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- Previously on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- Wanted to take the time to do something to show my wife
that I really appreciate her.
These balloons signifies, for her company,
$50 million in closings.
- Whoa. - Congratulations.
- You're someone who's special to me.
You been through hella [bleep].
You put me through hella [bleep].
- This chapter is entitled "Innocence Stolen."
"Why didn't I protect my baby?
I'm his mother."
- We never talked about none of this.
I'm shocked.
- I was labeled as America's most
[bleep]-up person at one time.
Women hate me for what happened with her.
But then you have a child involved.
- You're not a victim.
- That's just dirty.
Like, why, after all this time?
Why he trying to come at you?
He need to be trying to come at his son.
- Right.
- So, Kirk, he's still been trying to [bleep] on me.
- What?
Have sex with you?
- Mouth. You all mouth.
It's cute. It's cute for now.
But you all mouth. - OK.
- It's cute.
- No side bitches mouth.
[funky music]
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
[hip-hop music] - ♪♪ Hey, yo, yeah ♪♪
♪♪ We're ready, let's run it ♪♪
♪♪ One, two, three, let's go ♪♪
♪♪ Tell me I wasn't your type ♪♪
♪♪ Say you ain't want me at first ♪♪
♪♪ Started out good, ended up bad ♪♪
♪♪ Who would have thought it'd get worse? ♪♪
♪♪ You used to hold down the turf ♪♪
♪♪ I used to call you my Earth ♪♪
♪♪ Was stressing 'cause you was a [...] ♪♪
♪♪ Never stepped a foot in a church ♪♪
Yo, what up? What up?
It's your boy, Lil' Zane-- rapper, actor,
producer, entrepreneur.
The Zane of all trades.
You know, what don't I do?
I do it all, baby.
But I'm ready to get back my music.
I'm rebranding my sound.
And everything I'm doing, I'm doing it
on some rock star Lenny Kravitz level.
They calling me Zaney Kravitz right now
because everything I'm doing is big.
♪♪ It's time for me to think ♪♪
♪♪ You put the iced-out glass ♪♪
♪♪ Walk around this bitch like the new Lenny Kravitz ♪♪
- Take a break. Zane, take a break
- Yeah.
- God damn, you got me tired, boy.
Whoo! - Good job, ladies.
Oh, my God. Hey, beautiful.
- All right, so today, myself and Kirk,
we're about to, you know what I'm saying,
make a splash at my boy, Lil' Zane's video shoot.
I've been knowing Zane for quite some time
and came through to give him a little support.
You know what I'm saying?
Just put a little feng shui on his sauce, you dig?
- Come on, Zane. - Hold up.
Let me go say what's up to my guys.
Man, I ain't even know Joc and them was there, man.
- What up, boy? - Yeah, man, what's happening?
- Come on, welcome to the party, baby!
Listen, I'm lit, man.
I'm a rock star, baby.
What's up, baby?
It's going down. - Yes, sir.
- For real, though.
- I was hoping that they on fire.
- Hey, come on, man. Look, come on.
Look at the ambiance. You see the ladies.
- We see them, but we don't see them.
We are not touching these women in this Lil' Zane video.
We just not doing it.
- Oh, so you single?
- I mean, nah, I'm not single.
But me and wifey going through something right now.
- Hold on, wait.
- I'm married, but I'm separated.
But we still live together.
- You can call girls over to your house?
- How does that work?
- No, it's fine.
She upstairs chilling right now.
- Do y'all speak? Like y'all, cool?
Y'all-- - I mean, sometimes it's cool.
Sometimes it's not. I mean, it's still wifey.
So I got to--
I respect her and-- you know what I mean?
- You know what?
Knowing Zane from the music industry is--
it's like a different guy.
When he threw the words "my wife" out there,
when did you get married?
- Can you date other girls?
- I mean, I got friends.
- [chuckles]
- Look, I've been a heartthrob all my life.
And a lot of the people, they're probably gonna
be shocked to know that Zane, the heartthrob,
the player-player,
was able to hold it down in a relationship.
Me and my wife, Ashley, have been together
for 11 years, married for 5 years.
But I'm really trying to work on my relationship.
- I lose it.
I wash my hands, stuff comes off.
Like, look, I'm losing weight too.
I feel like, you know, marriage is in your heart.
I want y'all in the next shot, too, though.
- Oh, no. - We got to finish this video.
- No girls for me. You know I get in trouble.
- Getting in trouble for being in a shot, Kirk?
- We can put all the girls around me and Joc.
And then have you by yourself over there.
- Nah, she can bend over.
- Ahh!
Yes! Yes!
- See, Kirk, this is--
this could be considered an infraction, sir.
This could be a violation to your consummation.
- So how everything working with the kids?
Are you good?
Or is it, like, messy?
- I'm trying to sit the two women of my kids down,
but they can't stand each other--
- Mm. - Because of me.
- Was you still smashing baby mama while you was--
- Spinning the block? - You spinning the block?
- Come on, man. You know we--
- I don't know that [bleep].
- I'm from the hood.
You know that was happening at first.
- I'm from the hood too, but I ain't spinning the block.
I'm not going back!
You crazy as [bleep].
- You never spin the block?
- No, I ain't never--
- You never spin the block on your baby mama?
- Nah, I've been locked for a minute.
- You was playing both sides.
