This programme contains strong language and adult content.
The gang in the country houses were tested, they isolated,
and followed all the rules.
This means they can get up close and personal...something they took very literally!
I've spoken to Will. "I'd love to take her on a second date."
Thank you, Oliver.
You guys look quite comfortable.
Lockdown was, like, the best thing that ever happened to us, I think.
I agree.
Yeah, I see it, I see it.
There's just such a connection between Charlie and I.
No, this makes me feel a lot less guilty about drunkenly kissing you.
That's disgusting.
Well, I'm truly sorry for that, I really am.
Liv and I was a drunken kiss.
Whatever you and Charlie may have or whatever you and Holmes may have, I can't keep up, is your thing.
I'm so confused as to why you're upset, Verity.
The respect has gone.
Don't worry, just go and lap dance, Tristan.
♪ What a time to be alive... ♪
Oh! Oh, he's done it!
OK, here we go.
Oh, ho, ho, ho!
Way too hard, what are you doing?
Oh!
Well played, sir. Well played. What can I say, lads?
King of the truffle shuffle.
That's two tequilas for you.
Zara's coming in an hour, boys, so we've got a time limit.
What are you talking about? She's picking me up tonight.
What do you mean she's coming in an hour? She said to me,
"When you're about an hour away from finishing send me a message."
Hang on, you're saying on a lads' night out, on a boys' night out,
you go, "Probably gonna finish in an hour."
I can't wait until that moment happens.
Yeah, you wanna see it. For me it's happening now.
But, look, it's good to get away with just the guys
and have like a frickin' fun time and do that kind of stuff.
Otherwise we do... Then we end up feeling like we are married...
Yeah. ..and actually I don't think we do it enough.
We don't do it enough.
Here we go so, OK, what are the things now
that you guys are living together...
so we're all living with our girlfriends...I feel, like, with Habbs,
like, I love her more than anything on this Earth, I honestly do,
and I quite like sex, right,
I quite like... No way!
Yeah, yeah, yeah no way.
Who...who wants it more?
Me, obviously. I hound her.
She's like, "Oh, my God,
"it's like, honestly, like a teenage boy
"with, like, the first internet connection."
How much do you have sex?
I would probably try and have sex once a day.
Once a day's a lot.
But maybe it's not, maybe it's not a lot. No, it's not.
Like, you're in honeymoon period.
No, he's not, he's a year and a bit in.
It's not eight years or it's not... I mean... Eight years?
Mate, I'm a year and a half and it's once a week if we're good, if we're having a good time.
So, come on, do you have sex once a week? Once a week.
Once, possibly twice a week,
but she's now comfortable, I think.
With...with that.
But she's in pyjama phase now, mate.
That's quite sexy.
It's Telly Tubby bun,
spot cream and pyjamas up to the top with a collar.
That's sexy.
Don't get me wrong I've never been happier in my entire life
and I didn't think I could actually be this happy.
That's good.
As deep and as awesome as this is getting I think, boys, I'm here with you lads. Yeah.
We always talk about our girlfriends and as much as I love my girlfriend...
You bring it up every time. You brought it up.
"Oh, my God, Zara, Zara." Yeah, you do, you do.
OK. Zara, Zara. Well, look, she's coming to pick me up.
She's coming in an hour so...
I think you should cancel Zara picking you up. Yeah. And we should have a night out together.
Come on, just us boys, no girlfriends, let's stay out late, let's do this. Done.
Yes? OK? Done. Great.
Oosh! Oosh! Let's get the tequilas, come on.
VERITY LAUGHS
This is quite nice. This is cute, isn't it?
Have a little bit of alone time.
If you dunk me one more time you will be in trouble.
I can't deal with this any more.
I think you deserve it, really. Not a chance.
Yeah. What do I deserve it for?
I don't know but I'll find a reason. Yeah.
But, yeah, it has been so nice to, like, get to know you over the last few days and...
Yeah. ..properly without having other people around.
Like coming in here I didn't expect to sort of like you know,
meet someone I actually, like, clicked with. Yeah.
I mean, if I was to say, like, my type,
literally you would be it.
Petite, blond, gorgeous obviously.
I'm gonna start blushing. You already are.
No!
But, yeah, obviously you're, like, so nice as well.
That's...that was a breath of fresh air to hear, don't feel it recently.
Even when you're arguing with people I'm like, "Oh, my God, that doesn't seem like you to argue with people.
Yeah, I'm sorry I've like dragged you into like
loads of drama that you don't need to be involved in. It's fine.
It would be so different if we weren't in this bubble.
Yeah. I think first of all we wouldn't have to, like, be dealing with my ex being around.True.
But then it's been nice to get to know you and actually realise that you're a lovely person
as well as being very good looking.
And you're so cute. What? It's true.
Yeah, no, like... I think the same.
I don't think it's been too intense actually living with you,
I think that's actually a good way to go about things. Probably better than, like, go on adate.
A date. A random date. I dunno, they're quite fun.
