1 00:00:22,625 --> 00:00:23,976 (Lecter) 'Previously on "Hannibal"... 2 00:00:24,000 --> 00:00:28,625 "Layers and layers of lies betrayed by a sad glint in a child's eyes." 3 00:00:28,750 --> 00:00:32,833 How did you feel like seeing Marissa schurr impaled in his antler room? 4 00:00:32,958 --> 00:00:34,250 Guilty. 5 00:00:34,375 --> 00:00:37,708 - Because you couldn't save her? - Because I felt like I killed her. 6 00:00:37,833 --> 00:00:40,583 Our friend will seems haunted today. 7 00:00:40,708 --> 00:00:44,542 (Lecter) We don't know what nightmares lie coiled beneath will's pillow. 8 00:00:44,667 --> 00:00:47,833 At night I leave the lights on in my little house 9 00:00:47,958 --> 00:00:50,042 and walk across the flat fields. 10 00:00:50,167 --> 00:00:53,792 'When I look back from a distance, the house is like a boat on the sea.' 11 00:00:53,917 --> 00:00:56,542 it's really the only time I feel safe. 12 00:00:56,667 --> 00:00:59,458 - Children transport us to our childhoods. - What do you see, will? 13 00:00:59,583 --> 00:01:02,500 Will may feel the tug of life before the FBI, before you. 14 00:01:02,625 --> 00:01:04,208 He needs an anchor, Jack. 15 00:01:04,333 --> 00:01:07,458 - Where are you going? - I wanna go home. 16 00:01:36,917 --> 00:01:38,500 (Stag snorts) 17 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:02,000 (Siren blasts) 18 00:02:14,208 --> 00:02:15,833 You lost? 19 00:02:16,833 --> 00:02:18,167 What? 20 00:02:19,500 --> 00:02:22,708 - What's your name? - Will Graham. 21 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:27,583 Do you know where you are, mr Graham? 22 00:02:31,792 --> 00:02:34,500 Where do you live? 23 00:02:34,625 --> 00:02:37,417 Wolf trap, Virginia. 24 00:02:37,542 --> 00:02:40,958 We're in wolf trap, so that's good. You're close to home. 25 00:02:41,750 --> 00:02:43,167 Is that yours? 26 00:02:46,667 --> 00:02:49,708 Oh, hi, Winston. Hey... 27 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:53,167 Can I sit down? My feet are sore. 28 00:02:54,833 --> 00:02:58,000 - Why don't we take you home? - Ok. 29 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,292 Are you on any drugs? Medication? 30 00:03:02,417 --> 00:03:04,500 - Prescription or othennise? - No. 31 00:03:04,625 --> 00:03:06,875 - You been drinking? - No. 32 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:08,875 Uh, yes. Not excessively. 33 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:11,708 I had two fingers of whiskey before I went to bed. 34 00:03:11,833 --> 00:03:15,583 Do you have a history of sleepwalking, mr Graham? 35 00:03:15,708 --> 00:03:18,208 I'm not even sure if I'm awake now. 36 00:03:33,542 --> 00:03:37,542 Although I may be, is it safe to assume you're not sleepwalking now? 37 00:03:37,667 --> 00:03:42,375 - Sorry it's so early. - Never apologise for coming to me. 38 00:03:42,500 --> 00:03:45,708 Office hours are for patients. My kitchen is always open to friends. 39 00:03:51,625 --> 00:03:54,833 Onset of sleepwalking in adulthood is less common than in children. 40 00:03:54,958 --> 00:03:56,583 Could it be a seizure? 41 00:03:58,208 --> 00:04:01,708 I'd argue good old-fashioned post-traumatic stress. 42 00:04:01,833 --> 00:04:03,708 Jack Crawford has gotten your hands very dirty. 43 00:04:03,833 --> 00:04:06,292 I wasn't forced back into the field. 44 00:04:06,417 --> 00:04:10,542 I wouldn't say "forced". "Manipulated" would be the word I'd choose. 45 00:04:10,667 --> 00:04:12,875 I can handle it. 46 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:15,393 Somewhere between denying horrible events and calling them out 47 00:04:15,417 --> 00:04:17,917 lies the truth of psychological trauma. 48 00:04:18,042 --> 00:04:20,375 So I can't handle it. 49 00:04:20,500 --> 00:04:22,875 Your experience may have ovennhelmed ordinary functions 50 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:24,708 that give you a sense of control. 51 00:04:24,833 --> 00:04:27,458 If my body is walking around without my permission, 52 00:04:27,583 --> 00:04:29,917 you'd say that's a loss of control? 53 00:04:31,042 --> 00:04:33,000 Wouldn't you? 54 00:04:40,833 --> 00:04:45,125 Sleepwalkers demonstrate a difficulty handling aggression. 55 00:04:45,250 --> 00:04:49,333 Are you experiencing difficulty with aggressive feelings? 56 00:04:49,458 --> 00:04:55,042 You said Jack sees me as fine China used for special guests. 57 00:04:56,417 --> 00:04:59,125 I'm beginning to feel more like an old mug. 58 00:05:00,917 --> 00:05:04,208 You entered into a devil's bargain with Jack Crawford, it takes a toll. 59 00:05:04,333 --> 00:05:06,375 Jack isn't the devil. 60 00:05:08,542 --> 00:05:11,833 When it comes to how far he's willing to push you to get what he wants, 61 00:05:11,958 --> 00:05:13,833 he's certainly no Saint. 62 00:06:22,500 --> 00:06:25,083 (Crawford) Room was registered to a John Smith. 63 00:06:25,208 --> 00:06:28,500 - Heh! Big surprise there. - An appalling failure of imagination. 64 00:06:28,625 --> 00:06:30,083 They paid cash. 65 00:06:30,208 --> 00:06:33,875 There are no security cameras on the premises, another big surprise. 