.
Us girls have decided to take it up a notch
and go on holiday! Whoo!
[screaming]We have absolutely no idea who's gonna show up.
What happens in Portugal, stays in Portugal.Stays in Portugal.
Cavalry's arrived!
Since the reunion, I've been pretty upset.
I'm your fucking best friend! Why weren't you there for us?
I don't know if we'll be friends again.
The rumour was, when we were in Australia, Kyle got with Chloe.
Sex? I don't know.
Abbie, what about you? I'm always single.
You've had a fling with Louis? That's a surprise!
You know who I was really happy to see? Chantelle.
We just started fucking messaging.
If Chantelle does come and join us in Portugal,
I'm not sure I'm ready for this. Jay's necking on with Abbie,
Ricci's necking on with Bethan. How did this actually happen?
[all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye!
# Do you know Where you will go tonight?
# I've got the power You don't want to fight #
Rah! [both scream]
Oh, my God! What the hell is Chloe doing here?
How are ya?
Oh, God! This could get awkward.
Chloe's not just got Bethan to deal with,
but she's also got Holly,
who thinks that she got with Kyle, while they were together.
Shit could really hit the fan.
Why?
I want them to make up. I don't want this to ruin our time here.
Holly's saying I need to speak to Chloe, but that's impossible.
She won't even look at us.
What the fuck? We're about to leave and in walks Chloe.
She didn't tell me and after the reunion, I didn't think she would.
I've come to Portugal to have a mint time with me mates.
I have beef with Bethan, but I have grew up with these radgies
and I'm not missing out.
# With open arms, I'm calling #
I've come to Portugal to forget me problems and have a mint time.
Everyone is talking about Bethan and this is not what I need.
I get it was a really hard time for Chloe after her dad died,
but I think that Bethan was trying to be there for her.
It's a tough one.
Feels like I've seen me ex on a night out.
Even me exes would, at least, acknowledge me existence.
# It's not the end, I need Some time to think things over
# Think things over #
Tonight was going so well. But Chloe turning up...
...has made it go a bit flat.
I hope they sort it out. I don't want it ruining our holiday.
I had a good night.Did everyone have a good night?Yeah!
Class night. Nathan, are you OK?
He's fine, he's fine, he's fine, he's fine.
# Attempt to relieve All our memories #
[SIGHS] Oh, God! First night out was class.
It was all about being back with the OGs.
There's a bit of gristle shit. Oh!
Me and Baby G-Shore are hitting the hay.
I'm not used to late nights any more.
Nathan, are you feeling all right?
He is gonna be as rough as a badger's arsehole in the morning.
Chloe, you're not getting into bed like that, sorry.
I'm coming with you. Not like that.
You've got fucking kebab dripping all over, hon. Kebab dress.
# You're playing games Yeah, yeah #
I feel terrible. Now that Chloe's here,
I just don't know what's gonna happen between us.
Tonight was a really fucking good night until Chloe come. Yeah.
It was picture perfect until then.
Chloe's arrival was a complete and utter cock-block.
Bethan wasn't in the mood after Chloe turned up.
But tomorrow's another day.
I'm so happy to see you and Abbie, me and Bethan.
We're just doing our fucking thing, bro, right?Exactly.
First night done!You know the fucking dance.Let's get to kip.
Let's get this... Let's get some kip.
# We're running through The red lights, red lights
# Running through the red lights Red lights
# Feel like everything Is all right
# All right
# When we're running through The red lights, red lights #
# As you wake up In the morning, in bed
# With the feelings Running round in our head #
[groans]
My head is absolutely banging this morning.
It's definitely a combination of the booze, Chloe arriving,
and oh, yeah, I necked on with Ricci.
# A love affair #
Last night was really, really good
but Chloe's arrival has really changed the mood.
Who knows what today's gonna be like?
It's gonna be awkward as fuck!
Bop! [laughs]
If misery loves company, me and Nathan are a match made in heaven
because he's hung up on his break-up
and I've got beef with Chloe.
Oh, no, no. Definitely not.
No, we didn't even acknowledge each other. Yeah.
She didn't even come and say hello.
Last night, Chloe turning up, has caused a huge divide in the house
and I'm gonna need a miracle if I'm gonna fix this beef.
But first, I've gotta shake off this hangover.
Morning, sunshine.Oh![groans] That just looks gorgeous.
You OK? Lollipop?