Do you not think...? Do you know what? I can't call it.
We'll have to do one though just to see, you know. OK.
♪ I turn to you and you've moved on
♪ Couldn't ever be my sunrise
♪ Sunrise, sunrise
♪ You're just a setting sun
♪ I'd pray and you would pass me by
♪ You're only looking for a good time
♪ A body you could... ♪
Just out of curiosity, who is cooking me breakfast? Tristan?
Well, my love, I'd never disappoint you, would I?
Well, you did last night. Oh-ho, yeah.
So, before we start breakfast
I wanna clarify something.
Yes, James. We had a sleepover.
We had... We had a snuggle. ..an adult sleepover.
Did you have sex?
Did I? I didn't even know my own name last night, do you think I was capable of sex?
I'm not sure I could've... So you can't remember. We had a snuggle.
We tucked each other into bed and had a little snuggle and that was it. That's it? An adult snuggle.
We know each other well enough for it to not be weird for us to have a bit of fun. Inside and out. Yeah?
No, we don't. Sometimes it's nice to have a bit of attention from the other team.
I love you both for different reasons and it's nice seeing you guys have fun.
Yeah. And it's harmless fun, isn't it?
There's not been much fun for the last few months so why can't we have some? Exactly. Know what I mean?
And, no, I did hear what went down downstairs.
You were talking... Oh, look, those two blonde girls?
Oh, Verity. Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum?
Yeah, the hands in each other's pockets.
No, no, let me lay one thing down here.
Verity started turning on the old waterworks, crying. Yeah. The second he left they dried up.
This is what I said. Like she's just...She's fake.
Also, she had the front to go, "Oh, well, Habbs warned me about you in Buenos Aires.
See that's just... It's been a frickin' year of me preaching my side
and it's finally come to a point that
everyone's seeing her true colours.
Listen, I've seen it first-hand.
Shall we go make some breakfast?
Yeah, let's go, really need a coffee.
I need more than a coffee. For me too, please.
Ah, buddy. It was all a bit intense yesterday, all got a bit...
The conversation. Yeah.
It just got really ugly and it's... it's not what I wanted at all.
I heard, what I gathered was Verity playing with your heart strings.
Yeah, saying that she was heartbroken, this and that,
I was like, "You weren't. You cut me out, you dropped me
"and suddenly you're kind of trying to act out to make
"your situation what happened with Holmes and Charlie kind of justifiable."
I felt frustrated for you,
because I was, like, you've seen her character, her true colours. Yeah.
But yet again you still are being pulled into that emotional space
and the difficult question is
do you still love her?
Do I still love her?
It's a hard one, that.
Are you in love with the idea of her?
No, but the feelings that I did develop,
the person that I knew and I grew to love,
you know, she's still there.
So then, so then it comes to now Charlie's being thrown in your face.
Yeah. Is that beneficial for you?
I mean, I just think he's a bit of a fuckwit, to be honest, like,
I don't... Firstly I don't understand his game.
The way I feel now they can do what they want. Yeah.
Yeah, it's gonna suck and it's gonna hurt and I'm gonna hate to see it,
but at the end of the day what can I do about it?
Yeah, nothing, you're powerless.
But I'm not gonna give him or them the attention and energy they don't deserve.
Exactly. And you know your worth.
I do.
Are you OK?
Yeah, it was just a bit crazy, you know?
I hated falling out with Liv
and, like, seeing Tristan quite upset was hurtful as well.
So overwhelming, especially for you.
And I think he's got it in his mind that I don't care.
Yeah. Because I've gone and kissed Holmes and then Charlie, which is not the case at all.
Precisely. So I think he needs to know that I do still care. Yeah.
And... I do wanna be, like, on the same page with him
and he'll know what I'm feeling
and I want to understand what he's thinking
and then we can sort of go from there.
I don't understand why you've got Tristan in the back of your mind
when you're getting to know Charlie.
I think it's cos just having a fight with Tristan and seeing him upset...
I'm just really pro Charlie so...
Yeah. I'm, like, I want you to not think about Tristan...
Yeah. ..when you're with him.
Ooh, that is so hard to, like, not naturally just,
like, be super flirty with Charlie.
I know. The energy and the connection you have...
Yeah. ..just bounces off. So natural.
It just lights the whole room up.
It's just like very cute.
I think you shouldn't feel guilty.
Yeah. I respect that Tristan feels upset
but you need to focus on your happiness.
♪ Soon we'll be making our connection too slow... ♪
Hey. Hello. Hi. Hello.
Guys, how are you?
Do you guys want some champagne?
You all right?
I'm OK, thank you.
Where's Sam? Thank you.
Zara, are you all right? What's happened? Are you OK?
No.
Oh, no. Oh, what's wrong?
Oh, my God.
Just I've had the worst day of my life.
What's happened? What's happened?
I did something really bad.
I did something really bad around a year ago, and...
..I slept with someone.
What? When you were...when you were...
..when you were doing that singing stuff? Mm.
