1 00:00:06,310 --> 00:00:06,517 . 2 00:00:12,275 --> 00:00:16,034 Us girls have decided to take it up a notch 3 00:00:16,103 --> 00:00:18,137 and go on holiday! Whoo! 4 00:00:18,241 --> 00:00:22,689 [screaming]We have absolutely no idea who's gonna show up. 5 00:00:23,758 --> 00:00:26,448 What happens in Portugal, stays in Portugal.Stays in Portugal. 6 00:00:26,517 --> 00:00:28,586 Cavalry's arrived! 7 00:00:28,689 --> 00:00:30,793 Since the reunion, I've been pretty upset. 8 00:00:30,896 --> 00:00:33,931 I'm your fucking best friend! Why weren't you there for us? 9 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:35,965 I don't know if we'll be friends again. 10 00:00:36,034 --> 00:00:39,310 The rumour was, when we were in Australia, Kyle got with Chloe. 11 00:00:39,379 --> 00:00:40,655 Sex? I don't know. 12 00:00:40,758 --> 00:00:43,241 Abbie, what about you? I'm always single. 13 00:00:43,344 --> 00:00:45,655 You've had a fling with Louis? That's a surprise! 14 00:00:45,758 --> 00:00:48,620 You know who I was really happy to see? Chantelle. 15 00:00:48,689 --> 00:00:51,000 We just started fucking messaging. 16 00:00:51,068 --> 00:00:54,103 If Chantelle does come and join us in Portugal, 17 00:00:54,206 --> 00:00:58,275 I'm not sure I'm ready for this. Jay's necking on with Abbie, 18 00:00:58,379 --> 00:01:02,172 Ricci's necking on with Bethan. How did this actually happen? 19 00:01:03,931 --> 00:01:06,068 [all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye! 20 00:01:10,620 --> 00:01:13,827 # Do you know Where you will go tonight? 21 00:01:15,620 --> 00:01:19,862 # I've got the power You don't want to fight # 22 00:01:32,517 --> 00:01:37,068 Rah! [both scream] 23 00:01:39,310 --> 00:01:42,310 Oh, my God! What the hell is Chloe doing here? 24 00:01:42,379 --> 00:01:44,586 How are ya? 25 00:01:44,689 --> 00:01:47,137 Oh, God! This could get awkward. 26 00:01:47,206 --> 00:01:49,344 Chloe's not just got Bethan to deal with, 27 00:01:49,413 --> 00:01:51,413 but she's also got Holly, 28 00:01:51,517 --> 00:01:54,965 who thinks that she got with Kyle, while they were together. 29 00:01:55,034 --> 00:01:56,862 Shit could really hit the fan. 30 00:01:58,413 --> 00:01:59,620 Why? 31 00:02:05,931 --> 00:02:10,379 I want them to make up. I don't want this to ruin our time here. 32 00:02:14,758 --> 00:02:17,896 Holly's saying I need to speak to Chloe, but that's impossible. 33 00:02:17,965 --> 00:02:20,379 She won't even look at us. 34 00:02:24,344 --> 00:02:27,689 What the fuck? We're about to leave and in walks Chloe. 35 00:02:27,793 --> 00:02:32,344 She didn't tell me and after the reunion, I didn't think she would. 36 00:02:40,068 --> 00:02:43,379 I've come to Portugal to have a mint time with me mates. 37 00:02:43,482 --> 00:02:47,344 I have beef with Bethan, but I have grew up with these radgies 38 00:02:47,413 --> 00:02:48,896 and I'm not missing out. 39 00:02:50,724 --> 00:02:52,655 # With open arms, I'm calling # 40 00:03:03,448 --> 00:03:07,379 I've come to Portugal to forget me problems and have a mint time. 41 00:03:07,482 --> 00:03:11,689 Everyone is talking about Bethan and this is not what I need. 42 00:03:20,758 --> 00:03:25,137 I get it was a really hard time for Chloe after her dad died, 43 00:03:25,206 --> 00:03:28,413 but I think that Bethan was trying to be there for her. 44 00:03:28,482 --> 00:03:29,758 It's a tough one. 45 00:03:52,724 --> 00:03:55,724 Feels like I've seen me ex on a night out. 46 00:03:55,793 --> 00:03:58,724 Even me exes would, at least, acknowledge me existence. 47 00:03:58,793 --> 00:04:03,034 # It's not the end, I need Some time to think things over 48 00:04:03,103 --> 00:04:05,206 # Think things over # 49 00:04:08,620 --> 00:04:11,689 Tonight was going so well. But Chloe turning up... 50 00:04:14,724 --> 00:04:16,724 ...has made it go a bit flat. 51 00:04:16,793 --> 00:04:20,862 I hope they sort it out. I don't want it ruining our holiday. 52 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:30,724 I had a good night.Did everyone have a good night?Yeah! 53 00:04:30,793 --> 00:04:32,620 Class night. Nathan, are you OK? 54 00:04:32,724 --> 00:04:35,448 He's fine, he's fine, he's fine, he's fine. 55 00:04:37,551 --> 00:04:40,448 # Attempt to relieve All our memories # 56 00:04:42,482 --> 00:04:46,586 [SIGHS] Oh, God! First night out was class. 57 00:04:46,655 --> 00:04:50,206 It was all about being back with the OGs. 58 00:04:50,275 --> 00:04:54,068 There's a bit of gristle shit. Oh! 59 00:04:55,862 --> 00:04:58,551 Me and Baby G-Shore are hitting the hay. 60 00:04:58,655 --> 00:05:01,034 I'm not used to late nights any more. 61 00:05:04,172 --> 00:05:06,551 Nathan, are you feeling all right? 62 00:05:06,620 --> 00:05:11,000 He is gonna be as rough as a badger's arsehole in the morning. 63 00:05:12,931 --> 00:05:15,862 Chloe, you're not getting into bed like that, sorry. 64 00:05:15,931 --> 00:05:17,724 I'm coming with you. Not like that. 65 00:05:17,827 --> 00:05:20,758 You've got fucking kebab dripping all over, hon. Kebab dress. 66 00:05:20,862 --> 00:05:22,862 # You're playing games Yeah, yeah # 67 00:05:22,931 --> 00:05:24,965 I feel terrible. Now that Chloe's here, 68 00:05:25,068 --> 00:05:28,137 I just don't know what's gonna happen between us. 69 00:05:28,206 --> 00:05:33,620 Tonight was a really fucking good night until Chloe come. Yeah. 70 00:05:33,724 --> 00:05:35,724 It was picture perfect until then. 71 00:05:35,793 --> 00:05:38,931 Chloe's arrival was a complete and utter cock-block. 72 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:41,827 Bethan wasn't in the mood after Chloe turned up. 73 00:05:41,931 --> 00:05:44,482 But tomorrow's another day. 74 00:05:44,586 --> 00:05:48,000 I'm so happy to see you and Abbie, me and Bethan. 75 00:05:48,068 --> 00:05:50,931 We're just doing our fucking thing, bro, right?Exactly. 76 00:05:51,034 --> 00:05:54,000 First night done!You know the fucking dance.Let's get to kip. 77 00:05:54,068 --> 00:05:57,310 Let's get this... Let's get some kip. 78 00:05:58,241 --> 00:06:02,724 # We're running through The red lights, red lights 79 00:06:03,586 --> 00:06:07,344 # Running through the red lights Red lights 80 00:06:07,413 --> 00:06:10,241 # Feel like everything Is all right 81 00:06:10,344 --> 00:06:12,448 # All right 82 00:06:12,551 --> 00:06:17,586 # When we're running through The red lights, red lights # 83 00:06:25,310 --> 00:06:28,724 # As you wake up In the morning, in bed 84 00:06:28,793 --> 00:06:32,655 # With the feelings Running round in our head # 85 00:06:32,724 --> 00:06:35,000 [groans] 86 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:38,103 My head is absolutely banging this morning. 87 00:06:38,172 --> 00:06:42,172 It's definitely a combination of the booze, Chloe arriving, 88 00:06:42,241 --> 00:06:45,103 and oh, yeah, I necked on with Ricci. 89 00:06:45,172 --> 00:06:47,310 # A love affair # 90 00:06:49,068 --> 00:06:51,482 Last night was really, really good 91 00:06:51,586 --> 00:06:54,896 but Chloe's arrival has really changed the mood. 92 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:57,000 Who knows what today's gonna be like? 93 00:06:57,068 --> 00:06:59,241 It's gonna be awkward as fuck! 94 00:06:59,310 --> 00:07:01,551 Bop! [laughs] 95 00:07:01,620 --> 00:07:05,551 If misery loves company, me and Nathan are a match made in heaven 96 00:07:05,620 --> 00:07:07,689 because he's hung up on his break-up 97 00:07:07,758 --> 00:07:09,551 and I've got beef with Chloe. 