This programme contains strong language and adult themes throughout
I got with Vanders. I wasn't getting anything from you.
A lot has gone on. The one good thing that's happened is you. Aww!
I wonder if he's gone, "Tris and I have had a falling-out.
"I'm gonna alpha-dog him." You know, swoop in.
She likes you a lot. Do you see a future with Muffin?
Literally, I don't wanna be in a relationship.
There's this, like, weird distance. What are we doing?
Ruby doesn't wanna be with him. Like, as soon as he goes,
"I'll be with you," she'll run away, cos she's not interested.
She's so cute. Look at her.
Zeyno ended up in my bed, and also I feel bad for Harvey,
I just burnt that bridge.
When I see the bloke, I will rip him to shreds.
Honestly, I'm just so sorry.
That can't run. Keep those flowers,
give them to the next one and see you around.
This is a real dagger.
I think taking it slow means I don't like you.
What the hell are you doing, mate?
I think she's gonna hurt you. Oh, 100%.
I feel really, really awkward. 1% tragic.
It's horrible.
I love you so much.
Why don't I believe you?
I just don't think he's the one that deserved you.
I've misjudged everything.
I just want this to be over.
Just let him go.
Something doesn't feel right.
MUSIC: Yoyo by The Snuts
I feel like we've got three different shades of fluffy jumpers going on.
Very nice. Do you know who bought me this jumper?
Muffin. Yeah, there we go.
You always know when Vanders has had a big night,
because his curtains look like Backstreet Boys 1999.
Your curtains are open. The sun's coming in.
Ah, dear. Anyway, what's going on with you and Ruby?
I like what you did there, I like what you did there.
Me and Ruby? Um...
Ruby and I have got this connection
that I don't think is like any other that I've had before.
Like, I always knew from, like, day dot,
Tina's a lovely girl, but she wasn't your girl.
It was always Ruby for you. You've just got the chemistry.
Little Cupid over here. Yeah.
Vanders, you're gonna make me cry.
I know. Talking about relationships...
The elephant in the room.
Yeah, not great situation right now.
How are you feeling about it all?
There's so many emotions.
I think the main one is, like, just shock -
like, "What the f...?" Just so many questions to ask.
I feel that Zeyno's let you down.
I think she's been disrespectful.
She shouldn't have put you in this position.
Whatever way she saw it, this is a real dagger,
and it's like... "How do I then...?" Yeah, I'm just upset.
It's the first girl I've let into my life for a while,
and then for that to happen... So I'm just... Yeah.
Just shit you didn't need.
Don't start, don't do it. You're gonna get me,
you're gonna set me off.
Just... It is annoying, mate. It's like, "What the fuck?"
I just did not see it coming.
I'm so sorry, brother.
MUSIC: Trying To Get Herself Back by Nick Kingsley & Malory
I've missed you guys. I feel like it's been a long time.
So much has happened. So much. I'm sure.
A day in Chelsea is a... a month anywhere else.
It is.
What's going on with you?
OK, where do I start? So, I met Freddy the other day. Yeah.
And, basically, he was at Raffles.
Shock. A shock.
And he took Zeyno, Harvey's girl, home with him.
What?! She stayed in his bed.
I'm sorry, does she have nowhere else to sleep? I'm confused.
No, it's all... Can't she sleep at Harvey's? Right.
That champagne must've been really good in Raffles.
But it's just, "Zeyno?" I'm like, "Oh, Freddy."
That's savage. Yeah, really savage.
It's just odd. Mental. Very odd.
Um, but he's definitely gonna have to put in the work
to get my respect back, cos right now I don't respect him. Yeah.
I don't think he respects me, so... Fair enough.
Fair enough. Yeah.
You'll be OK.
How are you and Vanders?
Um, yeah, we're... Yeah, we're good.
Wouldn't say we're amazing. But, like, I do...
I really like him. Like, you know,
as everyone knows, we were spending so much time together
for the last two weeks. It was so intense -
like, seeing each other every night, which was really nice.
And I was like, "Oh, my God, someone loves me, someone cares." Yeah, aww.
Because obviously I wasn't used to that with the previous one.
He wasn't really giving me the attention.
So I was getting it from Vanders,
but now I just feel like there has been a bit of a switch,
which is like...hurts my feelings a lot because...
I mean, the thing is with me, I like people very easily. That's my issue.
Yeah. You fall hard quick. I fall so hard.
Are you in love?
Not in love. Obviously not. But I do really like him.
Yeah. And that's my issue. Like, I like people so quickly.
Yeah. And that's where it gets me hurt.
I feel like cos he...
Usually it's like you slowly get to know each other
and then you see each other every day. Yeah.
And now it's like you guys have done the reverse.
You've seen each other every day and now, because you're not seeing
each other every day, you probably think there's something wrong.
Yeah. That's literally what it is. I wouldn't stress. Yeah, true.
You could have a conversation with him.
He's quite an honest, upfront person. Oh, yeah.
But that's the thing. And because he's so honest,
and then I did speak to him and he was like,
"No, I do still really like you," all of this,
so I think from my side I'm maybe being dramatic.
Ah, but I really like him, guys.
Ah, you're like a little puppy.
I know. I am. I get so excited over guys. Yeah.
MUSIC: My Only Love by Porij
How are they? How does it actually feel that Vanders stole your girl?
Fucking gutting, mate.