You know, you're like, no, baby, [bleep] her.
You know, my life wasn't as good
as it is now that I got you.
And I love you, boo.
And you the--[smacking lips]
You my everything. - Oh, my God.
- That's what you're [bleep] doing.
- Why you got to put it like that?
- 'Cause that's how it go.
- Oh, [bleep].
- Hey, how you doing, babe?
- I thought the police was walking in.
How you, lil' bit?
- Hi, hi, hi. - Hey, baby.
You looking so good.
- Joc, this is my wife, Ashley.
- Joc, yes, how you doing?
- How art thou?
- So while Joc is over here dry humping in the air,
Zane is talking about smashing his [bleep]
baby mama back whenever.
Ashley walks in the room.
- You the--[smacks lips] You my everything.
[dramatic music]
- Oh, [bleep].
♪♪ ♪♪
- That [bleep] scared the hell out of us because we were like,
oh, did she hear anything?
- Kirk, this is my wife, Ashley.
- Hi. How you doing?
Nice to meet you.
- You looking good. - Thank you.
I'm Ashley, Zane's better half.
We have been through a lot together.
He has done a lot of things to hurt me.
But I love him very much.
And I'm hoping that him hanging with some grown,
married men will actually help him being, you know,
straight and narrow and moving forward with our marriage.
So I just wanted to bring y'all some waters.
You know what I'm saying? Yes.
That's our water brand.
- You like the video shoot, baby?
- I didn't get to see that much of it.
- Look, so this is the video shoot.
And you know, we've been turnt up, been good all day.
- Yes, yes. - Thank you for the water too.
- Y'all funny as hell. I love it.
It's all good. It's love.
- What are you talking about?
- This is beautiful. I love it.
- I love it too.
- I was just telling the guys that,
you know, you my everything.
You're beautiful. - Some days.
- You a damn liar.
The truth ain't in you.
I ain't heard you say nothing about she your everything.
I heard you trying to hit everything in the pool.
I just remember him being like, it's his wife,
but they don't really go together,
or something like that.
- He's got some great friends here, right?
I got some good energy from you, I think.
Don't be looking at me like that.
- I'm saying, yeah, great energy.
Awesome energy. Yeah.
- I'm laughing at Joc.
This is funny, his face.
- So like I said--
- I'm still getting used to everything.
- I just really feel like Zane and Ashley are
living on two different sides of the house.
They're not on the same page.
It's--somebody in a different book or a different chapter.
But that's they business.
And I'm happy for them. [chuckles]
- Anyway, did I tell y'all about the drama
at press the other week?
Amy and Bambi was getting the [bleep] into it.
- What you mean they got into it?
- Amy was like, you [bleep] with leftovers.
- Which you don't do.
- That's the old dude. And--
- You don't mess with someone's old dude.
- Man, let me tell you something.
- That's messy.
No, because you ain't gonna mess with none
of your dudes ex girls.
- You don't own nobody.
People gonna do what they want to do.
They gonna feel how they want to feel.
- Right. - I know you ain't talking.
- And--I'm sorry.
Respectfully, they gonna do what they want to do with who
they want to do it with. - [mockingly imitating]
- The person I hunched, it wasn't even that serious.
It's like, whatever. - OK, yeah.
I thought that Zane hanging out with two married men
would be a good influence on him.
But Joc and Kirk ain't it.
This is why Zane and I have hit this rough patch.
He surrounds himself with men who really don't have morals.
I didn't even know Atlanta had a creep squad.
This is--this is too much.
- You look like you with the [bleep].
Your girl-- - I am with the [bleep].
- I got a problem on my hands, bro.
- No, you are.
If you don't cause me problems, I'm peaceful.
- I got a book I want you to read.
- "How to Keep a Wife"?
- Ooh.
- All right, so it was good meeting you.
All right, bye.
See you at home.
Yes, I love you guys.
- I said, I'ma write a book.
And she said, on what, how to keep a wife?
Yeah, actually, that's what I should write.
Your husband need to read this mother-[bleep] book
on how to try to keep a wife.
- You got you a live one.
- She's a live wire. - She's a firecracker.
- She's a live wire. - But look--
- There's a difference.
You put water on a firecracker, it go out.
You put water on a live wire, it shock everybody.
[upbeat hip-hop music]
♪♪ ♪♪
- We out in LA.
I'm kind of nervous because I haven't performed in a while.
And, like, this show is 45 minutes long.
- I'm excited to see you on the stage.
I haven't been in your city in a minute.
- I haven't even been in that mode.
So I haven't been in the rehearsals.
It's like, I got to get back in the groove.
A bitch--a bitch done gained weight.
I don't work out.
- I always tell you you look good.
- It's not about looking good.
It's physical-- physical health.
Like, bitch, 45 minutes on that stage humping and pumping,
bumping and grinding.
- I'll be right there with a towel.
- Breath control.
I'm a little nervous, today.
I'm on my way to Long Beach, California,
to headline for Pride.
I'm very excited.
I love Pride season.
It's definitely a time that I get to go out and advocate
for my community and just show the world that
gays is running [bleep].
It's going to be good.
I think I'm nervous right now.
But once I get on stage, I'm just ready
to do my job and go. - Go where?
Back to the hotel so we can chill and be intimate
and talk and all that?
