1 00:00:03,413 --> 00:00:05,379 Brianne: I CAN FEEL MY BODY GETTING CLOSE 2 00:00:05,379 --> 00:00:09,655 TO ITS BREAKING POINT, SO I AM JUST WAITING TO DIE. 3 00:00:09,655 --> 00:00:16,793 ♪♪ 4 00:00:16,793 --> 00:00:19,724 Man: AT THIS POINT, I'M KILLING MYSELF. 5 00:00:19,724 --> 00:00:22,551 Woman: IT'S TERRIFYING TO THINK THAT AT ANY MOMENT, 6 00:00:22,551 --> 00:00:24,448 YOUR HEART COULD EXPLODE. 7 00:00:24,448 --> 00:00:29,724 ♪♪ 8 00:00:29,724 --> 00:00:35,000 ♪♪ 9 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:37,551 Woman: [ Voice breaks ] I DON'T WANT TO DIE. 10 00:00:37,551 --> 00:00:39,689 I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO LIVE YET. 11 00:00:39,689 --> 00:00:44,068 ♪♪ 12 00:00:44,068 --> 00:00:45,793 [ CRYING ] WHY ARE YOU JUMPING ON MY CASE? 13 00:00:45,793 --> 00:00:49,482 YOU ARE WAILING AND YELLING, LIKE IT IS OUR FAULT. 14 00:00:49,482 --> 00:00:51,000 Woman: I KNOW THAT I'M DYING. 15 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,482 I KNOW THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 16 00:00:53,482 --> 00:00:57,862 ♪♪ 17 00:00:57,862 --> 00:01:01,034 Brianne: IT FEELS LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD IS JUST FALLING APART, 18 00:01:01,034 --> 00:01:04,827 AND I'M NOT SURE THAT I'M GONNA SURVIVE MUCH LONGER. 19 00:01:04,827 --> 00:01:07,827 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 20 00:01:07,827 --> 00:01:10,793 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 21 00:01:10,793 --> 00:01:20,793 ♪♪ 22 00:01:20,793 --> 00:01:29,103 ♪♪ 23 00:01:29,103 --> 00:01:30,379 [ GRUNTS ] 24 00:01:32,724 --> 00:01:35,482 [ SIGHS ] 25 00:01:35,482 --> 00:01:38,689 Brianne: IT'S SO HARD TO FORCE MYSELF TO GET UP IN THE MORNINGS 26 00:01:38,689 --> 00:01:42,137 BECAUSE WHEN I FIRST WAKE UP, I FEEL MISERABLE 27 00:01:42,137 --> 00:01:44,413 AND I FEEL DEPRESSED 28 00:01:44,413 --> 00:01:47,310 BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS A STRUGGLE NOW. 29 00:01:47,310 --> 00:01:49,655 AND IT'S, LIKE, HERE COMES ALL THE PAIN. 30 00:01:49,655 --> 00:01:53,172 HERE COMES ALL THE EXHAUSTION. 31 00:01:53,172 --> 00:01:55,275 BUT I KNOW IT'S JUST THE START OF THE MISERY 32 00:01:55,275 --> 00:01:56,965 TO GET THROUGH THE DAY. 33 00:01:56,965 --> 00:01:59,275 AND EVERY DAY, IT GETS HARDER TO BREATHE, 34 00:01:59,275 --> 00:02:03,034 HARDER TO MOVE, HARDER TO LIVE. 35 00:02:04,482 --> 00:02:05,758 I HATE IT. 36 00:02:05,758 --> 00:02:07,965 WHEN I THINK ABOUT HOW BAD THINGS HAVE GOTTEN, 37 00:02:07,965 --> 00:02:09,758 IT JUST DEPRESSES ME, 38 00:02:09,758 --> 00:02:12,517 BECAUSE MY WEIGHT ISN'T JUST DESTROYING MY LIFE. 39 00:02:12,517 --> 00:02:14,206 IT'S AFFECTING THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE 40 00:02:14,206 --> 00:02:17,655 BECAUSE OF THE BURDEN IT PUTS ON THEM. 41 00:02:17,655 --> 00:02:20,000 HEY, BABE? 42 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:22,241 YES, HON? 43 00:02:22,241 --> 00:02:24,655 Brianne: ESPECIALLY MY HUSBAND BECAUSE HE HAS TO HELP ME 44 00:02:24,655 --> 00:02:26,517 DO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING. 45 00:02:29,517 --> 00:02:31,482 OKAY. 46 00:02:31,482 --> 00:02:33,896 Brianne: RICK'S OLDEST DAUGHTER LIVES WITH US, TOO, 47 00:02:33,896 --> 00:02:35,896 BUT I DON'T WANT MY WEIGHT TO MESS UP HER LIFE 48 00:02:35,896 --> 00:02:38,137 AND HER OPPORTUNITIES, SO RICK IS THE ONE 49 00:02:38,137 --> 00:02:42,275 WHO HAS THE BURDEN OF CARING FOR ME ALL DAY, EVERY DAY. 50 00:02:42,275 --> 00:02:44,379 BECAUSE I CAN BARELY MAKE IT A FEW FEET 51 00:02:44,379 --> 00:02:47,896 JUST TO GET SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN SIT DOWN. 52 00:02:47,896 --> 00:02:49,413 GO. -READY? 53 00:02:51,068 --> 00:02:53,275 Brianne: IT'S ABSOLUTELY HUMILIATING 54 00:02:53,275 --> 00:02:56,344 TO HAVE TO RELY ON SOMEONE ELSE JUST TO DO BASIC THINGS, 55 00:02:56,344 --> 00:02:59,551 LIKE GETTING UP OR USING THE BATHROOM. 56 00:02:59,551 --> 00:03:04,413 BUT THE SCARIEST PART IS SITTING IN SOMEWHERE SMALL 57 00:03:04,413 --> 00:03:08,862 AND REALIZING THAT I'M ALMOST TOO BIG TO FIT IN THOSE PLACES. 58 00:03:08,862 --> 00:03:10,206 [ CRYING ] AND I'M WORRIED THAT ONE DAY, 59 00:03:10,206 --> 00:03:11,586 I'M GONNA GO TO THE BATHROOM, 60 00:03:11,586 --> 00:03:14,620 AND I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FIT IN THE TOILET. 61 00:03:14,620 --> 00:03:18,448 BUT I HONESTLY DIDN'T EVER THINK I WOULD BE THIS BIG. 62 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:20,517 I THINK I'VE EVEN SAID TO MYSELF BEFORE 63 00:03:20,517 --> 00:03:22,896 THAT IF I EVER GOT THAT BIG, EITHER I'D KILL MYSELF 64 00:03:22,896 --> 00:03:25,241 OR I JUST -- IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN. 65 00:03:26,620 --> 00:03:27,862 HEY, BABE? 66 00:03:29,413 --> 00:03:31,689 YEAH? 67 00:03:31,689 --> 00:03:33,275 OKAY. COME ON OUT. 68 00:03:33,275 --> 00:03:34,965 Brianne: AND I'M ASHAMED 69 00:03:34,965 --> 00:03:39,206 OF HAVING TO HAVE MY HUSBAND HELP ME WIPE. 70 00:03:42,206 --> 00:03:45,310 I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE LET MY WEIGHT DESTROY MY LIFE. 71 00:03:45,310 --> 00:03:47,586 AND IT'S ALSO PUTTING A STRAIN ON MY MARRIAGE, 72 00:03:47,586 --> 00:03:50,241 BECAUSE I KNOW THIS ISN'T WHAT RICK THOUGHT HIS LIFE WOULD BE 73 00:03:50,241 --> 00:03:53,344 WHEN HE MARRIED ME. 74 00:03:53,344 --> 00:03:54,827 Rick: IT'S DIFFICULT TO HAVE TO TAKE CARE 75 00:03:54,827 --> 00:03:57,448 OF BRIANNE DAY IN AND DAY OUT, 76 00:03:57,448 --> 00:04:02,344 BUT IT REALLY KILLS ME TO SEE HER IN THIS CONDITION SHE'S IN. 77 00:04:02,344 --> 00:04:05,344 SO I GET VERY FRUSTRATED AT TIMES 78 00:04:05,344 --> 00:04:08,137 BECAUSE SHE SEEMS LIKE SHE'S ONLY GETTING WORSE 79 00:04:08,137 --> 00:04:10,965 INSTEAD OF TRYING TO GET BETTER. 80 00:04:10,965 --> 00:04:13,103 ALL RIGHT, YOU'RE GOOD. 81 00:04:13,103 --> 00:04:16,206 AND IT'S LIKE I'M TAKING CARE OF A CHILD. 82 00:04:16,206 --> 00:04:19,793 ♪♪ 83 00:04:19,793 --> 00:04:21,137 Brianne: I'M NOT EVEN LIVING ANYMORE 84 00:04:21,137 --> 00:04:25,310 BECAUSE THE SIMPLEST THINGS COMPLETELY WIPE ME OUT. 85 00:04:26,620 --> 00:04:29,655 ♪♪ 86 00:04:29,655 --> 00:04:32,655 AND ON DAYS THAT I TAKE SHOWERS, IT'S LIKE, 87 00:04:32,655 --> 00:04:35,034 I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE. 88 00:04:36,862 --> 00:04:39,689 IT TAKES SO MUCH OUT OF ME, AND AFTERWARDS, 89 00:04:39,689 --> 00:04:45,206 I'M SO TIRED AND SORE BECAUSE IT'S A LOT ON MY BODY 90 00:04:45,206 --> 00:04:47,586 TO TRY TO BE ON MY FEET FOR THAT LONG. 91 00:04:47,586 --> 00:04:51,724 ♪♪ 92 00:04:51,724 --> 00:04:54,862 I CAN'T JUST GO IN THE SHOWER, DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO, GET OUT. 93 00:04:54,862 --> 00:04:57,896 I HATE TO STOP AND TAKE BREAKS. 94 00:04:57,896 --> 00:05:01,206 SO I HAVE A CHAIR THAT I SIT ON, BUT I ALSO LEAN ON IT. 95 00:05:01,206 --> 00:05:02,724 BECAUSE THERE'S JUST SO MUCH WEIGHT 96 00:05:02,724 --> 00:05:06,068 PULLING DOWN ON MY BODY THAT IT GETS REALLY PAINFUL. 97 00:05:06,068 --> 00:05:08,586 AND MY BACK FEELS LIKE IT'S GONNA GIVE OUT. 98 00:05:08,586 --> 00:05:12,275 ♪♪ 99 00:05:12,275 --> 00:05:15,034 BUT WHEN IT GETS TO THE POINT WHEN I CAN'T STAND ANY LONGER, 100 00:05:15,034 --> 00:05:16,724 I KNOW I HAVE TO HURRY. 101 00:05:16,724 --> 00:05:19,758 ♪♪ 102 00:05:19,758 --> 00:05:22,379 SO I TRY TO CLEAN MYSELF QUICKLY. 103 00:05:22,379 --> 00:05:30,620 ♪♪ 104 00:05:30,620 --> 00:05:33,551 BY THE TIME I'M DONE, I JUST HAVE TO LAY DOWN... 105 00:05:35,689 --> 00:05:40,068 ...BECAUSE I FEEL EXHAUSTED IN EVERY WAY. 106 00:05:40,068 --> 00:05:44,482 ♪♪ 107 00:05:44,482 --> 00:05:47,275 AND ALL I WANT IS TO GET ALL OF THIS OVER WITH 108 00:05:47,275 --> 00:05:49,620 SO I CAN FINALLY EAT SOMETHING. 109 00:05:49,620 --> 00:05:52,275 BUT I HAVE A LYMPHOMA MASS UNDER MY STOMACH 110 00:05:52,275 --> 00:05:56,000 THAT'S GOTTEN REALLY BIG THAT WEIGHS A LOT, AND IT HURTS. 111 00:05:58,275 --> 00:06:02,068 IT GETS IN THE WAY ALL THE TIME, AND I HATE IT. 112 00:06:02,068 --> 00:06:06,413 BUT IT RUBS UNDER MY STOMACH AND CAUSES ME THE MOST PAIN, 113 00:06:06,413 --> 00:06:10,137 SO I HAVE TO HAVE MOISTURIZER PUT IN BETWEEN MY FOLDS, 114 00:06:10,137 --> 00:06:14,241 OR I'LL STILL CHAFE AND BLISTER IN THOSE SPOTS. 115 00:06:14,241 --> 00:06:16,206 SO RICK HAS TO HELP ME AGAIN. 116 00:06:21,275 --> 00:06:25,620 SO MY LIFE IS VERY EXHAUSTING, AND IT'S JUST HARD FOR ME. 117 00:06:25,620 --> 00:06:31,034 ♪♪ 118 00:06:31,034 --> 00:06:32,655 I'M REALLY MISERABLE. 119 00:06:32,655 --> 00:06:36,034 READY? 120 00:06:36,034 --> 00:06:37,206 OKAY. 121 00:06:39,103 --> 00:06:42,896 AT THIS POINT, FOOD IS THE ONLY REASON I GET UP. 122 00:06:42,896 --> 00:06:52,931 ♪♪ 123 00:06:52,931 --> 00:06:56,586 AND I KNOW AS SOON AS I MAKE IT TO MY RECLINER, 124 00:06:56,586 --> 00:06:58,724 I DON'T HAVE TO GET UP OR DO ANYTHING ELSE 125 00:06:58,724 --> 00:07:00,034 FOR THE REST OF THE DAY, 126 00:07:00,034 --> 00:07:03,241 AND I CAN FINALLY REST MY BODY AND EAT... 127 00:07:03,241 --> 00:07:04,413 [ GRUNTS ] 128 00:07:04,413 --> 00:07:08,482 ...BECAUSE RICK BRINGS ME WHATEVER I WANT. 129 00:07:08,482 --> 00:07:11,000 AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FIRST BITE OF SOMETHING 130 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:12,344 THAT WILL MAKE ME FORGET 131 00:07:12,344 --> 00:07:14,931 ALL ABOUT THE PAIN AND MISERY OF MY LIFE. 132 00:07:14,931 --> 00:07:17,551 [ LINE RINGS ] -Woman: Good afternoon. 133 00:07:17,551 --> 00:07:19,551 HI, IT'S BRI. CAN I PLACE AN ORDER? 134 00:07:19,551 --> 00:07:23,103 -Yes, you may. -LET ME GET A LOADED FRIES. 135 00:07:23,103 --> 00:07:24,620 Uh-huh. 136 00:07:24,620 --> 00:07:27,344 UM, WE'LL TRY THE BARNYARD SANDWICH, 137 00:07:27,344 --> 00:07:29,275 DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER. 138 00:07:29,275 --> 00:07:30,413 The double cheeseburger, uh-huh. 139 00:07:30,413 --> 00:07:31,896 YEAH, WITH CHEDDAR. 140 00:07:31,896 --> 00:07:34,965 THE BRISKET SLIDERS. AND CAN YOU ADD BACON? 141 00:07:34,965 --> 00:07:37,482 -Plus bacon, uh-huh. -YEAH. OKAY. 142 00:07:37,482 --> 00:07:38,862 -Thanks, Bri. Thanks a lot. -SEE YOU IN A LITTLE BIT. 143 00:07:38,862 --> 00:07:40,275 THANK YOU. BYE-BYE. -Okay, bye-bye. Bye. 144 00:07:42,103 --> 00:07:44,103 GETTING THE FAST FOOD FOR BRI, 145 00:07:44,103 --> 00:07:45,896 IT'S KIND OF LIKE A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD. 146 00:07:45,896 --> 00:07:49,689 I WANT TO MAKE HER HAPPY, BUT I WANT HER TO LOSE WEIGHT. 147 00:07:49,689 --> 00:07:51,620 SEE YOU IN A BIT. 148 00:07:51,620 --> 00:07:54,379 I WANT HER TO BE HEALTHY, BUT, YOU KNOW, 149 00:07:54,379 --> 00:07:56,931 IT'S THE INSTANT WANTING TO MAKE HER HAPPY 150 00:07:56,931 --> 00:08:00,413 AT THAT MOMENT THAT I THINK OVERRIDES A LOT. 151 00:08:00,413 --> 00:08:03,137 AND I'M SURE I COULD PROBABLY SAY, NO, LET'S NOT DO THAT. 152 00:08:03,137 --> 00:08:04,931 LET'S HAVE A SALAD." 153 00:08:04,931 --> 00:08:06,310 BUT I KNOW IF I PUSH HER ON IT, 154 00:08:06,310 --> 00:08:09,137 SHE'S GONNA GET ANGRY, ND WE'RE GONNA FIGHT, 155 00:08:09,137 --> 00:08:10,896 SO I JUST DO IT. 156 00:08:10,896 --> 00:08:13,931 ♪♪ 157 00:08:13,931 --> 00:08:15,689 Brianne: FOOD HAS CAUSED ALL THE THINGS 158 00:08:15,689 --> 00:08:18,793 I HATE ABOUT MYSELF, BUT IT'S THE ONLY THING 159 00:08:18,793 --> 00:08:21,000 I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED ME DEAL 160 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:23,103 WITH THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME. 161 00:08:23,103 --> 00:08:26,241 AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO EVEN BEGIN TO CHANGE THAT. 162 00:08:26,241 --> 00:08:33,413 ♪♪ 163 00:08:33,413 --> 00:08:34,517 WHEN I WAS REALLY YOUNG, 164 00:08:34,517 --> 00:08:37,689 I DIDN'T REALLY STRUGGLE WITH FOOD. 165 00:08:37,689 --> 00:08:39,724 AND MY EARLIEST CHILDHOOD, 166 00:08:39,724 --> 00:08:42,206 I WAS JUST A HAPPY BABY, HAPPY KID. 167 00:08:43,896 --> 00:08:47,241 THINGS WERE NORMAL, FOR THE MOST PART. 168 00:08:47,241 --> 00:08:49,310 BUT THAT CHANGED AS I GOT OLDER. 169 00:08:49,310 --> 00:08:52,482 ♪♪ 170 00:08:52,482 --> 00:08:55,448 MY DAD WAS IN THE AIR FORCE, SO HE WAS GONE A LOT. 171 00:08:55,448 --> 00:09:00,034 SO MY EARLIEST MEMORIES ARE MOSTLY OF ME AND MY MOM. 172 00:09:00,034 --> 00:09:01,620 AND IT WASN'T UNTIL I WAS 5 173 00:09:01,620 --> 00:09:03,758 THAT MY DAD STARTED BEING AROUND MORE. 174 00:09:06,724 --> 00:09:09,172 BUT THAT'S WHEN MY MOM HAD MY YOUNGER BROTHER. 175 00:09:09,172 --> 00:09:12,034 AND THE NEXT YEAR, SHE HAD MY SISTER. 176 00:09:12,034 --> 00:09:13,965 AND WITH TWO NEWBORNS IN A YEAR, 177 00:09:13,965 --> 00:09:17,827 I REMEMBER IT FELT LIKE MY DAD JUST DIDN'T HAVE TIME FOR ME. 178 00:09:17,827 --> 00:09:20,275 AND AS THEY GOT OLDER, IT SEEMED LIKE 179 00:09:20,275 --> 00:09:23,758 THEY HAD THIS CONNECTION THAT MY DAD AND I DIDN'T HAVE. 180 00:09:23,758 --> 00:09:26,379 SO MY DAD AND I REALLY DIDN'T GET ALONG. 181 00:09:26,379 --> 00:09:29,275 AND I ALWAYS FELT LIKE HE DIDN'T LOVE ME, 182 00:09:29,275 --> 00:09:33,551 THAT HE LOVED MY BROTHER AND SISTER MORE THAN ME. 183 00:09:33,551 --> 00:09:36,931 AND WHEN I WAS 13, ME AND MY BROTHER AND SISTER 184 00:09:36,931 --> 00:09:39,103 ALL WENT FOR A BIKE RIDE. 185 00:09:39,103 --> 00:09:42,689 AND FOR SOME REASON, MY DAD WAS UPSET ABOUT IT, 186 00:09:42,689 --> 00:09:45,034 SO WE ALL GOT SENT TO OUR ROOMS. 187 00:09:45,034 --> 00:09:46,862 AND MY BROTHER AND SISTER GOT A SPANKING, 188 00:09:46,862 --> 00:09:48,793 AND THEN HE CAME TO MY ROOM. 189 00:09:48,793 --> 00:09:50,517 AND HE WAS JUST, LIKE, TELLING ME, LIKE, 190 00:09:50,517 --> 00:09:54,517 I'M AN AWFUL PERSON, LIKE, CALLING ME A FAT [BLEEP]. 191 00:09:54,517 --> 00:09:57,206 [ INHALES SHARPLY ] AT THAT MOMENT, 192 00:09:57,206 --> 00:10:01,724 I REMEMBER FEELING LIKE HE REALLY HATES ME, 193 00:10:01,724 --> 00:10:03,310 AND I WAS JUST HEARTBROKEN. 194 00:10:03,310 --> 00:10:06,689 [ INHALES SHARPLY, EXHALES SLOWLY ] 195 00:10:08,517 --> 00:10:12,379 WHEN WE FOUGHT, IT FELT LIKE IT WAS MY WHOLE FAMILY AGAINST ME, 196 00:10:12,379 --> 00:10:16,586 EVEN WITH MY MOM BECAUSE SHE NEVER STOOD UP FOR ME OR HELPED. 197 00:10:16,586 --> 00:10:19,862 SO AROUND THAT TIME IS WHEN I STARTED PUTTING ON WEIGHT, 198 00:10:19,862 --> 00:10:23,275 BECAUSE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS THERE FOR ME, FOOD WAS. 199 00:10:25,620 --> 00:10:27,034 AND IN JUST A YEAR'S TIME, 200 00:10:27,034 --> 00:10:29,827 I HAD GONE FROM BEING A LITTLE OVER 100 POUNDS 201 00:10:29,827 --> 00:10:33,206 TO BEING AROUND 180 POUNDS. 202 00:10:33,206 --> 00:10:35,275 BUT BECAUSE I WAS STARTING TO GET A LITTLE CHUBBY 203 00:10:35,275 --> 00:10:37,172 AND OVERWEIGHT, MY DAD FIGURED OUT 204 00:10:37,172 --> 00:10:42,137 I WAS STEALING FOOD, AND HE WAS FUMINGMAD. 205 00:10:42,137 --> 00:10:46,172 SO MY DAD TOOK HIS GUN LOCK AND PUT IT ON THE FRIDGE. 206 00:10:46,172 --> 00:10:48,931 AND MY WHOLE FAMILY HAD A KEY TO IT EXCEPT ME. 207 00:10:48,931 --> 00:10:53,655 AND HE EVEN TOLD MY SIBLINGS NOT TO LET ME IN THERE. 208 00:10:53,655 --> 00:10:57,517 BUT THAT ALL REALLY MADE ME WANT TO EAT MORE. 209 00:10:57,517 --> 00:10:59,724 SO I WAS STILL GAINING A LOT OF WEIGHT. 210 00:11:02,517 --> 00:11:06,724 AND I WAS ALREADY ALMOST 300 POUNDS BY THE TIME I WAS 16, 211 00:11:06,724 --> 00:11:09,827 AND IT KEPT CREEPING UP HIGHER AND HIGHER. 212 00:11:09,827 --> 00:11:13,517 BUT MY WEIGHT GAIN MADE MY DAD EVEN ANGRIER WITH ME. 213 00:11:13,517 --> 00:11:16,482 SOMETIMES HE WOULD CALL ME NAMES LIKE "FAT ASS," 214 00:11:16,482 --> 00:11:19,965 AND IT REALLY HURT MY FEELINGS. [ SNIFFLES ] 215 00:11:21,655 --> 00:11:24,000 SO I COULDN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL 216 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:26,241 SO I COULD MOVE AWAY FROM HIM. 217 00:11:26,241 --> 00:11:30,068 BUT THINGS GOT WORSE FOR ME BECAUSE AS SOON AS I TURNED 18, 218 00:11:30,068 --> 00:11:35,655 I MOVED OUT OF MY PARENTS' HOUSE AND I WENT HOG WILD. 219 00:11:35,655 --> 00:11:37,103 I DID WHAT I WANTED, 220 00:11:37,103 --> 00:11:40,068 AND I STARTED PARTYING AND DRINKING A LOT. 221 00:11:40,068 --> 00:11:44,655 AND ONE NIGHT, A GROUP OF GUYS WHO I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS, 222 00:11:44,655 --> 00:11:47,689 THEY KEPT, YOU KNOW, TRYING TO GET ME INTO A ROOM WITH THEM. 223 00:11:47,689 --> 00:11:49,172 AND I KIND OF DIDN'T WANT TO. I WANTED TO STAY 224 00:11:49,172 --> 00:11:52,137 WITH EVERYBODY ELSE AND DANCE AND HAVE FUN. 225 00:11:52,137 --> 00:11:55,034 BUT THEY ENDED UP PUSHING ME INTO THE ROOM 226 00:11:55,034 --> 00:11:57,517 AND THEY RAPED ME. 227 00:11:57,517 --> 00:12:00,862 ♪♪ 228 00:12:00,862 --> 00:12:06,241 AFTER I WAS RAPED, I DEFINITELY STARTED EATING MORE. 229 00:12:06,241 --> 00:12:08,620 THAT ALL HAPPENED WHEN I WAS 19, 230 00:12:08,620 --> 00:12:12,172 AND I WAS ALREADY OVER 350 POUNDS AT THAT POINT. 