98 00:07:16,551 --> 00:07:18,206 Oh, no, no. Definitely not. 99 00:07:20,689 --> 00:07:23,206 No, we didn't even acknowledge each other. Yeah. 100 00:07:23,275 --> 00:07:25,413 She didn't even come and say hello. 101 00:07:27,862 --> 00:07:31,931 Last night, Chloe turning up, has caused a huge divide in the house 102 00:07:32,034 --> 00:07:36,172 and I'm gonna need a miracle if I'm gonna fix this beef. 103 00:07:36,275 --> 00:07:39,137 But first, I've gotta shake off this hangover. 104 00:07:39,206 --> 00:07:42,551 Morning, sunshine.Oh![groans] That just looks gorgeous. 105 00:07:42,655 --> 00:07:45,586 You OK? Lollipop? 106 00:07:45,689 --> 00:07:50,034 Ooh! That's not what I wanna see first thing on a morning. Oh. 107 00:07:50,137 --> 00:07:53,655 # Good times, good nights Good vibes, good life... # 108 00:07:53,758 --> 00:07:57,620 How good was last night?Do you know what?It was fucking sick! 109 00:07:57,689 --> 00:08:00,482 One of my best nights ever! My best night ever. 110 00:08:00,586 --> 00:08:03,034 I had such a good night last night, 111 00:08:03,103 --> 00:08:05,103 necking on, having a lap dance 112 00:08:05,172 --> 00:08:07,758 and not being in any dramas. 113 00:08:07,827 --> 00:08:10,172 Waking up has been the best day ever. 114 00:08:10,241 --> 00:08:13,896 From the first minute we went in the club, I was bouncing 115 00:08:13,965 --> 00:08:16,620 until the last minute. I couldn't get me tongue 116 00:08:16,724 --> 00:08:18,448 out of Bethan's fucking throat but... 117 00:08:18,551 --> 00:08:21,068 I'm buzzing Ricci got with Bethan last night. 118 00:08:21,172 --> 00:08:24,034 I necked on with Abbie, but it's nothing serious. 119 00:08:24,103 --> 00:08:27,793 But I know what Ricci and those big, blue eyes are like. 120 00:08:27,862 --> 00:08:30,620 He'll be falling for Bethan before he knows it. 121 00:08:30,689 --> 00:08:34,482 I know it's only one night but you're actually interested. 122 00:08:34,551 --> 00:08:38,000 Oh, mate, I'm in love! I'm gonna get engaged again. Oh, fuck off! 123 00:08:38,068 --> 00:08:40,655 I'm gonna get married. [laughs] 124 00:08:46,689 --> 00:08:47,965 How you feeling? 125 00:08:48,068 --> 00:08:50,206 Oh, I'm tired today. Are ya? 126 00:08:50,310 --> 00:08:52,827 Morning.That was too much for me, last night. 127 00:08:52,931 --> 00:08:56,206 I even regretted a bit at first as well.[laughing] 128 00:08:56,310 --> 00:09:00,448 Oh, my God! See?Did ya? I was full of regret as well. 129 00:09:00,551 --> 00:09:02,275 I was just stood there, 130 00:09:02,344 --> 00:09:04,931 looking down at me big, pregnant belly... 131 00:09:05,034 --> 00:09:07,931 It looked nice.I'm like, "What the fuck am I doing?" 132 00:09:08,034 --> 00:09:10,379 Did yous have a good night? 133 00:09:10,482 --> 00:09:13,517 You know what, it was all right. How are you, Chloe? 134 00:09:13,586 --> 00:09:16,344 I'm all right. I feel a bit awkward.Do you? 135 00:09:16,413 --> 00:09:19,000 I'm still upset and hurt about the situation. 136 00:09:19,103 --> 00:09:22,000 If I had the conversation, I'd say something I'll regret, 137 00:09:22,103 --> 00:09:24,517 it'll get heated and I don't want that. 138 00:09:24,586 --> 00:09:27,000 I've been bottling things up lately, just because 139 00:09:27,068 --> 00:09:30,655 I don't have the emotional space to deal with Bethan right now. 140 00:09:33,000 --> 00:09:36,379 We're all humans, we all act in certain ways, sometimes... 141 00:09:36,448 --> 00:09:39,827 that might not have been the best, in hindsight.Yeah. 142 00:09:39,896 --> 00:09:43,103 I bet you any money, that was a sly dig at Chloe. 143 00:09:43,206 --> 00:09:46,517 Holly's still got this rumour stuck in her head, 144 00:09:46,620 --> 00:09:49,068 that Chloe got with Kyle behind her back. 145 00:09:49,137 --> 00:09:51,655 With everything that Chloe's going on right now, 146 00:09:51,724 --> 00:09:55,000 I don't think it's the right time to deal with it. 147 00:09:55,103 --> 00:09:56,724 And sometimes, like, there's situations 148 00:09:56,793 --> 00:09:59,310 where you do think about yourself in moments. 149 00:09:59,379 --> 00:10:01,655 You don't think about other people.100%. 150 00:10:01,758 --> 00:10:04,827 There might have been a reason she wasn't there for us. 151 00:10:04,931 --> 00:10:07,758 She might say that she was, but she wasn't. 152 00:10:07,827 --> 00:10:11,793 It is so weird living in a house with Chloe again. 153 00:10:11,862 --> 00:10:13,448 We have never been close, 154 00:10:13,551 --> 00:10:17,206 and it was always because of that rumour that they slept together. 155 00:10:17,275 --> 00:10:20,275 If I was to ask Chloe now, she'd still deny it. 156 00:10:20,379 --> 00:10:24,310 Why would I go on like this for no reason?Yeah, you wouldn't. 157 00:10:24,413 --> 00:10:27,448 Why would I? I don't want the fucking drama. 158 00:10:27,517 --> 00:10:30,275 Chloe is so wrapped up in the Bethan drama, 159 00:10:30,344 --> 00:10:34,172 she has no clue that Holly's sat there thinking, 160 00:10:34,275 --> 00:10:38,517 "Did you get with my ex, Kyle?" This could ruin the holiday. 161 00:10:40,275 --> 00:10:43,896 # You should know better Than to mess with me # 162 00:10:46,448 --> 00:10:48,413 [all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye! 163 00:10:56,655 --> 00:11:00,206 # I don't want # To be around with you 164 00:11:00,275 --> 00:11:04,448 # If it means I lose, I won't stop # Fighting for rights # 165 00:11:04,517 --> 00:11:06,448 Hello, son. 166 00:11:08,448 --> 00:11:10,965 How are ya? Good. 167 00:11:15,241 --> 00:11:18,000 Don't laugh. Don't be laughing. Sit down. 168 00:11:18,068 --> 00:11:19,827 I'm gonna go to Portugal. 169 00:11:19,896 --> 00:11:23,724 I've gotta catch up with Ant cos he's in a really bad way. 170 00:11:23,827 --> 00:11:27,068 What's it feel like? Obviously two plates put in. 171 00:11:27,172 --> 00:11:29,275 Me mouth will be shut for eight weeks. 172 00:11:29,344 --> 00:11:32,724 You can't eat?I haven't had dinner in about five days. 173 00:11:32,827 --> 00:11:37,862 I can't brush me teeth and my breath stinks![laughs] 174 00:11:38,931 --> 00:11:41,103 A few weeks back, after the reunion, 175 00:11:41,172 --> 00:11:43,620 some of the crew had to go abroad. 176 00:11:43,724 --> 00:11:46,965 On a night out, an incident left Ant with a broken jaw. 177 00:11:47,034 --> 00:11:50,827 I'm gutted for him. This could not have come at a worse time. 178 00:11:50,931 --> 00:11:53,793 You don't expect to go on holiday and that happen. No. 179 00:11:53,862 --> 00:11:56,689 It's a shit sandwich, like. I've seen better days. 180 00:11:56,793 --> 00:11:58,655 It's not that that's bothered us. 181 00:11:58,758 --> 00:12:02,965 Apart from yourself and Abbie, nee one came to see us.[sighs] 182 00:12:03,068 --> 00:12:05,172 Nathan, Chloe, they've all tried 183 00:12:05,275 --> 00:12:07,344 fucking dropping texts and messages. 