his curtains look like Backstreet Boys 1999. 37 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:56,560 Your curtains are open. The sun's coming in. 38 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:59,280 Ah, dear. Anyway, what's going on with you and Ruby? 39 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:02,720 I like what you did there, I like what you did there. 40 00:02:02,760 --> 00:02:04,600 Me and Ruby? Um... 41 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:06,400 Ruby and I have got this connection 42 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:09,160 that I don't think is like any other that I've had before. 43 00:02:09,200 --> 00:02:11,880 Like, I always knew from, like, day dot, 44 00:02:11,920 --> 00:02:14,680 Tina's a lovely girl, but she wasn't your girl. 45 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:17,760 It was always Ruby for you. You've just got the chemistry. 46 00:02:17,800 --> 00:02:19,400 Little Cupid over here. Yeah. 47 00:02:19,440 --> 00:02:21,760 Vanders, you're gonna make me cry. 48 00:02:21,800 --> 00:02:25,200 I know. Talking about relationships... 49 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:26,480 The elephant in the room. 50 00:02:26,520 --> 00:02:30,040 Yeah, not great situation right now. 51 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:31,640 How are you feeling about it all? 52 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:35,280 There's so many emotions. 53 00:02:35,320 --> 00:02:37,840 I think the main one is, like, just shock - 54 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:41,360 like, "What the f...?" Just so many questions to ask. 55 00:02:41,400 --> 00:02:43,720 I feel that Zeyno's let you down. 56 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:44,920 I think she's been disrespectful. 57 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:46,800 She shouldn't have put you in this position. 58 00:02:46,840 --> 00:02:50,320 Whatever way she saw it, this is a real dagger, 59 00:02:50,360 --> 00:02:54,480 and it's like... "How do I then...?" Yeah, I'm just upset. 60 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:57,360 It's the first girl I've let into my life for a while, 61 00:02:57,400 --> 00:03:00,920 and then for that to happen... So I'm just... Yeah. 62 00:03:00,960 --> 00:03:02,080 Just shit you didn't need. 63 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:03,640 Don't start, don't do it. You're gonna get me, 64 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:04,760 you're gonna set me off. 65 00:03:04,800 --> 00:03:06,880 Just... It is annoying, mate. It's like, "What the fuck?" 66 00:03:06,920 --> 00:03:08,720 I just did not see it coming. 67 00:03:08,760 --> 00:03:10,520 I'm so sorry, brother. 68 00:03:10,560 --> 00:03:14,280 MUSIC: Trying To Get Herself Back by Nick Kingsley & Malory 69 00:03:28,120 --> 00:03:30,720 I've missed you guys. I feel like it's been a long time. 70 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:33,360 So much has happened. So much. I'm sure. 71 00:03:33,400 --> 00:03:36,040 A day in Chelsea is a... a month anywhere else. 72 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:37,880 It is. 73 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:39,800 What's going on with you? 74 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:43,800 OK, where do I start? So, I met Freddy the other day. Yeah. 75 00:03:43,840 --> 00:03:47,600 And, basically, he was at Raffles. 76 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:48,840 Shock. A shock. 77 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:52,560 And he took Zeyno, Harvey's girl, home with him. 78 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:54,400 What?! She stayed in his bed. 79 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:56,680 I'm sorry, does she have nowhere else to sleep? I'm confused. 80 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:58,480 No, it's all... Can't she sleep at Harvey's? Right. 81 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:01,160 That champagne must've been really good in Raffles. 82 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:03,200 But it's just, "Zeyno?" I'm like, "Oh, Freddy." 83 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:04,800 That's savage. Yeah, really savage. 84 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:06,040 It's just odd. Mental. Very odd. 85 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:08,520 Um, but he's definitely gonna have to put in the work 86 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:11,160 to get my respect back, cos right now I don't respect him. Yeah. 87 00:04:11,200 --> 00:04:12,960 I don't think he respects me, so... Fair enough. 88 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:14,520 Fair enough. Yeah. 89 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:16,080 You'll be OK. 90 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:17,280 How are you and Vanders? 91 00:04:17,320 --> 00:04:19,720 Um, yeah, we're... Yeah, we're good. 92 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:22,200 Wouldn't say we're amazing. But, like, I do... 93 00:04:22,240 --> 00:04:23,680 I really like him. Like, you know, 94 00:04:23,720 --> 00:04:26,360 as everyone knows, we were spending so much time together 95 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:28,480 for the last two weeks. It was so intense - 96 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:31,120 like, seeing each other every night, which was really nice. 97 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:35,000 And I was like, "Oh, my God, someone loves me, someone cares." Yeah, aww. 98 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:37,840 Because obviously I wasn't used to that with the previous one. 99 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:39,880 He wasn't really giving me the attention. 100 00:04:39,920 --> 00:04:41,280 So I was getting it from Vanders, 101 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:43,640 but now I just feel like there has been a bit of a switch, 102 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:45,880 which is like...hurts my feelings a lot because... 103 00:04:45,920 --> 00:04:50,360 I mean, the thing is with me, I like people very easily. That's my issue. 104 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:53,280 Yeah. You fall hard quick. I fall so hard. 105 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:54,320 Are you in love? 106 00:04:54,360 --> 00:04:56,960 Not in love. Obviously not. But I do really like him. 107 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,400 Yeah. And that's my issue. Like, I like people so quickly. 108 00:04:59,440 --> 00:05:01,880 Yeah. And that's where it gets me hurt. 109 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:03,160 I feel like cos he... 110 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:05,640 Usually it's like you slowly get to know each other 111 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:07,360 and then you see each other every day. Yeah. 112 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:09,360 And now it's like you guys have done the reverse. 113 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:11,440 You've seen each other every day and now, because you're not seeing 114 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,640 each other every day, you probably think there's something wrong. 115 00:05:13,680 --> 00:05:16,000 Yeah. That's literally what it is. I wouldn't stress. Yeah, true. 116 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:17,400 You could have a conversation with him. 117 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:19,600 He's quite an honest, upfront person. Oh, yeah. 118 00:05:19,640 --> 00:05:21,600 But that's the thing. And because he's so honest, 119 00:05:21,640 --> 00:05:23,400 and then I did speak to him and he was like, 120 00:05:23,440 --> 00:05:25,240 "No, I do still really like you," all of this, 121 00:05:25,280 --> 00:05:27,520 so I think from my side I'm maybe being dramatic. 122 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:29,080 Ah, but I really like him, guys. 123 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:30,800 Ah, you're like a little puppy. 124 00:05:30,840 --> 00:05:33,920 I know. I am. I get so excited over guys. Yeah. 125 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:36,840 MUSIC: My Only Love by Porij 126 00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:47,400 How are they? How does it actually feel that Vanders stole your girl? 127 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:49,120 Fucking gutting, mate. 128 00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:51,960 Mr Steal Your Girl? I wouldn't mind if it was someone like you. 129 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:53,600 I've never done that before. 130 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:55,880 Or Harvey. Harvey. Or Miles. Miles. 131 00:05:55,920 --> 00:05:57,000 But Vanderpump? 132 00:05:57,040 --> 00:06:00,520 I do feel like Vanders is leading Muffin on. 133 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,360 I said to him, "Do you see yourself in a relationship with Muffin?" 134 00:06:03,400 --> 00:06:04,880 and he categorically said no. 135 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:06,760 But I just think Vanders is a massive nob. 136 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:08,360 Does Muffin know about all of this? 137 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:10,240 I wanna know what he's actually been saying to Muffin. 138 00:06:10,280 --> 00:06:12,160 Because if he's been saying, "I really like you, I wanna... 139 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:13,640 "I see a future with you," 140 00:06:13,680 --> 00:06:15,480 but the fact he's saying "Hey, I need to take it slow," 141 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:17,120 I think it's a clear indication that... 142 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:19,920 I think "taking it slow" means "I don't like you", in my opinion. 143 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:21,880 I think he did quite like Julia at one point. 144 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:23,840 I think it was a good bit of fun, I think he got back at you, 145 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:25,560 and I think he's like, "Hey, I'm not into this." 146 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:26,640 Do you think that's why he did it? 147 00:06:26,680 --> 00:06:29,080 You think Vanders did it to get back at Tristan? I think he enjoyed it. 148 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:30,880 He's gone, "Tris and I have been arguing for a week." 149 00:06:30,920 --> 00:06:32,680 It gave him an extra pump. Oh, 100%. 150 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:35,000 I think I should have a chat with Julia. Yeah. 151 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:38,120 She deserve to know if everyone's talking about it. 152 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:41,360 Yeah, I feel like she's gonna get hurt by this one. 153 00:06:41,400 --> 00:06:44,640 MUSIC: Reality by Sergio Ruelas, Cody Cloe & Chester Lang 154 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:53,200 Big fish, mate. Hey, Hugo. 155 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:55,920 Hear you've found yourself in some choppy waters, bro. 156 00:06:55,960 --> 00:06:57,600 Thank you for coming. 157 00:06:57,640 --> 00:06:59,400 Annoyingly, I said to Miles and Temps 158 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,440 that I wouldn't apologise to you if you were wearing cowboy boots. 159 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:03,640 Yeah, go for it, mate. But you are. 160 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:06,240 Yeah. I'm gonna apologise. You're still coming at the cowboy boots? 161 00:07:06,280 --> 00:07:08,280 I don't know what the fuck you're wearing. 