231 00:12:12,172 --> 00:12:14,724 BUT AFTER THAT, I STARTED GAINING EVEN MORE. 232 00:12:17,034 --> 00:12:22,310 AND I WAS WELL OVER 450 POUNDS BY THE TIME I TURNED 20. 233 00:12:22,310 --> 00:12:26,137 BUT MY LIFE CONTINUED TO GET EVEN WORSE FROM THERE. 234 00:12:26,137 --> 00:12:28,482 AND ONE NIGHT AT A PARTY, I MET A GUY, 235 00:12:28,482 --> 00:12:30,448 AND WE STARTED SLEEPING TOGETHER, 236 00:12:30,448 --> 00:12:33,931 AND I WOUND UP PREGNANT. 237 00:12:33,931 --> 00:12:36,379 AT FIRST, I WAS SCARED ABOUT BEING PREGNANT, 238 00:12:36,379 --> 00:12:40,448 AND THEN I WAS REALLY, REALLY EXCITED AND I COULDN'T WAIT. 239 00:12:40,448 --> 00:12:43,310 I THINK BECAUSE IT WAS GONNA BE SOMEBODY 240 00:12:43,310 --> 00:12:45,896 THAT WOULD ALWAYS LOVE ME. 241 00:12:45,896 --> 00:12:48,379 [ EXHALES SLOWLY ] 242 00:12:48,379 --> 00:12:51,862 ♪♪ 243 00:12:51,862 --> 00:12:53,827 BUT I TOLD MY MOM THAT I WAS PREGNANT, 244 00:12:53,827 --> 00:12:58,000 AND THAT'S BASICALLY WHEN MY DAD CUT ALL TIES WITH ME, 245 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:02,344 AND HE HASN'T SPOKEN TO ME IN ABOUT 11 YEARS. 246 00:13:02,344 --> 00:13:06,000 BUT I HAD A MISCARRIAGE, AND THEN AFTER THAT, 247 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:08,137 THE GUY THAT I WAS PREGNANT WITH 248 00:13:08,137 --> 00:13:10,586 DIDN'T REALLY WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME ANYMORE. 249 00:13:10,586 --> 00:13:15,068 I WAS REALLY DEPRESSED AND I JUST WANTED TO LEAVE. 250 00:13:15,068 --> 00:13:17,620 AND MY GRANDPARENTS LIVED IN VEGAS, 251 00:13:17,620 --> 00:13:19,137 AND SO I CALLED THEM 252 00:13:19,137 --> 00:13:22,172 AND I ASKED IF CAN MOVE IN WITH THEM, AND THEY SAID "YES." 253 00:13:22,172 --> 00:13:24,000 AND SO MY MOM BOUGHT ME A PLANE TICKET, 254 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:27,206 AND I LEFT TO GO TO LAS VEGAS. 255 00:13:29,758 --> 00:13:31,206 BUT I THOUGHT WHEN I MOVED THERE 256 00:13:31,206 --> 00:13:33,827 THAT IT COULD BE A CLEAN START FOR ME. 257 00:13:33,827 --> 00:13:37,103 I WAS 21 AND GETTING CLOSE TO BEING 500 POUNDS, 258 00:13:37,103 --> 00:13:39,896 SO I KNOW MY WEIGHT WAS STARTING TO GET OUT OF CONTROL, 259 00:13:39,896 --> 00:13:42,103 BUT MY EATING DIDN'T SLOW DOWN. 260 00:13:42,103 --> 00:13:46,241 AND I ALSO FELL BACK INTO PARTYING A LOT, TOO. 261 00:13:46,241 --> 00:13:48,379 BUT THERE WAS ONE REALLY GOOD THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME 262 00:13:48,379 --> 00:13:50,068 BECAUSE OF MY MOVE. 263 00:13:52,448 --> 00:13:54,655 I STARTED WORKING AT A CONVENIENCE STORE, 264 00:13:54,655 --> 00:13:56,827 AND THAT'S WHEN I MET RICK. 265 00:13:56,827 --> 00:14:00,793 HE WAS MY SECURITY OFFICER IN THE STORE, 266 00:14:00,793 --> 00:14:04,862 AND WE WORKED EIGHT HOURS A DAY TOGETHER. 267 00:14:04,862 --> 00:14:08,448 SO WE NATURALLY STARTED GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER. 268 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,482 AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, ONE DAY, HE ASKED ME 269 00:14:10,482 --> 00:14:14,862 IF I WANTED TO GO OUT ON A DATE, AND I WAS, LIKE, "SURE." 270 00:14:14,862 --> 00:14:17,586 WHEN I FIRST MET BRI, WE GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER A LITTLE BIT, 271 00:14:17,586 --> 00:14:21,172 AND WE WOULD FLIRT IN THE STORE SOMETIMES. 272 00:14:21,172 --> 00:14:23,689 YOU KNOW, I WASN'T NECESSARILY ATTRACTED TO HER BODY, 273 00:14:23,689 --> 00:14:27,586 BUT BRI IS A FUN-LOVING, BIG-HEARTED PERSON. 274 00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:32,931 Brianne: I WAS 22 AT THE TIME, AND RICK WAS 52. 275 00:14:32,931 --> 00:14:34,517 BUT I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM, 276 00:14:34,517 --> 00:14:39,068 AND I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT THE AGE DIFFERENCE, 277 00:14:39,068 --> 00:14:41,620 AND THAT HE HAD A DAUGHTER FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE 278 00:14:41,620 --> 00:14:44,931 NAMED CATRINA THAT HE WAS RAISING. 279 00:14:44,931 --> 00:14:47,413 IN FACT, WHEN HE INTRODUCED ME TO CATRINA, WHO, AT THE TIME, 280 00:14:47,413 --> 00:14:52,103 WAS 12, I SAW MYSELF IN HER, AND I WANTED HER 281 00:14:52,103 --> 00:14:55,551 TO HAVE SOMEBODY TO LOOK UP TO AND TO LOVE. 282 00:14:57,413 --> 00:15:00,275 HAVING RICK AND CATRINA IN MY LIFE MADE ME FEEL LIKE 283 00:15:00,275 --> 00:15:03,172 I FINALLY HAD THE FAMILY I ALWAYS WANTED. 284 00:15:03,172 --> 00:15:06,241 IT WAS WONDERFUL. 285 00:15:06,241 --> 00:15:08,206 BRIANNE STEPPED UP AND BECAME THE PERSON 286 00:15:08,206 --> 00:15:11,517 THAT I NEEDED TO BE MY MOM. 287 00:15:11,517 --> 00:15:13,931 AND HER WEIGHT DIDN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME. 288 00:15:13,931 --> 00:15:16,517 BUT SHE STARTED SLOWLY GAINING MORE AND MORE AND MORE 289 00:15:16,517 --> 00:15:19,068 AND GETTING HEAVIER AND HEAVIER AND HEAVIER. 290 00:15:19,068 --> 00:15:22,103 ♪♪ 291 00:15:22,103 --> 00:15:23,758 Brianne: OVER THE NEXT FEW YEARS, 292 00:15:23,758 --> 00:15:27,586 I GOT SO BIG THAT IT STARTED TO AFFECT MY ABILITY TO GET AROUND. 293 00:15:30,034 --> 00:15:32,827 AND I REMEMBER IT WAS SHORTLY AFTER I HAD TURNED 25 294 00:15:32,827 --> 00:15:34,896 THAT I CROSSED THE 600-POUND MARK 295 00:15:34,896 --> 00:15:37,103 AND HAD TO START USING AN ELECTRIC SCOOTER 296 00:15:37,103 --> 00:15:38,620 WHEREVER I WENT 297 00:15:38,620 --> 00:15:40,793 BECAUSE I COULDN'T WALK ON MY OWN FOR VERY LONG ANYMORE. 298 00:15:40,793 --> 00:15:43,862 ♪♪ 299 00:15:43,862 --> 00:15:46,413 AND THAT MEANT I HAD TO QUIT MY JOB, 300 00:15:46,413 --> 00:15:48,586 SO THEN RICK HAD TO SUPPORT ALL OF US. 301 00:15:48,586 --> 00:15:51,275 AND AT THAT POINT IS WHEN WE ALL DECIDED TO MOVE TO OREGON 302 00:15:51,275 --> 00:15:53,862 BECAUSE IT WAS MORE AFFORDABLE. 303 00:15:53,862 --> 00:15:55,551 AND I ENDED UP SITTING AROUND A LOT, 304 00:15:55,551 --> 00:15:57,655 DOING NOTHING EXCEPT EATING, 305 00:15:57,655 --> 00:16:00,965 AND THAT'S PRETTY MUCH BEEN MY LIFE FOR THE LAST FIVE YEARS. 306 00:16:00,965 --> 00:16:04,206 ♪♪ 307 00:16:04,206 --> 00:16:06,034 I SPEND MOST OF MY DAY IN MY CHAIR 308 00:16:06,034 --> 00:16:09,172 BECAUSE IT'S TOO HARD TO DO ANYTHING. 309 00:16:09,172 --> 00:16:11,103 SO MY WORLD JUST KEEPS GETTING SMALLER 310 00:16:11,103 --> 00:16:14,586 AS I KEEP GETTING BIGGER. 311 00:16:14,586 --> 00:16:19,000 I CAN'T KEEP GOING LIKE THIS, BUT I CAN'T STOP EATING. 312 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:22,931 ♪♪ 313 00:16:22,931 --> 00:16:25,689 FOOD IS LIKE WHAT I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY DAY 314 00:16:25,689 --> 00:16:28,000 BECAUSE IT'S SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY 315 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:31,965 IN A WORLD WHERE I CAN'T GO OUT AND BE HAPPY. 316 00:16:31,965 --> 00:16:36,862 AND WHAT I LOVE ABOUT EATING IS IT NEVER LETS ME DOWN. 317 00:16:36,862 --> 00:16:40,103 AND I FEEL LIKE WHATEVER MOOD I MIGHT HAVE BEEN IN 318 00:16:40,103 --> 00:16:45,413 BEFORE I STARTED EATING, IT'S GONE, AND I FEEL HAPPY. 319 00:16:45,413 --> 00:16:47,172 SO I NEVER WANT TO STOP. 320 00:16:49,724 --> 00:16:52,034 Rick: WHEN I WATCH HER EAT, IT BOTHERS ME. 321 00:16:52,034 --> 00:16:54,206 I FEEL SAD FOR HER, AND...I DON'T KNOW, 322 00:16:54,206 --> 00:16:57,965 MAYBE A LITTLE BIT OF DISGUST EATING THAT MUCH. 323 00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:04,000 Brianne: I KNOW MY EATING IS AFFECTING MY WHOLE FAMILY NOW. 324 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,689 I'M ESPECIALLY WORRIED FOR CATRINA 325 00:17:05,689 --> 00:17:07,103 BECAUSE SHE'S BEEN GAINING WEIGHT. 326 00:17:07,103 --> 00:17:10,655 SHE MIGHT NOT BE EATING AS MUCH, BUT SHE DOES EAT WHAT I EAT, 327 00:17:10,655 --> 00:17:12,827 AND I DON'T WANT HER TO END UP LIKE ME. 328 00:17:12,827 --> 00:17:16,620 ♪♪ 329 00:17:16,620 --> 00:17:18,862 Catrina: WOULD YOU LIKE ANYTHING TO EAT? ARE YOU HUNGRY? 330 00:17:18,862 --> 00:17:22,586 [ YAWNING ] I'M REALLY HUNGRY. 331 00:17:22,586 --> 00:17:25,413 I LOVE MY MOM SO VERY MUCH. 332 00:17:25,413 --> 00:17:29,965 SHE IS MY ONLY MOM, AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED. 333 00:17:29,965 --> 00:17:31,517 Brianne: I MIGHT HAVE A BURRITO, TOO, 334 00:17:31,517 --> 00:17:33,137 WITH THE TAQUITOS, IF YOU DON'T MIND. 335 00:17:33,137 --> 00:17:36,551 WITH CHEESE AND SALSA, TOO. -OKAY. 336 00:17:36,551 --> 00:17:41,413 AND I'M SCARED BECAUSE SHE IS EATING HERSELF TO HER GRAVE. 337 00:17:41,413 --> 00:17:45,655 AND... [ SIGHS ] IT HURTS. 338 00:17:45,655 --> 00:17:48,448 I'VE ALREADY HAD MY BIOLOGICAL MOM LEAVE ME, 339 00:17:48,448 --> 00:17:51,413 AND SO IF SHE DIES, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO. 340 00:17:51,413 --> 00:17:55,068 ♪♪ 341 00:17:55,068 --> 00:17:57,758 Brianne: WHEN I GOT MARRIED TO RICK, 342 00:17:57,758 --> 00:18:02,068 I WANTED TO BE THERE FOR CATRINA AND BE THE MOM SHE NEVER HAD. 343 00:18:02,068 --> 00:18:05,137 BUT I'M NOT ABLE TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WON'T STOP EATING. 344 00:18:07,655 --> 00:18:09,034 AND I'M DEFINITELY HURTING RICK 345 00:18:09,034 --> 00:18:12,862 BECAUSE HE DOESN'T NEED THE STRESS OF WONDERING 346 00:18:12,862 --> 00:18:16,413 IF HE'S GONNA WAKE UP AND FIND ME DEAD. 347 00:18:16,413 --> 00:18:19,379 AND LAST YEAR, HE ACTUALLY HAD A HEART ATTACK 348 00:18:19,379 --> 00:18:22,413 AND HAD TO HAVE OPEN-HEART SURGERY. 349 00:18:22,413 --> 00:18:24,827 SO HAVING TO DO AS MUCH AS HE DOES PHYSICALLY 350 00:18:24,827 --> 00:18:26,655 IS HARD ON HIM. 351 00:18:26,655 --> 00:18:28,310 SO I KNOW, I DEFINITELY FEEL LIKE 352 00:18:28,310 --> 00:18:29,448 I'M LETTING MY EATING HABITS 353 00:18:29,448 --> 00:18:32,965 DESTROY EVERYTHING THAT'S PRECIOUS TO ME. 354 00:18:32,965 --> 00:18:36,517 BUT WHEN I'M EATING, I JUST DON'T CARE. 355 00:18:36,517 --> 00:18:38,965 -WELL, I'M GONNA GO. -HAVE A GOOD DAY AT WORK. 356 00:18:38,965 --> 00:18:40,655 ALL RIGHTY. I LOVE YOU. 357 00:18:40,655 --> 00:18:42,931 I LOVE YOU, TOO. I'LL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK. 358 00:18:45,344 --> 00:18:48,413 Rick: I NEED BRIANNE MORE THAN SHE KNOWS. 359 00:18:48,413 --> 00:18:51,724 I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING WITHOUT HER. 360 00:18:51,724 --> 00:18:53,793 SHE'S MY SOUL MATE. 361 00:18:53,793 --> 00:18:57,517 AND MY WORST FEAR IS THAT IF SHE DOESN'T GET 362 00:18:57,517 --> 00:19:01,758 THE HELP SHE NEEDS, SHE'S NOT GONNA LIVE. 363 00:19:01,758 --> 00:19:04,758 I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK OF HAVING TO BURY HER. 364 00:19:06,137 --> 00:19:07,689 [ GROANS ] 365 00:19:07,689 --> 00:19:12,448 AT THIS POINT, I AM DEFINITELY PUTTING NAILS IN MY COFFIN, 366 00:19:12,448 --> 00:19:15,034 SO I AM JUST WAITING TO DIE 367 00:19:15,034 --> 00:19:17,758 IF I DON'T FIND SOME WAY TO CHANGE. 368 00:19:17,758 --> 00:19:21,517 ♪♪ 369 00:19:23,655 --> 00:19:32,724 ♪♪ 370 00:19:32,724 --> 00:19:35,724 [ BIRDS CHIRPING ] 371 00:19:35,724 --> 00:19:39,034 ♪♪ 372 00:19:39,034 --> 00:19:40,448 Brianne: ME AND RICK ARE PACKING RIGHT NOW 373 00:19:40,448 --> 00:19:43,896 BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO HOUSTON TO SEE DR. NOW. 374 00:19:43,896 --> 00:19:46,758 I KNOW I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING DRASTIC AT THIS POINT, 375 00:19:46,758 --> 00:19:48,551 OR I WON'T BE AROUND MUCH LONGER. 376 00:19:51,034 --> 00:19:54,068 BUT IT'S A LONG TRIP FROM OREGON TO HOUSTON, 377 00:19:54,068 --> 00:19:56,655 SO I HAVE TO GO BY PLANE. 378 00:19:56,655 --> 00:19:58,379 THERE'S JUST NO WAY I'D MAKE IT IN A CAR 379 00:19:58,379 --> 00:20:01,034 FOR THAT LONG ON THE ROAD. 380 00:20:01,034 --> 00:20:04,034 SO I'M TRYING TO MAKE THIS TRIP AS SHORT AS POSSIBLE. 381 00:20:09,137 --> 00:20:12,620 SO I'VE GOT YOUR TICKET... 382 00:20:12,620 --> 00:20:15,000 MY THREETICKETS. [ CHUCKLES ] 383 00:20:19,620 --> 00:20:22,896 IT'S BEEN OVER 10 YEARS SINCE I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE, 384 00:20:22,896 --> 00:20:25,103 SO I'M NERVOUS ABOUT HOW IT'S GONNA GO 385 00:20:25,103 --> 00:20:28,448 AND IF I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO EVEN DO IT AND FIT. 386 00:20:28,448 --> 00:20:32,724 ♪♪ 387 00:20:32,724 --> 00:20:36,620 SO, WE'RE, UM, FLYING IN TODAY TO HOUSTON. 388 00:20:36,620 --> 00:20:37,896 UH-HUH. 389 00:20:37,896 --> 00:20:39,827 TOMORROW, WE'LL MEET WITH DR. NOWZARADAN. 390 00:20:39,827 --> 00:20:42,620 AND THEN WE SHOULD BE HOME... 391 00:20:42,620 --> 00:20:45,103 IT'LL BE REALLY, REALLY EARLY FRIDAY MORNING. 392 00:20:45,103 --> 00:20:47,068 -OKAY. -SO JUST PRAY 393 00:20:47,068 --> 00:20:48,275 EVERYTHING GOES GOOD WITH DR. NOW, 394 00:20:48,275 --> 00:20:49,689 'CAUSE HE'S MY LAST SHOT. 395 00:20:49,689 --> 00:20:52,965 YEAH. WELL, I HOPE YOU GET APPROVED. 396 00:20:52,965 --> 00:20:54,862 ME, TOO. 397 00:20:54,862 --> 00:20:57,965 I THINK I MIGHT HAVE SOME OF THAT LEFTOVER PIZZA 398 00:20:57,965 --> 00:20:59,310 FROM LAST NIGHT. 399 00:20:59,310 --> 00:21:01,034 CAN YOU HEAT UP THAT PIZZA FOR ME? 400 00:21:01,034 --> 00:21:02,931 -YEAH. -MIGHT EAT SOME OF THAT 401 00:21:02,931 --> 00:21:04,620 AND THEN TAKE SOME OF IT FOR THE ROAD. 402 00:21:04,620 --> 00:21:06,586 OKAY, I'LL DO THAT FOR YOU. 403 00:21:06,586 --> 00:21:09,172 -THANKS, SWEETIE. -ALL RIGHTY. LOVE YOU. 404 00:21:09,172 --> 00:21:11,137 LOVE YOU, TOO. E[ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 405 00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:15,931 Brianne: I'M PUSHING MYSELF TO DO THIS 406 00:21:15,931 --> 00:21:17,793 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP, 407 00:21:17,793 --> 00:21:22,034 NO MATTER HOW HARD OR SCARY THIS IS GONNA BE. 408 00:21:22,034 --> 00:21:24,896 I WANT TO BE HERE FOR RICK AND CATRINA, 409 00:21:24,896 --> 00:21:26,724 AND LOSING THE WEIGHT AND GETTING MY LIFE BACK 410 00:21:26,724 --> 00:21:29,586 IS THE ONLY WAY I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO DO THAT. 411 00:21:29,586 --> 00:21:33,103 BUT IT'S ALL JUST GONNA BE REALLY HARD ON ME PHYSICALLY. 412 00:21:33,103 --> 00:21:36,206 YOU GOT 'EM IN THERE? -YEAH. YOU READY? 413 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:43,241 SO I JUST HOPE I CAN ACTUALLY MAKE IT ALL THE WAY THERE. 414 00:21:43,241 --> 00:21:45,206 AND THAT THIS ALL ISN'T FOR NOTHING 415 00:21:45,206 --> 00:21:48,862 BECAUSE DR. NOW ENDS UP TELLING ME THAT HE CAN'T HELP. 416 00:21:48,862 --> 00:21:51,655 I LOVE YOU, SWEETIE. -I LOVE YOU, TOO, MAMA. 417 00:21:51,655 --> 00:21:53,827 -HOLD DOWN THE FORT. -I WILL. 418 00:21:56,379 --> 00:21:59,517 Catrina: THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT HAVE ME A LITTLE WORRIED 419 00:21:59,517 --> 00:22:02,620 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHE'S PSYCHING HERSELF OUT, 420 00:22:02,620 --> 00:22:07,620 AND THAT SHE MIGHT LET HER ANXIETY GET THE BETTER OF HER. 421 00:22:07,620 --> 00:22:11,586 AND I'M AFRAID THAT SHE'LL SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE LOOKING AT HER, 422 00:22:11,586 --> 00:22:14,482 AND SHE'LL GET DISCOURAGED AND BACK OUT LAST MINUTE, 423 00:22:14,482 --> 00:22:15,931 OR SHE'LL BE IN SO MUCH PAIN 424 00:22:15,931 --> 00:22:20,413 THAT SHE'LL DECIDE MAYBE THIS ISN'T GOOD FOR ME. 425 00:22:20,413 --> 00:22:22,379 I LOVE YOU, DAD. -I LOVE YOU. 426 00:22:22,379 --> 00:22:24,275 -LOVE YOU, MOM. -LOVE YOU, TOO, SWEETIE. 427 00:22:24,275 --> 00:22:25,758 -Rick: TAKE CARE. -Catrina: SEE YOU GUYS LATER. 428 00:22:25,758 --> 00:22:27,482 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 429 00:22:27,482 --> 00:22:30,517 I DO FEEL LIKE MOM HAS THE DETERMINATION TO DO IT, 430 00:22:30,517 --> 00:22:32,310 AND I KNOW THAT SHE CAN DO IT. 431 00:22:32,310 --> 00:22:35,241 BUT SOMETIMES SHE TALKS HERSELF OUT OF STUFF. 