184 00:12:07,413 --> 00:12:09,310 But it's too little, too late. 185 00:12:09,379 --> 00:12:12,896 I know Ant is in a shit place and I do understand 186 00:12:12,965 --> 00:12:15,965 the other Geordies might have had shit going off themselves, 187 00:12:16,034 --> 00:12:19,344 but when I get to Portugal, I need to get this sorted. 188 00:12:19,413 --> 00:12:23,000 The biggest kick in the teeth... [laughs] LOL. [laughs] 189 00:12:23,068 --> 00:12:25,862 ..me going to that party and you had people 190 00:12:25,965 --> 00:12:28,068 like, Nathan, Chloe, all walking past us, 191 00:12:28,172 --> 00:12:30,586 like I didn't even fucking exist. 192 00:12:30,655 --> 00:12:33,206 I appreciate you and Abbie coming to see us. 193 00:12:33,275 --> 00:12:35,551 Without you guys, I'd be fucking... 194 00:12:35,655 --> 00:12:39,482 Mate, I love you to pieces. I'd have been there regardless. 195 00:12:39,586 --> 00:12:40,758 It sucks. 196 00:12:40,862 --> 00:12:44,034 # You don't have to hide... # 197 00:12:46,275 --> 00:12:49,103 It breaks me heart to see Ant this upset. 198 00:12:49,172 --> 00:12:53,000 We both feel like the guys weren't there for him when he got hurt. 199 00:12:53,103 --> 00:12:56,137 And when I see 'em, I'm gonna tell them straight. 200 00:13:00,379 --> 00:13:01,793 [sighs] 201 00:13:02,862 --> 00:13:07,655 # We had our summer nights When we were 17 202 00:13:07,724 --> 00:13:10,758 # And we were falling So deep in it # 203 00:13:12,103 --> 00:13:15,413 Holly?Yeah?Can I grab your attention for a second? 204 00:13:15,517 --> 00:13:18,517 It's not uncommon for us Geordies to fall out, 205 00:13:18,586 --> 00:13:22,724 it's usually left to the rest of us to pick up the pieces. 206 00:13:22,793 --> 00:13:25,241 I've got a plan to get the girls 207 00:13:25,344 --> 00:13:28,172 to sort this beef between Chloe and Bethan. 208 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:32,241 [laughing] What?I can see what you've had for breakfast. 209 00:13:32,344 --> 00:13:34,482 I've not had anything.Exactly! You're lying. 210 00:13:34,586 --> 00:13:38,310 Right, I feel like tensions are a little bit high in the house. 211 00:13:38,413 --> 00:13:41,724 We need to release and we need to feel whole. 212 00:13:41,827 --> 00:13:45,310 So I am taking all you girls out. 213 00:13:45,413 --> 00:13:48,379 But listen, I want every single person here 214 00:13:48,482 --> 00:13:50,482 to come with a positive attitude. 215 00:13:50,551 --> 00:13:53,310 We're doing this cos we're gonna feel very good. 216 00:13:53,379 --> 00:13:55,896 I love how positive Nathan's being, 217 00:13:55,965 --> 00:13:59,379 but I just don't know how this is gonna pan out. 218 00:13:59,482 --> 00:14:03,517 I don't know if they're gonna make up or have more arguments. 219 00:14:03,620 --> 00:14:07,034 Go and brush your teeth, get something colourful on 220 00:14:07,103 --> 00:14:10,068 and come with a positive mental... [all] Attitude! 221 00:14:10,137 --> 00:14:12,448 Right, go and get ready! Come on! 222 00:14:12,517 --> 00:14:15,896 Nathan's on a mission to get some harmony in this house. 223 00:14:15,965 --> 00:14:19,344 But last night took it out of me and little Baby G-Shore. 224 00:14:19,448 --> 00:14:20,931 We're gonna get our rest, 225 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:24,482 so we can rejoin the family for a bit of fun tonight. 226 00:14:29,344 --> 00:14:31,827 Oh, my God! Nathan, where you taking us? 227 00:14:31,931 --> 00:14:35,034 Trust me. Yous are all gonna very much enjoy this. 228 00:14:35,103 --> 00:14:37,758 You'll go back feeling energised. It better not be yoga, 229 00:14:37,827 --> 00:14:41,896 cos I can't be arsed.We're not going for a colonic.Oh, my God. 230 00:14:43,448 --> 00:14:46,172 What the fuck are we doing here? 231 00:14:46,241 --> 00:14:49,413 I know it's not everyone's cup of tea, but this group 232 00:14:49,482 --> 00:14:53,482 needs some spiritual healing. And it's not your normal retreat. 233 00:14:53,551 --> 00:14:56,034 You feeling tranquil? What does tranquil mean? 234 00:14:56,103 --> 00:14:58,758 I haven't wore the right shoes. Serenity. 235 00:14:58,862 --> 00:15:01,137 I've not even done my... Who's that? 236 00:15:01,206 --> 00:15:04,862 Hi, Chico!Oh, my God! How are you, darling? 237 00:15:04,965 --> 00:15:07,137 Oh, my God!Yes!It's Chico Time! 238 00:15:07,206 --> 00:15:09,034 I've just realised! It's Chico Time! 239 00:15:09,103 --> 00:15:12,241 Oh, my God! I cannot believe it's Chico! 240 00:15:12,310 --> 00:15:14,413 So lovely to meet you. 241 00:15:14,482 --> 00:15:17,896 This retreat is ran by X Factor legend, Chico. 242 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:20,275 He was once a pop star. 243 00:15:20,344 --> 00:15:23,137 But who knew he'd be some kind of guru? 244 00:15:23,241 --> 00:15:25,862 He's gonna have his hands full with us lot. 245 00:15:25,931 --> 00:15:30,137 You've got all your... I know you called them biatches but I say, 246 00:15:30,206 --> 00:15:32,413 beautiful, intelligent, talented, cool and hot. 247 00:15:32,517 --> 00:15:35,137 [all] Aww! How about that? [laughs] 248 00:15:35,206 --> 00:15:37,758 Where the hell has Nathan brought us? 249 00:15:37,827 --> 00:15:42,379 Why's Chico dressed like Aladdin? What the hell are we about to do? 250 00:15:42,448 --> 00:15:45,758 What have you got in store for us, today then? We've got a journey. 251 00:15:45,827 --> 00:15:49,103 We're going inside, as opposed to outside. Shall we go? 252 00:15:49,206 --> 00:15:51,034 Let's go! OK, let's go! 253 00:16:00,482 --> 00:16:03,517 OK, just raise your hand up in the air 254 00:16:03,586 --> 00:16:07,000 and come back to your heart centre. Just come back here. 255 00:16:08,172 --> 00:16:10,896 Looking around the room, it's fair to say 256 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:13,413 we are all struggling with something personal 257 00:16:13,482 --> 00:16:16,103 and maybe this is a chance to make sure 258 00:16:16,206 --> 00:16:19,586 we're there for each other, and that goes for Chloe and Bethan. 259 00:16:19,655 --> 00:16:21,724 Go to your heart. 260 00:16:21,827 --> 00:16:24,862 Get rid of that, which has been holding us back 261 00:16:24,931 --> 00:16:27,448 and we're gonna make peace in our heart. 262 00:16:27,517 --> 00:16:31,034 Just stay there and feel your heartbeat. Thank you. 263 00:16:32,689 --> 00:16:34,379 Let's hold hands. 264 00:16:34,482 --> 00:16:37,724 Nathan is going to talk... 265 00:16:38,793 --> 00:16:41,206 ...and he's going to say 266 00:16:41,310 --> 00:16:43,758 whatever's inspired in his heart, right now. 267 00:16:43,827 --> 00:16:47,000 I don't wanna be heartbroken any more. 268 00:16:49,655 --> 00:16:52,206 Oh, no! Don't start crying! 269 00:16:55,034 --> 00:16:57,620 Me and Nathan joined on the same day 270 00:16:57,689 --> 00:17:00,034 and it's so hard seeing him this upset. 271 00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:03,000 I just didn't know he was struggling this much. 272 00:17:03,103 --> 00:17:05,310 Chloe? 273 00:17:08,172 --> 00:17:11,896 Um, I wanna know if me, like, me dad's at peace. 274 00:17:13,206 --> 00:17:16,206 Oh. Chloe's grieving about her dad. 275 00:17:16,275 --> 00:17:19,655 Maybe I need to be a bit more considerate 276 00:17:19,758 --> 00:17:22,034 to what she's actually going through. 