Mr Steal Your Girl? I wouldn't mind if it was someone like you.
I've never done that before.
Or Harvey. Harvey. Or Miles. Miles.
But Vanderpump?
I do feel like Vanders is leading Muffin on.
I said to him, "Do you see yourself in a relationship with Muffin?"
and he categorically said no.
But I just think Vanders is a massive nob.
Does Muffin know about all of this?
I wanna know what he's actually been saying to Muffin.
Because if he's been saying, "I really like you, I wanna...
"I see a future with you,"
but the fact he's saying "Hey, I need to take it slow,"
I think it's a clear indication that...
I think "taking it slow" means "I don't like you", in my opinion.
I think he did quite like Julia at one point.
I think it was a good bit of fun, I think he got back at you,
and I think he's like, "Hey, I'm not into this."
Do you think that's why he did it?
You think Vanders did it to get back at Tristan? I think he enjoyed it.
He's gone, "Tris and I have been arguing for a week."
It gave him an extra pump. Oh, 100%.
I think I should have a chat with Julia. Yeah.
She deserve to know if everyone's talking about it.
Yeah, I feel like she's gonna get hurt by this one.
MUSIC: Reality by Sergio Ruelas, Cody Cloe & Chester Lang
Big fish, mate. Hey, Hugo.
Hear you've found yourself in some choppy waters, bro.
Thank you for coming.
Annoyingly, I said to Miles and Temps
that I wouldn't apologise to you if you were wearing cowboy boots.
Yeah, go for it, mate. But you are.
Yeah. I'm gonna apologise. You're still coming at the cowboy boots?
I don't know what the fuck you're wearing.
Different pair than last time, that's for sure. Yeah, yeah, sure.
Anyway, I am a massive hypocrite, I'm not gonna lie. You are, mate.
As much as it actually pains me to apologise to you,
you do deserve one. OK.
I'm sorry for being a hypocrite.
Now, you can be the knight in shining armour. Yeah, no, mate.
I'm actually gonna stop you there. I don't want an apology from you,
because I'd want an apology from someone...
That's all you're getting. ..someone I'd want to be friends with.
I don't ever wanna fucking be friends with you, bro...
Well, my priority is Jazz here. I don't have to.
Your priority is Jazz? To make sure... That she's OK?
..that we can build our friendship back. OK, mate.
I don't know if she's OK. I hope she is. She's not.
She isn't talking to me at the moment. Of course she's not.
Like, what were you doing? What was the point? You're a big hypocrite.
I don't have to explain myself to you. No, you came at me,
you came at me, and you were fucking petty enough
to kick me out of Raffles to boost your ego or something.
Do you always turn up uninvited to people's parties?
Mate, I walked in with everyone. So you're gonna stick by your decision,
even at the time when you said it was petty?
Mate, you weren't on the guest list, bro.
When you decided... Get out of my party.
You said that it was petty to do it Yeah, of course it was petty.
Mate, I just don't... Because you're mates with all of us.
But I've apologised. Sure.
I'm quite annoyed you haven't accepted my apology.
I'm not going to with this. I don't understand why.
I ended up stepping aside because she was happy with you.
You lasted, what... You would've... ..one day before you did that?
Don't say you stepped aside. You literally... You tried.
The only reason you want, and you're not still going for her
is cos she pied you off. Yeah, cos I was trying to...
I was trying to follow my heart, I was trying to put myself out there.
Mate, clearly me and you just...
It's done, mate. ..are not gonna get along.
I'm fucking happy for it to be done.
I'm sorry, but I don't wanna talk to you. Yeah, walk off, mate.
See ya later.
Last time we spoke, it was a bit... It was uncomfortable.
Yeah, it was. I mean we spoke - Rez, Ruby, Tina and I.
And I appreciate it was probably awkward for you,
as I'm friends with Tina. You know, I just want you to know
I'm still here for you, and I love you and... Aw.
You know, it never had anything to do with us.
I know. I know that. I'm good.
Um, I saw Rez the other day and I sort of said to him like,
"As lovely as it is that we're like speaking
"and we're not arguing, I don't know where we stand with each other.
"Like, I don't know where we go from here
"and no-one wants to be in the grey area. I know that I don't."
Do you wanna be in a relationship with him?
Uh, yeah. Yes, that's the goal. Um...
Have you guys kissed?
No. What? Not really.
We've had a peck. But it's like...
We've gone out, it's been great.
We've been out in groups and I've seen him here and there
and we speak here and there.
But we've... Something's missing, which is the romantic side,
and it's scary.
I've not snogged him since the wedding. Hasn't been any passion?
I think you need a good snog. Yeah, you need to snog him.
MUSIC: I Don't Know If I'll Return by Mark Revell & Darius Behdad
MUSIC: Neverender by Justice & Tame Impala
Oh, my God, my mum's calling.
Give me a sec.
Hi. Hey. Hi, Sam.
Look at this. It's like a reunion. Yeah. From the pub the other day.
It was lovely to meet you. It was lovely to meet you too,
and lovely to speak to you again now.
But you need to learn Norwegian.
Pard..?. Oh, shall I? Can you teach me some Norwegian?
Yeah.
You look really beautiful.
Oh, is that me? LAUGHTER
No.
You look really pretty.
It's, uh...du er veldig pen.
Du er veldig pen.
Ah, that's so cute.
Was that good? Yes, it is. She thinks you're talking to her.
