1 00:00:01,969 --> 00:00:04,004 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:06,340 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 3 00:00:06,407 --> 00:00:09,209 - Renni and I, you know, we've been on this healing journey. 4 00:00:09,276 --> 00:00:10,711 - So we're taking y'all to Canada. 5 00:00:10,778 --> 00:00:12,646 all: Canada? 6 00:00:12,713 --> 00:00:14,347 - Well, welcome to Canada. 7 00:00:14,414 --> 00:00:16,250 - All right, the journey about to start. 8 00:00:16,317 --> 00:00:17,952 - Yah! Yah! Yah! - We outside. 9 00:00:18,018 --> 00:00:19,320 - They say Black women don't do this. 10 00:00:19,387 --> 00:00:20,688 We doing it. - Oh, [bleep]. 11 00:00:20,755 --> 00:00:21,788 [all scream] 12 00:00:22,957 --> 00:00:24,325 - Whoo! 13 00:00:24,391 --> 00:00:26,293 - Thank you to my sister. 14 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:27,828 She's gonna donate her eggs. - Wait, hold on. 15 00:00:27,895 --> 00:00:29,563 Time out. I thought we was off that? 16 00:00:29,630 --> 00:00:31,332 - You not gonna deny this of me. 17 00:00:31,398 --> 00:00:34,434 - I'm exploring the idea of running for city councilwoman. 18 00:00:34,501 --> 00:00:36,370 - Whoo! OK, yeah! 19 00:00:36,437 --> 00:00:38,305 - You always doing some [bleep]. 20 00:00:38,371 --> 00:00:40,107 - I went and had a talk with her. 21 00:00:40,174 --> 00:00:42,442 And I told her exactly, I said you was dead-ass wrong. 22 00:00:42,509 --> 00:00:44,311 - Oh, we have an early start tomorrow, guys. 23 00:00:44,377 --> 00:00:45,513 - Yeah. - We got a 6:00 a.m.-- 24 00:00:45,579 --> 00:00:47,214 - Why would you just do that though? 25 00:00:47,281 --> 00:00:49,583 - Be on a healing journey if you don't take accountability-- 26 00:00:49,649 --> 00:00:50,884 - Can't acknowledge, yes. 27 00:00:50,950 --> 00:00:53,687 - I wanna know why everybody's kissing ass 28 00:00:53,753 --> 00:00:55,889 and not holding their friends accountable. 29 00:00:55,956 --> 00:00:57,658 - This [bleep] is fake. 30 00:00:57,725 --> 00:00:59,493 - Bitch, you saying that this happened because of me? 31 00:00:59,559 --> 00:01:00,527 [bleep] that! - Saying that this happened 32 00:01:00,594 --> 00:01:01,595 because of me? 33 00:01:01,662 --> 00:01:03,163 - I'll smack you, bitch. 34 00:01:03,230 --> 00:01:06,133 [indistinct arguing] 35 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:07,601 [bleep] is you talking about? 36 00:01:12,139 --> 00:01:13,073 [funky hip-hop music] 37 00:01:13,140 --> 00:01:14,508 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 38 00:01:14,575 --> 00:01:15,742 - ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 39 00:01:15,809 --> 00:01:17,044 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 40 00:01:17,110 --> 00:01:18,044 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 41 00:01:18,111 --> 00:01:19,379 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 42 00:01:19,446 --> 00:01:20,680 ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 43 00:01:20,747 --> 00:01:21,982 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 44 00:01:22,048 --> 00:01:23,217 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 45 00:01:23,283 --> 00:01:24,318 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪ 46 00:01:24,384 --> 00:01:25,919 ♪♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 47 00:01:30,157 --> 00:01:31,225 - ♪♪ Came in with the whole squad ♪♪ 48 00:01:31,292 --> 00:01:32,626 ♪♪ Make the whole place rock ♪♪ 49 00:01:32,693 --> 00:01:33,694 ♪♪ Tell the DJ make the place stop ♪♪ 50 00:01:33,761 --> 00:01:34,728 ♪♪ I make the place stop ♪♪ 51 00:01:34,795 --> 00:01:36,263 ♪♪ Squad going too hard ♪♪ 52 00:01:36,330 --> 00:01:37,764 ♪♪ Rocking like bass rock ♪♪ 53 00:01:37,831 --> 00:01:39,433 ♪♪ Three, two, one, let the bass knock ♪♪ 54 00:01:39,499 --> 00:01:40,700 - I don't know about everybody else, 55 00:01:40,767 --> 00:01:42,669 but I've probably only seen snow 56 00:01:42,736 --> 00:01:44,204 maybe two or three times in my life. 57 00:01:44,271 --> 00:01:45,873 So I'm going to make the best out of this trip. 58 00:01:45,939 --> 00:01:47,841 I'll be having as much fun as I can. 59 00:01:47,908 --> 00:01:49,376 - ♪♪ Bass rock, three, two, one ♪♪ 60 00:01:49,443 --> 00:01:50,611 ♪♪ Let the bass knock ♪♪ 61 00:01:50,677 --> 00:01:52,246 - New experiences are cool. 62 00:01:52,312 --> 00:01:55,082 It's cute. But I'm a Cali girl, OK? 63 00:01:55,148 --> 00:01:57,184 It's time to get up out this snow, 64 00:01:57,251 --> 00:01:59,352 get my little toes defrosted, 65 00:01:59,419 --> 00:02:00,988 and go get a nice little cocktail. 66 00:02:01,055 --> 00:02:07,994 ♪♪ ♪♪ 67 00:02:08,929 --> 00:02:10,364 - Did y'all snowmobile? 68 00:02:10,430 --> 00:02:11,765 - Snowmobiles was fun, yeah. 69 00:02:11,831 --> 00:02:13,667 - How were the dogs, though? How were they? 70 00:02:13,734 --> 00:02:15,836 - The dogs was [bleep] terrible. 71 00:02:15,902 --> 00:02:17,738 - What? - Well, I'm glad 72 00:02:17,804 --> 00:02:19,072 we had the conversation that we had 73 00:02:19,139 --> 00:02:21,441 before we got here about just having fun 74 00:02:21,508 --> 00:02:23,844 and it not being focused on other [bleep]. 75 00:02:23,910 --> 00:02:25,613 Amy, I haven't thought about beefing once. 76 00:02:25,679 --> 00:02:27,047 It's like it never happened. 77 00:02:27,114 --> 00:02:28,415 - Remember? I don't even remember it. 78 00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:30,117 It was a time. - Yeah. 79 00:02:30,184 --> 00:02:31,652 I'm not gonna lie, I'ma tell y'all something. 80 00:02:31,718 --> 00:02:33,788 People be having beef. 81 00:02:33,854 --> 00:02:35,722 I never [bleep] remember. 82 00:02:35,789 --> 00:02:37,357 - [bleep] I wish I could do that. 83 00:02:37,424 --> 00:02:39,326 Now, let me tell you what my friend said to me that-- 84 00:02:39,392 --> 00:02:40,527 it really bothered me. 85 00:02:40,594 --> 00:02:42,162 Paris, she was drunk one night. 86 00:02:42,228 --> 00:02:43,997 And she had--and we was just on the phone. 87 00:02:44,064 --> 00:02:47,034 She's like, "Ha ha ha, you 35, and you moved there 88 00:02:47,100 --> 00:02:48,435 for a [bleep] that don't want you." 89 00:02:48,502 --> 00:02:49,603 - No, she didn't. 90 00:02:49,669 --> 00:02:51,105 - Yeah, she said that to me. 91 00:02:51,172 --> 00:02:55,275 Everyone knows who my bestie, best friend, sister is. 92 00:02:55,342 --> 00:02:58,012 Paris is that to me. 93 00:02:58,079 --> 00:02:59,546 Paris, out of all my friends, 94 00:02:59,613 --> 00:03:01,682 she definitely keeps it real with me. 95 00:03:01,749 --> 00:03:04,752 I think this was her just giving me some tough love 96 00:03:04,819 --> 00:03:07,888 on top of a little joke on top of a little--mm. 97 00:03:07,955 --> 00:03:09,723 I know she was drunk and stuff like that. 98 00:03:09,790 --> 00:03:12,893 It just bothered me just because, like, it's the truth. 99 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:15,529 I think it, but it's crazy hearing somebody-- 100 00:03:15,596 --> 00:03:17,131 somebody saying it to you. 101 00:03:17,198 --> 00:03:19,500 Santana right now, I just like-- 102 00:03:19,567 --> 00:03:20,567 it's like, [bleep] you. 103 00:03:20,634 --> 00:03:22,135 We not even talking. 104 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,871 We don't even see each other at this point. 105 00:03:24,938 --> 00:03:27,241 Like, this what makes me like, you know what? 106 00:03:27,308 --> 00:03:28,575 Paris was right. 107 00:03:28,642 --> 00:03:30,677 - You talk to Santana? - I called him last night 108 00:03:30,744 --> 00:03:32,746 when I was drunk in my room by myself. 109 00:03:32,813 --> 00:03:34,148 It's no picking up. 110 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,983 I can't keep doing that. I want you to show up. 111 00:03:36,050 --> 00:03:37,684 Like, I need that. Like, I need to be like, 112 00:03:37,751 --> 00:03:39,920 OK, my [bleep] got-- like, really got me. 113 00:03:39,987 --> 00:03:41,755 I'm always gonna love him. 114 00:03:41,822 --> 00:03:43,724 And like, if he ever need me, I'm always whatever. 115 00:03:43,791 --> 00:03:45,825 I'm always gonna be like that because that's what just 116 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:47,661 a stand-up type of [bleep] guy. 117 00:03:47,728 --> 00:03:49,729 - Right. - Karlie, why are you crying? 118 00:03:49,796 --> 00:03:51,432 - Can I say that I'm proud of you? 119 00:03:51,499 --> 00:03:54,101 You are always looking out for people that you love. 120 00:03:54,168 --> 00:03:56,904 I wish I just had someone like that in my life. 121 00:03:56,970 --> 00:04:00,174 I don't have nobody. Like, literally, I have nobody. 122 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,875 I go to bed by myself. 123 00:04:01,942 --> 00:04:03,177 - I get it. - I wake up by myself. 124 00:04:03,243 --> 00:04:04,979 I don't have nobody. At the end of the day, 125 00:04:05,045 --> 00:04:08,649 if I crash or if I-- if I have a flat tire, 126 00:04:08,715 --> 00:04:10,851 I got nobody to call, not one person... 127 00:04:10,918 --> 00:04:12,086 - You can call me, Karlie. 128 00:04:12,152 --> 00:04:13,453 - Because I take care of everybody. 129 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:15,456 - You can call us. I promise I'll come get you. 130 00:04:15,523 --> 00:04:16,757 I promise, I will. 131 00:04:16,823 --> 00:04:19,292 - I give my heart to everyone on this trip, 132 00:04:19,359 --> 00:04:20,894 like how I was with Spice. 133 00:04:20,961 --> 00:04:23,163 Once you say I got your back, 134 00:04:23,230 --> 00:04:25,332 even if you not speaking or talking, 135 00:04:25,399 --> 00:04:28,135 if something really detrimental happens to you, 136 00:04:28,201 --> 00:04:29,870 I'm still gonna give you my kidney. 