277 00:17:22,103 --> 00:17:25,172 She's probably not even thinking about mine and her relationship. 278 00:17:32,517 --> 00:17:36,482 [crying] 279 00:17:39,241 --> 00:17:41,793 I'm sick of crying! 280 00:17:45,034 --> 00:17:48,758 You'll never literally know the sort of pain that you go through, 281 00:17:48,827 --> 00:17:52,793 like until you lose someone. It's literally heart-aching. 282 00:17:55,241 --> 00:17:58,758 Is it fair to say that you go, "It's not fair?"Yeah. 283 00:17:58,827 --> 00:18:01,689 Is that what it is? It's not fair.Yeah. 284 00:18:01,758 --> 00:18:04,758 I think today you're gonna make peace with that.Yeah. 285 00:18:04,862 --> 00:18:08,000 You're gonna go, "Dad, I know you're not here physically, 286 00:18:08,103 --> 00:18:11,551 but I know you're here with me always." 287 00:18:11,620 --> 00:18:14,310 [cries] Because he is. He is. 288 00:18:16,448 --> 00:18:19,620 I feel like I've never opened up this much. Honestly. 289 00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:24,310 It's just, like, I feel like I'm starting to grieve. [groans] 290 00:18:26,551 --> 00:18:29,896 I put things to the back of me head to protect myself. 291 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:32,413 And now it's, like, kind of becoming real. 292 00:18:32,482 --> 00:18:34,551 Me dad's death, it doesn't feel real. 293 00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:36,241 Now I'm speaking about it, 294 00:18:36,310 --> 00:18:38,827 it's starting to feel like it's actually happened. 295 00:18:38,896 --> 00:18:42,068 It's just, like... It's just a lot to take in. 296 00:18:42,137 --> 00:18:45,482 It's actually mad to think that Chico, from X Factor, 297 00:18:45,551 --> 00:18:49,931 has just made all of us from Geordie Shore cry. Like cry, cry. 298 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,034 Like I'm talking, ugly cry. 299 00:18:52,137 --> 00:18:56,758 He's never left you, sweetheart. He would never leave you. Ever! 300 00:19:02,137 --> 00:19:04,551 We are all struggling with something personal. 301 00:19:04,655 --> 00:19:09,310 Maybe this is a chance for us to take a look at our mental health 302 00:19:09,379 --> 00:19:13,103 and really make sure that we're all there for each other. 303 00:19:21,379 --> 00:19:24,586 A day by the pool with the Geordie Shore lads, 304 00:19:24,655 --> 00:19:26,206 life cannot get any sweeter! 305 00:19:32,034 --> 00:19:35,206 It's been so long since I've looked over in a club 306 00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:38,068 and seen you two there and you're cracking on. 307 00:19:38,172 --> 00:19:41,103 Last night was an unexpected night. It really was. 308 00:19:41,206 --> 00:19:44,068 I wasn't contemplating getting with Abbie, it just happened. 309 00:19:44,137 --> 00:19:47,896 Obviously the new lad, Louis, he'll be coming at some point. 310 00:19:47,965 --> 00:19:51,275 Louis's normally bouncing in with Ant. Yeah. He'll be by himself. 311 00:19:51,344 --> 00:19:55,206 It might put him on edge. Louis and Ant are joined at the hip. 312 00:19:55,310 --> 00:19:58,172 After the last reunion, the guys went to Ibiza 313 00:19:58,241 --> 00:20:02,137 and Ant ended up with a broken jaw. He's stuck in the Toon. 314 00:20:02,206 --> 00:20:04,655 And his baby girl's been stolen from Jay. 315 00:20:04,758 --> 00:20:07,000 [laughing] He's not gonna be happy. 316 00:20:07,103 --> 00:20:09,241 I'd be surprised if he starts straightaway. 317 00:20:09,344 --> 00:20:11,586 I'd be fucking surprised. Abbie would be cool. 318 00:20:11,655 --> 00:20:15,620 Louis's gonna have an issue with it though. I think even Chantelle 319 00:20:15,689 --> 00:20:19,000 would be pretty cool. I don't think she would be.No? 320 00:20:19,068 --> 00:20:22,482 Jay's a bit nervous. He's got with Abbie on the first night 321 00:20:22,551 --> 00:20:25,482 and now he's panicking, thinking Chantelle's gonna come in. 322 00:20:25,551 --> 00:20:28,310 I know what Chantelle's like. She's a fiery one. 323 00:20:28,379 --> 00:20:30,206 I'd be shitting it. 324 00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:33,517 Do you think Chantelle would kick off? She's fiery, isn't she? 325 00:20:33,586 --> 00:20:38,000 She won't just fucking be like, "Oh, yeah, that's cool." 326 00:20:38,103 --> 00:20:40,275 # I need you Like the morning sun # 327 00:20:41,758 --> 00:20:43,172 # Don't you want to love me? 328 00:20:43,241 --> 00:20:46,724 # Better love me Better love me now # 329 00:20:47,827 --> 00:20:49,655 All right, beautiful people, come on! 330 00:20:49,758 --> 00:20:53,862 I want you to write down that thing you need to let go of 331 00:20:53,965 --> 00:20:56,586 and we'll burn it in the fire of love. 332 00:21:01,931 --> 00:21:04,758 Wrote so much, you know? Is that all right? 333 00:21:04,827 --> 00:21:07,275 I've literally wrote a fucking novel!That's fine. 334 00:21:07,344 --> 00:21:10,620 Need another bit of paper. All my hard work!That's fine. 335 00:21:10,724 --> 00:21:14,758 The last activity that Chico give us, did catch us off guard. 336 00:21:14,827 --> 00:21:18,551 I feel like, now that I've spoke about me dad loads, it's... 337 00:21:18,620 --> 00:21:21,448 Like it's just too much. It's just sinking in. 338 00:21:21,517 --> 00:21:24,827 Today I'm going to let go of other people's opinions. 339 00:21:24,896 --> 00:21:27,620 I know that I am so much more... 340 00:21:27,689 --> 00:21:30,413 Aww!Oh, God! Everyone's crying again! 341 00:21:30,482 --> 00:21:32,620 Fuck's sake! Last cry of the day. 342 00:21:32,689 --> 00:21:36,482 I feel like I've spent a lot of time focusing on being... 343 00:21:36,551 --> 00:21:39,586 Trying to be pretty and slim to please other people, 344 00:21:39,689 --> 00:21:43,620 that's the least important thing about me. I wanna let go of that. 345 00:21:43,724 --> 00:21:47,724 Wow! Beautiful! That was amazing. That's how I feel now. Beautiful! 346 00:21:47,793 --> 00:21:51,379 I'm in such a better place. I am still working on it. 347 00:21:53,827 --> 00:21:57,965 I wanna let go of comparison and self-doubt. 348 00:21:58,034 --> 00:22:00,758 When I meet someone, like, I wanna feel 349 00:22:00,827 --> 00:22:03,241 like I'm really good enough for them. 350 00:22:03,310 --> 00:22:06,310 That was honestly, beautiful. Absolutely... 351 00:22:06,379 --> 00:22:08,172 [laughs] ..beautiful. 352 00:22:08,275 --> 00:22:12,620 Sophie has so much to give and I just hope that, one day, 353 00:22:12,724 --> 00:22:15,724 she finds someone who appreciates everything that she is. 354 00:22:15,793 --> 00:22:19,310 I need to stop being negative. I wanna believe in myself more. 355 00:22:19,379 --> 00:22:23,413 I need to forget about the past, stop putting myself down. 356 00:22:23,482 --> 00:22:26,896 Maybe me barrier has been keeping me closest friends out. 357 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:31,517 I don't know how to deal with it and I don't think I ever will. 358 00:22:31,620 --> 00:22:34,034 Beautiful.Whoo! Beautiful. 