1 00:00:02,169 --> 00:00:03,771 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:03,838 --> 00:00:06,640 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 3 00:00:06,707 --> 00:00:09,109 - This is called rich bitch curling. 4 00:00:09,176 --> 00:00:11,145 - [laughs] 5 00:00:11,211 --> 00:00:13,013 - There's a performance tomorrow. 6 00:00:13,080 --> 00:00:14,048 - Amy, you've gotta rap. 7 00:00:14,114 --> 00:00:15,115 - Yes. 8 00:00:15,182 --> 00:00:16,517 - Are you still mad at me? 9 00:00:16,583 --> 00:00:18,218 - Of course. 10 00:00:18,285 --> 00:00:19,753 - Oh, my God. 11 00:00:19,819 --> 00:00:21,655 Me and Mendeecees, girl, we been going through it. 12 00:00:21,722 --> 00:00:24,225 And he said, I'm gonna just move out for a little while. 13 00:00:24,291 --> 00:00:25,292 - Nobody. 14 00:00:25,359 --> 00:00:27,527 Like, literally nobody. 15 00:00:27,594 --> 00:00:29,630 - This is why you and Spice both need 16 00:00:29,697 --> 00:00:31,966 each other the most right now. 17 00:00:32,032 --> 00:00:33,133 - Karlie says she's scared. 18 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:34,768 She keeps doing this victim thing. 19 00:00:34,835 --> 00:00:36,637 Why is Karlie saying she's scared? 20 00:00:36,704 --> 00:00:38,472 - Because you yelling, and you're being loud. 21 00:00:38,539 --> 00:00:40,540 - No, because y'all trying to paint me like a bully. 22 00:00:40,607 --> 00:00:41,741 Is she scared of Sierra? 23 00:00:41,808 --> 00:00:43,544 Sierra clocked her in her face. 24 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:44,745 I can't heal this way. 25 00:00:44,812 --> 00:00:45,912 I'm gonna leave. 26 00:00:45,979 --> 00:00:47,615 I was told, if I'm uncomfortable, 27 00:00:47,681 --> 00:00:49,583 to leave from the place that makes me uncomfortable. 28 00:00:49,650 --> 00:00:50,784 - This is the type of [bleep] she doing. 29 00:00:54,955 --> 00:00:56,122 [funky music] 30 00:00:56,189 --> 00:00:57,524 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 31 00:00:57,591 --> 00:00:58,591 - ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 32 00:00:58,658 --> 00:01:00,026 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 33 00:01:00,093 --> 00:01:01,094 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 34 00:01:01,161 --> 00:01:02,396 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 35 00:01:02,462 --> 00:01:03,396 ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 36 00:01:03,463 --> 00:01:04,764 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 37 00:01:04,831 --> 00:01:06,567 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 38 00:01:06,634 --> 00:01:08,401 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 39 00:01:13,007 --> 00:01:14,708 - ♪♪ I like it, I really like it ♪♪ 40 00:01:14,775 --> 00:01:18,746 ♪♪ My friends be so pretty, and it makes me so excited ♪♪ 41 00:01:18,813 --> 00:01:21,448 - Yeah, no they be rubbing on your body too much. 42 00:01:21,514 --> 00:01:24,918 - After Spice's meltdown, I just need a break. 43 00:01:24,985 --> 00:01:26,886 I came here to enjoy Canada. 44 00:01:26,953 --> 00:01:28,321 And I'm not letting anything stop it. 45 00:01:28,388 --> 00:01:32,326 Let the [bleep] party begin because Spice and Karlie, 46 00:01:32,393 --> 00:01:35,228 party killer. 47 00:01:35,295 --> 00:01:37,264 - Hi! - Hi! 48 00:01:37,331 --> 00:01:38,899 - "Love & Hip Hop." 49 00:01:38,966 --> 00:01:40,968 "Love & Hip Hop"-- they got a hot tub. 50 00:01:41,034 --> 00:01:42,269 - OK. 51 00:01:42,336 --> 00:01:43,637 - Oh, Bambi gonna be here, yeah. 52 00:01:43,703 --> 00:01:44,772 - Yeah, period. 53 00:01:44,838 --> 00:01:46,306 - You scared to be in love? 54 00:01:46,373 --> 00:01:49,009 - I'm not afraid, but I just don't think it's realistic. 55 00:01:49,076 --> 00:01:51,345 - Ooh, this is amazing. 56 00:01:51,411 --> 00:01:52,379 - Oh. 57 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:53,413 - Good, right? 58 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:54,481 - We need champagne. 59 00:01:54,548 --> 00:01:55,482 We need tequila. 60 00:01:55,549 --> 00:01:56,583 I need my phone. 61 00:01:56,650 --> 00:01:58,818 - I need a charcuterie board. 62 00:01:58,885 --> 00:02:00,921 [laughter] 63 00:02:00,988 --> 00:02:02,556 - So I'm wondering--so when we were headed back, 64 00:02:02,623 --> 00:02:04,291 Zell was in the car. 65 00:02:04,357 --> 00:02:07,728 Spice was just upset, making calls, arrangements to leave. 66 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:08,895 - I don't want her to leave. 67 00:02:08,962 --> 00:02:10,664 What you leaving for? Because-- 68 00:02:10,730 --> 00:02:12,333 - I don't want her to leave, either, because-- 69 00:02:12,399 --> 00:02:13,833 - But you have to learn-- 70 00:02:13,900 --> 00:02:15,436 if you're saying you're in a healing journey-- 71 00:02:15,502 --> 00:02:17,404 - You can't run from things 72 00:02:17,471 --> 00:02:18,838 that you're trying to heal from. 73 00:02:21,375 --> 00:02:22,742 - Y'all go for her. 74 00:02:22,809 --> 00:02:24,211 Y'all both got her. - --that she's so hurt-- 75 00:02:24,278 --> 00:02:25,679 - Yeah. 76 00:02:25,745 --> 00:02:27,247 - --for her, it--and to be honest with you, 77 00:02:27,314 --> 00:02:28,882 it probably ain't even got [bleep] to do with you. 78 00:02:28,948 --> 00:02:31,485 - I actually witnessed Spice run up and do 79 00:02:31,552 --> 00:02:32,820 the most in the Bahamas. 80 00:02:32,886 --> 00:02:34,554 Plus, she still won't own up to it. 81 00:02:34,621 --> 00:02:37,524 So me watching it, I just don't like it for Karlie. 82 00:02:37,590 --> 00:02:39,627 I'm gonna pick team Karlie in this moment 83 00:02:39,693 --> 00:02:40,928 because she needs somebody. 84 00:02:40,994 --> 00:02:42,396 I'm gonna be that person for now. 85 00:02:42,463 --> 00:02:44,231 - So, y'all. 86 00:02:49,269 --> 00:02:50,537 - Oh, my goodness, girl. 87 00:02:50,604 --> 00:02:52,039 - Girl. 88 00:02:52,106 --> 00:02:53,874 - So I'm worrying about Sierra bothering me, 89 00:02:53,940 --> 00:02:55,142 and you about to pee on me? 90 00:02:55,208 --> 00:02:56,876 - I swear to God, I peed. 91 00:02:56,943 --> 00:02:57,845 - [bleep]. 92 00:02:57,911 --> 00:02:59,346 - I thought that was a man. 93 00:02:59,412 --> 00:03:00,781 - Ugh! 94 00:03:00,848 --> 00:03:02,883 And, like, I'm just like, you like to what? 95 00:03:02,950 --> 00:03:05,019 Now that I think about it, I pee in a hot tub too. 96 00:03:05,086 --> 00:03:06,153 I will pee. 97 00:03:06,220 --> 00:03:08,121 So I already had already peed on her. 98 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:10,223 So it's like, it's cool. 99 00:03:10,290 --> 00:03:11,558 - I like to do it as well. 100 00:03:11,625 --> 00:03:13,093 But I'm not gonna tell y'all. 101 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:15,328 And I feel like I seen her do it, because at one point, 102 00:03:15,395 --> 00:03:18,632 she did a cute little shuffle away from everybody. 103 00:03:18,699 --> 00:03:21,402 I know what that move was, Bambi, end of story. 104 00:03:21,468 --> 00:03:23,304 - Oh. 105 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:25,706 - Ah! 106 00:03:25,773 --> 00:03:27,741 - Oh, my God! 107 00:03:27,808 --> 00:03:30,411 - The fact that I was about to kill Jessica. 108 00:03:30,477 --> 00:03:33,680 Jessica, you was trying to come in my room in the Bahamas. 109 00:03:33,747 --> 00:03:36,483 - Oh, I was, that late night time. 110 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:37,584 - What? 111 00:03:37,651 --> 00:03:39,086 - The time is not now, darling. 112 00:03:39,152 --> 00:03:42,123 In the Bahamas, it was Jessica drunk 113 00:03:42,189 --> 00:03:43,591 outside of my hotel room. 114 00:03:43,657 --> 00:03:45,292 Like, Amy, you are so sexy, you know? 115 00:03:45,359 --> 00:03:46,861 And I politely shut the door. 116 00:03:46,927 --> 00:03:49,496 Jessica definitely would have tried for the pretty kitty. 117 00:03:49,563 --> 00:03:54,000 I know I am the Black Barbie, but I'm looking for a Ken, OK? 118 00:03:54,067 --> 00:03:55,669 I'm not looking for Jessica White. 119 00:03:55,736 --> 00:03:59,573 - The fact that I had a girl do my face. 120 00:03:59,639 --> 00:04:01,975 - Ah! 121 00:04:02,042 --> 00:04:03,577 - Bitch. 122 00:04:03,644 --> 00:04:05,746 - ♪♪ Turn up in the '97 Civic ♪♪ 123 00:04:05,812 --> 00:04:07,581 ♪♪ Talking your ♪♪ 124 00:04:07,648 --> 00:04:08,849 ♪♪ Caught me off guard ♪♪ 125 00:04:08,916 --> 00:04:12,219 ♪♪ You hit a lick with me ♪♪ 126 00:04:12,285 --> 00:04:15,556 ♪♪ I put you on ♪♪ 127 00:04:15,622 --> 00:04:18,392 [phone ringing] 128 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:19,894 - Hey. 129 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:21,695 - What's going on? 130 00:04:21,761 --> 00:04:24,965 - What are you doing? 131 00:04:25,032 --> 00:04:30,270 - I'm about to lay down, about to get ready for bed. 132 00:04:30,337 --> 00:04:33,541 - I miss you. 133 00:04:33,607 --> 00:04:35,075 - Miss you too. 134 00:04:35,142 --> 00:04:38,078 - Things with Mendeecees has been really rough at home. 135 00:04:38,145 --> 00:04:41,748 We have been arguing and fighting constantly. 136 00:04:41,815 --> 00:04:44,051 But usually we know that we don't 137 00:04:44,118 --> 00:04:46,019 want to be without each other. 138 00:04:46,086 --> 00:04:49,122 So we're quick to fix things. 139 00:04:49,189 --> 00:04:53,059 This has taken a little longer. 140 00:04:53,126 --> 00:04:56,363 This trip is just--it's becoming too much for me. 141 00:04:56,430 --> 00:04:58,332 - What's been going on? 142 00:04:58,399 --> 00:05:01,101 Why--why you sound so drained like that? 143 00:05:01,168 --> 00:05:03,937 - I just spent hours in Spice's room. 144 00:05:04,004 --> 00:05:05,873 It made me just miss you more. 145 00:05:05,940 --> 00:05:09,309 - So--so--so the drama make you miss me? 146 00:05:09,376 --> 00:05:11,412 Yandy and I have been struggling for a minute now. 147 00:05:11,479 --> 00:05:14,714 I've been holding my feelings in for a long time. 148 00:05:14,781 --> 00:05:16,951 And now it's time for her to hear me. 149 00:05:17,017 --> 00:05:18,218 You know, she's taking me for granted. 