432 00:22:35,241 --> 00:22:39,241 SO I'M WORRIED THAT SHE WOULD GIVE UP. 433 00:22:39,241 --> 00:22:44,517 ♪♪ 434 00:22:44,517 --> 00:22:46,896 SO HOW ARE YOU FEELING, BABE? 435 00:22:46,896 --> 00:22:49,724 I'M PRETTY NERVOUS. 436 00:22:49,724 --> 00:22:51,586 AND THEN I THINK I'M A LITTLE BIT WORRIED 437 00:22:51,586 --> 00:22:54,551 ABOUT GETTING A WHEELCHAIR AT THAT AIRPORT. 438 00:22:54,551 --> 00:22:56,655 THAT'S ALWAYS BEEN A PROBLEM FOR US. 439 00:22:56,655 --> 00:22:57,689 YOU GET SOMEWHERE, AND THEY'RE LIKE, 440 00:22:57,689 --> 00:22:58,827 "YEAH, WE GOT WHEELCHAIRS." 441 00:22:58,827 --> 00:23:00,758 AND THEY'VE GOT, LIKE, TINY WHEELCHAIRS 442 00:23:00,758 --> 00:23:03,931 FOR PEOPLE THAT, LIKE, YOUCAN BARELY SIT IN. 443 00:23:03,931 --> 00:23:06,896 IF NOT, WE'LL GET A BAGGAGE CART. [ LAUGHS ] 444 00:23:06,896 --> 00:23:08,827 THAT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY, 'CAUSE WHAT IF WE DO? 445 00:23:08,827 --> 00:23:10,172 JUST KIDDING. 446 00:23:10,172 --> 00:23:12,137 WHAT IF WE DO HAVE TO GET A BAGGAGE CART? 447 00:23:12,137 --> 00:23:13,827 JEEZ, BABE. 448 00:23:13,827 --> 00:23:16,862 ♪♪ 449 00:23:16,862 --> 00:23:20,551 Brianne: I HOPE THAT THIS WHOLE TRIP ISN'T A BIG MISTAKE. 450 00:23:20,551 --> 00:23:23,931 IT'S NOT JUST GETTING TO HOUSTON THAT HAS ME ON EDGE, THOUGH. 451 00:23:23,931 --> 00:23:25,413 MY MOM AND DAD ACTUALLY MOVED DOWN THERE 452 00:23:25,413 --> 00:23:27,137 AROUND EIGHT YEARS AGO, 453 00:23:27,137 --> 00:23:28,655 AND MY MOM SAID SHE'D COME WITH ME 454 00:23:28,655 --> 00:23:31,413 AND HELP ME GET TO DR. NOW'S ONCE I GET THERE. 455 00:23:31,413 --> 00:23:35,172 HI. I NEEDED A PLUS-SIZE WHEELCHAIR OVER IN VALET. 456 00:23:35,172 --> 00:23:36,482 Woman: Okay, we'll send someone out there. 457 00:23:36,482 --> 00:23:38,448 -THANK YOU. -Mm-hmm. Bye. 458 00:23:40,758 --> 00:23:44,137 BUT IT'S BEEN FOUR YEARS SINCE WE'VE SEEN EACH OTHER, 459 00:23:44,137 --> 00:23:47,724 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW SHE'S GONNA REACT TO HOW BIG I AM NOW. 460 00:23:47,724 --> 00:23:50,655 SO, I'M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT A LOT OF STUFF, 461 00:23:50,655 --> 00:23:53,448 AND I JUST HOPE I CAN MAKE THIS TRIP. 462 00:23:53,448 --> 00:23:55,241 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] IS THIS... 463 00:23:55,241 --> 00:23:56,448 Man: YES... 464 00:23:59,310 --> 00:24:02,379 [ WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A. ] 465 00:24:02,379 --> 00:24:06,034 ♪♪ 466 00:24:06,034 --> 00:24:08,068 I'M ALREADY FEELING WINDED, 467 00:24:08,068 --> 00:24:10,793 AND MY BACK AND MY KNEES ARE KILLING ME. 468 00:24:10,793 --> 00:24:14,068 BUT I'M GONNA JUST FOCUS ON WHAT I NEED TO DO 469 00:24:14,068 --> 00:24:16,137 AND NOT THINK ABOUT HOW HUMILIATING IT IS 470 00:24:16,137 --> 00:24:19,620 TO HAVE TO BE PUSHED THROUGH THE AIRPORT. 471 00:24:19,620 --> 00:24:22,000 Man: OKAY, YOU GOT YOUR BOARDING CARDS WITH YA? 472 00:24:24,689 --> 00:24:25,931 OKAY. 473 00:24:25,931 --> 00:24:32,413 ♪♪ 474 00:24:32,413 --> 00:24:34,482 I'M IN A LOT OF PAIN RIGHT NOW, 475 00:24:34,482 --> 00:24:36,517 SO I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT. 476 00:24:38,724 --> 00:24:41,724 [ PANTING ] 477 00:24:41,724 --> 00:24:46,793 ♪♪ 478 00:24:46,793 --> 00:24:49,241 BUT THE PROBLEM WILL BE IF I CAN'T FIT, 479 00:24:49,241 --> 00:24:54,103 BECAUSE I WON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO GET BACK TO MY WHEELCHAIR. 480 00:24:54,103 --> 00:24:57,517 AND IF THAT HAPPENS, WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BIG PROBLEM. 481 00:25:01,137 --> 00:25:02,310 ALL RIGHT. 482 00:25:06,724 --> 00:25:09,758 [ PANTING ] 483 00:25:12,655 --> 00:25:15,896 NOW I JUST HOPE I CAN MAKE IT ALL THE WAY THERE, 484 00:25:15,896 --> 00:25:18,689 BECAUSE I DON'T REALLY HAVE A CHOICE AT THIS POINT. 485 00:25:18,689 --> 00:25:21,931 ♪♪ 486 00:25:21,931 --> 00:25:23,034 BUT IT'S A DIRECT FLIGHT, 487 00:25:23,034 --> 00:25:25,724 SO I ONLY HAVE TO MAKE IT 3 1/2 HOURS. 488 00:25:25,724 --> 00:25:28,379 AND HOPEFULLY, THE WORST OF ALL THIS IS BEHIND ME. 489 00:25:31,862 --> 00:25:41,724 ♪♪ 490 00:25:41,724 --> 00:25:43,137 I'M NOT FEELING WELL, 491 00:25:43,137 --> 00:25:46,172 AND I'M SCARED THIS IS TAKING TOO MUCH OUT OF ME, 492 00:25:46,172 --> 00:25:48,724 SO I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA MAKE IT. 493 00:25:48,724 --> 00:25:52,103 BUT I'M TRYING TO NOT PANIC AND JUST HOLD ON. 494 00:25:52,103 --> 00:25:55,689 ♪♪ 495 00:25:55,689 --> 00:25:59,241 THIS WHOLE TRIP HAS BEEN SO MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT. 496 00:25:59,241 --> 00:26:01,206 I'M IN A LOT OF PAIN... 497 00:26:03,344 --> 00:26:07,103 ...SO I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THESE SEATS AND OFF THIS PLANE, 498 00:26:07,103 --> 00:26:09,655 BUT I'M COMPLETELY OUT OF ENERGY. 499 00:26:14,413 --> 00:26:18,034 ♪♪ 500 00:26:18,034 --> 00:26:20,137 MY BODY HAS BEEN PUT THROUGH TOO MUCH 501 00:26:20,137 --> 00:26:23,275 TO BE ABLE TO DO MUCH MORE. 502 00:26:23,275 --> 00:26:25,379 AND I'M NOT SURE IF I WOULD HAVE DONE THIS 503 00:26:25,379 --> 00:26:28,379 IF I'D HAD KNOWN WHAT THIS IS GONNA BE LIKE. 504 00:26:28,379 --> 00:26:31,379 [ PANTING ] 505 00:26:31,379 --> 00:26:40,172 ♪♪ 506 00:26:40,172 --> 00:26:42,000 [ EXHALES SLOWLY ] 507 00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:45,034 I'M REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE NOW 508 00:26:45,034 --> 00:26:47,103 'CAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE CHAIRS WITH NO SIDES, 509 00:26:47,103 --> 00:26:49,551 AND WE'RE WAITING ON A WHEELCHAIR. 510 00:26:49,551 --> 00:26:51,793 I'M JUST IN A LOT OF PAIN. 511 00:26:51,793 --> 00:26:53,206 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 512 00:26:55,482 --> 00:26:56,965 OW. 513 00:26:56,965 --> 00:26:58,172 BABE, CAN YOU MOVE ME OUT SO IT'S NOT, LIKE, 514 00:26:58,172 --> 00:27:00,758 IN THE FRONT OF EVERYBODY, PLEASE? 515 00:27:00,758 --> 00:27:02,206 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 516 00:27:03,758 --> 00:27:05,793 HONEY, DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN. 517 00:27:05,793 --> 00:27:08,275 YOU BE AS UNCOMFORTABLE AS I AM. 518 00:27:09,620 --> 00:27:12,655 [ GRUNTING ] 519 00:27:20,344 --> 00:27:22,551 ME AND RICK SHOULD HAVE DRIVEN 520 00:27:22,551 --> 00:27:24,724 'CAUSE I'M ALSO WORRIED ABOUT HOW HARD THIS TRIP IS FOR HIM 521 00:27:24,724 --> 00:27:27,758 BECAUSE OF HIS HEART CONDITION. 522 00:27:27,758 --> 00:27:30,896 AND I DON'T WANT HIM TO PUSH HIMSELF. 523 00:27:30,896 --> 00:27:34,068 IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO HIM BECAUSE OF THIS TRIP, 524 00:27:34,068 --> 00:27:37,344 I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO EVER FORGIVE MYSELF. 525 00:27:37,344 --> 00:27:40,655 SO I'M TRYING NOT TO PUT TOO MUCH ON HIM. 526 00:27:40,655 --> 00:27:42,000 BUT NOW THAT I'M HERE, 527 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:45,034 I'M JUST FOCUSING ON GETTING WHAT WE NEED DONE. 528 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,344 ♪♪ 529 00:27:52,344 --> 00:27:54,586 I JUST WANT TO GET THIS OVER WITH. 530 00:27:56,793 --> 00:27:59,689 OHH, MY GOSH. 531 00:27:59,689 --> 00:28:02,172 I REALLY, REALLY HOPE THIS ALL PAYS OFF 532 00:28:02,172 --> 00:28:04,517 WHEN I SEE DR. NOW TOMORROW. 533 00:28:04,517 --> 00:28:08,000 'CAUSE IF IT DOESN'T, I DON'T THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT. 534 00:28:10,172 --> 00:28:11,344 THANK YOU, GUYS, SO MUCH. 535 00:28:11,344 --> 00:28:14,103 Woman: OKAY. WATCH YOUR STEP. 536 00:28:14,103 --> 00:28:16,827 Brianne: BUT RIGHT NOW, I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET TO THE HOTEL 537 00:28:16,827 --> 00:28:18,379 AND GET IN BED 538 00:28:18,379 --> 00:28:20,965 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA PASS OUT ANY MINUTE. 539 00:28:20,965 --> 00:28:24,034 ♪♪ 540 00:28:24,034 --> 00:28:26,551 OH, BABE. I AM POOPED. 541 00:28:26,551 --> 00:28:28,620 [ GRUNTS ] 542 00:28:28,620 --> 00:28:30,758 BABE, I'M REALLY HUNGRY. 543 00:28:30,758 --> 00:28:32,586 CAN WE STOP OFF AND GET A BURRITO? 544 00:28:35,689 --> 00:28:38,275 I WANT, LIKE, A BIG BURRITO, BABE, WITH STEAK, 545 00:28:38,275 --> 00:28:40,344 REFRIED BEANS, SOUR CREAM. 546 00:28:40,344 --> 00:28:42,413 THE WORKS, YOU KNOW. 547 00:28:42,413 --> 00:28:44,172 GET ME A QUESADILLA, TOO. 548 00:28:46,551 --> 00:28:49,103 I'M FEELING REALLY HUNGRY, AND I'M ALREADY, LIKE, 549 00:28:49,103 --> 00:28:51,137 KIND OF STRESSING OUT ABOUT TOMORROW 550 00:28:51,137 --> 00:28:54,137 WHEN I FLY HOME, 'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE 551 00:28:54,137 --> 00:28:57,379 I BARELY WAS ABLE TO MANAGE TO SIT FOR THE THREE HOURS 552 00:28:57,379 --> 00:28:59,448 I WAS JUST ON. 553 00:28:59,448 --> 00:29:04,517 ♪♪ 554 00:29:07,172 --> 00:29:09,413 -Rick: THAT BURRITO'S HUGE. -YEAH. 555 00:29:10,793 --> 00:29:13,379 MM. PRETTY GOOD. 556 00:29:13,379 --> 00:29:17,448 ♪♪ 557 00:29:17,448 --> 00:29:19,448 Brianne: TODAY'S BEEN A REALLY LONG DAY, 558 00:29:19,448 --> 00:29:21,793 SO I'M PRETTY EXHAUSTED. 559 00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:24,068 MY ANKLES ARE REALLY SWOLLEN TO THE POINT 560 00:29:24,068 --> 00:29:25,931 WHERE THEY ARE, LIKE, THROBBING. 561 00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:27,931 AND I JUST WANT TO GET TO THE HOTEL. 562 00:29:31,137 --> 00:29:33,655 HOPEFULLY, TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. 563 00:29:35,689 --> 00:29:38,172 I SEE DR. NOW FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT 564 00:29:38,172 --> 00:29:40,793 AND MY MOM WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN A LONG TIME... 565 00:29:40,793 --> 00:29:43,310 [ GROANS ]...SO I'M NERVOUS. 566 00:29:43,310 --> 00:29:45,344 BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M GONNA CLING TO THE HOPE 567 00:29:45,344 --> 00:29:49,137 THAT I'M GONNA GET THE HELP I NEED, AND THAT IT GOES WELL. 568 00:29:49,137 --> 00:29:52,413 BECAUSE IF IT DOESN'T, THEN THIS WILL HAVE ALL BEEN FOR NOTHING. 569 00:29:52,413 --> 00:30:00,724 ♪♪ 570 00:30:00,724 --> 00:30:03,344 Brianne: I FEEL LIKE I COULD USE A LOT MORE SLEEP 571 00:30:03,344 --> 00:30:06,379 BECAUSE I'M STILL SORE FROM YESTERDAY. 572 00:30:06,379 --> 00:30:08,827 BUT I HAVE TO GET TO MY APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW, 573 00:30:08,827 --> 00:30:11,241 AND MY MOM WILL BE HERE ANY MINUTE. 574 00:30:11,241 --> 00:30:15,310 BUT THE LAST TIME I SAW HER, I WAS IN THE UPPER 400s, 575 00:30:15,310 --> 00:30:17,344 SO I'M NERVOUS ABOUT HOW SHE'S GONNA REACT 576 00:30:17,344 --> 00:30:18,827 AT HOW BIG I AM NOW. 577 00:30:18,827 --> 00:30:20,000 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 578 00:30:22,482 --> 00:30:24,206 Rick: HI! 579 00:30:24,206 --> 00:30:25,724 -MAMA! -HOW YOU DOING? 580 00:30:30,551 --> 00:30:33,689 ♪♪ 581 00:30:33,689 --> 00:30:36,689 [ BOTH CRYING ] 582 00:30:36,689 --> 00:30:42,068 ♪♪ 583 00:30:42,068 --> 00:30:46,517 BRIANNE, ALL THAT WEIGHT IS CRUSHING YOUR INSIDES. 584 00:30:46,517 --> 00:30:48,586 YOU CAN DIE. 585 00:30:48,586 --> 00:30:50,103 I'M JUST SCARED FOR YOU... 586 00:30:50,103 --> 00:30:52,034 I AM, TOO. 587 00:30:52,034 --> 00:30:54,586 ...'CAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WANT YOU TO BE SUCCESSFUL, 588 00:30:54,586 --> 00:30:57,137 AND YOU JUST -- YOU GOTTA DO IT. 589 00:30:57,137 --> 00:31:00,517 EVEN IF YOU NEED THIS HELP, THIS PUSH FROM THE DOCTOR. 590 00:31:00,517 --> 00:31:02,000 YOU GOTTA DO IT, BRIANNE. 591 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,655 I'M NOT READY TO... I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO YET. 592 00:31:04,655 --> 00:31:06,379 I DON'T WANT TO DIE. [ SOBS ] 593 00:31:06,379 --> 00:31:09,517 I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE, EITHER. THAT'S WHY I'M HERE. 594 00:31:10,758 --> 00:31:13,172 Bridget: I'M HEARTBROKEN SEEING HER LIKE THIS. 595 00:31:13,172 --> 00:31:14,758 SHE'S SO OVERWEIGHT. 596 00:31:14,758 --> 00:31:18,068 THE LAST TIME I SAW HER THAT, I'M AFRAID SHE'S GONNA DIE. 597 00:31:18,068 --> 00:31:20,172 [ Voice breaks ] AND I DON'T WANT HER TO DIE. 598 00:31:20,172 --> 00:31:23,206 ♪♪ 599 00:31:23,206 --> 00:31:25,034 Brianne: IT'S NICE TO SEE MY MOM, 600 00:31:25,034 --> 00:31:28,172 BUT IT WAS MORE EMOTIONAL THAN I THOUGHT. 601 00:31:28,172 --> 00:31:30,517 I JUST HOPE THIS ALL GOES WELL. 602 00:31:30,517 --> 00:31:35,172 ♪♪ 603 00:31:35,172 --> 00:31:39,241 MY BIGGEST WORRY IS THAT I LET MYSELF GO SO FAR 604 00:31:39,241 --> 00:31:43,482 TO THE POINT WHERE DR. NOW CAN'T HELP ME. 605 00:31:43,482 --> 00:31:46,965 SO I JUST HOPE I'M STILL IN THE 600s. 606 00:31:46,965 --> 00:31:49,551 BUT MY FUTURE AND MY WHOLE LIFE 607 00:31:49,551 --> 00:31:52,344 IS RIDING ON HOW THIS APPOINTMENT GOES. 608 00:31:53,896 --> 00:31:55,896 BRIANNE DIAS? 609 00:31:55,896 --> 00:31:57,931 Brianne: AND IF IT ENDS UP LIKE I FEAR, 610 00:31:57,931 --> 00:32:01,517 AND DR. NOW THINKS FOR ANY REASON THAT HE CAN'T HELP ME, 611 00:32:01,517 --> 00:32:04,103 THEN IT WILL LITERALLY BE A DEATH SENTENCE FOR ME. 612 00:32:04,103 --> 00:32:07,000 ♪♪ 613 00:32:09,965 --> 00:32:17,620 ♪♪ 614 00:32:17,620 --> 00:32:19,275 Brianne: I FINALLY MADE IT TO DR. NOW'S 615 00:32:19,275 --> 00:32:20,931 TO TRY AND GET HIS HELP. 616 00:32:20,931 --> 00:32:23,689 AND I'M ABOUT TO FIND OUT WHAT I WEIGH. 617 00:32:23,689 --> 00:32:26,137 I JUST HOPE I'M STILL IN THE 600s. 618 00:32:29,620 --> 00:32:31,448 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 619 00:32:31,448 --> 00:32:37,724 ♪♪ 620 00:32:37,724 --> 00:32:41,172 [ BREATHING SHAKILY ] 621 00:32:41,172 --> 00:32:44,068 THIS IS THE HEAVIEST I'VE EVER WEIGHED. 622 00:32:44,068 --> 00:32:47,068 [ SOBBING ] 623 00:32:47,068 --> 00:32:53,689 ♪♪ 624 00:32:53,689 --> 00:32:58,310 THAT'S A LOT OF WEIGHT CRUSHING ALL MY ORGANS AND BONES. 625 00:32:58,310 --> 00:33:00,068 I COULD DIE. 626 00:33:00,068 --> 00:33:04,379 AND I PRAY THAT I'M NOT TOO BIG FOR DR. NOW TO HELP. 627 00:33:04,379 --> 00:33:05,724 IT'S REALLY SCARY. 628 00:33:10,724 --> 00:33:12,862 I WAS HOPING IT'D BE LESS. 629 00:33:14,172 --> 00:33:16,137 IT -- IT JUST... 630 00:33:16,137 --> 00:33:17,413 IT'S BAD. 631 00:33:17,413 --> 00:33:19,482 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] -Brianne: COME IN. 632 00:33:21,103 --> 00:33:22,310 -HELLO. -HELLO. 633 00:33:22,310 --> 00:33:24,241 HOW Y'ALL DOING? 634 00:33:24,241 --> 00:33:25,827 -Bridget: FINE. -Brianne: HANGING IN THERE. 635 00:33:25,827 --> 00:33:27,586 ALL RIGHT, I'M DR. NOWZARADAN. 636 00:33:27,586 --> 00:33:29,034 -I'M BRI. -HOW YOU DOING? 637 00:33:29,034 --> 00:33:30,068 PRETTY GOOD. NICE TO MEET YOU. 638 00:33:30,068 --> 00:33:31,206 -I'M BRIDGET. -AND YOU ARE? 639 00:33:31,206 --> 00:33:32,862 -THE MOM. -MOM. 640 00:33:32,862 --> 00:33:34,172 AND I'M BRI'S HUSBAND RICK. 641 00:33:34,172 --> 00:33:35,862 OKAY. NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS. 642 00:33:35,862 --> 00:33:37,275 -Rick: NICE TO MEET YOU. -ALL RIGHT. 643 00:33:37,275 --> 00:33:41,896 SO, BRIANNE, YOU MADE IT ALL THE WAY DOWN FROM OREGON. 644 00:33:41,896 --> 00:33:43,000 HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 645 00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:44,586 -GOOD. -THAT'S GOOD. 646 00:33:44,586 --> 00:33:49,896 AND TODAY, YOU WEIGH IN AT 742 POUNDS, HUH? 647 00:33:49,896 --> 00:33:50,931 MM-HMM. 648 00:33:50,931 --> 00:33:53,103 ALL RIGHT, AND YOU'RE 30 YEARS OLD? 649 00:33:53,103 --> 00:33:54,241 MM-HMM. 650 00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:57,103 IS THIS THE HIGHEST WEIGHT YOU HAVE BEEN? 651 00:33:57,103 --> 00:33:58,586 -THIS IS IT? -MM-HMM. 652 00:33:58,586 --> 00:34:01,103 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK GOT YOU TO THIS WEIGHT? 653 00:34:01,103 --> 00:34:03,586 MY EATING, FAST FOOD. 654 00:34:03,586 --> 00:34:05,172 -FAST FOOD? -MM-HMM. 655 00:34:05,172 --> 00:34:07,517 SO WHAT DO YOU EAT FOR BREAKFAST? 656 00:34:07,517 --> 00:34:08,862 SOMETIMES WE HAVE, LIKE, 657 00:34:08,862 --> 00:34:10,793 FROZEN BURRITOS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. 