359 00:22:34,103 --> 00:22:36,137 Love it. Put that in here. 360 00:22:36,241 --> 00:22:39,517 Seeing Chloe so upset, then be honest about what she needs 361 00:22:39,620 --> 00:22:43,206 to do has really hit home. I need to do the same. 362 00:22:44,310 --> 00:22:47,517 Today I'm letting go of any resentment, 363 00:22:47,586 --> 00:22:52,689 any like ego, any like pain [cries] and like hurt. 364 00:22:52,758 --> 00:22:54,482 Sorry. 365 00:22:54,551 --> 00:22:57,413 [sobs] 366 00:23:00,137 --> 00:23:04,344 And I wanna, like, move on from past hurt with me best friend 367 00:23:04,448 --> 00:23:07,551 because I wanna be there for her the way she needs. 368 00:23:07,655 --> 00:23:12,275 And I care about our friendship a lot and she means a lot to us. 369 00:23:14,103 --> 00:23:16,206 I've been finding things really hard lately, 370 00:23:16,310 --> 00:23:18,310 I have been bottling things up. 371 00:23:18,379 --> 00:23:22,758 I don't have the energy to deal with me and Bethan.Thank you. 372 00:23:22,827 --> 00:23:25,413 You've been absolutely... Wow.Amazing. 373 00:23:25,517 --> 00:23:28,379 Wow, wow, wow, wow. So much love. 374 00:23:28,448 --> 00:23:31,275 I'd have worn waterproof mascara had I have known. 375 00:23:31,379 --> 00:23:36,275 Remember, you are more than... Enough.Enough.There you go. 376 00:23:43,793 --> 00:23:45,241 Honey, I'm home! 377 00:23:45,310 --> 00:23:47,655 [cheering]What's happening? There they are! 378 00:23:47,724 --> 00:23:50,103 How was it? God, what yous cooking? 379 00:23:50,172 --> 00:23:52,344 Barbeque!Barbeque night. Oh, my God!Really? 380 00:23:52,448 --> 00:23:55,172 Aye.I'm so hungry. Have yous had a good time? 381 00:23:55,275 --> 00:23:57,413 Oh, my God! I've cried all day. 382 00:23:57,517 --> 00:24:00,517 Charlotte, you are not gonna believe what we done.What? 383 00:24:00,586 --> 00:24:03,068 A spiritual retreat. No! Did you enjoy it? 384 00:24:03,137 --> 00:24:06,586 Guess who was there as well. Who?Chico Time!No! 385 00:24:06,655 --> 00:24:10,241 It's Chico Time!Chico was there from the X Factor? 386 00:24:10,310 --> 00:24:12,448 Are they having my life? 387 00:24:12,517 --> 00:24:16,137 How do you feel about Chico? [all] He was amazing! 388 00:24:16,206 --> 00:24:20,103 He went round, "What is it yous wanna heal?" It was very intense. 389 00:24:20,172 --> 00:24:23,206 Did yous have a chat? No, we haven't spoke yet. 390 00:24:23,310 --> 00:24:26,551 I still can't believe these girls still haven't spoken. 391 00:24:26,620 --> 00:24:28,137 I know Chloe well enough. 392 00:24:28,206 --> 00:24:31,827 I know she would never be this stubborn or cold to anyone, 393 00:24:31,931 --> 00:24:35,758 let alone her best friend. Are you not drained now?Yeah. 394 00:24:35,827 --> 00:24:37,655 Yeah, drained! Knackered![laughing] 395 00:24:37,758 --> 00:24:40,931 Shall we get some food?Come on. I wanna eat them carrots. 396 00:24:45,620 --> 00:24:49,034 Chico has emotionally drained Nathan and the girls. 397 00:24:49,103 --> 00:24:51,413 So I think it's about time 398 00:24:51,482 --> 00:24:54,517 we have a classic Geordie Shore family night. 399 00:25:06,862 --> 00:25:10,827 I feel like Chloe and Bethan have got a lot closer today. 400 00:25:10,896 --> 00:25:13,172 Hopefully family night tonight will help them 401 00:25:13,241 --> 00:25:15,103 resolve more of their issues. 402 00:25:26,275 --> 00:25:28,482 "What's this?" "Oh, just egg." 403 00:25:28,551 --> 00:25:30,068 That's disgusting. I know. 404 00:25:31,206 --> 00:25:33,896 Jay's taking extra, extra long tonight to get ready. 405 00:25:33,965 --> 00:25:35,827 That can only mean one thing, 406 00:25:35,931 --> 00:25:37,931 he's trying to seduce Abbie tonight. 407 00:25:39,448 --> 00:25:43,275 # I can hear the sound of thunder 408 00:25:43,379 --> 00:25:47,172 # I can hear the sound of rain 409 00:25:47,241 --> 00:25:51,344 # I can see the bright, white lights 410 00:25:52,413 --> 00:25:55,793 # Can you hear the sound? # 411 00:26:00,068 --> 00:26:02,310 [all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye! 412 00:26:11,758 --> 00:26:14,103 Come on! Oh! 413 00:26:17,896 --> 00:26:20,000 # Don't play with fire 414 00:26:21,068 --> 00:26:24,068 # Fire, fire # 415 00:26:28,448 --> 00:26:30,517 Oh! Stop it! 416 00:26:32,310 --> 00:26:34,482 Hang on, I can hear something. 417 00:26:35,793 --> 00:26:38,448 Somebody's arriving. Who the fuck could it be? 418 00:26:39,758 --> 00:26:42,310 Surprise! Are you all right? 419 00:26:43,379 --> 00:26:47,034 Jay, I wouldn't like to be in your shoes.Chantelle! 420 00:26:47,137 --> 00:26:49,827 Me and Jay have been speaking quite a bit. 421 00:26:49,896 --> 00:26:53,241 He's someone I'm really looking forward to seeing. 422 00:26:53,344 --> 00:26:55,517 I like your dress. Thank you. 423 00:26:55,620 --> 00:26:58,448 This could go tits up. Not in a good way. 424 00:26:58,517 --> 00:27:00,896 Someone's here, yous! Sounds like Steph. 425 00:27:00,965 --> 00:27:03,068 It doesn't. It sounds like Amelia. 426 00:27:03,137 --> 00:27:05,172 You all right? You all right? 427 00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:09,310 I can hear someone.Oh, my God! I wonder who it could be. 428 00:27:09,379 --> 00:27:11,586 Good.What's happening, babe? You all right? 429 00:27:11,655 --> 00:27:13,862 All the better for seeing you. 430 00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:17,689 Chantelle's looking smoking hot. I hope I can keep the news 431 00:27:17,793 --> 00:27:21,931 about Abbie a secret until I can find the right time to tell her. 432 00:27:22,034 --> 00:27:26,068 Oh, my God! Hello, Chantelle! Is she here?Yeah. 433 00:27:26,172 --> 00:27:29,482 Chantelle! What the fuck? I'm shitting myself a bit. 434 00:27:29,551 --> 00:27:32,310 God, you look gorgeous! Hello! 435 00:27:32,413 --> 00:27:35,275 I can't believe Chantelle is here.You look insane! 436 00:27:35,344 --> 00:27:39,758 Hello, you! Hello! You all right? Bloody hell! All right, babes? 437 00:27:39,862 --> 00:27:42,931 I was in the house with Chantelle, she's not the type 438 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:45,586 of person to get on the wrong side of. 439 00:27:45,689 --> 00:27:50,000 Shut the fuck up!Oh, what you gonna do?I don't give a fuck! 440 00:27:50,068 --> 00:27:52,827 If you've got something to say, say it. Fucking liar! 441 00:27:52,931 --> 00:27:57,931 You don't love Scott! [shouting] I hope Abbie can handle herself. 442 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,275 I'm not gonna lie, I was secretly hoping 443 00:28:01,344 --> 00:28:03,517 that Chantelle wouldn't turn up. 444 00:28:03,586 --> 00:28:06,551 She went with Gary when I was at me lowest. 445 00:28:06,655 --> 00:28:08,344 Just don't need the awkwardness. 446 00:28:08,413 --> 00:28:10,206 What's your hormones like? 447 00:28:10,310 --> 00:28:13,482 They're all right, I'm just tired.I know the feeling. 448 00:28:13,551 --> 00:28:16,137 I was crazy bitch, psycho, pregnant. [laughing] 449 00:28:17,241 --> 00:28:20,827 Oh, hello, darling. You all right? You all right, darling? Yeah. 450 00:28:20,931 --> 00:28:23,482 Having Chantelle in the house is a bit awkward, 451 00:28:23,586 --> 00:28:27,172 considering I've kissed the lad that she's been messaging. 