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- Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
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- He is such a piece
of [bleep].
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[tense music]
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- Momma Dee, she said
he already filed for divorce.
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- Okay.
- She's so messy.
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- Hello?
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- Your mama is really on some
bull[bleep] out here, Scrappy.
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- If you were gonna
invite Safaree,
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why wouldn't you tell me?
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- I didn't know it was
that bad for y'all.
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- You done helped me and gave
me advice on my divorce
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because you just went
through one.
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How do you not know?
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- Listen, guys, it's not
gonna be easy telling you
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I just recently been diagnosed
with stage three lung cancer.
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There's no cure.
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The only thing
they can do is treat it.
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- We have our Crying Tour.
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A lot of stuff
bothers me a lot.
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People don't know
how to get along.
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- My son called me last night
and talked to me like
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I was a bitch in the street.
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- Karlie, there's a lady here
with some food and stuff.
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- I wanted to do,
like, a pool party.
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- How's it feel?
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The day before the Grammys.
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- Oh, my God!
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- We'll never be best friends.
- Well, we can be cordial.
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- But don't lie
and say you love me--
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- We can be cordial.
- When you don't.
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- Y'all playing with me.
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- I don't like
that phony [bleep].
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- It don't matter
about being phony.
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Everybody phony.
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[funky music]
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- ♪ This is the life ♪
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- ♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪
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- ♪ This is the life ♪
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- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪
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- ♪ This is the life ♪
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♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪
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- ♪ This is the life ♪
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- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪
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- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
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- ♪ Yeah ♪
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♪ Oh, oh ♪
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- When it comes
to this baby situation,
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Jasiel has been
dragging his damn feet
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about telling my family.
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But at this point, the news
is spreading like wildfire,
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and I don't want them finding
out from anybody else.
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So I asked my mom
and my brother to come
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down here from Kentucky
for the weekend.
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- Let's have a seat.
Let's sit down.
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- But they have no idea
why they're down here.
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They just know
it's important that they come.
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They heard it in my voice.
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So the plan was for Jasiel
to be--for us
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to do this together
a while ago.
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- Where is he?
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- He's using the fact
that his mom--
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I mean, she started chemo
two days ago, as a scapegoat,
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but it's not stopping him
from doing anything else.
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Like, he'd been on the radio...
- No.
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- So with all due respect,
he should have been here.
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Let's be clear.
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Jasiel knew
exactly how important it was
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to me that he had
a conversation with my family
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about this baby situation.
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I'm prepared for Jasiel
to be the spokesperson
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on the matter.
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- I'm gonna hold
you accountable.
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- I'ma hold me accountable.
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- And he knew my family was
gonna be in town today.
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We talked about it.
We planned it.
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My mama and my brother
both coming down here,
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and I want you to be there
with me to explain this.
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But this morning rolls around,
and my cowardly husband
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is not here by my side,
so I don't know at what point
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he's literally gonna take
his balls out of his pocket
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and, like, put it
back in the pants.
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So basically,
Jasiel stepped out on me.
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He had a baby
with somebody else.
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[tense music]
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- I mean, I thought
I was coming down here
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to get some Nana news.
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- Yeah.
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- But when
did you find out about it?
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- It was after he proposed
to me and in a time
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where we were really rocky.
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Barely hardly together,
you know.
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He chose to do that.
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- Kendra,
I'm concerned about you.
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The issue you had
with him before marriage,
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his infidelities.
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I mean,
if it came up this time,
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how do you feel
about it not happening again?
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- Well, I didn't
just find out about it
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and just, oh, keep going.
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Like, I had time to digest it,
but I don't know the future.
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- You accepted it.
You married him.
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So you must have said
that you could live with it.
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- Well...
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- And you're trying
to live with it.
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- Yeah, I'm trying to.
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- Speaking from your brother,
like, I would have said run.
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Like, run.
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No justification.
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The likelihood of people
changing--people do change,
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but the likelihood
of people changing is slim.
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Most people are who they are.
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- Ever since
I first met Jasiel,
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my family has been
warming up to him.
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Because at the end
of the day,
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he has the reputation
of a player,
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and this baby situation
makes it no easier.
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So I'm in no rush to also tell
them about the Amina drama
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simply because I don't want
some fake rumors
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to spoil his relationship
with my family even worse
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than what's about to happen.
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- You know, Kendra,
what did I tell you?
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When a person tell you
who they are, to believe it.
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And that's not a good feeling
for the person
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who's going to be
in my daughter's life.
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You know.
- Don't cry, Ma.
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- Because I mean--
- It's okay.
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- Kendra, I want so much--
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I wanted so much more for you.
- Yeah.
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I mean, how can I look
at him and think
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that this man
loves my daughter.
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That hurts me
to see you hurting--
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- I'm sorry, Mama.
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- And I know you
you are hurting.
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- Yeah.
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- I know you are,
and that hurts me.
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♪ ♪
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- Ha-ha.
- Whoo!
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- We're
in Las Vegas now, baby.
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Do you feel lucky?
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- ♪ Las Vegas is Las Vegas,
everything is tasteless ♪
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♪ ♪
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- Girl, that pool party
was a hot-ass mess.
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- It was so ghetto,
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and I can't believe
I let Karlie punk us.
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- At our [bleep] house, bitch.
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- And it turned out like that.
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- And then the bitch
tried to put me out.
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- When we see each other,
we could be cordial,
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but it's not like a buddy
best friend thing anymore,
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and I'm fine with that.
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She always nit picking
and trying to start some shit,
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and I just always got
to shut it down.
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- Hey, girl.
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- You're back.
- You back, bitch.
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- Girl.
- You left our ass.
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- You left us.
- At that crazy-ass pool party.
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- Yeah.
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Yesterday,
I took some time out
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to just cut out all the noise.
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Let's face it.
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I've been going through a lot,
so I just decided,
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let me book a suite
and treat myself nice for once.
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- The pool party
from hell, bitch.
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- What happened?
Fill me in.
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- I just believe Karlie
just be doing
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[bleep] to [bleep] with me.
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You got this bitch
Shekinah here.
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You got this bitch Spice here.
And then Meda was here.
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So you telling me you got all
these bitches here to [bleep],
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and you want to [bleep] me, ho?
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- What the hell?
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All I did was go
for like a day.
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- A day late
and a dollar short.
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Did anybody tell you anything
about Shekinah's,
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like, Crying Tour?
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- No.
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- Safaree went
and brung his bitch.
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- Which one?
- Little mini you.
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- Mini me?
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Is that the one that he sent
the roses to when we was--
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- Yes, that one,
that same girl.
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- It's crazy because
I'm on a reality show,
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and it's like, this is
some reality show bull[bleep].
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But the [bleep] that
this man has put me through,
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I can't make that [bleep] up.
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- You know, I've been
wanting to fight this man...
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- Well, you know--
- Since I was pregnant.
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- It's been a lot.
- I know it has.
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- And there's a lot
of stuff behind the scenes.
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He did a lot of ugly [bleep].
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I had to sit there and watch
that man cry to the judge
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about how much more money
I make than him
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and why he shouldn't have
to pay child support.
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- That's crazy.
- That's [bleep] up.
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- Then he wants 50% custody
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so that this way,
I could pay him child support.
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No matter how much money
I do make,
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I did not make
these kids by myself.
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From the time
I filed for divorce,
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he has been doing [bleep]
out of spite...
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- To get that [bleep].
- Just to hurt me.
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You know what I'm saying?
- That's what it look like.
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- I don't know how
much more I got to deal with
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when it comes to him.
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Safaree just picked up,
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started a whole new life
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because you claimed
it was too much for you,
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left me with two kids,
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and here I am in court fighting
for not only for you
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to step up financially
to help me with these kids,
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but I had to fight
so that my kids
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actually have
a proper upbringing.
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- Well, this trip has been
draining for all of us.
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Like, I'm done.
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I'm dealing with your [bleep],
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everybody's [bleep],
my [bleep].
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- Let's just get ready
for Spice's event.
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- Let's just get ready
for this party, girl.
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- Promise it's only positivity.
- Oh, it's a promise.
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- It's all mother boss moves,
money, greatness.
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And just know
that God don't play about us.
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- Yeah.
- Absolutely not.
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[soft music]
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- ♪ Woke up feeling low,
then remembered ♪
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♪ This could be a day
to remember ♪
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♪ Swipe left till I find
something better ♪
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♪ Till it happens ♪
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- Baby, where's
the excitement at?
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It's Grammy day.
Today is your day.
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♪ ♪
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- [sighs]
I just want it to be over.
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This is my first time
being Grammy nominated,
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so I feel nervous.
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I told my friends, I said,
"Come over to my suite
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and get ready with me,"
because I was so nervous.
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So I have Meda here, Karlie,
always so supportive.
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I mean, what more could I want?
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The only thing that's missing
is my children and my mom,
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but they're in Jamaica
about to be watching me
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on the big screen,
so that feel good.
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One way or another,
I'm definitely gonna cry today.
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[laughs]
That's for sure.
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- But, again,
like I keep telling you,
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baby, in my heart,
you already won.
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- Thank you, baby.
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00:09:26,879 --> 00:09:28,681
I'm still just humbled
to even be in the category
247
00:09:28,681 --> 00:09:32,585
of Reggae Album of the Year
with people like Sean Paul,
248
00:09:32,585 --> 00:09:34,520
Gramps Morgan, Etana.
249
00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:36,489
These are, like,
legends in the business.
250
00:09:36,489 --> 00:09:39,025
It's a big thing.
It's not a small thing.
251
00:09:39,025 --> 00:09:40,793
It's a very big thing for me.