658 00:34:10,793 --> 00:34:15,137 OR WE MIGHT BUY, LIKE, THE BREAKFAST FOOD THAT'S EASY. 659 00:34:15,137 --> 00:34:17,275 AND THEN AFTER THAT, I'M SETTLED FOR A LITTLE BIT, 660 00:34:17,275 --> 00:34:19,689 AND THEN I'LL SNACK THROUGHOUT THE DAY. 661 00:34:19,689 --> 00:34:20,965 WHAT DO YOU SNACK ON? 662 00:34:20,965 --> 00:34:24,724 MOSTLY, LIKE, CHIPS AND JUST... JUST CRAP. 663 00:34:24,724 --> 00:34:26,965 CHIPS AND CRAP? 664 00:34:26,965 --> 00:34:28,758 OKAY, WHAT ELSE? 665 00:34:28,758 --> 00:34:31,137 PROBABLY MORE FAST FOOD. 666 00:34:31,137 --> 00:34:33,172 AND WHO GETS THAT FOR YOU? 667 00:34:33,172 --> 00:34:34,344 HE'LL GO OUT AND GET IT. 668 00:34:34,344 --> 00:34:36,517 WHAT FAST FOOD DOES HE GET FOR YOU? 669 00:34:36,517 --> 00:34:40,482 BURGERS OR SOMETIMES HE'LL PICK UP FOOD FROM A RESTAURANT. 670 00:34:40,482 --> 00:34:41,965 PIZZA. -OKAY. 671 00:34:41,965 --> 00:34:44,586 THEN DO YOU KEEP EATING AFTER THAT? 672 00:34:44,586 --> 00:34:46,827 I'LL PROBABLY SNACK AGAIN LATER ON, 673 00:34:46,827 --> 00:34:48,793 AND THEN I WAKE UP AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. 674 00:34:48,793 --> 00:34:50,137 ALL RIGHT. 675 00:34:50,137 --> 00:34:54,137 TO SUMMARIZE, IN YOUR OWN WORDS, YOU EAT CRAP ALL DAY, 676 00:34:54,137 --> 00:34:56,034 THEN YOU GO BACK TO BED. 677 00:34:56,034 --> 00:34:58,896 AND NO ACTIVITY OR EXERCISE. AND THAT'S IT? 678 00:34:58,896 --> 00:35:01,689 THAT'S YOUR LIFE? DOES THAT SOUND ABOUT RIGHT? 679 00:35:01,689 --> 00:35:03,103 MM-HMM. 680 00:35:03,103 --> 00:35:06,206 WITH HOW BIG YOU ARE, YOU'RE BARELY ABLE TO WALK, 681 00:35:06,206 --> 00:35:09,620 SO YOU'RE VERY CLOSE RIGHT NOW TO BECOMING BEDRIDDEN. 682 00:35:09,620 --> 00:35:13,758 AND YOU POINTED OUT THAT RICK IS THE ONE WHO BRINGS YOU FOOD. 683 00:35:13,758 --> 00:35:16,172 SO HE'S YOUR ENABLER, RIGHT? 684 00:35:16,172 --> 00:35:17,344 I GUESS. 685 00:35:17,344 --> 00:35:19,275 SO, RICK, YOU GETTING ALL THIS STUFF 686 00:35:19,275 --> 00:35:22,655 BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S GOOD FOR HER, OR... 687 00:35:22,655 --> 00:35:23,724 BASICALLY 'CAUSE IT'S EASY. 688 00:35:23,724 --> 00:35:25,896 I DON'T WANT TO HEAR HER COMPLAIN. 689 00:35:25,896 --> 00:35:30,827 SO YOU'RE HELPING HER TO GET FOOD SO SHE DOESN'T GET UPSET. 690 00:35:30,827 --> 00:35:34,793 BUT IF YOU LOVE HER, THEN YOU'RE GONNA HELP HER STOP DOING THIS. 691 00:35:34,793 --> 00:35:37,068 YOU GOT THAT? -YES, SIR. 692 00:35:38,551 --> 00:35:42,137 Dr. Nowzaradan: TO BE OVER 700 POUNDS AT BRIANNE'S AGE 693 00:35:42,137 --> 00:35:45,896 MEANS SHE'S BEEN EATING PATHOLOGICALLY FOR A WHILE NOW. 694 00:35:45,896 --> 00:35:50,172 SO BREAKING HER OF THAT HABIT IS NOT GOING TO BE EASY. 695 00:35:50,172 --> 00:35:53,620 BUT SHE'S AT A VERY CRITICAL POINT RIGHT NOW, 696 00:35:53,620 --> 00:35:55,827 BECAUSE THE FACT THAT SHE'S BEING THIS HEAVY 697 00:35:55,827 --> 00:35:58,862 WHILE SHE'S YOUNG IS THE ONLY REASON 698 00:35:58,862 --> 00:36:01,241 HER BODY HAS BEEN ABLE TO STILL GET AROUND 699 00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:03,586 AND FUNCTION FOR THE TIME IT HAS. 700 00:36:03,586 --> 00:36:07,034 SO IF SHE DOESN'T START TO MAKE THE CHANGES SHE NEEDS, 701 00:36:07,034 --> 00:36:11,172 THAT'S ALL GOING TO CHANGE RAPIDLY VERY SOON. 702 00:36:11,172 --> 00:36:15,689 BRIANNE, YOU'RE 30 YEARS OLD AND OVER 700 POUNDS. 703 00:36:15,689 --> 00:36:17,896 THEN WHAT IS NEXT STOP? 800? 704 00:36:17,896 --> 00:36:19,310 I DON'T WANT IT TO BE. 705 00:36:19,310 --> 00:36:22,586 WELL, RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE HEADED TO ONE OR TWO SCENARIOS. 706 00:36:22,586 --> 00:36:25,448 YOU'RE EITHER GONNA MAKE IT UP TO 800 POUNDS 707 00:36:25,448 --> 00:36:28,034 AND BECOME COMPLETELY BEDRIDDEN SOON, 708 00:36:28,034 --> 00:36:30,862 AT WHICH POINT YOU WON'T SURVIVE MUCH LONGER. 709 00:36:30,862 --> 00:36:32,310 THAT'S THE END OF IT. 710 00:36:32,310 --> 00:36:34,793 THE OTHER SCENARIO IS YOU'RE NOT GONNA EVEN 711 00:36:34,793 --> 00:36:36,482 MAKE IT TO THAT POINT, 712 00:36:36,482 --> 00:36:39,965 AND YOUR BODY IS GONNA GIVE OUT IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. 713 00:36:39,965 --> 00:36:42,517 YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME RIGHT NOW, OKAY? 714 00:36:42,517 --> 00:36:45,931 YOUR ONLY HOPE IS TO CHANGE NOW. 715 00:36:45,931 --> 00:36:49,241 SO, HOW MOTIVATED YOU ARE TO MAKE THE CHANGES? 716 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:50,689 I'M VERY MOTIVATED. 717 00:36:50,689 --> 00:36:53,206 SO, I'M GONNA GIVE YOU SOME STUFF. 718 00:36:53,206 --> 00:36:57,275 IT'S A 500-CALORIE-A-DAY DIET THAT IS HIGH IN PROTEIN 719 00:36:57,275 --> 00:37:01,413 AND LOW CARB THAT I WANT YOU TO START ON IMMEDIATELY. 720 00:37:01,413 --> 00:37:03,896 AND THROW AWAY ALL THE JUNK FOOD, 721 00:37:03,896 --> 00:37:05,620 NO SUGARY DRINK. 722 00:37:05,620 --> 00:37:07,034 AND YOU ONLY EAT THREE TIME A DAY, 723 00:37:07,034 --> 00:37:09,620 AND YOU START DOING SOME EXERCISES. 724 00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:13,241 30 MINUTES IN THE MORNING AND 30 MINUTES IN THE AFTERNOON. 725 00:37:13,241 --> 00:37:15,827 IF YOU DO ALL THAT, YOU'RE GOING TO BE EASILY 726 00:37:15,827 --> 00:37:18,724 ABLE TO LOSE 120 POUNDS IN 2 MONTHS. 727 00:37:18,724 --> 00:37:21,482 AND, RICK, NO MORE ENABLING. 728 00:37:21,482 --> 00:37:25,068 IT'S GONNA BE LIKE A DRUG ADDICT COMING OUT OF WITHDRAWAL. 729 00:37:25,068 --> 00:37:27,931 SHE'S GONNA HAVE SOME SHAKES AND ALL THOSE THINGS. 730 00:37:27,931 --> 00:37:30,586 IF YOU WANT HER TO LIVE, YOU CAN'T GIVE IN, 731 00:37:30,586 --> 00:37:33,551 NO MATTER HOW UPSET SHE GETS, OKAY? 732 00:37:33,551 --> 00:37:34,758 YES, SIR. 733 00:37:34,758 --> 00:37:37,551 OKAY, THE LAST THING IS, AT YOUR WEIGHT, BRIANNE, 734 00:37:37,551 --> 00:37:40,206 IT IS NOT SAFE FOR YOU TO BE TRAVELING 735 00:37:40,206 --> 00:37:42,000 AS FAR AS YOU DID EVERY TIME. 736 00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:44,793 SO IF I ACCEPT YOU INTO MY PROGRAM, 737 00:37:44,793 --> 00:37:47,172 YOU WILL NEED TO MOVE DOWN TO HOUSTON. 738 00:37:47,172 --> 00:37:49,206 ARE YOU WILLING TO DO THAT? 739 00:37:49,206 --> 00:37:51,137 -100%. -GOOD. 740 00:37:51,137 --> 00:37:55,137 YOU NEED TO TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY, AND YOU HAVE TO TAKE ACTION NOW 741 00:37:55,137 --> 00:37:57,000 'CAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 742 00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:58,655 SO YOU'RE GONNA HELP ME? [ CRIES ] 743 00:37:58,655 --> 00:38:02,034 YES, IF YOU SHOW ME YOU'RE WILLING TO WORK HARD. 744 00:38:02,034 --> 00:38:04,103 BUT EVERYTHING START WITH YOU. 745 00:38:04,103 --> 00:38:07,896 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO TAKE FIRST STEP, OKAY? 746 00:38:07,896 --> 00:38:09,655 I'LL SEE YOU IN TWO MONTHS. 747 00:38:09,655 --> 00:38:11,344 THANK YOU, DR. NOWZARADAN. 748 00:38:11,344 --> 00:38:14,517 ♪♪ 749 00:38:14,517 --> 00:38:16,896 Dr. Nowzaradan: THIS ISN'T GOING TO BE EASY FOR BRIANNE 750 00:38:16,896 --> 00:38:19,517 BECAUSE THERE ARE LIKELY SIGNIFICANT ISSUES 751 00:38:19,517 --> 00:38:22,000 THAT SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH. 752 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:25,241 BUT SHE ALSO HAS AN ENABLING HUSBAND 753 00:38:25,241 --> 00:38:28,793 AND A FAMILY DYNAMIC THAT WILL HAVE TO BE CHANGED 754 00:38:28,793 --> 00:38:32,206 IN ORDER FOR HER TO HAVE THE SUPPORT SHE NEEDS. 755 00:38:32,206 --> 00:38:34,758 BUT IF SHE DOESN'T START TO LOSE WEIGHT NOW, 756 00:38:34,758 --> 00:38:38,000 THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET VERY BAD FOR HER. 757 00:38:40,965 --> 00:38:43,551 Brianne: I'M GLAD I HAVE A CHANCE TO DO THIS PROGRAM, 758 00:38:43,551 --> 00:38:44,689 BUT I'M A LITTLE SCARED 759 00:38:44,689 --> 00:38:48,034 'CAUSE I KNOW THIS IS GONNA BE HARD. 760 00:38:48,034 --> 00:38:51,862 AND LOSING 120 POUNDS SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. 761 00:38:51,862 --> 00:38:56,068 BUT I DON'T WANT TO KEEP GAINING AND EAT MYSELF TO DEATH. 762 00:38:56,068 --> 00:39:00,068 AT LEAST THERE'S SOME HOPE AS LONG AS I HIT THE GOAL. 763 00:39:00,068 --> 00:39:03,206 SO I'M GONNA FOCUS ON THAT TO MOTIVATE ME, 764 00:39:03,206 --> 00:39:06,827 NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS, BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE. 765 00:39:06,827 --> 00:39:09,793 IF I DON'T, I'M GONNA DIE, AND I DON'T WANT TO DIE. 766 00:39:09,793 --> 00:39:19,793 ♪♪ 767 00:39:19,793 --> 00:39:29,793 ♪♪ 768 00:39:29,793 --> 00:39:35,034 ♪♪ 769 00:39:35,034 --> 00:39:36,896 Brianne: THESE PAST FOUR WEEKS HAVE PROBABLY BEEN 770 00:39:36,896 --> 00:39:39,655 THE HARDEST OF MY LIFE. 771 00:39:39,655 --> 00:39:42,103 NOT ONLY HAVE I GIVEN UP ALL THE FOODS I LIKE 772 00:39:42,103 --> 00:39:44,689 AND STUCK TO DR. NOW'S DIET RELIGIOUSLY, 773 00:39:44,689 --> 00:39:46,034 BUT I'VE MADE THE HARD DECISION 774 00:39:46,034 --> 00:39:48,758 TO MOVE TO HOUSTON WITHOUT RICK OR CAT. 775 00:39:48,758 --> 00:39:50,517 I'M GONNA START PACKING THE TRUCK. 776 00:39:50,517 --> 00:39:52,724 -ALL RIGHT. -ALL RIGHT. 777 00:39:55,241 --> 00:39:58,137 Brianne: DR. NOW SAYS I CAN'T BE ON MY OWN RIGHT NOW, 778 00:39:58,137 --> 00:40:00,586 BUT WITH MY PARENTS THERE, MY MOM AGREED TO HELP 779 00:40:00,586 --> 00:40:04,344 AND COME BY EVERY DAY TO MAKE SURE I HAVE WHAT I NEED. 780 00:40:04,344 --> 00:40:08,620 AND WE FOUND AN APARTMENT I CAN AFFORD FOR A YEAR. 781 00:40:08,620 --> 00:40:11,034 SO I'M DOING THIS. 782 00:40:11,034 --> 00:40:13,000 YOU'RE GONNA PUT THOSE UP FRONT, HON? 783 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:14,758 -YEAH. -OKAY. 784 00:40:16,275 --> 00:40:17,758 BUT IT'S LITERALLY THE HARDEST THING 785 00:40:17,758 --> 00:40:20,689 I'VE DONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE, 786 00:40:20,689 --> 00:40:22,000 BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT'LL BE 787 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:25,379 BEFORE I SEE THEM ONCE I'M DOWN THERE. 788 00:40:25,379 --> 00:40:27,827 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA BE AWAY FROM MY FAMILY LIKE THIS 789 00:40:27,827 --> 00:40:30,310 FOR AT LEAST A YEAR. 790 00:40:30,310 --> 00:40:33,758 BUT IF I HAD ANY OTHER OPTIONS, I'D TAKE THEM. 791 00:40:33,758 --> 00:40:35,724 CAN YOU, UM... -IN THE CAB? 792 00:40:35,724 --> 00:40:37,275 -UM, NO, MY PINK DRESSER. -OKAY. 793 00:40:37,275 --> 00:40:40,620 AND PROBABLY MY RED BLANKET ON TOP OF THERE, TOO. 794 00:40:40,620 --> 00:40:42,275 Rick: YOU DON'T WANT THAT INSIDE THE CAB? 795 00:40:42,275 --> 00:40:43,620 'CAUSE IT'S WAY HERE AT THE BACK. 796 00:40:43,620 --> 00:40:45,344 SO IF YOU'RE GONNA WANT IT DURING THE ROAD TRIP... 797 00:40:45,344 --> 00:40:46,758 -MNH-MNH -YOU'RE SURE? 798 00:40:46,758 --> 00:40:50,137 -I'M POSITIVE. -OKAY. 799 00:40:50,137 --> 00:40:53,034 RICK INSISTS ON HAULING ME DOWN TO HOUSTON, 800 00:40:53,034 --> 00:40:55,448 BUT I'M WORRIED ABOUT HIM DOING TOO MUCH... 801 00:40:55,448 --> 00:40:56,620 [ RICK GRUNTS ] 802 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:58,965 ...AND THE STRAIN ON HIS HEART, 803 00:40:58,965 --> 00:41:01,586 BECAUSE HE'S FEELING WEAK AND RUNDOWN A LOT. 804 00:41:01,586 --> 00:41:04,482 SO MARY SAID SHE'D COME WITH US AND HELP. 805 00:41:04,482 --> 00:41:05,758 CAN YOU PUT THAT IN THE COOLER, HON? 806 00:41:05,758 --> 00:41:07,275 YEAH. 807 00:41:07,275 --> 00:41:10,103 Brianne: CAT WANTS TO, BUT SHE HAS TO WORK AND CAN'T GET OFF, 808 00:41:10,103 --> 00:41:13,793 SO IT'S JUST GONNA BE THE THREE OF US TAKING A ROAD TRIP DOWN. 809 00:41:13,793 --> 00:41:16,068 YOU'RE A PRO. 810 00:41:16,068 --> 00:41:18,413 -YES? -COME HERE, BABY. 811 00:41:18,413 --> 00:41:20,724 YOU'RE GOOD. 812 00:41:20,724 --> 00:41:23,000 YOU'RE AWESOME. 813 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,793 GIVE ME KISSES. MWAH. 814 00:41:24,793 --> 00:41:27,206 I LOVE YOU. -WE'LL MAKE IT HAPPEN. 815 00:41:27,206 --> 00:41:29,344 -HEY, I SAID, "I LOVE YOU." -I LOVE YOU, TOO. 816 00:41:29,344 --> 00:41:30,689 I LOVE YOU MORE THAN PIZZA. 817 00:41:30,689 --> 00:41:33,551 [ LAUGHS ] I HOPE SO. 818 00:41:33,551 --> 00:41:35,862 GOT IT. ALL RIGHT. 819 00:41:35,862 --> 00:41:38,172 [ CLICKS TONGUE ]WAY TO GO. 820 00:41:38,172 --> 00:41:40,586 TAKE CARE OF MY BABIES IN THERE, OKAY? 821 00:41:40,586 --> 00:41:42,137 I WILL. 822 00:41:42,137 --> 00:41:44,586 [ SNIFFLES ] ALL RIGHT, SWEETIE. I LOVE YOU. 823 00:41:44,586 --> 00:41:47,551 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 824 00:41:47,551 --> 00:41:49,965 -ALL RIGHTY. -ALL RIGHTY. 825 00:41:49,965 --> 00:41:52,482 Rick: WE'LL SEE YA. 826 00:41:52,482 --> 00:41:55,034 Brianne: THIS IS GONNA BE ABOUT A 5-DAY DRIVE, 827 00:41:55,034 --> 00:41:58,206 AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT BEING ON THE ROAD FOR THAT LONG. 828 00:41:58,206 --> 00:41:59,448 BUT I'M HOPING 829 00:41:59,448 --> 00:42:01,379 ALL THE EXERCISE I'VE BEEN DOING WILL HELP ME 830 00:42:01,379 --> 00:42:05,241 TO BE ABLE TO GO LONGER AND HANDLE MORE THIS TIME. 831 00:42:05,241 --> 00:42:08,275 BUT IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG WHILE WE'RE ON THE ROAD, 832 00:42:08,275 --> 00:42:10,758 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO DO. 833 00:42:10,758 --> 00:42:13,137 [ TRUCK DOOR CLOSES ][ SIGHS ] 834 00:42:13,137 --> 00:42:14,620 -Rick: ARE YOU READY? -YEP. 835 00:42:14,620 --> 00:42:16,413 OKAY. 836 00:42:16,413 --> 00:42:19,275 Brianne: SO I JUST HOPE I CAN HANDLE IT. 837 00:42:19,275 --> 00:42:21,068 AND THE SAME FOR RICK. 838 00:42:21,068 --> 00:42:23,000 ♪♪ 839 00:42:26,517 --> 00:42:35,206 ♪♪ 840 00:42:35,206 --> 00:42:36,827 Brianne: AFTER SIX DAYS ON THE ROAD, 841 00:42:36,827 --> 00:42:39,482 WE FINALLY MADE IT TO HOUSTON. 842 00:42:39,482 --> 00:42:41,137 IT TOOK US A DAY LONGER THAN WE THOUGHT, 843 00:42:41,137 --> 00:42:43,551 SO IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG TRIP. 844 00:42:43,551 --> 00:42:45,000 AND I'VE HAD SOME STOMACH PAIN 845 00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:47,655 AND I'VE ALSO BEEN A LITTLE QUEASY. 846 00:42:47,655 --> 00:42:50,206 SO I'M READY TO JUST BE OFF THE ROAD. 847 00:42:50,206 --> 00:42:52,931 ♪♪ 848 00:42:52,931 --> 00:42:55,000 MY MOM SAYS, "STAY IN MIDDLE LANE." 849 00:42:55,000 --> 00:43:03,896 ♪♪ 850 00:43:03,896 --> 00:43:05,172 EVERYTHING GO OKAY? 851 00:43:05,172 --> 00:43:06,862 YEAH. 852 00:43:06,862 --> 00:43:10,517 ♪♪ 853 00:43:10,517 --> 00:43:11,965 Brianne: I'M REALLY TIRED. 854 00:43:14,275 --> 00:43:16,655 AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT THE STRAIN OF ALL THIS TRAVELING 855 00:43:16,655 --> 00:43:18,655 ON RICK, TOO. 856 00:43:18,655 --> 00:43:20,448 WHEN HE'S NOT DOING WELL, HE HIDES IT, 857 00:43:20,448 --> 00:43:23,241 BECAUSE HE WANTS TO BE THERE FOR ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME. 858 00:43:23,241 --> 00:43:30,517 ♪♪ 859 00:43:30,517 --> 00:43:31,724 BUT NOW THAT WE'RE IN HOUSTON, 860 00:43:31,724 --> 00:43:33,620 ONCE WE'RE FINISHED GETTING ME ALL MOVED IN, 861 00:43:33,620 --> 00:43:37,482 MY MOM IS GONNA TAKE ME GROCERY SHOPPING WHILE RICK RESTS, 862 00:43:37,482 --> 00:43:39,448 SO I CAN GET FOOD TO MAKE HEALTHIER MEALS 863 00:43:39,448 --> 00:43:42,551 BECAUSE I'M WORKING HARD TO STICK TO DR. NOW'S DIET... 864 00:43:44,965 --> 00:43:47,862 ...'CAUSE I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO MAKE IT TO MY GOAL 865 00:43:47,862 --> 00:43:52,655 AND THAT I GET APPROVED FOR SURGERY ON MY NEXT APPOINTMENT. 866 00:43:52,655 --> 00:43:55,413 SO, I'M READY TO KEEP WORKING HARD AND DO THIS. 867 00:43:55,413 --> 00:44:05,482 ♪♪ 868 00:44:05,482 --> 00:44:08,689 ♪♪ 869 00:44:08,689 --> 00:44:10,758 Brianne: MY MOM AND ME ARE HEADED TO SEE DR. NOW 870 00:44:10,758 --> 00:44:12,310 FOR MY FOLLOW-UP APPOINTMENT 871 00:44:12,310 --> 00:44:15,068 TO FIND OUT IF I HIT MY GOAL OR NOT. 872 00:44:15,068 --> 00:44:18,379 BUT SO FAR, IT'S BEEN A HORRIBLE DAY. 873 00:44:18,379 --> 00:44:22,241 EVERYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG SEEMS LIKE IT'S GOING WRONG. 874 00:44:22,241 --> 00:44:23,965 MY GREATEST FEAR MOVING DOWN HERE 875 00:44:23,965 --> 00:44:26,068 WAS THAT SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN WITH RICK 876 00:44:26,068 --> 00:44:27,862 AND HE WOULD HAVE AN ISSUE WITH HIS HEART, 877 00:44:27,862 --> 00:44:30,724 AND I'D BE TOO FAR AWAY TO BE THERE FOR HIM. 878 00:44:30,724 --> 00:44:32,137 AND THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING RIGHT NOW 879 00:44:32,137 --> 00:44:34,862 'CAUSE RICK THINKS HE'S HAVING A HEART ATTACK. 