Ah, yeah, I am, I am.
He's such a charmer. Ah, I am. He is, yeah.
Well, we're going out tonight, aren't we?
Yeah, big night out tonight with everyone.
Where are you going? I'm sure Jules will tell you the gossip tomorrow.
I will. You be careful.
Always... Always. She tells me everything.
And I'll always take care of her. Aw. I know.
That's cute.
OK, bye.
Bye.
Shall we call my mum? Yeah, call your mum. That'd be really fun.
Tequila.
Right, let's do these shots, then. You still being boring? Yes, I am.
Mmm. Nice?
Mmm. Yeah?
Freddy, you can do that one. I do not miss these at all.
To be fair, I need it.
So, naughty boy, how's life?
I've heard a few things. I just recall a little conversation earlier
that you had with me about, you know, with Jazz,
how I should treat her and be careful.
And I've heard that you've not been the best bloke, have you, now?
No, mate. No. Little hypocrite.
Little hypocrite. Ah.
I am a hypocrite. Mmm.
I'll own that. I'm a hypocrite.
What the hell were you doing, mate?
Honestly, I don't even remember much of it.
I just remember being... having my event at Raffles.
It was sick, so obviously I'm gonna have a lot to drink.
OK, look me in the eyes and you're telling me you didn't kiss.
We didn't kiss. Promise you.
I did ask her to kiss me and she said no.
So you got pied in the midst of all of this.
Wait, so... What? Well, not really.
It was terrible and I regret everything.
I just want this to be over.
What do you think I should do? She said she needs time.
I mean, literally what she just said.
Give her time. Give her time.
Do you wanna try and rekindle it or...?
You obviously did that for a reason.
Yeah, I still... Did you feel that strongly towards Jazz?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, definitely. But my relationship with Jazz, like,
as a friendship, is way more important than, like,
romantic relationship, if that makes sense.
I'm hoping you've just learnt from this. Yeah.
And you just can't do it again.
My biggest regret is that I lost Jazz's trust,
to be honest. Genuinely.
Yeah.
MUSIC: Blanks by Night Cap
The last time I saw you, you were kind of like dating Rez...
Yeah, well, that lasted a while. ..situation.
No. No, we were dating for quite a while, me and Rez. and...
Yeah. I really liked him. Like, I did.
And it was a shame that it had to end.
I think there was a lot that sort of went on
with the whole Ruby stuff and...
So I don't think me and him properly actually got to, like,
get to that next point.
I just hope that they actually get back together, if that was...
Yeah. ..if...to make everything, like...
Cos it literally will not make sense.
I'm kinda struggling with it a little bit now.
Because I think, surely you'd look at your ten-year ex and be like,
"I just wanna kiss your face off."
Well, that's... "I want to..."
Yes. "..you know, romantic, fiery." Well, I don't see that.
I'm not seeing the sparkles with the sparkle.
But this is what I've been saying the whole time -
"Why? Just let him go."
She says that she wants to get back with Rez.
I'm gonna have to take her word for it.
But in my gut I'd be lying if I said that I fully felt that.
Yeah.
Muffin and Vanders - there's some stuff going on there.
Speaking of the devil, I think he's buying her champagne.
Course he is.
He said that he doesn't see...
He doesn't see himself in a relationship with Muffin.
Has he said that to her? I doubt it.
I mean, we know how lovely she is. She's a nice girl. She means...
She's... Yeah. She's really sweet.
She's so sweet, you know, and that makes me sad to hear.
Just say it to her face. You know what I mean? Yeah.
Like, why do you have to gossip about her to other people?
Yeah, that's not nice.
MUSIC: Me Now by Happy To Be Here & Saint Rouge
How are you? Um, I think I'm just kind of in a spin emotionally.
Um, I don't really know where I...where I land.
It's such a weird situation, this. It's just weird.
I like... I'm just annoyed I'm in it. I know.
And like, I don't... And I just don't know how...
I'm just shocked that you put me in it, I don't know.
Like, it's so embarrassing. Yeah.
And I just... I don't really know where my head's at.
At the time, I wasn't really thinking,
"Oh, yeah, this is gonna look bad," or whatever.
I was just like, "It's not a big deal.
"Nothing's happening between us sexually, so it..."
I just didn't think.
It's just... What I just... I'm shocked that you'd think
I wouldn't be upset from it. Like, we've been seeing each other
quite seriously for the last sort of three months, four months,
most nights. But we never talk about anything, ever.
I've not once heard anything of your feelings.
I've not... I don't talk about mine.
It doesn't change the fact that I've hurt you, it doesn't change the fact
that obviously what I did wasn't nice.
But that is just the truth.
I did not mean to hurt you.
That was never my intention.
It's just annoying as shit. I misjudged everything.
Because it's not only you who I've hurt as well.
Obviously, this guy. I don't even know Jazz.
But we... It's shit that people have been burnt along this process,
and it was just a stupid drunken mistake.
Yeah, but I get you're holding your hands up to it being stupid.
But it's just, for me, yeah,
do I wanna be with someone who behaves like tat?
I dunno. I don't think it's something big enough
that would mean that we should completely leave it.
Because we could... I feel like we could have something good.
How this has all come to light, I... I don't have an answer for you.
I need to think what this means for us, if I'm honest.
Well... So, I'm gonna leave you to it.
