1 00:00:05,275 --> 00:00:06,724 IT WAS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD 2 00:00:06,724 --> 00:00:10,896 TO WATCH LIFE GO ON AROUND YOU AND NOT BE A PART OF IT. 3 00:00:10,896 --> 00:00:17,206 ♪♪ 4 00:00:17,206 --> 00:00:18,413 HE CAN'T STOP. 5 00:00:18,413 --> 00:00:19,689 HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW. 6 00:00:19,689 --> 00:00:22,655 IT'S TERRIFYING TO THINK THAT AT ANY MOMENT, 7 00:00:22,655 --> 00:00:24,827 YOUR HEART COULD EXPLODE. 8 00:00:24,827 --> 00:00:30,103 ♪♪ 9 00:00:30,103 --> 00:00:35,379 ♪♪ 10 00:00:35,379 --> 00:00:37,724 I DON'T WANT TO DIE. 11 00:00:37,724 --> 00:00:40,413 I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO LIVE YET. 12 00:00:40,413 --> 00:00:44,413 ♪♪ 13 00:00:44,413 --> 00:00:46,206 WHY ARE YOU JUMPING ON MY CASE? 14 00:00:46,206 --> 00:00:47,344 YOU'RE OVER-EATING, 15 00:00:47,344 --> 00:00:49,517 AND YOU'RE ACTING LIKE IT'S OUR FAULT. 16 00:00:49,517 --> 00:00:51,310 I KNOW THAT I'M DYING, 17 00:00:51,310 --> 00:00:53,827 I KNOW THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 18 00:00:53,827 --> 00:00:57,517 ♪♪ 19 00:00:57,517 --> 00:01:00,413 I DON'T KNOW HOW I LET MYSELF GET IN THE POSITION THAT I'M IN. 20 00:01:00,413 --> 00:01:01,758 SO YOU'RE LIKE THE PERSON 21 00:01:01,758 --> 00:01:03,517 HITTING THEIR HEAD WITH A BASEBALL 22 00:01:03,517 --> 00:01:04,793 AND SAYING THAT IT HURT. 23 00:01:04,793 --> 00:01:07,793 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 24 00:01:07,793 --> 00:01:10,758 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 25 00:01:10,758 --> 00:01:20,655 ♪♪ 26 00:01:20,655 --> 00:01:30,586 ♪♪ 27 00:01:30,586 --> 00:01:33,275 Cillas: I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE LET MY LIFE GET THIS BAD, 28 00:01:33,275 --> 00:01:34,862 ALL BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 29 00:01:34,862 --> 00:01:37,344 ♪♪ 30 00:01:37,344 --> 00:01:41,517 I'M SO BIG NOW I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ON MY OWN. 31 00:01:41,517 --> 00:01:44,827 I'M JUST STUCK IN MY BED ALL DAY LONG. 32 00:01:44,827 --> 00:01:48,379 AND IT'S BEEN THAT WAY FOR ME FOR 2 1/2 YEARS. 33 00:01:48,379 --> 00:01:51,413 ♪♪ 34 00:01:51,413 --> 00:01:53,241 THE ONLY PART OF THE WORLD I CAN SEE 35 00:01:53,241 --> 00:01:55,724 IS THROUGH MY PATIO DOOR. 36 00:01:55,724 --> 00:01:57,206 BUT I CAN'T EVEN LOOK OUT 37 00:01:57,206 --> 00:02:00,068 AND SEE EVERYTHING AND FEEL THE SUN ON ME, 38 00:02:00,068 --> 00:02:02,620 UNLESS SOMEONE OPENS THE SHADES FOR ME. 39 00:02:02,620 --> 00:02:03,793 NEVAEH, 40 00:02:03,793 --> 00:02:06,931 COME HERE, BABY. 41 00:02:06,931 --> 00:02:08,482 GOOD MORNING. 42 00:02:08,482 --> 00:02:10,965 WHAT WERE YOU DOING? 43 00:02:10,965 --> 00:02:11,862 SWEEPING UP? 44 00:02:11,862 --> 00:02:14,551 ♪♪ 45 00:02:14,551 --> 00:02:17,482 YOU WANT TO OPEN THEM BLINDS UP FOR DADDY A LITTLE BIT? 46 00:02:17,482 --> 00:02:19,206 Cillas: SO, I ASK MY LITTLE GIRL 47 00:02:19,206 --> 00:02:22,034 TO DO THAT FOR ME EVERY MORNING. 48 00:02:22,034 --> 00:02:23,310 BUT LOOKING OUT THAT WINDOW 49 00:02:23,310 --> 00:02:25,206 AND SEEING EVERYONE DOING THINGS -- 50 00:02:25,206 --> 00:02:26,689 IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD 51 00:02:26,689 --> 00:02:27,827 IS PASSING ME BY. 52 00:02:27,827 --> 00:02:30,344 Cillas: THANK YOU, SWEETHEART. 53 00:02:30,344 --> 00:02:32,689 IT WAS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD 54 00:02:32,689 --> 00:02:36,379 TO WATCH LIFE GO ON AROUND YOU AND NOT BE A PART OF IT. 55 00:02:36,379 --> 00:02:38,827 I FEEL LIKE A PRISONER IN MY BODY. 56 00:02:38,827 --> 00:02:41,206 I FEEL LIKE A PRISONER IN MY HOME. 57 00:02:41,206 --> 00:02:43,206 THE LIFE I LIVE RIGHT NOW IS MISERABLE. 58 00:02:43,206 --> 00:02:46,172 IT'S NOT NO LIFE FOR ANYBODY TO LIVE. 59 00:02:46,172 --> 00:02:47,862 ♪♪ 60 00:02:47,862 --> 00:02:49,344 AND I FEEL LIKE I'M JUST A BURDEN 61 00:02:49,344 --> 00:02:51,586 TO MY WHOLE FAMILY. 62 00:02:51,586 --> 00:02:54,620 I LIVE WITH MY FIANCéE JESSICA AND HER THREE DAUGHTERS -- 63 00:02:54,620 --> 00:02:56,034 BROOKLYNN, WHO'S 11, 64 00:02:56,034 --> 00:02:57,241 EMILY, WHO'S 9, 65 00:02:57,241 --> 00:02:59,965 AND NEVAEH, WHO'S 6. 66 00:02:59,965 --> 00:03:02,827 BUT AS FAR AS I THINK OF THEM, THEY'RE ALL MY DAUGHTERS, TOO, 67 00:03:02,827 --> 00:03:05,137 BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL MY FAMILY. 68 00:03:05,137 --> 00:03:07,758 BUT WHEN I BECAME LIKE THIS, I REFUSED TO LET THEM 69 00:03:07,758 --> 00:03:10,758 HELP ME BATHE AND USE THE RESTROOM. 70 00:03:10,758 --> 00:03:14,034 I DREW THE LINE AT LETTING THEM SEE ME LIKE THAT. 71 00:03:14,034 --> 00:03:15,758 SO, I GOT A HOME HEALTHCARE ASSISTANT 72 00:03:15,758 --> 00:03:18,586 TO HELP ME DO THAT. 73 00:03:18,586 --> 00:03:20,103 COME IN. 74 00:03:20,103 --> 00:03:21,689 HELLO. 75 00:03:21,689 --> 00:03:22,482 HEY. HOW ARE YOU? 76 00:03:22,482 --> 00:03:24,172 OKAY. 77 00:03:24,172 --> 00:03:25,379 HOW ARE YOU DOIN'? 78 00:03:25,379 --> 00:03:27,206 OH, I'M GOOD. GOOD. 79 00:03:27,206 --> 00:03:28,655 IT'S WARM OUT THERE, ISN'T IT?YES. 80 00:03:28,655 --> 00:03:30,000 SHE COMES THREE TIMES A WEEK 81 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:32,241 TO HELP ME STAY CLEAN AND CHECK ON ME, 82 00:03:32,241 --> 00:03:33,724 BECAUSE I'M HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING, 83 00:03:33,724 --> 00:03:36,379 AND I HAVE TO USE OXYGEN NOW 84 00:03:36,379 --> 00:03:39,793 BECAUSE MY LUNGS JUST CAN'T KEEP UP WITH MY BODY. 85 00:03:39,793 --> 00:03:42,034 SO SHE CHECKS ME OUT TO MAKE SURE I'M OKAY, 86 00:03:42,034 --> 00:03:45,137 AND THEN HELPS ME GET CLEAN SO I DON'T START TO SMELL 87 00:03:45,137 --> 00:03:48,310 OR GET ANY RASHES ON MY BODY. 88 00:03:48,310 --> 00:03:49,482 BUT IT'S EMBARRASSING TO HAVE 89 00:03:49,482 --> 00:03:53,517 TO HAVE ANOTHER PERSON DO THIS FOR YOU. 90 00:03:53,517 --> 00:03:55,448 I TRY TO HELP AND DO WHAT I CAN, 91 00:03:55,448 --> 00:03:58,000 BUT MY RANGE OF MOTION IS SEVERELY LIMITED, 92 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:01,551 AND I CAN'T EVEN REACH MOST OF MY BODY. 93 00:04:01,551 --> 00:04:04,551 BUT EVEN WITH HELP, IT'S A DIFFICULT EXPERIENCE 94 00:04:04,551 --> 00:04:08,379 AND TAKES A WHOLE LOT OUT OF ME. 95 00:04:08,379 --> 00:04:13,241 DOING A SPONGE BATH FEELS LIKE RUNNING A MARATHON TO ME. 96 00:04:13,241 --> 00:04:15,413 AND THERE'S DAYS THAT I DON'T FEEL LIKE I CAN DO IT, 97 00:04:15,413 --> 00:04:16,862 BUT I HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF 98 00:04:16,862 --> 00:04:18,896 BECAUSE I GET BED SORES IN THE AREAS 99 00:04:18,896 --> 00:04:21,896 WHERE MY SKIN AND FAT FOLDS START TO CHAFE AND BLEED. 100 00:04:21,896 --> 00:04:23,241 AND IF I DON'T GET THOSE TREATED, 101 00:04:23,241 --> 00:04:25,241 THEY JUST GET A LOT WORSE. 102 00:04:25,241 --> 00:04:28,482 ♪♪ 103 00:04:28,482 --> 00:04:31,965 SO, NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM, I CAN'T SKIP IT. 104 00:04:31,965 --> 00:04:33,965 I HAVE TO DO IT. 105 00:04:33,965 --> 00:04:35,586 BUT IT'S HARD NOT TO FEEL ASHAMED, 106 00:04:35,586 --> 00:04:37,206 HAVING SOMEONE DO ALL THIS FOR YOU, 107 00:04:37,206 --> 00:04:40,620 LIKE YOU'RE A BABY. 108 00:04:40,620 --> 00:04:45,448 SO I GET DEPRESSED AT THE WHOLE PROCESS. 109 00:04:45,448 --> 00:04:49,103 AND I DREAM OF BEING ABLE TO TAKE A SHOWER AGAIN, 110 00:04:49,103 --> 00:04:50,689 AND LIVING WITHOUT THE CONSTANT PAIN 111 00:04:50,689 --> 00:04:53,655 OF ALL MY WEIGHT PULLING DOWN ON MY WHOLE BODY, 112 00:04:53,655 --> 00:04:57,310 MAKING IT FEEL LIKE I'M BEING CONSTANTLY CRUSHED. 113 00:04:57,310 --> 00:04:58,551 I'M JUST PASSING TIME 114 00:04:58,551 --> 00:05:01,413 TILL MY HEART DECIDES TO STOP WORKING. 115 00:05:01,413 --> 00:05:03,586 THIS ISN'T LIVING. 116 00:05:03,586 --> 00:05:06,724 AND IT'S JUST MISERABLE EVERY DAY. 117 00:05:06,724 --> 00:05:11,379 ALL BECAUSE I LOVE FOOD SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T STOP EATING. 118 00:05:11,379 --> 00:05:13,689 THE ONLY GOOD THINGS THAT I HAVE LEFT IN MY LIFE 119 00:05:13,689 --> 00:05:16,758 ARE MY FAMILY AND FOOD. 120 00:05:16,758 --> 00:05:20,000 AND THERE'S NEVER A MOMENT WHERE I'M NOT ANXIOUSLY WAITING 121 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,586 FOR WHEN I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO EAT NEXT. 122 00:05:22,586 --> 00:05:23,931 BYE-BYE. 123 00:05:23,931 --> 00:05:28,206 JESSICA USUALLY BRINGS ME MY FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY, 124 00:05:28,206 --> 00:05:30,206 AND THAT'S ONE OF THE MOST EXCITING MOMENTS FOR ME. 125 00:05:30,206 --> 00:05:32,275 YES. AWESOME, AWESOME. 126 00:05:32,275 --> 00:05:34,310 THAT'S FOR 'VEAH. 127 00:05:34,310 --> 00:05:36,103 SHE'S GOING TO NURSING SCHOOL, 128 00:05:36,103 --> 00:05:38,310 SO SHE DOESN'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME TO MAKE ANY MEALS, 129 00:05:38,310 --> 00:05:41,137 SO I USUALLY GET FAST FOOD. 130 00:05:41,137 --> 00:05:43,344 MY TWO OLDEST DAUGHTERS STAY WITH THEIR GRANDMOTHER 131 00:05:43,344 --> 00:05:44,965 FOR A FEW MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR, 132 00:05:44,965 --> 00:05:49,137 SO A LOT OF TIMES IT'S JUST ME, JESSICA, AND NEVAEH. 133 00:05:49,137 --> 00:05:53,275 AND FOOD AND FAMILY ARE THE TWO THINGS I LIVE FOR NOW. 134 00:05:53,275 --> 00:05:55,206 CILLAS JUST HAS HIS GO-TO FOOD. 135 00:05:55,206 --> 00:05:57,068 THE FOOD THAT HE EATS EVERY DAY AS A ROUTINE. 136 00:05:57,068 --> 00:05:58,931 IT'S COMFORT, AND THAT'S IT. 137 00:05:58,931 --> 00:06:00,620 BUT I DO FEEL LIKE I'M ENABLING HIM. 138 00:06:00,620 --> 00:06:02,517 I DO IT. I'M SICK OF FIGHTING. 139 00:06:02,517 --> 00:06:06,482 I DON'T HAVE THE TIME, SO I JUST LET IT HAPPENED. 140 00:06:06,482 --> 00:06:08,344 Cillas: NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS 141 00:06:08,344 --> 00:06:10,862 DID I THINK I WOULD END UP LIKE THIS. 142 00:06:10,862 --> 00:06:12,379 I DON'T THINK ANYBODY EVER THINKS 143 00:06:12,379 --> 00:06:14,103 THAT THEIR LIFE'S GONNA TURN OUT THIS WAY. 144 00:06:14,103 --> 00:06:19,344 ♪♪ 145 00:06:19,344 --> 00:06:21,689 I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE STARTED OFF ON THE WRONG FOOT, 146 00:06:21,689 --> 00:06:24,862 AND IT'S BEEN THAT WAY EVER SINCE. 147 00:06:24,862 --> 00:06:28,172 BECAUSE MY CHILDHOOD WAS ROUGH FOR ME. 148 00:06:28,172 --> 00:06:30,068 I NEVER KNEW MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER. 149 00:06:30,068 --> 00:06:32,310 HE ABSENT IN MY LIFE. I NEVER MET HIM. 150 00:06:32,310 --> 00:06:34,172 AND I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT HIM 151 00:06:34,172 --> 00:06:37,448 EXCEPT THAT HE WAS MARRIED AND HAD A FAMILY. 152 00:06:37,448 --> 00:06:39,137 HIM AND MY MOM WERE JUST SOMETHING 153 00:06:39,137 --> 00:06:42,000 THAT HAPPENED ONE NIGHT AT A BAR AND... 154 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:43,655 I WAS EVIDENCE OF AN AFFAIR TO HIM, 155 00:06:43,655 --> 00:06:45,344 INSTEAD OF HIS SON. 156 00:06:45,344 --> 00:06:46,862 AND THAT REJECTION DID HURT, 157 00:06:46,862 --> 00:06:50,241 BUT AT LEAST I HAD MY MOM, WHO I KNEW LOVED ME. 158 00:06:50,241 --> 00:06:52,310 SO, IN MY EARLY CHILDHOOD, 159 00:06:52,310 --> 00:06:54,517 IT WAS JUST ME AND HER. 160 00:06:54,517 --> 00:06:56,034 BUT THAT CHANGED WHEN I WAS 7, 161 00:06:56,034 --> 00:06:58,344 BECAUSE MY MOM MET SOMEONE AROUND THEN -- 162 00:06:58,344 --> 00:07:00,689 MY STEP-DAD, JIM. 163 00:07:00,689 --> 00:07:04,275 FOR A LONG TIME, IT WAS JUST ME AND CILLAS, 164 00:07:04,275 --> 00:07:06,689 BUT THEN THERE WAS SOMEBODY ELSE. 165 00:07:06,689 --> 00:07:10,103 SO THERE WAS A LOT OF RESENTMENT, YOU KNOW? 166 00:07:10,103 --> 00:07:12,655 I THINK THE WAY HE IS, 167 00:07:12,655 --> 00:07:14,827 I BLAME MYSELF, REALLY, 168 00:07:14,827 --> 00:07:19,310 BECAUSE I COULD'VE DONE MORE FOR HIM, 169 00:07:19,310 --> 00:07:21,862 BUT I DIDN'T. 170 00:07:21,862 --> 00:07:23,344 OVER THE NEXT FEW YEARS, 171 00:07:23,344 --> 00:07:25,310 MY MOM HAD TWO MORE KIDS WITH HIM. 172 00:07:25,310 --> 00:07:27,482 MY BROTHER JAMES WAS BORN WHEN I WAS 9, 173 00:07:27,482 --> 00:07:30,862 AND MY SISTER ASHLEY WAS BORN WHEN I WAS 10. 174 00:07:30,862 --> 00:07:34,103 SO, IN JUST A FEW YEARS, I HAD THIS WHOLE NEW FAMILY, 175 00:07:34,103 --> 00:07:37,931 BUT THE BIG PROBLEM WAS, I NEVER FELT WELCOME IN IT. 176 00:07:37,931 --> 00:07:39,448 BECAUSE I WAS 177 00:07:39,448 --> 00:07:42,000 THE ONLY STEP-CHILD IN THE FAMILY TO JIM, 178 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:45,379 SO I NEVER REALLY FELT ACCEPTED BY HIM. 179 00:07:45,379 --> 00:07:46,586 SO I FELT ALONE 180 00:07:46,586 --> 00:07:49,586 AND LIKE I DIDN'T BELONG IN MY OWN FAMILY. 181 00:07:49,586 --> 00:07:51,896 AND THAT JUST GOT WORSE OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF YEARS, 182 00:07:51,896 --> 00:07:54,517 AS I TURNED 11 AND 12. 183 00:07:54,517 --> 00:07:57,275 AND THAT'S WHEN I STARTED FINDING COMFORT IN FOOD 184 00:07:57,275 --> 00:07:59,551 AND EATING A LOT. 185 00:07:59,551 --> 00:08:02,379 BECAUSE WHEN I DID, IT HELPED ME FEEL BETTER 186 00:08:02,379 --> 00:08:05,379 AND LIKE I WASN'T ALONE. 187 00:08:05,379 --> 00:08:08,689 SO I STARTED EATING MORE AND MORE. 188 00:08:08,689 --> 00:08:11,655 I JUST LOVED THE FEELING I GOT FROM FOOD, 189 00:08:11,655 --> 00:08:14,413 AND I NEVER WANTED TO STOP. 190 00:08:14,413 --> 00:08:17,896 SO, OF COURSE, I STARTED GAINING A LOT THEN. 191 00:08:17,896 --> 00:08:22,379 AND I GOT TO BE OVER 300 POUNDS BY THE TIME I WAS 13. 192 00:08:22,379 --> 00:08:25,379 THEN, MY SIZE STARTED TO BECOME AN ISSUE, 193 00:08:25,379 --> 00:08:27,758 SO IT SEEMED LIKE MY PARENTS WERE BOTH ALWAYS ON ME 194 00:08:27,758 --> 00:08:29,103 TO LOSE WEIGHT, 195 00:08:29,103 --> 00:08:31,931 AND THAT LED TO ME FIGHTING A LOT MORE WITH THEM. 196 00:08:31,931 --> 00:08:33,448 WE PUT HIM ON DIETS. 197 00:08:33,448 --> 00:08:36,034 I EVEN TOOK HIM TO THE DOCTOR'S, YOU KNOW? 198 00:08:36,034 --> 00:08:38,137 HE WOULDN'T FOLLOW IT. 199 00:08:38,137 --> 00:08:42,482 AND WE'D SEEN THAT WE WERE FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE. 200 00:08:42,482 --> 00:08:45,206 Cillas: AND, EVENTUALLY, IT GOT SO BAD THAT THEY JUST 201 00:08:45,206 --> 00:08:48,172 SENT ME TO DETROIT TO LIVE WITH MY GRANDMOTHER. 202 00:08:48,172 --> 00:08:51,000 AND SO, FROM THERE, THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM 203 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:54,689 AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY STARTED TO GET MORE DISTANT. 204 00:08:54,689 --> 00:08:56,931 BUT, YOU KNOW, I STILL HAD THE DESIRE 205 00:08:56,931 --> 00:09:00,137 TO BE CONNECTED TO MY PARENTS, SO WHEN I WAS AROUND 15, 206 00:09:00,137 --> 00:09:01,379 I WENT TO MY GRANDMOTHER, 207 00:09:01,379 --> 00:09:03,379 AND I ASKED IF SHE COULD HELP ME LOCATE MY FATHER. 208 00:09:03,379 --> 00:09:08,482 SO, SHE ASKED MY AUNT'S HUSBAND TO SEE IF HE COULD FIND HIM. 209 00:09:08,482 --> 00:09:11,275 AND HE DID. 210 00:09:11,275 --> 00:09:12,827 AND HE TOLD HIM THAT I WAS AROUND, 211 00:09:12,827 --> 00:09:14,413 AND I WANTED TO MEET HIM. 212 00:09:14,413 --> 00:09:16,793 BUT HE DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME. 213 00:09:16,793 --> 00:09:19,482 IT HURT A LOT BECAUSE IT WAS ANOTHER REJECTION, 214 00:09:19,482 --> 00:09:22,724 AND I DIDN'T HAVE A SINGLE PARENT THAT WANTED ME. 215 00:09:22,724 --> 00:09:26,310 SO I WAS STILL EATING TO ESCAPE AND FEEL BETTER, 216 00:09:26,310 --> 00:09:31,655 AND I MADE IT UP TO OVER 400 BY THE TIME I WAS 16. 217 00:09:31,655 --> 00:09:34,551 BUT MY WEIGHT GOT SO OUT OF CONTROL AT THAT POINT, 218 00:09:34,551 --> 00:09:37,758 I WAS HAVING A HARD TIME DOING JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING, 219 00:09:37,758 --> 00:09:40,379 SO I ENDED UP DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL. 220 00:09:40,379 --> 00:09:43,517 FOR A WHILE AFTER THAT, LIKE ALMOST THE NEXT NINE YEARS, 221 00:09:43,517 --> 00:09:47,482 I JUST LIVED WITH MY GRANDMOTHER AND MOSTLY ATE AND GOT BIGGER. 222 00:09:47,482 --> 00:09:49,965 AND WHEN I TURNED 25 IS 223 00:09:49,965 --> 00:09:52,172 WHEN WHEN I HIT THE 500-POUND MARK. 224 00:09:52,172 --> 00:09:55,448 AND ALL I HAD TO SHOW FOR THE LAST NINE YEARS OF MY LIFE 225 00:09:55,448 --> 00:09:58,172 WAS A 100-POUND WEIGHT GAIN. 226 00:09:58,172 --> 00:10:00,896 THE ONLY BIG DEVELOPMENT FOR ME AT THAT TIME WAS, 227 00:10:00,896 --> 00:10:03,931 I FOUND OUT THAT MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER HAD PASSED AWAY. 228 00:10:03,931 --> 00:10:05,448 BUT THAT DIDN'T REALLY AFFECT ME MUCH, 229 00:10:05,448 --> 00:10:07,379 SINCE I NEVER KNEW HIM. 230 00:10:07,379 --> 00:10:10,206 BUT AROUND MY MID-20s IS WHEN I DECIDED 231 00:10:10,206 --> 00:10:12,827 I NEEDED TO MAKE A CHANGE. 232 00:10:12,827 --> 00:10:15,689 I WAS FEELING LIKE LIFE WAS STARTING TO PASS ME BY, 233 00:10:15,689 --> 00:10:18,931 AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW I WANTED A FAMILY OF MY OWN, 234 00:10:18,931 --> 00:10:22,551 SO I MOVED BACK TO OKLAHOMA WHERE MY FAMILY WAS. 235 00:10:22,551 --> 00:10:25,137 AND IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DECISIONS I EVER MADE, 236 00:10:25,137 --> 00:10:27,896 BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE I MET JESSICA. 237 00:10:27,896 --> 00:10:29,655 I WAS RECONNECTING WITH OLD FRIENDS 238 00:10:29,655 --> 00:10:32,931 AND SHE WAS DATING ONE OF THEM, BUT WHEN WE MET, WE CLICKED, 239 00:10:32,931 --> 00:10:34,137 AND SHE BROKE UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND 240 00:10:34,137 --> 00:10:36,206 AND WE STARTED DATING. 241 00:10:36,206 --> 00:10:37,827 AND THINGS GOT SERIOUS WITH US, 242 00:10:37,827 --> 00:10:40,379 AND WE STARTED LIVING TOGETHER. 243 00:10:40,379 --> 00:10:43,931 AND I INSTANTLY FELT LIKE I WAS DAD TO HER DAUGHTERS. 