1 00:00:02,035 --> 00:00:04,037 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,104 --> 00:00:06,507 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 3 00:00:06,573 --> 00:00:08,709 - I had got a call from DFCS 4 00:00:08,776 --> 00:00:11,011 because Jasmine had him late for school every day. 5 00:00:11,077 --> 00:00:13,180 So if I come to your door, you're gonna be 6 00:00:13,247 --> 00:00:15,015 fully dressed, or are you gonna be 7 00:00:15,082 --> 00:00:16,684 in your birthday suit? - Are you kidding me? 8 00:00:16,751 --> 00:00:17,685 - You don't think that's happened? 9 00:00:17,751 --> 00:00:18,852 - So that's never happened? 10 00:00:18,919 --> 00:00:20,654 - Kirk is still trying to [bleep]. 11 00:00:20,720 --> 00:00:25,325 He's told me, I can give you more as long as we're [bleep]. 12 00:00:25,392 --> 00:00:27,728 - When you first told me about coming out, 13 00:00:27,795 --> 00:00:29,563 and I did not know how to deal with it. 14 00:00:29,630 --> 00:00:31,465 - Me being gay was one thing, 15 00:00:31,532 --> 00:00:33,767 but, you know, I came out swinging. 16 00:00:33,833 --> 00:00:37,404 - You know, I still want a wife and kids. 17 00:00:37,471 --> 00:00:38,806 - Yeah. I know. 18 00:00:38,873 --> 00:00:40,941 - I like the restaurant, but I don't think y'all need 19 00:00:41,007 --> 00:00:42,242 to go in business together. 20 00:00:42,309 --> 00:00:43,878 I feel like y'all in a good place. 21 00:00:43,944 --> 00:00:46,614 I just don't want nothing to [bleep] it up. 22 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:48,281 - Oh! 23 00:00:48,348 --> 00:00:49,383 Hi. 24 00:00:49,450 --> 00:00:51,152 - This is the surprise. 25 00:00:51,218 --> 00:00:53,653 - This is a big surprise, though. 26 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:56,757 - I see all the mother[bleep] I go over and beyond for 27 00:00:56,824 --> 00:00:58,225 don't even come down there to check up on me. 28 00:00:58,291 --> 00:00:59,859 That [bleep] hit me deep. 29 00:00:59,926 --> 00:01:02,296 I don't want to be around a group of bitches 30 00:01:02,362 --> 00:01:04,064 who generally don't [bleep] with me. 31 00:01:04,131 --> 00:01:05,232 - You got weird when I started hanging 32 00:01:05,299 --> 00:01:06,700 around Bambi's fake ass. 33 00:01:06,767 --> 00:01:08,668 - You want to get slit in your pressed outfit? 34 00:01:08,735 --> 00:01:11,638 - Bitch, I'll drag your ass. On my mama, bitch. 35 00:01:15,543 --> 00:01:16,476 [funky music] 36 00:01:16,543 --> 00:01:18,078 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 37 00:01:18,145 --> 00:01:19,079 - ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 38 00:01:19,146 --> 00:01:20,381 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 39 00:01:20,447 --> 00:01:21,381 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 40 00:01:21,448 --> 00:01:22,716 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 41 00:01:22,783 --> 00:01:23,783 ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 42 00:01:23,850 --> 00:01:25,152 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 43 00:01:25,218 --> 00:01:26,921 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 44 00:01:26,987 --> 00:01:28,022 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪ 45 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:29,256 ♪♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 46 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:36,430 - ♪♪ I'm here, as strong as I began ♪♪ 47 00:01:36,497 --> 00:01:38,332 ♪♪ This is who I am ♪♪ 48 00:01:38,399 --> 00:01:40,568 ♪♪ And this is where I stand ♪♪ 49 00:01:40,634 --> 00:01:43,170 ♪♪ Stand with me right here ♪♪ 50 00:01:43,236 --> 00:01:45,940 ♪♪ Whoa, I'm here ♪♪ 51 00:01:46,006 --> 00:01:47,541 - Yay. 52 00:01:47,608 --> 00:01:50,443 I haven't seen my son, Scrappy, since the food truck event. 53 00:01:50,510 --> 00:01:53,847 And I invited Scrappy to come over for some lemonade 54 00:01:53,914 --> 00:01:56,450 because after all, he is my son, 55 00:01:56,516 --> 00:01:58,284 and I do love my son. 56 00:01:58,351 --> 00:02:02,423 So last time we talked, we got kind of heated. 57 00:02:02,490 --> 00:02:04,325 - I think it was just disappointment 58 00:02:04,391 --> 00:02:06,026 'cause we thought you were gonna rock with us, 59 00:02:06,093 --> 00:02:07,728 you know what I'm saying, on some whole other stuff. 60 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:09,997 And I feel-- - But I wish y'all well 61 00:02:10,063 --> 00:02:12,166 on y'all future endeavors if, you know-- 62 00:02:12,233 --> 00:02:14,301 and, you know, she kind of-- let me tell you something. 63 00:02:14,367 --> 00:02:17,371 She was very defensive on your behalf, now. 64 00:02:17,437 --> 00:02:20,274 Really, today it's a tester. 65 00:02:20,341 --> 00:02:22,642 - We could have did the same testing at the restaurant. 66 00:02:22,709 --> 00:02:24,211 - Yeah. - Well-- 67 00:02:24,277 --> 00:02:26,080 - It's like everything you saying don't really make sense. 68 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:27,380 - Erica's one of them people, like, 69 00:02:27,447 --> 00:02:29,116 we always love each other. 70 00:02:29,183 --> 00:02:31,852 So if something happen and we go back and up, 71 00:02:31,919 --> 00:02:33,687 you know what I'm saying, that's cool. 72 00:02:33,754 --> 00:02:36,890 I do agree with my mom, like, on some aspects 73 00:02:36,957 --> 00:02:39,126 that sometimes you can't mix business and pleasure together. 74 00:02:39,193 --> 00:02:42,563 But hey, man, I love where me and Erica at right now. 75 00:02:42,630 --> 00:02:44,731 It's mature. It's approachable. 76 00:02:44,798 --> 00:02:46,099 And when it comes to the relationship, 77 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:47,935 I'm sure that me and ED can keep the business 78 00:02:48,002 --> 00:02:49,737 and the relationship separate. 79 00:02:49,803 --> 00:02:51,338 And I got my babies, you know what I'm saying? 80 00:02:51,405 --> 00:02:52,672 - Yeah. - It's gonna be a-- 81 00:02:52,739 --> 00:02:53,774 it's gonna be a lot 'cause I be doing-- 82 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:55,209 I be with them a lot. 83 00:02:55,275 --> 00:02:56,710 - You're a full-time father. 84 00:02:56,777 --> 00:02:58,078 You're a great dad. 85 00:02:58,145 --> 00:03:00,647 But from what I'm hearing, some people are not 86 00:03:00,714 --> 00:03:02,816 on top of their daddy duties. 87 00:03:02,883 --> 00:03:04,517 - I really don't be caring, you know what I'm saying? 88 00:03:04,584 --> 00:03:07,254 I don't care about nothing that be going on with none of them. 89 00:03:07,321 --> 00:03:09,823 - Well, honey, when you see about your business, 90 00:03:09,890 --> 00:03:12,026 you ain't got time for nobody else's business. 91 00:03:12,092 --> 00:03:15,663 Funny enough, I happen to know a certain baby's 92 00:03:15,729 --> 00:03:17,097 mother's uncle. 93 00:03:17,164 --> 00:03:18,465 Yes. 94 00:03:18,532 --> 00:03:21,735 And the word on the street is that Kirk 95 00:03:21,802 --> 00:03:25,806 is very, very selective in who and what kids 96 00:03:25,872 --> 00:03:27,875 he loves and supports. 97 00:03:27,942 --> 00:03:29,710 - I got my kids and all this music and movies-- 98 00:03:29,777 --> 00:03:31,912 - Yeah, but guess what. It's a lot of them-- 99 00:03:31,978 --> 00:03:35,282 a lot of them had a lot of time last year to make-- 100 00:03:35,349 --> 00:03:38,351 voice their opinion about your business with your ex, 101 00:03:38,418 --> 00:03:40,955 Rasheeda, wondering what her and Kirk got going on, 102 00:03:41,021 --> 00:03:45,092 'cause obviously, they think they life so freaking perfect 103 00:03:45,158 --> 00:03:46,927 that they got time to pass judgment 104 00:03:46,993 --> 00:03:48,294 on something they don't know nothing about. 105 00:03:48,361 --> 00:03:51,332 Rasheeda was listening to baby mama number two 106 00:03:51,398 --> 00:03:53,067 and bought the [bleep] lie. 107 00:03:53,134 --> 00:03:55,102 - Women talk to women, and they think everybody's 108 00:03:55,169 --> 00:03:56,469 in the same situation, and they're not. 109 00:03:56,536 --> 00:03:58,305 - But we done been around this block a few times, 110 00:03:58,372 --> 00:03:59,406 my [bleep]. - No, bro. 111 00:03:59,472 --> 00:04:01,041 - I manage our household. 112 00:04:01,108 --> 00:04:02,943 And he keeps not paying his rent, 113 00:04:03,009 --> 00:04:04,878 so I got to find somewhere else to live. 114 00:04:04,945 --> 00:04:07,547 - He doesn't understand all the things that 115 00:04:07,614 --> 00:04:08,915 go along with being a mother. 116 00:04:08,982 --> 00:04:11,084 - Since Rasheeda had enough time 117 00:04:11,151 --> 00:04:14,054 to get in my son's business, this year, 118 00:04:14,121 --> 00:04:18,358 I'm going to be in the middle of everybody else's business. 119 00:04:18,425 --> 00:04:22,029 So I'm having this mothers appreciation. 120 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:23,330 - Mm-hmm. 121 00:04:23,396 --> 00:04:25,065 - And I'm inviting a few people, you know. 122 00:04:25,131 --> 00:04:27,867 So I got some special guests coming. 123 00:04:27,934 --> 00:04:29,536 - I don't like it when you say special guests. 124 00:04:29,603 --> 00:04:34,708 - I am going to just nose myself around to everybody 125 00:04:34,774 --> 00:04:36,911 that has something to say about your situation 126 00:04:36,977 --> 00:04:39,913 with your ex-wife and go on and see what they 127 00:04:39,980 --> 00:04:41,382 got going on in they life. 128 00:04:41,448 --> 00:04:45,185 I have brought it upon myself to organize 129 00:04:45,252 --> 00:04:47,988 this mothers appreciation event. 130 00:04:48,054 --> 00:04:52,292 And I took the liberty of inviting one special guest 131 00:04:52,359 --> 00:04:55,929 that deserves a safe space to enjoy, 132 00:04:55,996 --> 00:04:59,366 kick back, and tell her truths. 133 00:04:59,432 --> 00:05:00,768 A lot of people are gonna need to be 134 00:05:00,834 --> 00:05:02,369 praying for her this year, honey, 135 00:05:02,436 --> 00:05:04,371 'cause the last year was a thunderstorm. 