.
Chloe, I'm your fucking best friend!
And me dad was dying and you weren't there for us.
I can't just forgive you for that.
I want know if me... like, me dad's at peace.
Oh, I'm sorry. Chloe's grieving about her dad.
Maybe I need to be a bit more considerate
to what she's going through.
[laughs]
I've got me best friend back.
The rumour was that when we were in Australia,
and me and Kyle were going through a bad time,
that Kyle got with Chloe.
Sex? I don't know.
Apart from yourself and Abbie, no-one came to see us.
After the reunion, on a night out,
there was an incident that left Ant with a broken jaw
and when he needed his friends the most, they deserted him.
Nathan, Chloe, all walking past us, like I didn't even fucking exist.
When I get out to Portugal,
I need to get this sorted, once and for all.
Me and you, it just happened.
You and Louis are more of a thing than me and Chantelle.
Is he gonna be coming in thinking he's getting with you?
I don't think how he's feeling. I don't have a clue.
There's Louis and Amelia! [all scream]
Yes, people!
I wasn't looking forward to Louis coming out.
I know he wasn't happy about me and Chloe not being there for Ant.
Let the fun and games commence, guys.
[all] Geordie Shore, why-aye!
Oi! [screaming]
Come on, get in!
How we going?
Shit!
Shit! Louis's here.
I don't know how he's gonna react about me necking on with Abbie.
I'm glad we've had that chat. Yeah.
This is awkward.
How we going, mate?
I don't want this Jay thing to ruin what me and Louis have.
What's been going on?
Basically, on the first night I come in, I was necking on with Abbie.
I weren't expecting that.
He's just fucking told Louis.
Has he? Yeah.
It's all right. It's fine. Absolutely fine.
Wait, has no-one said that to you?
Nah, I... I didn't know nowt.
Swear down. So I've broke the news to you?
You broke news to me. Cos I knew you and Abbie were...
Yeah, I've got with Abbie before.
Are you gonna cry? No!
I just bite my nails when I'm anxious.Oh, right, OK.
Maybe me and Abbie aren't as close as I thought.
We're all, like, adults now and there's still drama going on.
Like, nothing changes.
And I'm glad I'm not part of that drama.
Oh! [laughs] Yes!
[laughter]
[cheering]
I've heard Louis isn't happy with me and Nathan
with what went down with Ant in Ibiza.
I know Louis is gonna pipe up soon.
I've just got me best friend back and I'm trying to stay happy.
I've only just got here and me head's mashed.
I need to sit down with Abbie and get things straight.
How you doing? You good? Yeah. [laughs] Yeah. You?
Feel a bit weird. This is really awkward now.
We have been getting with each other outside the house
and I don't know how serious he thinks we are.
Were it just a one-off fling? Were it... Do you know what I mean?
Is it... is it just a... Is it a kiss on a night out?
Is it a kiss when you're pissed?
I don't even understand how it happened.
I thought me and Abbie were after a bit of fun,
but this has made me realise maybe I wanted a bit more than that.
Come on, we'll get a drink. Can I have a hug?
That'll be enough of that. Er, yeah. Yeah, you can have a hug.
You can have a hug. That's all you're getting.
Can I have a full hug? Nah, you can't.
You've gotta make your way back. No, no, no, cos you...
Just give me a full hug. No! No.
Please? You're not allowed one yet!
It's great that Louis's arrived.
There might be drama for other people
but for me, at least I don't have to worry
about Jay's tongue being down Abbie's throat.
[all cheer]
Bye, driver! Bye! Bye!
[cheering]
[Abbie]Oh, watch the lights! Oh, my God, watch the drink!
I love Louis and Amelia, but I've heard through the grapevine
that Louis has a problem with me and Chloe cos we weren't there for Ant.
I'm just hoping, if he brings anything up,
he does it when I'm sober, because I don't wanna fall out with anyone.
How are you? All right? Mm-hmm. I'm good.
After what happened with Abbie and how Chantelle reacted,
I wanna make things right.