150 00:05:18,285 --> 00:05:20,153 She think everything is fine. 151 00:05:20,220 --> 00:05:23,591 And she doesn't really grasp what's going on until things 152 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:25,126 spiral out of control. 153 00:05:25,192 --> 00:05:27,461 - You know, all the stuff that we've been beefing about 154 00:05:27,527 --> 00:05:29,864 and you thinking that I'm trying to be too independent, 155 00:05:29,930 --> 00:05:33,067 and Rasheeda was talking to me, how 156 00:05:33,133 --> 00:05:35,436 it got to a point in her relationship with Kirk 157 00:05:35,502 --> 00:05:39,707 where she was trying to just do everything and be all that 158 00:05:39,773 --> 00:05:41,141 she needed to be for everything else 159 00:05:41,208 --> 00:05:42,876 but not for her relationship. 160 00:05:42,943 --> 00:05:46,046 And she said they went through a very dark place. 161 00:05:46,113 --> 00:05:49,283 And I just don't want that for us. 162 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:51,752 - Man, listen, I don't know what to say, man. 163 00:05:51,819 --> 00:05:56,089 I feel that we are in a dark place. 164 00:05:56,156 --> 00:05:58,892 It's been going on for a while now. 165 00:05:58,959 --> 00:06:00,694 If this is gonna be, then, you know, 166 00:06:00,761 --> 00:06:02,228 you gotta take this serious. 167 00:06:02,295 --> 00:06:05,131 If it's not, then you gotta let it go. 168 00:06:08,402 --> 00:06:09,436 - Yeah. 169 00:06:12,472 --> 00:06:14,174 - Absolutely, 1,000%. 170 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:16,043 This [bleep], it's supposed to be forever, 171 00:06:16,110 --> 00:06:18,579 but it don't have to be forever. 172 00:06:18,645 --> 00:06:23,383 - Well, I feel like letting it go is not an option. 173 00:06:23,450 --> 00:06:26,620 The thought of life without you and-- 174 00:06:26,686 --> 00:06:29,256 that's not an option for me. 175 00:06:29,323 --> 00:06:31,492 I'm just devastated at how he feels. 176 00:06:31,558 --> 00:06:33,260 It seems like he's hopeless. 177 00:06:33,327 --> 00:06:38,098 Nothing has ever made him say or consider us being apart. 178 00:06:38,165 --> 00:06:40,266 I didn't think it was this bad. 179 00:06:40,333 --> 00:06:44,605 I'm just worried at this point. 180 00:06:44,672 --> 00:06:46,206 - Well, when you get back, there's things 181 00:06:46,273 --> 00:06:48,542 we gotta work on, you know? 182 00:06:48,609 --> 00:06:52,479 So you--you gotta be willing to put the work in. 183 00:06:52,546 --> 00:06:56,951 So, you know, I'm not a big communicator, you know? 184 00:06:57,017 --> 00:06:58,985 But I be trying. 185 00:06:59,052 --> 00:07:01,488 God knows I be trying. 186 00:07:01,555 --> 00:07:04,458 - ♪♪ There's more to be said in the silence ♪♪ 187 00:07:04,524 --> 00:07:06,159 - OK. 188 00:07:06,226 --> 00:07:07,628 - ♪♪ Fill in the blank ♪♪ 189 00:07:07,694 --> 00:07:08,929 ♪♪ See you later ♪♪ 190 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:11,432 - All right, I love you. 191 00:07:11,498 --> 00:07:12,499 - I love you too. 192 00:07:12,566 --> 00:07:15,636 - Give my babies a kiss, please. 193 00:07:15,702 --> 00:07:19,306 - All right. 194 00:07:19,373 --> 00:07:23,644 - ♪♪ We've been coming undone ♪♪ 195 00:07:23,711 --> 00:07:27,981 - All right, bye. 196 00:07:28,048 --> 00:07:33,320 - ♪♪ Blink twice if you still love me ♪♪ 197 00:07:33,387 --> 00:07:36,223 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 198 00:07:36,290 --> 00:07:39,393 - I haven't seen you say, yo, Spice, take accountability 199 00:07:39,460 --> 00:07:41,094 for your actions. I haven't seen it. 200 00:07:41,161 --> 00:07:42,429 - You haven't seen that. 201 00:07:42,496 --> 00:07:43,764 That doesn't mean it doesn't happen. 202 00:07:43,831 --> 00:07:45,098 - Hop on it. Hop on it. 203 00:07:45,165 --> 00:07:46,600 Oh, [bleep]. - Why I gotta do this? 204 00:07:46,667 --> 00:07:48,469 And I just got on here without even thinking. 205 00:07:48,535 --> 00:07:51,071 - If money is gonna make you happy, what are we doing here? 206 00:07:51,138 --> 00:07:53,607 I signed up this to be my forever, 207 00:07:53,674 --> 00:07:58,312 and I feel like this ain't gonna be forever. 208 00:07:58,379 --> 00:08:00,480 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 209 00:08:05,452 --> 00:08:07,521 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 210 00:08:07,587 --> 00:08:09,856 [hip-hop music] 211 00:08:09,923 --> 00:08:11,492 - ♪♪ Like, grrah, keep it a stack ♪♪ 212 00:08:11,558 --> 00:08:13,059 ♪♪ Move wock' 'cause they know I got bands ♪♪ 213 00:08:13,126 --> 00:08:14,828 ♪♪ They be chattin' I don't give a ♪♪ 214 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:16,296 ♪♪ And I'm still gettin' money, I know who I am ♪♪ 215 00:08:16,363 --> 00:08:17,964 ♪♪ Tryna be low, he gon' hit up my 'Gram ♪♪ 216 00:08:18,031 --> 00:08:19,599 ♪♪ If he smart, he gon' act like a fan ♪♪ 217 00:08:19,666 --> 00:08:22,003 ♪♪ Thinkin' you bigger, they got ya head gassed ♪♪ 218 00:08:22,069 --> 00:08:23,170 - Whoo, dinner. 219 00:08:23,237 --> 00:08:24,538 - I'm so hungry. 220 00:08:24,604 --> 00:08:25,972 We can get this cracking right now. 221 00:08:26,039 --> 00:08:27,541 - Everyone is here at this dinner, 222 00:08:27,608 --> 00:08:29,109 and it is awkward as hell. 223 00:08:29,176 --> 00:08:31,812 I'm not gonna lie, I do have a little bit of PTSD. 224 00:08:31,878 --> 00:08:35,949 Like, whenever I see a table and I see salads and biscuits 225 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:37,884 and bitches at the table, I be like, 226 00:08:37,951 --> 00:08:39,886 all right, what's finna happen? 227 00:08:39,953 --> 00:08:41,655 - What y'all did when we left the curl place? 228 00:08:41,721 --> 00:08:43,490 - We went to the spa. 229 00:08:43,557 --> 00:08:45,292 We got naked and got in the hot tub. 230 00:08:45,359 --> 00:08:46,427 - Oh, naked? 231 00:08:46,493 --> 00:08:48,162 - And I almost got drowned. 232 00:08:48,229 --> 00:08:49,329 - Jessica was lit. 233 00:08:49,396 --> 00:08:51,031 She was having a good old time. 234 00:08:51,097 --> 00:08:52,332 - Oh, yeah, that's right. 235 00:08:52,399 --> 00:08:53,900 That's why she's not here right now. 236 00:08:53,967 --> 00:08:55,369 - And she pushed me under the water a little bit, 237 00:08:55,436 --> 00:08:56,904 face full of makeup with the wig on. 238 00:08:56,971 --> 00:08:58,773 - Her and the [bleep] hot tub. 239 00:08:58,839 --> 00:09:00,174 - She had a good time. 240 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:01,808 - Jessica is so crazy to me. 241 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:05,212 Like, beautiful, beautiful as she could be now. 242 00:09:05,278 --> 00:09:06,313 I gotta give her that. 243 00:09:06,380 --> 00:09:07,781 I mean, drop-dead gorgeous. 244 00:09:07,848 --> 00:09:10,784 But, baby, that thing right there, 245 00:09:10,851 --> 00:09:13,387 brain don't go to the top floor. 246 00:09:13,454 --> 00:09:15,222 I promise you it don't. 247 00:09:15,289 --> 00:09:16,457 - What y'all do? 248 00:09:16,523 --> 00:09:17,891 - We were with Spice. 249 00:09:17,958 --> 00:09:19,226 - We were just trying to-- 250 00:09:19,292 --> 00:09:20,794 - Oh, yeah, how was that? 251 00:09:20,861 --> 00:09:22,229 - Is she gonna stay? 252 00:09:22,296 --> 00:09:23,697 - We don't know. 253 00:09:23,764 --> 00:09:24,898 We hope when we get up, she's still here. 254 00:09:24,965 --> 00:09:26,300 Who knows? 255 00:09:26,367 --> 00:09:29,036 - I feel like when you get to the space with anybody 256 00:09:29,102 --> 00:09:31,672 and you attempt or you physically 257 00:09:31,738 --> 00:09:33,507 do something to somebody, 258 00:09:33,573 --> 00:09:35,743 you should be the one to apologize. 259 00:09:35,809 --> 00:09:37,344 She apologized. 260 00:09:37,410 --> 00:09:41,815 And I still have yet to hear Spice apologize to her. 261 00:09:41,882 --> 00:09:44,452 And I think that's what her problem is. 262 00:09:44,518 --> 00:09:45,786 - There you go. 263 00:09:45,853 --> 00:09:47,053 - What I'm hearing is y'all telling her 264 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:48,889 just she was wrong. 265 00:09:48,956 --> 00:09:50,524 That's how I feel from my perspective. 266 00:09:50,591 --> 00:09:52,158 - Thank you. Thank you, Amy. 267 00:09:52,225 --> 00:09:53,326 Thank you. 268 00:09:53,393 --> 00:09:54,261 - I'm just saying what I feel, Karlie. 269 00:09:54,328 --> 00:09:55,663 - Thank you. 270 00:09:55,729 --> 00:09:56,831 - Nobody's gonna hold her accountable and no-- 271 00:09:56,897 --> 00:09:58,098 - You don't know that people aren't 272 00:09:58,165 --> 00:09:59,266 holding her accountable. 273 00:09:59,333 --> 00:10:00,567 - I've seen you, Yandy, from-- 274 00:10:00,634 --> 00:10:02,235 from the Bahamas. 275 00:10:02,302 --> 00:10:04,771 And I haven't seen you yet say yo, Spice, 276 00:10:04,838 --> 00:10:07,074 take accountability for your actions. 277 00:10:07,141 --> 00:10:08,776 I haven't seen it. - You haven't seen that. 278 00:10:08,843 --> 00:10:10,511 That doesn't mean it doesn't happen. 279 00:10:10,577 --> 00:10:12,045 - We may all handle her a little softer, 280 00:10:12,112 --> 00:10:13,914 but that don't mean we ain't telling her when she wrong. 281 00:10:13,981 --> 00:10:15,983 That's all I want you to know. - Facts. 282 00:10:16,050 --> 00:10:18,552 - Sometimes I guess I do kind of go a little softer on Spice 283 00:10:18,619 --> 00:10:20,020 or give her the benefit of the doubt. 284 00:10:20,087 --> 00:10:22,822 Being a single mom, having this big career, 285 00:10:22,889 --> 00:10:25,158 like, I can relate to her in a lot of those ways. 286 00:10:25,225 --> 00:10:28,562 But I definitely think Karlie and Spice can, you know, 287 00:10:28,629 --> 00:10:30,897 make amends with one another. 288 00:10:30,964 --> 00:10:33,234 I am here with somebody who told me I [bleep] 289 00:10:33,300 --> 00:10:35,002 every [bleep] in Atlanta. 290 00:10:35,069 --> 00:10:37,671 I--I have grown. 