452 00:28:27,241 --> 00:28:29,827 So I don't know how tonight's gonna go. 453 00:28:31,068 --> 00:28:34,482 I heard yous two have been, er, exchanging a few messages like. 454 00:28:34,586 --> 00:28:37,827 You know what? It was mad. He's only human. I'm joking. 455 00:28:42,758 --> 00:28:45,068 We were on a series of Geordie Shore 456 00:28:45,137 --> 00:28:48,310 called the Big Birthday Battle and we had a right laugh. 457 00:28:48,379 --> 00:28:51,482 Now we're both single, who knows where it'll go? 458 00:28:51,551 --> 00:28:55,034 I didn't really get to know you but, um...I wasn't single then. 459 00:28:55,137 --> 00:28:58,620 You had a lass.He's single now. I'm single!So am I. 460 00:28:58,724 --> 00:29:02,896 I've been single for three year. I know you're single. Shit. 461 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:04,620 This could turn fiery. 462 00:29:04,689 --> 00:29:07,275 If Chantelle finds out about Abbie... 463 00:29:07,344 --> 00:29:09,517 Rather you than me, mate. 464 00:29:09,586 --> 00:29:13,103 What's been going on with yous while yous have been here? 465 00:29:13,172 --> 00:29:15,896 Yesterday was the first night. It was a good night, wasn't it? 466 00:29:15,965 --> 00:29:18,172 It was. Yeah, it was really good. 467 00:29:18,275 --> 00:29:21,689 James knows what he's doing. He's having a fucking wind up. 468 00:29:21,758 --> 00:29:25,000 You haven't been cracking on? What?Eh? 469 00:29:29,758 --> 00:29:31,965 I'm fucked! 470 00:29:32,034 --> 00:29:33,965 Abbie. 471 00:29:35,517 --> 00:29:38,310 I say crack... I necked on with her. 472 00:29:38,413 --> 00:29:41,379 Last night, I necked on with her. 473 00:29:42,689 --> 00:29:44,413 Did ya? 474 00:29:48,034 --> 00:29:49,827 Cheeky bastard! 475 00:29:52,517 --> 00:29:54,758 Oh, God! That did... But howay, what... 476 00:29:54,862 --> 00:29:58,137 Jay, that didn't take you long, considering we just spoke... 477 00:29:58,206 --> 00:30:00,586 We spoke before I come in here. 478 00:30:00,689 --> 00:30:02,931 He does like you though. I promise. 479 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,724 That was just a neck on, I promise. 480 00:30:05,793 --> 00:30:07,344 Listen, babe... Like, nothing serious. 481 00:30:07,413 --> 00:30:10,206 He's free and single. Making a big thing of it. 482 00:30:10,275 --> 00:30:13,448 It is getting blown out of proportion.It is.Massively. 483 00:30:13,551 --> 00:30:16,379 I'm looking at Jay. I've knew him for 12 years 484 00:30:16,448 --> 00:30:19,862 and this is the first time I've seen him a bit flustered. 485 00:30:19,931 --> 00:30:22,310 I'm the one involved in all these dramas, 486 00:30:22,413 --> 00:30:25,655 but it's nice to be on the other side of it. 487 00:30:25,724 --> 00:30:28,931 If you'd have come in...We haven't dated!Of course, but... 488 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:32,275 We just spoke on the Friday, on the Saturday you kiss someone? 489 00:30:32,344 --> 00:30:35,137 I'm not bothered. I am a bit.A little bit? 490 00:30:35,206 --> 00:30:38,931 [sighs] Of course.I wouldn't be going berserk!I'm not! 491 00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:41,896 Only the day before he came in here, 492 00:30:41,965 --> 00:30:44,517 we're arranging to meet up in Marbella. 493 00:30:44,586 --> 00:30:48,586 And now he's been necking on with Abbie. Like, what the fuck? 494 00:30:53,655 --> 00:30:56,103 Fucking hell! That couldn't have went any worse. 495 00:30:56,206 --> 00:30:59,862 I best check on Abbie. She might be next on Chantelle's hit list. 496 00:31:02,724 --> 00:31:05,551 Abbie?Hello. You all right?Yeah. 497 00:31:05,620 --> 00:31:09,758 Wow!I know. Obviously I know they've been speaking.Oh, good. 498 00:31:09,827 --> 00:31:12,379 Is she annoyed? Aye, she's a bit annoyed, 499 00:31:12,448 --> 00:31:16,034 cos she said like they've been speaking a lot.Have they?Yeah. 500 00:31:16,103 --> 00:31:19,413 I'm not getting myself into a triangle or being second best. No. 501 00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:21,620 I'm not getting myself in that situation. 502 00:31:21,689 --> 00:31:23,482 I'd rather not. I hate triangles. 503 00:31:23,586 --> 00:31:28,068 Before things go west, I'll bite the bullet and talk to Chantelle. 504 00:31:28,172 --> 00:31:30,000 I hope she doesn't kick off. 505 00:31:34,896 --> 00:31:37,793 Bit of a long walk, this. Abbie? 506 00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:41,000 Hi. You all right, babe? Yeah.Good. 507 00:31:41,103 --> 00:31:45,724 Oh, no! Jay could be in big, big trouble here. 508 00:31:45,793 --> 00:31:49,896 What's happening? This is awkward, I've done nothing wrong. 509 00:31:49,965 --> 00:31:52,586 Jay's the one that's been the naughty boy. 510 00:31:52,655 --> 00:31:55,172 Since the reunion, Abbie, me and Chantelle were messaging. 511 00:31:55,241 --> 00:31:57,965 [chatters]When yous were speaking did you say, 512 00:31:58,034 --> 00:32:00,379 "If we're in the house together, we'll crack on?" 513 00:32:00,448 --> 00:32:03,551 I've always said, if me and Chantelle were both single, 514 00:32:03,655 --> 00:32:07,000 we'd end up cracking on. The problem was that we spoke... 515 00:32:08,724 --> 00:32:11,586 Yeah, 24 hours and you couldn't hold your tongue! 516 00:32:11,689 --> 00:32:14,482 You put it down Abbie's throat! That's the point! 517 00:32:14,551 --> 00:32:17,310 I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother us. 518 00:32:17,379 --> 00:32:20,034 I can't blame Abbie. She wasn't to know. 519 00:32:20,137 --> 00:32:23,034 I was really looking forward to seeing Jay. 520 00:32:24,172 --> 00:32:26,655 What a fucking let down! 521 00:32:26,758 --> 00:32:31,137 # You're just a liar # I wanna punch him in the face! 522 00:32:32,517 --> 00:32:34,862 # I dare you, dare you... # 523 00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:40,482 It's... Shh! Shh! 524 00:32:40,551 --> 00:32:44,551 We'd been speaking on the Friday. He couldn't even hold his tongue! 525 00:32:44,655 --> 00:32:48,586 That's me point! Do you get what I'm saying? Cheeky cunt! 526 00:32:50,137 --> 00:32:52,827 Fucking hell! It wouldn't be Geordie Shore 527 00:32:52,931 --> 00:32:56,413 without a little bit of drama. We all secretly love it. 528 00:32:56,517 --> 00:32:58,793 Howay, man! We fucking love it! 529 00:32:58,862 --> 00:33:01,586 What's going on? We heard shouting. Heard loads of ranting. 530 00:33:01,655 --> 00:33:04,103 Ah, nowt's going on. Jay, what you done? 531 00:33:04,206 --> 00:33:05,758 You've caused yourself a triangle. 532 00:33:05,862 --> 00:33:08,793 I knaa! There's a fucking triangle going on. 533 00:33:08,896 --> 00:33:11,793 I'm trying to calm things down and here comes Sophie 534 00:33:11,896 --> 00:33:15,551 and the girls to wind us fucking up. I'm getting out of here. 535 00:33:15,655 --> 00:33:17,689 What? 536 00:33:19,103 --> 00:33:22,620 It's a fucking kiss! I know. I'm fine with a kiss. 537 00:33:22,724 --> 00:33:24,965 I thought he could've waited 24 hours. 