1 00:00:02,736 --> 00:00:04,972 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 2 00:00:05,038 --> 00:00:06,573 [cheers and applause] all: Renni! Renni! 3 00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:08,442 - ♪♪ Name another bitch rock [...] like this ♪♪ 4 00:00:08,509 --> 00:00:10,477 ♪♪ Couple rap bitch tried to jock my [...] ♪♪ 5 00:00:10,544 --> 00:00:12,579 - Renni is my homegirl. 6 00:00:12,646 --> 00:00:14,248 We actually connected off of Instagram. 7 00:00:14,314 --> 00:00:15,816 We just fell in love with each other. 8 00:00:15,883 --> 00:00:17,818 So it's time for her to meet the other girls. 9 00:00:17,885 --> 00:00:19,219 - I'm stressed out. 10 00:00:19,286 --> 00:00:20,821 I want the girls to be flower girls, 11 00:00:20,888 --> 00:00:23,657 so I invited Sina, sent her a message on Instagram, 12 00:00:23,724 --> 00:00:26,093 but she's not replied back. 13 00:00:26,159 --> 00:00:29,263 - Why did Kendra send a Sina a DM? 14 00:00:29,329 --> 00:00:30,964 - You know, I'm a Grammy member. 15 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:33,800 I went and submitted you for best reggae album. 16 00:00:33,867 --> 00:00:35,369 - You're lying! - To the Grammys. 17 00:00:35,435 --> 00:00:37,137 [laughter] 18 00:00:37,204 --> 00:00:38,505 - Are you going to Joc's wedding? 19 00:00:38,572 --> 00:00:41,241 - So my friend, Meda, 20 00:00:41,308 --> 00:00:45,279 she and Joc used to date for 13 years. 21 00:00:45,345 --> 00:00:47,414 - Ooh. 22 00:00:47,481 --> 00:00:49,550 - Okay. So, Meda, let's compare dates. 23 00:00:49,616 --> 00:00:51,385 Around the time that you was dating Joc. 24 00:00:51,451 --> 00:00:55,789 - 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2014. 25 00:00:55,856 --> 00:00:57,057 - What? 26 00:00:57,124 --> 00:00:59,126 - 2015, 2018. 27 00:00:59,193 --> 00:01:00,794 - '20? 28 00:01:00,861 --> 00:01:04,531 - How the [bleep] I'ma be in this girl bridesmaid line? 29 00:01:10,170 --> 00:01:11,538 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 30 00:01:11,605 --> 00:01:12,940 - ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 31 00:01:13,006 --> 00:01:14,374 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 32 00:01:14,441 --> 00:01:15,375 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 33 00:01:15,442 --> 00:01:16,777 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 34 00:01:16,844 --> 00:01:17,845 - ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 35 00:01:17,911 --> 00:01:19,213 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 36 00:01:19,279 --> 00:01:20,981 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 37 00:01:21,048 --> 00:01:22,482 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 38 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:29,489 - '20 for sure. - I want no parts of it. 39 00:01:29,556 --> 00:01:31,124 - '20 for sure. 40 00:01:31,191 --> 00:01:34,361 - Are you going to the wedding? - No. Conflict of interest. 41 00:01:34,428 --> 00:01:37,164 [tense music] 42 00:01:37,231 --> 00:01:38,599 - Get your drink. Come here. Let's step out a minute. 43 00:01:38,665 --> 00:01:40,000 - I am done, child. 44 00:01:40,067 --> 00:01:41,768 - You don't wanna come here this [bleep]? 45 00:01:41,835 --> 00:01:43,504 'Cause I gotta to talk. Hey, beauty. Come here please. 46 00:01:43,570 --> 00:01:45,873 ♪♪ ♪♪ 47 00:01:45,939 --> 00:01:48,542 - Those who know, know. And we at the table know. 48 00:01:48,609 --> 00:01:51,645 - Why now tell all the girls, 49 00:01:51,712 --> 00:01:54,014 all the "messy girls" at the table? 50 00:01:54,081 --> 00:01:55,716 I just feel like Meda 51 00:01:55,782 --> 00:01:58,218 probably should have just kept this a secret. 52 00:01:58,285 --> 00:02:00,554 - And we've been trying to [bleep] Kendra. Listen. 53 00:02:00,621 --> 00:02:02,956 - That man about to get married. 54 00:02:03,023 --> 00:02:04,791 - That's what the [bleep] it comes down to. 55 00:02:04,858 --> 00:02:06,660 - I hate this is happening. 56 00:02:06,727 --> 00:02:10,631 And why the [bleep] do Spice and Meda have to put me in? 57 00:02:10,697 --> 00:02:12,966 I have to take Meda outside. 58 00:02:13,033 --> 00:02:14,902 I'ma find out what I need to hear from her, 59 00:02:14,968 --> 00:02:16,537 'cause I wanna know if she lying or telling the truth. 60 00:02:16,603 --> 00:02:20,274 You know, people be lying on Joc beef jerky sometime. 61 00:02:20,340 --> 00:02:21,875 I need a cigarette [indistinct]. 62 00:02:21,942 --> 00:02:23,810 And I found you been messing with Joc all this time. 63 00:02:23,877 --> 00:02:25,779 - She wasn't messing with him. They had a relationship. 64 00:02:25,846 --> 00:02:27,915 - That's what I'm--messy relation is deep. 65 00:02:27,981 --> 00:02:29,249 My nerve is bad. 66 00:02:29,316 --> 00:02:30,918 - Me and Joc, the last time we was together, 67 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:33,453 I didn't know about her. I was with Joc in 2019. 68 00:02:33,520 --> 00:02:34,755 - No, you weren't. 69 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:35,923 - I've been through a lot of [bleep] with him. 70 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:37,391 We did what we did. - Like what? 71 00:02:37,457 --> 00:02:38,926 - Jasiel was my first country dude. 72 00:02:38,992 --> 00:02:40,961 You understand what I'm saying? And I like to think 73 00:02:41,028 --> 00:02:45,799 that I was his first smart, educated, boss chick. 74 00:02:45,866 --> 00:02:48,168 I was busy. I'm in the music industry, 75 00:02:48,235 --> 00:02:50,370 and I think I was something that he could chase after. 76 00:02:50,437 --> 00:02:52,773 I feel like I made him the sapiosexual. 77 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:55,442 Like, you know, he wasn't on that path. 78 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:57,811 - I did not know what sapiosexual meant. 79 00:02:57,878 --> 00:02:59,780 You know I don't know them big-ass words. 80 00:02:59,847 --> 00:03:02,616 Siri, what is sapiosexual? 81 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:10,023 I get it, Joc. I see what you on. 82 00:03:10,090 --> 00:03:12,092 Will you stop [bleep] him once he married or no? 83 00:03:12,159 --> 00:03:15,996 - I don't--I don't do married. I ain't go front. I love him. 84 00:03:16,063 --> 00:03:18,365 And like I said, he is always gonna love me. 85 00:03:18,432 --> 00:03:20,534 I'm always gonna be the one that got away. I take-- 86 00:03:20,601 --> 00:03:22,269 - Do you think he's ready for this marriage? 87 00:03:22,336 --> 00:03:24,671 - I think Jasiel has a healthy appetite, and it's either-- 88 00:03:24,738 --> 00:03:26,006 - What do you mean? 89 00:03:26,073 --> 00:03:27,941 - It's either she gonna be in denial 90 00:03:28,008 --> 00:03:29,776 or she just don't give a [bleep]. 91 00:03:29,843 --> 00:03:33,180 - I don't know if Meda is right or if Kendra is in denial. 92 00:03:33,247 --> 00:03:35,549 All I know, Kendra's about to get married to Joc, 93 00:03:35,616 --> 00:03:37,217 and I just hope 94 00:03:37,284 --> 00:03:39,820 that they are both truthful to each other and that's it. 95 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:41,221 - Listen, boss bitches need love. 96 00:03:41,288 --> 00:03:42,523 - We do. 97 00:03:42,589 --> 00:03:44,091 - And Jasiel filled that void for her. 98 00:03:44,157 --> 00:03:46,627 So she's maybe willing to overlook anything else 99 00:03:46,693 --> 00:03:48,362 because love is hard to find. 100 00:03:48,428 --> 00:03:49,363 - Please don't go to the wedding. 101 00:03:49,429 --> 00:03:51,298 - I'm not. 102 00:03:51,365 --> 00:03:54,768 [upbeat music] 103 00:03:54,835 --> 00:03:56,403 - ♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪ 104 00:03:56,470 --> 00:03:58,272 ♪♪ City vibin' when I pull up ♪♪ 105 00:03:58,338 --> 00:03:59,940 ♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪ 106 00:04:00,007 --> 00:04:01,475 ♪♪ I'm on the move, got [...] to do ♪♪ 107 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:03,143 ♪♪ Trust me, I'm way up ♪♪ 108 00:04:03,210 --> 00:04:05,045 ♪♪ Been in the cool, no time for you ♪♪ 109 00:04:05,112 --> 00:04:06,613 ♪♪ Trust me, I'm made up ♪♪ 110 00:04:06,680 --> 00:04:10,083 ♪♪ ♪♪ 111 00:04:10,150 --> 00:04:11,785 ♪♪ Ain't gon' stop, still watching ♪♪ 112 00:04:11,852 --> 00:04:13,287 ♪♪ Know you want more ♪♪ 113 00:04:15,055 --> 00:04:16,423 - It's been picking up a lot. 114 00:04:16,490 --> 00:04:19,660 The girls said that they had good traffic in here. 115 00:04:19,726 --> 00:04:22,262 So I'm very happy about that. 116 00:04:22,329 --> 00:04:24,364 The bistro is running smooth. 117 00:04:24,431 --> 00:04:26,266 The kids are doing their own thing. 118 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:30,003 And Press on 14th Street is about that life. 119 00:04:30,070 --> 00:04:34,541 We up in here working hard. Location number three. 120 00:04:34,608 --> 00:04:35,909 Man, we ain't even had a chance 121 00:04:35,976 --> 00:04:37,411 to talk about Karlie the other night. 122 00:04:37,477 --> 00:04:40,047 She ain't cool for popping out that mother [bleep] box. 123 00:04:40,113 --> 00:04:41,315 [indistinct chatter] 124 00:04:41,381 --> 00:04:44,051 [dramatic music] 125 00:04:44,117 --> 00:04:45,652 ♪♪ ♪♪ 126 00:04:45,719 --> 00:04:47,988 - It wasn't that bad. - Be real. 127 00:04:48,055 --> 00:04:51,825 You think that that's cool for her to pop out of a box 128 00:04:51,892 --> 00:04:53,060 at a bachelor party 129 00:04:53,126 --> 00:04:54,595 of a [bleep] she used to mess with? 130 00:04:54,661 --> 00:04:56,630 - He had butt-naked strippers. 131 00:04:56,697 --> 00:04:58,932 Karlie had all her clothes. 132 00:04:58,999 --> 00:05:00,667 - You know what's crazy to me is, like, 133 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:03,070 the minute somebody is gonna get married 134 00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:05,639 all the side bitches come falling like rain 135 00:05:05,706 --> 00:05:07,007 out just [bleep] sky. 136 00:05:07,074 --> 00:05:08,675 [laughing] You know what I'm saying? 137 00:05:08,742 --> 00:05:11,144 The Meda girl was saying that she's been with Joc, 138 00:05:11,211 --> 00:05:14,114 but it's not my place to go back and tell Kendra. 