MUSIC: Throw It In The Fire by Local Natives
Hey. Hello, my love. Hello. How are you? I'm good. How are you?
Good. How is it with Vanders?
It's good. He's impressing me a lot.
He's impressing you. Yeah, and it's good.
We're enjoying our time together right now.
You see it, like, progressing with one another?
I do. Like, I wouldn't be doing this and spending time with him
if I didn't see something, you know, happening in the future.
Look, I've always like been pro you and Vanders. Yeah.
I both think you're great.
But I'm finding it uncomfortable
because I'm in conversations with people
and they're saying things.
And I find it hard, because I know what it's like
with everyone commenting on your relationship. Yeah.
I'm just telling you how it is. What other people are saying
is that he was like, "I basically don't see a future with Julia."
Mmm. And I think if that's the way he feels,
he should say that to you,
and I don't know quite sure if he has said that to you or not.
No. Because I would wanna know if I was in that position. Yeah.
Like, I know what it... This is pissing me off,
because he goes round saying how much of a honest guy he is.
That's all he says, "God's honest truth, blah, blah, blah,"
Well you're not. Don't go saying that.
Like, it's horrible.
I don't understand.
I don't get it. I don't get these guys.
I don't think the guys get themselves. They don't.
That is actually a joke, like, the fact he said...
No, don't-don't...
Oh, Julia. No, it's just shit.
Honestly, trust me. Like, he's not worth your tears.
Well, obviously not. I just don't like guys.
I wanna stay single for 2024.
No, Julia! Oh, no, I honestly...
It's fine.
I will like be...
You all right, guys?
What's going on?
Look, I'm gonna... What? I've actually got nothing to say.
I think... What? Well, no, I've just heard that you...
..you don't see a future with me.
That's not... No. I mean...
I... No, I didn't say... I can't remember the exact words I said.
Apparently, that's what been said. I don't wanna be spending time
with someone that's not into it. And especially...
I know you don't want a relationship. I know that.
You've just come out of a five-year relationship.
But when I hear that you're saying to people you don't see a future
with me, do you understand, from my side, it's embarrassing?
I was... I am... I am rea...
Was.
"WAS really into you." Cheers.
I was... I was really, really into you,
We were really, really getting along. I think this is...
No, but it's not funny. But it's not fun... No, it's not.
It's actually not. It's really... It's bollocks.
I don't know why I'm laughing. I-I... I'm awkward.
I feel really, really awkward. Um, it's not like...
I don't see why you find it funny. I think... It's actually bullshit.
Can I just say something? I thought I explained this all to you...
You did, but then just like... If you want to...
If you wanna be... I'm so confused on what it is you want.
I don't know. I-I... Like, if you don't know, but I don't understand.
All I'm saying right now, I'm not going to stand around
waiting for you to make your mind up... Of course.
..to be like, "Oh, actually... Oh, I do want her now."
Because that's not fair on me.
I deserve a guy that knows they want to be with me.
And like... If you don't know that, I'm not gonna like...
I'm not... No. OK, well, I'm not even...
No. I don't... Guys I'm not... I'm not... I dunno.
MUSIC: Suburbia Calling by Rat Boy
Use your breath to push away. Engage your glutes a little bit more.
Very good.
Exhale, push away lower down.
Hold it there for a bit.
And bring it back to grow tall.
So I hope you guys RSPVed to Heidi and I's party.
I don't know. I RSVPed to Heidi.
Myths and Legends is the theme of the party, so it's quite out there.
The man, the myth.
ALL: The legend!
It'll be the other way round, let's face it!
This isn't our first rodeo.
Honestly. There you go, angel.
Thank you, my love.
This... This place feels like home away from home.
I needed you last night, though.
Did you cry? I did cry. Oh, no.
I know, but the thing is, like,
it's like the second guy now
that I've really liked and it's just like...
I don't know. It's just... No, no.
Jules, come here. No, I know, but it's fine. No, but it's fine.
But it's just like the second guy that I've...
Oh, God... Why do I fuck...
No, no, no.
Um...
Also, don't let any man... No, but this is what I'm saying.
..make you feel this way. But it's like...now I'm just questioning
the whole, you know, situation between Vanders and I.
Because it's like... It makes me think, "Did he just go for me
"to piss off Tristan?"
It doesn't make sense in my head
how he can go from being so into it with me to nothing.
I really hope that's not true.
Same. And what makes it so much worse
is we were in his hotel room before the night out
and my mum Facetimed us, and it's like... He was just, you know,
getting on so well with her.
And he was just saying things to my mum,
"Oh, I'm looking forward to seeing you again," like, to my mum,
when he knows he's not into it! He knows what he's going round...
He's been going round saying he doesn't see a future with me.
Why are you telling my mum you're excited to see her again?
Oh, shut up, Vanders. Honestly, you're really annoying me now.
Really pissing me off. Because I love your mum. And that's not fair.
It's not nice because you know I fall very hard very quickly.
I know. Like, take me out on one date, and if we get on well,
of course I'm going to like you. Yeah.
Did you speak to Freddy last night?
Um, I didn't really speak to him, to be honest.
Like, he was kind of standing in the corner the whole night
just feeling sorry for himself.
Ah, was he playing the violin? He was playing... Yeah.
He was playing the victim vibe.
Who was he hanging out with?
Miles. Miles and Temps for, basically, the whole night,
so I didn't really... I didn't really want to speak to him,
to be honest. Ah, the band is back together. Yeah.
