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- Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
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[cheers and applause]
all: Renni! Renni!
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- ♪♪ Name another bitch
rock [...] like this ♪♪
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♪♪ Couple rap bitch
tried to jock my [...] ♪♪
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- Renni is my homegirl.
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We actually connected
off of Instagram.
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We just fell in love
with each other.
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So it's time for her
to meet the other girls.
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- I'm stressed out.
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I want the girls
to be flower girls,
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so I invited Sina, sent her
a message on Instagram,
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but she's not replied back.
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- Why did Kendra
send a Sina a DM?
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- You know,
I'm a Grammy member.
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I went and submitted you
for best reggae album.
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- You're lying!
- To the Grammys.
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[laughter]
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- Are you going
to Joc's wedding?
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- So my friend, Meda,
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she and Joc
used to date for 13 years.
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- Ooh.
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- Okay.
So, Meda, let's compare dates.
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Around the time
that you was dating Joc.
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- 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2014.
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- What?
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- 2015, 2018.
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- '20?
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- How the [bleep] I'ma be
in this girl bridesmaid line?
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- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
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- ♪♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪♪
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- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
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- ♪♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪♪
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- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
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- ♪♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪♪
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- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
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- ♪♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪♪
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- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
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- '20 for sure.
- I want no parts of it.
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- '20 for sure.
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- Are you going to the wedding?
- No. Conflict of interest.
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[tense music]
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- Get your drink. Come here.
Let's step out a minute.
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- I am done, child.
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- You don't wanna come here
this [bleep]?
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'Cause I gotta to talk.
Hey, beauty. Come here please.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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- Those who know, know.
And we at the table know.
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- Why now tell all the girls,
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all the "messy girls"
at the table?
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I just feel like Meda
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probably should have
just kept this a secret.
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- And we've been trying
to [bleep] Kendra. Listen.
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- That man about
to get married.
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- That's what the [bleep]
it comes down to.
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- I hate this is happening.
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And why the [bleep] do Spice
and Meda have to put me in?
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I have to take Meda outside.
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I'ma find out what I need
to hear from her,
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'cause I wanna know if she
lying or telling the truth.
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You know, people be lying
on Joc beef jerky sometime.
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I need a cigarette
[indistinct].
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And I found you been messing
with Joc all this time.
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- She wasn't messing with him.
They had a relationship.
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- That's what
I'm--messy relation is deep.
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My nerve is bad.
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- Me and Joc,
the last time we was together,
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I didn't know about her.
I was with Joc in 2019.
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- No, you weren't.
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- I've been through a lot
of [bleep] with him.
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We did what we did.
- Like what?
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- Jasiel was my first
country dude.
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You understand what I'm saying?
And I like to think
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that I was his first smart,
educated, boss chick.
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I was busy.
I'm in the music industry,
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and I think I was something
that he could chase after.
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I feel like I made him
the sapiosexual.
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Like, you know,
he wasn't on that path.
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- I did not know
what sapiosexual meant.
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You know I don't know
them big-ass words.
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Siri, what is sapiosexual?
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I get it, Joc.
I see what you on.
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Will you stop [bleep] him
once he married or no?
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- I don't--I don't do married.
I ain't go front. I love him.
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And like I said,
he is always gonna love me.
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I'm always gonna be the one
that got away. I take--
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- Do you think he's ready
for this marriage?
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- I think Jasiel has a healthy
appetite, and it's either--
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- What do you mean?
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- It's either she gonna be
in denial
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or she just don't give
a [bleep].
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- I don't know if Meda is right
or if Kendra is in denial.
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All I know, Kendra's about
to get married to Joc,
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and I just hope
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that they are both truthful
to each other and that's it.
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- Listen, boss bitches
need love.
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- We do.
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- And Jasiel filled
that void for her.
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So she's maybe willing
to overlook anything else
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because love is hard to find.
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- Please don't go
to the wedding.
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- I'm not.
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- ♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪
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♪♪ City vibin' when I pull up ♪♪
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♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪
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♪♪ I'm on the move,
got [...] to do ♪♪
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♪♪ Trust me, I'm way up ♪♪
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♪♪ Been in the cool,
no time for you ♪♪
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♪♪ Trust me, I'm made up ♪♪
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♪♪ ♪♪
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♪♪ Ain't gon' stop,
still watching ♪♪
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♪♪ Know you want more ♪♪
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- It's been picking up a lot.
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The girls said that they had
good traffic in here.
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So I'm very happy about that.
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The bistro is running smooth.
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The kids are doing
their own thing.
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And Press on 14th Street
is about that life.
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We up in here working hard.
Location number three.
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Man, we ain't even had a chance
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to talk about
Karlie the other night.
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She ain't cool for popping out
that mother [bleep] box.
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[indistinct chatter]
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♪♪ ♪♪
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- It wasn't that bad.
- Be real.
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You think that that's cool
for her to pop out of a box
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at a bachelor party
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of a [bleep]
she used to mess with?
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- He had butt-naked strippers.
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Karlie had all her clothes.
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- You know what's crazy
to me is, like,
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the minute somebody
is gonna get married
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all the side bitches
come falling like rain
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out just [bleep] sky.
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[laughing]
You know what I'm saying?
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The Meda girl was saying
that she's been with Joc,
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but it's not my place
to go back and tell Kendra.
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I'ma stay out of it.
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Hi.
- What?
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- Hello?
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- What?
What you looking like that for?
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Hi. How y'all doing?
- What's up?
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- Can't you just say, "Hi"?
You coming to give me a hug?
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- What?
- Good gracious.
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Girl, I had to run
and shop a little bit.
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I see you have
some cute things in here
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since I was in here last.
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You got some more stuff.
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- You know I keep
that new drip.
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What's up?
What do you wanna talk about?
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What?
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- Well, I wanna talk about you
and your daddy's relationship.
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- Okay.
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- Because it's really,
really rough.
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- And it has nothing
to do with me.
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- You know,
we talk almost every day.
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You know,
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you done told him one time
recently that you love him.
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And he then took that and ran
with it, 'cause he love--
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- I mean--
- No. He loved that.
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That means so much to him.
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- My actual real biological
father's name
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is Harold Buckner.
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When my mom and I moved
to Atlanta, I was a child.
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He was still in Illinois
and out of my whole life.
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He's probably come maybe like
five or six times to visit.
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We don't have at
all the relationship
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we're supposed to have
as father and daughter.
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If my daddy walked through
that door right now
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and Karter
came walking through here,
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Karter would not know
who he is.
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- Hell no.
- I just always felt like
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we need to really sit down
and have a talk,
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and try to try to get
everything back on track
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and mend
you guys' relationship.
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And I think he just really,
really want to hear from you.
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In fact, I know he do.
He wants you--
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- No. No, that's bull[bleep].
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- He wants you to call him
and say--
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- What?
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- She done tell that man
to come down here.
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- So many times.
- That's what I thought.
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- And see, this is what
I'm not gonna do.
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I'm always the one
who always gotta extend out
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the [bleep] olive branch.
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I'm the child
in this situation.
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With my dad sometimes
I feel like I'm the parent,
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because he doesn't want
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to accept
the responsibility of anything.
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And I know he's had
previous issues
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with certain things
in his life.
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My dad is a vet
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and, you know, dealing
with the trauma of PTSD.
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I try to understand that.
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But then at the same time,
he doesn't think he's done
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anything wrong
in this relationship.
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If you have a child
and you have not been
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in that child's life,
that's clearly something wrong.
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- But listen. How about me
inviting him down here?
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- Where is he gonna stay?
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- Well, he could stay
in a hotel.
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- We'll put him in a hotel.
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- You know,
regardless to the fact
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that we don't have
a relationship,
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I only have one father,
biological daddy, in my life.
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So yeah, I'm willing to talk
to him and try to fix it.
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You know what? I'll be mad
and disappointed in my dad
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and the way our relationship is
and the way he is.
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But Kirk lost his mom.
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And I saw how that
literally changed him.
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And I'm willing to see
what happens,
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and if it goes well
and we can mend
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and it can work out great.
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And if it doesn't, I guess
I'll continue to go my way
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and you can continue
to go yours.
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You let us know.
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- Okay.
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- After you talk to him.
- Okay.
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- And we'll--once he confirms,
we'll set it up from there.
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And I'm down to talk.
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- ♪♪ I got all the
lover baby mamas ♪♪
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♪♪ ♪♪
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♪♪ Doing everything
for every other ♪♪
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♪♪ I got all the love
in the world ♪♪
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- The wedding
is only two weeks away
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and I gotta talk to Sin.
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I mean, let's be for real.
Sin is pissed right now.
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'Cause unbeknownst to me,
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Kendra reached out
via Instagram.
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It feels a bit impersonal.
[doorbell chimes]
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I've been grinding, working,
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and doing everything I can
to pay for this.
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And communication
has slipped a little,
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and I feel terrible about that.
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How are you doing?
- I'm good. I'm good.
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- Good.
- I'm good.
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But we got a lot to talk about.
- [sighs]
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- We got a lot to talk about.
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I feel like we in a bad space,
like we not friends anymore.
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You pinky promised Alon
on FaceTime,
244
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and you didn't even show up.
245
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- I'm [bleep] busting my ass.
246
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- And so am I.
247
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So you think that because you
working and I work as well...
248
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- I'm not saying that.
249
00:09:07,447 --> 00:09:08,815
- And I have to take care
of the kids,
250
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all the [bleep] I have to do.
251
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[dramatic music]
252
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♪♪ ♪♪
253
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- Now, I know she was
going feel some kinda way,
254
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but I didn't know she was
gonna get me in the house
255
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and dog me out.
256
00:09:21,328 --> 00:09:22,663
- Let's go to the second part.
257
00:09:22,729 --> 00:09:25,165
I received a DM
that pissed me the [bleep] off.
258
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To say that you and your fiancé
are getting married,
259
00:09:28,335 --> 00:09:31,839
and you have failed to mention
it to me and your children,
260
00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:34,441
your wife-to-be
pissed me on [bleep]
261
00:09:34,508 --> 00:09:36,877
Instagram to DM me
to ask me for,
262
00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:38,478
"Can the girls be
flower girls?"