139 00:05:14,181 --> 00:05:15,315 I'ma stay out of it. 140 00:05:15,382 --> 00:05:17,050 Hi. - What? 141 00:05:17,117 --> 00:05:18,318 - Hello? 142 00:05:18,385 --> 00:05:19,553 - What? What you looking like that for? 143 00:05:19,620 --> 00:05:21,221 Hi. How y'all doing? - What's up? 144 00:05:21,288 --> 00:05:23,924 - Can't you just say, "Hi"? You coming to give me a hug? 145 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,193 - What? - Good gracious. 146 00:05:26,260 --> 00:05:28,729 Girl, I had to run and shop a little bit. 147 00:05:28,795 --> 00:05:30,330 I see you have some cute things in here 148 00:05:30,397 --> 00:05:31,465 since I was in here last. 149 00:05:31,532 --> 00:05:32,699 You got some more stuff. 150 00:05:32,766 --> 00:05:34,768 - You know I keep that new drip. 151 00:05:34,835 --> 00:05:36,603 What's up? What do you wanna talk about? 152 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:38,372 What? 153 00:05:38,438 --> 00:05:41,074 - Well, I wanna talk about you and your daddy's relationship. 154 00:05:41,141 --> 00:05:42,276 - Okay. 155 00:05:42,342 --> 00:05:43,443 - Because it's really, really rough. 156 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:45,245 - And it has nothing to do with me. 157 00:05:45,312 --> 00:05:47,981 - You know, we talk almost every day. 158 00:05:48,048 --> 00:05:49,483 You know, 159 00:05:49,550 --> 00:05:51,084 you done told him one time recently that you love him. 160 00:05:51,151 --> 00:05:53,820 And he then took that and ran with it, 'cause he love-- 161 00:05:53,887 --> 00:05:55,522 - I mean-- - No. He loved that. 162 00:05:55,589 --> 00:05:58,091 That means so much to him. 163 00:05:58,158 --> 00:06:00,427 - My actual real biological father's name 164 00:06:00,494 --> 00:06:02,262 is Harold Buckner. 165 00:06:02,329 --> 00:06:05,699 When my mom and I moved to Atlanta, I was a child. 166 00:06:05,766 --> 00:06:07,701 He was still in Illinois and out of my whole life. 167 00:06:07,768 --> 00:06:11,104 He's probably come maybe like five or six times to visit. 168 00:06:11,171 --> 00:06:13,207 We don't have at all the relationship 169 00:06:13,273 --> 00:06:15,943 we're supposed to have as father and daughter. 170 00:06:16,009 --> 00:06:17,911 If my daddy walked through that door right now 171 00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:19,613 and Karter came walking through here, 172 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:20,814 Karter would not know who he is. 173 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:22,649 - Hell no. - I just always felt like 174 00:06:22,716 --> 00:06:24,818 we need to really sit down and have a talk, 175 00:06:24,885 --> 00:06:27,087 and try to try to get everything back on track 176 00:06:27,154 --> 00:06:29,189 and mend you guys' relationship. 177 00:06:29,256 --> 00:06:32,793 And I think he just really, really want to hear from you. 178 00:06:32,860 --> 00:06:34,027 In fact, I know he do. He wants you-- 179 00:06:34,094 --> 00:06:35,295 - No. No, that's bull[bleep]. 180 00:06:35,362 --> 00:06:37,664 - He wants you to call him and say-- 181 00:06:37,731 --> 00:06:38,932 - What? 182 00:06:38,999 --> 00:06:40,901 - She done tell that man to come down here. 183 00:06:40,968 --> 00:06:42,636 - So many times. - That's what I thought. 184 00:06:42,703 --> 00:06:44,238 - And see, this is what I'm not gonna do. 185 00:06:44,304 --> 00:06:46,874 I'm always the one who always gotta extend out 186 00:06:46,940 --> 00:06:48,075 the [bleep] olive branch. 187 00:06:48,141 --> 00:06:50,878 I'm the child in this situation. 188 00:06:50,944 --> 00:06:53,313 With my dad sometimes I feel like I'm the parent, 189 00:06:53,380 --> 00:06:54,548 because he doesn't want 190 00:06:54,615 --> 00:06:57,818 to accept the responsibility of anything. 191 00:06:57,885 --> 00:07:00,020 And I know he's had previous issues 192 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:01,788 with certain things in his life. 193 00:07:01,855 --> 00:07:03,190 My dad is a vet 194 00:07:03,257 --> 00:07:06,894 and, you know, dealing with the trauma of PTSD. 195 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:08,595 I try to understand that. 196 00:07:08,662 --> 00:07:10,864 But then at the same time, he doesn't think he's done 197 00:07:10,931 --> 00:07:12,266 anything wrong in this relationship. 198 00:07:12,332 --> 00:07:14,067 If you have a child and you have not been 199 00:07:14,134 --> 00:07:17,037 in that child's life, that's clearly something wrong. 200 00:07:17,104 --> 00:07:21,508 - But listen. How about me inviting him down here? 201 00:07:21,575 --> 00:07:22,676 - Where is he gonna stay? 202 00:07:22,743 --> 00:07:25,445 - Well, he could stay in a hotel. 203 00:07:25,512 --> 00:07:27,047 - We'll put him in a hotel. 204 00:07:27,114 --> 00:07:28,682 - You know, regardless to the fact 205 00:07:28,749 --> 00:07:30,717 that we don't have a relationship, 206 00:07:30,784 --> 00:07:34,621 I only have one father, biological daddy, in my life. 207 00:07:34,688 --> 00:07:37,958 So yeah, I'm willing to talk to him and try to fix it. 208 00:07:38,025 --> 00:07:40,594 You know what? I'll be mad and disappointed in my dad 209 00:07:40,661 --> 00:07:43,063 and the way our relationship is and the way he is. 210 00:07:43,130 --> 00:07:45,165 But Kirk lost his mom. 211 00:07:45,232 --> 00:07:49,236 And I saw how that literally changed him. 212 00:07:49,303 --> 00:07:51,405 And I'm willing to see what happens, 213 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:52,840 and if it goes well and we can mend 214 00:07:52,906 --> 00:07:54,474 and it can work out great. 215 00:07:54,541 --> 00:07:57,144 And if it doesn't, I guess I'll continue to go my way 216 00:07:57,211 --> 00:07:58,879 and you can continue to go yours. 217 00:07:58,946 --> 00:08:00,714 You let us know. 218 00:08:00,781 --> 00:08:01,782 - Okay. 219 00:08:01,849 --> 00:08:03,350 - After you talk to him. - Okay. 220 00:08:03,417 --> 00:08:07,087 - And we'll--once he confirms, we'll set it up from there. 221 00:08:07,154 --> 00:08:08,922 And I'm down to talk. 222 00:08:08,989 --> 00:08:11,091 [soft dramatic music] 223 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:16,430 [upbeat music] 224 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:18,432 - ♪♪ I got all the lover baby mamas ♪♪ 225 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:19,867 ♪♪ ♪♪ 226 00:08:19,933 --> 00:08:22,369 ♪♪ Doing everything for every other ♪♪ 227 00:08:22,436 --> 00:08:24,404 ♪♪ I got all the love in the world ♪♪ 228 00:08:24,471 --> 00:08:25,706 - The wedding is only two weeks away 229 00:08:25,772 --> 00:08:27,074 and I gotta talk to Sin. 230 00:08:27,140 --> 00:08:29,109 I mean, let's be for real. Sin is pissed right now. 231 00:08:29,176 --> 00:08:30,944 'Cause unbeknownst to me, 232 00:08:31,011 --> 00:08:33,380 Kendra reached out via Instagram. 233 00:08:33,447 --> 00:08:35,816 It feels a bit impersonal. [doorbell chimes] 234 00:08:35,883 --> 00:08:37,518 I've been grinding, working, 235 00:08:37,584 --> 00:08:40,187 and doing everything I can to pay for this. 236 00:08:40,254 --> 00:08:42,222 And communication has slipped a little, 237 00:08:42,289 --> 00:08:44,057 and I feel terrible about that. 238 00:08:44,124 --> 00:08:47,027 How are you doing? - I'm good. I'm good. 239 00:08:47,094 --> 00:08:48,795 - Good. - I'm good. 240 00:08:48,862 --> 00:08:52,766 But we got a lot to talk about. - [sighs] 241 00:08:52,833 --> 00:08:55,135 - We got a lot to talk about. 242 00:08:55,202 --> 00:08:57,371 I feel like we in a bad space, like we not friends anymore. 243 00:08:57,437 --> 00:08:59,840 You pinky promised Alon on FaceTime, 244 00:08:59,907 --> 00:09:01,175 and you didn't even show up. 245 00:09:01,241 --> 00:09:02,609 - I'm [bleep] busting my ass. 246 00:09:02,676 --> 00:09:04,311 - And so am I. 247 00:09:04,378 --> 00:09:06,079 So you think that because you working and I work as well... 248 00:09:06,146 --> 00:09:07,381 - I'm not saying that. 249 00:09:07,447 --> 00:09:08,815 - And I have to take care of the kids, 250 00:09:08,882 --> 00:09:11,385 all the [bleep] I have to do. 251 00:09:11,451 --> 00:09:13,687 [dramatic music] 252 00:09:13,754 --> 00:09:15,222 ♪♪ ♪♪ 253 00:09:15,289 --> 00:09:16,690 - Now, I know she was going feel some kinda way, 254 00:09:16,757 --> 00:09:19,059 but I didn't know she was gonna get me in the house 255 00:09:19,126 --> 00:09:21,261 and dog me out. 256 00:09:21,328 --> 00:09:22,663 - Let's go to the second part. 257 00:09:22,729 --> 00:09:25,165 I received a DM that pissed me the [bleep] off. 258 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:28,268 To say that you and your fiancé are getting married, 259 00:09:28,335 --> 00:09:31,839 and you have failed to mention it to me and your children, 260 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:34,441 your wife-to-be pissed me on [bleep] 261 00:09:34,508 --> 00:09:36,877 Instagram to DM me to ask me for, 262 00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:38,478 "Can the girls be flower girls?" 263 00:09:38,545 --> 00:09:40,848 That's when you tell your children 264 00:09:40,914 --> 00:09:42,549 that you getting ready to have a wife? 265 00:09:42,616 --> 00:09:44,751 ♪♪ ♪♪ 266 00:09:44,818 --> 00:09:49,823 - Sina, I totally apologize. I don't want no static. 267 00:09:49,890 --> 00:09:52,226 I don't want no misunderstandings. 268 00:09:52,292 --> 00:09:56,029 I just want to have a better relationship all around. 269 00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:57,598 And I mean that with everything in me. 270 00:09:57,664 --> 00:09:59,499 - 'Cause that something important as [bleep], Joc. 271 00:09:59,566 --> 00:10:00,767 - It is. 272 00:10:00,834 --> 00:10:01,902 - Man, the kids not gonna even be here. 273 00:10:01,969 --> 00:10:03,270 We going out of town. 274 00:10:03,337 --> 00:10:04,805 - What you mean you're not gonna be here? 275 00:10:04,872 --> 00:10:06,573 - We're going to California. 276 00:10:06,640 --> 00:10:09,610 - If I could change your mind to just have my daughter stay, 277 00:10:09,676 --> 00:10:12,412 I can reschedule they flight, I rebook their flight. 278 00:10:12,479 --> 00:10:14,181 - You don't get to just come in and dictate. 