880 00:44:34,862 --> 00:44:38,655 SO HE'S AT THE HOSPITAL, WAITING TO FIND OUT IF HE IS. 881 00:44:38,655 --> 00:44:41,379 BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON. 882 00:44:41,379 --> 00:44:44,448 SO I'M JUST FREAKING OUT A LITTLE BIT. 883 00:44:44,448 --> 00:44:47,206 AND ON TOP OF ALL, THE QUEASINESS AND STOMACH PAIN 884 00:44:47,206 --> 00:44:50,689 I HAD WHEN I GOT DOWN HERE HAS ONLY GOTTEN WORSE. 885 00:44:50,689 --> 00:44:54,448 SO, I'M WORRIED THAT THE STRESS OF EVERYTHING IS GETTING TO ME. 886 00:44:54,448 --> 00:44:56,551 BRIANNE DIAS? 887 00:44:56,551 --> 00:44:58,103 HOW ARE YOU? 888 00:44:58,103 --> 00:45:00,827 BUT THE ONLY THING TO MAKE THIS DAY WORSE IS TO FIND OUT 889 00:45:00,827 --> 00:45:03,137 I'M NOT GETTING WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY, 890 00:45:03,137 --> 00:45:04,896 AND I'M DOWN HERE, GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS, 891 00:45:04,896 --> 00:45:07,448 AWAY FROM RICK FOR NOTHING. 892 00:45:07,448 --> 00:45:09,379 BUT I'VE DONE EVERYTHING I FEEL LIKE I CAN 893 00:45:09,379 --> 00:45:11,034 BECAUSE AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT, 894 00:45:11,034 --> 00:45:15,896 I WAS SHOCKED TO FIND OUT THAT I HAD GOTTEN UP TO 742 POUNDS. 895 00:45:15,896 --> 00:45:20,068 AND DOC TOLD ME I HAD TO LOSE 120 POUNDS IN 2 MONTHS. 896 00:45:20,068 --> 00:45:24,000 SO THAT MEANS I NEED TO HAVE MADE IT DOWN TO 622 TODAY. 897 00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:33,655 ♪♪ 898 00:45:33,655 --> 00:45:35,655 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. 899 00:45:35,655 --> 00:45:38,137 I COULD FEEL I WAS LOSING WEIGHT, 900 00:45:38,137 --> 00:45:41,551 BUT I STILL HAD NO IDEA WHAT KIND OF PROGRESS I WAS MAKING. 901 00:45:41,551 --> 00:45:44,655 AND IF I WAS ANYWHERE CLOSE TO MY GOAL. 902 00:45:44,655 --> 00:45:48,896 SO, SEEING HOW MUCH I LOST IS JUST EXHILARATING. 903 00:45:48,896 --> 00:45:51,965 BUT I'M STILL WORRIED ABOUT RICK. 904 00:45:51,965 --> 00:45:54,172 [ EXHALES DEEPLY ] 905 00:45:54,172 --> 00:45:56,275 -ARE YOU GONNA CALL RICK? -YEAH. 906 00:45:56,275 --> 00:45:58,724 [ LINE RINGS ] 907 00:45:58,724 --> 00:46:01,241 -Hi. -HI, BABE. HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 908 00:46:01,241 --> 00:46:03,862 I still got a pain in my chest. 909 00:46:03,862 --> 00:46:05,310 And the pain started to go away. 910 00:46:05,310 --> 00:46:09,172 I felt really good, then it started coming back, so... 911 00:46:09,172 --> 00:46:11,206 -CRAP. -I'm -- I'm in ICU 912 00:46:11,206 --> 00:46:13,172 until they figure out what's going on. 913 00:46:13,172 --> 00:46:14,931 I'M NOT READY YET FOR YOU TO GO. 914 00:46:14,931 --> 00:46:16,689 Me, neither. 915 00:46:16,689 --> 00:46:19,000 WELL, I GOT SOME GOOD NEWS. 916 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:20,896 Yeah? What's the good news? 917 00:46:20,896 --> 00:46:22,793 I JUST WEIGHED IN. 918 00:46:22,793 --> 00:46:25,068 -Yeah? -I WEIGHED IN AT 604. 919 00:46:25,068 --> 00:46:27,448 All right, awesome! Good job, hon. 920 00:46:27,448 --> 00:46:28,793 THANKS, BABE. 921 00:46:28,793 --> 00:46:29,931 I'll give you a call later, okay, hon? 922 00:46:29,931 --> 00:46:31,344 OKAY. I LOVE YOU. 923 00:46:31,344 --> 00:46:32,724 I love you, too. Bye-bye. 924 00:46:32,724 --> 00:46:34,655 BYE-BYE. 925 00:46:34,655 --> 00:46:37,206 -HE SOUNDS BETTER, THOUGH... -YEAH. 926 00:46:37,206 --> 00:46:39,448 ...WAY BETTER THAN HE DID THIS MORNING. 927 00:46:42,206 --> 00:46:43,862 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ]COME IN. 928 00:46:43,862 --> 00:46:46,379 HI, BRIANNE. HOW ARE YOU? 929 00:46:46,379 --> 00:46:49,758 I'M HAVING A PRETTY CRAPPY BIRTHDAY. 930 00:46:49,758 --> 00:46:51,551 OKAY, WELL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. 931 00:46:51,551 --> 00:46:53,137 THANK YOU. [ LAUGHS ] 932 00:46:53,137 --> 00:46:54,310 BUT WHAT'S WRONG? 933 00:46:54,310 --> 00:46:56,103 I KNOW THE ISSUE IS NOT YOUR WEIGHT LOSS, 934 00:46:56,103 --> 00:46:59,137 BECAUSE YOU MADE IT DOWN TO 604 TODAY, 935 00:46:59,137 --> 00:47:03,103 AND THAT'S A WEIGHT LOSS OF 138 POUNDS IN 2 MONTHS, 936 00:47:03,103 --> 00:47:04,827 SO THAT'S GREAT. 937 00:47:04,827 --> 00:47:07,379 THAT'S -- THAT'S A DOUBLE FIST. 938 00:47:07,379 --> 00:47:08,620 OKAY, GIVE ME THE OTHER ONE. 939 00:47:08,620 --> 00:47:10,103 ALL RIGHT. 940 00:47:10,103 --> 00:47:12,482 SO WHAT ARE YOU DEALING WITH THAT'S KEEPING YOU 941 00:47:12,482 --> 00:47:16,275 FROM CELEBRATING YOUR WEIGHT LOSS AND YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY? 942 00:47:16,275 --> 00:47:18,758 MY STOMACH HURTS A LOT, AND RICK, MY HUSBAND, 943 00:47:18,758 --> 00:47:21,068 IS IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF CHEST PAINS. 944 00:47:21,068 --> 00:47:23,137 AND I'M THROWING UP, BUT WHEN I THROW UP, 945 00:47:23,137 --> 00:47:27,241 IT'S, LIKE, JUST FOAM, LIQUID. 946 00:47:27,241 --> 00:47:29,310 I'M SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT RICK. 947 00:47:29,310 --> 00:47:30,896 I HOPE HE'S OKAY. 948 00:47:30,896 --> 00:47:32,413 NORMALLY, WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS, 949 00:47:32,413 --> 00:47:35,586 I WOULD BE APPROVING YOU FOR YOUR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 950 00:47:35,586 --> 00:47:38,551 BUT I'M GOING TO SEND YOU TO HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW 951 00:47:38,551 --> 00:47:40,689 BECAUSE IF YOU CAN'T KEEP ANYTHING DOWN, 952 00:47:40,689 --> 00:47:43,482 IT COULD BE VERY SERIOUS, AND AT YOUR WEIGHT, 953 00:47:43,482 --> 00:47:46,655 ONE LITTLE THING CAN PUSH YOUR BODY OVER THE EDGE, 954 00:47:46,655 --> 00:47:48,068 AND THAT WILL BE IT. 955 00:47:48,068 --> 00:47:51,620 SO THIS IS AN ISSUE THAT MAY BE LIFE-THREATENING FOR YOU. 956 00:47:51,620 --> 00:47:52,827 HANG ON A SECOND... 957 00:47:56,724 --> 00:47:59,724 [ RETCHING, COUGHING ] 958 00:47:59,724 --> 00:48:06,689 ♪♪ 959 00:48:06,689 --> 00:48:08,689 YOU SHOULD TAKE HER TO THE HOSPITAL. 960 00:48:08,689 --> 00:48:11,724 AND I'LL MEET YOU THERE, OKAY? 961 00:48:11,724 --> 00:48:12,965 OKAY. 962 00:48:12,965 --> 00:48:15,586 WHATEVER IS GOING ON, WE NEED TO ADDRESS IT QUICKLY. 963 00:48:15,586 --> 00:48:18,551 [ CONTINUES RETCHING, COUGHING ] 964 00:48:18,551 --> 00:48:20,275 ♪♪ 965 00:48:26,655 --> 00:48:36,655 ♪♪ 966 00:48:36,655 --> 00:48:46,655 ♪♪ 967 00:48:46,655 --> 00:48:52,896 ♪♪ 968 00:48:52,896 --> 00:48:56,413 AFTER RUNNING SOME TESTS, WE WERE ABLE TO DETERMINE 969 00:48:56,413 --> 00:48:57,965 THAT BRIANNE CURRENTLY IS SUFFERING 970 00:48:57,965 --> 00:49:00,275 FROM SOME FOOD POISONING. 971 00:49:00,275 --> 00:49:02,379 SO IT'S RELATIVELY MINOR, 972 00:49:02,379 --> 00:49:06,517 BUT IT'S STILL SOMETHING TO TAKE SERIOUSLY FOR SOMEONE HER SIZE. 973 00:49:06,517 --> 00:49:10,413 BECAUSE EVEN SOMETHING THAT WOULD NORMALLY BE A MINOR ISSUE 974 00:49:10,413 --> 00:49:12,793 CAN BE THE FINAL STRAW FOR A BODY 975 00:49:12,793 --> 00:49:16,586 THAT IS ALREADY UNDER SO MUCH STRAIN WITH ALL THAT WEIGHT. 976 00:49:16,586 --> 00:49:18,827 BUT WITH HER HERE IN THE HOSPITAL, 977 00:49:18,827 --> 00:49:20,689 IT WILL BE EASY TO TREAT. 978 00:49:20,689 --> 00:49:25,241 ♪♪ 979 00:49:25,241 --> 00:49:27,896 HI, BRIANNE. HOW ARE YOU? 980 00:49:27,896 --> 00:49:30,689 SO, I DIDN'T LIKE THE WAY YOU LOOKED IN THE OFFICE, 981 00:49:30,689 --> 00:49:33,931 SO WE GOT YOU IN HERE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING'S OKAY. 982 00:49:33,931 --> 00:49:36,793 BUT I JUST GOT LAB REPORT BACK. 983 00:49:36,793 --> 00:49:39,172 YOU HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF FOOD POISONING. 984 00:49:39,172 --> 00:49:42,206 IT SEEMS LIKE YOU HAVE PROBABLY EATEN 985 00:49:42,206 --> 00:49:44,931 SOMETHING YOU LEFT OUT FOR TOO LONG. 986 00:49:44,931 --> 00:49:47,724 BUT PART OF LIVING ON YOUR OWN IS LEARNING 987 00:49:47,724 --> 00:49:50,586 YOU CAN'T LEAVE FOOD OUT FOR TOO LONG. 988 00:49:50,586 --> 00:49:52,689 USUALLY, IF FOOD STAY OUTSIDE, 989 00:49:52,689 --> 00:49:55,965 AND BACTERIA GROW ON IT AND GIVE YOU FOOD POISONING. 990 00:49:55,965 --> 00:49:57,379 YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL WITH. 991 00:49:57,379 --> 00:49:59,655 WHAT DID YOU EAT? ANYTHING, UM... 992 00:49:59,655 --> 00:50:03,413 -SHRIMP. -SHRIMP? THAT WILL DO IT. 993 00:50:03,413 --> 00:50:06,068 SO WE'LL GIVE YOU SOME I.V. FLUID. 994 00:50:06,068 --> 00:50:07,379 -PERFECT. -AND IN A DAY OR TWO, 995 00:50:07,379 --> 00:50:09,034 YOU SHOULD BE BACK TO NORMAL, OKAY? 996 00:50:09,034 --> 00:50:10,206 OKAY. 997 00:50:10,206 --> 00:50:12,000 AND ONCE YOU'VE FULLY RECOVERED, 998 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:14,068 THEN YOU'RE BACK TO YOUR BASELINE 999 00:50:14,068 --> 00:50:16,275 IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS, 1000 00:50:16,275 --> 00:50:18,689 WE'LL SET YOU UP FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY, OKAY? 1001 00:50:18,689 --> 00:50:20,724 [ Whispers ] YES! 1002 00:50:20,724 --> 00:50:23,034 AND WE'RE GONNA SCHEDULE IT FOR NEXT MONTH 1003 00:50:23,034 --> 00:50:25,827 TO GIVE YOU A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME TO RECOVER. 1004 00:50:25,827 --> 00:50:27,965 BUT YOU STARTED OVER 700 POUNDS. 1005 00:50:27,965 --> 00:50:30,068 -YEAH. -YOU'VE COME A LONG WAY. 1006 00:50:30,068 --> 00:50:33,137 YOU HAVE LOST 138 POUNDS, HUH? 1007 00:50:33,137 --> 00:50:35,586 SO THAT'S VERY GOOD, 1008 00:50:35,586 --> 00:50:38,655 AND I AM PROUD OF YOU AND YOUR PROGRESS. 1009 00:50:38,655 --> 00:50:41,724 SO, JUST KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, AND WE'LL KEEP YOU HERE 1010 00:50:41,724 --> 00:50:44,620 FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS AND GET YOU GOING HOME. 1011 00:50:44,620 --> 00:50:48,137 AND THEN WE'LL FOLLOW UP IN A COUPLE WEEKS, OKAY? 1012 00:50:48,137 --> 00:50:49,137 -OKAY. -ALL RIGHT. 1013 00:50:49,137 --> 00:50:50,655 I'LL SEE YOU LATER, OKAY? 1014 00:50:50,655 --> 00:50:52,000 THANK YOU. YOU KNOW IT. 1015 00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:53,827 -ALL RIGHT. -[ LAUGHS ] 1016 00:50:53,827 --> 00:50:57,413 ♪♪ 1017 00:50:57,413 --> 00:51:00,793 Dr. Nowzaradan: I THINK BRIANNE IS READY FOR THIS NEXT BIG STEP, 1018 00:51:00,793 --> 00:51:04,206 AS LONG AS SHE CONTINUES TO STAY ON TRACK THIS NEXT MONTH 1019 00:51:04,206 --> 00:51:06,896 AND DOESN'T DO ANYTHING TO START GAINING AGAIN 1020 00:51:06,896 --> 00:51:09,931 OR MESS UP HER PROGRESS BEFORE HER SURGERY. 1021 00:51:12,241 --> 00:51:14,275 Brianne: I'M SO RELIEVED. 1022 00:51:14,275 --> 00:51:16,344 AND I'M ECSTATIC THAT I'M FINALLY GONNA GET 1023 00:51:16,344 --> 00:51:18,689 MY WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1024 00:51:18,689 --> 00:51:20,344 AND I CAN'T WAIT TO TELL RICK 1025 00:51:20,344 --> 00:51:22,206 'CAUSE I'M HOPING HE'LL BE ABLE TO COME DOWN 1026 00:51:22,206 --> 00:51:25,448 AND BE WITH ME WHEN I HAVE THE OPERATION. 1027 00:51:25,448 --> 00:51:27,758 IT'S BEEN ABOUT TWO MONTHS SINCE I'VE SEEN HIM, 1028 00:51:27,758 --> 00:51:29,137 AND WITH EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENED 1029 00:51:29,137 --> 00:51:32,034 WITH HIS HEART YESTERDAY AND WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, 1030 00:51:32,034 --> 00:51:35,275 I JUST DESPERATELY NEED TO HOLD HIM. 1031 00:51:35,275 --> 00:51:37,206 BUT I'M PROUD THAT I MADE IT TO THIS POINT, 1032 00:51:37,206 --> 00:51:39,655 AND ALL MY HARD WORK IS PAYING OFF. 1033 00:51:39,655 --> 00:51:49,655 ♪♪ 1034 00:51:49,655 --> 00:51:52,896 ♪♪ 1035 00:51:52,896 --> 00:51:56,758 RIGHT NOW, ME, RICK, AND MY MOM ARE HEADED TO THE HOSPITAL 1036 00:51:56,758 --> 00:51:59,310 BECAUSE I'M GETTING WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY TODAY. 1037 00:52:01,103 --> 00:52:03,379 AND I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT. 1038 00:52:03,379 --> 00:52:06,862 SO, I'M JUST GLAD THAT THIS DAY IS FINALLY HERE, 1039 00:52:06,862 --> 00:52:09,068 AND THAT I HAVE RICK BACK WITH ME. 1040 00:52:09,068 --> 00:52:13,172 ♪♪ 1041 00:52:13,172 --> 00:52:15,310 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1042 00:52:15,310 --> 00:52:17,310 -HELLO. -HI, DR. NOW. 1043 00:52:17,310 --> 00:52:20,000 -GOOD MORNING. -GOOD MORNING. 1044 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:21,413 HOW YOU DOING? 1045 00:52:21,413 --> 00:52:22,827 TIRED. 1046 00:52:22,827 --> 00:52:25,000 -TIRED? -I DIDN'T SLEEP. 1047 00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:26,413 OH, YOU DIDN'T SLEEP? 1048 00:52:26,413 --> 00:52:28,965 I'LL LET YOU SLEEP DURING SURGERY, OKAY? 1049 00:52:28,965 --> 00:52:31,068 ARE YOU READY FOR THIS? 1050 00:52:31,068 --> 00:52:32,620 FINALLY GONNA DO IT, HUH? 1051 00:52:32,620 --> 00:52:34,931 -YEP. -ALL RIGHT, GREAT. 1052 00:52:34,931 --> 00:52:37,758 BUT I'D HAD A BOO-BOO. 1053 00:52:37,758 --> 00:52:40,344 WHAT HAPPENED? 1054 00:52:40,344 --> 00:52:44,137 I, UH, HAD A LAST SUPPER, I CALL IT. 1055 00:52:44,137 --> 00:52:46,620 I THOUGHT THAT WAS WITH JESUS. 1056 00:52:46,620 --> 00:52:48,827 [ LAUGHTER ] 1057 00:52:48,827 --> 00:52:50,655 I HAD, UM... 1058 00:52:50,655 --> 00:52:53,068 MEATBALLS AND FRIED CALAMARI. 1059 00:52:53,068 --> 00:52:55,000 Bridget: WE NEVER GOT HER A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, 1060 00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:56,310 'CAUSE YOU KNOW, SHE SPENT IT HERE. 1061 00:52:56,310 --> 00:52:59,068 AND I'M, LIKE, SHE WON'T BE ABLE TO EAT 1062 00:52:59,068 --> 00:53:01,655 ANY OF THESE FOODS ANYMORE, AND... 1063 00:53:01,655 --> 00:53:03,965 WELL, YOUR WEIGHT LOSS IS STILL GOOD, 1064 00:53:03,965 --> 00:53:06,620 SO GET YOU FIXED UP, OKAY? -YES. 1065 00:53:06,620 --> 00:53:08,793 ALL RIGHT, GREAT. ALL RIGHT. 1066 00:53:08,793 --> 00:53:10,551 WE'LL GET YOU STARTED IN A MINUTE, OKAY? 1067 00:53:10,551 --> 00:53:13,310 -OKAY. THANK YOU, DR. NOW. -ALL RIGHT. OKAY. 1068 00:53:13,310 --> 00:53:18,172 ♪♪ 1069 00:53:18,172 --> 00:53:20,413 Brianne: I KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED THIS 1070 00:53:20,413 --> 00:53:23,827 BECAUSE IT'LL GIVE ME THE LIFE I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF. 1071 00:53:23,827 --> 00:53:26,758 AND I'VE WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS. 1072 00:53:26,758 --> 00:53:28,931 I'M NOT GONNA MESS IT UP. 1073 00:53:28,931 --> 00:53:31,034 I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE HARD. 1074 00:53:31,034 --> 00:53:34,620 ♪♪ 1075 00:53:34,620 --> 00:53:36,586 Dr. Nowzaradan: TODAY, WE'RE ATTEMPTING TO PERFORM 1076 00:53:36,586 --> 00:53:39,172 A GASTRIC SLEEVE ON BRIANNE. 1077 00:53:39,172 --> 00:53:42,034 AND AS ALWAYS, WE HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL 1078 00:53:42,034 --> 00:53:44,655 BECAUSE DOING ANY SORT OF OPERATION 1079 00:53:44,655 --> 00:53:48,758 WITH A PERSON HER SIZE IS VERY HIGH RISK. 1080 00:53:48,758 --> 00:53:50,827 ALL RIGHT... [ SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY ] 1081 00:53:50,827 --> 00:53:55,448 SO EVEN ANESTHESIA CAN PUT TOO MUCH STRAIN ON THEIR BODY 1082 00:53:55,448 --> 00:53:59,275 AND CAN LEAD TO A SITUATION WHERE THEIR HEART STOPS 1083 00:53:59,275 --> 00:54:02,931 OR THEY NO LONGER ARE ABLE TO BREATHE. 1084 00:54:02,931 --> 00:54:04,137 GO UP. 1085 00:54:12,103 --> 00:54:15,655 SO WE NEED TO LIMIT THE DURATION OF THE SURGERY. 1086 00:54:15,655 --> 00:54:18,896 AND IF YOU HAVE ANY INDICATION THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN, 1087 00:54:18,896 --> 00:54:22,896 WE WILL HAVE TO END THE OPERATION EARLY FOR SAFETY. 1088 00:54:22,896 --> 00:54:24,965 BUT IF WE COMPLETE THE SURGERY, 1089 00:54:24,965 --> 00:54:27,517 THIS WILL BE A BIG HELP FOR BRIANNE, 1090 00:54:27,517 --> 00:54:30,310 BECAUSE GASTRIC SLEEVE IS AN OPERATION 1091 00:54:30,310 --> 00:54:33,206 THAT REDUCES THE STOMACH BY 90%, 1092 00:54:33,206 --> 00:54:37,448 LEAVING A LONG, SKINNY TUBE THAT LOOK LIKE A SLING. 1093 00:54:37,448 --> 00:54:41,586 SO THE PATIENT'S FOOD INTAKE IS PHYSICALLY LIMITED, 1094 00:54:41,586 --> 00:54:44,448 AND THIS WILL GIVE THEM AN OPPORTUNITY 1095 00:54:44,448 --> 00:54:47,000 TO BEGIN LOSING WEIGHT LONG-TERM. 1096 00:54:49,413 --> 00:54:51,551 Rick: RIGHT NOW, I'M REALLY ANXIOUS. 