252
00:09:40,793 --> 00:09:43,329
- That is gorgeous.
- You like the color?
253
00:09:43,329 --> 00:09:44,730
- Yes.
- Thanks.
254
00:09:44,730 --> 00:09:46,399
I want to go with my image
that I struggle with.
255
00:09:46,399 --> 00:09:47,834
- So which dress are you
wearing, the white one?
256
00:09:47,834 --> 00:09:49,101
- First.
257
00:09:49,101 --> 00:09:50,269
- That's gonna look
so pretty with that.
258
00:09:50,269 --> 00:09:51,537
- Then come up
with the red roses.
259
00:09:51,537 --> 00:09:52,872
- Over the white dress.
- Yeah.
260
00:09:52,872 --> 00:09:54,507
Because I told you
what the roses represents.
261
00:09:54,507 --> 00:09:56,709
It's like, I'm in a garden
because I'm the seed,
262
00:09:56,709 --> 00:09:58,244
and they covered me up,
but they didn't know
263
00:09:58,244 --> 00:09:59,612
I was gonna grow.
264
00:09:59,612 --> 00:10:03,382
- I am Spice's biggest fan,
and I'm so happy
265
00:10:03,382 --> 00:10:06,486
that she asked me to be there
by her side
266
00:10:06,486 --> 00:10:08,354
for this big, big, big moment.
267
00:10:08,354 --> 00:10:11,157
It just makes me so inspired.
268
00:10:11,157 --> 00:10:12,892
Dreams do come true.
269
00:10:12,892 --> 00:10:15,194
I'm so happy to be going
to the Grammys
270
00:10:15,194 --> 00:10:16,629
just to support you and just--
271
00:10:16,629 --> 00:10:19,298
even though this weekend
was so [bleep] crazy.
272
00:10:19,298 --> 00:10:20,800
- Really crazy.
- Crazy.
273
00:10:20,800 --> 00:10:22,969
- Even though
you've been so crazy.
274
00:10:22,969 --> 00:10:24,737
- I know I've been so crazy.
275
00:10:24,737 --> 00:10:27,740
- You went through a lot
of emotions before we got here.
276
00:10:27,740 --> 00:10:29,242
- Yes.
277
00:10:29,242 --> 00:10:31,177
- You took the time out
to actually do the video shoot
278
00:10:31,177 --> 00:10:32,945
on top of everything
you had going on,
279
00:10:32,945 --> 00:10:33,913
so I appreciate that.
280
00:10:33,913 --> 00:10:35,181
- Thank you.
281
00:10:35,181 --> 00:10:36,315
- I just want to see
you get to the top,
282
00:10:36,315 --> 00:10:37,550
top, top, top, top, top, top.
283
00:10:37,550 --> 00:10:40,019
[together]
Top, top, top, top, top.
284
00:10:40,019 --> 00:10:41,354
[upbeat music]
285
00:10:41,354 --> 00:10:45,157
- ♪ Be ready, be ready ♪
286
00:10:45,157 --> 00:10:46,759
♪ Ready ♪
287
00:10:46,759 --> 00:10:49,962
♪ You're ready, you're ready ♪
288
00:10:49,962 --> 00:10:51,330
- Yeah, baby.
289
00:10:51,330 --> 00:10:53,833
Just to have that title
in front of my name,
290
00:10:53,833 --> 00:10:55,468
Grammy nominated,
291
00:10:55,468 --> 00:10:57,270
that will forever
be in Google.
292
00:10:57,270 --> 00:11:00,072
Let's talk about it, bitch.
[laughs]
293
00:11:00,072 --> 00:11:02,842
- ♪ We ready ♪
294
00:11:02,842 --> 00:11:05,811
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
295
00:11:05,811 --> 00:11:07,480
- I wasn't looking
forward to today.
296
00:11:07,480 --> 00:11:11,484
- I just want to know just why?
297
00:11:11,484 --> 00:11:13,386
[tense music]
298
00:11:13,386 --> 00:11:16,522
- [singing indistinctly]
299
00:11:16,522 --> 00:11:19,725
- And the Grammy goes to...
300
00:11:19,725 --> 00:11:21,561
- I did not--to do the
best I could!
301
00:11:21,561 --> 00:11:23,129
- I'm your mother[bleep] child.
302
00:11:23,129 --> 00:11:25,197
I'm your child.
- Act like that!
303
00:11:25,197 --> 00:11:26,966
♪ ♪
304
00:11:26,966 --> 00:11:29,368
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
305
00:11:31,687 --> 00:11:32,822
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
306
00:11:32,822 --> 00:11:35,791
[upbeat music]
307
00:11:35,791 --> 00:11:42,732
♪ ♪
308
00:11:43,833 --> 00:11:45,968
[doorbell rings]
309
00:11:46,669 --> 00:11:50,139
- Well, I think
Jasiel should be here.
310
00:11:50,139 --> 00:11:51,941
Y'all can make
yourself at home.
311
00:11:51,941 --> 00:11:54,076
Give me just a second.
312
00:11:54,076 --> 00:11:55,878
[tense music]
313
00:11:55,878 --> 00:11:59,515
Jasiel already ghosted me
and my family one time today.
314
00:11:59,515 --> 00:12:02,218
He did not show up, so that's
why we popped up on him.
315
00:12:02,218 --> 00:12:03,519
Jasiel?
316
00:12:03,519 --> 00:12:04,921
It's like, this is it, Jasiel.
317
00:12:04,921 --> 00:12:06,455
You can run,
but you can't hide.
318
00:12:06,455 --> 00:12:09,025
They're here now.
319
00:12:09,025 --> 00:12:11,460
- What's up?
- Bro.
320
00:12:11,460 --> 00:12:14,830
♪ ♪
321
00:12:14,830 --> 00:12:16,566
- Hello.
322
00:12:16,566 --> 00:12:17,633
I mean, let's be for real.
323
00:12:17,633 --> 00:12:19,001
You know what I'm saying?
324
00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:20,469
It does appear
that I've been stalling
325
00:12:20,469 --> 00:12:22,004
because sometimes
you just don't want
326
00:12:22,004 --> 00:12:23,005
to face the fire, man.
327
00:12:23,005 --> 00:12:25,441
But Kendra has just, boop!
328
00:12:25,441 --> 00:12:27,443
Popped up with her mother
and brother on me
329
00:12:27,443 --> 00:12:28,978
like, hey, you gonna
talk to them today.
330
00:12:28,978 --> 00:12:30,947
It's kind of backed me
in the corner.
331
00:12:30,947 --> 00:12:32,481
How was y'all trip here?
332
00:12:32,481 --> 00:12:35,184
- It was good.
- Yeah.
333
00:12:35,184 --> 00:12:37,253
- I wasn't looking
forward to today,
334
00:12:37,253 --> 00:12:38,754
to be honest with you.
335
00:12:38,754 --> 00:12:40,056
I never even thought
in a million years
336
00:12:40,056 --> 00:12:41,457
I would be in this situation,
337
00:12:41,457 --> 00:12:46,495
and I didn't know how
to really face the music
338
00:12:46,495 --> 00:12:48,197
because I knew that
everybody would be looking
339
00:12:48,197 --> 00:12:51,367
like y'all looking right now.
340
00:12:51,367 --> 00:12:53,903
You know, here we are.
341
00:12:53,903 --> 00:12:56,639
For me to even play
with it like that,
342
00:12:56,639 --> 00:12:58,341
and I don't want
to say play with it
343
00:12:58,341 --> 00:12:59,675
like I intentionally played--
344
00:12:59,675 --> 00:13:01,477
- Yeah, you played with it.
345
00:13:01,477 --> 00:13:03,446
- This is not to my defense
346
00:13:03,446 --> 00:13:07,883
of the matter at hand.
347
00:13:07,883 --> 00:13:12,388
This child is new,
but those transgressions,
348
00:13:12,388 --> 00:13:14,724
that was old.
349
00:13:14,724 --> 00:13:21,030
- I just want
to know just, why?
350
00:13:21,030 --> 00:13:22,932
Why?
351
00:13:22,932 --> 00:13:25,101
- I was going through
some things with Kendra,
352
00:13:25,101 --> 00:13:28,571
and we didn't want anybody
to know there was trouble
353
00:13:28,571 --> 00:13:30,840
in paradise,
but it still wouldn't
354
00:13:30,840 --> 00:13:32,975
justify my actions in a sense.
355
00:13:32,975 --> 00:13:36,545
- Nothing will.
And you all are married now.
356
00:13:36,545 --> 00:13:37,880
- Yes, ma'am.
357
00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:43,152
- If you have an argument now,
a big blowout,
358
00:13:43,152 --> 00:13:46,789
is that going to push you
into the arms of another woman?
359
00:13:46,789 --> 00:13:48,924
Because it's going to be more.
360
00:13:48,924 --> 00:13:52,295
- And then I'm sure Joc knows
that one offense, okay,
361
00:13:52,295 --> 00:13:54,797
I can stand with my sister,
stand with you guys,
362
00:13:54,797 --> 00:13:57,700
and support you guys,
but a repeat offender,
363
00:13:57,700 --> 00:13:59,502
like, I'm coming
to get my sister.
364
00:13:59,502 --> 00:14:00,970
You know what I mean?
- I know.
365
00:14:00,970 --> 00:14:04,607
- So in the end,
she chose to forgive you.
366
00:14:04,607 --> 00:14:06,409
And you all are working on it,
367
00:14:06,409 --> 00:14:12,114
but I'm not happy
with this whatsoever.
368
00:14:12,114 --> 00:14:13,382
Not at all.
369
00:14:13,382 --> 00:14:16,819
You know,
I want to respect you.
