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Sometimes...
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at night I Ieave the lights on
in my little house.
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And... walk across the flat fields
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When I look back from a distance,
the house is like a boat on the sea.
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It's really the only time I feel safe.
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You stood in the breathing silence of
Gareth Jacob Hobbs' home,
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the very spaces he moved through.
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Tell me Will... Did they speak to you?
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WIth noise and clarity.
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You could sense his madness,
like a bloodhound...
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I tried so hard to know
Gareth Jacob Hobbs.
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To see him.
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Gareth Jacob Hobbs, FBI!
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Past the slides and viles,
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beyond the lines of the police report,
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between the pixels of all those
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printed faces of sad dead girls.
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See.
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How did you feel seeing Marissa Shore,
impaled in his antler room?
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Guilty.
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Because you couldn't save her.
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Because I felt like I killed her...
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I got so close to him.
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Sometimes...
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I felt like we were doing the same things
at different times of day
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like I was eating
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or showering or sleeping
at the same time he was.
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Even after he was dead?
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Even after he was dead.
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Like...
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you were becoming him.
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I know who I am.
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I'm not Gareth Jacob Hobbs,
Doctor Lecter.
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I can hide what happened to me.
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All I need is a scarf to pass.
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Hiding what happened to you
defeats the purpose of being here.
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Sharing will help normalize.
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I'm not normal... not anymore.
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What happened to you was a...
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Some of these women
aren't even sharing.
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They speak in "little girl voices"
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telling everyone what was done to them
without saying a word about it.
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Certain traumas can
arrest vocal development.
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And victims can sometimes broadcast
victimhood involuntarily.
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Not me.
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That's not necessarily true.
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Your victimhood has a high profile.
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celebrity victim.
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Someone here asked me
if I kept my stained clothes.
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How did that make you feel?
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Like I wanted to go home.
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But I don't have a home anymore, do I?
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You will. You will,
I'll help you find it.
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Abigail I'd like you to give
the support group another chance.
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Supportgroups are
sucking the life out of me.
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Well isolation can suck just as much.
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You have to find someone to relate to
in this experience.
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Hi.
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- Do you have an appointment?
- Do you have a beer?
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Interesting day with Abigail?
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Yeah, with grief work.
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Trauma, intervention.
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It's all on course.
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I think she might be wrestling
with a low grade depression.
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She?
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Nothing wrong with a little
self medication, right Doctor?
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Professional neutrality be damned.
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It's so hard to watch
a bright young girl go so adrift.
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Perhaps it's time Abigail is released
from clinical treatment.
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Released where?
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Back into the wild?
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Spending each day immersed in tragedy
may be doing more harm than good.
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She should be out in the world.
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Finding her footing, giving her
the confidence to move forward.
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Abigail is in no condition
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- Where's she gonna live?
- I'm not suggesting abandonment.
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Hannibal this is a girl who was
very attached to her parents.
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You stepping in as a surrogate,
would only be a crutch.
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I think Abigail need to figure
things out for herself in a safe
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clinical environment.
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And that will give her
the confidence to move forward.
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I defer to the passion
of my esteemed colleague.
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Passion's good.
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Gets blood pumping.
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- Tell me about your mother.
- Some lazy psychiatry Doctor Lecter.
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Low hanging fruit.
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I suspect that fruit is on a high branch.
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- Very difficult to reach.
- So is my mother.
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- Never knew her.
- An interesting place to start.
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Tell me about your mother,
let's start there.
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Both my parents died
when I was very young.
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The proverbial orphan until I was adopted
by my uncle Robertos when I was 16.
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You have orphan in common
with Abigail Hobbs.
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I think you'll discover that you and I have
a great deal in common with Abigail.
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She's already demonstrated an aptitude
for the psychological.
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There's something so foreign about family,
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like an ill fitting suit.
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I never connected to the concept.
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I followed my father
from the boatyards of
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Biloxi and Greenville,
to lakeboats on Eerie.
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Always the new boy at school,
always the stranger.
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Always.
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You created a family for yourself.
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I've only connected a family of strays,
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and thank you for feeding them
while I was away.
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I was refering to Abigail.
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A modified Budeaux Noir
from Ali Bab's Gatronomie Practique.
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You promised to deliver
your wife to my dinner table.
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Well we'll have to polish up our act,
we can't have
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you diagnosing our marital problems
all in one fell swoop.
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- What am I about to put in my mouth?
- Rabbit.
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- He should have hopped faster.
- Yes he should have.
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- But fortunately for us he did not.
- Mmm mmm.
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Our friend Will seems haunted today.
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We don't know what nightmares
lie coiled beneath Will's pillow.
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He still suspects Abigail Hobbs
in her father's crimes.
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Perhaps the nightmare under Will's pillow,
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is that he was wrong about her.