Oh, my... Man, that's not very sweet. Um...
When it happened, I genuinely thought that, like,
me and Sam were just, like, we were going to break-up inevitably,
and I just thought, "We're hanging on by, like, a tiny little thread
"and we're going to break-up," and then he turned around
and he was like, "I actually want to make this work with you."
Listen from a guy's point of view, I just wouldn't make any excuses for it, also...
No, I'm not at all. I'm not.
But I'm telling you why it's only just come out now.
Are you and Sam together? Like, what's happened?
Yeah, but I don't...
..I don't think for much longer.
I'm probably not going to be the best person in this situation,
if I'm honest, ladies, cos I'm obviously... I'm not asking.
Yeah, no, I know, but I think I'll probably make things worse.
And, of course, as always, my loyalty's with Sam
so I'm probably...
..leave you guys to it.
Um, see you later, guys.
It's just. I'm just, like, concerned as to why Jamie, like, walks away.
Well, I guess he's probably just like...he doesn't know what to say.
Yeah. Like, he can't be like, "Oh, it's going to be OK,"
and he can't be like, "Oh, you've done the wrong thing,"
because it's not really his place to say. No, I know.
And how did it, like, come about?
Like, how has it come out a year later?
So it was a mutual friend of mine and Sam's who basically
revealed what had happened.
I told him everything and he just said,
"Look if you... I hope you appreciate I need some space."
And what stopped you from just telling him?
You just were like, "I can't," you just couldn't bring yourself to? No. I guess it's just that...
I couldn't bring myself to, like, break his heart like that.
How could...?
I just thought, like, I'd rather it, like, eat me alive and, like,
me just have to live with what I've done than, like, to ruin everything.
Like, we've come such a long way and, like,
the relationship we're in now is almost like a brand-new
relationship, like, to what we were a year ago.
So then to, like, go back over something that
happened during that time just felt like...
I should've, but I just...I couldn't do it.
Oh, God, it's a really messy situation, isn't it?
I think in hindsight it would've been easy to turn around now
and say that you should've just said it and I think, yes,
morally, it would've been the right thing to do.
But it's done now and it's just about trying to figure out
a way forward, if there is a way, and...
I just don't know how he's ever going to forgive me for what I've done.
Well, I think the first thing you need to do is try
and forgive yourself.
But he's just literally... He is my whole world, like, he's everything.
Ah, wunderbar!
Oh, you took the summer truffle.
I did, yes, have you had it before?
Yummy. Yes, I went for the Roman speciality. Very nice.
SHE SPEAKS ITALIAN
Oh, my God, are you cutting your tagliatelle? Yeah.
How old are you? Like, two?
What do you mean? Are you eating this dinner or am I?
Why do you cut your pasta?
It all goes down the same way.
I mean, I've been single for a while so I guess...
Single since what, December?
Well, yeah, yeah.
But I haven't, like, I haven't eaten
with such divine company for a while, yeah.
Did you go on many dates in lockdown?
I had a couple of park walks, and that's about it.
I kind of, like, mostly dated myself in lockdown.
That sounds like a fun evening!
It was great.
So, do you like my choice of second date?
Yeah, no, I love it.
I used to live in Milan for three and a half years,
and I've got a house in Lake Garda, so... Wonderful.
That's why, I kind of grew up there. Yeah.
Yeah. Do you speak Italian?
Not really. No?
Like, a tiny bit. I mean, I've travelled to Milan
and worked in Milan quite a lot in the... Yeah.
Done the shows and stuff, so... Which shows?
I walked for Versace. Mm-hm?
I walked for Dolce and Gabbana.
I actually once had drinks with Domenico Dolce,
we got really pissed in Milan.
Why am I not surprised? It was a long night.
I think anyone that drinks with you gets really, really pissed, from the sounds of it.
I normally really don't drink that much!
So tell me more about your past relationships?
Um, so I've had maybe, like, three serious relationships,
and not one of them has gone past two years.
Why do you think that is? Did you cheat on them? No.
No, I've never cheated in my life. You've never cheated?
Never cheated. Really? No, no, no. No, no, no, no, no. Didn't expect that.
If I'm in a relationship, I'm in a relationship.
But I've been cheated on, so I was like... Oh, I'm sorry.
So I was like, "I never want to put anyone through those kind of feelings."
Well, have you..? Has your heart been broken?
Mm, yes, many times. Yeah? Yeah.
So are you...are you up to much this weekend, at all?
Um, it's actually my friend Liv's birthday,
so we're going to go to the countryside.
Ollie is coming too. Nice.
Would you like to come along?
I'd love to, Sophie, yeah.
Yeah? That would be really nice, thank you.
Well, girls, big day tomorrow, back to the Roaring Twenties.
Yeah.
I'm excited. Yeah. This is going to be fun, I love a little themed party.
Yeah, the Gatsby thing is nice.
I'm all for stuff like that.
Yeah. Yeah. And it's like a private festival, which is quite high-end.