370
00:14:16,819 --> 00:14:22,291
I do, but you hurt
my daughter in this way,
371
00:14:22,291 --> 00:14:24,760
I can't respect you.
372
00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,362
- I know.
373
00:14:26,362 --> 00:14:28,864
I'm in the hot seat, man,
and she is letting me have it.
374
00:14:28,864 --> 00:14:30,333
You know,
you have mishaps like this,
375
00:14:30,333 --> 00:14:32,468
man, it totally stains
your character, man.
376
00:14:32,468 --> 00:14:35,037
And that's the challenge
that I have ahead of me.
377
00:14:35,037 --> 00:14:38,074
We're here though.
We're here now.
378
00:14:38,074 --> 00:14:41,010
We agreed to move forward,
and we did say I do each other.
379
00:14:41,010 --> 00:14:46,382
I want to continue to grow,
and build, and work on us.
380
00:14:46,382 --> 00:14:49,585
- Jasiel, words are cheap,
381
00:14:49,585 --> 00:14:55,358
but actions,
actions speak volumes.
382
00:14:55,358 --> 00:14:56,325
♪ ♪
383
00:14:56,325 --> 00:14:57,660
- I know.
384
00:14:57,660 --> 00:15:00,496
- You showed her who you were.
385
00:15:00,496 --> 00:15:05,568
Now it's up to you
to show who you can be.
386
00:15:05,568 --> 00:15:09,004
♪ ♪
387
00:15:09,004 --> 00:15:12,375
[upbeat music]
388
00:15:12,375 --> 00:15:17,146
- ♪ Limit,
I ain't got no limit ♪
389
00:15:17,146 --> 00:15:20,049
- [singing indistinctly]
390
00:15:23,953 --> 00:15:28,157
- ♪ No limit,
I can't break my limit ♪
391
00:15:28,157 --> 00:15:30,826
- People said this moment
would never be possible,
392
00:15:30,826 --> 00:15:32,962
and I did it, I made it.
393
00:15:32,962 --> 00:15:35,297
- ♪ Test to the journey
even when it gets blurry ♪
394
00:15:35,297 --> 00:15:38,501
♪ If I miss a hole in one,
still get the thirty ♪
395
00:15:38,501 --> 00:15:40,269
- I came from humble
beginnings,
396
00:15:40,269 --> 00:15:43,105
and I keep repping my slogan,
"From homeless to greatness,"
397
00:15:43,105 --> 00:15:44,507
so it feels good.
398
00:15:44,507 --> 00:15:46,375
I know I'm a huge inspiration
to a lot of women.
399
00:15:46,375 --> 00:15:48,944
- ♪ You can say
we're full of ourselves ♪
400
00:15:48,944 --> 00:15:51,680
♪ But I don't know
nobody else ♪
401
00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:54,083
♪ With our wonder,
ain't no wonder ♪
402
00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:56,919
♪ Why so many people like us ♪
403
00:15:56,919 --> 00:15:58,587
- Everything now
feels surreal.
404
00:15:58,587 --> 00:16:01,090
I mean, I'm walking
on the carpet, the paparazzi,
405
00:16:01,090 --> 00:16:03,259
everyone is trying
to get my attention.
406
00:16:03,259 --> 00:16:06,061
"Spice, Spice, Spice!
Over here, Spice, Spice!"
407
00:16:06,061 --> 00:16:09,598
I'm living my dream, and,
baby, you can't deny it.
408
00:16:09,598 --> 00:16:11,333
I came up in best dressed.
409
00:16:11,333 --> 00:16:15,137
- ♪ People like us ♪
410
00:16:17,606 --> 00:16:20,209
- Los Lobos.
411
00:16:26,615 --> 00:16:29,285
[upbeat music]
412
00:16:29,285 --> 00:16:32,154
- ♪ I'm the lyrical
queen of the underground ♪
413
00:16:32,154 --> 00:16:34,557
♪ Arrived in my stretch
in my diamond studded crown ♪
414
00:16:34,557 --> 00:16:37,326
♪ My red velvet throne,
gold scepter, and gown ♪
415
00:16:37,326 --> 00:16:38,861
♪ My feet don't make
a sound because they ♪
416
00:16:38,861 --> 00:16:40,796
♪ Never touch the ground ♪
417
00:16:40,796 --> 00:16:43,098
- Hey, Momma Dee.
- Hey, baby.
418
00:16:43,098 --> 00:16:44,133
- How you doing?
419
00:16:44,133 --> 00:16:45,334
- Girl, you know I made--
420
00:16:45,334 --> 00:16:48,070
- That is so cute here.
Okay, Spice.
421
00:16:48,070 --> 00:16:51,874
You know I had to throw
my girl Spice a watch party.
422
00:16:51,874 --> 00:16:55,611
Spice about to win this Grammy,
y'all bitches!
423
00:16:55,611 --> 00:16:57,146
It's up, and it's stuck.
Let's go.
424
00:16:57,146 --> 00:16:59,248
Hey, let's go,
let's go, let's go, yeah.
425
00:16:59,248 --> 00:17:00,449
Hey, Momma Dee.
426
00:17:00,449 --> 00:17:01,584
- You know
from the other night,
427
00:17:01,584 --> 00:17:03,319
I just want
to congratulate you.
428
00:17:03,319 --> 00:17:05,154
- Thank you.
- I needed that.
429
00:17:05,154 --> 00:17:06,322
- I appreciate it.
430
00:17:06,322 --> 00:17:08,257
I want to help everybody
in the world.
431
00:17:08,257 --> 00:17:10,726
I got to get you, Bam,
and Scrappy together.
432
00:17:10,726 --> 00:17:12,294
- I'm hurting, Shekinah.
I'm hurting.
433
00:17:12,294 --> 00:17:13,462
That's my son.
434
00:17:13,462 --> 00:17:14,797
- I don't know why you hurting.
435
00:17:14,797 --> 00:17:15,931
Just learn how to forgive.
436
00:17:15,931 --> 00:17:18,467
- My son Scrappy
did an insurrection
437
00:17:18,467 --> 00:17:20,202
on the [bleep] palace.
438
00:17:20,202 --> 00:17:23,272
He has never,
never treated me like this.
439
00:17:23,272 --> 00:17:24,507
I only told the truth.
440
00:17:24,507 --> 00:17:26,408
You see these?
441
00:17:26,408 --> 00:17:28,444
They used to have gloves
on them,
442
00:17:28,444 --> 00:17:30,279
but now they off.
443
00:17:30,279 --> 00:17:32,348
[dramatic music]
444
00:17:32,348 --> 00:17:33,482
- Hey, Mimi!
445
00:17:33,482 --> 00:17:35,017
She was there.
What's up, Mimi?
446
00:17:35,017 --> 00:17:38,020
- I know, whoa!
Look at my girl.
447
00:17:38,020 --> 00:17:40,523
- Hi, Momma Dee.
- Oh, I love you.
448
00:17:40,523 --> 00:17:42,958
- Hey, Peter.
449
00:17:42,958 --> 00:17:45,995
- Hey, good to see you.
450
00:17:45,995 --> 00:17:49,632
- What kind of party is this?
Why y'all not twerking?
451
00:17:49,632 --> 00:17:51,734
- We was waiting for you.
452
00:17:51,734 --> 00:17:53,502
- Hey!
- Hey!
453
00:17:53,502 --> 00:17:54,670
- What's up?
454
00:17:54,670 --> 00:17:57,439
- Oh, God,
I can't even do this.
455
00:17:57,439 --> 00:17:59,909
- I don't have no keys.
456
00:17:59,909 --> 00:18:01,477
- I'm not doing this.
457
00:18:01,477 --> 00:18:04,079
- I ain't trying to, like,
bring no bad energy,
458
00:18:04,079 --> 00:18:07,149
but this is one too many times
that Momma Dee
459
00:18:07,149 --> 00:18:09,919
got out of character and made
me get out of character.
460
00:18:09,919 --> 00:18:11,287
You know what I'm saying?
And embarrass me.
461
00:18:11,287 --> 00:18:14,590
And we actually stopped
talking because my Momma
462
00:18:14,590 --> 00:18:17,059
blocked me on her phone.
463
00:18:17,059 --> 00:18:20,029
- From the front,
I'm your sister.
464
00:18:20,029 --> 00:18:21,430
- Right.
465
00:18:21,430 --> 00:18:23,966
- Do something that I didn't
do before I got married.
466
00:18:23,966 --> 00:18:28,671
Get some premarital counseling.
467
00:18:28,671 --> 00:18:30,139
- You got the premarital
counseling.
468
00:18:30,139 --> 00:18:32,007
- We didn't do--I was telling
him, I didn't do that.
469
00:18:32,007 --> 00:18:34,710
You guys have weird issues,
but counseling helps.
470
00:18:34,710 --> 00:18:37,780
- At the end of the day,
I'm annoyed, I'm hurt,
471
00:18:37,780 --> 00:18:39,748
but it takes two
to make it get better.
472
00:18:39,748 --> 00:18:41,951
Can I talk to you though?
473
00:18:41,951 --> 00:18:43,953
So I decided to pull him aside
because it's
474
00:18:43,953 --> 00:18:47,790
about our relationship
as mother and son.
475
00:18:47,790 --> 00:18:49,291
I wanted to talk to you
476
00:18:49,291 --> 00:18:53,829
because I feel like
you're my son.
477
00:18:53,829 --> 00:18:58,200
I think you was
very mistreating of me.
478
00:18:58,200 --> 00:18:59,768
- Oh, my mama
hurt me every day.
479
00:18:59,768 --> 00:19:00,970
- I don't.