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Children tranport us to our childhoods.
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Will may feel the tug of life
before the FBI, before you.
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Simpler times in boatyards with dad.
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That life is an anker streamed behind him
in heavy weather.
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He needs an anker Jack.
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Good evening Will, please come in.
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Has christmas come early?
Or late?
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- Was for Abigail.
- Was?
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I thought better of it, I wasn't thinking
straight, I was upset when I bought it.
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Maybe still am.
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- What is it?
- A magnifying glass.
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Fly tying gear.
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Teaching her how to fish,
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- her father taught her how to hunt.
- That's why I thought better of it.
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- Pretty paternal Will.
- Aren't you?
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Yes.
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Our good friend Doctor Bloom
has advised against taking
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to personal an interest
in Abigail's welfare.
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And perhaps it's our responsibility
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yours and mine to help her find her way.
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I don't think I'm allowed to leave,
after I climb the fence.
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I've made arrangements.
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you could say I'm, one of your guardians.
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- Where are we going?
- Home, my home.
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I thought you might enjoy
if I cooked for you.
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- I'll have you back before bedtime.
- Can't I spend the night?
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I don't like sleeping here,
I have bad dreams.
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- You have to sleep in your own bed.
- This isn't my bed.
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Tell me about your bad dreams.
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I had one where
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Marissa was sending me picture texts.
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Like crimescene photos of Nicholas Boyle.
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- Gutted.
- How you left him.
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Even though she's dead
I'm afraid that Marissa's gonna
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tell everyone I killed him
and they'll think I'm just like my dad.
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Sorry.
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Can't really talk about this in group.
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You don't have that luxury Abigail.
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I just have to get used to lying.
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You only have to lie about one thing.
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And when you're with me
you don't have to lie about anything.
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In the dream I wonder
how I could live with myself.
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Knowing what I did.
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And when you're awake?
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When I'm awake I know I can
live with myself.
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And I'll just get used to what I did.
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- Does that make me a sociopath?
- No.
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It makes you a survivor.
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It's important to know
when it's time to turn the page.
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Have you thought about
applying for schools?
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My dad killed girls
from all the schools I applied to.
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- Perhaps that can wait then.
- I wanna work for the FBI.
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I would certainly feel safer
if you were in the FBI,
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protecting my interests.
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They wouldn't let me though,
would they?
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Because of what my dad did.
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Only if they believe
that's in your nature too.
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Nature versus nurture.
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You're not your father's daughter,
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What if it weren't so painful anymore,
to think of him.
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- My dad?
- Yes.
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Have you ever tried Psilocybin?
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- Mushrooms? That's what's in the tea?
- Yes.
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There are those psychiatrists who believe
altered states could be used
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to access traumatic memories.
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I have all the access to
traumatic memories I need.
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Unlimited access.
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Which is why we need to supplement them
with positive associations.
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No more bad dreams Abigail.
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- You want me to do drugs?
- I want you to do this drug.
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With my supervision it's quite safe.
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Do you trust me?
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Just like we talked about.
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Doctor Bloom said this was ok.
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Not at all, we often
have a difference of opinion.
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- More secrets for us.
- Well.
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You and I will have many secrets.
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Infusing Psilosybin into the bloodstream
before psychotherapy
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can illicit a positive even spiritual
experience for patients.
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Psychological trauma is an affliction
of the powerless.
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I want to give you your power back.
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I don't feel so good.
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That feeling will pass.
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Allow it to wash over you, through you.
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Let me be your guide.
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You're making breakfast for dinner?
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*** for eggs.
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A chef in Spain called Muro claimed
he invented it in the 19th century.
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Taste, is not only biochemical...
it's also psychological.
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Sausage and eggs was the last meal
I was having with my parents.
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I know. It's also the first meal
you're having with me.
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As someone who makes such a deal
about common courtesy
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I'm a little taken a back.
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Slash a lot taken a back,
that you would take my patient
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my patient
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out of the hospital without my permission.
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And I'm not a professional scold
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but don't put me
in this position ever again.
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I'm sorry.
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Rude! Hannibal shockingly rude!
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You have every right to be upset with me
I overstepped my bounds.
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- Where is she?
- She's in the dining room.
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And Alana... you were right.
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Often am. You have to be more specific.
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She wasn't ready to leave the hospital,
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she... experienced a bit of anxiety
so I gave her a sedative.
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- Sedative what did you give her?
- I only gave her half a Valium
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but she may be a little hazy.
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- Hi Doctor Bloom.
- Hello Abigail.
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You were expecting me?
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Please.
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You hungry?
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Hannibal made breakfast for dinner.
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I could eat.
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What is it?
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Abigail.
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What do you see?
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I see family.
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Hello.
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Think it's to late for us to have kids?
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It is for me.
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