Ooh! That's not what I wanna see first thing on a morning. Oh.
# Good times, good nights Good vibes, good life... #
How good was last night?Do you know what?It was fucking sick!
One of my best nights ever! My best night ever.
I had such a good night last night,
necking on, having a lap dance
and not being in any dramas.
Waking up has been the best day ever.
From the first minute we went in the club, I was bouncing
until the last minute. I couldn't get me tongue
out of Bethan's fucking throat but...
I'm buzzing Ricci got with Bethan last night.
I necked on with Abbie, but it's nothing serious.
But I know what Ricci and those big, blue eyes are like.
He'll be falling for Bethan before he knows it.
I know it's only one night but you're actually interested.
Oh, mate, I'm in love! I'm gonna get engaged again. Oh, fuck off!
I'm gonna get married. [laughs]
How you feeling?
Oh, I'm tired today. Are ya?
Morning.That was too much for me, last night.
I even regretted a bit at first as well.[laughing]
Oh, my God! See?Did ya? I was full of regret as well.
I was just stood there,
looking down at me big, pregnant belly...
It looked nice.I'm like, "What the fuck am I doing?"
Did yous have a good night?
You know what, it was all right. How are you, Chloe?
I'm all right. I feel a bit awkward.Do you?
I'm still upset and hurt about the situation.
If I had the conversation, I'd say something I'll regret,
it'll get heated and I don't want that.
I've been bottling things up lately, just because
I don't have the emotional space to deal with Bethan right now.
We're all humans, we all act in certain ways, sometimes...
that might not have been the best, in hindsight.Yeah.
I bet you any money, that was a sly dig at Chloe.
Holly's still got this rumour stuck in her head,
that Chloe got with Kyle behind her back.
With everything that Chloe's going on right now,
I don't think it's the right time to deal with it.
And sometimes, like, there's situations
where you do think about yourself in moments.
You don't think about other people.100%.
There might have been a reason she wasn't there for us.
She might say that she was, but she wasn't.
It is so weird living in a house with Chloe again.
We have never been close,
and it was always because of that rumour that they slept together.
If I was to ask Chloe now, she'd still deny it.
Why would I go on like this for no reason?Yeah, you wouldn't.
Why would I? I don't want the fucking drama.
Chloe is so wrapped up in the Bethan drama,
she has no clue that Holly's sat there thinking,
"Did you get with my ex, Kyle?" This could ruin the holiday.
# You should know better Than to mess with me #
[all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye!
# I don't want # To be around with you
# If it means I lose, I won't stop # Fighting for rights #
Hello, son.
How are ya? Good.
Don't laugh. Don't be laughing. Sit down.
I'm gonna go to Portugal.
I've gotta catch up with Ant cos he's in a really bad way.
What's it feel like? Obviously two plates put in.
Me mouth will be shut for eight weeks.
You can't eat?I haven't had dinner in about five days.
I can't brush me teeth and my breath stinks![laughs]
A few weeks back, after the reunion,
some of the crew had to go abroad.
On a night out, an incident left Ant with a broken jaw.
I'm gutted for him. This could not have come at a worse time.
You don't expect to go on holiday and that happen. No.
It's a shit sandwich, like. I've seen better days.
It's not that that's bothered us.
Apart from yourself and Abbie, nee one came to see us.[sighs]
Nathan, Chloe, they've all tried
fucking dropping texts and messages.
But it's too little, too late.
I know Ant is in a shit place and I do understand
the other Geordies might have had shit going off themselves,
but when I get to Portugal, I need to get this sorted.
The biggest kick in the teeth... [laughs] LOL. [laughs]
..me going to that party and you had people
like, Nathan, Chloe, all walking past us,
like I didn't even fucking exist.
I appreciate you and Abbie coming to see us.
Without you guys, I'd be fucking...
Mate, I love you to pieces. I'd have been there regardless.
It sucks.
# You don't have to hide... #
It breaks me heart to see Ant this upset.
We both feel like the guys weren't there for him when he got hurt.
And when I see 'em, I'm gonna tell them straight.
[sighs]
# We had our summer nights When we were 17
# And we were falling So deep in it #
Holly?Yeah?Can I grab your attention for a second?
It's not uncommon for us Geordies to fall out,
it's usually left to the rest of us to pick up the pieces.
I've got a plan to get the girls
to sort this beef between Chloe and Bethan.
[laughing] What?I can see what you've had for breakfast.