137 00:04:29,937 --> 00:04:32,206 I'm still gonna have your back. That's just how I am. 138 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:34,842 I make sure that I be there for my friends no matter what. 139 00:04:34,909 --> 00:04:36,577 And I just haven't seen that for me. 140 00:04:36,644 --> 00:04:39,079 Everybody depends on me, from my mother-- 141 00:04:39,146 --> 00:04:41,582 my mother don't eat without me, don't sleep without me. 142 00:04:41,649 --> 00:04:43,083 I pay for the groceries, the rent, 143 00:04:43,150 --> 00:04:45,318 the this, the that, I'm telling you. 144 00:04:45,385 --> 00:04:46,687 - I truly feel Karlie 145 00:04:46,753 --> 00:04:48,355 because I feel the same thing for myself. 146 00:04:48,422 --> 00:04:51,625 I feel like I've tried to be so accommodating. 147 00:04:51,691 --> 00:04:52,993 I've tried to be nice. 148 00:04:53,060 --> 00:04:55,195 I've tried to be a stand-up woman. 149 00:04:55,262 --> 00:04:57,731 And the thing that people will do is just suck 150 00:04:57,798 --> 00:05:02,136 all of that energy out of you and then go on with their lives 151 00:05:02,203 --> 00:05:04,004 and pretend like you never did anything for them. 152 00:05:04,071 --> 00:05:05,639 - I don't know, sometimes I break down 153 00:05:05,706 --> 00:05:06,707 and I get so depressed. 154 00:05:06,774 --> 00:05:08,241 I can't sleep. I go to pray. 155 00:05:08,308 --> 00:05:10,210 I be like, God, please give me the strength. 156 00:05:10,277 --> 00:05:12,112 - Yeah, some sanity. 157 00:05:12,178 --> 00:05:14,181 - I definitely think it's a deeper side to Karlie. 158 00:05:14,248 --> 00:05:15,515 Spice knows that. 159 00:05:15,582 --> 00:05:18,318 They just need to kind of get past this rough patch 160 00:05:18,385 --> 00:05:21,155 and all the bad memories and thoughts 161 00:05:21,222 --> 00:05:22,823 and remember all the good stuff. 162 00:05:22,889 --> 00:05:26,426 This is why you and-- you and Spice, 163 00:05:26,493 --> 00:05:28,629 y'all are both dealing with real-life [bleep]. 164 00:05:28,695 --> 00:05:31,665 For real, y'all both need each other the most right now. 165 00:05:31,732 --> 00:05:33,533 - She was the only person I could come to. 166 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,605 It's really sad because I did think at one point, 167 00:05:37,671 --> 00:05:39,573 Spice and I had unconditional love. 168 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:41,075 - Give me a hug. 169 00:05:41,142 --> 00:05:42,943 Stop crying. 170 00:05:43,010 --> 00:05:44,445 Aw. 171 00:05:44,512 --> 00:05:46,580 - I feel like you the only one that be having my back. 172 00:05:46,646 --> 00:05:51,552 It hurts to see how far we are from that sisterhood. 173 00:05:51,619 --> 00:05:54,088 The energy that she's giving is not welcoming. 174 00:05:54,154 --> 00:05:56,823 So how much more can I take? 175 00:05:59,259 --> 00:06:00,795 - ♪♪ I'm from Atlanta ♪♪ 176 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:03,764 ♪♪ So you know I don't play ♪♪ 177 00:06:03,830 --> 00:06:05,900 ♪♪ Don't play, don't, don't ♪♪ 178 00:06:05,966 --> 00:06:07,968 - Ken? - Yep. 179 00:06:08,034 --> 00:06:09,469 - Did you order food? 180 00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:10,638 - I did. 181 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:11,638 - What'd you order me? 182 00:06:11,705 --> 00:06:13,107 - Wings. 183 00:06:13,173 --> 00:06:14,841 Didn't you say that was OK? 184 00:06:14,908 --> 00:06:16,076 - I don't want no wings. 185 00:06:16,143 --> 00:06:17,444 - I asked you what you wanted. 186 00:06:17,510 --> 00:06:19,179 You told me to get you what I was getting, 187 00:06:19,246 --> 00:06:20,648 what me and Cory was getting. 188 00:06:20,714 --> 00:06:22,015 - I thought you were getting something healthy, man. 189 00:06:22,082 --> 00:06:23,951 Why you get me some wings, man? 190 00:06:24,017 --> 00:06:26,920 Since we had this whole blowup at the bowling alley, 191 00:06:26,987 --> 00:06:28,588 things with myself and Kendra have definitely 192 00:06:28,655 --> 00:06:31,958 been moving in a whole 'nother positive direction. 193 00:06:32,025 --> 00:06:33,661 - I'm not even talking about the child. 194 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:34,962 I'm talking about the whole thing 195 00:06:35,029 --> 00:06:37,230 with you trying to get her mother to-- 196 00:06:37,297 --> 00:06:40,600 - Listen, some way the paths will cross. 197 00:06:40,667 --> 00:06:42,736 - I'm still where I am with it. 198 00:06:42,802 --> 00:06:44,104 That's your responsibility. 199 00:06:44,171 --> 00:06:47,040 And you are the sole liaison. 200 00:06:47,107 --> 00:06:48,776 And I feel like, if you can stick to that, 201 00:06:48,843 --> 00:06:50,143 we'll be a'ight. 202 00:06:50,210 --> 00:06:52,346 - We settled our differences. 203 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:54,915 Last time we had a conversation about the situation, 204 00:06:54,982 --> 00:06:57,017 me getting Gianna more acclimated, 205 00:06:57,083 --> 00:06:59,286 we had a conversation about Gloria. 206 00:06:59,352 --> 00:07:03,023 So I just want to kind of just put a whole end 207 00:07:03,090 --> 00:07:04,991 to the guessing game of what this would be like, 208 00:07:05,058 --> 00:07:06,092 what it's gonna be like. 209 00:07:06,159 --> 00:07:08,028 We're doing a family function-- 210 00:07:08,095 --> 00:07:09,596 family there, the kids there. 211 00:07:09,663 --> 00:07:12,233 At the kickball game, she could bring Gianna. 212 00:07:12,299 --> 00:07:14,134 Everybody could meet her. Boom, boom, boom. 213 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:15,468 I'm not asking you to overcompensate. 214 00:07:15,535 --> 00:07:17,871 I'm not asking you to be super friendly. 215 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:20,340 I'm just asking that everyone involved, 216 00:07:20,407 --> 00:07:22,009 all parties involved, be cordial. 217 00:07:22,076 --> 00:07:24,445 We're throwing this kickball game in honor of my mom. 218 00:07:24,512 --> 00:07:26,981 Everybody, for the most part, could participate. 219 00:07:27,048 --> 00:07:29,483 And I want all my kids there. 220 00:07:29,549 --> 00:07:30,984 If Gloria actually shows up 221 00:07:31,051 --> 00:07:34,354 and she actually wants to initiate speaking to Kendra, 222 00:07:34,421 --> 00:07:36,223 even though I've told her time after time, like, 223 00:07:36,290 --> 00:07:38,358 yo, she's not really interested in that at the moment, 224 00:07:38,425 --> 00:07:41,161 then we'll cross that bridge once we get there. 225 00:07:41,228 --> 00:07:43,764 You know, sometimes you just can't control the situation. 226 00:07:43,831 --> 00:07:45,466 - The kickball game is great. 227 00:07:45,532 --> 00:07:48,335 Like, of course I'm gonna be there in your mother's memory. 228 00:07:48,401 --> 00:07:51,004 But like, I'm not open to meeting with her 229 00:07:51,071 --> 00:07:53,841 or meeting her or conversing with her. 230 00:07:53,908 --> 00:07:56,576 I'm not. - I'm not saying to do that. 231 00:07:56,643 --> 00:07:58,445 - Que será, será. 232 00:07:58,512 --> 00:08:01,815 Kendra and Gloria do not have to interact. 233 00:08:01,882 --> 00:08:04,552 You know, we do not have to kumbaya. 234 00:08:04,618 --> 00:08:06,220 That's just not something I'm gonna do. 235 00:08:06,287 --> 00:08:08,521 Be happy that I am a good person, 236 00:08:08,588 --> 00:08:11,425 that I love kids, that I love Gianna. 237 00:08:11,492 --> 00:08:13,527 Be grateful for that, seriously. 238 00:08:13,594 --> 00:08:15,195 [line trills] 239 00:08:17,397 --> 00:08:19,699 - [indistinct] - Hey, hey. 240 00:08:19,766 --> 00:08:21,401 You wanna come play kickball... 241 00:08:21,468 --> 00:08:22,569 - Yeah. 242 00:08:22,636 --> 00:08:25,038 - With your sisters and brothers? 243 00:08:25,105 --> 00:08:27,641 - Yeah, then I wanna go to my house. 244 00:08:27,707 --> 00:08:29,409 - I would love for her to be there, 245 00:08:29,476 --> 00:08:34,382 but we need to figure out this parenting stuff. 246 00:08:34,448 --> 00:08:36,917 [indistinct] 247 00:08:36,984 --> 00:08:38,818 Like, when are you gonna spend time with your child? 248 00:08:38,885 --> 00:08:41,822 - This phone call is to counter 249 00:08:41,889 --> 00:08:45,525 the very thing you're about to go into, because I'm asking, 250 00:08:45,592 --> 00:08:48,829 you know, for her to be present for this kickball game. 251 00:08:48,895 --> 00:08:52,266 I'm sitting here initiating 252 00:08:52,332 --> 00:08:54,868 the whole process of spending more time with my daughter. 253 00:08:54,935 --> 00:08:57,070 And then she just hit me left field like, 254 00:08:57,137 --> 00:08:58,505 when you gonna spend more time with Gianna? 255 00:08:58,572 --> 00:09:00,975 I'm like-- sometimes, with women, 256 00:09:01,041 --> 00:09:03,210 it's damned if you do, damned if you don't. 257 00:09:03,276 --> 00:09:05,045 So look, checking in, right? 258 00:09:05,112 --> 00:09:07,548 We'll continue this conversation another time. 259 00:09:07,615 --> 00:09:09,450 But I was just wondering if you could bring her to the game? 260 00:09:09,517 --> 00:09:11,451 So just let me know if we can make that happen. 261 00:09:11,518 --> 00:09:14,288 - Daddy, where's my sisters? 262 00:09:14,354 --> 00:09:16,557 - Your sisters are probably in bed right now. 263 00:09:16,623 --> 00:09:18,559 Yeah, they definitely in bed right now. 264 00:09:18,625 --> 00:09:19,793 Let me see your toes. 265 00:09:19,860 --> 00:09:23,831 [chuckling] 266 00:09:23,898 --> 00:09:25,732 Bye, Gianna. 267 00:09:27,534 --> 00:09:29,369 - All right, bye. - Bye. 268 00:09:34,341 --> 00:09:36,877 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 269 00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:40,013 [percussive music playing] 270 00:09:43,784 --> 00:09:47,254 - [sobbing] 271 00:09:47,321 --> 00:09:49,757 - Me and Mendeecees, girl, we've been going through it. 272 00:09:49,823 --> 00:09:51,224 - Really? - And he said, 273 00:09:51,291 --> 00:09:53,527 "I'ma just move out for a little while." 