244 00:10:43,931 --> 00:10:46,931 I NEVER WANTED THEM TO FEEL LIKE I DID WITH MY STEP-DAD, 245 00:10:46,931 --> 00:10:50,034 SO I'VE ALWAYS TREATED THEM LIKE MY OWN KIDS. 246 00:10:50,034 --> 00:10:51,965 BUT I STARTED TO HAVE THE FAMILY 247 00:10:51,965 --> 00:10:53,620 I FELT LIKE I WAS MISSING OUT ON, 248 00:10:53,620 --> 00:10:55,655 AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME, 249 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:58,448 I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS ON TRACK LIKE IT SHOULD'VE BEEN, 250 00:10:58,448 --> 00:11:00,896 BECAUSE NOT ONLY DID I HAVE A FAMILY, 251 00:11:00,896 --> 00:11:02,862 BUT I GOT A JOB IN THE OIL FIELD 252 00:11:02,862 --> 00:11:06,517 SO I COULD START PROVIDING FOR US. 253 00:11:06,517 --> 00:11:09,034 SO EVERY TING STARTED TO COME TOGETHER FOR ME. 254 00:11:09,034 --> 00:11:12,482 THE ONLY PROBLEM WAS, I WAS STILL OVER 500 POUNDS 255 00:11:12,482 --> 00:11:14,275 AND EATING LIKE I HAD MY WHOLE LIFE, 256 00:11:14,275 --> 00:11:17,275 SO MY WEIGHT WAS STILL GOING UP. 257 00:11:19,448 --> 00:11:23,275 AND BY THE TIME I WAS 30, I WAS 550 POUNDS. 258 00:11:23,275 --> 00:11:26,103 BUT THAT'S WHEN MY WEIGHT GAIN GOT REALLY BAD AGAIN, 259 00:11:26,103 --> 00:11:28,827 BECAUSE I GOT A JOB AS A TRUCK DRIVER THEN. 260 00:11:28,827 --> 00:11:30,862 AND I WAS JUST SITTING ALL DAY LONG, 261 00:11:30,862 --> 00:11:33,000 AND IT WAS A LOT OF FAST FOOD, 262 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:35,655 SO I STARTED PUTTING ON WEIGHT QUICKLY AGAIN 263 00:11:35,655 --> 00:11:38,655 AND GAINED ANOTHER 100 POUNDS IN JUST ABOUT THREE YEARS, 264 00:11:38,655 --> 00:11:42,827 AND I HIT THE 650-POUND MARK AT 33. 265 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:45,482 AND IT WAS AROUND THEN THAT I GOT FIRED FROM MY JOB, 266 00:11:45,482 --> 00:11:49,758 AND I ENDED UP AT HOME ALL DAY, SLOWLY LOSING MY MOBILITY, 267 00:11:49,758 --> 00:11:52,896 AND SO I GOT DEPRESSED AT HOW MY LIFE WAS 268 00:11:52,896 --> 00:11:54,241 STARTING TO FALL APART AGAIN. 269 00:11:54,241 --> 00:11:57,344 AND THAT MADE ME WANT TO EAT EVEN MORE TO ESCAPE THAT. 270 00:11:57,344 --> 00:12:00,379 AND IT BECAME A CYCLE OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF YEARS, 271 00:12:00,379 --> 00:12:02,827 AT BEING SO UPSET AT HOW MY LIFE WAS 272 00:12:02,827 --> 00:12:06,103 AND EATING AND GETTING BIGGER AND MAKING THINGS WORSE, 273 00:12:06,103 --> 00:12:08,000 TO WHERE NOW, I'VE GOTTEN SO BIG 274 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:09,896 THAT I'M COMPLETELY BEDRIDDEN. 275 00:12:09,896 --> 00:12:13,137 I'M TOO HEAVY FOR MY LEGS TO SUPPORT ME ANYMORE. 276 00:12:13,137 --> 00:12:15,379 SO I HAVE TO LIVE IN A MEDICAL BED ALL DAY, 277 00:12:15,379 --> 00:12:17,896 AND JESSICA AND MY KIDS HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME, 278 00:12:17,896 --> 00:12:20,068 AND I HATE IT, 279 00:12:20,068 --> 00:12:22,793 BECAUSE I'M NOT ONLY MISSING OUT ON MY LIFE, 280 00:12:22,793 --> 00:12:25,862 I'M MISSING OUT ON MY FAMILY'S LIFE. 281 00:12:25,862 --> 00:12:27,137 AND IT'S HORRIBLE, 282 00:12:27,137 --> 00:12:30,068 COMPLETELY HORRIBLE, TO BE LIKE THIS. 283 00:12:30,068 --> 00:12:35,379 ♪♪ 284 00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:37,172 AND ALL I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO ANYMORE 285 00:12:37,172 --> 00:12:40,103 IS JESSICA BRINGING ME MY NEXT MEAL. 286 00:12:40,103 --> 00:12:42,448 IT TAKES AWAY ALL MY DEPRESSION AND PAIN 287 00:12:42,448 --> 00:12:44,517 AND GIVES ME THIS MOMENT OF JOY. 288 00:12:44,517 --> 00:12:46,827 AND WHEN THAT MOMENT'S DONE, I WANT ANOTHER, 289 00:12:46,827 --> 00:12:48,586 AND THEN ANOTHER, 290 00:12:48,586 --> 00:12:50,206 AND I CAN'T STOP. 291 00:12:50,206 --> 00:12:52,275 SO NOW IT'S LIKE JESSICA 292 00:12:52,275 --> 00:12:54,448 HAS TO BRING ME FOOD ALL DAY LONG 293 00:12:54,448 --> 00:12:56,965 BECAUSE I CONSTANTLY NEED IT. 294 00:12:56,965 --> 00:12:59,275 AND I HATE THAT SHE BASICALLY HAS TO TAKE CARE OF ME 295 00:12:59,275 --> 00:13:00,931 AND FEED ME NONSTOP, 296 00:13:00,931 --> 00:13:03,310 BECAUSE SHE ALSO HAS TO TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS, 297 00:13:03,310 --> 00:13:04,896 AND THEN TRY TO GO TO NURSING SCHOOL 298 00:13:04,896 --> 00:13:07,172 TO HAVE A CAREER TO PROVIDE FOR US. 299 00:13:07,172 --> 00:13:09,000 AND I SHOULD BE HELPING WITH ALL THAT, 300 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:11,862 NOT MAKING IT WORSE, 301 00:13:11,862 --> 00:13:15,206 BECAUSE ALL I FEEL LIKE I AM NOW IS THIS BURDEN TO HER, 302 00:13:15,206 --> 00:13:18,551 AND SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THAT. 303 00:13:18,551 --> 00:13:20,275 NONE OF MY FAMILY DOES. 304 00:13:20,275 --> 00:13:23,827 SO MY BIG FEAR IS THAT THERE'S GONNA BE A DAY HERE SOON 305 00:13:23,827 --> 00:13:26,172 WHERE SHE HITS HER BREAKING POINT, 306 00:13:26,172 --> 00:13:27,793 AND SHE JUST TAKES THE KIDS 307 00:13:27,793 --> 00:13:30,517 AND LEAVES ME FOR A BETTER LIFE. 308 00:13:30,517 --> 00:13:32,068 AND I'D GIVE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING 309 00:13:32,068 --> 00:13:35,344 TO CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE RIGHT NOW. 310 00:13:35,344 --> 00:13:36,793 I DON'T NEED TO BE RID... 311 00:13:36,793 --> 00:13:39,655 I JUST WANT -- I WANT TO TAKE HER ON A DATE, 312 00:13:39,655 --> 00:13:43,137 YOU KNOW, AND MAKE HER FEEL SPECIAL LIKE I USED TO. 313 00:13:43,137 --> 00:13:45,862 AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TAKE MY KIDS FUN PLACES 314 00:13:45,862 --> 00:13:48,103 AND ENJOY LIFE WITH THEM, TOO, 315 00:13:48,103 --> 00:13:49,620 TO BE THERE FOR THEM. 316 00:13:59,034 --> 00:14:01,827 THE ONE THING CAUSING MY LIFE TO BE LIKE THIS 317 00:14:01,827 --> 00:14:04,862 IS THE ONE THING I CAN'T SEEM TO EVER GIVE UP. 318 00:14:04,862 --> 00:14:07,034 LEAVE IT ALONE. 319 00:14:07,034 --> 00:14:09,103 BUT IF I DON'T STOP OR CHANGE, 320 00:14:09,103 --> 00:14:12,379 I KNOW I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO LIVE MUCH LONGER. 321 00:14:12,379 --> 00:14:14,620 ♪♪ 322 00:14:18,827 --> 00:14:28,482 ♪♪ 323 00:14:28,482 --> 00:14:31,275 Cillas: I HAVEN'T LEFT THIS HOUSE AND THIS BED FOR YEARS, 324 00:14:31,275 --> 00:14:34,103 BUT TODAY, I'M GONNA TRY TO GO ALL THE WAY TO HOUSTON 325 00:14:34,103 --> 00:14:36,862 SO I CAN SEE DR. NOW. 326 00:14:36,862 --> 00:14:38,482 I'MA GONNA GET PILLOWS AND BLANKETS. 327 00:14:38,482 --> 00:14:41,793 OKAY. GET IN THE CAR, OKAY? 328 00:14:41,793 --> 00:14:45,000 JESSICA CALLED HIM AND GOT ME AN APPOINTMENT FOR TOMORROW, 329 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:47,310 SO WE HAVE TO MAKE IT DOWN THERE BY THEN. 330 00:14:47,310 --> 00:14:49,206 AND JESSICA IS GONNA DRIVE ME, 331 00:14:49,206 --> 00:14:51,724 AND I'M GONNA TRY TO RIDE IN THE BACK. 332 00:14:51,724 --> 00:14:53,827 BUT IT'S GONNA BE AN EIGHT-HOUR DRIVE. 333 00:14:53,827 --> 00:14:56,137 AND THAT'S A LOT OF TIME ON THE ROAD. 334 00:14:56,137 --> 00:14:58,379 AT MY SIZE, EVEN DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS 335 00:14:58,379 --> 00:14:59,965 THAT WOULD BE SIMPLE FOR OTHER PEOPLE, 336 00:14:59,965 --> 00:15:01,517 IS RISKY FOR ME. 337 00:15:01,517 --> 00:15:04,758 THERE ARE SO MANY LITTLE THINGS THAT CAN GO WRONG WITH THAT. 338 00:15:04,758 --> 00:15:07,689 AND I HAVE TO HAVE EMTs MOVE ME, 339 00:15:07,689 --> 00:15:09,413 SO I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT ALL THAT, 340 00:15:09,413 --> 00:15:11,689 AND I KNOW MY FAMILY IS, TOO. 341 00:15:11,689 --> 00:15:13,413 ESPECIALLY MY NEVAEH. 342 00:15:13,413 --> 00:15:14,586 HEY, SISTER. 343 00:15:14,586 --> 00:15:15,620 WHAT ARE YOU DOIN'? 344 00:15:15,620 --> 00:15:17,068 READY HERE TO GET MY KIDDO? 345 00:15:17,068 --> 00:15:18,931 YEP. 346 00:15:18,931 --> 00:15:20,793 NEVAEH? 347 00:15:20,793 --> 00:15:21,724 YOU READY TO GO WITH ASHLEY? 348 00:15:21,724 --> 00:15:24,517 READY?GIVE ME FISHES? 349 00:15:24,517 --> 00:15:27,034 THE PLAN IS, MY SISTER IS GONNA WATCH HER 350 00:15:27,034 --> 00:15:30,241 WHILE WE'RE GONE, BUT SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER A TIME 351 00:15:30,241 --> 00:15:32,896 WHERE I LEFT THIS BED AND THIS HOUSE. 352 00:15:32,896 --> 00:15:34,758 HUH, BABY? 353 00:15:34,758 --> 00:15:36,379 WE'LL BE BACK IN TWO DAYS, OKAY? 354 00:15:36,379 --> 00:15:37,137 MM-HMM. 355 00:15:37,137 --> 00:15:38,000 I LOVE YOU. 356 00:15:38,000 --> 00:15:39,310 LOVE YOU.I LOVE YOU. 357 00:15:39,310 --> 00:15:41,551 SO, I KNOW THIS IS HARD FOR HER, 358 00:15:41,551 --> 00:15:44,862 AND IT'S HARD FOR ME, TOO, 359 00:15:44,862 --> 00:15:49,448 BUT SHE'S ONE OF THE BIG REASONS I'M DOING THIS. 360 00:15:49,448 --> 00:15:52,862 BECAUSE I KNOW GETTING HELP FROM DR. NOW IS MY LAST CHANCE, 361 00:15:52,862 --> 00:15:54,241 BECAUSE HE'S ONE OF THE ONLY DOCTORS 362 00:15:54,241 --> 00:15:56,310 WHO CAN HELP PEOPLE MY SIZE. 363 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:58,827 SO DOING THIS IS WORTH THE RISK. 364 00:15:58,827 --> 00:16:00,724 Jessica: HERE THEY COME. 365 00:16:00,724 --> 00:16:02,758 BUT I'M NOT READY TO GIVE UP, 366 00:16:02,758 --> 00:16:04,862 SO IT'S HOUSTON OR BUST. 367 00:16:04,862 --> 00:16:07,758 OKAY, WE'RE GONNA ROLL YOU ON YOUR SIDE. 368 00:16:07,758 --> 00:16:09,448 OKAY.WE'LL GONNA PICK YOU UP, 369 00:16:09,448 --> 00:16:11,620 PUT YOU IN FEET-FIRST IN THE VAN. 370 00:16:11,620 --> 00:16:12,413 -YOU READY? -YEAH. 371 00:16:12,413 --> 00:16:13,862 OFF YOU GO. 372 00:16:13,862 --> 00:16:15,448 -ROLL OVER THAT WAY. -YEP. 373 00:16:15,448 --> 00:16:17,000 -THERE YOU GO. -YES, SIR. 374 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:18,655 AWESOME. 375 00:16:18,655 --> 00:16:20,206 WE'RE GONNA USE THESE SHEETS TO KIND OF HOLD 376 00:16:20,206 --> 00:16:23,103 THESE STRAPS TOGETHER TO STABILIZE. 377 00:16:23,103 --> 00:16:25,103 YOU READY, CILLAS?AS I'M GONNA BE, SIR. 378 00:16:25,103 --> 00:16:27,620 ALL RIGHT. READY? ONE, TWO, THREE. 379 00:16:27,620 --> 00:16:30,275 [ RADIO CHATTER ] 380 00:16:30,275 --> 00:16:33,000 OKAY, HOW'S EVERYBODY DOIN'? EVERYBODY DOIN' ALL RIGHT? 381 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:35,206 OKAY, WORK YOUR WAY THROUGH THE DOOR. 382 00:16:35,206 --> 00:16:36,793 Man #2: OKAY, WE GO OUT AND COME AROUND THIS SIDE. 383 00:16:36,793 --> 00:16:37,758 YEP. 384 00:16:37,758 --> 00:16:38,862 ALL RIGHT. COME BACK TO ME. 385 00:16:38,862 --> 00:16:41,413 -OKAY. -I'M STEPPING ON HIS... 386 00:16:41,413 --> 00:16:42,827 GET UP IN THERE. ALL RIGHT. 387 00:16:42,827 --> 00:16:45,551 READY? ONE, TWO, THREE. 388 00:16:45,551 --> 00:16:47,103 WATCH THE HEAD. 389 00:16:47,103 --> 00:16:48,310 COME AROUND AND HELP HIM, DAVEY. 390 00:16:48,310 --> 00:16:49,827 GO UP IN THERE WITH HIM. 391 00:16:49,827 --> 00:16:53,655 -READY. -ONE, TWO, THREE. 392 00:16:53,655 --> 00:16:56,724 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, GET HIM AS FAR UP AS WE CAN. 393 00:16:56,724 --> 00:17:00,103 PERFECT. GREAT JOB. 394 00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:02,793 Cillas: WE'RE GONNA FOLD THESE UP. I NEED TO MAKE USE. 395 00:17:02,793 --> 00:17:07,275 ♪♪ 396 00:17:07,275 --> 00:17:08,517 YOU SURE? YEP. 397 00:17:08,517 --> 00:17:09,482 WATCH YOUR HEAD. 398 00:17:09,482 --> 00:17:11,206 ANYTHING ELSE WE CAN DO FOR YOU? 399 00:17:11,206 --> 00:17:12,379 NO, SIR. I THINK I'M GOOD. 400 00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:14,655 -ALL RIGHT. -THANK YOU, GUYS. 401 00:17:14,655 --> 00:17:22,586 ♪♪ 402 00:17:22,586 --> 00:17:26,758 Cillas: I'M GLAD TO BE IN HERE AND READY TO GO, 403 00:17:26,758 --> 00:17:29,000 BUT I JUST HOPE I CAN HANDLE SITTING LIKE THIS 404 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:31,655 LONG ENOUGH TO MAKE IT TO HOUSTON, 405 00:17:31,655 --> 00:17:34,344 BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO SIT RIGHT TO BREATHE, 406 00:17:34,344 --> 00:17:36,068 AND I WON'T HAVE POWER TO PLUG INTO 407 00:17:36,068 --> 00:17:37,137 FOR MY BREATHING MACHINE, 408 00:17:37,137 --> 00:17:38,551 SO I'LL HAVE TO USE MY BATTERY 409 00:17:38,551 --> 00:17:40,344 AND THAT COULD VERY EASILY RUN OUT. 410 00:17:40,344 --> 00:17:42,551 ♪♪ 411 00:17:42,551 --> 00:17:44,931 BUT IF MY BREATHING MACHINE STOPS WORKING FOR ANY REASON, 412 00:17:44,931 --> 00:17:46,620 AND I CAN'T GET TO A HOSPITAL, 413 00:17:46,620 --> 00:17:48,965 IT COULD GET REALLY BAD FOR ME. 414 00:17:48,965 --> 00:17:51,344 BUT IT'S EXCITING TO BE IN A CAR AGAIN, 415 00:17:51,344 --> 00:17:53,551 AND TO BE ABLE TO SEE THE WORLD FOR THE FIRST TIME 416 00:17:53,551 --> 00:17:54,862 IN A LONG, LONG TIME. 417 00:17:57,793 --> 00:18:03,034 ♪♪ 418 00:18:19,620 --> 00:18:21,068 WE'VE MADE IT TO DENTON, TEXAS, 419 00:18:21,068 --> 00:18:23,103 AND I'M AT MY LIMIT RIGHT NOW. 420 00:18:23,103 --> 00:18:25,379 MY BACK IS HURTING ME REALLY BAD, 421 00:18:25,379 --> 00:18:27,655 SO I JUST NEED TO GET OUT. 422 00:18:27,655 --> 00:18:29,965 BUT THIS ISN'T GONNA BE SIMPLE FOR ME. 423 00:18:29,965 --> 00:18:33,517 I'M JUST KIND OF ANXIOUS AND NERVOUS 424 00:18:33,517 --> 00:18:36,344 TO SEE HOW THIS IS GONNA GO, BUT, I MEAN, 425 00:18:36,344 --> 00:18:39,172 IT'S GOT TO BE BETTER THAN LAYING ON THE FLOOR OF THIS VAN. 426 00:18:39,172 --> 00:18:40,137 I'M JUST TRYING TO GET CLEANED UP 427 00:18:40,137 --> 00:18:43,137 AND RESTED UP FOR THE MORNING 428 00:18:43,137 --> 00:18:45,137 SO WE CAN FINISH MAKING THE JOURNEY IN. 429 00:18:45,137 --> 00:18:48,275 ♪♪ 430 00:18:48,275 --> 00:18:51,103 I WAS HOPING TO AVOID HAVING TO GO TO SOME RANDOM HOTEL 431 00:18:51,103 --> 00:18:52,448 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN IN MY MEDICAL BED 432 00:18:52,448 --> 00:18:54,379 FOR THE PAST 2 1/2 YEARS, 433 00:18:54,379 --> 00:18:56,793 ♪♪ 434 00:18:56,793 --> 00:18:59,241 SO I DON'T KNOW IF WHAT THEY'RE GONNA HAVE WILL HOLD ME, 435 00:18:59,241 --> 00:19:01,758 OR IF IT WILL EVEN BE WHAT I NEED TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY 436 00:19:01,758 --> 00:19:04,517 WHERE I CAN BREATHE. 437 00:19:04,517 --> 00:19:06,379 AND ON TOP OF THAT, I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE 438 00:19:06,379 --> 00:19:08,758 TO JUST GET OUT AND WALK TO THE ROOM, 439 00:19:08,758 --> 00:19:11,931 SO WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO CALL EMTs AGAIN TO GET ME OUT. 440 00:19:19,137 --> 00:19:20,206 OKAY. 441 00:19:22,482 --> 00:19:24,724 THERE'S NO POSSIBLE WAY TO GET IN YOUR WHEELCHAIR? 442 00:19:24,724 --> 00:19:26,551 NO. THERE'S NOT. 443 00:19:35,137 --> 00:19:37,931 HELLO. 444 00:19:37,931 --> 00:19:40,172 WE'VE DROVE HERE FROM FAIRVIEW, 445 00:19:40,172 --> 00:19:41,379 AND HE'S GOT TO MOVE INTO A ROOM. 446 00:19:41,379 --> 00:19:43,517 HE CAN'T GET UP. Man: OKAY. 447 00:19:43,517 --> 00:19:45,724 HE'S TOO TIRED FROM TRAVELING, AND HE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE -- 448 00:19:45,724 --> 00:19:46,862 I DON'T THINK HE'S GONNA BE ABLE TO GET IN HIS WHEELCHAIR, 449 00:19:46,862 --> 00:19:47,724 WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO. 450 00:19:54,413 --> 00:19:55,551 RIGHT, YEAH. 451 00:19:55,551 --> 00:19:57,344 YEAH. 452 00:19:57,344 --> 00:19:59,551 600. 600? 453 00:19:59,551 --> 00:20:01,448 GIVE OR TAKE.OKAY. GOOD DEAL. 454 00:20:01,448 --> 00:20:02,310 WHAT'S YOUR NAME? 455 00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:03,379 CILLAS. CILLAS? 456 00:20:03,379 --> 00:20:04,758 YES, SIR. 457 00:20:04,758 --> 00:20:06,172 Man #2: LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE KINDA KICKED TO YOUR RIGHT, 458 00:20:06,172 --> 00:20:09,103 SO WOULD IT BE EASIER IF WE WENT FROM THIS SIDE? 459 00:20:09,103 --> 00:20:10,172 THERE YOU GO. PERFECT. 460 00:20:10,172 --> 00:20:11,896 OKAY, YOU CAN JUST LAY DOWN FOR ME. 461 00:20:14,413 --> 00:20:15,551 Man: YEAH, I MEAN, WE'RE JUST GONNA USE IT 462 00:20:15,551 --> 00:20:16,586 TO SLIDE YOU OUT ON THE STRETCHER. 463 00:20:16,586 --> 00:20:17,482 OH, OKAY. 464 00:20:25,068 --> 00:20:26,413 -THERE YOU GO. -AH, PERFECT. 465 00:20:29,206 --> 00:20:31,000 THERE YOU GO. I THINK THAT'S GOOD. 466 00:20:32,896 --> 00:20:34,413 I'M TRYING. 467 00:20:34,413 --> 00:20:40,275 ♪♪ 468 00:20:41,620 --> 00:20:43,275 YOU READY? OKAY. 469 00:20:43,275 --> 00:20:46,620 ♪♪ 470 00:20:48,724 --> 00:20:49,551 NO, SIR. 471 00:20:49,551 --> 00:20:58,241 ♪♪ 472 00:20:58,241 --> 00:21:07,000 ♪♪ 473 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:15,655 ♪♪ 474 00:21:15,655 --> 00:21:24,379 ♪♪ 475 00:21:24,379 --> 00:21:33,034 ♪♪ 476 00:21:33,034 --> 00:21:34,344 READY? 477 00:21:34,344 --> 00:21:42,620 ♪♪ 478 00:21:42,620 --> 00:21:44,793 Man: ONE, TWO, THREE. 479 00:21:44,793 --> 00:21:50,172 ♪♪ 480 00:21:50,172 --> 00:21:55,586 ♪♪ 481 00:21:55,586 --> 00:21:57,034 WHOA, WHOA, WHOA! 482 00:21:57,034 --> 00:22:00,206 I'M GOOD. 483 00:22:00,206 --> 00:22:02,241 -THERE YOU GO. -YOU GOOD? 484 00:22:02,241 --> 00:22:03,482 Cillas: YEAH. I THINK WE'RE GOOD. 485 00:22:03,482 --> 00:22:04,724 -YOU GOOD? -ALL RIGHT, MAN. 486 00:22:04,724 --> 00:22:06,379 YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. 487 00:22:06,379 --> 00:22:07,551 TAKE CARE, BUDDY. 488 00:22:07,551 --> 00:22:09,965 ♪♪ 489 00:22:09,965 --> 00:22:11,551 I HATE THAT I HAVE TO HAVE ALL THAT 490 00:22:11,551 --> 00:22:13,862 JUST TO GET OUT OF THE CAR. 491 00:22:13,862 --> 00:22:17,034 IT'S EMBARRASSING, SO I'M GLAD I'M DONE WITH THAT. 492 00:22:17,034 --> 00:22:18,931 BUT I'M GONNA HAVE TO CALL THEM BACK IN THE MORNING 493 00:22:18,931 --> 00:22:21,068 AND DO THIS ALL OVER AGAIN, 494 00:22:21,068 --> 00:22:23,655 SO I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. 495 00:22:23,655 --> 00:22:25,344 BUT RIGHT NOW, ALL I CARE ABOUT 496 00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:28,034 IS BEING ABLE TO GET COMFORTABLE AND REST, 497 00:22:28,034 --> 00:22:30,793 SO I JUST NEED TO CHANGE MY OXYGEN BEFORE IT RUNS OUT, 498 00:22:30,793 --> 00:22:34,931 GET SOME FOOD, AND GO TO BED, 'CAUSE I'VE DONE ALL I CAN TODAY 499 00:22:34,931 --> 00:22:37,620 AND WE'RE STILL AROUND FOUR HOURS AWAY FROM HOUSTON. 