Around a year ago, I slept with someone.
I cannot be with you.
Please, I don't want to throw this away.
I need to go and figure my head out and go...
I just need space.
You and James seem so, like, good.
We are. We're settled.
I don't want to become that couple that are just recluses.
So you're basically saying you only wanna live
with me if we live with other people.
But I don't know if I wanna to do it that way.
This isn't just like a holiday romance.
I do you see something going somewhere.
I found out that you guys kissed.
It was very much a drunken joke.
There are no feelings between Tristan and I.
Are you doing the classic Liv Bentley thing and brushing it aside?
I think you just need to allow yourself to kind of feel
what you want to feel.
This programme contains strong language and adult content.
The gang in the country houses were tested - they isolated,
and followed all the rules.
I think I'm going to really miss this place, like weirdly.
I mean, I'm excited to get back to London
and the busyness of it, but I feel like we've formed, like,
a little family down here.
We are. Kind of.
Yeah, it's true.
Very strange family. Yeah, a strange family.
No, I think we will all miss other.
Yeah.
I was really excited about moving in with Harvey,
and now he said, "Oh..." He's basically got some friends
or a friend who is looking for a place as well.
So he was like, "Well, why don't we all live together,"
kind of thing. Mm-hm.
At first I was like, "Oh, God, like, no."
Yeah. Absolutely not.
Which I was...I was obviously a bit upset. Which is fair enough.
But then, I sort of...I kind of like, digested it, processed it.
And I was like, "OK, fine.
"Like, I do get it." I think it's a good thing
cos then I think that's, like, another step
that you and Harvey can then take at another point.
That's what he said.
Do you and Harvey still have, like, a lot of sex and stuff?
Is your relationship...do you think your relationship's
still honeymoon period, or do you think you're out of that?
I mean, yeah, our sex life's
still very good, as in it's still regular.
We're not dried-up grandmas yet.
Oh, horrible! "Dried up"!
No, but I actually think that's really...
I think it's very important, that...
Also, I feel like once the sex is gone, the relationship is gone.
Personally, to me.
I feel like when the sex is done...
..it's done.
Yeah. Why, what's yours and James' like?
Even if it's...
I'm pretty sure it's fine.
But it's kind of like I want him to be more like, you know, fireworks
like "Oh, my God, I want you." Yeah.
You know, like, be more, a bit more...
A bit more, like, passionate.
Passionate.
Yeah, the passion's not there.
The passion right now is not there,
so is it because...is it because he's bored?
No! Is it because he's bored with me?
It might be just cos we're here.
Maybe he wants to sleep with someone else. No!
Because he's bored to sleep only with only one vagina.
Sometimes it's boring for people, you know what I mean?
I think... You never know!
So would you say your sex life with Miles was a lot
more passionate and you had a lot more sex or would you say, like...?
That was completely different.
Of course I prefer having sex with James.
We have even more connection.
Yeah. But I think it was maybe easier with Miles because maybe
also Miles was way younger...
Yeah.
..when I met him, so he's, like, you know, like thinking
about that all the time.
Yeah, maybe. Well, don't worry. It will get sorted.
I will...I just, I need to talk to him about that... Yeah.
because I kept that for myself,
like, since few days and I didn't say anything to him.
So now, I can't...
Otherwise I'm gonna be moody and he's not
gonna understand what's going on. Yeah.
So I need to talk to him about that.
You'll be all right.
You'll be fine. You'll be fine.
Hopefully.
Nothing excites me quite as much as a makeover.
They are magnificent. They're plinths that belong to this pair
of 18th-century terracotta Sphinxes and they were just ghastly.
They were white and made of something unspeakable called...
WHISPERING: ..MDF!
No!
Look at them now!
Sienna Marble. A masterpiece of trompe l'oeil.
Exactly, trompe l'oeil. Beautiful.
Don't you believe that one of the greatest things
in life is artifice?
Well, exactly, and to be able to
trick somebody with a trick of the eye.
Exactly.
Trick them, trip them up and trompe their oeil.
That's what we like to do.
Definitely.
So I've started a project.
Right, what is it?
It's called "I saved you." Mm!
And it's all about taking things that would have ended
up in the landfill and rescuing them, bringing them back to life.
And we will propose these to people with a conscious mind to try
and make a difference.
I think it's an absolutely wonderful initiative
and I would love to be a part of it. I'd love to help you.
I'm going to rootle through my wardrobe
and I'm going to find something to save.
Well, you must come to the house and I'll show you everything.
Wonderful. I would love to.
See, much like the plinths,
it's important to see things first-hand. Definitely.
And to use all of your senses.
Exactly.
Since we're blessed with such a finely tuned senses.
Ms McDermott. Hey. How are you?
Is that a silly question?
Bit of a silly question...really.
I ordered for us, by the way.
Thank you so much.
I'm starving.
You know, Sam said to me, like, "I can't be with you right now."
Which, to be honest, I can't...
I can't blame him for that.