I've not had anything.Exactly! You're lying.
Right, I feel like tensions are a little bit high in the house.
We need to release and we need to feel whole.
So I am taking all you girls out.
But listen, I want every single person here
to come with a positive attitude.
We're doing this cos we're gonna feel very good.
I love how positive Nathan's being,
but I just don't know how this is gonna pan out.
I don't know if they're gonna make up or have more arguments.
Go and brush your teeth, get something colourful on
and come with a positive mental... [all] Attitude!
Right, go and get ready! Come on!
Nathan's on a mission to get some harmony in this house.
But last night took it out of me and little Baby G-Shore.
We're gonna get our rest,
so we can rejoin the family for a bit of fun tonight.
Oh, my God! Nathan, where you taking us?
Trust me. Yous are all gonna very much enjoy this.
You'll go back feeling energised. It better not be yoga,
cos I can't be arsed.We're not going for a colonic.Oh, my God.
What the fuck are we doing here?
I know it's not everyone's cup of tea, but this group
needs some spiritual healing. And it's not your normal retreat.
You feeling tranquil? What does tranquil mean?
I haven't wore the right shoes. Serenity.
I've not even done my... Who's that?
Hi, Chico!Oh, my God! How are you, darling?
Oh, my God!Yes!It's Chico Time!
I've just realised! It's Chico Time!
Oh, my God! I cannot believe it's Chico!
So lovely to meet you.
This retreat is ran by X Factor legend, Chico.
He was once a pop star.
But who knew he'd be some kind of guru?
He's gonna have his hands full with us lot.
You've got all your... I know you called them biatches but I say,
beautiful, intelligent, talented, cool and hot.
[all] Aww! How about that? [laughs]
Where the hell has Nathan brought us?
Why's Chico dressed like Aladdin? What the hell are we about to do?
What have you got in store for us, today then? We've got a journey.
We're going inside, as opposed to outside. Shall we go?
Let's go! OK, let's go!
OK, just raise your hand up in the air
and come back to your heart centre. Just come back here.
Looking around the room, it's fair to say
we are all struggling with something personal
and maybe this is a chance to make sure
we're there for each other, and that goes for Chloe and Bethan.
Go to your heart.
Get rid of that, which has been holding us back
and we're gonna make peace in our heart.
Just stay there and feel your heartbeat. Thank you.
Let's hold hands.
Nathan is going to talk...
...and he's going to say
whatever's inspired in his heart, right now.
I don't wanna be heartbroken any more.
Oh, no! Don't start crying!
Me and Nathan joined on the same day
and it's so hard seeing him this upset.
I just didn't know he was struggling this much.
Chloe?
Um, I wanna know if me, like, me dad's at peace.
Oh. Chloe's grieving about her dad.
Maybe I need to be a bit more considerate
to what she's actually going through.
She's probably not even thinking about mine and her relationship.
[crying]
I'm sick of crying!
You'll never literally know the sort of pain that you go through,
like until you lose someone. It's literally heart-aching.
Is it fair to say that you go, "It's not fair?"Yeah.
Is that what it is? It's not fair.Yeah.
I think today you're gonna make peace with that.Yeah.
You're gonna go, "Dad, I know you're not here physically,
but I know you're here with me always."
[cries] Because he is. He is.
I feel like I've never opened up this much. Honestly.
It's just, like, I feel like I'm starting to grieve. [groans]
I put things to the back of me head to protect myself.
And now it's, like, kind of becoming real.
Me dad's death, it doesn't feel real.
Now I'm speaking about it,
it's starting to feel like it's actually happened.
It's just, like... It's just a lot to take in.
It's actually mad to think that Chico, from X Factor,
has just made all of us from Geordie Shore cry. Like cry, cry.
Like I'm talking, ugly cry.
He's never left you, sweetheart. He would never leave you. Ever!
We are all struggling with something personal.
Maybe this is a chance for us to take a look at our mental health
and really make sure that we're all there for each other.
A day by the pool with the Geordie Shore lads,
life cannot get any sweeter!
It's been so long since I've looked over in a club
and seen you two there and you're cracking on.
Last night was an unexpected night. It really was.
I wasn't contemplating getting with Abbie, it just happened.
Obviously the new lad, Louis, he'll be coming at some point.
Louis's normally bouncing in with Ant. Yeah. He'll be by himself.
It might put him on edge. Louis and Ant are joined at the hip.