291 00:10:37,738 --> 00:10:39,606 So listen, anything can happen. 292 00:10:39,673 --> 00:10:41,374 This is a miracle. 293 00:10:41,441 --> 00:10:44,078 - When's the last time somebody text Karlie or check and said, 294 00:10:44,144 --> 00:10:45,079 Karlie, how you doing? 295 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:46,013 Anybody at the table? 296 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:47,081 - Not me checking on people. 297 00:10:47,147 --> 00:10:48,048 - How you doing mentally? 298 00:10:48,115 --> 00:10:49,750 - Checked on me. 299 00:10:49,817 --> 00:10:51,151 - My check-in has been what you--come meet up with me. 300 00:10:51,218 --> 00:10:52,586 Let's talk. 301 00:10:52,653 --> 00:10:55,689 Have I not done that within the past couple of weeks? 302 00:10:55,755 --> 00:10:57,557 - It's been me, Yandy. 303 00:10:57,624 --> 00:10:58,625 - I reciprocated. 304 00:10:58,692 --> 00:11:00,327 - No, it's been me, Yandy. 305 00:11:00,394 --> 00:11:03,631 And honestly, it's been me reaching out to you for love. 306 00:11:03,697 --> 00:11:05,599 It's been me begging you. 307 00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:07,100 Like, I really need to talk to you. 308 00:11:07,167 --> 00:11:08,335 It's been me. 309 00:11:08,402 --> 00:11:09,904 I feel like you have been picking a side. 310 00:11:09,970 --> 00:11:11,639 - I do feel bad that you feel like-- 311 00:11:11,705 --> 00:11:13,006 - Nobody cares. 312 00:11:13,073 --> 00:11:14,674 - I feel bad that you feel like that. 313 00:11:14,741 --> 00:11:16,644 Karlie just came for me. 314 00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:21,648 I'm taken aback because maybe she's right. 315 00:11:21,715 --> 00:11:23,450 There's so much going on in my home life 316 00:11:23,517 --> 00:11:25,318 with me and Mendeecees. 317 00:11:25,385 --> 00:11:27,087 I've been completely checked out. 318 00:11:27,154 --> 00:11:29,590 I did not even stop to think about her personally 319 00:11:29,657 --> 00:11:31,091 or her emotional state. 320 00:11:31,158 --> 00:11:34,227 And I feel like a dog-ass friend right now. 321 00:11:34,294 --> 00:11:36,463 - Let's just not talk about this heavy stuff no more. 322 00:11:36,530 --> 00:11:39,533 So tomorrow, we are going skiing. 323 00:11:39,600 --> 00:11:40,634 We're going outside. 324 00:11:40,701 --> 00:11:41,768 We touching grass. 325 00:11:41,835 --> 00:11:42,803 We grounding ourselves. We-- 326 00:11:42,869 --> 00:11:43,937 - Ain't no grass, ice. 327 00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:45,673 - --we touching--we grounding. 328 00:11:45,739 --> 00:11:46,773 However, we grounding. 329 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:48,308 Bitch, touch a tree, something. 330 00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:51,278 We need to put ourselves first and have a little fun. 331 00:11:51,345 --> 00:11:52,947 - I'm tired, y'all. - Cheers, girlies. 332 00:11:53,013 --> 00:11:54,281 - Cheers. 333 00:11:54,348 --> 00:11:56,116 - Tomorrow gonna be all good, all positive. 334 00:11:56,183 --> 00:11:59,119 - Amen. 335 00:11:59,185 --> 00:12:01,555 - ♪♪ If there's one thing I've learned in life ♪♪ 336 00:12:01,622 --> 00:12:03,023 ♪♪ You cannot play the victim ♪♪ 337 00:12:03,089 --> 00:12:04,225 ♪♪ You lose some ♪♪ 338 00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:05,592 ♪♪ You win some ♪♪ 339 00:12:05,659 --> 00:12:07,060 ♪♪ So give it all you got and then some ♪♪ 340 00:12:07,127 --> 00:12:08,362 - How everybody feeling this morning? 341 00:12:08,428 --> 00:12:09,930 - Feeling good. 342 00:12:09,997 --> 00:12:12,333 - I'm feeling good, aside of my hair. 343 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:14,068 - Can I tell you something? 344 00:12:14,134 --> 00:12:17,037 I want to tell you that thank you for stepping up for me. 345 00:12:17,104 --> 00:12:18,172 - Oh, yeah. 346 00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:19,240 Yeah. 347 00:12:19,306 --> 00:12:20,740 I got your back, girl. 348 00:12:20,807 --> 00:12:24,311 But I did see Spice in the lobby this morning. 349 00:12:24,378 --> 00:12:25,846 - I'm glad you guys came to check on me. 350 00:12:25,913 --> 00:12:27,981 And after talking to you guys, I just-- 351 00:12:28,048 --> 00:12:29,984 I just realized that, I don't know, I don't know, 352 00:12:30,050 --> 00:12:31,284 I guess I'm emotional. 353 00:12:31,351 --> 00:12:32,385 - That's OK, though. 354 00:12:32,452 --> 00:12:33,354 - I'm glad I stayed. 355 00:12:33,421 --> 00:12:34,721 Like, yeah. 356 00:12:34,788 --> 00:12:36,423 I really just needed time away from everyone 357 00:12:36,490 --> 00:12:37,791 for just get my mind together. 358 00:12:37,857 --> 00:12:40,293 Whenever I get into it with someone 359 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:43,196 and I feel uncomfortable, I just want to-- 360 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:44,331 I snap. 361 00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:46,133 And I want to take accountability 362 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:49,670 for being that person who runs away from the trouble. 363 00:12:49,737 --> 00:12:53,740 I want to stay and face this situation 364 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:55,910 so that I can just know how to communicate, 365 00:12:55,976 --> 00:12:57,611 even when I'm hurting. 366 00:12:57,677 --> 00:13:01,881 - Maybe it shouldn't be about breaking down everything. 367 00:13:01,948 --> 00:13:04,050 - I'm not here to pinpoint everything you did. 368 00:13:04,117 --> 00:13:06,187 - Both of y'all been wrong to each other. 369 00:13:06,253 --> 00:13:08,722 - The reason why I said thank you for stepping up for me, 370 00:13:08,789 --> 00:13:11,925 that gave me the courage juice to actually 371 00:13:11,992 --> 00:13:16,663 tell Yandy that she hasn't been there for me for-- 372 00:13:16,730 --> 00:13:18,498 for a long time, you know? 373 00:13:18,565 --> 00:13:19,966 - And I felt like-- 374 00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:21,936 I felt horrible yesterday when Karlie was telling me-- 375 00:13:22,002 --> 00:13:23,403 you know that I felt bad. 376 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:27,108 - It may not be out front like, oh, I'm team Spice. 377 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,843 But it definitely felt like that. 378 00:13:29,910 --> 00:13:31,311 - They coddle her. - They do. 379 00:13:31,378 --> 00:13:34,014 - This year, it felt like I lost my best friend 380 00:13:34,081 --> 00:13:36,450 and all my other friends too. 381 00:13:36,517 --> 00:13:40,487 It feels so good to finally have people supporting me. 382 00:13:40,554 --> 00:13:42,355 I will cherish Amy. I will cherish Bambi. 383 00:13:42,422 --> 00:13:44,024 I will cherish Zell. 384 00:13:44,091 --> 00:13:46,026 This is what I've been looking for all this time. 385 00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:48,461 - Y'all, Sierra is sick. 386 00:13:50,164 --> 00:13:51,732 - She was saying she feel like she got food poisoning. 387 00:13:51,798 --> 00:13:53,501 She been throwing up all--all night. 388 00:13:53,567 --> 00:13:54,935 I'm like, oh, my God. 389 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:57,037 - But wait, where is Renni? 390 00:13:57,104 --> 00:13:59,506 - Yeah, where is Renni? 391 00:13:59,573 --> 00:14:00,808 - Is she on the other bus? 392 00:14:00,874 --> 00:14:01,775 - I'm not sure. 393 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,210 Call her. 394 00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:05,445 - Renni? 395 00:14:05,512 --> 00:14:07,214 You're still at the hotel? 396 00:14:14,421 --> 00:14:17,157 - Don't feel like you gotta be a superhero every day. 397 00:14:17,224 --> 00:14:18,626 Oh, wow, it cut out again. 398 00:14:18,692 --> 00:14:20,360 That's too bad. - Oh, my God. 399 00:14:20,427 --> 00:14:21,428 Look at it, y'all. 400 00:14:21,495 --> 00:14:23,964 It's like a movie. 401 00:14:24,031 --> 00:14:26,066 - Skiing is not for me, that jumping off that lift 402 00:14:26,132 --> 00:14:27,200 and all of that stuff. 403 00:14:27,267 --> 00:14:28,335 - You have to jump off a lift? 404 00:14:28,401 --> 00:14:29,536 - I'm not jumping off of nothing. 405 00:14:29,603 --> 00:14:30,537 I don't know how to ski. 406 00:14:30,604 --> 00:14:31,739 - It's gonna be fun. 407 00:14:31,805 --> 00:14:33,273 - ♪♪ MVP on me ♪♪ 408 00:14:33,340 --> 00:14:34,808 ♪♪ Hey, it's nothing to it, bounce ♪♪ 409 00:14:34,875 --> 00:14:35,976 ♪♪ Good vibes only ♪♪ 410 00:14:36,043 --> 00:14:37,144 ♪♪ Haters get tossed ♪♪ 411 00:14:37,211 --> 00:14:38,312 ♪♪ Even when I lose ♪♪ 412 00:14:38,378 --> 00:14:39,646 ♪♪ Still never take a loss ♪♪ 413 00:14:39,713 --> 00:14:40,714 ♪♪ Dude's getting paid ♪♪ 414 00:14:40,781 --> 00:14:41,715 ♪♪ I'ma win at all costs ♪♪ 415 00:14:41,781 --> 00:14:43,050 - I'm ready to snowboard. 416 00:14:43,117 --> 00:14:44,285 I already look like a snowboard. 417 00:14:44,351 --> 00:14:45,619 - You're ready. - Oh, my God. 418 00:14:45,686 --> 00:14:46,654 - What's going on? - Whoo! 419 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:47,721 Whoo! - Ooh, hurry. 420 00:14:47,787 --> 00:14:48,655 Hop on it. Hop on it. 421 00:14:48,722 --> 00:14:49,657 Hop on it. 422 00:14:49,724 --> 00:14:50,824 Oh, [bleep]. 423 00:14:50,891 --> 00:14:52,259 I'm so glad you decided to stay. 424 00:14:52,326 --> 00:14:54,061 This trip, the whole vibe and the energy, 425 00:14:54,127 --> 00:14:55,429 would have been just off. 426 00:14:55,496 --> 00:14:56,831 - Off, right? 427 00:14:56,897 --> 00:14:59,166 - This is like an unhinged Ferris wheel 428 00:14:59,233 --> 00:15:02,836 that, like, you don't never know when this might drop. 429 00:15:02,903 --> 00:15:04,338 - Oh, [bleep]. This is getting higher. 430 00:15:04,405 --> 00:15:05,305 What the [bleep]? 431 00:15:05,372 --> 00:15:06,640 - I told you. - Whoo! 432 00:15:06,707 --> 00:15:07,941 [bleep]. - I can't look down. 433 00:15:08,008 --> 00:15:09,776 I can't look up. I can't look nowhere. 