I guess I'm just...obviously really sad about what's happened.
But at this point, I'm just focusing on, like, trying to do everything
I can to win his trust back.
You need to appreciate the kind of process
he's going through as well
to get over what's happened.
I think one of the things for Sam is, obviously he's looking back
and thinking...
..the message you are sending is an excuse to Sam
as to why you couldn't see him and stuff.
Seemed like baloney...now. Do you know what I mean?
I get that.
One of them...
One of them was you didn't have any data.
Another one is that, like, you were rehearsing late.
I realised I fucked up, right?
I realised I fucked up very quickly.
But...
..I also then found it hard to go...
When Sam's messaging me, to then go and, like, see him
and stay...stay in his bed after knowing what I did.
So I did distance myself from him.
Yeah, well, babe, you took all his mates
and Karen, his mum, to X Factor.
We all watched you. I know.
I saw that guy in the same room. Yeah.
You know, in hindsight, we could sit here as much as we want.
I don't really want to do that, but you should have
just let him end it or ended it yourself.
I should have, yeah. Because what you were doing, you were...
..exploring an emotional connection
with another man while you had a boyfriend.
Right. I'm not trying to upset you,
but you have to hear it from me. No, I know.
You know what I mean? Because this is what is going
through his head, too. I know what I did.
Like, I'm...I've been, I've been almost
anticipating this day for a long time,
like, anticipating everything coming out, thinking
"Karma always works." Like, things always come out.
The truth always comes out in the end, just not knowing
how or why or if I'm going to tell him years down the line
and thinking, "What if we have kids together
"and he still doesn't know?" Like, how fucked up is that?
And, like, all of that stuff's going round in my head.
Look, here's the thing. Before the news came out,
Sam was talking to me and Jamie about how happy
he was with you. Because he was in that stage, right?
And he's hit with such news that's against the grain,
he's going to need time to get over that.
Do you know what I mean?
Yeah. I'm going to completely take your advice,
and I had a feeling you were going to say that and say to not,
you know, avoid contact for a bit, like, physical contact,
all of that stuff.
So I wrote him this letter I was hoping you could give to him,
if you don't mind.
Yeah, of course.
It's a bit crumpled up, cos I've just read it.
I opened it and stuff so many times.
Yeah, no worries. I'll give it to him when he gets back.
Thank you.
I don't think that what's happened isn't, like, fixable.
I don't think anything's unfixable. I just think...
It's whether someone wants to fix it or not.
It's just whether someone wants to fix it or not.
Morning. Morning, guys.
Nice, light fruit platter.
Wow. Wow!
Not your usual croissant and baked beans. Thank you.
But a little bit healthy. How...?
What is my fetish for baked beans, suddenly? I don't know, mate.
I love how Paris keeps throwing away your baked beans.
Ah, don't... That is possibly... No, no, no,
this is actually quite offensive. We can't be dealing with this.
It's been twice. And you do leave them out for like two, three days.
You did it the second time as well?
Well, thanks anyway for the beautiful fruit. Yeah.
No worries. Glad for the fruit.
I couldn't help but notice you two are particularly happy this morning.
I'm always this happy in the morning, Freddie.
Have a nice workout last night?
Couple of workouts yesterday, actually. Oh, really?
Ah! Well, congratulations, guys.
Yeah! Ground, swallow me up. A toast.
I'm not toasting having sex with someone. Yeah, do we have...?
I should probably have a bottle of champagne.
Sorry, we're just excited for you. Yeah...
Like... Cool. Cool.
This is so sweet!
Me and V are, like, hooking up,
we're seeing where things go.
And that's that.
So, you know, by the way, tomorrow, Freddie and Paris invited us
over to the...to a luncheon.
With everyone? Everyone.
Like a proper lunch? Like a...
Like, we're all going to eat together?
We're all gonna sit and eat together on one big table.
I can't be bothered. I know what you mean.
Is it gonna be the other house here and the other house there?
No, it's going to go Maeva, Verity, Tristan.
Everyone else at a separate table, um...
What is going on?
Um... Your summer love?
No, we basically both just said that whatever we're doing
is, like...yeah, nice.
Do you have feelings right now for him?
Uh, yeah, I do.
Like, I care about him a lot,
but I think I'm...I'm always trying not
to think about it cos it's just... I feel like trying not
to overthink anything.
Just...just go with it. Yeah.
If things happen, they happen.
And if they don't, then they don't. If they don't, they don't.
Just naturally let things progress or not progress.
Yeah. I think you should be careful.
Really? Yes.
What, because of...? We know that he has been dumped and he kind
of wants to have fun right now.
Yeah. So you don't really know, with this break-up with Verity
maybe, I don't know, maybe you just wanna have fun. It's a rebound?
I wonder what she's going to think about all of this with you.
I know.
I don't wanna...
You know, when you don't know what's going on?
What's the point in, like...?
Do you know what I mean?
Do I just say to her, "Listen,
"Tristan and I realised we kind of like each other."?