500 00:22:37,620 --> 00:22:40,034 BUT I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP. 501 00:22:40,034 --> 00:22:41,793 I'M DETERMINED TO MAKE IT TO HOUSTON 502 00:22:41,793 --> 00:22:43,793 BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE MY LAST AND ONLY CHANCE 503 00:22:43,793 --> 00:22:45,413 TO SAVE MY LIFE IS. 504 00:22:45,413 --> 00:22:46,896 ♪♪ 505 00:22:54,931 --> 00:22:56,172 Jessica: SO, WHAT DO WE WANT TO DO ABOUT... 506 00:22:56,172 --> 00:22:58,068 YOU WANT ME TO ROLL THIS OXYGEN MACHINE OUT OF HERE? 507 00:22:58,068 --> 00:23:00,000 YEAH, YOU NEED TO MOVE IT OVER HERE FOR NOW. 508 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,758 OKAY. SO I'M GONNA DO THIS. 509 00:23:01,758 --> 00:23:03,172 PLUG ME IN SOMEWHERE SO I CAN GET OXYGEN 510 00:23:03,172 --> 00:23:04,689 TILL THEY FIGURE IT OUT. 511 00:23:04,689 --> 00:23:06,689 IT'S TIME TO TRY AND DO THIS ALL AGAIN 512 00:23:06,689 --> 00:23:08,931 AND GET BACK ON THE ROAD, 513 00:23:08,931 --> 00:23:10,827 BUT EVERY MUSCLE IN MY BODY ACHES 514 00:23:10,827 --> 00:23:13,034 FROM EVERYTHING I WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY, 515 00:23:13,034 --> 00:23:16,000 SO I KNOW TODAY IS GONNA BE EVEN HARDER. 516 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,000 HELLO. 517 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:21,620 BUT ONCE I GET LOADED, WE HAVE ABOUT FOUR HOURS TO GO, 518 00:23:21,620 --> 00:23:24,310 AND I'M HOPING I CAN HOLD IT TOGETHER FOR THAT LONG, 519 00:23:24,310 --> 00:23:27,413 TO JUST MAKE IT THERE. 520 00:23:27,413 --> 00:23:31,724 -ALL RIGHT. -YEAH, YOU SHOULD BE GOOD. 521 00:23:31,724 --> 00:23:35,724 GO, CJ. ONE, TWO, THREE. 522 00:23:35,724 --> 00:23:37,413 LET'S GO. 523 00:23:37,413 --> 00:23:39,206 Man #2: YEAH, WE'RE GOOD. 524 00:23:39,206 --> 00:23:41,275 THERE'S A SEATBELT WEDGE IN THE DOOR. 525 00:23:41,275 --> 00:23:50,620 ♪♪ 526 00:23:50,620 --> 00:23:53,724 I JUST FELT LIKE I WAS GOING OFF THE SIDE THERE FOR A MINUTE. 527 00:23:53,724 --> 00:23:56,655 ♪♪ 528 00:23:56,655 --> 00:23:57,793 IS THAT BETTER?YEAH, HEADFIRST. 529 00:23:57,793 --> 00:24:00,655 HEADFIRST?YES. 530 00:24:00,655 --> 00:24:02,103 Man: ONE, TWO, THREE. 531 00:24:02,103 --> 00:24:07,206 ♪♪ 532 00:24:07,206 --> 00:24:08,620 YOU GOOD? 533 00:24:08,620 --> 00:24:11,793 YEP. 534 00:24:11,793 --> 00:24:13,655 THERE WE GO. 535 00:24:13,655 --> 00:24:14,862 YOU GONNA LAY ON YOUR BELLY? 536 00:24:14,862 --> 00:24:16,379 YEAH. I'M GOOD RIGHT HERE. 537 00:24:16,379 --> 00:24:17,793 ALL RIGHT, MAN. GOOD LUCK. 538 00:24:17,793 --> 00:24:19,241 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. 539 00:24:19,241 --> 00:24:20,586 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 540 00:24:23,655 --> 00:24:25,689 Jessica: THANK YOU. 541 00:24:27,310 --> 00:24:30,862 THAT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL ONE YET. 542 00:24:30,862 --> 00:24:33,000 THIS IS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER, 543 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:35,724 BUT I JUST NEED TO PUSH MYSELF FOR FOUR MORE HOURS 544 00:24:35,724 --> 00:24:37,793 TO GET THIS TRIP OVER WITH. 545 00:24:37,793 --> 00:24:47,172 ♪♪ 546 00:24:47,172 --> 00:24:48,413 Jessica: HERE IT IS. 547 00:24:50,586 --> 00:24:52,241 [ Chuckling ] FINALLY MADE IT. 548 00:24:52,241 --> 00:24:54,620 ♪♪ 549 00:24:54,620 --> 00:24:56,931 DR. NOW TOLD US SINCE I'M BEDRIDDEN, 550 00:24:56,931 --> 00:24:58,724 THAT WE NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, 551 00:24:58,724 --> 00:25:00,965 AND THEY'LL TAKE CARE OF ME THERE, 552 00:25:00,965 --> 00:25:04,931 SO I JUST WANT TO GET THERE AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. 553 00:25:04,931 --> 00:25:07,137 THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE MOST MISERABLE 554 00:25:07,137 --> 00:25:11,137 AND PAINFUL EXPERIENCES I'VE EVER PUT MYSELF THROUGH, 555 00:25:11,137 --> 00:25:13,827 SO I JUST NEED IT TO BE OVER. 556 00:25:13,827 --> 00:25:20,482 ♪♪ 557 00:25:20,482 --> 00:25:22,931 Dr. Nowzaradan: CILLAS SHOULD BE ARRIVING HERE SHORTLY, 558 00:25:22,931 --> 00:25:25,793 AND FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND, HE IS BEDRIDDEN, 559 00:25:25,793 --> 00:25:27,827 SO HE'S GONNA NEED TO BE CARRIED OUT 560 00:25:27,827 --> 00:25:31,000 AND PUT IN A BED THAT WE CAN ROLL HIM INSIDE ON. 561 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,344 BUT MY CONCERN WITH PATIENTS WHO'VE BEEN IMMOBILE LIKE HIM, 562 00:25:34,344 --> 00:25:37,068 IS THAT IT'S VERY COMMON FOR THEM TO DEVELOP 563 00:25:37,068 --> 00:25:39,241 BLOOD CLOTS IN THEIR LEGS. 564 00:25:39,241 --> 00:25:40,655 AND IF THAT'S HAPPENED, 565 00:25:40,655 --> 00:25:42,896 ONCE THEY START TO MOVE AROUND AGAIN, 566 00:25:42,896 --> 00:25:45,310 THOSE BLOOD CLOTS COULD BECOME DISLODGED 567 00:25:45,310 --> 00:25:46,793 AND TRAVEL IN THE BLOODSTREAM, 568 00:25:46,793 --> 00:25:48,793 TO EITHER THEIR HEART OR LUNGS, 569 00:25:48,793 --> 00:25:51,344 AND CAUSE A DEADLY PULMONARY EMBOLISM, 570 00:25:51,344 --> 00:25:54,586 SO MY MAIN CONCERN IS TO SEE IF THAT'S HAPPENING, 571 00:25:54,586 --> 00:25:56,482 OR IF HE'S FACING ANY NUMBER 572 00:25:56,482 --> 00:25:58,482 OF OTHER LIFE-THREATENING ISSUES 573 00:25:58,482 --> 00:26:01,551 THAT HE COULD HAVE DEVELOPED AS A RESULT OF HIS WEIGHT, 574 00:26:01,551 --> 00:26:03,068 BECAUSE IF HE IS, 575 00:26:03,068 --> 00:26:06,586 THEN HIS HEALTH WILL START TO DETERIORATE VERY RAPIDLY 576 00:26:06,586 --> 00:26:09,586 IF WE AREN'T ABLE TO ADDRESS THEM IN TIME. 577 00:26:17,241 --> 00:26:20,137 ALL RIGHT, I'M GONNA GET YOU IN AND CHECK YOU OUT, OKAY? 578 00:26:20,137 --> 00:26:23,413 YES, SIR. ALL RIGHT. 579 00:26:23,413 --> 00:26:24,448 Jessica: OKAY, YOU CAN PUSH YOURSELF, RIGHT, 580 00:26:24,448 --> 00:26:25,551 TO HELP MOVE ONTO THIS BED. 581 00:26:25,551 --> 00:26:27,172 LOOK BEHIND YOU. THEY CAN MOVE YOU AROUND. 582 00:26:27,172 --> 00:26:29,068 YOU CAN GET RIGHT ON THERE. 583 00:26:29,068 --> 00:26:30,068 OKAY? 584 00:26:30,068 --> 00:26:36,103 ♪♪ 585 00:26:39,689 --> 00:26:43,689 ♪♪ 586 00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:44,931 [ GRUNTS ] 587 00:26:44,931 --> 00:26:53,689 ♪♪ 588 00:26:53,689 --> 00:26:55,068 Man: GET AS CLOSE TO ME AS YOU CAN. 589 00:26:55,068 --> 00:26:57,206 YES, SIR.YOU GOT IT, YOU GOT IT. 590 00:26:57,206 --> 00:26:59,689 Dr. Nowzaradan: CILLAS LOOKED TO BE IN A LOT OF PAIN, 591 00:26:59,689 --> 00:27:01,724 AND HE'S NOT DOING SO WELL. 592 00:27:01,724 --> 00:27:03,551 AND HE'S ON OXYGEN, 593 00:27:03,551 --> 00:27:07,448 SO HIS PULMONARY SYSTEM MAY ALREADY BE WEAK. 594 00:27:07,448 --> 00:27:10,034 SO THE SOONER WE GET HIM IN, THE BETTER. 595 00:27:10,034 --> 00:27:12,655 SO WE CAN SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HIM. 596 00:27:12,655 --> 00:27:19,655 ♪♪ 597 00:27:19,655 --> 00:27:26,620 ♪♪ 598 00:27:26,620 --> 00:27:28,034 YOU FEELING OKAY? 599 00:27:28,034 --> 00:27:29,655 YEAH. 600 00:27:29,655 --> 00:27:30,862 ROUGH TRIP, HUH? 601 00:27:30,862 --> 00:27:32,068 YES, SIR. 602 00:27:32,068 --> 00:27:34,586 DO YOU HAVE ANY PAIN, ACHES, OR ANYTHING? 603 00:27:34,586 --> 00:27:35,965 MY BACK AND MY... 604 00:27:35,965 --> 00:27:37,517 MY BACK AND THE BACK OF MY LEG RIGHT HERE, 605 00:27:37,517 --> 00:27:38,931 ON THE BACK OF MY KNEE.MM-HMM. 606 00:27:40,275 --> 00:27:42,379 YOU SHORT OF BREATH VERY MUCH?OH, YEAH. 607 00:27:42,379 --> 00:27:44,103 I MEAN, I GET SHORT OF BREATH JUST... 608 00:27:44,103 --> 00:27:46,310 THAT WORE ME OUT, YOU KNOW? JUST... 609 00:27:46,310 --> 00:27:48,620 AS LONG AS YOU'RE ON OXYGEN, YOU FEEL OKAY? 610 00:27:48,620 --> 00:27:49,689 YEAH. 611 00:27:49,689 --> 00:27:50,931 ALL RIGHT, LET ME JUST CHECK YOUR HEART 612 00:27:50,931 --> 00:27:53,103 AND MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OKAY. 613 00:27:57,172 --> 00:27:58,931 YOUR BREATHING IS A LITTLE STRAINED, 614 00:27:58,931 --> 00:28:00,793 BUT THAT'S TO BE EXPECTED. 615 00:28:00,793 --> 00:28:03,344 SO IF YOU'RE IMMOBILE AND YOU'RE IN THIS BED, 616 00:28:03,344 --> 00:28:05,551 HOW ARE YOU EATING AS MUCH AS YOU ARE? 617 00:28:05,551 --> 00:28:06,965 BECAUSE YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T GET UP 618 00:28:06,965 --> 00:28:08,862 AND GO TO THE KITCHEN AND GET YOUR FOOD. 619 00:28:08,862 --> 00:28:10,655 SOMEBODY BRINGS IT TO YOU.RIGHT. 620 00:28:10,655 --> 00:28:12,000 SO WHO BRINGS IT TO YOU? 621 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,413 MY FIANCéE AND OUR THREE KIDS. 622 00:28:14,413 --> 00:28:16,448 THREE KIDS? HOW OLD ARE THE KIDS? 623 00:28:16,448 --> 00:28:18,137 11, 9, AND 7. 624 00:28:18,137 --> 00:28:19,172 OKAY. 625 00:28:19,172 --> 00:28:21,000 WHAT YOU HAVE IS SO BAD NOW, 626 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,379 AND YOU'RE HAVING SO MUCH DIFFICULTY, 627 00:28:23,379 --> 00:28:25,241 HUFFING, PUFFING, 628 00:28:25,241 --> 00:28:27,896 AND DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT'S BECAUSE OF YOUR WEIGHT? 629 00:28:27,896 --> 00:28:30,206 OH, YEAH, I KNOW. I'M NOT... 630 00:28:30,206 --> 00:28:33,931 AND THAT DOESN'T STIMULATE YOU TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT? 631 00:28:33,931 --> 00:28:36,034 IT SHOULD, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY IT DOESN'T. 632 00:28:36,034 --> 00:28:37,689 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'VE LET MYSELF GET 633 00:28:37,689 --> 00:28:39,103 INTO THE POSITION THAT I'M IN. 634 00:28:39,103 --> 00:28:41,275 SO YOU'RE LIKE THE PERSON HITTING THEIR HEAD 635 00:28:41,275 --> 00:28:43,586 WITH THE BASEBALL BAT AND SAYING IT HURTS. 636 00:28:43,586 --> 00:28:45,310 YEAH. YEAH. OKAY? 637 00:28:45,310 --> 00:28:48,068 YOU KNOW THE SOLUTION IS TO STOP. 638 00:28:48,068 --> 00:28:49,517 BUT THE REALITY IS, 639 00:28:49,517 --> 00:28:51,275 YOU HAVEN'T WANTED TO STOP EATING, 640 00:28:51,275 --> 00:28:53,206 NO MATTER MATTER WHAT IT'S DOING TO YOU. 641 00:28:53,206 --> 00:28:55,137 SO DON'T PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T KNOW 642 00:28:55,137 --> 00:28:56,482 HOW YOU GOT LIKE THIS 643 00:28:56,482 --> 00:28:59,310 AND YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OF YOUR SITUATION, OKAY? 644 00:28:59,310 --> 00:29:01,482 DO YOU HAVE ANY GOALS IN YOUR LIFE? 645 00:29:01,482 --> 00:29:04,448 YEAH, I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FIANCéE THAT I'D LIKE TO MARRY ONE DAY. 646 00:29:04,448 --> 00:29:06,862 I JUST WANT TO PLAY WITH MY KIDS. 647 00:29:06,862 --> 00:29:08,482 SO, THERE'S YOUR MOTIVATION. 648 00:29:08,482 --> 00:29:10,965 BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T START TO LOSE THE WEIGHT NOW 649 00:29:10,965 --> 00:29:13,689 AND GET OUT OF THIS BED, YOU'RE GONNA DIE SOON, 650 00:29:13,689 --> 00:29:15,965 AND NONE OF THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU. 651 00:29:15,965 --> 00:29:17,551 YEAH. 652 00:29:17,551 --> 00:29:20,000 SO, YOU FEEL LIKE IT'S TIME TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT? 653 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:21,172 YES. 654 00:29:21,172 --> 00:29:22,137 IF I DON'T, I'M GONNA DIE. 655 00:29:22,137 --> 00:29:24,034 AND I CAN'T LEAVE MY KIDS HERE. 656 00:29:24,034 --> 00:29:25,758 WELL, IN YOUR CURRENT CONDITION 657 00:29:25,758 --> 00:29:27,827 YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE AROUND MUCH LONGER. 658 00:29:27,827 --> 00:29:30,034 YES, SIR.YOU UNDERSTAND THAT, RIGHT? 659 00:29:30,034 --> 00:29:31,758 SO, YOU HAD A LONG TRIP. 660 00:29:31,758 --> 00:29:34,517 WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD AND GET YOU IN THE HOSPITAL 661 00:29:34,517 --> 00:29:37,137 AND DO TESTS ON YOU AND MAKE SURE YOUR ORGANS ARE OKAY, 662 00:29:37,137 --> 00:29:40,655 AND THEN SEE WHAT OPTIONS THERE ARE FOR YOU, OKAY. 663 00:29:40,655 --> 00:29:42,793 AND AFTER WE DO THAT, I WILL COME BACK 664 00:29:42,793 --> 00:29:44,758 AND DISCUSS NEXT STEPS WITH YOU. 665 00:29:44,758 --> 00:29:46,689 BUT, RIGHT NOW, WE'LL START THE TESTING, 666 00:29:46,689 --> 00:29:47,896 IN A FEW MINUTES, OKAY? 667 00:29:47,896 --> 00:29:49,241 OKAY. 668 00:29:49,241 --> 00:29:52,862 ♪♪ 669 00:29:52,862 --> 00:29:55,655 I AM VERY CONCERNED ABOUT CILLAS' CONDITION 670 00:29:55,655 --> 00:29:57,137 BECAUSE HIS HEALTH HAS 671 00:29:57,137 --> 00:29:59,344 BEEN DETERIORATING FOR A WHILE NOW, 672 00:29:59,344 --> 00:30:02,793 SO IT'S GONNA BE VERY IMPORTANT WE START TO GET HIS WEIGHT DOWN 673 00:30:02,793 --> 00:30:04,482 AND GET HIM UP AND WALKING AGAIN, 674 00:30:04,482 --> 00:30:08,275 TO TRY TO IMPROVE HIS CONDITION BEFORE IT GETS ANY WORSE. 675 00:30:08,275 --> 00:30:12,241 BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY HIS BODY CAN GO MUCH LONGER LIKE THIS, 676 00:30:12,241 --> 00:30:15,172 SO UNLESS WE'RE ABLE TO START MAKING ALL CHANGES 677 00:30:15,172 --> 00:30:16,551 IMMEDIATELY WITH HIM, 678 00:30:16,551 --> 00:30:18,413 HE'S GONNA DIE SOON. 679 00:30:18,413 --> 00:30:20,758 ♪♪ 680 00:30:20,758 --> 00:30:22,310 Cillas: I KNOW DR. NOW'S RIGHT 681 00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:25,206 AND I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN MY WEIGHT UNDER CONTROL 682 00:30:25,206 --> 00:30:27,827 BEFORE I EVER LET IT GET THIS BAD. 683 00:30:27,827 --> 00:30:29,103 BUT IT MAKES IT MORE REAL 684 00:30:29,103 --> 00:30:32,206 WHEN YOU HEAR IT FROM SOMEBODY LIKE HIM. 685 00:30:32,206 --> 00:30:34,896 YOU NEED TO GET YOUR STUFF TOGETHER, 686 00:30:34,896 --> 00:30:37,413 OR YOU'RE NOT GONNA HAVE A LIFE NO MORE. 687 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:51,793 ♪♪ 688 00:30:51,793 --> 00:30:54,275 Cillas: I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A DAY NOW. 689 00:30:54,275 --> 00:30:57,482 DR. NOW HAS STARTED ME ON HIS 1,200-CALORIE-A-DAY 690 00:30:57,482 --> 00:30:59,517 HIGH-PROTEIN, LOW-CARB DIET, 691 00:30:59,517 --> 00:31:01,724 AND THAT'S BEEN A BIG ADJUSTMENT. 692 00:31:01,724 --> 00:31:03,206 BUT I KNOW IT'S WHAT I NEED TO DO, 693 00:31:03,206 --> 00:31:06,310 SO I DON'T HAVE ANY ISSUE WITH IT. 694 00:31:06,310 --> 00:31:08,586 ME AND JESSICA ARE WAITING TO FIND OUT THE RESULTS 695 00:31:08,586 --> 00:31:10,862 OF ALL THE TESTS THEY'VE BEEN RUNNING, 696 00:31:10,862 --> 00:31:13,034 SO IT'S SCARY TO BE IN THIS SITUATION 697 00:31:13,034 --> 00:31:15,068 WHERE I'M WAITING TO FIND OUT THE CONSEQUENCES 698 00:31:15,068 --> 00:31:17,413 OF HOW I'VE BEEN LIVING. 699 00:31:17,413 --> 00:31:19,482 THE ROAD TRIP TOOK A PRETTY BIG TOLL ON HIM. 700 00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:22,620 HE WAS MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED. 701 00:31:22,620 --> 00:31:23,931 BUT I'M REALLY HOPING THIS IS THE LAST TIME 702 00:31:23,931 --> 00:31:25,965 HE COMES WEIGHING THIS MUCH. 703 00:31:25,965 --> 00:31:27,931 THE NEXT STEP IS GETTING HOME 704 00:31:27,931 --> 00:31:30,413 AND CLEANING OUT OUR CABINETS, WHICH IS GONNA BE... 705 00:31:30,413 --> 00:31:32,172 WATCHING ALL THOSE BREADS AND CARBS GO -- 706 00:31:32,172 --> 00:31:35,758 HE'S GONNA BE UPSET, BUT HE'S GOT TO DO IT. 707 00:31:35,758 --> 00:31:37,448 ARE YOU GONNA BE SAD WHEN WE GET HOME 708 00:31:37,448 --> 00:31:39,379 AND WE DUMP ALL THE FOOD OUT, AND THERE IT GOES? 709 00:31:39,379 --> 00:31:41,103 NO, I'M GONNA ACTUALLY...YOU THINK IT'S GONNA BE HARD? 710 00:31:41,103 --> 00:31:43,241 I THINK IT IS GONNA BE SAD, BUT, I MEAN... 711 00:31:43,241 --> 00:31:45,862 IT'LL BE OKAY. 712 00:31:45,862 --> 00:31:47,206 Dr. Nowzaradan: FOR THE PAST 24 HOURS, 713 00:31:47,206 --> 00:31:49,172 WE'VE BEEN RUNNING TESTS ON CILLAS, 714 00:31:49,172 --> 00:31:53,689 AND THE RESULTS SO FAR ARE TURNING OUT AS I EXPECTED. 715 00:31:53,689 --> 00:31:57,000 HIS WHOLE SYSTEM IS SEVERELY COMPROMISED AT THIS POINT, 716 00:31:57,000 --> 00:32:00,206 SO HE HAS DEVELOPED A NUMBER OF INFECTIONS 717 00:32:00,206 --> 00:32:01,965 ON HIS LEGS AND HIS STOMACH, 718 00:32:01,965 --> 00:32:03,965 AS WELL AS IN HIS LUNGS. 719 00:32:03,965 --> 00:32:06,896 BUT LUCKILY, HE HASN'T DEVELOPED ANY BLOOD CLOTS. 720 00:32:06,896 --> 00:32:09,379 BUT HIS CONDITION IS EXTREMELY SEVERE, 721 00:32:09,379 --> 00:32:11,551 AND AT THIS POINT, IF WE SEND HIM HOME, 722 00:32:11,551 --> 00:32:13,758 HE'S NOT GONNA SURVIVE MUCH LONGER, 723 00:32:13,758 --> 00:32:15,655 SO WE'RE GONNA NEED TO KEEP HIM HERE 724 00:32:15,655 --> 00:32:17,482 IN THE HOSPITAL TO TREAT HIM. 725 00:32:17,482 --> 00:32:19,482 AND IT COULD TAKE HIM UNTIL LONGER 726 00:32:19,482 --> 00:32:21,689 BEFORE WE GET HIS HEALTH IN A PLACE 727 00:32:21,689 --> 00:32:23,517 WHERE IT'S SAFE FOR HIM TO LEAVE. 728 00:32:23,517 --> 00:32:25,344 BUT WITH HOW LONG HIS BODY 729 00:32:25,344 --> 00:32:28,241 HAS HAD AN EXCESSIVE AMOUNT OF STRAIN ON IT, 730 00:32:28,241 --> 00:32:32,241 HIS OVERALL HEALTH IS GOING TO CONTINUE TO DETERIORATE 731 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:34,344 UNLESS WE GET A LOT OF WEIGHT OFF OF HIM 732 00:32:34,344 --> 00:32:37,068 AND GET HIM UP AND ACTIVE AGAIN. 733 00:32:37,068 --> 00:32:38,620 [ KNOCKS ON DOOR ] 734 00:32:41,137 --> 00:32:42,620 HELLO. HELLO. 735 00:32:42,620 --> 00:32:43,896 HOW Y'ALL DOIN'? 736 00:32:43,896 --> 00:32:45,137 I'M GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 737 00:32:45,137 --> 00:32:46,137 ALL RIGHT. 738 00:32:46,137 --> 00:32:48,620 SO, YOU FEELING BETTER TODAY, CILLAS? 739 00:32:48,620 --> 00:32:50,965 YES, SIR.THAT'S GOOD. 740 00:32:50,965 --> 00:32:52,172 HOW IS THE SWELLING IN YOUR FEET, 741 00:32:52,172 --> 00:32:53,517 AND DO WE KNOW IF THEY'RE... 742 00:32:53,517 --> 00:32:55,620 THEY FEEL GOOD. THEY FEEL BETTER. 743 00:32:55,620 --> 00:32:59,482 AND THIS ABDOMEN... 744 00:32:59,482 --> 00:33:02,275 CAN YOU LAY BACK ON YOUR BACK FOR A SECOND? 