Or you want to go and leave and go to Atlanta
and be ignorant and be a [bleep] and leave?
- Clearly you still mad because I'm outside.
Dee is just being Dee.
Sometimes he sensitive when I'm out.
Dee don't trust me because I cheated on him in my past.
We've been through a lot.
I put him through a lot.
So I think that his heart wants to move forward,
but he still wants to protect his self at the same time.
My thing is, me and you date.
And we do not live in the same city.
- Correct.
- So every last minute that you get to see--
you need to cherish it.
[siren blaring]
[soft music]
- ♪♪ Calling for help ♪♪
♪♪ Will I ever get out? ♪♪
- While I was away on tour, they broke into my house.
My friend Kiki was in the house.
Thank God she slept through the whole thing.
I just feel so devastated.
I'm in shock, in disbelief.
I feel violated.
It's just a heart-wrenching feeling.
♪♪ ♪♪
This was supposed to be my dream home.
But now it feels like a nightmare. I
don't know how I'm ever going to feel safe
in this house again.
- ♪♪ Help me ♪♪
♪♪ 'Cause I feel like I'm fading away ♪♪
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- They had a gun.
When they came, the footprints was on the floor.
They went straight to my bedroom.
- After the shoot, you immediately went out of town.
I didn't hear from you for, like, over 12 hours.
- I just had a lot on my mind.
Like, I took some time off.
- What do you mean, like "not answering your phone"
take time off, or like--
what do you mean?
- And Jasmine told her Kirk had been texting her,
saying that she could get more money from him
if she would give him some type of sexual activity.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ We were good ♪♪
♪♪ That was all that mattered ♪♪
♪♪ Plus, I wear your name on my ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ Renegade, renegade ♪♪
♪♪ I'm a young man away ♪♪
♪♪ Now you can't tell me nothing ♪♪
♪♪ Where was you when I was hustling? ♪♪
♪♪ Probably sleeping on your posh bed ♪♪
♪♪ Sleep on me, and I'ma tuck you in ♪♪
♪♪ All in my head, just came here to win ♪♪
♪♪ All in my head ♪♪ [doorbell chimes]
♪♪ Renegade, renegade ♪♪
- Hey. - Hello.
- OK, I'm going, girl.
I'm scared. Is it safe?
- How are you?
- It's a lot.
- It is.
Is it safe for us to be here?
- I'm really feeling so depressed about the situation.
The police have been in and out of my house.
And having Shekinah and Rasheeda rush over
to check up on me--
it's always a comforting feeling
when you have real friends that check up on you
when something is wrong.
They use a stone.
And they hit the window downstairs.
And they came through the basement.
I wasn't here.
Kiki was here, actually.
- Oh, Auntie Kiki.
- Oh, she was here when they tried to break in?
- She was here when they came in the house.
- Oh, my God. - Sleeping too.
- Oh, no.
- They had a gun.
- No.
- Kiki is my hairstylist.
She was sleeping in the house when it happened.
My thing is, what if we were there?
I don't know how I'm ever going to feel safe
in this house again, especially being here with my kids.
When they came, the footprints was on the floor.
They went straight to my bedroom.
- Why they didn't go all the way the upstairs?
- That's what I'm saying.
So that's why I'm thinking, like, if somebody were
come here before last year.
I never wanted my house to be a part of no story.
- Absolutely, because I know what happens when somebody
knows where you live and people renting out
their house next door to you.
People acting like I'm crazy.
I'm not crazy.
I'm literally living out my prophecy.
So this are the window where them come through.
It's like a big violation because it's
like, you're in your home now, and you feel scared.
You're wondering if somebody else gonna come in.
Like, it's a lot.
- Thankfully, Spice is OK.
But the sad part is, like, they've
been hitting up a lot of people in Atlanta,
including me, Spice, Sierra.
The main thing is, though, it's important to be
there for each other when stuff like this happens.
- That is [bleep] up.
Once this happens, you start thinking about [bleep]
all over the mother-[bleep] place.
- Well, I'm not playing when it comes to my safety.
[upbeat pop music]
- ♪♪ Roll with the crazy ♪♪
♪♪ Dance like 1980 ♪♪
♪♪ ♪♪
- Me and Dee bicker and fight all the time.
But we talk about it, and then we let it go.
But Dee is always there, especially with everything
going on with my mom's book.
That's just what I love about him.
But I'm ready to go perform.
And I'm kind of nervous because I haven't performed in a while.
But I feed off the crowd.
- Who's ready to see Saucy mother-[bleep] Santana?
[cheering]
- Y'all ready to get ratchet in this bitch?
Everybody knows Chanel's and pearls,
that's the trick that it takes--
- To keep the girls!
[intense electronic music playing]
♪♪ ♪♪
- I love looking out to the crowd
and seeing all of the LGBT community.
Everybody's happy. Everybody's loud.
It's a good feeling.
♪♪ Material girl currently working on a Grammy ♪♪
♪♪ Meanwhile, [...] poppin' with your man in Miami ♪♪
♪♪ Material girl ♪♪
♪♪ Ice me out [...] like Elsa ♪♪
♪♪ Fly me out, private jet, no Delta ♪♪
♪♪ Material girl, steppin' through, Balenci' ♪♪
♪♪ You would be crazy as [...] to put her against me ♪♪
♪♪ Fly me to Cali ♪♪
♪♪ Swiping all your credit cards ♪♪
♪♪ This BAPS, I'm Halle ♪♪
♪♪ Gucci, Louis, Prada, it don't matter ♪♪
♪♪ Money make me cum, boy ♪♪
♪♪ Stop with the chatter ♪♪
I have been through a lot in my past.