279 00:10:14,248 --> 00:10:19,286 You have to do better with your side of the co-parenting. 280 00:10:19,353 --> 00:10:22,089 - I feel like a ass considering I waited this long 281 00:10:22,155 --> 00:10:23,423 to talk to her about this. 282 00:10:23,490 --> 00:10:24,992 And the wedding is right around the corner. 283 00:10:25,058 --> 00:10:28,028 I have been so caught up doing everything else 284 00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:31,899 opposed to making certain things a priority. 285 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,300 It's very important to me 286 00:10:33,367 --> 00:10:34,968 that my kids are part of my wedding, man. 287 00:10:35,035 --> 00:10:39,506 I'm so, so, so hoping Sina change her mind. 288 00:10:39,573 --> 00:10:42,109 So they're not gonna be here? - Mm-mm. 289 00:10:44,178 --> 00:10:49,416 - Okay. 'Cause it falls on me. 290 00:10:49,483 --> 00:10:52,319 ♪♪ ♪♪ 291 00:10:52,386 --> 00:10:54,555 - Coming up on "Love &hip Hop Atlanta." 292 00:10:54,621 --> 00:10:57,524 - My mother was involved in a near-fatal accident. 293 00:10:57,591 --> 00:10:58,926 This does not look good. 294 00:10:58,992 --> 00:11:00,494 - Don't start crying. 295 00:11:00,561 --> 00:11:02,262 - I just don't wanna [bleep] up her big day. 296 00:11:02,329 --> 00:11:06,333 I would feel horrible if I tell her and it don't be true. 297 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:07,935 - Yeah. 298 00:11:08,001 --> 00:11:11,772 I think you should do whatever to have your conscience clear. 299 00:11:11,839 --> 00:11:13,173 - How can you be a parent 300 00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:16,109 and not love every freaking ounce of your child? 301 00:11:16,176 --> 00:11:18,011 - You know what? I'ma tell you one thing. 302 00:11:18,078 --> 00:11:19,346 - No. Don't tell me [bleep]. 303 00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:21,248 [bleep] you. Stay outta my life. 304 00:11:21,315 --> 00:11:23,016 I don't give a [bleep]. 305 00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:24,418 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 306 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:31,291 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 307 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:33,961 - Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪ 308 00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:37,464 ♪♪ Look at how I came up, look how I came up ♪♪ 309 00:11:37,531 --> 00:11:41,301 ♪♪ Used to always dream of being rich and famous ♪♪ 310 00:11:41,368 --> 00:11:44,738 ♪♪ Now a young bull from the block, then came up ♪♪ 311 00:11:46,073 --> 00:11:48,742 - As you know, Mendeecees and I moved to Atlanta 312 00:11:48,809 --> 00:11:50,644 about a year and a half ago or so. 313 00:11:50,711 --> 00:11:54,381 Atlanta is the bomb. We love it here. 314 00:11:54,448 --> 00:11:55,883 Like, we just couldn't be happier. 315 00:11:55,949 --> 00:11:57,818 You know we do not eat candy in the morning. 316 00:11:57,885 --> 00:12:01,955 I'm not playing with you. Go put on your shoes. 317 00:12:02,022 --> 00:12:06,393 Moving to Atlanta, I only had two of my babies with me, 318 00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:08,662 which were Omere and Skylar. 319 00:12:08,729 --> 00:12:11,465 You can't wear that to school, baby. 320 00:12:11,532 --> 00:12:12,733 - Boop, boop. 321 00:12:12,799 --> 00:12:14,434 I'm gonna go play! 322 00:12:14,501 --> 00:12:15,736 - I'm gonna get your brother up. 323 00:12:15,802 --> 00:12:17,271 Just hurry up, 'cause you gotta come downstairs 324 00:12:17,337 --> 00:12:19,006 and eat breakfast. Come on. I don't want you to be late. 325 00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:20,574 - Okay, Mommy. 326 00:12:20,641 --> 00:12:21,942 - Come on. You up? Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up. 327 00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:23,310 Come on. Come on. Come on. Come eat. 328 00:12:23,377 --> 00:12:24,745 - I've been up. 329 00:12:24,811 --> 00:12:28,182 - Lil Mendeecees was in this transitional space 330 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:31,084 with getting reconciled with his dad 331 00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:33,887 and figuring out where he wanted to be. 332 00:12:33,954 --> 00:12:36,990 So now Lil Mendeecees is with us full-time 333 00:12:37,057 --> 00:12:40,060 and everything is just perfect in our house. 334 00:12:40,127 --> 00:12:41,728 Come on. Come on. You gonna be late. 335 00:12:41,795 --> 00:12:43,063 Come downstairs. Breakfast is ready. 336 00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:44,331 You could have been cooking breakfast 337 00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:45,966 while I get the kids up. Come on. 338 00:12:46,033 --> 00:12:50,070 So my biggest baby, Infinity, is in New York. 339 00:12:50,137 --> 00:12:53,574 Things were very rocky between Infinity and I last year. 340 00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:55,642 - This narrative that you allowed to be out there. 341 00:12:55,709 --> 00:12:57,211 That me and you got a troubled relationship 342 00:12:57,277 --> 00:12:59,112 because of Mendeecees. And that's not true. 343 00:12:59,179 --> 00:13:02,416 That man been open and welcoming with open arms. 344 00:13:02,482 --> 00:13:03,717 - I know I didn't listen before, 345 00:13:03,784 --> 00:13:06,153 but I'm gonna listen now. 346 00:13:06,220 --> 00:13:08,121 - But we're doing so much better, 347 00:13:08,188 --> 00:13:11,525 and she's doing her thing in college. 348 00:13:11,592 --> 00:13:12,926 All right. I love you. 349 00:13:12,993 --> 00:13:14,094 - All right. See you, Eddie. Thank you. 350 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:16,096 - All right. - Love you too. 351 00:13:16,163 --> 00:13:21,468 ♪♪ ♪♪ 352 00:13:21,535 --> 00:13:24,004 - Business at Yelle online and business at Yelle 353 00:13:24,071 --> 00:13:26,440 at the store is going crazy right now. 354 00:13:26,507 --> 00:13:29,476 So crazy that we bought the restaurant next door. 355 00:13:29,543 --> 00:13:32,346 ♪♪ ♪♪ 356 00:13:32,412 --> 00:13:35,215 Thank you so much. Here you go. Thank you so much. 357 00:13:35,282 --> 00:13:38,418 - Ladies, enjoy your time here. - Of course. 358 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:41,622 Even though my businesses are exceeding my expectation 359 00:13:41,688 --> 00:13:43,056 and my kids are happy, 360 00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:46,927 something in my life has just really shaken me up. 361 00:13:46,994 --> 00:13:50,264 My mother was involved in a near-fatal accident. 362 00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:53,333 I'm trying to push through in here. 363 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:58,272 Like, we were talking about the finances and the payroll, ADP. 364 00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:01,108 She said she had to run to the store. 365 00:14:01,175 --> 00:14:03,944 And then you came running to me with the phone. 366 00:14:04,011 --> 00:14:08,515 I rushed to the scene of the crime... 367 00:14:08,582 --> 00:14:11,885 and all I remember is, "This does not look good." 368 00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:15,322 So my mom is not just my mom, right? 369 00:14:15,389 --> 00:14:18,258 She is my confidant. 370 00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:20,694 She is my relationship therapist. 371 00:14:20,761 --> 00:14:25,566 She is my last-minute drop-of-a-dime babysitter. 372 00:14:25,632 --> 00:14:28,435 So this has truly shaken my world up. 373 00:14:28,502 --> 00:14:31,038 - It's a scary moment, but thankful it's like 374 00:14:31,104 --> 00:14:34,041 something surreal. Like out of the ordinary. 375 00:14:34,107 --> 00:14:36,577 - Spoke to her earlier, and they were saying 376 00:14:36,643 --> 00:14:38,512 that she might be getting out the hospital tomorrow. 377 00:14:38,579 --> 00:14:41,181 [phone chiming] Oh. 378 00:14:41,248 --> 00:14:43,917 - Hi. We were just talking about you. 379 00:14:43,984 --> 00:14:46,854 - Hi, my love. How you feeling? 380 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:50,991 - I'm feeling like I want to 381 00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:53,060 scream and get outta here. 382 00:14:53,126 --> 00:14:54,428 - I know. 383 00:14:54,494 --> 00:14:57,598 - I'm not gonna be mobile for a while. 384 00:14:57,664 --> 00:15:01,001 Up to a year. - Wow. Oh, no. 385 00:15:01,068 --> 00:15:04,771 - Most importantly for the next couple of months, 386 00:15:04,838 --> 00:15:06,607 I'm not gonna be able to walk. 387 00:15:06,673 --> 00:15:08,375 - Oh, my God. 388 00:15:08,442 --> 00:15:10,577 Secretly, I'm broken to hear 389 00:15:10,644 --> 00:15:14,381 that it may be a year before my mother's mobile. 390 00:15:14,448 --> 00:15:16,083 [sighs] 391 00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:18,619 I'm just gonna be in prayer. 392 00:15:18,685 --> 00:15:20,153 Well, you get some rest, Mom. 393 00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:21,788 I don't wanna hold up too much of your time. 394 00:15:21,855 --> 00:15:23,090 - Have a good night. 395 00:15:23,156 --> 00:15:25,492 - All right, Mom. Bye. 396 00:15:25,559 --> 00:15:27,828 ♪♪ ♪♪ 397 00:15:27,895 --> 00:15:32,399 - Don't start crying. No. 398 00:15:32,466 --> 00:15:37,304 - My mother is one of the most important people in my life. 399 00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:42,142 I literally cannot imagine what my life would be like 400 00:15:42,209 --> 00:15:45,279 if this car accident turned out any other way, 401 00:15:45,345 --> 00:15:47,848 and I'm so grateful. I get a second chance with her 402 00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:51,385 because there's so many people that don't. 403 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,619 [soft dramatic music] 404 00:15:52,686 --> 00:15:54,922 [sighs] - Ah! 405 00:15:54,988 --> 00:15:57,157 ♪♪ ♪♪ 406 00:15:57,224 --> 00:15:58,292 - ♪♪ I'm in it for the cash ♪♪ 407 00:15:58,358 --> 00:15:59,893 ♪♪ I'm all about the cash ♪♪ 408 00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,228 ♪♪ We hustle for the cash ♪♪ 409 00:16:01,295 --> 00:16:02,796 ♪♪ I'm looking for the cash ♪♪ 410 00:16:02,863 --> 00:16:04,097 ♪♪ I gotta get the cash ♪♪ 411 00:16:04,164 --> 00:16:05,666 ♪♪ We tryna get the cash ♪♪ 412 00:16:05,732 --> 00:16:06,900 ♪♪ I do it for the cash ♪♪ 413 00:16:06,967 --> 00:16:08,569 ♪♪ I'm in it for the cash ♪♪ 414 00:16:08,635 --> 00:16:10,804 ♪♪ ♪♪ 415 00:16:10,871 --> 00:16:12,906 - That one is fully packed already, right? 