745 00:33:02,275 --> 00:33:05,034 YEAH. 746 00:33:05,034 --> 00:33:07,103 YOU LOOK TO HAVE AN INFECTION IN THE SKIN 747 00:33:07,103 --> 00:33:10,586 AROUND YOUR STOMACH AND UNDERNEATH HERE. 748 00:33:10,586 --> 00:33:11,689 AND YOU HAVE SOME 749 00:33:11,689 --> 00:33:15,068 SORT OF SKIN INFECTION HERE, TOO, HUH? 750 00:33:15,068 --> 00:33:16,103 YEAH. 751 00:33:18,827 --> 00:33:21,103 LAYING ON YOUR BACK, HOW IS YOUR BREATHING? 752 00:33:21,103 --> 00:33:22,827 IT SUCKS QUITE A BIT. 753 00:33:22,827 --> 00:33:24,241 ALL RIGHT, YOU CAN ROLL ON YOUR SIDE. 754 00:33:24,241 --> 00:33:26,413 I WANT YOU... DON'T... 755 00:33:26,413 --> 00:33:30,034 GET YOU ON A SHORTER BED. 756 00:33:30,034 --> 00:33:32,862 AND LET'S GET THE WEIGHT CHECK ON YOU. 757 00:33:32,862 --> 00:33:35,965 OKAY, THE SCALE IS IN KILOGRAMS, SO... 758 00:33:35,965 --> 00:33:39,862 RIGHT NOW WE ARE HAVING... 759 00:33:39,862 --> 00:33:42,931 330 KILOGRAMS, 760 00:33:42,931 --> 00:33:46,724 WHICH 729 POUNDS OF WEIGHT. 761 00:33:46,724 --> 00:33:48,655 SO THAT IS VERY HIGH WEIGHT. 762 00:33:48,655 --> 00:33:50,862 AND BEING BEDRIDDEN ON TOP OF THAT 763 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:53,413 MAKES YOUR CONDITION VERY SERIOUS. 764 00:33:53,413 --> 00:33:55,551 AND RIGHT NOW, YOUR TESTS ARE SHOWING 765 00:33:55,551 --> 00:33:58,758 THAT YOU HAVE A NUMBER OF ISSUES WE NEED TO ADDRESS. 766 00:33:58,758 --> 00:34:01,241 YOU HAVE INFECTIONS AROUND YOUR WHOLE BODY, 767 00:34:01,241 --> 00:34:03,896 INCLUDING YOUR LUNGS, AND I'M VERY CONCERNED 768 00:34:03,896 --> 00:34:06,551 IF WITH SEND YOU HOME, YOU WON'T SURVIVE LONG, 769 00:34:06,551 --> 00:34:08,275 SO WE WE'RE GONNA NEED TO KEEP YOU HERE 770 00:34:08,275 --> 00:34:11,275 IN THE HOSPITAL ON A CONTROLLED DIET. 771 00:34:11,275 --> 00:34:13,206 REALLY? YES. 772 00:34:13,206 --> 00:34:15,827 AND ONCE WE GET YOUR WEIGHT DOWN A GOOD BIT 773 00:34:15,827 --> 00:34:17,724 AND WE ADDRESS ALL YOUR ISSUES, 774 00:34:17,724 --> 00:34:19,482 THEN THE NEXT STEP IS TO SEND YOU 775 00:34:19,482 --> 00:34:22,758 TO A REHAB FACILITY TO GET YOU WALKING AGAIN. 776 00:34:22,758 --> 00:34:23,931 YES, SIR. 777 00:34:23,931 --> 00:34:25,137 HOW LONG DO YOU THINK THAT'LL TAKE? 778 00:34:25,137 --> 00:34:27,172 AT LEAST A COUPLE OF MONTHS. 779 00:34:27,172 --> 00:34:29,103 AND WE HAVE TO DO THIS ALL NOW, 780 00:34:29,103 --> 00:34:31,655 OR I'M LIKELY NOT GONNA SEE YOU AGAIN. 781 00:34:31,655 --> 00:34:34,551 SO, DO YOU THINK THIS IS SOMETHING YOU CAN DO? 782 00:34:34,551 --> 00:34:35,931 YES, SIR. 783 00:34:35,931 --> 00:34:37,482 I'LL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES, DOC. 784 00:34:37,482 --> 00:34:39,068 OKAY, GOOD. 785 00:34:39,068 --> 00:34:41,896 THERE IS A LOT WE NEED TO GET STARTED ON RIGHT NOW 786 00:34:41,896 --> 00:34:44,724 TO GET YOU BACK IN SHAPE AND SAVE YOUR LIFE, 787 00:34:44,724 --> 00:34:46,724 AND IT'S GONNA TAKE A LOT OF WORK. 788 00:34:46,724 --> 00:34:47,931 OKAY? WE CAN DO IT. 789 00:34:47,931 --> 00:34:48,862 YES, SIR. OKAY? 790 00:34:48,862 --> 00:34:50,034 I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, 791 00:34:50,034 --> 00:34:52,000 I'M GONNA BE YOUR BIGGEST SUCCESS STORY. 792 00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,172 I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT'S HOW MUCH CONFIDENCE I GOT. 793 00:34:54,172 --> 00:34:56,517 WELL, I HOPE SO, BUT WE SHALL WE THAT. 794 00:34:56,517 --> 00:34:58,344 I DON'T HAVE A CRYSTAL BALL. 795 00:34:58,344 --> 00:35:01,103 BUT EVERY DAY, I GET THOSE PROMISES, 796 00:35:01,103 --> 00:35:03,862 BUT UNFORTUNATELY, NOT ALL OF THEM COME TRUE. 797 00:35:03,862 --> 00:35:04,931 I UNDERSTAND THAT. 798 00:35:04,931 --> 00:35:08,241 BUT EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU.YES, SIR. 799 00:35:08,241 --> 00:35:11,000 HOW BAD DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR SITUATION 800 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,137 AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE?I'LL SAY THIS -- 801 00:35:13,137 --> 00:35:15,344 I HAVE THREE BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRLS AT HOME 802 00:35:15,344 --> 00:35:16,724 THAT NEED ME TO DO THIS, 803 00:35:16,724 --> 00:35:21,068 SO I HAVE ALL THE MOTIVATION AND DETERMINATION I NEED. 804 00:35:21,068 --> 00:35:23,620 WELL, I'M GLAD TO HEAR THAT, AND I HOPE SO, 805 00:35:23,620 --> 00:35:26,206 BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY TIME TO WASTE. 806 00:35:26,206 --> 00:35:27,689 I UNDERSTAND. 807 00:35:27,689 --> 00:35:29,137 ALL RIGHT. I'LL SEE YOU ALL LATER. 808 00:35:29,137 --> 00:35:31,172 YES, SIR.ALL RIGHT. 809 00:35:31,172 --> 00:35:34,275 ♪♪ 810 00:35:34,275 --> 00:35:38,344 HOPEFULLY, CILLAS STAYS AS MOTIVATED AS HE PLANS, 811 00:35:38,344 --> 00:35:40,620 BECAUSE THIS WON'T BE EASY FOR HIM, 812 00:35:40,620 --> 00:35:42,862 AND IF HE STARTS TO GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION 813 00:35:42,862 --> 00:35:45,241 AND PLAY GAMES WITH US AT ANY POINT, 814 00:35:45,241 --> 00:35:49,241 THEN THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE HE WON'T MAKE IT. 815 00:35:49,241 --> 00:35:50,965 Cillas: I WAS NOT EXPECTING ALL THAT, 816 00:35:50,965 --> 00:35:54,137 ESPECIALLY HAVING TO STAY HERE IN HOUSTON FOR LONGER, 817 00:35:54,137 --> 00:35:56,724 SO I'M A LITTLE SCARED BECAUSE IT FEEL LIKE MY LIFE 818 00:35:56,724 --> 00:35:58,517 JUST GOT FLIPPED UPSIDE DOWN. 819 00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:09,034 ♪♪ 820 00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:11,275 I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW, 821 00:36:11,275 --> 00:36:13,965 BUT I'M DOING A LOT BETTER THAN I WAS WHEN I ARRIVED, 822 00:36:13,965 --> 00:36:16,965 AND I FEEL LIKE THINGS ARE GOING REALLY WELL, YOU KNOW? 823 00:36:16,965 --> 00:36:18,413 I CAN TELL I'M LOSING WEIGHT JUST BECAUSE 824 00:36:18,413 --> 00:36:19,724 IT'S EASIER FOR ME TO MOVE AROUND, 825 00:36:19,724 --> 00:36:22,379 IT'S EASIER FOR ME TO DO SIMPLE THINGS. 826 00:36:22,379 --> 00:36:24,724 WHEN I GOT TO HOUSTON, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS NOT DYING. 827 00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:27,275 NOW ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO 828 00:36:27,275 --> 00:36:30,103 WHEN I GET UP OUT OF THIS PLACE. 829 00:36:30,103 --> 00:36:31,379 Dr. Nowzaradan: OVER THE PAST MONTH, 830 00:36:31,379 --> 00:36:34,620 I'VE BEEN IMPRESSED WITH HOW CILLAS HAS BEEN WORKING. 831 00:36:34,620 --> 00:36:37,896 HE HASN'T COMPLAINED OR HAD ANY ISSUES WITH THE DIET, 832 00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:41,896 AND HE'S BEEN COOPERATING WITH P.T. TO DO HIS EXERCISES. 833 00:36:41,896 --> 00:36:44,586 AND NOW THAT WE GOT HIS INFECTION CLEARED UP 834 00:36:44,586 --> 00:36:47,586 AND HIS OVERALL HEALTH IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE, 835 00:36:47,586 --> 00:36:50,068 THE PRIORITY IS TO GET HIM WALKING AGAIN 836 00:36:50,068 --> 00:36:52,379 WHILE HE CONTINUES TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT, 837 00:36:52,379 --> 00:36:53,689 SO WE'RE TRANSFERRING HIM 838 00:36:53,689 --> 00:36:56,482 TO A PHYSICAL-THERAPY FACILITY TO DO THAT, 839 00:36:56,482 --> 00:37:00,379 AND HOPEFULLY HAVE HIM UP AND ACTIVE HERE VERY SOON. 840 00:37:00,379 --> 00:37:04,103 [ KNOCKS ON DOOR ] 841 00:37:04,103 --> 00:37:05,068 HELLO. 842 00:37:05,068 --> 00:37:06,068 Cillas: HOW ARE YOU? 843 00:37:06,068 --> 00:37:07,482 ALL RIGHT. HOW Y'ALL DOIN'? 844 00:37:07,482 --> 00:37:08,655 WE'RE DOIN' GOOD.PRETTY GOOD. 845 00:37:08,655 --> 00:37:10,413 GREAT. 846 00:37:10,413 --> 00:37:11,896 WELL, CILLAS, I HEAR YOU'RE MAKING 847 00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:14,068 GOOD PROGRESS WITH P.T. 848 00:37:14,068 --> 00:37:16,827 AND HAVE YOU BEEN ABLE TO SIT UP? 849 00:37:16,827 --> 00:37:18,724 I SAT UP AND ATE LUNCH. 850 00:37:18,724 --> 00:37:20,827 HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE YOU DID THAT? 851 00:37:20,827 --> 00:37:22,275 PROBABLY THREE YEARS SINCE I SAT UPRIGHT 852 00:37:22,275 --> 00:37:24,241 AND ATE A MEAL. 853 00:37:24,241 --> 00:37:25,310 THAT'S GREAT. 854 00:37:25,310 --> 00:37:27,241 WELL, I'M PROUD OF HOW HARD YOUR WORKING 855 00:37:27,241 --> 00:37:28,862 AND ALL THE PROGRESS YOU'RE MAKING, 856 00:37:28,862 --> 00:37:30,689 SO LET'S GO AHEAD AND CHECK YOUR WEIGHT 857 00:37:30,689 --> 00:37:34,068 AND SEE WHERE YOU'RE AT TODAY. 858 00:37:34,068 --> 00:37:36,896 WEIGHT IS 268 KILOGRAMS, 859 00:37:36,896 --> 00:37:39,413 AND THAT WORKS OUT TO 591 POUNDS. 860 00:37:39,413 --> 00:37:42,482 SO YOU LOST 138 POUNDS IN ONE MONTH. 861 00:37:42,482 --> 00:37:44,448 SO, THAT'S EXCELLENT. YOU'RE DOING GREAT. 862 00:37:44,448 --> 00:37:45,620 ALL RIGHT? 863 00:37:45,620 --> 00:37:48,137 NOW THAT WE HAVE YOUR HEALTH IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE 864 00:37:48,137 --> 00:37:51,034 AND WE CLEARED UP ALL YOUR SIGNIFICANT ISSUES, 865 00:37:51,034 --> 00:37:53,103 IT'S TIME TO GET YOU OVER TO REHAB 866 00:37:53,103 --> 00:37:55,758 TO FOCUS ON GETTING YOU UP AND WALKING AGAIN. 867 00:37:55,758 --> 00:37:57,862 BUT STILL, WE'RE GONNA KEEP YOU ON THE SAME DIET, 868 00:37:57,862 --> 00:37:59,413 TO KEEP YOU LOSING MORE WEIGHT. 869 00:37:59,413 --> 00:38:00,620 OKAY. 870 00:38:00,620 --> 00:38:02,827 SO WE'RE GONNA STICK WITH 1,200-CALORIE-A-DAY DIET, 871 00:38:02,827 --> 00:38:04,793 BUT NO OUTSIDE FOOD, GOT IT? 872 00:38:04,793 --> 00:38:05,965 YES, SIR. 873 00:38:05,965 --> 00:38:08,620 AND THEY HAVE SPECIFIC EXERCISE EQUIPMENT THERE 874 00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:10,172 THAT THEY'RE GONNA USE TO WORK OUT 875 00:38:10,172 --> 00:38:13,448 YOUR WHOLE BODY TWICE A DAY, ESPECIALLY YOUR LOWER BODY. 876 00:38:13,448 --> 00:38:16,413 AND YOU'RE GONNA DO EXERCISE IN THE MORNING AND AFTERNOON. 877 00:38:16,413 --> 00:38:18,413 OKAY.AND OVER THE NEXT MONTH, 878 00:38:18,413 --> 00:38:20,586 YOUR GOAL IS TO START STANDING AGAIN 879 00:38:20,586 --> 00:38:22,517 AND TO BE ABLE TO GET IN A WHEELCHAIR 880 00:38:22,517 --> 00:38:24,724 SO WE CAN TAKE YOU TO A REGULAR SCALE 881 00:38:24,724 --> 00:38:26,448 AND GET A WEIGHT CHECK THERE. 882 00:38:26,448 --> 00:38:28,310 SO, YOU THINK YOU CAN BE READY TO DO THAT 883 00:38:28,310 --> 00:38:30,758 AND BE MY NUMBER ONE- SUCCESS STORY STILL? 884 00:38:30,758 --> 00:38:33,241 YES, SIR. I'M GONNA BE YOUR NUMBER-ONE SUCCESS STORY. 885 00:38:33,241 --> 00:38:34,724 OKAY, PERFECT. 886 00:38:34,724 --> 00:38:36,551 WELL, YOU'RE DOING GREAT, CILLAS. 887 00:38:36,551 --> 00:38:37,724 KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. 888 00:38:37,724 --> 00:38:39,724 AND WE'LL GET THE EMTs TO COME UP 889 00:38:39,724 --> 00:38:41,586 SO THEY CAN GET YOU IN AN AMBULANCE 890 00:38:41,586 --> 00:38:44,379 AND TRANSFER YOU OVER TO THE P.T. FACILITY TODAY, 891 00:38:44,379 --> 00:38:46,206 AND THEN I'LL SEE YOU OVER THERE. 892 00:38:46,206 --> 00:38:47,241 YES, SIR. THANK YOU. 893 00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:48,551 THANK YOU. ALL RIGHT. 894 00:38:48,551 --> 00:38:52,586 ♪♪ 895 00:38:52,586 --> 00:38:54,172 Jessica: FOR THE FIRST EVER, HE'S GOING FOR IT. 896 00:38:54,172 --> 00:38:55,344 HE WANTS TO DO IT. 897 00:38:55,344 --> 00:38:56,965 HE'S DOING BETTER THAN HE'S EVER DONE BEFORE. 898 00:38:56,965 --> 00:38:58,310 I'M PROUD OF HIM. 899 00:38:58,310 --> 00:39:01,172 IT FELT REALLY GOOD TO HEAR DR. NOW SAY 900 00:39:01,172 --> 00:39:03,034 HE'S PROUD OF ME AND THAT HE THINKS 901 00:39:03,034 --> 00:39:05,068 I'M DOING A GOOD JOB, 902 00:39:05,068 --> 00:39:07,172 SO I DEFINITELY PLAN TO KEEP IT UP NOW 903 00:39:07,172 --> 00:39:10,896 AND FOCUS ON MY NEXT GOAL OF BEING ABLE TO WALK AGAIN. 904 00:39:10,896 --> 00:39:13,310 ♪♪ 905 00:39:13,310 --> 00:39:15,275 ME AND JESSICA WEREN'T EXPECTING TO BE GONE 906 00:39:15,275 --> 00:39:17,068 FOR ANYWHERE NEAR THIS LONG, 907 00:39:17,068 --> 00:39:19,275 SO NOW THAT I'M RECOVERED AND DOING BETTER, 908 00:39:19,275 --> 00:39:21,793 WE BOTH THINK IT'S TIME THAT SHE GOES BACK TO OKLAHOMA, 909 00:39:21,793 --> 00:39:26,034 TO GET OUR STUFF AND NEVAEH AND BRING HER DOWN. 910 00:39:26,034 --> 00:39:28,965 SO I'M REALLY EXCITED TO SEE MY YOUNGEST HERE SOON, 911 00:39:28,965 --> 00:39:31,620 AND OUR OTHER DAUGHTERS ARE COMING BACK SOON, TOO. 912 00:39:31,620 --> 00:39:35,103 ♪♪ 913 00:39:35,103 --> 00:39:38,931 SO I'M EXTREMELY DETERMINED TO MAKE THEM ALL PROUD. 914 00:39:43,620 --> 00:39:49,724 ♪♪ 915 00:39:49,724 --> 00:39:55,862 ♪♪ 916 00:39:55,862 --> 00:39:57,586 Jessica: I'M BACK IN OKLAHOMA TO GET ALL THIS STUFF 917 00:39:57,586 --> 00:39:59,758 WE'RE GONNA NEED WHILE WE'RE IN HOUSTON PACKED UP, 918 00:39:59,758 --> 00:40:02,724 AND TO BRING NEVAEH BACK DOWN WITH ME. 919 00:40:02,724 --> 00:40:04,413 WE FOUND A PLACE TO LIVE, 920 00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:06,793 AN APARTMENT THAT'S BIG ENOUGH FOR ALL OF US, 921 00:40:06,793 --> 00:40:10,344 WHERE WE CAN ALL LIVE FOR THE NEXT YEAR OR SO. 922 00:40:10,344 --> 00:40:12,620 I'M EVERY EMOTION YOU COULD PROBABLY FEEL RIGHT NOW, BUT... 923 00:40:12,620 --> 00:40:14,172 I DON'T GET THE OPTION. 924 00:40:14,172 --> 00:40:16,310 JUST BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY LITTLE DETAILS 925 00:40:16,310 --> 00:40:19,793 THAT HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS, 926 00:40:19,793 --> 00:40:21,482 WE ARE TRYING TO PACK A WHOLE HOUSE 927 00:40:21,482 --> 00:40:23,275 AND MOVE ALL OF US. 928 00:40:23,275 --> 00:40:25,517 AND THERE'S SO MUCH ON MY SHOULDERS. 929 00:40:25,517 --> 00:40:28,586 IT HAS BEEN SO CRAZY. 930 00:40:28,586 --> 00:40:30,896 WE HAVE FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO WILL BRING THE BIGGER STUFF, 931 00:40:30,896 --> 00:40:32,896 LIKE FURNITURE, SOON. 932 00:40:32,896 --> 00:40:36,275 SO RIGHT NOW, I AM JUST FOCUSING ON GETTING THE ESSENTIALS 933 00:40:36,275 --> 00:40:38,862 WE NEED TOGETHER, LIKE OUR CLOTHES 934 00:40:38,862 --> 00:40:40,793 AND THE STUFF WE USE DAILY. 935 00:40:40,793 --> 00:40:41,965 NEVAEH? 936 00:40:41,965 --> 00:40:45,241 DID YOU GET ANYTHING PACKED UP? 937 00:40:45,241 --> 00:40:47,206 NO. YOU DIDN'T, DID YOU? 938 00:40:47,206 --> 00:40:49,551 BIG SURPRISE, RIGHT? 939 00:40:49,551 --> 00:40:51,103 BIG SURPRISE THERE. 940 00:40:51,103 --> 00:40:53,551 ALL RIGHT. 941 00:40:53,551 --> 00:40:56,310 Jessica: NEVAEH IS SUPER-EXCITED ABOUT THIS, 942 00:40:56,310 --> 00:40:58,620 AND TO BE ABLE TO SEE HER DAD AGAIN. 943 00:40:58,620 --> 00:41:00,172 SHE'S MISSED HIM A LOT, 944 00:41:00,172 --> 00:41:02,793 AND HE'S EXCITED TO SEE THE PROGRESS HE'S MAKING. 945 00:41:02,793 --> 00:41:04,068 NEVAEH MADE THE COMMENT THAT, 946 00:41:04,068 --> 00:41:05,896 SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TALL HER FATHER IS. 947 00:41:05,896 --> 00:41:08,896 SO SHE KNOWS THIS MEANS HER DADDY CAN GET THIS LIFE BACK, 948 00:41:08,896 --> 00:41:11,862 BUT SHE'S NEVER BEEN AWAY FROM HIM FOR THIS LONG. 949 00:41:11,862 --> 00:41:14,827 WHERE? THAT WAY. 950 00:41:14,827 --> 00:41:16,793 FOR THE PAST MONTH, SHE'S ONLY BEEN ABLE 951 00:41:16,793 --> 00:41:18,758 TO DO VIDEO CALLS WITH HIM. 952 00:41:18,758 --> 00:41:21,931 ♪♪ 953 00:41:21,931 --> 00:41:23,206 [ Ringing ] 954 00:41:27,034 --> 00:41:29,344 HI, DADDY. 955 00:41:29,344 --> 00:41:31,000 What are you doin', baby? 956 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:32,448 Are you excited for your car ride or what? 957 00:41:32,448 --> 00:41:34,000 YEAH. 958 00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:35,206 Be good for mommy, okay? 959 00:41:35,206 --> 00:41:36,655 OKAY. 960 00:41:36,655 --> 00:41:38,206 I love you guys. 961 00:41:38,206 --> 00:41:40,793 You guys get packed up and head this way. 962 00:41:40,793 --> 00:41:41,931 so you can get here. 963 00:41:41,931 --> 00:41:43,620 I LOVE YOU, DADDY. 964 00:41:43,620 --> 00:41:47,000 I love you more, baby. You guys, be safe. 965 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,103 SEE YA LATER, ALLIGATOR. 966 00:41:49,103 --> 00:41:50,758 After 'while, crocodile. 967 00:41:50,758 --> 00:41:52,206 BYE. I LOVE YOU.I love you guys. 968 00:41:52,206 --> 00:41:53,724 WE LOVE YOU, TOO. BYE. 969 00:41:53,724 --> 00:41:54,724 Bye. 970 00:41:54,724 --> 00:41:56,482 [ PHONE BEEPS ] 971 00:41:56,482 --> 00:41:58,758 ♪♪ 972 00:41:58,758 --> 00:42:00,758 WANNA GET TO TEXAS? YEAH. 973 00:42:00,758 --> 00:42:02,379 GET YOUR -- THE ONES WE JUST GOT THE OTHER DAY. 974 00:42:02,379 --> 00:42:04,620 GET YOUR FRUIT AND YOUR NUTS, OKAY? 975 00:42:04,620 --> 00:42:05,758 Nevaeh: OKAY. 976 00:42:05,758 --> 00:42:07,827 I AM GLAD WE ARE GOING TO ALL BE ABLE 977 00:42:07,827 --> 00:42:09,724 TO BE DOWN IN HOUSTON TOGETHER. 978 00:42:09,724 --> 00:42:11,172 AND THEN OUR OTHER TWO DAUGHTERS 979 00:42:11,172 --> 00:42:12,724 ARE GONNA JOIN US IN ABOUT A MONTH, 980 00:42:12,724 --> 00:42:15,034 WHEN THEY GET BACK FROM THEIR GRANDMOTHER'S. 981 00:42:15,034 --> 00:42:16,655 BUT I ALREADY TALKED TO THEM. 982 00:42:16,655 --> 00:42:19,482 THEY ARE READY TO MOVE DOWN AND DO WHATEVER WE NEED TO DO 983 00:42:19,482 --> 00:42:21,793 TO MAKE SURE THEIR DADDY GETS THE HELP THAT HE NEEDS. 984 00:42:21,793 --> 00:42:22,965 SHOULD I TAKE HIS JACKET? 985 00:42:22,965 --> 00:42:24,172 I GRABBED THIS JACKET JUST IN CASE. 986 00:42:24,172 --> 00:42:25,965 BUT THIS IS HARD FOR ALL OF US TO DO. 987 00:42:25,965 --> 00:42:27,793 WE'RE ALL LEAVING OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, 988 00:42:27,793 --> 00:42:30,068 FOR WE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG. 989 00:42:30,068 --> 00:42:34,310 THEY'RE GONNA HAVE TO START A NEW SCHOOL, WHICH IS SCARY. 990 00:42:34,310 --> 00:42:36,724 I HAD TO QUIT NURSING SCHOOL. 991 00:42:36,724 --> 00:42:39,724 SO WE'RE ALL GIVING UP A LOT TO DO THIS. 992 00:42:39,724 --> 00:42:41,586 NOW WITH US 100% IN, 993 00:42:41,586 --> 00:42:44,793 I KNOW IT WILL FORCE CILLAS TO HAVE A SINK-OR-SWIM ATTITUDE. 