So it's time to bring out some of the Jay charm.
You come in last night, you kicked off,
because you were passionate... you were fucking bothered about it.
Yeah, passionate. I'm glad that you used that term.
So there's something keeps drawing wor together, if that makes sense?
I should have had the conversation with you earlier.
I get that me and Jay aren't anything.
So maybes I did overreact.
I just feel like we got off on the wrong foot.
We'll go up there, have some fun...
Come on, then. ...and see what happens.
Give us a cuddle.
Cuddles. I want kisses soon, mind, Chantelle.
Well, we'll see. You have to be nice.
Your answer's always, "We'll see." [laughs]
Everything's, "We'll see."
[Louis]Come on, then.
I wanna take Louis aside
cos I'm worried that he's bottling everything up about Ant
and I don't want him to explode.
I promised Ant that I would come over here
and put his story across.
Whether it's tomorrow, whether it's day after,
something's gonna happen
and I'm gonna have to tell people about what I feel.
I were coming in here ready for war.
I'm really struggling cos my best mate, Ant, isn't here.
And what hurts the most
is that people in this house weren't there for him in his time of need.
I'm feeling guilty for enjoying meself,
because I know that he's at home, struggling his fucking bag out.
Yeah? Before I come in here, he was like, "Enjoy your sen, mate."
And I'm like... [sniffs]
Enjoy myself? Like... [cries] And I was...
That's the type of person that he is. Yeah?
Ant wouldn't hurt a fly. He didn't do anything to provoke what happened.
[cries] So whether it means that I get a lot of hate off everybody,
I'm not bothered because all the hate in the world
off these people that are in here,
is not... is not, like, a percent of what he's going through at home.
I hate seeing Louis this upset.
He does have a heart of gold.
I don't think the others will see it that way
if he can't control his anger about the situation.
[kissing]
Give her a ring. Right, OK.
Don't get too comfy! I'm a pregnant lady!
The idea about coming to Portugal was to have a fun, Geordie holiday.
But me and Sophie, we have got a very special surprise for Holly
and that is Holly Hagan's hen do.
Yeah, we just wanted to, erm, call to check up...
[farts]
Did you get the cut-outs of the faces, that we sent you of Jacob?
Yes! Thank you. Bye!
It's not just cardboard cut-outs and penis lollies.
Today, we have got a boat, a snazzy dinner
and a very special guest.
It's gonna be amazing, you know. I know. I think she'll cry.
She has not got one clue. Nah.
Did you enjoy last night, girls?
You look like you've got drunk eyes, like.
[laughs] Like sheep's fannies, them.
What's going on? How did yous end up in here together?
Just smooches. Needed each other last night.
Ee! Did you have a little smooch?
Oh, we had a smooch, like. Just a little one.
We just... it just happens, doesn't it?
Even though I don't know what's happening with Abbie,
being with her did calm me down after a very intense night.
I did enjoy walking in with you yesterday.
I wish it were me, you and Ant. I know.
I know that he's probably gonna be at home,
feeling like he's missing out, which he is.
I can see that Louis's been bottling all this stuff up about Ant
and it's really not good for him.
And the last thing that he needs is to lose some of his closest friends.
I have got some chats to have with Nathan and Chloe,
cos I'm still very pissed off and upset with them two.
So, it might be today. I... Cos I do wanna get it out the way.
It's kinda like a cloud round me head at minute.
Do you eat butter? Yes.
Right, I do this and Jacob thinks I'm really weird.
I would do that.
Whilst the preparations are on the way,
me and Charlotte are distracting Holly with gossip.
Jay and Chantelle, right?
I think there's something there between them.
I feel like there's something. Hmm!
I feel like they're compatible. But then you've got Louis.
You've got the new triangle. You've got Abbie, Jay, Louis.
No, it's not. It's a square, cos Chantelle's here.
It's uncomfortable, being in a triangle. I didn't like that.
I've never been in a triangle.
It was just always, me, Gary and then random girls.
Really, there's not a shape to equate
for all of the girls that were involved in my scenario.