After the last reunion, the guys went to Ibiza
and Ant ended up with a broken jaw. He's stuck in the Toon.
And his baby girl's been stolen from Jay.
[laughing] He's not gonna be happy.
I'd be surprised if he starts straightaway.
I'd be fucking surprised. Abbie would be cool.
Louis's gonna have an issue with it though. I think even Chantelle
would be pretty cool. I don't think she would be.No?
Jay's a bit nervous. He's got with Abbie on the first night
and now he's panicking, thinking Chantelle's gonna come in.
I know what Chantelle's like. She's a fiery one.
I'd be shitting it.
Do you think Chantelle would kick off? She's fiery, isn't she?
She won't just fucking be like, "Oh, yeah, that's cool."
# I need you Like the morning sun #
# Don't you want to love me?
# Better love me Better love me now #
All right, beautiful people, come on!
I want you to write down that thing you need to let go of
and we'll burn it in the fire of love.
Wrote so much, you know? Is that all right?
I've literally wrote a fucking novel!That's fine.
Need another bit of paper. All my hard work!That's fine.
The last activity that Chico give us, did catch us off guard.
I feel like, now that I've spoke about me dad loads, it's...
Like it's just too much. It's just sinking in.
Today I'm going to let go of other people's opinions.
I know that I am so much more...
Aww!Oh, God! Everyone's crying again!
Fuck's sake! Last cry of the day.
I feel like I've spent a lot of time focusing on being...
Trying to be pretty and slim to please other people,
that's the least important thing about me. I wanna let go of that.
Wow! Beautiful! That was amazing. That's how I feel now. Beautiful!
I'm in such a better place. I am still working on it.
I wanna let go of comparison and self-doubt.
When I meet someone, like, I wanna feel
like I'm really good enough for them.
That was honestly, beautiful. Absolutely...
[laughs] ..beautiful.
Sophie has so much to give and I just hope that, one day,
she finds someone who appreciates everything that she is.
I need to stop being negative. I wanna believe in myself more.
I need to forget about the past, stop putting myself down.
Maybe me barrier has been keeping me closest friends out.
I don't know how to deal with it and I don't think I ever will.
Beautiful.Whoo! Beautiful.
Love it. Put that in here.
Seeing Chloe so upset, then be honest about what she needs
to do has really hit home. I need to do the same.
Today I'm letting go of any resentment,
any like ego, any like pain [cries] and like hurt.
Sorry.
[sobs]
And I wanna, like, move on from past hurt with me best friend
because I wanna be there for her the way she needs.
And I care about our friendship a lot and she means a lot to us.
I've been finding things really hard lately,
I have been bottling things up.
I don't have the energy to deal with me and Bethan.Thank you.
You've been absolutely... Wow.Amazing.
Wow, wow, wow, wow. So much love.
I'd have worn waterproof mascara had I have known.
Remember, you are more than... Enough.Enough.There you go.
Honey, I'm home!
[cheering]What's happening? There they are!
How was it? God, what yous cooking?
Barbeque!Barbeque night. Oh, my God!Really?
Aye.I'm so hungry. Have yous had a good time?
Oh, my God! I've cried all day.
Charlotte, you are not gonna believe what we done.What?
A spiritual retreat. No! Did you enjoy it?
Guess who was there as well. Who?Chico Time!No!
It's Chico Time!Chico was there from the X Factor?
Are they having my life?
How do you feel about Chico? [all] He was amazing!
He went round, "What is it yous wanna heal?" It was very intense.
Did yous have a chat? No, we haven't spoke yet.
I still can't believe these girls still haven't spoken.
I know Chloe well enough.
I know she would never be this stubborn or cold to anyone,
let alone her best friend. Are you not drained now?Yeah.
Yeah, drained! Knackered![laughing]
Shall we get some food?Come on. I wanna eat them carrots.
Chico has emotionally drained Nathan and the girls.
So I think it's about time
we have a classic Geordie Shore family night.
I feel like Chloe and Bethan have got a lot closer today.
Hopefully family night tonight will help them
resolve more of their issues.
"What's this?" "Oh, just egg."
That's disgusting. I know.
Jay's taking extra, extra long tonight to get ready.
That can only mean one thing,
he's trying to seduce Abbie tonight.
# I can hear the sound of thunder
# I can hear the sound of rain
# I can see the bright, white lights
# Can you hear the sound? #
[all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye!