416 00:16:12,973 --> 00:16:14,675 And now I need to do this one? 417 00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,243 Things are very busy for me right now. 418 00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:18,478 All my focus is on my music and my career. 419 00:16:18,545 --> 00:16:20,180 I'm getting ready to go to New York right now 420 00:16:20,247 --> 00:16:22,583 for some performances I'ma have with Shaggy. 421 00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:25,886 Apart from the rehearsal with Shaggy and the performance, 422 00:16:25,953 --> 00:16:27,487 I have another interview. 423 00:16:27,554 --> 00:16:29,223 'Cause, you know, I gotta keep promoting the album. 424 00:16:29,289 --> 00:16:30,724 I make sure that it's stay on everybody--you know, 425 00:16:30,791 --> 00:16:32,292 everybody radar. 426 00:16:32,359 --> 00:16:33,560 - Okay. 427 00:16:33,627 --> 00:16:35,162 - I'm really thinking like, "Oh, my God. 428 00:16:35,229 --> 00:16:37,898 What if Meda submit this and it really get nominated?" 429 00:16:37,965 --> 00:16:39,666 - Oh, goodness. - But it's a lot of votes. 430 00:16:39,733 --> 00:16:42,402 So, you know, I don't know if they gonna really vote. 431 00:16:42,469 --> 00:16:45,806 - Listen. Positive. Positive. Keep that up. Keep that up. 432 00:16:45,873 --> 00:16:47,207 - Yes. [laughs] - Okay? Keep that up. 433 00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:48,775 - Let's speak it into existence. 434 00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:50,277 - Exactly. Let's make it happen. 435 00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:52,246 - So my first album, "10," will be Grammy nominated. 436 00:16:52,312 --> 00:16:53,347 - Exactly. 437 00:16:53,413 --> 00:16:54,982 - Let's do that. - Okay. Thank you. 438 00:16:55,048 --> 00:16:56,683 - You know, I have you to thank for that 439 00:16:56,750 --> 00:16:59,353 just for believing in me. That's, like--it's big to me. 440 00:16:59,419 --> 00:17:03,790 'Cause I don't normally have friends that give. 441 00:17:03,857 --> 00:17:06,326 They always wanna... both: Take. 442 00:17:06,393 --> 00:17:07,661 So yeah. 443 00:17:07,728 --> 00:17:11,265 - But, girl, why did you out me the other day... 444 00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:12,699 - Me? - At the dinner? 445 00:17:12,766 --> 00:17:14,201 - What do you mean? - Um. 446 00:17:14,268 --> 00:17:17,004 - My thing is I didn't wanna bring you around the girls 447 00:17:17,070 --> 00:17:20,807 and not be specifically detailed with, 448 00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:22,743 you know, the past, right? 449 00:17:22,809 --> 00:17:25,479 Because I wouldn't want Karlie to bring a girl at my table 450 00:17:25,546 --> 00:17:26,880 that used to [bleep] with Justin. 451 00:17:26,947 --> 00:17:28,482 - Mm-hmm. 452 00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:30,083 - 'Cause that would've been, like, some really low [bleep]. 453 00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:31,752 So I just wanted to be clear so she can know that, 454 00:17:31,818 --> 00:17:33,854 "Listen, that was that." - Right. 455 00:17:33,921 --> 00:17:37,291 - You are the one who went into detail about the 2010, 456 00:17:37,357 --> 00:17:42,329 2011, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, '17, like-- 457 00:17:42,396 --> 00:17:45,032 - I felt like I had to say that instantly 458 00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:48,836 because of his "significant other." 459 00:17:48,902 --> 00:17:50,938 People were gonna look at me like I was some side chick. 460 00:17:51,004 --> 00:17:54,975 I was there from 2008. I was there before them. 461 00:17:55,042 --> 00:17:56,877 Everybody's quick to blame the chick, 462 00:17:56,944 --> 00:17:59,379 but they don't understand that they need to blame the man. 463 00:17:59,446 --> 00:18:01,248 If I don't know about some other chick 464 00:18:01,315 --> 00:18:03,350 or I ask you about another chick 465 00:18:03,417 --> 00:18:05,085 and you tell me that it's nothing-- 466 00:18:05,152 --> 00:18:06,453 - So you never know about Kendra? 467 00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:08,322 - No. Why would--how would I know about Kendra? 468 00:18:08,388 --> 00:18:10,457 I lived in New York City. I didn't live in Atlanta. 469 00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:12,893 - You never see Joc and Kendra on TV? 470 00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:15,128 - I don't--honey, 471 00:18:15,195 --> 00:18:16,964 I don't--I don't have cable. I ain't gonna lie to you. 472 00:18:17,030 --> 00:18:18,332 - Meda, you better stop playing with me. 473 00:18:18,398 --> 00:18:19,766 - I promise you I don't have cable. 474 00:18:19,833 --> 00:18:21,068 - Meda, never pop-- 475 00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:22,135 - But that's neither here nor there. 476 00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:23,570 Let me be clear about this. 477 00:18:23,637 --> 00:18:26,106 If I did hear her name from somebody, 478 00:18:26,173 --> 00:18:27,941 why was I supposed to take it seriously? 479 00:18:28,008 --> 00:18:30,043 He date mad chicks. He was not my man. 480 00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:31,979 I just came out of a marriage. 481 00:18:32,045 --> 00:18:34,214 He was somebody that I would get up with, 482 00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:37,451 and we would have fun and I liked being around him. 483 00:18:37,518 --> 00:18:38,619 - Oh, my God. 484 00:18:38,685 --> 00:18:39,853 - You understand what I'm saying? 485 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:41,288 - This is like a lot for me to take in. 486 00:18:41,355 --> 00:18:42,623 So I know some people probably looking at me like 487 00:18:42,689 --> 00:18:44,758 I should have go to Kendra and say something, 488 00:18:44,825 --> 00:18:46,793 but it's just not my place to go to her 489 00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:47,961 and tell her nothing at all. 490 00:18:49,463 --> 00:18:51,932 I'm glad that I'm on my way to New York 491 00:18:51,999 --> 00:18:53,634 and getting the [bleep] outta here. 492 00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:55,569 'Cause I don't want to be the one where I go tell her. 493 00:18:55,636 --> 00:18:56,904 And then you hear, says, 494 00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:58,605 "Spice mash up Kendra and Joc wedding." 495 00:18:58,672 --> 00:19:00,374 I'm not saying [bleep]. 496 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:02,943 - How does it mash up a wedding if I'm not with him right now? 497 00:19:03,010 --> 00:19:04,478 - Because you were with him 498 00:19:04,545 --> 00:19:06,713 at a point where they were together. 499 00:19:06,780 --> 00:19:10,984 So their marriage is gonna be based on infidelity. 500 00:19:11,051 --> 00:19:13,487 - It already is. 501 00:19:13,921 --> 00:19:16,523 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta." 502 00:19:16,590 --> 00:19:18,525 - But what do you think about him being married? 503 00:19:18,592 --> 00:19:21,628 - He just doesn't seem like he's happy. 504 00:19:21,695 --> 00:19:23,063 - [bleep] the cost. 505 00:19:23,130 --> 00:19:24,865 And it's not even-- it's not just the price of it. 506 00:19:24,932 --> 00:19:29,303 It's the whole not being fully prepared and fully planned out. 507 00:19:29,369 --> 00:19:32,739 - No, I don't wanna wait. Like, I wanna get married. 508 00:19:32,806 --> 00:19:34,675 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 509 00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:41,582 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 510 00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:45,352 [upbeat music] 511 00:19:45,419 --> 00:19:52,559 ♪♪ ♪♪ 512 00:19:54,995 --> 00:19:56,763 - What me a go tell Shaggy? I'm so late. 513 00:19:56,830 --> 00:19:58,832 - It's a good problem to have. 514 00:19:58,899 --> 00:20:01,235 - You're sitting in a big, black car. 515 00:20:01,301 --> 00:20:05,205 You got good problem. New York City! 516 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:08,609 - Meda submitted my album to be nominated for a Grammy. 517 00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,644 So the least I can do is put the work in, 518 00:20:10,711 --> 00:20:12,746 so I can keep the album in everybody's face. 519 00:20:12,813 --> 00:20:14,448 So when it's time to vote, 520 00:20:14,515 --> 00:20:17,284 all everybody see is "10," "10," "10." 521 00:20:17,351 --> 00:20:19,486 Spice album, "10." 522 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,021 I think Shaggy been waiting. 523 00:20:21,088 --> 00:20:24,791 So I need to go in and--me and Meda a friend a long time. 524 00:20:24,858 --> 00:20:26,460 Me and Joc a friend a long time. 525 00:20:26,527 --> 00:20:29,096 But right about now, I don't feel like it's my place 526 00:20:29,162 --> 00:20:32,165 to try to pacify the situation between any of them. 527 00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:34,801 You know, I'm in work mode. I'm in Spice mode. 528 00:20:34,868 --> 00:20:37,804 I don't have time for that part of my life. 529 00:20:37,871 --> 00:20:41,074 - So I think you should play monks with the audience. 530 00:20:41,141 --> 00:20:43,043 And get them, "Ooh, go down there." 