- You know what I'm saying?
480
00:19:00,970 --> 00:19:03,439
When you speak lies,
481
00:19:03,439 --> 00:19:05,774
or you speak stuff that's
not coming from my mouth--
482
00:19:05,774 --> 00:19:09,044
- You do things,
and you don't apologize.
483
00:19:09,044 --> 00:19:10,746
Because you cussed me
out in my face--
484
00:19:10,746 --> 00:19:12,348
- I never did you like
you did me and my sister
485
00:19:12,348 --> 00:19:13,616
when we was kids.
486
00:19:13,616 --> 00:19:15,084
Hey, yeah, yeah,
I cussed my mom out, man.
487
00:19:15,084 --> 00:19:16,385
You know what I'm
talking about?
488
00:19:16,385 --> 00:19:17,686
Man, you deserve it.
You know what I'm saying?
489
00:19:17,686 --> 00:19:19,154
I feel like Momma Dee
deserve it.
490
00:19:19,154 --> 00:19:20,823
I mean, she always messing
with me and Bam,
491
00:19:20,823 --> 00:19:22,858
but at some point,
enough is enough.
492
00:19:22,858 --> 00:19:24,326
You know, this is not normal.
493
00:19:24,326 --> 00:19:26,095
Like, regular moms
don't do this [bleep].
494
00:19:26,095 --> 00:19:28,330
And after this, there's gonna
be a real big boundary
495
00:19:28,330 --> 00:19:30,332
because I came
from a broken home,
496
00:19:30,332 --> 00:19:32,334
and I'm trying to break
the generational curse.
497
00:19:32,334 --> 00:19:33,602
You know what I'm saying?
498
00:19:33,602 --> 00:19:34,603
I'm trying
to have something new happen,
499
00:19:34,603 --> 00:19:35,971
something real happen.
500
00:19:35,971 --> 00:19:37,439
Who's always been
the gratefulest kid
501
00:19:37,439 --> 00:19:38,641
and told you I appreciate you?
502
00:19:38,641 --> 00:19:39,775
- You were grateful
until a year ago.
503
00:19:39,775 --> 00:19:41,276
- Exactly--no.
504
00:19:41,276 --> 00:19:42,778
I just don't take disrespect
from my mama because she--
505
00:19:42,778 --> 00:19:44,713
- I don't disrespect.
- You always disrespect.
506
00:19:44,713 --> 00:19:46,148
- Am I perfect--are you
kidding?
507
00:19:46,148 --> 00:19:48,117
- Listen, I grew up--
- I'm not perfect.
508
00:19:48,117 --> 00:19:50,886
- And they total--
[groans]
509
00:19:50,886 --> 00:19:52,021
You feel what I'm saying?
510
00:19:52,021 --> 00:19:53,589
Like, I grew up,
for real, hard.
511
00:19:53,589 --> 00:19:54,823
You know what I'm saying?
512
00:19:54,823 --> 00:19:57,326
Momma was a pimp,
so me and my sister
513
00:19:57,326 --> 00:20:00,696
was raised around whores
and crack pipes,
514
00:20:00,696 --> 00:20:03,132
and this is what you're seeing,
this is what you finding.
515
00:20:03,132 --> 00:20:04,867
There's gunshots going on.
516
00:20:04,867 --> 00:20:06,268
I thought it was normal.
517
00:20:06,268 --> 00:20:07,936
You see,
I'm not going to ever try
518
00:20:07,936 --> 00:20:11,607
to manipulate no situations
that [bleep] my kids up.
519
00:20:11,607 --> 00:20:13,175
- I don't.
- You do.
520
00:20:13,175 --> 00:20:14,576
- No, I don't.
I tell your truth--
521
00:20:14,576 --> 00:20:15,944
- But you're not.
522
00:20:15,944 --> 00:20:17,146
It's not on you
to tell my truth.
523
00:20:17,146 --> 00:20:18,380
You tell your own damn truth.
524
00:20:18,380 --> 00:20:20,082
You don't even know--
- I don't care.
525
00:20:20,082 --> 00:20:21,784
Don't you ever talk
to me like that.
526
00:20:21,784 --> 00:20:22,985
- You don't even
know all my truths.
527
00:20:22,985 --> 00:20:24,153
- But you don't talk
to me like that.
528
00:20:24,153 --> 00:20:25,387
- I talk with respect.
- No, you don't.
529
00:20:25,387 --> 00:20:26,455
- I talk with respect.
530
00:20:26,455 --> 00:20:28,757
Let me ask you something.
- Mm-hmm.
531
00:20:28,757 --> 00:20:30,125
I'm gonna sit right here.
532
00:20:30,125 --> 00:20:32,394
- I'm talking with someone
the way I'm being a man.
533
00:20:32,394 --> 00:20:34,496
She's not respecting me as
a man because she's tell me--
534
00:20:34,496 --> 00:20:35,864
- Yes, I am.
535
00:20:35,864 --> 00:20:37,199
- You can't talk like--
you can't say that.
536
00:20:37,199 --> 00:20:38,534
- You can't.
- No.
537
00:20:38,534 --> 00:20:39,968
If you don't give respect,
you don't get it.
538
00:20:39,968 --> 00:20:41,537
I don't care who you are.
- I give you respect.
539
00:20:41,537 --> 00:20:43,439
- All the stuff she tells me,
she said, [bleep] you, man.
540
00:20:43,439 --> 00:20:45,708
She done told me, [bleep] you.
That's disrespectful.
541
00:20:45,708 --> 00:20:47,042
I never told my mama,
[bleep] you.
542
00:20:47,042 --> 00:20:48,644
I hang up on you.
- Yeah, and I hang up on you.
543
00:20:48,644 --> 00:20:49,778
- But you know
your mama crazy.
544
00:20:49,778 --> 00:20:51,280
- No, no, no, but--okay.
545
00:20:51,280 --> 00:20:53,482
- Momma Dee,
you know you crazy.
546
00:20:53,482 --> 00:20:54,750
But I love you.
547
00:20:54,750 --> 00:20:55,951
- Sit down now.
548
00:20:55,951 --> 00:20:57,319
- You talk about hiding--
549
00:20:57,319 --> 00:20:59,588
- Hiding--no,
you bring all my skeletons out.
550
00:20:59,588 --> 00:21:01,390
You can bring all of them out
'cause I don't lie.
551
00:21:01,390 --> 00:21:02,725
I don't pretend.
552
00:21:02,725 --> 00:21:04,493
I don't live beyond my means.
- Yes, you do.
553
00:21:04,493 --> 00:21:06,195
- None of that, [bleep], no!
554
00:21:06,195 --> 00:21:08,030
- First of all, [bleep]--
- Hey, cuh!
555
00:21:08,030 --> 00:21:09,431
Don't talk to your mother--
- [bleep]
556
00:21:09,431 --> 00:21:10,799
- Okay, see that's what
I'm talking about.
557
00:21:10,799 --> 00:21:12,101
You disrespectful.
558
00:21:12,101 --> 00:21:13,736
- You a weird woman.
- You disrespectful.
559
00:21:13,736 --> 00:21:15,003
- You a weird woman.
You a weird mama.
560
00:21:15,003 --> 00:21:17,306
- You're disrespectful,
and you're weird.
561
00:21:17,306 --> 00:21:19,441
- I know I'm weird.
I know I'm weird.
562
00:21:19,441 --> 00:21:21,343
- But you just disrespected me.
- I got it from you.
563
00:21:21,343 --> 00:21:23,846
- Hey, what happened, Scrappy?
- What happened with what?
564
00:21:23,846 --> 00:21:25,013
- Really,
she really hurt though.
565
00:21:25,013 --> 00:21:26,181
She really--
- I'm hurting.
566
00:21:26,181 --> 00:21:29,051
- Me and my sister hurt too.
- Wow.
567
00:21:29,051 --> 00:21:30,319
- I don't do
that [bleep] to you.
568
00:21:30,319 --> 00:21:31,653
I don't tell
your mother[bleep] business.
569
00:21:31,653 --> 00:21:33,622
I don't go out
in the street and tell people
570
00:21:33,622 --> 00:21:34,923
who you really are.
571
00:21:34,923 --> 00:21:36,692
- Momma Dee, you hear
how he feel though?
572
00:21:36,692 --> 00:21:38,127
He should be able
to talk to you.
573
00:21:38,127 --> 00:21:39,828
You shouldn't be able to tell
nobody what he's saying.
574
00:21:39,828 --> 00:21:42,064
- Yo, yo, hey, man.
- Oh, [bleep].
575
00:21:42,064 --> 00:21:43,766
Momma Dee, your son hurting.
576
00:21:43,766 --> 00:21:45,167
- Cuh!
577
00:21:45,167 --> 00:21:46,301
- Momma Dee, go on
your child, he hurt.
578
00:21:46,301 --> 00:21:48,103
- I'm hurt.
- You hurt?
579
00:21:48,103 --> 00:21:49,605
Hold on, you hurt?
580
00:21:49,605 --> 00:21:51,140
Go blame that on your mama.
581
00:21:51,140 --> 00:21:52,608
Go blame that on your daddy.
582
00:21:52,608 --> 00:21:54,143
Go blame it
on your mama and your daddy.
583
00:21:54,143 --> 00:21:55,477
I ain't done nothing to you.
584
00:21:55,477 --> 00:21:56,779
I'm--
585
00:21:56,779 --> 00:21:58,480
- I did nothing to you
but do the best I could.
586
00:21:58,480 --> 00:21:59,882
- I'm your
mother[bleep] child, [bleep].
587
00:21:59,882 --> 00:22:02,017
I'm your child.
- Act like that!