162 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:10,480 Different pair than last time, that's for sure. Yeah, yeah, sure. 163 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:13,320 Anyway, I am a massive hypocrite, I'm not gonna lie. You are, mate. 164 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:16,200 As much as it actually pains me to apologise to you, 165 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:17,680 you do deserve one. OK. 166 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:19,680 I'm sorry for being a hypocrite. 167 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:22,000 Now, you can be the knight in shining armour. Yeah, no, mate. 168 00:07:22,040 --> 00:07:24,240 I'm actually gonna stop you there. I don't want an apology from you, 169 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:25,880 because I'd want an apology from someone... 170 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:27,760 That's all you're getting. ..someone I'd want to be friends with. 171 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:29,800 I don't ever wanna fucking be friends with you, bro... 172 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:32,400 Well, my priority is Jazz here. I don't have to. 173 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:34,760 Your priority is Jazz? To make sure... That she's OK? 174 00:07:34,800 --> 00:07:36,560 ..that we can build our friendship back. OK, mate. 175 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:39,160 I don't know if she's OK. I hope she is. She's not. 176 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:41,280 She isn't talking to me at the moment. Of course she's not. 177 00:07:41,320 --> 00:07:43,760 Like, what were you doing? What was the point? You're a big hypocrite. 178 00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:46,120 I don't have to explain myself to you. No, you came at me, 179 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:47,960 you came at me, and you were fucking petty enough 180 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:50,520 to kick me out of Raffles to boost your ego or something. 181 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:52,560 Do you always turn up uninvited to people's parties? 182 00:07:52,600 --> 00:07:55,760 Mate, I walked in with everyone. So you're gonna stick by your decision, 183 00:07:55,800 --> 00:07:57,440 even at the time when you said it was petty? 184 00:07:57,480 --> 00:07:58,800 Mate, you weren't on the guest list, bro. 185 00:07:58,840 --> 00:08:00,160 When you decided... Get out of my party. 186 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:02,880 You said that it was petty to do it Yeah, of course it was petty. 187 00:08:02,920 --> 00:08:04,800 Mate, I just don't... Because you're mates with all of us. 188 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:06,200 But I've apologised. Sure. 189 00:08:06,240 --> 00:08:08,360 I'm quite annoyed you haven't accepted my apology. 190 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:10,040 I'm not going to with this. I don't understand why. 191 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:12,520 I ended up stepping aside because she was happy with you. 192 00:08:12,560 --> 00:08:14,680 You lasted, what... You would've... ..one day before you did that? 193 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:17,240 Don't say you stepped aside. You literally... You tried. 194 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:19,160 The only reason you want, and you're not still going for her 195 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:20,840 is cos she pied you off. Yeah, cos I was trying to... 196 00:08:20,880 --> 00:08:23,160 I was trying to follow my heart, I was trying to put myself out there. 197 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:25,080 Mate, clearly me and you just... 198 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:26,640 It's done, mate. ..are not gonna get along. 199 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:28,200 I'm fucking happy for it to be done. 200 00:08:28,240 --> 00:08:30,320 I'm sorry, but I don't wanna talk to you. Yeah, walk off, mate. 201 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:31,960 See ya later. 202 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,880 Last time we spoke, it was a bit... It was uncomfortable. 203 00:08:35,920 --> 00:08:38,480 Yeah, it was. I mean we spoke - Rez, Ruby, Tina and I. 204 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:42,040 And I appreciate it was probably awkward for you, 205 00:08:42,080 --> 00:08:44,760 as I'm friends with Tina. You know, I just want you to know 206 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:47,360 I'm still here for you, and I love you and... Aw. 207 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:49,440 You know, it never had anything to do with us. 208 00:08:49,480 --> 00:08:52,160 I know. I know that. I'm good. 209 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:57,000 Um, I saw Rez the other day and I sort of said to him like, 210 00:08:57,040 --> 00:08:59,400 "As lovely as it is that we're like speaking 211 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:01,480 "and we're not arguing, I don't know where we stand with each other. 212 00:09:01,520 --> 00:09:04,440 "Like, I don't know where we go from here 213 00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:07,200 "and no-one wants to be in the grey area. I know that I don't." 214 00:09:07,240 --> 00:09:09,840 Do you wanna be in a relationship with him? 215 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:13,480 Uh, yeah. Yes, that's the goal. Um... 216 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,200 Have you guys kissed? 217 00:09:15,240 --> 00:09:17,160 No. What? Not really. 218 00:09:17,200 --> 00:09:19,400 We've had a peck. But it's like... 219 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:21,400 We've gone out, it's been great. 220 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:24,040 We've been out in groups and I've seen him here and there 221 00:09:24,080 --> 00:09:25,480 and we speak here and there. 222 00:09:25,520 --> 00:09:29,840 But we've... Something's missing, which is the romantic side, 223 00:09:29,880 --> 00:09:32,520 and it's scary. 224 00:09:32,560 --> 00:09:35,320 I've not snogged him since the wedding. Hasn't been any passion? 225 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:37,480 I think you need a good snog. Yeah, you need to snog him. 226 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:41,360 MUSIC: I Don't Know If I'll Return by Mark Revell & Darius Behdad 227 00:09:47,760 --> 00:09:50,360 MUSIC: Neverender by Justice & Tame Impala 228 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:08,240 Oh, my God, my mum's calling. 229 00:10:08,280 --> 00:10:10,280 Give me a sec. 230 00:10:10,320 --> 00:10:12,880 Hi. Hey. Hi, Sam. 231 00:10:12,920 --> 00:10:16,600 Look at this. It's like a reunion. Yeah. From the pub the other day. 232 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:18,960 It was lovely to meet you. It was lovely to meet you too, 233 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:20,840 and lovely to speak to you again now. 234 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:22,840 But you need to learn Norwegian. 235 00:10:22,880 --> 00:10:25,400 Pard..?. Oh, shall I? Can you teach me some Norwegian? 236 00:10:25,440 --> 00:10:26,520 Yeah. 237 00:10:26,560 --> 00:10:28,480 You look really beautiful. 238 00:10:28,520 --> 00:10:30,320 Oh, is that me? LAUGHTER 239 00:10:30,360 --> 00:10:31,520 No. 240 00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:33,120 You look really pretty. 241 00:10:33,160 --> 00:10:35,800 It's, uh...du er veldig pen. 242 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:37,200 Du er veldig pen. 243 00:10:37,240 --> 00:10:38,880 Ah, that's so cute. 244 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:41,360 Was that good? Yes, it is. She thinks you're talking to her. 245 00:10:41,400 --> 00:10:43,480 Ah, yeah, I am, I am. 246 00:10:44,840 --> 00:10:47,000 He's such a charmer. Ah, I am. He is, yeah. 247 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:49,000 Well, we're going out tonight, aren't we? 248 00:10:49,040 --> 00:10:51,120 Yeah, big night out tonight with everyone. 249 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:54,280 Where are you going? I'm sure Jules will tell you the gossip tomorrow. 250 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:56,360 I will. You be careful. 251 00:10:56,400 --> 00:10:58,480 Always... Always. She tells me everything. 252 00:10:58,520 --> 00:11:01,200 And I'll always take care of her. Aw. I know. 253 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:02,920 That's cute. 254 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:04,320 OK, bye. 255 00:11:04,360 --> 00:11:05,440 Bye. 256 00:11:06,720 --> 00:11:10,880 Shall we call my mum? Yeah, call your mum. That'd be really fun. 257 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:21,760 Tequila. 258 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:24,840 Right, let's do these shots, then. You still being boring? Yes, I am. 259 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:26,520 Mmm. Nice? 260 00:11:26,560 --> 00:11:27,840 Mmm. Yeah? 261 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:30,800 Freddy, you can do that one. I do not miss these at all. 262 00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:32,000 To be fair, I need it. 263 00:11:32,040 --> 00:11:34,720 So, naughty boy, how's life? 264 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:37,960 I've heard a few things. I just recall a little conversation earlier 265 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,120 that you had with me about, you know, with Jazz, 266 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:42,360 how I should treat her and be careful. 267 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:46,200 And I've heard that you've not been the best bloke, have you, now? 268 00:11:46,240 --> 00:11:48,360 No, mate. No. Little hypocrite. 269 00:11:48,400 --> 00:11:49,680 Little hypocrite. Ah. 270 00:11:49,720 --> 00:11:51,440 I am a hypocrite. Mmm. 271 00:11:51,480 --> 00:11:52,520 I'll own that. I'm a hypocrite. 272 00:11:52,560 --> 00:11:55,040 What the hell were you doing, mate? 273 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:57,240 Honestly, I don't even remember much of it. 274 00:11:57,280 --> 00:11:59,720 I just remember being... having my event at Raffles. 275 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:02,800 It was sick, so obviously I'm gonna have a lot to drink. 276 00:12:02,840 --> 00:12:05,160 OK, look me in the eyes and you're telling me you didn't kiss. 277 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:06,800 We didn't kiss. Promise you. 278 00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:09,240 I did ask her to kiss me and she said no. 279 00:12:09,280 --> 00:12:11,920 So you got pied in the midst of all of this. 280 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:13,480 Wait, so... What? Well, not really. 281 00:12:13,520 --> 00:12:15,920 It was terrible and I regret everything. 282 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:17,760 I just want this to be over. 283 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:21,000 What do you think I should do? She said she needs time. 284 00:12:21,040 --> 00:12:22,560 I mean, literally what she just said. 285 00:12:22,600 --> 00:12:24,120 Give her time. Give her time. 286 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:25,720 Do you wanna try and rekindle it or...? 287 00:12:25,760 --> 00:12:27,360 You obviously did that for a reason. 288 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,600 Yeah, I still... Did you feel that strongly towards Jazz? 289 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:32,840 Yeah, yeah, yeah, definitely. But my relationship with Jazz, like, 290 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:37,000 as a friendship, is way more important than, like, 291 00:12:37,040 --> 00:12:39,280 romantic relationship, if that makes sense. 292 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:41,200 I'm hoping you've just learnt from this. Yeah. 293 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:43,120 And you just can't do it again. 