136 00:05:04,437 --> 00:05:07,174 And I'm the tornado that's finna wipe everything out. 137 00:05:07,241 --> 00:05:08,975 Hmm. 138 00:05:09,042 --> 00:05:11,211 - ♪♪ I believe we can see ♪♪ 139 00:05:11,278 --> 00:05:13,747 ♪♪ That together we can be as one ♪♪ 140 00:05:13,814 --> 00:05:16,016 ♪♪ This could be what we need ♪♪ 141 00:05:16,083 --> 00:05:18,285 ♪♪ Our moment in the sun ♪♪ 142 00:05:18,352 --> 00:05:19,587 ♪♪ We are, we are, we are ♪♪ 143 00:05:19,653 --> 00:05:22,389 - I hate these knives. 144 00:05:22,456 --> 00:05:23,590 - You having fun. 145 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:25,158 - These [bleep]-- these knives. 146 00:05:25,225 --> 00:05:26,827 - Dee, you keep talking about the knives and all that, 147 00:05:26,893 --> 00:05:28,329 but guess what. 148 00:05:28,395 --> 00:05:30,097 When I'm in the kitchen, nobody don't complain. 149 00:05:30,164 --> 00:05:32,066 Dee is at my house. 150 00:05:32,133 --> 00:05:33,800 We're just hanging out, and he's about to cook. 151 00:05:33,867 --> 00:05:36,002 He takes the D from Devon. 152 00:05:36,069 --> 00:05:38,805 And he's a chef, so Chef Dee Monsterr. 153 00:05:38,872 --> 00:05:40,107 - What time I'm supposed to be coming? 154 00:05:40,173 --> 00:05:41,374 'Cause I ain't seen her in a minute. 155 00:05:41,441 --> 00:05:42,909 I'm excited to see her. - I don't know. 156 00:05:42,976 --> 00:05:44,611 She supposed to stop by before she go to church, 157 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:46,079 so, you know, she finna be-- - Church? 158 00:05:46,146 --> 00:05:48,281 On Friday? - Yes. 159 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:49,916 So you need to be happy that she going to church. 160 00:05:49,983 --> 00:05:51,685 She's putting a little pressure for you, 161 00:05:51,752 --> 00:05:53,153 because you ain't living right. 162 00:05:53,219 --> 00:05:55,689 As a teen, me and Mommy just disagreed 163 00:05:55,755 --> 00:05:57,892 on my lifestyle, basically. 164 00:05:57,958 --> 00:05:59,393 She really wasn't for it. 165 00:05:59,460 --> 00:06:02,295 And I was ready to bust loose, be free, and be myself. 166 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:06,232 But I'm glad that, you know, we're able to come together 167 00:06:06,299 --> 00:06:08,735 and she's got a newfound love for her son. 168 00:06:08,802 --> 00:06:11,171 Mom's about to come over and just visit us 169 00:06:11,238 --> 00:06:12,873 and explain more about her new book. 170 00:06:12,940 --> 00:06:15,475 [doorbell rings] 171 00:06:15,542 --> 00:06:16,944 - Look at your crazy self. 172 00:06:17,010 --> 00:06:18,912 What you doing? 173 00:06:18,979 --> 00:06:20,647 - Hey, Ma. 174 00:06:20,714 --> 00:06:22,182 - Mom. - What you doing here? 175 00:06:22,249 --> 00:06:24,985 - I know, Ma. It was a surprise. 176 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:27,988 Devon and my mom have, like, their own relationship. 177 00:06:28,055 --> 00:06:30,357 She's, like, his bae. 178 00:06:30,424 --> 00:06:32,793 She talks to him even when I'm not talking to him. 179 00:06:32,859 --> 00:06:35,028 So they just have they own thing. 180 00:06:35,095 --> 00:06:38,665 - I was stopping by to show Santana something. 181 00:06:38,732 --> 00:06:42,002 And I guess I'll have to share it with you, too, as well. 182 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:43,470 - Uh-huh, anything you can say in front of me, 183 00:06:43,536 --> 00:06:44,738 you can say in front of him. 184 00:06:44,805 --> 00:06:48,742 I'm anxious just to hear from her perspective 185 00:06:48,809 --> 00:06:50,811 of what she thought of things. 186 00:06:50,878 --> 00:06:54,548 I'm sure that her perspective may be different from mines, 187 00:06:54,615 --> 00:06:56,984 but it's just good for her to be able to open up and be 188 00:06:57,050 --> 00:06:58,819 vulnerable from her side. 189 00:06:58,886 --> 00:07:00,654 - So what you doing? 190 00:07:00,721 --> 00:07:02,456 - I'm finishing up this mixtape. 191 00:07:02,523 --> 00:07:04,324 - So did you make something for the church people? 192 00:07:04,391 --> 00:07:06,727 - Um... 193 00:07:06,794 --> 00:07:07,895 - I just need one song. 194 00:07:07,962 --> 00:07:08,996 - I do got a song. 195 00:07:09,063 --> 00:07:11,898 I say, leave a blank guessing. 196 00:07:11,965 --> 00:07:13,067 God steady blessing. 197 00:07:13,133 --> 00:07:15,336 And they never gonna dress. 198 00:07:15,403 --> 00:07:16,603 I said God, Mom. 199 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:17,938 I feel like we always grew up in church. 200 00:07:18,005 --> 00:07:20,140 I was always church-oriented. 201 00:07:20,207 --> 00:07:22,309 And my mom going to church helped our bond 202 00:07:22,376 --> 00:07:23,944 because I think it just taught her 203 00:07:24,011 --> 00:07:26,446 to be forgiving, understanding, 204 00:07:26,513 --> 00:07:28,749 and having love unconditionally in her heart. 205 00:07:28,816 --> 00:07:32,585 - You know, Dee, I wanted to come and share the book. 206 00:07:32,652 --> 00:07:35,355 And so it's a pleasant surprise that you're here. 207 00:07:35,422 --> 00:07:38,459 As I was, like, going through this chapter, 208 00:07:38,525 --> 00:07:40,360 my heart was touched, 209 00:07:40,427 --> 00:07:43,897 and I got kind of emotional while even reading it. 210 00:07:43,963 --> 00:07:45,933 And before I kind of shared it, like, big, 211 00:07:45,999 --> 00:07:47,467 I wanted to share it with you first. 212 00:07:47,534 --> 00:07:51,204 This chapter is entitled "Innocence Stolen." 213 00:07:51,271 --> 00:07:54,508 Why didn't I protect my baby? 214 00:07:54,574 --> 00:07:56,376 I'm his mother. 215 00:07:56,443 --> 00:07:58,278 Every house my son was allowed to visit 216 00:07:58,345 --> 00:08:01,014 was supposed to be a safe place, 217 00:08:01,081 --> 00:08:04,118 but my son was passed around to be used and abused 218 00:08:04,184 --> 00:08:05,719 by different family members. 219 00:08:05,785 --> 00:08:08,455 It felt like someone in my family had died 220 00:08:08,522 --> 00:08:12,793 when I found out what the predator had did to my son. 221 00:08:12,860 --> 00:08:14,995 But no one wanted to talk about it. 222 00:08:15,062 --> 00:08:17,597 If more people talked about abuse, 223 00:08:17,664 --> 00:08:20,200 it could be helped, even when predators 224 00:08:20,267 --> 00:08:22,202 are your family members. 225 00:08:22,269 --> 00:08:25,705 It took courage for my child to share his truth, 226 00:08:25,772 --> 00:08:29,376 but he was only labeled a liar. 227 00:08:29,443 --> 00:08:31,779 Some of the abusers admitted their part 228 00:08:31,845 --> 00:08:35,683 in the entire ordeal, but the one predator blamed my son, 229 00:08:35,749 --> 00:08:38,352 like a nine-year-old would want to be violated 230 00:08:38,419 --> 00:08:42,156 by an older cousin in that kind of way. 231 00:08:42,222 --> 00:08:44,858 I truly believe this situation opened the door 232 00:08:44,925 --> 00:08:48,562 to change my son's sexuality. 233 00:08:48,629 --> 00:08:51,565 [somber music] 234 00:08:51,632 --> 00:08:57,537 ♪♪ ♪♪ 235 00:08:57,604 --> 00:09:00,040 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 236 00:09:00,106 --> 00:09:02,809 - Rasheeda brought up the DFCS case. 237 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:05,111 - So she wants to bring up all the negativity. 238 00:09:05,178 --> 00:09:09,984 Maybe that would be our time to get some of these truths out. 239 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:11,918 - Who all is gonna be on the album? 240 00:09:11,985 --> 00:09:14,021 - I want Renni to be on the album. 241 00:09:14,087 --> 00:09:16,590 I want people to take the album seriously. 242 00:09:16,657 --> 00:09:18,392 - Well, I'm just gonna tell y'all. 243 00:09:18,459 --> 00:09:20,094 - Whatever it is. - What? What? 244 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:21,095 - Well-- - Jesus. 245 00:09:21,162 --> 00:09:23,363 - [screams] 246 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:24,532 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 247 00:09:24,598 --> 00:09:25,999 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 248 00:09:30,137 --> 00:09:31,172 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 249 00:09:31,238 --> 00:09:32,706 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 250 00:09:41,949 --> 00:09:44,651 - Some of the abusers admitted their part 251 00:09:44,718 --> 00:09:45,986 in the entire ordeal, 252 00:09:46,053 --> 00:09:48,322 but the one predator blamed my son, 253 00:09:48,388 --> 00:09:51,124 like a nine-year-old would want to be violated 254 00:09:51,191 --> 00:09:54,928 by an older cousin in that kind of way. 255 00:09:54,995 --> 00:09:57,631 I truly believe this situation opened the door 256 00:09:57,698 --> 00:10:00,100 to change my son's sexuality. 257 00:10:00,167 --> 00:10:03,036 [somber music] 258 00:10:03,103 --> 00:10:04,972 ♪♪ ♪♪ 259 00:10:05,039 --> 00:10:06,073 - That's deep. 260 00:10:06,140 --> 00:10:10,010 - Very deep. 261 00:10:10,077 --> 00:10:12,112 - Families don't talk about it. 262 00:10:12,179 --> 00:10:13,980 I think that families sweep it under the rug. 263 00:10:14,047 --> 00:10:15,549 - Do you still know the person? 264 00:10:15,616 --> 00:10:16,951 Are they still-- like, the family member? 265 00:10:17,017 --> 00:10:18,385 - Mm-hmm. - I'm past it. 266 00:10:18,452 --> 00:10:19,887 Like, I don't hold no grudges. 267 00:10:19,954 --> 00:10:21,788 It could be because I grew up in it. 268 00:10:21,855 --> 00:10:24,925 It could be because I was groomed or manipulated. 269 00:10:24,991 --> 00:10:26,727 - So you kept doing it after the situation happened? 270 00:10:26,793 --> 00:10:27,961 - Yeah, this was, like... 271 00:10:28,028 --> 00:10:29,230 - 'Cause you was nine years old, so, like-- 272 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:30,898 - From 9 to, like, 16. 273 00:10:30,965 --> 00:10:32,966 - Yeah. - Damn. 274 00:10:33,033 --> 00:10:34,568 - To this day, I don't have no hard feelings. 275 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:38,038 Only thing was, everybody was just like, 276 00:10:38,105 --> 00:10:39,406 oh, he lying. 277 00:10:39,473 --> 00:10:41,742 I'm like, I ain't lying. 278 00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:44,978 I didn't want to tell. I didn't tell. 279 00:10:45,045 --> 00:10:48,682 I trusted one of my cousins, and he told everybody. 280 00:10:48,748 --> 00:10:50,350 And that's how it came out. 281 00:10:50,417 --> 00:10:52,586 It came to the point where family had to choose sides. 