66 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:35,708 John Smith one of the victims? 67 00:06:35,833 --> 00:06:37,673 Mr and mrs Anderson, according to the register. 68 00:06:37,750 --> 00:06:39,875 They were mutilated and displayed. 69 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:44,208 I thought it was the chesapeake ripper, but there were no surgical trophies taken. 70 00:06:44,333 --> 00:06:46,573 - I need you to prepare yourself on this. - I'm prepared. 71 00:06:46,667 --> 00:06:50,083 - Prepare yourself more. It's soup in there. - Soup isn't good for the soul. 72 00:06:50,208 --> 00:06:54,333 Not this kind. All right, look, there are no jurisdictional rivalries here. 73 00:06:54,458 --> 00:06:57,208 The local police begged us to take this. Where's your head? 74 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:59,958 It's on my pillow. I didn't sleep. 75 00:07:01,333 --> 00:07:04,000 Got just the thing to wake you up. 76 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:27,000 Ok, I'm awake. 77 00:07:31,333 --> 00:07:33,333 Hooks were bored into the ceiling. 78 00:07:33,458 --> 00:07:38,625 Fishing line was used to hold up the bodies and... the wings. 79 00:07:38,750 --> 00:07:41,458 - At least we know he's a fisherman. - (Price) And/or a viking. 80 00:07:41,583 --> 00:07:43,708 Vikings do this? 81 00:07:43,833 --> 00:07:47,208 Vikings used to execute christians by breaking their ribs, 82 00:07:47,333 --> 00:07:49,292 bending them back and draping the lungs over them 83 00:07:49,417 --> 00:07:52,917 to resemble wings. They used to call it a "blood eagle". 84 00:07:53,042 --> 00:07:57,208 - Pagans mocking the god-fearing? - Then who's mocking who? 85 00:07:57,333 --> 00:08:01,667 No, he isn't mocking them... He's transforming them. 86 00:08:01,792 --> 00:08:04,708 I don't know if it was a good night's sleep, but he slept here. 87 00:08:04,833 --> 00:08:07,208 Hair on the pillow and the sheets are still damp. 88 00:08:07,333 --> 00:08:09,208 He's a sweater. 89 00:08:09,333 --> 00:08:11,500 Madness slept here last night. 90 00:08:14,583 --> 00:08:18,625 - He threw up on the nightstand. - Couldn't stomach what he did. 91 00:08:18,750 --> 00:08:21,208 Flop sweat and nervous indigestion. 92 00:08:21,333 --> 00:08:24,083 Not nervous. 93 00:08:24,208 --> 00:08:26,500 Righteous. 94 00:08:26,625 --> 00:08:30,583 He thinks he's... Elevating them somehow. 95 00:08:35,667 --> 00:08:38,167 I need a plastic sheet for the bed. 96 00:09:15,000 --> 00:09:17,500 This is not who you are. 97 00:09:23,458 --> 00:09:25,333 This is my gift to you. 98 00:09:34,542 --> 00:09:37,208 I allow you to become angels. 99 00:09:40,417 --> 00:09:42,583 And now, 100 00:09:42,708 --> 00:09:45,042 I lay me down to sleep. 101 00:09:53,625 --> 00:09:56,417 (1 classical music playing) 102 00:10:13,333 --> 00:10:19,667 A masterpiece foie gras au torchon with a late harvest of vidal sauce... 103 00:10:21,625 --> 00:10:23,958 With dried and fresh figs. 104 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:26,875 Wonderful. 105 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:29,875 Mrs Crawford, your husband introduced you as Bella. 106 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:32,000 Are you an Isabelle or an Annabelle? 107 00:10:32,125 --> 00:10:34,292 I'm a Phyllis. 108 00:10:34,417 --> 00:10:37,708 Jack only calls me Phyllis when we disagree. 109 00:10:39,583 --> 00:10:42,542 So, named Bella for your beauty. 110 00:10:42,667 --> 00:10:45,833 We were both stationed in Italy. I was army, she was NATO staff. 111 00:10:45,958 --> 00:10:50,375 All of the Italian men kept calling her, "Bella, Bella, Bella." 112 00:10:50,500 --> 00:10:52,542 Well, I wanted her to be my Bella. 113 00:10:56,333 --> 00:10:57,875 Mmm... 114 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:01,208 Cold foie gras with warm figs. 115 00:11:01,333 --> 00:11:02,417 Yes. 116 00:11:02,542 --> 00:11:04,125 Very nice. 117 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:07,583 Would I be a horrible guest if I skipped this course? 118 00:11:07,708 --> 00:11:09,667 - Too rich? - Too cruel. 119 00:11:10,417 --> 00:11:12,208 - Phyllis. - Jack. 120 00:11:12,333 --> 00:11:16,333 First and worst sign of sociopathic behaviour: Cruelty to animals. 121 00:11:17,375 --> 00:11:19,833 Oh, that doesn't apply in the kitchen. 122 00:11:19,958 --> 00:11:24,458 I have no taste for animal cruelty, which is why I employ an ethical butcher. 123 00:11:24,583 --> 00:11:28,125 An ethical butcher? Be kind to animals and then eat them. 124 00:11:28,250 --> 00:11:31,042 I'm afraid I insist on it. 125 00:11:32,250 --> 00:11:34,625 No need for unnecessary suffering. 126 00:11:41,375 --> 00:11:44,875 Human emotions are a gift from our animal ancestors. 127 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:48,125 Cruelty is a gift humanity has given itself. 128 00:11:49,917 --> 00:11:52,583 The gift that keeps on giving. 129 00:11:57,708 --> 00:11:59,250 (Sniffs) 130 00:11:59,375 --> 00:12:01,667 Your perfume is exquisite. 