But she knows already, no?
No, she, no, she doesn't know that. She doesn't know that? No.
You tell her, if she has to say something, you just tell her
like, "Hey, darling..." Like, get on with it.
Life goes on. Move on. I'm gonna do it just like that, Maeva.
She has decided to break up with him. Yeah.
That's her problem at the end of the day. Yeah.
You know? But be careful, because I like you, Liv.
and I'm not sure I trust him.
It's just...I'm not sure if he's sincere or not.
MUSIC: Pretty Girl Lie by Baby Queen
Oh, that's a stunning shot.
Out of the heat, baby.
Ah.
It's the bookworm.
I'm hardly a bookworm, Emily.
I didn't realise that you liked reading.
I don't, to be honest. It's just nice to get a little bit of time.
You having a bit of you time? Yeah. You know what, I do need it.
I just know, like, I don't want to be gyming every day.
Yeah. And that's why... I don't read.
But now I do read because I so don't want to be going to the gym.
Now you know how I feel. Harvey's like, "Come on, Ems,
"are you going to come to the gym?" I'm just like...
Yeah. .."No."
But you know that Harvey does need his guy time... Yeah.
He needs to feel relaxed as well... Yeah. For sure. Yeah.
Do you feel like, being here...
..do you feel like you've spent less...
..like you've spent less time with Maeva?
You're a bit more...? For example, Maeva said to me yesterday
that she was going to speak to you about it. Just that...
..she found... What?
..um, that since being in the house...
..you're-you're...
What are you trying to say, Emily? Maybe the sex isn't as...
As what? As recurring? Well, yeah.
Apparently, you know, sometimes she's up for it when you're not.
Yeah. She's got quite a libido, I've found out.
Um...
But she was never...
Hold on, you're taking me back, like...
Um...
Why don't you just, like, show her a good time?
Yeah, it would... Get it out and show her a good time.
Do you know what? That does happen eight times out of ten.
But those other two times, I want to be the selfish man
and be like, "No, I want to do nothing for a while."
James! You've got to keep it going!
If you're a woman... You've got a sexy woman there with a hot bod
lying there naked, are you just going to sit there and read a book?
No, not a book. Fucking hell. Jesus. I'm getting attacked.
Sometimes guys aren't in the mood. Like, it's totally all right.
I feel like I have to justify myself.
I'm not going to go around screaming and shouting it around the house.
I've come... That's... I just literally spoke to you about it
just cos...I don't know, I was just sitting here
and we're having a conversation. I'm not...
I don't know why I'm preaching it to you. The pizzazz
and the fireworks are still there.
It's just sometimes on a Sunday night at nine o'clock,
I want to frickin' watch Netflix and just chill out.
I always felt like it's nicer
to keep these things completely private,
and I don't know, I'm not that comfortable with it.
MUSIC: Handsome Wife by Pillow Queens
So what do you think?
We have exclusive access for a couple of hours
so we can smell the flowers unmasked?
Well, you told me you want white and green hydrangeas.
Lilies, they say, are for death, aren't they?
Yeah, definitely. And they smell like cat piss.
I'm a bit upset that my favourite flower, the peony,
has been, like literally, been butchered to death by basic bitches.
Everyone loves a fucking peony now.
I would have thought you'd like a carnation.
THEY LAUGH
Carnations? I can read carnation from you.
So, have you found a wedding location yet?
Well, we had this idea of getting married in a beautiful church.
We found this beautiful church, and like going through the process
of actually having the wedding there, how we're going to do it.
And then we found out that basically we can't actually get married there.
Why not? They don't do gay marriages.
What? Obviously, I must admit,
that was the most upset I've been for a long time,
because it kind of...
I thought... We'd obviously fought so many years for all of this
and we're so delighted that it's now a legal situation,
that we are allowed to get married and we wanted to celebrate that.
And for someone to literally turn around and say,
"You can't, I'm afraid. We'll give you a blessing."
Insane. Also, we were talking about honeymoons.
And there's somewhere that everyone goes on their honeymoons
that we can't go.
Why? We can't go there out of principle because the...
Well... They don't agree with gay marriage.
It's really... You forget about this when you live in London.
And you're in a happy relationship
and you're like... We're in a bit of a bubble, and this whole process
has been a bit of an education to understand that, you know,
we're not there yet and there's still a lot to be done.
Yeah. I suppose it's just life, but it's one of those things
that until you...until you're doing something like this,
you don't you don't really realise how unequal things are still.
Hiya. Hey.
How are you?
Not too good.
I had a weird conversation.
Huh? Emily came up to me and started, like,
spieling what you guys spoke about yesterday.
What? You know what you were talking about with her.
Yeah, I know. But just like...relax.
Why do you have to talk to the girls
that aren't really your friends in here
about something so private between us?
OK, well, this happened yesterday. OK?
Well, it's just because, first of all, we are here,
we've been here for weeks, OK?
And I have to find conversations with the girls,
you know what I mean? Because at some point I'm like...