994 00:42:44,793 --> 00:42:46,275 I CAN'T GIVE HIM A FALL-BACK PLAN 995 00:42:46,275 --> 00:42:47,620 'CAUSE HE'S JUST GONNA BE LIKE, "WELL, I CAN JUST GO HOME," 996 00:42:47,620 --> 00:42:50,896 OR, "WELL, THIS IS TOO HARD. I THINK I'LL JUST QUIT." 997 00:42:50,896 --> 00:42:53,517 IT'S GONNA HAVE TO BE ALL OR NOTHING FOR HIM, SO... 998 00:42:53,517 --> 00:42:55,137 IT'S WHAT WE'RE DOING. 999 00:42:55,137 --> 00:42:56,172 LOVE YOU. 1000 00:42:56,172 --> 00:42:57,275 LOVE YOU. 1001 00:42:57,275 --> 00:42:59,379 BUT WE ALL LOVE CILLAS, AND WE ARE HOPING 1002 00:42:59,379 --> 00:43:01,655 THIS IS WHAT'S GONNA HELP HIM FINALLY LOSE THE WEIGHT 1003 00:43:01,655 --> 00:43:03,103 AND GET HIS LIFE BACK 1004 00:43:03,103 --> 00:43:05,275 SO WE CAN ALL GET OUR LIVES BACK TOGETHER AND... 1005 00:43:05,275 --> 00:43:07,344 I'M REALLY HOPING JUST TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE. 1006 00:43:07,344 --> 00:43:08,655 BYE. LOVE YOU. 1007 00:43:08,655 --> 00:43:09,620 Lisa: BE CAREFUL. 1008 00:43:09,620 --> 00:43:10,586 WE WILL. 1009 00:43:10,586 --> 00:43:12,000 I LOVE YOU, NEVAEH. 1010 00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:13,793 Nevaeh: I LOVE YOU TOO, GRANDMA. 1011 00:43:13,793 --> 00:43:15,586 ALL RIGHT. YOU READY? 1012 00:43:15,586 --> 00:43:16,758 Nevaeh: MM-HMM. 1013 00:43:16,758 --> 00:43:20,620 ♪♪ 1014 00:43:25,655 --> 00:43:35,551 ♪♪ 1015 00:43:35,551 --> 00:43:38,344 Cillas: I'VE BEEN IN REHAB FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, 1016 00:43:38,344 --> 00:43:41,586 BUT I'VE ALREADY BEEN ABLE TO MAKE TONS OF PROGRESS. 1017 00:43:41,586 --> 00:43:44,724 WITH AS MUCH WEIGHT AS I'VE LOST AND WORKING WITH P.T., 1018 00:43:44,724 --> 00:43:46,655 IN JUST THAT SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, 1019 00:43:46,655 --> 00:43:47,793 I CAN GET ON A WALKER, 1020 00:43:47,793 --> 00:43:49,551 I CAN TRANSFER FROM THE SIDE OF MY BED 1021 00:43:49,551 --> 00:43:52,275 TO A WHEELCHAIR, I CAN WHEEL MYSELF AROUND. 1022 00:43:52,275 --> 00:43:56,379 THERE'S ALL KINDS OF THINGS I CAN DO NOW THAT I WASN'T DOING. 1023 00:43:56,379 --> 00:43:59,034 IT'S BEEN HORRIBLE BEING AWAY FROM MY FAMILY FOR THIS LONG, 1024 00:43:59,034 --> 00:44:00,827 ESPECIALLY NEVAEH. 1025 00:44:00,827 --> 00:44:03,896 THAT'S BEEN THE HARDEST PART WITH ALL OF THIS. 1026 00:44:03,896 --> 00:44:07,448 SO I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY DAUGHTER HERE SOON. 1027 00:44:07,448 --> 00:44:15,000 ♪♪ 1028 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:18,000 OH, MY GOD! 1029 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:19,482 WHO'S THAT? 1030 00:44:19,482 --> 00:44:22,275 ♪♪ 1031 00:44:22,275 --> 00:44:23,241 GET UP HERE. 1032 00:44:23,241 --> 00:44:26,137 OH, MY GOSH. GIVE ME BIG HUGS. 1033 00:44:26,137 --> 00:44:27,620 I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER. 1034 00:44:27,620 --> 00:44:29,413 OH, MY GOD! 1035 00:44:29,413 --> 00:44:31,724 ♪♪ 1036 00:44:31,724 --> 00:44:34,896 WHERE YOU BEEN, HUH? 1037 00:44:34,896 --> 00:44:35,758 WHERE YOU BEEN? 1038 00:44:35,758 --> 00:44:37,241 WAITING TO GET HERE. 1039 00:44:37,241 --> 00:44:39,655 HUH? 1040 00:44:39,655 --> 00:44:42,310 YOU BROUGHT ME A CUP? 1041 00:44:42,310 --> 00:44:43,551 LOOK AT THAT. 1042 00:44:43,551 --> 00:44:44,862 THAT IS AWESOME. 1043 00:44:44,862 --> 00:44:46,517 YOU'RE A SUPER DAD. 1044 00:44:46,517 --> 00:44:49,137 THANK YOU, BABY. 1045 00:44:49,137 --> 00:44:51,206 THANK YOU. IT'S MY FAVORITE COLOR, TOO. 1046 00:44:51,206 --> 00:44:52,655 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HOUSTON? 1047 00:44:52,655 --> 00:44:53,827 I LIKE IT. 1048 00:44:53,827 --> 00:44:55,620 -YOU LIKE IT? -YOU LOOK A LOT SMALLER. 1049 00:44:55,620 --> 00:44:56,655 YEAH, I FEEL A LITTLE LIGHTER. 1050 00:44:56,655 --> 00:44:58,517 IT'S JUST LIKE YOUR HIP AREA HERE. 1051 00:44:58,517 --> 00:45:00,034 YEAH. YOU WANT TO SEE DADDY STAND UP? 1052 00:45:00,034 --> 00:45:01,965 -MM-HMM. -ARE YOU EXCITED? 1053 00:45:01,965 --> 00:45:03,241 MM-HMM. 1054 00:45:03,241 --> 00:45:04,413 I WAS LIKE, "HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN YOUR DAD STAND UP?" 1055 00:45:04,413 --> 00:45:05,793 SHE SAID, "NO, I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM." 1056 00:45:05,793 --> 00:45:07,448 ALL RIGHT, LET'S DO IT. 1057 00:45:09,862 --> 00:45:12,137 WE'LL STAND BACK HERE. 1058 00:45:13,586 --> 00:45:17,275 YOU WANT TO STAND MY WALKER OVER HERE? 1059 00:45:17,275 --> 00:45:19,379 I'LL GIVE IT A SHOT FOR YOU. 1060 00:45:19,379 --> 00:45:21,965 THERE YOU GO. 1061 00:45:21,965 --> 00:45:23,793 HOLD IT DOWN, MOMMY. 1062 00:45:23,793 --> 00:45:24,689 THERE HE GOES. 1063 00:45:24,689 --> 00:45:27,517 DADDY! 1064 00:45:27,517 --> 00:45:28,620 LOOK THERE! 1065 00:45:28,620 --> 00:45:29,655 THAT'S HOW TALL YOU ARE? 1066 00:45:29,655 --> 00:45:31,793 THAT'S HOW TALL I AM. 1067 00:45:31,793 --> 00:45:34,206 YOU'RE TALLER THAN ME, AND I GO RIGHT HERE TO YOU. 1068 00:45:34,206 --> 00:45:36,862 YOU DO. 1069 00:45:36,862 --> 00:45:39,068 -WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT? -YOU'RE TALLER THAN ME. 1070 00:45:39,068 --> 00:45:42,103 THAT'S CRAZY, AIN'T IT? 1071 00:45:42,103 --> 00:45:43,206 [ GRUNTS ] 1072 00:45:43,206 --> 00:45:44,827 HIGH FIVE. 1073 00:45:44,827 --> 00:45:49,724 ♪♪ 1074 00:45:49,724 --> 00:45:53,103 Cillas: IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE MY DAUGHTER, TO SHOW HER AND JESSICA 1075 00:45:53,103 --> 00:45:55,103 THE PROGRESS I'M MAKING, AND TO PROVE TO THEM 1076 00:45:55,103 --> 00:45:56,931 THINGS ARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT. 1077 00:45:56,931 --> 00:46:06,172 ♪♪ 1078 00:46:06,172 --> 00:46:10,103 -DADA! DADA! -BABIES! 1079 00:46:10,103 --> 00:46:11,241 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 1080 00:46:11,241 --> 00:46:15,000 DADA. 1081 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,965 Cillas: THIS PAST MONTH, I FEEL LIKE I CONTINUE 1082 00:46:16,965 --> 00:46:19,310 TO MAKE A LOT OF GOOD PROGRESS. 1083 00:46:19,310 --> 00:46:22,275 I THINK A LOT OF THAT IS BECAUSE I FINALLY HAVE MY WHOLE FAMILY 1084 00:46:22,275 --> 00:46:26,000 WITH ME, WITH MY OTHER TWO DAUGHTERS HERE IN HOUSTON NOW. 1085 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,931 SO I'VE BEEN EXTREMELY MOTIVATED TO WORK HARDER AND HARDER 1086 00:46:28,931 --> 00:46:30,724 AND DO AS MUCH AS I CAN. 1087 00:46:30,724 --> 00:46:32,551 AND NOW I'M ABLE TO GET IN MY WHEELCHAIR 1088 00:46:32,551 --> 00:46:35,206 TO GET AROUND PRETTY EASILY. 1089 00:46:35,206 --> 00:46:36,931 SO IT'S BEEN A LOT OF FUN TO BE ABLE 1090 00:46:36,931 --> 00:46:39,344 TO GET A CHANGE OF SCENERY WHEN I WANT. 1091 00:46:39,344 --> 00:46:40,965 SO I'M PROUD OF WHERE I AM NOW 1092 00:46:40,965 --> 00:46:45,137 AND TO SEE MY HARD WORK PAYING OFF. 1093 00:46:45,137 --> 00:46:47,517 WHEN I SENT CILLAS TO A REHAB FACILITY, 1094 00:46:47,517 --> 00:46:49,482 Dr. Nowzaradan: I GAVE HIM ONE MONTH TO START GETTING OUT 1095 00:46:49,482 --> 00:46:51,896 OF HIS BED AND STANDING LONG ENOUGH FOR US 1096 00:46:51,896 --> 00:46:54,172 TO DO WEIGHING ON THE STANDING SCALE. 1097 00:46:54,172 --> 00:46:55,758 AND FROM WHAT I'M SEEING SO FAR, 1098 00:46:55,758 --> 00:46:58,655 HE'S BEEN STAYING ON TRACK AND MAKING GOOD PROGRESS. 1099 00:46:58,655 --> 00:47:01,586 BUT HOW MUCH WEIGHT HE LOST TODAY WILL DETERMINE 1100 00:47:01,586 --> 00:47:04,655 WHAT THE NEXT STEPS ARE FOR HIM. 1101 00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:05,724 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1102 00:47:05,724 --> 00:47:07,517 Cillas: COME IN. 1103 00:47:07,517 --> 00:47:09,206 -COME ON! -HELLO. 1104 00:47:09,206 --> 00:47:10,517 HEY, HELLO. 1105 00:47:10,517 --> 00:47:11,827 HOW Y'ALL DOING? 1106 00:47:11,827 --> 00:47:13,275 GOOD, HOW ARE YOU? 1107 00:47:13,275 --> 00:47:14,689 I'M GOOD, THANKS. 1108 00:47:14,689 --> 00:47:16,310 HOW'S YOUR PROGRESS COMING ALONG? 1109 00:47:16,310 --> 00:47:18,275 IT'S GOING GOOD. I'VE DONE GOOD TODAY. 1110 00:47:18,275 --> 00:47:20,172 I WALKED A GOOD WAYS DOWN THE HALLWAY AND STUFF, 1111 00:47:20,172 --> 00:47:21,241 SO I FEEL GOOD. 1112 00:47:21,241 --> 00:47:22,827 THAT'S GREAT. 1113 00:47:22,827 --> 00:47:25,586 ARE YOU ABLE TO SIT UP AND GET IN A WHEELCHAIR? 1114 00:47:25,586 --> 00:47:27,448 YEAH. LET ME SEE. 1115 00:47:27,448 --> 00:47:35,000 ♪♪ 1116 00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:35,931 ALL RIGHT. 1117 00:47:35,931 --> 00:47:37,724 SO NOW THE BIG FINALE. 1118 00:47:37,724 --> 00:47:39,000 LET'S GET IN THE WHEELCHAIR 1119 00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:41,931 SO WE CAN WHEEL YOU TO THE SCALE. 1120 00:47:41,931 --> 00:47:44,068 Jessica: YOU'RE ALL RIGHT. 1121 00:47:44,068 --> 00:47:48,310 ♪♪ 1122 00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:52,517 ALL RIGHT. 1123 00:47:52,517 --> 00:47:54,551 HERE YOU GO. 1124 00:47:54,551 --> 00:47:55,862 ALL RIGHT, EXCELLENT. 1125 00:47:55,862 --> 00:47:58,000 SO LET'S CHECK YOUR WEIGHT. 1126 00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:02,206 ♪♪ 1127 00:48:02,206 --> 00:48:03,827 DO THE OXYGEN TANK FORWARD. 1128 00:48:03,827 --> 00:48:05,620 -HERE. -BROOKLYNN OR ONE OF THE GIRLS? 1129 00:48:05,620 --> 00:48:07,275 OKAY. 1130 00:48:07,275 --> 00:48:08,448 CAN YOU COME STAND HERE? 1131 00:48:08,448 --> 00:48:09,793 CAN YOU PUSH ME, BABY? 1132 00:48:09,793 --> 00:48:11,689 Nevaeh: LET'S GO. 1133 00:48:11,689 --> 00:48:16,379 ♪♪ 1134 00:48:16,379 --> 00:48:18,827 ALL RIGHT. 1135 00:48:18,827 --> 00:48:20,344 GO, BABY, GO, GO. 1136 00:48:20,344 --> 00:48:21,655 OKAY. 1137 00:48:21,655 --> 00:48:24,344 GET ME UP TO THE RAMP. 1138 00:48:24,344 --> 00:48:27,758 SQUARE ME UP WITH IT. 1139 00:48:27,758 --> 00:48:29,379 OKAY, WE'RE GOOD. 1140 00:48:29,379 --> 00:48:31,448 JUST HOLD ONTO HERE. 1141 00:48:31,448 --> 00:48:32,413 YEAH. 1142 00:48:32,413 --> 00:48:33,724 YOU CAN STAND UP, DAD. 1143 00:48:33,724 --> 00:48:35,413 GIVE ME A LITTLE TUG, BABY. 1144 00:48:35,413 --> 00:48:39,344 ♪♪ 1145 00:48:39,344 --> 00:48:41,620 [ SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY ] 1146 00:48:43,275 --> 00:48:44,344 ALL RIGHT.GO, DADDY. 1147 00:48:44,344 --> 00:48:45,724 ON THIS SIDE. 1148 00:48:45,724 --> 00:48:47,758 GOOD, DADDY. 1149 00:48:47,758 --> 00:48:49,793 EXCELLENT. YOU'RE DOING GREAT. 1150 00:48:49,793 --> 00:48:54,172 SO, YOU WERE 591 A MONTH AGO. 1151 00:48:54,172 --> 00:48:56,448 AND TODAY, YOU'RE AT 518. 1152 00:48:56,448 --> 00:48:59,620 THAT'S ANOTHER 73 POUND YOU LOST THIS PAST MONTH, 1153 00:48:59,620 --> 00:49:01,517 WHICH IS FANTASTIC. 1154 00:49:01,517 --> 00:49:03,655 YOU CAN SIT BACK DOWN. 1155 00:49:03,655 --> 00:49:08,068 ♪♪ 1156 00:49:08,068 --> 00:49:09,482 OKAY. 1157 00:49:09,482 --> 00:49:12,482 ALL RIGHT, THAT'S GOOD! 1158 00:49:12,482 --> 00:49:15,241 YOU'RE DOING GREAT, AND I'M PROUD OF YOU, CILLAS. 1159 00:49:15,241 --> 00:49:18,034 YOU STUCK TO THE PROGRAM AND COME A LONG WAY 1160 00:49:18,034 --> 00:49:19,758 IN A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. 1161 00:49:19,758 --> 00:49:21,344 Cillas: WHAT'S MY WEIGHT TO GET MY SURGERY? 1162 00:49:21,344 --> 00:49:25,034 WELL, YOU'RE GETTING THERE, BUT DON'T GET AHEAD OF YOURSELF. 1163 00:49:25,034 --> 00:49:27,689 THE FACT THAT YOU'RE USING OXYGEN IS A PROBLEM, 1164 00:49:27,689 --> 00:49:30,379 SO WE NEED TO GET YOU OFF THAT THAT FIRST. 1165 00:49:30,379 --> 00:49:32,517 UNTIL THEN, IF YOU'RE STILL SHORT OF BREATH, 1166 00:49:32,517 --> 00:49:35,482 YOUR SYSTEM WILL BE TOO WEEK TO SURVIVE THE SURGERY. 1167 00:49:35,482 --> 00:49:37,965 SO WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS TO SEND YOU HOME 1168 00:49:37,965 --> 00:49:40,034 IN A COUPLE WEEKS BECAUSE I WANT YOU 1169 00:49:40,034 --> 00:49:41,793 TO MAKE A LITTLE BIT MORE PROGRESS 1170 00:49:41,793 --> 00:49:44,034 WITH YOUR PT BEFORE YOU LEAVE. 1171 00:49:44,034 --> 00:49:45,586 THEN ONCE YOU'RE HOME, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE 1172 00:49:45,586 --> 00:49:48,482 A WEIGHT LOSS GOAL OF 70 POUNDS OVER TWO MONTHS, 1173 00:49:48,482 --> 00:49:51,000 LIKE YOU DID HERE, BECAUSE I NEED TO SEE 1174 00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:53,310 YOU'RE ABLE TO DO THIS ON YOUR OWN. 1175 00:49:53,310 --> 00:49:56,000 'CAUSE ONCE YOU GET IN THE HOME ENVIRONMENT, 1176 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,137 IF YOU DON'T LOSE WEIGHT, THEN WE GOT A PROBLEM. 1177 00:49:58,137 --> 00:50:00,137 OH, YES, SIR. NO, NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE. 1178 00:50:00,137 --> 00:50:02,827 BUT IF YOU HIT YOUR GOAL AND SHOW ME YOU CAN DO THIS 1179 00:50:02,827 --> 00:50:05,241 ON YOUR OWN, AND YOUR SYSTEM IS STRONG ENOUGH 1180 00:50:05,241 --> 00:50:08,241 AT THAT POINT TO STOP USING OXYGEN, 1181 00:50:08,241 --> 00:50:10,620 THEN WE'LL MOVE AHEAD WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1182 00:50:10,620 --> 00:50:11,931 -OKAY. -OKAY? 1183 00:50:11,931 --> 00:50:15,344 I'M ENCOURAGED WITH YOUR PROGRESS, AND YOU'RE DOING GOOD. 1184 00:50:15,344 --> 00:50:16,551 THANK YOU, SIR. 1185 00:50:16,551 --> 00:50:19,034 WELL, NICE TO SEE Y'ALL AGAIN. YOU TAKE CARE. 1186 00:50:19,034 --> 00:50:20,206 -THANK YOU. -ALL RIGHT. 1187 00:50:20,206 --> 00:50:21,103 SEE YOU LATER. 1188 00:50:21,103 --> 00:50:23,448 ALL RIGHT, SEE Y'ALL LATER, OKAY? 1189 00:50:23,448 --> 00:50:25,310 LET'S GO BACK. I'M READY TO GO BACK TO MY ROOM. 1190 00:50:25,310 --> 00:50:26,965 PRETTY PROUD OF YOU.THANK YOU. 1191 00:50:26,965 --> 00:50:29,068 HOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH LAST WEEK? 1192 00:50:29,068 --> 00:50:30,482 HIGH FIVE, BABY. WHAT? 1193 00:50:30,482 --> 00:50:33,103 HIGH FIVE. 1194 00:50:33,103 --> 00:50:36,344 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY HAPPY WITH THE PROGRESS CILLAS HAS MADE SO FAR. 1195 00:50:36,344 --> 00:50:38,172 HE HAS COME A REALLY LONG WAY, 1196 00:50:38,172 --> 00:50:40,620 AND I AM IMPRESSED WITH HIS HARD WORK. 1197 00:50:40,620 --> 00:50:43,655 BUT HE'S ALSO GONNA NEED TO SHOW ME HE CAN CONTINUE 1198 00:50:43,655 --> 00:50:45,931 HIS WEIGHT LOSS AND PROGRESS ON HIS OWN, 1199 00:50:45,931 --> 00:50:48,000 OUTSIDE OF A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT. 1200 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,689 AND THAT'S GONNA BE THE REAL TEST FOR HIM. 1201 00:50:50,689 --> 00:50:53,241 SO FAR, HE'S BEEN ABLE TO STAY MOTIVATED, 1202 00:50:53,241 --> 00:50:56,275 AND HE'S GONNA NEED TO KEEP THAT UP IN THE REAL WORLD 1203 00:50:56,275 --> 00:50:59,034 TO SHOW ME HE'S GONNA BE READY FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY 1204 00:50:59,034 --> 00:51:01,655 AND THAT HE'S NOT GONNA START MAKING EXCUSES 1205 00:51:01,655 --> 00:51:03,000 TO OVEREAT AGAIN. 1206 00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,896 BECAUSE IF HE DOES, THERE'LL BE NO WAY 1207 00:51:04,896 --> 00:51:07,172 WE CAN MOVE AHEAD WITH HIS WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1208 00:51:07,172 --> 00:51:09,137 AND HIS SITUATION WON'T BE GOOD 1209 00:51:09,137 --> 00:51:12,034 BECAUSE HE STILL CAN'T AFFORD TO WASTE ANY TIME. 1210 00:51:12,034 --> 00:51:14,482 SO EVERYTHING FOR HIM IS GONNA BE RIDING ON 1211 00:51:14,482 --> 00:51:16,103 THESE NEXT COUPLE OF MONTHS 1212 00:51:16,103 --> 00:51:20,517 AND WHETHER HE DOES WHAT HE NEEDS OR NOT. 1213 00:51:20,517 --> 00:51:23,137 Cillas: I'M GOOD WITH HOW THINGS WENT TODAY. 1214 00:51:23,137 --> 00:51:25,620 I GET TO GO HOME SOON, AND I KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO 1215 00:51:25,620 --> 00:51:28,551 TO GET WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY, AND I'M EXCITED TO SEE 1216 00:51:28,551 --> 00:51:31,413 OUR NEW PLACE AND TO BE WITH MY FAMILY. 1217 00:51:31,413 --> 00:51:34,931 I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT SCENARIO FOR ME THEN. 1218 00:51:34,931 --> 00:51:38,551 BUT LIKE JESSICA SAYS, IT'S DO OR DIE, 1219 00:51:38,551 --> 00:51:40,551 AND I DON'T WANT TO DIE. 1220 00:51:40,551 --> 00:51:42,275 SO, I'M GONNA DO IT. 1221 00:51:47,827 --> 00:51:55,724 ♪♪ 1222 00:51:55,724 --> 00:52:01,827 ♪♪ 1223 00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:05,724 ONE...TWO...THREE... 1224 00:52:05,724 --> 00:52:07,758 Cillas: I'VE BEEN HOME FOR A MONTH NOW, 1225 00:52:07,758 --> 00:52:11,344 AND BEING BACK WITH MY FAMILY HAS BEEN REALLY NICE. 1226 00:52:11,344 --> 00:52:13,344 I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR MONTHS, 1227 00:52:13,344 --> 00:52:15,827 AND IT'S A BIG ADJUSTMENT TO GO BACK INTO AN ENVIRONMENT 1228 00:52:15,827 --> 00:52:18,482 THAT ISN'T AS CONTROLLED. 1229 00:52:18,482 --> 00:52:20,172 UM, YOU WANT TO TRY TO WALK. 1230 00:52:20,172 --> 00:52:21,206 YOU JUST STAY CLOSE WITH MY CHAIR 1231 00:52:21,206 --> 00:52:22,206 IN CASE I NEED TO SIT DOWN? 1232 00:52:22,206 --> 00:52:23,517 YEAH. 1233 00:52:23,517 --> 00:52:25,413 SO I HAVE TO STAY MOTIVATED 1234 00:52:25,413 --> 00:52:28,206 AND KEEP AT IT COMPLETELY ON MY OWN. 1235 00:52:28,206 --> 00:52:30,241 AND SO FAR, I'VE DONE THAT. 1236 00:52:30,241 --> 00:52:33,344 I'VE NOT SKIPPED A SINGLE EXERCISE. 1237 00:52:33,344 --> 00:52:35,689 BUT GETTING UP WITHOUT A BUNCH OF PEOPLE AROUND 1238 00:52:35,689 --> 00:52:39,551 WHO I KNOW CAN HOLD ME IF I FALL IS SCARY. 1239 00:52:39,551 --> 00:52:41,689 SO THAT'S ANOTHER THING THAT'S DIFFERENT HERE 1240 00:52:41,689 --> 00:52:43,413 THAT MAKES IT A LITTLE HARDER. 1241 00:52:43,413 --> 00:52:52,724 ♪♪ 1242 00:52:52,724 --> 00:52:54,310 Jessica: HAVING CILLAS HOME HAS BEEN PRETTY NICE. 1243 00:52:54,310 --> 00:52:56,758 IT'S BEEN AN ADJUSTMENT, MAKING TIME FOR EXERCISE 1244 00:52:56,758 --> 00:52:58,448 AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE DIFFERENT FOODS 1245 00:52:58,448 --> 00:53:01,068 AND DIET AND ALL THAT, BUT IT'S BEEN NICE. 1246 00:53:01,068 --> 00:53:03,137 CILLAS IS VERY DETERMINED AND VERY STICKING WITH IT, 1247 00:53:03,137 --> 00:53:05,241 AND HE'S HAPPIER, TOO. 1248 00:53:05,241 --> 00:53:06,827 HE'S DOING REALLY GOOD. I'M REALLY PROUD OF HIM. 1249 00:53:06,827 --> 00:53:15,068 ♪♪ 1250 00:53:15,068 --> 00:53:17,689 ♪♪ 1251 00:53:17,689 --> 00:53:19,655 Cillas: THE EVEN BIGGER STRUGGLE WAS BEING AROUND 1252 00:53:19,655 --> 00:53:21,482 A LOT OF TEMPTATION WITH THE FOOD WE HAVE 1253 00:53:21,482 --> 00:53:24,413 IN THE APARTMENT FOR THE REST OF THE FAMILY. 