131 00:12:03,333 --> 00:12:06,583 Similar to the aroma on the air just after lightning strikes. 132 00:12:07,250 --> 00:12:09,708 Is it dior? 133 00:12:09,833 --> 00:12:12,250 That is some nose you have there, doctor. 134 00:12:12,375 --> 00:12:15,208 (Crawford) He really is quite charming, isn't he? 135 00:12:15,333 --> 00:12:19,458 I first noticed my keen sense of smell when I was a young man. 136 00:12:19,583 --> 00:12:23,750 I was aware one of my teachers had stomach cancer even before he was. 137 00:12:25,208 --> 00:12:28,625 Wow, that must've been some parlour trick. 138 00:12:29,667 --> 00:12:32,583 For our next course, roasted pork shank. 139 00:12:32,708 --> 00:12:37,917 And I assure you, Bella, it was an especially supercilious pig. 140 00:12:47,208 --> 00:12:49,833 "Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings 141 00:12:49,958 --> 00:12:53,042 "where we had shoulders smooth as raven's claws." 142 00:12:53,167 --> 00:12:56,000 - (Zeller) Robert frost. - Jim Morrison. 143 00:12:57,167 --> 00:12:59,125 Even a drunk with a flair for the dramatic 144 00:12:59,250 --> 00:13:02,625 can convince himself he's god, or the lizard king. 145 00:13:02,750 --> 00:13:06,208 (Price) God makes angels. Jesus was fond of fishermen. 146 00:13:06,333 --> 00:13:08,458 Are we talking hardcore judeo-Christian upsetting, 147 00:13:08,583 --> 00:13:12,625 - or just upsetting in general? - This is a very specific upsetting. 148 00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:17,208 Increased serotonin in the wounds is much higher in the free histamines, 149 00:13:17,333 --> 00:13:20,125 so she lived for about 15 minutes after she was skinned. 150 00:13:20,583 --> 00:13:24,417 (Price) Powder residue on the neck of the soda bottle shows vecuronium, 151 00:13:24,542 --> 00:13:27,625 scotch and soda and a paralytic agent. 152 00:13:27,750 --> 00:13:30,417 Kneeling in supplication at the feet of g dash d. 153 00:13:30,542 --> 00:13:35,500 Supplication is the most common form of prayer. "Gimme, gimme, gimme." 154 00:13:36,833 --> 00:13:39,792 They weren't praying to him. 155 00:13:39,917 --> 00:13:41,583 They were praying for him. 156 00:13:46,625 --> 00:13:48,708 He's afraid. 157 00:13:48,833 --> 00:13:52,583 What is somebody who could do something like this afraid of? 158 00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:57,542 - What's in his vomit? - Uh, dexamethasone... 159 00:13:57,667 --> 00:13:59,542 (Zeller) That's used for patients with tumours. 160 00:13:59,667 --> 00:14:01,500 - Kepra... - He's epileptic. 161 00:14:01,625 --> 00:14:03,417 - Radiation? - Gamma four. 162 00:14:03,958 --> 00:14:06,708 Steroids for the inflammation, anticonvulsants for the seizures, 163 00:14:06,833 --> 00:14:10,583 radiation for the chemotherapy. Our guy has a brain tumour. 164 00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:17,750 He's afraid of dying in his sleep. 165 00:14:19,833 --> 00:14:22,500 He's making angels to watch over him. 166 00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:31,542 Mrs Crawford... 167 00:14:33,667 --> 00:14:35,917 Please come in. 168 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:43,292 - How often do you see him? - Twice a week at first. 169 00:14:43,417 --> 00:14:44,958 Now usually just once. 170 00:14:46,167 --> 00:14:49,250 - You're satisfied, then? - Enough to keep seeing him. 171 00:14:49,375 --> 00:14:51,833 Your intention is not to tell Jack. 172 00:14:52,833 --> 00:14:55,042 I don't see what good it would do. 173 00:14:57,375 --> 00:15:02,375 Jack sees the world at its worst, I don't need him seeing me at mine. 174 00:15:02,833 --> 00:15:05,125 He already has too much to worry about. 175 00:15:05,250 --> 00:15:07,958 He has room for one more worry. 176 00:15:10,833 --> 00:15:13,833 - I feel like you're protecting him. - I am. 177 00:15:15,125 --> 00:15:17,417 I've had dinner at your home. 178 00:15:19,042 --> 00:15:21,375 You have a professional relationship with my husband. 179 00:15:21,500 --> 00:15:24,667 There's no conflict of interest, me being here? 180 00:15:24,792 --> 00:15:27,833 It's unorthodox, but not unheard of. 181 00:15:29,625 --> 00:15:32,417 Given the nature of your problem, seeing someone who knows Jack 182 00:15:32,542 --> 00:15:34,250 removes some of the guesswork. 183 00:15:38,333 --> 00:15:42,708 This all started as some misguided stab 184 00:15:42,833 --> 00:15:44,625 at maintaining my dignity. 185 00:15:44,750 --> 00:15:47,833 Nothing undignified about this. 186 00:15:47,958 --> 00:15:49,750 Not yet. 187 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:54,458 But I have indignity to look foward to, don't I? 188 00:15:55,458 --> 00:15:59,792 The only indignity I see is resentment. 189 00:15:59,917 --> 00:16:02,417 Why do you resent your husband? 190 00:16:05,417 --> 00:16:08,000 I resent that Jack... 191 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:11,500 Has too much to worry about, 192 00:16:11,625 --> 00:16:13,833 to worry about me. 193 00:16:14,792 --> 00:16:18,000 But that's your choice, not his. 194 00:16:18,125 --> 00:16:21,708 Then maybe you should see us both for couples counselling. 