531 00:20:43,110 --> 00:20:44,978 And get the whole crowd go down with it. 532 00:20:45,045 --> 00:20:47,281 That would be dope. It's just a great TV moment for them. 533 00:20:47,347 --> 00:20:48,515 All right. Let's run up. 534 00:20:48,582 --> 00:20:49,616 Run it a couple of times so we no stop. 535 00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:52,152 [Spice's "Go Down Deh"] 536 00:20:52,219 --> 00:20:53,620 - ♪♪ Whole leap ah hot gal in di place! ♪♪ 537 00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:55,022 - ♪♪ Shorty! ♪♪ 538 00:20:55,088 --> 00:20:56,623 - ♪♪ Budda bong bong, embrace yeah! ♪♪ 539 00:20:56,690 --> 00:20:59,193 - ♪♪ Every morning love she get it good from she rise ♪♪ 540 00:20:59,259 --> 00:21:01,762 [indistinct] 541 00:21:01,828 --> 00:21:04,464 - ♪♪ Wine pon yuh good mek sweat a drip off a mi body, yeah ♪♪ 542 00:21:04,531 --> 00:21:07,134 ♪♪ How yuh full a chat an yuh cya keep up wid mi energy ♪♪ 543 00:21:07,201 --> 00:21:10,003 ♪♪ What a epic night, have it embedded inna yuh memory ♪♪ 544 00:21:10,070 --> 00:21:12,906 ♪♪ Lethal bubble, haffi treat it like a felony ♪♪ 545 00:21:12,973 --> 00:21:14,141 The Grammys is coming up. 546 00:21:14,208 --> 00:21:16,243 I want to be nominated for the Grammys. 547 00:21:16,310 --> 00:21:18,245 So I'm gonna just keep working, 'cause you know me. 548 00:21:18,312 --> 00:21:20,380 When it comes to my work ethic, nothing is going to top that. 549 00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:21,648 ♪♪ Stay down there! ♪♪ 550 00:21:21,715 --> 00:21:23,350 - ♪♪ My time fi wine up ♪♪ 551 00:21:23,417 --> 00:21:25,485 ♪♪ Mek dem know seh dat nobody cyaan stop mi shine ♪♪ 552 00:21:25,552 --> 00:21:28,121 ♪♪ Caribbean gyal dem ever clean and refined ♪♪ 553 00:21:28,188 --> 00:21:29,656 I have a lot of pressure going on 554 00:21:29,723 --> 00:21:31,792 because everybody's looking towards me. 555 00:21:31,859 --> 00:21:33,894 Thanks to the entire VP Records staff. 556 00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:36,797 It's a record in history. We have had a rocky road. 557 00:21:36,864 --> 00:21:38,365 It's no secret. 558 00:21:38,432 --> 00:21:40,501 So even though my record label, VP Records, and I 559 00:21:40,567 --> 00:21:42,202 have already parted ways, 560 00:21:42,269 --> 00:21:44,471 we still have this album together. 561 00:21:44,538 --> 00:21:45,973 So we still have to promote it. 562 00:21:46,039 --> 00:21:48,609 And they're just throwing this event to honor me, 563 00:21:48,675 --> 00:21:50,511 which I think is a beautiful thing. 564 00:21:50,577 --> 00:21:52,346 Because the album is doing extremely great. 565 00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:55,015 - ♪♪ Gyal go down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down ♪♪ 566 00:21:55,082 --> 00:21:56,583 - I could be nominated for a Grammy. 567 00:21:56,650 --> 00:21:58,285 My album is number one. 568 00:21:58,352 --> 00:22:00,454 - ♪♪ Go down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down ♪♪ 569 00:22:00,521 --> 00:22:01,788 - The hustle never stops 570 00:22:01,855 --> 00:22:03,357 when it comes down to me and my career. 571 00:22:03,423 --> 00:22:04,825 The show must go on. 572 00:22:04,892 --> 00:22:06,460 Stay down there girl. 573 00:22:06,527 --> 00:22:07,628 Stay down there! 574 00:22:07,694 --> 00:22:09,029 ♪♪ ♪♪ 575 00:22:09,096 --> 00:22:11,431 - ♪♪ I'm not exactly what I wanna be ♪♪ 576 00:22:11,498 --> 00:22:13,367 ♪♪ But that's cool, 'cause I'm gonna be ♪♪ 577 00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:15,836 ♪♪ Took a wrong turn, but now I do them right things ♪♪ 578 00:22:15,903 --> 00:22:18,372 ♪♪ No more nightmares, it's time to chase our dreams ♪♪ 579 00:22:18,438 --> 00:22:21,375 ♪♪ Yeah, my love, gotta move forward ♪♪ 580 00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:22,843 ♪♪ Know I will ♪♪ 581 00:22:22,910 --> 00:22:25,112 ♪♪ Give up for no one, can't look back ♪♪ 582 00:22:25,179 --> 00:22:27,748 ♪♪ It's not where I'm going, I'ma do better ♪♪ 583 00:22:27,814 --> 00:22:28,749 ♪♪ I'm going better ♪♪ 584 00:22:28,815 --> 00:22:31,185 - Karlie. - Mm! 585 00:22:31,251 --> 00:22:33,487 - [laughs] 586 00:22:33,554 --> 00:22:36,723 - Hi, my baby. - What is up? 587 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,859 - Baby, whoo, whoo, whoo! - See them things? 588 00:22:38,926 --> 00:22:40,761 - Okay. You been gaining some weight. 589 00:22:40,827 --> 00:22:42,796 - I did. You see me? - Look at you. 590 00:22:42,863 --> 00:22:45,732 It's so hilarious that Sina and I, 591 00:22:45,799 --> 00:22:48,635 our story is the life of Joc. 592 00:22:48,702 --> 00:22:53,207 - I am Joc's kid's mother, the twins. 593 00:22:53,273 --> 00:22:56,510 He cheated on me originally with Carla. 594 00:22:56,577 --> 00:23:00,380 While he was with you, he had-- both of us were pregnant. 595 00:23:00,447 --> 00:23:02,883 - And instead of being hurt, 596 00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:05,419 we actually laugh about it and be friends about it. 597 00:23:05,485 --> 00:23:08,288 - What you got going on? 'Cause this right here-- 598 00:23:08,355 --> 00:23:09,957 - You know, I did the restaurant last year, 599 00:23:10,023 --> 00:23:12,259 and now I'm getting ready to do my second one. 600 00:23:12,326 --> 00:23:13,527 - Are you serious? 601 00:23:13,594 --> 00:23:16,663 You are the entrepreneur poster child, honey. 602 00:23:16,730 --> 00:23:18,065 - Oh, thank you. 603 00:23:18,131 --> 00:23:20,100 But you now--girl, tell me what's going on? 604 00:23:20,167 --> 00:23:23,203 - You know, your boy got me on another level now. 605 00:23:23,270 --> 00:23:24,972 So I had to come outside. - What does that mean? Okay. 606 00:23:25,038 --> 00:23:26,406 - Do you know that this man 607 00:23:26,473 --> 00:23:29,543 has failed to tell me that he's getting married? 608 00:23:29,610 --> 00:23:31,245 - I went to the bachelor party. 609 00:23:31,311 --> 00:23:34,915 - No [bleep]. - And I jumped out of a cake. 610 00:23:34,982 --> 00:23:36,817 - You did not jump out of no [bleep] cake 611 00:23:36,884 --> 00:23:38,886 at Joc's bachelor party. - Mm-hmm. 612 00:23:38,952 --> 00:23:42,890 - Girl, shut the entire hell up, Karlie. 613 00:23:42,956 --> 00:23:45,192 If he went back and told his fiancée, 614 00:23:45,259 --> 00:23:47,928 I know that she was probably like-- 615 00:23:47,995 --> 00:23:49,930 - I mean, obviously, they feel some type of way, 616 00:23:49,997 --> 00:23:52,232 'cause Karlie cannot be at the wedding, baby. 617 00:23:52,299 --> 00:23:53,433 [chuckles] 618 00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:54,935 Kendra not inviting me to the wedding 619 00:23:55,002 --> 00:23:57,538 makes me see how much she's threatened by me. 620 00:23:57,604 --> 00:24:00,307 And I'm like, "For what?" I don't care about Joc. 621 00:24:00,374 --> 00:24:04,144 I mean, I've invited you to my engagement party as a friend. 622 00:24:04,211 --> 00:24:06,113 I never knew that we had beef. 623 00:24:06,180 --> 00:24:09,483 - But you know what's so funny is Kendra, she sends me a DM 624 00:24:09,550 --> 00:24:12,819 on Instagram asking, "Can the kids be flower girls?" 625 00:24:12,886 --> 00:24:14,888 I felt disrespected. - Mm. 626 00:24:14,955 --> 00:24:16,790 - If you want my kids to be in the wedding 627 00:24:16,857 --> 00:24:19,026 and then you would be their stepmother, 628 00:24:19,092 --> 00:24:21,695 you wouldn't wanna have a conversation with me? 629 00:24:21,762 --> 00:24:24,631 - Him being married, that's a memorable thing for your kids. 630 00:24:24,698 --> 00:24:25,999 - Mm-hmm. I was a flower girl. 631 00:24:26,066 --> 00:24:27,634 - I was a flower girl in my dad's wedding. 632 00:24:27,701 --> 00:24:30,304 So that, I understand. - Mm. 633 00:24:30,370 --> 00:24:32,206 I was really pissed about it for a few days. 634 00:24:32,272 --> 00:24:33,640 I just have to think about it. 635 00:24:33,707 --> 00:24:35,909 - Joc should have asked the mother of his kids, 636 00:24:35,976 --> 00:24:37,911 can his kids be in the wedding? 637 00:24:37,978 --> 00:24:40,948 That's not Kendra's problem nor her issue. 638 00:24:41,014 --> 00:24:42,783 But what do you think about him being married? 639 00:24:42,850 --> 00:24:43,917 - Mm. 640 00:24:43,984 --> 00:24:45,919 I just want her to be, 641 00:24:45,986 --> 00:24:48,755 you know, happy in her decision with him. 642 00:24:48,822 --> 00:24:50,123 - I hope he's ready for her sake. 643 00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:51,658 - I hope he is too for her sake. 644 00:24:51,725 --> 00:24:53,760 - Because at this point you married. 645 00:24:53,827 --> 00:24:55,095 That's a big step. 646 00:24:55,162 --> 00:24:56,964 - He just doesn't seem like he's happy. 647 00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:58,432 - I done heard so many damn stories about Joc, 648 00:24:58,498 --> 00:25:01,335 I just close my ears now and say, "Good luck." 649 00:25:01,401 --> 00:25:03,337 - So you do hear the stories? - Absolutely. 650 00:25:03,403 --> 00:25:05,506 Waitresses and all kinds of stuff. 651 00:25:05,572 --> 00:25:07,241 - Waitress and--[indistinct] - Yeah. 652 00:25:07,307 --> 00:25:08,375 - Girl! 653 00:25:08,442 --> 00:25:09,776 I tried to warn Kendra about Joc. 654 00:25:09,843 --> 00:25:11,278 We did kiss. 655 00:25:11,345 --> 00:25:12,679 - So I asked if y'all kissed and he said, "No." 656 00:25:12,746 --> 00:25:15,415 - I will say this. We did get a hotel room one time. 657 00:25:15,482 --> 00:25:17,050 His [bleep] was out. 658 00:25:17,117 --> 00:25:20,020 He was begging me to [bleep], and I said, "No." 659 00:25:20,087 --> 00:25:21,421 I'm not gonna warn her about Meda. 660 00:25:21,488 --> 00:25:24,224 Whatever she knows from now on is her business. 661 00:25:24,291 --> 00:25:25,759 I don't even care anymore. 662 00:25:25,826 --> 00:25:27,594 I could show you DMs right now. 663 00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:29,329 - But I stay out of it. 664 00:25:29,396 --> 00:25:30,864 'Cause I'm like, "I'm the baby mama. 665 00:25:30,931 --> 00:25:32,099 And every time I say something-- 666 00:25:32,165 --> 00:25:34,134 - Even they--oh, my God. They be like-- 667 00:25:34,201 --> 00:25:36,069 - "Oh, Sina's bitter. She's mad." 668 00:25:36,136 --> 00:25:38,605 Or she's like--I'm not mad. I'm a beautiful girl. 669 00:25:38,672 --> 00:25:40,140 Do I need to be mad? [scoffs] 670 00:25:40,207 --> 00:25:42,009 - Period. - Do I need to be? 671 00:25:42,075 --> 00:25:43,477 Do I need to be... both: Mad? 672 00:25:43,544 --> 00:25:44,545 - No, I'm not mad. 673 00:25:44,611 --> 00:25:45,913 - I want him to get married 674 00:25:45,979 --> 00:25:50,083 so he could just live his life and be happy. 