I didn't necessarily have anybody
to look up to to inspire me.
Young Santana would feel like his hard work paid off.
♪♪ You ain't keeping your money tucked ♪♪
♪♪ You bought Givenchy, I'm still stingy ♪♪
♪♪ No, sir, you can't [...] ♪♪
♪♪ Tuh, boy, I told you what? ♪♪
♪♪ You a duck-ass [...] ♪♪
♪♪ Stop clucking and pay up ♪♪
[cheering]
♪♪ ♪♪
This is why I do it.
This is why I open up about my past.
This is why I'm comfortable with my mom's book.
I don't like to, you know, be depressed about things.
I like to focus on positive things.
I definitely got to get mommy out here
to just see the love and the fans and how we interact.
It'll just be something fun for her to witness, as well.
Love y'all so much!
Thank all y'all for coming out and supporting me.
I still have work to do with my mom
and with my relationship with Dee.
But with my fans, that relationship is always--
they're always going to be there
to love me and support me.
Thanks, you too.
Thank you so much, y'all.
[cheering]
- Let's go! Let's go! Let's go!
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- Kirk know he ain't got no mother-[bleep] chances.
Ain't no slip-ups. Ain't no [bleep] ups.
Ain't no nothing.
So if it's the truth, then guess what.
We gonna get that straight.
- I'm thinking now about having a kid.
- Oh, that's good.
- I want to do the whole freezing my eggs
because I don't want to have kids in this very moment.
And every time I bring it up to Jasiel, it's an argument.
- When you told me you don't want kids with me,
that did something to me.
So now you sitting here telling me
about you a freeze some eggs.
It sounds like we live in two different households.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
[hip-hop music]
♪♪ ♪♪
- Hey, girl.
- Hi, honey bun.
- How are you?
- Got them girls outside today, honey.
We outside today. - [laughs]
- What's up, cutie? How you been?
- Good, how have you been?
- Girl, it's been a minute.
- I know.
What's been going on?
- Um, I've been kicking it with your boy.
- I cannot believe you and Scrappy.
I just--I don't know.
- Yeah, I know. I know.
- You gonna give him some booty?
You know-- - He gotta earn that.
He gotta earn that!
He gotta earn that. Girl, he gotta earn that.
- Girl, have you heard about what happened with Spice?
Girl, somebody broke in her damn house.
While her friend was there.
And the girl didn't even know.
- That's so scary.
My heart goes out to Spice.
I hope she finds out who it is and she just
gets the right security,
like, around her home at this point.
- Thankfully, Spice is safe.
I didn't mean to bring the mood down or nothing.
But tell me what's going on with you.
- So let me tell you about this shindig
I went to that Momma Dee had.
- Oh, Lord, Momma Dee stay having
something with some ratchet going on.
- Momma Dee's so messy.
What's the side chick name?
- Who?
- Kirk's side chick.
- Girl, what?
- First off, I'm trying to figure out how--
- Shut up! - She know Momma Dee.
- Wait a minute. Jasmine was there?
- Yes.
- Oh, wow.
- You know, Momma Dee stay messy now.
She said that Jasmine had just told her
Kirk had been texting her, saying that she could
get more money from him
if she would give him more
as far as some type of sexual activity.
- Oh.
- So I was like, Momma Dee, you sure now
this is what you heard?
- I'm low-key pissed.
I don't even want to hear [bleep] like this.
But I'm playing it cool in front of Erica.
And then I got to do some digging.
I refuse to be dragged into the clown show again.
If it's the truth, then guess what.
We gonna get that straight.
- Yeah, we are.
- All I can say for Kirk is he know he ain't got
no mother-[bleep] chance.
Ain't no slip-ups. Ain't no [bleep] ups.
Ain't no nothing. So it better not be true.
I'ma say that part.
[soft rock music]
- ♪♪ Change my name and change the locks ♪♪
♪♪ Wherever I go, I end up caught ♪♪
♪♪ Oh, trouble finds me ♪♪
[doorbell chimes]
- Hi, Kendra!
- Hi, Spice!
- It's sad that my dream home has
so much drama attached to it.
I reached out to Kendra to kind of see my options
when it comes down to house hunting
because if I can find a better place to call home,
then I'm willing to do that.
- Nice to meet you.
- Spice, this is Q. Q, this is Spice.
- I'm so sorry to hear about the break-in.
I can only imagine, you know, the peace that is disturbed.
- When my safety is interrupted,
it don't make me feel good.
It troubles my spirit.
- Well, listen, we're going to change that and see if we can
restore that peace and show you this beautiful property
and some more properties.
There's four bedrooms, 5 1/2 baths.
Take a look around.
And let me know if you have any questions.
- I appreciate you. - No problem.
- Thank you.
- Kendra, I mean, have a look around.
This ain't it.
This is way smaller than my house.
- Yeah. - It's nice, though.
But, you know, my house is on an acre or more.
- Oh, wow. That's way--
- And this is four bedroom.
My house is seven bedrooms, so--
- And I know you're not trying to downsize, right?