434 00:15:09,843 --> 00:15:10,944 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 435 00:15:11,011 --> 00:15:11,878 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 436 00:15:11,945 --> 00:15:12,879 OK. 437 00:15:12,946 --> 00:15:15,015 Breathe. 438 00:15:15,082 --> 00:15:16,416 - Why did I do this? 439 00:15:16,483 --> 00:15:18,351 And I just got on here without even thinking. 440 00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:20,787 - Every single one of these coming back are empty. 441 00:15:20,854 --> 00:15:21,922 You can't ride back. 442 00:15:21,989 --> 00:15:23,590 You got to ski down. 443 00:15:23,657 --> 00:15:26,727 - The only thing I want to ski on right now is a [bleep]. 444 00:15:26,793 --> 00:15:27,794 - You guys talk to me. 445 00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:28,696 No, no, no, no, no, don't shake. 446 00:15:28,763 --> 00:15:29,997 Don't shake. 447 00:15:30,063 --> 00:15:31,265 - Because it keeps hitting the trees. 448 00:15:31,331 --> 00:15:32,599 - No, no. It's hitting the trees? 449 00:15:32,666 --> 00:15:33,734 - Oh, wait. - I think we gotta jump out. 450 00:15:33,801 --> 00:15:34,735 - We gotta jump? 451 00:15:34,802 --> 00:15:35,736 What do you mean? 452 00:15:35,803 --> 00:15:37,071 What you mean, jump? 453 00:15:37,137 --> 00:15:38,005 - You gotta jump while it's moving. 454 00:15:38,072 --> 00:15:39,839 - Don't leave me! 455 00:15:39,906 --> 00:15:43,477 [laughter] 456 00:15:43,544 --> 00:15:45,378 - Goodness gracious. 457 00:15:45,445 --> 00:15:47,481 You're too damn much to deal with. 458 00:15:47,548 --> 00:15:49,950 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 459 00:15:50,017 --> 00:15:51,752 - Y'all ready? 460 00:15:52,719 --> 00:15:56,056 - Be really careful because I think you can probably break 461 00:15:56,123 --> 00:15:58,158 your private, your vagina. 462 00:15:59,593 --> 00:16:01,328 [screams] 463 00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:02,796 - Oh! 464 00:16:02,863 --> 00:16:04,598 - I didn't want you to feel like I was attacking you. 465 00:16:04,665 --> 00:16:06,600 - Why can't we talk about all the things 466 00:16:06,667 --> 00:16:08,302 that you've done to me? 467 00:16:08,369 --> 00:16:10,303 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 468 00:16:15,175 --> 00:16:16,543 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 469 00:16:16,610 --> 00:16:17,911 [upbeat music] 470 00:16:17,978 --> 00:16:22,649 - ♪♪ Anybody that you used to know ♪♪ 471 00:16:22,716 --> 00:16:24,719 - Knock-knock. 472 00:16:24,785 --> 00:16:27,554 - Oh, God, I still don't feel good. 473 00:16:27,621 --> 00:16:30,224 I just feel like gaggy. 474 00:16:30,290 --> 00:16:31,792 My stomach don't feel right. 475 00:16:31,859 --> 00:16:33,360 I think it was them burgers I've been [bleep] up. 476 00:16:33,427 --> 00:16:35,162 - Girl, you not pregnant, right? 477 00:16:35,228 --> 00:16:36,630 - No, bitch. Are you? 478 00:16:36,696 --> 00:16:38,933 'Cause your ass said you was feeling sick too. 479 00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:43,104 I still have PTSD from my last ski trip pregnancy scare. 480 00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:44,171 - Sierra is pregnant. 481 00:16:44,238 --> 00:16:45,605 - No, I'm not. 482 00:16:45,672 --> 00:16:46,573 - Sierra, it's positive. 483 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:48,175 - Let me see. 484 00:16:48,241 --> 00:16:51,078 - What's wrong? 485 00:16:51,144 --> 00:16:52,146 - Cut it. 486 00:16:52,212 --> 00:16:53,113 - It's a prank. 487 00:16:53,180 --> 00:16:54,114 I'm sorry. 488 00:16:54,181 --> 00:16:55,115 I'm sorry. 489 00:16:55,182 --> 00:16:56,417 It's a prank. 490 00:16:56,483 --> 00:16:58,151 - I better not be pregnant. 491 00:16:58,218 --> 00:17:01,889 I get out here, I'm pregnant, oh, baby, it's going down, 492 00:17:01,956 --> 00:17:03,690 more than Young Joc did in the club. 493 00:17:03,757 --> 00:17:06,993 I have yet to live down that ugly cry meme. 494 00:17:09,396 --> 00:17:11,798 I didn't even know it was that ugly crying. 495 00:17:11,865 --> 00:17:13,233 Oh, God, my whole face. 496 00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:14,301 Oh, Jesus, please. 497 00:17:14,368 --> 00:17:15,469 I can't think about it. 498 00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:16,737 - The ambulance lady came in 499 00:17:16,804 --> 00:17:18,105 and gave me some [bleep] Ex-Lax. 500 00:17:18,172 --> 00:17:19,272 - The medic? What-- 501 00:17:19,339 --> 00:17:20,508 - I'm like, I'm not drinking no-- 502 00:17:20,574 --> 00:17:22,109 I ain't taking no Ex-Lax. 503 00:17:22,175 --> 00:17:23,276 You know them things will 504 00:17:23,343 --> 00:17:24,745 [bleep] your whole life up, girl. 505 00:17:24,812 --> 00:17:26,947 I won't even have intestines for--with them. 506 00:17:27,014 --> 00:17:30,750 This lady done gave me some [bleep] Ex-Lax for vomiting. 507 00:17:30,817 --> 00:17:32,219 Is she even a real doctor? 508 00:17:32,285 --> 00:17:33,787 I mean, Calgary. 509 00:17:33,854 --> 00:17:36,656 It's like, what--what part of Canada is that? 510 00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:38,125 Has anybody ever heard of that? 511 00:17:38,192 --> 00:17:39,326 Crickets should be in the background 512 00:17:39,392 --> 00:17:40,394 when they say Calgary. 513 00:17:40,461 --> 00:17:42,429 [crickets chirping] 514 00:17:42,496 --> 00:17:43,496 - Let me take care of you. 515 00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:44,931 I'ma go get what you need. 516 00:17:44,998 --> 00:17:46,466 - Well, don't leave me. I don't want you to-- 517 00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:47,768 - I'm just finna go get you some fruit and stuff. 518 00:17:47,835 --> 00:17:49,036 I'm gonna find you what you need, 519 00:17:49,102 --> 00:17:50,270 and I'll come right back, and we can sit here 520 00:17:50,337 --> 00:17:51,671 and let you throw up in your room today 521 00:17:51,738 --> 00:17:53,440 while they clean the other one. 522 00:17:53,507 --> 00:17:55,308 I'll be back. 523 00:17:58,445 --> 00:17:59,813 - ♪♪ Icy, icy, icy ♪♪ 524 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:01,682 ♪♪ On my neck, icy ♪♪ 525 00:18:01,749 --> 00:18:03,517 ♪♪ On my wrist, icy ♪♪ 526 00:18:03,584 --> 00:18:04,851 - Y'all ready? 527 00:18:04,918 --> 00:18:05,986 - Hell yeah, bitch. 528 00:18:06,053 --> 00:18:07,254 I'm finna be doing some... 529 00:18:08,522 --> 00:18:09,756 [bleep] outta here. 530 00:18:09,823 --> 00:18:10,824 - I'm basically like a pro, so-- 531 00:18:10,891 --> 00:18:12,159 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 532 00:18:12,225 --> 00:18:13,627 - --you guys need any tips, just let me know. 533 00:18:13,693 --> 00:18:15,328 - Here, give me your phone. 534 00:18:19,066 --> 00:18:21,101 - Baby, it is a new day in Canada. 535 00:18:21,168 --> 00:18:22,770 I'm looking forward to doing something different other 536 00:18:22,836 --> 00:18:25,405 than eating chicken wings and clubbing in Atlanta. 537 00:18:25,472 --> 00:18:26,707 I got my gear on. 538 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:27,974 I'm layered up. 539 00:18:28,041 --> 00:18:29,810 Giving fashion, looks. 540 00:18:29,877 --> 00:18:31,144 And I'm ready to get in the mountains 541 00:18:31,211 --> 00:18:32,612 and find me a little mountain man. 542 00:18:32,679 --> 00:18:34,248 - Hey, how's it going? - Wagwan? 543 00:18:34,314 --> 00:18:35,515 Nice to meet you too. 544 00:18:35,582 --> 00:18:37,117 - You guys done much snowboarding before or-- 545 00:18:37,184 --> 00:18:38,085 - I have not. 546 00:18:38,152 --> 00:18:40,153 - I was like 16, 17 years old. 547 00:18:40,220 --> 00:18:41,821 - They're skiing. - Here we go. 548 00:18:41,888 --> 00:18:43,390 We've got some skiers coming, all right. 549 00:18:43,457 --> 00:18:44,791 - Hurry up, guys. 550 00:18:44,858 --> 00:18:46,760 - They got all that [bleep] to carry. 551 00:18:48,361 --> 00:18:50,631 - Why is your glasses in your mouth? 552 00:18:50,697 --> 00:18:52,332 - We ain't even started yet. 553 00:18:52,399 --> 00:18:54,501 - So I'm not skiing today because I'm still 554 00:18:54,568 --> 00:18:56,236 scared from our last ski trip. 555 00:18:56,303 --> 00:18:57,704 Whoo! How do I close it? 556 00:18:57,771 --> 00:18:59,006 I'm gonna go in a split. 557 00:18:59,073 --> 00:19:00,874 Oh, [bleep]. 558 00:19:00,941 --> 00:19:03,210 But you best believe I'm here to have fun, talk [bleep], 559 00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,345 turn up, and we gonna have a good time. 560 00:19:05,412 --> 00:19:07,014 - Now you know they say Black women don't like the cold. 561 00:19:07,081 --> 00:19:09,583 So when we leave, you let them know that's not true. 562 00:19:09,650 --> 00:19:10,751 - All right, then. 563 00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:12,519 - Speak for yourself. 564 00:19:12,586 --> 00:19:13,520 - She from New York. 565 00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:14,654 She likes the cold. 566 00:19:14,721 --> 00:19:15,822 - All right, sweet. 567 00:19:15,889 --> 00:19:17,558 - There's a lot of things I prefer 568 00:19:17,624 --> 00:19:20,194 over this cold-ass weather-- 569 00:19:20,261 --> 00:19:23,364 arguing about my eggs with Mendeecees, doing my taxes, 570 00:19:23,430 --> 00:19:26,199 hell, I might even like hanging out with Judy more. 571 00:19:26,266 --> 00:19:29,403 Nah, matter of fact, I'll pass on her. 572 00:19:29,469 --> 00:19:33,373 - Be really careful because I think you can probably break 573 00:19:33,440 --> 00:19:35,008 your private, your vagina. 574 00:19:35,075 --> 00:19:36,610 - That's why I said I'm good. 575 00:19:36,677 --> 00:19:38,111 I felt it in here. 576 00:19:38,178 --> 00:19:39,914 - See, that's the thing about women is y'all body, 577 00:19:39,980 --> 00:19:43,417 y'all choices, but y'all use your body for choices 578 00:19:43,483 --> 00:19:44,485 y'all shouldn't use it for. 579 00:19:44,551 --> 00:19:45,953 - OK. 580 00:19:46,019 --> 00:19:47,921 - Karlie's hot pocket get her NBA players, 581 00:19:47,988 --> 00:19:51,825 NFL players, scammers, record execs, record deals. 