That makes sense.
What? Cos Miles messaged me.
He's coming here. What. now?
Into the chat. Yeah, he wanted to chat.
But probably about Freddy.
OK. Um, weird. Weird.
I haven't seen Miles since we ended. Oh. Yeah.
MUSIC: Don't Ever Let Them Dim Your Light by Fuzzy Melon
Do you know what this feels like? I am the therapist.
Tell me what's been going on.
I do feel like I do need a bit of a therapy couch right now. OK, good.
Tell me everything, I'm here. Well... Heidi's here too.
No, I just... I felt really, really awful.
Obviously, went into everything with Julia.
Yeah. And I... I feel awful. I really, really do. I-I...
Did you talk to her last night?
Yeah, she was very, very upset.
Um, and if I was having doubts,
the last thing I wanna do was, you know,
string her along or something like that, you know.
Yeah. I'm just worried because I'm upset for her
because I know she probably does feel strung along.
You know, cos you both wanted to spend that time together.
Yeah, we wanted to. And it all became a bit too much.
All of this added pressure
with other people asking how it was going,
and everyone sort of getting involved
and asking what was going on. But people get involved all the time.
Yeah. I think you have to... It's not relevant.
Like, what people say is so irrelevant.
People will always have an opinion. I just...
This is my thing now. I feel like it starts to just feel like
a cop-out, you know, instead of just the truth.
It starts to make it look like none of it was genuine.
Listen to the therapist.
We're gonna get to the... I'm so happy to be here.
We're gonna get to the nitty gritty.
I'm just really happy. How's Tina by the way?
She's fine, she's good. Is she?
So why are we not with Ruby?
Why are we not...? Like, what's going on?
I do feel like since Tina and I have stopped,
Ruby's kind of taken her foot off the gas somewhat.
Can I ask you something, and I'm sorry if this is uncomfortable,
are you sexually attracted to Ruby?
Like, when you see her, you know she's single, she's waiting for you,
do you not wanna just kiss her? Rip her clothes off? I do, yeah.
Yeah, You do? Yeah. OK.
So why aren't you trying?
I'm a bit scared, to be honest with you. I think...
No. I think you both... I feel like she's been a bit distant with me.
Yeah, so Ruby did say that the romantic side was missing,
so... And I did speak to Yas last night.
Her personal opinion is she feels like
Ruby might not actually be into it.
Really? You know, we've all been there the whole way, right,
advising you guys. Yeah. And nothing is happening
when there's no reason for it not to be.
So then why would Ruby say that she was into it
for the last six months?
MUSIC: Blinking by David O'Dowda.
So obviously we've got Lauren's party tomorrow. Mm-hm.
I love a Lauren party. I'm so excited.
And we can just hang out, the two of us, with the girls.
Yeah. No boys. We're not in that era any more.
DOORBELL No. That's Miles. Can you hold this?
I shall. Thank you. Ah.
Hey. Ah. Hello. Long time, no see. How are you?
Good. How are you? Yeah, good.
Hey. Hey. I've just got the drinks. How are you? I'm good. How are you?
Yeah, good, good. Yeah? How have you guys been?
We've been all right. Yeah? Not amazing. But...
Ooh. No? Yeah. Not amazing? How come?
We were just saying that we're done with boys.
Yeah, we're having our hot girl summer now. Wholesome era.
Hot girl summer? Yeah. That's dangerous. Yeah, we are.
Yeah. OK. Can't wait.
Well, do you wanna sit down?
Uh, yeah, sure. Well, I'll leave you guys to it.
I need to get an outfit for tomorrow.
Thanks for coming. Love you lots.
Bye. See ya. See you soon. Bye, bye, bye.
Nice to see you. Lovely to see you. Bye, bye, bye.
Remember the sofa? Course I do. I mean,
last time I was here we were watching John Wick.
Yeah. Cosied up together. Mm-hm. Not any more.
No. Taking a bit of distance. Um...
But it's nice to see you again. Yeah, you too.
I obviously know what Freddy's been up to.
Yeah. And I just wanted to see how you were feeling.
It's just embarrassing,
cos I feel like a lot of people were rooting for us.
And I was even like, "This is weird,
"and we're navigating this friendship."
But that was the one thing where, you know,
we had a lot to lose, because we were really close before as friends.
Mmm. I just felt he didn't respect me, you know, as a mate.
It's a hard one, because, obviously,
I know it's gonna be hard from now to kind of regain the trust,
cos he.... That is something that he mentioned. He was like,
"I feel like I've broken the trust," and I was like, "Yeah, you have."
But he understands what he's done is bad.
Muffin told me that he was kind of like moping around yesterday,
and he was feeling sorry for himself.
But stop feeling sorry for yourself and just,
you know, try and...try and fix it. And this is the thing, like...
My friendship with Freddy, it means a lot to me.
But, you know, like I said, I expect him to...
Grovel. ..respect me. Yeah.
Yeah. Well, I think, you know,
from his side, he really loves your friendship
and it would be a pity for you guys to lose that.
Yeah.
I just don't know if I wanna be friends
with someone who could do that to me.
MUSIC: On & On by Faye Meana
Well done, everyone. Thank you so much. Well done. Well done.
Oh, God, that makes me feel so good. I know. I love these classes.
This place always puts me in a good mood.
Yeah, I agree. It really does.