538 00:33:25,034 --> 00:33:26,655 But he couldn't. It's cool. 539 00:33:26,758 --> 00:33:30,000 I'm lying if I said it didn't bother us, it did. 540 00:33:30,068 --> 00:33:33,724 Jay, this is really not good. I think you've fucked this one. 541 00:33:36,275 --> 00:33:40,275 # Snakes and ladders Nothing matters 542 00:33:40,379 --> 00:33:42,862 # Haunted by the words I never said... # 543 00:33:42,931 --> 00:33:45,862 I did want to come to see the girls 544 00:33:45,931 --> 00:33:47,862 I fell out with, especially Charlotte. 545 00:33:47,931 --> 00:33:51,068 What month, are you, now, pregnant?18 weeks. 546 00:33:51,137 --> 00:33:53,931 Did you love your bump? I'm only five foot two. 547 00:33:54,034 --> 00:33:56,758 I was like a little, fat Oompa Loompa. 548 00:33:56,827 --> 00:33:58,724 Have you got the kicks yet? Nearly. 549 00:33:58,793 --> 00:34:02,068 I felt the flutters, it's magical. Wait until you get the kicks. 550 00:34:02,172 --> 00:34:04,482 I can't believe I'm sat here, 551 00:34:04,586 --> 00:34:06,862 talking about having babies, with Chantelle! 552 00:34:06,965 --> 00:34:09,655 Why don't we have a drink off? Yeah! 553 00:34:09,724 --> 00:34:12,034 Let's have a drink off. I'm joining in! 554 00:34:12,103 --> 00:34:15,758 Today's been a lot. The last thing I want is drinking games. 555 00:34:15,862 --> 00:34:18,689 It's for the best if we all go to bed, 556 00:34:18,758 --> 00:34:22,586 before it kicks off because that could come from anyone right now. 557 00:34:22,689 --> 00:34:25,862 # You can play the game 558 00:34:25,931 --> 00:34:30,068 # But you can't make the rules 559 00:34:31,689 --> 00:34:33,896 # Cruel 560 00:34:33,965 --> 00:34:37,310 # So cruel # 561 00:34:39,965 --> 00:34:41,965 [all] Geordie Shore, whey-aye! 562 00:34:49,310 --> 00:34:51,310 # I know that this is the way 563 00:34:51,413 --> 00:34:53,793 # This is the way This is the way to be 564 00:34:54,931 --> 00:34:58,344 # You know, this is the way This is the way to be 565 00:34:59,275 --> 00:35:02,758 # You know, this is the way This is the way to be 566 00:35:02,827 --> 00:35:04,827 # Getting busy living... # 567 00:35:04,931 --> 00:35:06,758 Last night was a lot. 568 00:35:06,827 --> 00:35:09,103 Chantelle is a very fiery person. 569 00:35:09,206 --> 00:35:12,655 A lot of people will mistake her passion for aggression. 570 00:35:12,724 --> 00:35:15,517 I have missed living in a house with her. 571 00:35:15,620 --> 00:35:18,448 # Getting busy living long And wild and free 572 00:35:19,482 --> 00:35:20,896 # I know that this is the way 573 00:35:20,965 --> 00:35:23,758 # This is the way This is the way to be... # 574 00:35:26,310 --> 00:35:28,275 Abbie's in a love triangle now. [laughing] 575 00:35:28,344 --> 00:35:30,517 Oh, I felt sorry for you, Abbie. 576 00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:34,517 Chantelle's arrival has caused everyone to have mixed emotions. 577 00:35:34,586 --> 00:35:36,103 I think, out of everyone, 578 00:35:36,172 --> 00:35:38,965 I've probably, like, got a close bond with Louis. 579 00:35:39,034 --> 00:35:42,379 If he knows you've kissed Jay, that might get awkward? 580 00:35:42,448 --> 00:35:46,034 What's he gonna do? Start on Jay? I don't really know. 581 00:35:46,137 --> 00:35:48,620 He'd be, like, squashed like a little fly! 582 00:35:48,689 --> 00:35:52,103 It's not just me it could be awkward for if Louis comes. 583 00:35:52,206 --> 00:35:57,000 I know him and Ant are pissed off over what went down in Ibiza. 584 00:35:58,862 --> 00:36:02,241 # You know this is the way...# Are you all right?Jimbo! 585 00:36:02,344 --> 00:36:05,586 Yous alreet?You OK, bro? I'm good, aye. 586 00:36:05,655 --> 00:36:09,241 How are you?Aye, you would be, wouldn't you?Drama free. 587 00:36:09,344 --> 00:36:12,689 I tell you what, Chantelle had a bit of an entrance. 588 00:36:12,793 --> 00:36:16,931 She will have her say.She's not scared to let her tongue go. 589 00:36:17,034 --> 00:36:20,206 There's nothing worse than James being a smug little bastard. 590 00:36:20,275 --> 00:36:23,862 I hope Roxy comes and knocks him off his high horse! 591 00:36:23,931 --> 00:36:26,827 I need to speak to Chantelle and go from there. 592 00:36:26,896 --> 00:36:30,137 I think it'll go smoother today. I do. I'm not sure. 593 00:36:33,068 --> 00:36:36,965 I wanna speak to Charlotte over the whole Gary situation, 594 00:36:37,034 --> 00:36:41,310 cos she found out I kissed Gary and that didn't go down too well. 595 00:36:44,379 --> 00:36:46,965 I need to speak to you. 596 00:36:49,620 --> 00:36:54,103 Obviously, me and you haven't really spoke.No. 597 00:36:56,448 --> 00:36:57,862 Gary. 598 00:37:01,034 --> 00:37:03,068 It's quite hard to tell Chantelle 599 00:37:03,137 --> 00:37:05,896 what I was going through at the time. 600 00:37:05,965 --> 00:37:11,000 It was a really sad and low and dark time of me life. 601 00:37:11,103 --> 00:37:14,655 You didn't know this, but when you had got with him, 602 00:37:14,758 --> 00:37:18,206 it was when I'd just went through the ectopic pregnancy. 603 00:37:18,275 --> 00:37:22,137 Right, well, I'm really, really even more bloody sorry now. 604 00:37:22,206 --> 00:37:24,448 You didn't know that. I apologise.Yeah. 605 00:37:24,517 --> 00:37:27,103 It's not even you really I was hurt at. 606 00:37:27,206 --> 00:37:30,137 You know what I mean? I'm glad you're here 607 00:37:30,241 --> 00:37:32,655 because I would like to start a friendship 608 00:37:32,724 --> 00:37:35,758 and feel closer than we did before.I love that! 609 00:37:35,862 --> 00:37:37,862 Living in the Geordie Shore house, 610 00:37:37,931 --> 00:37:41,275 I don't think it was a very nice experience for me. 611 00:37:41,344 --> 00:37:45,172 I felt very left out, especially the girls. 612 00:37:45,275 --> 00:37:48,310 I felt like I was proper...on me own. 613 00:37:48,379 --> 00:37:51,241 I don't want you to feel like that this time. 614 00:37:51,344 --> 00:37:54,172 The fact that when I came in, everyone was nice. 615 00:37:54,241 --> 00:37:57,275 Like, it means a lot. Yeah. Yeah. And especially you. 616 00:37:57,379 --> 00:38:00,448 You've got a lot of impact for everyone in the house. 617 00:38:00,551 --> 00:38:03,344 I feel like, if you didn't have a problem... 618 00:38:03,448 --> 00:38:04,965 Oh, don't be so stupid! 619 00:38:05,068 --> 00:38:08,758 ..a lot of people jumped on it. I would never have a problem. 620 00:38:08,862 --> 00:38:12,344 You're the only person in this house that I can relate to most. 621 00:38:12,413 --> 00:38:14,103 Like I'm desperate to chat 622 00:38:14,172 --> 00:38:16,931 with someone about, like, motherhood. 623 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,793 And you're gonna be the most amazing mam.Oh, I hope so. 624 00:38:20,862 --> 00:38:25,482 The fact that me and Chantelle are sat here, acknowledging our past, 625 00:38:25,586 --> 00:38:30,172 just shows how much we've grown up and how much times have changed. 626 00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:33,482 Glad we had this conversation. [laughs] I know. 627 00:38:33,586 --> 00:38:37,689 I'm really glad we had this... Sorry, if I ever made you feel... 628 00:38:37,758 --> 00:38:39,862 No. ...nervous to come in as well. 629 00:38:39,931 --> 00:38:43,344 You're gonna make me cry. I just felt it a bit... 630 00:38:43,448 --> 00:38:45,137 It actually feels really nice 631 00:38:45,241 --> 00:38:47,655 to have cleared the air with Charlotte. 