675 00:25:50,150 --> 00:25:52,619 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta." 676 00:25:52,686 --> 00:25:54,121 - As a little girl, 677 00:25:54,188 --> 00:25:57,558 all I wanted from my dad was him to be around. 678 00:25:57,624 --> 00:26:00,727 - You want him to be something he's not. 679 00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:02,563 - Maybe it ain't supposed to happen. 680 00:26:02,629 --> 00:26:05,766 He's not there, happy, and enjoying all the time. 681 00:26:05,832 --> 00:26:07,401 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 682 00:26:13,006 --> 00:26:14,608 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 683 00:26:14,675 --> 00:26:17,644 [upbeat music] 684 00:26:17,711 --> 00:26:19,046 - ♪♪ I got friends, I got fun ♪♪ 685 00:26:19,112 --> 00:26:21,315 ♪♪ Got no worries till it all dry up ♪♪ 686 00:26:21,381 --> 00:26:23,784 ♪♪ And I can make it rain ♪♪ 687 00:26:23,851 --> 00:26:25,586 - ♪♪ I don't want to worry no more ♪♪ 688 00:26:25,652 --> 00:26:28,222 - Well, maybe I get that fat. 689 00:26:28,288 --> 00:26:30,891 My wedding is ten days out, 690 00:26:30,958 --> 00:26:33,393 and we are nowhere near complete. 691 00:26:33,460 --> 00:26:35,028 - I'ma tell you where we at. 692 00:26:35,095 --> 00:26:37,998 So this is cute, but I wasn't feeling the material. 693 00:26:38,065 --> 00:26:40,534 - I've never been under this much stress 694 00:26:40,601 --> 00:26:42,402 in my life at one time. 695 00:26:42,469 --> 00:26:44,771 - This is a lot. So the bridal shower, 696 00:26:44,838 --> 00:26:46,907 we probably just finna do a kickback for that. 697 00:26:46,974 --> 00:26:50,577 We have already spent over $100,000 on this wedding, 698 00:26:50,644 --> 00:26:51,745 and it's not even here. 699 00:26:51,812 --> 00:26:53,447 I've made the executive decision 700 00:26:53,514 --> 00:26:55,115 to have the bridal shower at the house. 701 00:26:55,182 --> 00:26:56,850 Like, I don't wanna spend any more money, 702 00:26:56,917 --> 00:26:58,385 and I certainly don't wanna spend 703 00:26:58,452 --> 00:27:00,621 another 50,000 on a bridal shower. 704 00:27:00,687 --> 00:27:02,022 ♪♪ ♪♪ 705 00:27:02,089 --> 00:27:05,325 - ♪♪ I wanna be the star on the scene ♪♪ 706 00:27:05,392 --> 00:27:08,529 ♪♪ 'Cause I don't wanna worry no more ♪♪ 707 00:27:08,595 --> 00:27:10,230 - But you know what they want for décor? 708 00:27:10,297 --> 00:27:13,166 Well, just for décor they talking $50-[bleep]-thousand. 709 00:27:13,233 --> 00:27:14,468 You know how much they want for the sound system 710 00:27:14,535 --> 00:27:15,903 rush job last minute? 711 00:27:15,969 --> 00:27:19,106 30 grand. And this whole thing with the wedding, man, 712 00:27:19,173 --> 00:27:21,542 it's not even about the money. It's, like, the principle. 713 00:27:21,608 --> 00:27:23,076 - So when your guests come in, 714 00:27:23,143 --> 00:27:24,778 they're just seeing drapery. They don't see nothing else. 715 00:27:24,845 --> 00:27:26,079 - Things are gonna change now, 716 00:27:26,146 --> 00:27:27,714 because the décor's gonna change. 717 00:27:27,781 --> 00:27:29,249 Now you gotta bring in a different company, 718 00:27:29,316 --> 00:27:31,151 do your sound system at a new venue. 719 00:27:31,218 --> 00:27:33,887 It costs three times more than the original venue. 720 00:27:33,954 --> 00:27:36,223 But if we need to push it off, postpone it, let's do that. 721 00:27:36,290 --> 00:27:39,626 - Let's eat, drink. Time to party, man. 722 00:27:39,693 --> 00:27:41,328 - This [bleep] costly. 723 00:27:41,395 --> 00:27:43,297 And it's not even--it's not even just the price of it. 724 00:27:43,363 --> 00:27:47,534 It's the whole not being fully prepared and fully planned out. 725 00:27:47,601 --> 00:27:49,036 - No, I don't wanna wait. 726 00:27:49,102 --> 00:27:51,905 I'm tired of just being your girlfriend or your fiancée. 727 00:27:51,972 --> 00:27:55,175 Like, I wanna get married. 728 00:27:55,242 --> 00:27:56,677 I'm just, like, 729 00:27:56,743 --> 00:27:58,612 literally about to just go 5150 really, really quick. 730 00:27:58,679 --> 00:28:00,614 Like, it's a lot. 731 00:28:00,681 --> 00:28:02,749 Maybe it ain't supposed to happen. 732 00:28:02,816 --> 00:28:05,552 He's not there, happy, and enjoying all the time. 733 00:28:05,619 --> 00:28:07,721 [smooches] 734 00:28:07,788 --> 00:28:09,356 What's up? - Nothing. 735 00:28:09,423 --> 00:28:11,525 - The planning is definitely scaring me at this point, 736 00:28:11,592 --> 00:28:14,828 because I still gotta a show in Illinois before the wedding. 737 00:28:15,796 --> 00:28:16,997 I gotta go out town tomorrow. 738 00:28:17,064 --> 00:28:18,198 - I remember you saying that. 739 00:28:18,265 --> 00:28:20,667 It just bring a whole new panic. 740 00:28:20,734 --> 00:28:22,369 What if something go wrong with that? 741 00:28:22,436 --> 00:28:24,638 - I have shows all the way up 742 00:28:24,705 --> 00:28:26,173 to the night before the wedding. 743 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:30,010 And I'm actually gonna fly home the day of the wedding. 744 00:28:30,077 --> 00:28:31,745 I mean, it was already booked. 745 00:28:31,812 --> 00:28:33,313 - I already know. 746 00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:35,048 This is another headache 747 00:28:35,115 --> 00:28:37,251 that I don't want and that I don't need. 748 00:28:37,317 --> 00:28:40,754 Call me if anything change. Call me, like, no matter what. 749 00:28:40,821 --> 00:28:43,790 ♪♪ ♪♪ 750 00:28:43,857 --> 00:28:46,159 - ♪♪ I'm about to go in beast mode ♪♪ 751 00:28:46,226 --> 00:28:48,929 ♪♪ Yeah, yeah, I'm fly-er than an eagle ♪♪ 752 00:28:48,996 --> 00:28:52,432 ♪♪ Higher than the falcon, that's where we go ♪♪ 753 00:28:52,499 --> 00:28:55,035 ♪♪ I win so much that [indistinct] ♪♪ 754 00:28:56,136 --> 00:29:00,507 ♪♪ ♪♪ 755 00:29:00,574 --> 00:29:03,844 - So after Shirleen tried to orchestrate putting Rasheeda 756 00:29:03,911 --> 00:29:06,213 and her father together, 757 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,448 he actually made a mistake and called Rasheeda 758 00:29:08,515 --> 00:29:09,783 and then hung up the phone. 759 00:29:09,850 --> 00:29:11,185 So Rasheeda calls him back, 760 00:29:11,251 --> 00:29:13,987 and then they go arguing like crazy. 761 00:29:14,054 --> 00:29:16,156 And I could tell Rasheeda's very stressed out. 762 00:29:16,223 --> 00:29:18,759 She's working all the time, dealing with the kids, 763 00:29:18,825 --> 00:29:20,894 dealing with the business, dealing with life. 764 00:29:20,961 --> 00:29:23,363 I was like, "You know what? Let me try to get her 765 00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:25,899 to relax her mind and kind of chill out 766 00:29:25,966 --> 00:29:28,936 and just kind of let things go." 767 00:29:29,002 --> 00:29:32,739 - Oh, it's so sweet. You know you getting some. 768 00:29:32,806 --> 00:29:34,508 - Uh-oh. Oh, snap. - [laughs] 769 00:29:34,575 --> 00:29:37,277 Facts, right? - No. 770 00:29:37,344 --> 00:29:38,912 - Well, I will say Kirk doing this 771 00:29:38,979 --> 00:29:41,315 has definitely flipped the switch to be like, 772 00:29:41,381 --> 00:29:44,117 "You know what? Unwind and let go for a minute." 773 00:29:44,184 --> 00:29:45,586 - It's easy for me to sit. - This is sweet. 774 00:29:45,652 --> 00:29:48,555 I could not believe-- so this is what you was doing. 775 00:29:48,622 --> 00:29:51,358 - Yeah, man. - [laughs] I know. What? 776 00:29:51,425 --> 00:29:53,427 - Trying to get you back on the right pace. 777 00:29:53,493 --> 00:29:54,995 - Listen-- 778 00:29:55,062 --> 00:29:57,464 - I mean, I know the fight with your dad last night 779 00:29:57,531 --> 00:29:58,832 really kind of hurt you. 780 00:29:58,899 --> 00:30:01,301 - As a little girl, all I wanted from my dad 781 00:30:01,368 --> 00:30:03,370 was him to be around. 782 00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:05,939 - In your mind, what is the ideal relationship 783 00:30:06,006 --> 00:30:07,608 you see having with your father? 784 00:30:07,674 --> 00:30:09,109 - I'm not asking for the world. 785 00:30:09,176 --> 00:30:10,577 I mean, he doesn't live in Atlanta. 786 00:30:10,644 --> 00:30:12,145 But my thing is I just wanted 787 00:30:12,212 --> 00:30:14,114 to try to have, like, a healthy relationship. 788 00:30:14,181 --> 00:30:16,650 - You want him to be something he's not. 789 00:30:16,717 --> 00:30:19,786 What you gotta do is figure out how to make a relationship 790 00:30:19,853 --> 00:30:21,355 either where you at now, 791 00:30:21,421 --> 00:30:24,191 'cause you can't never make yourself a little girl again. 792 00:30:24,258 --> 00:30:27,060 - When me and him got into that argument, he got me so heated. 793 00:30:27,127 --> 00:30:30,664 Because he was basically acting like, "You never invite me." 794 00:30:30,731 --> 00:30:32,966 First of all, you never are present. 795 00:30:33,033 --> 00:30:35,169 You are never being a real father. 796 00:30:35,235 --> 00:30:38,071 And you wanna sit here and tell me what I'm not doing? 797 00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:40,040 The reason why we never see each other 798 00:30:40,107 --> 00:30:42,943 is because no timing is ever good for you. 799 00:30:43,010 --> 00:30:47,114 Like, what's the problem? You don't wanna see me? 800 00:30:47,181 --> 00:30:49,783 You don't wanna see Karter? You don't wanna see Ky? 801 00:30:49,850 --> 00:30:51,785 You don't want to-- you know, what is it? 802 00:30:51,852 --> 00:30:53,887 - That's what you think in your head. 803 00:30:53,954 --> 00:30:55,822 - And to me, I just look at it like that [bleep] 804 00:30:55,889 --> 00:30:58,058 be kind of hurtful, because this is like-- 805 00:30:58,125 --> 00:31:00,060 - See, that's why I recorded you. 806 00:31:00,127 --> 00:31:02,763 Because I wanted you to be able to listen back 807 00:31:02,829 --> 00:31:05,098 to the stress level to where you were. 808 00:31:05,165 --> 00:31:07,000 - Every time I say, "Come, 809 00:31:07,067 --> 00:31:08,368 you can come when you get ready," 810 00:31:08,435 --> 00:31:09,703 you never show up. 811 00:31:09,770 --> 00:31:11,505 It's been like that all my life. 812 00:31:11,572 --> 00:31:15,075 - You hold that [bleep] against me all your life. 813 00:31:15,142 --> 00:31:17,044 - Well, obviously you're holding something against me, 814 00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:18,912 because you won't-- - [indistinct shouting] 815 00:31:18,979 --> 00:31:20,914 - First of all--no, you holding [bleep] against me, 816 00:31:20,981 --> 00:31:23,217 because you ignore my [bleep] calls. 