I can't wait for Lauren's party. No, I know.
What are you gonna wear? I dunno.
Hi.
Hello.
How are you girls? Good. How are you? Haven't seen you for ages.
I know. It's been so long.
Are you guys doing a class here?
Yeah. Yeah, we are.
It's really good.
Well, I mean it's nice to bump into you.
Yeah. Um, I dunno,
it's been a bit of a weird one for me, I think.
Because I kind of thought that you and Rez would get back together
after everything that's happened.
Hearing everything from everyone
saying that you're not getting back with him... I've never said that,
that I'm not getting back with him to anyone.
I was speaking with Lauren and Yas yesterday. Mmm.
And they basically said that, they don't know if you two
are gonna get back together, or they don't...
..they can't really see it.
You actually said there's something romantically missing with Rez.
I think that's been misconstrued.
I think what's been said is that we just haven't been romantic.
And factually, we haven't. And then that's...
She's obviously taken that and said something is missing.
And if you break it down, there probably is something missing,
cos we haven't slept with each other yet.
Did... What? Did you guys sleep together?
Um, we've...
I've been there, stayed there a couple of times.
Fair enough. Right, well, nice bumping into you girls.
Yeah.
Yeah. Shall we go? Yeah. Right. See you.
Bye. Bye, guys.
Well, that was fun.
I actually like, feel bad for Ruby. That's like a dagger in the heart.
She doesn't have any emotional connection with him.
She doesn't even want him - you can tell.
If I really liked someone, I'd be like, "No, I really like Rez,
"I'm really trying." There was no passion, there was no energy.
Yeah. It's not there.
No.
I don't feel like I owe anybody an explanation,
especially not Verity and Tina.
It's got nothing to do with either of them.
I'm not just gonna, you know - because we've been together
in the past - gonna turn around and be like, "OK, cool.
"Well, you're single, I'm single, we'll be boyfriend and girlfriend
cos I told you I loved you. Life doesn't work like that.
It doesn't work like that,
but it also, I think...
You don't need to explain yourself to them, but I'm one of your best...
Yeah. ..best friends. So, it is OK
if you are feeling like you wanna get out of this situation.
You can tell me this.
Because I can't see it either.
And I think deep, deep down in your core,
even though you don't want to admit it, you see it too.
It's just...
I don't know how I've really got here.
So much has happened that I feel I'm slightly backed into a corner now
and it's like I can't possibly go back on my word.
And I feel like I don't want to just make a decision
because of everything that I've said in the past,
and I meant every word of what I said when I said it.
But it's just something...
I don't know if... Something doesn't feel right.
MUSIC: Come Watch Me by Lee Richardson, Jonathan Murrill, Tom Ford, James Cocozza & Dance Bunny
Not a big fan of Lauren, but she does good parties.
Oh, stop with this.
I love this look. It's giving Maison Margiela 2010 runway.
I mean, there's two legends here but...
A couple of legends are going on tour. Yes.
I'm so jealous of you boys going back down under.
We're going to Bondi! We're going to Bondi, baby.
Oh, my God.
Have you been? I've never been.
And it's a bit of you as well. Everyone's fit and healthy and fit.
And fit! And fit, fit, healthy. And really fit.
I don't know anyone there.
I know you guys have made some really good friends
It's a good group out there. Yeah? Yeah.
And also like I've... I've been talking to a girl out there.
You know what, I'm just excited to get out there and have some fun.
Like... We're gonna have a laugh.
Mate, we are definitely gonna have a laugh.
You better not have a girlfriend when I get back. Yeah.
I think the sooner you rip the Band aid off,
and you start to kind of like...
Remember also how awful it is to go around in circles
with someone and it's like on and off, on and off,
and you've done that. Mmm.
Oh, hello.
Oh, it's single ready to mingles!
Yeah. Hey, this guy.
It's old chat. Um...
Back in the game. Yeah.
Apparently, you're going round saying that I only got with Julia
to wind up you.
Uh, yeah.
Right, OK. Is your ego that big? Like, is it actually that big?
I think your... Your ego would be the big one if you're doing that.
No, no, it's not... It can't... Like, you're so...
Uh, why are you so concerned? Like, firstly,
what's the point of the comments? I don't really get it.
You told me the reason we're here is cos I treated her like shit
and I wasn't present and I wasn't taking her out and stuff.
And I explained that to her, you know, very clearly.
That's not the situation. The reason it's frustrating is cos
everyone's calling me out for my shit,
and I feel like you've done the same thing.
And you're allowed to feel how you want,
but just don't throw stones in glass houses.
I think you've got a massive ego to actually make a comment like that.
The irony is that you obviously... You're just arrogant.
..hooked up with Muffin after we'd been together,
and then you dropped her... What's that got to do with it?
..just after you started treating her like a princess.
You know when you first start going on dates...? I know it full well
because you gave me shit. No, you don't,
because you didn't take her on a date. Well, we did.
You don't know what that's like. You swooped in.
Sorry. actually, he did. I was there. Oh... Right OK.
We'd been on dates. I don't know what she's been saying to you.
We've been out. Oh, interesting. That's weird. Anyway,
I think it's really fucking clear that we're not gonna be friends.
No. Um... No, I don't think so. I mean, yeah...
On that note, can I finish my chat with my mates?
Oh, I was actually walking off. Oh, yeah. Yeah, cheers.