588
00:22:02,017 --> 00:22:03,552
- [bleep] 'cause I never
[indistinct].
589
00:22:03,552 --> 00:22:06,021
- Sit and disrespect me!
- Your son is hurt.
590
00:22:06,021 --> 00:22:07,289
- He needs accountability.
- That's your son!
591
00:22:07,289 --> 00:22:09,825
- Hey, Bam, Bam, Bam, for real!
- Bambi!
592
00:22:09,825 --> 00:22:11,560
- For real,
I don't [bleep] [bleep].
593
00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:13,362
- I been living
my whole life like this.
594
00:22:13,362 --> 00:22:14,897
- Look how your son is hurt.
- But look how I'm feeling!
595
00:22:14,897 --> 00:22:16,331
- [bleep that [bleep].
- That's your son.
596
00:22:16,331 --> 00:22:18,467
- I don't have nobody.
You understand this [bleep]?
597
00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:20,636
- Bro, bro, bro.
598
00:22:20,636 --> 00:22:21,937
[table clattering]
Bro.
599
00:22:21,937 --> 00:22:23,939
- Damn, Momma Dee.
600
00:22:23,939 --> 00:22:27,743
[tense music]
601
00:22:27,743 --> 00:22:30,712
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
602
00:22:30,712 --> 00:22:32,748
- That boy hurt for real,
and he tired of that [bleep].
603
00:22:32,748 --> 00:22:35,083
- Guess what he said to me.
604
00:22:35,083 --> 00:22:36,318
- It don't matter what he said!
605
00:22:36,318 --> 00:22:38,887
What are you gonna
take accountability for?
606
00:22:38,887 --> 00:22:43,091
- And the Grammy goes to...
607
00:22:43,091 --> 00:22:45,427
- Oh, my God.
608
00:22:45,427 --> 00:22:46,428
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
609
00:22:49,948 --> 00:22:51,450
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
610
00:22:51,450 --> 00:22:54,052
- I'm your child.
- Act like that!
611
00:22:54,052 --> 00:22:56,088
- [bleep], 'cause I never
[indistinct].
612
00:22:56,088 --> 00:22:57,389
- Sit and disrespect me!
613
00:22:57,389 --> 00:22:59,291
- I'm just sitting
there listening to her,
614
00:22:59,291 --> 00:23:01,627
and I hear she only worried
about herself.
615
00:23:01,627 --> 00:23:02,761
[table clatters]
- Bro.
616
00:23:02,761 --> 00:23:04,530
- Damn, Momma Dee.
617
00:23:04,530 --> 00:23:07,533
- I look at her differently,
and I ain't got nothing else
618
00:23:07,533 --> 00:23:09,234
to say about that or her.
619
00:23:09,234 --> 00:23:11,170
I don't even want to talk
about her no more.
620
00:23:11,170 --> 00:23:14,740
[tense music]
621
00:23:14,740 --> 00:23:17,042
- Momma Dee, that's [bleep] up,
Momma Dee.
622
00:23:17,042 --> 00:23:18,343
- Y'all ain't finna come to me
623
00:23:18,343 --> 00:23:19,645
'cause y'all don't know
what I know.
624
00:23:19,645 --> 00:23:21,079
- Ain't nobody coming for you.
625
00:23:21,079 --> 00:23:22,748
That boy hurt for real,
and he's tired as [bleep].
626
00:23:22,748 --> 00:23:24,516
- Your family's business,
627
00:23:24,516 --> 00:23:26,385
it should be
your family's business.
628
00:23:26,385 --> 00:23:28,987
- But guess what he said to me.
629
00:23:28,987 --> 00:23:30,222
- It don't matter what he said!
630
00:23:30,222 --> 00:23:32,124
What are you gonna
take accountability for?
631
00:23:32,124 --> 00:23:34,226
- Everybody in the group
feels like it's my fault
632
00:23:34,226 --> 00:23:35,794
for telling Scrappy business.
633
00:23:35,794 --> 00:23:38,130
But when it comes
down to my son,
634
00:23:38,130 --> 00:23:40,265
I say what the [bleep] I want.
635
00:23:40,265 --> 00:23:41,834
And if it's a lie, guess what?
636
00:23:41,834 --> 00:23:44,036
It came out Scrappy mouth.
637
00:23:44,036 --> 00:23:46,672
I'm just saying.
I'm not being messy.
638
00:23:47,806 --> 00:23:49,708
- You need to talk to your son.
639
00:23:49,708 --> 00:23:52,611
Like, do you see how he's
acting and doing all that?
640
00:23:52,611 --> 00:23:53,745
- Yes.
641
00:23:53,745 --> 00:23:55,581
- He got some [bleep] trauma.
642
00:23:55,581 --> 00:23:57,783
I have always tried
to be respectful of his mom,
643
00:23:57,783 --> 00:23:59,718
no matter what she has done.
644
00:23:59,718 --> 00:24:02,855
At this point, I mean,
I think we're just
645
00:24:02,855 --> 00:24:04,923
beyond all of her BS.
646
00:24:04,923 --> 00:24:06,124
- I'm 58.
647
00:24:06,124 --> 00:24:07,526
I talk to who
I want to talk to.
648
00:24:07,526 --> 00:24:09,394
I pay my own bills.
- Yeah, because you selfish.
649
00:24:09,394 --> 00:24:11,930
You not trying to be a mama.
You trying to be a socialite.
650
00:24:11,930 --> 00:24:14,166
♪ ♪
651
00:24:14,166 --> 00:24:17,169
[upbeat music]
652
00:24:17,169 --> 00:24:24,276
♪ ♪
653
00:24:27,312 --> 00:24:31,884
- For Best Reggae Album,
the nominees are
654
00:24:31,884 --> 00:24:36,455
Etana...
655
00:24:36,455 --> 00:24:40,459
Gramps Morgan, Sean Paul...
656
00:24:40,459 --> 00:24:42,427
- My kids are on the phone,
657
00:24:42,427 --> 00:24:43,862
and I'm just taking
deep breaths
658
00:24:43,862 --> 00:24:48,500
like this moment could really
change my life.
659
00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:51,937
- SOJA,
660
00:24:51,937 --> 00:24:53,539
Spice.
661
00:24:53,539 --> 00:24:56,174
- When you see my album
come up on the screen,
662
00:24:56,174 --> 00:24:59,044
come like some drummer beat
in the belly.
663
00:24:59,044 --> 00:25:01,046
It's like, oh, my God.
664
00:25:01,046 --> 00:25:04,116
- And the Grammy goes to...
665
00:25:04,116 --> 00:25:06,718
[suspenseful music]
666
00:25:06,718 --> 00:25:08,120
SOJA.
667
00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:11,557
- Oh, my God.
668
00:25:11,557 --> 00:25:12,691
SOJA?
669
00:25:12,691 --> 00:25:16,662
When they said SOJA,
I was like, wow.
670
00:25:16,662 --> 00:25:20,332
To be honest, I really
thought that I would have lost
671
00:25:20,332 --> 00:25:22,501
to someone from Jamaica.
672
00:25:22,501 --> 00:25:26,471
I was kind of taken
aback a little bit.
673
00:25:26,471 --> 00:25:28,807
- You know what,
you was still nominated,
674
00:25:28,807 --> 00:25:31,510
and that's a big frickin' deal.
675
00:25:31,510 --> 00:25:35,714
But, on social media,
them fans was going crazy.
676
00:25:35,714 --> 00:25:39,551
[somber music]
677
00:25:39,551 --> 00:25:42,354
Hello.
Why Spice didn't win?
678
00:25:42,354 --> 00:25:44,122
And who
are these people that won?
679
00:25:44,122 --> 00:25:45,724
No one knew.
680
00:25:45,724 --> 00:25:48,794
It's just--I just wish
my girl would have won.
681
00:25:48,794 --> 00:25:53,365
♪ ♪
682
00:25:53,365 --> 00:25:55,534
- Oh, my God, I'm so tired.
683
00:25:55,534 --> 00:25:57,002
- Well, we're gonna
win it next year.
684
00:25:57,002 --> 00:25:58,370
- Yes.
- So...
685
00:25:58,370 --> 00:25:59,705
- Two, two.
- Good.
686
00:25:59,705 --> 00:26:02,240
- Come back again, right?
- Now everybody knows.
687
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:04,676
- Now let's get dressed,
so we can roll.
688
00:26:04,676 --> 00:26:10,015
♪ ♪
689
00:26:10,015 --> 00:26:12,017
- [gasps]
690
00:26:12,017 --> 00:26:15,687
♪ ♪
691
00:26:15,687 --> 00:26:18,523
- Listen, tonight could
not be more of a dud.
692
00:26:18,523 --> 00:26:21,093
Spice did not win a Grammy,
693
00:26:21,093 --> 00:26:23,462
to some people from Vermont.
694
00:26:23,462 --> 00:26:25,764
They ain't even from Jamaica.
695
00:26:25,764 --> 00:26:29,768
- This is one
weird-ass situation.
696
00:26:29,768 --> 00:26:33,438
♪ ♪
697
00:26:36,341 --> 00:26:38,877
- Oh, it's a theater.
698
00:26:38,877 --> 00:26:40,779
- You said what?
- Okay.
699
00:26:40,779 --> 00:26:44,483
[cheering]
700
00:26:44,483 --> 00:26:46,652
- Hey, walking Grammy!
701
00:26:46,652 --> 00:26:49,655
- Hi, baby, mwah.
702
00:26:49,655 --> 00:26:50,789
Oh, my--
703
00:26:50,789 --> 00:26:53,291
- [indistinct]
704
00:26:53,291 --> 00:26:55,127
- Thank you.