282 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:54,254 Hey, you gonna be on that side thinking that, 283 00:10:54,321 --> 00:10:55,889 or you gonna--you gonna stand up for what's right? 284 00:10:55,956 --> 00:10:58,626 I felt betrayed when everything hit the fan 285 00:10:58,692 --> 00:11:01,328 because it was something that a cousin who I confided in, 286 00:11:01,394 --> 00:11:02,796 he went and told everybody. 287 00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:05,265 And so that's how my mom and my other family found out. 288 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:08,335 I don't think I was necessarily ready at that age 289 00:11:08,401 --> 00:11:11,772 to speak on it, so it was just more betrayal than anything 290 00:11:11,839 --> 00:11:13,173 when I was a child. 291 00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:15,175 I didn't really understand the champion part of it. 292 00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:18,278 But now I am glad that my cousin did that. 293 00:11:18,345 --> 00:11:19,779 - You never talked about none of this. 294 00:11:19,846 --> 00:11:21,948 How do you move forward, knowing that this happened 295 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:24,151 to you and thinking in your head, 296 00:11:24,218 --> 00:11:26,787 well, if this wouldn't have happened to me, would I be gay? 297 00:11:26,854 --> 00:11:28,055 Would I be straight? 298 00:11:28,122 --> 00:11:29,757 You know, did that situation make me 299 00:11:29,823 --> 00:11:31,358 want to experience it more? 300 00:11:31,425 --> 00:11:33,227 - Mm-hmm. - Like, you know, do I like it? 301 00:11:33,293 --> 00:11:37,030 So it's--I'm sorry, Ma. It's [bleep] up. 302 00:11:37,097 --> 00:11:38,532 - People be grown and manipulating. 303 00:11:38,598 --> 00:11:40,100 And you start from a kid, 304 00:11:40,167 --> 00:11:42,235 and you get older, and you think it's normal. 305 00:11:42,302 --> 00:11:46,373 I'm almost 15, 16, still messing with my cousin 306 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:48,108 like it's normal. 307 00:11:48,175 --> 00:11:49,176 That's not normal. 308 00:11:49,243 --> 00:11:50,877 We know that we cousins. 309 00:11:50,944 --> 00:11:53,146 But that's--you-- I'm still in the closet. 310 00:11:53,213 --> 00:11:55,582 I'm still a kid still. Like, you what I know. 311 00:11:55,649 --> 00:11:57,451 Children are easier to manipulate. 312 00:11:57,518 --> 00:11:58,986 Children are not grown. 313 00:11:59,053 --> 00:12:01,121 Their mind is not fully developed. 314 00:12:01,188 --> 00:12:04,157 When you're a kid, you know, you're easily influenced. 315 00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:08,361 That's why older men prey on younger girls, younger boys. 316 00:12:08,428 --> 00:12:09,896 It was hard for me. 317 00:12:09,963 --> 00:12:15,068 Me, personally, I can't blame them 100% for my sexuality 318 00:12:15,135 --> 00:12:18,105 because I do remember as a kid messing with other boys, 319 00:12:18,172 --> 00:12:19,406 playing house. 320 00:12:19,472 --> 00:12:20,808 - But you thought that that would be your life 321 00:12:20,875 --> 00:12:23,009 already at five or six years old that you would-- 322 00:12:23,076 --> 00:12:26,346 - I'm not thinking as far as my life, but I don't know-- 323 00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:29,015 I haven't really grasped what that is. 324 00:12:29,082 --> 00:12:31,585 I think my feelings with men doesn't have nothing 325 00:12:31,651 --> 00:12:33,320 to do with the situation. 326 00:12:33,387 --> 00:12:34,988 I remember liking boys from when I was 327 00:12:35,055 --> 00:12:38,191 a little kid before any abuse. 328 00:12:38,258 --> 00:12:41,862 - As your mom, I just felt like I failed you. 329 00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:44,164 - I don't think that you should carry that 330 00:12:44,231 --> 00:12:46,267 because you was on top of everything. 331 00:12:46,333 --> 00:12:47,601 You just didn't know. 332 00:12:47,667 --> 00:12:50,771 - Mm. 333 00:12:50,838 --> 00:12:52,806 It still don't make it feel better. 334 00:12:52,873 --> 00:12:55,542 - Yeah, I'm-- I'm shocked. 335 00:12:55,609 --> 00:12:58,112 - And that's why I want your permission, like, 336 00:12:58,178 --> 00:13:01,048 because I would never do this if you like, Mom, no. 337 00:13:01,115 --> 00:13:02,716 - Yeah, and that's why I could 338 00:13:02,783 --> 00:13:04,484 give you my blessing of my experience 339 00:13:04,551 --> 00:13:06,653 and you, as my mama, to tell how you felt 340 00:13:06,720 --> 00:13:09,089 because it's so many people that's gonna be like, 341 00:13:09,155 --> 00:13:11,292 oh, my God, I would have never said that, 342 00:13:11,358 --> 00:13:13,194 but that same thing happened to me. 343 00:13:13,260 --> 00:13:16,997 Just--and coming from a mother's dynamic 344 00:13:17,064 --> 00:13:18,965 is so strong, I think people need to hear it. 345 00:13:19,032 --> 00:13:21,501 I think my mom's book is so important. 346 00:13:21,568 --> 00:13:23,470 I think that it's gonna be an eye-opener 347 00:13:23,537 --> 00:13:26,173 for LGBT and the church. 348 00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:28,108 You have a lot of LGBT that's scared to go to church 349 00:13:28,175 --> 00:13:31,478 because of how church people can be so condemning. 350 00:13:31,544 --> 00:13:33,413 And I think it's great for people in the church 351 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:35,515 to see you have to love everybody. 352 00:13:35,582 --> 00:13:37,618 Those are your children at the end of the day. 353 00:13:37,685 --> 00:13:38,686 You can't abandon them. 354 00:13:38,752 --> 00:13:41,888 - So before I leave-- 355 00:13:41,955 --> 00:13:43,357 so, Dee, I'm surprised you here. 356 00:13:43,423 --> 00:13:44,958 Last time I was talking to you, you told me you was 357 00:13:45,025 --> 00:13:48,061 finna have a wife and some kids and you were done. 358 00:13:48,128 --> 00:13:50,097 - Why would you bust me out like that? 359 00:13:50,164 --> 00:13:53,000 - I think that we both is just on the same page with-- 360 00:13:53,067 --> 00:13:55,702 and seeing, like, working towards the same goal 361 00:13:55,769 --> 00:13:57,671 and just seeing where it goes. 362 00:13:57,738 --> 00:13:59,406 - Yeah, marriage. 363 00:13:59,473 --> 00:14:03,210 - What? Nobody is getting married here. 364 00:14:03,276 --> 00:14:04,477 - Huh? 365 00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:07,381 - Man, you want to be married to a man? 366 00:14:07,448 --> 00:14:09,116 When did this come out? - Not to a man, to him. 367 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,717 - No, that's a man. 368 00:14:10,784 --> 00:14:12,252 - Everyone has their own opinion. 369 00:14:12,319 --> 00:14:13,854 I feel like, especially for parents, what 370 00:14:13,921 --> 00:14:15,756 they see for their kids, my mom, that's 371 00:14:15,823 --> 00:14:17,390 just how she was raised. 372 00:14:17,457 --> 00:14:19,559 But my mom loves me regardless. 373 00:14:19,626 --> 00:14:21,562 She supports me in everything. 374 00:14:21,628 --> 00:14:23,230 I don't see me marrying Dee. 375 00:14:23,297 --> 00:14:25,599 I'm not really a marriage person. 376 00:14:25,666 --> 00:14:28,235 I think I'm a dog. [laughs] 377 00:14:28,302 --> 00:14:29,936 - And you know-- and I still love you. 378 00:14:30,003 --> 00:14:31,705 - I love you too. - We still love you. 379 00:14:31,772 --> 00:14:33,741 - Yeah, we just-- 380 00:14:33,807 --> 00:14:35,842 [hip-hop music] 381 00:14:35,909 --> 00:14:38,078 ♪♪ Unh, ay, pull the plug ♪♪ 382 00:14:38,144 --> 00:14:39,213 ♪♪ I'm charged up ♪♪ 383 00:14:39,279 --> 00:14:40,614 - Ah. Oh! 384 00:14:40,681 --> 00:14:43,183 - Whoa! That's it! That's it! - What's up, baby? 385 00:14:43,249 --> 00:14:45,552 - Scrappy, the album is called "Togetherness." 386 00:14:45,619 --> 00:14:46,854 You know, you are-- 387 00:14:46,921 --> 00:14:48,688 - No fake artist [bleep] right here. 388 00:14:48,755 --> 00:14:50,390 - You know mother[bleep] well you gonna put me on there. 389 00:14:50,457 --> 00:14:52,159 - I cannot put you on the album. 390 00:14:52,226 --> 00:14:53,427 - ♪♪ The crowd go wild ♪♪ 391 00:14:53,494 --> 00:14:55,562 ♪♪ Hear the bass and the boom ♪♪ 392 00:14:55,629 --> 00:14:57,064 ♪♪ I got them like ♪♪ 393 00:14:57,131 --> 00:14:59,432 - Spice wanted to have, like, a small little intimate 394 00:14:59,499 --> 00:15:02,335 get-together for me for the baby. 395 00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:04,571 - With me being in the hospital and my leg, they didn't call. 396 00:15:04,638 --> 00:15:06,774 They didn't text. They didn't do nothing. 397 00:15:06,841 --> 00:15:08,242 I just want to really ask, like, 398 00:15:08,308 --> 00:15:09,610 did I do something to y'all? 399 00:15:09,677 --> 00:15:11,645 'Cause I really [bleep] with y'all girls, 400 00:15:11,711 --> 00:15:13,047 and it really hurt me. 401 00:15:13,114 --> 00:15:14,781 So now I want to have a conversation with Spice. 402 00:15:14,848 --> 00:15:16,250 I'm coming to the pre-shower. 403 00:15:16,317 --> 00:15:17,684 - ♪♪ Yeah, hit the gas ♪♪ 404 00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:20,087 ♪♪ We about to get the fire started ♪♪ 405 00:15:20,153 --> 00:15:22,189 - So Momma Dee finna hit me up to hang out. 406 00:15:22,255 --> 00:15:23,857 I guess it's, like, a dressy-up type of celebration 407 00:15:23,924 --> 00:15:25,626 for y'all mamas. - OK. 408 00:15:25,692 --> 00:15:27,228 - And we gonna have a reason to get cute. 409 00:15:27,294 --> 00:15:28,462 I told her we gonna go 410 00:15:28,528 --> 00:15:30,197 and we gonna be on good behavior. 411 00:15:30,264 --> 00:15:31,465 - I'm always on good behavior. 412 00:15:31,531 --> 00:15:32,866 - ♪♪ Wonder where I've been ♪♪ 413 00:15:32,933 --> 00:15:34,368 ♪♪ Fresh out the huddle ♪♪ 414 00:15:34,435 --> 00:15:36,303 ♪♪ It's about to get intense ♪♪ 415 00:15:36,369 --> 00:15:37,638 ♪♪ Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah ♪♪ 416 00:15:37,705 --> 00:15:39,606 ♪♪ What I said is what I meant ♪♪ 417 00:15:39,673 --> 00:15:40,941 ♪♪ Throw the jersey on ♪♪ 418 00:15:41,008 --> 00:15:42,643 ♪♪ I need to see you represent ♪♪ 419 00:15:42,709 --> 00:15:45,112 - [speaking indistinctly] 420 00:15:45,179 --> 00:15:48,349 - Hey! [laughter] 421 00:15:48,415 --> 00:15:51,618 - I'm still super upset from the Kirk and Rasheeda meeting, 422 00:15:51,685 --> 00:15:54,688 so my mom is here at the park with me and Kannon. 