Come on! Oh!
# Don't play with fire
# Fire, fire #
Oh! Stop it!
Hang on, I can hear something.
Somebody's arriving. Who the fuck could it be?
Surprise! Are you all right?
Jay, I wouldn't like to be in your shoes.Chantelle!
Me and Jay have been speaking quite a bit.
He's someone I'm really looking forward to seeing.
I like your dress. Thank you.
This could go tits up. Not in a good way.
Someone's here, yous! Sounds like Steph.
It doesn't. It sounds like Amelia.
You all right? You all right?
I can hear someone.Oh, my God! I wonder who it could be.
Good.What's happening, babe? You all right?
All the better for seeing you.
Chantelle's looking smoking hot. I hope I can keep the news
about Abbie a secret until I can find the right time to tell her.
Oh, my God! Hello, Chantelle! Is she here?Yeah.
Chantelle! What the fuck? I'm shitting myself a bit.
God, you look gorgeous! Hello!
I can't believe Chantelle is here.You look insane!
Hello, you! Hello! You all right? Bloody hell! All right, babes?
I was in the house with Chantelle, she's not the type
of person to get on the wrong side of.
Shut the fuck up!Oh, what you gonna do?I don't give a fuck!
If you've got something to say, say it. Fucking liar!
You don't love Scott! [shouting] I hope Abbie can handle herself.
I'm not gonna lie, I was secretly hoping
that Chantelle wouldn't turn up.
She went with Gary when I was at me lowest.
Just don't need the awkwardness.
What's your hormones like?
They're all right, I'm just tired.I know the feeling.
I was crazy bitch, psycho, pregnant. [laughing]
Oh, hello, darling. You all right? You all right, darling? Yeah.
Having Chantelle in the house is a bit awkward,
considering I've kissed the lad that she's been messaging.
So I don't know how tonight's gonna go.
I heard yous two have been, er, exchanging a few messages like.
You know what? It was mad. He's only human. I'm joking.
We were on a series of Geordie Shore
called the Big Birthday Battle and we had a right laugh.
Now we're both single, who knows where it'll go?
I didn't really get to know you but, um...I wasn't single then.
You had a lass.He's single now. I'm single!So am I.
I've been single for three year. I know you're single. Shit.
This could turn fiery.
If Chantelle finds out about Abbie...
Rather you than me, mate.
What's been going on with yous while yous have been here?
Yesterday was the first night. It was a good night, wasn't it?
It was. Yeah, it was really good.
James knows what he's doing. He's having a fucking wind up.
You haven't been cracking on? What?Eh?
I'm fucked!
Abbie.
I say crack... I necked on with her.
Last night, I necked on with her.
Did ya?
Cheeky bastard!
Oh, God! That did... But howay, what...
Jay, that didn't take you long, considering we just spoke...
We spoke before I come in here.
He does like you though. I promise.
That was just a neck on, I promise.
Listen, babe... Like, nothing serious.
He's free and single. Making a big thing of it.
It is getting blown out of proportion.It is.Massively.
I'm looking at Jay. I've knew him for 12 years
and this is the first time I've seen him a bit flustered.
I'm the one involved in all these dramas,
but it's nice to be on the other side of it.
If you'd have come in...We haven't dated!Of course, but...
We just spoke on the Friday, on the Saturday you kiss someone?
I'm not bothered. I am a bit.A little bit?
[sighs] Of course.I wouldn't be going berserk!I'm not!
Only the day before he came in here,
we're arranging to meet up in Marbella.
And now he's been necking on with Abbie. Like, what the fuck?
Fucking hell! That couldn't have went any worse.
I best check on Abbie. She might be next on Chantelle's hit list.
Abbie?Hello. You all right?Yeah.
Wow!I know. Obviously I know they've been speaking.Oh, good.
Is she annoyed? Aye, she's a bit annoyed,
cos she said like they've been speaking a lot.Have they?Yeah.
I'm not getting myself into a triangle or being second best. No.
I'm not getting myself in that situation.
I'd rather not. I hate triangles.
Before things go west, I'll bite the bullet and talk to Chantelle.
I hope she doesn't kick off.
Bit of a long walk, this. Abbie?
Hi. You all right, babe? Yeah.Good.
Oh, no! Jay could be in big, big trouble here.
What's happening? This is awkward, I've done nothing wrong.
Jay's the one that's been the naughty boy.