- Uh-uh, I can't.
I need even more space.
- I know, I know.
- But it's very nice.
I do like it, though.
I'm really happy that you really was
coming through for me, Kendra.
- Of course, Spice.
- It's devastating to know that in the middle of touring,
taking breaks, and producing a cast album,
in the middle of it, I got to be house hunting
just to find comfort, because that comes first.
So yeah, I guess there's going to be a lot
of open houses in my future.
But enough about me, girl.
What's been going on with you?
I haven't seen you for a while.
So I just need to check on you.
- Thank you, Spice. I love you, babe.
I love you.
I'm thinking now about having a kid.
- Oh, that's good.
- It's a two-piecer.
First of all, this is going to be, you know,
my husband's 10th child.
And so I'm trying to make sure that that's
what I actually want.
You can't give kids back once you get them.
So I want to do the whole freezing my eggs because
I don't want to have kids in this very moment
'cause I'm not ready right now.
I haven't gotten stuff in order.
- As your friend, I don't know if I feel
like freezing your egg is the right way to go about it.
- Go about what, becoming a mom?
If I want to.
- How late do you want to wait? [chuckles]
- Listen, Spice, listen.
You know I'm busy, Spice, like on a business-woman sense.
It's a lot I will have to deal with.
And it's like, that's a big sacrifice.
I know that I told you all that I did not want to have kids.
And I wanted Jasiel to get a vasectomy
and all of those things.
You got to schedule a vasectomy, Jasiel.
- What do you mean?
- I ain't having no kids, one way or the other.
- Yeah. - Period.
Now I've come along.
I've grown up a little bit more.
And I've changed my mind.
I do want to not end up in a situation
where I regret not having kids.
And so that's why I've chosen to freeze my eggs.
Also, when it comes to Jasiel, just with, like,
some of the stuff we've been through,
even before marriage, you know--
I'm not talking to somebody who don't know
what me and my husband have been through.
I just--I get scared about that.
What if he just go haywire
or some crazy [bleep] happen
and I'm stuck raising a kid by myself when I didn't have to?
- Can I ask you, do you trust Joc?
- Two things could be true at once.
I could be freezing my eggs because I love my husband
and I might want to give him a child.
And I could also not be 100% sure of what the future holds.
And I might want to do it for that reason too.
I need to get the eggs while they're this age.
And every time I bring it up to Jasiel, it's an argument.
Jasiel and I have been talking about me freezing my eggs.
He's not comfortable with the science behind it.
I just get irritated because I just feel like,
for Jasiel to have nine kids,
one that he just had,
like, your [bleep] was just free and loose, you know,
not long ago.
And now you got standards and reserves
and all these requirements and all this.
I feel like you ought to be happy that I am like,
OK, yeah, let's explore the options of kids.
Jasiel has this photo shoot coming up.
And, like, all the kids are going to be there.
I just feel like his spirit is going to be in a great space,
and so will mine.
That's a good opportunity to, you know, before--
- Talk to him.
- Yeah, to talk to him.
- All of the things that's bothering you,
you should definitely just lay it out on the table
so he can know how you really feel.
- What if he's like, no, I'm not doing it?
Then what do I do?
You know, what do I do?
You know?
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- So did you talk to Michelle when you were there?
Because, I mean, you have a kid out here
with your last name that you don't know
if it's yours or not.
- Jasmine told Momma Dee you texted her
saying you'll give her more money
if she gives you more [bleep].
- What?
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
[upbeat music]
- Unlimited, free for all.
Let's get it now.
- [squeals] - Oh!
Oh! [lasers blasting]
- [squeals]
- Got you.
- Hey, Dad!
- [grunts] Oh, my God.
I'm getting too old for this, man.
I'm tired.
- Well, I'm the one in the heels, not you.
- You do got heels on, though.
That was adrenaline, baby!
Yeah, start of summer crazy?
- Mm-hmm.
- Sorry I had to shoot you up like that.
You know?
- We all know I'm the highest score player.
- Y'all want to go back inside and play for a minute?
- Yes, sir.
- Let's go.
- I be pointing my gun on y'all.
- You are too much.
- Listen, they here for the summer.
I mean, it's going to be a great summer.
- I miss them.
I wish all the kids were here.
- I miss them too.
I just picked up my kids
from my baby mama, Michelle's, house.
Me and Michelle have two kids together.
And we both share custody.
Ashley and I are putting on
our best "everything is fine" faces
while the kids here for the summer.
What's up, though?
- I don't know, you tell me.
You had all your boys with you at the video shoot.
- Man, it was lit. It was lit.
- What were y'all talking about?
- Regular guy stuff.
- Nah, y'all looked like y'all was being sneaky.
- You the--[smacks lips] You my everything.
- Oh, [bleep].
- Basically, they was asking me--like,
they were asking me about you.
They were asking me, like--
- What about me?
- If you be worried about the girls
being around at the video.
And I'm like, nah, she know I'm a rock star.
Like, it just comes with the life.
You know what I'm saying? - That's what you told them?
- Yeah.
- I'm not cool with the rock star lifestyle.
It's actually one of the reasons why things are rocky.
After the shoot, you immediately went out of town.
I didn't hear from you for, like, over 12 hours.
You never called me.
You never let me know what was going on.
- I went and got the kids.