582 00:19:51,892 --> 00:19:53,727 That thing is worth a lot. 583 00:19:53,794 --> 00:19:56,163 - You know Karlie got a platinum box. 584 00:19:56,230 --> 00:19:59,633 She molded her private into a sex toy. 585 00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:01,601 Y'all, I was not lying. 586 00:20:01,668 --> 00:20:04,605 Copy and paste that private, girl. 587 00:20:04,671 --> 00:20:06,606 This my shero right here. 588 00:20:06,673 --> 00:20:09,209 - There's nothing that'll break my vagina. 589 00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:13,180 I tell you ladies, do 10 Kegels a day. 590 00:20:13,247 --> 00:20:15,749 Mm, mm, mm. 591 00:20:15,815 --> 00:20:19,086 How do you think I get a man to propose in 10 days, honey? 592 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,221 - We skiing from up top? 593 00:20:22,889 --> 00:20:24,024 - [bleep]. 594 00:20:24,090 --> 00:20:24,858 - OK. 595 00:20:24,925 --> 00:20:26,159 Oh, all right. 596 00:20:28,429 --> 00:20:30,164 I'm just gonna-- 597 00:20:30,230 --> 00:20:30,998 - You OK? 598 00:20:31,064 --> 00:20:32,198 - I think I'm better. 599 00:20:34,234 --> 00:20:35,436 - Whoo! 600 00:20:35,502 --> 00:20:36,570 - Good for you. 601 00:20:36,637 --> 00:20:38,505 - Yes, yes. 602 00:20:38,572 --> 00:20:39,606 - You got it. 603 00:20:39,673 --> 00:20:41,274 You got it. You got it. 604 00:20:43,210 --> 00:20:47,080 - Yeah! 605 00:20:47,147 --> 00:20:50,050 - Go, Bambi! - Go, Bambi! 606 00:20:52,353 --> 00:20:53,354 - Whoo! 607 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,321 - Get up and keep on going. 608 00:20:54,387 --> 00:20:55,322 Yeah. 609 00:20:55,389 --> 00:20:56,389 - There goes Amy. 610 00:20:56,456 --> 00:20:57,391 - Go, Amy. 611 00:20:57,458 --> 00:21:00,961 - Yeah, Amy. 612 00:21:01,028 --> 00:21:03,297 Oh, that was a wipeout. 613 00:21:03,364 --> 00:21:05,799 - I'm sorry. 614 00:21:05,866 --> 00:21:06,800 - Yeah. 615 00:21:06,867 --> 00:21:07,801 - Yeah, buddy! 616 00:21:07,868 --> 00:21:08,802 - Yeah. 617 00:21:08,868 --> 00:21:11,105 - Oh, no. 618 00:21:11,171 --> 00:21:13,307 - I'm still standing, Zell. 619 00:21:13,374 --> 00:21:15,442 - Yeah, that's because you're using two feet. 620 00:21:15,509 --> 00:21:16,844 - That means I won, honey. 621 00:21:16,911 --> 00:21:18,779 - No, that's cause you a two-feeter. 622 00:21:18,845 --> 00:21:23,984 First of all, Yandy, y'all old geriatric asses, they like-- 623 00:21:27,287 --> 00:21:28,989 Do they need somebody to change their Depends? 624 00:21:29,056 --> 00:21:31,192 You gotta be like 80 years old 625 00:21:31,258 --> 00:21:34,694 to be going down the bunny hill snoring and [bleep]. 626 00:21:34,761 --> 00:21:36,130 I was like, Kirk, wake up. 627 00:21:36,196 --> 00:21:37,664 Y'all old asses gotta move out the way. 628 00:21:37,731 --> 00:21:40,233 Y'all need to scoot down the hill that way so we can 629 00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:42,269 come up here and do our thing. 630 00:21:42,336 --> 00:21:45,105 Ah! Ah! 631 00:21:45,171 --> 00:21:46,306 - Yes! 632 00:21:46,373 --> 00:21:47,641 - Ooh, y'all see I slid? 633 00:21:47,707 --> 00:21:48,675 Yeah. 634 00:21:48,742 --> 00:21:50,311 Yeah, you seen that. 635 00:21:50,378 --> 00:21:51,378 Y'all seen that. 636 00:21:51,444 --> 00:21:52,446 Yeah. 637 00:21:52,513 --> 00:21:53,547 - That was sick. 638 00:21:53,614 --> 00:21:55,149 - Tony Hawk, where you at? 639 00:21:55,216 --> 00:21:56,683 - Shaun White. Shaun White. 640 00:21:56,750 --> 00:21:58,318 - Shaun White. Yeah, Shaun White. 641 00:21:58,385 --> 00:21:59,319 I love Shaun White. 642 00:21:59,386 --> 00:22:01,455 Yeah, Shaun White. 643 00:22:01,522 --> 00:22:04,725 [upbeat music] 644 00:22:04,792 --> 00:22:07,961 ♪♪ ♪♪ 645 00:22:08,028 --> 00:22:09,697 Walking in these is harder than skiing. 646 00:22:09,763 --> 00:22:11,064 - Did you have fun, though? 647 00:22:11,131 --> 00:22:12,399 - It was pretty fun. - At least you enjoyed it. 648 00:22:19,940 --> 00:22:21,675 - I'm glad she ain't hurt. 649 00:22:21,741 --> 00:22:23,243 - I'm glad Jessica is OK. 650 00:22:23,310 --> 00:22:25,612 And also I'm just glad that I didn't have to bust 651 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:27,147 my ass on these slopes. 652 00:22:27,214 --> 00:22:28,682 - Well, I was looking forward to seeing you 653 00:22:28,748 --> 00:22:30,351 at the dinner last night. 654 00:22:30,417 --> 00:22:32,319 - Yeah, I didn't want to come because I felt-- 655 00:22:32,385 --> 00:22:34,522 I keep feeling like I'm making people uncomfortable. 656 00:22:34,588 --> 00:22:36,022 And I don't like that. 657 00:22:36,089 --> 00:22:37,357 - I--me and you were making some strides. 658 00:22:37,424 --> 00:22:39,126 And I didn't want you to feel like I 659 00:22:39,193 --> 00:22:41,228 was attacking you or going along with a narrative. 660 00:22:41,295 --> 00:22:43,196 - And I was so happy for that space 661 00:22:43,263 --> 00:22:45,032 and even when we started talking, but it's like, 662 00:22:45,099 --> 00:22:47,768 I'm trying to get to the point where, OK, Karlie, 663 00:22:47,835 --> 00:22:49,235 I want to apologize for this. 664 00:22:49,302 --> 00:22:52,339 But before I get to the pinnacle of what happened 665 00:22:52,406 --> 00:22:55,175 in our friendship, why can't we talk about all the things 666 00:22:55,242 --> 00:22:56,443 that you've done to me? 667 00:22:56,510 --> 00:22:58,011 We've been friends for five years. 668 00:22:58,078 --> 00:22:59,913 And you know the reasons why we're at this place. 669 00:22:59,980 --> 00:23:02,182 And you make it seem like I'm just alone at fault 670 00:23:02,249 --> 00:23:04,285 and not trying to realize everything 671 00:23:04,351 --> 00:23:05,952 that you've done to hurt me. 672 00:23:06,019 --> 00:23:08,155 - From what she tells me, she's like, I have 673 00:23:08,221 --> 00:23:10,624 done this, this, that, that. 674 00:23:10,691 --> 00:23:13,527 - So she admits to you that she--she does stuff to me? 675 00:23:13,594 --> 00:23:16,596 - Yeah, she--she's admitted to being 676 00:23:16,663 --> 00:23:18,499 wrong for a lot of things. 677 00:23:18,566 --> 00:23:20,667 - It's honestly shocking to hear that Karlie takes 678 00:23:20,734 --> 00:23:22,869 responsibility for the wrongs that she's done 679 00:23:22,936 --> 00:23:24,905 to me, to some of my friends. 680 00:23:24,972 --> 00:23:27,440 I'm just kind of feeling better to know 681 00:23:27,507 --> 00:23:30,443 that she's not always trying to make me out to be the bad guy. 682 00:23:32,046 --> 00:23:33,480 - Karlie gave up on us. 683 00:23:33,547 --> 00:23:34,748 - I did. 684 00:23:34,815 --> 00:23:36,349 - And you missed some fun. 685 00:23:36,416 --> 00:23:38,819 - Well, I see Spice is over there. 686 00:23:38,886 --> 00:23:40,387 - Where? 687 00:23:40,453 --> 00:23:41,555 Oh, yeah. 688 00:23:41,622 --> 00:23:42,690 - I don't want to disturb anything. 689 00:23:42,756 --> 00:23:43,890 - Mm-hmm. 690 00:23:43,957 --> 00:23:45,725 - And she finally spoke to me. 691 00:23:45,792 --> 00:23:47,794 She said one word to me. 692 00:23:47,861 --> 00:23:48,828 - What was the word? 693 00:23:48,895 --> 00:23:51,031 - She said, "You can go ahead." 694 00:23:51,098 --> 00:23:53,533 I'm sorry, that was three words. 695 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:54,534 - She gave you four. 696 00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:56,003 - I got four words? 697 00:23:56,069 --> 00:23:57,171 - "You can go ahead." - I got four words. 698 00:23:57,238 --> 00:23:58,205 - She might have whispered "bitch" 699 00:23:58,271 --> 00:23:59,907 under her breath and said-- 700 00:23:59,973 --> 00:24:01,575 "You can go ahead" is typically not 701 00:24:01,642 --> 00:24:03,710 the four words that turn me on. 702 00:24:03,777 --> 00:24:07,214 But whatever keeps Karlie happy right now, let her rejoice. 703 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:10,717 - For real, Spice, y'all do have a lot of history. 704 00:24:10,784 --> 00:24:13,687 - We lived like two person in a relationship. 705 00:24:13,753 --> 00:24:15,388 - Listen to what you saying. 706 00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:18,825 Y'all have so much, like, good stuff. 707 00:24:18,892 --> 00:24:20,294 - We do. 708 00:24:20,360 --> 00:24:23,130 - I really do care about both of y'all in terms 709 00:24:23,197 --> 00:24:24,465 of y'all friendship. 710 00:24:24,532 --> 00:24:26,133 And I know how much it hurts her. 711 00:24:26,199 --> 00:24:27,901 And I see how much it, like, really, like, 712 00:24:27,968 --> 00:24:30,938 angers you because it's so much of a misunderstanding. 713 00:24:31,004 --> 00:24:32,206 - Yeah, and I can't be fake. 714 00:24:32,273 --> 00:24:34,108 No matter how I try, I just can't be. 715 00:24:34,175 --> 00:24:37,544 So you know? 716 00:24:37,611 --> 00:24:40,580 I probably started with the wrong approach. 717 00:24:40,647 --> 00:24:42,149 - OK, so I know-- 718 00:24:42,216 --> 00:24:44,251 I know it's not an apology, but did I just hear 719 00:24:44,318 --> 00:24:47,020 Spice taking some damn accountability 720 00:24:47,087 --> 00:24:49,489 and sounding sincere when she did it? 721 00:24:49,556 --> 00:24:50,857 We love the growth. 722 00:24:50,924 --> 00:24:53,227 - I'm still happy that she came and that, you know, 723 00:24:53,294 --> 00:24:55,663 she at least had fun with everyone 724 00:24:55,729 --> 00:24:57,665 and wasn't left out because it's my trip, 725 00:24:57,731 --> 00:24:59,966 and she couldn't come or you know what I'm saying? 726 00:25:00,033 --> 00:25:03,136 So I'm happy she's here, and I just hope that 727 00:25:03,203 --> 00:25:04,772 she will be in a better space. 728 00:25:04,838 --> 00:25:06,039 - I think she will be. 729 00:25:06,106 --> 00:25:08,375 I love this for you. 730 00:25:08,442 --> 00:25:11,345 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 731 00:25:11,412 --> 00:25:13,580 - ♪♪ Mi a di queen a di dancehall ♪♪ 732 00:25:13,647 --> 00:25:15,716 ♪♪ Bounce up yuh batty pon di ground like ball ♪♪ 733 00:25:15,782 --> 00:25:16,817 Stop the beat real quick. 