632 00:38:47,724 --> 00:38:52,448 And it's mad because I actually feel like part of the family. 633 00:38:58,827 --> 00:39:01,344 # There is something about you now 634 00:39:02,827 --> 00:39:04,551 # That twists me round... # 635 00:39:04,655 --> 00:39:07,551 There's been a lot of tears in the past 24 hours, 636 00:39:07,655 --> 00:39:11,586 so to get us in the party mood, we're off to a beach bar, 637 00:39:11,689 --> 00:39:15,310 where there's probably gonna be more drama. I can't wait! 638 00:39:15,413 --> 00:39:16,379 Whoo! 639 00:39:17,517 --> 00:39:19,931 All the girls look so fucking hot. 640 00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:22,000 Even Charlotte's bump looks lush. 641 00:39:22,103 --> 00:39:25,068 But me heart is just not in the right place, 642 00:39:25,172 --> 00:39:28,413 especially that I screwed mine and Bethan's friendship up. 643 00:39:29,551 --> 00:39:32,413 # There is something about you now # Yeah, yeah 644 00:39:32,482 --> 00:39:36,275 # And I can't explain it But it feels so good... # 645 00:39:36,379 --> 00:39:38,586 We are having the best day. 646 00:39:38,655 --> 00:39:41,793 But seeing Chloe on her own actually hurts us. 647 00:39:41,862 --> 00:39:45,172 Despite everything that happened, I need to see she's all right. 648 00:39:45,275 --> 00:39:49,724 Are you all right? I know. I just need to take five minutes. 649 00:39:49,827 --> 00:39:51,931 Struggling. Really struggling. 650 00:39:56,241 --> 00:39:59,551 I've realised, from yesterday, I need to be totally honest. 651 00:39:59,620 --> 00:40:02,724 If I don't, I'm never gonna get the chance to. 652 00:40:02,793 --> 00:40:04,551 What it was, for me, 653 00:40:04,620 --> 00:40:08,000 is I was going through a really, really bad time. 654 00:40:08,103 --> 00:40:10,793 And I felt like I needed you. 655 00:40:10,862 --> 00:40:12,689 I was looking for reassurance 656 00:40:12,793 --> 00:40:15,586 and I wasn't really getting it off you.Yeah. 657 00:40:15,655 --> 00:40:19,413 And when you were texting us, I was still hurt and angry. 658 00:40:19,482 --> 00:40:23,689 I thought, "She doesn't wanna open up. She doesn't wanna talk. 659 00:40:23,758 --> 00:40:26,344 If she wants to talk, she'll come to me." 660 00:40:26,448 --> 00:40:27,862 When I look back, 661 00:40:27,931 --> 00:40:30,655 there's been times where I hadn't picked it up. 662 00:40:30,724 --> 00:40:33,655 Never felt like this in me life. Really? [sighs] Yeah. 663 00:40:33,724 --> 00:40:36,482 If you'd asked last week, would Bethan speak to us? 664 00:40:36,551 --> 00:40:37,724 I would've said no. 665 00:40:37,862 --> 00:40:40,413 But I'm feeling good that we're having this conversation. 666 00:40:40,517 --> 00:40:44,413 And it's actually making us a lot closer than what we were before. 667 00:40:44,517 --> 00:40:48,448 The only way I can... I get so upset.No, that's all right. 668 00:40:48,551 --> 00:40:51,275 I've never cried so much. Like, it's awful. 669 00:40:51,379 --> 00:40:54,206 It's brave.I've never felt so much pain.Yeah. 670 00:40:54,275 --> 00:40:56,448 I've tried to stay away from everyone, 671 00:40:56,517 --> 00:40:59,000 I don't wanna, like, bring the mood down. 672 00:41:00,103 --> 00:41:03,413 Being here today has really put it into perspective 673 00:41:03,517 --> 00:41:05,068 exactly how much she's hurting. 674 00:41:06,137 --> 00:41:09,241 I completely understand what I've done 675 00:41:09,344 --> 00:41:11,379 and I'm sorry for what's happened. 676 00:41:11,448 --> 00:41:13,344 At one point I genuinely thought, 677 00:41:13,413 --> 00:41:15,310 "We're never, ever gonna speak again." 678 00:41:15,379 --> 00:41:18,344 God, I'm gonna cry again. Don't cry. Please don't cry. 679 00:41:18,413 --> 00:41:21,344 You don't realise how much you love and miss someone 680 00:41:21,413 --> 00:41:25,206 until you have them out of your life and then get them back. 681 00:41:25,275 --> 00:41:27,206 [both laugh] 682 00:41:27,275 --> 00:41:31,655 Now that me and Bethan have spoken, I just feel so good. 683 00:41:31,724 --> 00:41:35,551 [cheering] 684 00:41:35,655 --> 00:41:38,310 I've got me best friend back. I'm very proud. 685 00:41:45,172 --> 00:41:47,586 I've pulled Abbie aside about us necking on. 686 00:41:47,689 --> 00:41:49,241 Chantelle's come in last night, 687 00:41:49,344 --> 00:41:51,862 and kicked off and that is just tenfold, 688 00:41:51,965 --> 00:41:54,206 nothing's even happened with me and Chantelle. 689 00:41:54,310 --> 00:41:56,689 I feel you knew she was coming in. 690 00:41:56,793 --> 00:42:00,896 I had an incline she might come. Yeah. But it wasn't a definite. 691 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:04,103 I can tell, Jay's trying to act the innocent victim. 692 00:42:04,172 --> 00:42:07,724 But by the way Chantelle's reacted when he came in, 693 00:42:07,793 --> 00:42:11,275 makes me think there's more to their relationship. 694 00:42:11,344 --> 00:42:15,482 To be honest, I feel like it'd make me feel a bit uncomfortable. 695 00:42:15,551 --> 00:42:17,413 Because I feel if I'm trying... 696 00:42:17,517 --> 00:42:20,379 If we were pursuing something, when you and Chantelle 697 00:42:20,448 --> 00:42:24,000 have been speaking, it's not something I wanna get involved in. 698 00:42:24,068 --> 00:42:28,586 I won't lie, Jay is me type. But I am surprised he cracked on to us. 699 00:42:28,655 --> 00:42:31,448 For me, like... Like what... 700 00:42:31,517 --> 00:42:36,482 Totally unexpected what happened the first night, with me and you. 701 00:42:36,551 --> 00:42:37,896 It just happened, right? 702 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:40,793 You and Louis are more of a thing outside 703 00:42:40,862 --> 00:42:42,758 than me and Chantelle. Yeah? Mm-hm. 704 00:42:42,862 --> 00:42:45,103 I don't know why I'm the bad one. 705 00:42:45,172 --> 00:42:47,103 I haven't necked on with Chantelle. 706 00:42:47,172 --> 00:42:49,896 Abbie's got more to answer for than me. 707 00:42:49,965 --> 00:42:53,793 You seen Louis, when? About two weeks ago, because we're friends. 708 00:42:53,896 --> 00:42:55,724 No, but you've seen... 709 00:42:55,793 --> 00:42:59,206 You've now took that friendship to another level.Mm-hm. 710 00:42:59,310 --> 00:43:02,068 True?Yeah. And that was two weeks ago. 711 00:43:02,137 --> 00:43:07,344 Cos, to me, that's a deeper... you're in a deeper issue there. 712 00:43:07,448 --> 00:43:10,965 Jay's right. I am nervous, cos I don't want the same thing 713 00:43:11,068 --> 00:43:13,482 happening to me, with what's happened to him. 714 00:43:13,551 --> 00:43:15,931 Is he gonna be getting with you or...? 715 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,793 I don't know how he's feeling. Don't have a clue. 716 00:43:29,379 --> 00:43:32,068 There's Louis and Amelia! [screaming] 717 00:43:32,172 --> 00:43:34,310 Yes, people! 718 00:43:34,379 --> 00:43:36,206 Hi! 719 00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:41,517 If I'm being honest, I wasn't looking forward to Louis coming 720 00:43:41,620 --> 00:43:44,896 because he's not happy about me and Chloe not being there for Ant. 721 00:43:48,862 --> 00:43:51,620 Let the fun and games commence, guys!