263
00:09:38,545 --> 00:09:40,848
That's when you tell
your children
264
00:09:40,914 --> 00:09:42,549
that you getting ready
to have a wife?
265
00:09:42,616 --> 00:09:44,751
♪♪ ♪♪
266
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- Sina, I totally apologize.
I don't want no static.
267
00:09:49,890 --> 00:09:52,226
I don't want
no misunderstandings.
268
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I just want to have a better
relationship all around.
269
00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:57,598
And I mean that
with everything in me.
270
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- 'Cause that something
important as [bleep], Joc.
271
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- It is.
272
00:10:00,834 --> 00:10:01,902
- Man, the kids
not gonna even be here.
273
00:10:01,969 --> 00:10:03,270
We going out of town.
274
00:10:03,337 --> 00:10:04,805
- What you mean
you're not gonna be here?
275
00:10:04,872 --> 00:10:06,573
- We're going to California.
276
00:10:06,640 --> 00:10:09,610
- If I could change your mind
to just have my daughter stay,
277
00:10:09,676 --> 00:10:12,412
I can reschedule they flight,
I rebook their flight.
278
00:10:12,479 --> 00:10:14,181
- You don't get to just come in
and dictate.
279
00:10:14,248 --> 00:10:19,286
You have to do better with
your side of the co-parenting.
280
00:10:19,353 --> 00:10:22,089
- I feel like a ass considering
I waited this long
281
00:10:22,155 --> 00:10:23,423
to talk to her about this.
282
00:10:23,490 --> 00:10:24,992
And the wedding is right
around the corner.
283
00:10:25,058 --> 00:10:28,028
I have been so caught up
doing everything else
284
00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:31,899
opposed to making
certain things a priority.
285
00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,300
It's very important to me
286
00:10:33,367 --> 00:10:34,968
that my kids
are part of my wedding, man.
287
00:10:35,035 --> 00:10:39,506
I'm so, so, so hoping
Sina change her mind.
288
00:10:39,573 --> 00:10:42,109
So they're not gonna be here?
- Mm-mm.
289
00:10:44,178 --> 00:10:49,416
- Okay.
'Cause it falls on me.
290
00:10:49,483 --> 00:10:52,319
♪♪ ♪♪
291
00:10:52,386 --> 00:10:54,555
- Coming up on
"Love &hip Hop Atlanta."
292
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- My mother was involved
in a near-fatal accident.
293
00:10:57,591 --> 00:10:58,926
This does not look good.
294
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- Don't start crying.
295
00:11:00,561 --> 00:11:02,262
- I just don't wanna [bleep]
up her big day.
296
00:11:02,329 --> 00:11:06,333
I would feel horrible if I
tell her and it don't be true.
297
00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:07,935
- Yeah.
298
00:11:08,001 --> 00:11:11,772
I think you should do whatever
to have your conscience clear.
299
00:11:11,839 --> 00:11:13,173
- How can you be a parent
300
00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:16,109
and not love every
freaking ounce of your child?
301
00:11:16,176 --> 00:11:18,011
- You know what?
I'ma tell you one thing.
302
00:11:18,078 --> 00:11:19,346
- No.
Don't tell me [bleep].
303
00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:21,248
[bleep] you.
Stay outta my life.
304
00:11:21,315 --> 00:11:23,016
I don't give a [bleep].
305
00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:24,418
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
306
00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:31,291
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
307
00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:33,961
- Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪
308
00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:37,464
♪♪ Look at how I came up,
look how I came up ♪♪
309
00:11:37,531 --> 00:11:41,301
♪♪ Used to always dream
of being rich and famous ♪♪
310
00:11:41,368 --> 00:11:44,738
♪♪ Now a young bull
from the block, then came up ♪♪
311
00:11:46,073 --> 00:11:48,742
- As you know, Mendeecees
and I moved to Atlanta
312
00:11:48,809 --> 00:11:50,644
about a year
and a half ago or so.
313
00:11:50,711 --> 00:11:54,381
Atlanta is the bomb.
We love it here.
314
00:11:54,448 --> 00:11:55,883
Like, we just
couldn't be happier.
315
00:11:55,949 --> 00:11:57,818
You know we do not eat candy
in the morning.
316
00:11:57,885 --> 00:12:01,955
I'm not playing with you.
Go put on your shoes.
317
00:12:02,022 --> 00:12:06,393
Moving to Atlanta, I only had
two of my babies with me,
318
00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:08,662
which were Omere and Skylar.
319
00:12:08,729 --> 00:12:11,465
You can't wear that
to school, baby.
320
00:12:11,532 --> 00:12:12,733
- Boop, boop.
321
00:12:12,799 --> 00:12:14,434
I'm gonna go play!
322
00:12:14,501 --> 00:12:15,736
- I'm gonna get
your brother up.
323
00:12:15,802 --> 00:12:17,271
Just hurry up, 'cause
you gotta come downstairs
324
00:12:17,337 --> 00:12:19,006
and eat breakfast. Come on.
I don't want you to be late.
325
00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:20,574
- Okay, Mommy.
326
00:12:20,641 --> 00:12:21,942
- Come on. You up? Get up.
Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up.
327
00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:23,310
Come on. Come on.
Come on. Come eat.
328
00:12:23,377 --> 00:12:24,745
- I've been up.
329
00:12:24,811 --> 00:12:28,182
- Lil Mendeecees was in this
transitional space
330
00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:31,084
with getting reconciled
with his dad
331
00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:33,887
and figuring out
where he wanted to be.
332
00:12:33,954 --> 00:12:36,990
So now Lil Mendeecees
is with us full-time
333
00:12:37,057 --> 00:12:40,060
and everything is just perfect
in our house.
334
00:12:40,127 --> 00:12:41,728
Come on. Come on.
You gonna be late.
335
00:12:41,795 --> 00:12:43,063
Come downstairs.
Breakfast is ready.
336
00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:44,331
You could have been
cooking breakfast
337
00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:45,966
while I get the kids up.
Come on.
338
00:12:46,033 --> 00:12:50,070
So my biggest baby, Infinity,
is in New York.
339
00:12:50,137 --> 00:12:53,574
Things were very rocky between
Infinity and I last year.
340
00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:55,642
- This narrative that you
allowed to be out there.
341
00:12:55,709 --> 00:12:57,211
That me and you got
a troubled relationship
342
00:12:57,277 --> 00:12:59,112
because of Mendeecees.
And that's not true.
343
00:12:59,179 --> 00:13:02,416
That man been open
and welcoming with open arms.
344
00:13:02,482 --> 00:13:03,717
- I know
I didn't listen before,
345
00:13:03,784 --> 00:13:06,153
but I'm gonna listen now.
346
00:13:06,220 --> 00:13:08,121
- But we're doing
so much better,
347
00:13:08,188 --> 00:13:11,525
and she's doing
her thing in college.
348
00:13:11,592 --> 00:13:12,926
All right. I love you.
349
00:13:12,993 --> 00:13:14,094
- All right. See you, Eddie.
Thank you.
350
00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:16,096
- All right.
- Love you too.
351
00:13:16,163 --> 00:13:21,468
♪♪ ♪♪
352
00:13:21,535 --> 00:13:24,004
- Business at Yelle online
and business at Yelle
353
00:13:24,071 --> 00:13:26,440
at the store
is going crazy right now.
354
00:13:26,507 --> 00:13:29,476
So crazy that we bought
the restaurant next door.
355
00:13:29,543 --> 00:13:32,346
♪♪ ♪♪
356
00:13:32,412 --> 00:13:35,215
Thank you so much.
Here you go. Thank you so much.
357
00:13:35,282 --> 00:13:38,418
- Ladies, enjoy your time here.
- Of course.
358
00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:41,622
Even though my businesses
are exceeding my expectation
359
00:13:41,688 --> 00:13:43,056
and my kids are happy,
360
00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:46,927
something in my life
has just really shaken me up.
361
00:13:46,994 --> 00:13:50,264
My mother was involved
in a near-fatal accident.
362
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:53,333
I'm trying to
push through in here.
363
00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:58,272
Like, we were talking about the
finances and the payroll, ADP.
364
00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:01,108
She said she had to run
to the store.
365
00:14:01,175 --> 00:14:03,944
And then you came running
to me with the phone.
366
00:14:04,011 --> 00:14:08,515
I rushed to the scene
of the crime...
367
00:14:08,582 --> 00:14:11,885
and all I remember is,
"This does not look good."
368
00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:15,322
So my mom is not
just my mom, right?
369
00:14:15,389 --> 00:14:18,258
She is my confidant.
370
00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:20,694
She is
my relationship therapist.
371
00:14:20,761 --> 00:14:25,566
She is my last-minute
drop-of-a-dime babysitter.
372
00:14:25,632 --> 00:14:28,435
So this has truly shaken
my world up.
373
00:14:28,502 --> 00:14:31,038
- It's a scary moment,
but thankful it's like
374
00:14:31,104 --> 00:14:34,041
something surreal.
Like out of the ordinary.
375
00:14:34,107 --> 00:14:36,577
- Spoke to her earlier,
and they were saying
376
00:14:36,643 --> 00:14:38,512
that she might be getting out
the hospital tomorrow.
377
00:14:38,579 --> 00:14:41,181
[phone chiming]
Oh.
378
00:14:41,248 --> 00:14:43,917
- Hi. We were just talking
about you.
379
00:14:43,984 --> 00:14:46,854
- Hi, my love.
How you feeling?
380
00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:50,991
- I'm feeling like I want to
381
00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:53,060
scream and get outta here.
382
00:14:53,126 --> 00:14:54,428
- I know.
383
00:14:54,494 --> 00:14:57,598
- I'm not gonna be mobile
for a while.
384
00:14:57,664 --> 00:15:01,001
Up to a year.
- Wow. Oh, no.
385
00:15:01,068 --> 00:15:04,771
- Most importantly
for the next couple of months,
386
00:15:04,838 --> 00:15:06,607
I'm not gonna
be able to walk.
387
00:15:06,673 --> 00:15:08,375
- Oh, my God.