Yeah, yours was dot-to-dot.
As much as people slag mine and Joel's relationship off,
I actually thank him for stopping me
from getting with any of the boys in this house.
Joel Corry, I salute you!
I've gotta go to the toilet for a poo.Go on.
Does the baby poo inside of you? Yes! I'm full of shit!
This is a fact. You know all the stars that you see in the sky?
They're all different suns and universes.
What? No, don't, cos that's... Swear.
I swear to God. This is actual true fact.
It's time to address the Ant-shaped elephant in the room.
Coming out here, I knew I had to have it out with Chloe and Nathan.
Ant needed his family, and me and Abbie were there for him.
But these two, they were like ghosts.
How's tricks?
[all] Geordie Shore, why-aye!
.
Enjoying yourself?
This is gonna be an awkward conversation. Very fucking awkward.
I know what Louis wants to talk about.
He thinks me and Chloe weren't there for Ant.
I thought we were gonna avoid this, but no.
I've got a few things on me mind.
He should be here.
Yeah. No, 100 percent. And he isn't.
He is a massive miss, 100 percent.
I need to get this issue with Chloe and Nathan off me chest.
They ain't gonna like it. But sometimes the truth hurts.
What he feels like is that the only person,
out of, like, our family, so to speak...
Yeah. ...is Abbie that were there when he were in hospital
and he were crying on her shoulders for two hours, and me.
He don't feel like you were there. He don't feel like Chloe were there.
That night, no-one was there. Everyone just kind of segregated off
and I was the one that took him to hospital.
I seen him in pain, crying, on a drip.
I do feel stuck in the middle.
I do agree with what Louis's saying
but I don't want there to be a fall-out.
I hope Chloe and Nathan can see where we're coming from.
Can I just say one thing? I was not there that night.
Yeah, I'll tell you why I weren't there.
Abbie didn't wanna wake me up.
Louis, I don't like how you're trying to turn this around on us.
No, no, no! Fucking... listen!
Don't try and make me look like a bad person.
I were there when he were crying. You're trying to cause this problem.
It's all kicking off. I really hope this isn't gonna ruin the holiday.
I was asleep! Let him speak. He's relaying something from Ant.
I haven't spoke to Ant.
And I could have been more there for him, as a friend.
I just hope this doesn't add
to all the stress that Chloe's going through.
She's been in a bad place, and I don't want her to get upset.
This is ridiculous!
I said, "Are you gonna go see if he's all right?"
No, "I just can't look at his face." Yes! I'm going through me own stuff!
See if he's all right! I couldn't at the time.
I'm trying to put stuff to the back of me head!
I just feel like it's one thing after the other.
I'm going through losing me dad, I've made up with Bethan,
I've just started having a good time and now Louis's having a go.
I'm sorry that I wasn't there for him but I...
That's all he's wanting!
I get that she's going through shit,
but that's no excuse to not be there for mates.
We all knew this conversation was coming,
cos something needed to be said. It had to happen.
Me and Chloe could have made more of an effort. I do agree with that.
I can't sit here and lie. Yeah.
I get where Louis's coming from,
but I also understand where Chloe's coming from.
This conversation, it needed to happen.
All right.And I will have a conversation with him.
I should have made more effort but I couldn't.
Me argument with Louis made us realise
me grieving is starting to affect me friendships
and I really need to get myself back on track.
Next time we do see him, if he does come back or whatever...
Please make effort. Of course.
...and make a fuss and be there for him and show him that you do care.
Yeah.
That is a big weight off my shoulders.
Now that I've finally spoken to Chloe and Nathan,
that's all I wanted.
Right, I'm gonna go inside. I'm melting like a fucking carrot.
Carrots don't melt.
There's already been so much drama on this trip.
I just hope that we can all get along and just enjoy ourselves
because, today, Holly Hagan gets the hen she deserves.
Who's that?
Oi-oi!
Oh! [gasps]
What the fuck is Kyle doing here?
Hello! [laughs]
I can't believe it. This is fucked!