And I just had a lot on my mind lately.
So I took some time off. - What do you mean?
Like "not answering your phone" take time off?
Or like--what do you mean?
- So I really wanted that time to just go clear my mind,
you know what I mean? Clear my mind.
- So did you talk to Michelle when you were there?
Because, I mean--
- I met with her in a public place.
I already be feeling, like, weird going down there
just by myself, period, 'cause I know
the way you feel about it.
- Michelle is Zane's baby mama.
But in the past, Zane cheated on me with Michelle.
They already have a history of being liars and sneaks.
So who knows where they were?
Who knows what they were doing for those hours?
Did you talk to her about Matthew?
- Oh, wow, wow.
This is a lot at one time.
- Yeah, it's a lot.
You have a kid out here with your last name that
you don't know if it's yours or not.
- I didn't get a chance to bring up
the Matthew situation like that.
- What are you waiting for?
- I'm trying to, kind of, like, pick the right time
to talk to her about it.
The kids, they just got in the car.
- Why are you always trying to comfort, like,
everyone else's, like, oh, the right time.
What about for me?
Like, the right time for me would have been a while ago
so I can, like, be at ease.
- Matthew is Michelle's seven-year-old son that,
you know, we thought at one point was mine.
Michelle gave Matthew my last name.
I'm 99% sure Matthew isn't mine.
But how do you tell a seven-year-old,
this is not your last name no more?
In the end, he's the one that really has to suffer.
- When I ask you about it--
we're doing this right now?
Yeah, we're doing this right now.
I'm asking you to set up something with Michelle.
- Oh, God, OK, I will.
- You need to figure this out because I can't move forward
with our relationship and our marriage and our kids
until this is sorted out.
I need to know, is this your kid or not?
And if it's not, why does he have your last name?
And if so, it needs to be changed.
You know, you claim you want this to work.
But I need you to do this in order for us to make it work.
- I mean, I got you.
You know, I definitely hear you.
But I don't-- - Do you?
[tense music]
[pop music]
- ♪♪ Ah, lie to me ♪♪
♪♪ Go on and lie to me ♪♪
- Hey. - What's up?
- What's crackin'? - Nothing.
How are you? - What was that?
What was that, no hug?
What's that supposed to be, like--
- I'm really just pissed at my husband
and [bleep] Jasmine.
You're the one who put us in this situation.
Baby, you need to bury that mother-[bleep]
so far deep underneath the earth
or you gonna be under there.
So I'm definitely gonna blast off on your ass.
And we're gonna get to the bottom of it.
[tense music]
You know what?
[sighs]
I just ain't got time for the drama.
- What happened now?
- I went and had lunch with Erica Dixon.
- Mm-hmm.
- And she told me that
Momma Dee had, like, a mother's brunch.
- Mm-hmm. - And Jasmine was there.
I didn't know that Momma Dee knew Jasmine.
- What?
Now how the hell they know each other?
- So Jasmine told Momma Dee you texted her
saying you'll give her more money
if she gives you more [bleep].
- What? [chuckles]
♪♪ ♪♪
Come on, dawg, like, I--
I don't be around that [bleep]. - Mm-mm.
- I don't even come to your door
because you come to the [bleep] door naked.
- What the [bleep] going on?
You stuttering.
He want to talk about some, she come to the door naked.
Like, oh, she do?
Oh, you just now bringing that up now that
something's been brought up?
Like, bro, I'm hearing a lot of excuses.
I should be hearing, the bitch is lying.
Just keep it the [bleep] up.
At the end of the day, for real, for real,
like, what the [bleep]?
- All that negative [bleep], I ain't got time for.
You're still dragging me all this time.
Got me back in court, wasting money.
I'm constantly always giving you extra money.
Jasmine is back up on ten trying to ruin my life.
You're single.
You don't have a man.
And you're miserable.
So [bleep] my [bleep] up, right?
Now you're going around,
spreading these stupid-ass [bleep] rumors.
Stop playing games.
It's not the time or the place for this [bleep].
I'ma try my best to keep it away from you, which, I mean--
- But now mother-[bleep] out here telling people
that you're trying to--
- Man, Momma Dee--
- You're trying to-- she want more money
to give you more [bleep].
- Nobody wants your [bleep].
Nobody is doing no [bleep] cheating.
Nobody's [bleep] around.
Nobody's trying to [bleep] around.
I told you, in this year, I didn't really want
to bring that old baggage.
I was trying to sweep that [bleep] clean.
- What needs to happen is a mother-[bleep]
need to be happy and need to leave us the [bleep] alone.
- I'll talk to her.
I'm working on it. Trust me.
♪♪ ♪♪
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- If I ever end up wanting to have kids
and you don't let me free
and let somebody who mother-[bleep] deserves me,
who wanna give me what the [bleep] I need,
give it to me!
- How the [bleep] you get around Momma Dee?
Where the [bleep] y'all meet at?
- That's none of your business.
All you need to worry about is being a father.
- Really?
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
[rock music] - ♪♪ Why they want to push me? ♪♪
♪♪ All black on, got my ski mask ♪♪
♪♪ This is not time for your feedback ♪♪
♪♪ Ah, smooth ♪♪
♪♪ She's a smooth criminal ♪♪
♪♪ Black beauty, whoo, girl, look at you ♪♪
- What the hell, yo?