274 00:09:53,594 --> 00:09:54,894 - This is the type of [bleep] she do. 275 00:09:54,961 --> 00:09:56,530 - You don't understand. They keep painting me 276 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:58,332 as a bully all the time! - You're not a bully. 277 00:09:58,398 --> 00:09:59,733 - You think I was! - Hey, hey, hey. 278 00:09:59,800 --> 00:10:01,502 - It's the truth! 279 00:10:01,568 --> 00:10:03,703 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 280 00:10:08,508 --> 00:10:09,776 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 281 00:10:09,843 --> 00:10:13,180 - ♪♪ The night is young, no eyes on us ♪♪ 282 00:10:13,247 --> 00:10:17,218 ♪♪ Intimacy within every touch ♪♪ 283 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:18,652 [vocalizing] 284 00:10:18,719 --> 00:10:20,654 [line trills] 285 00:10:22,323 --> 00:10:23,590 - Hi, babe. 286 00:10:23,657 --> 00:10:25,392 - Hey, what's going on? 287 00:10:25,459 --> 00:10:27,595 - I'm missing you. 288 00:10:27,661 --> 00:10:29,196 - I miss you too. 289 00:10:29,263 --> 00:10:31,131 - It's so cold out here. 290 00:10:31,197 --> 00:10:32,933 It's like--it's 17 degrees, 291 00:10:32,999 --> 00:10:35,101 but it feels like it's negative 10 degrees. 292 00:10:36,637 --> 00:10:39,340 [sighs] Are you still mad at me? 293 00:10:39,406 --> 00:10:40,841 - Of course. 294 00:10:40,908 --> 00:10:42,343 - Oh, gosh. - Of course. 295 00:10:42,409 --> 00:10:43,377 You can't tell? 296 00:10:43,443 --> 00:10:46,246 - Well, I said I'm sorry. 297 00:10:46,313 --> 00:10:47,914 - OK. 298 00:10:48,949 --> 00:10:51,652 - I have put Mendeecees through the wringer this year 299 00:10:51,719 --> 00:10:53,853 with trying to donate my eggs, 300 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:55,556 planning on running for office, 301 00:10:55,622 --> 00:10:57,491 and just moving on my own accord. 302 00:10:57,557 --> 00:11:01,728 We have absolutely had moments of discord. 303 00:11:01,795 --> 00:11:04,698 But this has lasted a little bit longer this time, 304 00:11:04,765 --> 00:11:07,701 and I don't like it. 305 00:11:07,768 --> 00:11:09,436 - Stand on what you mean. 306 00:11:09,503 --> 00:11:12,706 You want to fight for this, then you gotta really fight. 307 00:11:12,773 --> 00:11:14,741 When you get back, we gonna have to have 308 00:11:14,808 --> 00:11:16,544 a real conversation. 309 00:11:16,610 --> 00:11:17,911 - My sister needs me. 310 00:11:17,978 --> 00:11:19,846 I told her I wanted to do this for her. 311 00:11:19,913 --> 00:11:21,181 And I know that I might not be 312 00:11:21,248 --> 00:11:23,384 being sensitive to Mendeecees' needs. 313 00:11:23,451 --> 00:11:28,856 But this one thing that I want to gift my sister 314 00:11:28,923 --> 00:11:32,326 should not be such a breaking point for you 315 00:11:32,393 --> 00:11:35,196 in this marriage. 316 00:11:35,262 --> 00:11:37,932 Well, all right, I got to get ready to get out of here. 317 00:11:37,998 --> 00:11:41,001 I just wanted to tell you I love you and see your face. 318 00:11:41,068 --> 00:11:42,936 - All right, love you too, and talk to you soon. 319 00:11:43,003 --> 00:11:45,205 - All right, bye. - Bye. 320 00:11:49,342 --> 00:11:51,445 - [sighs] 321 00:11:51,512 --> 00:11:54,414 [percussive hip-hop music] 322 00:11:54,481 --> 00:12:01,521 ♪♪ ♪♪ 323 00:12:01,588 --> 00:12:03,890 - I hope they got some s'mores. 324 00:12:03,957 --> 00:12:05,759 Y'all like s'mores? 325 00:12:05,825 --> 00:12:07,494 I know we were having a lot of fun. 326 00:12:07,561 --> 00:12:08,896 But I didn't want this trip to just 327 00:12:08,962 --> 00:12:10,898 be about snowmobiles, snow sledding, 328 00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:12,298 and getting drunk the whole time. 329 00:12:12,365 --> 00:12:14,735 Spice and I got so much from our Mayan experience 330 00:12:14,802 --> 00:12:16,670 that we wanted to do something similar here. 331 00:12:25,579 --> 00:12:28,282 - So I set up a meeting with the local indigenous Canadians, 332 00:12:28,349 --> 00:12:31,051 the Stoney Nakoda, so we can get a little enlightenment 333 00:12:31,117 --> 00:12:33,387 on other people's struggles and understand 334 00:12:33,454 --> 00:12:36,856 that the things we argue about are very trivial. 335 00:12:36,923 --> 00:12:37,991 - What's your name? - Roger. 336 00:12:38,058 --> 00:12:39,826 - Nice to meet you, Roger. - Hi. 337 00:12:39,893 --> 00:12:41,429 - That's Zell. That's Karlie. 338 00:12:41,495 --> 00:12:42,629 - How are you doing? I'm Bambi. 339 00:12:42,696 --> 00:12:43,830 Nice to meet you. 340 00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:45,265 I'm from California actually. 341 00:12:45,332 --> 00:12:47,033 - Oh, you're from California? - Yeah. 342 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:50,370 - What part of California? - Um, well, Compton. 343 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:51,772 - Hello. Nice to meet you. 344 00:12:51,839 --> 00:12:53,840 I'm Karlie. I'm Karlie. 345 00:12:53,907 --> 00:12:55,909 - I wanted to get a little deeper here in Canada 346 00:12:55,976 --> 00:12:58,612 and see how the people who are actually from this land live. 347 00:12:58,679 --> 00:12:59,913 They're another culture who suffered 348 00:12:59,980 --> 00:13:02,583 similar oppressions to our ancestors. 349 00:13:02,649 --> 00:13:05,953 - My name is Henry Holloway, 350 00:13:06,020 --> 00:13:10,891 but my real name is... [speaking native language] 351 00:13:10,957 --> 00:13:13,527 Which means White Heaven. 352 00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:15,695 I've lived here all my life. 353 00:13:15,762 --> 00:13:18,466 And this place where we're sitting now 354 00:13:18,532 --> 00:13:22,336 is very sacred ground for the Stoney Nakoda people. 355 00:13:22,403 --> 00:13:24,605 The colonization started here 356 00:13:24,672 --> 00:13:26,740 since the contact of white people. 357 00:13:26,807 --> 00:13:28,942 - Right. - We signed a treaty 358 00:13:29,009 --> 00:13:31,579 with them for an agreement to live together 359 00:13:31,645 --> 00:13:34,047 and share the land together. 360 00:13:34,114 --> 00:13:38,652 But they put us on reserves, stating that this is your home. 361 00:13:38,719 --> 00:13:44,725 But to me, it's actually, they put us in a penitential area. 362 00:13:44,791 --> 00:13:47,594 We lost our culture, our traditions, 363 00:13:47,661 --> 00:13:49,163 our way of life. - Mm-hmm. 364 00:13:49,230 --> 00:13:52,399 - And we lost our language because we were not allowed 365 00:13:52,466 --> 00:13:55,235 to speak our language in the residential school. 366 00:13:55,302 --> 00:13:57,471 - Hearing you speak, there's so many similarities 367 00:13:57,537 --> 00:14:01,909 between your story and the stories of Black Americans 368 00:14:01,975 --> 00:14:03,777 that originate from Africa. 369 00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:05,713 They stripped us of our language, 370 00:14:05,779 --> 00:14:07,281 stripped us of our religion, 371 00:14:07,348 --> 00:14:09,116 stripped us of every-- our names. 372 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,851 - Yes. - And we're still trying 373 00:14:10,918 --> 00:14:13,087 to figure out who we are and our culture. 374 00:14:13,153 --> 00:14:14,955 So I really appreciate you. 375 00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:16,657 - Thank you. Thank you. 376 00:14:16,724 --> 00:14:18,225 - There are so many similarities 377 00:14:18,291 --> 00:14:23,296 between the oppression of Black enslaved people 378 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:26,233 and the Nakoda tribe and their oppression. 379 00:14:26,299 --> 00:14:28,902 I just feel this is such an important moment. 380 00:14:28,969 --> 00:14:31,972 And I'm glad to experience this with, you know, 381 00:14:32,038 --> 00:14:33,640 another group of Indigenous people. 382 00:14:33,707 --> 00:14:38,212 - It's an honor to be showing our way of life for you guys. 383 00:14:38,279 --> 00:14:40,380 - Thank you. - Thank you so much. 384 00:14:42,516 --> 00:14:45,452 [drumming] 385 00:14:47,888 --> 00:14:51,258 - [singing in native language] 386 00:14:51,324 --> 00:14:54,428 - Watching them dance, I'm just like, wow. 387 00:14:54,495 --> 00:14:57,297 I feel like, spiritually, I was supposed to be here. 388 00:14:57,364 --> 00:15:00,734 - The way that they are communicating with God 389 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,204 just through praising, 390 00:15:03,270 --> 00:15:05,473 I'm just grateful for these trips 391 00:15:05,539 --> 00:15:08,008 and being able to see another side. 392 00:15:08,875 --> 00:15:10,176 - Hey! 393 00:15:14,982 --> 00:15:16,750 - I'm taking all this in. 394 00:15:16,816 --> 00:15:19,352 This is about the community. 395 00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:21,655 This is about growth. This is about closeness. 396 00:15:21,722 --> 00:15:25,759 And I feel emotionally connected to these people, 397 00:15:25,825 --> 00:15:27,261 who I don't even know. 398 00:15:27,328 --> 00:15:30,430 It was a good feeling, but it was also a weird feeling. 399 00:15:32,198 --> 00:15:33,534 - Hey! 400 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:36,036 Whoo! 401 00:15:36,103 --> 00:15:38,004 - Everything about the ceremony, like, 402 00:15:38,071 --> 00:15:40,474 listening to the stories, was so touching. 403 00:15:40,541 --> 00:15:42,743 They really take pride in who they are 404 00:15:42,810 --> 00:15:44,010 and what they come from. 405 00:15:44,077 --> 00:15:45,679 And that's what I'm gonna take back with me. 406 00:15:45,746 --> 00:15:47,848 Like, it's time for us to start taking more pride 407 00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:49,917 in who we are and where we come from. 408 00:15:49,984 --> 00:15:53,153 - I'm very honored for you to come here 409 00:15:53,220 --> 00:15:55,122 and talk to you, you know? 410 00:15:55,189 --> 00:15:58,959 It's mostly when we talk to white people, 411 00:15:59,025 --> 00:16:01,195 but you're different. 