1097 00:54:51,551 --> 00:54:53,965 THIS IS REALLY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO SIT HERE, 1098 00:54:53,965 --> 00:54:56,862 WAITING FOR DR. NOW TO FINISH UP WITH BRI. 1099 00:54:56,862 --> 00:54:58,758 AND I'M WELL AWARE THAT THERE'S A RISK 1100 00:54:58,758 --> 00:55:02,137 IN ANY KIND OF SURGERY THAT'S DONE. 1101 00:55:02,137 --> 00:55:04,344 BUT BRI MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME. 1102 00:55:04,344 --> 00:55:05,931 SHE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, 1103 00:55:05,931 --> 00:55:09,206 SO I'M HOPING THAT THE SURGERY GOES WELL. 1104 00:55:11,206 --> 00:55:16,000 OKAY. THE STOMACH IS SEPARATED, SO WE CAN REMOVE IT. 1105 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:19,068 I GOT IT. 1106 00:55:19,068 --> 00:55:23,275 GO AHEAD THEN, JUST GRADUALLY TAKE IT OUT. 1107 00:55:23,275 --> 00:55:25,689 KEEP PULLING. KEEP PULLING. GOOD. 1108 00:55:30,344 --> 00:55:32,241 LOOKS GOOD. 1109 00:55:32,241 --> 00:55:34,241 OKAY, CAN YOU TURN THE ROOM LIGHT ON? 1110 00:55:34,241 --> 00:55:36,517 ♪♪ 1111 00:55:40,793 --> 00:55:43,551 ALL RIGHT, WE'RE DONE. 1112 00:55:43,551 --> 00:55:47,379 ALL RIGHT, BRIANNE'S SURGERY WENT VERY WELL. 1113 00:55:47,379 --> 00:55:50,448 IT WAS A LITTLE BIT MORE CHALLENGING THAN USUAL 1114 00:55:50,448 --> 00:55:54,896 BECAUSE OF HER THICK STOMACH MUSCLE AND ABDOMINAL WALL, 1115 00:55:54,896 --> 00:55:58,862 BUT WE WERE ABLE TO COMPLETE HER OPERATION SAFELY. 1116 00:55:58,862 --> 00:56:02,206 SO THIS WILL BE A BIG HELP FOR HER NOW. 1117 00:56:04,206 --> 00:56:07,827 SHE HAS A VERY LONG STOMACH THAT WE TOOK OUT. 1118 00:56:09,413 --> 00:56:11,793 AND NOW THAT SHE HAS HAD THIS OPERATION, 1119 00:56:11,793 --> 00:56:14,551 SHE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LOSE ANOTHER 40 POUNDS 1120 00:56:14,551 --> 00:56:16,862 THE FIRST MONTH AFTER SURGERY, 1121 00:56:16,862 --> 00:56:21,413 THEN SETTLE INTO LOSING AROUND 30 POUNDS EACH MONTH AFTER THAT 1122 00:56:21,413 --> 00:56:25,103 UNTIL SHE GETS CLOSE TO HER TARGET WEIGHT. 1123 00:56:25,103 --> 00:56:28,275 SHE DID GREAT, WORKING HARD AND LOSING A LOT OF WEIGHT 1124 00:56:28,275 --> 00:56:30,000 THE PAST FEW MONTHS. 1125 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,655 BUT EVENTUALLY, SHE WILL START TO GAIN AGAIN, 1126 00:56:32,655 --> 00:56:35,137 EVEN WITH THE AID OF WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY 1127 00:56:35,137 --> 00:56:38,172 IF SHE DOESN'T DEAL WITH HER EMOTIONAL ISSUES 1128 00:56:38,172 --> 00:56:40,758 THAT HAVE BEEN DRIVING HER TO EAT. 1129 00:56:40,758 --> 00:56:44,103 SO IF SHE DOESN'T, THEN WILL BE JUST A MATTER OF TIME 1130 00:56:44,103 --> 00:56:49,103 BEFORE SHE STARTS TO GAIN AGAIN AND GET BACK TO OVER 700 POUNDS. 1131 00:56:49,103 --> 00:56:50,034 ♪♪ 1132 00:56:54,482 --> 00:57:04,551 ♪♪ 1133 00:57:04,551 --> 00:57:14,172 ♪♪ 1134 00:57:14,172 --> 00:57:15,793 Brianne: IT'S BEEN ALMOST A MONTH 1135 00:57:15,793 --> 00:57:17,413 SINCE MY WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY, 1136 00:57:17,413 --> 00:57:20,137 AND MY RECOVERY HAS BEEN GOOD. 1137 00:57:20,137 --> 00:57:23,137 THE FIRST COUPLE OF WEEKS, IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO DO A LOT, 1138 00:57:23,137 --> 00:57:25,965 SO RICK DECIDED TO STAY DOWN LONGER. 1139 00:57:25,965 --> 00:57:29,137 IT'S BEEN REALLY NICE BEING WITH HIM. 1140 00:57:29,137 --> 00:57:31,103 BUT NOW THAT I'VE PRETTY MUCH RECOVERED, 1141 00:57:31,103 --> 00:57:33,724 RICK IS HEADING BACK TO OREGON, AND I WANTED TO GO OUT 1142 00:57:33,724 --> 00:57:35,724 AND CELEBRATE HOW MUCH I CAN DO NOW 1143 00:57:35,724 --> 00:57:37,931 AND SPEND THE WHOLE DAY WITH HIM. 1144 00:57:37,931 --> 00:57:39,758 I GUESS THIS IS GONNA BE, LIKE, 1145 00:57:39,758 --> 00:57:42,689 ONE OF OUR LAST HURRAHS FOR A WHILE, HUH? 1146 00:57:42,689 --> 00:57:44,068 SHOULD BE FUN. 1147 00:57:44,068 --> 00:57:47,103 BABE, I'D HAVE FUN WITH YOU IN A CARDBOARD BOX. 1148 00:57:47,103 --> 00:57:49,137 IT DEPENDS ON WHAT CAME IN THE BOX. 1149 00:57:49,137 --> 00:57:51,413 -WHAT? -[ LAUGHS ] 1150 00:57:52,655 --> 00:57:55,000 Brianne: I KNOW I'VE ONLY LOST 200 POUNDS, 1151 00:57:55,000 --> 00:57:56,931 BUT I CAN ALREADY DO A LOT MORE. 1152 00:57:58,965 --> 00:58:01,448 AND I SAW THERE'S THIS DOUBLE DECKER BUS TOUR 1153 00:58:01,448 --> 00:58:03,275 OF DOWNTOWN HOUSTON. 1154 00:58:03,275 --> 00:58:05,068 THAT WASN'T ON THE LIST OF THINGS TO DO 1155 00:58:05,068 --> 00:58:07,862 WHEN I LOST WEIGHT, BUT IT IS NOW. 1156 00:58:07,862 --> 00:58:09,586 -READY TO GO DO THIS? -LET'S DO IT. 1157 00:58:09,586 --> 00:58:10,965 ALL RIGHT. 1158 00:58:10,965 --> 00:58:13,586 SO RICK AND I ARE JUST GONNA HAVE FUN 1159 00:58:13,586 --> 00:58:15,241 AND ENJOY A TASTE OF THE NEW LIFE 1160 00:58:15,241 --> 00:58:17,206 I'M WORKING SO HARD FOR. 1161 00:58:19,068 --> 00:58:20,275 Rick: I WONDER IF THEY'RE GONNA SHOW US 1162 00:58:20,275 --> 00:58:22,379 ST. JOSEPH'S MEDICAL CENTER. 1163 00:58:22,379 --> 00:58:23,482 -SHUT UP. -[ LAUGHS ] 1164 00:58:23,482 --> 00:58:25,344 YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO GO UP THE TOP? 1165 00:58:25,344 --> 00:58:28,413 I'M GONNA TRY. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE IT. 1166 00:58:28,413 --> 00:58:29,931 [ GRUNTS ] 1167 00:58:34,000 --> 00:58:36,586 THESE ARE STEEP. 1168 00:58:36,586 --> 00:58:38,379 [ GRUNTS ] 1169 00:58:38,379 --> 00:58:40,586 Man: [ over P.A. ] THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PATIENCE. 1170 00:58:40,586 --> 00:58:42,965 MY NAME IS ANTONIO, AND I'M GONNA BE YOUR TOUR GUIDE TODAY, 1171 00:58:42,965 --> 00:58:44,793 AND I'M GONNA START A TOUR IN A COUPLE OF MINUTES. 1172 00:58:44,793 --> 00:58:46,724 -WHEW. -BEFORE WE START, 1173 00:58:46,724 --> 00:58:48,758 I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION THAT FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY, 1174 00:58:48,758 --> 00:58:51,413 PLEASE ALWAYS REMAIN SEATED WHILE THE VEHICLE IS IN MOTION, 1175 00:58:51,413 --> 00:58:55,655 AND KEEP YOUR ARMS AND HEAD INSIDE THE VEHICLE ALL THE TIME. 1176 00:58:55,655 --> 00:58:56,862 YOU DID IT, HON! 1177 00:58:56,862 --> 00:58:59,827 I'M GONNA SIT BEHIND YOU, OKAY? -OKAY. 1178 00:58:59,827 --> 00:59:01,034 Antonio: ALL RIGHTY, MY FRIENDS, 1179 00:59:01,034 --> 00:59:03,379 I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME Y'ALL TO HOUSTON. 1180 00:59:03,379 --> 00:59:05,724 WE'RE GONNA START THE TOUR. RULE NUMBER ONE. 1181 00:59:05,724 --> 00:59:08,137 SINCE THIS IS A BRITISH BUS, YOU HAVE TO WAVE. 1182 00:59:08,137 --> 00:59:11,517 SO YOU KNOW, BE POLITE. BE VERY ROYAL, ALL RIGHT? 1183 00:59:11,517 --> 00:59:12,758 SO WELCOME. 1184 00:59:12,758 --> 00:59:15,344 YOU ARE IN THE FOURTH LARGEST CITY OF THE U.S., 1185 00:59:15,344 --> 00:59:17,172 AND THE LARGEST CITY IN THE SOUTHERN STATES. 1186 00:59:17,172 --> 00:59:19,724 OVER THERE TO THE RIGHT, THAT IS THE HOME OF THE HOUSTON ROCKETS, 1187 00:59:19,724 --> 00:59:21,482 OUR PROFESSIONAL BASKETBALL TEAM. 1188 00:59:21,482 --> 00:59:23,103 WE GOT BEAT BY THE WARRIORS. 1189 00:59:23,103 --> 00:59:24,965 [ LAUGHS ] 1190 00:59:24,965 --> 00:59:26,896 ...DON'T EXPECT TO SEE VERY OLD STRUCTURES IN HOUSTON 1191 00:59:26,896 --> 00:59:29,000 BECAUSE HOUSTON IS A VERY YOUNG CITY. 1192 00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,896 IT WAS BUILT IN 1836. 1193 00:59:31,896 --> 00:59:35,379 Brianne: I'M GRATEFUL THAT I GET THIS TIME WITH RICK. 1194 00:59:35,379 --> 00:59:36,965 AND I'M VERY SAD HE'S LEAVING, 1195 00:59:36,965 --> 00:59:39,931 AND THAT I'M GONNA BE ALONE AGAIN. 1196 00:59:39,931 --> 00:59:42,379 SO THESE NEXT FEW MONTHS ARE GONNA BE TOUGH 1197 00:59:42,379 --> 00:59:44,689 BECAUSE DR. NOW SAID I NEEDED TO START THERAPY 1198 00:59:44,689 --> 00:59:46,586 IF I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO STAY ON TRACK 1199 00:59:46,586 --> 00:59:49,344 AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS, 1200 00:59:49,344 --> 00:59:50,931 AND THAT HE WAS GOING TO SET UP APPOINTMENTS 1201 00:59:50,931 --> 00:59:52,896 WITH A THERAPIST FOR ME. 1202 00:59:52,896 --> 00:59:56,586 AND I KNOW STARTING THAT ISN'T GONNA BE EASY BECAUSE IT MEANS 1203 00:59:56,586 --> 00:59:59,448 I'LL BE TALKING ABOUT A LOT OF HARD STUFF. 1204 00:59:59,448 --> 01:00:03,103 BUT I LOVE THE DIRECTION MY LIFE IS GOING NOW. 1205 01:00:03,103 --> 01:00:04,965 YOU HAVE FUN? -OH, YEAH. 1206 01:00:04,965 --> 01:00:06,655 Antonio: HOPEFULLY, YOU ENJOYED THE TOUR. 1207 01:00:06,655 --> 01:00:08,758 THANK YOU AGAIN AND GOD BLESS YOU. 1208 01:00:08,758 --> 01:00:12,758 JUST WATCH YOUR STEP AND TRY TO CROSS FROM THE CORNER. 1209 01:00:12,758 --> 01:00:14,862 -Brianne: YOU READY? -HOUSTON'S PRETTY COOL. 1210 01:00:14,862 --> 01:00:16,896 A LOT OF NEAT ARCHITECTURE, THAT'S FOR SURE. 1211 01:00:16,896 --> 01:00:18,068 YEAH. 1212 01:00:26,172 --> 01:00:28,310 [ GROANS ] 1213 01:00:30,103 --> 01:00:31,655 WHEW! 1214 01:00:31,655 --> 01:00:34,068 I DID IT. -GOOD JOB. 1215 01:00:34,068 --> 01:00:38,931 ♪♪ 1216 01:00:38,931 --> 01:00:40,551 Brianne: IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN ABLE 1217 01:00:40,551 --> 01:00:43,344 TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. 1218 01:00:43,344 --> 01:00:46,793 I FINALLY FEEL LIKE I HAVE A CHANCE AT THE LIFE I WANT, 1219 01:00:46,793 --> 01:00:50,724 AND I DON'T WANT TO JEOPARDIZE LOSING THIS. 1220 01:00:50,724 --> 01:00:52,793 I'VE HAD A TASTE OF HOPE, 1221 01:00:52,793 --> 01:00:55,551 SO AS HARD AS IT WILL BE TO SAY GOODBYE TO RICK AGAIN 1222 01:00:55,551 --> 01:00:58,344 AND START DOING THINGS LIKE TALK ABOUT MY PAST, 1223 01:00:58,344 --> 01:01:00,172 I'M WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES 1224 01:01:00,172 --> 01:01:04,172 TO MAKE SURE DAYS LIKE TODAY BECOME NORMAL FOR ME. 1225 01:01:04,172 --> 01:01:06,482 SO I JUST HOPE I'M STRONG ENOUGH. 1226 01:01:06,482 --> 01:01:16,482 ♪♪ 1227 01:01:16,482 --> 01:01:20,310 ♪♪ 1228 01:01:20,310 --> 01:01:23,241 TODAY, I'M GONNA BE MEETING WITH A THERAPIST, 1229 01:01:23,241 --> 01:01:26,172 AND I'M REALLY EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW. 1230 01:01:26,172 --> 01:01:29,034 AFTER RICK LEFT, I'VE BEEN ON MY OWN, 1231 01:01:29,034 --> 01:01:32,310 SO I'VE BEEN EXTREMELY LONELY. 1232 01:01:32,310 --> 01:01:33,724 AND THAT'S MADE IT A LITTLE HARDER 1233 01:01:33,724 --> 01:01:37,137 TO BUILD UP THE COURAGE TO GO TO THERAPY. 1234 01:01:37,137 --> 01:01:39,896 SO I'VE BEEN AVOIDING IT A LITTLE. 1235 01:01:39,896 --> 01:01:42,413 BUT I HAD ANOTHER APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW, 1236 01:01:42,413 --> 01:01:45,689 AND I'M STILL LOSING, BUT NOT AS MUCH. 1237 01:01:45,689 --> 01:01:48,034 AND HE TOLD ME IF I WANTED TO STAY ON TRACK, 1238 01:01:48,034 --> 01:01:52,379 I NEED TO DO THIS NOW, SO I'M GOING. 1239 01:01:52,379 --> 01:01:54,310 I'M JUST NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. 1240 01:01:57,379 --> 01:01:58,793 -ARE YOU BRI? -HI. YES. 1241 01:01:58,793 --> 01:02:00,862 -I'M DR. PARADISE. COME ON IN. -NICE TO MEET YOU. 1242 01:02:00,862 --> 01:02:02,862 YOU CAN HAVE A SEAT RIGHT OVER THERE. 1243 01:02:06,344 --> 01:02:09,068 SO...GOOD TO MEET YOU. 1244 01:02:09,068 --> 01:02:12,482 I WANT TO START BY FINDING OUT A LITTLE BIT ABOUT YOU. 1245 01:02:12,482 --> 01:02:16,586 UM, I STARTED MY WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY AT OVER 700 POUNDS. 1246 01:02:16,586 --> 01:02:18,689 -OKAY. -I'VE LOST OVER 200. 1247 01:02:18,689 --> 01:02:19,862 -CONGRATULATIONS. -THANK YOU. 1248 01:02:19,862 --> 01:02:22,206 SO, WHAT WAS CHILDHOOD LIKE FOR YOU? 1249 01:02:22,206 --> 01:02:24,379 MY PARENTS, THEY -- YOU KNOW, THEY WERE IN THE MILITARY. 1250 01:02:24,379 --> 01:02:25,758 THEY WORKED A LOT. -OKAY. 1251 01:02:25,758 --> 01:02:28,758 AND MY DAD, HE KIND OF WORKED ALL OVER THE PLACE. 1252 01:02:28,758 --> 01:02:29,965 HE TRAVELED A LOT? 1253 01:02:29,965 --> 01:02:33,000 WELL, HE DID DO A COUPLE OF TOURS, LIKE, 1254 01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:35,827 OUT OF COUNTRY WHERE HE WAS GONE FOR ABOUT 14 MONTHS. 1255 01:02:35,827 --> 01:02:38,379 SO IT WAS JUST MY MOM AND MY BROTHER AND SISTER AND I. 1256 01:02:38,379 --> 01:02:40,034 INTERESTING. DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT THAT WAS LIKE FOR YOU? 1257 01:02:40,034 --> 01:02:43,103 YEAH. AS I GOT OLDER, I'D SAY LIKE MIDDLE SCHOOL -- 1258 01:02:43,103 --> 01:02:45,344 THE END OF MIDDLE SCHOOL TO HIGH SCHOOL -- MM-HMM. 1259 01:02:45,344 --> 01:02:48,103 MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY DAD REALLY TURNED. 1260 01:02:48,103 --> 01:02:51,793 WE JUST -- WE JUST CLASHED ALL THE TIME. 1261 01:02:51,793 --> 01:02:53,827 SO IT WAS THINGS LIKE TALKING BACK TO HIM? 1262 01:02:53,827 --> 01:02:56,965 MM-HMM. LIKE, I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS SOMETHING I DID 1263 01:02:56,965 --> 01:02:58,482 OR SOMETHING THAT I WAS DOING. 1264 01:02:58,482 --> 01:03:02,620 BUT I JUST FELT LIKE MY DAD JUST DIDN'T LIKE ME OR LOVE ME 1265 01:03:02,620 --> 01:03:04,758 AS MUCH AS MY BROTHER AND SISTER. 1266 01:03:04,758 --> 01:03:06,689 SO WHAT GAVE YOU THAT IMPRESSION? 1267 01:03:06,689 --> 01:03:08,931 THERE WAS TIMES WHERE, LIKE, HE WOULD SAY THINGS 1268 01:03:08,931 --> 01:03:11,620 THAT WOULD REALLY AFFECT ME. 1269 01:03:11,620 --> 01:03:13,034 THINGS ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT? 1270 01:03:13,034 --> 01:03:15,172 YEAH, AND IT JUST MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WASN'T LOVED. 1271 01:03:15,172 --> 01:03:16,344 OKAY. 1272 01:03:16,344 --> 01:03:17,931 THERE WAS ONE TIME HE CAME INTO MY ROOM, 1273 01:03:17,931 --> 01:03:19,206 AND I JUST REMEMBER HIS FACE, 1274 01:03:19,206 --> 01:03:22,758 AND I JUST FELT LIKE HE HATED ME. 1275 01:03:22,758 --> 01:03:26,068 I MEAN, HE HAD TO HAVE HATED ME TO CALL ME NAMES LIKE, YOU KNOW, 1276 01:03:26,068 --> 01:03:28,344 FAT -- FAT NAMES AND... 1277 01:03:28,344 --> 01:03:31,586 THAT'S HOW A KID LIKE YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT, RIGHT? 1278 01:03:31,586 --> 01:03:33,275 WHERE WAS YOUR MOM WHEN THIS WAS HAPPENING? 1279 01:03:33,275 --> 01:03:34,827 SHE WOULDN'T BE THERE. 1280 01:03:34,827 --> 01:03:37,275 SHE'D BE AT WORK, BUT SHE'D BE, LIKE, "BRIANNE, YOU WERE WRONG. 1281 01:03:37,275 --> 01:03:38,517 "YOU SHOULD NOT BE TALKING BACK 1282 01:03:38,517 --> 01:03:41,103 OR YOU SHOULDN'T BE DOING THIS OR..." 1283 01:03:41,103 --> 01:03:44,413 BASICALLY SAYING THAT SHE'S CHOOSING HIM OVER HIM. 1284 01:03:44,413 --> 01:03:45,827 IN A WAY. 1285 01:03:45,827 --> 01:03:48,310 HOW DO YOU THINK THAT AFFECTED YOUR BEHAVIOR AFTER THAT? 1286 01:03:48,310 --> 01:03:51,000 I WAS SO ANGRY, BUT ALSO JUST DONE, 1287 01:03:51,000 --> 01:03:53,379 SO I DIDN'T CARE ANYMORE. -MM-HMM. 1288 01:03:53,379 --> 01:03:55,103 WHERE DOES IT STAND WITH YOUR DAD NOW? 1289 01:03:55,103 --> 01:03:57,275 WE DON'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP. 1290 01:03:57,275 --> 01:03:59,896 THE LAST TIME I SAW MY DAD WAS 2007. 1291 01:03:59,896 --> 01:04:02,344 TELL ME ABOUT THE LAST INTERACTION WITH YOUR DAD. 1292 01:04:02,344 --> 01:04:04,068 I DON'T REMEMBER. 1293 01:04:04,068 --> 01:04:07,103 I KIND OF WONDER, IF HE WAS SITTING RIGHT THERE, 1294 01:04:07,103 --> 01:04:09,586 WHAT WOULD YOU GUYS BE TALKING ABOUT? 1295 01:04:09,586 --> 01:04:11,517 I WOULD JUST TELL HIM HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. 1296 01:04:11,517 --> 01:04:13,206 MM-HMM. 1297 01:04:13,206 --> 01:04:17,827 SO MOVING FORWARD FROM HERE, DO YOU HAVE A LOT OF HOPES 1298 01:04:17,827 --> 01:04:22,034 OF PUTTING THINGS BACK TOGETHER WITH YOUR WHOLE FAMILY? 1299 01:04:22,034 --> 01:04:23,448 MM-HMM. 1300 01:04:23,448 --> 01:04:25,724 I'M ACTUALLY THINKING THIS IS GONNA BE YOUR HOMEWORK. 1301 01:04:25,724 --> 01:04:27,827 I THINK LEARNING TO STICK UP FOR YOURSELF 1302 01:04:27,827 --> 01:04:30,931 A LITTLE BIT MIGHT BE REALLY HELPFUL. 1303 01:04:30,931 --> 01:04:32,965 AND I KNOW IT MUST BE A CHALLENGE 1304 01:04:32,965 --> 01:04:34,413 GIVEN THE HISTORY OF YOUR FAMILY 1305 01:04:34,413 --> 01:04:37,724 TO THINK THAT, LIKE, STICKING UP FOR YOURSELF WOULD BE HELPFUL. 1306 01:04:37,724 --> 01:04:40,586 BUT I WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU SHARE WITH THEM 1307 01:04:40,586 --> 01:04:45,241 SOME OF THE IMPACT OF YOUR CHILDHOOD ON HOW YOUR LIFE WENT. 1308 01:04:45,241 --> 01:04:47,517 TALKING TO YOUR MOM IS PROBABLY A BIG STEP. 1309 01:04:47,517 --> 01:04:50,896 COULD YOU OPEN ABOUT ALL THIS STUFF WE TALKED ABOUT TO HER? 1310 01:04:50,896 --> 01:04:53,034 I MEAN, I'M NOT GONNA LIE TO YOU. 1311 01:04:53,034 --> 01:04:54,172 I'D BE NERVOUS. 