- What you mean?
What's up?
- What do you mean, what do I mean?
How the [bleep] you get around Momma Dee?
Where the [bleep] y'all meet at?
- That's none of your business.
- You know her reputation with young women.
- I don't know--
- And she was known to be a Madam, OK?
- I don't care. - So I'm just asking,
what's the relationship?
After me talking to Rasheeda, I'm like, yo,
me and Jasmine got to meet up
to shut this [bleep] down at the source.
I don't want Kannon to sit back and got
to see me saying all kind of [bleep]-up [bleep] to his mom.
But I'm really [bleep] pissed off that you playing
with my [bleep] marriage.
I'm starting to feel like we're doing the remix
to Mama Dee's "Thirsty Ass Hoes."
Like, what the [bleep] going on?
- All you need to worry about is being a father.
You don't need to worry about my relationships
with anybody else.
- I've been a father. - You have not.
- I'm not here to make you happy.
- I don't want you to make me happy.
I want you to make Kannon happy.
- I've never dropped the ball one time.
- You do everything maybe 20 days out of the year.
- OK.
- What's Kannon's teacher's name?
- I wouldn't know.
- What's his school's name?
- You want me to put it-- you want me
just to say his school name?
I [bleep] take him all the time.
How about I show it to you? - You take him all the time.
You took him three times. - It starts with a W.
- Pfft. [bleep] pathetic.
What grade is he in?
- Really?
Really? - Exactly!
- Stupid. Third?
Stupid, no. - Third.
- He's not in third, dummy.
- But guess what. - How old is he?
[tense music]
- So you think I don't know how old is Kannon?
- You got to answer a question with a question.
That's crazy. - Really?
- Kirk sees Kannon maybe once every three months.
I live 15 minutes from this man.
If you were there, you would have known these things.
- Why would you tell Momma Dee I'm trying
to bang you for more money.
That's bad.
- So you ain't never offered me no money if we're [bleep]?
- Oh, wow. - You want to play?
Yeah, let's play.
- No, I don't want to play.
- Have you tried to smash me or not?
- No.
[bleep] no.
- Stupid.
- You know, I'm the fool.
I'm the one who [bleep] bit the cheese
in the mousetrap years ago.
And guess what, I'm still paying for it.
But you ain't gotta worry about me ever
biting that [bleep] again.
I've got a past with my wife.
And we've gotten to this point.
Ain't no [bleep] reason to [bleep] that up.
Like, you a dumbass mother-[bleep] if you do.
And I refuse to do that.
- You just a straight-up liar, bro.
If you lie one time, you gonna lie again.
And I hope Rasheeda knows that. - You're the liar.
You're the one who knew I was [bleep] married.
And you had a baby with a married man.
And you expected married wife [bleep].
And it's not gonna happen.
You cannot turn it into what you want it to be.
- And I'm sure she think you telling the truth.
- You cannot do that. - I've done my part.
- You got to understand, you ain't done your part.
You [bleep] my life up.
- All I can do is tell the truth.
- You can say what you want to [bleep] my life up.
You done your part to [bleep] my life up.
- You [bleep] in me.
- You [bleep] everything.
- You shouldn't have [bleep] in me.
- No, I had a [bleep] condom.
And I was [bleep] drunk.
- You never used a condom.
- Get the [bleep] out of here.
[bleep] cut my own [bleep] dick off.
- Never used a condom. - Stop [bleep] playing with me.
- We ain't use no condom. - It is what it is.
- Really? Really?
- Really. How do people get pregnant?
Not condom.
- How ever the [bleep] it happened, he's [bleep] here.
- What are the chances that you get pregnant without a condom?
- I don't even [bleep] matter.
I don't even enter the clown show.
Let's keep that clear. - OK.
- You got me in court.
Everybody [bleep]-- - As I should.
- I was a [bleep] disgrace to my [bleep] kid,
telling them not to do some [bleep] I did.
I got mother-[bleep] women looking at me like,
how in the [bleep] you do that to your [bleep] wife,
which they should. It was [bleep] wrong.
And then I got to argue with you for nothing
because I take care of my child and you want more.
- You don't take care of your kid.
- Then you tell people I'm trying to [bleep] you.
- You are trying to [bleep] me. - And I said, hey,
I'm uncomfortable coming to your door and you be naked.
I'm [bleep]-- - I'm not naked.
- The [bleep]?
You pull up with your whole [bleep] titty out,
but you in the house--
- You be trying to rub on this titty.
- Whatever.
- Here he goes again, trying to blame me
for his own [bleep] actions.
At the end of the day, you're the adulterer.
I'm not [bleep] married.
He makes passes at me and tries to flip it
like I'm the bad guy.
Like, it's some toxic masculinity [bleep].
Kirk, you're a gaslighter.
And you can go straight to [bleep] hell.
I'm bored. - You're bored?
- You're a liar.
And the truth ain't in you. - Oh, I'm a liar.
I offered you money, and you turned it down.
I'm going to be respectful because you're Kannon's mom.
I'm just going to leave it at that.
I'm ready to get everything good with Kannon.
I don't want to argue with you.
I see that's, you know, your thing, but--
- You should have never argued with me in the first place.
- It's not even about arguing.
Do whatever you're going to do.
- Adios, amigos. - Yeah.
- You look crazy.
- I'm glad to look crazy.