412 00:16:01,261 --> 00:16:03,330 I can feel you're stronger. 413 00:16:03,397 --> 00:16:05,833 That's why we all survived together. 414 00:16:05,899 --> 00:16:07,067 - Can you pray for us? 415 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:08,169 - Sure. Right here? 416 00:16:08,235 --> 00:16:09,003 - Yes. 417 00:16:09,069 --> 00:16:10,837 - Let's all sit together. 418 00:16:12,105 --> 00:16:15,175 [speaking native language] 419 00:16:23,216 --> 00:16:26,119 - I'm still feeling the drums and the energy. 420 00:16:26,186 --> 00:16:28,889 It just makes me feel so enriched 421 00:16:28,955 --> 00:16:32,159 to know what these people have went through 422 00:16:32,225 --> 00:16:34,594 and still going through to this day. 423 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:37,464 So I got up and I said, can you pray for me? 424 00:16:37,531 --> 00:16:41,601 It was a connection that I needed at that moment in time. 425 00:16:54,982 --> 00:16:59,687 - [sobbing] 426 00:16:59,754 --> 00:17:01,722 - When I seen Karlie listening 427 00:17:01,788 --> 00:17:03,523 to some of the things he was telling her, 428 00:17:03,590 --> 00:17:05,826 it was like breaking some of her-- 429 00:17:05,893 --> 00:17:08,595 maybe some curses that she felt like she's dealing with. 430 00:17:11,165 --> 00:17:14,501 - [sobbing] 431 00:17:14,568 --> 00:17:15,836 - You are important. 432 00:17:15,903 --> 00:17:17,771 You are important. 433 00:17:17,838 --> 00:17:19,573 You are very important. 434 00:17:19,640 --> 00:17:22,976 - He just starts speaking to me and start whispering in my ear 435 00:17:23,043 --> 00:17:25,779 things that he knew about me. 436 00:17:25,846 --> 00:17:28,015 I just was like, oh, my gosh. 437 00:17:28,081 --> 00:17:29,916 He knows me. He knows my heart. 438 00:17:29,983 --> 00:17:33,019 He's connected to my soul. 439 00:17:33,086 --> 00:17:35,155 - The creator be with you. 440 00:17:35,221 --> 00:17:36,790 - Yes. - Always, always. 441 00:17:36,856 --> 00:17:37,892 - Yes. 442 00:17:37,958 --> 00:17:39,293 - He loves you. 443 00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:40,361 - Yes. 444 00:17:40,428 --> 00:17:42,730 - We love you. We care for you. 445 00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:44,932 - Amen. - Yes, yes. 446 00:17:44,999 --> 00:17:46,833 - Amen. 447 00:17:46,900 --> 00:17:50,570 Not only did he pray for me, but he also gave me advice. 448 00:17:50,637 --> 00:17:53,640 He just made me feel like it's gonna get better. 449 00:17:53,707 --> 00:17:56,143 This too shall pass. 450 00:17:56,210 --> 00:17:59,479 - Share the love that's inside you 451 00:17:59,546 --> 00:18:03,617 so that the world be a better place to live in. 452 00:18:03,684 --> 00:18:06,820 - How am I gonna do what you told me to do? 453 00:18:06,887 --> 00:18:08,155 - Don't think about it. 454 00:18:08,222 --> 00:18:09,623 Just do it. 455 00:18:09,690 --> 00:18:10,991 - OK. - Yes. 456 00:18:11,058 --> 00:18:12,392 - OK. All right. 457 00:18:12,459 --> 00:18:14,361 - Thank you. Pray--pray for us, please. 458 00:18:14,427 --> 00:18:15,262 - I will. 459 00:18:15,328 --> 00:18:16,630 - Pray for me, please. 460 00:18:16,697 --> 00:18:18,231 - Yes, I will. 461 00:18:18,298 --> 00:18:20,968 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 462 00:18:21,034 --> 00:18:22,736 - Zell, this was your idea. 463 00:18:22,802 --> 00:18:23,937 - Yeah, I'm ready. - So why you come late? 464 00:18:24,004 --> 00:18:25,139 [laughter] 465 00:18:25,206 --> 00:18:26,740 - Let's toast to not bringing up 466 00:18:26,807 --> 00:18:28,175 no [bleep] for me. 467 00:18:28,242 --> 00:18:30,678 all: Ooh. - You owe. 468 00:18:30,744 --> 00:18:34,949 [all clamoring] You owe! You owe! You owe! 469 00:18:35,015 --> 00:18:37,584 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 470 00:18:42,456 --> 00:18:43,524 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 471 00:18:43,591 --> 00:18:46,526 [upbeat music] 472 00:18:46,593 --> 00:18:49,596 ♪♪ ♪♪ 473 00:18:49,663 --> 00:18:51,064 - OK, OK, OK. 474 00:18:51,131 --> 00:18:52,232 Come on, baby. 475 00:18:54,035 --> 00:18:55,402 - This cute. 476 00:18:55,469 --> 00:18:57,704 - OK, this is cute. - Ooh. 477 00:18:57,771 --> 00:19:00,374 - Oh. - It's so cute. 478 00:19:00,441 --> 00:19:02,209 - Hey, hey, hey. 479 00:19:02,276 --> 00:19:03,410 Hi. 480 00:19:03,476 --> 00:19:04,678 - Hey. - You 'bout to say you ready? 481 00:19:04,745 --> 00:19:05,713 - Yeah. 482 00:19:05,780 --> 00:19:06,947 - I'm still, like, 483 00:19:07,014 --> 00:19:09,150 taking everything in from the ceremony. 484 00:19:09,216 --> 00:19:12,586 And it was, like, a good emotional, fun day. 485 00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:14,254 - Renni, you OK? - Yeah. 486 00:19:14,321 --> 00:19:16,624 - You embraced that experience for real, for real. 487 00:19:16,690 --> 00:19:17,658 - I love stuff like that. 488 00:19:17,725 --> 00:19:19,026 - I loved it. 489 00:19:19,093 --> 00:19:21,929 - How everybody feel about what we just did? 490 00:19:21,996 --> 00:19:24,131 - It was an educational moment for me. 491 00:19:24,198 --> 00:19:26,634 - Even though me and Karlie not upon a good page right now, 492 00:19:26,700 --> 00:19:28,902 I mean, seeing her in tears, 493 00:19:28,969 --> 00:19:31,938 it's never anything that I really want to see. 494 00:19:32,005 --> 00:19:36,243 It was just an emotional moment for everyone. 495 00:19:37,745 --> 00:19:38,912 - It's been an emotional day. 496 00:19:38,979 --> 00:19:42,416 He was having a moment with Karlie. 497 00:19:42,483 --> 00:19:43,617 - Oh, yeah. 498 00:19:45,286 --> 00:19:49,289 - He told her that she needs to take care of herself. 499 00:19:49,356 --> 00:19:52,793 He said, you take care of too many people 500 00:19:52,859 --> 00:19:54,594 and you never take care of yourself. 501 00:19:54,661 --> 00:19:55,796 - Speaking of taking care of yourself, 502 00:19:55,863 --> 00:19:57,297 how have you been doing? 503 00:19:57,364 --> 00:19:59,833 - Me and Mendeecees, girl, we've been going through it. 504 00:19:59,900 --> 00:20:01,068 - Really? - We have. 505 00:20:01,135 --> 00:20:02,903 We've been going through it bad. 506 00:20:02,970 --> 00:20:04,939 And I think he feels like I think 507 00:20:05,005 --> 00:20:07,074 I'm too independent for him. 508 00:20:07,140 --> 00:20:08,942 - Mm. 509 00:20:09,009 --> 00:20:12,046 - So Mendeecees and I, it just feels like 510 00:20:12,112 --> 00:20:16,583 our idea of marriage isn't the same. 511 00:20:16,650 --> 00:20:18,819 I want to be submissive. 512 00:20:18,886 --> 00:20:24,825 I want to be the person that he needs me to be. 513 00:20:24,891 --> 00:20:26,560 I don't know how to do that. 514 00:20:26,627 --> 00:20:28,929 Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. 515 00:20:28,995 --> 00:20:30,897 - You have to, like-- 516 00:20:30,964 --> 00:20:31,965 - Bring it back? - Bring it back. 517 00:20:32,032 --> 00:20:34,034 - Yeah. - You can't be there 518 00:20:34,101 --> 00:20:36,236 for everybody but not your man. 519 00:20:36,303 --> 00:20:38,505 - Sometimes it takes drastic measures 520 00:20:38,572 --> 00:20:40,307 to have drastic results. 521 00:20:40,374 --> 00:20:41,608 - It does. 522 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:43,209 During that period of me and Kirk's relationship, 523 00:20:43,276 --> 00:20:46,813 like, sometimes it's just, like, situations happen, 524 00:20:46,880 --> 00:20:49,583 and it's just, like, a huge moment of, like-- 525 00:20:49,650 --> 00:20:51,418 - So I wasn't there. - Yeah. 526 00:20:51,485 --> 00:20:55,222 Like, this has helped us grow 527 00:20:55,289 --> 00:20:58,425 and move on to the next season of our relationship. 528 00:20:58,492 --> 00:21:00,161 - Right. - Because it could have, 529 00:21:00,227 --> 00:21:01,628 like, killed it... - Of course. 530 00:21:01,695 --> 00:21:03,263 - And been done and over with and it's finished. 531 00:21:03,330 --> 00:21:05,999 You know what I mean? But it didn't do that. 532 00:21:06,066 --> 00:21:09,136 - I think we need real work. Like, we need work. 533 00:21:09,202 --> 00:21:11,505 He bought an Airbnb for little Mendeecees. 534 00:21:11,572 --> 00:21:13,106 - Oh, really? - And he said, 535 00:21:13,173 --> 00:21:14,408 "Instead of giving this to Mendeecees, 536 00:21:14,475 --> 00:21:17,144 I'ma just move out for a little while." 537 00:21:17,210 --> 00:21:18,845 - Oh, we ain't playing them kind of games. 538 00:21:18,912 --> 00:21:20,113 - I said, what? He was like, 539 00:21:20,180 --> 00:21:21,281 "Yeah, maybe then you'll learn 540 00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:22,483 to respect me and appreciate me." 541 00:21:22,549 --> 00:21:23,784 - Ooh. 542 00:21:23,851 --> 00:21:25,819 Yandy saying him contemplating 543 00:21:25,886 --> 00:21:27,254 on moving out and all of that-- 544 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:29,256 I've been through that, where, you know, 545 00:21:29,323 --> 00:21:32,693 Kirk's moved out and freedom get tasted 546 00:21:32,759 --> 00:21:34,061 and [bleep] start changing. 547 00:21:34,128 --> 00:21:35,696 And that ain't what we trying to do. 548 00:21:35,763 --> 00:21:39,332 You know, we're coming up on 25 years of marriage. 549 00:21:39,399 --> 00:21:45,239 But during that time, no words could fix anything. 550 00:21:45,305 --> 00:21:47,541 It was all Kirk's actions 551 00:21:47,608 --> 00:21:50,711 were the reason why I made the decision that I made. 552 00:21:50,778 --> 00:21:55,215 I tell Yandy, listen, y'all sit down, 553 00:21:55,282 --> 00:21:57,885 hold yourselves accountable for the [bleep] you doing, 554 00:21:57,952 --> 00:21:59,352 and then figure it out. 555 00:21:59,419 --> 00:22:01,355 You wanna take advice from people 556 00:22:01,421 --> 00:22:03,123 who done been through some [bleep]. 