1254 00:53:24,413 --> 00:53:26,275 BUT DR. NOW WARNED ME ABOUT THAT, 1255 00:53:26,275 --> 00:53:29,413 AND I'M NOT USING THAT AS AN EXCUSE. 1256 00:53:29,413 --> 00:53:32,448 I'M STILL FOCUSING AND PUSHING MYSELF TO WORK HARD 1257 00:53:32,448 --> 00:53:34,551 AND HIT DR. NOW'S GOAL. 1258 00:53:37,896 --> 00:53:40,103 I MAY HAVE LOST A COUPLE WEEKS ADJUSTING BACK 1259 00:53:40,103 --> 00:53:43,620 WHERE I DIDN'T MAKE AS MUCH PROGRESS AS I WOULD'VE LIKED, 1260 00:53:43,620 --> 00:53:46,034 BUT OVERALL, I KNOW I'VE BEEN MOVING AHEAD 1261 00:53:46,034 --> 00:53:47,620 AND MAKING PROGRESS. 1262 00:53:47,620 --> 00:53:49,862 AND THIS NEXT MONTH, I PLAN TO DO EVEN BETTER 1263 00:53:49,862 --> 00:53:53,034 AND GET TO DR. NOW'S GOAL SO WHEN I GO BACK, 1264 00:53:53,034 --> 00:53:56,620 I CAN GET APPROVED FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1265 00:53:56,620 --> 00:53:59,517 MY LIFE AND ALL THAT MY FAMILY HAS SACRIFICED 1266 00:53:59,517 --> 00:54:03,000 IS RIDING ON THIS, AND I HAVE TO MAKE THEM PROUD 1267 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:06,448 NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS OR WHAT I FACE. 1268 00:54:06,448 --> 00:54:15,379 ♪♪ 1269 00:54:15,379 --> 00:54:18,379 ♪♪ 1270 00:54:18,379 --> 00:54:21,448 I'M HEADED BACK TO SEE DR. NOW FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT 1271 00:54:21,448 --> 00:54:24,310 TO FIND OUT IF I HIT MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL. 1272 00:54:24,310 --> 00:54:28,413 AND TO SAY I'M NERVOUS WOULD BE A BIG UNDERSTATEMENT. 1273 00:54:28,413 --> 00:54:30,827 THESE PAST TWO MONTHS HAVE BEEN MORE OF A STRUGGLE 1274 00:54:30,827 --> 00:54:33,137 THAN I THOUGHT, BUT I'VE STILL WORKED HARD, 1275 00:54:33,137 --> 00:54:35,586 AND I FEEL LIKE I'VE MADE SOME GOOD PROGRESS. 1276 00:54:35,586 --> 00:54:37,620 SOMEBODY HAND MY OXYGEN BAG, PLEASE. 1277 00:54:37,620 --> 00:54:45,068 ♪♪ 1278 00:54:45,068 --> 00:54:46,793 PUSH ME. 1279 00:54:46,793 --> 00:54:55,413 ♪♪ 1280 00:54:55,413 --> 00:54:58,241 ♪♪ 1281 00:54:58,241 --> 00:55:00,241 CILLAS GIVENS. 1282 00:55:01,827 --> 00:55:04,689 TWO MONTHS AGO WHEN I LEFT THE REHAB FACILITY, 1283 00:55:04,689 --> 00:55:08,482 I WAS DOWN TO 518 AND DR. NOW TOLD ME 1284 00:55:08,482 --> 00:55:11,689 THE NEEDED TO LOSE 70 POUNDS BY TODAY. 1285 00:55:11,689 --> 00:55:14,448 SO THAT MEANS THE NUMBER ON THE SCALE NEEDS TO BE AT 1286 00:55:14,448 --> 00:55:17,827 OR BELOW 44 POUNDS, 1287 00:55:17,827 --> 00:55:20,275 SO THAT'S WHAT I REALLY HOPE TO SEE. 1288 00:55:20,275 --> 00:55:29,793 ♪♪ 1289 00:55:32,448 --> 00:55:35,724 NO, IT'S NOT GOOD AT ALL. 1290 00:55:35,724 --> 00:55:37,172 IT'S OKAY, BABE. 1291 00:55:37,172 --> 00:55:43,241 I CAN'T SIT UP ANY LONGER. 1292 00:55:43,241 --> 00:55:44,379 Nurse: IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 1293 00:55:44,379 --> 00:55:45,689 MY BACK IS REALLY HURTING. 1294 00:55:45,689 --> 00:55:47,172 IS THERE SOMEWHERE I CAN LAY DOWN AT? 1295 00:55:47,172 --> 00:55:48,896 YEAH, YOU CAN GO OVER TO ROOM 10. 1296 00:55:48,896 --> 00:55:50,862 OKAY. 1297 00:55:50,862 --> 00:55:54,172 THAT'S EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTING, 1298 00:55:54,172 --> 00:55:56,965 AND I'M REALLY UPSET WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW 1299 00:55:56,965 --> 00:56:01,551 BECAUSE I JUST WASTED TWO MONTHS AND SET MYSELF BACK. 1300 00:56:01,551 --> 00:56:05,000 I DON'T KNOW WHAT DR. NOW IS GOING TO DO, 1301 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:06,517 BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT GOING TO MEAN 1302 00:56:06,517 --> 00:56:09,448 THAT I'M GETTING WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1303 00:56:09,448 --> 00:56:11,931 SO THAT WASN'T WHAT I WANTED TO SEE. 1304 00:56:11,931 --> 00:56:16,758 ♪♪ 1305 00:56:16,758 --> 00:56:19,137 SCOOT OVER. SCOOT OVER. 1306 00:56:19,137 --> 00:56:26,586 ♪♪ 1307 00:56:26,586 --> 00:56:28,517 COME ON, NEVAEH. YOU NEED TO GET OVER SIT NOW. 1308 00:56:28,517 --> 00:56:32,137 CILLAS IS GOING TO SIT NEXT TO ME. 1309 00:56:32,137 --> 00:56:35,551 [ PANTING ] 1310 00:56:35,551 --> 00:56:38,724 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1311 00:56:38,724 --> 00:56:40,103 -HELLO. -HELLO. 1312 00:56:40,103 --> 00:56:42,448 -HOW Y'ALL DOING? -GOOD, HOW ARE YOU? 1313 00:56:42,448 --> 00:56:43,689 Dr. Nowzaradan: ALL RIGHT. 1314 00:56:43,689 --> 00:56:45,724 CILLAS, IT LOOKS LIKE OVER THE PAST TWO MONTHS 1315 00:56:45,724 --> 00:56:48,689 YOU HAVEN'T LOST ANYTHING, SO WHAT'S GOING ON? 1316 00:56:48,689 --> 00:56:50,551 I DON'T KNOW. 1317 00:56:50,551 --> 00:56:52,448 I'M NOT VERY HAPPY WITH MYSELF. 1318 00:56:52,448 --> 00:56:53,689 WELL, THAT'S AN ISSUE. 1319 00:56:53,689 --> 00:56:57,275 YOU KNOW, IN CONTROL EVERYBODY LOSES WEIGHT 1320 00:56:57,275 --> 00:57:01,344 BUT WHEN THEY GO HOME THEY DIP BACK A LITTLE BACK 1321 00:57:01,344 --> 00:57:03,620 AND THEY STILL THINK THEY'RE NOT EATING VERY MUCH. 1322 00:57:03,620 --> 00:57:04,689 RIGHT. 1323 00:57:04,689 --> 00:57:05,862 BUT YOU'RE STILL EATING TOO MUCH 1324 00:57:05,862 --> 00:57:07,655 AND YOU DON'T THINK YOU ARE. 1325 00:57:07,655 --> 00:57:09,137 I GOT TO BE, I MEAN, THAT'S GOT TO BE IT. 1326 00:57:09,137 --> 00:57:11,413 I MEAN, I'M NOT -- THAT'S GOT TO BE... 1327 00:57:11,413 --> 00:57:15,103 YOU KNOW, I JUST NEED TO EAT LESS I GUESS. 1328 00:57:15,103 --> 00:57:16,379 YOU KNOW, I'M REALLY UPSET WITH MYSELF. 1329 00:57:16,379 --> 00:57:17,551 YOU NOW WHAT I MEAN? 1330 00:57:17,551 --> 00:57:18,896 I KNOW I NEED TO EAT BETTER AND WORK OUT MORE. 1331 00:57:18,896 --> 00:57:22,344 I'VE HAD PAIN IN MY BACK THAT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN THOUGH. 1332 00:57:22,344 --> 00:57:23,689 LIKE, I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN THE PAINT 1333 00:57:23,689 --> 00:57:24,896 THAT I'M HAVING IN MY BACK. 1334 00:57:24,896 --> 00:57:26,965 WHAT'S CAUSING IT IS THAT YOU'RE STILL OVER 1335 00:57:26,965 --> 00:57:29,896 500 POUNDS, SO NO EXCUSES. 1336 00:57:29,896 --> 00:57:32,586 DO YOUR EXERCISES AND STICK TO THE DIET, 1337 00:57:32,586 --> 00:57:35,344 BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, YOU'RE GOING TO START GAINING AGAIN. 1338 00:57:35,344 --> 00:57:38,137 AND IF THAT HAPPENS, THEN THAT'LL BE IT FOR YOU. 1339 00:57:38,137 --> 00:57:39,620 YOU GOT IT? I UNDERSTAND THAT. 1340 00:57:39,620 --> 00:57:40,793 OKAY? I UNDERSTAND THAT. 1341 00:57:40,793 --> 00:57:42,793 YOU DID WELL AT THE START, CILLAS, 1342 00:57:42,793 --> 00:57:44,689 BUT I STILL NEED TO SEE THAT YOU'RE WILLING 1343 00:57:44,689 --> 00:57:46,413 TO DO WHAT YOU NEED ON YOU'RE OWN. 1344 00:57:46,413 --> 00:57:49,931 YOU SHOW ME THAT, THEN WE'LL HEAD WITH THE NEXT STEPS 1345 00:57:49,931 --> 00:57:52,827 AND CONSIDER YOU FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. OKAY? 1346 00:57:52,827 --> 00:57:54,000 -YES, SIR. -OKAY? 1347 00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:56,172 -YES, SIR. -I'LL KEEP YOUR GOAL THE SAME -- 1348 00:57:56,172 --> 00:57:59,655 LOSE 70 POUNDS OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS. OKAY? 1349 00:57:59,655 --> 00:58:00,758 -OKAY. -ALL RIGHT. 1350 00:58:00,758 --> 00:58:02,103 I'LL SEE YOU BOTH SOON. 1351 00:58:02,103 --> 00:58:04,172 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, GIVE ME A CALL. 1352 00:58:04,172 --> 00:58:07,586 BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HERE IN TWO MONTHS 1353 00:58:07,586 --> 00:58:09,862 AND AT LEAST 70 POUNDS LATER. 1354 00:58:09,862 --> 00:58:12,103 AND WE STILL NEED TO GET YOU OFF THE OXYGEN, 1355 00:58:12,103 --> 00:58:14,724 AND WEIGHT LOSS WILL HELP WITH THAT. 1356 00:58:14,724 --> 00:58:16,379 WELL, NICE TO SEE YOU GUYS.THANK YOU. 1357 00:58:16,379 --> 00:58:18,310 DON'T GIVE UP. JUST STICK WITH IT, OKAY? 1358 00:58:18,310 --> 00:58:19,620 ALL RIGHT, WE'LL DO IT.ALL RIGHT. 1359 00:58:19,620 --> 00:58:22,896 THANK YOU SO MUCH.YOU'RE WELCOME. 1360 00:58:22,896 --> 00:58:26,413 IT IS DISAPPOINTING TO SEE CILLAS' LACK OF PROGRESS 1361 00:58:26,413 --> 00:58:28,103 OVER THE LAST TWO MONTHS, 1362 00:58:28,103 --> 00:58:31,206 ESPECIALLY AFTER HE DID SO WELL IN THE BEGINNING. 1363 00:58:31,206 --> 00:58:34,000 IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE FOR ANYONE TO STRUGGLE 1364 00:58:34,000 --> 00:58:36,344 GOING FROM A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT 1365 00:58:36,344 --> 00:58:39,137 BACK TO THE REAL WORLD, BUT FOR HIM TO LOSE 1366 00:58:39,137 --> 00:58:42,137 ALMOST NOTHING IN THAT TIME IS VERY CONCERNING. 1367 00:58:42,137 --> 00:58:44,344 SO HE IS AT A CROSSROADS RIGHT NOW 1368 00:58:44,344 --> 00:58:47,896 WHERE HE CAN EAT AND CONTINUE TO GO BACK TO HIS OLD HABITS 1369 00:58:47,896 --> 00:58:49,793 TO WHERE HE'LL START TO GAIN AGAIN 1370 00:58:49,793 --> 00:58:52,724 AND ENDS UP BACK OVER 700 POUNDS, 1371 00:58:52,724 --> 00:58:55,896 OR HE FINDS HIS MOTIVATION ONCE MORE AND STARTS DOING 1372 00:58:55,896 --> 00:58:59,344 WHAT HE NEEDS SO HE DOESN'T LOSE THIS CHANCE TO SAVE HIS LIFE 1373 00:58:59,344 --> 00:59:01,586 BECAUSE HE'S NOT GOING TO SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH 1374 00:59:01,586 --> 00:59:03,413 TO GET ANOTHER. 1375 00:59:03,413 --> 00:59:06,275 ♪♪ 1376 00:59:06,275 --> 00:59:08,034 I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID THE ONE THING 1377 00:59:08,034 --> 00:59:11,827 I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDN'T, AND IT LED TO ME FAILING 1378 00:59:11,827 --> 00:59:13,689 TO HIT MY GOAL. 1379 00:59:13,689 --> 00:59:17,517 SO I'M STILL ASHAMED AND REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF, 1380 00:59:17,517 --> 00:59:19,724 BUT I'M THANKFUL I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE 1381 00:59:19,724 --> 00:59:24,413 TO SHOW DR. NOW AND MY FAMILY THAT I'M GOING TO DO THIS, 1382 00:59:24,413 --> 00:59:28,793 AND I'M GOING TO GO BACK AND WORK EVEN HARDER THIS TIME 1383 00:59:28,793 --> 00:59:31,896 SO THAT NO MATTER WHAT, WHEN I COME BACK HERE, 1384 00:59:31,896 --> 00:59:34,137 I'LL HAVE HIT MY GOAL AND GET APPROVED 1385 00:59:34,137 --> 00:59:38,517 FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1386 00:59:38,517 --> 00:59:42,172 THIS WAS A BIG WAKE UP CALL BECAUSE I KNOW I'M NOT 1387 00:59:42,172 --> 00:59:43,758 GOING TO GET ANOTHER CHANCE. 1388 00:59:49,241 --> 00:59:56,965 ♪♪ 1389 00:59:56,965 --> 01:00:02,620 ♪♪ 1390 01:00:02,620 --> 01:00:04,172 HOLD ON. THERE YOU GO, YEAH. 1391 01:00:04,172 --> 01:00:05,931 Cillas: MY LAST APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW 1392 01:00:05,931 --> 01:00:08,793 WAS A WAKE UP CALL, AND I'M DETERMINED TO DO BETTER 1393 01:00:08,793 --> 01:00:11,000 AND HIT THE GOAL I NEED THIS TIME. 1394 01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:13,517 AND I'VE STARTED DOING WATER AEROBICS. 1395 01:00:13,517 --> 01:00:15,896 NO, YOU'RE GOOD. YOU'RE GREAT. 1396 01:00:15,896 --> 01:00:17,620 Man: ALL RIGHT. YOU READY? 1397 01:00:17,620 --> 01:00:20,724 AND IT'S HELP ME TO START MAKING PROGRESS AGAIN 1398 01:00:20,724 --> 01:00:23,586 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I CAN DO MORE, 1399 01:00:23,586 --> 01:00:26,172 AND MY BACK ISN'T HURTING AS MUCH SINCE I'M WORKING 1400 01:00:26,172 --> 01:00:28,689 THOSE MUSCLES OUT. 1401 01:00:28,689 --> 01:00:33,172 WE'LL ALL GET CHANGED, OKAY? 1402 01:00:33,172 --> 01:00:35,586 THE OTHER THING IS THAT I'M LIMITED FOR HOW LONG 1403 01:00:35,586 --> 01:00:38,310 I'M ABLE TO BE IN THE POOL BECAUSE I CAN'T HAVE 1404 01:00:38,310 --> 01:00:41,931 MY OXYGEN WITH ME IN THE WATER 1405 01:00:41,931 --> 01:00:44,103 AND I DON'T WANT TO PUSH MYSELF OR OVERDO IT, 1406 01:00:44,103 --> 01:00:46,413 SO WHENEVER I START TO FEEL A LITTLE WINDED, 1407 01:00:46,413 --> 01:00:48,896 I STOP. 1408 01:00:48,896 --> 01:00:53,517 BUT SO FAR, I HAVEN'T STRUGGLED AND I FELT REALLY GOOD DOING IT. 1409 01:00:53,517 --> 01:00:58,379 ♪♪ 1410 01:00:58,379 --> 01:01:00,275 BEING ABLE TO DO STUFF LIKE THIS 1411 01:01:00,275 --> 01:01:03,379 MAKES ME WANT TO WORK EVEN HARDER, 1412 01:01:03,379 --> 01:01:06,793 NOT ONLY WITH MY EXERCISES, BUT WITH MY DIET, TOO. 1413 01:01:06,793 --> 01:01:10,000 COME ON. THE LAST LITTLE BIT, COME ON. 1414 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:12,000 [ LAUGHS ] 1415 01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:20,379 ♪♪ 1416 01:01:20,379 --> 01:01:22,655 ME AND JESSICA ARE BEING A LOT MORE STRICT. 1417 01:01:22,655 --> 01:01:25,241 WITH WHAT I EAT, SO NO CARBS AND WE'VE CUT 1418 01:01:25,241 --> 01:01:28,379 MY PORTIONS DOWN TO SMALLER SIZES. 1419 01:01:28,379 --> 01:01:30,241 SO I FEEL LIKE I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK 1420 01:01:30,241 --> 01:01:33,586 AND I'M DOING GOOD, AT LEAST I REALLY HOPE I AM. 1421 01:01:33,586 --> 01:01:35,206 I'M JUST HOPING TO NOT HAVE ANYMORE SETBACKS. 1422 01:01:35,206 --> 01:01:36,551 I LOOK AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT WITH HIM 1423 01:01:36,551 --> 01:01:40,103 AS A SETBACK BECAUSE I DIDN'T MET THE GOAL THAT I HAD. 1424 01:01:40,103 --> 01:01:42,103 SINCE THEN, EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN DOING 1425 01:01:42,103 --> 01:01:45,482 HAS BEEN TO MAKE SURE I DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT THAT 1426 01:01:45,482 --> 01:01:48,206 BECAUSE I CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN. 1427 01:01:48,206 --> 01:01:51,482 IF IT DOES, I KNOW MY FAMILY WILL BE DEVASTATED, 1428 01:01:51,482 --> 01:01:55,206 SO I'M MAKING SURE THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN. 1429 01:01:55,206 --> 01:01:58,000 THIS HASN'T BEEN EASY, BUT NO ONE SAID IT WOULD, 1430 01:01:58,000 --> 01:02:00,689 SO I'M TRYING TO RISE TO THE CHALLENGE. 1431 01:02:00,689 --> 01:02:03,551 I GUESS I CAN FIT IN HERE NOW. LET ME IN HERE. 1432 01:02:03,551 --> 01:02:06,206 RIGHT NOW, I FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT WHERE I'M AT 1433 01:02:06,206 --> 01:02:08,517 AND I FEEL CONFIDENT THAT IF I KEEP IT UP 1434 01:02:08,517 --> 01:02:11,103 I'LL BE RIGHT WHERE I NEED TO BE WHEN I GO BACK TO SEE 1435 01:02:11,103 --> 01:02:12,862 DR. NOW NEXT MONTH. 1436 01:02:12,862 --> 01:02:21,793 ♪♪ 1437 01:02:21,793 --> 01:02:24,379 ♪♪ 1438 01:02:24,379 --> 01:02:27,413 I'M HEADING TO DR. NOW FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT, 1439 01:02:27,413 --> 01:02:29,241 AND I'M JUST PRYING AS HARD AS I CAN 1440 01:02:29,241 --> 01:02:32,482 THAT I HIT MY GOAL THIS TIME. 1441 01:02:32,482 --> 01:02:35,241 I'VE TRIED MY HARDEST FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS, 1442 01:02:35,241 --> 01:02:37,241 AND I'M HOPING THAT I SEE THE RESULT 1443 01:02:37,241 --> 01:02:39,931 I NEED FROM THAT TODAY. 1444 01:02:39,931 --> 01:02:43,241 ASIDE FROM MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL, I WANTED TO BE AT A PLACE 1445 01:02:43,241 --> 01:02:46,034 WHERE I CAN WALK INTO THE CLINIC INSTEAD OF HAVING TO USE 1446 01:02:46,034 --> 01:02:47,586 A WHEELCHAIR AGAIN. 1447 01:02:47,586 --> 01:02:52,655 ♪♪ 1448 01:02:52,655 --> 01:02:55,413 SO I'VE BEEN WORKING TO BUILD UP MY STAMINA 1449 01:02:55,413 --> 01:02:59,620 TO SHOW DR. NOW THAT I'M DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO IMPROVE. 1450 01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:03,310 WATCH OUT FOR THAT LEDGE. YOU GOT IT. 1451 01:03:03,310 --> 01:03:06,655 GOOD JOB, BABE. SEE, I'M PROUD OF YOU 1452 01:03:09,103 --> 01:03:11,206 YOU GOT IT? 1453 01:03:11,206 --> 01:03:13,586 BUT I KNOW, ULTIMATELY, IT'S ALL GOING TO COME DOWN 1454 01:03:13,586 --> 01:03:15,241 TO MY WEIGH IN. 1455 01:03:15,241 --> 01:03:18,068 CILLAS GIVENS. 1456 01:03:18,068 --> 01:03:20,103 AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT TWO MONTHS AGO, 1457 01:03:20,103 --> 01:03:24,379 I WAS AT 513 AND DR. NOW GAVE ME THE SAME GOAL 1458 01:03:24,379 --> 01:03:28,241 OF LOSING 70 POUNDS BY TODAY. 1459 01:03:28,241 --> 01:03:32,448 SO THAT MEANS I HAVE TO BE AT OR BELOW 443 POUNDS 1460 01:03:32,448 --> 01:03:34,172 TO HAVE HIT MY GOAL. 1461 01:03:34,172 --> 01:03:41,310 ♪♪ 1462 01:03:41,310 --> 01:03:44,517 ♪♪ 1463 01:03:44,517 --> 01:03:51,344 ♪♪ 1464 01:03:51,344 --> 01:03:55,310 PART OF ME'S HAPPY THAT I DID A LOT BETTER THIS TIME, 1465 01:03:55,310 --> 01:03:57,586 BUT I'M STILL REALLY UPSET AND SCARED 1466 01:03:57,586 --> 01:04:01,655 'CAUSE I DIDN'T MAKE IT ALL THE WAY TO MY GOAL. 1467 01:04:01,655 --> 01:04:04,000 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS RIGHT NOW. 1468 01:04:06,586 --> 01:04:08,000 -HELLO. -HELLO. 1469 01:04:08,000 --> 01:04:09,482 -HOW Y'ALL DOING? -GOOD, HOW ARE YOU? 1470 01:04:09,482 --> 01:04:13,000 ALL RIGHT. 1471 01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:15,379 HOW'S YOUR PROGRESS GOING, CILLAS? 1472 01:04:15,379 --> 01:04:19,241 WELL, MY WALKING IS IMPROVED 100%. 1473 01:04:19,241 --> 01:04:21,896 I MEAN, I DON'T HAVE HER PUSH ME 1474 01:04:21,896 --> 01:04:23,034 IN THE CHAIR NO MORE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. 