Kyle! Got you a present.
Thank you so much. How are ya? I'm good, aye.
I was in two minds about going to the reunion
but, surprisingly, I had a good time.
When I heard everyone was coming here, I was like, I'm coming!
You all right? Hi. Yeah. You?Yep.
Tiny, tiny! [all] Aw!
Kyle, thank you so much. No problem.
This could get awkward.
Chloe has no clue
that Holly's sat there thinking, "Did you get with my ex, Kyle?"
This is a messed-up situation.
What's been happening? Yous all been nice? All been, like...?
It's never always nice, is it? There's always drama.
Kyle Christie, what a belter.
I'm buzzing he's here. Me and Kyle used to be tight as anything.
Let's fucking do this!
But I might be one of the only ones glad to see him.
Who's been drama-ing with who, then? Oh, there's loads.
There's been a lot of love triangles.Has there?
[all laugh] We're all fucking married!
[all laugh]
God knows how Holly feels,
the fact that her ex is now on holiday with us
and she's getting married in a few weeks.
Heck! When does this ever happen?
What we doing? Well, Charlotte's got an idea.
Guys...
We are going... to Holly's hen party!
[all cheer]
I didn't know that there was going to be a hen party on holiday.
I wonder how Jacob would feel
if he knew that my ex-boyfriend was gonna be on my hen do.
Howay, shall we get ready, then? Come on, let's get ready!
I honestly thought I would never, ever speak to Holly again.
And I've gone from never speaking to her again,
to now being on her hen party.
I cannot believe it!
We need to find you a bed! I don't know...
Can I just share with you, James? Aye, you can.
You might have to. Yeah?
Everyone's sharing beds.
You feel sick? I mean, what the fuck?
Your ex has just turned up.
Kyle has picked the worst time to come.
I mean, Kyle is gonna go on Holly's hen.
You can't write that!
How do you feel? Erm...
[laughs] I feel like it was a little bit awkward.
Was it awkward? You're laughing cos you're nervous.
I felt like the whole situation was a bit awkward.
No! I don't think it was. I think he was nervous.
I could sense he was nervous. No, that's him, so nervous.
The last time I lived in a house with Kyle was when he got sent away.
What do you want from him?
I've got a lot of questions. [laughs]
I'm just really curious.
Now that he's in a good relationship,
and he's a dad, like, things have changed now.
He might be more accepting of, like, "I was a fucking arsehole."
Like, what we went through wasn't OK.Yeah.
I've seen first-hand what that boy put Holly through.
And now that Kyle's here,
this is Holly's one chance at getting her closure.
So it is gonna be hard for her but it's something that she's gotta do.
What are you gonna ask?
I may just question the him and Chloe thing.[gasps]
Chloe and Kyle? No wonder Holly and Chloe aren't that close.
God! This explains why Holly doesn't like Chloe.
Oh, God, that might cause a shit storm.
Oh, get the popcorn out!
I just wanna know, like, did anything actually happen?
Because everyone's speculated. This was a long time ago, like...
At this point, you could probably be honest if anything did happen.
Chloe'd get so defensive if she knew we were even asking that.
I don't think I'm ready for all this.
Ah, you fucker!
I feel like I'm really struggling, Bethan.
Really? Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
I feel like, like, I'm having to pretend that I'm all right.
Like... Yeah.
I don't want anyone, like, to keep seeing us, like, upset.
We're here for ya. What you're going through is really hard.
It's not something where you expect someone to be fine. We understand.
I know that you can't control grieving.
I'm up, I'm down, I'm all over the place.
One minute I'm fine, the next I'm not.
I feel like it's starting to affect all aspects of me life now.
I just feel like, for me own self,
I need to take a little bit of time out.
It's hard to make this decision,
but I know that I need to do it for me self.
So I've been thinking, I'm gonna go. I need to sort me self out.
I hate seeing me best friend hurting.
I wish I could take her pain away.
But I'm glad that I can at least now be here for her, as a friend.