423 00:15:54,755 --> 00:15:56,423 My mom has held it down, 424 00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:58,725 and she's never judged me not one time. 425 00:15:58,792 --> 00:16:01,462 [laughter] 426 00:16:01,529 --> 00:16:03,497 - Oh, my goodness. 427 00:16:03,564 --> 00:16:06,466 I'm glad he is having a great summer. 428 00:16:06,533 --> 00:16:08,101 - Yeah, he is. 429 00:16:08,168 --> 00:16:10,570 - So what's going on with you? 430 00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:13,941 - I had a conversation with Kirk and Rasheeda. 431 00:16:14,007 --> 00:16:15,375 - Oh, boy. OK. 432 00:16:15,442 --> 00:16:19,913 - She brought up, you know, the DFCS case with Kannon 433 00:16:19,980 --> 00:16:22,082 because he's been tardy a lot. 434 00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:25,051 And I'm just like, you haven't been concerned 435 00:16:25,118 --> 00:16:26,954 about anything in years. 436 00:16:27,020 --> 00:16:29,056 This is my first time hearing from-- 437 00:16:29,123 --> 00:16:30,590 ever hearing from you, actually. 438 00:16:30,657 --> 00:16:32,592 - So she wants to bring up all the negativity 439 00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:36,963 as opposed to taking control and being a real stepmother. 440 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:38,199 - Right. 441 00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:39,366 Make that make sense. 442 00:16:39,433 --> 00:16:41,302 Kirk did what he did. 443 00:16:41,368 --> 00:16:42,570 And it is Kirk's son. 444 00:16:42,636 --> 00:16:45,138 However, you decided to stay with this man. 445 00:16:45,205 --> 00:16:46,941 And y'all are still married at the end of the day. 446 00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:48,675 Y'all have a partnership. 447 00:16:48,742 --> 00:16:51,778 So I feel like it's only right for both of y'all 448 00:16:51,845 --> 00:16:55,415 to step up and spend some time with our son. 449 00:16:55,482 --> 00:17:00,387 And then Kirk was trying to say that I answer 450 00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:03,190 the door in my birthday suit. 451 00:17:03,256 --> 00:17:05,159 - You don't even want that man no more. 452 00:17:05,225 --> 00:17:06,927 You have told me that specifically. 453 00:17:06,994 --> 00:17:08,094 That is old news. 454 00:17:08,161 --> 00:17:09,163 - Exactly. 455 00:17:09,229 --> 00:17:10,764 - That's a bunch of mess. 456 00:17:10,831 --> 00:17:14,068 - Speaking of mess, Momma Dee invited me 457 00:17:14,134 --> 00:17:15,769 to her mothers event. 458 00:17:15,836 --> 00:17:17,705 And I would love for you to go. 459 00:17:17,772 --> 00:17:19,006 Do you want to go? 460 00:17:19,072 --> 00:17:20,607 - OK. 461 00:17:20,674 --> 00:17:23,477 - I think it's a little odd that Momma Dee invited me. 462 00:17:23,544 --> 00:17:26,746 However, I do know she's always plotting 463 00:17:26,813 --> 00:17:29,883 because you know she always got her ears to the streets. 464 00:17:29,950 --> 00:17:31,185 And I have nothing to hide. 465 00:17:31,251 --> 00:17:34,321 And I have my truth, so bring it on. 466 00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:38,225 - OK, well, maybe that would be our time 467 00:17:38,292 --> 00:17:41,228 to say what we need to say 468 00:17:41,294 --> 00:17:43,464 and get some of these truths out, you know? 469 00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:45,098 - Yeah. - I would love to go. 470 00:17:45,165 --> 00:17:47,768 Thank you. 471 00:17:47,835 --> 00:17:49,870 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 472 00:17:49,937 --> 00:17:53,073 - I'm mad at you because you did not check on me at all. 473 00:17:53,140 --> 00:17:55,475 - But, Sierra, you don't care about nobody. 474 00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:56,977 - I had talked to Mommy the other day, 475 00:17:57,043 --> 00:17:58,745 you being my gay mama. 476 00:17:58,812 --> 00:18:02,215 She said, who is this person that my son calling Mommy? 477 00:18:02,282 --> 00:18:03,984 - Like, I'm his mama. - Mm-hmm. 478 00:18:04,050 --> 00:18:05,185 For real? 479 00:18:05,252 --> 00:18:06,320 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 480 00:18:06,386 --> 00:18:07,721 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 481 00:18:11,992 --> 00:18:13,027 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 482 00:18:13,093 --> 00:18:14,294 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 483 00:18:14,361 --> 00:18:17,230 [groovy music] 484 00:18:17,297 --> 00:18:22,236 ♪♪ ♪♪ 485 00:18:22,303 --> 00:18:23,804 - ♪♪ I got the new kind of style ♪♪ 486 00:18:23,871 --> 00:18:24,871 ♪♪ That make you go, unh ♪♪ 487 00:18:24,938 --> 00:18:26,239 ♪♪ That make you go, wow ♪♪ 488 00:18:26,306 --> 00:18:27,474 ♪♪ I got the new kind of groove ♪♪ 489 00:18:27,541 --> 00:18:28,642 ♪♪ That make you go, damn ♪♪ 490 00:18:28,709 --> 00:18:30,010 ♪♪ That make you go, ooh ♪♪ 491 00:18:30,077 --> 00:18:31,611 ♪♪ I got the new kind of style ♪♪ 492 00:18:31,678 --> 00:18:32,679 ♪♪ That make you go, unh ♪♪ 493 00:18:32,746 --> 00:18:33,914 ♪♪ That make you go, wow ♪♪ 494 00:18:33,981 --> 00:18:36,383 - OK, you set up a cute thing for her. 495 00:18:36,450 --> 00:18:38,285 - ♪♪ Make you go, make you go, make you go, ooh ♪♪ 496 00:18:38,352 --> 00:18:39,986 ♪♪ Let me take you back to the fresh, how fresh ♪♪ 497 00:18:40,053 --> 00:18:43,324 - I think this is so nice that you did this for Renni. 498 00:18:43,390 --> 00:18:45,058 - Oh, yeah, it's cute, 'cause, you know, 499 00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:49,029 we haven't seen her ever since she announced that it's a boy. 500 00:18:49,096 --> 00:18:51,999 It's only natural that I throw a blue dinner for Renni. 501 00:18:52,066 --> 00:18:54,468 I haven't seen Renni or Sierra in a long time 502 00:18:54,535 --> 00:18:56,803 'cause I've been traveling all over the world doing my tours, 503 00:18:56,870 --> 00:18:58,939 back and forth for shows; it's a lot. 504 00:18:59,006 --> 00:19:00,474 So this is just one small get-together 505 00:19:00,541 --> 00:19:02,442 for kind of reconnect with my little bellies crew. 506 00:19:02,509 --> 00:19:03,744 And let's just kick it. 507 00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:06,213 Hey, baby mama! 508 00:19:06,280 --> 00:19:07,481 - Hey, y'all. 509 00:19:07,547 --> 00:19:09,182 - Ooh! 510 00:19:09,249 --> 00:19:11,218 [laughs] 511 00:19:11,285 --> 00:19:12,886 You are huge. 512 00:19:12,952 --> 00:19:14,822 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Yes, you are huge. 513 00:19:14,889 --> 00:19:16,290 - You know what? I would be weird... 514 00:19:16,356 --> 00:19:17,791 - Let me hug you, Sierra. - But I'm not gonna be weird. 515 00:19:17,857 --> 00:19:19,826 - It's too early. Let's have a drink first. 516 00:19:19,893 --> 00:19:21,729 - I still love both of y'all. 517 00:19:21,795 --> 00:19:23,364 - What is she talking about? 518 00:19:23,430 --> 00:19:25,866 Oh, Sierra, don't even bother with going in your feelings. 519 00:19:25,932 --> 00:19:27,334 - I am in my feelings. 520 00:19:27,401 --> 00:19:29,136 Did you come see me at the hospital? 521 00:19:29,203 --> 00:19:30,271 Did you check on me? - Wait a minute. 522 00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:31,805 I thought it was a publicity stunt. 523 00:19:31,872 --> 00:19:33,307 I thought it was-- 524 00:19:33,374 --> 00:19:34,908 I thought you were selling your cream. 525 00:19:34,975 --> 00:19:37,644 - It's really sad that people would just 526 00:19:37,711 --> 00:19:39,479 come up with their own conclusion. 527 00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:41,181 This is a real serious matter. 528 00:19:41,248 --> 00:19:43,884 Like, they told me I could lose my life. 529 00:19:43,951 --> 00:19:45,619 They told me that I can lose a limb. 530 00:19:45,686 --> 00:19:49,990 So if Bambi or whoever think I'm lying, girl, bye. 531 00:19:50,057 --> 00:19:52,960 I had an infection eating at my leg. 532 00:19:53,027 --> 00:19:56,063 I'm mad at you because you did not check on me at all. 533 00:19:56,130 --> 00:19:58,365 - But Sierra, Sierra, baby, you know I love you, 534 00:19:58,432 --> 00:19:59,867 but I'm gonna look at you and tell you the truth. 535 00:19:59,933 --> 00:20:01,735 I was in the hospital for 102 times. 536 00:20:01,801 --> 00:20:04,572 You never showed once. 537 00:20:04,638 --> 00:20:06,006 Do not make this about you, Sierra. 538 00:20:06,073 --> 00:20:08,309 We're here to have a great time with Renni. 539 00:20:08,375 --> 00:20:09,843 And that's what it is. 540 00:20:09,910 --> 00:20:10,945 You can't be mad if I didn't show for you... 541 00:20:11,011 --> 00:20:12,079 - Who you call? Who you call? 542 00:20:12,146 --> 00:20:13,614 - Because you don't show for nobody. 543 00:20:13,681 --> 00:20:15,248 - I did not know Sierra was gonna come straight 544 00:20:15,315 --> 00:20:16,884 into the dinner before we order a drink 545 00:20:16,951 --> 00:20:19,452 and just go straight in for the kill. 546 00:20:19,519 --> 00:20:22,756 Nobody know how to have some decorum around here? 547 00:20:22,822 --> 00:20:24,758 - I cannot believe you and all the people. 548 00:20:24,825 --> 00:20:27,461 - And I can't believe your ass. - I cannot believe your ass. 549 00:20:27,528 --> 00:20:28,729 - You don't care about nobody. 550 00:20:28,795 --> 00:20:30,631 - Are you [bleep] serious, Spice? 551 00:20:30,697 --> 00:20:32,166 - Yes. 552 00:20:32,233 --> 00:20:34,101 - How dare you let some [bleep] come out of your mouth 553 00:20:34,167 --> 00:20:35,435 and say something like that? 554 00:20:37,604 --> 00:20:39,373 [dramatic music] 555 00:20:39,439 --> 00:20:41,141 - How's your leg doing now? You walking fine. 556 00:20:41,207 --> 00:20:43,744 - I think it's fine. Thank God I'm healed. 557 00:20:43,811 --> 00:20:45,212 - Amen. - Thank God-- 558 00:20:45,279 --> 00:20:46,447 - I'm happy you feel better now. 559 00:20:46,513 --> 00:20:48,415 - No, seriously, thank you. 560 00:20:48,482 --> 00:20:50,984 - How do we get on you getting on Spice 561 00:20:51,051 --> 00:20:52,920 for not checking on you? 562 00:20:52,986 --> 00:20:55,188 This wasn't about you today, sister. 