195 00:16:21,833 --> 00:16:25,583 I would recommend another psychiatrist for couples. 196 00:16:25,708 --> 00:16:29,125 I wouldn't want you to have the home-couch advantage. 197 00:16:30,167 --> 00:16:34,875 It's hard enough dealing with how I feel about all of this. 198 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,750 I don't need to deal with how Jack feels about it. 199 00:16:43,542 --> 00:16:47,583 There is no one and only spiritual centre of the brain. 200 00:16:47,708 --> 00:16:50,042 Any idea of god comes from many different areas of the mind 201 00:16:50,167 --> 00:16:52,542 working together in unison. 202 00:16:52,667 --> 00:16:54,375 Maybe I was wrong. 203 00:16:55,167 --> 00:16:57,625 How do you profile someone who has 204 00:16:57,750 --> 00:17:00,667 an anomaly in their head changing the way they think? 205 00:17:00,792 --> 00:17:04,208 A tumour can definitely affect brain function, 206 00:17:04,333 --> 00:17:06,333 even cause vivid hallucinations. 207 00:17:06,458 --> 00:17:09,458 However, what appears to be driving your angel maker 208 00:17:09,583 --> 00:17:12,792 to create heaven on earth is a simple issue of mortality. 209 00:17:12,917 --> 00:17:14,792 Can't beat god, become him? 210 00:17:16,958 --> 00:17:21,792 - You said he was afraid. - He feels abandoned. 211 00:17:24,833 --> 00:17:29,833 - Ever feel abandoned, will? - Abandonment requires expectation. 212 00:17:30,958 --> 00:17:34,625 What were your expectations of Jack Crawford and the FBI? 213 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:41,000 - Jack hasn't abandoned me. - Not in any discernible way. 214 00:17:41,125 --> 00:17:44,667 Perhaps in the way gods abandon their creations. 215 00:17:44,792 --> 00:17:46,500 You say he hasn't abandoned you, 216 00:17:46,625 --> 00:17:49,265 but, at the same time, you find yourself wandering around wolf trap 217 00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:50,875 in the middle of the night. 218 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:54,333 Well... This should be interesting. 219 00:17:55,667 --> 00:17:57,542 Please, doctor, proceed. 220 00:17:57,667 --> 00:18:02,000 Jack gave you his word he would protect your headspace, 221 00:18:02,125 --> 00:18:04,375 yet he leaves you to your mental devices. 222 00:18:06,208 --> 00:18:08,750 Are you trying to alienate me from Jack Crawford? 223 00:18:10,458 --> 00:18:14,250 I'm trying to help you understand this angel maker you seek. 224 00:18:14,375 --> 00:18:16,417 Well, help me understand how to catch him. 225 00:18:16,542 --> 00:18:19,667 If he were a classic paranoid schizophrenic, 226 00:18:19,792 --> 00:18:22,208 you might be able to influence him to become visible. 227 00:18:22,333 --> 00:18:25,208 What, scare him out into the daylight? 228 00:18:25,333 --> 00:18:28,042 Might even get him to hurt himself, if he hasn't already. 229 00:18:28,167 --> 00:18:31,875 If he were self-destructive, he wouldn't be so careful. 230 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:35,375 Unless he's careful about being self-destructive, 231 00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:38,958 making angels to pray over him when he sleeps. 232 00:18:43,833 --> 00:18:45,375 Who prays over us when we sleep? 233 00:18:52,458 --> 00:18:55,500 So do you wait until you think I'm asleep before you come to bed? 234 00:18:55,625 --> 00:18:59,167 It's not intentional. I'm working late. 235 00:19:00,958 --> 00:19:03,250 Nothing personal. 236 00:19:03,375 --> 00:19:08,458 Can we have a conversation or do you wanna pretend that everything's all right? 237 00:19:08,583 --> 00:19:10,458 Everything is all right. 238 00:19:11,833 --> 00:19:13,708 So, no conversation. 239 00:19:16,125 --> 00:19:18,667 I'm a bit ovennhelmed at the moment. 240 00:19:18,792 --> 00:19:22,542 - With? - With things at work... 241 00:19:22,667 --> 00:19:24,667 Etcetera. 242 00:19:25,792 --> 00:19:28,875 I've got some things I have to sort through. 243 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:31,708 It's, uh, outside yourjurisdiction, Jack. 244 00:19:31,833 --> 00:19:33,750 You know something... 245 00:19:35,458 --> 00:19:38,042 I'm very good at sorting things out. 246 00:19:38,167 --> 00:19:42,000 At the very least I can undennhelm you while you're being ovennhelmed. 247 00:19:42,125 --> 00:19:44,250 You've never been able to undennhelm me. 248 00:19:44,375 --> 00:19:47,875 Is there anything I can offer you romantically or physically 249 00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:49,792 or spiritually that'll help? 250 00:19:49,917 --> 00:19:51,167 Nope. 251 00:19:52,333 --> 00:19:57,000 So, as your husband, what I can do for you is, um... 252 00:19:57,125 --> 00:20:00,125 Leave you alone and not ask you any questions. 253 00:20:02,708 --> 00:20:05,125 You can ask me anything you want to. 254 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:11,917 I won't insult you by asking if there's someone else. 255 00:20:13,458 --> 00:20:15,417 Thank you. 256 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:20,917 You'll sort out whatever it is you have to sort out, we'll get back to being us. 257 00:20:24,417 --> 00:20:26,333 I love you, Bella. 