We were just talking about random stuff.
She kind of implied that I wasn't satisfying you, and I...
And I'm going to ask you, am I satisfying you?
So, James, I have no problem with you.
Sex is great. We've got the connection.
I love you. La-la-la. Everything is fine.
It's just this little thing that I feel that either you're lazy
or...or you just like... you're not really in the mood,
which is absolutely fair enough to be like that.
Yeah. But it's just like, are you bored with me?
Are you? With you? I'm so happy.
I am... I am so happy.
And I can show it... Maybe you want to have sex with someone else.
No, I don't. This is the thing. You know our relationship, Maeva.
That is so ridiculous to say.
I am...the opposite of bored with you.
SHE SIGHS
What I'm annoyed is why Emily came to you to,
because I never asked her to do something,
like to talk to you about it. I know. I know. Never.
I don't think she came over and said all this maliciously.
You don't go and say stuff behind people's back.
This is respect.
That's it.
Yeah.
I say something, you keep that for yourself.
You go and talk to the person.
If I said to you to go, otherwise you don't.
I'm really angry right now.
I thought she was going to be a nice friend.
She's obviously not. And we're not going to have any friendship.
That's it.
Basta cosi.
MUSIC: Do You Feel At Home by The Night Society
ALL CHAT
Are you getting the death stare?
Yeah.
She can do that. I wouldn't... I wouldn't worry.
Ahem!
Hello, all, and thank you so much for making the effort to come
to this farewell lunch.
I'm glad to see most of you have dressed up for the occasion.
Who hasn't? You cheeky shit.
It really has been a pleasure getting to know
every single one of you.
And thank you so much for being so hospitable.
And it's fantastic to see
that despite some of our differences that we've had in the past,
we can all sit down and enjoy ourselves together.
Don't speak too soon. Cheers to that.
ALL CHEERS
Sorry.
Seven years.
Delicious. Thank you, everyone.
Why don't we go round the table
and everyone says what their favourite time of this trip has been
and what their least favourite...? The highs and the lows.
Yeah, that's good idea. Shall I start?
You start, Moustache.
Beating Charlie at beer-pong.
But did you?
Yes, we won. That is a false claim.
And your low? And your low, Freddie?
Me being introduced the gym for the first time.
That was pretty fucking horrific. That was horrible. I know.
I've never known so much pain.
Love you.
I'm going to start with my low first,
which was the minor blip that Holmes and I had
in our little friendship,
and my high was developing a friendship
with Olivia Bentley.
You're cuter than me. Friendship.
That's very cute. Friendship. Cute. Very cute.
Let's move on. Yeah. I think my high is probably...
I've enjoyed getting to know James and Maeva.
Me too, until yesterday.
And I'd say... Ooh.
We'll move on. Maeva, what's yours?
Yeah, being friends with few people in here.
LAUGHTER
A select few.
It's a lie. I've got no high points.
LAUGHTER
My low point would be...arriving.
Positive vibes.
I don't know, I'd say just being just a bit disappointed
about some people who like sticking their noses in people's business.
What business is that? Tell them. What business?
Like Emily, for example.
Oh, here we go. I'm in the firing line today. Bring it.
Yesterday, I had a conversation with Emily and Liv talking
about my sex life.
Oh! Yeah, I think you might have got the wrong end of the stick here.
I hope so. We're not that close
and yesterday I was talking about that to you,
I was like... Well, if we're
not that close, then why do you speak to me about it?
Because we're on holiday since weeks together. We have to talk
about things sometimes,
so I just spoke about that, like you spoke about Harvey as well.
Maeva, you can't call Ems out for
doing what she's doing if you're doing exactly
the same thing. You're talking shit about me behind my back.
I can't work out if you get bored or
something and then you just want to pick
and choose who to have a go at.
I just don't want you to go to my boyfriend.
It's just the act, going to my
boyfriend and talking to him about that that...
When I went to him, I could have said worse, you know?
I was very nice. Say worst?
Well, yeah, I could have told him
some of the other stuff that you said.
What was the other stuff? The other stuff that I said?
What was it? Well, you said that it was more passionate,
your sex life was more passionate with Miles.
That was a fucking lie, though, wasn't it? Oh, yeah!
Why would you bring that up?
I don't want to talk about... My
fucking relationship with Miles is the past.
I've got more connection with James.
I don't think that the comparison will do any good.
Every relationship's different.
So, what, Tristan? Let's talk about it.
What, what I said. What was your problem?
You can't call Ems out for going to James and talking about private
matter when you've gone to Liv and spoken about me in a derogatory way.
You know, if you had a problem with
me, I'd expect you to come to me and say it.
You actually didn't really deny it either.
Well, no. I said, of course I'm worried. It's a guy I like
and you're telling me not to trust him.
Yeah. Maeve and I had had a
conversation with Emily, the three of us, and it was basically
Maeve just saying she's not entirely sure...
Do you mind? Just to not trust him.