294 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:46,840 My biggest regret is that I lost Jazz's trust, 295 00:12:46,880 --> 00:12:49,400 to be honest. Genuinely. 296 00:12:49,440 --> 00:12:51,240 Yeah. 297 00:12:51,280 --> 00:12:54,240 MUSIC: Blanks by Night Cap 298 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:06,160 The last time I saw you, you were kind of like dating Rez... 299 00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:08,200 Yeah, well, that lasted a while. ..situation. 300 00:13:08,240 --> 00:13:10,320 No. No, we were dating for quite a while, me and Rez. and... 301 00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:12,480 Yeah. I really liked him. Like, I did. 302 00:13:12,520 --> 00:13:14,280 And it was a shame that it had to end. 303 00:13:14,320 --> 00:13:16,880 I think there was a lot that sort of went on 304 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:18,600 with the whole Ruby stuff and... 305 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:21,520 So I don't think me and him properly actually got to, like, 306 00:13:21,560 --> 00:13:23,480 get to that next point. 307 00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:25,960 I just hope that they actually get back together, if that was... 308 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,880 Yeah. ..if...to make everything, like... 309 00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:29,920 Cos it literally will not make sense. 310 00:13:29,960 --> 00:13:32,200 I'm kinda struggling with it a little bit now. 311 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:34,680 Because I think, surely you'd look at your ten-year ex and be like, 312 00:13:34,720 --> 00:13:36,200 "I just wanna kiss your face off." 313 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:37,640 Well, that's... "I want to..." 314 00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:39,760 Yes. "..you know, romantic, fiery." Well, I don't see that. 315 00:13:39,800 --> 00:13:41,880 I'm not seeing the sparkles with the sparkle. 316 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:44,080 But this is what I've been saying the whole time - 317 00:13:44,120 --> 00:13:45,440 "Why? Just let him go." 318 00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:47,640 She says that she wants to get back with Rez. 319 00:13:47,680 --> 00:13:49,640 I'm gonna have to take her word for it. 320 00:13:49,680 --> 00:13:53,200 But in my gut I'd be lying if I said that I fully felt that. 321 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:54,760 Yeah. 322 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:57,600 Muffin and Vanders - there's some stuff going on there. 323 00:13:57,640 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaking of the devil, I think he's buying her champagne. 324 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:03,000 Course he is. 325 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:06,560 He said that he doesn't see... 326 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:09,240 He doesn't see himself in a relationship with Muffin. 327 00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:11,680 Has he said that to her? I doubt it. 328 00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:14,560 I mean, we know how lovely she is. She's a nice girl. She means... 329 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:15,880 She's... Yeah. She's really sweet. 330 00:14:15,920 --> 00:14:18,280 She's so sweet, you know, and that makes me sad to hear. 331 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,320 Just say it to her face. You know what I mean? Yeah. 332 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:22,680 Like, why do you have to gossip about her to other people? 333 00:14:22,720 --> 00:14:24,440 Yeah, that's not nice. 334 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,920 MUSIC: Me Now by Happy To Be Here & Saint Rouge 335 00:14:39,560 --> 00:14:43,960 How are you? Um, I think I'm just kind of in a spin emotionally. 336 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:47,840 Um, I don't really know where I...where I land. 337 00:14:47,880 --> 00:14:51,360 It's such a weird situation, this. It's just weird. 338 00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:53,760 I like... I'm just annoyed I'm in it. I know. 339 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:56,120 And like, I don't... And I just don't know how... 340 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:58,920 I'm just shocked that you put me in it, I don't know. 341 00:14:58,960 --> 00:15:00,840 Like, it's so embarrassing. Yeah. 342 00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:02,800 And I just... I don't really know where my head's at. 343 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:04,720 At the time, I wasn't really thinking, 344 00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:06,800 "Oh, yeah, this is gonna look bad," or whatever. 345 00:15:06,840 --> 00:15:08,320 I was just like, "It's not a big deal. 346 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:10,400 "Nothing's happening between us sexually, so it..." 347 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:12,360 I just didn't think. 348 00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:17,440 It's just... What I just... I'm shocked that you'd think 349 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:19,680 I wouldn't be upset from it. Like, we've been seeing each other 350 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:22,680 quite seriously for the last sort of three months, four months, 351 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:25,000 most nights. But we never talk about anything, ever. 352 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:28,160 I've not once heard anything of your feelings. 353 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:29,960 I've not... I don't talk about mine. 354 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:32,600 It doesn't change the fact that I've hurt you, it doesn't change the fact 355 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,760 that obviously what I did wasn't nice. 356 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:36,200 But that is just the truth. 357 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:37,800 I did not mean to hurt you. 358 00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:39,440 That was never my intention. 359 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:46,960 It's just annoying as shit. I misjudged everything. 360 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,920 Because it's not only you who I've hurt as well. 361 00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:50,680 Obviously, this guy. I don't even know Jazz. 362 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:53,720 But we... It's shit that people have been burnt along this process, 363 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:55,640 and it was just a stupid drunken mistake. 364 00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:58,080 Yeah, but I get you're holding your hands up to it being stupid. 365 00:15:58,120 --> 00:15:59,960 But it's just, for me, yeah, 366 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:03,360 do I wanna be with someone who behaves like tat? 367 00:16:03,400 --> 00:16:06,960 I dunno. I don't think it's something big enough 368 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:10,360 that would mean that we should completely leave it. 369 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:14,040 Because we could... I feel like we could have something good. 370 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:18,080 How this has all come to light, I... I don't have an answer for you. 371 00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:22,720 I need to think what this means for us, if I'm honest. 372 00:16:22,760 --> 00:16:25,080 Well... So, I'm gonna leave you to it. 373 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:30,080 MUSIC: Throw It In The Fire by Local Natives 374 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:50,520 Hey. Hello, my love. Hello. How are you? I'm good. How are you? 375 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:52,640 Good. How is it with Vanders? 376 00:16:52,680 --> 00:16:54,920 It's good. He's impressing me a lot. 377 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,680 He's impressing you. Yeah, and it's good. 378 00:16:56,720 --> 00:17:00,280 We're enjoying our time together right now. 379 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:02,680 You see it, like, progressing with one another? 380 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:06,480 I do. Like, I wouldn't be doing this and spending time with him 381 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,800 if I didn't see something, you know, happening in the future. 382 00:17:09,840 --> 00:17:13,760 Look, I've always like been pro you and Vanders. Yeah. 383 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:15,200 I both think you're great. 384 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:16,920 But I'm finding it uncomfortable 385 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:19,200 because I'm in conversations with people 386 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:20,440 and they're saying things. 387 00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:22,760 And I find it hard, because I know what it's like 388 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:24,480 with everyone commenting on your relationship. Yeah. 389 00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:27,040 I'm just telling you how it is. What other people are saying 390 00:17:27,080 --> 00:17:30,520 is that he was like, "I basically don't see a future with Julia." 391 00:17:30,560 --> 00:17:32,400 Mmm. And I think if that's the way he feels, 392 00:17:32,440 --> 00:17:33,800 he should say that to you, 393 00:17:33,840 --> 00:17:36,640 and I don't know quite sure if he has said that to you or not. 394 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:39,240 No. Because I would wanna know if I was in that position. Yeah. 395 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:40,880 Like, I know what it... This is pissing me off, 396 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:43,280 because he goes round saying how much of a honest guy he is. 397 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:46,040 That's all he says, "God's honest truth, blah, blah, blah," 398 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:48,120 Well you're not. Don't go saying that. 399 00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:49,480 Like, it's horrible. 400 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:51,040 I don't understand. 401 00:17:51,080 --> 00:17:52,800 I don't get it. I don't get these guys. 402 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:55,080 I don't think the guys get themselves. They don't. 403 00:17:55,120 --> 00:17:57,360 That is actually a joke, like, the fact he said... 404 00:17:57,400 --> 00:17:58,760 No, don't-don't... 405 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:01,240 Oh, Julia. No, it's just shit. 406 00:18:01,280 --> 00:18:04,920 Honestly, trust me. Like, he's not worth your tears. 407 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,760 Well, obviously not. I just don't like guys. 408 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:08,640 I wanna stay single for 2024. 409 00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:11,040 No, Julia! Oh, no, I honestly... 410 00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:12,200 It's fine. 411 00:18:12,240 --> 00:18:13,360 I will like be... 412 00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:15,280 You all right, guys? 413 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:16,720 What's going on? 414 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:21,080 Look, I'm gonna... What? I've actually got nothing to say. 415 00:18:21,120 --> 00:18:24,560 I think... What? Well, no, I've just heard that you... 416 00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:28,040 ..you don't see a future with me. 417 00:18:28,080 --> 00:18:32,040 That's not... No. I mean... 418 00:18:32,080 --> 00:18:35,760 I... No, I didn't say... I can't remember the exact words I said. 419 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:40,120 Apparently, that's what been said. I don't wanna be spending time 420 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:42,240 with someone that's not into it. And especially... 