258 00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:34,583 I love you, too. 259 00:21:18,500 --> 00:21:19,875 Why angels? 260 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:23,042 (Graham) Well, it isn't biblical. His angels have wings. 261 00:21:24,542 --> 00:21:28,000 Angels in sculptures and paintings can fly, but not in scripture. 262 00:21:28,125 --> 00:21:30,458 He's drawing from secular sources? 263 00:21:30,583 --> 00:21:34,375 His mind has turned against him and there's no one there to help. 264 00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:36,542 (Zeller) Uh, Jack... look at this. 265 00:21:37,583 --> 00:21:39,458 Are those...? What are those? 266 00:21:39,583 --> 00:21:42,500 Somebody got an orchiectomy real cheap. 267 00:21:43,625 --> 00:21:47,042 - (Katz) Doesn't look like the victim. - So they're the angel maker's? 268 00:21:47,167 --> 00:21:48,708 He castrated himself? 269 00:21:48,833 --> 00:21:53,333 So he isn'tjust making angels, he's getting ready to become one. 270 00:21:53,458 --> 00:21:55,792 Angels don't have genitalia. 271 00:21:57,208 --> 00:22:00,042 So he was afraid of dying. Now he's getting used to the idea? 272 00:22:00,167 --> 00:22:02,833 He's accepting it or he's bargaining. 273 00:22:02,958 --> 00:22:04,875 Heh! Bargaining chips! 274 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,000 Is he done making angels, or is he just getting started? 275 00:22:08,125 --> 00:22:09,708 I don't know. 276 00:22:09,833 --> 00:22:12,513 He's not just killing them when he's sleepy. How's he choosing them? 277 00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:14,583 - I don't know, ask him. - I'm asking you. 278 00:22:14,708 --> 00:22:17,042 You're the head of the behavioural science unit. 279 00:22:17,167 --> 00:22:21,167 Why don't you come up with your own answers if you don't like mine? 280 00:22:23,667 --> 00:22:25,500 I did not hear that! 281 00:22:26,458 --> 00:22:27,917 Did I? 282 00:22:33,583 --> 00:22:36,042 No, you didn't. 283 00:22:36,167 --> 00:22:37,667 I'm sorry. 284 00:23:13,708 --> 00:23:16,833 I've never heard anybody talk to Jack the way you talked to Jack. 285 00:23:16,958 --> 00:23:19,875 - I was out of line. - You were out of your mind. 286 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:24,042 My ears rang like the first time I heard my mum use the f-word. 287 00:23:24,167 --> 00:23:26,167 - (Chuckles) - Are you ok? 288 00:23:27,167 --> 00:23:29,542 I know it's a stupid question, considering that none of us 289 00:23:29,667 --> 00:23:34,000 could possibly be ok doing what we do, but are you ok? 290 00:23:35,542 --> 00:23:37,000 Do I seem different? 291 00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:42,250 You're a little different, but you've always been a little different. 292 00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:46,292 Brilliant strategy. That way, no one ever knows if something's up with you. 293 00:23:46,417 --> 00:23:49,000 How would I know if something was up with you? 294 00:23:49,125 --> 00:23:52,542 You wouldn't, but I would tell you if you asked me. 295 00:23:52,667 --> 00:23:55,000 Return the favour? 296 00:23:56,167 --> 00:23:58,917 Meet Roger and Marilyn brunner. 297 00:23:59,042 --> 00:24:01,917 You might recognise them from such lists as "most wanted". 298 00:24:02,042 --> 00:24:06,250 He likes to rape and murder, she likes to watch. We got a DNA match. 299 00:24:06,375 --> 00:24:09,542 They falsified the motel registry and were driving a stolen car, 300 00:24:09,667 --> 00:24:11,625 so it took a second to identify them. 301 00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:15,250 I wonder how long it took angel maker to identify them. 302 00:24:15,375 --> 00:24:18,500 - He didn't choose them randomly. - He knows something about them. 303 00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:21,208 The murdered security guard wasn't actually a security guard, 304 00:24:21,333 --> 00:24:23,417 he was a convicted felon. 305 00:24:23,542 --> 00:24:27,042 Could angel maker be a vigilante? 306 00:24:27,167 --> 00:24:29,500 Well, vigilantes are pragmatic, 307 00:24:29,625 --> 00:24:33,833 they're purposeful, they don't lay down and sleep under their crimes. 308 00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:40,042 - In his mind, he was doing god's work. - That spells vigilante. 309 00:24:40,167 --> 00:24:45,708 Playing at god has other advantages, one of them is always being alone. 310 00:24:45,833 --> 00:24:49,333 - So he makes angels out of demons. - How does he know they're demons? 311 00:24:49,458 --> 00:24:51,750 He doesn't have to know. 312 00:24:52,542 --> 00:24:54,833 All he has to do is believe. 313 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:03,083 Has Jack begun to suspect? 314 00:25:03,208 --> 00:25:05,125 He's a behavioural specialist, 315 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:07,208 he must know you're keeping something from him. 316 00:25:07,333 --> 00:25:09,375 Oh, he knows. 