388
00:15:08,442 --> 00:15:10,577
Secretly, I'm broken to hear
389
00:15:10,644 --> 00:15:14,381
that it may be a year
before my mother's mobile.
390
00:15:14,448 --> 00:15:16,083
[sighs]
391
00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:18,619
I'm just gonna be in prayer.
392
00:15:18,685 --> 00:15:20,153
Well, you get some rest, Mom.
393
00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:21,788
I don't wanna hold up
too much of your time.
394
00:15:21,855 --> 00:15:23,090
- Have a good night.
395
00:15:23,156 --> 00:15:25,492
- All right, Mom.
Bye.
396
00:15:25,559 --> 00:15:27,828
♪♪ ♪♪
397
00:15:27,895 --> 00:15:32,399
- Don't start crying.
No.
398
00:15:32,466 --> 00:15:37,304
- My mother is one of the most
important people in my life.
399
00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:42,142
I literally cannot imagine
what my life would be like
400
00:15:42,209 --> 00:15:45,279
if this car accident
turned out any other way,
401
00:15:45,345 --> 00:15:47,848
and I'm so grateful.
I get a second chance with her
402
00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:51,385
because there's so many people
that don't.
403
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,619
[soft dramatic music]
404
00:15:52,686 --> 00:15:54,922
[sighs]
- Ah!
405
00:15:54,988 --> 00:15:57,157
♪♪ ♪♪
406
00:15:57,224 --> 00:15:58,292
- ♪♪ I'm in it for the cash ♪♪
407
00:15:58,358 --> 00:15:59,893
♪♪ I'm all about the cash ♪♪
408
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,228
♪♪ We hustle for the cash ♪♪
409
00:16:01,295 --> 00:16:02,796
♪♪ I'm looking for the cash ♪♪
410
00:16:02,863 --> 00:16:04,097
♪♪ I gotta get the cash ♪♪
411
00:16:04,164 --> 00:16:05,666
♪♪ We tryna get the cash ♪♪
412
00:16:05,732 --> 00:16:06,900
♪♪ I do it for the cash ♪♪
413
00:16:06,967 --> 00:16:08,569
♪♪ I'm in it for the cash ♪♪
414
00:16:08,635 --> 00:16:10,804
♪♪ ♪♪
415
00:16:10,871 --> 00:16:12,906
- That one is fully
packed already, right?
416
00:16:12,973 --> 00:16:14,675
And now I need to do this one?
417
00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,243
Things are very busy
for me right now.
418
00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:18,478
All my focus is on my music
and my career.
419
00:16:18,545 --> 00:16:20,180
I'm getting ready
to go to New York right now
420
00:16:20,247 --> 00:16:22,583
for some performances
I'ma have with Shaggy.
421
00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:25,886
Apart from the rehearsal with
Shaggy and the performance,
422
00:16:25,953 --> 00:16:27,487
I have another interview.
423
00:16:27,554 --> 00:16:29,223
'Cause, you know, I gotta keep
promoting the album.
424
00:16:29,289 --> 00:16:30,724
I make sure that it's stay
on everybody--you know,
425
00:16:30,791 --> 00:16:32,292
everybody radar.
426
00:16:32,359 --> 00:16:33,560
- Okay.
427
00:16:33,627 --> 00:16:35,162
- I'm really thinking like,
"Oh, my God.
428
00:16:35,229 --> 00:16:37,898
What if Meda submit this
and it really get nominated?"
429
00:16:37,965 --> 00:16:39,666
- Oh, goodness.
- But it's a lot of votes.
430
00:16:39,733 --> 00:16:42,402
So, you know, I don't know
if they gonna really vote.
431
00:16:42,469 --> 00:16:45,806
- Listen. Positive. Positive.
Keep that up. Keep that up.
432
00:16:45,873 --> 00:16:47,207
- Yes. [laughs]
- Okay? Keep that up.
433
00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:48,775
- Let's speak it
into existence.
434
00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:50,277
- Exactly.
Let's make it happen.
435
00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:52,246
- So my first album, "10,"
will be Grammy nominated.
436
00:16:52,312 --> 00:16:53,347
- Exactly.
437
00:16:53,413 --> 00:16:54,982
- Let's do that.
- Okay. Thank you.
438
00:16:55,048 --> 00:16:56,683
- You know,
I have you to thank for that
439
00:16:56,750 --> 00:16:59,353
just for believing in me.
That's, like--it's big to me.
440
00:16:59,419 --> 00:17:03,790
'Cause I don't normally
have friends that give.
441
00:17:03,857 --> 00:17:06,326
They always wanna...
both: Take.
442
00:17:06,393 --> 00:17:07,661
So yeah.
443
00:17:07,728 --> 00:17:11,265
- But, girl, why did you out me
the other day...
444
00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:12,699
- Me?
- At the dinner?
445
00:17:12,766 --> 00:17:14,201
- What do you mean?
- Um.
446
00:17:14,268 --> 00:17:17,004
- My thing is I didn't wanna
bring you around the girls
447
00:17:17,070 --> 00:17:20,807
and not be specifically
detailed with,
448
00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:22,743
you know, the past, right?
449
00:17:22,809 --> 00:17:25,479
Because I wouldn't want Karlie
to bring a girl at my table
450
00:17:25,546 --> 00:17:26,880
that used to [bleep]
with Justin.
451
00:17:26,947 --> 00:17:28,482
- Mm-hmm.
452
00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:30,083
- 'Cause that would've been,
like, some really low [bleep].
453
00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:31,752
So I just wanted to be clear
so she can know that,
454
00:17:31,818 --> 00:17:33,854
"Listen, that was that."
- Right.
455
00:17:33,921 --> 00:17:37,291
- You are the one who went
into detail about the 2010,
456
00:17:37,357 --> 00:17:42,329
2011, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016,
'17, like--
457
00:17:42,396 --> 00:17:45,032
- I felt like I had to say
that instantly
458
00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:48,836
because of
his "significant other."
459
00:17:48,902 --> 00:17:50,938
People were gonna look at me
like I was some side chick.
460
00:17:51,004 --> 00:17:54,975
I was there from 2008.
I was there before them.
461
00:17:55,042 --> 00:17:56,877
Everybody's quick
to blame the chick,
462
00:17:56,944 --> 00:17:59,379
but they don't understand that
they need to blame the man.
463
00:17:59,446 --> 00:18:01,248
If I don't know about
some other chick
464
00:18:01,315 --> 00:18:03,350
or I ask you
about another chick
465
00:18:03,417 --> 00:18:05,085
and you tell me that
it's nothing--
466
00:18:05,152 --> 00:18:06,453
- So you never know
about Kendra?
467
00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:08,322
- No. Why would--how would
I know about Kendra?
468
00:18:08,388 --> 00:18:10,457
I lived in New York City.
I didn't live in Atlanta.
469
00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:12,893
- You never see Joc and Kendra
on TV?
470
00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:15,128
- I don't--honey,
471
00:18:15,195 --> 00:18:16,964
I don't--I don't have cable.
I ain't gonna lie to you.
472
00:18:17,030 --> 00:18:18,332
- Meda, you better stop
playing with me.
473
00:18:18,398 --> 00:18:19,766
- I promise you
I don't have cable.
474
00:18:19,833 --> 00:18:21,068
- Meda, never pop--
475
00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:22,135
- But that's neither here
nor there.
476
00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:23,570
Let me be clear about this.
477
00:18:23,637 --> 00:18:26,106
If I did hear her name
from somebody,
478
00:18:26,173 --> 00:18:27,941
why was I supposed
to take it seriously?
479
00:18:28,008 --> 00:18:30,043
He date mad chicks.
He was not my man.
480
00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:31,979
I just came out of a marriage.
481
00:18:32,045 --> 00:18:34,214
He was somebody
that I would get up with,
482
00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:37,451
and we would have fun
and I liked being around him.
483
00:18:37,518 --> 00:18:38,619
- Oh, my God.
484
00:18:38,685 --> 00:18:39,853
- You understand what
I'm saying?
485
00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:41,288
- This is like a lot
for me to take in.
486
00:18:41,355 --> 00:18:42,623
So I know some people
probably looking at me like
487
00:18:42,689 --> 00:18:44,758
I should have go to Kendra
and say something,
488
00:18:44,825 --> 00:18:46,793
but it's just not my place
to go to her
489
00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:47,961
and tell her nothing at all.
490
00:18:49,463 --> 00:18:51,932
I'm glad
that I'm on my way to New York
491
00:18:51,999 --> 00:18:53,634
and getting the [bleep]
outta here.
492
00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:55,569
'Cause I don't want to be
the one where I go tell her.
493
00:18:55,636 --> 00:18:56,904
And then you hear, says,
494
00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:58,605
"Spice mash up Kendra
and Joc wedding."
495
00:18:58,672 --> 00:19:00,374
I'm not saying [bleep].
496
00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:02,943
- How does it mash up a wedding
if I'm not with him right now?
497
00:19:03,010 --> 00:19:04,478
- Because you were with him
498
00:19:04,545 --> 00:19:06,713
at a point
where they were together.
499
00:19:06,780 --> 00:19:10,984
So their marriage is gonna be
based on infidelity.
500
00:19:11,051 --> 00:19:13,487
- It already is.
501
00:19:13,921 --> 00:19:16,523
- Coming up
on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."
502
00:19:16,590 --> 00:19:18,525
- But what do you think
about him being married?
503
00:19:18,592 --> 00:19:21,628
- He just doesn't
seem like he's happy.
504
00:19:21,695 --> 00:19:23,063
- [bleep] the cost.
505
00:19:23,130 --> 00:19:24,865
And it's not even--
it's not just the price of it.
506
00:19:24,932 --> 00:19:29,303
It's the whole not being fully
prepared and fully planned out.
507
00:19:29,369 --> 00:19:32,739
- No, I don't wanna wait.
Like, I wanna get married.
508
00:19:32,806 --> 00:19:34,675
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
509
00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:41,582
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
510
00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:45,352
[upbeat music]
511
00:19:45,419 --> 00:19:52,559
♪♪ ♪♪
512
00:19:54,995 --> 00:19:56,763
- What me a go tell Shaggy?
I'm so late.