Yeah, it's going to be nice.
What are you going to get Liv for her birthday?
I think our company's enough. Well, I've got nothing. Some alcohol.
Alcohol? Standard.
How's it been at the other house?
I like being there because it's nice to have a relaxing time
and just to take time to paint. What do you paint?
You like painting?
Uh, yeah. Surrealist portraits.
Surrealist, what...what..?
It's like, you know, The Scream painting? Like that? Yeah.
It's similar vibe but more detailed.
I didn't get it. So horror stuff? Not quite.
That famous... She just described, like, that Scream painting that
they've got, like, gaunt...
You don't know? No. OK.
I think it is a bit like olives, you know, you have...
You have to sort of like surrealist art and abstract... Olives? ..art.
Yes. Yeah, like, some people like it and some people don't. You've got to try it. Surrealist.
That's so true because, honestly, I never used to like olives
and I've...apparently they gave you olive skin
and they'd get you tanned.
What?! And so I forced myself to eat them, and now I love them.
No, wait, what? I don't know if that's a fact.
Surrealist olives, what? Uh...
Right, I need to go pick an outfit for tomorrow.
OK. Can you come help me?
Absolutely. I'll see what magic I can work up. Yeah.
You guys enjoy. Yeah, see you later. Bye, guys. Bye.
I think Verity's coming over later to have a conversation with Tristan. Just, like, one onone.
Do you think he's still got feelings for her?
For sure. For sure, yeah.
Well, fair enough, I mean, you can't move on like that. No.
I mean, yes, if you're Verity, you can, but...
Yeah, there you go.
He is in a vulnerable position
and him talking to Verity in any capacity,
they will not solve anything.
I just don't want a friend to, like,
slip back into that dark place and make the same mistake again.
KNOCK ON DOOR
Hey. Hey. How you doing?
I'm OK, how are you?
Yeah, I'm good, thanks. Come on in.
Thanks for having me here. Yeah.
Well, I think we needed to have a conversation after last time.
Yeah, I mean, I was really taken aback by you being so upset.
Just, yeah, I really... The whole thing really upset me.
The break-up, the way that we ended, it's been ugly, really.
But I didn't like the way that you were like,
"Why do you care I've got with Liv?" It's like, obviously I care.
And that's what was making me upset. But it's not obvious to me, Verity.
I want you to know that, like, I do still care for you, I do,
and those feelings, like, I need to get rid of them,
cos it's not helping any situation.
No, I mean, it's hard for me to hear you say you're confused as well because, you know?
No, and I, yeah, I don't want that to, like, allude to anything.
No. And I don't want that to confuse you any more
but, like, I do still care for you a lot. Yeah.
But I think it's changed now we've both kissed people
and hurt each other and, you know, you've probably got something
going on with Charlie now, so that changes everything. Yeah.
I mean, we might as well talk about it. I feel like kind of part
of me wants to know but part of me doesn't really want to know.
About Charlie? Yeah. Is it more than what
Liv and I have done, or is it..?
What's the story? Yeah.
It's probably more than that lap dance
and, like, kissing each other. He asked me on a date,
and I said yeah.
Um, so I think I'm going to go on a date with him.
Cool.
I want you to be happy, I just don't want, like, I just...
I'm surprised that it's right now and right here in my face.
But, yeah, we don't owe each other anything any more, so...
We can do what's right for each other.
Ah, ah, ah!
Have you spoken to Zara?
I haven't spoken to her since I found out.
But I said I needed some...a bit of space.
It's so... Mate, it's so tough because I fucking...
Yeah, I know. She was the one, mate. Yeah.
Like, she was the one, and I don't think I've got the strength
to bin it. And I know...
You don't have the strength to bin it, you don't think?
I just don't know if I do. What?!
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Hang on a second.
You don't think you have the strength to say, "See you later," to her?
If that was me and I was in your situation, she'd be done.
I just don't know if I... I don't know if I...
Listen, she's going to cry, it's going to be awful.
You're going to be hurt, you're both going to be sad.
She's going to tell you how much she loves you, which she does.
She's going to say it was a big mistake,
it never happened, I didn't mean it, it was a year ago.
She's going to say all these things, your heart's going to melt
and you are... I almost want to put myself in your brain cos you're
one of the worst people in those situations, like I am,
because you're going to feel like you're stepping on a puppy.
But you have to remember the betrayal that you've received,
the lies that have happened, the deceit,
the fact that this could easily happen again.
I can't be... I hate being alone. Yeah, but you're not alone, you've got all your mates around you.
Yeah, I know, but you know what I mean, mate. Sammy...
Four days ago, I was, like, happy as fuck
with my girlfriend in my bed next to me.
No, no. Sammy, you're, you got to look at it like...
Look at it like...as it's on paper.
You may love the girl, and she definitely loves you 100%,
but if you don't. You can't...
That will break down as well. I think there is someone out
there for you and I don't think it's Zara McDermott.
I don't think... You shouldn't, you can't allow someone to treat you like that.