Today's about Holly and I don't wanna make a fuss.
So I'm just gonna do it dead quietly, like.
It's so hard. I don't wanna get upset.
Listen, it'll be fine.
I've been really struggling
and it's time to put meself first and cope with me own needs.
I know, babe. [cries]
[all] Geordie Shore, why-aye!
.
Me and Chloe have only just reunited.
And she's just left.
So I spoke to Chloe before. Right.
Erm... she's really not in a good way, Nathan.Really?
She's up and down like a yo-yo, which is obviously understandable.
Chloe didn't wanna make a fuss.
Nathan is one of her best mates and he will understand.
She just needs a little bit of time by herself.
She's just gathering her thoughts.
Sometimes you need to harness your own energy
and... and be in your own self.
Maybes it's for the best. Yeah.
I'm gonna miss her, but I think it's the right thing,
her going home, to start the grieving process.
I do think, when we went to see Chico,
I think that unleashed something in her head. I do.
I feel so sad that I've lost me best friend.
But her leaving is what she needs to do.
Do you want me to let Holly know? Erm, yeah.
Yeah. I'm gonna finish off getting ready, anyways.
You need to put something on. I don't think I do.
[laughs] Other than a thong.
I think Holly is gonna be surprised that Chloe's left.
But she's got bigger fish to fry,
the fact that her ex is coming to the hen party.
I don't know if you've heard this but Chloe's left the house.
What the fuck? She's not coming.
Really? Mm-hmm.Why?
She's really struggling, being in the house,
like, being happy around everyone, and she's processing her grief.
I think it would have helped her a lot to try and stick it out
but I can completely understand that she's not feeling it.
I understand why Chloe left.
She's going through a lot, especially with her dad.
It is such a shame.
I am gutted she's not coming,
but we'll still have a good day, cos today's about you.
We will! It's all about me today! I'm gonna get drunk.
Let's get dressed! Drunk Holly vibes.
Oh, my God! Look at this. I'm a Goth bride.
[laughter]
What are you doing? Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
You put the coffee in first.
Why are they like a married couple?
I know. What's going on?
Voila!
I'm not gonna lie,
me head's a bit baffled with Abbie and Louis.
What's going on? Cos I feel like no-one really...
There's something seems like there's something there, but no-one's...
I feel like, when you've got a best friend who's also fit as fuck
and you get on really well, it kinda just happens anyway.
But are yous just best friends?
I mean, are you in love with me?
I'm not in love with you but I do have a lot of love for ya.
A lot of love for me? What does that even mean?
I can't tell whether Abbie actually likes me in that way
or whether she just sees us as mates.
Is it friends with benefits?
It is awkward talking to Amelia and Chantelle about the Louis situation
cos even me and him have not spoken about anything yet.
Just as long as nothing affects the friendship.
All rise for the hen of the day!
Oh, wow! Oh, my God!
Wow!
[cheering]
Holly thinks we're all ready to go.
But she has no idea about the surprise
that's tottering around in heels just around the corner.
Ooh!
Can't have a hen party without your other bridesmaid!
[screams]
Oh, my God!
My best friend, Zahida, is here. I am so excited.
I'm buzzing and I cannot wait to make some more memories.
There's your present. [screams] I'm so happy!
Now that's more like it!
This is our surprise guest, not the ex-boyfriend.
Do you like your surprise? I love it!
Aww! And the hat.
And the hat?
Come on! I couldn't miss this.
Holly is my best friend and she means the world to me.
I'm really confused why Kyle is coming on the hen do.Same.
It doesn't matter. Come on, let's go!
Let's go!
Everyone looks incredible.
Now it's time to get ourselves out and let's get this hen day started!
[cheering]
Woo!
Oh, my God!
I have got the best friends in the entire world,
throwing me a hen do like this.
Yous, this is amazing!
I am gonna get fucking mortal!
[screams] Oh, yes!
[all chant] Boat party bitches! Boat party bitches!
Ah, look who it is!
[screams] Oh, my God! Holly, put the cock slippers on!