513
00:19:56,830 --> 00:19:58,832
- It's a good problem to have.
514
00:19:58,899 --> 00:20:01,235
- You're sitting
in a big, black car.
515
00:20:01,301 --> 00:20:05,205
You got good problem.
New York City!
516
00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:08,609
- Meda submitted my album
to be nominated for a Grammy.
517
00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,644
So the least I can do
is put the work in,
518
00:20:10,711 --> 00:20:12,746
so I can keep the album
in everybody's face.
519
00:20:12,813 --> 00:20:14,448
So when it's time to vote,
520
00:20:14,515 --> 00:20:17,284
all everybody see is
"10," "10," "10."
521
00:20:17,351 --> 00:20:19,486
Spice album, "10."
522
00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,021
I think Shaggy been waiting.
523
00:20:21,088 --> 00:20:24,791
So I need to go in and--me
and Meda a friend a long time.
524
00:20:24,858 --> 00:20:26,460
Me and Joc a friend
a long time.
525
00:20:26,527 --> 00:20:29,096
But right about now,
I don't feel like it's my place
526
00:20:29,162 --> 00:20:32,165
to try to pacify the situation
between any of them.
527
00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:34,801
You know, I'm in work mode.
I'm in Spice mode.
528
00:20:34,868 --> 00:20:37,804
I don't have time
for that part of my life.
529
00:20:37,871 --> 00:20:41,074
- So I think you should
play monks with the audience.
530
00:20:41,141 --> 00:20:43,043
And get them,
"Ooh, go down there."
531
00:20:43,110 --> 00:20:44,978
And get the whole crowd
go down with it.
532
00:20:45,045 --> 00:20:47,281
That would be dope. It's just
a great TV moment for them.
533
00:20:47,347 --> 00:20:48,515
All right.
Let's run up.
534
00:20:48,582 --> 00:20:49,616
Run it a couple of times
so we no stop.
535
00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:52,152
[Spice's "Go Down Deh"]
536
00:20:52,219 --> 00:20:53,620
- ♪♪ Whole leap ah hot gal
in di place! ♪♪
537
00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:55,022
- ♪♪ Shorty! ♪♪
538
00:20:55,088 --> 00:20:56,623
- ♪♪ Budda bong bong,
embrace yeah! ♪♪
539
00:20:56,690 --> 00:20:59,193
- ♪♪ Every morning love she
get it good from she rise ♪♪
540
00:20:59,259 --> 00:21:01,762
[indistinct]
541
00:21:01,828 --> 00:21:04,464
- ♪♪ Wine pon yuh good mek sweat
a drip off a mi body, yeah ♪♪
542
00:21:04,531 --> 00:21:07,134
♪♪ How yuh full a chat an yuh
cya keep up wid mi energy ♪♪
543
00:21:07,201 --> 00:21:10,003
♪♪ What a epic night, have it
embedded inna yuh memory ♪♪
544
00:21:10,070 --> 00:21:12,906
♪♪ Lethal bubble,
haffi treat it like a felony ♪♪
545
00:21:12,973 --> 00:21:14,141
The Grammys is coming up.
546
00:21:14,208 --> 00:21:16,243
I want to be nominated
for the Grammys.
547
00:21:16,310 --> 00:21:18,245
So I'm gonna just keep working,
'cause you know me.
548
00:21:18,312 --> 00:21:20,380
When it comes to my work ethic,
nothing is going to top that.
549
00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:21,648
♪♪ Stay down there! ♪♪
550
00:21:21,715 --> 00:21:23,350
- ♪♪ My time fi wine up ♪♪
551
00:21:23,417 --> 00:21:25,485
♪♪ Mek dem know seh dat
nobody cyaan stop mi shine ♪♪
552
00:21:25,552 --> 00:21:28,121
♪♪ Caribbean gyal dem
ever clean and refined ♪♪
553
00:21:28,188 --> 00:21:29,656
I have a lot of pressure
going on
554
00:21:29,723 --> 00:21:31,792
because everybody's
looking towards me.
555
00:21:31,859 --> 00:21:33,894
Thanks to the entire
VP Records staff.
556
00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:36,797
It's a record in history.
We have had a rocky road.
557
00:21:36,864 --> 00:21:38,365
It's no secret.
558
00:21:38,432 --> 00:21:40,501
So even though my record label,
VP Records, and I
559
00:21:40,567 --> 00:21:42,202
have already parted ways,
560
00:21:42,269 --> 00:21:44,471
we still have
this album together.
561
00:21:44,538 --> 00:21:45,973
So we still have to promote it.
562
00:21:46,039 --> 00:21:48,609
And they're just throwing
this event to honor me,
563
00:21:48,675 --> 00:21:50,511
which I think
is a beautiful thing.
564
00:21:50,577 --> 00:21:52,346
Because the album
is doing extremely great.
565
00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:55,015
- ♪♪ Gyal go down, down, down,
down, down, down, down, down ♪♪
566
00:21:55,082 --> 00:21:56,583
- I could be nominated
for a Grammy.
567
00:21:56,650 --> 00:21:58,285
My album is number one.
568
00:21:58,352 --> 00:22:00,454
- ♪♪ Go down, down, down, down,
down, down, down, down ♪♪
569
00:22:00,521 --> 00:22:01,788
- The hustle never stops
570
00:22:01,855 --> 00:22:03,357
when it comes down to me
and my career.
571
00:22:03,423 --> 00:22:04,825
The show must go on.
572
00:22:04,892 --> 00:22:06,460
Stay down there girl.
573
00:22:06,527 --> 00:22:07,628
Stay down there!
574
00:22:07,694 --> 00:22:09,029
♪♪ ♪♪
575
00:22:09,096 --> 00:22:11,431
- ♪♪ I'm not exactly what
I wanna be ♪♪
576
00:22:11,498 --> 00:22:13,367
♪♪ But that's cool,
'cause I'm gonna be ♪♪
577
00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:15,836
♪♪ Took a wrong turn, but now
I do them right things ♪♪
578
00:22:15,903 --> 00:22:18,372
♪♪ No more nightmares, it's
time to chase our dreams ♪♪
579
00:22:18,438 --> 00:22:21,375
♪♪ Yeah, my love,
gotta move forward ♪♪
580
00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:22,843
♪♪ Know I will ♪♪
581
00:22:22,910 --> 00:22:25,112
♪♪ Give up for no one,
can't look back ♪♪
582
00:22:25,179 --> 00:22:27,748
♪♪ It's not where I'm going,
I'ma do better ♪♪
583
00:22:27,814 --> 00:22:28,749
♪♪ I'm going better ♪♪
584
00:22:28,815 --> 00:22:31,185
- Karlie.
- Mm!
585
00:22:31,251 --> 00:22:33,487
- [laughs]
586
00:22:33,554 --> 00:22:36,723
- Hi, my baby.
- What is up?
587
00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,859
- Baby, whoo, whoo, whoo!
- See them things?
588
00:22:38,926 --> 00:22:40,761
- Okay.
You been gaining some weight.
589
00:22:40,827 --> 00:22:42,796
- I did. You see me?
- Look at you.
590
00:22:42,863 --> 00:22:45,732
It's so hilarious
that Sina and I,
591
00:22:45,799 --> 00:22:48,635
our story is the life of Joc.
592
00:22:48,702 --> 00:22:53,207
- I am Joc's kid's mother,
the twins.
593
00:22:53,273 --> 00:22:56,510
He cheated on me
originally with Carla.
594
00:22:56,577 --> 00:23:00,380
While he was with you, he had--
both of us were pregnant.
595
00:23:00,447 --> 00:23:02,883
- And instead of being hurt,
596
00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:05,419
we actually laugh about it
and be friends about it.
597
00:23:05,485 --> 00:23:08,288
- What you got going on?
'Cause this right here--
598
00:23:08,355 --> 00:23:09,957
- You know,
I did the restaurant last year,
599
00:23:10,023 --> 00:23:12,259
and now I'm getting ready
to do my second one.
600
00:23:12,326 --> 00:23:13,527
- Are you serious?
601
00:23:13,594 --> 00:23:16,663
You are the entrepreneur
poster child, honey.
602
00:23:16,730 --> 00:23:18,065
- Oh, thank you.
603
00:23:18,131 --> 00:23:20,100
But you now--girl,
tell me what's going on?
604
00:23:20,167 --> 00:23:23,203
- You know, your boy got me
on another level now.
605
00:23:23,270 --> 00:23:24,972
So I had to come outside.
- What does that mean? Okay.
606
00:23:25,038 --> 00:23:26,406
- Do you know that this man
607
00:23:26,473 --> 00:23:29,543
has failed to tell me
that he's getting married?
608
00:23:29,610 --> 00:23:31,245
- I went to the bachelor party.
609
00:23:31,311 --> 00:23:34,915
- No [bleep].
- And I jumped out of a cake.
610
00:23:34,982 --> 00:23:36,817
- You did not jump out
of no [bleep] cake
611
00:23:36,884 --> 00:23:38,886
at Joc's bachelor party.
- Mm-hmm.
612
00:23:38,952 --> 00:23:42,890
- Girl, shut the entire
hell up, Karlie.
613
00:23:42,956 --> 00:23:45,192
If he went back
and told his fiancée,
614
00:23:45,259 --> 00:23:47,928
I know that
she was probably like--
615
00:23:47,995 --> 00:23:49,930
- I mean, obviously,
they feel some type of way,
616
00:23:49,997 --> 00:23:52,232
'cause Karlie cannot be
at the wedding, baby.
617
00:23:52,299 --> 00:23:53,433
[chuckles]
618
00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:54,935
Kendra not inviting me
to the wedding
619
00:23:55,002 --> 00:23:57,538
makes me see how much
she's threatened by me.
620
00:23:57,604 --> 00:24:00,307
And I'm like, "For what?"
I don't care about Joc.
621
00:24:00,374 --> 00:24:04,144
I mean, I've invited you to my
engagement party as a friend.
622
00:24:04,211 --> 00:24:06,113
I never knew that we had beef.
623
00:24:06,180 --> 00:24:09,483
- But you know what's so funny
is Kendra, she sends me a DM
624
00:24:09,550 --> 00:24:12,819
on Instagram asking,
"Can the kids be flower girls?"