563 00:20:55,255 --> 00:20:56,823 But thank you, Lord, for whatever 564 00:20:56,890 --> 00:20:58,058 was going on with the leg. 565 00:20:58,125 --> 00:21:00,560 Thank you for healing that leg, amen. 566 00:21:00,627 --> 00:21:03,964 - So what's this I am hearing about a cast album? 567 00:21:04,031 --> 00:21:06,133 Who all is gonna be on the album? 568 00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:08,368 - I want Renni to be on the album 'cause I know 569 00:21:08,435 --> 00:21:10,471 it's hard--being in a male-dominated 570 00:21:10,537 --> 00:21:12,339 business as a woman is hard. 571 00:21:12,406 --> 00:21:14,541 And now that you're becoming a mother-- 572 00:21:14,608 --> 00:21:17,477 - And I'm itching to get back to, like, making music. 573 00:21:17,544 --> 00:21:19,913 - Well, that make me feel good because now I feel like, 574 00:21:19,980 --> 00:21:22,116 you know, so we got to get in the studio 575 00:21:22,182 --> 00:21:23,550 before the baby drops. - Let's do it. 576 00:21:23,617 --> 00:21:26,253 Lately I have been feeling a little isolated, 577 00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:29,290 just, you know, in my own little pregnant bubble, 578 00:21:29,356 --> 00:21:32,593 so I am excited to get back to doing music and just feeling 579 00:21:32,660 --> 00:21:34,194 like Renni Rucci again. 580 00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:35,662 So who else is on the album? 581 00:21:35,729 --> 00:21:37,397 - [scoffs] 582 00:21:39,599 --> 00:21:41,068 - I'm making that decision. 583 00:21:41,135 --> 00:21:43,270 I just--I was telling everybody 584 00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:45,505 I want people to take the album seriously. 585 00:21:45,572 --> 00:21:48,442 - You ain't even ask me or told me, so you don't-- 586 00:21:48,508 --> 00:21:50,077 - So you need to take a deep breath. 587 00:21:50,144 --> 00:21:51,845 I haven't even seen you since you put out your music. 588 00:21:51,912 --> 00:21:53,046 You remember? - You're right. You're right. 589 00:21:53,113 --> 00:21:54,381 - So what are you talking about? 590 00:21:54,448 --> 00:21:55,983 That's why I'm confused. 591 00:21:56,050 --> 00:21:58,585 My friends got to understand that I want artists, 592 00:21:58,652 --> 00:22:00,121 real artists, on this project. 593 00:22:00,187 --> 00:22:02,089 You're not an artist. 594 00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:03,690 [alarm ringing] 595 00:22:03,757 --> 00:22:06,060 That's my--that's my alarm to pray. 596 00:22:06,126 --> 00:22:08,162 God is saying-- 597 00:22:08,229 --> 00:22:10,497 [laughs] God just said, grace-- 598 00:22:10,564 --> 00:22:12,933 [laughs] 599 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:13,968 No, I'm sorry. 600 00:22:14,034 --> 00:22:15,869 [playful music] 601 00:22:15,936 --> 00:22:17,304 Thank you, Jesus. 602 00:22:17,371 --> 00:22:18,772 - When we going to the studio? 603 00:22:18,839 --> 00:22:20,507 'Cause this how that man [bleep] it up. 604 00:22:20,574 --> 00:22:21,842 - It was my first song. 605 00:22:21,908 --> 00:22:23,176 And honestly, I don't give a [bleep] 606 00:22:23,243 --> 00:22:25,145 what these people say; I liked it. 607 00:22:25,212 --> 00:22:28,015 And I'm gonna keep trying until I get a hit, 608 00:22:28,082 --> 00:22:29,549 a hit, hit, hit. 609 00:22:29,616 --> 00:22:31,051 - This is not what I planned. 610 00:22:31,117 --> 00:22:33,186 This is about you, Renni. 611 00:22:33,253 --> 00:22:35,990 We shouldn't even be arguing around you with this energy. 612 00:22:36,056 --> 00:22:37,391 It's not good for the baby. 613 00:22:37,458 --> 00:22:38,859 - He is just introduced to it at this point. 614 00:22:38,926 --> 00:22:40,227 - Oh, wait. 615 00:22:40,294 --> 00:22:42,129 So I got a gift for my nephew, first of all. 616 00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:43,530 Let me break this table up. 617 00:22:43,597 --> 00:22:46,533 Where's my gift? Ooh. So-- 618 00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:48,469 - Oh, my God. 619 00:22:48,536 --> 00:22:51,171 - Spice got her little way to get under my skin. 620 00:22:51,238 --> 00:22:52,306 And I do feel a way. 621 00:22:52,373 --> 00:22:53,741 I'm just gonna let all of that go 622 00:22:53,808 --> 00:22:55,442 because tonight is about Renni. 623 00:22:55,508 --> 00:22:58,612 The gift was a nice gesture, so thank you. 624 00:22:58,679 --> 00:23:01,682 We appreciate it, Spice. 625 00:23:01,748 --> 00:23:03,050 - This is cute. 626 00:23:03,116 --> 00:23:07,588 - That's my baby nephew. [laughter] 627 00:23:07,655 --> 00:23:11,225 - I'm excited for my baby to meet his dysfunctional aunties. 628 00:23:11,291 --> 00:23:12,993 I'm so grateful for my little friend group 629 00:23:13,060 --> 00:23:14,294 that I have right here. 630 00:23:14,361 --> 00:23:16,864 - Auntie Spice is here! 631 00:23:16,930 --> 00:23:18,898 Whoo! 632 00:23:18,965 --> 00:23:20,700 [laughter] 633 00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:23,237 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 634 00:23:23,303 --> 00:23:25,139 - I can't stay with a [bleep] for a week. 635 00:23:25,206 --> 00:23:26,406 - They keep coming back, ain't they? 636 00:23:26,473 --> 00:23:28,341 - I don't know what kind of coochie this is. 637 00:23:28,408 --> 00:23:29,810 [laughter] 638 00:23:29,877 --> 00:23:32,646 - I take my career seriously, so I know I'm gonna hurt 639 00:23:32,712 --> 00:23:34,415 a lot of people feelings. 640 00:23:34,481 --> 00:23:35,782 But even if I record the song, it doesn't mean that it's 641 00:23:35,849 --> 00:23:37,484 gonna be on this album. - It's gonna make it. 642 00:23:37,551 --> 00:23:39,152 So who's gonna be on it? 643 00:23:39,219 --> 00:23:40,321 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 644 00:23:40,387 --> 00:23:41,588 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 645 00:23:45,893 --> 00:23:46,927 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 646 00:23:46,993 --> 00:23:48,395 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 647 00:23:48,461 --> 00:23:50,230 - ♪♪ Lazy Mondays turn into them fun days ♪♪ 648 00:23:50,297 --> 00:23:52,766 ♪♪ Got a couple tans bathing in the sunrays ♪♪ 649 00:23:52,833 --> 00:23:54,568 ♪♪ Up again, I'm on 10 when the sun raise ♪♪ 650 00:23:54,634 --> 00:23:58,806 ♪♪ I swear, I want the big bags and the chump change ♪♪ 651 00:23:58,872 --> 00:24:01,208 - Make sure just don't get nothing on my couch. 652 00:24:01,275 --> 00:24:03,143 Tanya is my gay mom. 653 00:24:03,209 --> 00:24:07,014 So in the LGBT community, we often adopt families. 654 00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:09,716 And she was just really that mother figure 655 00:24:09,783 --> 00:24:11,285 when me and my mom weren't at a good place. 656 00:24:11,352 --> 00:24:13,353 So I definitely want to catch up with her 657 00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:15,856 and let her know what's going on with Mommy and the new book 658 00:24:15,923 --> 00:24:17,191 and see her opinion. 659 00:24:17,258 --> 00:24:18,926 - What's been going on with you? 660 00:24:18,992 --> 00:24:20,794 - I been getting, like, the music together 661 00:24:20,861 --> 00:24:22,462 'cause I'm finna drop it in June. 662 00:24:22,529 --> 00:24:23,763 - You're standing on business. 663 00:24:23,830 --> 00:24:25,799 - Yeah. I'm just excited for that. 664 00:24:25,866 --> 00:24:29,269 So I had talked to Mommy the other day. 665 00:24:29,336 --> 00:24:32,038 She was telling me about the book that she doing. 666 00:24:32,105 --> 00:24:33,741 She had read me the first chapter. 667 00:24:33,808 --> 00:24:35,409 Like, it was deep. 668 00:24:35,476 --> 00:24:40,147 She talking about, like, me being molested as a kid, 669 00:24:40,214 --> 00:24:42,516 you know, how she blamed herself for it 670 00:24:42,582 --> 00:24:44,284 'cause she feel like, dang, 671 00:24:44,351 --> 00:24:46,420 I'm thinking when I'm sending you out, you safe. 672 00:24:46,487 --> 00:24:48,456 I'm thinking when I'm sending you out, ain't nothing-- 673 00:24:48,522 --> 00:24:50,057 you know, ain't nothing going on. 674 00:24:50,124 --> 00:24:51,859 - 'Cause I'm trusting these people that I'm sending you to. 675 00:24:51,926 --> 00:24:55,896 - Exactly, and so she was just like, you know, asking me, 676 00:24:55,963 --> 00:24:57,565 do I--do she have my approval to talk about it? 677 00:24:57,631 --> 00:24:58,833 And I was like, yeah. 678 00:24:58,899 --> 00:25:00,734 You know, people sweep it under the rug, 679 00:25:00,801 --> 00:25:02,269 or they don't want to talk about it, 680 00:25:02,335 --> 00:25:03,637 or they don't want to be embarrassed. 681 00:25:03,703 --> 00:25:05,038 That really break people. 682 00:25:05,105 --> 00:25:08,408 Her coming from a perspective of 683 00:25:08,475 --> 00:25:13,080 not necessarily knowing 684 00:25:13,146 --> 00:25:15,583 how to love me at a certain point in time, 685 00:25:15,649 --> 00:25:16,717 that's where you come in, 686 00:25:16,784 --> 00:25:18,618 you being, you know, my gay mama. 687 00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:20,154 And it was so funny. 688 00:25:20,220 --> 00:25:23,190 I didn't ever know that Mommy was jealous. 689 00:25:23,257 --> 00:25:24,791 - For real? 690 00:25:24,858 --> 00:25:26,794 - Like, she said, I used to be kind of jealous of Tanya 691 00:25:26,860 --> 00:25:28,595 'cause I'm like, who is this person 692 00:25:28,662 --> 00:25:30,864 that my son calling Mommy? 693 00:25:30,931 --> 00:25:32,666 Like, I'm his momma. - Mm-hmm. 694 00:25:32,733 --> 00:25:34,668 I remember you was just so little. 695 00:25:34,735 --> 00:25:36,603 [laughter] 696 00:25:36,670 --> 00:25:38,572 - I'm so glad to have both gay mom 697 00:25:38,639 --> 00:25:40,907 and biological mom in my life. 698 00:25:40,974 --> 00:25:43,877 My mom loves Tanya, us being together 699 00:25:43,944 --> 00:25:46,013 collectively as a family. 700 00:25:46,079 --> 00:25:48,182 She just always has positive words. 701 00:25:48,248 --> 00:25:50,150 Ma is a pastor, but she's still my mama. 702 00:25:50,217 --> 00:25:51,552 - Yeah. 703 00:25:51,619 --> 00:25:54,655 - And even now, like, she love me unconditional. 