Yeah! [laughs]
Jacob, you're not saying much. He's a bit small!
Yous, this is the best surprise ever.
I'm actually really overwhelmed at all of the effort.
When I think back to all the years ago,
when we started in Geordie Shore,
it's mad that you're pregnant and you're getting married.
I ask myself the same question every day.
Like, is this real life?
How have yous grown the most? I know.
[all laugh]
Holly's journey on Geordie Shore has been massive highs...
It's my birthday!
[all] Cheers!
...and lows.
Yes, I am intimidated. She's fucking gorgeous!
I told you to shut the fuck up!
She's just came in and fucking ruined it all.
But that's made her such a strong woman now.
I am just so proud of her.
Mad, this, innit? [laughs]
Last time I was on a boat with Holly, I left.
And now we're back to a boat and I'm on her hen party!
I cannot believe it!
Did you ever think, right, in a million years
that not only you, but me as well,
would be on Holly's hen party boat?
That's the good thing, cos that shows how much she's come on.
If she wasn't comfortable in herself, in her relationship,
and she wasn't in a happy place... Yeah.
...she would not let you come.
You would never expect anyone on the planet to go to their ex's hen do.
Not only me as an ex has been to the hen do,
but her other ex as well.
Two exes, one hen do! Can you believe that?
To Holly Blyth. To Holly.
The one that got away, for you! Oh, yeah!
You named your kid what yous two were meant to name the kid.
Shut up! [both laugh]
[clearing throat loudly] Another announcement!
Woo!
Not only have we surprised Holly with Zahida and this amazing boat,
but we've also lined up something else for Holly to do.
We have organised a little game of Mr and Mrs.
Ooh! So we'd just like to let you know,
we do have the answers from Mr Blyth.
Oh!
Every answer you don't match with Jacob...
Yes. ...you have to have a drink.
Of course! Of course!
How many blow jobs does Holly give Jacob a week?
Zero!
Really? Yeah.
I would have said at least five.
Do you think I'm sucking my lad's dick five times a week?
Jacob said, "Only on special occasions."
"I'm the giver. I'm a nice guy." [laughs]
"Last blow job was on Valentine's day."
[all cheer]
Next, we asked Jacob,
when Holly walked in the Geordie Shore house,
what was she wearing on her hand?
A leather glove!
Jacob's answer was, "She was wearing a black glove."
"It was a weird fashion trend. She's not Michael Jackson."
[all laugh]
Next question is... I need silence in the room right now.
Shh!
Whose ex is Holly's worst?
I'm scared.
Kyle wins, hands down!
[all cheer]
There's no denying that one. Kyle wins by an absolute mile.
Whoa!
As soon as I get the beer goggles on,
it's like I'm just drawn to Ricci.
Oh, my God!
It means nothing, but let's do it.
[laughter]
I did get the vibe earlier that Abbie's not into us.
So it would be rude not to get to know Zahida more.
I'm trying to have a good time, but Louis is being weird.
Usually we'd both be having a laugh together.
I don't know what is going on.
[Charlotte]Yous! Yous!
We have one more announcement for Holly's hen!
We're all heading back to the villa for Holly's hen part two!
[cheering]
[all] Geordie Shore, why-aye!
.
[cheering]
Right, come on, hen party crew!
OK, Holly.
We have one more surprise for you.
Oh! Dinner with Jacob!
Aw!
Not only have the girls surprised us with a boat,
but now there's a slap-up dinner too.
Yous, you've all got 20 minutes to get ready.
The hen party is a massive success
and while everyone's getting into their glad rags,
I cannot help but think of one more perfect gift for Holly.
I know where this is going.
In Geordie Shore style and for our Holly tonight,
I would like to make you the masters of butlers in the buff.
Argh!
Butler in the buff brings back so many memories.
Those were the glory days of Geordie Shore.
We love Anna to pieces,
but she did give us some ridiculous jobs back in the day.
What do you think?
Looking back, they were daft,
but we did have such a laugh doing them.
How are we still doing this? It feels right.