Which I said I might be wrong... I didn't say it nastily.
However, obviously that night we were in the same bed
and I was suddenly thinking, "Oh, my God, do I..."
I'm trying to help you. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And I'm telling you what I think.
Shush, one second!
For fuck's sake... What is going on?
Just shush. They're just having it out.
Everyone knows something
that I don't know. Really?
That's how I'm feeling.
♪ I can't get you off my mind
♪ Got these feelings that I cannot hide
♪ You know I've been staying up all night
♪ And complaining of the reasons why
♪ You're my ex My ex... ♪
Take a seat, sir. Yes, mate.
It's like a greenhouse in here. It's so hot. I know, it's warm.
Mate. Feels like you've been gone for like a month.
To be honest, I think this is the
longest that I haven't spoken to you for.
Yeah, it was weird. I was like, "Why is my phone not ringing?"
Like, I had no one to talk to.
I also... I turned it off.
I turned my phone off for six days solidly.
How did you feel? I bet that felt tranquilizing.
Mate, I literally turned my phone back on.
It's all over the press.
Everyone knows and it's so embarrassing, mate.
Don't let that hinder your decision.
Just remember what you and Zara had internal to you guys.
Well, mate, before... So when I
spoke to Zara in the park, I didn't give her an answer
because I - if I'm honest with you - I pussied out.
I couldn't. She was in floods of tears and I just I couldn't do it.
I was like, "I can't break up with you, it's too hard."
Got to say though, you know, after meeting, I did feel,
you know, bad for her. She is in a bad way. Yeah,
it's fucking shit. Yeah, it's a shit situation for everyone involved, but
she really is upset, man. Like legit.
I always... I never doubted that she would be.
We're all upset.
She did give me a letter to deliver to you.
There's always a break-up letter, isn't there?
This isn't just a letter. This is a thesis.
I did wash my hands.
Yeah, it's big. "Dear Sam, since you've been away,
"I've been doing a lot of reflecting on a lot of things. I've reflected
"on my life before I met you, on
"our lives together and also on the kind
"of life I want to live for.
"Before I continue, there's some other things I need to say.
"I just want to tell you again,
"I'm so sorry with my whole entire heart for what I did.
"I'm so deeply ashamed of my actions and the way I have hurt you.
"I was selfish, immature and stupid.
"There is no excuse..."
Jesus...
Oh, mate. Heavy stuff, mate, heavy stuff.
That's tough.
Oh, shit.
How does that make you feel?
I'm not crying.
I don't know.
I don't know, my heart's telling me to fucking call her now and say,
"Come around." My head's obviously
like, "That's just the most stupid decision you ever made, mate."
So... Which would you rather go with, your head or your heart?
I know that my head is right.
And I know my heart's weak. Always has been.
The tricky situation that you're
in is because it was so against the grain
of what your relationship was going on.
You were properly into each other, everything was going smoothly,
and then boom, you're hit with this news.
It's kind of like, what's the difference between then and now?
I don't see any. Well, this is the thing.
This is what you're going to have to ascertain.
But this is when Zara's like, "We weren't in a good..."
Like, what the fuck are you talking about?
Yeah. When you think about it again, the deceit of it, like, every
problem that was with it, you're just like, I just don't think
I'll ever be able to look myself in the mirror, mate.
I've thought so many times, Rez,
of how I can get past it,
like, what loophole will allow my mind and brain to be OK with it?
Because I miss her so much.
Like, there's got to be some way that I can forgive myself
for getting back with her and I just can't seem to get there.
Do you feel that it would be letting yourself down, taking her back?
Yeah, I just think that it's like, dude,
how can you allow yourself to be treated like that?
Now, whatever is to be found
in this rather promising-looking orange bag?
Well, after our chat yesterday, I found a few pieces to my surprise
that I have actually never worn before and some even have, most
actually, have the label still on them.
I knew you'd be full of things.
Yes, apparently in those dark, dingy corners of my six, seven wardrobes,
seven wardrobes, I found you a few pieces.
I think these could work perfectly.
Well, I loved the colour.
I just wasn't quite sure about the cut on me.
Ooh!
I'm not sure how familiar you are with women's lingerie, but...
Extremely familiar, generally speaking, a lot of...
A lot of elements going on here.
Well, that I'll leave to your imagination,
but it was just a little too bridal for me.
Bridal? Don't you think?
Oh, yes, absolutely.
I highly recommend getting married in something like that.
You don't think you could save this?
I think it will most likely save itself.
No, but I think with anything, with clothes, with furniture
like you've done here, it's so important to breathe new life
into old things
and old doesn't mean ugly.
It can be beautiful.
My father collected classic cars his whole life.
My mother, old masters. Me, furniture, homes, art.
I think everything here has been owned by at least ten people
before me, and I'm proud of that.
I love the fact that these things have a story to tell.
So when your plinths are finally finished,
where are they going to go?
They are going to support and elevate my terracotta Sphinxes,
naturally. Nothing should ever be on the floor,
ever.