817 00:31:23,283 --> 00:31:25,719 And then you call me by accident. 818 00:31:25,786 --> 00:31:27,287 'Cause you didn't wanna talk to me. 819 00:31:27,354 --> 00:31:29,089 - You know what? I'ma tell you one thing. 820 00:31:29,156 --> 00:31:30,324 - No, don't tell me [bleep]. 821 00:31:30,390 --> 00:31:32,326 [bleep] you. Stay outta my life. 822 00:31:32,392 --> 00:31:36,496 I don't give a [bleep]. [bleep] him. 823 00:31:36,563 --> 00:31:39,766 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta." 824 00:31:39,833 --> 00:31:42,236 - I keep thinking like-- - What you gonna do? 825 00:31:42,302 --> 00:31:44,905 - If I tell what is going on, 826 00:31:44,972 --> 00:31:48,375 the wedding would be completely off. 827 00:31:48,842 --> 00:31:50,444 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 828 00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:57,451 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 829 00:31:57,518 --> 00:31:59,219 - You know what? I'ma tell you one thing. 830 00:31:59,286 --> 00:32:00,487 - No, don't tell me [bleep]. 831 00:32:00,554 --> 00:32:02,456 [bleep] you. Stay outta my life. 832 00:32:02,523 --> 00:32:06,426 I don't give a [bleep]. [bleep]. 833 00:32:06,493 --> 00:32:08,896 I was yelling. - Yeah. 834 00:32:08,962 --> 00:32:11,932 - I don't yell at my parents. Like, that's not cool. 835 00:32:11,999 --> 00:32:15,569 So for that to happen and for him to just be so cold, 836 00:32:15,636 --> 00:32:17,371 it really hurt my feelings. 837 00:32:17,437 --> 00:32:19,206 We shouldn't even have arguments ever, 838 00:32:19,273 --> 00:32:22,442 because we don't even be around each other long enough 839 00:32:22,509 --> 00:32:23,911 to even do that. - But you know your daddy. 840 00:32:23,977 --> 00:32:26,313 Either you gotta accept him for what he is, 841 00:32:26,380 --> 00:32:28,115 or you gotta make this say, 842 00:32:28,182 --> 00:32:30,017 "You know, I don't need this kind of stress in my life." 843 00:32:30,083 --> 00:32:32,186 - I guess I get emotional because you be like, 844 00:32:32,252 --> 00:32:33,453 "Damn. You my daddy. 845 00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:34,755 You ain't got no sense of..." 846 00:32:34,821 --> 00:32:36,523 - Well, don't get emotional. - "Anything." 847 00:32:36,590 --> 00:32:37,824 Like, what the [bleep] is that about? 848 00:32:37,891 --> 00:32:39,059 - Because you been emotional for too much, 849 00:32:39,126 --> 00:32:40,260 and it's bad stress for you. 850 00:32:40,327 --> 00:32:41,528 - I don't understand it. 851 00:32:41,595 --> 00:32:43,297 - It's different kind of people, baby. 852 00:32:43,363 --> 00:32:45,832 - I don't understand it. 853 00:32:45,899 --> 00:32:48,802 I feel like really though? 'Cause it is stressful. 854 00:32:48,869 --> 00:32:50,804 Just, like, it blew my whole day. 855 00:32:50,871 --> 00:32:52,706 You know what I mean? Just that whole argument. 856 00:32:52,773 --> 00:32:54,141 - It is blowing this moment too. 857 00:32:54,208 --> 00:32:56,009 - Yeah. And it's really nice. - That's my problem. 858 00:32:56,076 --> 00:32:58,312 I'm gonna--I'm put this conversation-- 859 00:32:58,378 --> 00:33:00,013 - I'm trying to bring you away from that 860 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,615 and do something different 861 00:33:01,682 --> 00:33:03,417 and put something different on your mind. 862 00:33:03,483 --> 00:33:05,786 - You know what? I don't wanna talk about my daddy no more. 863 00:33:05,853 --> 00:33:08,322 I just need to kick these boots off, 864 00:33:08,388 --> 00:33:10,357 put these legs up to the moon, 865 00:33:10,424 --> 00:33:11,592 and enjoy the night with my husband. 866 00:33:11,658 --> 00:33:12,960 And get these roses off the bed 867 00:33:13,026 --> 00:33:15,762 before they be stuck in my booty crack. 868 00:33:15,829 --> 00:33:19,900 I really just think to just let it go for a minute, you know, 869 00:33:19,967 --> 00:33:25,339 and just put it on ice, just let it be what it is. 870 00:33:25,405 --> 00:33:28,175 [soft dramatic music] 871 00:33:28,242 --> 00:33:31,144 - ♪♪ I was told you had to see it to believe it ♪♪ 872 00:33:31,211 --> 00:33:33,947 ♪♪ ♪♪ 873 00:33:34,014 --> 00:33:35,549 ♪♪ I gotta make it somehow ♪♪ 874 00:33:35,616 --> 00:33:38,452 ♪♪ Show ain't over ♪♪ 875 00:33:38,519 --> 00:33:40,187 ♪♪ I say be careful of who you pretend to be ♪♪ 876 00:33:40,254 --> 00:33:41,855 ♪♪ Especially if you pretending to be a friend to me ♪♪ 877 00:33:41,922 --> 00:33:43,857 ♪♪ 'Cause I been flying solo for so long ♪♪ 878 00:33:43,924 --> 00:33:47,327 ♪♪ With no rope to hold on, yeah, I chose to go on ♪♪ 879 00:33:47,394 --> 00:33:51,298 - Girl, I just feel so bad. Like that [bleep] was a lot. 880 00:33:51,365 --> 00:33:53,033 - It was a lot. 881 00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:54,868 - It really played on me the whole night. 882 00:33:54,935 --> 00:33:57,671 I really couldn't enjoy myself. - After that? 883 00:33:57,738 --> 00:33:59,439 - Talking about they been [bleep] around 884 00:33:59,506 --> 00:34:01,074 since forever. 885 00:34:01,141 --> 00:34:02,309 What did she say? 886 00:34:02,376 --> 00:34:03,911 - She went for years, 887 00:34:03,977 --> 00:34:08,749 - 2008. 2009. 2010. 2012. 2014. 2015. 888 00:34:08,815 --> 00:34:10,584 - What? - '19? 889 00:34:10,651 --> 00:34:13,887 - Yes. - '20? '20 for sure? 890 00:34:13,954 --> 00:34:15,489 - I'm this whole girl's bridesmaid. 891 00:34:15,556 --> 00:34:16,924 You know what I'm saying? 892 00:34:16,990 --> 00:34:19,259 So I decided to bring my girl Renni with me 893 00:34:19,326 --> 00:34:23,163 to Kendra's bridal shower, because I need some genuine, 894 00:34:23,230 --> 00:34:25,766 real advice on what to do in this situation. 895 00:34:25,832 --> 00:34:28,902 Should I tell Kendra? Should I not tell Kendra? 896 00:34:28,969 --> 00:34:31,872 With her being so busy, today would be the only 897 00:34:31,939 --> 00:34:34,474 and last day that I can say anything to her. 898 00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:37,711 And I feel like with Renni not knowing all the other girls 899 00:34:37,778 --> 00:34:39,479 like that, I can vent to her. 900 00:34:39,546 --> 00:34:41,381 And she could just be open-minded 901 00:34:41,448 --> 00:34:43,217 and just listen to me. 902 00:34:43,283 --> 00:34:45,986 I'm like, "I just came around. You made me a bridesmaid. 903 00:34:46,053 --> 00:34:48,589 I'm honored." But at the same time I'm like, 904 00:34:48,655 --> 00:34:49,890 "I don't wanna be stepping on nobody's... 905 00:34:49,957 --> 00:34:51,225 both: Toes. 906 00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:52,759 - So I don't wanna come to live in no bad ass--" 907 00:34:52,826 --> 00:34:54,461 - You still got to go in there and read the room. 908 00:34:54,528 --> 00:34:56,029 - Yes. 909 00:34:56,096 --> 00:34:58,465 I don't know if bitch Meda is telling the truth. 910 00:34:58,532 --> 00:35:00,033 I don't know if she's lying. 911 00:35:00,100 --> 00:35:01,835 I don't even really know 912 00:35:01,902 --> 00:35:04,738 if that is my position to say anything. 913 00:35:04,805 --> 00:35:06,073 - Would you wanna know? 914 00:35:06,139 --> 00:35:07,508 Like, would you want somebody to tell you? 915 00:35:07,574 --> 00:35:08,609 - Yeah, tell me so I could go ahead 916 00:35:08,675 --> 00:35:09,910 and just beat everybody up. 917 00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:11,345 And then we probably still might get married. 918 00:35:11,411 --> 00:35:12,779 - Get married. 919 00:35:12,846 --> 00:35:14,448 - I just don't wanna [bleep] up her big day. 920 00:35:14,515 --> 00:35:18,218 I would feel horrible if I tell her and it don't be true. 921 00:35:18,285 --> 00:35:20,521 - Yeah. - So we about to walk in here. 922 00:35:20,587 --> 00:35:22,256 What you think I should do? 923 00:35:22,322 --> 00:35:23,423 - I think you should do 924 00:35:23,490 --> 00:35:26,493 whatever to have your conscious clear. 925 00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:27,928 - I'm really nervous. 926 00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:30,998 I think this shower is gonna be so awkward for me, 927 00:35:31,064 --> 00:35:33,600 and I'm gonna try my hardest not to give off those vibes. 928 00:35:33,667 --> 00:35:37,070 Because this is my first time actually meeting Kendra, 929 00:35:37,137 --> 00:35:39,439 but it's gonna be really hard to sit around her 930 00:35:39,506 --> 00:35:41,108 knowing what I know. 931 00:35:41,175 --> 00:35:44,945 I'm just gonna be there for moral support for my friend. 932 00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:48,649 - Welcome to our one big dysfunctional-ass family. 933 00:35:56,056 --> 00:35:57,057 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 934 00:35:58,992 --> 00:36:01,628 - [giggles] No boys allowed. 935 00:36:01,695 --> 00:36:04,097 ♪♪ It's just me and my girls, yeah ♪♪ 936 00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:05,832 ♪♪ Just me and my girls ♪♪ 937 00:36:05,899 --> 00:36:07,367 - Thank y'all for coming. 938 00:36:07,434 --> 00:36:09,803 We all friends and family here celebrating Kendra. 