If you go back there, bud, I'll support you.
I won't be friends with her, it may take time for me to be mates with her
and look her in the eye, it'll take a long time.
I just hope that you...
It sinks in a little bit, and realise that you are far better than that.
Thanks, man.
Be strong, OK? And really think in your heart what you want.
OK?
♪ White, white
♪ White tiger
♪ High bright roller-coaster... ♪
Here we go, my love, got a little cake for you, darlin'.
Happy birthday. Thank you. Can I have a kiss? Mwah.
♪ High land or dry land will take me there
♪ Will take me there
♪ You're my whi-ite...
♪ Ti-ger. ♪
Yes, Izzy! How amazing is she?
She's unbelievable. Incredible.
To get her at your birthday is brilliant.
I'm really glad you guys could come.
We're delighted to be invited.
Well, obviously, you're like my parents.
So what's been going on drama-wise?
Um, got drunk, gave Tristan a lap dance,
kissed him, which didn't go down too well with the ex.
Oh, fantastic, why not, darling? I think that's lovely.
And what's happened, what... Lucky man.
She's obviously not here today.
She's definitely not here today. Oh, she was horrible.
Nothing's going on with Tristan.
No, I mean, he slept in my room, but it wasn't...
He slept in your room. He slept in your room...
I feel like I'm explaining myself...
He slept.... No, no, no. ..to my fathers.
No, not at all. As in he stayed over in your room?
Yeah, he fell asleep in my room.
You didn't even get a shag out of it? I know.
But I don't want one.
Theoretically this is your birthday and you should get laid
if you want to, really.
But with Tristan, you know what, I actually really like him
as a friend and obviously we can get pissed and whatever happens,
but I don't personally think that it's anything more than that.
But you can, you can... I mean, that's all right.
I mean you can get pissed and do...
I think it's fabulous.
Listen, let's move onto more important things,
how's the wedding planning?
We sort of have a date. How soon are we talking?
Before Christmas. Crumbs. But we'd like to ask you something.
Right? Would you like to be a bridesmaid?
I suddenly thought you were going to ask me to be a surrogate.
No, no, Christ no.
No. God no. Amazing! We don't want your womb!
No. Imagine how the child would come out?
Want our child to have a chance, darling.
Um, would I like to be a bridesmaid? Yes.
Would you like to be a bridesmaid? Yeah, are you serious, definitely.
You know how important you are to us and we decided this quite a long time ago. Did you actually?
Yeah. We've been waiting... I'm really touched.
We've been wanting to tell you. You've made my birthday asking me to do that, by the way.
Mate, what a volcanic situation.
I can't believe it, mate. I can't believe it.
Mate, I haven't told you, I looked at this guy's Instagram...
Mmm. ..today.
She's still liking his photos. No way.
The last four photos she's liking.
Ah, mate, that's... There's no remorse. That's, that's...
There's no like, "I feel terrible about what I've done,
"I never wanna see or hear from this guy again"...
"I want him to know that I still am around!" Yeah. That's awful.
It's like hearing that a different person did that because I, I,
the...what I've always held Zara in the highest esteem
is that she is so innocent and moral and lovely and I remember
when I first met her, she was like, "I've only had sex with this
"amount of people, I've never cheated in my entire life,
"I just want you know, homely this and homely that."
It's like the fact that she can even have two completely polar
opposite sides to her is petrifying.
So, where are you guys at now? Is she still living here?
Are you single? Like, have you had that conversation? No.
No, she's gone back to Essex, but we have arranged to meet tomorrow.
Yeah. I just for once want to try and be level-headed and mature
and be, like, I need to just figure out where I'm gonna go from here.
Yep. 100%.
But I don't know where it can be other than single.
Yeah.
Hello, hello.
Ah, hey. How you doing, you all right? I'm good, you?
Yeah, good, thank you.
Enjoying my own party, our own party today.
I know, tell me about it.
Not quite the same as the other party going on, you know.
See, I don't mind. Yeah.
I don't wanna be at someone's birthday who
I still don't agree with what they've done... Yeah.
..and we've fallen out - I would way rather be here. Mmm.
How was your chat yesterday with Tristan?
Um, he was obviously still really upset about the whole break-up.
Yeah. And he's obviously still got loads of feelings for me which is
super sad. Yeah, I fully get that, you know.
Yeah. Obviously, you've not seen each other for how long, like five,
six months since you broke up and I understand that.
Yeah. But he's having a go at you for what you've done.
Yeah, he is. But then you're just being,
"Well, you've done exactly the same."
If not worse, cos Liv's like your close mate.
Yeah, I just think like, obviously we're, like, quite affectionate
toward each other now, like, cuddling on the sofa and things.
Yeah. But if we're all in an environment with Tristan,
we should just, like, totally avoid him and not rub it in his face.
So, in that sense, then, so if we are together, like,
cos obviously how we are now, we're quite, we're super close.
Yeah. So if we go back and we're in front of Tristan...