1475 01:04:23,034 --> 01:04:25,103 I HAVE HER BEHIND ME 1476 01:04:25,103 --> 01:04:26,413 AND THE CHAIR JUST IN CASE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, 1477 01:04:26,413 --> 01:04:27,827 AS LIKE A SAFETY NET, BUT I DON'T HAVE HER 1478 01:04:27,827 --> 01:04:29,862 WHEELING ME AROUND NO MORE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1479 01:04:29,862 --> 01:04:31,413 AND YOU'RE NOT SO EXHAUSTED 1480 01:04:31,413 --> 01:04:33,758 THAT YOU NEED TO LAY DOWN LIKE LAST TIME, 1481 01:04:33,758 --> 01:04:36,620 SO I CAN SEE THE PROGRESS YOU'RE MAKING WITH YOUR STAMINA, 1482 01:04:36,620 --> 01:04:37,931 AND THAT'S GOOD. 1483 01:04:37,931 --> 01:04:39,241 YOU KNOW, I GET A LITTLE TIRED, BUT I WASN'T -- 1484 01:04:39,241 --> 01:04:40,827 BEFORE, I WAS JUST LIKE... 1485 01:04:40,827 --> 01:04:42,965 MY HEART WAS RACING AND I WAS JUST, YOU KNOW, 1486 01:04:42,965 --> 01:04:46,103 ABOUT TO FREAKING -- YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA PASS OUT. 1487 01:04:46,103 --> 01:04:51,275 SO, YOU MADE A GREAT IMPROVEMENT IN YOUR PHYSICAL ABILITY 1488 01:04:51,275 --> 01:04:54,586 TO BE MOBILE AND WALK AROUND, WHICH IS GOOD. 1489 01:04:54,586 --> 01:04:56,620 BUT WHAT ABOUT YOUR EATING HABITS. 1490 01:04:56,620 --> 01:04:57,896 IT'S REALLY HARD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT MY EATING 1491 01:04:57,896 --> 01:04:59,275 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TRYING REALLY HARD, YOU KNOW. 1492 01:04:59,275 --> 01:05:02,034 I'VE BEEN WEIGHING EVERYTHING OUT, YOU KNOW. 1493 01:05:02,034 --> 01:05:05,586 AND I'M JUST NOT LOSING THE WEIGHT. 1494 01:05:05,586 --> 01:05:06,689 I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT, YOU KNOW, 1495 01:05:06,689 --> 01:05:09,344 AND IT'S STARTING TO GET, LIKE... 1496 01:05:09,344 --> 01:05:10,586 WHAT'S THE PROBLEM HERE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1497 01:05:10,586 --> 01:05:12,103 WHAT IS GOING ON? 1498 01:05:12,103 --> 01:05:14,482 WELL, YOU MADE SOME PROGRESS, WHICH IS GOOD, 1499 01:05:14,482 --> 01:05:17,655 BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING NOT AS MUCH AS IT SHOULD BE. 1500 01:05:17,655 --> 01:05:20,689 AND THE REASON FOR THAT IS YOU'RE STILL EATING TOO MUCH. 1501 01:05:20,689 --> 01:05:21,586 I'M STILL EATING TOO MUCH? 1502 01:05:21,586 --> 01:05:23,206 'CAUSE... 1503 01:05:23,206 --> 01:05:26,965 EITHER YOU'RE NOT COUNTING THE CALORIE RIGHT. 1504 01:05:26,965 --> 01:05:28,758 BUT WITH YOUR RECENT PROGRESS, 1505 01:05:28,758 --> 01:05:33,172 YOU PROBABLY CUT BACK TO BETWEEN 2,000 AND 3,000 CALORIES A DAY, 1506 01:05:33,172 --> 01:05:36,241 WHICH IS BETTER THAN WHAT YOU WERE EATING LAST TIME. 1507 01:05:36,241 --> 01:05:39,310 SO YOU'RE MOVING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, WHICH IS GOOD. 1508 01:05:39,310 --> 01:05:42,068 AND WITH THAT AND YOU'RE IMPROVED PHYSICAL ACTIVITY, 1509 01:05:42,068 --> 01:05:43,896 YOU'RE SHOWING ME YOU'RE WILLING TO WORK HARD 1510 01:05:43,896 --> 01:05:45,517 AT THIS AND YOU'RE TRYING. 1511 01:05:45,517 --> 01:05:48,482 SO I'M GONNA APPROVE YOU FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1512 01:05:48,482 --> 01:05:50,000 OKAY? YES, SIR. 1513 01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:53,068 BUT I'M GONNA SCHEDULE YOUR SURGERY FOR A MONTH FROM NOW. 1514 01:05:53,068 --> 01:05:54,586 OKAY.AND WITH THAT TIME, 1515 01:05:54,586 --> 01:05:56,793 I WANT YOU TO LOSE AT LEAST 25 POUNDS 1516 01:05:56,793 --> 01:05:58,965 TO SHOW ME THAT YOU'RE GONNA STICK WITH IT. 1517 01:05:58,965 --> 01:06:02,758 IF YOU SHOW UP AND YOU HAVEN'T, THEN WE'LL CANCEL YOUR SURGERY. 1518 01:06:02,758 --> 01:06:04,379 GOT IT? YES, SIR. 1519 01:06:04,379 --> 01:06:05,689 ALL RIGHT. AWESOME. 1520 01:06:05,689 --> 01:06:06,827 THAT'S THE BEST NEWS I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME. 1521 01:06:06,827 --> 01:06:08,620 OKAY? YES, SIR. 1522 01:06:08,620 --> 01:06:12,379 OVERALL, YOU HAVE COME A LONG WAY FROM BEING BEDRIDDEN, 1523 01:06:12,379 --> 01:06:15,517 NOT BEING ABLE TO MOVE AROUND 1524 01:06:15,517 --> 01:06:18,965 TO WHERE YOU CAN GET OUT OF BED AND WALK WITH A WALKER. 1525 01:06:18,965 --> 01:06:20,448 SO, DON'T STOP DOING THAT. 1526 01:06:20,448 --> 01:06:21,931 NO, SIR. 1527 01:06:21,931 --> 01:06:24,482 YOU'RE MAKING GOOD PROGRESS, SO DON'T GIVE IT UP, 1528 01:06:24,482 --> 01:06:26,551 AND WE'LL DO WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY ON YOU. 1529 01:06:26,551 --> 01:06:28,068 OKAY?OKAY. ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU, SIR. 1530 01:06:28,068 --> 01:06:29,827 ALL RIGHT, TAKE CARE.YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY. THANK YOU. 1531 01:06:29,827 --> 01:06:31,068 ALL RIGHT, NICE TO SEE YOU GUYS. 1532 01:06:31,068 --> 01:06:32,896 THANK YOU. 1533 01:06:32,896 --> 01:06:37,517 ♪♪ 1534 01:06:37,517 --> 01:06:39,517 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY HAPPY TO SEE CILLAS 1535 01:06:39,517 --> 01:06:43,862 TRYING AND MAKING SOME PROGRESS AGAIN OVER THIS PAST TWO MONTHS. 1536 01:06:43,862 --> 01:06:46,827 SO I THINK HE'S READY FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1537 01:06:46,827 --> 01:06:48,655 AS LONG AS HIS MEDICAL TESTS ARE GOOD 1538 01:06:48,655 --> 01:06:52,000 AND HE KEEPS TRYING AS HARD AS HE CURRENTLY IS. 1539 01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:54,793 SO, HE CAN'T LET HIMSELF GET TOO COMFORTABLE 1540 01:06:54,793 --> 01:06:57,655 AND START TO SLIP UP AND GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION 1541 01:06:57,655 --> 01:06:59,000 BECAUSE IF HE DOES, 1542 01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:03,965 THEN WE WON'T BE MOVING AHEAD WITH HIS OPERATION. 1543 01:07:03,965 --> 01:07:07,068 Cillas: I'M REALLY EXCITED RIGHT NOW, BUT I'M STILL A LITTLE DOWN 1544 01:07:07,068 --> 01:07:10,172 ABOUT NOT HITTING MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL AGAIN. 1545 01:07:10,172 --> 01:07:12,137 BUT I'M HOPING THE SURGERY WILL GIVE ME 1546 01:07:12,137 --> 01:07:16,034 THAT EXTRA BOOST OF WHAT I NEED TO LOSE MORE, 1547 01:07:16,034 --> 01:07:18,275 AND YOU CAN BE DARN SURE I'M GONNA HIT THE GOAL 1548 01:07:18,275 --> 01:07:21,931 DR. NOW GAVE ME FOR MY SURGERY, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES. 1549 01:07:30,689 --> 01:07:36,896 ♪♪ 1550 01:07:36,896 --> 01:07:39,034 GIVE HIM FISHES, GIVE HIM HUGS. 1551 01:07:39,034 --> 01:07:41,551 Cillas: ME AND MY WHOLE FAMILY ARE HERE AT THE HOSPITAL 1552 01:07:41,551 --> 01:07:44,379 BECAUSE I'M GETTING WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY TODAY. 1553 01:07:44,379 --> 01:07:48,310 WHEN I ARRIVED AND GOT CHANGED, THEY CHECKED MY WEIGHT. 1554 01:07:48,310 --> 01:07:51,931 DR. NOW CHECKED MY WEIGHT TO SEE IF I HIT MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL 1555 01:07:51,931 --> 01:07:55,034 OF LOSING 25 POUNDS OVER THE LAST MONTH, 1556 01:07:55,034 --> 01:07:57,793 AND I HAD LOST 27 POUNDS. 1557 01:07:57,793 --> 01:07:59,655 SO I'M DOWN TO 435 TODAY... 1558 01:07:59,655 --> 01:08:00,931 Jessica: I LOVE YOU, OKAY. 1559 01:08:00,931 --> 01:08:03,862 ...AND IT FELT REALLY GOOD TO FINALLY HIT THAT GOAL 1560 01:08:03,862 --> 01:08:06,620 AND SHOW THAT TO DR. NOW. 1561 01:08:06,620 --> 01:08:09,000 SO I KNOW I'VE EARNED THE OPPORTUNITY 1562 01:08:09,000 --> 01:08:13,586 TO TAKE THIS STEP TODAY, AND I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT 1563 01:08:13,586 --> 01:08:16,551 AND HOW IT'S GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER. 1564 01:08:16,551 --> 01:08:20,103 BECAUSE AS MUCH AS I WANT TO DO THIS AND NEED THIS, 1565 01:08:20,103 --> 01:08:21,965 WITH A MAJOR SURGERY LIKE THIS 1566 01:08:21,965 --> 01:08:26,413 AND WITH HOW HIGH-RISK I AM, ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN. 1567 01:08:26,413 --> 01:08:28,551 BUT I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT THAT 1568 01:08:28,551 --> 01:08:30,931 BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF GOING TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW 1569 01:08:30,931 --> 01:08:33,758 AND THEN NEVER SEEING MY KIDS OR JESSICA AGAIN 1570 01:08:33,758 --> 01:08:37,172 IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE. 1571 01:08:37,172 --> 01:08:41,034 JUST THAT THOUGHT ALONE IS FREAKING ME OUT, 1572 01:08:41,034 --> 01:08:43,379 SO I'M TRYING TO FOCUS ON ALL THE GOOD THINGS 1573 01:08:43,379 --> 01:08:45,241 THAT ARE GONNA BE POSSIBLE BECAUSE OF THIS 1574 01:08:45,241 --> 01:08:47,482 AND WHAT WE'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO DO AS A FAMILY 1575 01:08:47,482 --> 01:08:49,034 AFTER THIS OPERATION. 1576 01:08:49,034 --> 01:08:51,103 AND I WANT THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING, 1577 01:08:51,103 --> 01:08:52,551 BUT NONE OF THAT WILL BE POSSIBLE 1578 01:08:52,551 --> 01:08:56,000 IF I DON'T DO THIS TODAY, SO I'M READY FOR THIS. 1579 01:08:59,448 --> 01:09:01,448 Dr. Nowzaradan: TODAY, WE ARE PLANNING ON PERFORMING 1580 01:09:01,448 --> 01:09:03,689 A GASTRIC SLEEVE ON CILLAS. 1581 01:09:03,689 --> 01:09:06,724 HE STAYED ON TRACK THIS TIME AND HIT THE GOAL HE NEEDED 1582 01:09:06,724 --> 01:09:10,000 TO PROVE TO ME HE'S GOING TO CONTINUE TO WORK HARD. 1583 01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:12,241 AND WE EXAMINED IS PULMONARY SYSTEM 1584 01:09:12,241 --> 01:09:15,344 TO MAKE SURE HE'S STRONG ENOUGH TO HANDLE AN OPERATION. 1585 01:09:15,344 --> 01:09:16,655 LET'S BEGIN. 1586 01:09:16,655 --> 01:09:20,068 I WAS CONCERNED IF CILLAS STILL NEEDED HIS OXYGEN, 1587 01:09:20,068 --> 01:09:22,517 THAT HIS SYSTEM MIGHT BE TOO WEEK STILL. 1588 01:09:25,620 --> 01:09:28,172 BUT AFTER WE RAN SOME TESTS, WE COULD SEE 1589 01:09:28,172 --> 01:09:31,517 THAT HE HAD LOST ENOUGH WEIGHT TO REDUCE THE STRAIN ON HIS BODY 1590 01:09:31,517 --> 01:09:33,827 TO WHERE HE DIDN'T NEED IT ANYMORE. 1591 01:09:37,551 --> 01:09:40,310 SO WITH THAT AND HIS CONTINUED PROGRESS, 1592 01:09:40,310 --> 01:09:43,724 I FEEL CONFIDENT HE'S READY FOR THIS OPERATION TODAY. 1593 01:09:43,724 --> 01:09:46,482 BUT EVEN THOUGH CILLAS HAS LOST A GREAT DEAL OF WEIGHT, 1594 01:09:46,482 --> 01:09:48,862 HE'S STILL OVER 400 POUNDS. 1595 01:09:53,793 --> 01:09:57,103 AND AT THAT WEIGHT, THE BODY IS STILL UNDER SO MUCH STRAIN 1596 01:09:57,103 --> 01:09:59,862 THAT ANY OPERATION FOR HIM IS HIGH-RISK 1597 01:09:59,862 --> 01:10:03,448 AND THERE COULD BE ANY NUMBER OF ISSUES DURING THE PROCEDURE 1598 01:10:03,448 --> 01:10:06,344 THAT COULD START TO PUSH HIS BODY BEYOND ITS LIMIT, 1599 01:10:06,344 --> 01:10:09,379 LEADING TO A LIFE-THREATENING SITUATION. 1600 01:10:09,379 --> 01:10:11,517 AND HIS SPLEEN IS ATTACHED TO HIS STOMACH, 1601 01:10:11,517 --> 01:10:13,448 SO THAT'S SOMETHING WE NEED TO ADDRESS 1602 01:10:13,448 --> 01:10:15,862 BEFORE WE PERFORM THE SLEEVE. 1603 01:10:15,862 --> 01:10:17,689 SO WE NEED TO MONITOR HIM 1604 01:10:17,689 --> 01:10:21,103 AND MAKE SURE NO CONCERNING ISSUES DEVELOP 1605 01:10:21,103 --> 01:10:24,655 BECAUSE IF THEY DO, IT WILL BE TOO DANGEROUS TO CONTINUE ON, 1606 01:10:24,655 --> 01:10:27,413 AND WE WILL HAVE TO END THE OPERATION EARLY. 1607 01:10:27,413 --> 01:10:29,310 BUT HOPEFULLY, THAT WON'T BE THE CASE, 1608 01:10:29,310 --> 01:10:31,827 AND WE'LL BE ABLE TO COMPLETE THE OPERATION 1609 01:10:31,827 --> 01:10:34,310 BECAUSE IT'S GOING TO BE A VERY IMPORTANT TOOL 1610 01:10:34,310 --> 01:10:37,551 TO HELP HIM CONTINUE TO STAY ON TRACK FOR THE LONG-TERM 1611 01:10:37,551 --> 01:10:40,517 AND TO BE SUCCESSFUL WITH HIS WEIGHT LOSS. 1612 01:10:40,517 --> 01:10:45,379 BECAUSE WHAT THE SURGERY DOES IS REDUCE THE STOMACH BY 90%, 1613 01:10:45,379 --> 01:10:49,689 LEAVING A SMALL, NARROW TUBE THAT LOOKS SIMILAR TO A SLEEVE, 1614 01:10:49,689 --> 01:10:54,000 SO THE PATIENT'S FOOD INTAKE IS PHYSICALLY LIMITED. 1615 01:10:54,000 --> 01:10:57,448 AND THIS OPERATION WILL GIVE THEM AN OPPORTUNITY 1616 01:10:57,448 --> 01:10:59,241 TO LOSE EVEN MORE WEIGHT. 1617 01:11:02,034 --> 01:11:04,517 Jessica: IT'S SO HARD TO JUST WAIT AND DO NOTHING. 1618 01:11:04,517 --> 01:11:06,793 NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU KNOW THAT SURGERY'S A SAFE, 1619 01:11:06,793 --> 01:11:08,068 EVERYDAY THING, 1620 01:11:08,068 --> 01:11:09,379 WHEN IT'S YOUR LOVED ONE THAT'S BACK THERE, 1621 01:11:09,379 --> 01:11:10,655 IT JUST ADDS A DIFFERENT FEELING. 1622 01:11:10,655 --> 01:11:12,793 IT'S LIKE... IT'S A WHOLE NEW FEAR. 1623 01:11:12,793 --> 01:11:14,206 IT'S SO SCARY. 1624 01:11:14,206 --> 01:11:15,482 CILLAS MEANS A LOT TO ME. 1625 01:11:15,482 --> 01:11:17,000 I REALLY NEED HIM SO MUCH. 1626 01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:19,172 SO I HOPE CILLAS IS DOING REALLY GOOD, 1627 01:11:19,172 --> 01:11:20,586 BUT IT'S EXTREMELY HARD. 1628 01:11:20,586 --> 01:11:22,517 I JUST WANT TO GO HOLD HIM AND BE THERE WITH HIM, 1629 01:11:22,517 --> 01:11:24,172 BUT I CAN'T. 1630 01:11:31,689 --> 01:11:33,034 GO FORWARD. 1631 01:11:37,517 --> 01:11:38,931 PULL IT OUT, PULL IT OUT. 1632 01:11:44,310 --> 01:11:46,000 ALL RIGHT, THE ROOM LIGHT ON. 1633 01:11:51,862 --> 01:11:54,517 OKAY. ALL FINISHED. 1634 01:11:54,517 --> 01:11:58,172 ALL RIGHT, CILLAS, THE SURGERY WENT VERY WELL. 1635 01:11:58,172 --> 01:12:01,896 WE WERE ABLE TO REMOVE 80% OF HIS STOMACH 1636 01:12:01,896 --> 01:12:06,172 AND SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETE HIS SLEEVE GASTRECTOMY. 1637 01:12:06,172 --> 01:12:09,517 AND NOW, WE'RE GONNA GET HIM TO A RECOVERY ROOM. 1638 01:12:09,517 --> 01:12:12,379 THE ONLY ISSUE WE FACED WAS HIS SPLEEN HAVING GROWN 1639 01:12:12,379 --> 01:12:14,689 INTO AND ATTACHED TO HIS STOMACH, 1640 01:12:14,689 --> 01:12:16,793 BUT WE WERE ABLE TO SEPARATE THAT 1641 01:12:16,793 --> 01:12:19,448 AND COMPLETE THE PROCEDURE WITHOUT ISSUE. 1642 01:12:19,448 --> 01:12:21,620 SO EVERYTHING WENT VERY WELL. 1643 01:12:21,620 --> 01:12:24,620 FOR THE NEXT MONTH, HE WILL NEED TO STAY ON A LIQUID DIET. 1644 01:12:24,620 --> 01:12:27,793 AND IN THAT TIME, HE SHOULD LOSE ANOTHER 30 POUNDS. 1645 01:12:27,793 --> 01:12:31,620 AND HE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LOSE 30 POUNDS EVERY MONTH AFTER THAT 1646 01:12:31,620 --> 01:12:34,172 UNTIL HE GETS UNDER 300. 1647 01:12:34,172 --> 01:12:36,689 THE SURGERY IS GOING TO BE A BIG HELP FOR HIM 1648 01:12:36,689 --> 01:12:38,344 TO KEEP HIM ON TRACK. 1649 01:12:38,344 --> 01:12:41,310 BUT IF CILLAS STARTS TO STRUGGLE WITH TEMPTATION 1650 01:12:41,310 --> 01:12:43,862 AND TRIES TO GO BACK TO HIS OLD HABITS, 1651 01:12:43,862 --> 01:12:46,482 HE CAN SLOWLY START TO STRETCH HIS STOMACH BACK OUT 1652 01:12:46,482 --> 01:12:49,655 AND UNDO THE SURGERY AND START TO GAIN AGAIN. 1653 01:12:49,655 --> 01:12:53,000 BUT IF THAT HAPPENS, THERE'LL BE ALMOST NO CHANCE FOR US 1654 01:12:53,000 --> 01:12:55,241 TO GET HIM TO LOSE THE WEIGHT AGAIN. 1655 01:12:55,241 --> 01:12:56,896 SO WE WILL MAKE SURE TO DO 1656 01:12:56,896 --> 01:12:59,068 WHAT WE CAN TO PREVENT THAT FROM HAPPENING 1657 01:12:59,068 --> 01:13:02,034 SO HE DOESN'T MESS UP THE CHANCE HE HAS WITH THIS 1658 01:13:02,034 --> 01:13:04,931 AND LOSE HIS LAST OPPORTUNITY TO DO THIS 1659 01:13:04,931 --> 01:13:06,620 AND GET HIS LIFE BACK. 1660 01:13:06,620 --> 01:13:14,206 ♪♪ 1661 01:13:14,206 --> 01:13:21,827 ♪♪ 1662 01:13:21,827 --> 01:13:24,482 Cillas: IT'S BEEN A MONTH SINCE MY WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY 1663 01:13:24,482 --> 01:13:27,620 AND THINGS ARE GOING WELL. 1664 01:13:27,620 --> 01:13:31,482 AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT, DR. NOW MOVED ME BACK TO SOLID FOODS, 1665 01:13:31,482 --> 01:13:34,310 SO I'VE BEEN MAKING THAT ADJUSTMENT. 1666 01:13:34,310 --> 01:13:37,413 BUT HE SAID I'M STAYING ON TRACK RIGHT NOW WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS, 1667 01:13:37,413 --> 01:13:39,310 SO IT FEELS REALLY GOOD TO BE BACK 1668 01:13:39,310 --> 01:13:42,137 TO CONSISTENTLY HITTING MY GOALS AGAIN, 1669 01:13:42,137 --> 01:13:44,448 AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY NOW. 1670 01:13:44,448 --> 01:13:47,448 SO THAT'S BEEN A BIG CHANGE. 1671 01:13:47,448 --> 01:13:51,206 AND ANOTHER ONE IS THAT I DON'T NEED MY OXYGEN ANYMORE. 1672 01:13:51,206 --> 01:13:53,413 DR. NOW TOLD ME THAT I DIDN'T NEED IT ANYMORE, 1673 01:13:53,413 --> 01:13:57,172 SO I STOPPED USING IT, AND I'M FREE OF THAT NOW. 1674 01:13:57,172 --> 01:13:59,965 AND THAT'S FELT REALLY GOOD AND ALSO MADE IT EASIER FOR ME 1675 01:13:59,965 --> 01:14:01,965 TO BE ABLE TO GET AROUND MORE. 1676 01:14:01,965 --> 01:14:03,241 IT'S A BIG, LIBERATING STEP, 1677 01:14:03,241 --> 01:14:05,724 NOT HAVING TO LUG THAT THING AROUND WITH ME. 1678 01:14:05,724 --> 01:14:07,275 A LOT OF IT'S A MENTAL GAME, YOU KNOW, 1679 01:14:07,275 --> 01:14:10,689 AND I REALLY THINK I'M OVERCOMING THAT PART OF IT. 1680 01:14:10,689 --> 01:14:12,413 SO I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT, 1681 01:14:12,413 --> 01:14:14,241 AND TO BE GETTING FIT. 1682 01:14:14,241 --> 01:14:16,655 I STILL NEED MY WHEELCHAIR OUT IN PUBLIC IN CASE 1683 01:14:16,655 --> 01:14:19,517 I GET TOO WINDED OR START TO FEEL RUNDOWN. 1684 01:14:19,517 --> 01:14:22,896 BUT EVERY DAY, IT FEELS LIKE I'M ABLE TO DO MORE AND MORE, 1685 01:14:22,896 --> 01:14:26,862 SO I STARTED DOING CHORES AROUND THE HOUSE TO HELP JESSICA OUT, 1686 01:14:26,862 --> 01:14:28,896 AND I THINK THAT'S SOMETHING SHE'S BEEN READY FOR ME 1687 01:14:28,896 --> 01:14:30,827 TO DO FOR A WHILE. 1688 01:14:30,827 --> 01:14:34,206 AND I'M HAPPY TO DO IT NOW. 1689 01:14:34,206 --> 01:14:36,758 SINCE I CAN GET AROUND, I'VE ALSO BEEN ABLE TO START 1690 01:14:36,758 --> 01:14:38,275 WATCHING THE KIDS ON MY OWN 1691 01:14:38,275 --> 01:14:41,448 TO GIVE HER TIME TO GO OUT AND DO ALL THE THINGS SHE NEEDS 1692 01:14:41,448 --> 01:14:44,620 WITHOUT HAVING TO TAKE ALL THE KIDS WITH HER. 1693 01:14:44,620 --> 01:14:47,310 SO THAT, ALONE, HAS BEEN A HUGE THING FOR HER, 1694 01:14:47,310 --> 01:14:49,655 AND SOMETHING I'M REALLY HAPPY I CAN DO NOW, 1695 01:14:49,655 --> 01:14:53,793 BECAUSE I WAS JUST TRAPPED IN MY BED. 1696 01:14:53,793 --> 01:14:55,827 WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK ABOUT TAKING THE DOG FOR A WALK? 1697 01:14:55,827 --> 01:14:57,310 GO OUTSIDE, THROW THE FOOTBALL AROUND OR SOMETHING? 1698 01:14:57,310 --> 01:14:58,586 YEAH. 1699 01:14:58,586 --> 01:15:00,517 TAKE THE PUPPY OUT THERE AND BURN SOME ENERGY. 