557 00:22:03,190 --> 00:22:04,325 But you got to switch-- 558 00:22:04,391 --> 00:22:06,293 you got to change [bleep] up. - I know. 559 00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:09,963 - Me and Saucy, we ain't seen each other in, like, a week. 560 00:22:10,030 --> 00:22:10,931 - I want to make a bet with Zell. 561 00:22:10,997 --> 00:22:12,165 - OK, what's the bet? 562 00:22:12,232 --> 00:22:14,301 - The bet is this. When he refers to Saucy, 563 00:22:14,368 --> 00:22:16,037 he gotta give each person a dollar. 564 00:22:16,103 --> 00:22:17,438 - OK, so--hang on. - A dollar? 565 00:22:17,505 --> 00:22:19,773 - Starting from here on out, if I don't bring him up, 566 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:21,642 I need $100 from everybody when I leave. 567 00:22:21,708 --> 00:22:24,111 [all clamoring] 568 00:22:24,178 --> 00:22:25,745 Like, what's up? Like, y'all-- 569 00:22:25,812 --> 00:22:28,015 - Come again? - What win is it for me? 570 00:22:28,081 --> 00:22:30,217 I definitely know that I can go a night, 571 00:22:30,283 --> 00:22:33,721 a day, a month, a year without mentioning this man's name. 572 00:22:33,787 --> 00:22:34,889 I'm like, bring it on. 573 00:22:34,955 --> 00:22:36,957 Now I'ma make y'all pay up. 574 00:22:37,023 --> 00:22:38,425 Let's toast. - Come on, let's toast. 575 00:22:38,492 --> 00:22:39,693 - ♪♪ That's on me ♪♪ 576 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:41,962 - To not bringing up no [bleep] from me. 577 00:22:42,029 --> 00:22:43,864 - [laughs] - Ah! 578 00:22:43,930 --> 00:22:45,932 - And no Big Bags, no none of that. 579 00:22:45,999 --> 00:22:46,967 - Oh, wait a minute. You owe. 580 00:22:47,034 --> 00:22:47,968 - Ooh! - Ooh! 581 00:22:48,034 --> 00:22:49,670 - You owe. You owe. 582 00:22:49,736 --> 00:22:52,372 [all clamoring] 583 00:22:52,439 --> 00:22:56,409 - Big Bag is Saucy's nickname when Zell is mad at him. 584 00:22:56,476 --> 00:22:57,911 That man is still in love. 585 00:22:57,978 --> 00:22:59,547 Pass me my dollars. 586 00:22:59,613 --> 00:23:01,515 - You owe! You owe! 587 00:23:01,581 --> 00:23:03,950 You owe! You owe! 588 00:23:04,017 --> 00:23:06,853 [saucy hip-hop music] 589 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:09,389 - ♪♪ Check it, I'm 'bout to put 'em to bed ♪♪ 590 00:23:09,456 --> 00:23:11,158 ♪♪ I told you I wanted it slit ♪♪ 591 00:23:11,225 --> 00:23:12,926 ♪♪ They trying to come at me again ♪♪ 592 00:23:12,993 --> 00:23:14,561 ♪♪ I told 'em I know how to win ♪♪ 593 00:23:14,628 --> 00:23:17,431 - Well, I enjoyed riding the snowmobiles. 594 00:23:17,497 --> 00:23:19,233 - Oh, my god. That was so much fun. 595 00:23:19,300 --> 00:23:20,701 - That was crazy. - I can check that 596 00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:22,202 off my bucket list, baby. 597 00:23:22,269 --> 00:23:24,438 - I think the world is in an emotional state 598 00:23:24,504 --> 00:23:27,141 because everybody's, like, in their [bleep] feelings. 599 00:23:27,208 --> 00:23:28,743 - Yeah. But I guess it ain't nothing wrong with that. 600 00:23:28,809 --> 00:23:30,877 I'd rather everybody be in their feelings and crying 601 00:23:30,944 --> 00:23:32,412 instead of everybody being in their feelings 602 00:23:32,479 --> 00:23:34,481 and trying to tear each other's head off. 603 00:23:34,548 --> 00:23:35,982 - You're right about that. 604 00:23:36,049 --> 00:23:37,584 - ♪♪ She asked when the party begin ♪♪ 605 00:23:37,651 --> 00:23:39,319 ♪♪ And this time, she bringing a friend ♪♪ 606 00:23:39,386 --> 00:23:41,121 ♪♪ We mixing the soda with gin ♪♪ 607 00:23:41,188 --> 00:23:42,856 ♪♪ Aah, here we go again ♪♪ 608 00:23:42,923 --> 00:23:44,692 - Eat the rice cake. 609 00:23:44,758 --> 00:23:46,092 - No. It look like food 610 00:23:46,159 --> 00:23:47,561 you would give to Breland and Xylo. 611 00:23:47,627 --> 00:23:48,595 I'm good. 612 00:23:48,662 --> 00:23:50,064 - Eat the rice cake. 613 00:23:50,131 --> 00:23:51,665 Eat the rice cake! 614 00:23:51,732 --> 00:23:53,167 - ♪♪ You know where I be ♪♪ 615 00:23:53,234 --> 00:23:57,037 ♪♪ Standing with the spotlight shining on me ♪♪ 616 00:23:57,104 --> 00:23:59,640 ♪♪ I want it, I want it, I want it ♪♪ 617 00:23:59,707 --> 00:24:02,309 ♪♪ I got it, I want it, I want it ♪♪ 618 00:24:02,376 --> 00:24:03,878 - I'm glad the sun is out a little. 619 00:24:03,944 --> 00:24:05,212 - I know. It feels so good. 620 00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:07,781 Look how beautiful it is, the mountains. 621 00:24:07,848 --> 00:24:09,283 - Every place you look around, 622 00:24:09,350 --> 00:24:11,084 it looks like a postcard. - It's so nice. 623 00:24:11,151 --> 00:24:13,553 Y'all, so I feel like I'm getting cold right now. 624 00:24:13,620 --> 00:24:15,021 We gotta go get ready for the curling. 625 00:24:15,088 --> 00:24:16,323 - I'ma beat you before you even say it. 626 00:24:16,389 --> 00:24:17,825 - Y'all know we about to go play curling, 627 00:24:17,892 --> 00:24:19,627 so I gotta go get my outfit on, put on my curling outfit. 628 00:24:19,693 --> 00:24:21,494 - I'm gonna be the videographer filming y'all do it. 629 00:24:22,930 --> 00:24:25,933 [upbeat music] 630 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:27,601 - You'll get in. 631 00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:29,035 Start with your hands. 632 00:24:29,102 --> 00:24:31,272 Then when you want to, you'll add in your leg, 633 00:24:31,338 --> 00:24:33,740 going the same motion as your hands. 634 00:24:33,807 --> 00:24:36,143 - Whoa. - Holy [bleep]. 635 00:24:36,210 --> 00:24:39,079 - Oh, he just let it go. And then what? 636 00:24:39,146 --> 00:24:40,614 Zell, this was your idea. - Yeah, I'm ready. 637 00:24:40,681 --> 00:24:42,449 - So why you come late? - Oh, I'm ready 638 00:24:42,516 --> 00:24:44,484 - You better be. - No, I was letting you guys 639 00:24:44,551 --> 00:24:46,419 get some practice in because I know what I'm doing. 640 00:24:46,486 --> 00:24:47,955 - And you better be able to push the ball... 641 00:24:48,021 --> 00:24:49,022 - Yeah, I do. - Because I don't know 642 00:24:49,089 --> 00:24:50,557 what the [bleep] going on. 643 00:24:50,624 --> 00:24:52,826 - I just wanna do something fun in Canada. 644 00:24:52,892 --> 00:24:58,199 Something unusual, but still remain to the Canadian roots. 645 00:24:58,265 --> 00:25:00,901 Why not curling? Duh. 646 00:25:00,968 --> 00:25:03,103 - My question is, what's the end goal? 647 00:25:03,170 --> 00:25:05,239 Do you push it across the line? - The end goal-- 648 00:25:05,306 --> 00:25:06,474 - Is you want it to be in that, um-- 649 00:25:06,540 --> 00:25:07,808 - In the rings. - In the bull's-eye. 650 00:25:07,874 --> 00:25:09,376 I picked this activity 651 00:25:09,442 --> 00:25:12,346 so I can see these BBLs hit the ice. 652 00:25:12,412 --> 00:25:14,147 I wanna see if they're gon' bounce up, 653 00:25:14,214 --> 00:25:15,649 if they're gon' slide, 654 00:25:15,716 --> 00:25:17,852 or are if they gon' melt right in with the ice. 655 00:25:17,918 --> 00:25:20,354 - All right, so he swear up and down he the curling champ. 656 00:25:20,421 --> 00:25:22,756 - OK. - We gonna see. 657 00:25:22,823 --> 00:25:25,759 - Go for it! all: Oh! 658 00:25:25,826 --> 00:25:28,495 - We [bleep], yeah! 659 00:25:28,562 --> 00:25:30,096 Yeah, we going long way! 660 00:25:30,163 --> 00:25:32,099 Why wouldn't I get out here and be the best? 661 00:25:32,166 --> 00:25:33,633 Like, I'm the best. 662 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:35,802 I don't care if it's curling, if it's football, 663 00:25:35,869 --> 00:25:37,904 if it's [bleep], if it's [bleep], 664 00:25:37,971 --> 00:25:39,306 if it's whatever. 665 00:25:39,372 --> 00:25:40,907 I'm an All-American. I'm the best. 666 00:25:40,974 --> 00:25:41,942 I'm gonna do the best. 667 00:25:42,008 --> 00:25:43,009 Everybody gonna be curling. 668 00:25:43,076 --> 00:25:44,545 We bringing curling to Atlanta. 669 00:25:44,611 --> 00:25:45,846 I'm having curling nights 670 00:25:45,912 --> 00:25:48,115 on Wednesdays at the skating rink. 671 00:25:48,181 --> 00:25:50,117 So you guys hit me up if you want to come. 672 00:25:50,183 --> 00:25:51,785 - Now, Renni is athletic. 673 00:25:51,852 --> 00:25:53,520 Watch she get it on her first try. 674 00:25:53,587 --> 00:25:55,289 - Let's go. 675 00:25:55,355 --> 00:25:56,457 - OK, OK. 676 00:25:56,524 --> 00:25:57,891 - [laughing] 677 00:25:57,958 --> 00:25:59,092 - Damn! 678 00:25:59,159 --> 00:26:01,561 [laughter] 679 00:26:01,628 --> 00:26:03,730 OK, Renni. 680 00:26:03,797 --> 00:26:05,465 - Oh! - Oh! 681 00:26:05,532 --> 00:26:08,068 [laughter] 682 00:26:08,135 --> 00:26:09,703 - Let it go. - Let it go. 683 00:26:09,770 --> 00:26:12,072 - All right, all right, all right, all right. 684 00:26:12,139 --> 00:26:13,907 - And then do I do like this? 685 00:26:13,974 --> 00:26:15,508 - Da-da! 686 00:26:15,575 --> 00:26:16,911 But you want to do that at the end of your slide. 687 00:26:16,977 --> 00:26:17,945 - Oh. 688 00:26:18,012 --> 00:26:19,079 - You gotta have, like, 689 00:26:19,146 --> 00:26:20,848 real upper-body strength to do that. 690 00:26:20,915 --> 00:26:22,449 I gotta get in the gym. 691 00:26:22,516 --> 00:26:24,718 I can't be doing these curls. 692 00:26:24,784 --> 00:26:26,586 This not for me, Zell. 693 00:26:26,653 --> 00:26:30,123 - See, don't be underestimating my baby, goddamn. 694 00:26:30,190 --> 00:26:34,661 [all cheering] 695 00:26:34,728 --> 00:26:35,862 - That was too weak. 696 00:26:35,929 --> 00:26:37,431 - Yeah, yeah, yeah! 697 00:26:37,497 --> 00:26:39,266 - Take your jacket off. - No. 698 00:26:39,333 --> 00:26:40,767 - Oh, she wants to do it in the full fur. 699 00:26:40,834 --> 00:26:41,969 - OK. - OK, fine. 700 00:26:42,035 --> 00:26:44,204 You know, wearing a fur coat 701 00:26:44,271 --> 00:26:46,640 to be sliding on the floor, 702 00:26:46,706 --> 00:26:49,609 yeah, it doesn't work. 703 00:26:49,676 --> 00:26:51,845 This is called rich bitch curling. 