And definitely not Sphinxes.
Elevate yourself.
So, what is going on between you? Yeah, no, I like Tristin.
Oh... No, cos...
That's the bottom line,
you like Tristan? Yeah. What is going on?
Are you guys shagging each other? Like, what the fuck is going on?
We have slept together, yes. Well done,
so you're supposed to be friends with her, right?
You've thrown away a friendship for a quick shag. Well done, Liv.
It might not be a quick shag.
You haven't got a leg to stand on. What are you...?
You're shagging this bloke! Are you joking? Yeah, I quite like Charlie.
Hol on, everything is kicking off!
Kids, kids, it's kicking off! Right.
James, yes, I'm upset, just let me be upset!
Guys, it's a conversation between Verity and I. Listen,
I am aware that it's upset you and I'm fully fucking up.
It's really hurt me, Liv, I'm not
going to lie, and the fact that no-one the fuck
has told me... But no-one knows!
It's only a conversation Tristan and I have had within the last day.
But you told her nothing was going on after you had a kiss!
It wasn't! That was a week ago.
Charlie, don't you fucking chime in!
At the end of the day, you broke my fucking heart.
You broke up with me, so why can I not just have...?
Liv and I are getting to know each other. We enjoy each other's
company. What we have at the moment is fantastic.
It's got nothing to do with you anymore.
This issue's with me... This has nothing to do you, it's more to
do with the friendship between the pair of them.
I feel so betrayed, so hurt, and like, this is so awful for me.
I've never felt this before. Verity, what is the issue?
Because you're very clearly happy with Charlie.
I'm upset with Liv and Tristan. I feel betrayed.
She doesn't want us to be happy.
Liv! I've literally...
I fucking said my peace, babe, I'm not going to say it again.
I said you... We are sweet.
OK, you stick to that side of the
table with Charlie and I'll stick over here with Tristan.
I don't give a shit! Don't fucking sit there screaming at me.
I've told you that I'm fucking sorry.
And I've told you that you can't...
I can't... You've literally shagged my ex boyfriend. Cool.
But, babe, you're holding hands
with a bloke and you've slept in his bed every night.
But there's a difference! There's a massive difference.
There's nothing between me and Tristan...
I understand that.
No, but you don't, because you keep bringing it up.
I feel betrayed and I feel hurt. By who?
You. You're meant to be my friend. Like, you told me
nothing is going on between the two of you. But it wasn't.
And we had that conversation.
I am honestly from the bottom of my heart,
I'm so sorry that this has hurt you, but I am so sick to death of putting
everyone else's feelings before my own.
I fucking like Tristan and I...
Do you actually?
I actually do. I'm so bad at saying that
to anyone and everyone and I actually fucking
like him and it's so hard and I'm so sorry that he is your ex.
Do you actually like each other?
Well, do you two really like each other?
Doesn't matter. We're in the same position.
It's a new thing. I'm sorry that
this has upset you, but I'm really not sorry that I like Tristan.
And I don't think it's fair for you to make me feel
like that when you're getting laid by him.
But I'm not here for this shit,
so I'm going to leave. That's fucking bollocks.
Well, it's not. You're so mouthy for someone who has zero
leg to stand on.
Thank you, guys, for lunch.
I know, I get it... This is so shit.
I know, it's obviously horrible news to hear.
Zara's on her way. It's just so uncomfortable, like,
how are we going to like even start this conversation?
I just don't want to be doing it.
It'd be great if they could just speak
but I know it's not really what Sam wants.
Ultimately we need to be that kind of mediator for now
and just be her friend.
Zara. Hey.
I feel like shit.
Been a tricky couple of days.
Don't know, I've just not heard from Sam at all.
I just miss him so much.
I feel like after I wrote him that letter, I don't know,
maybe I was expecting him to reach out or for something to happen,
but never heard anything.
I just feel like... I feel like lost.
Don't know, I feel horrible.
Yes, it's a shit situation to be in. I did give him the letter, though.
Yeah. And he's just torn between, you know, his heart and his head
at the moment.
He just kind of gave me the...
Don't know how to put this or deliver this, but he told me
that he's completely out, basically.
Because I think he's finding it quite hard, as are you.
Understandably so, for sure.
Why can't he just tell me this?
Why can't he just speak to me?
Because seeing you upset upsets him
and I think it draws him in emotionally
and that's a vicinity that he doesn't want to be in right now.
It's horrible to see anyone that you love so upset,
but we have to be honest with you and have this conversation,
as uncomfortable as it is.
It wouldn't be fair otherwise to say everything's going to be fine
if Sam's mind today, it's clearly not.
It's just hard.
It's hard, it's hard for me to watch you like this, like...
It is. Yeah, it's awful.
Honestly, it's horrible.
And if I didn't have to do this, I wouldn't.
I just want him to know how much I love him.
And he does know that you love him,
this isn't anyone saying that you don't love him
or that he doesn't love you.