421 00:18:42,280 --> 00:18:44,080 I know you don't want a relationship. I know that. 422 00:18:44,120 --> 00:18:45,560 You've just come out of a five-year relationship. 423 00:18:45,600 --> 00:18:48,280 But when I hear that you're saying to people you don't see a future 424 00:18:48,320 --> 00:18:50,560 with me, do you understand, from my side, it's embarrassing? 425 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:52,880 I was... I am... I am rea... 426 00:18:52,920 --> 00:18:54,000 Was. 427 00:18:54,040 --> 00:18:56,320 "WAS really into you." Cheers. 428 00:18:56,360 --> 00:18:58,120 I was... I was really, really into you, 429 00:18:58,160 --> 00:18:59,960 We were really, really getting along. I think this is... 430 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,720 No, but it's not funny. But it's not fun... No, it's not. 431 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:04,320 It's actually not. It's really... It's bollocks. 432 00:19:04,360 --> 00:19:06,400 I don't know why I'm laughing. I-I... I'm awkward. 433 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,240 I feel really, really awkward. Um, it's not like... 434 00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:11,960 I don't see why you find it funny. I think... It's actually bullshit. 435 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,040 Can I just say something? I thought I explained this all to you... 436 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:15,880 You did, but then just like... If you want to... 437 00:19:15,920 --> 00:19:18,880 If you wanna be... I'm so confused on what it is you want. 438 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:22,000 I don't know. I-I... Like, if you don't know, but I don't understand. 439 00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:24,160 All I'm saying right now, I'm not going to stand around 440 00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:25,960 waiting for you to make your mind up... Of course. 441 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,080 ..to be like, "Oh, actually... Oh, I do want her now." 442 00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:29,480 Because that's not fair on me. 443 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:31,880 I deserve a guy that knows they want to be with me. 444 00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:34,640 And like... If you don't know that, I'm not gonna like... 445 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:36,720 I'm not... No. OK, well, I'm not even... 446 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:39,480 No. I don't... Guys I'm not... I'm not... I dunno. 447 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:52,880 MUSIC: Suburbia Calling by Rat Boy 448 00:19:57,440 --> 00:20:00,840 Use your breath to push away. Engage your glutes a little bit more. 449 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:02,320 Very good. 450 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:04,120 Exhale, push away lower down. 451 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:06,080 Hold it there for a bit. 452 00:20:06,120 --> 00:20:08,000 And bring it back to grow tall. 453 00:20:11,400 --> 00:20:14,120 So I hope you guys RSPVed to Heidi and I's party. 454 00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:16,080 I don't know. I RSVPed to Heidi. 455 00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:20,760 Myths and Legends is the theme of the party, so it's quite out there. 456 00:20:20,800 --> 00:20:22,920 The man, the myth. 457 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:24,840 ALL: The legend! 458 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:26,960 It'll be the other way round, let's face it! 459 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,880 This isn't our first rodeo. 460 00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:36,440 Honestly. There you go, angel. 461 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:38,000 Thank you, my love. 462 00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:42,400 This... This place feels like home away from home. 463 00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:44,080 I needed you last night, though. 464 00:20:44,120 --> 00:20:47,400 Did you cry? I did cry. Oh, no. 465 00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:49,120 I know, but the thing is, like, 466 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:50,920 it's like the second guy now 467 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:54,320 that I've really liked and it's just like... 468 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:57,080 I don't know. It's just... No, no. 469 00:20:57,120 --> 00:20:59,760 Jules, come here. No, I know, but it's fine. No, but it's fine. 470 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:02,600 But it's just like the second guy that I've... 471 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:04,240 Oh, God... Why do I fuck... 472 00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:05,800 No, no, no. 473 00:21:05,840 --> 00:21:07,240 Um... 474 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:10,720 Also, don't let any man... No, but this is what I'm saying. 475 00:21:10,760 --> 00:21:13,920 ..make you feel this way. But it's like...now I'm just questioning 476 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:17,280 the whole, you know, situation between Vanders and I. 477 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:20,120 Because it's like... It makes me think, "Did he just go for me 478 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:21,560 "to piss off Tristan?" 479 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:23,520 It doesn't make sense in my head 480 00:21:23,560 --> 00:21:28,840 how he can go from being so into it with me to nothing. 481 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:30,360 I really hope that's not true. 482 00:21:30,400 --> 00:21:32,280 Same. And what makes it so much worse 483 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:34,920 is we were in his hotel room before the night out 484 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,120 and my mum Facetimed us, and it's like... He was just, you know, 485 00:21:38,160 --> 00:21:39,320 getting on so well with her. 486 00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:41,320 And he was just saying things to my mum, 487 00:21:41,360 --> 00:21:44,680 "Oh, I'm looking forward to seeing you again," like, to my mum, 488 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:47,360 when he knows he's not into it! He knows what he's going round... 489 00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:50,160 He's been going round saying he doesn't see a future with me. 490 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:52,600 Why are you telling my mum you're excited to see her again? 491 00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:55,320 Oh, shut up, Vanders. Honestly, you're really annoying me now. 492 00:21:55,360 --> 00:21:58,640 Really pissing me off. Because I love your mum. And that's not fair. 493 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:03,040 It's not nice because you know I fall very hard very quickly. 494 00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:05,680 I know. Like, take me out on one date, and if we get on well, 495 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:07,840 of course I'm going to like you. Yeah. 496 00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:09,600 Did you speak to Freddy last night? 497 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:11,800 Um, I didn't really speak to him, to be honest. 498 00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:14,720 Like, he was kind of standing in the corner the whole night 499 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:16,280 just feeling sorry for himself. 500 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,840 Ah, was he playing the violin? He was playing... Yeah. 501 00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,600 He was playing the victim vibe. 502 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,240 Who was he hanging out with? 503 00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:25,800 Miles. Miles and Temps for, basically, the whole night, 504 00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:27,600 so I didn't really... I didn't really want to speak to him, 505 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:30,480 to be honest. Ah, the band is back together. Yeah. 506 00:22:30,520 --> 00:22:31,960 That makes sense. 507 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:33,640 What? Cos Miles messaged me. 508 00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:35,480 He's coming here. What. now? 509 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,560 Into the chat. Yeah, he wanted to chat. 510 00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:39,160 But probably about Freddy. 511 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:41,320 OK. Um, weird. Weird. 512 00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:44,960 I haven't seen Miles since we ended. Oh. Yeah. 513 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:48,240 MUSIC: Don't Ever Let Them Dim Your Light by Fuzzy Melon 514 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,520 Do you know what this feels like? I am the therapist. 515 00:22:57,560 --> 00:22:59,240 Tell me what's been going on. 516 00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:02,680 I do feel like I do need a bit of a therapy couch right now. OK, good. 517 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:05,360 Tell me everything, I'm here. Well... Heidi's here too. 518 00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:07,080 No, I just... I felt really, really awful. 519 00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:08,800 Obviously, went into everything with Julia. 520 00:23:08,840 --> 00:23:12,120 Yeah. And I... I feel awful. I really, really do. I-I... 521 00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:14,320 Did you talk to her last night? 522 00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:16,680 Yeah, she was very, very upset. 523 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:20,560 Um, and if I was having doubts, 524 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:22,480 the last thing I wanna do was, you know, 525 00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:24,560 string her along or something like that, you know. 526 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:27,280 Yeah. I'm just worried because I'm upset for her 527 00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:29,600 because I know she probably does feel strung along. 528 00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:32,120 You know, cos you both wanted to spend that time together. 529 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,960 Yeah, we wanted to. And it all became a bit too much. 530 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:36,600 All of this added pressure 531 00:23:36,640 --> 00:23:39,040 with other people asking how it was going, 532 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:40,680 and everyone sort of getting involved 533 00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:43,720 and asking what was going on. But people get involved all the time. 534 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:45,960 Yeah. I think you have to... It's not relevant. 535 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:47,720 Like, what people say is so irrelevant. 536 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:49,760 People will always have an opinion. I just... 537 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:54,720 This is my thing now. I feel like it starts to just feel like 538 00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:56,960 a cop-out, you know, instead of just the truth. 