704 00:26:51,912 --> 00:26:54,281 Yeah-- [laughing] 705 00:26:54,347 --> 00:26:56,149 - Oh, my lord. - You didn't even let it go. 706 00:26:56,216 --> 00:26:58,052 - Oh, lord, you still got it. 707 00:26:58,118 --> 00:26:59,686 - Jess, what happened? 708 00:26:59,753 --> 00:27:01,355 [laughter] 709 00:27:01,421 --> 00:27:03,990 - The one thing Jessica White never does 710 00:27:04,057 --> 00:27:05,725 is take off the fur. 711 00:27:07,294 --> 00:27:09,296 - We got Black people on ice, y'all. 712 00:27:09,362 --> 00:27:11,098 We're taking over the world. 713 00:27:11,165 --> 00:27:13,534 Everybody's having so much fun. 714 00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:15,335 Some of them wore designer shoes. 715 00:27:15,402 --> 00:27:18,371 I don't get that, but we still working on this. 716 00:27:18,438 --> 00:27:21,675 We curling now, so I'll take that on a résumé. 717 00:27:21,741 --> 00:27:23,010 - That rhythm, get your rhythm. All right. 718 00:27:23,077 --> 00:27:24,078 - And let it go. 719 00:27:24,145 --> 00:27:25,078 - Let it go. 720 00:27:25,145 --> 00:27:26,613 [cheering] 721 00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:27,748 - Rasheeda, yeah! 722 00:27:27,815 --> 00:27:29,182 - [whistles] - We gonna make it. 723 00:27:29,249 --> 00:27:30,484 - Oh! - You did good, baby. 724 00:27:30,550 --> 00:27:31,918 - No cheating either? - Yeah, we did that. 725 00:27:31,985 --> 00:27:33,287 - Yeah, you did good. - Oh, you crossing the line. 726 00:27:33,354 --> 00:27:36,456 - I can do this [bleep], man. 727 00:27:36,523 --> 00:27:39,159 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 728 00:27:41,995 --> 00:27:44,231 [cheering] 729 00:27:45,699 --> 00:27:47,667 - Hold on. Gloria outside. 730 00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:52,205 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 731 00:27:56,877 --> 00:27:58,078 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 732 00:27:58,145 --> 00:27:59,680 - ♪♪ You see 'em stars coming ♪♪ 733 00:27:59,747 --> 00:28:02,182 ♪♪ You hear me on the beat, you know a star on it ♪♪ 734 00:28:02,249 --> 00:28:04,251 ♪♪ Uh, that's trill, that's trill ♪♪ 735 00:28:04,317 --> 00:28:06,786 ♪♪ No contract, but he the real deal ♪♪ 736 00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:09,323 ♪♪ Tell 'em other dudes pack it up like luggage ♪♪ 737 00:28:09,390 --> 00:28:11,892 ♪♪ I can't stand losing, so winning is my crutches ♪♪ 738 00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:13,860 ♪♪ Hold me up, I can't lose ♪♪ 739 00:28:13,927 --> 00:28:16,196 [cheering] 740 00:28:16,263 --> 00:28:17,898 - Anybody who may think that I'm having 741 00:28:17,964 --> 00:28:20,033 some issues with my foot, 742 00:28:20,100 --> 00:28:22,069 this is a Prada snow boot. 743 00:28:22,136 --> 00:28:25,238 We'll always do something with a little bit of edge 744 00:28:25,305 --> 00:28:27,274 and just a little bit of flair. 745 00:28:29,543 --> 00:28:30,777 - Whoo! 746 00:28:30,844 --> 00:28:32,512 - I was trying to figure out what we could do 747 00:28:32,579 --> 00:28:33,914 in honor of my mom. 748 00:28:33,981 --> 00:28:35,448 I wanted to make sure we were able to do 749 00:28:35,515 --> 00:28:38,085 something that would include the kids and the adults. 750 00:28:38,151 --> 00:28:38,985 So then I was like, you know what? 751 00:28:39,052 --> 00:28:40,120 Kickball is very easy. 752 00:28:40,187 --> 00:28:41,755 I think it was a good choice. 753 00:28:41,822 --> 00:28:45,058 Only kick it if you comfortable, Camora. 754 00:28:47,494 --> 00:28:50,397 [cheering, kids screaming] 755 00:28:52,399 --> 00:28:54,067 I ain't gonna lie. I'm dreading Gloria 756 00:28:54,134 --> 00:28:57,738 coming in here and making things crazy or weird. 757 00:28:57,805 --> 00:28:59,440 But I'm gonna try to stay positive. 758 00:28:59,506 --> 00:29:01,408 [exhales] 759 00:29:01,475 --> 00:29:03,109 - Who kicking? 760 00:29:05,079 --> 00:29:07,348 - Hold on. Gloria outside. 761 00:29:07,414 --> 00:29:09,215 - They do got two outs? - Huh? 762 00:29:09,282 --> 00:29:12,419 - They got two outs? - I'm about to get Gianna. 763 00:29:12,485 --> 00:29:13,486 - OK. 764 00:29:14,855 --> 00:29:17,457 I don't know if Gloria gon' come inside. 765 00:29:17,524 --> 00:29:18,859 But if she do, like, 766 00:29:18,926 --> 00:29:20,427 stay on your side, I'ma stay over here. 767 00:29:20,494 --> 00:29:21,428 It's just how it is. 768 00:29:21,494 --> 00:29:22,830 Have you ever seen 769 00:29:22,897 --> 00:29:24,498 Mariah Carey hanging out with Nick Cannon baby mamas? 770 00:29:24,565 --> 00:29:25,565 I think not. 771 00:29:25,632 --> 00:29:27,534 - [bleep]. Here we go. 772 00:29:27,601 --> 00:29:30,804 [tense music] 773 00:29:30,871 --> 00:29:31,972 ♪♪ ♪♪ 774 00:29:32,039 --> 00:29:33,874 Hey, big girl. 775 00:29:33,941 --> 00:29:35,543 Come on, mama. 776 00:29:35,609 --> 00:29:36,810 So you not coming in? 777 00:29:38,345 --> 00:29:40,681 - Gloria is basically saying she has some other things 778 00:29:40,748 --> 00:29:41,982 that kind of came up she needs to do, 779 00:29:42,049 --> 00:29:43,150 so it's cool. 780 00:29:43,217 --> 00:29:45,986 I'm very happy that she brought Gianna. 781 00:29:47,954 --> 00:29:50,891 [indistinct shouting] 782 00:29:52,893 --> 00:29:54,761 We got another one. - Hi! 783 00:29:54,828 --> 00:29:55,762 - And another one. - Hey! 784 00:29:55,829 --> 00:29:57,364 - Ooh! - OK. 785 00:29:57,431 --> 00:29:58,666 I like that. 786 00:29:58,732 --> 00:30:00,400 Y'all can go--y'all go next. 787 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:01,435 - Come on, y'all. Bring her over here. 788 00:30:01,501 --> 00:30:03,270 - Gianna! 789 00:30:03,337 --> 00:30:07,007 [clamoring] 790 00:30:07,074 --> 00:30:08,576 - What is you doing? 791 00:30:08,642 --> 00:30:10,210 Amari! 792 00:30:15,649 --> 00:30:17,017 - I'm not gonna say it's a relief 793 00:30:17,084 --> 00:30:18,819 that Gloria is not coming in. 794 00:30:18,885 --> 00:30:21,889 But I just feel like that has helped, like, 795 00:30:21,956 --> 00:30:24,858 ease my anxiety. 796 00:30:24,924 --> 00:30:26,626 And you know, I always said it for years, 797 00:30:26,693 --> 00:30:28,061 you know, there's a lot of times 798 00:30:28,128 --> 00:30:29,864 I felt like you was my hero. You know what I'm saying? 799 00:30:29,930 --> 00:30:31,932 My shero I guess, because I'll be the hero. 800 00:30:31,999 --> 00:30:33,234 You my shero. - Don't make me cry. 801 00:30:33,300 --> 00:30:34,702 - But I don't want to let you down. 802 00:30:34,768 --> 00:30:36,036 You know what I'm saying? 803 00:30:36,103 --> 00:30:37,238 I also don't want to let my kids down, you know? 804 00:30:37,304 --> 00:30:38,872 - Absolutely. - We gonna have some-- 805 00:30:38,939 --> 00:30:40,741 we gonna some turbulent times. - Absolutely. 806 00:30:40,808 --> 00:30:42,176 - But I just pray for better days. 807 00:30:42,242 --> 00:30:43,644 You know what I'm saying? - Absolutely. 808 00:30:43,710 --> 00:30:45,078 - And I really appreciate you. You know what I'm saying? 809 00:30:45,145 --> 00:30:47,080 To tell you the truth, I'm not sure how things 810 00:30:47,147 --> 00:30:49,183 would have turned out if Gloria decided to come in today. 811 00:30:49,250 --> 00:30:51,751 One thing I am sure about is, 812 00:30:51,818 --> 00:30:53,387 Kendra has definitely stepped up. 813 00:30:53,454 --> 00:30:55,522 Not only is she a bonus mom to my other kids, 814 00:30:55,589 --> 00:30:57,157 but the fact that she was willing to be 815 00:30:57,224 --> 00:31:00,694 in the same room with Gloria speaks volumes. 816 00:31:00,761 --> 00:31:03,196 As long as she and I are on the same page 817 00:31:03,263 --> 00:31:05,265 and we team us, then I'm good. 818 00:31:05,332 --> 00:31:06,834 You know, me and my mama, you know, 819 00:31:06,900 --> 00:31:09,103 we had a lot of conversations, you know what I'm saying? 820 00:31:09,169 --> 00:31:12,706 And you know, there was a lot of times she was like, 821 00:31:12,773 --> 00:31:16,109 you know, you got you a good woman. 822 00:31:16,176 --> 00:31:19,646 She decided to, you know, stick it out with you, 823 00:31:19,713 --> 00:31:21,615 go ahead and marry you. 824 00:31:21,682 --> 00:31:24,251 You know, one thing she told me before she passed was-- 825 00:31:24,317 --> 00:31:26,052 you know, we was in the hospital, 826 00:31:26,119 --> 00:31:28,055 and she was just like, take care of that woman 827 00:31:28,121 --> 00:31:29,690 and she'll take care of you. 828 00:31:29,757 --> 00:31:32,459 - I love you, Joc. 829 00:31:32,526 --> 00:31:33,560 Mm. 830 00:31:34,862 --> 00:31:37,330 [squeals gleefully] 831 00:31:38,765 --> 00:31:41,201 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 832 00:31:41,268 --> 00:31:43,938 - Bambi, I just did a song with your ex-husband. 833 00:31:44,004 --> 00:31:46,140 - Is it--is it like, a diss? 834 00:31:46,206 --> 00:31:47,975 - Talking about you was scared. Why are you scared? 835 00:31:48,041 --> 00:31:49,443 Don't try to paint me like a bully. 836 00:31:49,509 --> 00:31:51,512 I'm leaving. I'm not gonna let them do this to me again. 837 00:31:51,578 --> 00:31:54,114 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 838 00:31:58,785 --> 00:32:00,087 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 839 00:32:00,154 --> 00:32:03,657 [upbeat music] 840 00:32:03,724 --> 00:32:04,892 - Let's go. 841 00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:07,027 - The curling thing, it looked easy. 842 00:32:07,094 --> 00:32:10,263 But once you get out there, it's actually kind of hard. 843 00:32:10,330 --> 00:32:11,831 - It was fun, 844 00:32:11,898 --> 00:32:13,567 but it'll be my last time. 845 00:32:13,634 --> 00:32:14,835 - Yeah, we're going to the hot springs 846 00:32:14,902 --> 00:32:16,870 as soon y'all fill y'all little bellies up. 847 00:32:16,937 --> 00:32:19,673 We need get in that hot water and let it soak a little bit. 848 00:32:19,740 --> 00:32:21,642 - Oh, by the way, Bambi, 849 00:32:21,709 --> 00:32:24,011 I want to tell you first before you see it, 850 00:32:24,078 --> 00:32:27,014 that I just did a song with your ex-husband. 