We just can't be in front of Tristan.
Are we just gonna have to act differently? I don't know.
But also, like, I want Tristan to understand, like, this isn't
just like a...a throwaway holiday romance, whatever you wanna
call it, like, obviously we do have really good chemistry
and, like, I do see something going somewhere. Yeah.
To be honest, I think he just needs to suck it up and get over it.
♪ I'm feelin' faded
♪ What you want from me, nothing left to say
♪ Oh, baby, what you want from me
♪ Doin' what it takes Gonna run away
♪ Oh, baby, baby
♪ Ooh!
♪ I'm feelin' faded
♪ I'm feelin' faded... ♪
Hey! Hi! This is amazing.
So you seem to be getting on well. You're very pleased with yourself.
Well, I'm delighted that this has worked a bit,
I'm really pleased. Is this the first time?
It's still early days. Very early days.
But you're still here, so that's a good sign, I guess, for you. Yeah.
Still alive.
You haven't eaten him yet?
I, er, I described her as a bit of a sort of elegant Bond girl.
Oh, yeah, you did say that. Villain, Bond villain!
A villain, the Bond villain.
At least I won't kill you between my thighs. Not yet!
I mean, what you do in your bedroom, sweetie. There's worse ways to go.
♪ Gonna run away, oh, baby, baby
♪ Ooh!
♪ I'm feelin' faded
♪ I'm feelin' faded. ♪
APPLAUSE AND CHEERING
What a day, hey? What a day.
It's been fun. I feel like sometimes
you're a bit funny about your birthday.
I hate my birthday. Do you? Got a little private show from Izzy.
I just don't like the attention.
No, today has changed my view on birthdays, it's been fun.
And spending it with everyone here, so...
Nice to have Ollie and Gareth up as well.
Oh, my God, they asked me to be a bridesmaid. No way!
Yeah. Aw! Which I was like actually really touched about.
How was things with Verity, by the way?
Yeah, it was weird. Really weird. It was such a weird conversation.
I mean, obviously, it was a lot more calm than...
Yeah, cos you know, the last thing,
I didn't ever want to like really upset her
and I think whatever you and I do when we're drunk, like...
..in my mind. How many glasses have you had today?
Why are you asking? No, this is what I'm talking about.
Are you blushing, Liv? No, I'm not blushing.
Idiot. Um, why don't we, just to get it out the way, have everyone over
tomorrow? We may as well get... Verity can come, too.
I mean, yeah, we're here, we might as well just...
Also, every time you see her, it will get easier and easier.
I also... I can't be bothered to care any more.
Do you think you're actually over it, or do you think...?
I am, yeah. I feel like this whole kind of weight has been
lifted off my shoulders and it's...
It's nice and you've obviously been a massive part of that. Yeah.
No, it's been, it's been fun - it's been ridiculous.
Obviously just getting naked and dancing on each other probably
not the most traditional way of getting over someone, but...
Yeah, probably. No, it's been fun.
But I also don't want you to think I was like trying it on with you. I actually...
Were you not trying it on with me? No, of course.
Obviously! No, but as a friend, I want you to know that
I am, like, always there for you. No, but that's what I think's amazing is that we can have fun,
we can get drunk and kiss. Don't look me up and down when you... But you look great.
No, but it's... Do you know what I mean, like? It's nice.
Yeah, it is. It is nice. You've been amazing, so thank you.
It's fine. And happy birthday.
Do you know what's missing from today?
What? You've not had your birthday kiss yet.
♪ Is it any wonder...? ♪
Woo!
♪ We're on the outside
♪ Falling like thunder
♪ From the sky
♪ Call it by its name when you sing low
♪ Hold it like a knife against you... ♪
I actually loved it.
It was sweet, Tristan organising a cake.
Yeah, it was sweet. Hang on, I'm not sure that was actually him.
I feel like everyone organised that. Yeah, but he was the one
that brought it down, so he gets the credit.
No, it was very sweet.
You guys are so... Like, once you've had one glass of wine,
you're so flirty. I think when we're drunk, it's just a bit of fun.
Like, he was quite sweet. He gave me a kiss last night.
What? I know. Don't just brush that off. He gave you what?
A kiss. I said a kiss. What did you think I said? Ah, ah.
Pause, pause, pause. He's literally just over there.
He gave you a kiss, or did he give you a kiss? What...?
It's the same thing. You know the difference. And how many kisses?
I can't... I don't know, one? She's embarrassed.
You get like this. It was just one kiss. It was, "Mwah" or "Mmmwah"?
Oh, listen, you two were probably looking from the bloody window.
No, but him and I, like...
It's quite nice. I feel like on a friendship level,
we're a lot better friends now than we used to be.
But are you doing the classic Liv Bentley thing of brushing it aside
and...? Honestly, I'm not. I don't know why everyone says that.
You know what it is? I don't want anything with anyone at the moment.
Yeah. Look, I'm not trying to probe you, saying, like,
"Oh, do you feel like this? Do you feel like that?"