539 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:00,920 It starts to make it look like none of it was genuine. 540 00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:04,240 Listen to the therapist. 541 00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:05,760 We're gonna get to the... I'm so happy to be here. 542 00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:07,360 We're gonna get to the nitty gritty. 543 00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:09,480 I'm just really happy. How's Tina by the way? 544 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:10,720 She's fine, she's good. Is she? 545 00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:13,160 So why are we not with Ruby? 546 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:15,040 Why are we not...? Like, what's going on? 547 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:18,080 I do feel like since Tina and I have stopped, 548 00:24:18,120 --> 00:24:20,960 Ruby's kind of taken her foot off the gas somewhat. 549 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:23,240 Can I ask you something, and I'm sorry if this is uncomfortable, 550 00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:25,120 are you sexually attracted to Ruby? 551 00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:27,920 Like, when you see her, you know she's single, she's waiting for you, 552 00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:30,400 do you not wanna just kiss her? Rip her clothes off? I do, yeah. 553 00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:32,240 Yeah, You do? Yeah. OK. 554 00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:33,520 So why aren't you trying? 555 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:36,720 I'm a bit scared, to be honest with you. I think... 556 00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:39,720 No. I think you both... I feel like she's been a bit distant with me. 557 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:44,280 Yeah, so Ruby did say that the romantic side was missing, 558 00:24:44,320 --> 00:24:48,720 so... And I did speak to Yas last night. 559 00:24:48,760 --> 00:24:52,000 Her personal opinion is she feels like 560 00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,400 Ruby might not actually be into it. 561 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:56,720 Really? You know, we've all been there the whole way, right, 562 00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:59,160 advising you guys. Yeah. And nothing is happening 563 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:02,000 when there's no reason for it not to be. 564 00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:03,600 So then why would Ruby say that she was into it 565 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:05,600 for the last six months? 566 00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:08,840 MUSIC: Blinking by David O'Dowda. 567 00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,880 So obviously we've got Lauren's party tomorrow. Mm-hm. 568 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,640 I love a Lauren party. I'm so excited. 569 00:25:30,680 --> 00:25:33,520 And we can just hang out, the two of us, with the girls. 570 00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:36,200 Yeah. No boys. We're not in that era any more. 571 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,880 DOORBELL No. That's Miles. Can you hold this? 572 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,960 I shall. Thank you. Ah. 573 00:25:44,360 --> 00:25:47,520 Hey. Ah. Hello. Long time, no see. How are you? 574 00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:49,680 Good. How are you? Yeah, good. 575 00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,600 Hey. Hey. I've just got the drinks. How are you? I'm good. How are you? 576 00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:55,560 Yeah, good, good. Yeah? How have you guys been? 577 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,800 We've been all right. Yeah? Not amazing. But... 578 00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:00,960 Ooh. No? Yeah. Not amazing? How come? 579 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:02,960 We were just saying that we're done with boys. 580 00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:05,520 Yeah, we're having our hot girl summer now. Wholesome era. 581 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:08,200 Hot girl summer? Yeah. That's dangerous. Yeah, we are. 582 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:09,800 Yeah. OK. Can't wait. 583 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:11,080 Well, do you wanna sit down? 584 00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:13,760 Uh, yeah, sure. Well, I'll leave you guys to it. 585 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,880 I need to get an outfit for tomorrow. 586 00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:18,920 Thanks for coming. Love you lots. 587 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,280 Bye. See ya. See you soon. Bye, bye, bye. 588 00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:24,360 Nice to see you. Lovely to see you. Bye, bye, bye. 589 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,640 Remember the sofa? Course I do. I mean, 590 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:29,040 last time I was here we were watching John Wick. 591 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:31,440 Yeah. Cosied up together. Mm-hm. Not any more. 592 00:26:31,480 --> 00:26:33,800 No. Taking a bit of distance. Um... 593 00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,080 But it's nice to see you again. Yeah, you too. 594 00:26:36,120 --> 00:26:39,520 I obviously know what Freddy's been up to. 595 00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:42,560 Yeah. And I just wanted to see how you were feeling. 596 00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:43,800 It's just embarrassing, 597 00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:45,960 cos I feel like a lot of people were rooting for us. 598 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,720 And I was even like, "This is weird, 599 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:50,280 "and we're navigating this friendship." 600 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:52,680 But that was the one thing where, you know, 601 00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:56,360 we had a lot to lose, because we were really close before as friends. 602 00:26:56,400 --> 00:27:00,000 Mmm. I just felt he didn't respect me, you know, as a mate. 603 00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:03,400 It's a hard one, because, obviously, 604 00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:06,760 I know it's gonna be hard from now to kind of regain the trust, 605 00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:09,120 cos he.... That is something that he mentioned. He was like, 606 00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:11,160 "I feel like I've broken the trust," and I was like, "Yeah, you have." 607 00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:13,280 But he understands what he's done is bad. 608 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,400 Muffin told me that he was kind of like moping around yesterday, 609 00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:17,560 and he was feeling sorry for himself. 610 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:20,880 But stop feeling sorry for yourself and just, 611 00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:24,400 you know, try and...try and fix it. And this is the thing, like... 612 00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:26,640 My friendship with Freddy, it means a lot to me. 613 00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:30,280 But, you know, like I said, I expect him to... 614 00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:32,200 Grovel. ..respect me. Yeah. 615 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:34,400 Yeah. Well, I think, you know, 616 00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:37,240 from his side, he really loves your friendship 617 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:39,760 and it would be a pity for you guys to lose that. 618 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:40,960 Yeah. 619 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:46,000 I just don't know if I wanna be friends 620 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:48,240 with someone who could do that to me. 621 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,880 MUSIC: On & On by Faye Meana 622 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:04,120 Well done, everyone. Thank you so much. Well done. Well done. 623 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:06,440 Oh, God, that makes me feel so good. I know. I love these classes. 624 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:08,200 This place always puts me in a good mood. 625 00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:10,320 Yeah, I agree. It really does. 626 00:28:10,360 --> 00:28:12,040 I can't wait for Lauren's party. No, I know. 627 00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,640 What are you gonna wear? I dunno. 628 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:14,680 Hi. 629 00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:17,920 Hello. 630 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:20,640 How are you girls? Good. How are you? Haven't seen you for ages. 631 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:22,080 I know. It's been so long. 632 00:28:22,120 --> 00:28:23,320 Are you guys doing a class here? 633 00:28:23,360 --> 00:28:24,840 Yeah. Yeah, we are. 634 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,320 It's really good. 635 00:28:26,360 --> 00:28:28,800 Well, I mean it's nice to bump into you. 636 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:30,400 Yeah. Um, I dunno, 637 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:32,560 it's been a bit of a weird one for me, I think. 638 00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:36,080 Because I kind of thought that you and Rez would get back together 639 00:28:36,120 --> 00:28:37,520 after everything that's happened. 640 00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:39,080 Hearing everything from everyone 641 00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:42,040 saying that you're not getting back with him... I've never said that, 642 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:43,400 that I'm not getting back with him to anyone. 643 00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:45,480 I was speaking with Lauren and Yas yesterday. Mmm. 644 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,440 And they basically said that, they don't know if you two 645 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:50,560 are gonna get back together, or they don't... 646 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:52,000 ..they can't really see it. 647 00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:54,400 You actually said there's something romantically missing with Rez. 648 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:55,800 I think that's been misconstrued. 649 00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:58,480 I think what's been said is that we just haven't been romantic. 650 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:00,880 And factually, we haven't. And then that's... 651 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:03,120 She's obviously taken that and said something is missing. 652 00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:05,920 And if you break it down, there probably is something missing, 653 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,800 cos we haven't slept with each other yet. 654 00:29:07,840 --> 00:29:11,240 Did... What? Did you guys sleep together? 655 00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:12,840 Um, we've... 656 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:15,840 I've been there, stayed there a couple of times. 