734 00:25:16,884 --> 00:25:18,185 I want to say something. 735 00:25:18,252 --> 00:25:20,554 ♪♪ ♪♪ 736 00:25:20,621 --> 00:25:22,689 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 737 00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:29,763 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 738 00:25:29,830 --> 00:25:31,932 - ♪♪ Where we going, where we going ♪♪ 739 00:25:31,999 --> 00:25:33,533 ♪♪ Where we flowing ♪♪ 740 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,903 ♪♪ We heading all the way, all the way to the top ♪♪ 741 00:25:35,970 --> 00:25:37,605 ♪♪ Yeah, yeah ♪♪ 742 00:25:37,671 --> 00:25:39,406 - It should be another bar down here. 743 00:25:39,473 --> 00:25:41,442 - Who gonna chug a beer with me? 744 00:25:41,509 --> 00:25:43,977 - I mean, I do need some sort of liquor to stay warm. 745 00:25:44,044 --> 00:25:46,179 - Right now it's giving Ice Spice. 746 00:25:46,246 --> 00:25:47,447 - Yeah. 747 00:25:47,514 --> 00:25:48,915 [laughter] 748 00:25:48,982 --> 00:25:50,751 - When the ski resort found out we were coming, 749 00:25:50,818 --> 00:25:53,020 they asked Spice to perform for the guests. 750 00:25:53,086 --> 00:25:54,788 But I don't think that she thought this through 751 00:25:54,855 --> 00:25:57,190 because, girl, you got us freezing our asses out here. 752 00:25:57,257 --> 00:25:58,291 It's cold. 753 00:25:58,358 --> 00:26:00,427 - Sunshiners, what's up? 754 00:26:00,493 --> 00:26:01,761 [cheers and applause] 755 00:26:01,828 --> 00:26:03,797 - We've got a couple performances. 756 00:26:03,864 --> 00:26:07,034 And I'd like to invite up Amy Lu. 757 00:26:07,100 --> 00:26:08,802 - Amy! 758 00:26:08,869 --> 00:26:10,770 - Give it up. 759 00:26:12,306 --> 00:26:13,707 - This is definitely something that 760 00:26:13,774 --> 00:26:15,009 is a highlight for my career. 761 00:26:15,075 --> 00:26:17,411 But the scene is normally a little different. 762 00:26:17,477 --> 00:26:18,946 I'm looking at the crowd. 763 00:26:19,013 --> 00:26:22,649 It's these nice, friendly, Caucasian families 764 00:26:22,716 --> 00:26:24,251 with their cute little kids. 765 00:26:24,318 --> 00:26:27,121 Sometimes to become a mainstream artist, 766 00:26:27,188 --> 00:26:29,990 you have to get the Taylor Swifties on your side. 767 00:26:30,057 --> 00:26:32,826 So I'm trying to Swift them right over to team Luciani. 768 00:26:32,893 --> 00:26:34,962 But parents, please put the headset 769 00:26:35,028 --> 00:26:37,163 on little Sarah and little Timmy. 770 00:26:37,230 --> 00:26:38,098 ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪ 771 00:26:38,164 --> 00:26:39,966 ♪♪ Where the girls at ♪♪ 772 00:26:40,033 --> 00:26:42,836 ♪♪ Where them girls at, where them girls at ♪♪ 773 00:26:42,903 --> 00:26:44,304 ♪♪ Where them, where them girls at ♪♪ 774 00:26:44,371 --> 00:26:46,106 ♪♪ I know some girls who are strippers ♪♪ 775 00:26:46,173 --> 00:26:47,975 ♪♪ Know some girls who are doctors ♪♪ 776 00:26:48,041 --> 00:26:49,810 ♪♪ I knew a girl pregnant in school ♪♪ 777 00:26:49,876 --> 00:26:51,946 ♪♪ Her degree, you couldn't stop it ♪♪ 778 00:26:52,012 --> 00:26:53,881 - I mean, my girl Amy is out here 779 00:26:53,947 --> 00:26:55,983 culturing these white people, OK? 780 00:26:56,049 --> 00:26:57,584 Do the lord's work, girl. 781 00:26:57,651 --> 00:26:58,552 Shake that ass, ho. 782 00:26:58,618 --> 00:27:00,754 Let that coochie breathe. 783 00:27:03,456 --> 00:27:04,791 - ♪♪ Where them girls at ♪♪ 784 00:27:04,858 --> 00:27:07,461 ♪♪ Where them, where them girls at ♪♪ 785 00:27:07,527 --> 00:27:10,363 Yeah! 786 00:27:10,430 --> 00:27:13,434 Oh, my God, this is my first time getting to introduce 787 00:27:13,500 --> 00:27:15,769 the queen of the dance hall. 788 00:27:15,836 --> 00:27:17,338 And this is a real big treat, y'all. 789 00:27:17,405 --> 00:27:20,241 Coming to the stage, y'all give it up for Spice. 790 00:27:20,307 --> 00:27:21,575 Yes, yes. 791 00:27:21,642 --> 00:27:22,509 - Do your thing, Spice! 792 00:27:22,576 --> 00:27:23,577 - Yeah! 793 00:27:23,643 --> 00:27:25,045 - You better kill it. 794 00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:27,715 - ♪♪ Welcome to dancehall inna Jamaica ♪♪ 795 00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:30,117 ♪♪ Batty Rider, Mesh Marina ♪♪ 796 00:27:30,184 --> 00:27:32,352 ♪♪ Big gold chain a mi chaperater ♪♪ 797 00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:35,055 ♪♪ Queen a dancehall, mi deh back up in yah ♪♪ 798 00:27:35,121 --> 00:27:37,190 ♪♪ Diamond socks, big up every skanker ♪♪ 799 00:27:37,257 --> 00:27:39,293 ♪♪ Weed a crush up inna palm wid five finger ♪♪ 800 00:27:39,360 --> 00:27:41,028 ♪♪ Magnum inna mi hand wid mi hair bright color ♪♪ 801 00:27:41,094 --> 00:27:42,796 This is how we do it. 802 00:27:42,863 --> 00:27:44,865 This is my first time performing outside 803 00:27:44,931 --> 00:27:47,601 in the snow for some skiers. 804 00:27:47,668 --> 00:27:50,871 I feel good to be here with the people that I love, 805 00:27:50,938 --> 00:27:52,272 doing the things that I love. 806 00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:54,908 ♪♪ Mi a di queen a di dancehall ♪♪ 807 00:27:54,975 --> 00:27:57,144 ♪♪ Bounce up yuh batty pon di ground like ball ♪♪ 808 00:27:57,211 --> 00:27:59,880 ♪♪ Mi a di, di queen a di dancehall ♪♪ 809 00:27:59,946 --> 00:28:01,715 Stop the beat real quick. I want to say something. 810 00:28:01,782 --> 00:28:03,250 - Whoo! 811 00:28:03,317 --> 00:28:04,785 - Thank you guys for staying in the cold with us. 812 00:28:04,851 --> 00:28:05,886 - Yes. 813 00:28:05,952 --> 00:28:07,387 - We love you, Spice! 814 00:28:07,454 --> 00:28:08,789 - Yeah! 815 00:28:08,856 --> 00:28:12,826 - I have over maybe 500 songs. 816 00:28:12,892 --> 00:28:14,828 - Oh. 817 00:28:14,895 --> 00:28:16,196 - But there's a particular song 818 00:28:16,262 --> 00:28:18,199 that I've never performed anywhere in my life. 819 00:28:18,265 --> 00:28:19,733 - Wow. 820 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:21,335 - And so it's very special to me. 821 00:28:21,402 --> 00:28:24,070 To the person I'm about to perform it with, 822 00:28:24,137 --> 00:28:26,140 I want to apologize because I feel like 823 00:28:26,206 --> 00:28:28,442 I've hurt them in some way. 824 00:28:28,509 --> 00:28:32,012 And it was a friend that I shared 825 00:28:32,079 --> 00:28:33,848 over five years with. - It's not me. Not me. 826 00:28:33,914 --> 00:28:35,215 Is it me? 827 00:28:35,282 --> 00:28:36,784 - And it was more like a sister to me. 828 00:28:36,850 --> 00:28:39,987 We've been through a very rocky road. 829 00:28:40,054 --> 00:28:45,392 And this is gonna be, if she accepts my apology, 830 00:28:45,459 --> 00:28:48,628 the first time we've ever done this together. 831 00:28:48,695 --> 00:28:50,631 So it means a lot to me. 832 00:28:50,697 --> 00:28:53,133 I don't know if she accepts my apology, but Karlie, 833 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:56,236 could you please join me on the stage? 834 00:28:56,303 --> 00:28:57,471 - I can't do it. 835 00:28:57,538 --> 00:29:01,274 I can't do it. 836 00:29:01,341 --> 00:29:03,777 - Y'all got us in tears. - Oh, my God. 837 00:29:03,843 --> 00:29:07,648 - Yo, yo. 838 00:29:07,715 --> 00:29:10,050 This is so good, y'all. 839 00:29:10,117 --> 00:29:11,485 That is everything. 840 00:29:11,552 --> 00:29:13,020 - I love you too, and I've missed you too. 841 00:29:13,086 --> 00:29:14,688 I really tried to listen yesterday, 842 00:29:14,755 --> 00:29:17,391 but today me realized I haven't been taking the right approach. 843 00:29:17,458 --> 00:29:20,094 Maybe I do need to take more accountability. 844 00:29:20,161 --> 00:29:22,896 When it comes down to it, I love Karlie as a friend, 845 00:29:22,963 --> 00:29:25,432 and we've been through a lot together. 846 00:29:25,499 --> 00:29:28,202 What's up, Karlie? 847 00:29:28,269 --> 00:29:30,404 Everybody, this is my friend Karlie. 848 00:29:30,470 --> 00:29:34,108 [cheers and applause] 849 00:29:34,174 --> 00:29:35,976 - Thank you, Spice, for being on the song. 850 00:29:36,042 --> 00:29:38,712 I will never forget this, ever in life. 851 00:29:38,778 --> 00:29:40,047 One thing--I know one thing. 852 00:29:40,114 --> 00:29:42,016 I know one thing I know is you got my back. 853 00:29:42,082 --> 00:29:44,384 If I don't know nothing else, you got my back. 854 00:29:44,451 --> 00:29:46,319 [laughter] 855 00:29:46,386 --> 00:29:48,589 - We've shared so many laugh and tears. 856 00:29:48,656 --> 00:29:50,357 And I look at her as a sister. 857 00:29:50,423 --> 00:29:52,593 And the truth is walking away from a friendship like that, 858 00:29:52,659 --> 00:29:54,195 I don't want to do it. 859 00:29:54,261 --> 00:29:56,663 And I'm here today to just put my heart on the stage, 860 00:29:56,730 --> 00:29:59,099 and hopefully she'll take it. 861 00:29:59,166 --> 00:30:00,133 OK, play the song. 862 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:01,402 We gonna perform in tears. 863 00:30:01,469 --> 00:30:02,502 - Let's turn up. 864 00:30:02,569 --> 00:30:03,770 - Oh, my God. 865 00:30:03,837 --> 00:30:05,573 - Come on. 866 00:30:05,639 --> 00:30:08,508 [both rapping indistinctly] 867 00:30:08,575 --> 00:30:15,182 ♪♪ ♪♪ 868 00:30:15,249 --> 00:30:18,318 - It feels like this thing that's been holding me down, 869 00:30:18,385 --> 00:30:21,188 this energy, this negativity. 870 00:30:21,254 --> 00:30:23,424 It's finally been uplifted. 871 00:30:23,490 --> 00:30:25,492 I just totally melted. 872 00:30:25,559 --> 00:30:26,893 - Come on, y'all. 873 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:27,961 - That's what I'm talking about. 874 00:30:28,028 --> 00:30:30,697 Come on, come on, ma'am. 875 00:30:30,764 --> 00:30:32,766 - Hey, everybody! 