317 00:25:09,500 --> 00:25:11,917 He asked me if I was having an affair, 318 00:25:12,042 --> 00:25:15,125 by reassuring me that he didn't have to ask. 319 00:25:15,250 --> 00:25:19,750 - I doubt he believes you're unfaithful. - And why do you doubt that? 320 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:23,917 It's clear you love your husband. 321 00:25:24,042 --> 00:25:27,000 Women who love their husbands still find reasons to cheat on them. 322 00:25:27,708 --> 00:25:29,583 Not you. 323 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,000 Still, you seem more betrayed by Jack than by your own body. 324 00:25:35,833 --> 00:25:38,000 I don't feel betrayed by Jack. 325 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:42,875 And there's no point in being mad at cancer for being cancer. 326 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,958 - Sure there is. - Cancer isn't cruel. 327 00:25:47,583 --> 00:25:51,583 Tiny cell wanders off from my liver, gets lost, 328 00:25:51,708 --> 00:25:53,583 finds its way into my lung, 329 00:25:53,708 --> 00:25:58,542 where it's just trying to do its job and... grow a liver. 330 00:25:58,667 --> 00:26:03,042 What it grows and where it's growing it will likely kill you. 331 00:26:03,167 --> 00:26:05,625 Not likely... 332 00:26:05,750 --> 00:26:08,292 It will kill me. 333 00:26:08,417 --> 00:26:13,250 And no amount of blueberries or antioxidants can change that now. 334 00:26:13,375 --> 00:26:16,625 But you hold Jack accountable for his inability to cure cancer. 335 00:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,542 Should I have said his inability to save you? 336 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:26,708 - Would that be more accurate? - I am slowly shrinking. 337 00:26:27,750 --> 00:26:31,333 While this tiny thing grows larger every day. 338 00:26:33,833 --> 00:26:35,875 And yet I feel fine. 339 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,667 You will feel fine. 340 00:26:38,792 --> 00:26:41,500 Up until the precise moment you don't. 341 00:26:41,625 --> 00:26:45,792 It's a... really very dull story, though, isn't it? 342 00:26:47,042 --> 00:26:52,167 The ending is always the same, and that same is that it ends. 343 00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:58,500 So, you withdraw from your relationship with your husband, 344 00:26:59,833 --> 00:27:04,917 the man who strolled along the quays of livorno, Italy, and called you Bella. 345 00:27:51,917 --> 00:27:54,500 (Dogs barking) 346 00:28:23,917 --> 00:28:29,125 It's difficult to lie still and fear going to sleep when it's there to think about. 347 00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:34,000 You listen to your breathing in the dark and the tiny clicks of your blinking eyes. 348 00:28:34,125 --> 00:28:36,583 I dream more now than I used to. 349 00:28:36,708 --> 00:28:40,083 Your dreams were the one place you could be physically safe, 350 00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:42,125 relinquishing control, not anymore. 351 00:28:42,250 --> 00:28:46,792 I thought about zipping myself up into a sleeping bag before I go to sleep but... 352 00:28:46,917 --> 00:28:50,042 It sounds like a poor man's straightjacket. 353 00:28:52,708 --> 00:28:56,917 Have you determined how this angel maker is choosing his victims? 354 00:28:57,042 --> 00:29:00,125 He doesn't see people how everyone else sees them. 355 00:29:00,250 --> 00:29:04,125 He can tell if you're naughty or nice, or he thinks he can. 356 00:29:06,833 --> 00:29:09,708 So god has given this person insight into the souls of men. 357 00:29:09,833 --> 00:29:12,417 God didn't give him insight, god gave him a tumour. 358 00:29:14,792 --> 00:29:18,917 He's just a man whose brain is playing tricks on him. 359 00:29:20,958 --> 00:29:24,708 - You're not unlike this killer. - My brain is playing tricks on me? 360 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,583 You want to feel such sweet and easy peace. 361 00:29:28,708 --> 00:29:31,500 The angel maker wants that same peace. 362 00:29:31,625 --> 00:29:33,917 He hopes to feel his way cautiously inside it 363 00:29:34,042 --> 00:29:36,208 and find it's endless, all around him. 364 00:29:36,333 --> 00:29:38,583 He's gonna be disappointed. 365 00:29:38,708 --> 00:29:40,667 You accept the impossibility of such a feeling, 366 00:29:40,792 --> 00:29:43,000 whereas the angel maker is still chasing it. 367 00:29:45,250 --> 00:29:48,042 If he got close to it, that's where he will look for it again. 368 00:29:48,167 --> 00:29:51,875 I've tried to reconstruct his thinking, find his patterns. 369 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:56,000 Instead you find yourself in a behaviour pattern you can't break. 370 00:29:57,458 --> 00:29:59,667 You realise you have a choice. 371 00:29:59,792 --> 00:30:01,875 What is it? 372 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:06,542 Angel maker will be destroyed by what's happening inside his head. 373 00:30:06,667 --> 00:30:08,750 You don't have to be. 374 00:30:17,375 --> 00:30:19,333 Did you just smell me? 375 00:30:19,458 --> 00:30:22,042 Difficult to avoid. 