657 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:20,080 Fair enough. Right, well, nice bumping into you girls. 658 00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:21,240 Yeah. 659 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:23,920 Yeah. Shall we go? Yeah. Right. See you. 660 00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,600 Bye. Bye, guys. 661 00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:33,880 Well, that was fun. 662 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:37,840 I actually like, feel bad for Ruby. That's like a dagger in the heart. 663 00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:40,200 She doesn't have any emotional connection with him. 664 00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:42,000 She doesn't even want him - you can tell. 665 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,760 If I really liked someone, I'd be like, "No, I really like Rez, 666 00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:47,200 "I'm really trying." There was no passion, there was no energy. 667 00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:48,840 Yeah. It's not there. 668 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:50,880 No. 669 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:54,200 I don't feel like I owe anybody an explanation, 670 00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:55,440 especially not Verity and Tina. 671 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:57,120 It's got nothing to do with either of them. 672 00:29:57,160 --> 00:29:59,160 I'm not just gonna, you know - because we've been together 673 00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:00,880 in the past - gonna turn around and be like, "OK, cool. 674 00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:03,160 "Well, you're single, I'm single, we'll be boyfriend and girlfriend 675 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,680 cos I told you I loved you. Life doesn't work like that. 676 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,240 It doesn't work like that, 677 00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:12,200 but it also, I think... 678 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:14,920 You don't need to explain yourself to them, but I'm one of your best... 679 00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:17,840 Yeah. ..best friends. So, it is OK 680 00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:21,320 if you are feeling like you wanna get out of this situation. 681 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:22,880 You can tell me this. 682 00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:25,000 Because I can't see it either. 683 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,200 And I think deep, deep down in your core, 684 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:32,520 even though you don't want to admit it, you see it too. 685 00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:33,960 It's just... 686 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,640 I don't know how I've really got here. 687 00:30:38,400 --> 00:30:41,960 So much has happened that I feel I'm slightly backed into a corner now 688 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:43,960 and it's like I can't possibly go back on my word. 689 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,480 And I feel like I don't want to just make a decision 690 00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:48,560 because of everything that I've said in the past, 691 00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:51,880 and I meant every word of what I said when I said it. 692 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,160 But it's just something... 693 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:57,840 I don't know if... Something doesn't feel right. 694 00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:18,560 MUSIC: Come Watch Me by Lee Richardson, Jonathan Murrill, Tom Ford, James Cocozza & Dance Bunny 695 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:21,240 Not a big fan of Lauren, but she does good parties. 696 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,120 Oh, stop with this. 697 00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:30,040 I love this look. It's giving Maison Margiela 2010 runway. 698 00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:49,760 I mean, there's two legends here but... 699 00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:51,440 A couple of legends are going on tour. Yes. 700 00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:53,600 I'm so jealous of you boys going back down under. 701 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,640 We're going to Bondi! We're going to Bondi, baby. 702 00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:56,840 Oh, my God. 703 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,080 Have you been? I've never been. 704 00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:01,080 And it's a bit of you as well. Everyone's fit and healthy and fit. 705 00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:03,240 And fit! And fit, fit, healthy. And really fit. 706 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:04,360 I don't know anyone there. 707 00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:06,240 I know you guys have made some really good friends 708 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:07,920 It's a good group out there. Yeah? Yeah. 709 00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:11,320 And also like I've... I've been talking to a girl out there. 710 00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:13,840 You know what, I'm just excited to get out there and have some fun. 711 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,160 Like... We're gonna have a laugh. 712 00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:16,960 Mate, we are definitely gonna have a laugh. 713 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:18,880 You better not have a girlfriend when I get back. Yeah. 714 00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:21,280 I think the sooner you rip the Band aid off, 715 00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:22,640 and you start to kind of like... 716 00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:25,680 Remember also how awful it is to go around in circles 717 00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:28,320 with someone and it's like on and off, on and off, 718 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:29,760 and you've done that. Mmm. 719 00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:30,960 Oh, hello. 720 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:32,960 Oh, it's single ready to mingles! 721 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:34,720 Yeah. Hey, this guy. 722 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,360 It's old chat. Um... 723 00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:38,880 Back in the game. Yeah. 724 00:32:39,920 --> 00:32:42,800 Apparently, you're going round saying that I only got with Julia 725 00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:44,080 to wind up you. 726 00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:45,520 Uh, yeah. 727 00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,880 Right, OK. Is your ego that big? Like, is it actually that big? 728 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:51,240 I think your... Your ego would be the big one if you're doing that. 729 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,200 No, no, it's not... It can't... Like, you're so... 730 00:32:53,240 --> 00:32:55,080 Uh, why are you so concerned? Like, firstly, 731 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,400 what's the point of the comments? I don't really get it. 732 00:32:57,440 --> 00:32:59,200 You told me the reason we're here is cos I treated her like shit 733 00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:01,400 and I wasn't present and I wasn't taking her out and stuff. 734 00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:04,240 And I explained that to her, you know, very clearly. 735 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:06,320 That's not the situation. The reason it's frustrating is cos 736 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:07,720 everyone's calling me out for my shit, 737 00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:09,200 and I feel like you've done the same thing. 738 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:10,800 And you're allowed to feel how you want, 739 00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:12,600 but just don't throw stones in glass houses. 740 00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,000 I think you've got a massive ego to actually make a comment like that. 741 00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:16,640 The irony is that you obviously... You're just arrogant. 742 00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,400 ..hooked up with Muffin after we'd been together, 743 00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:20,320 and then you dropped her... What's that got to do with it? 744 00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,120 ..just after you started treating her like a princess. 745 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:24,880 You know when you first start going on dates...? I know it full well 746 00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:26,320 because you gave me shit. No, you don't, 747 00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:28,240 because you didn't take her on a date. Well, we did. 748 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:30,200 You don't know what that's like. You swooped in. 749 00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:32,560 Sorry. actually, he did. I was there. Oh... Right OK. 750 00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:34,520 We'd been on dates. I don't know what she's been saying to you. 751 00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:36,600 We've been out. Oh, interesting. That's weird. Anyway, 752 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,080 I think it's really fucking clear that we're not gonna be friends. 753 00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:41,560 No. Um... No, I don't think so. I mean, yeah... 754 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,600 On that note, can I finish my chat with my mates? 755 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:46,280 Oh, I was actually walking off. Oh, yeah. Yeah, cheers. 756 00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:49,920 Calm down. Didn't let you talk, did he? 757 00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:50,960 No, he likes doing the... 758 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,720 Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, what we talking about? 759 00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:55,680 Australia. Australia. Yeah. That's it. 760 00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:58,880 To better things. To forgetting things that need to be forgotten. 761 00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:00,480 And people. Uh, yeah. 762 00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:03,200 MUSIC: Walk Through Fire (feat Tony Allen by Yannis & The Yaw 763 00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:16,440 Hey, how are you? 764 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:18,000 Hi. Good. You? 765 00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:21,600 Good, thanks. Um, obviously we need to have a conversation 766 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:24,040 about everything that's been going on. 767 00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:28,440 Um, and I just wanted to say before anything that I am really sorry... 768 00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:31,560 Mm-mm. ..for what's happened and that you've got caught up 769 00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:35,280 in everything. I never meant for you to get hurt amongst all of this. 770 00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:37,600 That was never my intention. I just thought, like, 771 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:40,680 you guys were kinda hanging out, chilling, and it was quite casual. 