1312 01:04:54,172 --> 01:04:56,620 AND IF SHE REACTS NEGATIVELY? 1313 01:04:56,620 --> 01:04:58,172 AT LEAST I TALKED TO HER ABOUT IT? 1314 01:04:58,172 --> 01:04:59,379 MM-HMM. 1315 01:04:59,379 --> 01:05:00,827 AND MY GUESS IS, THERE MAY BE AN OPPORTUNITY 1316 01:05:00,827 --> 01:05:03,517 TO TALK WITH YOUR DAD ABOUT THIS AT SOME POINT. 1317 01:05:03,517 --> 01:05:05,103 -AT SOME POINT, I THINK. -YEAH. 1318 01:05:05,103 --> 01:05:07,862 HE DOESN'T HAVE TO PARTICIPATE FOR YOU TO DO THIS WORK. 1319 01:05:07,862 --> 01:05:09,034 YEAH. 1320 01:05:09,034 --> 01:05:11,655 IF YOU CAME AWAY FROM THIS MEETING TODAY 1321 01:05:11,655 --> 01:05:16,034 REALLY BELIEVING THAT YOU DESERVED TO BE TREATED WELL, 1322 01:05:16,034 --> 01:05:18,103 I THINK THAT'D BE A HUGE VICTORY. 1323 01:05:18,103 --> 01:05:19,724 IT WOULD CHANGE THE WAY YOU INTERACT 1324 01:05:19,724 --> 01:05:23,448 WITH EVERYBODY, IN A POSITIVE WAY. 1325 01:05:23,448 --> 01:05:25,655 YOU GOT A LOT OF THINKING TO DO. -MM-HMM. 1326 01:05:25,655 --> 01:05:28,103 AND A LOT OF WORK TO DO, BUT YOU'RE GETTING THERE. 1327 01:05:28,103 --> 01:05:29,482 MM-HMM. 1328 01:05:29,482 --> 01:05:30,931 GOOD. GREAT TO TALK TO YOU. 1329 01:05:30,931 --> 01:05:32,620 GREAT TO TALK TO YOU. 1330 01:05:32,620 --> 01:05:35,827 ♪♪ 1331 01:05:35,827 --> 01:05:37,413 THANK YOU SO MUCH. -THANKS FOR COMING. 1332 01:05:37,413 --> 01:05:38,827 -IT WAS GREAT TO MEET YOU. -YEAH, GREAT TO MEET YOU. 1333 01:05:38,827 --> 01:05:40,034 TAKE CARE. 1334 01:05:42,758 --> 01:05:45,965 Brianne: I KNOW I NEEDED TO DO THIS, 1335 01:05:45,965 --> 01:05:47,793 BUT THIS WAS SO HARD, 1336 01:05:47,793 --> 01:05:50,620 WHICH IS WHAT I WAS SCARED OF. 1337 01:05:50,620 --> 01:05:52,965 AND JUST THE THOUGHT OF EVEN TALKING TO MY MOM, 1338 01:05:52,965 --> 01:05:54,310 MUCH LESS MY FATHER, 1339 01:05:54,310 --> 01:05:58,758 EVEN IF IT'S DOWN THE ROAD, TERRIFIES ME. 1340 01:05:58,758 --> 01:06:00,689 BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO 1341 01:06:00,689 --> 01:06:02,413 IF I WANT TO EVER BREAK THE CYCLE 1342 01:06:02,413 --> 01:06:05,620 THAT ALWAYS LEADS ME TO FOOD. 1343 01:06:05,620 --> 01:06:09,206 SO THIS IS GONNA BE A BIG CHALLENGE. 1344 01:06:09,206 --> 01:06:12,931 AND I JUST HOPE IT DOESN'T ALL GO HORRIBLY WRONG 1345 01:06:12,931 --> 01:06:15,862 AND END UP MAKING THINGS EVEN WORSE. 1346 01:06:15,862 --> 01:06:16,689 ♪♪ 1347 01:06:21,655 --> 01:06:31,655 ♪♪ 1348 01:06:31,655 --> 01:06:40,344 ♪♪ 1349 01:06:40,344 --> 01:06:41,758 Brianne: SINCE MY THERAPY APPOINTMENT, 1350 01:06:41,758 --> 01:06:44,724 I'VE BEEN WORKING UP THE COURAGE TO DO WHAT DR. PARADISE SAID 1351 01:06:44,724 --> 01:06:46,689 ABOUT STANDING UP FOR MYSELF 1352 01:06:46,689 --> 01:06:49,310 AND TO START FACING SOME OF THE EMOTIONAL THINGS 1353 01:06:49,310 --> 01:06:53,551 FROM MY PAST THAT HAVE BEEN TIED TO EATING FOR ME. 1354 01:06:53,551 --> 01:06:55,862 SO I ASKED MY MOM TO HELP ME RUN SOME ERRANDS 1355 01:06:55,862 --> 01:06:59,517 AND THEN GET SOME LUNCH WITH ME, HOPING WE COULD TALK. 1356 01:06:59,517 --> 01:07:01,655 BUT BETWEEN PAYING BILLS AND GOING TO THE STORE 1357 01:07:01,655 --> 01:07:03,586 AND SOME MINOR CAR TROUBLE EARLIER, 1358 01:07:03,586 --> 01:07:06,482 THE DAY HAS ALREADY BEEN A LITTLE STRESSFUL, 1359 01:07:06,482 --> 01:07:09,827 SO I'M TERRIFIED ABOUT HOW THIS IS GONNA GO. 1360 01:07:10,931 --> 01:07:14,034 HOO! SHOOT, THAT HURT. 1361 01:07:14,034 --> 01:07:16,586 [ BRIDGET SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY ] 1362 01:07:16,586 --> 01:07:18,448 -THANK YOU, MAMA. -YOU'RE WELCOME. 1363 01:07:18,448 --> 01:07:20,758 WANT TO SIT OVER THERE? 1364 01:07:20,758 --> 01:07:23,551 -SURE. -OKAY. WATCH THIS. 1365 01:07:23,551 --> 01:07:25,275 ALL RIGHT. 1366 01:07:28,206 --> 01:07:30,310 WOW. WE'RE IN A BOOTH. 1367 01:07:30,310 --> 01:07:32,758 AND I HAVE ROOM. YOU GOT ENOUGH ROOM? 1368 01:07:32,758 --> 01:07:34,655 -YEAH. -WHEW. 1369 01:07:34,655 --> 01:07:35,827 Man: CAN I GET Y'ALL SOMETHING TO DRINK? 1370 01:07:35,827 --> 01:07:37,793 -YES. -WATER. -OF COURSE. 1371 01:07:37,793 --> 01:07:40,241 WATER AND AN UNSWEETENED TEA WITH MAYBE LEMON? 1372 01:07:40,241 --> 01:07:42,655 OF COURSE. ANY APPETIZERS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT? 1373 01:07:42,655 --> 01:07:45,482 WELL, I CAN HAVE BABA GA-- WAIT, HOW -- 1374 01:07:45,482 --> 01:07:46,965 -OH, YEAH, BABA GANOUSH. -BABA GANOUSH. 1375 01:07:46,965 --> 01:07:48,448 -IT'S VERY GOOD. -YEAH, LET'S TRY IT. 1376 01:07:48,448 --> 01:07:49,586 SOUNDS GOOD. I'LL BRING IT RIGHT OUT. 1377 01:07:49,586 --> 01:07:50,827 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1378 01:07:50,827 --> 01:07:53,413 DON'T YOU HAVE TO, WHEN YOU EAT, BE CAREFUL? 1379 01:07:53,413 --> 01:07:55,758 BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO WHERE YOU WERE. 1380 01:07:55,758 --> 01:07:58,275 YOU ALREADY LOST A HUMAN OFF OF YOU. 1381 01:07:58,275 --> 01:08:00,965 -YEAH. -EXCUSE ME. 1382 01:08:00,965 --> 01:08:02,413 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1383 01:08:02,413 --> 01:08:03,758 LOOK AT YOU. 1384 01:08:03,758 --> 01:08:06,620 YOU'RE SMALLER NOW THAN WHEN I SAW YOU IN OREGON. 1385 01:08:06,620 --> 01:08:08,310 -REALLY? YOU THINK? -YEAH. 1386 01:08:08,310 --> 01:08:11,137 I KNOW. I'VE COME A LONG WAY, AND I WANT TO KEEP THAT GOING. 1387 01:08:11,137 --> 01:08:12,655 BUT TO DO THAT, MY THERAPIST SAYS 1388 01:08:12,655 --> 01:08:14,482 I NEED TO DEAL WITH SOME THINGS. 1389 01:08:14,482 --> 01:08:15,655 AND IT'S KIND OF SOMETHING 1390 01:08:15,655 --> 01:08:16,827 THAT I'VE BEEN WANTING TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT, 1391 01:08:16,827 --> 01:08:19,206 JUST TO KIND OF GET IT OFF MY CHEST. 1392 01:08:19,206 --> 01:08:22,275 LIKE...GROWING UP. 1393 01:08:22,275 --> 01:08:25,448 I JUST...I FELT LIKE 1394 01:08:25,448 --> 01:08:28,551 I ONLY REALLY HAD MYSELF TO DEPEND ON. 1395 01:08:28,551 --> 01:08:31,379 AND I'VE JUST FELT LIKE DAD DIDN'T LOVE ME. 1396 01:08:31,379 --> 01:08:32,827 I CAN SEE THAT. 1397 01:08:32,827 --> 01:08:34,896 BUT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DIDN'T DO SOMETHING 1398 01:08:34,896 --> 01:08:37,000 TO STOP HOW HE TREATED ME. 1399 01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:41,482 I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T... I CAN'T ANSWER THAT. 1400 01:08:41,482 --> 01:08:46,310 THE ONE WHERE I FELT LIKE DAD JUST HATED ME 1401 01:08:46,310 --> 01:08:48,758 WAS WHEN WE WERE ALL RIDING BIKES, AND HE GOT MAD. 1402 01:08:48,758 --> 01:08:50,620 AND I JUST REMEMBER, HE SAID EVERY NAME IN THE BOOK. 1403 01:08:50,620 --> 01:08:52,379 LIKE... 1404 01:08:52,379 --> 01:08:55,000 AND I STILL REMEMBER, LIKE, THE LOOK, YOU KNOW. 1405 01:08:55,000 --> 01:08:56,758 I JUST -- I NEVER GOT THAT OUT. 1406 01:08:56,758 --> 01:08:58,965 AND YOU CAME UPSTAIRS AND YOU WERE PISSED, 1407 01:08:58,965 --> 01:09:01,103 BUT YOU STILL DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. 1408 01:09:01,103 --> 01:09:04,379 HOW OLD WERE YOU? TEENAGER? 1409 01:09:04,379 --> 01:09:07,620 I THINK I WAS, LIKE, 12, 13. 1410 01:09:07,620 --> 01:09:09,965 WE WERE YOUNG. I MEAN, IT'S NOT AN EXCUSE. 1411 01:09:09,965 --> 01:09:12,724 WE LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES, 1412 01:09:12,724 --> 01:09:15,758 AND WE BOTH HAD VERY STRESSFUL JOBS THAT, 1413 01:09:15,758 --> 01:09:17,896 WHEN YOU GET HOME, IF YOU HELD IT IN, 1414 01:09:17,896 --> 01:09:21,827 AND ONE LITTLE STRESSOR CAN MAKE THAT WHOLE GATE FLOOD, YEAH. 1415 01:09:21,827 --> 01:09:23,379 EXPLODE, YEAH. AND I UNDERSTAND THAT. 1416 01:09:23,379 --> 01:09:26,482 AS AN ADULT, I UNDERSTAND THAT. BUT I'M YOUR KID. 1417 01:09:26,482 --> 01:09:29,517 IT WAS YOUR JOB TO PROTECT ME, AND YOU DIDN'T. 1418 01:09:29,517 --> 01:09:32,241 I'M SORRY YOU FELT THAT WAY. 1419 01:09:32,241 --> 01:09:34,206 BUT I STILL REMEMBER, LIKE, THAT'S WHAT MADE ME FEEL 1420 01:09:34,206 --> 01:09:36,448 LIKE HE HATED ME. 1421 01:09:36,448 --> 01:09:38,862 AND BEFORE THAT, I THOUGHT I HAD YOU, 1422 01:09:38,862 --> 01:09:41,137 AND I FEEL LIKE THAT WAS THE BIG MOMENT 1423 01:09:41,137 --> 01:09:42,862 WHERE I FELT LIKE I HAD NO ONE, 1424 01:09:42,862 --> 01:09:44,896 AND I STARTED GOING OFF THE RAILS. 1425 01:09:44,896 --> 01:09:48,551 DAD SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. 1426 01:09:48,551 --> 01:09:52,137 I'VE TALKED TO HIM ABOUT THAT, NEVER EXPLODE. 1427 01:09:54,137 --> 01:09:55,551 YOU KNOW I HAVEN'T PHYSICALLY SEEN HIM 1428 01:09:55,551 --> 01:09:57,827 IN, LIKE, 11 YEARS. 1429 01:09:57,827 --> 01:09:59,551 THAT HURTS ME DEARLY. 1430 01:09:59,551 --> 01:10:01,655 AND THAT HURTS ME, TOO. 1431 01:10:01,655 --> 01:10:04,482 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE TO MAKE IT DIFFERENT. 1432 01:10:04,482 --> 01:10:06,758 YOU COULD HAVE PROTECTED ME MORE. 1433 01:10:06,758 --> 01:10:08,172 YOU KNOW, I WISH, YOU KNOW, GROWING UP 1434 01:10:08,172 --> 01:10:10,931 THAT YOU WERE JUST THERE FOR ME MORE. 1435 01:10:10,931 --> 01:10:12,448 YOU KNOW, IT'S NOT FUN 1436 01:10:12,448 --> 01:10:14,896 FEELING SCARED AND ALL ALONE WHEN YOU'RE A KID. 1437 01:10:14,896 --> 01:10:16,655 I FEEL LIKE YOU LET ME DOWN. 1438 01:10:16,655 --> 01:10:18,896 YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME. 1439 01:10:18,896 --> 01:10:23,448 UM, I DON'T... 1440 01:10:23,448 --> 01:10:25,482 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THAT. 1441 01:10:25,482 --> 01:10:27,379 I REALLY DON'T. 1442 01:10:27,379 --> 01:10:30,137 I WISH I COULD HAVE DONE THINGS DIFFERENTLY. 1443 01:10:30,137 --> 01:10:32,862 THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THOSE [BLEEP] DAYS. 1444 01:10:32,862 --> 01:10:34,310 [ UTENSIL CLINKS ] 1445 01:10:34,310 --> 01:10:36,586 I'M LETTING EVERYBODY DOWN, YEAH. 1446 01:10:36,586 --> 01:10:38,068 I'M DONE. 1447 01:10:38,068 --> 01:10:45,620 ♪♪ 1448 01:10:45,620 --> 01:10:47,620 Brianne: I WAS AFRAID THIS WOULD HAPPEN. 1449 01:10:49,448 --> 01:10:54,103 I JUST HOPE THAT I DIDN'T JUST MAKE THINGS A WHOLE LOT WORSE. 1450 01:10:54,103 --> 01:11:04,172 ♪♪ 1451 01:11:04,172 --> 01:11:09,551 ♪♪ 1452 01:11:09,551 --> 01:11:15,000 ♪♪ 1453 01:11:15,000 --> 01:11:18,655 I'M PACKING RIGHT NOW TO TAKE A TRIP BACK TO OREGON. 1454 01:11:18,655 --> 01:11:20,103 RICK AND CAT DON'T KNOW I'M COMING, 1455 01:11:20,103 --> 01:11:23,172 AND I'M HOPING TO SURPRISE THEM WHEN I SHOW UP. 1456 01:11:23,172 --> 01:11:27,137 CAT'S BEEN HAVING KIND OF A ROUGH WEEK, 1457 01:11:27,137 --> 01:11:29,655 AND LIKE, THE VERY FIRST THING SHE SAID WAS LIKE, 1458 01:11:29,655 --> 01:11:32,137 "I WISH I COULD HUG YOU." 1459 01:11:32,137 --> 01:11:34,413 I MISS THEM BOTH SO MUCH, 1460 01:11:34,413 --> 01:11:37,620 AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SHOW THEM HOW FAR I'VE COME, 1461 01:11:37,620 --> 01:11:39,620 ESPECIALLY CAT. 1462 01:11:39,620 --> 01:11:42,517 I HAVEN'T SEEN CAT SINCE I LEFT, 1463 01:11:42,517 --> 01:11:44,724 SO IT'S BEEN, LIKE, SEVEN TO EIGHT MONTHS, 1464 01:11:44,724 --> 01:11:49,172 SO SHE SHOULD SEE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN HOW I LOOK. 1465 01:11:49,172 --> 01:11:52,758 MY WEIGHT LOSS HAD STARTED TO SLOW A FEW MONTHS AGO, 1466 01:11:52,758 --> 01:11:56,620 BUT I PICKED UP THE PACE AGAIN THIS PAST MONTH. 1467 01:11:56,620 --> 01:11:59,517 SO AS HARD AS IT WAS TO START TO TALK TO MOM, 1468 01:11:59,517 --> 01:12:01,241 I GUESS THAT PROCESS IS HELPING DEAL 1469 01:12:01,241 --> 01:12:04,448 WITH THE THINGS THAT LED ME TO EAT. 1470 01:12:04,448 --> 01:12:06,586 I STILL HAVE HOPE THAT I'LL BE ABLE TO WORK THINGS OUT 1471 01:12:06,586 --> 01:12:10,689 WITH MY MOM, AND EVEN MY DAD, EVENTUALLY. 1472 01:12:10,689 --> 01:12:12,724 BUT I KNOW THAT'S GONNA TAKE TIME. 1473 01:12:12,724 --> 01:12:14,655 AND THAT MEANS I HAVE TO STAY FOCUSED 1474 01:12:14,655 --> 01:12:18,068 ON MY JOURNEY TO GET HEALTHY. 1475 01:12:18,068 --> 01:12:19,275 THANK YOU. 1476 01:12:19,275 --> 01:12:21,172 [ EXHALES SLOWLY ] 1477 01:12:21,172 --> 01:12:23,965 [ PANTING ] 1478 01:12:23,965 --> 01:12:25,448 OHH. 1479 01:12:25,448 --> 01:12:29,689 THE ONLY THING I'M NERVOUS ABOUT IS THE AIRPORT. 1480 01:12:29,689 --> 01:12:31,344 I DON'T KNOW IF I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO WALK THROUGH 1481 01:12:31,344 --> 01:12:33,344 THE AIRPORT THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME. 1482 01:12:37,931 --> 01:12:39,310 IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME 1483 01:12:39,310 --> 01:12:41,965 SINCE I'VE TRIED TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS ON MY OWN 1484 01:12:41,965 --> 01:12:45,793 AND GO THIS FAR WITHOUT ANY SORT OF HELP WITH ME. 1485 01:12:45,793 --> 01:12:50,103 MY LAST EXPERIENCE WAS WHEN I CAME TO SEE DR. NOW, 1486 01:12:50,103 --> 01:12:52,482 AND I HAD RICK WITH ME. 1487 01:12:52,482 --> 01:12:54,379 BUT IT NEARLY PUSHED ME TO MY LIMIT, 1488 01:12:54,379 --> 01:12:56,000 AND I ALMOST DIDN'T EVEN MAKE IT, 1489 01:12:56,000 --> 01:12:58,655 EVEN WITH ALL THE HELP I HAD THEN. 1490 01:12:58,655 --> 01:13:02,379 SO AS EXCITED AS I AM, I'M ALSO WORRIED THAT 1491 01:13:02,379 --> 01:13:04,206 IF I START TO REALLY STRUGGLE A LOT, 1492 01:13:04,206 --> 01:13:06,793 IT WILL MEAN I DID TOO MUCH, TOO SOON. 1493 01:13:06,793 --> 01:13:11,310 AND IF THAT HAPPENS, I'M NOT GONNA HAVE ANYONE TO HELP ME. 1494 01:13:11,310 --> 01:13:12,793 THE LAST TIME, THERE WAS NO WAY 1495 01:13:12,793 --> 01:13:16,689 I COULD WALK THROUGH THE AIRPORT AT ALL. 1496 01:13:16,689 --> 01:13:20,344 SO THIS JUST SHOWS MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS PAYING OFF. 1497 01:13:22,862 --> 01:13:24,137 WHEW. 1498 01:13:24,137 --> 01:13:26,034 SO FAR, I'M REALLY TIRED. 1499 01:13:26,034 --> 01:13:28,034 IT'S KIND OF TAKING A LOT OUT OF ME. 1500 01:13:29,793 --> 01:13:33,241 AND I'M JUST FEELING A LITTLE BIT WEAK. 1501 01:13:35,655 --> 01:13:38,482 I'M HOPING THAT MY BODY CAN MAKE IT 1502 01:13:38,482 --> 01:13:40,586 THROUGH THE REST OF TODAY'S TRAVEL. 1503 01:13:43,689 --> 01:13:45,793 I FEEL LIKE I'M STARTING TO GET TO MY LIMIT, 1504 01:13:45,793 --> 01:13:49,103 SO I NEED TO GET ON THE PLANE SOON BEFORE I GET TO THAT POINT. 1505 01:13:49,103 --> 01:13:50,827 OR IT COULD GET BAD. 1506 01:13:56,344 --> 01:14:03,931 ♪♪ 1507 01:14:03,931 --> 01:14:05,206 Brianne: BEFORE GETTING ON THE PLANE, 1508 01:14:05,206 --> 01:14:06,724 I WAS STARTING TO GET REALLY WORRIED 1509 01:14:06,724 --> 01:14:09,448 THAT I WASN'T GONNA BE ABLE TO PUSH MYSELF TO KEEP GOING 1510 01:14:09,448 --> 01:14:12,448 AND MAKE IT ALL THE WAY HERE. 1511 01:14:12,448 --> 01:14:15,896 BUT THANKFULLY, IT WASN'T TOO LONG BEFORE THEY LET US BOARD, 1512 01:14:15,896 --> 01:14:19,896 AND ONCE I GOT ON, I WAS ABLE TO CATCH MY BREATH A LITTLE. 1513 01:14:19,896 --> 01:14:23,310 SO I'M REALLY GLAD I DID IT AND I MADE IT HERE. 1514 01:14:23,310 --> 01:14:26,310 BUT I'M FEELING REALLY EXHAUSTED FROM ALL THIS ACTIVITY 1515 01:14:26,310 --> 01:14:29,000 AND I'M READY TO GET HOME. 1516 01:14:29,000 --> 01:14:31,137 BUT I STILL HAVE A LONG DRIVE AHEAD OF ME, 1517 01:14:31,137 --> 01:14:34,000 SO I NEED TO JUST HOLD ON A LITTLE LONGER. 1518 01:14:36,275 --> 01:14:39,689 THANKFULLY, MY FRIEND JAMIE IS COMING TO PICK ME UP. 1519 01:14:39,689 --> 01:14:41,379 IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE SEEN HERE, 1520 01:14:41,379 --> 01:14:44,103 BUT WHEN I CALLED HER TO ASK FOR HELP GETTING HOME, 1521 01:14:44,103 --> 01:14:46,586 SHE TOLD ME SHE'D GIVE ME A RIDE, 1522 01:14:46,586 --> 01:14:49,758 SO I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR THAT. 1523 01:14:49,758 --> 01:14:52,241 BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED AND ANXIOUS TO GET HOME 1524 01:14:52,241 --> 01:14:56,586 AND SEE MY FAMILY AND SURPRISE THEM WITH MY PROGRESS, 1525 01:14:56,586 --> 01:15:00,137 AND SHOW THEM THAT I WAS ABLE TO DO THIS WHOLE TRIP ON MY OWN. 1526 01:15:02,206 --> 01:15:04,344 DUDE, I'M SO [BLEEP] TIRED. 1527 01:15:04,344 --> 01:15:08,068 ♪♪ 1528 01:15:08,068 --> 01:15:10,931 RIGHT NOW, I'M FREAKING OUT 'CAUSE I'M SO EXCITED. 1529 01:15:10,931 --> 01:15:12,793 I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEIR FACES 1530 01:15:12,793 --> 01:15:15,310 AND JUST LOVE ON THEM AND BE WITH THEM. 1531 01:15:15,310 --> 01:15:17,103 I MISS THEM SO MUCH. 1532 01:15:19,758 --> 01:15:21,275 RIGHT HERE, JAMIE, IS GOOD. 1533 01:15:23,310 --> 01:15:24,655 FREAKING OUT. 1534 01:15:28,310 --> 01:15:31,655 Brianne: I'M IN A LOT OF PAIN, AND I'M REALLY SORE, 1535 01:15:31,655 --> 01:15:33,413 BUT ALL I CARE ABOUT IS I'M ABOUT TO SEE 1536 01:15:33,413 --> 01:15:36,448 RICK NOW AND CAT SOON, TOO. 1537 01:15:36,448 --> 01:15:37,724 AND I CAN'T WAIT. 1538 01:15:37,724 --> 01:15:39,931 THIS IS GONNA BE SO GREAT. 