376 00:30:22,167 --> 00:30:24,792 I really must introduce you to a finer aftershave. 377 00:30:24,917 --> 00:30:27,583 That smells like something with a ship on the bottle. 378 00:30:27,708 --> 00:30:29,833 I keep getting it for Christmas. 379 00:30:31,417 --> 00:30:34,333 Have your headaches been any worse lately? More frequent? 380 00:30:34,458 --> 00:30:36,667 Yes, actually. 381 00:30:38,125 --> 00:30:40,333 I'd change the aftershave. 382 00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:48,458 Elliot buddish, 35-year-old truck driver. 383 00:30:48,583 --> 00:30:51,875 He's got a fishing licence too. Match came from the national cancer database. 384 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,875 Married, two kids. They haven't seen him in four months. 385 00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:57,000 He was diagnosed five months ago. 386 00:30:57,125 --> 00:30:59,000 Meet the angel maker. 387 00:31:01,833 --> 00:31:04,875 Have you heard from him since he left? 388 00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:08,708 I left him. And, uh, no, no, I haven't. 389 00:31:11,042 --> 00:31:13,167 Why did you leave? 390 00:31:15,250 --> 00:31:17,917 Because of his cancer. 391 00:31:18,042 --> 00:31:20,042 It makes me sound like a horrible wife. 392 00:31:20,167 --> 00:31:22,792 I'm sure you had your reasons. 393 00:31:23,792 --> 00:31:28,083 I took a leave from work to, uh, to be with him. 394 00:31:28,208 --> 00:31:30,458 I wanted to be there for him, 395 00:31:30,583 --> 00:31:33,625 but what he wanted was to be alone. 396 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:38,042 He just kept pulling away and pulling away. 397 00:31:39,750 --> 00:31:42,458 He made it clear he didn't want me there. 398 00:31:43,833 --> 00:31:45,917 And then it wasn't clear. 399 00:31:47,750 --> 00:31:51,500 And then it didn't matter why he was acting the way he was. 400 00:31:55,167 --> 00:31:57,917 It was weird for the kids. 401 00:31:59,958 --> 00:32:02,500 I mean, what kind of mother exposes her children 402 00:32:02,625 --> 00:32:05,458 to someone who's losing their mind? 403 00:32:10,417 --> 00:32:13,000 Was he ever violent, mrs buddish? 404 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:17,500 He was angry. 405 00:32:19,458 --> 00:32:22,875 But he never hit me or the boys. 406 00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,417 It was hardest on them, 407 00:32:25,542 --> 00:32:27,792 to see him slip away. 408 00:32:27,917 --> 00:32:31,542 He lost himself and they lost a father. 409 00:32:31,667 --> 00:32:35,208 I thought that, as he got weaker, 410 00:32:35,333 --> 00:32:38,417 as the cancer got worse, 411 00:32:38,542 --> 00:32:42,208 that it would be less confusing for them. 412 00:32:42,333 --> 00:32:46,542 That they could just see him as a sick man, 413 00:32:46,667 --> 00:32:49,417 instead of someone who was so terrified. 414 00:32:49,542 --> 00:32:53,708 And, uh, did your husband's faith... 415 00:32:53,833 --> 00:32:56,333 Falter after he was told about the cancer? 416 00:32:56,458 --> 00:32:59,667 Elliot wasn't ever religious. 417 00:33:01,542 --> 00:33:04,583 - Is he doing something religious? - He may believe he is. 418 00:33:06,333 --> 00:33:11,708 Your husband is dying, mrs buddish, and soon. 419 00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:15,667 We'd just like to... 420 00:33:15,792 --> 00:33:19,667 We'd like to find him before he hurts himself or anyone else. 421 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:25,500 He had a near-death experience. 422 00:33:25,625 --> 00:33:28,583 He suffocated in a fire when he was a little boy. 423 00:33:31,167 --> 00:33:33,542 Fireman said he must've had a guardian angel. 424 00:33:33,667 --> 00:33:35,542 Where did this happen? 425 00:33:36,417 --> 00:33:41,167 Um... a farm where he grew up. 426 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,917 - This'll be the last one. - It's buddish? 427 00:34:36,042 --> 00:34:39,000 (Graham) He made himself into an angel. 428 00:34:44,958 --> 00:34:48,708 It wasn't god, it wasn't man. It was his choice to die. 429 00:34:48,833 --> 00:34:51,958 - His choice? - As much as he can make it. 430 00:35:01,167 --> 00:35:04,208 I don't know how much longer I can be useful to you, Jack. 431 00:35:04,333 --> 00:35:06,042 Really? You caught three. 432 00:35:06,167 --> 00:35:09,042 The last three we had, you caught. You caught three of them. 433 00:35:09,167 --> 00:35:13,625 No, I didn't catch this one. Elliot buddish... surrendered. 434 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:16,792 You know, I'm used to my wife not talking to me. 435 00:35:16,917 --> 00:35:19,917 I don't have to get used to you not talking to me too. 436 00:35:20,042 --> 00:35:23,500 It's getting harder and harder to make myself look. 437 00:35:23,625 --> 00:35:27,208 - Nobody's asking you to look alone. - But I am looking alone. 