Since the reunion, Abbie, me and Chantelle were messaging.
[chatters]When yous were speaking did you say,
"If we're in the house together, we'll crack on?"
I've always said, if me and Chantelle were both single,
we'd end up cracking on. The problem was that we spoke...
Yeah, 24 hours and you couldn't hold your tongue!
You put it down Abbie's throat! That's the point!
I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother us.
I can't blame Abbie. She wasn't to know.
I was really looking forward to seeing Jay.
What a fucking let down!
# You're just a liar # I wanna punch him in the face!
# I dare you, dare you... #
It's... Shh! Shh!
We'd been speaking on the Friday. He couldn't even hold his tongue!
That's me point! Do you get what I'm saying? Cheeky cunt!
Fucking hell! It wouldn't be Geordie Shore
without a little bit of drama. We all secretly love it.
Howay, man! We fucking love it!
What's going on? We heard shouting. Heard loads of ranting.
Ah, nowt's going on. Jay, what you done?
You've caused yourself a triangle.
I knaa! There's a fucking triangle going on.
I'm trying to calm things down and here comes Sophie
and the girls to wind us fucking up. I'm getting out of here.
What?
It's a fucking kiss! I know. I'm fine with a kiss.
I thought he could've waited 24 hours.
But he couldn't. It's cool.
I'm lying if I said it didn't bother us, it did.
Jay, this is really not good. I think you've fucked this one.
# Snakes and ladders Nothing matters
# Haunted by the words I never said... #
I did want to come to see the girls
I fell out with, especially Charlotte.
What month, are you, now, pregnant?18 weeks.
Did you love your bump? I'm only five foot two.
I was like a little, fat Oompa Loompa.
Have you got the kicks yet? Nearly.
I felt the flutters, it's magical. Wait until you get the kicks.
I can't believe I'm sat here,
talking about having babies, with Chantelle!
Why don't we have a drink off? Yeah!
Let's have a drink off. I'm joining in!
Today's been a lot. The last thing I want is drinking games.
It's for the best if we all go to bed,
before it kicks off because that could come from anyone right now.
# You can play the game
# But you can't make the rules
# Cruel
# So cruel #
[all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye!
# I know that this is the way
# This is the way This is the way to be
# You know, this is the way This is the way to be
# Getting busy living... #
Last night was a lot.
Chantelle is a very fiery person.
A lot of people will mistake her passion for aggression.
I have missed living in a house with her.
# Getting busy living long And wild and free
# I know that this is the way
# This is the way This is the way to be... #
Abbie's in a love triangle now. [laughing]
Oh, I felt sorry for you, Abbie.
Chantelle's arrival has caused everyone to have mixed emotions.
I think, out of everyone,
I've probably, like, got a close bond with Louis.
If he knows you've kissed Jay, that might get awkward?
What's he gonna do? Start on Jay? I don't really know.
He'd be, like, squashed like a little fly!
It's not just me it could be awkward for if Louis comes.
I know him and Ant are pissed off over what went down in Ibiza.
# You know this is the way...# Are you all right?Jimbo!
Yous alreet?You OK, bro? I'm good, aye.
How are you?Aye, you would be, wouldn't you?Drama free.
I tell you what, Chantelle had a bit of an entrance.
She will have her say.She's not scared to let her tongue go.
There's nothing worse than James being a smug little bastard.
I hope Roxy comes and knocks him off his high horse!
I need to speak to Chantelle and go from there.
I think it'll go smoother today. I do. I'm not sure.
I wanna speak to Charlotte over the whole Gary situation,
cos she found out I kissed Gary and that didn't go down too well.
I need to speak to you.
Obviously, me and you haven't really spoke.No.
Gary.
It's quite hard to tell Chantelle
what I was going through at the time.
It was a really sad and low and dark time of me life.
You didn't know this, but when you had got with him,
it was when I'd just went through the ectopic pregnancy.
Right, well, I'm really, really even more bloody sorry now.
You didn't know that. I apologise.Yeah.
It's not even you really I was hurt at.
You know what I mean? I'm glad you're here
because I would like to start a friendship
and feel closer than we did before.I love that!
Living in the Geordie Shore house,
I don't think it was a very nice experience for me.
I felt very left out, especially the girls.
I felt like I was proper...on me own.
I don't want you to feel like that this time.
The fact that when I came in, everyone was nice.
Like, it means a lot. Yeah. Yeah. And especially you.