I'm just saying I've seen it before from you and you do kind of
squash feelings before they even exist.
Listen, the second I think I've got feelings for anyone,
I'll come straight to you two. Promise? Promise.
Yeah, promise? Well, we are...
Yes! Saying that... Listen, this is the ice queen.
..we've spoken a few times about it.
We're moving two streets down from her. Oh, I can't bloody wait.
Morning walks. We can have dinner parties. Yes.
Morning walks. DMCs. DMCs!
You love talking about those. We've got a huge bubble bath in ours.
We can fit four people in there, at least. Swimming costumes op.
What, me and Tiffany coming in for a bath? It's a bit uncomfortable.
Is that not OK? They're friends.
Stop, now I feel uncomfortable. You're so perv.
I'm not a perv, I'm a man.
And so what? I can imagine things.
Ugh! A bath... Babe. Oh, now I feel weird.
We all do. God.
Let's not talk about the bath.
Oh, for fuck's sake. Hey, guys. Hiya. How are you?
Famous Verity, how are you?
I'm good. Do you mind if I have a chat with Liv?
Yeah, sure. Erm, but not right now. I haven't finished my eggs, so...
Erm... OK.
We'll wait for you to finish your eggs, then. Yeah? We'll wait.
♪ Cos you're going to be a big star, honey
♪ A real household name
♪ The cream rises to the top, they tell me... ♪
Ooh, wow. You went for pancakes? Yeah, but they're the buckwheat
pancakes, so they're, like, semi-OK. You didn't tell me
you were going for pancakes. That's not fair. Why?
Cos I love pancakes. You have eggs Benedict. I didn't even see pancakes on the menu.
I have three. I can give you one.
What's been going on with you?
Oh, my God. Are you dating?
Well, I went on two dates, and he's very good-looking.
Mm. He's a full-time model.
He's my type.
He's tall, blondish - like me, dirty blonde -
and got blue eyes.
Does he look rugged or is he very groomed?
Do you like a man that's well-groomed? I do.
I like a clean work space.
Everything else hurts.
Sorry, what hurts? Kissing.
So have you kissed him? No!
The only thing is, I'm not sure if dating a model
would be...wise.
What, are you worried that he might be, like, a naughty guy?
Yeah. Do you think he gets a lot of attention from girls?
He did tell me that he never cheated on a girl, which is...
Most guys say that. Exactly.
So, I'm not going to...
..force myself to make a decision right now.
I'm just going to go with the flow. But I don't know,
maybe it's more of a protection thing. I think you have
a lot of barriers up, cos... Yeah.
..you don't want to... First of all, you don't want to waste time.
But that's the thing. Like, I don't want to waste any more time.
I've got literally no time to lose,
and I just want to settle down...
HE CHUCKLES
..which sounds so lame, but, like, it's true.
♪ That kind of pain leaves scars
♪ In the darkest sky with no stars
♪ And everything changes with you
♪ Did I push you away?
♪ Oh... ♪
All right?
♪ Or were you ever even there?
♪ No matter what I do... ♪
I don't really know what to say, Sam.
♪ I'll never get back the old you
♪ And everything changes with you. ♪
Well, I lost my appetite, anyway, so...
..let's go. Let's go. Good luck, babe.
How was your birthday? Yeah, it was really fun, actually.
Erm, first of all, thank you for letting me back here
after how we left things the other day. It's nothing.
It obviously got really heated, and I think
I said a couple of things I probably didn't mean,
and my emotions were just completely riled and I was just
really upset at the time. And, see, it is so hard for me
to be around Tristan. But I think what's so frustrating about that
is that I understand that. I'm aware of it.
I've gone through a break-up. Like, I get it,
and I get that seeing your ex is hard.
And it brings up all sorts of emotions, like sadness,
and anger, everything.
But I think the comment that you made in regards to Habbs
and Harvey in Buenos Aires really hurt me just because I think
it was very obviously how much of a bad place I was in.
And then for you to use that to your advantage,
erm, it really hurt me.
I didn't say it to hurt you. But in my head, I was like,
"One of my good friends has just kissed my ex-boyfriend." That's all I was thinking about.
I wasn't taking in, like, you trying to cheer him up or whatever.
But at the same time, I don't think kissing
one of your good mates' ex-boyfriend to cheer him up...
I'm not sure how much of a valid excuse that was.
I understand that and I think if I had honestly thought it was
going to be that traumatic for you, I would never have done it.
It was very much, like, you're hooking up with Holmes.
Why can't Tristan just have a bit of fun and just relax?
OK, yeah. But I think as a result of all this, I think he has...
It has helped him get over you, and I think he is now.
Which is good... Yeah. ..cos there's nothing worse than being
heartbroken about someone.
I think we need to have a chat.
Sure, let's have a chat. What's going on?
Obviously, it's been awkward recently. Yeah.
But I think you need to really chill out on the fact that
you're an ex of hers. With all due respect, it's got nothing to do
with you, what happened between Verity and I.