704 00:25:54,722 --> 00:25:58,525 - Mm-hmm. - And I'm so grateful for that. 705 00:25:58,592 --> 00:26:01,862 Girl, when she was here, we was talking about it or whatever. 706 00:26:01,929 --> 00:26:03,697 Dee was here too. 707 00:26:03,764 --> 00:26:06,233 So Dee had brought up marriage. 708 00:26:06,299 --> 00:26:08,068 - Mm-hmm. 709 00:26:08,134 --> 00:26:10,704 - And I just don't see me and any [bleep]-- 710 00:26:10,771 --> 00:26:12,339 like, it's just-- that's just a lot. 711 00:26:12,406 --> 00:26:13,808 - So you just want to be with a [bleep] 712 00:26:13,874 --> 00:26:15,909 forever without marriage? 713 00:26:15,976 --> 00:26:17,477 - Yeah, I feel like you don't got to get married. 714 00:26:17,544 --> 00:26:18,678 Like, what you get married for? 715 00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:20,880 - It's levels to relationships. 716 00:26:20,947 --> 00:26:23,350 - Bitch, I--I can't stay with a [bleep] for a week. 717 00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:26,353 - [laughs] And they keep coming back, ain't they? 718 00:26:26,420 --> 00:26:28,355 - I don't know what kind of coochie this is. 719 00:26:28,422 --> 00:26:30,123 [laughter] 720 00:26:30,190 --> 00:26:31,658 I feel like marriage is a serious thing. 721 00:26:31,725 --> 00:26:33,126 You have to commit to one person. 722 00:26:33,193 --> 00:26:35,629 I like being free to date whoever I want, 723 00:26:35,696 --> 00:26:36,930 to be with whoever I want. 724 00:26:36,997 --> 00:26:38,566 Different men offer different things. 725 00:26:38,632 --> 00:26:39,933 And I'm here for all of it. 726 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,402 But I definitely will take the ring. 727 00:26:42,469 --> 00:26:45,072 - What else you got going on coming up? 728 00:26:45,139 --> 00:26:47,074 - Girl, you know it's gonna be Pride. 729 00:26:47,140 --> 00:26:48,408 - Mm-hmm. 730 00:26:48,475 --> 00:26:50,677 - So I got a show in Long Beach, California. 731 00:26:50,744 --> 00:26:52,780 I love Pride season. 732 00:26:52,846 --> 00:26:55,415 It's definitely a time that I get to go out 733 00:26:55,482 --> 00:26:56,883 and advocate for my community. 734 00:26:56,950 --> 00:27:00,053 I'm excited to perform and just show the world 735 00:27:00,120 --> 00:27:02,522 that gays is running [bleep]. 736 00:27:02,589 --> 00:27:04,558 I'm kind of nervous 'cause I got to perform 737 00:27:04,624 --> 00:27:06,493 for 45 to 60 minutes. 738 00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:08,428 A bitch ain't been on the stage in a minute. 739 00:27:08,495 --> 00:27:09,697 [laughter] 740 00:27:09,763 --> 00:27:12,566 [hip-hop music] 741 00:27:12,633 --> 00:27:13,567 [horn honks] 742 00:27:13,634 --> 00:27:18,872 ♪♪ ♪♪ 743 00:27:18,939 --> 00:27:20,874 - So today I'm working on my album. 744 00:27:20,941 --> 00:27:23,944 And I'm finally gonna get to record Renni Rucci. 745 00:27:24,010 --> 00:27:25,312 So you know say gyal will go right. 746 00:27:25,379 --> 00:27:27,480 Good song, good music. I'm excited. 747 00:27:27,547 --> 00:27:30,050 How long you haven't been in the studio? 748 00:27:30,117 --> 00:27:32,553 - I think the last thing I did was 749 00:27:32,619 --> 00:27:34,155 the feature I did with Zacc. 750 00:27:34,221 --> 00:27:35,489 - That was before the baby. - Yeah. 751 00:27:35,556 --> 00:27:37,691 Like, that was a while ago. - That's crazy. 752 00:27:37,757 --> 00:27:39,192 Well, it's my pleasure 753 00:27:39,259 --> 00:27:41,228 to have you back in the studio after so long. 754 00:27:41,294 --> 00:27:42,930 - I'm coming back with the right person. 755 00:27:42,997 --> 00:27:46,333 - I'm excited! [laughs] - I'm excited. 756 00:27:46,399 --> 00:27:47,635 - Me can't believe me gonna produce 757 00:27:47,701 --> 00:27:49,770 an album with all the cast. 758 00:27:49,837 --> 00:27:52,106 Can you believe it? - I can. Yeah. 759 00:27:52,172 --> 00:27:53,207 It's you. 760 00:27:53,273 --> 00:27:55,041 So who's gonna be on it? - [laughs] 761 00:27:55,108 --> 00:27:58,445 That's the big question everybody got to ask. 762 00:27:58,512 --> 00:28:00,748 Well, so far, I was in the studio with Scrappy 763 00:28:00,815 --> 00:28:02,349 as well, Rasheeda. 764 00:28:02,416 --> 00:28:04,385 I know for sure that I wanted Amy. 765 00:28:04,451 --> 00:28:06,553 - Now, you know, Sierra, are you gonna put her? 766 00:28:06,620 --> 00:28:10,424 - I feel like I don't know if Sierra is taking her career 767 00:28:10,490 --> 00:28:12,359 as an artist seriously. - Seriously, yeah. 768 00:28:12,426 --> 00:28:13,727 - Or she's just doing it because, hey, 769 00:28:13,794 --> 00:28:15,262 I got the money to do this, so I'ma do a song, 770 00:28:15,329 --> 00:28:17,130 and I can shoot a video. - Yeah. 771 00:28:17,197 --> 00:28:18,999 - 'Cause at the end of the day, as a producer, 772 00:28:19,066 --> 00:28:21,034 I'm still gonna need support from the artist. 773 00:28:21,101 --> 00:28:23,203 - Right. - I take my career seriously, 774 00:28:23,269 --> 00:28:25,573 so I know I'm gonna hurt a lot of people feelings. 775 00:28:25,639 --> 00:28:28,375 But even if I record the song, it doesn't mean that it's 776 00:28:28,442 --> 00:28:29,510 gonna be on this album. - It's gonna make it. 777 00:28:29,577 --> 00:28:31,144 Real artists will understand that 778 00:28:31,211 --> 00:28:32,946 'cause there's songs we record of our own that don't make it. 779 00:28:33,013 --> 00:28:34,982 So if you a real artist, you will understand, 780 00:28:35,049 --> 00:28:38,085 like, if it don't make it, it just don't make it. 781 00:28:38,152 --> 00:28:39,786 I definitely understand. 782 00:28:39,853 --> 00:28:42,022 And I respect her standpoint because at the end of the day, 783 00:28:42,089 --> 00:28:43,491 she has more accolades than all of us here. 784 00:28:43,557 --> 00:28:46,393 So Spice should put everybody's feelings to the side 785 00:28:46,459 --> 00:28:48,795 and just focus on giving the best body of work 786 00:28:48,862 --> 00:28:50,798 because her name is on it. 787 00:28:50,864 --> 00:28:52,600 - I'm happy that you took the time out for kind of come, 788 00:28:52,666 --> 00:28:54,735 even though, you know, I know it's hard for you 789 00:28:54,802 --> 00:28:55,869 'cause you're pregnant. 790 00:28:55,936 --> 00:28:57,805 But I need to go find out what's been 791 00:28:57,871 --> 00:29:00,207 going on in your real world. 792 00:29:00,273 --> 00:29:03,444 Like, how was being pregnant and with Zacc? 793 00:29:03,510 --> 00:29:04,978 How is that relationship? 794 00:29:05,045 --> 00:29:08,548 - It's different because I have a partner who's present. 795 00:29:08,615 --> 00:29:10,250 I'm enjoying it, though. 796 00:29:10,317 --> 00:29:12,919 Most of my past relationships, I never got out of being 797 00:29:12,986 --> 00:29:14,188 in, like, survival mode. 798 00:29:14,255 --> 00:29:16,490 He's a very hands-on partner. 799 00:29:16,556 --> 00:29:17,624 And I'm not used to that. 800 00:29:17,691 --> 00:29:19,193 So sometimes I find myself, like, 801 00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:21,094 looking for things to be wrong 802 00:29:21,161 --> 00:29:22,763 because when you're used to things going wrong, 803 00:29:22,829 --> 00:29:25,266 you feel like it's too good. 804 00:29:25,332 --> 00:29:28,535 - Well, girl, let's get this song out before the baby drop. 805 00:29:28,602 --> 00:29:30,070 - I'm ready. 806 00:29:30,137 --> 00:29:32,472 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 807 00:29:32,539 --> 00:29:34,275 - It's not worth it. - You are not ready. 808 00:29:34,341 --> 00:29:36,577 - What's she not ready for? 809 00:29:36,644 --> 00:29:37,745 I'm ready, baby. 810 00:29:37,812 --> 00:29:40,213 - Ma, sit down. Stop, stop, Ma. 811 00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:41,748 - That's side chick territory. 812 00:29:41,815 --> 00:29:42,917 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 813 00:29:42,983 --> 00:29:44,150 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 814 00:29:48,622 --> 00:29:49,657 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 815 00:29:49,723 --> 00:29:50,624 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 816 00:29:50,691 --> 00:29:51,758 - ♪♪ All day, all night ♪♪ 817 00:29:51,825 --> 00:29:53,360 ♪♪ I get to the growler ♪♪ 818 00:29:53,426 --> 00:29:55,295 ♪♪ Topper, big shot caller ♪♪ 819 00:29:55,362 --> 00:29:56,696 ♪♪ You can holla, dollar ♪♪ 820 00:29:56,763 --> 00:29:59,166 ♪♪ Word to my mama, you can follow ♪♪ 821 00:29:59,233 --> 00:30:00,467 ♪♪ Bottles, pop it ♪♪ 822 00:30:00,534 --> 00:30:01,835 ♪♪ Yeah, I gets a lot of like ♪♪ 823 00:30:01,902 --> 00:30:03,236 ♪♪ Get it, got it, good ♪♪ 824 00:30:03,303 --> 00:30:05,038 - [gasps] Hi, beautiful. 825 00:30:05,105 --> 00:30:06,373 So good to see you. 826 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,409 - You know I had to get everybody together. 827 00:30:08,475 --> 00:30:10,844 - Great. - I got something for you. 828 00:30:10,911 --> 00:30:12,346 - Thank you. - Yes. Come on. 829 00:30:12,413 --> 00:30:13,713 - Oh, thank you. 830 00:30:13,780 --> 00:30:15,115 - Because you know what? 831 00:30:15,182 --> 00:30:17,618 We, as moms, you know, we need to stick together. 832 00:30:17,685 --> 00:30:19,086 I'll tell you that much. - We have to stick together. 833 00:30:19,153 --> 00:30:21,221 - This is a very special event for me 834 00:30:21,288 --> 00:30:24,091 because I'd like to show some love to other mothers 835 00:30:24,158 --> 00:30:27,628 to let them know, you know, we don't walk alone. 836 00:30:27,694 --> 00:30:29,363 It's also a chance for me to catch up 837 00:30:29,430 --> 00:30:32,032 on all the tea and the gossip. 838 00:30:32,099 --> 00:30:33,333 I live for the mess. 839 00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:34,468 Mm-hmm. 840 00:30:34,535 --> 00:30:35,535 - So how are you? 841 00:30:35,602 --> 00:30:38,071 - I'm so freaking happy, Mignon, 842 00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:40,140 that they're finally co-parenting. 843 00:30:40,207 --> 00:30:41,641 They're finally friends. 844 00:30:41,708 --> 00:30:43,611 Because that was-- they had interference 845 00:30:43,677 --> 00:30:45,212 for a long freaking time. 846 00:30:45,279 --> 00:30:46,280 - But you know what? 847 00:30:46,347 --> 00:30:47,981 I'm behind Erica and Scrappy 100%. 848 00:30:48,048 --> 00:30:50,884 - Me too, you know. - Hello, mothers. 