876 00:30:32,833 --> 00:30:34,367 - Yeah! 877 00:30:34,434 --> 00:30:36,003 - Come on. 878 00:30:36,069 --> 00:30:39,340 - Put your hands from side to side. 879 00:30:39,407 --> 00:30:43,577 - I was not expecting this, but I was expecting this 880 00:30:43,643 --> 00:30:45,045 because I did ask for it. 881 00:30:45,112 --> 00:30:46,580 Then I got chewed up when I asked for it. 882 00:30:46,647 --> 00:30:49,616 But it's like the floodgates are down my cheeks. 883 00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:53,187 Seeing these two women that have been through so much 884 00:30:53,254 --> 00:30:56,790 finally come together, apologize, 885 00:30:56,857 --> 00:30:58,659 it's just so beautiful. 886 00:30:58,725 --> 00:30:59,693 - We can go home now. 887 00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:01,094 This was the best. 888 00:31:11,305 --> 00:31:14,208 - Y'all put tears in our eyes. 889 00:31:14,274 --> 00:31:17,244 Yes, that is so good. 890 00:31:17,311 --> 00:31:20,347 - Yeah, this the best thing I done ever seen around me. 891 00:31:20,414 --> 00:31:22,983 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 892 00:31:23,050 --> 00:31:25,052 - How do you think everything went today? 893 00:31:25,118 --> 00:31:26,320 - How things went yesterday. 894 00:31:26,387 --> 00:31:27,454 - Oh, yeah. 895 00:31:27,521 --> 00:31:28,556 - Whoo! 896 00:31:28,622 --> 00:31:29,823 - It's like corn and mashed potato. 897 00:31:29,890 --> 00:31:30,791 - Hold on. - Hold on, wait. 898 00:31:30,858 --> 00:31:31,825 - Y'all--y'all talking? 899 00:31:31,892 --> 00:31:32,859 - Whoa. 900 00:31:32,926 --> 00:31:34,828 - Oh, hell no. 901 00:31:34,895 --> 00:31:37,230 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 902 00:31:42,069 --> 00:31:43,503 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 903 00:31:43,570 --> 00:31:45,506 - ♪♪ We come together ♪♪ 904 00:31:45,572 --> 00:31:48,042 ♪♪ We can light it brighter ♪♪ 905 00:31:48,108 --> 00:31:50,544 ♪♪ Even through impossible ♪♪ 906 00:31:50,611 --> 00:31:52,913 ♪♪ Anything is possible ♪♪ 907 00:31:52,980 --> 00:31:57,818 ♪♪ ♪♪ 908 00:31:57,885 --> 00:32:02,556 - So how do you think everything went today? 909 00:32:02,622 --> 00:32:03,524 - How things went yesterday. 910 00:32:03,591 --> 00:32:05,092 - Oh, yeah. 911 00:32:05,159 --> 00:32:06,426 - Whoo! 912 00:32:06,493 --> 00:32:07,795 - If they not gonna make up and be friends, 913 00:32:07,861 --> 00:32:09,329 they need to just let it go. 914 00:32:09,396 --> 00:32:11,632 But I hate that we missed the activities, though. 915 00:32:11,699 --> 00:32:13,466 I did want to go out and have some fun. 916 00:32:13,533 --> 00:32:17,137 - I saw a actual doctor, and now I'm feeling much better. 917 00:32:17,204 --> 00:32:20,040 I still want to throw the final farewell dinner. 918 00:32:20,107 --> 00:32:22,576 So I'm gonna get myself in my Ghetto Girlz Eat mood, 919 00:32:22,642 --> 00:32:24,778 and I'm about to whip up some food. 920 00:32:24,844 --> 00:32:27,681 Well, honestly, I'm gonna order some takeout food, 921 00:32:27,748 --> 00:32:29,483 and I got my Ghetto Girlz Eat seasoning. 922 00:32:29,550 --> 00:32:31,452 So I'm gonna season it up, and ain't nobody gotta know, 923 00:32:31,518 --> 00:32:34,354 because I ain't got time to be doing no cross contamination 924 00:32:34,421 --> 00:32:36,190 like Diamond and Erica. 925 00:32:36,256 --> 00:32:37,424 I do know we homesick. 926 00:32:37,491 --> 00:32:38,626 We both homesick. - What Zack been doing? 927 00:32:38,692 --> 00:32:39,759 Call him. 928 00:32:39,826 --> 00:32:40,694 - He's in Miami right now. 929 00:32:40,761 --> 00:32:42,363 I'm finna-- 930 00:32:42,429 --> 00:32:44,030 - I feel like y'all ain't talked in the last 20 minutes. 931 00:32:44,097 --> 00:32:45,399 Y'all know y'all be on the phone every minute. 932 00:32:45,465 --> 00:32:46,466 - Every day, all day. 933 00:32:46,533 --> 00:32:47,568 - Oh, my God. 934 00:32:47,635 --> 00:32:49,403 - Black Zach is my boyfriend. 935 00:32:49,470 --> 00:32:52,606 We been together for about three or four months now. 936 00:32:52,672 --> 00:32:55,943 I will say, we got really serious really fast. 937 00:32:56,009 --> 00:32:57,244 But when you know, you know. 938 00:32:57,311 --> 00:32:58,545 And I know. 939 00:32:58,611 --> 00:32:59,947 I'm ready to get back home to my kids, 940 00:33:00,013 --> 00:33:03,150 to my man, my family, and no drama. 941 00:33:03,217 --> 00:33:04,485 - Hey, y'all! 942 00:33:04,551 --> 00:33:05,752 - Hey! 943 00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:06,987 - Ooh, it smell good in here. 944 00:33:07,053 --> 00:33:07,855 - I know. 945 00:33:07,921 --> 00:33:09,656 - It does smell good. 946 00:33:09,723 --> 00:33:12,459 - After performing in cold-ass Canada, 947 00:33:12,526 --> 00:33:15,228 I need Sierra's seasoning to keep me from freezing. 948 00:33:15,295 --> 00:33:18,632 I need the Cajun hot ASAP to warm me up. 949 00:33:18,699 --> 00:33:19,800 - Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 950 00:33:19,866 --> 00:33:20,901 Everybody's not here. 951 00:33:20,967 --> 00:33:22,203 - So where's Jessica? 952 00:33:22,269 --> 00:33:24,171 - Jessica is in her room, not feeling well. 953 00:33:24,238 --> 00:33:26,707 And Bambi and Zell, they are tired as hell. 954 00:33:26,774 --> 00:33:27,841 - How did everything go today? 955 00:33:27,908 --> 00:33:29,443 Did y'all have fun? 956 00:33:29,509 --> 00:33:31,712 [dramatic music] 957 00:33:31,779 --> 00:33:32,713 - It was amazing. 958 00:33:32,780 --> 00:33:34,948 - Today was a day! 959 00:33:35,015 --> 00:33:36,550 Today was a day for the books. 960 00:33:36,616 --> 00:33:37,718 - We had ski lessons. 961 00:33:37,784 --> 00:33:38,852 - I'm so mad I missed it. 962 00:33:38,919 --> 00:33:40,287 - I went skiing my first time. 963 00:33:40,353 --> 00:33:41,488 It was so dope. 964 00:33:41,555 --> 00:33:43,624 - Zell and Amy was snowboarding. 965 00:33:43,691 --> 00:33:44,825 - You want some? 966 00:33:44,892 --> 00:33:45,926 It's like corn and mashed potatoes. 967 00:33:45,993 --> 00:33:47,294 - Hold on. - Hold on, wait. 968 00:33:47,361 --> 00:33:48,695 - Y'all--y'all talking? 969 00:33:48,762 --> 00:33:50,030 Let me get you a plate. 970 00:33:50,097 --> 00:33:51,665 - Whoa. 971 00:33:51,732 --> 00:33:53,667 - Hell no. 972 00:33:53,733 --> 00:33:55,869 - Did I just see Spice make a plate for Karlie? 973 00:33:55,936 --> 00:33:58,372 Did these bitches bump they head while they were skiing? 974 00:33:58,438 --> 00:33:59,573 Did hell freeze over? 975 00:33:59,639 --> 00:34:01,708 Is that why it's so damn cold here? 976 00:34:01,775 --> 00:34:03,110 What happened? 977 00:34:03,177 --> 00:34:04,678 Whatever happened, I love it, 978 00:34:04,745 --> 00:34:05,646 but I want to know what happened. 979 00:34:05,713 --> 00:34:06,947 - What happened? 980 00:34:07,014 --> 00:34:08,248 - For the performance, Spice comes out. 981 00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:11,318 And then she says, I have over 500 songs. 982 00:34:11,384 --> 00:34:12,820 - Mm-hmm. 983 00:34:12,886 --> 00:34:14,054 - And she goes, but there's one song 984 00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:15,723 I have not performed, ever. 985 00:34:15,789 --> 00:34:17,591 - Aw. 986 00:34:17,657 --> 00:34:19,426 - She said, I have a-- 987 00:34:19,493 --> 00:34:23,330 I have a friend that has been my friend for over five years. 988 00:34:23,396 --> 00:34:24,865 - Aw. 989 00:34:24,932 --> 00:34:26,566 - And--and I-- 990 00:34:26,633 --> 00:34:28,202 I want to say that I'm sorry. 991 00:34:28,268 --> 00:34:30,370 If she says accept my apology, she can come on the stage 992 00:34:30,437 --> 00:34:31,739 and perform with me. 993 00:34:31,806 --> 00:34:32,839 - And I ran. 994 00:34:32,906 --> 00:34:35,175 - Oh, not ran. 995 00:34:35,242 --> 00:34:37,311 - It was tears, snot, everything 996 00:34:37,377 --> 00:34:39,146 rolling out of all of us. 997 00:34:39,213 --> 00:34:42,182 - I am hoping, praying, and wishing that Spice's apology 998 00:34:42,249 --> 00:34:45,051 was sincere and that we both can put away the past 999 00:34:45,118 --> 00:34:48,288 and move on to a better foundation, 1000 00:34:48,355 --> 00:34:50,291 a better friendship, a better sisterhood. 1001 00:34:50,357 --> 00:34:52,025 - For real. - My heart is so happy. 1002 00:34:52,092 --> 00:34:52,859 - Yeah. 1003 00:34:52,926 --> 00:34:54,161 - I love that. 1004 00:34:54,228 --> 00:34:55,362 I love that. 1005 00:34:55,428 --> 00:34:57,998 - To everybody figuring they [bleep] out 1006 00:34:58,065 --> 00:35:01,368 and actually having fun and doing some healing. 1007 00:35:01,435 --> 00:35:02,470 - To another trip down. 1008 00:35:02,536 --> 00:35:03,704 - Yes. - Amen. 1009 00:35:03,771 --> 00:35:05,172 - Amen, man. 1010 00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:07,741 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1011 00:35:07,807 --> 00:35:09,309 - What is it that you need? 1012 00:35:09,376 --> 00:35:12,079 You have to be able to communicate what you need. 1013 00:35:12,146 --> 00:35:15,582 - I'm asking you to [bleep] pay attention to your household. 1014 00:35:15,649 --> 00:35:17,918 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1015 00:35:22,689 --> 00:35:24,458 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1016 00:35:24,525 --> 00:35:26,126 - ♪♪ I wouldn't wish this love ♪♪ 1017 00:35:26,193 --> 00:35:29,730 ♪♪ Wish this love on anybody else ♪♪ 1018 00:35:29,797 --> 00:35:33,233 ♪♪ Wish that you were anybody else ♪♪ 1019 00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:38,305 ♪♪ Then I'd be on my way ♪♪ 1020 00:35:38,372 --> 00:35:40,641 ♪♪ How could I be so dumb ♪♪ 1021 00:35:40,708 --> 00:35:44,678 ♪♪ I'd say run to anybody else ♪♪ 1022 00:35:44,744 --> 00:35:45,713 - Hey. 1023 00:35:45,780 --> 00:35:48,215 - What's up? 1024 00:35:48,282 --> 00:35:49,416 - Thank you. 1025 00:35:49,482 --> 00:35:50,717 What's this, Bailey's? 1026 00:35:50,784 --> 00:35:51,986 - Yeah. 1027 00:35:52,052 --> 00:35:53,921 - Mm. 1028 00:35:53,988 --> 00:35:58,058 So I am back in Atlanta, and I am refocused and recommitted. 