1539 01:15:41,482 --> 01:15:42,689 [ DOOR UNLOCKS ] 1540 01:15:43,758 --> 01:15:45,931 -Rick: HI! -[ LAUGHS ] 1541 01:15:45,931 --> 01:15:47,344 -[ LAUGHS ] -HI! 1542 01:15:47,344 --> 01:15:48,551 HI! 1543 01:15:51,103 --> 01:15:53,379 -SURPRISE! -[ LAUGHS ] 1544 01:15:55,034 --> 01:15:56,551 -I MISSED YOU MORE! -SO AWESOME. 1545 01:15:59,206 --> 01:16:02,103 OH! [ LAUGHS ] SORRY TO MAKE YOU CRY. 1546 01:16:04,655 --> 01:16:06,724 OF COURSE. 1547 01:16:06,724 --> 01:16:10,517 Rick: I'M JUST IN SHOCK 'CAUSE I WASN'T EXPECTING HER TO BE HERE. 1548 01:16:10,517 --> 01:16:13,896 SO I'M REALLY HAPPY, REALLY HAPPY TO SEE HER. 1549 01:16:13,896 --> 01:16:17,103 [ PANTING ] 1550 01:16:17,103 --> 01:16:18,827 SO, HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO COME BACK? 1551 01:16:18,827 --> 01:16:21,172 I HAD NO IDEA YOU WERE COMING BACK. 1552 01:16:21,172 --> 01:16:23,241 I WOKE UP AT 5:00 IN THE MORNING. 1553 01:16:23,241 --> 01:16:24,482 YEAH. 1554 01:16:24,482 --> 01:16:27,310 FLEW OUT OF HOUSTON, WALKED THROUGH HOUSTON, 1555 01:16:27,310 --> 01:16:29,310 AND WE LANDED AT PORTLAND. 1556 01:16:29,310 --> 01:16:31,310 JAMIE PICKED ME UP BECAUSE I WANTED EVERYBODY ELSE 1557 01:16:31,310 --> 01:16:32,724 TO BE SURPRISED. 1558 01:16:32,724 --> 01:16:36,241 -[ LAUGHS ] -AND THEN CAT HAS NO IDEA. 1559 01:16:36,241 --> 01:16:37,724 SHE HAS NO IDEA. 1560 01:16:37,724 --> 01:16:40,137 I WAS THIS CLOSE TO SURPRISING HER AT WORK, BUT... 1561 01:16:40,137 --> 01:16:42,896 AND YOU KEPT TELLING ME THE WHOLE TIME, "I MISS YOU. 1562 01:16:42,896 --> 01:16:46,172 I'M SO LONELY. I MISS YOU." -[ LAUGHS ] 1563 01:16:46,172 --> 01:16:49,586 -[ LAUGHING ] -I AM THE QUEEN OF SURPRISES. 1564 01:16:49,586 --> 01:16:51,379 MM-HMM. 1565 01:16:51,379 --> 01:16:53,344 Rick: I COULD TELL SHE'S LOST EVEN MORE WEIGHT 1566 01:16:53,344 --> 01:16:55,172 SINCE THE LAST TIME I'VE SEEN HER, 1567 01:16:55,172 --> 01:16:58,724 SO I CAN'T EXPRESS ENOUGH HOW PROUD OF HER I AM, 1568 01:16:58,724 --> 01:17:00,758 HOW MUCH I LOVE HER, AND HOW HAPPY I AM 1569 01:17:00,758 --> 01:17:03,310 TO SEE HER DOING SO WELL. 1570 01:17:05,862 --> 01:17:07,689 Brianne: I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR MAKING IT 1571 01:17:07,689 --> 01:17:10,344 ALL THIS WAY ON MY OWN. 1572 01:17:10,344 --> 01:17:12,689 I KNOW I NEED TO TAKE IT EASY FOR A BIT, 1573 01:17:12,689 --> 01:17:15,310 BUT I PLAN TO COOK DINNER AND SURPRISE CAT. 1574 01:17:15,310 --> 01:17:16,793 THAT WAY, WHEN SHE COMES HOME, 1575 01:17:16,793 --> 01:17:19,448 I NOT ONLY SURPRISE HER BY BEING HER, 1576 01:17:19,448 --> 01:17:22,241 BUT BY BEING UP AND ACTIVE AND TAKING CARE OF MY FAMILY 1577 01:17:22,241 --> 01:17:24,655 JUST AS I USED TO DO AS HER MOM. 1578 01:17:24,655 --> 01:17:27,689 SO I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE EXPRESSION ON HER FACE. 1579 01:17:27,689 --> 01:17:32,551 ♪♪ 1580 01:17:32,551 --> 01:17:35,172 [ DOG BARKING ] -Catrina: HI, DAD! 1581 01:17:35,172 --> 01:17:38,068 HEY, KIDDO. HOW YOU DOING? HOW WAS WORK? 1582 01:17:38,068 --> 01:17:39,344 -GOOD. -GOOD? 1583 01:17:39,344 --> 01:17:40,482 ONCE AGAIN, THEY OVER-SCHEDULED US... 1584 01:17:40,482 --> 01:17:42,724 -HI, BABY. -[ GASPS ] MOM! 1585 01:17:42,724 --> 01:17:44,758 [ LAUGHTER ] 1586 01:17:44,758 --> 01:17:47,758 [ CRIES ] OH, MY GOSH! 1587 01:17:47,758 --> 01:17:48,896 WHAT'D I TELL YOU? [ LAUGHS ] 1588 01:17:48,896 --> 01:17:52,379 I MISSED YOU SO MUCH! 1589 01:17:52,379 --> 01:17:56,793 SO MUCH. I MISSED YOU SO MUCH. I JUST MISSED YOU SO MUCH. 1590 01:17:59,103 --> 01:18:01,000 SURPRISE! 1591 01:18:01,000 --> 01:18:03,620 [ LAUGHS, CRIES ] 1592 01:18:03,620 --> 01:18:04,793 ARE YOU SURPRISED? 1593 01:18:04,793 --> 01:18:06,965 UH-HUH. OH, MY GOD. 1594 01:18:06,965 --> 01:18:09,517 I AM... [ LAUGHS ] 1595 01:18:09,517 --> 01:18:11,413 I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT, EITHER. 1596 01:18:11,413 --> 01:18:13,413 -[ LAUGHS ] -SHE SHOWED UP AT THE DOOR. 1597 01:18:13,413 --> 01:18:15,896 OH, MY GOD. AND YOU LOOK SO GOOD. 1598 01:18:17,344 --> 01:18:19,620 -THANK YOU, CAT. -I LOVE YOU. 1599 01:18:19,620 --> 01:18:22,724 -OH! OW! [ LAUGHTER ] 1600 01:18:22,724 --> 01:18:24,482 IT FEELS AMAZING TO SEE MOM HOME. 1601 01:18:24,482 --> 01:18:27,586 I'M SO HAPPY THAT SHE'S BACK, 1602 01:18:27,586 --> 01:18:30,103 EVEN IF IT'S FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. 1603 01:18:30,103 --> 01:18:31,586 I'M VERY PROUD OF HER. 1604 01:18:31,586 --> 01:18:34,965 IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH WEIGHT SHE'S LOST 1605 01:18:34,965 --> 01:18:37,724 AND HOW HEALTHY SHE'S GETTING. 1606 01:18:37,724 --> 01:18:39,862 THANK YOU, MOM. -YOU'RE WELCOME, SWEETIE. 1607 01:18:39,862 --> 01:18:43,034 THANK YOU FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU COOKED ME DINNER. 1608 01:18:43,034 --> 01:18:46,586 THIS IS PRETTY NEAT, HAVING MOM COOK FOR US, HUH? 1609 01:18:46,586 --> 01:18:48,793 -MM-HMM. -YOU DON'T WANT ANY BREAD? 1610 01:18:48,793 --> 01:18:52,379 -NO, I'M GOOD. -Brianne: GOOD GIRL. 1611 01:18:52,379 --> 01:18:55,551 THE HAPPINESS AND FULFILLMENT AND HOPE I FEEL RIGHT NOW 1612 01:18:55,551 --> 01:18:58,862 ARE THINGS I HAVEN'T FELT IN A LONG TIME. 1613 01:18:58,862 --> 01:19:01,655 AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THAT BECAUSE I STARTED GAINING AGAIN. 1614 01:19:01,655 --> 01:19:03,275 IT'S NOT WORTH IT. 1615 01:19:03,275 --> 01:19:05,379 SO I'M DETERMINED TO MAKE IT TO MY GOAL, 1616 01:19:05,379 --> 01:19:07,482 AND I KNOW THE SOONER I GET THERE, 1617 01:19:07,482 --> 01:19:08,586 THE SOONER I COULD COME BACK HERE 1618 01:19:08,586 --> 01:19:10,517 AND BE WITH MY FAMILY FOR GOOD AGAIN. 1619 01:19:10,517 --> 01:19:11,758 ♪♪ 1620 01:19:17,517 --> 01:19:27,517 ♪♪ 1621 01:19:27,517 --> 01:19:31,000 ♪♪ 1622 01:19:31,000 --> 01:19:32,896 Brianne: RIGHT NOW, I'M HEADED BACK TO SEE DR. NOW 1623 01:19:32,896 --> 01:19:35,206 FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT, AND FIND OUT HOW MUCH 1624 01:19:35,206 --> 01:19:38,862 I'VE LOST OVER THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. 1625 01:19:38,862 --> 01:19:41,103 I WENT UP TO OREGON, AND I WAS GONNA STAY A MONTH, 1626 01:19:41,103 --> 01:19:44,517 BUT I ENDED UP STAYING FOR TWO. 1627 01:19:44,517 --> 01:19:47,275 IT WAS SO GOOD BEING BACK UP THERE WITH MY FAMILY. 1628 01:19:47,275 --> 01:19:50,482 IT WAS JUST HARD FOR ME TO LEAVE. 1629 01:19:50,482 --> 01:19:53,586 SO I MISSED MY LAST APPOINTMENT A MONTH AGO, 1630 01:19:53,586 --> 01:19:57,517 BUT DR. NOW SAID IT WAS FINE AS LONG AS I STAYED ON TRACK. 1631 01:19:57,517 --> 01:20:00,689 SO EVEN THOUGH I'VE BEEN AWAY, IT HASN'T BEEN A VACATION 1632 01:20:00,689 --> 01:20:03,689 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WORKING HARD TO DO THAT. 1633 01:20:03,689 --> 01:20:07,482 AND I'M FEELING CONFIDENT MY WEIGH-IN WILL BE GOOD TODAY. 1634 01:20:07,482 --> 01:20:09,000 AND HOPEFULLY, I'LL BE ABLE TO GET APPROVED 1635 01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:10,689 FOR MY FIRST SKIN REMOVAL 1636 01:20:10,689 --> 01:20:12,896 TO HAVE THE EXCESS SKIN AROUND MY STOMACH REMOVED, 1637 01:20:12,896 --> 01:20:15,793 BECAUSE ALL THAT SAGGING SKIN IS STARTING TO CAUSE ME 1638 01:20:15,793 --> 01:20:18,379 A LOT OF PAIN. 1639 01:20:18,379 --> 01:20:20,137 BRIANNE? 1640 01:20:20,137 --> 01:20:21,620 Brianne: BUT DR. NOW TOLD ME 1641 01:20:21,620 --> 01:20:24,482 I NEED TO GET DOWN INTO THE 300s BEFORE I'M READY FOR THAT. 1642 01:20:24,482 --> 01:20:27,206 AND IF I STAYED ON TRACK, I SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT. 1643 01:20:27,206 --> 01:20:29,206 BECAUSE AT MY LAST WEIGH-IN TWO MONTHS AGO, 1644 01:20:29,206 --> 01:20:31,827 I WAS DOWN TO 447. 1645 01:20:31,827 --> 01:20:33,172 AND HE TOLD ME, AT THIS POINT, 1646 01:20:33,172 --> 01:20:36,137 I SHOULD BE LOSING AT LEAST 30 POUNDS A MONTH. 1647 01:20:36,137 --> 01:20:40,068 SO THAT MEANS I SHOULD BE AT OR BELOW 387 TODAY. 1648 01:20:40,068 --> 01:20:42,482 SO I'M REALLY HOPING I LOST WHAT I NEED. 1649 01:20:42,482 --> 01:20:46,827 ♪♪ 1650 01:20:46,827 --> 01:20:49,103 HOLY [BLEEP]. 1651 01:20:49,103 --> 01:20:50,655 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 1652 01:20:50,655 --> 01:20:53,275 [ Whispers ] WHEW. HOLY MOLY. 1653 01:20:55,517 --> 01:20:57,413 I MAY NOT HAVE HIT MY GOAL FOR THIS MONTH, 1654 01:20:57,413 --> 01:21:00,448 BUT I STILL LOST A LOT, 1655 01:21:00,448 --> 01:21:04,344 AND I'M SO EXCITED TO BE IN THE 300s. 1656 01:21:04,344 --> 01:21:07,827 IT'S BEEN, LIKE, 20 YEARS SINCE I'VE BEEN THIS SMALL. 1657 01:21:07,827 --> 01:21:10,793 SO SEEING THAT FELT REALLY GOOD. 1658 01:21:10,793 --> 01:21:12,517 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1659 01:21:12,517 --> 01:21:14,172 COME IN. 1660 01:21:14,172 --> 01:21:15,862 -HELLO. -HI, DR. NOW. 1661 01:21:15,862 --> 01:21:17,862 -HI, BRIANNE. -HOW ARE YOU? 1662 01:21:17,862 --> 01:21:19,517 DOING OKAY. HOW ABOUT YOU? 1663 01:21:19,517 --> 01:21:21,206 I'M DOING PRETTY GREAT. 1664 01:21:21,206 --> 01:21:24,689 WELL, I'M GLAD TO HEAR THAT. BUT WHERE'S YOUR MOM? 1665 01:21:24,689 --> 01:21:26,827 I'M DOING THINGS ON MY OWN RIGHT NOW. 1666 01:21:26,827 --> 01:21:28,862 -YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN NOW? -YEP. 1667 01:21:28,862 --> 01:21:31,689 WELL, I'M PROUD OF YOU FOR TAKING A STEP LIKE THAT, 1668 01:21:31,689 --> 01:21:33,241 AND FOR NOT USING THAT 1669 01:21:33,241 --> 01:21:36,793 AS AN EXCUSE TO RUN BACK TO FOOD OR DOING LESS. 1670 01:21:36,793 --> 01:21:39,862 BUT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LOSE AT LEAST 60 POUNDS 1671 01:21:39,862 --> 01:21:42,517 FROM YOUR LAST WEIGH-IN BY TODAY. 1672 01:21:42,517 --> 01:21:44,724 YOU ONLY LOST 50. -MM-HMM. 1673 01:21:44,724 --> 01:21:47,000 BUT CONSIDERING YOUR WEIGHT LOSS SLOWED 1674 01:21:47,000 --> 01:21:49,724 TO LOSING ONLY AROUND 10 POUNDS FEW MONTHS AGO, 1675 01:21:49,724 --> 01:21:52,965 I SAY THIS IS A MOVE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 1676 01:21:52,965 --> 01:21:55,172 -WHEW. -SO I'M HAPPY WITH THAT. 1677 01:21:55,172 --> 01:21:58,793 YOU LOST ALMOST 350 POUNDS AT THIS POINT. 1678 01:21:58,793 --> 01:22:00,758 -WHOO-HOO! -OKAY. 1679 01:22:00,758 --> 01:22:02,482 WAIT, I SHOULD GET TWO FOR THAT ONE. 1680 01:22:02,482 --> 01:22:05,620 OKAY. WITH HOW MUCH YOU HAVE LOST, 1681 01:22:05,620 --> 01:22:09,034 YOU ARE READY FOR YOUR FIRST EXCESS SKIN REMOVAL. 1682 01:22:11,206 --> 01:22:12,551 HERE WE GO. 1683 01:22:12,551 --> 01:22:14,310 BUT IT IS A BIG OPERATION, 1684 01:22:14,310 --> 01:22:16,793 AND YOU NEED SOMEONE THERE FOR YOU 1685 01:22:16,793 --> 01:22:18,758 TO HELP YOU ONCE YOU GO HOME. 1686 01:22:18,758 --> 01:22:21,827 BUT YOU SAID THAT ALL YOU HAVE IS YOUR MOM HERE, 1687 01:22:21,827 --> 01:22:25,034 SO DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF REACHING OUT TO HER 1688 01:22:25,034 --> 01:22:28,965 IN THE NEAR FUTURE AND SMOOTHING THINGS OVER? 1689 01:22:28,965 --> 01:22:31,758 WE'RE STILL TRYING. 1690 01:22:31,758 --> 01:22:32,931 YOU'RE STILL TRYING? 1691 01:22:32,931 --> 01:22:34,793 -YEAH. -THAT'S UNDERSTANDABLE, 1692 01:22:34,793 --> 01:22:38,551 BUT ONCE YOU FIGURE OUT SOMEONE TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR RECOVERY, 1693 01:22:38,551 --> 01:22:42,517 THEN WE'LL MOVE AHEAD WITH YOUR FIRST EXCESS SKIN REMOVAL 1694 01:22:42,517 --> 01:22:44,172 FROM AROUND YOUR STOMACH. 1695 01:22:44,172 --> 01:22:47,758 IS THAT A DEAL? -IT'S A DEAL. I LIKE THAT. 1696 01:22:47,758 --> 01:22:51,172 ALL RIGHT. YOU'RE DOING GOOD, AND I'M PROUD OF YOU, 1697 01:22:51,172 --> 01:22:53,413 AND I'LL SEE YOU IN COUPLE MONTHS. 1698 01:22:53,413 --> 01:22:55,379 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, JUST CALL US. 1699 01:22:55,379 --> 01:22:57,517 -OKAY. -YOU'RE DOING GREAT, OKAY? 1700 01:22:57,517 --> 01:22:59,068 THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN, DR. NOW. 1701 01:22:59,068 --> 01:23:01,862 -YOU'RE WELCOME. -YOU'RE A LIFESAVER. 1702 01:23:01,862 --> 01:23:03,586 OKAY. WE'LL SEE YOU THEN. 1703 01:23:05,965 --> 01:23:07,586 BRIANNE HAS DONE GREAT, 1704 01:23:07,586 --> 01:23:10,965 BUT THERE'S STILL A LOT OF HARD WORK AHEAD OF HER, 1705 01:23:10,965 --> 01:23:14,000 AS WELL AS THINGS THAT SHE HAS TO FACE AND DEAL WITH 1706 01:23:14,000 --> 01:23:16,137 THAT MAY LEAD HER TO STRUGGLE. 1707 01:23:16,137 --> 01:23:19,068 BUT WE'LL BE THERE TO HELP HER GET BACK ON TRACK 1708 01:23:19,068 --> 01:23:20,344 IF THAT HAPPENS. 1709 01:23:20,344 --> 01:23:23,793 AND I'M CONVINCED THAT EVEN IF SHE STUMBLES, 1710 01:23:23,793 --> 01:23:27,379 BRIANNE WON'T LET HERSELF GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. 1711 01:23:29,275 --> 01:23:31,482 Brianne: I WAS REALLY HOPING THAT I'D BE ABLE TO GET APPROVED 1712 01:23:31,482 --> 01:23:35,827 FOR SKIN REMOVAL TODAY AND GET AN ACTUAL DATE ON THE SCHEDULE. 1713 01:23:35,827 --> 01:23:37,482 BUT I KNOW DR. NOW IS RIGHT, 1714 01:23:37,482 --> 01:23:40,551 AND THAT THIS ISN'T GONNA BE AN EASY SURGERY. 1715 01:23:40,551 --> 01:23:42,137 SO I'M GOING TO NEED THE HELP, 1716 01:23:42,137 --> 01:23:45,344 AND MY MOM IS THE ONLY OPTION I REALLY HAVE. 1717 01:23:45,344 --> 01:23:47,413 BUT IT MAKES ME NERVOUS TO THINK ABOUT REACHING OUT 1718 01:23:47,413 --> 01:23:49,862 TO HER RIGHT NOW. 1719 01:23:49,862 --> 01:23:53,689 BUT I STARTED A TRANSITION TO A NEW PHASE IN MY LIFE, 1720 01:23:53,689 --> 01:23:56,793 AND I INTEND TO GET THERE, NO MATTER WHAT. 1721 01:23:56,793 --> 01:24:06,862 ♪♪ 1722 01:24:06,862 --> 01:24:09,793 ♪♪ 1723 01:24:09,793 --> 01:24:12,241 WHEN I GOT BACK FROM OREGON, I DECIDED I WANT TO GET OUT 1724 01:24:12,241 --> 01:24:15,482 AND START DOING MORE THINGS ON MY OWN. 1725 01:24:15,482 --> 01:24:16,758 AND ONE THING I DECIDED TO DO 1726 01:24:16,758 --> 01:24:19,827 WAS JOIN A LOCAL COED SOFTBALL TEAM, 1727 01:24:19,827 --> 01:24:21,758 BECAUSE I FIGURED IT'D BE A GOOD WAY TO MAKE SURE 1728 01:24:21,758 --> 01:24:23,344 I EXERCISE LIKE I NEED, 1729 01:24:23,344 --> 01:24:25,689 AND I'D GET OUT AND MEET NEW PEOPLE. 1730 01:24:25,689 --> 01:24:27,241 Man: HEY, BRI. ARE YOU READY TO WARM UP? 1731 01:24:27,241 --> 01:24:28,965 SURE. 1732 01:24:31,103 --> 01:24:34,000 Brianne: I'M AMAZED AT HOW MUCH I'M ABLE TO DO NOW, 1733 01:24:34,000 --> 01:24:38,275 AND I'M GONNA MAKE SURE I KEEP MAKING PROGRESS, NO MATTER WHAT, 1734 01:24:38,275 --> 01:24:40,965 EVEN IF IT MEANS I HAVE TO FACE THINGS I DON'T WANT TO 1735 01:24:40,965 --> 01:24:44,586 AND HAVE CONVERSATIONS I PREFER TO AVOID. 1736 01:24:44,586 --> 01:24:47,275 I'VE ALREADY TAKEN ANOTHER STEP AND REACHED OUT TO MY MOM 1737 01:24:47,275 --> 01:24:49,413 AND HAD ANOTHER CONVERSATION WITH HER. 1738 01:24:49,413 --> 01:24:51,620 AND THIS TIME, IT WENT BETTER. 1739 01:24:51,620 --> 01:24:54,068 SHE EVEN APOLOGIZED FOR LAST TIME. 1740 01:24:54,068 --> 01:24:56,068 SO THAT WAS REALLY ENCOURAGING. 1741 01:24:56,068 --> 01:24:57,344 [ BAT CRACKS ]OH! 1742 01:24:57,344 --> 01:24:59,689 AND SHE ALSO SAID THAT SHE WOULD BE THERE FOR ME 1743 01:24:59,689 --> 01:25:03,275 AND HELP TAKE CARE OF ME IF I HAVE SKIN REMOVAL SURGERY. 1744 01:25:03,275 --> 01:25:05,827 SO I TOLD DR. NOW, AND HE SCHEDULED MY SURGERY 1745 01:25:05,827 --> 01:25:07,413 FOR A MONTH AND A HALF FROM NOW 1746 01:25:07,413 --> 01:25:10,241 TO COINCIDE WITH WHEN MY MOM CAN TAKE TIME OFF OF WORK 1747 01:25:10,241 --> 01:25:12,793 FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND HELP ME. 1748 01:25:12,793 --> 01:25:14,793 AND I CAN'T WAIT BECAUSE THIS IS GONNA BE 1749 01:25:14,793 --> 01:25:16,620 A HUGE STEP FORWARD FOR ME. 1750 01:25:16,620 --> 01:25:19,724 [ BAT CLANKS ] -Man: WHOO! 1751 01:25:19,724 --> 01:25:22,344 Brianne: OH, [BLEEP]! I CAN'T RUN. 1752 01:25:22,344 --> 01:25:24,034 AND I PLAN, BY THIS TIME NEXT YEAR, 1753 01:25:24,034 --> 01:25:26,172 TO HIT MY TARGET AND MOVE BACK TO OREGON 1754 01:25:26,172 --> 01:25:29,172 AND BE THE MOM I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE. 1755 01:25:29,172 --> 01:25:30,896 MY LIFE IS STARTING TO LOOK LIKE THE WAY 1756 01:25:30,896 --> 01:25:32,517 I DREAMED IT WOULD FOR SO MANY YEARS.