He doesn't want to be in the relationship
and that's the... That's the black and white of it, essentially.
What is going on with the two of you?
Well, we've decided to maybe just be friends.
Yeah. Sophie has firmly put me in the friend zone.
Yeah, he's friend zoned.
I've been locked in. But we still like him enough to hang out.
We still like him enough to hang out.
He's a great, like, visual addition to any table.
So who are you going to bonk?
Well, that's what I've been thinking about.
Who am I going to bonk?
This is what Sophie was saying,
Sophie was saying she's going to take a little leaf
out of your book, Ollie, and become the matchmaker. Oh, fine, all right.
Well, if you want to. I'd love to.
What's your type, apart from me?
I mean, maybe like blonde, brunette, character-wise?
Hair colour isn't really an issue for me. Yeah.
But there has to be a connection, like a good, little banter.
Why this failed.
It's the banter part.
So what else has happened since we've been apart.
We actually went to give notice that we're going to get married.
You can't just run away and get married.
You have to go and do like an interview,
which is the most awkward thing... With whom?
To make sure that you're not related?
I mean, they do, like, they ask your what your occupation is,
what the date is, the date of birth is.
If you get it wrong, then they start asking more stuff.
And Ollie never remembers my birthday. So I sat there,
and they went, "What's your birthday?" And I sat down
and I was like, I could feel a bead... I was like, oh, fuck.
I'm not trying to do marriage fraud.
But it makes you look even more suspicious.
Yeah, or do a stupid laugh about it and be like,
"Oh, are you guys related? Both of your surnames are Locke."
They honestly asked. That's a really fair point, actually.
They actually ask, "Are you related?"
And I sat there like, no,
and I was like, is my face showing that I'm lying, because I know
we're not related, but why is my face kind of doing this?
So I was like, "No, we're not related!"
Like, if we are, there's a real twist to the story.
Yeah, I've had a good few weeks.
Hello. Hi.
Hey, guys. Finished packing?
All ready to go? Yeah, very ready.
Guys, yesterday was a fun one, wasn't it?
Yeah, it got pretty heated at the table. Crikey, that was...
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Yeah, because it wasn't really...
Yeah, I'm sorry about you as well.
Yeah. I think, you know, we're not here to fight.
I actually quite like the conversation we had
because they were all just open and honest and we just got everything
out on the table. What was hard is I was saying sorry
and obviously I am sorry, but she wasn't like listening to her,
like, you know, when they all came over here
when we had that brunch the other day, that feels like weeks ago now,
she was like, "You said you didn't like him." And I was like,
"Yeah, that was weeks ago and I didn't really then," like...
Yeah, I do feel, to be honest, you know, I think
with that whole situation, you know,
I think it came as a massive shock to her and she was upset.
There was no hiding that.
It was really horrible to see that as well.
That wasn't. you know, I didn't enjoy seeing that
and I think it got way out of hand.
I think some things were a bit unnecessarily said from both parts.
But, you know... Listen, I'm glad all of us girls
don't have any issues.
We're going home as one big happy family.
I'm sad to be leaving. Are you? I am as well, a bit.
I was very ready to leave London and now I'm ready to go back to it.
But we need to finish packing anyway, so can you
come and help me with the bags? And pick up our dog.
Yeah. Rushing to get him. Oh, I'm jealous. Bye, everyone.
Lots of love.
I thank you for everything.
See you back there, my boy. See you soon. Ciao.
Happy days.
Well, actually sad day. Yeah, sad.
I feel so happy that that's actually sorted.
That was a bit stressful.
I was about to explode. The wrath of Maeve,
I don't need that in my life right now.
I give it to that woman, she can really...
She packed a punch. She's a powerful woman.
It's a shame that lunch yesterday slightly took a turn for the worse.
Yeah, just a little bit.
I think it was just a shock to the system.
That's what happened yesterday. I just did not see that coming at all
and the way the news was delivered and handled like wasn't nice.
Yeah, I just thought they stooped so low.
I don't think it was nice either way.
So awkward for me, my two best friends shouting at each other.
Whose side are you on, Holmes?
He's on the fence with Freddie. on the fence with Freddie.
There's room for one more!
After Liv mentioned that she had feelings for Tristan,
Tristan did go quite quiet.
It was either because he didn't realise that Liv had feelings
for him or the fact that he just knew I was really upset
and didn't realise how bad they would react.
They were holding hands under the table.
They were all over each other
and it's quite sad because I feel like Liv and I now,
I was like, completely lost a friend.
I think she tried to apologise,
but that was not good enough whatsoever.
Such a shame. I could have forgiven that kiss and I did
but there's no way we can go back now.
That's not what friends do. No, it's not.
I saw in your Instagram story you were wearing this amazing rugby
sort of style shirt with like loads of colours and flags and stuff
all over it. Oh, yeah, the one that makes you look like a 12-year-old
working for Google.
I love that.
See, that's what I get. That's what I get.
I'm like, oh, I love this and you're like...
Take no notice of her.