851 00:32:27,081 --> 00:32:29,950 I was in the studio with him before we came. 852 00:32:30,017 --> 00:32:32,552 And we did a song together, so... 853 00:32:32,619 --> 00:32:34,121 - What is it called? 854 00:32:34,188 --> 00:32:35,322 - It's called "Pull Up." 855 00:32:35,389 --> 00:32:37,758 [tense music] 856 00:32:37,824 --> 00:32:39,459 - Scrapp wants to link up with everybody 857 00:32:39,526 --> 00:32:41,395 who he thinks is one of my ops. 858 00:32:41,462 --> 00:32:44,598 Spice is the queen of dancehall. 859 00:32:44,665 --> 00:32:46,766 So hey, get it how y'all live. 860 00:32:46,833 --> 00:32:49,036 Is it--is it like, a diss? 861 00:32:49,103 --> 00:32:52,172 ♪♪ ♪♪ 862 00:32:52,239 --> 00:32:55,609 - If it was a diss song to you, I would never go on the song. 863 00:32:55,675 --> 00:32:57,244 - OK. Mm-hmm. - There's no words in there 864 00:32:57,311 --> 00:32:59,380 that sound like it's shading you or nothing 865 00:32:59,446 --> 00:33:00,781 because I would've never get on it. 866 00:33:00,848 --> 00:33:03,283 - Can you understand any of the words? 867 00:33:03,350 --> 00:33:05,419 [laughter] 868 00:33:05,486 --> 00:33:07,655 No, I'm joking, I'm joking. 869 00:33:07,722 --> 00:33:09,923 I'm just joking. 870 00:33:09,990 --> 00:33:11,792 I'm just asking because, I mean, 871 00:33:11,859 --> 00:33:13,661 I did spend an entire marriage 872 00:33:13,727 --> 00:33:16,129 trying to understand what this man was saying. 873 00:33:16,196 --> 00:33:17,798 - Since we're on the topic of artists, 874 00:33:17,865 --> 00:33:19,833 and there are so many artists at the table, 875 00:33:19,900 --> 00:33:22,336 there's a big performance tomorrow. 876 00:33:22,403 --> 00:33:23,704 So I'm inviting all of y'all. 877 00:33:23,771 --> 00:33:25,939 I want y'all to perform on the stage. 878 00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:28,642 - Amy, Karlie, Bambi, everybody. 879 00:33:28,709 --> 00:33:31,845 - So when the resort found out that we were coming to Canada-- 880 00:33:31,912 --> 00:33:33,513 of course you know me, the queen of dancehall, 881 00:33:33,580 --> 00:33:34,882 so me always have to represent. 882 00:33:34,948 --> 00:33:36,750 So they asked me to perform. 883 00:33:36,817 --> 00:33:38,585 And I invited other people to perform. 884 00:33:38,652 --> 00:33:40,320 So I'm super excited to see, you know, 885 00:33:40,387 --> 00:33:41,755 everybody just having fun. 886 00:33:41,821 --> 00:33:43,557 - And, Karlie, you gotta get up there too then. 887 00:33:43,624 --> 00:33:45,159 - Yep. - Amy, you gotta rap. 888 00:33:45,225 --> 00:33:46,827 - Yes. - You gotta get up there too. 889 00:33:46,894 --> 00:33:48,995 - One of my favorite songs is that song 890 00:33:49,062 --> 00:33:50,998 you and Karlie did together. - What song? 891 00:33:51,065 --> 00:33:52,432 - You don't even know the words. 892 00:33:52,499 --> 00:33:54,601 You don't know it. You're just trying to be shady. 893 00:33:54,668 --> 00:33:55,835 - I'm not--that's not shady. - Sing it. 894 00:33:55,902 --> 00:33:57,304 Sing it. - That's not shady. 895 00:33:57,371 --> 00:33:58,772 - Sing the song. - Karlie-- 896 00:33:58,839 --> 00:33:59,940 - No. No. - You know how many times 897 00:34:00,007 --> 00:34:01,842 I posted that song? - Sing the song. 898 00:34:01,909 --> 00:34:03,610 I think y'all should stop playing with me. 899 00:34:03,677 --> 00:34:06,113 - I'm being messy because I want you and your best friend 900 00:34:06,180 --> 00:34:08,449 to get back together and perform a hit record 901 00:34:08,515 --> 00:34:10,583 that went number one? [sighs] 902 00:34:10,650 --> 00:34:11,752 It's not a game. It's not a joke. 903 00:34:11,819 --> 00:34:13,753 I wanna hear it. I love that song. 904 00:34:13,820 --> 00:34:14,921 - You might just give us-- 905 00:34:14,988 --> 00:34:17,057 y'all might give us just a happy time. 906 00:34:17,123 --> 00:34:18,526 - I don't even like talking about the song 907 00:34:18,592 --> 00:34:21,695 because it just keeps reminding me of the situation. 908 00:34:21,762 --> 00:34:24,231 I'm just annoyed at everybody trying to just 909 00:34:24,297 --> 00:34:25,865 pressure the situation with me and Karlie. 910 00:34:25,932 --> 00:34:29,003 We're going to talk when we are ready to talk, 911 00:34:29,069 --> 00:34:31,005 not because somebody said we could talk. 912 00:34:31,071 --> 00:34:32,539 - Would you consider doing a song with me? 913 00:34:32,606 --> 00:34:34,141 - [bleep] no, not at the moment. 914 00:34:34,208 --> 00:34:36,610 No, I wouldn't do a song with you. 915 00:34:36,677 --> 00:34:39,746 See, I'm not doing no song with no more friends anymore, 916 00:34:39,813 --> 00:34:41,214 because the last time I did that, 917 00:34:41,281 --> 00:34:43,683 I got [bleep] thrown all over my face. 918 00:34:44,985 --> 00:34:46,653 - I don't know what Spice mean 919 00:34:46,720 --> 00:34:48,088 by I'm [bleep] all over her face. 920 00:34:48,155 --> 00:34:50,357 The only [bleep] I'm doing is in the toilet. 921 00:34:50,424 --> 00:34:52,559 I thought we on a healing journey again. 922 00:34:52,626 --> 00:34:53,961 What happened to the healing? 923 00:34:54,028 --> 00:34:55,862 I never threw no [bleep]. I don't [bleep] on people. 924 00:34:55,929 --> 00:34:57,998 I don't do that. That's not nice. 925 00:34:58,065 --> 00:35:00,433 - All right, I think we need to, you know, regroup 926 00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:03,770 because the tone is kind of getting a little, you know, 927 00:35:03,837 --> 00:35:06,473 going someplace that it shouldn't be going. 928 00:35:06,539 --> 00:35:08,975 - We should be able to laugh and joke now. 929 00:35:09,042 --> 00:35:12,079 - Yeah, but it's still obviously some tension. 930 00:35:12,146 --> 00:35:14,281 So I think right now the problem is-- 931 00:35:14,348 --> 00:35:16,917 and I'm just gon' say it straight up-- 932 00:35:16,983 --> 00:35:18,852 is that it got physical, you know what I'm saying? 933 00:35:18,919 --> 00:35:20,087 So when-- - It didn't get physical 934 00:35:20,153 --> 00:35:21,354 because I didn't touch her. 935 00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:26,093 Let me tell you something. - [screams] 936 00:35:26,159 --> 00:35:27,527 - Let me tell you something. 937 00:35:27,594 --> 00:35:29,597 [indistinct arguing] - What the hell just happened? 938 00:35:29,663 --> 00:35:31,465 - [bleep] 939 00:35:31,531 --> 00:35:35,068 - You see how she attacked me? She attacked me. 940 00:35:35,135 --> 00:35:37,271 - I did not even touch Karlie in the Bahamas. 941 00:35:37,338 --> 00:35:39,339 I approached her to have a conversation to her face. 942 00:35:39,406 --> 00:35:41,575 Like, I'm not going to do nothing behind your back. 943 00:35:41,642 --> 00:35:42,910 If I wanted to attack Karlie, 944 00:35:42,977 --> 00:35:44,378 Karlie lives a step away from me. 945 00:35:44,444 --> 00:35:46,747 Like, one, two step, and she's my neighbor. 946 00:35:46,814 --> 00:35:49,016 So I'm looking at her like, girl, 947 00:35:49,083 --> 00:35:50,984 what you get out of this for play a victim? 948 00:35:51,051 --> 00:35:52,119 Like, why are you doing this? 949 00:35:52,185 --> 00:35:54,054 Even when talking to you people-- 950 00:35:54,121 --> 00:35:56,823 even Zell coming up to me, oh, Karlie says she's scared, 951 00:35:56,890 --> 00:35:58,959 because she keep doing this victim thing. 952 00:35:59,025 --> 00:36:00,694 And now you're trying to make it seem like you're-- 953 00:36:00,761 --> 00:36:01,962 - Let's just let it be. 954 00:36:02,029 --> 00:36:03,430 [overlapping speech] - Let's just end it. 955 00:36:03,497 --> 00:36:04,865 Let's end it. 956 00:36:04,932 --> 00:36:06,266 - Let's go. Let's go. 957 00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:08,869 - Talking about you scared. Why are you scared? 958 00:36:08,935 --> 00:36:11,338 Why--why is Karlie saying she's scared? 959 00:36:11,405 --> 00:36:13,173 - 'Cause you yelling and you being loud. 960 00:36:13,240 --> 00:36:14,642 - No, because that's how I talk. 961 00:36:14,708 --> 00:36:16,810 - I know, but it's scaring her. - That's how I talk. 962 00:36:16,877 --> 00:36:18,078 That's how I talk. 963 00:36:18,145 --> 00:36:19,579 Karlie knows that I'm a sweet person. 964 00:36:19,646 --> 00:36:21,348 She knows how loving I am. 965 00:36:21,415 --> 00:36:23,884 Like, that's why you wanna be my friend, right, Karlie? 966 00:36:23,950 --> 00:36:26,787 So yes, it makes me angry when you try to act 967 00:36:26,854 --> 00:36:28,822 like I'm this bad person, I'm this bully. 968 00:36:28,889 --> 00:36:31,458 "Oh, I'm so scared." Why all of a sudden? 969 00:36:31,525 --> 00:36:33,660 Because it's something that people do all the time. 970 00:36:33,727 --> 00:36:34,895 It's like they poke, poke, poke. 971 00:36:34,962 --> 00:36:36,430 And then when I lash out--see? 972 00:36:36,497 --> 00:36:39,166 They're like, oh, see, see? She angry. 973 00:36:39,233 --> 00:36:41,502 All of y'all need to stop with this scare narrative 974 00:36:41,568 --> 00:36:43,070 because y'all trying to paint me like a bully. 975 00:36:43,136 --> 00:36:44,938 Is she scared of Sierra? - Hey, hey, hey, hey. 976 00:36:45,005 --> 00:36:46,506 - Sierra box her in her face. - Both of y'all-- 977 00:36:46,573 --> 00:36:48,542 Sierra hit her in her face. - Uh-uh-uh-uh. Uh-uh-uh-uh. 978 00:36:48,609 --> 00:36:50,277 - But she not scared of Sierra. - Come on, come on, come on. 979 00:36:50,343 --> 00:36:51,945 Come on, come on, come on. - Come on, man. 980 00:36:52,012 --> 00:36:54,148 - Spice, why are you deflecting to go into Sierra 981 00:36:54,214 --> 00:36:55,449 about me and Sierra's beef? 982 00:36:55,515 --> 00:36:57,484 Sierra has definitely took accountability 983 00:36:57,551 --> 00:36:59,620 for her actions, and she's never come for me 984 00:36:59,686 --> 00:37:00,887 like that ever since. 