625
00:24:12,886 --> 00:24:14,888
I felt disrespected.
- Mm.
626
00:24:14,955 --> 00:24:16,790
- If you want my kids
to be in the wedding
627
00:24:16,857 --> 00:24:19,026
and then you would be
their stepmother,
628
00:24:19,092 --> 00:24:21,695
you wouldn't wanna have
a conversation with me?
629
00:24:21,762 --> 00:24:24,631
- Him being married, that's a
memorable thing for your kids.
630
00:24:24,698 --> 00:24:25,999
- Mm-hmm.
I was a flower girl.
631
00:24:26,066 --> 00:24:27,634
- I was a flower girl
in my dad's wedding.
632
00:24:27,701 --> 00:24:30,304
So that, I understand.
- Mm.
633
00:24:30,370 --> 00:24:32,206
I was really pissed about it
for a few days.
634
00:24:32,272 --> 00:24:33,640
I just have to think about it.
635
00:24:33,707 --> 00:24:35,909
- Joc should have asked
the mother of his kids,
636
00:24:35,976 --> 00:24:37,911
can his kids be in the wedding?
637
00:24:37,978 --> 00:24:40,948
That's not Kendra's problem
nor her issue.
638
00:24:41,014 --> 00:24:42,783
But what do you think
about him being married?
639
00:24:42,850 --> 00:24:43,917
- Mm.
640
00:24:43,984 --> 00:24:45,919
I just want her to be,
641
00:24:45,986 --> 00:24:48,755
you know,
happy in her decision with him.
642
00:24:48,822 --> 00:24:50,123
- I hope he's ready
for her sake.
643
00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:51,658
- I hope he is too
for her sake.
644
00:24:51,725 --> 00:24:53,760
- Because at this
point you married.
645
00:24:53,827 --> 00:24:55,095
That's a big step.
646
00:24:55,162 --> 00:24:56,964
- He just doesn't seem
like he's happy.
647
00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:58,432
- I done heard so many
damn stories about Joc,
648
00:24:58,498 --> 00:25:01,335
I just close my ears now
and say, "Good luck."
649
00:25:01,401 --> 00:25:03,337
- So you do hear the stories?
- Absolutely.
650
00:25:03,403 --> 00:25:05,506
Waitresses
and all kinds of stuff.
651
00:25:05,572 --> 00:25:07,241
- Waitress and--[indistinct]
- Yeah.
652
00:25:07,307 --> 00:25:08,375
- Girl!
653
00:25:08,442 --> 00:25:09,776
I tried to warn Kendra
about Joc.
654
00:25:09,843 --> 00:25:11,278
We did kiss.
655
00:25:11,345 --> 00:25:12,679
- So I asked if y'all kissed
and he said, "No."
656
00:25:12,746 --> 00:25:15,415
- I will say this. We did
get a hotel room one time.
657
00:25:15,482 --> 00:25:17,050
His [bleep] was out.
658
00:25:17,117 --> 00:25:20,020
He was begging me to [bleep],
and I said, "No."
659
00:25:20,087 --> 00:25:21,421
I'm not gonna warn her
about Meda.
660
00:25:21,488 --> 00:25:24,224
Whatever she knows from now on
is her business.
661
00:25:24,291 --> 00:25:25,759
I don't even care anymore.
662
00:25:25,826 --> 00:25:27,594
I could show you DMs right now.
663
00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:29,329
- But I stay out of it.
664
00:25:29,396 --> 00:25:30,864
'Cause I'm like,
"I'm the baby mama.
665
00:25:30,931 --> 00:25:32,099
And every time
I say something--
666
00:25:32,165 --> 00:25:34,134
- Even they--oh, my God.
They be like--
667
00:25:34,201 --> 00:25:36,069
- "Oh, Sina's bitter.
She's mad."
668
00:25:36,136 --> 00:25:38,605
Or she's like--I'm not mad.
I'm a beautiful girl.
669
00:25:38,672 --> 00:25:40,140
Do I need to be mad?
[scoffs]
670
00:25:40,207 --> 00:25:42,009
- Period.
- Do I need to be?
671
00:25:42,075 --> 00:25:43,477
Do I need to be...
both: Mad?
672
00:25:43,544 --> 00:25:44,545
- No, I'm not mad.
673
00:25:44,611 --> 00:25:45,913
- I want him to get married
674
00:25:45,979 --> 00:25:50,083
so he could just live his life
and be happy.
675
00:25:50,150 --> 00:25:52,619
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."
676
00:25:52,686 --> 00:25:54,121
- As a little girl,
677
00:25:54,188 --> 00:25:57,558
all I wanted from my dad
was him to be around.
678
00:25:57,624 --> 00:26:00,727
- You want him to be
something he's not.
679
00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:02,563
- Maybe it ain't
supposed to happen.
680
00:26:02,629 --> 00:26:05,766
He's not there, happy,
and enjoying all the time.
681
00:26:05,832 --> 00:26:07,401
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
682
00:26:13,006 --> 00:26:14,608
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
683
00:26:14,675 --> 00:26:17,644
[upbeat music]
684
00:26:17,711 --> 00:26:19,046
- ♪♪ I got friends,
I got fun ♪♪
685
00:26:19,112 --> 00:26:21,315
♪♪ Got no worries
till it all dry up ♪♪
686
00:26:21,381 --> 00:26:23,784
♪♪ And I can make it rain ♪♪
687
00:26:23,851 --> 00:26:25,586
- ♪♪ I don't want
to worry no more ♪♪
688
00:26:25,652 --> 00:26:28,222
- Well, maybe I get that fat.
689
00:26:28,288 --> 00:26:30,891
My wedding is ten days out,
690
00:26:30,958 --> 00:26:33,393
and we are nowhere
near complete.
691
00:26:33,460 --> 00:26:35,028
- I'ma tell you where we at.
692
00:26:35,095 --> 00:26:37,998
So this is cute, but I wasn't
feeling the material.
693
00:26:38,065 --> 00:26:40,534
- I've never been under
this much stress
694
00:26:40,601 --> 00:26:42,402
in my life at one time.
695
00:26:42,469 --> 00:26:44,771
- This is a lot.
So the bridal shower,
696
00:26:44,838 --> 00:26:46,907
we probably just finna
do a kickback for that.
697
00:26:46,974 --> 00:26:50,577
We have already spent
over $100,000 on this wedding,
698
00:26:50,644 --> 00:26:51,745
and it's not even here.
699
00:26:51,812 --> 00:26:53,447
I've made
the executive decision
700
00:26:53,514 --> 00:26:55,115
to have the bridal shower
at the house.
701
00:26:55,182 --> 00:26:56,850
Like, I don't wanna spend
any more money,
702
00:26:56,917 --> 00:26:58,385
and I certainly
don't wanna spend
703
00:26:58,452 --> 00:27:00,621
another 50,000
on a bridal shower.
704
00:27:00,687 --> 00:27:02,022
♪♪ ♪♪
705
00:27:02,089 --> 00:27:05,325
- ♪♪ I wanna be the star
on the scene ♪♪
706
00:27:05,392 --> 00:27:08,529
♪♪ 'Cause I don't wanna worry
no more ♪♪
707
00:27:08,595 --> 00:27:10,230
- But you know
what they want for décor?
708
00:27:10,297 --> 00:27:13,166
Well, just for décor they
talking $50-[bleep]-thousand.
709
00:27:13,233 --> 00:27:14,468
You know how much they want
for the sound system
710
00:27:14,535 --> 00:27:15,903
rush job last minute?
711
00:27:15,969 --> 00:27:19,106
30 grand. And this whole thing
with the wedding, man,
712
00:27:19,173 --> 00:27:21,542
it's not even about the money.
It's, like, the principle.
713
00:27:21,608 --> 00:27:23,076
- So when your
guests come in,
714
00:27:23,143 --> 00:27:24,778
they're just seeing drapery.
They don't see nothing else.
715
00:27:24,845 --> 00:27:26,079
- Things are gonna change now,
716
00:27:26,146 --> 00:27:27,714
because the décor's
gonna change.
717
00:27:27,781 --> 00:27:29,249
Now you gotta bring
in a different company,
718
00:27:29,316 --> 00:27:31,151
do your sound system
at a new venue.
719
00:27:31,218 --> 00:27:33,887
It costs three times
more than the original venue.
720
00:27:33,954 --> 00:27:36,223
But if we need to push it off,
postpone it, let's do that.
721
00:27:36,290 --> 00:27:39,626
- Let's eat, drink.
Time to party, man.
722
00:27:39,693 --> 00:27:41,328
- This [bleep] costly.
723
00:27:41,395 --> 00:27:43,297
And it's not even--it's not
even just the price of it.
724
00:27:43,363 --> 00:27:47,534
It's the whole not being fully
prepared and fully planned out.
725
00:27:47,601 --> 00:27:49,036
- No, I don't wanna wait.
726
00:27:49,102 --> 00:27:51,905
I'm tired of just being your
girlfriend or your fiancée.
727
00:27:51,972 --> 00:27:55,175
Like, I wanna get married.
728
00:27:55,242 --> 00:27:56,677
I'm just, like,
729
00:27:56,743 --> 00:27:58,612
literally about to just go 5150
really, really quick.
730
00:27:58,679 --> 00:28:00,614
Like, it's a lot.
731
00:28:00,681 --> 00:28:02,749
Maybe it ain't supposed
to happen.
732
00:28:02,816 --> 00:28:05,552
He's not there, happy,
and enjoying all the time.
733
00:28:05,619 --> 00:28:07,721
[smooches]
734
00:28:07,788 --> 00:28:09,356
What's up?
- Nothing.
735
00:28:09,423 --> 00:28:11,525
- The planning is definitely
scaring me at this point,
736
00:28:11,592 --> 00:28:14,828
because I still gotta a show
in Illinois before the wedding.
737
00:28:15,796 --> 00:28:16,997
I gotta go out town tomorrow.
738
00:28:17,064 --> 00:28:18,198
- I remember you saying that.
739
00:28:18,265 --> 00:28:20,667
It just bring
a whole new panic.