1029 00:35:58,125 --> 00:36:01,495 And my husband is at the top of my priority list. 1030 00:36:01,561 --> 00:36:04,498 So I really want to have this conversation 1031 00:36:04,565 --> 00:36:06,567 so that we can move past this. 1032 00:36:06,634 --> 00:36:08,002 - What's going on? 1033 00:36:08,069 --> 00:36:10,370 - I'm unpacking. 1034 00:36:10,437 --> 00:36:12,939 Canada was interesting. 1035 00:36:13,006 --> 00:36:14,474 - Did you have fun? 1036 00:36:14,541 --> 00:36:17,444 - It felt weird without you there. 1037 00:36:17,511 --> 00:36:19,546 Carry my suitcases up the stairs by myself. 1038 00:36:19,613 --> 00:36:20,581 It felt crazy. 1039 00:36:20,647 --> 00:36:21,581 I ain't like the feeling. 1040 00:36:21,648 --> 00:36:23,116 It made me miss you. 1041 00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:26,653 What's on your mind? 1042 00:36:26,720 --> 00:36:28,322 Why you look like that? 1043 00:36:28,388 --> 00:36:30,791 - No, because you say I'm not there to carry your bags. 1044 00:36:30,857 --> 00:36:33,794 I'm like, dang, that's all I'm good for? 1045 00:36:33,861 --> 00:36:36,697 That's, like, real sarcastic [bleep]. 1046 00:36:36,764 --> 00:36:38,231 I don't even carry my own bags. 1047 00:36:38,298 --> 00:36:40,668 Right now we moving in two different directions. 1048 00:36:40,734 --> 00:36:42,903 And if I don't speak up right now... 1049 00:36:42,970 --> 00:36:44,605 [bleep], I'm gonna be miserable. 1050 00:36:44,671 --> 00:36:46,373 - Did you not hear everything else I said? 1051 00:36:46,439 --> 00:36:49,009 - Yeah, but I don't know. 1052 00:36:49,076 --> 00:36:52,913 You get caught up in this Yandy world. 1053 00:36:52,979 --> 00:36:54,982 - Oh, lord, we gonna start with that again. 1054 00:36:55,049 --> 00:36:59,153 - I don't think you take time to focus on this relationship. 1055 00:36:59,220 --> 00:37:01,989 I think you spend too much time focusing on your business 1056 00:37:02,056 --> 00:37:03,290 and traveling. 1057 00:37:03,356 --> 00:37:04,925 And it feels like you--you trying 1058 00:37:04,992 --> 00:37:09,897 to get get-back for me being gone for them four years. 1059 00:37:09,963 --> 00:37:13,233 And now it's time for you to enjoy life. 1060 00:37:13,300 --> 00:37:16,403 And it's starting to feel like I'm a single parent. 1061 00:37:16,470 --> 00:37:18,004 I can't do this by myself. 1062 00:37:18,071 --> 00:37:19,473 - But you haven't had to do this by yourself. 1063 00:37:19,540 --> 00:37:21,441 - But you're gone for, like, weeks-- 1064 00:37:21,508 --> 00:37:23,009 like, a week at a time. 1065 00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:24,478 - When have I ever been gone for a week at a time? 1066 00:37:24,544 --> 00:37:26,213 - You want me--you want me to name? 1067 00:37:26,279 --> 00:37:28,182 - Canada was five days, and you were supposed to be there. 1068 00:37:28,249 --> 00:37:30,116 - I just feel like we're losing each other. 1069 00:37:30,183 --> 00:37:31,485 - The kids are right here. 1070 00:37:31,552 --> 00:37:33,687 Can we go--can we go in this other room 1071 00:37:33,754 --> 00:37:34,988 so they at least don't hear us? 1072 00:37:35,055 --> 00:37:36,389 - Yeah. 1073 00:37:36,456 --> 00:37:37,891 Come on. 1074 00:37:37,958 --> 00:37:40,461 - I don't think Mendeecees fully understands 1075 00:37:40,527 --> 00:37:43,130 the sacrifices I have made. 1076 00:37:43,197 --> 00:37:45,799 I have suppressed so many dreams. 1077 00:37:45,866 --> 00:37:50,470 I was really a single parent for 4 1/2 years. 1078 00:37:50,537 --> 00:37:52,806 Hang out with my friends, go out, travel, 1079 00:37:52,872 --> 00:37:54,909 I haven't been able to do most of this stuff. 1080 00:37:54,975 --> 00:37:59,246 But now that I can, it's making me not a good wife, 1081 00:37:59,313 --> 00:38:00,413 not a good mother. 1082 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:01,849 It just doesn't seem fair. 1083 00:38:01,915 --> 00:38:03,617 - You know, sometimes it don't feel 1084 00:38:03,684 --> 00:38:05,686 like we in a relationship. 1085 00:38:05,753 --> 00:38:08,856 It feel more like a business arrangement. 1086 00:38:08,922 --> 00:38:10,957 And it don't seem like you-- 1087 00:38:11,024 --> 00:38:12,292 you happy. 1088 00:38:12,359 --> 00:38:14,461 I'm scared to get to a point with no return. 1089 00:38:14,527 --> 00:38:18,599 - I had to carry the brunt of this relationship, the brunt 1090 00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:22,536 of these kids and everything where I put a lot of my dreams 1091 00:38:22,602 --> 00:38:24,071 on pause. 1092 00:38:24,137 --> 00:38:25,840 So now that you're here, there is a part of me 1093 00:38:25,906 --> 00:38:28,175 that feels like, let me-- 1094 00:38:28,242 --> 00:38:29,509 I want to shoot movies. 1095 00:38:29,576 --> 00:38:32,446 You know, I want to open up businesses. 1096 00:38:32,512 --> 00:38:33,914 I want to hire more people. 1097 00:38:33,981 --> 00:38:38,119 - You can't neglect, you know, our needs 1098 00:38:38,185 --> 00:38:39,553 for things that you want. 1099 00:38:39,620 --> 00:38:41,889 If money gonna make you happy 1100 00:38:41,956 --> 00:38:45,325 and that's gonna fulfill you, then what are you doing here? 1101 00:38:45,392 --> 00:38:46,727 - You feel like-- 1102 00:38:46,793 --> 00:38:47,761 - I feel like-- 1103 00:38:47,827 --> 00:38:49,096 - --because I work hard-- 1104 00:38:49,162 --> 00:38:50,897 - No, no, it's not about work hard. 1105 00:38:50,964 --> 00:38:52,566 Please, don't--don't-- let's not make this about 1106 00:38:52,633 --> 00:38:54,334 work hard, right? 1107 00:38:54,401 --> 00:38:59,807 But just make it about Yandy do what she want to do, right? 1108 00:38:59,874 --> 00:39:02,243 Yandy definitely live in her own world. 1109 00:39:02,309 --> 00:39:03,711 It's getting frustrating. 1110 00:39:03,777 --> 00:39:06,213 I don't know how long I can tolerate this. 1111 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,582 We at the breaking point whether we gonna sink 1112 00:39:08,648 --> 00:39:09,849 or we gonna swim. 1113 00:39:15,622 --> 00:39:16,623 - Oh, man. 1114 00:39:16,690 --> 00:39:17,958 I don't know. 1115 00:39:18,025 --> 00:39:19,493 I ask myself that question every day 1116 00:39:19,559 --> 00:39:21,061 and can't come up with an answer. 1117 00:39:21,128 --> 00:39:23,463 Yandy make all the decisions that 1118 00:39:23,530 --> 00:39:25,199 she want to make for herself. 1119 00:39:25,266 --> 00:39:29,503 Maybe that's how you took that role when I was gone. 1120 00:39:29,569 --> 00:39:31,405 But you--I'm here now. 1121 00:39:31,472 --> 00:39:34,007 You need to slow the [bleep] down. 1122 00:39:34,074 --> 00:39:35,743 I need a wife to do wife things, 1123 00:39:35,809 --> 00:39:37,778 as far as pay attention to the love 1124 00:39:37,844 --> 00:39:40,914 that's needed in this house. 1125 00:39:42,683 --> 00:39:44,919 - So you don't feel like I love you? 1126 00:39:44,985 --> 00:39:46,286 - Listen. 1127 00:39:50,524 --> 00:39:53,327 - I don't know what Mendeecees' definition of love 1128 00:39:53,394 --> 00:39:56,663 is because I surely have been patient. 1129 00:39:56,730 --> 00:39:58,465 I have been kind. 1130 00:39:58,532 --> 00:40:00,367 I've loved him when it was hard. 1131 00:40:00,433 --> 00:40:04,371 I've loved him when some may have thought I should separate 1132 00:40:04,438 --> 00:40:06,340 myself from loving him. 1133 00:40:06,406 --> 00:40:07,708 I've been there. 1134 00:40:07,775 --> 00:40:09,576 And I didn't have to be there. 1135 00:40:09,643 --> 00:40:12,312 Only love would keep me here. 1136 00:40:12,379 --> 00:40:16,216 That hurt and cut deep. 1137 00:40:16,283 --> 00:40:21,088 - I feel like maybe we need to talk to somebody. 1138 00:40:21,855 --> 00:40:24,558 We really need to seek and get some help 1139 00:40:24,625 --> 00:40:26,193 before it get any worse. 1140 00:40:26,260 --> 00:40:27,695 - Maybe if you could articulate to me, 1141 00:40:27,761 --> 00:40:29,196 what is it that you need? 1142 00:40:29,263 --> 00:40:32,700 You have to be able to communicate what you need 1143 00:40:32,766 --> 00:40:34,301 so that I can try to do it. 1144 00:40:34,368 --> 00:40:36,837 - I'm asking you to [bleep] pay attention to your household. 1145 00:40:36,904 --> 00:40:40,173 I don't know how you get through all 1146 00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:44,411 the stuff we get through and then fail and lose it all. 1147 00:40:44,478 --> 00:40:46,747 I signed up this to be my forever. 1148 00:40:46,814 --> 00:40:51,284 And I feel like this ain't gonna be forever. 1149 00:40:51,351 --> 00:40:53,620 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1150 00:40:58,058 --> 00:40:59,393 - Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1151 00:40:59,460 --> 00:41:01,829 - You look like you [bleep] glowing or some [bleep]. 1152 00:41:01,895 --> 00:41:04,598 - And I think I need to take a test. 1153 00:41:04,665 --> 00:41:05,833 - Diamond kept saying-- 1154 00:41:05,899 --> 00:41:07,334 - Don't talk to me about her no more. 1155 00:41:07,401 --> 00:41:08,869 - All right. - It's over with. 1156 00:41:08,935 --> 00:41:10,303 - You know I love you. You know I love you. 1157 00:41:10,370 --> 00:41:11,739 - You love me? - I love you. 1158 00:41:11,806 --> 00:41:12,973 Yeah, I love you. - Well, show that. 1159 00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:16,176 Prove it that you love me then. 1160 00:41:16,243 --> 00:41:18,145 - What's up? - Jess just came outside. 1161 00:41:18,212 --> 00:41:19,313 I was trying to take care of her. 1162 00:41:19,379 --> 00:41:20,413 - What, you a caretaker now? 1163 00:41:20,480 --> 00:41:22,016 - Don't speak to her like that. 1164 00:41:22,082 --> 00:41:23,450 - First and foremost-- 1165 00:41:23,517 --> 00:41:26,853 - Honey, kings don't do that to their queens. 1166 00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:28,255 - My jeweler. 1167 00:41:28,322 --> 00:41:29,756 - He had me bring out the three best rings I had 1168 00:41:29,823 --> 00:41:32,492 and let you choose which one you like. 1169 00:41:47,607 --> 00:41:50,510 [hip-hop music] 1170 00:41:50,577 --> 00:41:57,717 ♪♪ ♪♪