772 00:34:40,720 --> 00:34:42,960 Well, just so you are aware, 773 00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:45,760 Freddy and I are no longer speaking because of this. 774 00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:51,000 So, hopefully that gives you more of a perspective on the situation. 775 00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,520 I'm sorry about that part. Because I shouldn't have slept there. 776 00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:55,920 I know that. I just was not thinking correctly 777 00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:57,920 and I didn't think of the consequences of my actions, 778 00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:01,440 and I don't want there to be any animosity between us over this... 779 00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:02,880 Yeah. ..situation. 780 00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:04,880 But, listen, I'm happy to be cordial 781 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:09,680 and I can appreciate you coming here and saying sorry. 782 00:35:09,720 --> 00:35:12,080 Hey, guys. I think it's something to think about. Saved by the bell. 783 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,400 Hello. Someone's happy. I'm a wolf. Of course I'm happy. 784 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:15,720 That is some headpiece. 785 00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:18,400 Yeah. Have I walked in on something here? 786 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:21,200 No, we actually just wrapped up. We're all good. Yeah. 787 00:35:21,240 --> 00:35:22,680 You're OK? I think we're sweet. All good. 788 00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:25,200 OK, I'm gonna leave you guys to it. Probably gonna head out soon, 789 00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:27,600 but it was nice to see you both. Nice to see you as well. 790 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:29,000 Nice to see you. Bye, guys. 791 00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:30,720 Is everything actually all right? 792 00:35:30,760 --> 00:35:34,520 You guys seemed quite smiley, but I expected a bit more tension. 793 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:36,920 I feel much better doing it this way. 794 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:39,360 Yeah? You know. Yeah. I don't know if you've heard. 795 00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:41,400 I actually caught up with Freddy yesterday. Yeah. 796 00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:43,760 He asked me to come in so he could apologise. 797 00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:45,880 And I kinda just let him have it. 798 00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:48,200 I wasn't as kind as you just were. 799 00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:51,640 Oh, really? Yeah. But he did seem like he missed you, 800 00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:53,600 and he did seem quite upset about it. 801 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:55,680 I know it's hard, and it's hard losing a friend, 802 00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:57,280 not just someone you're in a relationship with. 803 00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:00,040 But like at the end of the day, I just don't think he's the one 804 00:36:00,080 --> 00:36:01,480 that deserved you. You know? 805 00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:04,880 It's obviously, you know, sad and confusing at the same time. 806 00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:07,800 Cos it's like I've asked him for my space. Mmm. 807 00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:10,000 And now he's given me space and it's like... 808 00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:12,240 I keep looking over my shoulder, thinking he's gonna be here 809 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:16,000 and it does make me sad that he's not here. 810 00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:18,640 You're better off without him, Jazz. Honestly. 811 00:36:18,680 --> 00:36:21,560 He was just... He should've always just stayed a friend. 812 00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:23,760 You know? Throughout this whole thing, 813 00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:26,880 you've been a big support for me. Yeah. And I appreciate that. 814 00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:29,560 Well, I'm always gonna be here for you, Jazzie. Thanks. 815 00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:31,840 Cheers to that. Wait, let's not cheers. Can we hug? 816 00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:34,400 We can have hug, of course. I've done too many cheersing tonight. 817 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:36,840 I just need a hug. There you go. 818 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:38,840 We've all been through it. 819 00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:40,480 Yeah. Yeah. 820 00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:43,280 Shall we get back to, I don't know about dancing, 821 00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:45,800 but at least something? I am going to get back to the dance floor, 822 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,400 I'm gonna tear it up. 823 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:51,600 I'm a wolf. I'm going to destroy the dance floor. Watch. 824 00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:53,280 Let's go. Yeah, let's go. Come on. 825 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:56,320 MUSIC: New Love by Girl in Red 826 00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:08,880 Are you at the point in your you take the piss out of each other? 827 00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:11,880 Oh, yeah. Oh, yes. Good, OK, that's a vibe. This is very sweet. 828 00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,000 Like, a naive, young relationship. We do that all the time. 829 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:15,160 What do you guys call each other? 830 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,120 He calls me Baby Girl. Baby Girl. 831 00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:19,120 Baby Cat. OK, that's better. 832 00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,400 Baby Cat? Do you know why? Baby Cat? Cos she scratches 833 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:24,200 every now and then. Ooh. Oh. She gets... She gets a bit, 834 00:37:24,240 --> 00:37:27,600 you know. Like, we fight like cats and dogs. Oh, my God. 835 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,480 But we love each other dearly. 836 00:37:29,520 --> 00:37:31,040 You guys seem like you're in a new place. 837 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,760 I do understand why there's a lot of divorce once you have a baby. 838 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:36,120 Really? Yeah. 839 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:39,880 Also, I think it's also very hard for any of us to kind of sit here 840 00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:43,280 or judge anything with you guys, cos none of us have a child. 841 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,520 None of us have gone through marriage. 842 00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:47,720 Mm-hm. And I think it's quite admiring to look at you both. 843 00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:49,840 Because it's like, you've gone through so much 844 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,040 in your relationship. Probably no-one ever thought you guys 845 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,360 would get married. Mmm. Yep. 846 00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:57,120 And I think that's also similar with both of you and I. 847 00:37:57,160 --> 00:38:00,200 Let's just admit it, you've been through hell as well. Yeah. Yeah. 848 00:38:00,240 --> 00:38:02,640 You had your ups and downs. Yeah. We've broken up multiple times. 849 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,920 You screw up. You did the same, I did the same. 850 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,360 But then I think you have to use that as a... 851 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,200 Yeah, as a power in a way. 852 00:38:09,240 --> 00:38:13,400 The way we got together was such a, like, dramatic thing. 853 00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:15,680 Yep. I'm sorry. I don't wanna get, like, upset, but like... 854 00:38:15,720 --> 00:38:18,560 It's fine. The way we got together was so dramatic that I think 855 00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:21,160 sometimes it's always such a pressure to kind of like 856 00:38:21,200 --> 00:38:24,240 prove to other people... Don't. It took so much to get to the place 857 00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:26,800 that we are now. And like, I'm so thankful for the things 858 00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:30,240 that I went through with Sam. Mm-hm. You gotta be a team. 859 00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:31,840 I am so grateful for you. 860 00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:35,520 All right, then, well, look, let's go get another cocktail, babe. 861 00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:39,400 We've overstayed our welcome. Right, see you guys. Enjoy. 862 00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:40,920 See you later. Bye. 863 00:38:42,560 --> 00:38:44,560 I'm so appreciative of everything you've done for me 864 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,920 and sticking by me when it's been so difficult. Mmm. 865 00:38:46,960 --> 00:38:48,880 But I love you so much. 866 00:38:48,920 --> 00:38:51,000 I really do. 867 00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:54,760 MUSIC: Keep This Going by Lee Richardson, Jonathan Murrill, 868 00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:57,840 Tom Ford, James Cocozza & Sarah Jane Norman 869 00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:01,840 Great. 870 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:18,400 How are you feeling? I'm good. 871 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:20,520 Enjoying your party? I am. I'm good. 872 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:24,440 Are you loving the guest list? I mean, like, 99% yes. 873 00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:27,760 You know, 1% tragic. You know. 874 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,000 But it's fine. 875 00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,760 It's so nice that we can be, like, you know, 876 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,400 happy laughing together, even though you guys, 877 00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:36,800 you have a little mutual ex. 878 00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:39,280 Oh, I've forgotten about that. 879 00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:40,720 Have you seen him around? 880 00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:44,280 I see him moping about drinking my champagne, yeah. 881 00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:48,040 I can't help but feel quite awkward seeing Tristan here. Like... 882 00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:49,800 Because of his hideous outfit? 883 00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:53,160 Yeah, I get it. Also I noticed Freddy's not here. 884 00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:57,800 You know what, it would've been nice to, like, finally speak to him but 885 00:39:57,840 --> 00:40:00,520 he knows where I stand. 