985 00:37:00,954 --> 00:37:02,956 It's a huge difference from you denying 986 00:37:03,023 --> 00:37:04,358 that you even attacked me. 987 00:37:04,424 --> 00:37:06,359 - Stop. - All of y'all are trying 988 00:37:06,426 --> 00:37:08,129 to paint me like a bully all the time, 989 00:37:08,195 --> 00:37:09,529 talking about I'm scaring her. - We're not painting you. 990 00:37:09,596 --> 00:37:10,564 - She's not scared of Sierra. 991 00:37:10,630 --> 00:37:11,865 You don't understand. 992 00:37:11,931 --> 00:37:13,100 They keep painting me as a bully all the time! 993 00:37:13,166 --> 00:37:14,902 - You not a bully. - You think I was! 994 00:37:14,968 --> 00:37:16,636 - Hey, hey, hey, hey. - It's the truth! 995 00:37:16,703 --> 00:37:18,271 - Hey, hey, hey. - I'm human! 996 00:37:18,338 --> 00:37:20,641 - Nah, nah, she's-- nah, we good. 997 00:37:20,707 --> 00:37:22,810 She's not gonna do nothing. - [indistinct shouting] 998 00:37:22,876 --> 00:37:24,411 [sobbing] - OK, OK, OK, OK. 999 00:37:24,478 --> 00:37:26,546 Calm down, calm down, calm down, calm down. 1000 00:37:26,613 --> 00:37:27,881 - I'm not calling you a bully. 1001 00:37:27,948 --> 00:37:29,383 But if you wanna keep mentioning that word, 1002 00:37:29,450 --> 00:37:30,617 that's on you. 1003 00:37:30,684 --> 00:37:32,452 She's not taking any accountability 1004 00:37:32,519 --> 00:37:34,822 or responsibility of anything at all. 1005 00:37:34,888 --> 00:37:37,991 At this point, I'm just like, we ain't never gon' make up. 1006 00:37:38,058 --> 00:37:39,426 - Take this mic off of me. I'm leaving. 1007 00:37:39,492 --> 00:37:40,994 I'm not gonna let them do this to me again. 1008 00:37:41,061 --> 00:37:42,529 - Nobody's doing it to you. - I'm not doing it 1009 00:37:42,596 --> 00:37:44,098 another year, I'm telling you. 1010 00:37:44,164 --> 00:37:46,500 - This is the type of [bleep] she do. 1011 00:37:46,567 --> 00:37:48,602 That's the type of [bleep] she do. 1012 00:37:48,668 --> 00:37:51,238 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1013 00:37:55,976 --> 00:37:57,311 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1014 00:37:57,378 --> 00:38:00,280 [tense music] 1015 00:38:00,347 --> 00:38:04,084 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1016 00:38:04,150 --> 00:38:05,952 - I'm leaving. I'm not gonna let them do this to me again. 1017 00:38:06,019 --> 00:38:07,688 - Nobody's doing it to you. - I'm not doing it 1018 00:38:07,755 --> 00:38:09,155 another year, I'm telling you. 1019 00:38:09,222 --> 00:38:10,724 I gotta leave. - You have to control yourself. 1020 00:38:10,791 --> 00:38:11,858 - I can't... - You can. 1021 00:38:11,925 --> 00:38:13,060 - When I'm sitting at a table 1022 00:38:13,127 --> 00:38:15,296 with someone who I gave love to. 1023 00:38:15,362 --> 00:38:16,463 - Now, Spice, listen. 1024 00:38:16,530 --> 00:38:18,599 - I can't heal this way. I've gotta leave. 1025 00:38:18,666 --> 00:38:19,733 - I agree with you. - I was told 1026 00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,668 if I'm uncomfortable, to leave-- 1027 00:38:21,735 --> 00:38:22,670 - So go to your room. - To leave from the place 1028 00:38:22,736 --> 00:38:23,971 that makes me uncomfortable. 1029 00:38:24,037 --> 00:38:26,006 - Listen, Spice, if you are serious 1030 00:38:26,073 --> 00:38:28,275 about healing and getting the help that you need, 1031 00:38:28,342 --> 00:38:29,542 you gotta be uncomfortable. 1032 00:38:29,609 --> 00:38:30,910 And you're gonna have to let 1033 00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:33,614 love, hope, faith push through. 1034 00:38:33,681 --> 00:38:35,449 You have the right to say how you feel. 1035 00:38:35,516 --> 00:38:36,750 You have the right to express yourself 1036 00:38:36,816 --> 00:38:37,751 the way you need to. - No, I'll stop talk. 1037 00:38:37,818 --> 00:38:39,053 - You don't have to stop talking. 1038 00:38:39,119 --> 00:38:40,354 - You don't have to. - I will stop talking. 1039 00:38:40,420 --> 00:38:41,955 - You should not. You should not. 1040 00:38:42,022 --> 00:38:44,157 But you also have to be willing to listen. 1041 00:38:44,224 --> 00:38:46,526 - I lost my dad when I was nine years old. 1042 00:38:46,593 --> 00:38:48,963 Growing up in Jamaica, it was so hard for me. 1043 00:38:49,029 --> 00:38:51,564 Even going into the business, dancehall is a harsh place. 1044 00:38:51,631 --> 00:38:52,900 It's a male-dominated business. 1045 00:38:52,966 --> 00:38:55,335 So I had to be, like, that man figure. 1046 00:38:55,402 --> 00:38:58,572 Even though it has built me and mold me and shaped me 1047 00:38:58,638 --> 00:39:00,708 into my success story, the woman that I am 1048 00:39:00,774 --> 00:39:02,876 and the artist that I am, it also comes 1049 00:39:02,943 --> 00:39:07,247 with that negative part of me being so aggressive 1050 00:39:07,314 --> 00:39:10,917 and so quick to fight back and quick to lash out 1051 00:39:10,984 --> 00:39:12,920 because I'm always in defense mode 1052 00:39:12,987 --> 00:39:15,722 because that's all I know. 1053 00:39:15,789 --> 00:39:17,658 - When we met, the first thing I did was, 1054 00:39:17,724 --> 00:39:19,526 I'm sorry I offended you. 1055 00:39:19,593 --> 00:39:21,562 I'm taking accountability for everything. 1056 00:39:21,629 --> 00:39:23,431 I apologize. 1057 00:39:23,497 --> 00:39:24,998 Why do you keep bringing up stuff 1058 00:39:25,065 --> 00:39:27,367 over and over and over again? 1059 00:39:27,434 --> 00:39:28,936 - Like, maybe you could try it one more time. 1060 00:39:29,003 --> 00:39:30,204 - No, I don't think she should. - No. 1061 00:39:30,271 --> 00:39:31,572 - I think she should just leave it alone. 1062 00:39:31,639 --> 00:39:32,773 - Why am I keep begging for a friendship? 1063 00:39:32,839 --> 00:39:34,641 What? No, you should be apologizing 1064 00:39:34,708 --> 00:39:36,076 and taking accountability... - And she's not. 1065 00:39:36,143 --> 00:39:38,045 - For trying--she's not taking accountability. 1066 00:39:38,111 --> 00:39:40,347 - At this point, I know everybody else thinking it, 1067 00:39:40,414 --> 00:39:41,882 when is it gon' be over with? 1068 00:39:41,949 --> 00:39:43,551 Either they're gon' be friends or leave it alone. 1069 00:39:43,617 --> 00:39:44,918 The fighting has to stop. 1070 00:39:44,985 --> 00:39:46,787 - The fact that this is still hurting you 1071 00:39:46,853 --> 00:39:48,522 the way it does, I'm sorry, 1072 00:39:48,589 --> 00:39:50,657 but it seems to me like you still love her. 1073 00:39:50,724 --> 00:39:53,027 Also, it feels like you need closure, 1074 00:39:53,093 --> 00:39:54,962 like you're searching, because somebody that I don't 1075 00:39:55,029 --> 00:39:57,264 [bleep] talk about no more cannot affect me like this. 1076 00:39:57,331 --> 00:40:00,067 - You know, Karlie and I, we just need that moment. 1077 00:40:00,134 --> 00:40:02,536 I don't know when it's gon' come or how it's gon' come, 1078 00:40:02,602 --> 00:40:04,905 but I came here because I wanted everybody 1079 00:40:04,972 --> 00:40:06,874 to just come together, communicate. 1080 00:40:06,941 --> 00:40:09,443 But at this point, I don't think I'm even welcome here. 1081 00:40:09,510 --> 00:40:11,245 Even though it's my trip and I planned it, 1082 00:40:11,311 --> 00:40:15,716 I don't know if this is the place for me to even be. 1083 00:40:15,783 --> 00:40:17,751 - I love you. I don't want you to go. 1084 00:40:17,818 --> 00:40:19,119 - I'm going to pack. 1085 00:40:20,787 --> 00:40:23,790 - I want you to stay. I wanna force you. 1086 00:40:23,857 --> 00:40:25,225 - OK. - I don't have no man. 1087 00:40:25,292 --> 00:40:27,928 I don't have nothing. Rasheeda got Kirk. 1088 00:40:27,995 --> 00:40:30,364 - Just go--go tie her down. - Just stay with us, please. 1089 00:40:30,431 --> 00:40:32,933 Can you not leave? 1090 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:34,501 Please. 1091 00:40:34,568 --> 00:40:35,769 - It's OK. 1092 00:40:35,835 --> 00:40:37,971 - Listen, you have... both: One day. 1093 00:40:38,038 --> 00:40:39,573 - One day. - One day, that's all. 1094 00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:41,041 - One day. 1095 00:40:41,108 --> 00:40:43,109 - I'm going to pack my suitcase. 1096 00:40:51,651 --> 00:40:52,853 - Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1097 00:40:52,919 --> 00:40:54,088 - Is Spice gon' stay? 1098 00:40:54,155 --> 00:40:55,356 - We don't know. 1099 00:40:55,422 --> 00:40:56,923 I think being painted like a bully-- 1100 00:40:56,990 --> 00:40:59,727 - I've seen you, Yandy, from-- from the Bahamas. 1101 00:40:59,793 --> 00:41:03,330 And I haven't seen you yet say, yo, Spice, 1102 00:41:03,397 --> 00:41:05,165 take accountability for your actions. 1103 00:41:05,232 --> 00:41:07,334 I haven't seen-- - You haven't seen that. 1104 00:41:07,401 --> 00:41:09,002 That doesn't mean it doesn't happen. 1105 00:41:09,069 --> 00:41:10,270 - Wait, there's no bar? 1106 00:41:10,337 --> 00:41:11,438 It's like--there's no-- - You're ready. 1107 00:41:13,139 --> 00:41:14,141 - Yeah-- [laughter] 1108 00:41:14,208 --> 00:41:16,142 - Oh, no. - Aah! 1109 00:41:17,645 --> 00:41:19,913 - I think I saw Jessica getting carted off the slopes. 1110 00:41:19,980 --> 00:41:21,282 Is she OK? 1111 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:22,849 - What is it that you need? 1112 00:41:22,916 --> 00:41:25,686 You have to be able to communicate what you need. 1113 00:41:25,752 --> 00:41:28,221 - I signed up to this to be my forever. 1114 00:41:28,288 --> 00:41:30,958 And it feel like this ain't gon' be forever. 1115 00:41:31,025 --> 00:41:33,927 [dramatic hip-hop music]