849 00:30:50,951 --> 00:30:52,820 - Oh, look who here. - Hi! 850 00:30:52,886 --> 00:30:55,122 - Hey, hey. - Let me get over. 851 00:30:55,189 --> 00:30:58,626 - Momma Dee invited me to her lit mothers event. 852 00:30:58,692 --> 00:30:59,960 And I'm super excited. 853 00:31:00,026 --> 00:31:01,862 The last time I was in a group setting 854 00:31:01,929 --> 00:31:04,398 with Sierra and Bambi and it went down... 855 00:31:04,464 --> 00:31:07,835 Lord, let the good side of Amy win tonight, please. 856 00:31:07,901 --> 00:31:10,237 - I'm just so honored to be here, really. 857 00:31:10,303 --> 00:31:13,040 - I wanted us to come together because we have, 858 00:31:13,106 --> 00:31:15,442 you know, a lot of things in common. 859 00:31:15,508 --> 00:31:17,444 - Yes. Ooh! - And-- 860 00:31:17,511 --> 00:31:18,745 - More than you might know, now. 861 00:31:18,812 --> 00:31:20,147 - Come on, now. - What? 862 00:31:20,214 --> 00:31:22,249 So tell me what's been going on, 'cause you know 863 00:31:22,316 --> 00:31:24,118 I'm nosy as hell. Tell it. 864 00:31:24,185 --> 00:31:25,652 - So let me just tell you, Momma Dee. 865 00:31:25,719 --> 00:31:29,623 I have had to conclude that Bambi is definitely a liar. 866 00:31:29,689 --> 00:31:31,892 Me and Bambi ended up having an argument. 867 00:31:31,958 --> 00:31:34,728 Let me tell you, I hate when I have to show that ugly side, 868 00:31:34,795 --> 00:31:36,763 but to raise up on me-- 869 00:31:36,830 --> 00:31:39,834 - My child, she's a wonderful person. 870 00:31:39,900 --> 00:31:42,269 And when bitches try to just cut her neck like that, 871 00:31:42,335 --> 00:31:45,172 it just [bleep] makes me pissed off as hell... 872 00:31:45,239 --> 00:31:46,540 - I know it do. - You know what I'm saying? 873 00:31:46,607 --> 00:31:48,074 - Bitch, you saw the first half. 874 00:31:48,141 --> 00:31:49,610 - All right. - You played with that one. 875 00:31:49,677 --> 00:31:50,577 - OK. - Now you gonna meet 876 00:31:50,644 --> 00:31:52,179 the next bitch. - OK. 877 00:31:52,246 --> 00:31:55,382 - Once you cross me, the other half of Amy, it's a "game on, 878 00:31:55,448 --> 00:31:58,185 "may the best and biggest bitch win" type of energy. 879 00:31:58,251 --> 00:32:01,255 But I am here solely for the moms. 880 00:32:01,322 --> 00:32:02,556 The women are OGs. 881 00:32:02,622 --> 00:32:05,359 I'm here to celebrate them. 882 00:32:05,425 --> 00:32:06,527 - Hi. 883 00:32:06,594 --> 00:32:07,627 - Hey, baby. 884 00:32:07,694 --> 00:32:09,129 How you doing? 885 00:32:09,196 --> 00:32:10,664 - Ooh. - You look so pretty. 886 00:32:10,731 --> 00:32:12,266 - Thank you. 887 00:32:12,332 --> 00:32:13,567 - How are my grandbabies? 888 00:32:13,634 --> 00:32:15,536 - They are good. They are good. 889 00:32:15,602 --> 00:32:19,406 Can I get a drink, sweetheart? 890 00:32:19,473 --> 00:32:21,241 - Hey, hey, hey. - Hey! 891 00:32:21,308 --> 00:32:22,810 How you? - I'm fine. 892 00:32:22,877 --> 00:32:26,012 - I'ma let you sit down. - OK, thank you. 893 00:32:26,079 --> 00:32:27,481 - You good? You in better spirits? 894 00:32:27,547 --> 00:32:29,116 - Yeah, yeah. - What's wrong? 895 00:32:29,183 --> 00:32:30,951 - She stormed off with an attitude. 896 00:32:31,017 --> 00:32:32,486 - Why? 897 00:32:32,553 --> 00:32:34,888 - I got both of they backs, but I just own the business. 898 00:32:34,955 --> 00:32:39,093 I'd just like them to stay co-parenting and friends 899 00:32:39,159 --> 00:32:40,594 and that. 900 00:32:40,661 --> 00:32:42,629 - But you know you don't always get what you want, right? 901 00:32:42,696 --> 00:32:43,731 - No, I don't. 902 00:32:43,797 --> 00:32:44,864 Is y'all in a relationship? 903 00:32:44,931 --> 00:32:46,567 - Who? - You and Scrappy. 904 00:32:46,634 --> 00:32:48,368 - Well, I'm just gonna tell y'all. 905 00:32:48,435 --> 00:32:49,369 - What? - Whatever it is. 906 00:32:49,436 --> 00:32:51,339 - What? What? - What? 907 00:32:51,405 --> 00:32:52,506 - I'm pregnant. 908 00:32:52,573 --> 00:32:54,975 - [screams] 909 00:32:55,042 --> 00:32:57,578 - Ooh, catch her. Get her up. 910 00:32:57,644 --> 00:33:01,148 - Hallelujah. - I'm joking, though. 911 00:33:01,215 --> 00:33:02,516 It was a joke. 912 00:33:02,583 --> 00:33:03,917 - You know, [bleep]. 913 00:33:03,984 --> 00:33:06,587 I feel like I'm at the dentist's office 914 00:33:06,653 --> 00:33:08,989 and he's just overgassed me, right? 915 00:33:09,056 --> 00:33:11,692 But I kind of wish it was true. 916 00:33:11,759 --> 00:33:12,993 - But Scrappy and I have been talking. 917 00:33:13,060 --> 00:33:14,661 And I told him, you know what? 918 00:33:14,728 --> 00:33:16,463 I'm open to giving him another chance, 919 00:33:16,530 --> 00:33:17,898 but the ball is in his court. 920 00:33:17,965 --> 00:33:19,667 And we gonna see what happens. 921 00:33:19,733 --> 00:33:21,201 So let's toast to that. - OK. 922 00:33:21,268 --> 00:33:22,836 - OK? - Mm-hmm. 923 00:33:22,903 --> 00:33:24,337 - To new beginnings. - New beginnings. 924 00:33:24,404 --> 00:33:26,907 - To new beginnings. 925 00:33:26,974 --> 00:33:28,709 - ♪♪ You really think I'm gonna lose it all ♪♪ 926 00:33:28,776 --> 00:33:30,644 ♪♪ But I'ma drop it ♪♪ 927 00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:31,779 - Goodbye. - Goodbye. 928 00:33:31,845 --> 00:33:34,215 - Goodbye. - Goodbye. 929 00:33:34,281 --> 00:33:35,582 - ♪♪ I live my life the way I want it ♪♪ 930 00:33:35,649 --> 00:33:37,117 ♪♪ Energy on top, yeah ♪♪ 931 00:33:37,184 --> 00:33:38,419 ♪♪ It's my door, they keep on knocking ♪♪ 932 00:33:38,485 --> 00:33:40,053 ♪♪ What I want, what I want ♪♪ 933 00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:41,455 ♪♪ No, we ain't stopping ♪♪ 934 00:33:41,521 --> 00:33:42,923 ♪♪ What I want, what I want ♪♪ 935 00:33:42,989 --> 00:33:44,291 ♪♪ Energy popping ♪♪ 936 00:33:44,357 --> 00:33:45,959 ♪♪ What I want, what I want ♪♪ 937 00:33:46,026 --> 00:33:47,194 ♪♪ No, we ain't stopping ♪♪ 938 00:33:47,261 --> 00:33:49,463 ♪♪ ♪♪ 939 00:33:49,530 --> 00:33:52,867 - Oops. Did I do that? 940 00:33:52,933 --> 00:33:54,501 [dramatic music] 941 00:33:54,568 --> 00:33:55,669 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 942 00:33:55,735 --> 00:33:56,803 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 943 00:34:01,208 --> 00:34:02,243 - ♪♪ My way to the top ♪♪ 944 00:34:02,309 --> 00:34:04,945 ♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 945 00:34:05,012 --> 00:34:06,179 - It's not promised. 946 00:34:06,246 --> 00:34:08,014 - And you came with it? - Exactly. 947 00:34:08,081 --> 00:34:09,516 - And Scrappy came with it too? 948 00:34:09,583 --> 00:34:11,418 - Exactly. But you know what? 949 00:34:11,484 --> 00:34:13,220 - Hey, Momma Dee. - In hip-hop history, 950 00:34:13,287 --> 00:34:15,188 there has never been a mother and son. 951 00:34:15,255 --> 00:34:16,557 - How are you? - Hey, big Jasmine. 952 00:34:16,623 --> 00:34:17,891 How are you? - Good. 953 00:34:17,958 --> 00:34:19,192 - Hey, Momma, I'ma holla at you. 954 00:34:19,259 --> 00:34:22,229 - This is my ma. - OK. Hey, Mama. 955 00:34:22,296 --> 00:34:23,296 - Amy, Erica. 956 00:34:23,363 --> 00:34:24,397 Amy. 957 00:34:24,464 --> 00:34:27,001 I'm so confused right now. 958 00:34:27,067 --> 00:34:30,103 - Child, if this ain't some messy [bleep]. 959 00:34:30,170 --> 00:34:32,806 - I thought this was an event honoring mothers. 960 00:34:32,873 --> 00:34:38,245 And when I think honor, I don't think or see Jasmine. 961 00:34:38,312 --> 00:34:40,413 So why is she here? 962 00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:43,383 - I'm just trying to understand when this connection happened. 963 00:34:48,922 --> 00:34:52,626 - The reason why Rasheeda and Ms. Shirleen Pearlene 964 00:34:52,692 --> 00:34:56,630 hasn't been invited, because I have simply ran out of hay. 965 00:34:56,696 --> 00:34:59,199 I have no more room to even put a bird in it. 966 00:34:59,266 --> 00:35:01,201 Don't you know what I just built? 967 00:35:01,268 --> 00:35:04,238 It's a [bleep] nest for you to goddamn sit on. 968 00:35:04,304 --> 00:35:06,140 - You need to sit your ass on it. 969 00:35:06,206 --> 00:35:07,375 - Mm-hmm. 970 00:35:07,441 --> 00:35:08,809 [bell dings] 971 00:35:08,876 --> 00:35:10,810 So listen, I've been keeping my ear to the street. 972 00:35:10,877 --> 00:35:12,780 - Oh, Lord. - I'm nosy. 973 00:35:12,847 --> 00:35:13,747 - What the streets been telling you? 974 00:35:13,814 --> 00:35:15,382 - And, you know, I own it. 975 00:35:15,448 --> 00:35:18,952 Last year, Bambi and my son got a divorce. 976 00:35:19,019 --> 00:35:22,623 A lot of people like Kirk and Rasheeda, they bought the lie, 977 00:35:22,690 --> 00:35:24,925 so I know how one-sided they can be. 978 00:35:24,992 --> 00:35:27,127 So tell me, Jasmine, what's going on? 979 00:35:27,194 --> 00:35:29,830 - Listen, I just don't like my business out there 980 00:35:29,897 --> 00:35:32,099 if it doesn't have to be, you know what I'm saying? 981 00:35:32,165 --> 00:35:33,367 But I will say this, though. 982 00:35:33,434 --> 00:35:35,302 So Kirk tried to put me out there. 983 00:35:35,368 --> 00:35:37,471 Like, he tried to lie on me. 984 00:35:37,538 --> 00:35:40,640 Honestly, I am a little shocked at how quick 985 00:35:40,707 --> 00:35:44,711 it took Momma Dee to dive right into my business. 986 00:35:44,778 --> 00:35:48,048 However, I ain't come here for nothing, so let's get into it. 987 00:35:48,115 --> 00:35:49,850 I appreciate that somebody in this circle 988 00:35:49,917 --> 00:35:52,819 is willing to listen and not just take the Frost side. 989 00:35:52,886 --> 00:35:55,088 So Kirk, he tried to lie on me. 990 00:35:55,155 --> 00:35:58,225 He said that I be answering the door in my birthday suit 991 00:35:58,292 --> 00:36:01,294 when he comes to pick Kannon up, which is a lie. 992 00:36:01,361 --> 00:36:03,564 And immediately, when he said it, 993 00:36:03,630 --> 00:36:06,299 I was thinking, like, you only 994 00:36:06,366 --> 00:36:09,870 saying that because you trying to cover up your tracks. 995 00:36:09,937 --> 00:36:14,274 And if I say the truth, you want to have something 996 00:36:14,341 --> 00:36:17,677 that you can say in return, you know what I'm saying? 