886 00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:02,920 How are we, ladies? Hi, Tristan. 887 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:04,120 Long time, no see. 888 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:06,160 Long time. Cool outfit. 889 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:08,480 And you, you're... you're gonna have a good summer. 890 00:40:08,520 --> 00:40:10,160 You're going to Australia. I'm having a good autumn. 891 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:12,040 We're going to Bondi. Can you still surf in autumn? 892 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:15,440 Can I still...? Yeah, I think I can still surf. Not really. 893 00:40:15,480 --> 00:40:17,480 As in I can't, or you can't surf...? No, I saw your surfing. 894 00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,160 It was not very good. So you were lying to me then. 895 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,320 I never said it was good. 896 00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:24,880 Um, anyway, I just wanted to speak to you before 897 00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:27,640 we don't see each other for a while and... Mm-hm. 898 00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:31,120 I'm sad about how everything worked out and I hope you're all right. 899 00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,400 But do you have anything to say to me? To you? 900 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:36,640 Any better terms with you two? Yeah. Is this gonna be forever...? 901 00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:39,600 I think it's pretty obvious how Lauren feels about that. 902 00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:43,120 And that's fine. I'm all good, honestly. I don't think about you. 903 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:45,720 You're not in my life, it's all good. 904 00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:47,240 There you go. 905 00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,320 I've missed... I've missed you a lot. I know you have. 906 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:50,720 It's good to catch up. 907 00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:54,120 Well, I'm glad, you know, we've left it on better terms now. 908 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:56,320 It's not very... It's not as awkward any more. 909 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,480 No. 910 00:40:57,520 --> 00:40:59,560 I also want to apologise for the crossover. 911 00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:03,240 That's all right. Shouldn't have, you know, done that, so... 912 00:41:03,280 --> 00:41:08,400 Honestly, it's cool. I want to say sorry and, yeah. I apologise. 913 00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:10,520 It's... Yeah, it's fine. I get it. 914 00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,240 Yeah, so... Um, maybe when I'm back from Australia, 915 00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:15,600 we can have a coffee or catch up. 916 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,120 Who are you speaking to, sorry? Speaking to... 917 00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:20,960 Oh, no. Don't even think about it. 918 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:22,960 But anyway, I'll see you guys in a couple of months. 919 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,640 Enjoy your summer. Enjoy your summer, Tristan. 920 00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,000 I'll leave you to it. Thank you for inviting me to the party. 921 00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:29,920 Yeah. Um, I'm gonna leave you to it. 922 00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:31,440 Cheers. Good luck. 923 00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:32,880 Bye. 924 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:37,800 MUSIC: Glorified by Ryan Burnett, Krank Bale & Micky Mikkelson 925 00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,320 Hi. Oh, hi, Tina. 926 00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:57,120 How are you? I'm good. How are you? 927 00:41:57,160 --> 00:42:00,160 All right. You know, I saw Ruby yesterday... 928 00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,040 Mmm. ..um, and had a chat with her. 929 00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,200 I just kind of wanna know sort of what's going on. 930 00:42:04,240 --> 00:42:06,920 If you guys aren't gonna get back together after everything, 931 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:10,200 we did have something. You know, like there was that thing there. 932 00:42:10,240 --> 00:42:11,880 Where is that with you two? 933 00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:15,440 Uh, I mean, to be honest, Tina, I haven't worked that out. 934 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,440 I'm just actually looking out for you in this situation. 935 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:20,520 I think... I think she's gonna hurt you. 936 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,760 No, I appreciate that. And listen, I'm really sorry 937 00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:25,640 that you and I didn't work out. 938 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:27,720 I think you're great. 939 00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:29,440 Hello. Hi. Hi. 940 00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:30,920 Hello. 941 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:34,480 How are you? Good. How are you? Good. 942 00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:36,600 Hot in here, isn't it? 943 00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:38,720 Right, I mean, look, I think you guys should talk. 944 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:41,080 I just... I think you need to be honest with Rez. 945 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:43,880 I think you both need to be honest with each other. 946 00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:46,280 Thank you so much. But on that note, I'm off. 947 00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:47,440 Bye. Thanks, Tina. 948 00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:55,120 Hello. Hello. What's going on? 949 00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,480 Nothing. I had a chat with Tina. 950 00:42:57,520 --> 00:42:58,560 Yeah. 951 00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:03,360 I think she thinks that you maybe aren't that interested. 952 00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:06,360 Um, you did pull out all the stops, I think. 953 00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:09,080 I did. And I think everyone's probably just like, 954 00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:11,200 right, the book, the bridge, the chat, like. 955 00:43:11,240 --> 00:43:14,040 Where's all that gone? You know. 956 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:19,400 I feel like. you know, I made this huge revelation to you 957 00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:22,840 and to everybody, and I'm glad I did because I feel that way, 958 00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:24,400 and I did feel that way. 959 00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:27,560 But I would be lying if I said I didn't feel the pressure 960 00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:30,640 from everybody. And like, 961 00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:33,520 I almost felt slightly backed into a corner. 962 00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:35,840 Look, to be honest with you, 963 00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:38,360 I want to know that... I want to know there is... 964 00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:41,120 ..there is light at the end of the tunnel for you and I, 965 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:44,040 to be honest. But I wanna do it two feet in, Rubes. Yeah. 966 00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,640 I don't wanna be one foot in, one foot out. 967 00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,880 I wanna be two feet in, and I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks. 968 00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:51,000 Do you know what I mean, though? Yeah. I don't wanna... 969 00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:54,320 I wanna be proud of being like, "That's my chick." Yeah. 970 00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:57,080 Now give me a kiss - on the lips. 971 00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:08,400 You look quite sheepish. What's the matter? What? I'm not. 972 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:09,920 I'm just... It's a lot, isn't it? 973 00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:12,560 I'd like to think you would like to do those things as well. I do. 974 00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:14,840 I would like to do all those things. I don't wanna... 975 00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:17,280 I wanna be in a position where if we're dating, 976 00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:19,040 I don't want anyone else... 977 00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:21,760 I'm quite happy to not date anyone else, to be honest with you. 978 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:29,040 Same. I think we need to spend some time with each other... 979 00:44:30,320 --> 00:44:32,160 Yeah. ..before anything. 980 00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:33,480 Really? 981 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:34,680 OK. 982 00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:39,160 Why do you look so confused? I don't know. I am a bit confused now. 983 00:44:39,200 --> 00:44:42,520 Why? Well, because, like, I've literally just now said, 984 00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:44,680 "Shall we go...? Shall we start giving it a go?" 985 00:44:44,720 --> 00:44:46,520 And I've said yes. And you're like, "Oh, yeah, maybe." 986 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:48,800 I've not said maybe. I know, but your face says it all, Rubes, 987 00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:50,320 that's the problem. 988 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:54,040 I don't know what you want me to say. I've agreed. 989 00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,320 OK, that was more of a... 990 00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,320 I wanted to see where your head's at, and I clearly know now. 991 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,320 I think you need to be honest with yourself, Rubes. 992 00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:03,440 So this all from you. I'm old enough to know... 993 00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:05,960 I'm old enough to know when something's not real. 994 00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:08,640 I love you. 995 00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:13,440 I do love you. 996 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:16,320 Why don't I believe you? 997 00:45:16,360 --> 00:45:17,800 I actually don't believe you. 998 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,760 We've gone through the whole... 999 00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:27,720 ..the crap of being worse versions of ourself 1000 00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:30,560 and doing stupid things and the tit-for-tat. 1001 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:33,040 I'm not willing to go through it all again. 1002 00:45:39,920 --> 00:45:42,000 I'll leave it here. 1003 00:45:42,040 --> 00:45:44,560 MUSIC: Earth To The Sea by M83 1004 00:46:11,360 --> 00:46:14,160 Are you OK? No, not really. 1005 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:24,720 Subtitles by Red Bee Media