939 00:36:09,870 --> 00:36:11,405 - Thank y'all for being here. 940 00:36:11,471 --> 00:36:13,574 - ♪♪ Dressed up, we about to go live ♪♪ 941 00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:15,709 ♪♪ Messed up, if you don't like it, subscribe ♪♪ 942 00:36:15,776 --> 00:36:17,778 ♪♪ 2:00 a. m., we just tryna catch a vibe ♪♪ 943 00:36:17,845 --> 00:36:19,913 ♪♪ Ain't no laws when you drinkin' White Claws ♪♪ 944 00:36:19,980 --> 00:36:21,481 ♪♪ Gimme mine ♪♪ 945 00:36:21,548 --> 00:36:23,116 ♪♪ It's just me and my girls, yeah ♪♪ 946 00:36:23,183 --> 00:36:25,452 ♪♪ Girl, girl party, we just wanna have fun ♪♪ 947 00:36:25,519 --> 00:36:26,720 - ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪ - ♪♪ Fun ♪♪ 948 00:36:26,787 --> 00:36:28,155 - ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪ - ♪♪ Fun ♪♪ 949 00:36:28,222 --> 00:36:29,623 - Baby, wait. 950 00:36:29,690 --> 00:36:32,526 [dramatic music] 951 00:36:40,534 --> 00:36:42,369 - Okay. 952 00:36:42,436 --> 00:36:45,606 My soon-to-be husband is booked outta town. 953 00:36:45,672 --> 00:36:48,842 He is flying back the morning of the wedding. 954 00:36:48,909 --> 00:36:50,410 That's just not cool. 955 00:36:50,477 --> 00:36:53,514 My bridal shower is helping me right now 956 00:36:53,580 --> 00:36:57,651 not think about everything that Jasiel and I have going on, 957 00:36:57,718 --> 00:37:00,220 and it just really made me appreciate 958 00:37:00,287 --> 00:37:01,722 everybody I have in my life. 959 00:37:01,788 --> 00:37:03,290 ♪♪ ♪♪ 960 00:37:03,357 --> 00:37:07,494 - Hey. - Hey, y'all. 961 00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:11,765 Hey, everybody. Hey, Kendra! 962 00:37:11,832 --> 00:37:14,568 - How you doing? - Good. You look cute. 963 00:37:14,635 --> 00:37:16,203 - Thank you. - Y'all look so cute. 964 00:37:16,270 --> 00:37:18,172 This bridal shower is gonna be tough, y'all. 965 00:37:18,238 --> 00:37:19,339 Let's see how it goes. 966 00:37:19,406 --> 00:37:20,541 This is Renni. 967 00:37:20,607 --> 00:37:21,909 - How you doing? Nice to meet you. 968 00:37:21,975 --> 00:37:23,310 - Everybody, this is Renni. 969 00:37:23,377 --> 00:37:26,446 - Yes, y'all look so cute. [laughter] 970 00:37:26,513 --> 00:37:27,781 - Sierra and I are real cool. 971 00:37:27,848 --> 00:37:30,617 And I feel like anybody who she sees fit 972 00:37:30,684 --> 00:37:33,620 to bring to my house, you know, I trust that she's cool. 973 00:37:33,687 --> 00:37:35,455 Get you a drink. Get y'all a drink. 974 00:37:35,522 --> 00:37:38,692 - I need me a cocktail. Where the drinks? 975 00:37:38,759 --> 00:37:43,130 Y'all look so cute. So I got my hat. Oh, thank you. 976 00:37:43,197 --> 00:37:45,866 I feel like I don't stand out now. 977 00:37:45,933 --> 00:37:48,769 This shower is so nice. We all dressed up. 978 00:37:48,836 --> 00:37:51,071 We had on our little Southern belle outfits 979 00:37:51,138 --> 00:37:52,606 with our hats like a tea party. 980 00:37:52,673 --> 00:37:55,642 all: Up to 'em. Down to 'em. 981 00:37:55,709 --> 00:37:58,879 [bleep] those that don't do it. 982 00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:00,247 Drink, [bleep], drink. 983 00:38:00,314 --> 00:38:02,583 ♪♪ ♪♪ 984 00:38:02,649 --> 00:38:04,785 - Hi, ladies. Hello. Hi. 985 00:38:04,852 --> 00:38:07,688 - Hi. - Hi. 986 00:38:07,754 --> 00:38:12,259 - How you doing? - Hi, babe. 987 00:38:12,326 --> 00:38:15,429 - Oh, you look so pretty, sister. 988 00:38:15,495 --> 00:38:18,599 - How you doing? Nice to meet you formally. 989 00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:21,034 - You do music. I'm definitely familiar. 990 00:38:21,101 --> 00:38:23,504 She was at the Kanye concert when I was there. 991 00:38:23,570 --> 00:38:24,805 So we kinda met there. - Okay. 992 00:38:24,872 --> 00:38:26,206 - We sort of-- - Like, in passing? 993 00:38:26,273 --> 00:38:27,741 Are you from here? - No, I'm from South Carolina. 994 00:38:27,808 --> 00:38:29,176 - Oh, so you're new here? - Yeah. 995 00:38:29,243 --> 00:38:30,711 - I'm new here too. 996 00:38:30,777 --> 00:38:31,945 - The only person I used to go out with was my fiancé, 997 00:38:32,012 --> 00:38:33,780 but he's incarcerated right now, so. 998 00:38:33,847 --> 00:38:36,850 I really be in the house. Like, she getting me back out. 999 00:38:36,917 --> 00:38:38,218 - Oh, I know that life. 1000 00:38:38,285 --> 00:38:40,487 I'm like I had a fiancé that was incarcerated. 1001 00:38:40,554 --> 00:38:42,055 - Listen. - Right. 1002 00:38:42,122 --> 00:38:44,558 - I don't think anyone would ever understand 1003 00:38:44,625 --> 00:38:46,660 what it's like being in a relationship 1004 00:38:46,727 --> 00:38:48,829 with someone who is incarcerated. 1005 00:38:48,896 --> 00:38:51,465 But I feel like Yandy is somebody who I look at, 1006 00:38:51,532 --> 00:38:54,601 and I'm really inspired by her and her marriage 1007 00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,136 and everything that they've overcome. 1008 00:38:56,203 --> 00:38:59,006 Like, that's my--I'm gonna take that inspiration. 1009 00:38:59,072 --> 00:39:00,874 Like, I don't really like talking on the phone a lot. 1010 00:39:00,941 --> 00:39:04,378 So having to just communicate through a phone, it's like-- 1011 00:39:04,444 --> 00:39:06,713 - So let me tell you. 1012 00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:08,615 In the beginning, I hated that. 1013 00:39:08,682 --> 00:39:11,018 I hated it so much, and I hated even--my husband 1014 00:39:11,084 --> 00:39:12,219 wanted me to write letters. 1015 00:39:12,286 --> 00:39:14,221 But what I can say looking back, 1016 00:39:14,288 --> 00:39:16,623 that's the most intimate we've ever been. 1017 00:39:16,690 --> 00:39:18,125 - Like, now I've appreciated it. 1018 00:39:18,192 --> 00:39:20,594 - Being on the phone, there's no interruptions. 1019 00:39:20,661 --> 00:39:22,729 The person is so-- like, I'm so into him. 1020 00:39:22,796 --> 00:39:24,531 'Cause that's the only time I get to spend. 1021 00:39:24,598 --> 00:39:26,733 And every concern, everything that matters to you-- 1022 00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,802 - It's heard. - I know. I know. 1023 00:39:28,869 --> 00:39:31,438 - Everything is heard. Everything is magnified. 1024 00:39:31,505 --> 00:39:33,640 If somebody hurts you, it hurts him. 1025 00:39:33,707 --> 00:39:35,242 If someone makes you happy, it makes him happy. 1026 00:39:35,309 --> 00:39:36,443 - Right, right. 1027 00:39:36,510 --> 00:39:38,145 - 'Cause all he has is to be there, 1028 00:39:38,212 --> 00:39:39,346 care about what you got going on. 1029 00:39:39,413 --> 00:39:40,948 - I'm sorry to interrupt y'all. 1030 00:39:41,014 --> 00:39:42,983 Y'all sound like y'all having a good talk, 1031 00:39:43,050 --> 00:39:44,685 but I need to steal Renni for two seconds. 1032 00:39:44,751 --> 00:39:46,386 - Okay. Go ahead. - Two seconds. 1033 00:39:46,453 --> 00:39:49,089 [indistinct chatter] 1034 00:39:49,156 --> 00:39:52,326 I can't really enjoy myself like I really want to, 1035 00:39:52,392 --> 00:39:54,027 'cause I keep thinking like-- 1036 00:39:54,094 --> 00:39:55,395 - What you gonna do? 1037 00:39:55,462 --> 00:39:57,231 It's such a good vibe in here, 1038 00:39:57,297 --> 00:39:58,799 and she's so happy right now. 1039 00:39:58,866 --> 00:40:00,400 - And we don't know if it's... both: True or not. 1040 00:40:00,467 --> 00:40:01,435 - So yeah. 1041 00:40:01,502 --> 00:40:03,370 I don't know this lady. 1042 00:40:03,437 --> 00:40:04,838 I don't know if this lady lying. 1043 00:40:04,905 --> 00:40:06,139 I don't know if she's telling the truth. 1044 00:40:06,206 --> 00:40:07,708 I don't [bleep] know. 1045 00:40:07,774 --> 00:40:12,012 If I tell what is going on and what happened, 1046 00:40:12,079 --> 00:40:14,448 the wedding will not happen. 1047 00:40:14,515 --> 00:40:16,683 The wedding will be completely off. 1048 00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,252 - I feel [bleep] up about it too, 1049 00:40:18,318 --> 00:40:19,353 and I'm not even you. 1050 00:40:19,419 --> 00:40:22,022 [dramatic music] 1051 00:40:22,089 --> 00:40:26,593 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1052 00:40:33,667 --> 00:40:34,768 - Next time on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 1053 00:40:34,835 --> 00:40:36,170 - I'm finna drink me enjoy me one-- 1054 00:40:36,236 --> 00:40:39,306 - Ma, Ma, Ma, stop. - Get that. 1055 00:40:39,373 --> 00:40:41,675 - Uh-uh. How you gonna throw my wine out? 1056 00:40:41,742 --> 00:40:43,110 - We concerned about you. 1057 00:40:43,177 --> 00:40:44,344 - I'm healthy. - No, you're not. 1058 00:40:44,411 --> 00:40:46,246 - I'm not-- - No, you're not. 1059 00:40:46,313 --> 00:40:49,016 - Joc's wedding is coming up, so we have to go to that. 1060 00:40:49,082 --> 00:40:50,651 - Why do you wanna go with me? 1061 00:40:50,717 --> 00:40:53,453 - He said it would mean a lot if you guys walked in together. 1062 00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:56,089 - Erica and Safaree, were not together anymore. 1063 00:40:56,156 --> 00:40:58,926 - I'm in Joc's wedding. - Yeah? 1064 00:40:58,992 --> 00:41:00,327 - We should go to the wedding together. 1065 00:41:00,394 --> 00:41:01,929 - I don't have to worry about you being a creep 1066 00:41:01,995 --> 00:41:04,431 at any point, right? 1067 00:41:05,432 --> 00:41:07,034 - So where's the man, girl? 1068 00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:09,069 - He's booked tonight in Chicago. 1069 00:41:09,136 --> 00:41:11,104 - So he's flying back on the wedding day? 1070 00:41:11,171 --> 00:41:13,440 - In the morning, yeah. And it starts at 6:00. 1071 00:41:13,507 --> 00:41:16,910 - Worries creep in, like-- I've not talked to Jasiel. 1072 00:41:16,977 --> 00:41:19,246 - I don't know what reaction to give when I see Kendra. 1073 00:41:19,313 --> 00:41:21,548 It's because me feel like Meda still [bleep] her husband, 1074 00:41:21,615 --> 00:41:23,817 - Joc still [bleep] Meda and Karlie. 1075 00:41:23,884 --> 00:41:24,985 - I don't know. I don't know. 1076 00:41:25,052 --> 00:41:26,353 [phone ringing] 1077 00:41:26,420 --> 00:41:28,622 - Oh, my goodness. Where the [bleep] is he at? 1078 00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:29,923 - Chill out. 1079 00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:32,125 Mom, no, no, no, no, no, no. - [sobbing] 1080 00:41:32,192 --> 00:41:35,529 - Please, no, no. No, no, no. [shushing] 1081 00:41:35,596 --> 00:41:38,198 Look, listen to me. Listen to me, listen to me. 1082 00:41:52,379 --> 00:41:55,482 [upbeat hip-hop music] 1083 00:41:55,549 --> 00:42:02,523 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1084 00:42:18,305 --> 00:42:21,805 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