997 00:36:17,744 --> 00:36:20,180 - Mm-hmm. Has he flirted with you or anything 998 00:36:20,247 --> 00:36:23,951 since you had your son? - Wait till you hear this. 999 00:36:24,017 --> 00:36:26,086 - He still been trying to [bleep] with me. 1000 00:36:26,153 --> 00:36:27,955 - What? 1001 00:36:28,022 --> 00:36:29,923 Have sex with you? - Yeah. 1002 00:36:29,990 --> 00:36:32,926 - Last year, Rasheeda and Kirk had enough time 1003 00:36:32,993 --> 00:36:35,295 to get in me and my son's business. 1004 00:36:35,362 --> 00:36:36,797 You need to be watching Kirk. 1005 00:36:36,864 --> 00:36:39,232 So that's what you need to be concentrating on, 1006 00:36:39,299 --> 00:36:42,636 keeping your man's [bleep] inside his [bleep] pants, OK? 1007 00:36:42,703 --> 00:36:43,838 - You saying you'll give it to me 1008 00:36:43,904 --> 00:36:45,672 if I [bleep] you, basically. - Damn. 1009 00:36:45,739 --> 00:36:47,474 - But you can't afford it any other time. 1010 00:36:47,541 --> 00:36:50,811 - Holding money or anything else hostage. 1011 00:36:50,878 --> 00:36:52,345 - Hey. - Hey, baby. How are you? 1012 00:36:52,412 --> 00:36:54,247 - Hello. - Mwah. 1013 00:36:54,314 --> 00:36:56,082 - Hi, Ma. - Hi, baby. 1014 00:36:56,149 --> 00:36:58,151 Good to see you. - Hi. 1015 00:36:58,218 --> 00:36:59,453 Who is this pretty young lady? 1016 00:36:59,519 --> 00:37:00,521 - This is my friend Erica. - Erica. 1017 00:37:00,588 --> 00:37:01,721 - Hi, Erica. 1018 00:37:01,788 --> 00:37:03,089 - Erica, this is Momma Dee. - Yes. 1019 00:37:03,156 --> 00:37:04,792 - This is a beautiful event. - Thank you. 1020 00:37:04,858 --> 00:37:07,094 - I invited my friend Erica Racine. 1021 00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:08,796 Just in case a bitch want to act up, 1022 00:37:08,863 --> 00:37:11,231 I don't want my mama fighting nobody. 1023 00:37:11,298 --> 00:37:12,632 - What you know, Erica? 1024 00:37:12,699 --> 00:37:14,634 - As far as Jasmine is concerned, 1025 00:37:14,701 --> 00:37:16,103 she's not the bad guy. - Mm. 1026 00:37:16,170 --> 00:37:18,939 - I don't understand why these men just can't grow up. 1027 00:37:19,006 --> 00:37:21,442 - It's a old cliché about me, y'all. 1028 00:37:21,508 --> 00:37:23,410 Don't tell a telegram. 1029 00:37:23,477 --> 00:37:26,580 And don't tell Momma Dee, 'cause Momma Dee 1030 00:37:26,646 --> 00:37:29,083 gonna goddamn get it, baby. 1031 00:37:29,149 --> 00:37:33,253 All these women that believe in the lie. 1032 00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:36,556 But for me, if you want to search for the truth, 1033 00:37:36,623 --> 00:37:38,559 it's right there in your home. 1034 00:37:38,625 --> 00:37:40,261 - Hey, Momma. - Hey. 1035 00:37:40,327 --> 00:37:41,662 Come on. What's up? 1036 00:37:41,729 --> 00:37:43,531 - You so messy. - Mm-hmm. 1037 00:37:43,597 --> 00:37:45,399 - You so messy. 1038 00:37:45,465 --> 00:37:46,934 - Mm-hmm. 1039 00:37:47,001 --> 00:37:48,302 They were messy. 1040 00:37:48,369 --> 00:37:50,404 - I should have known better because this is 1041 00:37:50,470 --> 00:37:51,972 Momma Dee we talking about. 1042 00:37:52,039 --> 00:37:55,075 And she always has some bull[bleep] up her sleeve. 1043 00:37:55,142 --> 00:37:57,478 But best believe, Jasmine clearly came here to start 1044 00:37:57,544 --> 00:37:58,912 a whole bunch of bull crap. 1045 00:37:58,979 --> 00:38:01,681 I mean, [bleep] follows her wherever she goes. 1046 00:38:01,748 --> 00:38:03,551 I'm just gonna call you Messy Dee. 1047 00:38:03,617 --> 00:38:05,219 You know who that is, right? - Yeah. 1048 00:38:05,286 --> 00:38:09,289 So I invited her tonight to ask her what's going on with y'all. 1049 00:38:09,356 --> 00:38:13,627 She said that he'll hold something hostage, 1050 00:38:13,693 --> 00:38:15,762 like, I'll give you this if you sleep with me. 1051 00:38:15,829 --> 00:38:16,963 They be arguing too. 1052 00:38:17,030 --> 00:38:18,599 - Oh, he's giving her proposition. 1053 00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:20,601 - Yes. 1054 00:38:20,668 --> 00:38:21,669 - Ooh, Lord. 1055 00:38:21,735 --> 00:38:23,437 What is you doing right now? 1056 00:38:23,504 --> 00:38:27,307 - So she said Kirk, you know, is like, 1057 00:38:27,374 --> 00:38:30,277 at her about sleeping with her. 1058 00:38:30,343 --> 00:38:31,478 Yeah. 1059 00:38:31,544 --> 00:38:33,514 - This is a lot. - Yeah. 1060 00:38:33,581 --> 00:38:34,982 - I definitely want to holla at her. 1061 00:38:35,048 --> 00:38:38,185 Regardless of what is going on between Jasmine and Kirk, 1062 00:38:38,251 --> 00:38:40,087 I feel like it's a time and a place for everything. 1063 00:38:40,153 --> 00:38:42,623 And this is not the time, nor the place. 1064 00:38:42,689 --> 00:38:44,791 I wholeheartedly think that Jasmine 1065 00:38:44,858 --> 00:38:46,093 is jealous of Rasheeda 1066 00:38:46,159 --> 00:38:47,794 and she's gonna continue to be a problem 1067 00:38:47,861 --> 00:38:49,296 throughout their marriage. 1068 00:38:49,363 --> 00:38:51,832 - Now, what? 1069 00:38:51,899 --> 00:38:53,467 - Hey, ladies. - How are you? 1070 00:38:53,534 --> 00:38:54,835 - So what's the tea? 1071 00:38:54,901 --> 00:38:56,537 - I don't have any tea for you, babe. 1072 00:38:56,604 --> 00:38:59,206 - You do. You had tea for Momma Dee. 1073 00:38:59,273 --> 00:39:00,607 - You're not Momma Dee. 1074 00:39:00,674 --> 00:39:02,609 - I know, but what you told Momma Dee? 1075 00:39:02,676 --> 00:39:05,045 - Ask Momma Dee what I told Momma Dee. 1076 00:39:05,112 --> 00:39:07,114 - So you don't want to spill the tea? 1077 00:39:07,181 --> 00:39:09,749 - I don't know you enough to spill no tea. 1078 00:39:09,816 --> 00:39:11,819 [laughter] 1079 00:39:11,886 --> 00:39:12,887 I have nothing to hide. 1080 00:39:12,953 --> 00:39:14,755 I already told Momma Dee. 1081 00:39:14,821 --> 00:39:16,056 What she does with that information 1082 00:39:16,123 --> 00:39:17,991 is what she does with that information. 1083 00:39:18,058 --> 00:39:20,828 I don't need to report back to Erica or anybody else 1084 00:39:20,895 --> 00:39:22,696 about my business. 1085 00:39:22,762 --> 00:39:23,898 - You had a reason why you came over here? 1086 00:39:23,964 --> 00:39:25,399 - Why you worried about what I'm doing? 1087 00:39:25,466 --> 00:39:26,600 - OK, but what is the tea for? 1088 00:39:26,666 --> 00:39:27,501 - Why you worried about what I'm doing? 1089 00:39:27,567 --> 00:39:28,635 - What is the tea for? 1090 00:39:28,702 --> 00:39:30,604 - [bleep] off. - But who is it for? 1091 00:39:30,670 --> 00:39:32,506 - Why you pressed? - I'm sorry? 1092 00:39:32,572 --> 00:39:34,541 - You came over asking about tea. 1093 00:39:34,608 --> 00:39:36,977 - Ma, sit down. Stop, stop, Ma. 1094 00:39:37,044 --> 00:39:41,715 [all arguing indistinctly] 1095 00:39:41,782 --> 00:39:43,116 Ma, be quiet. 1096 00:39:43,183 --> 00:39:44,885 Ma, sit down. 1097 00:39:44,952 --> 00:39:47,054 - I don't know her. 1098 00:39:47,121 --> 00:39:49,189 - Sit down. - I don't know her. 1099 00:39:49,256 --> 00:39:50,757 It's weird. 1100 00:39:50,824 --> 00:39:53,794 This is what happens every single time. 1101 00:39:53,860 --> 00:39:56,496 The woman is the one that is blamed 1102 00:39:56,563 --> 00:39:59,967 while they're friends with the man who also was involved. 1103 00:40:00,034 --> 00:40:01,668 - You ain't ready. - It's not worth it. 1104 00:40:01,735 --> 00:40:03,204 - You are not ready. 1105 00:40:03,270 --> 00:40:04,938 - What she not ready for? 1106 00:40:05,005 --> 00:40:07,708 I'm ready, baby. I'm ready. I'm ready. 1107 00:40:07,775 --> 00:40:09,443 - What's the disagreement, baby? 1108 00:40:09,510 --> 00:40:10,610 I'm finna ask her. 1109 00:40:10,677 --> 00:40:12,646 - Sit, Ma. It ain't worth it. 1110 00:40:12,713 --> 00:40:14,481 - I'm finna ask her, what's the disagreement? 1111 00:40:14,547 --> 00:40:18,886 - Erica Dixon is 100% in the right for defending her friend 1112 00:40:18,952 --> 00:40:21,655 in her absence against the side chick 1113 00:40:21,722 --> 00:40:23,023 that almost ruined the marriage. 1114 00:40:23,090 --> 00:40:24,892 And I want friends like that. 1115 00:40:24,958 --> 00:40:26,593 But we're here to celebrate the moms 1116 00:40:26,660 --> 00:40:28,863 and not the moms ready to box each other. 1117 00:40:28,929 --> 00:40:31,431 - No side chicks allowed. 1118 00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:34,434 - Shut the [bleep] up. - No side chicks allowed. 1119 00:40:34,501 --> 00:40:35,802 [laughter] - No side chicks. 1120 00:40:35,869 --> 00:40:37,304 - Side chicks not allowed. 1121 00:40:37,371 --> 00:40:38,539 - No side chicks. 1122 00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:40,641 Not one, please. - Y'all can't even talk. 1123 00:40:40,708 --> 00:40:43,610 [all cheering] 1124 00:40:48,148 --> 00:40:49,482 - Next time on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 1125 00:40:49,549 --> 00:40:51,485 - Come on, Zay. - Welcome to the party, baby. 1126 00:40:51,551 --> 00:40:53,086 - Yeah. - You see the ladies? 1127 00:40:53,153 --> 00:40:54,221 - Oh, so you single? 1128 00:40:54,288 --> 00:40:55,422 - I'm married, but I'm separated. 1129 00:40:55,488 --> 00:40:56,857 - Mm. - But we still live together. 1130 00:40:56,924 --> 00:40:59,326 - Hey. - Hey. 1131 00:40:59,393 --> 00:41:00,627 - How they got in your house? 1132 00:41:00,694 --> 00:41:03,330 - They used a stone, and they hit the window. 1133 00:41:03,396 --> 00:41:05,632 But listen, they had a gun. 1134 00:41:05,699 --> 00:41:08,569 - Momma Dee said that Jasmine had just told her 1135 00:41:08,636 --> 00:41:10,971 Kirk had been texting her, saying that she could get 1136 00:41:11,038 --> 00:41:12,673 more money from him 1137 00:41:12,740 --> 00:41:14,575 if she would give him more sexual activity. 1138 00:41:14,641 --> 00:41:16,977 - What I don't want to do is to keep going 1139 00:41:17,043 --> 00:41:18,979 through this bull[bleep]. 1140 00:41:19,045 --> 00:41:20,514 - You can say what you want. 1141 00:41:20,581 --> 00:41:22,082 You done your part. You [bleep] my life up. 1142 00:41:22,149 --> 00:41:23,951 - I [bleep] your life up. You just a straight-up liar. 1143 00:41:24,018 --> 00:41:26,820 - I get scared. What if he just go haywire? 1144 00:41:26,887 --> 00:41:28,355 - Do you trust Joc? 1145 00:41:28,422 --> 00:41:31,358 - If you can't step up into the shoes of what a husband 1146 00:41:31,425 --> 00:41:33,494 is supposed to be, then leave me. 1147 00:41:33,560 --> 00:41:35,829 [dramatic music]