This is between you and I now. Right, so what's between
you and I? Situation is, Charlie, we sat down there
and I opened up to you. I mean, we're not friends,
but I thought we'd been hanging out for a week,
two weeks... I don't know where you think this loyalty lies in
a week's friendship. We were here for a week. It's clear you don't have a loyalty to me.
But we're obviously not mates. I thought you were an all right bloke
and you've proven... I don't have any beef with you.
It's the fact of what's going on outside of it. There is beef,
because I told you about how I felt and then you got with her.
In that situation, at that time, there was no romantic thing there.
The next day is when she told me. You know, I still fancied her.
But I wasn't going to act on that cos Holmes and her were getting together.
But you did act on it. After that, I have, cos I'm living with her
in the same house. We've got an actual chemistry. We get on well. It's a longevity thing.
It's not some fling in the dark. It's a longevity thing? Yeah.
A longevity thing, you and Verity? I think so. Listen, big man,
you do what you want to do. I'll do what I want to do. Big man.
That's your thing. "Listen, big man." But it is. How? You're bigger than me.
I'm not bigger than you. You're clearly fucking big and strong.
You've come in as a PT here and you're trying to fucking...
Why...? There's certain things you can't fucking train in the gym.
Listen, you do you and I'll do me.
Sweet. Great. Cushty.
Crack on, mate. Do what you want.
Done.
I know you won't believe a word I say.
But I know that we've built such a bond
over the last year since everything's happened
and I know this has been bubbling away in my mind for so long.
Like, trying to find the right opportunity to say something
like that is like...
There's just no way I could...
I can't... I couldn't do it.
And it's not because I didn't have respect for you, but it was...
Zara.
You can't say that after...
Zara, look, I'm the first person to hold my hands up
and say, "I've done some fucked-up shit," for sure, but...
..I've never done anything like that.
The seediness...
..of consistently shagging, when you're calling me...
It wasn't like that. ..to tell me that you can't come home...
It wasn't like that. ..when the rest of your band are at home
in bed with their other halves. CRYING: It wasn't like that.
So they all leave the studio to enjoy that
and make that last.
I can't. That is not the person I know at all.
No, it's not the person that I know, either.
You have that in you. That is...
I don't! You do, Zara. You don't just do that out of nowhere.
I'm so... I've got no justification for anything.
The way that I've behaved, the way that I've acted,
the things that I've done...
Just disgusting.
Just absolutely disgusting, and I hate myself so much.
Look, this is the thing, Zara, I can't...
I can't... I know I can't believe anything you're saying
because it's taken this long to even get here.
I know. And you cannot have a relationship like that.
I promised - I promised - myself I would never be that guy
who asked to look at someone's phone,
who asked where they were when they come home at 10pm.
"Who were you with?" I will never be that guy,
and I do not trust myself.
You are so good at lying.
And that is where it will go, and that is why I cannot be with you.
I want to, like, work through this with you. How can you work
through something...? At least try! ..that you didn't even fucking feel
the guilt until you got caught?
No, I... You were still liking his photos. You didn't even feel
the guilt. I feel... There was no guilt there.
You sat there when I was next to you in Marbella going, "Yeah, I'll add that one."
There's no guilt. There is! There's guilt now
because you've been caught. It's not...
I didn't know how to tell you.
How can I do that to you?
How can I, like, break you like that?
Because you should have respect.
You should have respect for someone.
You should have respect for someone that you say you love
and be like, "Do you know what? I can't fucking do this."
I just want you to forgive me.
I see absolutely no way because how can there ever be a way?
I can't even...
I can't even trust this.
No, stop.
Please, stop, please!
No, please don't leave me.
Zara, it's just, for me, I can't do it.
You can.
I can't. You can do it. You can.
You can.
Please, I don't want to throw this away.
Please.
I genuinely, genuinely, believe with my whole heart
we can get through this, I really do.
I just think...
I think I need to just figure out...
..whether I can deal with this.
Look, Zara, I can't be around at the moment.
I need to go and figure my head out.
And I just need space.
And, erm...
Yeah.
ZARA CRIES
There was a night when we were all out.
I got a phone call from Liv at, like, 2am saying,
"No-one can find Sam or Tiff."
Let me guess who brought this up. Melissa. Honestly, there is just
so many things that I keep hearing about her.
If you even think for one second that I would go home with
someone that has a girlfriend... I don't know. But all I know is
we were all called at 2am... What do you mean you don't know?
You're meant to be my friend.
What is your concern or worry, if there was one?
I don't want to go into that, like, reclusive couples thing.
If you're not ready for it, then you need to hurry up
and fucking tell me.
I was thinking I should ask you if you wanted to go out after
all of this madness, and then at least we can be somewhere
where there's not peering eyes.
There's obviously that kind of sexual chemistry. Mm.
And, obviously, I fancy you. I mean, who wouldn't?
But it got me thinking. I was like, "What...?" What we doing?
What we doing? I mean, what do you want to do?
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