She's wearing pyjamas this morning anyway, so...
I think we should dash off to our exhibition.
Yes, yes, I think that's a good idea.
Go on, then, you two. Where I'm polishing up his cultural knowledge.
Bye, strudels.
Go and have fun, see you later, guys. Have fun, bud.
Such a nice guy. He's such a good guy, isn't he?
Really, really like. So handsome.
I don't want to sit next to him the whole time
because he makes me feel like an old trout.
Oh, honey, you're still good looking.
I mean, you're getting older.
Thanks. Thanks very much. He's four years younger than you.
All right, cheers.
I love talking about this wedding so much.
Everything's so exciting about it.
But there's so many things that I think about that I kind of,
when you fall asleep, I think about them and
there's so much to do.
But also it was only last night that I was thinking about Uncle Mark
and obviously he was a gay man and died in the '80s.
Hadn't realised that was on your mind.
I just wish he was there because I know how proud he might have been
and to see a world in a different way than it is,
than it was back then. We get to stand on the shoulders
of all the people who basically have put the work in
and, you know, we are so fortunate to be alive in this time
because it is vastly different from where it came from.
I think it's important that on the day we take a moment
to remember, remember him and remember what we're doing,
and how monumental that is, and how much he would have contributed
to the effort that has allowed us to get to where we will be.
I know you're right.
Feels like we're at school and then there's the couple that get together
in the last year and then we're going to leave school,
and it's like, what's going to happen next?
Will they, won't they? Yeah, will they, won't they?
All right, guys. Well, we should probably leave them to it.
Come on, let's go. Off you pop. Come on, kids.
You can help me. You can help me pack. Oh, no.
I've done too much packing already.
I'm all ready to go.
Well... How are you feeling?
This is quite sad, actually.
I'm going to miss those nice little... Morning cuddles.
Yeah, 100%. It's going to be weird not being in the same house.
I just wanted to say like thank you for like being there for me
and like sticking up for me and like having my back
like the whole time me being in this house.
And I do really appreciate you.
And I'm so happy that I've met you. No, same. Yesterday was a tough one.
As much as I know you're upset by everything
and it was a lot for you to deal with, for me,
I just did feel that you weren't sort of showing the same,
giving me the same back as what I was giving you.
I completely agree, and I wasn't, I wasn't giving you, like,
the full affection I normally would
just because I still feel really awkward, like being around Tristan,
like rubbing it in his face, and I'm not going to,
even though they were all over each other, I didn't want to do
the same back. There's rubbing it in his face but then, like, for me,
I need to show that are you over him? Yeah, I am fully over him
and, yeah, it's a shock to the system and it hurts,
but I am fully over him and that, me reacting the way I did
doesn't mean that I still have feelings for him at all. Yeah.
That's good. Yeah. Moving on, me and you obviously
seeing where things go,
so I don't want to have that doubt in my mind, you know,
as soon as they're around or we have to act differently.
From my point of view, I don't care.
Maybe I'm trying to, like, please too many people here.
You haven't got a bad bone in your body,
which is what I really love about you.
But I'm glad obviously now, you said, you know,
you are over Tristan because now I know, you know? Yeah.
We can just move forward and not let them get in the way of,
you know, what we've got going on here, because I really do
enjoy spending time with you.
Yeah, I'm definitely up for seeing what happens.
No more cuddling, no more late night booty calls.
Bloody hell. Quite sad to be leaving, actually.
It's weird, isn't it?
It's been a very fun few weeks.
It has. Do you know what, I wouldn't change it.
I'm very happy this all happened.
So am I. How are you feeling about Verity, by the way?
Yesterday was difficult.
Yeah. It's hard to see someone that you used to have
such an emotional connection with... Upset. Upset and crying that way.
Do you think you're definitely over her?
Yeah, so over her. I really am.
I'd tell you if I wasn't and I'm 100% over.
Good. Absolutely not.
So if we go for dinner, which we used to do,
would that be a date or would that just be asking for dinner?
Oh, I don't know. Let's make it a date. OK.
You asked me on a date? Yeah, I did.
Bloody hell.
I've always tried to be your friend from the start, and I've now
just been left with nothing.
Right now I feel confused about the whole situation,
so I just need to, like, gather my thoughts in my head
and just figure out how I'm feeling.
I'm ready for marriage, I'm ready for that.
I don't want you to take this the wrong way,
we aren't on the same page.
You and Liv, what's been going on?
We are friends, I think neither of us is sure if it's something more.
Maybe she doesn't, maybe it's something that isn't meant to be.
Guess who's just texted me. Who? Will.
Tristan, you snooze, you lose, honey. Bye.
So Liv and Tristan are over. I don't know why you care so much.
It's a bit awkward for him, though.
Is this where you have many of your dates?
Bring them on your motorbike and then you just bring them up here?
She's met a guy called will. Will?
Think they're going on a date with each other.
Well, I mean, it'd be quite nice if Liv had the decency to tell me.
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