438 00:35:27,333 --> 00:35:29,208 And you know what looking at this does. 439 00:35:29,333 --> 00:35:32,208 I know what happens if you don't look, and so do you. 440 00:35:32,333 --> 00:35:37,083 I can make myself look, but the thinking is shutting down. 441 00:35:37,208 --> 00:35:40,042 - What is it about this one? - It isn't this one, it's all of them. 442 00:35:40,167 --> 00:35:43,000 It's the next one, it's the one that I know is coming after that. 443 00:35:43,125 --> 00:35:46,458 You wanna go back to your lecture hall? Read about this on tattlecrime. Com? 444 00:35:46,583 --> 00:35:51,792 No, I don't, but that may be what I have to do. This is bad for me. 445 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:54,208 I'm not your father, will. 446 00:35:54,333 --> 00:35:56,792 I'm not gonna tell you what you ought to do. 447 00:35:56,917 --> 00:36:01,042 Seems like that's exactly what you're gonna do. 448 00:36:01,167 --> 00:36:04,250 You go back to your classroom. 449 00:36:04,375 --> 00:36:06,500 When there's killing that you could've prevented, 450 00:36:06,625 --> 00:36:08,583 it will sour your classroom forever. 451 00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,000 Maybe. 452 00:36:11,542 --> 00:36:15,042 And then maybe I'll find a job as a diesel mechanic in a boatyard. 453 00:36:15,167 --> 00:36:17,208 You wanna quit? 454 00:36:19,125 --> 00:36:20,583 Quit. 455 00:36:49,958 --> 00:36:51,958 I see what you are. 456 00:36:53,167 --> 00:36:55,042 What do you see? 457 00:36:55,167 --> 00:36:59,583 (Buddish) Inside. I can bring it out of you. 458 00:36:59,708 --> 00:37:01,500 Not all the way out. 459 00:37:01,625 --> 00:37:03,333 (Coughs) 460 00:37:06,042 --> 00:37:11,333 I can give you the majesty of your becoming. 461 00:37:33,583 --> 00:37:35,542 Hello, doctor. 462 00:37:35,667 --> 00:37:38,625 My wife and I need to talk. May we use your waiting room? 463 00:37:38,750 --> 00:37:40,708 You can have the office. Please. 464 00:37:40,833 --> 00:37:42,542 Thank you. 465 00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:50,708 Just popping in on official business, or did you follow me? 466 00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:54,875 I called your office. They said you were at an appointment. 467 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,000 I figured you'd be here. 468 00:37:58,708 --> 00:38:00,000 You know. 469 00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:05,208 I knew you'd find out. 470 00:38:06,167 --> 00:38:08,875 When did you find out? 471 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:12,375 - 12 weeks ago. - 12 weeks ago? 472 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,250 Lung cancer. 473 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,250 You don't smoke. 474 00:38:24,375 --> 00:38:25,917 The irony. 475 00:38:28,042 --> 00:38:29,833 Is it treatable? 476 00:38:32,042 --> 00:38:33,958 It's stage four. 477 00:38:35,708 --> 00:38:38,792 And we know there's no stage five, don't we? 478 00:38:40,917 --> 00:38:43,042 When were you gonna tell me? 479 00:38:46,167 --> 00:38:48,667 Far enough into the future 480 00:38:48,792 --> 00:38:51,583 that I'm really not prepared to have this conversation right now. 481 00:38:51,708 --> 00:38:55,000 Neither am I, but we're having it. We're having it right now. 482 00:39:17,583 --> 00:39:21,417 Were you just going to wait until you were in the middle of chemotherapy? 483 00:39:21,542 --> 00:39:24,042 When you couldn't hide it anymore? 484 00:39:25,417 --> 00:39:27,875 I don't think I want to do chemotherapy. 485 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:30,583 - Do I have any say in this? - No. 486 00:39:32,167 --> 00:39:34,000 No, you don't. 487 00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:39,208 Do you want to be alone? 488 00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:46,583 I don't want you to answer that. Just think about your answer. 489 00:39:49,625 --> 00:39:54,625 I want you to know that I don't want you to be alone, not now and not ever. 490 00:39:54,750 --> 00:39:56,292 We'll beat this together? 491 00:39:56,417 --> 00:39:59,917 No, it's yourfight, baby, but I'm in your corner. 492 00:40:00,042 --> 00:40:02,792 I'm not going anywhere. 493 00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:07,625 I appreciate that, Jack. 494 00:40:08,750 --> 00:40:10,167 I do. 495 00:40:11,833 --> 00:40:13,917 But I'm not comforted by it. 496 00:40:17,792 --> 00:40:20,125 I know that's what you need and... 497 00:40:22,167 --> 00:40:24,167 You need to comfort me. 498 00:40:27,167 --> 00:40:31,167 - But I can't give you what you need. - Don't worry about what I need. 499 00:40:35,833 --> 00:40:37,750 Why wouldn't you tell me? 500 00:40:41,417 --> 00:40:45,625 I thought if I kept it to myself, our lives wouldn't change. 501 00:40:51,042 --> 00:40:54,708 I didn't count on changing as much as I did. 502 00:41:37,333 --> 00:41:39,375 What do you want, will? 503 00:41:55,333 --> 00:41:58,833 I'm gonna sit here until you're ready to talk. 504 00:42:01,375 --> 00:42:04,875 You don't have to say a word until you're ready but... 505 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,917 I'm not going anywhere until you do.