705
00:26:55,127 --> 00:26:56,528
- You looked so beautiful.
706
00:26:56,528 --> 00:26:58,530
- Aww.
- Everything was perfect.
707
00:26:58,530 --> 00:27:00,465
- I won the Grammy.
They just didn't give it to me.
708
00:27:00,465 --> 00:27:03,669
- That part!
[laughter]
709
00:27:03,669 --> 00:27:07,606
- The pum pum!
[indistinct]
710
00:27:07,606 --> 00:27:09,708
There's a big [bleep] thing
on the internet right now.
711
00:27:09,708 --> 00:27:12,110
People cussing.
- Oh, they're mad.
712
00:27:12,110 --> 00:27:13,812
- The shade room is everywhere.
713
00:27:13,812 --> 00:27:16,515
- I didn't even know
white men made Jamaican music.
714
00:27:16,515 --> 00:27:19,351
- What the [bleep]?
- Babe, you still the winner.
715
00:27:19,351 --> 00:27:21,153
- Yeah, you still won.
- Yeah!
716
00:27:21,153 --> 00:27:22,921
- Pum, pum, pum!
717
00:27:22,921 --> 00:27:24,856
- There's been a lot
going on this trip.
718
00:27:24,856 --> 00:27:29,728
Okay, but the main reason why
we came was to celebrate you.
719
00:27:29,728 --> 00:27:31,563
So let's get
some [bleep] champagne,
720
00:27:31,563 --> 00:27:33,398
and [bleep]
all the bull[bleep].
721
00:27:33,398 --> 00:27:35,734
Let's get it popping.
722
00:27:35,734 --> 00:27:40,505
[dramatic music]
723
00:27:40,505 --> 00:27:43,408
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
724
00:27:43,408 --> 00:27:45,510
- You never had to sleep
with your mama 24/7
725
00:27:45,510 --> 00:27:46,945
because you couldn't go
in your room.
726
00:27:46,945 --> 00:27:49,614
You never had to walk in
on mama [bleep] doing dope.
727
00:27:49,614 --> 00:27:52,284
It's in my head, in my head.
728
00:27:52,284 --> 00:27:54,052
My whole life in my head.
729
00:27:54,052 --> 00:27:57,355
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
730
00:27:59,675 --> 00:28:00,810
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
731
00:28:00,810 --> 00:28:03,746
[laughter]
732
00:28:03,746 --> 00:28:06,449
- Come on,
let's pop the champagne.
733
00:28:06,449 --> 00:28:09,585
- Yeah, we need you to do it.
734
00:28:09,585 --> 00:28:10,820
- Oh, God.
735
00:28:10,820 --> 00:28:12,622
It's giving [indistinct].
736
00:28:12,622 --> 00:28:14,290
- Safaree, I'm so sick of you.
737
00:28:14,290 --> 00:28:16,692
[cheering]
738
00:28:16,692 --> 00:28:18,394
- I know everybody could
see the tension in the room
739
00:28:18,394 --> 00:28:20,830
between me and Erica,
but at the end of the day,
740
00:28:20,830 --> 00:28:23,399
this is not about anybody's
problems going on.
741
00:28:23,399 --> 00:28:24,934
This is all about Spice.
742
00:28:24,934 --> 00:28:28,037
I'm not about to sit here
and argue with anybody
743
00:28:28,037 --> 00:28:30,072
about anything
that has nothing to do
744
00:28:30,072 --> 00:28:32,375
with Spice and this Grammy
nomination right now.
745
00:28:32,375 --> 00:28:34,277
- To Spice.
746
00:28:34,277 --> 00:28:36,179
- Yes.
- Spice.
747
00:28:36,179 --> 00:28:37,513
- To the queen.
- Spice.
748
00:28:37,513 --> 00:28:39,448
- To the queen, baby.
- Yes.
749
00:28:39,448 --> 00:28:41,150
- Yes.
- To love, friendship.
750
00:28:41,150 --> 00:28:43,252
- To more success.
- More success.
751
00:28:43,252 --> 00:28:45,154
A vote don't make us
who we are.
752
00:28:45,154 --> 00:28:47,723
all: Yes!
753
00:28:47,723 --> 00:28:50,059
- I just had
to cool off, right?
754
00:28:50,059 --> 00:28:52,461
Just get my mind right, man.
755
00:28:52,461 --> 00:28:55,364
But I really got to get
this off my chest, man.
756
00:28:59,235 --> 00:29:01,204
I just want to say this.
I just want to say this.
757
00:29:01,204 --> 00:29:03,039
You my mama.
758
00:29:03,039 --> 00:29:05,541
This is my wife.
- Mm-hmm.
759
00:29:05,541 --> 00:29:07,610
I don't have nobody
if y'all ain't with me.
760
00:29:07,610 --> 00:29:09,912
I don't have nobody.
- Okay.
761
00:29:09,912 --> 00:29:11,714
- [bleep] all
that talking [bleep],
762
00:29:11,714 --> 00:29:14,150
cuh, I need y'all to show me,
cuh, for real.
763
00:29:14,150 --> 00:29:15,484
- Okay.
764
00:29:15,484 --> 00:29:19,355
[tense music]
765
00:29:19,355 --> 00:29:21,657
- You got to stop
because you don't have nobody.
766
00:29:21,657 --> 00:29:24,227
That should make you support
this even more
767
00:29:24,227 --> 00:29:27,029
because you know
I want somebody.
768
00:29:27,029 --> 00:29:28,831
You know what I'm saying?
769
00:29:28,831 --> 00:29:31,067
Like, I'm in love
with this, all this.
770
00:29:31,067 --> 00:29:32,835
You know what I'm saying?
- No one's arguing that.
771
00:29:32,835 --> 00:29:35,738
- You know why I'm like
I am with her?
772
00:29:35,738 --> 00:29:38,040
- Because of what you
saw me go through.
773
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:39,408
- No.
774
00:29:39,408 --> 00:29:42,979
I saw your lifestyle.
775
00:29:42,979 --> 00:29:45,514
I grew up in a whorehouse.
776
00:29:45,514 --> 00:29:47,516
I grew up in a trap house.
- Yeah.
777
00:29:47,516 --> 00:29:49,452
- So all I knew was that.
You know what I'm saying?
778
00:29:49,452 --> 00:29:51,053
And I love you
'cause you held it down
779
00:29:51,053 --> 00:29:54,056
and you did what you had to do,
but imagine you never--
780
00:29:54,056 --> 00:29:55,558
- A child point of view.
781
00:29:55,558 --> 00:29:57,493
- You never had to sleep
with your mama 24/7
782
00:29:57,493 --> 00:29:59,195
because you
couldn't go in your room.
783
00:29:59,195 --> 00:30:00,730
- Okay.
784
00:30:00,730 --> 00:30:03,232
- You never had to walk in
on mother[bleep] doing dope.
785
00:30:03,232 --> 00:30:04,600
- Yeah.
786
00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:06,235
- You never had to walk
in on mother[bleep]--
787
00:30:06,235 --> 00:30:08,204
You now what I'm saying?
788
00:30:08,204 --> 00:30:11,374
The way I was raised, I had
to deal with that [bleep], cuz.
789
00:30:11,374 --> 00:30:13,743
Everything that happened,
I had to deal with that,
790
00:30:13,743 --> 00:30:15,745
and I'm still dealing
with it because ain't nobody
791
00:30:15,745 --> 00:30:17,446
come and take me
to give me no help.
792
00:30:17,446 --> 00:30:19,482
Ain't nobody got me no help.
793
00:30:19,482 --> 00:30:22,451
I learned about that
when I got older.
794
00:30:22,451 --> 00:30:23,986
- So do you understand--
795
00:30:23,986 --> 00:30:25,721
- This [bleep] real, cuh,
like, this is what--
796
00:30:25,721 --> 00:30:27,023
this in my head.
797
00:30:27,023 --> 00:30:28,291
In my head, my whole life.
798
00:30:28,291 --> 00:30:29,759
In my head.
799
00:30:29,759 --> 00:30:32,862
The [bleep] I go through,
I can't even go to her,
800
00:30:32,862 --> 00:30:35,531
She hard.
I can't go to you, you hard.
801
00:30:35,531 --> 00:30:38,401
So I'm on the concrete,
my [bleep].
802
00:30:38,401 --> 00:30:40,803
My granddaddy ain't that hard.
- Wow, wow.
803
00:30:40,803 --> 00:30:42,571
- But guess what,
and I ain't taking nothing
804
00:30:42,571 --> 00:30:44,440
from you
because you put me there.
805
00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,709
You put money in my [bleep].
806
00:30:46,709 --> 00:30:49,478
You gave me [bleep]
to help my rap career
807
00:30:49,478 --> 00:30:50,713
and all that [bleep].
808
00:30:50,713 --> 00:30:53,316
Ain't nobody do that but you.
809
00:30:53,316 --> 00:30:55,551
So I love my mama.
810
00:30:55,551 --> 00:30:57,753
- It's okay.
- And I love my wife.
811
00:30:57,753 --> 00:31:00,923
- I love you.
- You feel me?
812
00:31:00,923 --> 00:31:02,558
- But this is my baby.
813
00:31:02,558 --> 00:31:04,393
I just can't change
his diaper no more.
814
00:31:04,393 --> 00:31:07,396
[somber music]
815
00:31:07,396 --> 00:31:12,134
♪ ♪
816
00:31:12,134 --> 00:31:14,603
- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
817
00:31:14,603 --> 00:31:17,106
- You need to step up and be
a [bleep] daddy, [bleep].
818
00:31:17,106 --> 00:31:19,208
- You need to be a nanny!