1700 01:15:00,517 --> 01:15:04,000 -HE'S GONNA BE SLEEPY. -THAT'S OKAY. 1701 01:15:04,000 --> 01:15:05,724 GETTING OUT AND PLAYING WITH MY KIDS 1702 01:15:05,724 --> 01:15:09,482 IS BECOMING ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS TO DO NOW. 1703 01:15:09,482 --> 01:15:13,344 SO THINGS FEEL AMAZING, AND I'M EXCITED ABOUT THE FUTURE, 1704 01:15:13,344 --> 01:15:17,931 ESPECIALLY ABOUT ONE PARTICULAR GOAL I'VE SET FOR MYSELF. 1705 01:15:17,931 --> 01:15:20,620 WITH HOW WELL I'M DOING NOW, I'VE DECIDED IF I'M ABLE TO 1706 01:15:20,620 --> 01:15:24,379 GET UNDER 375 POUNDS AND GET AROUND IN PUBLIC 1707 01:15:24,379 --> 01:15:26,689 WITHOUT HAVING MY WHEELCHAIR WITH ME ANYMORE, 1708 01:15:26,689 --> 01:15:30,827 THEN I'M GONNA ASK JESSICA TO MARRY ME. 1709 01:15:30,827 --> 01:15:33,965 SO WHEN I GO BACK TO SEE DR. NOW FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT, 1710 01:15:33,965 --> 01:15:35,482 IF I HIT MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL 1711 01:15:35,482 --> 01:15:37,862 AND I CAN LEAVE MY WHEELCHAIR AT HOME, 1712 01:15:37,862 --> 01:15:42,000 I'M GONNA KNOW I'M READY TO FINALLY ASK JESSICA TO MARRY ME. 1713 01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:43,275 AND I CAN'T WAIT. 1714 01:15:43,275 --> 01:15:44,896 SO I'M DETERMINED TO DO THAT 1715 01:15:44,896 --> 01:15:48,344 AND MAKE IT HAPPEN THIS NEXT MONTH. 1716 01:15:48,344 --> 01:15:50,413 I JUST WANT TO HIT THAT GOAL TO FEEL LIKE 1717 01:15:50,413 --> 01:15:52,827 I'M READY TO DO THIS 1718 01:15:52,827 --> 01:15:55,379 AND MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT FOR THE MOMENT 1719 01:15:55,379 --> 01:15:59,034 BECAUSE I WANT IT TO BE THE BEST MOMENT OF OUR LIVES. 1720 01:15:59,034 --> 01:16:01,551 AND I'M SO EXCITED, I JUST CAN'T WAIT. 1721 01:16:08,068 --> 01:16:16,344 ♪♪ 1722 01:16:16,344 --> 01:16:26,068 ♪♪ 1723 01:16:26,068 --> 01:16:30,413 Cillas: DR. NOW SAID I SHOULD BE LOSING AT LEAST 25 POUNDS A MONTH NOW. 1724 01:16:30,413 --> 01:16:31,482 BUT FOR THIS WEIGH-IN, 1725 01:16:31,482 --> 01:16:34,448 I GAVE MYSELF A BIGGER GOAL TO HIT. 1726 01:16:34,448 --> 01:16:37,896 I'VE BEEN PUSHING MYSELF TO GET UNDER 375. 1727 01:16:37,896 --> 01:16:39,896 SO I'M HOPING I DID THAT. 1728 01:16:45,586 --> 01:16:47,103 -YOU'RE UNDER 400. -THAT'S AWESOME. 1729 01:16:47,103 --> 01:16:48,965 THAT'S AWESOME. 1730 01:16:48,965 --> 01:16:51,793 SEEING THAT NUMBER COME UP FELT REALLY GOOD. 1731 01:16:53,827 --> 01:16:56,965 AND I AM REALLY EXCITED. 1732 01:16:56,965 --> 01:17:00,172 I WANTED TO GET TO A POINT WHERE I AT LEAST FELT LIKE 1733 01:17:00,172 --> 01:17:04,137 I HAD FULLY MADE IT TO THE NEXT PHASE IN MY JOURNEY. 1734 01:17:04,137 --> 01:17:10,000 AND IT FEELS LIKE WITH WHERE I AM TODAY, I'VE DONE THAT NOW. 1735 01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:13,482 SO I KNOW I'M READY, AND I'M GONNA DO IT. 1736 01:17:13,482 --> 01:17:15,103 I'M GONNA ASK JESSICA TO MARRY ME, 1737 01:17:15,103 --> 01:17:17,482 AND I WANT IT TO BE PERFECT. 1738 01:17:17,482 --> 01:17:19,793 SHE HAS NO IDEA. 1739 01:17:19,793 --> 01:17:23,655 SO I'M JUST INCREDIBLY EXCITED AND PROUD OF MYSELF. 1740 01:17:23,655 --> 01:17:25,758 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1741 01:17:27,724 --> 01:17:28,689 -HELLO. -HELLO, HOW ARE YOU? 1742 01:17:28,689 --> 01:17:30,103 -HI. -I'M DOING OKAY. 1743 01:17:30,103 --> 01:17:31,620 HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING? -I'M DOING GOOD. 1744 01:17:31,620 --> 01:17:33,103 -GOOD. -DOING WELL. 1745 01:17:33,103 --> 01:17:35,931 ALL RIGHT. SO, HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY? 1746 01:17:35,931 --> 01:17:38,620 I FEEL BETTER THAN I'VE FELT YET. 1747 01:17:38,620 --> 01:17:40,413 WELL, YOU'RE STARTING TO GET THERE. 1748 01:17:40,413 --> 01:17:43,000 YOU MADE IT TO DOWN TO 371. 1749 01:17:43,000 --> 01:17:48,068 COME A LONG WAY FROM BEING OVER 700 POUNDS TO BEING UNDER 400. 1750 01:17:48,068 --> 01:17:50,758 THAT'S VERY GOOD PROGRESS YOU MADE. 1751 01:17:50,758 --> 01:17:53,344 YOU DON'T NEED THAT OXYGEN THAT YOU WERE DEPENDENT ON. 1752 01:17:53,344 --> 01:17:55,655 NO, THAT'S BEEN MY BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT SO FAR, 1753 01:17:55,655 --> 01:17:57,724 IS NOT HAVING TO LUG THAT THING AROUND ANYMORE. 1754 01:17:57,724 --> 01:17:59,896 YEAH. YOU DON'T NEED THAT ON YOUR FACE, HUH? 1755 01:17:59,896 --> 01:18:01,206 RIGHT. IT'S AMAZING. 1756 01:18:01,206 --> 01:18:03,482 I'M GOING PLACES WITH MY KIDS AND GETTING OUT, 1757 01:18:03,482 --> 01:18:04,689 AND I CAN GO TO THE STORE WITH JESSICA. 1758 01:18:04,689 --> 01:18:06,068 AND IT'S LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE 1759 01:18:06,068 --> 01:18:08,172 HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED IN THE LAST YEAR. 1760 01:18:08,172 --> 01:18:10,655 -THAT'S GOOD. -IT'S AMAZING. 1761 01:18:10,655 --> 01:18:13,137 WELL, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A LOT OF CHANGES NEXT YEAR. 1762 01:18:13,137 --> 01:18:14,793 OKAY, SO, A YEAR FROM NOW, 1763 01:18:14,793 --> 01:18:17,620 YOU'RE GONNA BE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON. 1764 01:18:17,620 --> 01:18:19,103 LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. 1765 01:18:19,103 --> 01:18:21,793 SO, YOU'RE DOING GREAT, BUT YOU STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO 1766 01:18:21,793 --> 01:18:24,413 TO MAKE SURE YOUR WEIGHT LOSS IS NOT TEMPORARY. 1767 01:18:24,413 --> 01:18:28,379 AND THEN, ONCE YOU GET CLOSER TO 300 HERE IN A FEW MONTHS, 1768 01:18:28,379 --> 01:18:30,482 WE CAN START CONSIDERING REMOVING 1769 01:18:30,482 --> 01:18:33,137 SOME OF YOUR LYMPHEDEMA AND EXCESS SKIN, 1770 01:18:33,137 --> 01:18:35,137 AND THAT WILL HELP YOU A GREAT DEAL. 1771 01:18:35,137 --> 01:18:38,620 BUT THAT'S ONLY IF YOU STAY ON TRACK AND KEEP THIS UP, OKAY? 1772 01:18:38,620 --> 01:18:40,068 AWESOME. YES, SIR. 1773 01:18:40,068 --> 01:18:41,413 ALL RIGHT, AND WE GET YOU 1774 01:18:41,413 --> 01:18:44,655 TO YOUR TARGET WEIGHT, LESS THAN A YEAR. 1775 01:18:44,655 --> 01:18:46,517 AWESOME. THAT SOUNDS AMAZING. 1776 01:18:46,517 --> 01:18:48,206 I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU. 1777 01:18:48,206 --> 01:18:49,862 YOU'VE COMPLETELY CHANGED NOT ONLY MY LIFE 1778 01:18:49,862 --> 01:18:52,068 BUT MY FAMILY'S, TOO, AND WE'RE VERY APPRECIATIVE. 1779 01:18:52,068 --> 01:18:53,586 WELL, THAT'S OUR JOB. 1780 01:18:53,586 --> 01:18:55,344 YES, SIR. YOU'RE DOING AWESOME. 1781 01:18:55,344 --> 01:18:56,586 WE REALLY APPRECIATE IT. 1782 01:18:56,586 --> 01:18:58,689 WELL, YOU'RE MORE THAN WELCOME. 1783 01:18:58,689 --> 01:19:00,310 OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU ALL SOON. 1784 01:19:00,310 --> 01:19:02,310 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, GIVE ME A CALL. 1785 01:19:02,310 --> 01:19:03,206 ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU, SIR. 1786 01:19:03,206 --> 01:19:05,827 ALL RIGHT. NICE TO SEE YOU. BYE. 1787 01:19:05,827 --> 01:19:07,206 -GOODBYE. -BYE. 1788 01:19:07,206 --> 01:19:08,827 ALL RIGHT. 1789 01:19:08,827 --> 01:19:13,655 ♪♪ 1790 01:19:13,655 --> 01:19:14,586 I'M SO PROUD OF YOU. 1791 01:19:14,586 --> 01:19:15,896 Cillas: THANK YOU. 1792 01:19:15,896 --> 01:19:18,482 I'M REALLY EXCITED TO SEE WHAT'S NEXT. 1793 01:19:18,482 --> 01:19:19,827 MM-HMM. YEAH. 1794 01:19:19,827 --> 01:19:20,758 CAN YOU GET MY WALKER FOR ME? 1795 01:19:20,758 --> 01:19:22,620 OPEN THE DOOR, BABE. -OKAY. 1796 01:19:22,620 --> 01:19:25,379 I'M VERY PROUD OF HOW FAR CILLAS HAS COME 1797 01:19:25,379 --> 01:19:27,551 AND WHAT HE'S BEEN ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH 1798 01:19:27,551 --> 01:19:29,655 IN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. 1799 01:19:29,655 --> 01:19:32,137 AND I HAVE SEEN ENOUGH FROM CILLAS TO KNOW 1800 01:19:32,137 --> 01:19:35,724 THAT HE'S DETERMINED TO DO THIS, AND THAT HE WILL WORK WITH US 1801 01:19:35,724 --> 01:19:40,034 TO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET TO HIS TARGET WEIGHT SOON. 1802 01:19:40,034 --> 01:19:41,689 Cillas: I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF, 1803 01:19:41,689 --> 01:19:44,413 AND I'M FEELING REALLY GOOD RIGHT NOW. 1804 01:19:44,413 --> 01:19:45,862 AND I CAN'T WAIT TO START PLANNING 1805 01:19:45,862 --> 01:19:47,896 WHEN I'M GONNA POP THE QUESTION. 1806 01:19:47,896 --> 01:19:50,724 I ALREADY HAVE SOME IDEAS, BUT I WANT TO DO IT 1807 01:19:50,724 --> 01:19:54,103 JUST LIKE HOW I IMAGINED IT AND TRY TO MAKE IT PERFECT. 1808 01:19:54,103 --> 01:19:58,206 SO I'M JUST AS EXCITED AS I CAN BE, AND I CAN'T WAIT. 1809 01:19:58,206 --> 01:20:00,689 THIS HAS BEEN A DREAM OF MINE FOR SO LONG, 1810 01:20:00,689 --> 01:20:03,137 AND IT'S ALL STARTING TO BECOME A REALITY FOR ME, 1811 01:20:03,137 --> 01:20:04,896 AND IT JUST FEELS AMAZING. 1812 01:20:04,896 --> 01:20:10,275 ♪♪ 1813 01:20:10,275 --> 01:20:18,931 ♪♪ 1814 01:20:18,931 --> 01:20:20,068 Cillas: IS THAT A STRAWBERRY? 1815 01:20:20,068 --> 01:20:21,310 Jessica: MM-HMM. 1816 01:20:21,310 --> 01:20:24,586 YOUR FAVORITE. 1817 01:20:24,586 --> 01:20:25,965 TODAY'S THE BIG DAY. 1818 01:20:25,965 --> 01:20:27,689 AFTER EIGHT YEARS OF BEING TOGETHER, 1819 01:20:27,689 --> 01:20:30,172 I'M FINALLY GONNA ASK JESSICA TO BE MY WIFE. 1820 01:20:30,172 --> 01:20:31,724 I'M LIVING THROUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, OKAY? 1821 01:20:31,724 --> 01:20:33,896 I'VE ALWAYS WANTED FOR US TO GET MARRIED 1822 01:20:33,896 --> 01:20:36,793 AND MAKE IT OFFICIAL WITH JESSICA, 1823 01:20:36,793 --> 01:20:38,344 BUT THE LIFE I WOULD BE OFFERING HER, 1824 01:20:38,344 --> 01:20:40,586 ASKING HER TO MARRY ME FROM MY BED, 1825 01:20:40,586 --> 01:20:42,965 WAS NOT WHAT I WANTED FOR HER. 1826 01:20:42,965 --> 01:20:46,275 BUT NOW I CAN DO ALMOST EVERYTHING FOR MYSELF, 1827 01:20:46,275 --> 01:20:49,068 SO I'M REALLY EXCITED THE LIFE I'VE WANTED FOR SO LONG 1828 01:20:49,068 --> 01:20:52,379 IS MATERIALIZING. 1829 01:20:52,379 --> 01:20:56,034 SO... 1830 01:20:56,034 --> 01:20:58,137 WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT SOMETHING. 1831 01:20:58,137 --> 01:20:59,862 WHAT? 1832 01:20:59,862 --> 01:21:01,448 FIRST, I WROTE SOMETHING. 1833 01:21:01,448 --> 01:21:02,793 I'M GONNA READ IT TO YOU, OKAY? 1834 01:21:02,793 --> 01:21:04,034 OKAY. YOU KNOW ME -- 1835 01:21:04,034 --> 01:21:05,965 I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING, SO I HAD TO -- 1836 01:21:05,965 --> 01:21:07,517 I HAD TO TYPE IT ON MY PHONE. 1837 01:21:07,517 --> 01:21:09,758 ALL RIGHT. 1838 01:21:09,758 --> 01:21:12,896 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 1839 01:21:12,896 --> 01:21:15,379 JESSICA, YOU HAVE STOOD BESIDE ME 1840 01:21:15,379 --> 01:21:18,724 THROUGH EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH THESE PAST COUPLE YEARS. 1841 01:21:18,724 --> 01:21:19,896 YOU HAVE HELPED ME WHEN I'VE CRIED. 1842 01:21:19,896 --> 01:21:22,344 YOU HAVE ENCOURAGED ME WHEN I WAS DOWN. 1843 01:21:22,344 --> 01:21:24,413 YOU HAVE NEVER LET ME GIVE UP ON HAVING A BETTER LIFE 1844 01:21:24,413 --> 01:21:26,620 AND A BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE. 1845 01:21:26,620 --> 01:21:27,758 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU 1846 01:21:27,758 --> 01:21:29,103 AND THE GIRLS IN MY LIFE. 1847 01:21:29,103 --> 01:21:30,551 YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN THE INSPIRATION FOR ME 1848 01:21:30,551 --> 01:21:33,655 DOING EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE THIS LAST YEAR. 1849 01:21:33,655 --> 01:21:37,068 I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN TO YOU WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME, 1850 01:21:37,068 --> 01:21:39,413 AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. 1851 01:21:39,413 --> 01:21:42,241 I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU, AND I NOW KNOW THAT IF I KEEP 1852 01:21:42,241 --> 01:21:46,275 ON THE PATH THAT I AM ON, ALL OF IT IS POSSIBLE. 1853 01:21:46,275 --> 01:21:50,896 SO TODAY, I WOULD LIKE TO ASK FOR YOUR HAND IN MARRIAGE... 1854 01:21:50,896 --> 01:21:53,034 SO WE CAN START THE BEGINNING OF THE REST OF OUR LIFE. 1855 01:21:53,034 --> 01:21:54,896 JESSICA ERIN CAMPBELL... 1856 01:21:54,896 --> 01:21:58,448 [ LAUGHS ] 1857 01:21:58,448 --> 01:21:59,862 ...WILL YOU MARRY ME? 1858 01:21:59,862 --> 01:22:03,413 YES. 1859 01:22:03,413 --> 01:22:07,241 IT'S FUNNY, IT'S BEEN... 1860 01:22:07,241 --> 01:22:09,586 I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU, TOO. 1861 01:22:12,275 --> 01:22:15,586 I FEEL LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD RIGHT NOW, 1862 01:22:15,586 --> 01:22:17,275 AND I CAN'T WAIT TO START GIVING JESSICA 1863 01:22:17,275 --> 01:22:19,310 THE LIFE SHE'S ALWAYS DESERVED. 1864 01:22:22,034 --> 01:22:24,724 ONE MORE. [ GIGGLES ] 1865 01:22:24,724 --> 01:22:29,620 DATE NIGHT WAS S-- AMAZING, SUPERB, FANTABULOUS. 1866 01:22:29,620 --> 01:22:30,827 I'M SO HAPPY. 1867 01:22:30,827 --> 01:22:32,896 I GOT ENGAGED. 1868 01:22:32,896 --> 01:22:35,275 CAN I HELP YOU? NO, I GOT IT. 1869 01:22:35,275 --> 01:22:36,758 IT'S A TOTAL BRAND-NEW BEGINNING, 1870 01:22:36,758 --> 01:22:39,551 AND RIGHT NOW I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO PLANNING A WEDDING. 1871 01:22:39,551 --> 01:22:41,448 SO EXCITED. 1872 01:22:41,448 --> 01:22:44,758 WE'RE DOING THIS. 1873 01:22:44,758 --> 01:22:49,103 Cillas: I'M SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL THAT JESSICA WANTS TO DO THIS WITH ME 1874 01:22:49,103 --> 01:22:52,310 AND NOT AS MY CARETAKER OR ROOMMATE 1875 01:22:52,310 --> 01:22:56,241 BUT AS MY WIFE AND ME AS HER HUSBAND. 1876 01:22:56,241 --> 01:22:58,965 AND I'M GONNA DEDICATE MYSELF TO MAKING SURE 1877 01:22:58,965 --> 01:23:01,310 SHE NEVER REGRETS THAT DECISION. 1878 01:23:01,310 --> 01:23:05,655 ♪♪ 1879 01:23:05,655 --> 01:23:13,758 ♪♪ 1880 01:23:13,758 --> 01:23:17,344 HOLD ON. 1881 01:23:17,344 --> 01:23:21,137 TODAY, WE'RE DOING SOMETHING FUN AS A FAMILY. 1882 01:23:21,137 --> 01:23:24,172 THERE ARE PLACES THE KIDS HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO, 1883 01:23:24,172 --> 01:23:26,689 AND ONE OF THE ONES AT THE TOP OF THEIR LIST 1884 01:23:26,689 --> 01:23:28,896 WAS GOING TO A TRAMPOLINE PARK. 1885 01:23:28,896 --> 01:23:30,724 SO THAT'S WHERE WE'RE GOING TODAY, 1886 01:23:30,724 --> 01:23:33,034 AND I'M EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO BE A PART OF IT 1887 01:23:33,034 --> 01:23:35,758 AND SEE THEM HAVE FUN. 1888 01:23:35,758 --> 01:23:37,172 I WISH I COULD DO IT WITH THEM, 1889 01:23:37,172 --> 01:23:39,689 BUT I'M NOT QUITE TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN, 1890 01:23:39,689 --> 01:23:42,172 BECAUSE I STILL NEED MY WALKER. 1891 01:23:42,172 --> 01:23:45,206 BUT MY GOAL IS TO BE WALKING COMPLETELY ON MY OWN 1892 01:23:45,206 --> 01:23:47,379 IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. 1893 01:23:47,379 --> 01:23:48,517 WHERE DO YOU GUYS WANT TO GO? 1894 01:23:48,517 --> 01:23:49,655 -EVERYWHERE! -YOU WANT TO GO EVERYWHERE? 1895 01:23:49,655 --> 01:23:51,068 SO PICK A SPOT. 1896 01:23:51,068 --> 01:23:53,689 NO. NO PICKING A SPOT.ALL RIGHT, LET'S GO. 1897 01:23:53,689 --> 01:23:55,344 LET'S START WITH THIS FOAM PIT RIGHT HERE. 1898 01:23:55,344 --> 01:23:56,965 -ALL RIGHT. -ALL RIGHT, LET'S GO. 1899 01:23:56,965 --> 01:23:59,241 -YEAH, I'M DOING A BACK FLIP. -YOU BETTER DO A BACK FLIP. 1900 01:23:59,241 --> 01:24:02,620 TODAY, WE'RE IN THE TRAMPOLINE PARK. 1901 01:24:02,620 --> 01:24:06,275 IT WAS FUN SEEING MY DAD OUT HERE WITH US. 1902 01:24:06,275 --> 01:24:09,862 [ CHILDREN PLAYING ] 1903 01:24:09,862 --> 01:24:13,068 I CAN'T BELIEVE MY DAD IS OUT HERE. 1904 01:24:13,068 --> 01:24:15,379 IT'S FUN BECAUSE HE HASN'T BEEN OUT, 1905 01:24:15,379 --> 01:24:17,103 AND HE HASN'T DONE A LOT OF STUFF. 1906 01:24:17,103 --> 01:24:22,000 BUT NOW THAT HE IS, IT'S KIND OF MORE EXCITING AND MORE FUN. 1907 01:24:22,000 --> 01:24:22,931 LET'S SEE HOW HIGH YOU GUYS CAN GET! 1908 01:24:22,931 --> 01:24:25,655 COME ON! -I'M GONNA GO SWIMMING! 1909 01:24:25,655 --> 01:24:28,206 Brooklynn: HIM BEING A DAD NOW AFTER HIS WEIGHT LOSS IS MUCH BETTER 1910 01:24:28,206 --> 01:24:30,000 BECAUSE HE CAN GO MORE PLACES WITH US, 1911 01:24:30,000 --> 01:24:34,551 HE CAN DO MORE WITH US AND BE, LIKE, MORE OF A DAD NOW. 1912 01:24:34,551 --> 01:24:37,275 IT MAKES ME FEEL MUCH MORE BETTER AND HAPPIER. 1913 01:24:37,275 --> 01:24:39,965 I LOOK FORWARD TO MORE ACTIVITIES WITH HIM. 1914 01:24:39,965 --> 01:24:42,137 Cillas: DO A FRONT FLIP, BO! 1915 01:24:42,137 --> 01:24:44,689 OH! GOOD JOB, BABY! 1916 01:24:44,689 --> 01:24:46,448 GOOD JOB. 1917 01:24:46,448 --> 01:24:48,586 I'M DETERMINED TO GET TO MY TARGET WEIGHT 1918 01:24:48,586 --> 01:24:50,620 BY THIS TIME NEXT YEAR.DO A FLIP, BO! 1919 01:24:50,620 --> 01:24:52,482 'CAUSE I'M NOT WASTING ANY MORE TIME 1920 01:24:52,482 --> 01:24:55,000 AND MISSING OUT ON ANY MORE OF MY LIFE. 1921 01:24:55,000 --> 01:24:57,413 BECAUSE NOTHING COMPARES OR IS EVEN CLOSE 1922 01:24:57,413 --> 01:24:59,275 TO BEING WORTH THIS RIGHT NOW, 1923 01:24:59,275 --> 01:25:02,137 BEING WITH MY FAMILY AND ENJOYING LIFE WITH THEM. 1924 01:25:02,137 --> 01:25:03,758 GOOD JOB! GOOD JOB! 1925 01:25:03,758 --> 01:25:05,931 GOOD JOB, BUDDY. 1926 01:25:05,931 --> 01:25:08,862 I AM EXTREMELY PROUD OF CILLAS. HE'S DONE GREAT. 1927 01:25:08,862 --> 01:25:11,517 IT FEELS REALLY GREAT TO BE OUT TOGETHER AS A FAMILY. 1928 01:25:11,517 --> 01:25:14,620 IT'S EXCITING, AND I REALLY, REALLY PRAYED AND HOPED 1929 01:25:14,620 --> 01:25:17,655 THAT THERE WAS A DAY LIKE THIS WOULD COME. 1930 01:25:17,655 --> 01:25:21,517 Cillas: I'M SO CLOSE TO HAVING THE LIFE I'VE DREAMED OF, AS THE HUSBAND 1931 01:25:21,517 --> 01:25:24,551 I WANT TO BE AND THE FATHER I WANT TO BE. 1932 01:25:24,551 --> 01:25:26,758 AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT. 1933 01:25:26,758 --> 01:25:30,241 READY? ONE! TWO! 1934 01:25:30,241 --> 01:25:31,655 THREE, GO! 1935 01:25:31,655 --> 01:25:32,344 [ LAUGHTER ]