It does feel right, doesn't it?
It feels right. I feel like I never left.
[Abbie] I need to talk to Louis.
He's been weird with me all day and we've hardly spoken or hung out.
I need to let him know how I'm feeling,
cos right now, things are very strange.
What's up?
Earlier on, when we had that chat with Chantelle and Amelia,
you were quite touchy feely, like, "I love her" and all this.
I just felt like, from that, I don't understand what changed,
cos I feel like we got on the boat, and I just felt like you...
You didn't wanna speak to us. I felt like I wasn't there.
I do have feelings for Abbie,
but I get the impression that's not where she's at.
I think she just wants to be friends.
I'm trying to figure out what you're wanting from me, though.
I don't know what to say, what to do.
I don't want things to get weird. Even from a mate's point of view.
Right. And I feel like it is.
I just thought I'd just tell you how I feel.
But yeah, we'll leave that there.
All right, I'm gonna get ready.
She keeps saying mates. I guess that confirms it.
We're just friends now.
[laughter]
Yeah! Come on!
You have just unlocked a memory in my brain.
Yous, I'm not gonna lie, Jay's arse is incredible.
This is literally taking me back
to the very early days of Geordie Shore,
when all they used to do is go out, work for half an hour serving shots,
and now, they're waiting on me hand and foot.
Would you like any sauces, girls? [girls laugh]
Jacob's penis is really hard.
Right, well, I'm gonna go now. Love you!
Before the drinks start to come out because...
[all shout]
You know what happens then.
I'm heading before this gets messy.
No doubt there'll be some juicy gossip in the morning.
Night, Charlotte.
I'm just so happy to have this big, dysfunctional family still around me
after such a long time.
Thank you everyone, obviously, for being here. It's been so weird.
We all joined at such different times
and I think, for me, just having yous all here, like...
[laughs] Kyle as well.
But being sat here amongst people
who we've had differences with and dramas with.
This is just such a amazing experience to be able to come back
and actually be able to sit and enjoy our time together.
To Holly Hagan! Holly Hagan!
[cheering] Come on!
The day has been great but, to be honest, I need to go to bed.
You were like, cos she's a woman... Whoa!
Whoa!
[laughs]
I feel like, for some reason or other,
I feel like me and you might get on.
I'm not gonna lie, after the knock back with Abbie,
I am enjoying having a flirt with Zahida.
[laughs] We might get on.
[Abbie] Before this reunion, me and Louis were getting close.
I do really like him,
and I don't want to end whatever it is we have going on.
I'll tell you what, what a fucking hen party, eh?
[sighs] I mean, I didn't expect me exes to be there, but... [laughs]
Today's actually been really, really good.
A bit weird having Kyle on my hen do, but we've been getting along.
I wonder if this is the time to finally get some answers.
Ee, what are we like, eh?
[laughs] Aw, like old times.
Oh, God!
Me and Holly had a very volatile relationship
and it ended very badly.
I was the problem
and I'm happy that I took from that relationship
and used it on my new relationship
and I'm a whole different, better person because of it.
I didn't realise everything bad I did, and...
It's until I had the baby and then I'm...
I imagined someone treating the baby the way I treated you
and I was just like, I can't imagine that.
When I held him, I was like, "Fucking hell, you've been a dick."
I can realise that now and I can account for it,
and I can say to myself, like, life's bigger than just yourself.
I don't think it was you, but I didn't like who I was.
Being a dad has actually really changed Kyle
and I can't believe how honest he's actually being.
You should have ended it earlier.
I couldn't. Because, do you know, I would have always fought for it
because I always saw the person who you could be.
And then, when you ended it, I was kind of like...
I genuinely felt a weight lift off my shoulders.
I feel like this chat has actually given me a lot of closure
and I'm really glad that Kyle can see how out of line his behaviour was.
But there's still one question I'm dying to ask.
I think there's one little question that I've gotta ask ya.
[laughs awkwardly]
There was a little rumour about you... you and Chloe.
Was there any truth to that?