740
00:28:20,734 --> 00:28:22,369
What if something go wrong
with that?
741
00:28:22,436 --> 00:28:24,638
- I have shows all the way up
742
00:28:24,705 --> 00:28:26,173
to the night
before the wedding.
743
00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:30,010
And I'm actually gonna fly home
the day of the wedding.
744
00:28:30,077 --> 00:28:31,745
I mean, it was already booked.
745
00:28:31,812 --> 00:28:33,313
- I already know.
746
00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:35,048
This is another headache
747
00:28:35,115 --> 00:28:37,251
that I don't want
and that I don't need.
748
00:28:37,317 --> 00:28:40,754
Call me if anything change.
Call me, like, no matter what.
749
00:28:40,821 --> 00:28:43,790
♪♪ ♪♪
750
00:28:43,857 --> 00:28:46,159
- ♪♪ I'm about to go
in beast mode ♪♪
751
00:28:46,226 --> 00:28:48,929
♪♪ Yeah, yeah,
I'm fly-er than an eagle ♪♪
752
00:28:48,996 --> 00:28:52,432
♪♪ Higher than the falcon,
that's where we go ♪♪
753
00:28:52,499 --> 00:28:55,035
♪♪ I win so much that
[indistinct] ♪♪
754
00:28:56,136 --> 00:29:00,507
♪♪ ♪♪
755
00:29:00,574 --> 00:29:03,844
- So after Shirleen tried to
orchestrate putting Rasheeda
756
00:29:03,911 --> 00:29:06,213
and her father together,
757
00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,448
he actually made a mistake
and called Rasheeda
758
00:29:08,515 --> 00:29:09,783
and then hung up the phone.
759
00:29:09,850 --> 00:29:11,185
So Rasheeda calls him back,
760
00:29:11,251 --> 00:29:13,987
and then they go
arguing like crazy.
761
00:29:14,054 --> 00:29:16,156
And I could tell Rasheeda's
very stressed out.
762
00:29:16,223 --> 00:29:18,759
She's working all the time,
dealing with the kids,
763
00:29:18,825 --> 00:29:20,894
dealing with the business,
dealing with life.
764
00:29:20,961 --> 00:29:23,363
I was like, "You know what?
Let me try to get her
765
00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:25,899
to relax her mind
and kind of chill out
766
00:29:25,966 --> 00:29:28,936
and just
kind of let things go."
767
00:29:29,002 --> 00:29:32,739
- Oh, it's so sweet.
You know you getting some.
768
00:29:32,806 --> 00:29:34,508
- Uh-oh. Oh, snap.
- [laughs]
769
00:29:34,575 --> 00:29:37,277
Facts, right?
- No.
770
00:29:37,344 --> 00:29:38,912
- Well, I will say Kirk
doing this
771
00:29:38,979 --> 00:29:41,315
has definitely flipped
the switch to be like,
772
00:29:41,381 --> 00:29:44,117
"You know what? Unwind
and let go for a minute."
773
00:29:44,184 --> 00:29:45,586
- It's easy for me to sit.
- This is sweet.
774
00:29:45,652 --> 00:29:48,555
I could not believe--
so this is what you was doing.
775
00:29:48,622 --> 00:29:51,358
- Yeah, man.
- [laughs] I know. What?
776
00:29:51,425 --> 00:29:53,427
- Trying to get you back
on the right pace.
777
00:29:53,493 --> 00:29:54,995
- Listen--
778
00:29:55,062 --> 00:29:57,464
- I mean, I know the fight
with your dad last night
779
00:29:57,531 --> 00:29:58,832
really kind of hurt you.
780
00:29:58,899 --> 00:30:01,301
- As a little girl,
all I wanted from my dad
781
00:30:01,368 --> 00:30:03,370
was him to be around.
782
00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:05,939
- In your mind, what is
the ideal relationship
783
00:30:06,006 --> 00:30:07,608
you see having
with your father?
784
00:30:07,674 --> 00:30:09,109
- I'm not asking for the world.
785
00:30:09,176 --> 00:30:10,577
I mean,
he doesn't live in Atlanta.
786
00:30:10,644 --> 00:30:12,145
But my thing is I just wanted
787
00:30:12,212 --> 00:30:14,114
to try to have,
like, a healthy relationship.
788
00:30:14,181 --> 00:30:16,650
- You want him to be something
he's not.
789
00:30:16,717 --> 00:30:19,786
What you gotta do is figure out
how to make a relationship
790
00:30:19,853 --> 00:30:21,355
either where you at now,
791
00:30:21,421 --> 00:30:24,191
'cause you can't never make
yourself a little girl again.
792
00:30:24,258 --> 00:30:27,060
- When me and him got into that
argument, he got me so heated.
793
00:30:27,127 --> 00:30:30,664
Because he was basically acting
like, "You never invite me."
794
00:30:30,731 --> 00:30:32,966
First of all,
you never are present.
795
00:30:33,033 --> 00:30:35,169
You are never being
a real father.
796
00:30:35,235 --> 00:30:38,071
And you wanna sit here
and tell me what I'm not doing?
797
00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:40,040
The reason why we never see
each other
798
00:30:40,107 --> 00:30:42,943
is because no timing
is ever good for you.
799
00:30:43,010 --> 00:30:47,114
Like, what's the problem?
You don't wanna see me?
800
00:30:47,181 --> 00:30:49,783
You don't wanna see Karter?
You don't wanna see Ky?
801
00:30:49,850 --> 00:30:51,785
You don't want to--
you know, what is it?
802
00:30:51,852 --> 00:30:53,887
- That's what you think
in your head.
803
00:30:53,954 --> 00:30:55,822
- And to me, I just look at it
like that [bleep]
804
00:30:55,889 --> 00:30:58,058
be kind of hurtful,
because this is like--
805
00:30:58,125 --> 00:31:00,060
- See, that's why
I recorded you.
806
00:31:00,127 --> 00:31:02,763
Because I wanted you
to be able to listen back
807
00:31:02,829 --> 00:31:05,098
to the stress level
to where you were.
808
00:31:05,165 --> 00:31:07,000
- Every time I say, "Come,
809
00:31:07,067 --> 00:31:08,368
you can come when
you get ready,"
810
00:31:08,435 --> 00:31:09,703
you never show up.
811
00:31:09,770 --> 00:31:11,505
It's been like
that all my life.
812
00:31:11,572 --> 00:31:15,075
- You hold that [bleep]
against me all your life.
813
00:31:15,142 --> 00:31:17,044
- Well, obviously you're
holding something against me,
814
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:18,912
because you won't--
- [indistinct shouting]
815
00:31:18,979 --> 00:31:20,914
- First of all--no,
you holding [bleep] against me,
816
00:31:20,981 --> 00:31:23,217
because you ignore
my [bleep] calls.
817
00:31:23,283 --> 00:31:25,719
And then you call me
by accident.
818
00:31:25,786 --> 00:31:27,287
'Cause you didn't wanna
talk to me.
819
00:31:27,354 --> 00:31:29,089
- You know what?
I'ma tell you one thing.
820
00:31:29,156 --> 00:31:30,324
- No, don't tell me [bleep].
821
00:31:30,390 --> 00:31:32,326
[bleep] you.
Stay outta my life.
822
00:31:32,392 --> 00:31:36,496
I don't give a [bleep].
[bleep] him.
823
00:31:36,563 --> 00:31:39,766
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."
824
00:31:39,833 --> 00:31:42,236
- I keep thinking like--
- What you gonna do?
825
00:31:42,302 --> 00:31:44,905
- If I tell what is going on,
826
00:31:44,972 --> 00:31:48,375
the wedding would be
completely off.
827
00:31:48,842 --> 00:31:50,444
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
828
00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:57,451
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
829
00:31:57,518 --> 00:31:59,219
- You know what?
I'ma tell you one thing.
830
00:31:59,286 --> 00:32:00,487
- No, don't tell me [bleep].
831
00:32:00,554 --> 00:32:02,456
[bleep] you.
Stay outta my life.
832
00:32:02,523 --> 00:32:06,426
I don't give a [bleep].
[bleep].
833
00:32:06,493 --> 00:32:08,896
I was yelling.
- Yeah.
834
00:32:08,962 --> 00:32:11,932
- I don't yell at my parents.
Like, that's not cool.
835
00:32:11,999 --> 00:32:15,569
So for that to happen
and for him to just be so cold,
836
00:32:15,636 --> 00:32:17,371
it really hurt my feelings.
837
00:32:17,437 --> 00:32:19,206
We shouldn't even
have arguments ever,
838
00:32:19,273 --> 00:32:22,442
because we don't even be around
each other long enough
839
00:32:22,509 --> 00:32:23,911
to even do that.
- But you know your daddy.
840
00:32:23,977 --> 00:32:26,313
Either you gotta accept him
for what he is,
841
00:32:26,380 --> 00:32:28,115
or you gotta make this say,
842
00:32:28,182 --> 00:32:30,017
"You know, I don't need this
kind of stress in my life."
843
00:32:30,083 --> 00:32:32,186
- I guess I get emotional
because you be like,
844
00:32:32,252 --> 00:32:33,453
"Damn. You my daddy.
845
00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:34,755
You ain't got no sense of..."
846
00:32:34,821 --> 00:32:36,523
- Well, don't get emotional.
- "Anything."
847
00:32:36,590 --> 00:32:37,824
Like, what the [bleep]
is that about?
848
00:32:37,891 --> 00:32:39,059
- Because you been emotional
for too much,
849
00:32:39,126 --> 00:32:40,260
and it's bad stress for you.
850
00:32:40,327 --> 00:32:41,528
- I don't understand it.
851
00:32:41,595 --> 00:32:43,297
- It's different
kind of people, baby.
852
00:32:43,363 --> 00:32:45,832
- I don't understand it.
853
00:32:45,899 --> 00:32:48,802
I feel like really though?
'Cause it is stressful.
854
00:32:48,869 --> 00:32:50,804
Just, like,
it blew my whole day.
855
00:32:50,871 --> 00:32:52,706
You know what I mean?
Just that whole argument.