Calm down. Didn't let you talk, did he?
No, he likes doing the...
Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, what we talking about?
Australia. Australia. Yeah. That's it.
To better things. To forgetting things that need to be forgotten.
And people. Uh, yeah.
MUSIC: Walk Through Fire (feat Tony Allen by Yannis & The Yaw
Hey, how are you?
Hi. Good. You?
Good, thanks. Um, obviously we need to have a conversation
about everything that's been going on.
Um, and I just wanted to say before anything that I am really sorry...
Mm-mm. ..for what's happened and that you've got caught up
in everything. I never meant for you to get hurt amongst all of this.
That was never my intention. I just thought, like,
you guys were kinda hanging out, chilling, and it was quite casual.
Well, just so you are aware,
Freddy and I are no longer speaking because of this.
So, hopefully that gives you more of a perspective on the situation.
I'm sorry about that part. Because I shouldn't have slept there.
I know that. I just was not thinking correctly
and I didn't think of the consequences of my actions,
and I don't want there to be any animosity between us over this...
Yeah. ..situation.
But, listen, I'm happy to be cordial
and I can appreciate you coming here and saying sorry.
Hey, guys. I think it's something to think about. Saved by the bell.
Hello. Someone's happy. I'm a wolf. Of course I'm happy.
That is some headpiece.
Yeah. Have I walked in on something here?
No, we actually just wrapped up. We're all good. Yeah.
You're OK? I think we're sweet. All good.
OK, I'm gonna leave you guys to it. Probably gonna head out soon,
but it was nice to see you both. Nice to see you as well.
Nice to see you. Bye, guys.
Is everything actually all right?
You guys seemed quite smiley, but I expected a bit more tension.
I feel much better doing it this way.
Yeah? You know. Yeah. I don't know if you've heard.
I actually caught up with Freddy yesterday. Yeah.
He asked me to come in so he could apologise.
And I kinda just let him have it.
I wasn't as kind as you just were.
Oh, really? Yeah. But he did seem like he missed you,
and he did seem quite upset about it.
I know it's hard, and it's hard losing a friend,
not just someone you're in a relationship with.
But like at the end of the day, I just don't think he's the one
that deserved you. You know?
It's obviously, you know, sad and confusing at the same time.
Cos it's like I've asked him for my space. Mmm.
And now he's given me space and it's like...
I keep looking over my shoulder, thinking he's gonna be here
and it does make me sad that he's not here.
You're better off without him, Jazz. Honestly.
He was just... He should've always just stayed a friend.
You know? Throughout this whole thing,
you've been a big support for me. Yeah. And I appreciate that.
Well, I'm always gonna be here for you, Jazzie. Thanks.
Cheers to that. Wait, let's not cheers. Can we hug?
We can have hug, of course. I've done too many cheersing tonight.
I just need a hug. There you go.
We've all been through it.
Yeah. Yeah.
Shall we get back to, I don't know about dancing,
but at least something? I am going to get back to the dance floor,
I'm gonna tear it up.
I'm a wolf. I'm going to destroy the dance floor. Watch.
Let's go. Yeah, let's go. Come on.
MUSIC: New Love by Girl in Red
Are you at the point in your you take the piss out of each other?
Oh, yeah. Oh, yes. Good, OK, that's a vibe. This is very sweet.
Like, a naive, young relationship. We do that all the time.
What do you guys call each other?
He calls me Baby Girl. Baby Girl.
Baby Cat. OK, that's better.
Baby Cat? Do you know why? Baby Cat? Cos she scratches
every now and then. Ooh. Oh. She gets... She gets a bit,
you know. Like, we fight like cats and dogs. Oh, my God.
But we love each other dearly.
You guys seem like you're in a new place.
I do understand why there's a lot of divorce once you have a baby.
Really? Yeah.
Also, I think it's also very hard for any of us to kind of sit here
or judge anything with you guys, cos none of us have a child.
None of us have gone through marriage.
Mm-hm. And I think it's quite admiring to look at you both.
Because it's like, you've gone through so much
in your relationship. Probably no-one ever thought you guys
would get married. Mmm. Yep.
And I think that's also similar with both of you and I.
Let's just admit it, you've been through hell as well. Yeah. Yeah.
You had your ups and downs. Yeah. We've broken up multiple times.
You screw up. You did the same, I did the same.
But then I think you have to use that as a...
Yeah, as a power in a way.
The way we got together was such a, like, dramatic thing.
Yep. I'm sorry. I don't wanna get, like, upset, but like...
It's fine. The way we got together was so dramatic that I think
sometimes it's always such a pressure to kind of like
prove to other people... Don't. It took so much to get to the place
that we are now. And like, I'm so thankful for the things
that I went through with Sam. Mm-hm. You gotta be a team.
I am so grateful for you.
All right, then, well, look, let's go get another cocktail, babe.
We've overstayed our welcome. Right, see you guys. Enjoy.
See you later. Bye.
I'm so appreciative of everything you've done for me
and sticking by me when it's been so difficult. Mmm.
But I love you so much.
I really do.
MUSIC: Keep This Going by Lee Richardson, Jonathan Murrill,
Tom Ford, James Cocozza & Sarah Jane Norman
Great.
How are you feeling? I'm good.
Enjoying your party? I am. I'm good.
Are you loving the guest list? I mean, like, 99% yes.
You know, 1% tragic. You know.
But it's fine.