819
00:31:19,208 --> 00:31:22,278
- We created them out of love.
820
00:31:22,278 --> 00:31:25,581
You may not have a connection,
but that's your son.
821
00:31:25,581 --> 00:31:28,084
[dramatic music]
822
00:31:28,084 --> 00:31:30,586
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
823
00:31:32,630 --> 00:31:33,931
- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪
824
00:31:35,099 --> 00:31:36,501
- I love my mama.
825
00:31:36,501 --> 00:31:38,002
- That's my baby.
826
00:31:38,002 --> 00:31:39,871
I just can't change
his diapers no more.
827
00:31:39,871 --> 00:31:41,539
I was the best
mother I could be.
828
00:31:41,539 --> 00:31:44,108
I'm not a perfect person,
nor am I a perfect mother.
829
00:31:44,108 --> 00:31:45,410
No one is.
830
00:31:45,410 --> 00:31:48,913
But I want to turn
a new cheek myself
831
00:31:48,913 --> 00:31:51,983
and get this family
back to where it needs to be.
832
00:31:51,983 --> 00:31:56,487
I'm willing and ready
to forgive him and his wife
833
00:31:56,487 --> 00:31:58,723
because we're supposed
to be family,
834
00:31:58,723 --> 00:32:00,658
and we should act like family.
835
00:32:00,658 --> 00:32:04,395
And we should pray
together and stay together.
836
00:32:08,633 --> 00:32:10,067
- We all have
our own upbringings.
837
00:32:10,067 --> 00:32:12,236
Like, there's just--
838
00:32:12,236 --> 00:32:14,005
we all need this moment.
839
00:32:14,005 --> 00:32:14,972
- He meant that [bleep].
840
00:32:14,972 --> 00:32:16,774
We never seen Scrap like this.
841
00:32:16,774 --> 00:32:19,610
- Everybody is coming together,
loving on each other,
842
00:32:19,610 --> 00:32:21,279
overcoming their obstacles,
843
00:32:21,279 --> 00:32:24,515
and we have all been going
through a love affair
844
00:32:24,515 --> 00:32:26,717
that we're not a part of.
845
00:32:26,717 --> 00:32:28,586
- She kind of wants a voice
846
00:32:28,586 --> 00:32:32,490
and sometimes,
it's just at the wrong time.
847
00:32:32,490 --> 00:32:34,659
Girl, you really need
to just be--
848
00:32:34,659 --> 00:32:37,428
no, I wouldn't
say a politician.
849
00:32:37,428 --> 00:32:39,297
Go get your own podcast.
850
00:32:39,297 --> 00:32:41,165
- Being put
in awkward situations
851
00:32:41,165 --> 00:32:43,401
and feeling bad
because certain people are
852
00:32:43,401 --> 00:32:44,836
not taking care their kids--
853
00:32:44,836 --> 00:32:46,204
- Stop.
- Or not holding it down.
854
00:32:46,204 --> 00:32:47,205
Now, wait a minute.
855
00:32:47,205 --> 00:32:49,173
Don't tell me to stop.
856
00:32:49,173 --> 00:32:51,209
In relationships--
- Boo.
857
00:32:51,209 --> 00:32:52,610
- Here come the Jamaican fool.
858
00:32:52,610 --> 00:32:54,445
Look, what I'm trying
to say is this right here.
859
00:32:54,445 --> 00:32:55,813
- Boo!
- No, ain't no boo.
860
00:32:55,813 --> 00:32:58,583
You need to step
up and be [bleep]..
861
00:32:58,583 --> 00:33:00,251
You need to be a daddy.
- Boo.
862
00:33:00,251 --> 00:33:01,652
You need to be a nanny.
863
00:33:01,652 --> 00:33:04,055
Once again, people not minding
their business.
864
00:33:04,055 --> 00:33:05,690
You trying to act
like you some damn,
865
00:33:05,690 --> 00:33:08,125
I don't know,
Mama Theresa Chicano.
866
00:33:08,125 --> 00:33:09,560
Have a seat.
867
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:10,761
- Y'all cannot go back...
868
00:33:14,298 --> 00:33:15,433
- No,
I'm not talking about you.
869
00:33:15,433 --> 00:33:16,834
I'm just saying in general.
870
00:33:16,834 --> 00:33:19,704
Whatever y'all doing,
can it back [bleep] stop.
871
00:33:19,704 --> 00:33:22,006
Y'all got two little
children, bruh.
872
00:33:22,006 --> 00:33:23,441
- It's children.
873
00:33:23,441 --> 00:33:29,180
- I play Safaree's videos
for Maje in my [bleep] room.
874
00:33:29,180 --> 00:33:30,381
You don't think that [bleep].
875
00:33:30,381 --> 00:33:31,516
I got to literally--
876
00:33:31,516 --> 00:33:36,187
I feed this man into our kids.
877
00:33:36,187 --> 00:33:39,257
We created them out of love.
878
00:33:39,257 --> 00:33:41,092
How could I ever block you?
879
00:33:42,693 --> 00:33:45,029
Stop hurting me.
- Please?
880
00:33:45,029 --> 00:33:46,497
- Especially because
you know I really,
881
00:33:46,497 --> 00:33:48,132
really, really loved you.
882
00:33:50,601 --> 00:33:53,504
I'm taking care of our kids.
883
00:33:53,504 --> 00:33:55,106
Stop.
884
00:33:55,106 --> 00:33:56,140
This [bleep] hurts me.
885
00:33:56,140 --> 00:33:57,174
It drains me.
886
00:33:57,174 --> 00:33:58,409
I'm losing weight.
887
00:34:02,547 --> 00:34:04,549
But that little boy
is so much like you,
888
00:34:04,549 --> 00:34:07,218
even though he looks like me.
889
00:34:07,218 --> 00:34:09,120
- He got his eyes, Erica.
890
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,756
- I'm always going to love you.
We got kids together.
891
00:34:11,756 --> 00:34:13,858
But I really deserve a break.
892
00:34:13,858 --> 00:34:18,296
My sisters, you guys have held
me down through all of this.
893
00:34:18,296 --> 00:34:20,698
For real.
894
00:34:20,698 --> 00:34:23,167
It is what it is.
895
00:34:23,167 --> 00:34:24,802
Maje misses you.
896
00:34:26,571 --> 00:34:32,009
Legend dances every time
we play your songs.
897
00:34:32,009 --> 00:34:34,812
You may not have a connection,
but that's your son.
898
00:34:36,614 --> 00:34:38,449
- At the end of the day,
talking right now,
899
00:34:38,449 --> 00:34:39,850
it's just a waste of breath.
900
00:34:39,850 --> 00:34:42,353
Too much damage has been done.
901
00:34:42,353 --> 00:34:43,487
I don't look at her the same.
902
00:34:43,487 --> 00:34:45,056
She doesn't look
at me the same,
903
00:34:45,056 --> 00:34:48,025
and we just got to find
a way to just move on healthy.
904
00:34:48,025 --> 00:34:49,994
There's a couple of things now
we're just waiting for when it
905
00:34:49,994 --> 00:34:51,762
comes to the child support
and custody,
906
00:34:51,762 --> 00:34:55,232
but for the most part,
we're done.
907
00:34:56,467 --> 00:34:58,536
- Can I go?
908
00:34:58,536 --> 00:35:00,504
Please?
909
00:35:00,504 --> 00:35:03,507
[dramatic music]
910
00:35:03,507 --> 00:35:10,648
♪ ♪
911
00:35:13,059 --> 00:35:14,694
- ♪ There ain't no stopping ♪
912
00:35:14,694 --> 00:35:18,031
- ♪ I won't die,
won't bury, won't sink ♪
913
00:35:18,031 --> 00:35:21,535
♪ 'Cause love
is the spirit I drink ♪
914
00:35:21,535 --> 00:35:23,570
- I came to America
to chase my dreams,
915
00:35:23,570 --> 00:35:25,305
and it's all happening
for me right now.
916
00:35:25,305 --> 00:35:26,873
Me can't see clearly.
917
00:35:26,873 --> 00:35:29,843
It doesn't matter for me
if I won or lost the Grammy.
918
00:35:29,843 --> 00:35:31,845
It's a historical moment
either way.
919
00:35:31,845 --> 00:35:33,980
At the end of the day,
I'm at the top of my game,
920
00:35:33,980 --> 00:35:36,449
and I'm not coming
down no time soon.
921
00:35:36,449 --> 00:35:40,387
- ♪ Take my hand,
let it set you free ♪
922
00:35:40,387 --> 00:35:41,621
- I just know I fumbled.
923
00:35:41,621 --> 00:35:43,089
I fumbled,
and I'm thankful to God
924
00:35:43,089 --> 00:35:44,624
for His mercy
and His grace
925
00:35:44,624 --> 00:35:46,893
that I was able to recover
the ball and run it on
926
00:35:46,893 --> 00:35:47,928
into the end zone.
927
00:35:47,928 --> 00:35:49,663
But nonetheless,
I got to continue
928
00:35:49,663 --> 00:35:50,997
to be strong for my mom
929
00:35:50,997 --> 00:35:54,234
and prove to Kendra
that she didn't go wrong
930
00:35:54,234 --> 00:35:56,603
by marrying me.
931
00:35:56,603 --> 00:35:58,605
- I'm hopeful
for the future,
932
00:35:58,605 --> 00:36:00,040
and I want everything
to work out.
933
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:03,009
But if anything like
infidelity ever arises,
934
00:36:03,009 --> 00:36:06,446
Lord forbid the man
has another child,
935
00:36:06,446 --> 00:36:08,882
like I'm done and I'm gone.