You've got a lot of impact for everyone in the house.
I feel like, if you didn't have a problem...
Oh, don't be so stupid!
..a lot of people jumped on it. I would never have a problem.
You're the only person in this house that I can relate to most.
Like I'm desperate to chat
with someone about, like, motherhood.
And you're gonna be the most amazing mam.Oh, I hope so.
The fact that me and Chantelle are sat here, acknowledging our past,
just shows how much we've grown up and how much times have changed.
Glad we had this conversation. [laughs] I know.
I'm really glad we had this... Sorry, if I ever made you feel...
No. ...nervous to come in as well.
You're gonna make me cry. I just felt it a bit...
It actually feels really nice
to have cleared the air with Charlotte.
And it's mad because I actually feel like part of the family.
# There is something about you now
# That twists me round... #
There's been a lot of tears in the past 24 hours,
so to get us in the party mood, we're off to a beach bar,
where there's probably gonna be more drama. I can't wait!
Whoo!
All the girls look so fucking hot.
Even Charlotte's bump looks lush.
But me heart is just not in the right place,
especially that I screwed mine and Bethan's friendship up.
# There is something about you now # Yeah, yeah
# And I can't explain it But it feels so good... #
We are having the best day.
But seeing Chloe on her own actually hurts us.
Despite everything that happened, I need to see she's all right.
Are you all right? I know. I just need to take five minutes.
Struggling. Really struggling.
I've realised, from yesterday, I need to be totally honest.
If I don't, I'm never gonna get the chance to.
What it was, for me,
is I was going through a really, really bad time.
And I felt like I needed you.
I was looking for reassurance
and I wasn't really getting it off you.Yeah.
And when you were texting us, I was still hurt and angry.
I thought, "She doesn't wanna open up. She doesn't wanna talk.
If she wants to talk, she'll come to me."
When I look back,
there's been times where I hadn't picked it up.
Never felt like this in me life. Really? [sighs] Yeah.
If you'd asked last week, would Bethan speak to us?
I would've said no.
But I'm feeling good that we're having this conversation.
And it's actually making us a lot closer than what we were before.
The only way I can... I get so upset.No, that's all right.
I've never cried so much. Like, it's awful.
It's brave.I've never felt so much pain.Yeah.
I've tried to stay away from everyone,
I don't wanna, like, bring the mood down.
Being here today has really put it into perspective
exactly how much she's hurting.
I completely understand what I've done
and I'm sorry for what's happened.
At one point I genuinely thought,
"We're never, ever gonna speak again."
God, I'm gonna cry again. Don't cry. Please don't cry.
You don't realise how much you love and miss someone
until you have them out of your life and then get them back.
[both laugh]
Now that me and Bethan have spoken, I just feel so good.
[cheering]
I've got me best friend back. I'm very proud.
I've pulled Abbie aside about us necking on.
Chantelle's come in last night,
and kicked off and that is just tenfold,
nothing's even happened with me and Chantelle.
I feel you knew she was coming in.
I had an incline she might come. Yeah. But it wasn't a definite.
I can tell, Jay's trying to act the innocent victim.
But by the way Chantelle's reacted when he came in,
makes me think there's more to their relationship.
To be honest, I feel like it'd make me feel a bit uncomfortable.
Because I feel if I'm trying...
If we were pursuing something, when you and Chantelle
have been speaking, it's not something I wanna get involved in.
I won't lie, Jay is me type. But I am surprised he cracked on to us.
For me, like... Like what...
Totally unexpected what happened the first night, with me and you.
It just happened, right?
You and Louis are more of a thing outside
than me and Chantelle. Yeah? Mm-hm.
I don't know why I'm the bad one.
I haven't necked on with Chantelle.
Abbie's got more to answer for than me.
You seen Louis, when? About two weeks ago, because we're friends.
No, but you've seen...
You've now took that friendship to another level.Mm-hm.
True?Yeah. And that was two weeks ago.
Cos, to me, that's a deeper... you're in a deeper issue there.
Jay's right. I am nervous, cos I don't want the same thing
happening to me, with what's happened to him.
Is he gonna be getting with you or...?
I don't know how he's feeling. Don't have a clue.
There's Louis and Amelia! [screaming]
Yes, people!
Hi!
If I'm being honest, I wasn't looking forward to Louis coming
because he's not happy about me and Chloe not being there for Ant.
Let the fun and games commence, guys!