It's so nice that we can be, like, you know,
happy laughing together, even though you guys,
you have a little mutual ex.
Oh, I've forgotten about that.
Have you seen him around?
I see him moping about drinking my champagne, yeah.
I can't help but feel quite awkward seeing Tristan here. Like...
Because of his hideous outfit?
Yeah, I get it. Also I noticed Freddy's not here.
You know what, it would've been nice to, like, finally speak to him but
he knows where I stand.
How are we, ladies? Hi, Tristan.
Long time, no see.
Long time. Cool outfit.
And you, you're... you're gonna have a good summer.
You're going to Australia. I'm having a good autumn.
We're going to Bondi. Can you still surf in autumn?
Can I still...? Yeah, I think I can still surf. Not really.
As in I can't, or you can't surf...? No, I saw your surfing.
It was not very good. So you were lying to me then.
I never said it was good.
Um, anyway, I just wanted to speak to you before
we don't see each other for a while and... Mm-hm.
I'm sad about how everything worked out and I hope you're all right.
But do you have anything to say to me? To you?
Any better terms with you two? Yeah. Is this gonna be forever...?
I think it's pretty obvious how Lauren feels about that.
And that's fine. I'm all good, honestly. I don't think about you.
You're not in my life, it's all good.
There you go.
I've missed... I've missed you a lot. I know you have.
It's good to catch up.
Well, I'm glad, you know, we've left it on better terms now.
It's not very... It's not as awkward any more.
No.
I also want to apologise for the crossover.
That's all right. Shouldn't have, you know, done that, so...
Honestly, it's cool. I want to say sorry and, yeah. I apologise.
It's... Yeah, it's fine. I get it.
Yeah, so... Um, maybe when I'm back from Australia,
we can have a coffee or catch up.
Who are you speaking to, sorry? Speaking to...
Oh, no. Don't even think about it.
But anyway, I'll see you guys in a couple of months.
Enjoy your summer. Enjoy your summer, Tristan.
I'll leave you to it. Thank you for inviting me to the party.
Yeah. Um, I'm gonna leave you to it.
Cheers. Good luck.
Bye.
MUSIC: Glorified by Ryan Burnett, Krank Bale & Micky Mikkelson
Hi. Oh, hi, Tina.
How are you? I'm good. How are you?
All right. You know, I saw Ruby yesterday...
Mmm. ..um, and had a chat with her.
I just kind of wanna know sort of what's going on.
If you guys aren't gonna get back together after everything,
we did have something. You know, like there was that thing there.
Where is that with you two?
Uh, I mean, to be honest, Tina, I haven't worked that out.
I'm just actually looking out for you in this situation.
I think... I think she's gonna hurt you.
No, I appreciate that. And listen, I'm really sorry
that you and I didn't work out.
I think you're great.
Hello. Hi. Hi.
Hello.
How are you? Good. How are you? Good.
Hot in here, isn't it?
Right, I mean, look, I think you guys should talk.
I just... I think you need to be honest with Rez.
I think you both need to be honest with each other.
Thank you so much. But on that note, I'm off.
Bye. Thanks, Tina.
Hello. Hello. What's going on?
Nothing. I had a chat with Tina.
Yeah.
I think she thinks that you maybe aren't that interested.
Um, you did pull out all the stops, I think.
I did. And I think everyone's probably just like,
right, the book, the bridge, the chat, like.
Where's all that gone? You know.
I feel like. you know, I made this huge revelation to you
and to everybody, and I'm glad I did because I feel that way,
and I did feel that way.
But I would be lying if I said I didn't feel the pressure
from everybody. And like,
I almost felt slightly backed into a corner.
Look, to be honest with you,
I want to know that... I want to know there is...
..there is light at the end of the tunnel for you and I,
to be honest. But I wanna do it two feet in, Rubes. Yeah.
I don't wanna be one foot in, one foot out.
I wanna be two feet in, and I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks.
Do you know what I mean, though? Yeah. I don't wanna...
I wanna be proud of being like, "That's my chick." Yeah.
Now give me a kiss - on the lips.
You look quite sheepish. What's the matter? What? I'm not.
I'm just... It's a lot, isn't it?
I'd like to think you would like to do those things as well. I do.
I would like to do all those things. I don't wanna...
I wanna be in a position where if we're dating,
I don't want anyone else...
I'm quite happy to not date anyone else, to be honest with you.
Same. I think we need to spend some time with each other...
Yeah. ..before anything.
Really?
OK.
Why do you look so confused? I don't know. I am a bit confused now.
Why? Well, because, like, I've literally just now said,
"Shall we go...? Shall we start giving it a go?"
And I've said yes. And you're like, "Oh, yeah, maybe."
I've not said maybe. I know, but your face says it all, Rubes,
that's the problem.
I don't know what you want me to say. I've agreed.
OK, that was more of a...
I wanted to see where your head's at, and I clearly know now.
I think you need to be honest with yourself, Rubes.
So this all from you. I'm old enough to know...
I'm old enough to know when something's not real.
I love you.
I do love you.
Why don't I believe you?
I actually don't believe you.
We've gone through the whole...
..the crap of being worse versions of ourself
and doing stupid things and the tit-for-tat.
I'm not willing to go through it all again.
I'll leave it here.
MUSIC: Earth To The Sea by M83
Are you OK? No, not really.
Subtitles by Red Bee Media