936
00:36:08,882 --> 00:36:11,851
- ♪ 'Cause these dry,
dry bones ♪
937
00:36:11,851 --> 00:36:16,623
♪ Gonna rise up,
gonna rise up ♪
938
00:36:16,623 --> 00:36:18,024
- Now I am a Gemini woman.
939
00:36:18,024 --> 00:36:20,594
I love a surprise,
but I'm sick of Eric
940
00:36:20,594 --> 00:36:23,830
just doing little [bleep]
to just make back up with me.
941
00:36:23,830 --> 00:36:25,599
I need it to be genuine.
942
00:36:25,599 --> 00:36:28,635
But don't get me wrong,
I do know
943
00:36:28,635 --> 00:36:30,237
that Eric is the one for me.
944
00:36:30,237 --> 00:36:32,439
We just got to make it through
these trials and tribulations.
945
00:36:32,439 --> 00:36:35,442
So it's like, either we're
gonna meet halfway or no way.
946
00:36:35,442 --> 00:36:38,778
- ♪ Gonna rise up,
gonna rise ♪
947
00:36:38,778 --> 00:36:42,382
- This past year has been
948
00:36:42,382 --> 00:36:45,185
probably one of the worst years
of my life,
949
00:36:45,185 --> 00:36:49,222
from my fiancée going to jail,
losing my mom.
950
00:36:49,222 --> 00:36:52,892
So to be here right
now as a artist,
951
00:36:52,892 --> 00:36:54,761
this is a full circle moment
for me.
952
00:36:54,761 --> 00:36:56,363
I'm ready to make
my mom proud.
953
00:36:56,363 --> 00:36:57,897
She's always with me,
954
00:36:57,897 --> 00:37:00,267
and this is what she wanted
for me.
955
00:37:00,267 --> 00:37:02,369
- ♪ 'Cause these dry,
dry bones ♪
956
00:37:02,369 --> 00:37:06,139
♪ Gonna rise up,
gonna rise up ♪
957
00:37:06,139 --> 00:37:08,708
- It's really a great thing
to be able to sit here
958
00:37:08,708 --> 00:37:10,243
and see all
of our family together.
959
00:37:10,243 --> 00:37:12,545
And I hope Kirk
and my dad can continue
960
00:37:12,545 --> 00:37:13,947
to have a great relationship,
961
00:37:13,947 --> 00:37:15,815
but I'm going to tell
y'all in Atlanta.
962
00:37:15,815 --> 00:37:18,051
Y'all ain't ready
for Harold Buckner
963
00:37:18,051 --> 00:37:19,552
because that's a different kind
of dude.
964
00:37:19,552 --> 00:37:21,888
[laughs] So be ready.
965
00:37:21,888 --> 00:37:24,257
When you see him
in the streets, holler at him.
966
00:37:24,257 --> 00:37:27,394
- ♪ Them bones, them bones,
them dry bones ♪
967
00:37:27,394 --> 00:37:29,296
- The unthinkable
happened in Vegas.
968
00:37:29,296 --> 00:37:31,531
Me, Scrappy, and the Bam
hugged it out
969
00:37:31,531 --> 00:37:33,433
and agreed to work things out.
970
00:37:33,433 --> 00:37:36,036
So what I can do on my end
971
00:37:36,036 --> 00:37:38,605
is try to stand down,
mind my business,
972
00:37:38,605 --> 00:37:40,006
and just stay far away.
973
00:37:40,006 --> 00:37:42,609
And that's a big emphasis
on the word "try"
974
00:37:42,609 --> 00:37:44,811
because you think
this 58-year-old queen
975
00:37:44,811 --> 00:37:46,846
could change overnight? [tsks]
976
00:37:46,846 --> 00:37:48,315
I don't think so.
977
00:37:52,652 --> 00:37:56,489
- I'm going to do my music,
keep being a good husband,
978
00:37:56,489 --> 00:37:57,991
keep being a great dad,
979
00:37:57,991 --> 00:38:00,360
and try to stay
being a great son
980
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:04,331
because my mom won't let me
really do that, but I try.
981
00:38:04,331 --> 00:38:06,099
But as for me and Bam,
we married.
982
00:38:06,099 --> 00:38:09,436
The way we're going, I think
it could really go up, man.
983
00:38:09,436 --> 00:38:11,471
I'm praying that it go up.
984
00:38:11,471 --> 00:38:16,176
- ♪ Gonna rise up,
gonna rise up, gonna rise up ♪
985
00:38:16,176 --> 00:38:18,745
- As of today,
the divorce is final.
986
00:38:18,745 --> 00:38:20,780
I don't know
if Erica is gonna be happy
987
00:38:20,780 --> 00:38:22,182
with the final settlement,
988
00:38:22,182 --> 00:38:24,784
but it is what it is,
and I'm ecstatic.
989
00:38:24,784 --> 00:38:26,553
Thank you, God Almighty.
990
00:38:26,553 --> 00:38:28,154
I couldn't be any happier.
991
00:38:28,154 --> 00:38:30,156
Now, I'm gonna do
what I got to do,
992
00:38:30,156 --> 00:38:31,991
I'm going to make my money,
993
00:38:31,991 --> 00:38:34,160
and I'm gonna stay Black
and die.
994
00:38:36,463 --> 00:38:38,531
- ♪ Hey! ♪
995
00:38:38,531 --> 00:38:41,334
- Oh, my God, yes.
996
00:38:41,334 --> 00:38:44,771
Oh, my God.
I'm officially divorced.
997
00:38:44,771 --> 00:38:46,106
Yes!
998
00:38:49,509 --> 00:38:51,244
Oh, my God.
999
00:38:52,879 --> 00:38:55,248
- Hug your brother.
1000
00:38:55,248 --> 00:38:56,783
- You was just
talking about that.
1001
00:38:56,783 --> 00:39:00,553
- We was just talking about it.
1002
00:39:00,553 --> 00:39:03,823
I'm officially primary
custodian of the kids?
1003
00:39:03,823 --> 00:39:06,526
What about the child support?
1004
00:39:06,526 --> 00:39:08,161
That's it?
1005
00:39:10,697 --> 00:39:12,198
Tony, that's crazy.
1006
00:39:14,033 --> 00:39:15,769
Why?
1007
00:39:15,769 --> 00:39:18,805
Are you [bleep] kidding me?
1008
00:39:18,805 --> 00:39:21,007
Now all
of this financial burden
1009
00:39:21,007 --> 00:39:23,910
with my children is on me?
1010
00:39:23,910 --> 00:39:27,380
That's not fair.
1011
00:39:27,380 --> 00:39:30,917
When a man shows you who he is,
you have to believe him.
1012
00:39:30,917 --> 00:39:32,919
When anybody shows you
who they are,
1013
00:39:32,919 --> 00:39:34,320
you have to believe them.
1014
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:37,457
Like, he doesn't have
to pay nothing of it?
1015
00:39:37,457 --> 00:39:39,125
Nothing?
1016
00:39:39,125 --> 00:39:45,064
That's the [bleep] up [bleep]
that comes with being a woman
1017
00:39:45,064 --> 00:39:48,802
that is so ride
or die about love.
1018
00:39:48,802 --> 00:39:51,137
Scrap, this is [bleep] up.
1019
00:39:53,339 --> 00:39:54,741
[crying]
1020
00:39:54,741 --> 00:39:57,977
Ladies and gentlemen,
learn your partner
1021
00:39:57,977 --> 00:40:01,948
before you jump ahead
and fall in love
1022
00:40:01,948 --> 00:40:04,317
with the words
and all of that stuff
1023
00:40:04,317 --> 00:40:06,653
that make up this fairy tale.
1024
00:40:06,653 --> 00:40:08,988
Because when no one's looking,
1025
00:40:08,988 --> 00:40:12,158
that's when everything
just goes left.
1026
00:40:12,158 --> 00:40:14,661
Financially, the kids
are my responsibility.
1027
00:40:14,661 --> 00:40:16,696
I have primarily
custody of them.
1028
00:40:16,696 --> 00:40:18,064
- Damn.
1029
00:40:18,064 --> 00:40:22,402
- But, I'm [bleep] strong,
1030
00:40:22,402 --> 00:40:23,970
and I'm here.
1031
00:40:23,970 --> 00:40:25,905
I'm officially divorced.
1032
00:40:25,905 --> 00:40:27,340
- Okay.
1033
00:40:27,340 --> 00:40:30,009
- But Safaree doesn't
have to pay anything.
1034
00:40:30,009 --> 00:40:33,246
- Oh, my God.
1035
00:40:33,246 --> 00:40:35,548
- I will always
believe in love.
1036
00:40:35,548 --> 00:40:37,383
Love is real,
1037
00:40:37,383 --> 00:40:40,353
but I'm going
to take time to love on me
1038
00:40:40,353 --> 00:40:41,654
and pour on me.
1039
00:40:41,654 --> 00:40:45,191
And I want to learn
this new woman that I am,
1040
00:40:45,191 --> 00:40:46,960
this woman that has learned
1041
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:50,763
to emotionally be in control.
1042
00:40:50,763 --> 00:40:52,699
Hi, baby girl.
1043
00:40:52,699 --> 00:40:58,371
This new woman I've become
deserves time with me only,
1044
00:40:58,371 --> 00:41:01,875
and I'm going to be selfish
with her for a while.
1045
00:41:01,875 --> 00:41:03,810
I love you.
1046
00:41:05,345 --> 00:41:06,513
I love you.
1047
00:41:19,793 --> 00:41:26,934
♪ ♪
1048
00:41:44,084 --> 00:41:46,720
- ♪ MTV ♪