856
00:32:52,773 --> 00:32:54,141
- It is blowing
this moment too.
857
00:32:54,208 --> 00:32:56,009
- Yeah. And it's really nice.
- That's my problem.
858
00:32:56,076 --> 00:32:58,312
I'm gonna--I'm put
this conversation--
859
00:32:58,378 --> 00:33:00,013
- I'm trying to bring you away
from that
860
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,615
and do something different
861
00:33:01,682 --> 00:33:03,417
and put something different
on your mind.
862
00:33:03,483 --> 00:33:05,786
- You know what? I don't wanna
talk about my daddy no more.
863
00:33:05,853 --> 00:33:08,322
I just need
to kick these boots off,
864
00:33:08,388 --> 00:33:10,357
put these legs up to the moon,
865
00:33:10,424 --> 00:33:11,592
and enjoy the night
with my husband.
866
00:33:11,658 --> 00:33:12,960
And get these roses off the bed
867
00:33:13,026 --> 00:33:15,762
before they be stuck
in my booty crack.
868
00:33:15,829 --> 00:33:19,900
I really just think to just let
it go for a minute, you know,
869
00:33:19,967 --> 00:33:25,339
and just put it on ice,
just let it be what it is.
870
00:33:25,405 --> 00:33:28,175
[soft dramatic music]
871
00:33:28,242 --> 00:33:31,144
- ♪♪ I was told you had
to see it to believe it ♪♪
872
00:33:31,211 --> 00:33:33,947
♪♪ ♪♪
873
00:33:34,014 --> 00:33:35,549
♪♪ I gotta make it somehow ♪♪
874
00:33:35,616 --> 00:33:38,452
♪♪ Show ain't over ♪♪
875
00:33:38,519 --> 00:33:40,187
♪♪ I say be careful
of who you pretend to be ♪♪
876
00:33:40,254 --> 00:33:41,855
♪♪ Especially if you pretending
to be a friend to me ♪♪
877
00:33:41,922 --> 00:33:43,857
♪♪ 'Cause I been flying solo
for so long ♪♪
878
00:33:43,924 --> 00:33:47,327
♪♪ With no rope to hold on,
yeah, I chose to go on ♪♪
879
00:33:47,394 --> 00:33:51,298
- Girl, I just feel so bad.
Like that [bleep] was a lot.
880
00:33:51,365 --> 00:33:53,033
- It was a lot.
881
00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:54,868
- It really played on me
the whole night.
882
00:33:54,935 --> 00:33:57,671
I really couldn't enjoy myself.
- After that?
883
00:33:57,738 --> 00:33:59,439
- Talking about
they been [bleep] around
884
00:33:59,506 --> 00:34:01,074
since forever.
885
00:34:01,141 --> 00:34:02,309
What did she say?
886
00:34:02,376 --> 00:34:03,911
- She went for years,
887
00:34:03,977 --> 00:34:08,749
- 2008. 2009. 2010.
2012. 2014. 2015.
888
00:34:08,815 --> 00:34:10,584
- What?
- '19?
889
00:34:10,651 --> 00:34:13,887
- Yes.
- '20? '20 for sure?
890
00:34:13,954 --> 00:34:15,489
- I'm this whole girl's
bridesmaid.
891
00:34:15,556 --> 00:34:16,924
You know what I'm saying?
892
00:34:16,990 --> 00:34:19,259
So I decided to bring
my girl Renni with me
893
00:34:19,326 --> 00:34:23,163
to Kendra's bridal shower,
because I need some genuine,
894
00:34:23,230 --> 00:34:25,766
real advice on what to do
in this situation.
895
00:34:25,832 --> 00:34:28,902
Should I tell Kendra?
Should I not tell Kendra?
896
00:34:28,969 --> 00:34:31,872
With her being so busy,
today would be the only
897
00:34:31,939 --> 00:34:34,474
and last day
that I can say anything to her.
898
00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:37,711
And I feel like with Renni
not knowing all the other girls
899
00:34:37,778 --> 00:34:39,479
like that,
I can vent to her.
900
00:34:39,546 --> 00:34:41,381
And she could
just be open-minded
901
00:34:41,448 --> 00:34:43,217
and just listen to me.
902
00:34:43,283 --> 00:34:45,986
I'm like, "I just came around.
You made me a bridesmaid.
903
00:34:46,053 --> 00:34:48,589
I'm honored."
But at the same time I'm like,
904
00:34:48,655 --> 00:34:49,890
"I don't wanna be
stepping on nobody's...
905
00:34:49,957 --> 00:34:51,225
both: Toes.
906
00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:52,759
- So I don't wanna come
to live in no bad ass--"
907
00:34:52,826 --> 00:34:54,461
- You still got to go in there
and read the room.
908
00:34:54,528 --> 00:34:56,029
- Yes.
909
00:34:56,096 --> 00:34:58,465
I don't know if bitch
Meda is telling the truth.
910
00:34:58,532 --> 00:35:00,033
I don't know if she's lying.
911
00:35:00,100 --> 00:35:01,835
I don't even really know
912
00:35:01,902 --> 00:35:04,738
if that is my position
to say anything.
913
00:35:04,805 --> 00:35:06,073
- Would you wanna know?
914
00:35:06,139 --> 00:35:07,508
Like, would you want
somebody to tell you?
915
00:35:07,574 --> 00:35:08,609
- Yeah, tell me
so I could go ahead
916
00:35:08,675 --> 00:35:09,910
and just beat everybody up.
917
00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:11,345
And then we probably
still might get married.
918
00:35:11,411 --> 00:35:12,779
- Get married.
919
00:35:12,846 --> 00:35:14,448
- I just don't wanna
[bleep] up her big day.
920
00:35:14,515 --> 00:35:18,218
I would feel horrible if I
tell her and it don't be true.
921
00:35:18,285 --> 00:35:20,521
- Yeah.
- So we about to walk in here.
922
00:35:20,587 --> 00:35:22,256
What you think I should do?
923
00:35:22,322 --> 00:35:23,423
- I think you should do
924
00:35:23,490 --> 00:35:26,493
whatever to have
your conscious clear.
925
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:27,928
- I'm really nervous.
926
00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:30,998
I think this shower is gonna be
so awkward for me,
927
00:35:31,064 --> 00:35:33,600
and I'm gonna try my hardest
not to give off those vibes.
928
00:35:33,667 --> 00:35:37,070
Because this is my first time
actually meeting Kendra,
929
00:35:37,137 --> 00:35:39,439
but it's gonna be really hard
to sit around her
930
00:35:39,506 --> 00:35:41,108
knowing what I know.
931
00:35:41,175 --> 00:35:44,945
I'm just gonna be there for
moral support for my friend.
932
00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:48,649
- Welcome to our one big
dysfunctional-ass family.
933
00:35:56,056 --> 00:35:57,057
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
934
00:35:58,992 --> 00:36:01,628
- [giggles]
No boys allowed.
935
00:36:01,695 --> 00:36:04,097
♪♪ It's just me and my girls,
yeah ♪♪
936
00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:05,832
♪♪ Just me and my girls ♪♪
937
00:36:05,899 --> 00:36:07,367
- Thank y'all for coming.
938
00:36:07,434 --> 00:36:09,803
We all friends and family here
celebrating Kendra.
939
00:36:09,870 --> 00:36:11,405
- Thank y'all for being here.
940
00:36:11,471 --> 00:36:13,574
- ♪♪ Dressed up,
we about to go live ♪♪
941
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:15,709
♪♪ Messed up, if you
don't like it, subscribe ♪♪
942
00:36:15,776 --> 00:36:17,778
♪♪ 2:00 a. m.,
we just tryna catch a vibe ♪♪
943
00:36:17,845 --> 00:36:19,913
♪♪ Ain't no laws when you
drinkin' White Claws ♪♪
944
00:36:19,980 --> 00:36:21,481
♪♪ Gimme mine ♪♪
945
00:36:21,548 --> 00:36:23,116
♪♪ It's just me and my girls,
yeah ♪♪
946
00:36:23,183 --> 00:36:25,452
♪♪ Girl, girl party,
we just wanna have fun ♪♪
947
00:36:25,519 --> 00:36:26,720
- ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪
- ♪♪ Fun ♪♪
948
00:36:26,787 --> 00:36:28,155
- ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪
- ♪♪ Fun ♪♪
949
00:36:28,222 --> 00:36:29,623
- Baby, wait.
950
00:36:29,690 --> 00:36:32,526
[dramatic music]
951
00:36:40,534 --> 00:36:42,369
- Okay.
952
00:36:42,436 --> 00:36:45,606
My soon-to-be husband
is booked outta town.
953
00:36:45,672 --> 00:36:48,842
He is flying back
the morning of the wedding.
954
00:36:48,909 --> 00:36:50,410
That's just not cool.
955
00:36:50,477 --> 00:36:53,514
My bridal shower is helping me
right now
956
00:36:53,580 --> 00:36:57,651
not think about everything that
Jasiel and I have going on,
957
00:36:57,718 --> 00:37:00,220
and it just really
made me appreciate
958
00:37:00,287 --> 00:37:01,722
everybody I have in my life.
959
00:37:01,788 --> 00:37:03,290
♪♪ ♪♪
960
00:37:03,357 --> 00:37:07,494
- Hey.
- Hey, y'all.
961
00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:11,765
Hey, everybody.
Hey, Kendra!
962
00:37:11,832 --> 00:37:14,568
- How you doing?
- Good. You look cute.
963
00:37:14,635 --> 00:37:16,203
- Thank you.
- Y'all look so cute.
964
00:37:16,270 --> 00:37:18,172
This bridal shower
is gonna be tough, y'all.
965
00:37:18,238 --> 00:37:19,339
Let's see how it goes.
966
00:37:19,406 --> 00:37:20,541
This is Renni.
967
00:37:20,607 --> 00:37:21,909
- How you doing?
Nice to meet you.
968
00:37:21,975 --> 00:37:23,310
- Everybody, this is Renni.
969
00:37:23,377 --> 00:37:26,446
- Yes, y'all look so cute.
[laughter]
970
00:37:26,513 --> 00:37:27,781
- Sierra and I are real cool.