But you look crazier.
- Karma's a bitch.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the stop ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪
♪♪ And it ain't no stopping ♪♪
[upbeat music] - ♪♪ We do it right ♪♪
♪♪ Whoa, oh ♪♪
♪♪ Always on your side ♪♪
♪♪ ♪♪
- Hey, baby.
- I am so ecstatic about this photo shoot
I'm doing with all my kids, man.
Having Kendra here, seeing this today,
maybe that'll just make her feel like, you know what,
maybe we don't need no more kids.
Maybe we got enough.
I ain't trying to be changing no diapers
at no damn 50, dawg. Like, dawg.
They came from these sacks.
- ♪♪ I'm here for you, for what you need ♪♪
♪♪ To lend a helping hand ♪♪
- Seeing Jasiel with all the kids makes me so happy.
Being a part of this moment just kind of
double-downs on the feeling I've been having.
I'm starting to probably and possibly want to have kids.
Let me talk to you outside real quick, baby.
♪♪ ♪♪
This is just so nice.
Like, it took me back to the conversation we had about
whether or not we're going to have kids,
if I'm going to freeze the eggs.
- If we're going to have a kid,
let's just have a kid the natural way, here right now,
not wait three, four, five years.
Like, hey, we're going to put our eggs up,
put them in the freezer.
We'll come back and get them later.
I don't want to do no artificial insemination
and all that [bleep].
That's--who paying for that [bleep]?
I ain't really trying to have no newborn kids,
you know, 48, 50 years old.
- [bleep] been on my mind lately.
Like, I've made the decision here.
- OK, so check that right.
You said you decided to do something.
- These eggs gonna be old.
And it's like, whereas I'm not saying that I want
to freeze them because I don't think
we're going to be together. But what I'm saying is--
- That's what it sounds like. - No, that's not--
- That's what it sounds like.
- No, that's not what I'm saying.
- I'm freezing my eggs. But I'm about to--
- That's not what I'm saying.
What I'm saying is that, right now, in this very moment,
I'm not ready to have a child.
But when I'm 40 or when I'm 41, you know,
I feel comfortable with this, then I don't want
to then take my 41-year-old eggs
and try to have a baby with them.
Like, I don't want to miss the window.
He's giving "I don't want to have a baby with my wife."
I feel like it's a double standard with men and women.
I shouldn't have to ask for permission to freeze my eggs.
I'm in control of if I have a baby or not, baby.
I am in control of that, Jasiel, not you.
These are some of the tough conversations that couples
have to have sometimes.
Because if we get a divorce in two years,
it's like, then what?
- It sounds like, well, in case me and you don't have kids
in the future, you have eggs
from my young self for the next man.
That's what it sounds like. - No.
- What I'm saying is, sometimes, Jasiel,
you got to step back and not be selfish.
- Oh, you talking to me?
Or are you talking at me?
- Guess what [bleep], I'm going to freeze my eggs--
- Go ahead. - Just in case.
- All right. - And if I want to take them
out of the freezer and turn them into a child,
I will do that.
I can pay for it, and I can afford it.
- Go have a baby then.
- Well, guess what, if we end up not being together
because of those differences, then that's fine.
- Let me tell you what you already know.
When you told me you don't want kids with me,
that did something to me.
So now you sitting here telling me about you'll
freeze some eggs and pull them out the freezer when you ready.
You know what it sound like to me?
- What?
- It sounds like we live in two different households.
- I'ma tell you this.
You gonna be [bleep] up if I do--
actually do end up wanting to have a kid
because I'm going to have one, OK?
[train horn blares]
- Forget a red flag.
How about a big horn?
Because that [bleep] you talking is crazy.
[horn blares]
[bleep] this [bleep].
- I don't have any plans on leaving Jasiel.
But at the end of the day, I know his track record.
Hell, the whole world know his track record.
So I would be a fool to sit up here and act like I don't know
who I'm dealing with and act like I don't
need no damn insurance policy.
I will never, ever, ever be down [bleep] creek
because of Jasiel, and especially not
with a topic as near and dear to my heart as my legacy.
Your wife want to have a baby.
- [bleep] - Hey, if I ever end up wanting
to have kids and you don't want to have kids,
let me free. Let me go.
And let somebody who mother-[bleep] deserves me,
who gonna give me what the [bleep] I need, give it to me!
If you can't step up into the shoes of what a husband is
supposed to be, then leave me
and let me [bleep] continue to grow.
Grow the [bleep] up.
- Next time on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
- Once we get to a place where the respect is restored,
then we can wear the ring.
- Are we good?
- I'm saying this because you can't say nothing.
I've been outside.
I got guys. I got girls.
I did bring a pregnancy test.
- Look.
[dramatic music]
- Diamond is having her bachelorette party coming up.
Now, when you see them [bleep] lying out,
don't get scared.
- Oh, it's going to be [bleep].
- Our first dancers, baby.
[electronic music]
[squealing]
- You know who that is?
- Kirk's baby mama.
Mandy, Jasmine.
Jasmine, Mandy.
- Kirk has been trying to have affairs with me.
I have proof.
- I don't need to see no mother-[bleep] proof.
- See, and that's what the [bleep]
I be talking about when y'all be giving Kirk a [bleep] pass.
Why she get mad at me and not him!
[hip-hop music]
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