971
00:37:27,848 --> 00:37:30,617
And I feel like anybody
who she sees fit
972
00:37:30,684 --> 00:37:33,620
to bring to my house, you know,
I trust that she's cool.
973
00:37:33,687 --> 00:37:35,455
Get you a drink.
Get y'all a drink.
974
00:37:35,522 --> 00:37:38,692
- I need me a cocktail.
Where the drinks?
975
00:37:38,759 --> 00:37:43,130
Y'all look so cute.
So I got my hat. Oh, thank you.
976
00:37:43,197 --> 00:37:45,866
I feel like
I don't stand out now.
977
00:37:45,933 --> 00:37:48,769
This shower is so nice.
We all dressed up.
978
00:37:48,836 --> 00:37:51,071
We had on our little
Southern belle outfits
979
00:37:51,138 --> 00:37:52,606
with our hats like a tea party.
980
00:37:52,673 --> 00:37:55,642
all: Up to 'em.
Down to 'em.
981
00:37:55,709 --> 00:37:58,879
[bleep] those that don't do it.
982
00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:00,247
Drink, [bleep], drink.
983
00:38:00,314 --> 00:38:02,583
♪♪ ♪♪
984
00:38:02,649 --> 00:38:04,785
- Hi, ladies.
Hello. Hi.
985
00:38:04,852 --> 00:38:07,688
- Hi.
- Hi.
986
00:38:07,754 --> 00:38:12,259
- How you doing?
- Hi, babe.
987
00:38:12,326 --> 00:38:15,429
- Oh, you look so pretty,
sister.
988
00:38:15,495 --> 00:38:18,599
- How you doing?
Nice to meet you formally.
989
00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:21,034
- You do music.
I'm definitely familiar.
990
00:38:21,101 --> 00:38:23,504
She was at the Kanye concert
when I was there.
991
00:38:23,570 --> 00:38:24,805
So we kinda met there.
- Okay.
992
00:38:24,872 --> 00:38:26,206
- We sort of--
- Like, in passing?
993
00:38:26,273 --> 00:38:27,741
Are you from here?
- No, I'm from South Carolina.
994
00:38:27,808 --> 00:38:29,176
- Oh, so you're new here?
- Yeah.
995
00:38:29,243 --> 00:38:30,711
- I'm new here too.
996
00:38:30,777 --> 00:38:31,945
- The only person I used
to go out with was my fiancé,
997
00:38:32,012 --> 00:38:33,780
but he's incarcerated
right now, so.
998
00:38:33,847 --> 00:38:36,850
I really be in the house.
Like, she getting me back out.
999
00:38:36,917 --> 00:38:38,218
- Oh, I know that life.
1000
00:38:38,285 --> 00:38:40,487
I'm like I had a fiancé
that was incarcerated.
1001
00:38:40,554 --> 00:38:42,055
- Listen.
- Right.
1002
00:38:42,122 --> 00:38:44,558
- I don't think anyone
would ever understand
1003
00:38:44,625 --> 00:38:46,660
what it's like being
in a relationship
1004
00:38:46,727 --> 00:38:48,829
with someone
who is incarcerated.
1005
00:38:48,896 --> 00:38:51,465
But I feel like Yandy
is somebody who I look at,
1006
00:38:51,532 --> 00:38:54,601
and I'm really inspired by her
and her marriage
1007
00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,136
and everything
that they've overcome.
1008
00:38:56,203 --> 00:38:59,006
Like, that's my--I'm gonna
take that inspiration.
1009
00:38:59,072 --> 00:39:00,874
Like, I don't really like
talking on the phone a lot.
1010
00:39:00,941 --> 00:39:04,378
So having to just communicate
through a phone, it's like--
1011
00:39:04,444 --> 00:39:06,713
- So let me tell you.
1012
00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:08,615
In the beginning, I hated that.
1013
00:39:08,682 --> 00:39:11,018
I hated it so much,
and I hated even--my husband
1014
00:39:11,084 --> 00:39:12,219
wanted me to write letters.
1015
00:39:12,286 --> 00:39:14,221
But what I can say
looking back,
1016
00:39:14,288 --> 00:39:16,623
that's the most intimate
we've ever been.
1017
00:39:16,690 --> 00:39:18,125
- Like,
now I've appreciated it.
1018
00:39:18,192 --> 00:39:20,594
- Being on the phone,
there's no interruptions.
1019
00:39:20,661 --> 00:39:22,729
The person is so--
like, I'm so into him.
1020
00:39:22,796 --> 00:39:24,531
'Cause that's the only time
I get to spend.
1021
00:39:24,598 --> 00:39:26,733
And every concern, everything
that matters to you--
1022
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,802
- It's heard.
- I know. I know.
1023
00:39:28,869 --> 00:39:31,438
- Everything is heard.
Everything is magnified.
1024
00:39:31,505 --> 00:39:33,640
If somebody hurts you,
it hurts him.
1025
00:39:33,707 --> 00:39:35,242
If someone makes you happy,
it makes him happy.
1026
00:39:35,309 --> 00:39:36,443
- Right, right.
1027
00:39:36,510 --> 00:39:38,145
- 'Cause all he has
is to be there,
1028
00:39:38,212 --> 00:39:39,346
care about what
you got going on.
1029
00:39:39,413 --> 00:39:40,948
- I'm sorry to interrupt y'all.
1030
00:39:41,014 --> 00:39:42,983
Y'all sound like y'all having
a good talk,
1031
00:39:43,050 --> 00:39:44,685
but I need to steal Renni
for two seconds.
1032
00:39:44,751 --> 00:39:46,386
- Okay. Go ahead.
- Two seconds.
1033
00:39:46,453 --> 00:39:49,089
[indistinct chatter]
1034
00:39:49,156 --> 00:39:52,326
I can't really enjoy myself
like I really want to,
1035
00:39:52,392 --> 00:39:54,027
'cause I keep thinking like--
1036
00:39:54,094 --> 00:39:55,395
- What you gonna do?
1037
00:39:55,462 --> 00:39:57,231
It's such a good vibe in here,
1038
00:39:57,297 --> 00:39:58,799
and she's so happy right now.
1039
00:39:58,866 --> 00:40:00,400
- And we don't know if it's...
both: True or not.
1040
00:40:00,467 --> 00:40:01,435
- So yeah.
1041
00:40:01,502 --> 00:40:03,370
I don't know this lady.
1042
00:40:03,437 --> 00:40:04,838
I don't know
if this lady lying.
1043
00:40:04,905 --> 00:40:06,139
I don't know
if she's telling the truth.
1044
00:40:06,206 --> 00:40:07,708
I don't [bleep] know.
1045
00:40:07,774 --> 00:40:12,012
If I tell what is going on
and what happened,
1046
00:40:12,079 --> 00:40:14,448
the wedding will not happen.
1047
00:40:14,515 --> 00:40:16,683
The wedding will be
completely off.
1048
00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,252
- I feel [bleep] up
about it too,
1049
00:40:18,318 --> 00:40:19,353
and I'm not even you.
1050
00:40:19,419 --> 00:40:22,022
[dramatic music]
1051
00:40:22,089 --> 00:40:26,593
♪♪ ♪♪
1052
00:40:33,667 --> 00:40:34,768
- Next time on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"...
1053
00:40:34,835 --> 00:40:36,170
- I'm finna drink me
enjoy me one--
1054
00:40:36,236 --> 00:40:39,306
- Ma, Ma, Ma, stop.
- Get that.
1055
00:40:39,373 --> 00:40:41,675
- Uh-uh. How you gonna
throw my wine out?
1056
00:40:41,742 --> 00:40:43,110
- We concerned about you.
1057
00:40:43,177 --> 00:40:44,344
- I'm healthy.
- No, you're not.
1058
00:40:44,411 --> 00:40:46,246
- I'm not--
- No, you're not.
1059
00:40:46,313 --> 00:40:49,016
- Joc's wedding is coming up,
so we have to go to that.
1060
00:40:49,082 --> 00:40:50,651
- Why do you wanna go with me?
1061
00:40:50,717 --> 00:40:53,453
- He said it would mean a lot
if you guys walked in together.
1062
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:56,089
- Erica and Safaree,
were not together anymore.
1063
00:40:56,156 --> 00:40:58,926
- I'm in Joc's wedding.
- Yeah?
1064
00:40:58,992 --> 00:41:00,327
- We should go
to the wedding together.
1065
00:41:00,394 --> 00:41:01,929
- I don't have to worry
about you being a creep
1066
00:41:01,995 --> 00:41:04,431
at any point, right?
1067
00:41:05,432 --> 00:41:07,034
- So where's the man, girl?
1068
00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:09,069
- He's booked tonight
in Chicago.
1069
00:41:09,136 --> 00:41:11,104
- So he's flying back
on the wedding day?
1070
00:41:11,171 --> 00:41:13,440
- In the morning, yeah.
And it starts at 6:00.
1071
00:41:13,507 --> 00:41:16,910
- Worries creep in, like--
I've not talked to Jasiel.
1072
00:41:16,977 --> 00:41:19,246
- I don't know what reaction
to give when I see Kendra.
1073
00:41:19,313 --> 00:41:21,548
It's because me feel like Meda
still [bleep] her husband,
1074
00:41:21,615 --> 00:41:23,817
- Joc still [bleep]
Meda and Karlie.
1075
00:41:23,884 --> 00:41:24,985
- I don't know.
I don't know.
1076
00:41:25,052 --> 00:41:26,353
[phone ringing]
1077
00:41:26,420 --> 00:41:28,622
- Oh, my goodness.
Where the [bleep] is he at?
1078
00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:29,923
- Chill out.
1079
00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:32,125
Mom, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- [sobbing]
1080
00:41:32,192 --> 00:41:35,529
- Please, no, no. No, no, no.
[shushing]
1081
00:41:35,596 --> 00:41:38,198
Look, listen to me.
Listen to me, listen to me.
1082
00:41:52,379 --> 00:41:55,482
[upbeat hip-hop music]
1083
00:41:55,549 --> 00:42:02,523
♪♪ ♪♪
1084
00:42:18,305 --> 00:42:21,805
- ♪♪ MTV ♪♪